All language subtitles for Married.At.First.Sight.S17E18.1080p.WEB.h264-EDITH[EZTVx.to]_Track03

- ♪ When we come together

- Ten singles threw caution
to the wind

and took a bold leap of faith
in order to find true love.

- Aah!
[laughs]

- Last time,
the couples' retreat provided

our spouses and a few singles
the opportunity

to see each other
in a different light.

[both howl]

[upbeat music]

- [laughs]

Sexy watching him talk
and communicate and be open,

and, most importantly,
shirtless.

I thoroughly enjoyed watching
you take a bubble bath.

♪

- It's not always
a very obvious pairing.

It takes a lot of work

and commitment
from both animals,

like it does with humans
as well.

- And we just need
to move forward

and get out of our heads
because I want it to last,

and I wanna be
together forever.

♪

- Baby!
- How are you?

- Had a day.

Sadly, while this was
a traumatic event,

I think it did really show
a lot to us both

about how much
we care about each other.

This is why you always wear
[bleep] helmets, you guys.

Like, I would have been dead.

And with Decision Day
right around the corner,

times a tickin',
but I feel like

we just reached new heights.

Okay, night-night.
both: Good night.

- And tonight,
with Decision Day

less than two weeks away...

- Such form.

- Three of our couples
contemplate their futures.

- If she says that she wants
to stay together, like,

I'm going to stay together
with her on Decision Day.

- You really have
been committed

and, like, I have felt that.

- Good, me too.

- Like, I've appreciated,
like, so much, like,

you being here.
- Yeah.

- Who would have thought--
a tree?

It's what we needed.

- Meanwhile, our newest couple
adjust to the challenges

of everyday life together.

- So how has married life been?

- I have been overwhelmed.

[dramatic musical sting]

Everything is moving
so quickly.

So what I was thinking about
was taking a few days apart.

- Mm.

Like, oh, well, wait a minute.

Do you not want to be with me?

[tense music]

- All of these fights
and all of these things

are, like, days and nights
of rejection.

- Becca, do you want
this marriage?

♪

- ♪ It's all or nothing

- This is
"Married at First Sight."

- ♪ There's no other way

♪ It's all or nothing

- ♪ Take our chances,
try our luck ♪

♪ With our arms wide-open

♪ Like we're flying,
like we're flying ♪

[Chloe exhales]

Whew, we made it.
- Home.

- Home.
What'd you think?

- No, it was
a nice, easy drive.

I just want to unpack

and then head over
to get my work stuff

and then pick up Melo,
get her accommodated here.

Graham and Franklin
I'll probably bring

in here tomorrow just
to make it a little easier

instead of trying to wrangle--

- Why don't you bring 'em
over tonight?

- With them,
it's more so making sure

I have all their stuff.

Melo is easy.

I just need to bring
her food and her.

I might try to squeeze in
a little nap, though,

before I go pick her up.
[Chloe laughs]

That way I can greet her
with the proper energy.

- Yeah, yeah.

I feel like a nap's
always a good idea.

Michael and I have had
an absolute whirlwind

the past week,
coming back from honeymoon

and then having the couples
invite us to retreat.

But we're back to reality now.
We're back to work.

We're back
to doing all the things

that we would be doing
in our days.

And we still have
so much that we need to learn

about one another,
just from a life perspective,

'cause I wanna give Michael
and I the best possible chance

that we have,
but I'm exhausted.

- Do you have any idea how
you want to unwind tonight?

- Oh, I think
I'm gonna go see the pups.

- Mm-hmm.
- I miss them a lot.

- Are you gonna--
like, are you gonna hang out

with them with your cousin,
or do you think you're gonna

take them back to your place
and kind of have,

like, your time with them?

- With the dogs being so old

and with the dogs being
so needy in so many ways,

I hate to go and visit and then
leave again so quickly.

So what I was thinking about
was taking

just the next few days
to be at home with them.

[tense percussive music]

It has been go, go, go.

I feel like everything
is moving so quickly,

we don't actually have
an opportunity to just process.

- Yeah, true. That's true.
- Yeah.

And being together
all the time,

we don't have a chance
to think.

We don't have a chance to feel.
- Mm.

- And I'm this deeply
introverted person

who needs a lot of alone time
and a lot of silence

to feel like I am listening
to my own needs.

And I think we just need
that time.

- Mm.

- Um, kind of give us a chance
to kind of

take a deep breath...
- Mm-hmm.

- If you think
that sounds good.

- Mm.

I am a little surprised

that Chloe's gonna go home

and spend time
with her animals.

I do want her to know, though,

that I support whatever
she feels is best for her.

But I can't help but wonder
if there's something

that's bothering Chloe.

Like, oh, well,
wait a minute.

Do you not want
to hang out with me?

Do you not want to be with me?

All of those things do,
in fact, creep into my mind.

[sighs]
All right.

Well, I'll probably then--

yeah, I'll probably unwind.

So, no, that's perfectly--

- I think that's a great idea.
- That's perfectly fine.

- We're about to really
actually embark

on the marriage portion
of our relationship,

which is a good thing,
which is a really good thing,

but it's also a little scary.

[somber piano music]

I have given a lot of thought
to whether or not

going home at this point was
the right thing to do.

- ♪ I got feelings
that I can't seem to figure ♪

- I'm like, here is this man

that's everything
I've ever wanted.

What is it that is
making me feel like

I just need to, like,
take a break?

And I'm hoping
that it's just the time

we've spent together is a lot.

I'm hoping that it's just
that I'm missing my pups.

I'm hoping that it's just
that I need time to think.

I also don't know.

But it's just something I have
to do for myself right now.

- ♪ Is this even real love?

♪ Ooh, ooh

♪

- ♪ Circles falling
through the atmosphere ♪

♪ These are things
that you don't wanna hear ♪

- I'm at my place because today
we were at the wolf sanctuary,

and... the cameras had left.

And, like, he was buying stuff
from the gift shop.

And I, like, tried to help him
open up a bag

to, like, help him, like,
get the stuff in the bag.

And he just, like, started,
like, mumbling

under his breath, which is,
like, what he does sometimes

when I just, like, try
to help him.

And then it led into, like,

an hour and a half drive home
of, like...

[sniffles]

Just, like,
more miscommunications.

And, like, he admitted
in the car

that, like, this last week,
he has been, like, questioning

whether we would work or not,
which... was hard.

[uneasy music]

But it's also hurtful
'cause, like,

I don't understand why
he didn't bring it up before.

Like, I feel like
I haven't been able

to, like, talk to him
about how I feel,

because every time I do,
it doesn't really go well.

It just feels like...
we just need help.

'Cause right now,
we're really not doing so good.

♪

[upbeat electronic music]

♪

- On the road to recovery,
baby.

- Whoo-hoo.

Got peas.

We got emotional support dog.

- Mm-hmm.
- Got the rest.

- Yep.

Got everything.
[both laugh]

She's doing so good, though...
- Mm-hmm.

- Being a real trooper
and still in great spirits so.

- We're hanging in there.

- Yep.

Been through a lot, huh?

- Mm-hmm.

But we're still standing.

- We're still standing.

It's just making us
stronger, right?

- Mm-hmm.
- Love it.

- ♪ Times like these,
I've just got to hold on ♪

[soft music]

- Do we want to do anything?

Do we want to talk?
I don't know.

- Yeah.

- Can I nestle in behind ya?

- Huh?
- Can I lay my head on ya?

- Um...

I think I just need
some space right now.

[knock at door]

- There they are.
I'll go get 'em.

At this point,

kind of, like, a lot
of our issues are snowballing.

- Hello.
- Hey there.

- Oh, geez.
- You get us both.

- And the things that we were
doing right in the beginning

we've kind of lost a handle on

and are now, like,
doing poorly with.

- You know, I want to say first
that I've heard

really good things about you
as a couple,

because there seems
to be a genuine connection.

But we're also here to
problem-solve and to help you.

So you tell us a little bit
about what's been going on.

- Um, I think
I've been having a hard time

because I feel like

our communication has gotten--

- Deteriorated, maybe?
Or--

- Yeah, it just hasn't
been working in a way

where either of us feel heard.

- Mm.

- And I think we both
have similar concerns.

And I think I have been

having a more difficult time
than I've let on.

I don't want to, like,
hurt Austin.

But I also feel like
it's so hard.

Sorry.
[laughs]

Um--
- Give me an example.

- At the wolf center,

I, like, was trying
to help you load your bag.

And you, like,
mumbled under your breath,

and even the ladies
at the counter noticed it.

- Um, see, I have, like--have--
naturally, like,

I have a different perspective
of that.

So bought some trinkets
at the wolf center.

And they were, like,
getting a bag for me.

And Becca was like,
"No, we don't need that bag.

Like, he can just put it
in this bag."

And, like, there was a lot
to, like, fit in there,

and I didn't want it
to get lost, and I just, like--

like, to me, that felt like--

to me, it feels like she tries
to micromanage me.

And I feel like I get pushed
to the side.

[light tense music]

- Got very upset with me.
- I did not get very upset.

- You were upset.
Your direct quote was,

"I don't like
being told what to do."

There's been, like,
a level of, like,

dismissiveness
and combativeness.

And I know it's
a high-pressure situation,

but, like,
it makes me shut down.

And then the shutting down
for him is perceived

as, like, the problem.

But what's frustrating is
that, like, all of these fights

and all of these things
are, like,

days and nights of rejection.

Like, I feel rejected by, like,
deep conversations at times.

Like, feel rejected, like,
when I try to flirt at times,

and, like, I get, like,

swatted away
or, like, laughed at.

And, like... it's so hard.

'Cause, like, I deal with it
so well on a day-to-day basis,

like, so well
that I don't tell you, like,

half of the things
that are bothering me.

And then it just, like,
gets to a point

where, like, I don't know what
to do anymore.

- Can I interject real quick?
- Yeah.

- Because this is fixable.

- Is it? [laughs]
- Oh, God, yes.

- It is fixable, but...
- It is.

- But all of this has
to come out.

- You were saying earlier
you don't want to hurt him,

or you don't want--what is it
that you don't want to say?

- Um, it often feels like
when the cameras go away, like,

he's not asking, like, for
that depth or that intimacy

or, like, that connection
in the same way,

like, to when we're on camera.

- Or just because it happens
on camera doesn't mean

it's not, like, real.

You know that, like,
I am committed

to figuring these things out.

I just, like, don't always
think that the timing is right,

and I try to communicate that
with you.

But, like, it just seems like,

for some reason, like,
everything has changed.

And I think, like,
a large portion of that is,

like, due to, like,
our physical intimacy

not being, like,
where you want it.

And then that just kind of,
like, snowballed

from one thing to another.

- You know, it seems to me
that you are fighting

for the relationship,
and you are discouraged.

- I don't understand
where it comes off

that he's fighting
for the relationship.

- I--
- Like, it's so hard,

'cause like, what he's saying
here is different

than what happens off camera,
and I, like, don't know how

to express that
or explain that.

And, like, I feel like
I'm starting to go crazy

and, like, that I don't have,
like, my own self-awareness.

And, like, I am at a loss
on, like, where to go now.

[soft tense music]

- Well--well, let me just say,
Austin,

if a woman doesn't feel
sexually desired,

it's gonna be corrosive
to the relationship.

- Yeah, I think--
I think you're right.

- So you're not crazy.
[laughs]

I think part--
I really do think that part

of this angst and this sadness
and these interpretations

come from not feeling wanted
enough.

- But then, like,
when I ask to, like, be wanted,

like Friday night
at the couples' retreat

when, like, you wanted
to go spend the night

in some celebrity's bedroom
instead of with me, like--

- He's a big football player.

And I was, like, so excited
to, like, sleep in his bedroom.

And--
[Dr. Pepper laughs]

- I know it's stupid.
I know it's dumb.

- Really?
- But what was frustrating is

that he kept talking about,
like, how excited he was

for the weekend to work
on intimacy and X, Y, and Z.

- Was there drinking involved?
- Yes.

- He was drinking.
- Okay.

- That's not an excuse, though.
- No, it's not an excuse.

- No, it's not.
- It's not an excuse.

- No, it's a bad choice.
- But it does affect--

- And also,
if he seriously wants

to work on intimacy, then why
is he getting so wasted

that those are the decisions
that he's making?

- It's a good question.

Would you consider
the possibility

that there's something in you
that got drunk to avoid this?

I mean, what's going on?

- No, I don't think so.
It was just, like--

- I think he avoids
a lot of things.

- Oh.
- At the very least,

it was not putting
your wife first.

- Yeah, no.
I admit that it was a mistake.

It definitely
wasn't intentional.

- Did you apologize...

- I did.
- To her this--

- The first time
that he apologized to me

it was because a producer,
like, prompted him to.

- That's not--I--
I feel like that is--

that wasn't the first time
I apologized to you about it.

- So that was not
his best moment, right?

- Yeah.
- So the question is,

can you accept now

that he sees that as
a very bad choice that evening

and that he's truly sorry
about it?

Do you believe him?

[dramatic chord]

- I think so, but, like,
now I'm, like, questioning.

Like, I've just, like--

for me, it's like
that instance is an example

of all of the times I try
to be intimate with you,

try to make time, like,
try to do whatever.

There's always
something blocking it.

- Let's see if we can
prioritize intimacy.

Let's--there's a--
- But Dr. Pia gave him

so many assignments,
and they have not happened.

- I do feel like
I actively try, and, like,

then it's just--is--or, like,
I get that as a response.

Like, like it wasn't enough.

And, like, even if things
were to happen now, it's like,

oh, is it just happening
'cause of the cameras?

Like, I feel like you don't
believe my intentions.

I know it's a problem that
I'm trying to, like, work on.

- Do you want to?

- Yes. I do.

- For you, the way that
this week went

is making you question
the relationship,

and that's what you said
in the car.

- I said that I feel like
I am, like,

trying to do all these things.

But, like, for me,
it doesn't feel like

they're good enough for you.

- Becca, do you want
this marriage?

[suspenseful music]

♪

- I don't know.
Our conversation in the car

is just in my head, and, like--
- Okay.

- I feel like I've been--
- I want you to look

at the totality
of your relationship.

Is there something here
worth fighting for?

- I feel like I wanted it,
like, so bad

up until, like, this past week,
and, like,

this past week
has just been, like--

- It's been a challenge.
- Yeah.

- Yeah. I get it.
- Yeah.

- I really do,
but I don't want you to judge

the entire relationship
by one--

by a small segment of it.

- So let's assume that you're

in a particularly fragile
moment.

So I actually think
it's wise of you

to back away for a moment

from a decision-making
kind of statement.

I think what Pastor Cal is
feeling, what I'm feeling

is that you have
deep emotions here

because this is
an important thing for you.

- Yeah.
- And somehow,

your trust in each other
has been undercut.

So the question is,
how can we get back

to a feeling where you can
trust why you're both in this?

Because if you don't feel that,

then everything is going
to be seen as questionable.

Everything might be seen
as an attack.

Everything can be
walking on eggshells.

- That's definitely, like,
how I have felt.

Like, I've told you
over and over again,

I do want to work on this
and I'm trying to, and I, like,

want to, like, stay
in a relationship with you.

But, like...

- Period.
both: Yeah.

- Don't--no "buts."
- Period.

- Reassure each other that
you're into this thing

because you can deal with a lot

if you feel the person
is in it,

is really gonna try.

- Yes.
It's not about the bedroom.

It's not about any of that.

It's about whether or not

you guys actually trust
each other.

Because it looks like
every time

someone throws someone
an olive branch,

it's just completely rejected.

And that comes
from a lack of trust.

- I think you both need
real reassurance...

- Yes.
- That there is

some deeper admiration
and desire for each other.

And if you can feel like
there's good hope there,

then you could relax
a little bit

and not be backing away
from each other.

- Yes.
- Yeah.

Yeah, and I agree with you.

And then the whole thing
about trust, I think,

is, like--that's really landed
with me as well.

Those are things that I think
would really help us.

I do want to, like,
work on those things.

Period.

- I'm really grateful and
thankful that you said that.

I don't think I've felt
that reassurance

this week much.

And I think my words are not
that great right now

'cause I'm just feeling really
drained and tired and--

- Yeah, okay.

- We're asking you
to do hard work here.

And try and be specific
and honest with each other in--

in kindness and in cooperation
with trying to make sure

that you get to feel like
you're your authentic selves,

and you get to say what
hurts you and what you need.

I think that will take you
a long way.

- Yeah.

[dramatic piano music]

♪ Don't you wanna feel
explosions? ♪

♪ Have you grown sick
of the motions? ♪

♪ Don't you want this?

- So Chloe's gonna be spending
some time with her pups.

And look who just joined me.

Look who just joined me.
My little girl did, huh?

This is my little Melo girl,
huh?

Look at that little Melo girl.

She's just making her--
look at that.

She's already making herself
at home.

I just actually sent Chloe
a little picture of us

just chilling here
at the house.

Chloe's excited
to spend some time with Melo.

I'm excited for Melo
to spend some time with her.

But yeah, my little Melo girl
is getting comfy here at home.

Look at that.
Look at how cute she is.

You're just so damn cute!

[upbeat music]

♪

- All right,
Emily just woke up.

It's now 2:30 in the afternoon.

And Emily wanted hamburgers,
so we got her some burgers.

Step one of recovery.

- Got our parkas dry-cleaned.

They were a little bloody.

- Just getting her nourished,
and then afterwards

we'll probably go back to bed
and continue to rest.

So the road to recovery.

- Stay tuned.
- Stay tuned.

- ♪ Hold your head up
to the sky ♪

♪ Life ain't easy,
but it's all right ♪

♪ Keep on rolling,
don't think twice ♪

♪ Spread your wings,
and you'll learn to fly ♪

- How cute is this place?

- It is such an amazing,
cute place.

Love it.
- So fun.

- Oh, my goodness,
how are you doing?

- I'm, um--I'm feeling pretty--

I'm feeling pretty hopeful.
I'll be honest.

But the first week
of marriage was a lot.

- A lot to take in.
[Chloe sharply]

- It was a lot.
It was a lot

in ways that I, um,
wasn't anticipating.

Oh, my gosh. Amazing.

- Guess you're not ready
for it, right?

I mean, who can be ready
for anything like that?

- So yeah, I ended up
going home for a few days.

- Oh, you did?
- I did.

- Okay.
- I did.

- Was he understandable?
- He really was.

We had a very frank
and just gentle,

but direct, conversation.

- Between us...
[chuckles]

Do you feel like you were
second-guessing your choice?

Maybe he--like,
his personality or himself,

or whatever the case may be,
do you feel like maybe

I need to think it through?

- I knew this process
was gonna be a lot.

You could never prepare
for this process.

- I'm sure.

- And so to so quickly
have Michael and I talking

about everything,

realizing that we align
on everything,

which is incredible,
but it's also just been a lot.

And I told him, I was like,
"This is not you.

"I just really needed
to process

the human
that the experts had given me."

So I'm glad Michael didn't take
any offense to me going.

And maybe he did
and he's just not telling me.

- True.
- But I also think he needed

a few moments to himself and
getting his animals acclimated.

So in these days that I've
taken away from Michael,

it's given me an opportunity
to think about

exactly what I asked for

and how Michael aligns
in everything that I asked for.

And every day that passed,

and the more I processed
who Michael is as a human,

the more I missed him.

I actually missed being
with Michael.

And I realize that
for every ounce of different

we may be in one another,

we are almost the same
in everything else.

There is not a thing

about our relationship
that I'm concerned about.

- That, for me,
is a little concerning.

[laughs]

I sometimes feel like
he's unreal in a way

because he chooses
his words really wisely.

He's really--

he's a good spokesperson,
right?

He knows his words.

He knows how to say
what you wanna hear.

Do you feel like his words
speak louder than his actions?

Or do you feel like his actions

are right there with his words?

- That was my concern.

He is able to say exactly what
needs to be said in a moment.

And I thought,
"You cannot be real."

But so far, he's given me
no reason not to trust him.

But it's something that's gonna
be in the back of my mind

until it's not in the back
of my mind anymore.

[gentle hopeful music]

[bright music]

♪

- We are en route
to get my stitches out.

- Stitches-out day.

- Yeah, I'm very intrigued
how this is gonna go,

but I've got
my emotional support driver.

[laughs]
It's a big day.

- We are now
at the doctor's office

waiting to get
Emily's stitches out.

- It's exciting.

I'm trying to guess
how many stitches.

- Like, 35 stitches.

Doctor said it was just
the right amount, so.

- Whatever that means.

- Pleased to hear it.

- Pleased.

♪

- We just got done at the doc.

He was able to take out
all the stitches.

- Yep.
- He seemed pleased

with how the healing's going,
so.

How you feeling?

- Um, still feel
and look scary.

But he said it looks good,

so I have to believe him,
you know?

- Yeah. Onwards and upwards.

♪

- ♪ I'm hoping hard

- Welcome to Austin's
meditation zone.

We are here finding inner peace
at a...

SunWater Spa.

Because yesterday,
the extra visit

was emotionally exhausting.

But I think, like, the most
important thing is, like,

that the vibe between us
really, like, changed

and improved for the better
after last night.

And it was, like,
a palpable, um, change.

I think we both
kind of realized

that we need to do things,
approach things differently

and have a different frame of
the way we think about things.

- Oh boy.

Oh, that's nice.
It's not too hot.

I'm feeling hopeful
and optimistic

because last night needed
to happen.

The conversation was
important for us.

And I'm hoping that
by being honest,

maybe that helps Austin
open up more

or maybe that helps
our communication.

You know,
Decision Day is approaching.

And Austin and I have a lot
to figure out.

But I'm always ready
and willing to try

because you don't know
if you don't try.

- How relaxing.

[laughs]

Do you want to talk about last
night and the expert meeting?

- Um, yeah.

General vibe was
that I thought it was good.

Like, I think that there were
a lot of things

that I hadn't said,

or, like, we hadn't talked
about on camera yet and...

- Mm-hmm.
- It just felt exhausting

to, like...

manage those two realities,
you know?

- Yeah, it's challenging.

- Mm-hmm, definitely.

- Like, 'cause I thought
it was helpful.

I thought it was, like,
good advice and things

that, like, could help both
of us, you know,

with our relationship.
- Mm-hmm.

- You know,
the thing about, um, trust--

that would be, like,
good for the both of us.

- Yeah, I think I'm having
a hard time

knowing when I need
to be self-reflecting.

And I'm kind of just, like,
questioning a lot about myself

right now,
and I think it's really hard.

- Yeah. What do you mean?
Like--

- I know I'm sensitive.
Am I too sensitive?

Or what are the things
that I am valid

on being upset about?

- Yeah.

- So, like, when you do try to,
like, make a step forward

in intimacy in any way,
like, I need to trust

that it's not because you feel
like you have to do it,

but because you want to.

[exhales]
- I think--well, I know

that, like,
I'm committed to, like,

keep trying to work on things.

- Yeah.

- But I... [clears throat]
Started to question

if that was something that,
like, you wanted.

- I love that in your heart
you really have been committed.

And, like, I have felt that,
and I'm happy to hear you say

that, like, you are committed
to working on this.

It is a harsh contrast
from our conversation,

where it felt like
largely what you needed

from me was validation,

and largely what I needed from
you was validation, and then--

- Neither of us were really
giving the other one that?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

So yeah, I'm grateful
and thankful to hear that

that has still been the same.

- Okay. Cool.
Good. Me too.

[singer vocalizing]

- ♪ Ain't no way
you're gonna move ♪

- ♪ Let time follow you

- It's good to be home.

♪

- Oh, yeah, I do.

What you thinking, huh?

This your new home?

[indistinct]

Yeah.

We have made it back
to the apartment.

I've got little Theodore here,

and he is very excited
to be in his new home.

All of the babies are
doing so great.

And they all love each other,
and have settled right on in,

and are just happy
to be siblings.

[chuckles]

Oh, I can't handle
these babies.

And we are decorating

for our '90s hip-hop
housewarming party.

Franklin is there for it;
so is Melo.

She's there for it.

We can't wait to have our
friends over for all the fun.

Happy kiddos.

[chuckles]

[hip-hop music]

♪

Actually, that
looks good hanging.

I think--
- You just--

- Let me confirm.
- Sure.

- Yeah, I like it.

- Boom.

- Perfect.

- Do you feel recharged?

- I do feel recharged.

- Yeah.
- I really do.

It's been a lot.

And I'm an introvert,
so I'm always

grateful for your
extrovert tendencies

because you carry us along.

But I think it was just
what we needed, personally.

So were you able
to recharge a little bit?

- Yeah, I was.

And it was a good opportunity
for me to get, like,

back in the swing of work.

I was--I was stealing
a page from your book

going to bed, like, at 9:30
and stuff like that.

- It's the right thing to do.
[chuckles]

- I missed Chloe a lot.

But I could just tell
that there was

a renewed sense
of energy in her.

She just seemed so much
more at peace

and having Theodore here.

Like, when you're overwhelmed,
you're going to feel

discomfort just in general.

And so I want to make
sure that, you know,

Chloe feels comfortable,
safe, and secure around me.

And I don't want to
understate that at all.

♪

Got this good-good right here.

- [laughs]

- Got this good-good.

- Let me help. Let me help.

♪

- These are the two that, like,
dedicate to those--

or that donate
to the specific causes.

- Thank you for being so sweet.

- I think this is
the Youth Symphony one,

and this is, like, for anyone
that's experiencing, like,

any type of domestic abuse.

See?

Pizza with a cause.

- Thank you for finding that.
- Yeah.

- It was really sweet.

- You just can't tell
anyone I'm sweet, all right?

- I won't.

- I mean, you see these chains.

- I mean--

- Sweet men don't
wear chains, right?

- They don't.

You're a good man, Michael.
- On most days.

- I'm probably not gonna
tell you that every day

because I need to get your head
out of this apartment.

- You shouldn't, because I will
turn evil if you do.

- Just try to get
frisky on that bourbon.

- [laughs]

And you better keep
your hands to yourself

after that pizza gets you all--

- You know what tequila does.

- Why do you think I got some?
- [laughs]

- You think I don't know?

Huh?

- ♪ This is my awakening

♪ And nothing can
break me down ♪

♪

- Hello.

- How you feeling?

- Good.

I just semi-showered, and yeah,

had a productive
unproductive day.

- Yeah. How's the wound?

Are you--are you in pain
still, or no more pain meds?

- No, no.

I haven't taken pain meds.

I actually do need to
take some Advil, though.

- Better be extra gentle
this week to let you heal.

- I know. I think it's hard,

because I feel like
it looks better,

but I have to keep
reminding myself

that I'm still recovering.

I told you the doctor said I
can't do any physical activity

or anything that raises
my blood pressure

for two to three weeks
post-surgery.

- Yeah.

In the spirit of helping
you rest and recover still,

I'm gonna clean up.

And you just--

- You mean you're
not doing it just from, like,

the willingness
at the bottom of your heart?

- Oh, of course I am.
- Kidding.

I can't wait to watch,
'cause you know I love dishes.

And this has given me
a panic all day.

So I'm excited
for those to clear.

- Here we go.

[upbeat music]

♪

- Mop twisting--such form.

- There's something
about a nice mopped floor

that just smells great.

- Honestly, yeah.
And it looks good.

I know you're
probably getting there,

but do you mind doing
underneath the kitchen table

when you're done?

- ♪ Oh, want you come my way

♪ I love the way
you're moving ♪

♪ I love the way you dance

♪ I love those chills

- Thanks for doing that.
- Of course.

- [snaps] Did it like that.

- Thank you, thank you.

- I think any sort of
experience like this

kind of has, like,
two ways it can go.

It's like it either
really brings people together,

or can really freak people out
and take them apart.

But Brennan made it very clear
he was not going anywhere,

which I really think
speaks a lot.

And he made it clear that
he cares a lot about me.

- It's been so nice, though.

Like, we've had so much
support from everyone.

- Mm-hmm.

- With all your friends
sending you stuff,

and the experts checking in,
it's just been like--

- And yeah, I feel like it
was beneficial for us both,

considering what
we experienced.

But I feel like it was just
a needed time just to chill.

- Yeah.

- And you just being here
the whole time--

- Yeah.

- That really does mean a lot.

- If the accident was reversed,

I think you'd be doing
the same thing for me,

so it's not even a question.

- That's what I'm saying.

I've appreciated so much
that you've been there.

And I really hope you know
how much I appreciate it,

appreciate you.

It means a lot.

This has made me
trust you fully--

- Yeah.

- Like, from the accident
and through this.

- And I feel the same way.

I feel like I can
trust you way more now.

Like, I feel like just as much
as I've been there for you,

you've been there for me, which
is a huge aspect of it for me,

you know?

- ♪ Tell me you believe

♪ I'll show you all
the things that we could be ♪

- Who would've thought a tree?

It's what we needed.

- Trees bring people
closer together, huh?

- I know.

I know it's pretty dark
to joke about it.

But it just made me
see kind of everything

differently a little bit.

♪

And it would be great
just to keep

the post-trauma happy vibe
going.

- Yeah.

- ♪ I only wanna love you

- ♪ Right side in the VIP

♪ 'Cause we the
hottest thing around ♪

[dog barking]

- Oh, I think someone's here.

Hey, hey, hey.

- Stop.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- Hi.

- Hey, guys.
- We made it.

- You did.
- How you been?

- What a surprise.

- I know, right?
- Hi.

- How are you?

- You must be Lauren.

Nice to meet you.

- Whoa!
- One after the other.

- Crazy timing, right?

- I know.

It's just so weird
how that works.

- Hi!

- All of my friends
and family became

best friends with my husband's
friends and family

at the wedding.
- So I've heard.

- They've all hung out at this
point about a dozen times.

- We had lots of fun.
- We did.

[laughter]

- I'm sorry you guys
couldn't be there, but--

- Somehow, I don't get
that you're sorry for that.

[laughter]

- So how has married life been?

- It has been--I'm--

full transparency:
so I'm an introvert.

The older I've gotten, the
more introverted I've gotten.

He is a full-blown extrovert.
- Yeah.

- [chuckles]

- So it really is
a process that you

can never prepare for.

And I never imagined it
being as difficult as it is.

I--[sighs]

Have been overwhelmed
on so many occasions.

I have sobbed on
so many occasions.

And he's like, here's a
tissue, and how can I help?

When he starts seeing me
sort of shut down,

he swoops in and saves the day.

So I'm like,
I can't talk anymore.

And he's like, I can.
And so--

[laughter]

Which I know if--
y'all know that man.

But we--so we took
a few days apart.

♪

And Michael was wonderful
every step of the way.

He just checked in to make
sure everything was good.

And I came back recharged.

We got the animals.

Everybody's living
their best lives.

- It is more so us recharging
so that when we are together

like we are now,
we can fully be present,

which we agree is
healthy and important.

- Yeah.
- I love to hear that.

- You've gotta fill
your own cup, right?

- It's amazing.
- So you keep pouring.

- Gotta fill your own cup.

- In normal marriage.
- In normal--

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

[all chuckle]
- Yeah.

- That's key for me and Paige.
- Yeah.

- And I would say it really
helps that we're just

naturally, like, really
considerate people--

I mean, especially her.

More--let's be real,
more so than her.

I'm not that considerate.
- Oh, wow.

- That's our Chloe.

- I thought it was
interesting--

Chloe moving home
for the week,

how much explaining
and justifying

Chloe had to do about it.

'Cause they're also like,
it's the puppy dog phase.

Like, you don't really
know each other.

You haven't had those
conflicts and everything.

They both want everyone
to feel okay, which is great.

But at a certain point,
like, you know,

their true feelings
will come out.

And it's, how will those mesh?

And that'll be the real test.

- So is there anything
you guys now are

currently working on
or working through?

Because I'm sure
every day is different

and brings its own challenges.

- Nothing has presented itself
as a challenge at this point.

But I feel like this is
a stress test

in a lot of ways, you know?

We are--
- Totally.

- Under pressure.

So when it comes to
navigating Michael

not being at his best self,

is there any advice
you might throw my way?

- I'd say, for him, just
there's no such thing

as overcommunication.

So just if anything's
on your mind at all,

don't ever hold back and say,

I don't know if now's
the right time.

He just came back.
He's tired from the gym.

Because I think
he would sense that,

and then maybe he could
interpret, like, oh,

is something wrong?
- Yeah.

- So just, you know,
speaking your mind--

I'm sure you're already
doing that, though.

[chuckles]
- We're trying.

I've not always been
a great communicator.

So I've not been vulnerable
in a really long time.

I've had to be independent,
self-sufficient,

all of these things, right?
- Yeah.

- So this whole
raw vulnerability is--

pushed me to my limits
in a lot of ways.

I get to that point where
it's like, I've taken it,

I've taken it, I've taken it,
and now I can't take anymore,

and I don't talk about it.

So I took those few days.

And I think--

I think we're better for it.

- So when Chloe voiced to you
that she needed

some time away from you,

did it give you any level
of insecurity of maybe

she doesn't want this
for herself;

maybe she's not really sure
of what she wants for herself?

- Mm-hmm.
- Or was that too much?

Am I too much?

Like, did you--did any
of those things, kind of--

- Pop in my mind?
- Yes.

- Like, I get it.

Some people may say,
well, that's weird.

You guys just got married.

You explored all these topics.

And she's gonna spend the next
couple of days away from you.

- Thinking about it.
- Like--

- Have you checked
in with your husband?

- How can you not
feel weird about that?

And my whole thing was
that I trust, you know,

what we feel we need to do

to put our best foot forward
in this relationship.

- You seem and sound
very supportive.

- Mm-hmm.

- But what are
some of the areas

that you feel like you already
find some disagreement?

- You know, right now,
we haven't encountered

an area where--
- What?

- Yeah.

But I think Chloe
is so selfless

and is--always puts
other people first,

and is always extremely mindful
of how everyone around her

is feeling,
which is extremely admirable.

But I don't want
her to overextend herself

in those moments.

And I think the new variable
is now we're also trying

to foster a relationship.

And it's about creating
the best environment

for love to grow,
and then leaning into that.

And I feel very confident
about the level of effort

that we're both
exerting for that.

- He's really, really good at
de-escalating any situation.

He's one of the best
I've ever met at that.

But I think he almost
leans into that, like,

as his default setting.

And it's like, no, no, no.
What do you really feel?

Like, it's okay.
It doesn't have to be pretty.

It doesn't have
to be well said.

What are you really feeling?

And you just kind of have
to, like, don't let him only

show what he wants you to see.

Don't let him get away with
not giving you that,

'cause it is really important.

- I think that's
really helpful.

- Yeah, you've got
to demand it.

- Okay, because I get that
sense about Michael.

He just wants everyone
to be comfortable.

- Mm-hmm.

- Unfortunately,
Michael and I are both

people-pleasers to the max.

And I didn't know that
about Michael until tonight.

But the strongest marriages
have healthy conflict.

And Michael being
a de-escalator is

great in the short-term.

It is not healthy
in the long-term.

So the more he feels
the need to de-escalate,

the less we're going to have
the healthy conflict needed

to have a healthy marriage.

And so Michael and I
have to be more authentic

than we have ever been before

if we are ever going
to be happy.

I appreciate hearing you
say that, 'cause I am going

to dig in a little bit deeper.

- Yeah, don't let them
get away with that [bleep].

- I'm not gonna let him
get away with it.

♪

[melancholy music]

♪

- Hello.
- Hello.

Hi, honey.
- Hi, Mom.

- How are you?
- Good. How are you?

- Good.

♪

- What's up?

- Hey, buddy.

♪

You all right?
- Yeah.

- Good.
- How are you doing?

- All right.
- Good.

- How are you doing?

- Okay. How are you?

- I mean, a lot has happened.

Like, I feel like
I've just been

on an emotional--like,
an emotional roller coaster,

like, every single day.

- You look great
for someone who's been

in and out of the hospital
last two, three weeks.

- Yeah, so it's a bit
of a weird situation

because people our age can,
like, develop

a thing called
atrial fibrillation.

- Yep.

- But there's a rarer version
called atrial flutter.

So that's what I have
been experiencing.

And it's like
part of your heart

is beating three to four times
for every single beat.

- Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

- So it literally feels
like you're suffocating,

but in your heart. So--

- Okay.

- It's like the chances
of me mountain biking

this year are zero, basically.
- Wow.

- Yeah, just
a life adjustment is the--

- For the time being?

- Yeah.
- Damn, man.

That sucks. I'm sorry, man.

- Yeah, but you know,
I'm not dead yet, so...

- How's--how's Clare been
through all this?

Like, has she been supportive?
- Yeah.

I mean, I think
she's been good.

There's not really
much to support.

- Yeah.

- You know, it's either I'm--

I'm doing nothing
or I'm in hospital.

It's not like I have a wound
that needs ongoing upkeep.

♪

- It's just hard
because, you know me.

Like, I want to be there
for people that are struggling

or that need help,
and he doesn't necessarily

want that right now from me.

- You know, when I had cancer--
- Mm-hmm.

- You tend to isolate,
you know?

It's like people
in your life want

to be there for you, but it's--

I can understand
his wanting to just--

- Yeah.
- You know,

like a habit.

- Right, it's just hard
to know what to do.

- For Clare, it's weird.

It's different, right?

Because like,
she's been off doing

all these things without me.

And she spent a lot of time
talking about me and her,

like with you and Emily
and everybody.

So she's growing and maturing
in her feelings, right?

And so every time
we touch base,

she wants to see,
oh, how I've changed

and how I've matured
with my feelings towards her.

But like, it's not something
that has been maturing

or progressing for me.
- Yeah.

- I think that's hard
for her, you know?

And I can totally see why.

- Yeah, of course.

Do you think she's trying to,
like, get you back

or try to reconcile things,

or, you know,
get the marriage back?

- I don't know.

She's coming at things
from the angle of,

well, there wasn't like--

there wasn't maybe
the attraction.

And that was
something that I think

we struggled with,
like, early on.

And...

♪

- Yeah, take your time.
Take your time.

- It's just I can't talk
for long periods of time.

- Take a sec.

♪

- Just give me, like, a minute.

- Take your time, bud.

♪

- From my perspective,
I couldn't make it work.

And I was feeling quite
a lot of emotional stress.

Maybe it's the reason
I'm struggling

to breathe right now.

I kind of had just this
crumbling sand castle

that I couldn't
put back together.

And trying to put it
back together

was just causing me more pain.

- Yeah.

- From my perspective,
I think the hard thing

for Clare and I is--

I've said this to her.

I'm like, you keep
saying how sad you are

and how emotional this
whole thing makes you.

And that confuses me.

I'll say, hey, like,
I'm moving out, because,

you know, it's something
that we've talked about.

And then she'll get emotional.

And then it will be like I'm--

I'll get confused
if she's emotional

because she doesn't want me
to leave,

or if she's just
being emotional

because it's a big moment.

And I think Decision Day
is going to be, like--

I think it's going to be
an emotional moment for her.

So I don't know how that whole
thing is going to go down.

♪

- There's been sad moments.

And there's been
really hard moments.

But looking back, it's like,

I've met this
amazing human being.

He's so kind,
unbelievably smart.

I respect him so much.

The way he challenges me,
it causes me to think

all the time,
which I love, you know?

Or he can call me out

on my [bleep] sometimes.
- Oh, yeah.

- I want somebody
who can do that.

- I really liked him
at the wedding.

I felt very hopeful.
I know you did too.

You liked him.
- Mm-hmm.

Oh, I love him as a person.

He is the greatest.

That has not changed at all
through this process.

It's just the fact
that we were not--

I don't believe that
"husband and wife" is

the correct title
for our relationship.

- Right.

- And it just makes me sad
because, you know,

he is such a beautiful person.

♪

- I just need to make sure
that I really understand

what she's trying to say.

Because--because if
she says that she wants

to stay together,
I'm going to stay together

with her on Decision Day.

Like, I'm not I'm not going
to, like, leave her out to dry.

We're doing this together.

- Right.

I think making sure that
she feels comfortable enough

to express herself of what
she's feeling in that moment

so that there's no confusion--
that will, I think,

help the whole situation.

- Yeah, I agree.

- ♪ The only missing
piece of me is you ♪

- ♪ Yeah

- ♪ There have been others
who've come here before ♪

♪ So many,
too many to ignore ♪

- So this is my other home
right here.

- Holy smokes.

- And this is my guy, Kenny.

This is his gym.
- Hey, Kenny.

- Kenny, this is my wife,
Chloe.

- Hey, Chloe.
Nice to meet you.

- It's nice to meet you.
- Good to see you finally.

- Thank you for having us.
Holy cow.

- Nice seeing you again, sir.
- Good to see you.

- Yeah, man.

- I wasn't scared
until I got down here.

- Yeah.
Well, let's go head over there.

- I feel like I need
to put my hair up.

- Yeah, we'll wrap you up.
- [laughs]

- ♪ Here we go, here we go

♪

- So we'll start
with the feet first.

So what you're
going to want to do--

imagine your toe--
if we had a clock,

point your toe at 1:00.

And then your back foot
will be at 3:00.

So what I want
you to get used to

is everything
being in the hips.

- Okay.

- So any time this
arm is firing,

something's going to
happen with this hip here.

- Okay.

- When this arm is firing,
something's going

to happen with this hip here.
- Got it.

- So the most basic punch
is the jab.

- Okay.
- Okay?

I want boom, okay?

Just imagine that--
imagine that pulling, boom.

- Okay.
- Okay? Boom.

Now we're going to do the first
power punch, which is the two.

This is the one.
The jab is the one.

- That's the one-two.
- This is the two, yep.

- Got it.

- One, two, boom. There you go.

I'm really enjoying seeing
Chloe participate in boxing.

You know, number one,
she's doing a great job.

So proper form,
seeing her engage in my sport,

it definitely, you know,

heightens my attraction to her.

- ♪ I'm feeling so alive

♪ Think I feel reborn

- There you go.

♪

- ♪ Well, it's the rebirth

♪ Well, it's the rebirth

♪ Everything
is coming strong ♪

- There you go.

- Major turn-on
watching my husband be

so sexy out in that ring.

- ♪ We gon' bring it on

♪

- Jesus.

- [grunting]

- I knew he was athletic
and strong and boxer,

but I didn't know
what I was gonna see,

and, holy cow, it's great.

Jesus, Lord.

You made my heart race.

- He looks good, doesn't he?
- Really good.

- [chuckles]

- You're very powerful.

You got some strong-ass arms.

[chuckles]
- It's right here.

It's all--
- It's all--

- It's all in the hips.
You know what this.

- Oh, he's gyrating again.
Somebody help.

- You know what this is.
It's all in the hips.

But I'm glad you
participated in this with me.

I know it could be--

I know it could be intimidating
coming into a spot like this.

- This is not my
average kickboxing class,

let me tell you.
- Sure.

- No, I think it's
pretty special, actually.

It's got to provide a lot more
respect for yourself

as well, 'cause look at what
your body is capable of doing.

- I feel like it just helps
bring a sense of--

a sense of balance in my life.

Like, obviously the physical
exertion is one element.

And I think there's
just a ton of positives

from a mental, emotional,
and psyche standpoint, so...

- Thank you for showing me
this part of your world.

So I--it's funny, because
after our housewarming party,

I completely forgot
to talk to you

about something that
really resonated with me

that Paige and Evrim shared.
- Sure.

- So I thought this would be
a good place,

now that we're both feeling
in our power.

[laughs]

They said you were
a bit of a people-pleaser.

- Mm.

- Yeah, which I thought
was kind of interesting,

'cause you know that I'm
a recovering people-pleaser.

- Yeah. - And they said that

you would never, ever,
ever admit to it.

But I need to dig in
a little harder

whenever you are
feeling a sort of way.

- Sure.

- So I just kind
of wanted to talk through

what you need from me.

The past couple of weeks,
you've had to be the rock

on more than one occasion.
- Mm-hmm.

- More than five occasions.
- [chuckles]

- And that's not fair to you.

So me trying to be
a better communicator,

trying to be a better partner--
- Mm-hmm.

- I want you to be, like,
"You gotta chill, wife."

Chill out.

- I would--even though they
said that I would deny it,

I won't fully deny it.

I do have elements of that.

I think I don't realize it
when it's happening.

I mean, honestly,
up to this point,

I haven't felt like any of that
slack that I've had to pick up

was beyond my capacity.

- Yeah.

- But to your point,
if I do start to feel that way,

I'll try to be mindful of
communicating that with you

so that we could step back
and kind of

figure out what we need to do.

Or maybe we just need
to step back, right?

Take a moment, pause,
kind of just

get our mentals aligned,
and that's it.

- Oh, yeah, 'cause I think

we could run a risk
of being so hyper-focused

on trying to make
each other happy

that we're not actually
focused on our needs.

And that can be--
that can be scary.

- I agree with that.

- ♪ Oh, you are my,
you are my life ♪

[upbeat music]

♪

- Brennan, you ready?

- Yeah, let's do this.

Hi, guys.
- Hello.

- Hey.
- Hi.

- Hello.

- Well, hi.

We've been worried about you.

And, Emily, I have to say,

oh, some of the pictures
I saw of your wounds

were just so frightening.

How are you doing?

- I'm doing a lot better.

I guess I'm a fast healer.

I think between sleep,
eating a lot--

a lot of people sent me, like,
a nice amount of food--

I'm on the road
to recovery, yeah.

- That's great news.

- Yeah, because
you look incredible.

But how are you--how are
you doing on the inside?

Are you okay?
How are you dealing with it?

Are you still in shock? Or--

- I don't know if I was
ever in shock.

I just feel like, obviously,
it was traumatic.

But I'm just so thankful
that I'm alive.

- [laughs]
- Yeah.

Honestly, I feel like it just

kind of put things
into perspective.

It was a good week
for us just to, like,

spend time with each other.

Because like, life's too short.

- I'm very impressed
at the way that you're

handling this, Emily.

Like, when I saw the photos,
I was like, oh, my gosh!

Like, how did this girl
just, like,

have a smile on her face?

Like, how is she still
participating in anything?

I think it really just
speaks to your character.

And I want to hear
a little bit more

from you, too, Brennan, of
what this was like for you.

Because of course, this was

a traumatic experience
for you, Emily.

But also, like,
the vicarious trauma

of watching this happen
to your wife, I can't imagine.

- Yeah.

No, it was definitely a lot,
you know,

seeing someone you care about,
you know,

with her head cut open.

And I kind of just went
into fight-or-flight mode

to just help her the best
way I could, you know,

until the paramedics
could get there.

- It was scary there for a sec.

I was like, I really didn't
know if I was going to live.

I'd never experienced that
much blood in my life.

I was like,
am I going to be okay?

And he's like,
"You're going to be fine.

Just trust me,"

as blood's, like,
squirting all over us.

I don't know. I'm just, like--

was so happy he was there.

And he doesn't even do well
with blood, but, like,

he really pulled it together.

- It sounds like
the two of you have seen

some new things in each other.

What do you think you've
learned about each other,

and maybe yourself,
from this very scary,

difficult experience?

- It really did bring us
closer together in a new way.

Because before, you know,
we were talking

about being friends
and everything,

but those are just words.

You know, actions speak
louder than words.

So to actually be
there for one another--

'cause she's been
there for me, you know,

as much as I've
been there for her.

So I think just us
supporting each other

and, you know, being there
for one another has just

really grown our relationship.

- You know, it--

when we put couples together,

we hope that they'll just
have all this passion

and all this attraction,

and just, you know,
fall all over each other.

But one thing that
we also hope is that

people really see the value

in forming
great relationships,

and learn, you know, what
you need in a relationship

and how to care
for one another.

And I think you guys
have seen that.

This is something that's
going to bond you guys

for a very long time.

- It just made me think about,
you know, we were talking

about trust and intimacy.

Wow, how much trust must
you have had in Brennan

in those moments, right?

And he's seen you at
probably the most vulnerable

that you've been with someone
that you've known

for such a short amount
of time.

And it makes me think
about just, like,

that "through thick and thin."

It speaks to how--
it sounds like, you know,

Brennan, no matter how much
traumatic it was for you,

how much you didn't
like blood,

you sprung into action.

And you knew that you
needed to be there for her.

And I think that that's
just really beautiful.

And I hope that
this is something that

you all can continue to--
to grow and foster.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

And, like,
I can't express enough--

Like, I might start--

I cried yesterday
saying this too.

But like, you've
just been so amazing.

And it just has
meant so much to me

that he's been here for me.

And, like, it just kind of
felt like we were

back to when everything was,

like, really good between us.

So I think it just really
shook us both a little bit.

And I'm hoping we can
keep this moving forward.

- Absolutely.

- This accident really
changed our relationship.

As the days
and the week goes on,

I'm definitely realizing
and seeing that

he really does care about me.

So while I am a little sad
that it took me

to hit a tree for us to
have this bonding experience,

I'm happy that we did

because I think it came
at a good time.

And I think it's really
helping me, like,

see things clearly
as Decision Day gets closer.

- We're really proud
of you guys.

And we're just so happy
that you are still

coming through this,
you know,

looking at the value
in each other,

and seeing the courage that
you found in yourselves.

You guys are doing great,
you know, in our estimation.

- ♪ I know
it'll be all right ♪

♪ I know it'll be all right

♪ All right

- Yo, welcome.
- Hi.

- Hi.
How's it going?

- We're good.

- Next time on
"Married at First Sight"...

- I'm looking for [bleep].

I'm looking
for another vibrator.

- I am more than happy
to partake in freaky activity.

So any of these things that
she wants to play around with,

I'm all for it.

This doesn't do it for you?
- Oh, my God.

- Cheers to making it
to this point.

- I can't just live
a life that isn't real.

Like, I can't keep pretending.

- One of my deal breakers was
positive--positive person.

- What do you [bleep] mean?

There is no negativity.

- I'm just trying to be honest.

- [sobbing]

[dramatic music]

- Austin left the apartment.

♪

I'm hurt and upset
because I really did

want to make this work.

- I've heard through
the grapevine that

he wanted to go on
a double date with Cameron,

and that he is going on dates.

- [sobbing]

♪