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'People say that when you
wake up from a nightmare,
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the relief you feel when you realise
it was just a dream is overwhelming.
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But sometimes, I wake up from a nightmare
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and wish I was still asleep
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because it's so much better than real life.
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MUSIC: "One To Another" by The Charlatans
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I hear our day is coming
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Gets sweeter every year
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Tomorrow could be too easy
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And today is gonna be too near
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Trust is for believers
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And love can keep the faith
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I don't need you, I can't buy you
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I can't hurt you.
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'Dear Diary, things are finally looking up.
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In the train wreck of my life,
one thing has made me feel happy,
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not alone and like I'm not the
only freak. His name is Liam Owen.
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Here are three things I
absolutely love about Liam.
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Number one, he's just
started dating Amy Malone,
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so there is no chance of anything
romantic happening between us,
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which means I won't have to get naked.'
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KLAXON BLARES
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MUSIC: "Lust For Life" by Iggy Pop
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RAE PANTS
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'Number two... '
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'... he understands.'
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'And number three... '
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- You won't do it.
- Fucking will.
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You won't!
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'... he's absolutely fearless.'
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'He's so unlike me. He's
not scared by the world.'
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- Run!
- 'He grabs life by its fucking ears
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and he's exactly what I need.'
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Why did you do that?!
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I hate traffic wardens.
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- You don't even drive.
- Yeah, well, I hate them on principle.
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I don't think we're built
for on-foot getaways.
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Yeah, well...
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... neither is he.
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'When I'm with him, I feel alive... '
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BRAKES SCREECH, LIAM GROANS
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'... because he's completely invincible.'
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ISLAMIC CALL TO PRAYER
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CALL TO PRAYER CONTINUES
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Oh, what the... ?
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CALL STOPS
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I'm getting too old for this shit.
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'Monday 14th of October, 1996.'
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MUSIC: "Finetime" by Cast
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'Dear Diary, I'm beginning to
think my life will never be normal.'
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Karim wants the baby to be born into Islam,
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so he's rekindling his faith
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and he's asked me to join him.
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Oh, and he's got a job as a lollipop man!
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Of course he has.
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- Stop! Children are cross!
- LAUGHING: Children crossing!
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Stop crossing!
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Oh! I do love a man in uniform. Mmm.
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Oh, bye, darling.
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Right, Rae, I hope you're hungry.
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We've got to eat all of
this pork before tomorrow.
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The imam is coming round
to talk about my conversion,
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and we can't have any
of it left in the house.
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Sausage roll, Scotch egg, normal
bacon, smoky bacon, streaky bacon.
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Got gammon, sandwich ham, hot
dogs, pork balls, chorizo and Spam.
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Oh, it's lucky we're a family
that doesn't eat much pork(!)
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I know! And...
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I had a quick tidy up around the house
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and this is the grand
total of all of your crap
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that you've left lying around.
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Why, for example, was this
in the kitchen cupboard?
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- If you don't want it, throw it away.
- I can't throw it away,
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- it's a collectable.
- I don't care what you do with it, Rae,
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just move it out of my
field of vision for ever!
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This house needs to be
spick-and-span for the imam.
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RAE SIGHS
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'However much fun I was having with Liam,
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there was one thing I'd been ignoring,
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and that was the fact that
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I'd landed Archie totally up
to his tonsils in the turd.'
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Archie! Please, I just want to apologise.
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I know I screwed up.
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You didn't just screw up,
Rae, you've destroyed my life!
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- What did Lois say?
- Nothing.
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I've not spoken to her since she ran off.
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She could've told everybody.
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Do you know what that means for me?
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I'm so sorry, Archie.
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I, erm... I got you some balloons.
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I couldn't afford proper helium ones.
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And I would've written you a song,
but... I can't play the guitar.
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ARCHIE SIGHS
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Stop calling me.
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DOOR SLAMS
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RAE SIGHS
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I walked into our shop...
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Go on, Danny.
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And my dad said, "She's gone."
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I thought he meant out,
like she'd gone out.
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She had pottery classes on a Wednesday.
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But I was confused,
because it was a Friday.
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But I went upstairs...
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... and I sat down.
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I thought she'd come back.
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I thought she'd come back with
her hands covered in dried clay!
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Danny, this was so long ago.
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It's your responsibility
to heal it, no-one else's.
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I just want to give you
a good shake. JENNY LAUGHS
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Jenny, I know you're trying to be helpful,
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but maybe we could keep it positive?
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I know. I'm just saying, I
understand he has problems,
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but he needs to be a
man, for goodness' sake.
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Do you know what, Jenny?!
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Maybe Danny hasn't read as
many self-help books as you.
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Maybe he's not as healed
and as perfect as you are.
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Maybe none of us are.
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But at least the rest
of us have the good sense
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to know when to shut
the fuck up and listen.
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All right, Liam. That's enough.
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Danny, well done, mate!
That was very brave of you.
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Well, I think that's it for this session.
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Come on, Alarm Girl, let's do one.
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Thank you, everyone.
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'Liam is so unlike me. He's so brave.'
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'He just doesn't care what people think.'
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- Shit.
- What?
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Don't say anything.
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Don't say anything about what?
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- All right, sweets.
- Where have you two been?
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- Best get going.
- Where have you been?
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Nowhere.
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Erm... Rae's doing sociology,
so I lent her my coursework
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from last year, right, Rae?
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'And that's when I realised, we were
more alike than I first thought.'
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Yep. That's right.
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Oh. OK.
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Come on, come on, give it to me! Come on!
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Go!
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Whoo!
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Oh, well played, Archie!
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Finish!
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RAE SIGHS
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Do you want me to go?
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Nah! Don't be silly.
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SHE SIGHS
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Look, I don't like this. It's ridiculous.
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Can we be friends?
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You know I'd love that.
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Come on, lads!
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MUSIC: "The Only One I
Know" by The Charlatans
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'Look, I don't know why I did it... '
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I guess it just reminded me
of when you went out with me,
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and I didn't want you to
do the same thing to Lois.
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What if I say sorry a million times?
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Sorry.
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DEEP VOICE: Sorry.
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Sorry! Sorry!
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Oh, stop.
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HE SIGHS
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Well, it looks like she
hasn't told anyone anyway,
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so, I guess that gets
you off the hook a little.
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I don't know why did it, Rae.
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I just keep... going down this same path
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and I feel too polite to stop it.
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And before long, I've gone and... Oh, shit!
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Oh, shit.
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I've been thinking about my feelings.
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People think that you dumped me,
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and that we never did owt cos I was frigid.
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It's not fair what you've done.
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And I don't want anyone else to
go through what I'm going through.
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I know it must be difficult,
so I'll let you have some time.
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But if you don't tell
everyone the truth by Friday...
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... I will.
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- Lois, no.
- Friday, Archie.
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Everyone
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Has been burned before
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Everybody knows the pain...
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RAE SIGHS
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(Shit!)
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Why haven't you told anyone about group?
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Liam, you're, like, the
bravest person I know.
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You don't give a shit
about what people think.
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It's nothing to do with being brave.
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I've not told anyone because...
it's none of their business.
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I just can't believe how much...
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- What?
- You're just like me.
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You think I should tell people I'm mental?
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I think...
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you should do what you want.
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It's your life.
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Awww.
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Hiya.
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Oh, shit.
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I didn't get any orange juice.
Could you grab me some, sweets?
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- I've really...
- Stay where you are.
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You know yesterday, when
I bumped into you and Liam?
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Where'd you been together?
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- GLASS SMASHES
-Studying.
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Yeah, he's, um, helping
me with my sociology.
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- So why were you in the park?
- We just wanted to go for a walk.
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- Well, where were your books?
- I...
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I'm always seeing you and him together.
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Touching and giggling.
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And now you're sneaking about
behind my back, bullshitting me.
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- I promise...
- Stay away from him, Rae Earl.
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If I see you with him again, I
will smash your fucking face in.
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Clear enough?
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There you go.
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See you later, Rae.
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Oh, my God. What am I going to do, Danny?
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Well, to be honest, I know Tix used
to give you a lot of sound advice,
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so I'm feeling a bit of pressure here.
You know, big shoes to fill and all that.
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Well, maybe she's all
mouth and no trousers.
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Maybe she's like one of those
little dogs that yaps all the time,
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but is terrified when
anything actually happens.
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- Do you think?
- I don't know. How big is she?
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- Not that big.
- Well, there you go.
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And also, maybe secretly, you're
really hard, you just don't know it.
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- I mean, you are quite big.
- I am not secretly hard!
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I am very publicly soft as shit!
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It doesn't even matter how big I am.
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I dealt with situations like this all the
time when I was in the Territorial Army.
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What? When were you in... ?
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When faced with a situation or a situ,
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as we used to call it in the
forces, you're given two options.
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Fight or flight.
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Now obviously, trained individuals
like myself rarely ran away,
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but for a civilian like yourself,
it is certainly an option.
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There is another thing you could do.
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What?
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Just stay away from Liam.
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Look, I can try and have a word with
her, but Amy is a pretty difficult person.
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Maybe she's just all mouth and no
trousers, like a little yappy dog.
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Yeah, I don't know about that one.
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Apparently she got kicked
out of her old college.
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- What?!
- Well, I don't know if it's true,
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but they were thinking about putting her
in, like, a young offenders' institute.
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- What did she do?
- It doesn't matter, I was just saying.
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What did she do, Chloe?!
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Apparently, she... she attacked someone.
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- Put them in hospital.
- Oh, my God.
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Yeah, well, that doesn't
matter anyway, Rae,
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cos you're going to stay away from
Liam. Aren't you? Aren't you, Rae?
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Yeah.
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By the way, do you know what's
going on with Archie at the minute?
249
00:15:20,838 --> 00:15:22,278
No, why?
250
00:15:22,278 --> 00:15:25,758
Apparently he's thinking
about jacking in college.
251
00:15:25,758 --> 00:15:29,758
Would you stay on standby?
252
00:15:30,758 --> 00:15:34,238
Because I need another alibi
253
00:15:34,238 --> 00:15:36,398
In the wrong place At the wrong time.
254
00:15:36,398 --> 00:15:40,398
Rae!
255
00:15:40,798 --> 00:15:43,758
Get away from me! Why?!
256
00:15:43,758 --> 00:15:47,758
SHE SIGHS
257
00:15:48,118 --> 00:15:51,358
Your girlfriend, who is nuttier
than squirrel shit, by the way,
258
00:15:51,358 --> 00:15:55,348
- is going to kill me if she sees us together.
- She won't. It'll be fine.
259
00:15:56,358 --> 00:15:58,378
Are you going to tell her
we were at group therapy?
260
00:15:58,398 --> 00:16:00,638
I don't think that will be necessary.
261
00:16:00,638 --> 00:16:04,118
OK. Well, it's been nice knowing you.
262
00:16:04,118 --> 00:16:06,198
Look!
263
00:16:06,198 --> 00:16:08,278
I'm not stopping seeing you.
264
00:16:08,278 --> 00:16:10,518
I like being around you.
265
00:16:10,574 --> 00:16:12,254
I'll sort it out.
266
00:16:12,254 --> 00:16:16,094
I'll have a word with
her. Calm things down.
267
00:16:16,094 --> 00:16:20,094
I promise. OK?
268
00:16:21,534 --> 00:16:25,534
RAE CHUCKLES
269
00:16:29,414 --> 00:16:33,414
KNOCKING
270
00:16:36,094 --> 00:16:40,094
There's a place I go whenever I'm
in need of calming down a little.
271
00:16:47,454 --> 00:16:51,454
LAUGHTER
272
00:16:51,854 --> 00:16:55,854
- Say when.
- When. Shukran.
273
00:16:55,934 --> 00:16:59,174
Rae, erm, what a pleasant surprise.
274
00:16:59,174 --> 00:17:02,054
- Imam, this is my daughter, Rachel.
- Hi.
275
00:17:02,054 --> 00:17:06,054
As-salaam alaikum.
276
00:17:07,134 --> 00:17:11,134
Would you care to join me in
the kitchen for a quick chat?
277
00:17:13,334 --> 00:17:15,654
First of all, why aren't you at college?
278
00:17:15,654 --> 00:17:17,614
Because I decided to come home early.
279
00:17:17,614 --> 00:17:21,614
Second of all, I specifically
told you to do something with this.
280
00:17:22,174 --> 00:17:25,374
It's horrendous. I feel like I'm
living in a gay giant's jewellery box.
281
00:17:25,374 --> 00:17:28,334
- I'm throwing it out.
- No, you can't! I'm going to use it!
282
00:17:28,334 --> 00:17:29,454
Rae!
283
00:17:29,454 --> 00:17:32,454
This is very important to
me, so just be bloody normal!
284
00:17:32,454 --> 00:17:36,454
Just for five minutes!
285
00:17:37,574 --> 00:17:41,574
Inshallah, we can soon open our arms
and welcome a new child to Islam.
286
00:17:44,534 --> 00:17:48,214
It's very important to Karim
that his baby be born unto Islam.
287
00:17:48,214 --> 00:17:50,854
And thus, it's very important to me, too.
288
00:17:50,854 --> 00:17:54,854
I've been reading your book, and
I must say, it speaketh to me.
289
00:17:55,334 --> 00:17:57,814
Holy shit.
290
00:17:57,814 --> 00:18:00,894
Rachel Earl!
291
00:18:00,894 --> 00:18:04,894
Sorry. Sorry.
292
00:18:05,134 --> 00:18:08,334
More tea, Imam?
293
00:18:08,334 --> 00:18:11,214
Say when.
294
00:18:11,214 --> 00:18:13,214
Oh, hiya, Amy.
295
00:18:13,214 --> 00:18:14,374
Hiya, Rae.
296
00:18:14,374 --> 00:18:18,374
Could you come out here so
we can have a little chat?
297
00:18:19,974 --> 00:18:23,334
No.
298
00:18:23,334 --> 00:18:27,334
Get out here now or I'll kick the door in.
299
00:18:33,534 --> 00:18:35,534
I told you to stay away from him.
300
00:18:35,534 --> 00:18:39,534
- I told you you weren't going to be friends.
- Just smack her.
301
00:18:40,494 --> 00:18:43,094
Amy, she's clearly lying.
302
00:18:43,094 --> 00:18:47,094
I'm not! There's nothing going on
between us! I don't fancy him at all!
303
00:18:47,334 --> 00:18:49,694
- Are you saying he's ugly?
- No.
304
00:18:49,694 --> 00:18:52,174
So you're saying he's fit?
305
00:18:52,174 --> 00:18:55,934
- No.
- Which are you saying?
306
00:18:55,934 --> 00:18:58,694
Oh, bollocks.
307
00:18:58,694 --> 00:19:02,694
I'm saying that he is
moderately good-looking,
308
00:19:03,854 --> 00:19:06,014
but within that, he's not my type.
309
00:19:06,014 --> 00:19:10,014
She's bullshitting you,
Amy. Just smack 'er.
310
00:19:10,454 --> 00:19:14,454
You can't let her do this to you.
Everyone knows she's up to something.
311
00:19:15,694 --> 00:19:17,334
She's trying to embarrass you.
312
00:19:17,334 --> 00:19:19,734
Do you think you're harder
than me, just cos you're big?
313
00:19:19,734 --> 00:19:23,414
No, I don't. I'm not hard at
all! Oh, no, please, Amy, don't.
314
00:19:23,414 --> 00:19:27,414
Er, I don't know what the bloody hell
is going on out here, but it ends now!
315
00:19:28,614 --> 00:19:30,494
Now.
316
00:19:30,494 --> 00:19:32,454
We should go.
317
00:19:32,454 --> 00:19:36,334
You've got until Friday after college
to tell me where you were with him.
318
00:19:36,334 --> 00:19:39,934
Otherwise you and I are going to
have a chat down Bennett Lane rec.
319
00:19:39,934 --> 00:19:43,934
Understood?
320
00:19:49,094 --> 00:19:52,734
I'd already messed up one person's
life by blurting out their secrets.
321
00:19:52,734 --> 00:19:56,734
I couldn't do it again. I needed
Liam to tell the truth himself.
322
00:19:57,014 --> 00:19:59,734
- SHE KNOCKS
- Liam?!
323
00:19:59,734 --> 00:20:01,974
Liam!
324
00:20:01,974 --> 00:20:05,974
SHE SIGHS
325
00:20:06,814 --> 00:20:10,174
Dear Diary, it was then I
realised why I'd taken the clock
326
00:20:10,174 --> 00:20:13,654
- off my wall in the first place.
- LOUD TICKING
327
00:20:13,654 --> 00:20:17,654
Every tick and every tock made each
molecule in my body twist and hurt.
328
00:20:17,894 --> 00:20:21,374
It reminded me, with a dark sickness,
329
00:20:21,374 --> 00:20:25,374
that Friday was rushing
towards me like a steam train.
330
00:20:30,174 --> 00:20:32,614
I couldn't believe I was thinking it,
331
00:20:32,614 --> 00:20:35,014
but maybe my best option
was to face up to Amy.
332
00:20:35,014 --> 00:20:37,454
I was bigger than her.
Maybe I stood a chance.
333
00:20:37,454 --> 00:20:40,214
- Aiee-yah! The
problem was,- _
334
00:20:40,214 --> 00:20:43,934
I couldn't fight my way
out of a wet paper bag.
335
00:20:43,934 --> 00:20:47,054
I needed backup.
336
00:20:47,054 --> 00:20:51,054
I'll fight with you, Rae. I
don't how to do it, but I'll try.
337
00:20:51,574 --> 00:20:53,934
You know I'm there, Raemundo. I'll step in.
338
00:20:53,934 --> 00:20:56,294
She won't touch you. You
can't hit a girl, though.
339
00:20:56,294 --> 00:20:59,134
I'm not saying I'm going to hit her.
I'm going to pull a bounce on that shit.
340
00:20:59,134 --> 00:21:01,414
- We can all do it.
- What about next time though,
341
00:21:01,414 --> 00:21:05,334
when none of us are there?
What's going to happen then?
342
00:21:05,334 --> 00:21:07,454
I'm going to get murdered.
343
00:21:07,454 --> 00:21:11,454
- Hi, guys.
- ARCHIE: Hi.
344
00:21:12,814 --> 00:21:15,134
Did you speak to Amy?
345
00:21:15,134 --> 00:21:16,774
Look, Rae, I can't take sides on this.
346
00:21:16,774 --> 00:21:20,494
Chloe, you're supposed to be my best mate.
347
00:21:20,494 --> 00:21:23,614
Yeah, well, Amy told me how
you two keep going off together.
348
00:21:23,614 --> 00:21:26,614
It is suspicious, Rae. I'd
be suspicious if I were her.
349
00:21:26,614 --> 00:21:28,134
There is nothing going on.
350
00:21:28,134 --> 00:21:32,134
Where did you even meet him?
How did you start hanging around?
351
00:21:32,694 --> 00:21:34,334
I can't tell you.
352
00:21:34,334 --> 00:21:36,174
Right, well, I can't help you.
353
00:21:36,174 --> 00:21:38,854
He...
354
00:21:38,854 --> 00:21:40,694
He just gets me.
355
00:21:40,694 --> 00:21:44,414
What? And I don't?
356
00:21:44,414 --> 00:21:48,414
Thought I was supposed
to be your best mate.
357
00:21:48,414 --> 00:21:50,014
I'll see you later.
358
00:21:50,014 --> 00:21:54,014
SHE SIGHS
359
00:21:56,214 --> 00:21:58,854
I could teach you how
to defend yourself, Rae.
360
00:21:58,854 --> 00:22:02,854
If you wanted to, if
you think it'd be useful.
361
00:22:09,414 --> 00:22:13,414
I know me and Finn were just friends now,
but he was still the embodiment of horn.
362
00:22:14,534 --> 00:22:17,054
I still couldn't believe I'd
walked away from all that!
363
00:22:17,054 --> 00:22:21,054
The vagina police should
come and take my bits away.
364
00:22:23,214 --> 00:22:24,854
Right hand. Go on.
365
00:22:24,854 --> 00:22:28,494
So is there anything going
on between you and Liam, then?
366
00:22:28,494 --> 00:22:30,894
- SHE SCOFFS
- No.
367
00:22:30,894 --> 00:22:33,934
Why? Do you think there is?
368
00:22:33,934 --> 00:22:36,934
- Amy Malone does.
- Yeah, well, she's a psycho.
369
00:22:36,934 --> 00:22:40,934
Is it true that she got chucked out of
college cos she... broke that guy's nose?
370
00:22:41,734 --> 00:22:45,174
Jesus.
371
00:22:45,174 --> 00:22:49,174
Here you are. Swap.
372
00:22:51,374 --> 00:22:54,614
I don't really know Liam, but
he seems a bit weird, doesn't he?
373
00:22:54,614 --> 00:22:58,614
He's actually a good laugh. Is he?
374
00:22:59,654 --> 00:23:03,654
He's really into his music as well.
375
00:23:05,174 --> 00:23:08,054
He's pretty cool once you get to know him.
376
00:23:08,054 --> 00:23:11,774
Is he?
377
00:23:11,774 --> 00:23:15,774
Here you are.
378
00:23:22,814 --> 00:23:25,334
- So what about you, then?
- What?
379
00:23:25,334 --> 00:23:27,894
Well, are you seeing anyone else?
380
00:23:27,894 --> 00:23:29,494
No, not really, no.
381
00:23:29,494 --> 00:23:33,494
Right, then left, and keep your hands up.
382
00:23:34,934 --> 00:23:38,054
What do you mean, not really?
383
00:23:38,054 --> 00:23:40,294
Well...
384
00:23:40,294 --> 00:23:42,894
... I've sort of got a date this Friday.
385
00:23:42,894 --> 00:23:46,894
Just... it's a favour for
a friend, it's no big deal.
386
00:23:47,134 --> 00:23:50,374
FINN GROANS
387
00:23:50,374 --> 00:23:52,134
Oh, my God.
388
00:23:52,134 --> 00:23:56,134
- That's pretty fucking good, Rae!
- I'm so sorry, Finn.
389
00:23:56,454 --> 00:23:58,574
I can't do this! I can't hit someone!
390
00:23:58,574 --> 00:23:59,883
So, what are you going to do?
391
00:23:59,884 --> 00:24:02,209
You can't just stand there
and let her punch you!
392
00:24:03,434 --> 00:24:04,754
KNOCK AT DOOR
393
00:24:04,754 --> 00:24:06,394
- Liam!
- DOOR BELL RINGS
394
00:24:06,394 --> 00:24:08,114
- Liam! Open the door!
- KNOCKING
395
00:24:08,114 --> 00:24:09,354
Please!
396
00:24:09,354 --> 00:24:13,354
Liam!
397
00:24:14,674 --> 00:24:16,674
Since Liam was avoiding me,
398
00:24:16,674 --> 00:24:19,474
and since I couldn't fight,
there was only one option left.
399
00:24:19,474 --> 00:24:23,474
Flight.
400
00:24:27,394 --> 00:24:31,394
The problem is that I had no car,
no cash and no place to fly to.
401
00:24:35,354 --> 00:24:37,246
- Are you all right, Arch?
- There's a rumour going round
402
00:24:37,248 --> 00:24:40,274
- you're in a spot of bother.
- Something like that, yeah.
403
00:24:42,394 --> 00:24:46,394
Get in then.
404
00:24:57,634 --> 00:25:01,234
- SIGHS
- Fucking Friday.
405
00:25:01,234 --> 00:25:05,074
- I'm sorry, Arch.
- Don't be.
406
00:25:05,074 --> 00:25:06,754
I've been an arse.
407
00:25:06,754 --> 00:25:08,754
I deserve everything I get.
408
00:25:11,074 --> 00:25:13,954
So, what's the plan?
409
00:25:13,954 --> 00:25:16,154
I don't have one.
410
00:25:17,154 --> 00:25:19,154
I just know I don't want
to be here on Friday.
411
00:25:27,874 --> 00:25:30,234
We're getting out of here, Rae.
412
00:25:30,234 --> 00:25:33,514
We're leaving our troubles behind.
413
00:25:33,514 --> 00:25:36,114
Look at that grey concrete disappearing.
414
00:25:36,114 --> 00:25:38,194
Look at those green fields.
415
00:25:38,194 --> 00:25:42,194
Feels good, doesn't it? You feel good?
416
00:25:42,674 --> 00:25:45,434
Feels good.
417
00:25:45,434 --> 00:25:49,434
- SINGS ALONG TO RADIO
- * And I'm free *
418
00:25:50,434 --> 00:25:54,434
Free fallin'...
419
00:25:55,514 --> 00:25:57,074
Yeah, I'm...
420
00:25:57,074 --> 00:25:59,754
Oh, for fuck's sake.
421
00:26:00,754 --> 00:26:03,154
I'm cursed.
422
00:26:03,154 --> 00:26:05,274
I swear to God, I'm cursed.
423
00:26:05,274 --> 00:26:09,274
You and me both.
424
00:26:10,474 --> 00:26:13,274
Do you know who J Bruce Ismay is?
425
00:26:13,274 --> 00:26:15,404
No.
426
00:26:15,414 --> 00:26:19,254
He was the managing director
of the White Star Lines.
427
00:26:19,254 --> 00:26:21,774
He oversaw the construction of the Titanic.
428
00:26:21,774 --> 00:26:24,614
Sailed with her on her maiden voyage.
429
00:26:24,614 --> 00:26:28,614
When the ship sank, he abandoned
it and left 1,500 people to die.
430
00:26:31,374 --> 00:26:34,334
He's one of the greatest
cowards in history.
431
00:26:34,334 --> 00:26:36,294
But no-one remembers the cowards, really.
432
00:26:36,294 --> 00:26:40,054
People remember the heroes.
433
00:26:40,054 --> 00:26:42,614
You're not a coward.
434
00:26:42,614 --> 00:26:45,454
I am, Rae.
435
00:26:45,454 --> 00:26:49,454
What are you most scared of?
436
00:26:50,374 --> 00:26:54,374
- Homo.
- What?
437
00:26:54,414 --> 00:26:55,974
Gay. Poof.
438
00:26:55,974 --> 00:26:57,894
Bender, queer, faggot.
439
00:26:57,894 --> 00:26:59,694
- Nancy boy.
- Stop now.
440
00:26:59,694 --> 00:27:03,414
Poofter, shirt lifter, uphill gardener,
441
00:27:03,414 --> 00:27:06,614
fudge nudger, queen, babba stabba.
442
00:27:06,614 --> 00:27:09,714
Archie, give up!
443
00:27:09,764 --> 00:27:12,084
I don't think many people
will do it to my face,
444
00:27:12,084 --> 00:27:16,084
but behind my back, it's
going to change everything.
445
00:27:16,924 --> 00:27:19,764
It's not like your fight, Rae,
where it's over in an afternoon.
446
00:27:19,764 --> 00:27:23,764
It's for ever.
447
00:27:26,764 --> 00:27:30,484
Do you know who I'm most worried about?
448
00:27:30,484 --> 00:27:34,484
It's not my parents, and
it's not the lads at college.
449
00:27:34,484 --> 00:27:37,564
It's Finn.
450
00:27:37,564 --> 00:27:40,804
We've been mates since primary.
451
00:27:40,804 --> 00:27:44,804
We've had sleepovers, we've
topped and tailed in the same bed.
452
00:27:46,524 --> 00:27:49,004
When he finds out, I don't want
him thinking back to them times
453
00:27:49,004 --> 00:27:52,524
and getting the wrong idea.
454
00:27:52,524 --> 00:27:55,524
He's my mate, you know.
455
00:27:55,524 --> 00:27:59,524
SIGHS
456
00:28:12,244 --> 00:28:15,764
ENGINE STARTS
457
00:28:15,764 --> 00:28:19,764
Let's go back.
458
00:28:19,964 --> 00:28:23,644
- You think we can be heroes?
- No.
459
00:28:23,644 --> 00:28:27,644
But let's be cowards together.
460
00:28:30,924 --> 00:28:34,924
CLOCK TICKING
461
00:28:40,284 --> 00:28:43,284
I couldn't bear it any more.
462
00:28:43,284 --> 00:28:47,284
The ticking of that hideous clock,
pulling my thoughts towards Friday.
463
00:28:47,484 --> 00:28:49,204
Friday, Friday!
464
00:28:49,204 --> 00:28:53,204
Bollocks to my mum. It had
to go back in the cupboard.
465
00:28:54,244 --> 00:28:58,244
KESTER: Are you OK?
466
00:28:59,444 --> 00:29:03,164
I wanted to talk to you about Liam.
467
00:29:03,164 --> 00:29:07,164
What about him?
468
00:29:07,844 --> 00:29:11,844
Well, he's going through
a lot at the moment.
469
00:29:12,004 --> 00:29:13,924
He's been through a lot, too.
470
00:29:13,924 --> 00:29:18,924
- Yeah, I know.
- I just want you to be, um... careful.
471
00:29:19,684 --> 00:29:22,964
- That's all.
- Why?
472
00:29:22,964 --> 00:29:24,804
What do you think he's going to do?
473
00:29:24,804 --> 00:29:27,484
I don't think he's going to
do anything. I just want...
474
00:29:27,484 --> 00:29:29,524
You don't even know him.
475
00:29:29,524 --> 00:29:33,444
- I know him pretty well.
- You don't know him like I do.
476
00:29:33,444 --> 00:29:36,484
He's exactly like me, and you
saying that you don't like him
477
00:29:36,484 --> 00:29:39,104
is like you saying that you don't like me.
478
00:29:39,119 --> 00:29:40,999
I didn't say I didn't like him, Rae.
479
00:29:40,999 --> 00:29:43,199
He worries like me, he's big like me,
480
00:29:43,199 --> 00:29:45,599
he's got the same secrets and problems,
481
00:29:45,599 --> 00:29:47,559
he understands what it's like.
482
00:29:47,559 --> 00:29:50,159
It's my job as a friend to protect that.
483
00:29:50,159 --> 00:29:53,959
It's my job not to betray him.
484
00:29:53,959 --> 00:29:56,679
What do you mean, betray him?
485
00:29:57,679 --> 00:29:59,839
There's a girl at college
486
00:29:59,839 --> 00:30:02,799
who wants to beat me up on Friday,
487
00:30:02,799 --> 00:30:05,559
because she thinks that
there's something going on
488
00:30:05,559 --> 00:30:09,559
between me and her
boyfriend, but there isn't.
489
00:30:10,559 --> 00:30:12,519
And how do you think that makes her feel?
490
00:30:12,519 --> 00:30:14,439
Humiliated, I guess.
491
00:30:14,439 --> 00:30:17,319
- Have you tried talking to her?
- Yeah.
492
00:30:17,319 --> 00:30:18,228
I've tried.
493
00:30:18,229 --> 00:30:20,918
Get her on her own, somewhere
she can't feel humiliated,
494
00:30:20,919 --> 00:30:24,359
see if that makes a difference.
495
00:30:24,359 --> 00:30:26,799
I'm scared.
496
00:30:26,799 --> 00:30:29,199
- You're afraid of getting hurt.
- Obviously!
497
00:30:29,199 --> 00:30:33,199
And it's going to be in front of
everyone, which just makes it worse.
498
00:30:34,239 --> 00:30:38,239
I hate that I'm the kind of
person that's scared of everything.
499
00:30:38,279 --> 00:30:41,919
I never used to be like this.
500
00:30:41,919 --> 00:30:45,919
- I used to be brave.
- And what happened?
501
00:30:47,479 --> 00:30:51,479
The world happened.
502
00:30:51,599 --> 00:30:54,679
The world happened.
503
00:30:54,679 --> 00:30:58,279
The world is always going to happen, Rae.
504
00:30:58,279 --> 00:31:02,279
And being brave isn't
about never being afraid.
505
00:31:02,559 --> 00:31:06,559
It's about what you do when you
are. Whether you can keep your head.
506
00:31:07,199 --> 00:31:11,199
Whether you do the right thing.
507
00:31:12,959 --> 00:31:14,559
I had to see if Kester was right.
508
00:31:14,559 --> 00:31:18,559
I had to get her on her own,
try and make her see sense.
509
00:31:24,319 --> 00:31:27,482
- What are you doing 'ere?
- I wanted to talk to you.
510
00:31:27,483 --> 00:31:28,483
So talk to me.
511
00:31:28,639 --> 00:31:32,639
Start by telling me what you were
doing behind the curtain in college.
512
00:31:33,319 --> 00:31:37,079
I was telling Liam about
how your feelings were hurt.
513
00:31:37,079 --> 00:31:41,079
And how he should
explain that me and him...
514
00:31:41,119 --> 00:31:43,679
... we're not up to anything.
515
00:31:43,679 --> 00:31:47,679
And you've never done anything
with him?... Not even kissed him?
516
00:31:48,359 --> 00:31:51,239
Not even kissed him.
517
00:31:51,239 --> 00:31:54,359
'I do so hate it when Kester's right.'
518
00:31:54,359 --> 00:31:56,879
'But sometimes, I love
it in equal measure.'
519
00:31:56,879 --> 00:31:59,599
We couldn't find your...
520
00:31:59,599 --> 00:32:00,959
'Oh, shit.'
521
00:32:00,959 --> 00:32:03,039
What's she doing here?
522
00:32:03,039 --> 00:32:07,039
- She's come to beg me not to fight her.
- Well?
523
00:32:07,959 --> 00:32:11,839
Did she tell you where she
keeps sneaking off with Liam?
524
00:32:11,839 --> 00:32:15,839
No. She didn't.
525
00:32:16,519 --> 00:32:20,359
I can't.
526
00:32:20,359 --> 00:32:21,999
I can't tell you.
527
00:32:21,999 --> 00:32:25,999
See you tomorrow after college, then.
528
00:32:33,759 --> 00:32:36,679
- Liam. I need you to open the door.
- DOOR BELL RINGS
529
00:32:36,679 --> 00:32:40,679
Liam!
530
00:32:52,879 --> 00:32:54,079
Come in.
531
00:32:54,079 --> 00:32:56,599
I'm trying to protect you.
532
00:32:56,599 --> 00:33:00,599
I'm trying to help you, and
you just keep avoiding me.
533
00:33:00,919 --> 00:33:03,399
I know it's no-one else's business,
534
00:33:03,399 --> 00:33:06,199
- but you have to tell Amy about group.
- No.
535
00:33:06,199 --> 00:33:08,039
- Liam!
- I can't do it.
536
00:33:08,039 --> 00:33:10,519
I don't want to do it.
You don't understand.
537
00:33:10,519 --> 00:33:11,799
Of course I understand!
538
00:33:11,799 --> 00:33:15,799
I had to admit to everyone
that I'd been locked up.
539
00:33:16,119 --> 00:33:17,599
You're not even that bad.
540
00:33:17,599 --> 00:33:19,519
Liam, please!
541
00:33:19,519 --> 00:33:23,079
If you don't tell her,
then... I'll have to.
542
00:33:23,079 --> 00:33:24,559
You're giving me no choice.
543
00:33:24,559 --> 00:33:26,679
No. Please, Rae.
544
00:33:26,679 --> 00:33:30,639
- Well, it's either that or I get my face smashed in.
- Please.
545
00:33:30,639 --> 00:33:33,559
Please.
546
00:33:33,559 --> 00:33:34,799
Please.
547
00:33:34,799 --> 00:33:38,799
'And that's when I realised, we
were more alike than I ever imagined.'
548
00:33:39,279 --> 00:33:42,119
'He was as terrified as I'd been.'
549
00:33:42,119 --> 00:33:44,959
'I'd seen that look many times before.'
550
00:33:44,959 --> 00:33:48,959
'Normally it's on my face,
staring back in the mirror.'
551
00:33:49,199 --> 00:33:51,239
Liam.
552
00:33:51,239 --> 00:33:53,039
Are you having a panic attack?
553
00:33:53,039 --> 00:33:54,559
GASPS
554
00:33:54,559 --> 00:33:56,839
'It's like you've suddenly been transported
555
00:33:56,839 --> 00:33:59,719
to the top of a massive
building and you're looking down.
556
00:33:59,719 --> 00:34:02,399
No other feeling left
in your body but scared.
557
00:34:02,399 --> 00:34:06,399
Properly, unbelievably scared.'
558
00:34:46,039 --> 00:34:48,599
Sorry.
559
00:34:48,599 --> 00:34:52,599
Don't be daft.
560
00:34:54,479 --> 00:34:56,719
You're very good at talking me out.
561
00:34:56,719 --> 00:35:00,719
Most times I'd just be off.
562
00:35:00,759 --> 00:35:04,759
Find somewhere to hide out until it stops.
563
00:35:04,759 --> 00:35:07,399
My mum has got this cupboard at ours.
564
00:35:07,399 --> 00:35:11,399
And it's piled high with all the
stuff I'm not supposed to have.
565
00:35:12,279 --> 00:35:16,279
I just eat until it stops.
566
00:35:16,319 --> 00:35:19,559
About Amy...
567
00:35:19,559 --> 00:35:22,919
... I'll be there, Rae.
568
00:35:22,919 --> 00:35:25,039
Four o'clock tomorrow.
569
00:35:25,039 --> 00:35:27,319
I'll meet you on the rec.
570
00:35:27,319 --> 00:35:31,119
Well, I'll be there too, remember.
571
00:35:31,119 --> 00:35:34,479
And it won't be as bad as you think.
572
00:35:34,479 --> 00:35:38,479
MUSIC: I Hope You're Feeling
Happy Now by Skunk Anansie.
573
00:35:44,439 --> 00:35:46,999
I hope you're feeling happy now...
574
00:35:46,999 --> 00:35:50,999
'Well, now I'd gone and
bloody done it, hadn't I?'
575
00:35:51,879 --> 00:35:55,519
'What the hell did I kiss him back for?'
576
00:35:55,519 --> 00:35:58,359
'The argument "I've done nothing wrong"
577
00:35:58,359 --> 00:36:00,099
is looking pretty weak round about now.'
578
00:36:00,309 --> 00:36:02,789
CLOCK TICKS
579
00:36:02,789 --> 00:36:05,349
Five, four,
580
00:36:05,349 --> 00:36:09,149
three, two, one.
581
00:36:09,149 --> 00:36:11,149
TICKING STOPS
582
00:36:11,149 --> 00:36:14,549
It's Friday.
583
00:36:14,549 --> 00:36:17,309
Sodding Friday.
584
00:36:17,309 --> 00:36:20,309
RAE SIGHS
585
00:36:20,309 --> 00:36:23,269
Who do you think she's going to tell first?
586
00:36:23,269 --> 00:36:25,109
I suppose it don't matter.
587
00:36:25,109 --> 00:36:29,109
I just wonder what the protocol
is for something like this.
588
00:36:30,269 --> 00:36:32,829
Do you think she's having flyers printed?
589
00:36:32,829 --> 00:36:36,829
Erm... I think she'll probably tell
Vicky and then Vicky'll tell Amy.
590
00:36:39,829 --> 00:36:43,829
Amy will tell Chloe.
591
00:36:49,949 --> 00:36:52,189
I'm fed up, Rae.
592
00:36:52,189 --> 00:36:55,349
- I'm fed up of being scared.
- It's all right to be scared.
593
00:36:55,349 --> 00:36:59,349
It's what you do when
you're scared that matters.
594
00:36:59,349 --> 00:37:03,349
Yeah. Well, I'm not doing anything, am I?
595
00:37:05,349 --> 00:37:07,349
I want to be proud of who I am.
596
00:37:07,349 --> 00:37:09,669
I want to be proud of myself.
597
00:37:09,669 --> 00:37:13,669
How can I be proud of myself if I'm hiding?
598
00:37:14,389 --> 00:37:18,389
So, what do you want to do?
599
00:37:24,269 --> 00:37:28,269
SIGHS
600
00:37:28,989 --> 00:37:31,709
Here he is. Finally.
601
00:37:31,709 --> 00:37:33,709
What's going on?! I've
got work in ten minutes.
602
00:37:33,709 --> 00:37:36,189
- It is everything OK, Archibug?
- Is Lois pregnant?
603
00:37:36,189 --> 00:37:37,429
No.
604
00:37:37,429 --> 00:37:39,389
Are you ill? Do you have a serious illness?
605
00:37:39,389 --> 00:37:42,829
- Oh, my God. Archie!
- I'm not ill.
606
00:37:42,829 --> 00:37:45,109
Please, please stop guessing.
607
00:37:45,109 --> 00:37:49,109
Can you just tell us now,
cos you're scaring me?
608
00:37:50,949 --> 00:37:53,229
SIGHS Right.
609
00:37:53,229 --> 00:37:55,189
You know how me and Lois broke up?
610
00:37:55,189 --> 00:37:57,189
Tell me you've not got
me down here for that.
611
00:37:57,189 --> 00:37:59,309
I'm going to get bollocked when I get back.
612
00:37:59,309 --> 00:38:02,949
He's clearly not finished.
613
00:38:02,949 --> 00:38:04,989
I wanted to tell you...
614
00:38:04,989 --> 00:38:08,989
why it didn't work out.
615
00:38:11,109 --> 00:38:13,349
SIGHS
616
00:38:13,349 --> 00:38:17,349
Just tell 'em, Arch.
617
00:38:20,549 --> 00:38:24,549
- You know?
- Of course I know. You're me best mate!
618
00:38:27,309 --> 00:38:30,789
- You never said anything.
- Neither did you.
619
00:38:30,789 --> 00:38:34,789
Listen, it's... it's your business.
620
00:38:40,469 --> 00:38:42,229
Archie, what's going on?
621
00:38:42,229 --> 00:38:46,229
MUSIC: "Animal Nitrate" by Suede
622
00:38:50,509 --> 00:38:51,749
I'm gay.
623
00:38:51,749 --> 00:38:55,709
He said he'd show you his bed
624
00:38:55,709 --> 00:38:59,709
And the delights of his chemical smile
625
00:39:00,189 --> 00:39:03,069
So in your broken home...
626
00:39:03,069 --> 00:39:05,109
That's why you wouldn't get off with me?!
627
00:39:05,109 --> 00:39:09,109
THEY LAUGH
628
00:39:09,269 --> 00:39:12,669
Come here!
629
00:39:12,669 --> 00:39:15,909
'It was the coolest thing I'd ever seen.'
630
00:39:15,909 --> 00:39:19,269
'The relief on Archie's face.
He'd earned that by standing up,
631
00:39:19,269 --> 00:39:21,749
by doing the right thing.'
632
00:39:21,749 --> 00:39:24,709
... Oh, oh-oh, oh, oh-oh
633
00:39:24,709 --> 00:39:28,709
Now your animal's gone.
634
00:39:29,549 --> 00:39:33,549
'And now it was my turn.'
635
00:39:35,949 --> 00:39:39,949
'The thing was, that every day is a
battle for people like me and Liam.
636
00:39:40,389 --> 00:39:42,109
Every bloody day.'
637
00:39:42,109 --> 00:39:45,469
'So, what does one more matter for us?'
638
00:39:45,469 --> 00:39:49,469
'And maybe we weren't always brave
on our own, but we could be together.'
639
00:40:04,189 --> 00:40:08,189
TRAIN HORN BLARES
640
00:40:09,869 --> 00:40:12,149
Come on, Liam.
641
00:40:12,149 --> 00:40:14,709
Where is he?
642
00:40:14,709 --> 00:40:18,149
You'd better win, Rae! I'm gonna
lose a shitload of cash otherwise!
643
00:40:18,149 --> 00:40:21,109
- Yeah.
- Oh, come on, Liam.
644
00:40:21,109 --> 00:40:23,109
Oh, bollocks.
645
00:40:23,109 --> 00:40:25,869
Bollocks.
646
00:40:25,869 --> 00:40:27,389
PANICKED BREATHS
647
00:40:27,389 --> 00:40:31,389
CLATTERING OF TRAIN ON TRACK
648
00:40:37,549 --> 00:40:39,709
I'm not gonna fight you, Amy.
649
00:40:39,709 --> 00:40:42,669
You're just going to stand there
while I smash your head in, are you?
650
00:40:42,669 --> 00:40:45,749
I don't... I don't know.
651
00:40:45,749 --> 00:40:48,909
- Amy, no, this isn't going to happen!
- Chloe, what are you doing?!
652
00:40:48,909 --> 00:40:51,229
You said you weren't going to take sides.
653
00:40:51,229 --> 00:40:54,229
Yeah, well she's my best mate!
654
00:40:54,229 --> 00:40:57,309
And I don't care if she doesn't
tell you where they were together.
655
00:40:57,309 --> 00:41:00,069
I believe her. She wouldn't
do something like that.
656
00:41:00,069 --> 00:41:02,429
You'd better get out of
my way, Chloe, I mean it.
657
00:41:02,429 --> 00:41:05,309
I'm not scared of you, Amy!
658
00:41:05,309 --> 00:41:07,989
You've got this reputation as a hard case.
659
00:41:07,989 --> 00:41:11,989
Where's your proof?
660
00:41:12,349 --> 00:41:15,189
- There's your proof.
- Are you all right?
661
00:41:15,189 --> 00:41:19,189
What the fuck is wrong with you?!
662
00:41:19,349 --> 00:41:21,349
I've got something I need to tell you.
663
00:41:21,349 --> 00:41:25,109
And... I didn't want you
to have to find out from me,
664
00:41:25,109 --> 00:41:28,469
but... I need to tell you the truth.
665
00:41:28,469 --> 00:41:32,469
So, go on, then. Say
what you've got to say.
666
00:41:32,989 --> 00:41:34,909
Me and Liam,
667
00:41:34,909 --> 00:41:36,149
we kissed last night.
668
00:41:36,149 --> 00:41:38,189
YOUTHS GASP
669
00:41:38,189 --> 00:41:40,709
Kissed?
670
00:41:40,709 --> 00:41:44,709
Yeah. We hadn't done
it before, but we did...
671
00:41:45,829 --> 00:41:49,829
... and... I'm sorry.
672
00:41:57,029 --> 00:42:01,029
LAUGHTER
673
00:42:06,549 --> 00:42:08,189
GASPS Chloe!
674
00:42:08,189 --> 00:42:11,269
I'm so sorry!
675
00:42:11,269 --> 00:42:13,709
Yeah.
676
00:42:13,709 --> 00:42:16,989
'Like I said, me and Liam are the same.'
677
00:42:16,989 --> 00:42:20,989
'We're both mad, we're both
fat and we both let people down.'
678
00:42:34,469 --> 00:42:38,469
'There's a place I go
whenever I need calming down.'
679
00:42:42,549 --> 00:42:46,189
'Like Kester says, the
world is going to happen,
680
00:42:46,189 --> 00:42:49,429
whether you like it or not.'
681
00:42:49,429 --> 00:42:53,429
GROANS Ow!
682
00:42:55,709 --> 00:42:59,709
- GROANS
- Ow!
683
00:43:08,469 --> 00:43:10,349
TV ON
684
00:43:10,349 --> 00:43:11,629
How are you feeling, love?
685
00:43:11,629 --> 00:43:13,269
Has that ointment helped?
686
00:43:13,269 --> 00:43:15,309
Yeah.
687
00:43:15,309 --> 00:43:18,229
Thanks.
688
00:43:18,229 --> 00:43:22,229
SIGHS
689
00:43:24,629 --> 00:43:28,629
TV: So, contestant number one,
please, tell us about yourself.
690
00:43:28,829 --> 00:43:31,069
What were you and those
girls up to the other day?
691
00:43:31,069 --> 00:43:34,549
Nothing. Just messing around.
692
00:43:34,549 --> 00:43:38,549
Yeah, well, just tell me if
there's anything going on.
693
00:43:38,749 --> 00:43:42,749
I don't mind giving people a
clip behind the ear if I have to.
694
00:43:42,789 --> 00:43:46,789
Especially if they're messing
with my little chicken.
695
00:43:50,469 --> 00:43:54,469
I can't believe you're giving up bacon.
696
00:43:56,989 --> 00:43:58,029
No, neither can I.
697
00:43:58,029 --> 00:44:00,989
You.
698
00:44:00,989 --> 00:44:03,309
You're like Queen of bacon.
699
00:44:03,309 --> 00:44:06,149
Bacon is your life.
700
00:44:06,149 --> 00:44:09,229
Yeah, well, I'm pretty good
at messing things up, Rae.
701
00:44:09,229 --> 00:44:12,189
I've always had a talent for it.
702
00:44:12,189 --> 00:44:15,149
I love that man so much.
703
00:44:15,149 --> 00:44:18,149
Such a quiet, kind person.
704
00:44:18,149 --> 00:44:20,869
He's so special to me that...
705
00:44:20,869 --> 00:44:24,869
... I'm going to try everything I
possibly can not to mess it up.
706
00:44:24,949 --> 00:44:28,549
'I wish I'd tried harder not to mess
things up, because I was starting
707
00:44:28,549 --> 00:44:31,709
to realise that quiet,
kind, special people
708
00:44:31,709 --> 00:44:33,949
come along once in a lifetime.'
709
00:44:33,949 --> 00:44:36,949
Jesus.
710
00:44:36,949 --> 00:44:38,789
I wish I'd brought some bamboo.
711
00:44:38,789 --> 00:44:40,469
ANIMAL GRUNT
712
00:44:40,469 --> 00:44:44,469
Don't.
713
00:44:46,309 --> 00:44:50,309
How's things?
714
00:44:50,349 --> 00:44:52,389
How did it go with your parents?
715
00:44:52,389 --> 00:44:56,389
My dad went in the kitchen and made a brew.
716
00:44:56,549 --> 00:45:00,229
My mum asked if there were
any gay societies in Durham,
717
00:45:00,229 --> 00:45:03,269
- in case I get into uni there.
- Hmm.
718
00:45:03,269 --> 00:45:05,349
THEY LAUGH
719
00:45:05,349 --> 00:45:07,229
Are there?
720
00:45:07,229 --> 00:45:09,709
I don't know. Maybe I'll start one.
721
00:45:09,709 --> 00:45:12,669
Ooh. LAUGHS
722
00:45:12,669 --> 00:45:15,389
To be honest, I feel like a huge weight
723
00:45:15,389 --> 00:45:17,909
has been lifted off my shoulders.
724
00:45:17,909 --> 00:45:19,829
ARCHIE SIGHS
725
00:45:19,829 --> 00:45:21,589
YOUTH: Shoot! Shoot!
726
00:45:21,589 --> 00:45:25,509
Obviously, there are some people... well,
727
00:45:25,509 --> 00:45:29,509
I guess I just need to
give people time to adjust.
728
00:45:30,069 --> 00:45:31,909
But this is 1996.
729
00:45:31,909 --> 00:45:33,669
I guess the world's moving on.
730
00:45:33,669 --> 00:45:36,349
Archie. Sorry, mate.
731
00:45:36,349 --> 00:45:37,749
What's up?
732
00:45:37,749 --> 00:45:40,349
One of my brother's uni
mates is down from Glasgow,
733
00:45:40,349 --> 00:45:44,349
so we've got a full team.
734
00:45:45,189 --> 00:45:46,949
But I always play.
735
00:45:46,949 --> 00:45:50,149
Sorry, buddy.
736
00:45:50,149 --> 00:45:54,149
MUSIC: "Boys Don't Cry" by The Cure
737
00:46:09,789 --> 00:46:11,909
I would say I'm sorry
738
00:46:11,909 --> 00:46:15,069
If I thought that it
would change your mind
739
00:46:15,069 --> 00:46:17,269
But I know that this time
740
00:46:17,269 --> 00:46:19,149
I have said too much
741
00:46:19,149 --> 00:46:21,189
Been too unkind
742
00:46:21,189 --> 00:46:23,389
I try to laugh about it
743
00:46:23,389 --> 00:46:26,589
Cover it all up with lies
744
00:46:26,589 --> 00:46:29,109
I try to laugh about it
745
00:46:29,109 --> 00:46:31,229
Hiding the tears in my eyes
746
00:46:31,229 --> 00:46:35,229
Cos boys don't cry
747
00:46:38,069 --> 00:46:41,216
Boys don't cry.
748
00:46:41,217 --> 00:46:48,217
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