All language subtitles for Dance Academy s03e13 Not For Nothing.eng

Previously on Dance Academy...

You need to go on stage
as Persephone.

And if you dance it the way
I know you can

your future is written in the stars.

Tara, you OK? You OK?

You're going to be fine.
Tara?

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I've been up all night.

Unfortunately the contracts need to go out
today so this is the last opportunity.

I can't hate her.

How am I supposed to compete
with her

if I can't even muster up a shred...

Dance for a different reason.

So often change is incremental,

tiny turning points
you don't even notice.

Then there are other events -

sudden, monumental, defining -

that change you forever.

And in that split second
after you've thrown the dice,

it could go one way but you
desperately want it to go another,

where your future is suspended
in limbo,

do you beg?

Do you bargain?

Wish? Pray? Threaten?

Do you fight or let go?

Is it only in limbo that you finally know
yourself and what you're capable of?

When Tara fell, the other side
of her defective vertebra

snapped and slipped forward.
How long will it take, recovery?

Last year when I broke it
I was out for eight weeks

and if I'm lucky enough to get a
contract I'll have to start work soon.

Let's focus on getting you
back on your feet.

It's an open operation,

which means they'll go through
Tara's abdomen

and insert a wire cage
which will replace the disc.

Grace.

Sorry. Um, that all sounds -

is it January I start?

I've got this Christmas in Vietnam
fantasy plan.

Actually, what I was leading to...

We've decided not to offer you
a contract this time.

Obviously you are
a tremendous talent

but my philosophy is
that a harmonious environment

is more conducive
to creating good work

than the quality
of the individual dancers.

You're saying I don't play nicely
with others,

or that you don't want to work
with me.

Or both.

She's the pre-champion.

Rumours about none of us
getting contracts -

gaining credibility.

You sure you don't have
any questions?

Alright, then.

We'll get you nicely to sleep.

You'll see us in a few hours.

Want to count us in from 10?

10, 9,

8, 7,

6, 5,

4, 3...

Aren't you late for class?

You can't wear that.

I don't really know what I'm doing.

Well, you should.

It's your subconscious.

Come on.

Why did you tell the doctor
you didn't have any questions?

I'd call it a fairly big one.

What if the surgery doesn't work and
you can never dance again?

Because it has to work. I can't have
come all this way for nothing.

Really? You sure about that?

We're all big fans.

You have the technical facility
and the courage of a leading man.

Leading man. Wow.

If you say so.

The difficulty is we already have
several dancers of your type

in the company.

I want to push things to be more
individualistic.

My type's totally fluid.

I can be whoever you want me to be.

I'm really very sorry, Ben.

Tara, those arabesques
are still too low.

If your back is straining,
please sit this out.

I'm fine. Sorry, Rebecca.

So, I'm in the company.
I get a contract.

How would I know? I don't have
access to the future.

But, yes, in this version of reality
you're dancing.

It's not all unicorns and clovers,
is it?

That looks youchy.

And for what?

You didn't even like being
in the corps.

Constant criticism.
Never being good enough.

I bet part of you will be relieved
if you can't dance again.

But this is all I've ever wanted.

You agree. The sacrifice
is worth it.

How's our BP looking?

Is she becoming...
..hypertensive?

I don't like the swelling.

You've got to get me that audition
with Marcus.

Ben, you're scrambling.

Austin didn't even make
your top five.

And you're right. It's a bloodbath.

Four years. All for...
..absolutely nothing.

Reed, care to share with the group?

You're not going to get the gigs
you want with ballet.

So?

Come on. I wasn't even this worked
up on my own interview day.

They changed it to this afternoon.
Grab the other end.

Does this make it official?

You running the centre.

I told my wife to blame you.

How I'm going to fit it in
with everything else

I do not know.
It's worth it.

At least it's going to be. If you
start the kids off with hip hop

and drip-feed them ballet later.

I wouldn't recognise
a pop from a lock.

Let alone those armchair things
you do.

That was good.

But keep your feet underneath
your bum at all times. Ready?

Yep. Yep.

No, I know.

They can't even give us a prognosis
on her walking

until the swelling goes down.

We've been telling everyone at home
young Kat's in a movie.

Uh, I got pretty lucky.

Sorry, Neil, excuse me for a second.

How is she?

Any news?

The update is she might be
in a wheelchair.

And you're here to... what?
Gloat about getting a contract?

I didn't get a contract.

Last night Tara said she missed us
being friends.

I thought I wanted something like
this to happen but I didn't.

At all.

Can I go again?

It's been a big day.

Big year.

I can do it better.

Every ballet school puts their
company up on a pedestal

as though they're the only place
worth anything.

They don't prepare you for this.

You're allowed to feel disappointed.

What sort of complications?

She's stable.
But it's a very delicate operation.

It's going to take some more time.

How much more time?

I'm sorry. I've got to go. I've got
a performance. I'm so sorry.

OK.

Will there be any additional risk?
No additional risk.

She does have...

Kat. Stable means
she's going to be OK.

This isn't a Sammy situation.
OK?

Come on.

I'll take you over.

Maybe we're just looking at this
the wrong way.

I mean, the company
is an organisation in turmoil,

poised to explode with an
inexperienced director at the helm.

And besides, corps de ballet -

is it just me or are we
soloist standard?

I'd say principals.

We should make a pact. Now.

If either of us gets in...

we still say no.

Not to interrupt.

We're ready for you, Oliver.

Just back row of the corps
for two seasons

and if I get one whiff of ego
out of you...

I'll be a prop with a pulse
if you ask me to.

Exhibit B

for your consideration.

You've always pretzelled yourself

over the ballet versus life
equation.

This is what happens if you remove
dancing altogether.

What? We're all unemployed and
hanging out on the hill?

No pressure.

No competition.

As many crushes
as your little heart fancies.

Plus, we could stay together
next year.

I don't know. Even then I think
I still need a dream to define me.

Kind of knew you'd say that.

The National Academy's performance of
Coppelia will commence in 10 minutes.

You don't normally cope this well
with rejection.

I'm waiting for it to hit me.

Or maybe it already has and
I just don't care.

'Cause you can go anywhere and
dance with any company.

Not dance, find something I actually
care about.

Hey, my best friend's
having spinal surgery

and I keep hoping
someone's going to say,

'Kat, you don't have to dance
tonight.'

To date, this is the high point
of my dancing life

and I'll take any horrific excuse
not to do it.

You could also be like me.

You never really wanted this
in the first place,

you just decided you should want it.

Christian, you got to go.

It's cool.

Trust me. This is not an appointment
you can be late for.

You're kidding, right?

You're kidding. Ha.

I told you, didn't I?

I want you to keep it.

I can't. It's a contract.
You've got to sign it.

Oh, no, no, no, no.

You are not walking away.
Not this time.

I want to work here.
I want to teach.

So do ten years in the company
then be a teacher.

I finally know what I want to do.

And I want to start doing it.

So... dance double to the rescue.

Something like that.

So, come on. He loved you, right?

I honestly couldn't tell.

But I like Marcus.
Austin could be good.

And running over here
I just kept thinking...

You've been my best friend
this whole year

I don't want to spend the next one
without you.

I can't go.

To Austin.

I've got so much stuff to work out.

I can help.

I'm good with stuff so...

My MO is making someone my whole
world and then hating them for it.

I don't want to hate you.

Thank you for doing this.

I understand in the circumstances
but I am...

Kat did me an amazing favour.

I figured if I was saying goodbye
to ballet

I wanted to make it a good one.

Grace.

Abigail, it's OK. Really.

I'm sorry but I do have a dinner
that I have to get to.

I just worked so hard.

Why would you take me here?

Because, trust me.

When the bad stuff happens

you can't let it drag you down.

You can't let it change you.

That's not the real reason.

This is a cheap stunt, I'm not going
to let you manipulate me.

Tell me. Why do you think
we're here?

Because...

because I can't see him.

Even now, and I so want to see him.

I know he's gone.

Sammy died.

He didn't get his dream.

He didn't even get the possibility
of finding a new one.

And I'm alive.

Hi.

Coppelia?

T, don't worry about that.
I'm where I want to be.

You're the lead.

It didn't matter so much in the end.

I'll explain later. I've got to go
get your Mum and Dad.

My toes, are they...

So even though I'd decided
I wouldn't feel sorry for myself

rehab wasn't a walk in the park.

In fact, I'd never take walking
in a park for granted again.

Much less dancing.

I'm going to fight as hard as I can
to get back to where I was.

But if that doesn't happen

and I never dance professionally

I know I'll still be OK.

Abby, call that 100%?

Where's your turnout?

Kat Karamakov testing for the role
of waitress number two.

I'm sorry.
Pretend that didn't happen.

I came to the academy to be
the best ballerina I could be

but what I took away was courage,

to stop and wonder
at the blank page,

the open road,

to dream big but also wide,

allowing room for new dreams,

unexpected ones.

Because the point never was
achieving the dream,

it was having one
and pouring everything into it.

Hang on a sec. I think he's still
teaching a class.

Jayden, how am I supposed
to correct you

if you don't pull up your tights?

It's funny, I have no idea
what happens next.

But I'm excited about finding
my own way

to make it count,

the way Sammy did.

He would have loved this space

where anyone can dream and dance.

I now declare it officially open.

It's not a book yet and I'm pretty
sure it won't get published

but it's about us and the academy.

OK, guys.
This place is about dancing.

So, how about we do some?

Been a while.
Tell me about it.

I can't believe - how did you all
organise this?

This is a thank you dance.

Better late than never.

Come on. This was your idea.

I only did my first class
a month ago.

We'll take it slow.

We'll figure it out together.

When I was young,

I wasn't so clear
on the whole gravity thing.

And my imagination got me
in a lot of trouble.

But I remember
there was this one moment

where time stopped

and everything made sense.

From then on, I've always known
that in another life

I could fly.

And that's why in this life

I dance.

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