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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:08,896 --> 00:00:12,379 I wanted to be an actress when I was young. 2 00:00:12,482 --> 00:00:15,137 My mom had been a legal assistant 3 00:00:15,241 --> 00:00:16,931 within the movie industry for years. 4 00:00:17,034 --> 00:00:21,206 She knew a lot of what went on behind the scenes. 5 00:00:21,310 --> 00:00:23,482 And decided she never wanted, uh, 6 00:00:23,586 --> 00:00:27,965 my brother or I to ever have any involvement within the movie industry. 7 00:00:28,068 --> 00:00:31,517 So I had some resentment over that. 8 00:00:33,172 --> 00:00:34,758 Years later... 9 00:00:37,862 --> 00:00:42,206 ...my daughter, Brandi, was very outgoing, full of life. 10 00:00:42,310 --> 00:00:43,793 Full of personality. 11 00:00:43,896 --> 00:00:45,758 Hi, little hambone. How you doing? 12 00:00:45,862 --> 00:00:49,965 And she was very enamored with television. 13 00:00:50,068 --> 00:00:52,724 Disney Channel, Nickelodeon. 14 00:00:52,827 --> 00:00:55,379 She idolized these shows, and she thought 15 00:00:55,482 --> 00:00:58,241 what a fun life that looked like. 16 00:00:58,344 --> 00:01:00,413 She had found what she wanted to do in life. 17 00:01:02,413 --> 00:01:05,793 Brandi absolutely loved The Amanda Show, 18 00:01:05,896 --> 00:01:09,655 and they were looking for kids to be in a schoolroom scene. 19 00:01:09,758 --> 00:01:13,620 Class dismissed! Bring in the dancing lobsters! 20 00:01:13,724 --> 00:01:18,103 So, for her to get booked on a show that she absolutely loved, 21 00:01:18,206 --> 00:01:20,862 at only 11 years old, 22 00:01:20,965 --> 00:01:24,862 she came out of that just on cloud nine. 23 00:01:26,137 --> 00:01:29,689 We, as parents, were not allowed back on the set. 24 00:01:29,793 --> 00:01:34,172 We were greeted by a production assistant, Jason Handy, 25 00:01:34,275 --> 00:01:37,620 who guided all the kids to where they needed to be. 26 00:01:37,724 --> 00:01:41,034 Jason looked like the all-American boy next door. 27 00:01:41,137 --> 00:01:43,655 Very charismatic, very charming. 28 00:01:43,758 --> 00:01:46,068 When he wasn't on set with the kids, 29 00:01:46,172 --> 00:01:49,000 Jason would come out and talk with all the moms. 30 00:01:49,103 --> 00:01:52,517 Wanted to get to know about us, what our families were like. 31 00:01:52,620 --> 00:01:55,448 You thought, "Oh, I could be friends with this person." 32 00:01:58,000 --> 00:02:00,689 On the drive home, Brandi was very excited. 33 00:02:00,793 --> 00:02:04,931 She said Jason started exchanging numbers with the kids and the parents, 34 00:02:05,034 --> 00:02:08,379 and Jason wants to email. 35 00:02:08,482 --> 00:02:12,931 She thought, "Oh, this is somebody else on the set that seemed to be so nice." 36 00:02:13,034 --> 00:02:15,586 And she would have a friend in the industry. 37 00:02:15,689 --> 00:02:18,000 I thought, "Oh, this is going well." 38 00:02:18,103 --> 00:02:19,379 I was so happy. 39 00:02:19,482 --> 00:02:25,724 I was the parent that could give my child what she wanted in life. 40 00:02:30,206 --> 00:02:33,724 About a week after she was on that episode, 41 00:02:33,827 --> 00:02:35,551 there was an email from Jason. 42 00:02:35,655 --> 00:02:38,896 She let me read it, and it was a very innocent email. 43 00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:42,448 It just talked about the shows that he had been working on. 44 00:02:44,724 --> 00:02:47,689 After that, they were emailing more. 45 00:02:47,793 --> 00:02:50,517 She would tell me, "Oh, I got an email from Jason. 46 00:02:50,620 --> 00:02:52,586 He's doing this. He's doing that." 47 00:02:52,689 --> 00:02:54,689 I didn't see any harm in it. 48 00:02:56,724 --> 00:02:59,862 A couple months later, she was sitting at the computer, 49 00:02:59,965 --> 00:03:04,965 and all of a sudden, I noticed she had suddenly shut down the computer completely, 50 00:03:05,068 --> 00:03:06,793 and got up and ran into her bedroom, 51 00:03:06,896 --> 00:03:09,068 and slammed the bedroom door shut. 52 00:03:10,344 --> 00:03:12,655 And I said, "Brandi, what is wrong?" 53 00:03:15,103 --> 00:03:17,137 She started to cry. 54 00:03:17,241 --> 00:03:20,344 And she said, "I got an email from Jason." 55 00:03:21,862 --> 00:03:24,413 It was a picture of him naked... 56 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:28,551 Masturbating. 57 00:03:31,241 --> 00:03:33,172 And he said he had sent it to her 58 00:03:33,275 --> 00:03:35,586 because he wanted her to see... 59 00:03:37,344 --> 00:03:39,931 That he was thinking of her. 60 00:03:43,896 --> 00:03:48,344 I went back and forth with, "Should I call the police? 61 00:03:48,448 --> 00:03:50,448 They're gonna think I'm a bad parent 62 00:03:50,551 --> 00:03:55,310 because I allowed her to talk to this person." 63 00:03:55,413 --> 00:03:58,862 I struggled with this and I finally told myself, 64 00:03:58,965 --> 00:04:02,482 "I can't call the police. All I can do... 65 00:04:04,310 --> 00:04:07,586 Is make sure I keep her far away from him." 66 00:04:10,827 --> 00:04:14,724 She left the business and never returned. 67 00:04:15,862 --> 00:04:18,655 The public still has this image of Hollywood 68 00:04:18,758 --> 00:04:22,413 of this glitz and glam, and the limelight, 69 00:04:22,517 --> 00:04:28,724 and, "Oh, you have the best career, and it's all fine and great." 70 00:04:28,827 --> 00:04:30,965 They don't know what these kids went through. 71 00:04:40,275 --> 00:04:41,827 This is Amanda. 72 00:04:41,931 --> 00:04:45,551 I sure hope you like my act. 73 00:04:45,655 --> 00:04:48,862 - What is your name? - Hi, my name's Amanda Bynes. I'm nine years old. 74 00:04:48,965 --> 00:04:50,034 How old are you, by the way? Are you-- 75 00:04:50,137 --> 00:04:51,827 - I'm ten. - You're ten years old. 76 00:04:51,931 --> 00:04:54,862 - I'm 12, turning 13 April 3rd. Yay! - Yay! 77 00:04:54,965 --> 00:04:56,482 Teenager! 78 00:04:56,586 --> 00:04:57,827 And I'm 14 years old. 79 00:04:57,931 --> 00:04:59,344 And I'm 16. 80 00:04:59,448 --> 00:05:03,896 Amanda Bynes was very, very famous by the time she was, like, 16. 81 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:07,724 And, at the time, she talked about wanting to take on more adult roles. 82 00:05:07,827 --> 00:05:09,965 On Nickelodeon, I had to do a lot of, like, slapstick-y. 83 00:05:10,068 --> 00:05:11,827 I was always wearing wigs and doing all that. 84 00:05:11,931 --> 00:05:13,310 And I got to a point, I was growing up, 85 00:05:13,413 --> 00:05:17,172 that I wanted to feel like my age, and like a girl and do all that. 86 00:05:17,275 --> 00:05:20,586 She made a few movies, What a Girl Wants and Big Fat Liar. 87 00:05:20,689 --> 00:05:24,068 So she's starting to pivot into this different space in her career 88 00:05:24,172 --> 00:05:29,620 that's well beyond Nickelodeon and well beyond being a figure of child entertainment. 89 00:05:29,724 --> 00:05:31,758 ♪ What I like about you 90 00:05:31,862 --> 00:05:34,655 Dan Schneider created a show called What I Like About You 91 00:05:34,758 --> 00:05:38,586 on the WB with a 16-year-old Amanda Bynes. 92 00:05:38,689 --> 00:05:42,793 And Dan really wanted to follow Amanda into this mainstream success. 93 00:05:42,896 --> 00:05:44,517 But there's already trouble on set. 94 00:05:46,862 --> 00:05:48,724 Dan had a very specific image 95 00:05:48,827 --> 00:05:52,000 of how he wanted What I Like About You to go, 96 00:05:52,103 --> 00:05:55,758 but he was constantly fighting with the co-creator of What I Like about You, 97 00:05:55,862 --> 00:05:57,586 Wil Calhoun from Friends. 98 00:05:57,689 --> 00:06:00,241 And there was just this massive amount of tension there, 99 00:06:00,344 --> 00:06:02,655 where the network didn't really trust Dan. 100 00:06:02,758 --> 00:06:04,206 And they stepped in. 101 00:06:04,310 --> 00:06:06,103 He got pushed out from the writer's room. 102 00:06:14,137 --> 00:06:18,758 But Dan is still able to remain on set with Amanda in his role as producer. 103 00:06:20,310 --> 00:06:23,620 Amanda's relationship with Dan was very close. 104 00:06:26,413 --> 00:06:30,172 He thought that he should be the one to, kind of, usher Amanda into adulthood. 105 00:06:31,620 --> 00:06:34,103 It's a very delicate transition 106 00:06:34,206 --> 00:06:37,689 to make from child star to adult person, 107 00:06:37,793 --> 00:06:39,206 never mind adult actor. 108 00:06:39,310 --> 00:06:42,034 - What's the cost of fame, in your opinion? - Um... 109 00:06:42,137 --> 00:06:44,344 People like having to be involved in your personal lives. 110 00:06:44,448 --> 00:06:46,965 Oh, enough out of you. 111 00:06:47,068 --> 00:06:49,172 She wanted to be a grown-up. 112 00:06:49,275 --> 00:06:51,896 She still lived at home, you know? So there were some rules. 113 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:54,620 Amanda and her parents were not getting along. 114 00:06:54,724 --> 00:06:56,034 Amanda was dating someone. 115 00:06:56,137 --> 00:06:57,827 He was older. 116 00:06:57,931 --> 00:07:01,275 You know, you're 16 years old, and you think you're an adult and you know everything. 117 00:07:01,379 --> 00:07:03,586 But her parents, being good parents, 118 00:07:03,689 --> 00:07:06,206 said, "Miss. Can't do that." 119 00:07:06,310 --> 00:07:09,482 And I think she didn't like hearing, "I can't." 120 00:07:11,448 --> 00:07:13,965 Amanda tries to run away from home 121 00:07:14,068 --> 00:07:17,344 and, in this moment, she turns to Dan for help. 122 00:07:18,724 --> 00:07:20,413 The details are a little bit murky, 123 00:07:20,517 --> 00:07:23,482 but we know from sources that the police were involved. 124 00:07:24,551 --> 00:07:26,862 And we also know that Amanda's parents 125 00:07:26,965 --> 00:07:30,965 are really, really upset with Dan's actions through this. 126 00:07:31,068 --> 00:07:35,931 But around this time, Amanda turns to Dan and other representatives 127 00:07:36,034 --> 00:07:37,931 to come up with a plan to get her emancipated 128 00:07:38,034 --> 00:07:40,862 and get her a new level of independence. 129 00:07:40,965 --> 00:07:44,448 This plan takes her parents completely by surprise. 130 00:07:44,551 --> 00:07:46,137 They didn't say, "I do." 131 00:07:46,241 --> 00:07:49,275 So what rights do kids have when they want a divorce from their mom and dad? 132 00:07:49,379 --> 00:07:52,206 Two teenage sisters went to court to get a divorce, 133 00:07:52,310 --> 00:07:54,724 not from their husbands, but from their parents. 134 00:07:54,827 --> 00:07:57,068 My child wants to be emancipated. What does this mean? 135 00:07:57,172 --> 00:07:58,586 That's a really good question. 136 00:07:58,689 --> 00:08:02,137 What your child wants is to be called a legal adult. 137 00:08:02,241 --> 00:08:04,931 In order to do that, your child needs to petition the court. 138 00:08:06,758 --> 00:08:09,931 There's a pretty lengthy history of teen stars 139 00:08:10,034 --> 00:08:12,172 getting emancipated from their parents. 140 00:08:12,275 --> 00:08:14,620 It lets them work a little more freely. 141 00:08:14,724 --> 00:08:16,586 They don't have to work reduced hours. 142 00:08:16,689 --> 00:08:18,517 It would have made everybody a lot more money 143 00:08:18,620 --> 00:08:21,448 and they could have worked her even harder than they already were. 144 00:08:22,965 --> 00:08:26,758 And she really felt pulled in a couple of different directions. 145 00:08:26,862 --> 00:08:29,103 You know, parents, Dan Schneider... 146 00:08:29,206 --> 00:08:31,862 Dan Schneider is the guy responsible for my career. 147 00:08:31,965 --> 00:08:35,172 She's a teenager and that's a lot to put on somebody. 148 00:08:35,275 --> 00:08:37,862 Knowing that no matter what decision you make, 149 00:08:37,965 --> 00:08:42,000 you're gonna hurt someone who means something to you is difficult. 150 00:08:44,413 --> 00:08:50,241 Dan inserting himself into Amanda's life like this is really ethically fraught. 151 00:08:50,344 --> 00:08:52,586 I think that there is an argument that can be made 152 00:08:52,689 --> 00:08:54,896 that he was trying to help Amanda. 153 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:58,241 But, unfortunately for Dan, 154 00:08:58,344 --> 00:09:02,517 this goes to court, and it entirely fails. 155 00:09:05,172 --> 00:09:09,862 Because of Dan's involvement in this plan to emancipate Amanda, 156 00:09:09,965 --> 00:09:13,896 this creates this huge split in between Amanda's parents and Dan Schneider. 157 00:09:15,620 --> 00:09:18,586 This is really the end of Dan's relationship with Amanda. 158 00:09:18,689 --> 00:09:21,827 But her transition into adulthood in the public eye 159 00:09:21,931 --> 00:09:24,206 will be incredibly fraught. 160 00:09:24,310 --> 00:09:28,000 Pretty soon after this, Dan parts ways with What I Like About You. 161 00:09:28,103 --> 00:09:30,655 He stays on with the show in name only. 162 00:09:32,827 --> 00:09:36,965 Dan has basically lost his ticket out of children's programming. 163 00:09:37,068 --> 00:09:38,344 It's a huge blow. 164 00:09:38,448 --> 00:09:41,241 So, now, he has to turn his attention back to Nickelodeon. 165 00:09:42,413 --> 00:09:44,827 And Nickelodeon obviously wanted him 166 00:09:44,931 --> 00:09:47,965 because here's a guy, he's responsible for a couple of 167 00:09:48,068 --> 00:09:50,655 really successful shows for them. 168 00:09:50,758 --> 00:09:55,758 The dark side of that is that it came at a cost to a lot of people. 169 00:10:01,758 --> 00:10:04,482 Over at Nickelodeon, Dan had been growing what would become an empire, 170 00:10:04,586 --> 00:10:07,103 reviving All That with a whole new cast. 171 00:10:07,206 --> 00:10:09,310 The all-new cast of all-new All That! 172 00:10:09,413 --> 00:10:12,034 It's All That! 173 00:10:13,137 --> 00:10:15,241 All That made Dan's career. 174 00:10:15,344 --> 00:10:18,724 He was able to capture this really lively energy 175 00:10:18,827 --> 00:10:22,103 where it just looked like everybody was just having a good time. 176 00:10:22,206 --> 00:10:23,965 What makes it really fun for me, 177 00:10:24,068 --> 00:10:28,310 working with young people, is that it's fresh and new to them. 178 00:10:28,413 --> 00:10:31,000 This is often their first or second job. 179 00:10:31,103 --> 00:10:36,137 Fame is new, the whole process is new, and they're excited to be a part of it. 180 00:10:36,241 --> 00:10:38,793 Dan was a writer and executive producer on All That, 181 00:10:38,896 --> 00:10:41,482 and he was the primary person in charge on set. 182 00:10:41,586 --> 00:10:43,965 There is a deference on a television set. 183 00:10:44,068 --> 00:10:45,965 It's very hierarchical. 184 00:10:46,068 --> 00:10:50,586 Dan is someone who holds economic power 185 00:10:50,689 --> 00:10:52,827 and emotional power over these kids. 186 00:10:52,931 --> 00:10:57,758 He had so much power and he threw it around. 187 00:11:01,793 --> 00:11:06,103 I grew up watching All That, and I remember the way they talked about Dan. 188 00:11:06,206 --> 00:11:09,275 It's the Dan Phone! 189 00:11:09,379 --> 00:11:12,103 There's a very telling scene where Dan calls the cast, 190 00:11:12,206 --> 00:11:14,517 and it's like Charlie calling his Angels. 191 00:11:14,620 --> 00:11:17,517 - Hello, cast! - Hi, Dan! 192 00:11:17,620 --> 00:11:20,413 He's parodying himself as a big-shot producer. 193 00:11:20,517 --> 00:11:21,448 We lost him. 194 00:11:21,551 --> 00:11:23,034 Lost 'em. 195 00:11:23,137 --> 00:11:25,103 - How about a shrimp? - Okay. 196 00:11:27,000 --> 00:11:29,068 He's being hand-fed shrimp tails, 197 00:11:29,172 --> 00:11:31,827 and then, the kids are literally referring to him as God. 198 00:11:31,931 --> 00:11:35,034 Look, it is not our place to question Dan. 199 00:11:35,137 --> 00:11:37,482 - Yeah. Dan's a god. - True. 200 00:11:37,586 --> 00:11:38,793 I can't argue that. 201 00:11:38,896 --> 00:11:42,000 To me, it looks like a moment that really reflects 202 00:11:42,103 --> 00:11:44,034 what's happening behind the scenes. 203 00:11:44,137 --> 00:11:46,344 - Let's go make Dan proud! - Come on! 204 00:11:46,448 --> 00:11:51,655 I was so excited, but I had no idea 205 00:11:51,758 --> 00:11:56,758 what kind of wild ride I was getting into. 206 00:11:56,862 --> 00:11:58,310 You guys know Gail. 207 00:11:58,413 --> 00:11:59,965 Heidi heidi heidi hi! 208 00:12:00,068 --> 00:12:02,689 I am Giovonnie, Giovonnie Samuels. 209 00:12:02,793 --> 00:12:06,931 I started on All That for season seven through nine. 210 00:12:07,034 --> 00:12:11,586 I understood the magnitude of being the token Black girl, 211 00:12:11,689 --> 00:12:17,206 but I didn't realize how significant that was until years later. 212 00:12:17,310 --> 00:12:19,206 My name is Kyle Sullivan. 213 00:12:19,310 --> 00:12:20,862 I was a guest star on The Amanda Show. 214 00:12:20,965 --> 00:12:23,517 You people ripped us off! 215 00:12:23,620 --> 00:12:27,103 I was apparently, like, funny enough that Dan took a liking to me, 216 00:12:27,206 --> 00:12:29,241 and was like, "Oh, wow. Okay." 217 00:12:29,344 --> 00:12:30,827 Inhale! 218 00:12:30,931 --> 00:12:35,172 I was on All That for, like, four years. 219 00:12:38,344 --> 00:12:40,931 My name is Bryan Christopher Hearne. 220 00:12:41,034 --> 00:12:45,517 I was a cast member on season seven and eight of All That. 221 00:12:45,620 --> 00:12:47,413 Every time I booked a role, 222 00:12:47,517 --> 00:12:51,379 I felt like I was one step closer to getting my family out the hood. 223 00:12:51,482 --> 00:12:55,655 And, so, it was freeing to get the role on All That. 224 00:12:56,689 --> 00:12:59,310 But that wasn't the reality. 225 00:13:01,275 --> 00:13:04,551 The set on All That was dysfunctional. 226 00:13:05,724 --> 00:13:08,413 You could just kind of get away with more. 227 00:13:08,517 --> 00:13:12,586 Like going overtime in ways that were sort of pushing the envelope. 228 00:13:12,689 --> 00:13:15,724 They would be like, "Hey, can you stay an extra however-long?" 229 00:13:15,827 --> 00:13:17,758 "I guess. Sure." 230 00:13:17,862 --> 00:13:19,068 You kind of look at your mom like, 231 00:13:19,172 --> 00:13:21,241 "We're ignoring child labor laws again, do you know that? 232 00:13:21,344 --> 00:13:22,724 All right. 233 00:13:22,827 --> 00:13:25,827 Let's... let's shoot." 234 00:13:25,931 --> 00:13:28,965 I remember we did this sketch "Sugar and Coffee." 235 00:13:29,068 --> 00:13:32,000 It involved me and Lisa running around this set, 236 00:13:32,103 --> 00:13:36,620 and basically, like, swallow a bunch of sugar and swallow a bunch of coffee. 237 00:13:36,724 --> 00:13:41,965 That sketch required, like, a ton of, like, physical work. 238 00:13:42,068 --> 00:13:44,482 - Welcome, Mrs. Nut-Hurst! - Yeah! 239 00:13:44,586 --> 00:13:46,827 They had me come in dressed as an old lady 240 00:13:46,931 --> 00:13:49,344 that gets drowned in the sugar and coffee. 241 00:13:49,448 --> 00:13:53,448 I mean, you're pouring, like, pounds and pounds of literal sugar in your mouth. 242 00:13:53,551 --> 00:13:55,724 And it's hitting you like sand. 243 00:13:55,827 --> 00:13:57,620 And, sometimes, we would choke. 244 00:13:57,724 --> 00:13:59,448 It was taxing and it... 245 00:13:59,551 --> 00:14:02,344 And, frankly, like, if you look at the sketch, 246 00:14:02,448 --> 00:14:03,310 it's gross. 247 00:14:03,413 --> 00:14:04,758 Oh! 248 00:14:04,862 --> 00:14:09,896 Like, it would congeal into this gross, viscous goo. 249 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:11,827 It was weird. 250 00:14:11,931 --> 00:14:16,103 The show was full of, like, these uncomfortable sketches. 251 00:14:16,206 --> 00:14:22,482 I think that Dan got a kick out of walking a line with that. 252 00:14:24,034 --> 00:14:27,379 But, generally, I had a good relationship with Dan. 253 00:14:27,482 --> 00:14:30,344 Dan was very professional and nice to me. 254 00:14:30,448 --> 00:14:32,724 Dan had a nicer relationship with... 255 00:14:32,827 --> 00:14:34,379 Some of the other white kids. 256 00:14:34,482 --> 00:14:37,034 I didn't feel close to him at all. 257 00:14:38,758 --> 00:14:43,241 My time on Nickelodeon played a big part in how I... 258 00:14:43,344 --> 00:14:47,724 Dealt, and still deal, with racial issues. 259 00:14:47,827 --> 00:14:52,620 We got impressions on what the climate was like immediately, 260 00:14:52,724 --> 00:14:55,655 first day filming. 261 00:14:55,758 --> 00:14:57,551 You wanna buy some girlie cookies? 262 00:14:57,655 --> 00:14:59,517 You're not a girl. 263 00:15:01,655 --> 00:15:03,896 They set up the scene like he was selling drugs. 264 00:15:05,689 --> 00:15:10,344 And I was like, "Oh, the Black kid gets to be the crack dealer?" 265 00:15:11,931 --> 00:15:14,137 And then, we were at the end of the scene, 266 00:15:14,241 --> 00:15:18,103 and there's a man sitting there who was the producer. 267 00:15:18,206 --> 00:15:21,724 Behind him was a young lady massaging him. 268 00:15:21,827 --> 00:15:26,689 That was certainly pulled from Dan getting massages on set, 269 00:15:26,793 --> 00:15:27,620 which was weird. 270 00:15:27,724 --> 00:15:29,827 Why are we having adult jokes? 271 00:15:29,931 --> 00:15:34,413 Are you showing the kids that Hollywood is a casting couch? 272 00:15:34,517 --> 00:15:38,241 And, "Oh, Tracey." "Go do it." 273 00:15:38,344 --> 00:15:41,103 I was complaining too much. I became the oddball. 274 00:15:42,724 --> 00:15:46,793 There was a sketch where I played 275 00:15:46,896 --> 00:15:50,689 the youngest rapper of all time, 276 00:15:50,793 --> 00:15:52,000 Lil' Fetus. 277 00:15:52,517 --> 00:15:54,379 Yo, yo, yo! 278 00:15:54,482 --> 00:15:57,275 Lil' Fetus in the womb, yeah! 279 00:15:57,379 --> 00:16:01,275 They were fitting me for the Lil' Fetus role. 280 00:16:01,379 --> 00:16:04,551 And, essentially, you're a fetus, so you're naked. 281 00:16:04,655 --> 00:16:06,862 But, you know, they had to put a body suit on you. 282 00:16:06,965 --> 00:16:09,896 And, obviously, it has to be skin tone. 283 00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:14,586 Someone said the skin tone should be charcoal. 284 00:16:16,896 --> 00:16:19,068 I started to get teary-eyed. 285 00:16:19,172 --> 00:16:22,275 Whoever was doing my makeup at the time was kind of, like, 286 00:16:22,379 --> 00:16:23,965 hand on my shoulder, like, "It's gonna be okay." 287 00:16:24,068 --> 00:16:26,551 Like, "Don't worry about that he just said." 288 00:16:26,655 --> 00:16:29,379 That was a moment where I felt like, 289 00:16:29,482 --> 00:16:31,241 "Oh, I could go get my mom about this." 290 00:16:32,068 --> 00:16:34,448 But also, I know my mom, 291 00:16:34,551 --> 00:16:37,620 and I know that she would have rose hell. 292 00:16:37,724 --> 00:16:40,724 I saw things differently than everybody else. 293 00:16:40,827 --> 00:16:43,620 Now, ultimately, I did try to tell his agent, 294 00:16:43,724 --> 00:16:45,310 'cause she called me. 295 00:16:45,413 --> 00:16:48,344 She's like, "Tracey, come on. 296 00:16:48,448 --> 00:16:50,793 Do it for Bryan. Just shut up." 297 00:16:52,103 --> 00:16:54,517 And I was like, "Yeah, but things are weird here." 298 00:16:56,896 --> 00:17:00,448 The person at the top sets the tone for the entire production. 299 00:17:00,551 --> 00:17:04,448 If you run a show dealing overwhelmingly with children, 300 00:17:04,551 --> 00:17:07,896 then you are responsible for creating an environment where those kids feel 301 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:11,241 beyond comfortable to tell you that they're not comfortable. 302 00:17:11,344 --> 00:17:16,241 It needs to be so safe that your most vulnerable person on set 303 00:17:16,344 --> 00:17:19,275 is able to say to you, the most powerful person there, 304 00:17:19,379 --> 00:17:21,344 "I don't wanna do this." 305 00:17:21,448 --> 00:17:24,206 From Nickelodeon Studios in Hollywood, 306 00:17:24,310 --> 00:17:27,862 welcome to this week's Snick On-Air Dare! 307 00:17:27,965 --> 00:17:34,689 The On Air Dares were the Fear Factor of Nickelodeon. 308 00:17:34,793 --> 00:17:38,103 We would be standing in these tube chambers. 309 00:17:38,206 --> 00:17:41,172 It was, like, this ominous thing that was deciding, 310 00:17:41,275 --> 00:17:42,344 "Who is it gonna be?" 311 00:17:42,448 --> 00:17:45,862 Will it be Bryan, Kyle, or Chelsea? 312 00:17:45,965 --> 00:17:47,344 And then, it would be lights. 313 00:17:47,448 --> 00:17:48,931 And then, it would shine on, 314 00:17:49,034 --> 00:17:51,413 you know, all the cast members, and it would stop. 315 00:17:51,517 --> 00:17:53,931 Bryan Hearne! 316 00:17:54,034 --> 00:17:56,103 Those were particularly traumatic, 317 00:17:56,206 --> 00:17:58,206 and they were, sort of, designed to be. 318 00:17:58,310 --> 00:18:02,275 The whole idea was that you would have to do something scary on camera. 319 00:18:02,379 --> 00:18:04,206 And they got pretty scary. 320 00:18:05,103 --> 00:18:07,275 I did the peanut butter one. 321 00:18:07,379 --> 00:18:09,931 So, I had to be submerged in peanut butter. 322 00:18:10,034 --> 00:18:11,862 All right, lay him down on the floor! 323 00:18:12,379 --> 00:18:13,827 That was weird. 324 00:18:13,931 --> 00:18:15,172 - Release the hounds! - But then, the dogs come. 325 00:18:15,275 --> 00:18:17,172 I'm laying on the ground and, then, the dogs, 326 00:18:17,275 --> 00:18:19,931 they gotta lick peanut butter off my body. 327 00:18:20,034 --> 00:18:22,482 That sounds like some kind of awkward fantasy 328 00:18:22,586 --> 00:18:25,000 from some freaky dude. 329 00:18:25,103 --> 00:18:27,241 It was really uncomfortable. I didn't like that. 330 00:18:30,689 --> 00:18:32,517 And when you question it, it's like, 331 00:18:32,620 --> 00:18:34,586 "But it's normal, isn't it?" 332 00:18:34,689 --> 00:18:38,034 Right? They begin to teach the parents, "This is normal." 333 00:18:39,206 --> 00:18:43,137 I didn't need to have dogs lick the peanut butter off. 334 00:18:43,241 --> 00:18:47,068 Jack didn't need to be submerged in a pool of worms. 335 00:18:47,172 --> 00:18:49,482 I don't think that any of that was necessary. 336 00:18:50,793 --> 00:18:52,931 There was, sort of, this weird dynamic with it, 337 00:18:53,034 --> 00:18:55,103 where they were taking something that, 338 00:18:55,206 --> 00:18:58,655 you know, exists in an adult context, like Fear Factor. 339 00:19:01,413 --> 00:19:05,137 And, like, transmogrifying it into kids. 340 00:19:05,241 --> 00:19:07,793 When you do that, it's actually, like, 341 00:19:07,896 --> 00:19:10,172 an inappropriate thing to do. 342 00:19:10,275 --> 00:19:12,103 There was a scorpion there! 343 00:19:13,413 --> 00:19:16,724 The thing that was most uncomfortable is having to watch 344 00:19:16,827 --> 00:19:18,724 your fellow castmates... 345 00:19:20,586 --> 00:19:24,172 Be, essentially, tortured. 346 00:19:26,034 --> 00:19:28,965 If there's anything on set that I wish I could have yelled, 347 00:19:29,068 --> 00:19:31,896 "Stop! Let's not do this. I'm out," 348 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:33,034 it's still On-Air Dares. 349 00:19:34,379 --> 00:19:36,827 I think that people just kinda look at us and go, 350 00:19:36,931 --> 00:19:40,517 "You made some money. So what are you complaining about?" 351 00:19:40,620 --> 00:19:44,344 And, yeah, we collect our money, sure. 352 00:19:44,448 --> 00:19:47,413 But at what cost? 353 00:19:47,517 --> 00:19:50,758 The environment on set really matters when we're talking about kids 354 00:19:50,862 --> 00:19:54,551 because, if they aren't protected, then they're vulnerable to much worse. 355 00:19:59,344 --> 00:20:00,896 - Hey, Anthony. - Yes. 356 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:02,344 - Do me a favor. - Yes. 357 00:20:02,448 --> 00:20:04,517 As Dan grew more powerful, 358 00:20:04,620 --> 00:20:06,655 he became more verbally abusive, 359 00:20:06,758 --> 00:20:10,275 more aggressive, more demanding of people. 360 00:20:10,379 --> 00:20:14,206 Dan's presence in the room can change the vibe of the room. 361 00:20:14,310 --> 00:20:18,344 Everybody would kind of just be like, "Okay, shut up. Shut up." 362 00:20:18,448 --> 00:20:22,413 Dan would come down and yell and scream. 363 00:20:22,517 --> 00:20:24,000 There was many times where I had to go, 364 00:20:24,103 --> 00:20:29,344 "Okay, you're creating an atmosphere on this set that is not healthy." 365 00:20:30,689 --> 00:20:33,000 I worked with Dan on All That. 366 00:20:33,689 --> 00:20:35,620 And then came The Amanda Show. 367 00:20:35,724 --> 00:20:38,206 And then came Drake and Josh. 368 00:20:38,310 --> 00:20:41,655 When I worked with Dan, I felt like the bar was always being risen, 369 00:20:41,758 --> 00:20:44,758 and I had to reach that bar. 370 00:20:44,862 --> 00:20:48,965 You had to be as good, or better, or put more hours in, 371 00:20:49,068 --> 00:20:51,379 or do longer things than Dan did. 372 00:20:51,931 --> 00:20:54,137 And we all did it... 373 00:20:54,862 --> 00:20:56,000 Or you got fired. 374 00:20:57,689 --> 00:21:00,689 The edit bay was like a Starship Enterprise. 375 00:21:00,793 --> 00:21:03,551 Dan Schneider would sit in the very back row 376 00:21:03,655 --> 00:21:05,586 and make comments the whole time. 377 00:21:05,689 --> 00:21:07,655 And they were sometimes very degrading. 378 00:21:08,620 --> 00:21:10,310 He would not talk to me directly. 379 00:21:10,413 --> 00:21:13,103 He would say to his associate producer, 380 00:21:13,206 --> 00:21:17,103 "Tell her to make this certain edit." Or, "Tell her to trim this." 381 00:21:17,206 --> 00:21:21,310 Or, "Tell her to, you know, start over," or "Better take." 382 00:21:22,344 --> 00:21:24,862 Dan was a golden child at the time, 383 00:21:24,965 --> 00:21:28,379 and there was always the next show, the next show. 384 00:21:28,482 --> 00:21:33,172 He would run to the mailbox on Monday mornings and get the Nielsen ratings. 385 00:21:33,275 --> 00:21:36,172 I think it put a lot of pressure on Dan 386 00:21:36,275 --> 00:21:38,482 to maintain some kind of number. 387 00:21:39,793 --> 00:21:44,068 I would be editing from 8:00 a.m. to midnight. 388 00:21:44,172 --> 00:21:46,655 You didn't eat, you didn't go to the bathroom. 389 00:21:46,758 --> 00:21:48,344 Dan would be like, 390 00:21:48,448 --> 00:21:52,000 "Wait. Wait a minute." You know? "Can you hold it? Can you wait a minute?" 391 00:21:52,103 --> 00:21:57,655 So, every day was constant pressure to get things done 392 00:21:57,758 --> 00:21:59,241 faster, faster, faster. 393 00:22:00,482 --> 00:22:02,724 One day, I keeled over, 394 00:22:02,827 --> 00:22:05,379 and I ended up having to go to the hospital. 395 00:22:05,482 --> 00:22:08,241 And, as I'm leaving and curled over, 396 00:22:08,344 --> 00:22:12,448 I could hear someone say... 397 00:22:12,551 --> 00:22:15,896 "How is the show going to get finished?" 398 00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:19,448 And I just remember saying, "I'll be right back!" 399 00:22:19,551 --> 00:22:21,206 "I'll be right back." 400 00:22:23,379 --> 00:22:27,068 And then, he promised me a job and didn't give it to me. 401 00:22:27,172 --> 00:22:31,241 Not only was this job that Dan promised me given to someone else, 402 00:22:31,344 --> 00:22:34,068 it was a younger man 403 00:22:34,172 --> 00:22:36,103 who had no experience. 404 00:22:36,206 --> 00:22:38,724 I was livid. 405 00:22:38,827 --> 00:22:42,482 I got up out of my chair and I never came back. 406 00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:48,206 I had enough of promises from Dan that didn't come true. 407 00:22:54,379 --> 00:22:57,000 He was just an egomaniac. 408 00:22:57,103 --> 00:23:00,241 You know, when everybody is just kissing your butt, 409 00:23:00,344 --> 00:23:02,275 and the money's crazy, 410 00:23:02,379 --> 00:23:05,379 yeah, how do you avoid that? I don't know how you avoid that. 411 00:23:05,482 --> 00:23:09,655 In the end, I was going through a disaster in my marriage, 412 00:23:09,758 --> 00:23:11,689 and I was not on my game. 413 00:23:13,034 --> 00:23:15,517 And he never pulled me aside 414 00:23:15,620 --> 00:23:19,310 and said, "Hey, man. Talk to me. What's going on?" 415 00:23:19,413 --> 00:23:22,793 Instead of giving me the note, he would play little games on the set, 416 00:23:22,896 --> 00:23:24,586 almost trying to get me to quit. 417 00:23:25,965 --> 00:23:28,620 I was doing an episode of All That. 418 00:23:28,724 --> 00:23:31,965 We were in the middle of rehearsals, 419 00:23:32,068 --> 00:23:35,965 and Virgil got mad at something. 420 00:23:36,068 --> 00:23:38,482 I don't know what the exchange was or what happened. 421 00:23:38,586 --> 00:23:40,448 The stage manager came to me and said, 422 00:23:40,551 --> 00:23:43,172 "You can go. We'll shoot it and it'll be fine." 423 00:23:43,275 --> 00:23:45,482 I was like, "Okay. 424 00:23:45,586 --> 00:23:49,275 If Dan wants me to go, then have Dan come over here and tell me that." 425 00:23:49,379 --> 00:23:52,000 And she said, "Look, man. 426 00:23:52,103 --> 00:23:53,172 You can go." 427 00:23:54,310 --> 00:23:56,517 I really considered Dan a friend. 428 00:23:56,620 --> 00:24:00,896 And the way it ended, and the way he didn't talk to me, 429 00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:02,344 yeah, bothered me. 430 00:24:02,448 --> 00:24:03,413 A lot. 431 00:24:03,517 --> 00:24:04,517 To this day. 432 00:24:05,310 --> 00:24:06,344 Yeah. 433 00:24:07,931 --> 00:24:10,689 When Virgil left, 434 00:24:10,793 --> 00:24:13,000 you definitely felt a difference, 435 00:24:13,103 --> 00:24:15,931 'cause Virgil was always fighting for us, 436 00:24:16,034 --> 00:24:18,793 going to bat for us, making sure we were okay. 437 00:24:19,655 --> 00:24:21,793 Virgil was very good about that. 438 00:24:23,620 --> 00:24:25,862 I was excited to start my third season. 439 00:24:25,965 --> 00:24:28,517 I thought my dream of being able to take my family, 440 00:24:28,620 --> 00:24:31,551 quite literally, out the hood was on its way. 441 00:24:31,655 --> 00:24:35,275 I kind of knew by this time I was the real problem. 442 00:24:35,379 --> 00:24:38,172 Dan treated Bryan 443 00:24:38,275 --> 00:24:39,931 with caution. 444 00:24:40,034 --> 00:24:41,689 Like, he side-eyed him. 445 00:24:43,206 --> 00:24:48,241 And so, we're in New York City expecting to go back. 446 00:24:48,344 --> 00:24:50,482 We get a call from the agent. She was like, "Come down." 447 00:24:54,517 --> 00:24:56,206 And she told me 448 00:24:56,310 --> 00:24:58,620 Bryan wasn't being invited back. 449 00:25:01,172 --> 00:25:03,000 I was crying... 450 00:25:03,103 --> 00:25:06,862 Because I'm 13, 14, and I've built this family, 451 00:25:06,965 --> 00:25:08,655 and now, I'm not a part of the family anymore? 452 00:25:08,758 --> 00:25:11,241 Like, dang, I didn't even get to say goodbye to my people. 453 00:25:11,344 --> 00:25:13,655 Like my Gio, my Jack, my Kyle. 454 00:25:13,758 --> 00:25:16,275 Like, when am I gonna see them again? 455 00:25:16,379 --> 00:25:19,931 I definitely blamed myself, but I also kind of felt like... 456 00:25:20,034 --> 00:25:22,931 The times that my mom was, you know, raising hell, 457 00:25:23,034 --> 00:25:25,620 that, maybe, that had a lot to do with 458 00:25:25,724 --> 00:25:27,620 the collective decision to kick me off. 459 00:25:27,724 --> 00:25:29,482 It was "Get them out of here!" 460 00:25:30,379 --> 00:25:31,655 And that's Hollywood. 461 00:25:31,758 --> 00:25:33,724 But I wasn't prepared for that. 462 00:25:37,103 --> 00:25:39,827 The day that we were told... 463 00:25:41,931 --> 00:25:46,172 In that moment, he grew up, and his body language showed it. 464 00:25:46,275 --> 00:25:49,068 Just showed this man protruding out, 465 00:25:49,172 --> 00:25:52,965 and that's a man that didn't trust his mom anymore. 466 00:25:53,068 --> 00:25:54,344 It ruined us. 467 00:25:57,758 --> 00:25:59,068 And you can't get that... 468 00:25:59,172 --> 00:26:01,448 Like, the moment, you can't get it back. 469 00:26:03,620 --> 00:26:06,896 Getting kicked off the show definitely was the stage-setter 470 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,862 for a lot of issues that I still face today. 471 00:26:09,965 --> 00:26:12,551 As a Black man in therapy, 472 00:26:12,655 --> 00:26:15,413 a lot of issues that I'm currently overcoming. 473 00:26:15,517 --> 00:26:18,068 But I feel like everything happens for a reason. 474 00:26:18,172 --> 00:26:19,034 You know what I mean? 475 00:26:20,137 --> 00:26:24,034 Maybe I wasn't supposed to be on set anymore. 476 00:26:24,137 --> 00:26:28,379 I had no idea what I was saving my son from. 477 00:26:28,482 --> 00:26:30,068 It was a house of horrors. 478 00:26:30,896 --> 00:26:32,034 No kidding. 479 00:26:32,137 --> 00:26:34,241 House of horrors. 480 00:26:39,827 --> 00:26:41,758 Van Nuys division officers have arrested the suspected child predator, 481 00:26:41,862 --> 00:26:44,103 28-year-old Jason Michael Handy of Sherman Oaks. 482 00:26:44,206 --> 00:26:46,137 Handy has connections to the TV industry... 483 00:26:46,241 --> 00:26:49,758 Phone rang and it was a woman on the other line. 484 00:26:49,862 --> 00:26:54,862 She announced herself as a detective from the LA police department. 485 00:26:54,965 --> 00:26:59,241 And she said, "We'd like to speak with Brandi about Jason Handy. 486 00:26:59,344 --> 00:27:02,241 Are you familiar with that name?" 487 00:27:02,344 --> 00:27:06,793 And I said, "I am very familiar with that name." 488 00:27:08,793 --> 00:27:10,344 Jason Handy, 489 00:27:10,448 --> 00:27:13,344 he looked like a goofy white boy from Nebraska. 490 00:27:15,241 --> 00:27:17,000 "Hey, guys, how you doing? 491 00:27:17,103 --> 00:27:19,206 Okay, We're going to sit now." 492 00:27:19,310 --> 00:27:22,068 Jason was a regular member of the crew. 493 00:27:22,172 --> 00:27:26,103 He even appeared on screen at the end of a number of episodes. 494 00:27:27,620 --> 00:27:31,793 Jason Handy was a PA, production assistant. 495 00:27:31,896 --> 00:27:35,034 I remember him being a pretty nice kid. 496 00:27:35,137 --> 00:27:37,896 He was around a lot 497 00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:40,310 because, as the PA, 498 00:27:40,413 --> 00:27:42,517 like, it was his job 499 00:27:42,620 --> 00:27:45,827 to basically walk the kids around the set, 500 00:27:45,931 --> 00:27:50,000 often outside of the presence of their parents. 501 00:27:50,896 --> 00:27:52,586 There's Jason. 502 00:27:52,689 --> 00:27:56,344 Lisa and I would have Bible study on set, and Jason would join us. 503 00:27:56,448 --> 00:28:01,448 He appeared to be this really nice, genuine person. 504 00:28:01,551 --> 00:28:06,241 I had people write notes to me, like a yearbook. 505 00:28:06,344 --> 00:28:08,620 And this is Jason. 506 00:28:08,724 --> 00:28:11,931 "Keep your trust in God and don't forget me. 507 00:28:12,034 --> 00:28:17,034 You and all the kids are why I work for free half the week. 508 00:28:17,137 --> 00:28:19,172 I love you. Jason." 509 00:28:22,172 --> 00:28:24,000 Law enforcement had been tipped off 510 00:28:24,103 --> 00:28:27,206 about Jason Handy's inappropriate behavior towards children. 511 00:28:28,275 --> 00:28:30,827 So, in 2003, they searched his home. 512 00:28:30,931 --> 00:28:35,344 They find this enormous trove of child pornography. 513 00:28:37,206 --> 00:28:39,482 "Over 10,000 images of children, 514 00:28:39,586 --> 00:28:44,586 including 1,768 images of young girls in erotic poses, 515 00:28:44,689 --> 00:28:49,103 238 images of young girls in sexually explicit poses, 516 00:28:49,206 --> 00:28:52,965 and two images of girls engaged in "bondage activity". 517 00:28:53,068 --> 00:28:55,586 One of the CDs included seven video files of minors 518 00:28:55,689 --> 00:28:57,793 engaged in sexually explicit conduct. 519 00:28:59,551 --> 00:29:04,827 The officer said, "We found Ziploc bags, 520 00:29:04,931 --> 00:29:07,620 each one with a girl's name on it, 521 00:29:07,724 --> 00:29:10,068 and each Ziploc bag had... 522 00:29:11,551 --> 00:29:14,034 Some kind of token in it." 523 00:29:14,137 --> 00:29:18,000 And she said that, "The reason I'm calling is we found a Ziploc bag 524 00:29:18,103 --> 00:29:19,551 with Brandi's name on it. 525 00:29:20,931 --> 00:29:24,896 And there were letters from her in that Ziploc bag." 526 00:29:28,172 --> 00:29:32,655 She had started describing some of the other bags and what were in them. 527 00:29:32,758 --> 00:29:34,758 There was a Ziploc bag... 528 00:29:36,758 --> 00:29:38,862 With a girl's name on it. 529 00:29:38,965 --> 00:29:42,896 She was seven years old and it was a pair of her underwear in that bag. 530 00:29:46,586 --> 00:29:48,793 She started telling me that a lot of parents 531 00:29:48,896 --> 00:29:51,793 did not wanna be involved in the investigation, 532 00:29:51,896 --> 00:29:54,517 and they said we would really like to speak with Brandi. 533 00:29:57,344 --> 00:30:02,413 I didn't want people to lay the blame on her in any way. 534 00:30:04,724 --> 00:30:10,448 But my decision in allowing Brandi to talk with the detectives 535 00:30:10,551 --> 00:30:13,344 was that we would find justice for her, 536 00:30:13,448 --> 00:30:16,413 and that we would get closure. 537 00:30:16,517 --> 00:30:19,206 One of the most disturbing things that law enforcement found 538 00:30:19,310 --> 00:30:22,689 when they searched Jason Handy's home was Handy's own journals, 539 00:30:22,793 --> 00:30:28,034 where he spells out how he feels about these young children. 540 00:30:28,758 --> 00:30:31,241 "I am a pedophile, full blown. 541 00:30:32,931 --> 00:30:37,827 I really have been giving in to my desire for little girls these past few weeks." 542 00:30:37,931 --> 00:30:40,620 And, "I even struggle on a day to day basis 543 00:30:40,724 --> 00:30:43,758 of how I can find a victim to rape if I have to." 544 00:30:46,724 --> 00:30:51,965 Eventually, Brandi had to go to court and testify against him. 545 00:30:53,758 --> 00:30:56,448 There was another family there. 546 00:30:56,551 --> 00:30:59,275 Their daughter was there to testify against Jason. 547 00:31:00,655 --> 00:31:03,344 They fell into his trap also. 548 00:31:04,862 --> 00:31:08,275 It went a little bit further on their end. 549 00:31:08,379 --> 00:31:11,896 Jason Handy meets another girl on a different Nickelodeon show, 550 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:13,068 Cousin Skeeter. 551 00:31:14,793 --> 00:31:16,551 She was just a guest star on the show. 552 00:31:16,655 --> 00:31:18,689 They became friendly and... 553 00:31:18,793 --> 00:31:21,206 On one day in the spring or summer of 2000, 554 00:31:21,310 --> 00:31:23,103 when the girl was nine years old, 555 00:31:23,206 --> 00:31:26,310 she and Jason Handy were playing video games in her bedroom. 556 00:31:31,034 --> 00:31:33,000 He kissed her twice and, on the second kiss, 557 00:31:33,103 --> 00:31:35,068 he tried to force his tongue inside her mouth. 558 00:31:35,172 --> 00:31:37,827 She backed away, feeling uncomfortable about the kisses. 559 00:31:43,172 --> 00:31:46,241 He told her not to tell her mother about the kisses. 560 00:31:46,344 --> 00:31:49,275 He had also told this young girl, 561 00:31:49,379 --> 00:31:53,275 "I can get you on other shows." 562 00:31:53,379 --> 00:31:56,275 So, there was that promise of... 563 00:31:56,379 --> 00:32:00,482 He's going to take her far in this business. 564 00:32:02,620 --> 00:32:05,689 Ultimately, Jason was sentenced to six years 565 00:32:05,793 --> 00:32:10,241 on two felony counts and one misdemeanor involving two girls, 566 00:32:10,344 --> 00:32:11,724 one of whom was Brandi. 567 00:32:11,827 --> 00:32:13,482 - Brandi! - Hi! 568 00:32:13,586 --> 00:32:15,965 Hello, Brandi! 569 00:32:16,068 --> 00:32:22,931 I no longer trusted anybody with children in this industry. 570 00:32:24,206 --> 00:32:28,206 I felt abandoned. 571 00:32:30,206 --> 00:32:33,137 There was never any apology 572 00:32:33,241 --> 00:32:36,896 to Brandi herself for what happened. 573 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:42,310 Everything got swept under the rug. 574 00:32:45,241 --> 00:32:47,275 He was gone. He was disappeared. 575 00:32:47,379 --> 00:32:50,931 And folks talked about it a little bit. 576 00:32:51,034 --> 00:32:54,620 But there's this sort of, like, steamroller effect 577 00:32:54,724 --> 00:32:58,206 of the pressure of the environment... 578 00:32:58,862 --> 00:33:00,724 That the show must go on. 579 00:33:03,172 --> 00:33:07,275 Jason was arrested in April of 2003. 580 00:33:07,379 --> 00:33:12,241 Just four months later, another member of the crew was arrested. 581 00:33:12,344 --> 00:33:15,724 Wait! Two pedophiles? What is that? 582 00:33:15,827 --> 00:33:16,827 What is that? 583 00:33:23,689 --> 00:33:26,482 Look, there's Brian Peck, 584 00:33:26,586 --> 00:33:28,793 AKA Pickle Boy. 585 00:33:28,896 --> 00:33:33,724 Pickle Boy likes to hurt and tease pickles. 586 00:33:36,344 --> 00:33:39,344 Pickle Boy was this, like, character 587 00:33:39,448 --> 00:33:43,655 that returned again and again and again 588 00:33:43,758 --> 00:33:46,344 throughout the seasons of All That. 589 00:33:46,448 --> 00:33:48,655 Pickle Boy appeared in every episode, 590 00:33:48,758 --> 00:33:50,758 and he's often interacting with a celebrity. 591 00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:52,896 Hello! 592 00:33:53,000 --> 00:33:54,206 Anyone? 593 00:33:55,724 --> 00:33:57,344 I gotta get something to eat! 594 00:34:04,241 --> 00:34:05,413 A pickle. 595 00:34:07,241 --> 00:34:08,758 We just went with it. 596 00:34:10,482 --> 00:34:13,896 Pickles? Look, this is the mind of Dan Schneider. You gotta ask him. 597 00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:15,827 There was this referencing to like, 598 00:34:15,931 --> 00:34:19,379 "Oh, yeah! Dan just has a weird sense of humor." 599 00:34:19,482 --> 00:34:21,068 That was like... 600 00:34:21,172 --> 00:34:23,724 "The pickles don't look like penises to you?" 601 00:34:29,827 --> 00:34:32,965 This is a children's television show. 602 00:34:33,068 --> 00:34:35,241 Wait, why is this in the show? What is... 603 00:34:35,344 --> 00:34:38,137 What is the joke here exactly? 604 00:34:38,241 --> 00:34:40,241 There's this weird element of, like, 605 00:34:40,344 --> 00:34:43,655 they all were able to, like, pull a fast one and get away with it. 606 00:34:44,862 --> 00:34:47,413 And that's, like, a part of the joke. 607 00:34:47,517 --> 00:34:51,000 Brian Peck worked closely with Dan as this dialogue coach. 608 00:34:51,103 --> 00:34:55,413 And Brian is seen as this guy on set who's just helping with the kids. 609 00:34:55,517 --> 00:35:00,000 He's very much one of the cogs in the Dan Schneider machine. 610 00:35:00,103 --> 00:35:01,862 I'll see you in hell! 611 00:35:01,965 --> 00:35:03,793 Brian first connected with Dan's World 612 00:35:03,896 --> 00:35:06,862 playing small roles in Good Burger and Kenan and Kel. 613 00:35:06,965 --> 00:35:08,965 Let's get these balls a bouncin'. 614 00:35:09,068 --> 00:35:10,724 And there are these behind-the-scenes clips 615 00:35:10,827 --> 00:35:13,620 where you see Brian Peck joking around on set. 616 00:35:13,724 --> 00:35:17,482 I... I'm not just Pickle Boy, but I'm also a trained professional 617 00:35:17,586 --> 00:35:19,724 who works here on the set of All That. 618 00:35:19,827 --> 00:35:22,448 You can tell by my very important-looking headset. 619 00:35:22,551 --> 00:35:24,482 I'm sorry. Hang on. 620 00:35:24,586 --> 00:35:26,275 Yeah, do you want fries with that? 621 00:35:26,379 --> 00:35:29,448 Everybody loved Brian. 622 00:35:29,551 --> 00:35:31,586 He was charming, he was clever, 623 00:35:31,689 --> 00:35:34,620 and he was around all the time. 624 00:35:34,724 --> 00:35:36,586 We played foosball with Brian. 625 00:35:36,689 --> 00:35:39,517 We played Nintendo with Brian. 626 00:35:39,620 --> 00:35:41,068 He was funny. 627 00:35:41,172 --> 00:35:43,758 It's also important to note, like, all the parents loved him, too. 628 00:35:43,862 --> 00:35:46,379 Like, everybody trusted Brian. 629 00:35:46,482 --> 00:35:49,586 I would walk on Brian's back. 630 00:35:49,689 --> 00:35:52,034 I guess, looking at it now as an adult, 631 00:35:52,137 --> 00:35:53,965 that was kind of weird. 632 00:35:56,206 --> 00:35:59,724 "Hey, Giovonnie, thank you for walking on my back. 633 00:35:59,827 --> 00:36:03,172 It really cut down on my chiropractic bills." 634 00:36:03,275 --> 00:36:06,965 But there are moments where Brian joking around on set 635 00:36:07,068 --> 00:36:08,689 feels a little bit off. 636 00:36:11,137 --> 00:36:12,413 Later, Kyle. 637 00:36:13,724 --> 00:36:16,275 But we were there for so many hours, 638 00:36:16,379 --> 00:36:18,172 you'd get comfortable with people... 639 00:36:24,103 --> 00:36:25,068 Until you're not. 640 00:36:28,448 --> 00:36:30,551 I remember, at the time, 641 00:36:30,655 --> 00:36:33,137 I think it was about, like, two and a half years in, 642 00:36:33,241 --> 00:36:37,620 everyone went to Brian's house for a barbecue. 643 00:36:37,724 --> 00:36:39,793 And his house was a little off. 644 00:36:41,413 --> 00:36:43,965 He had a room that was just dedicated to, like, 645 00:36:44,068 --> 00:36:46,413 vintage toys and comic books, 646 00:36:46,517 --> 00:36:52,344 and he converted his garage into, like, a Planet of the Apes shrine. 647 00:36:53,931 --> 00:36:59,137 I noticed a painting in the room that stuck out to me 648 00:36:59,241 --> 00:37:02,034 because it had nothing to do with Planet of the Apes. 649 00:37:02,137 --> 00:37:05,551 It was of a birthday clown holding balloons. 650 00:37:05,655 --> 00:37:08,586 And Brian got very excited when I asked him about it. 651 00:37:08,689 --> 00:37:12,344 He flipped the thing around and, on the back, it said, 652 00:37:12,448 --> 00:37:16,206 "To Brian, I hope you enjoy the painting. 653 00:37:16,310 --> 00:37:20,000 Best wishes. Your friend, John Wayne Gacy." 654 00:37:22,793 --> 00:37:25,827 It was a self-portrait of serial killer John Wayne Gacy. 655 00:37:28,655 --> 00:37:31,241 At this point, I'm, like, 14. 656 00:37:31,344 --> 00:37:34,275 I didn't know, like, the details, 657 00:37:34,379 --> 00:37:36,724 but I knew, like, this guy is a serial killer 658 00:37:36,827 --> 00:37:41,000 who, like, killed a lot of young men and boys. 659 00:37:41,103 --> 00:37:43,965 My instinct was, like, everyone has to see this. 660 00:37:44,068 --> 00:37:46,931 And so, like, all the parents and the kids come into the room. 661 00:37:47,034 --> 00:37:49,448 And, then, Brian presents the painting again. 662 00:37:51,206 --> 00:37:55,344 And Brian actually developed a pen pal relationship with John. 663 00:37:55,448 --> 00:38:01,724 He kept, like, this pile of letters and photos from John Wayne Gacy 664 00:38:01,827 --> 00:38:03,482 in his nightstand next to his bed. 665 00:38:03,586 --> 00:38:09,000 And he, like, pulls them out and starts showing them to me. 666 00:38:09,103 --> 00:38:11,827 Your instinct is to give someone the benefit of the doubt 667 00:38:11,931 --> 00:38:13,827 if you've known them for that long, 668 00:38:13,931 --> 00:38:18,344 even in the face of, like, this really bad sign. 669 00:38:18,448 --> 00:38:22,758 It was one of those, like, classic failures of group psychology, 670 00:38:22,862 --> 00:38:25,655 this man who is, like, trusted 671 00:38:25,758 --> 00:38:28,000 as basically a supervisor of kids... 672 00:38:30,034 --> 00:38:31,137 Is not safe. 673 00:38:34,103 --> 00:38:36,862 It was probably just, like, several months after this. 674 00:38:36,965 --> 00:38:40,034 One Monday morning, we have the table read. 675 00:38:41,724 --> 00:38:44,586 That table read was so weird. 676 00:38:44,689 --> 00:38:47,931 The energy was really off. 677 00:38:48,034 --> 00:38:50,586 There were people that I had not seen before. 678 00:38:50,689 --> 00:38:54,793 And after we, like, do the table read, Dan says, 679 00:38:54,896 --> 00:38:59,172 "Would it be possible for the parents to leave the room for a moment 680 00:38:59,275 --> 00:39:02,000 so that our friends can talk to the kids?" 681 00:39:02,931 --> 00:39:04,689 We thought it was an announcement. 682 00:39:04,793 --> 00:39:08,275 Like, "Hey, we're gonna go over some stuff." 683 00:39:09,758 --> 00:39:12,896 And this happens just after Brian Peck is arrested 684 00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:16,620 on 11 charges of child sexual abuse. 685 00:39:24,517 --> 00:39:27,793 And these charges are related to a child actor. 686 00:39:34,103 --> 00:39:36,689 We were like, "What? 687 00:39:36,793 --> 00:39:38,758 Are you sure? Brian Peck?" 688 00:39:39,965 --> 00:39:42,724 And, then, these guys 689 00:39:42,827 --> 00:39:46,655 said something to the effect of, like, "Brian isn't gonna be here anymore. 690 00:39:46,758 --> 00:39:49,931 Does anyone have anything they'd like to say?" 691 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:57,965 That was one of the most awkward silences of my life. 692 00:39:58,068 --> 00:39:59,413 Everyone was, like, looking at everyone else. 693 00:39:59,517 --> 00:40:02,241 Basically wondering, like, is someone gonna admit 694 00:40:02,344 --> 00:40:05,827 that, like, they were abused by Brian? 695 00:40:05,931 --> 00:40:08,206 Thinking about it now, as an adult, 696 00:40:08,310 --> 00:40:10,896 and having the parents leave the room... 697 00:40:12,758 --> 00:40:14,103 That was a little sus. 698 00:40:17,137 --> 00:40:23,310 At the time, that experience was really disillusioning. 699 00:40:23,413 --> 00:40:27,896 It left a lasting impact on me in terms of how the world works. 700 00:40:29,344 --> 00:40:31,689 We go through enough as child actors, 701 00:40:31,793 --> 00:40:34,448 and for us to not feel like we have a voice, 702 00:40:34,551 --> 00:40:37,103 that's worse... 703 00:40:37,206 --> 00:40:39,620 'Cause you don't know who you're supposed to trust. 704 00:40:42,034 --> 00:40:46,931 After this, like, very awkward pregnant pause, 705 00:40:47,034 --> 00:40:50,793 the lawyerly fellows were like, "Okay, thank you very much." 706 00:40:50,896 --> 00:40:53,000 And, then, Dan was like, "All right!" 707 00:40:53,103 --> 00:40:56,551 And then, everyone got up, and that was that. 708 00:41:05,344 --> 00:41:08,379 To hear that Brian Peck was a sexual predator, 709 00:41:08,482 --> 00:41:12,172 it made me wonder immediately about... 710 00:41:13,413 --> 00:41:16,793 Who was being hurt. 711 00:41:16,896 --> 00:41:21,862 Who it is, when it happened, where it happened, 712 00:41:21,965 --> 00:41:24,379 I have no idea. 713 00:41:24,482 --> 00:41:27,793 It wasn't dealing with anybody on the shows or anything, right? 714 00:41:27,896 --> 00:41:29,137 It was a child actor. 715 00:41:29,896 --> 00:41:31,620 On one of our shows? 716 00:41:31,724 --> 00:41:32,724 Yes. 60229

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