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True story from thread @JEROPOINT
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This is the story of my life...
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...my brother Yoga...
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...and my parents, who lived in our grim house.
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I was seven years old.
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I can still recall it.
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Everything was horrifying.
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Everything happened so fast.
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Leaving an everlasting trauma.
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Mom...
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...tonight is New Year's Eve.
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Do you want us to have a celebration
at home to make you happy?
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You don't like it mom?
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Listen to your dad.
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For the sake of you and
your brother's life.
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I will, Mom.
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Dad!
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Tilt her head back.
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Maybe her fever is too high.
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Hurry and give her the medicine!
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Her medicine.
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- Mom!
- Where are you going? You need to help Mom!
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Where are you going? Leave.
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I said leave!
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Please.
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Please don't hurt my wife.
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Please!
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Please don't!
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Mom!
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Mom!
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Mom...
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If you want to...
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...I can tell Dad...
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...to bring you to the town square
to see the firework.
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I'll take care of Mom here.
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There's no need for that.
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I'm just reminded...
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...of when Mom was healthy.
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She was always the most excited person
to celebrate New Year's Eve.
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- When she's well, we can...
- Yoga.
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Nadia.
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Honey.
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Come here.
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Mom.
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Are you well now, Mom?
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I want to celebrate New Year's Eve
with all of you.
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My prayer is heard.
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Let's eat.
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Okay.
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Thank you.
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Why won't you share with your little sister?
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I would on other things.
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But I haven't tasted Mom's cooking for a long time.
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Here.
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Mom, Dad...
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...why do I only get two shrimps?
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Yoga, share them with your little sister.
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Be fair. Come on.
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Share them.
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That's it.
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Happy New Year!
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Happy New Year!
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Now, finish your meal.
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To celebrate Mom's recovery...
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...tomorrow...
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...We will go out tomorrow.
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Yay!
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Mom, would you please fill this jug?
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Mom!
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Mom!
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Dad!
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Mom!
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Mom!
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Mom!
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Help!
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Mom!
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Mom!
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Honey!
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Mom!
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Mom!
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Three Months Later
(2002)
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Setya.
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Yes, Sir?
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Is that...
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...Mrs. Lastri?
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It is her.
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Isn't she a regular customer of the shop next door?
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Not only her.
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That guy. And that young woman, too.
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They were all regular customers of the shop next door.
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They all come here now.
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Thank God.
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We've only been open for three months
but we have this many customers.
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Good.
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Go back to your work.
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Yes, Sir. I'm going to continue unloading there.
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Setya!
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Yoga?
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Yoga?
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Yoga?
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He's in the bedroom.
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- Thanks.
- Yeah.
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Yoga?
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I still don't understand Dad.
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Why wouldn't he clean Mom's blood?
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Instead of changing the tiles.
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Have you ever felt that Dad's rules are weird?
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You know Dad doesn't like
when we ask questions.
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You better help me with my homework.
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Nad!
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The tile's moving.
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Moving?
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Yes, I saw it moving.
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Yoga!
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Yoga!
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What's wrong with you? Yoga!
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Yoga!
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What happened?
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Bring the goat to the usual place.
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And then go back to the shop.
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Yes, Sir.
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Let's eat.
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Come on.
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Yoga, let's eat.
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I want Mom's cooking.
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I'm telling you to eat.
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You let Mom die.
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You let this house be in
a messy condition for so long.
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Full of dust and dirt
and it made Mom sick.
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Yoga, enough.
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You know...
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...we were renovating it.
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But you forbade us to clean up!
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You rules must be the reason
Mom was unhappy and killed herself!
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Does your cheek still hurt?
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Not anymore.
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Don't make Dad angry again.
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I don't like seeing you get scolded.
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I miss Mom.
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Me too.
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Yoga.
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Yoga.
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Nad.
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Do you hear Mom's voice?
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Maybe it was a dream.
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Mom?
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Mom?
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Nad?
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Nine Years Later
(2011)
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If you have something in your mind...
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...tell me.
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Don't vent in a wrong way like this.
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Since Mom died...
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...I feel like I lost you too.
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You always alienate yourself.
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If I ask what's wrong with you...
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...you always keep it to yourself.
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You still have a family.
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So if something happens...
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...you can share it, you know.
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Dad and I have agreed...
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...to bring you to a psychiatrist.
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Do you think I'm crazy?
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I just want you to get well.
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I'm not crazy!
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Whatever.
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Nad.
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Nad.
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I know Dad's secret.
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I wanted to tell you.
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But I don't want you to think too much about it.
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Now I'm sure you're old enough...
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...to know who Dad really is.
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Nadia!
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Come on.
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Come on, Nad.
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What is this, Dad?
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Answer me!
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It's none of your business!
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What is this, Dad?
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Dad!
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Yoga...
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There's nothing to hide, Dad!
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We know already!
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You killed Mom.
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Yog...
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Hit me.
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Hit me!
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Don't be silent.
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You were silent when Mom was sick.
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I was scared every day that
I wouldn't have a mother anymore.
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You should be the one who died.
You should be the one who died!
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I am the one who should've died.
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I am the one who should've died!
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I was only a poor merchant.
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I didn't have anything.
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I didn't have a place to live.
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To have a free place to live,
I had to serve as a caretaker of this house.
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For what?
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I just wanted to be like other parents!
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To be able to feed you.
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To be able to put you in school.
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To be able to give you anything you want.
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It went well at first.
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With the head of the goat's ritual...
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...the non-stop house renovation...
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...and keeping the house messy.
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But after that...
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After all that I got...
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Money...
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A car...
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A shop, this house...
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The creature came back.
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If there was a way to replace your mother,
I would do it.
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Honey?
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Honey?
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What happened to you?
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The creature...
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...came to me in a dream.
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- It asked for...
- Yoga?
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I had the same dream.
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Take care of our children, okay?
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No. Don't say that.
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In the dream, it has agreed...
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...for me to replace Yoga.
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No.
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- No!
- Honey.
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- Let me replace him.
- Honey. Listen to me.
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The deal has been made. Let me go.
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I only ask that whatever happens to our kids,
don't let them know.
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I don't want them to live in fear.
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Honey, promise me. Honey.
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From then on, your mother fell sick.
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And every time she felt sick,
I came to this room...
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...to ask for it to take my life instead!
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But I failed! I can't let this be.
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I can't let it continue.
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Yoga!
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Yoga!
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- Stay away!
- Yoga!
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Stop this!
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- Stay away!
- Stop this!
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Stop it!
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Yoga!
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Enough.
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I'm sorry.
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Forgive my son.
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Forgive my son.
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Yog! Yoga!
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- Where are you going?
- Anywhere!
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Yoga! Don't leave this place!
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- Let me go!
- No one can leave! Yoga!
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Yoga?
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Yoga?
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What did you see?
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What are you scared of?
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Stop it!
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Don't be afraid.
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There's nothing.
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Try to sum the values of number 1 to 10...
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- ...by clicking formula, then autosum...
- Typing...How To Stop Kandang Bubrah.
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Rina, your presentation is good.
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Just learn how to put
the caption image to make it clearer.
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- Typing...The goat ritual
- Okay now,
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I'll connect Nadya's
screen to the projector.
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Nadia, it's your turn.
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Do you want to read a book?
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I'm the library's on-duty helper today.
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What book do you want me to find?
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Do the science kids learn sociology now?
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Sit down.
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Let me watch the door.
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I'm fine. You don't need to watch it.
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Order in the library is my responsibility.
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You still can't find it yet?
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Not yet.
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We've taken apart
several sets of cables for a week.
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But nothing is damaged.
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The electricity panel is also fine.
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Hello?
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Nadia...
284
00:35:23,583 --> 00:35:25,291
...is Mr. Suyatmo still at the house?
285
00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:28,208
Wait, isn't my dad at the shop?
286
00:35:28,625 --> 00:35:32,625
He's not here yet.
And he can't be reached either.
287
00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:34,958
Let me call him, then.
288
00:35:36,458 --> 00:35:37,500
Okay.
289
00:35:38,875 --> 00:35:41,708
Sir, let's call the National Electricity Company.
290
00:35:42,500 --> 00:35:43,625
No.
291
00:35:44,083 --> 00:35:45,625
Mr. Suyatmo doesn't allow that.
292
00:35:47,541 --> 00:35:50,208
Maybe it's time for us to find another project.
293
00:35:50,791 --> 00:35:54,083
There have been too many weird things happening here.
294
00:35:54,958 --> 00:35:56,000
What weird things?
295
00:35:56,875 --> 00:35:58,125
You're paid well, aren't you?
296
00:35:59,208 --> 00:36:03,083
And while you work here,
your kids can get high education, can't they?
297
00:36:18,666 --> 00:36:19,708
Yoga.
298
00:36:20,250 --> 00:36:22,500
I can't reach Dad since this afternoon.
299
00:36:22,750 --> 00:36:24,833
I'm all alone now at home.
300
00:36:25,291 --> 00:36:26,333
I'm still at the cam...
301
00:36:27,916 --> 00:36:28,958
Hello?
302
00:37:08,958 --> 00:37:10,208
Hey, Nadia.
303
00:37:10,291 --> 00:37:11,375
Excuse me.
304
00:37:12,125 --> 00:37:14,708
The electricity at the house isn't fixed yet.
305
00:37:15,750 --> 00:37:19,916
May I charge my phone here
while waiting for my dad?
306
00:37:20,250 --> 00:37:21,958
You may. Come in.
307
00:37:24,166 --> 00:37:25,208
Excuse me.
308
00:37:32,791 --> 00:37:34,791
Nadia, come eat with us here.
309
00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:37,833
I'm cooking the goat your dad gave us.
310
00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:42,416
I've had dinner, Ma'am. Thank you.
311
00:37:43,416 --> 00:37:48,291
Since I was pregnant with Tono,
I've been giving him meat from your dad.
312
00:37:48,416 --> 00:37:52,291
That's why the kids are healthy and plump.
313
00:38:31,750 --> 00:38:32,791
Nad?
314
00:38:34,666 --> 00:38:35,708
Nad?
315
00:38:40,708 --> 00:38:41,791
Nadia?
316
00:38:46,791 --> 00:38:47,833
Nad?
317
00:38:54,916 --> 00:38:57,041
Help!
318
00:38:57,125 --> 00:38:58,166
Nadia?
319
00:38:59,791 --> 00:39:02,791
- Nad?
- Yoga, help!
320
00:39:03,083 --> 00:39:04,125
Nadia?
321
00:39:05,125 --> 00:39:06,208
Nad?
322
00:39:07,791 --> 00:39:09,666
- Help!
- Nadia!
323
00:40:35,791 --> 00:40:37,583
Go away!
324
00:40:41,958 --> 00:40:43,041
Go away!
325
00:40:43,125 --> 00:40:45,708
- Yoga, it's me, Nadia.
- Go away!
326
00:40:45,791 --> 00:40:47,458
It's me, Nadia.
327
00:40:51,500 --> 00:40:52,916
What's wrong with you?
328
00:41:19,125 --> 00:41:20,458
Where have you been?
329
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:22,666
I've been looking for you all day.
330
00:41:22,833 --> 00:41:25,250
My usual goat vendor doesn't have a black goat.
331
00:41:26,250 --> 00:41:28,208
He told me to find one in a small village.
332
00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:31,166
Why didn't you tell Setya to take care of this?
333
00:41:31,458 --> 00:41:33,000
I can't, Nadia.
334
00:41:41,166 --> 00:41:43,916
I don't want someone to be suspicious
and find out about this.
335
00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:45,250
So, let me take care of this all.
336
00:41:45,333 --> 00:41:48,791
We have to find help
as soon as possible to end this.
337
00:41:48,875 --> 00:41:51,125
To stop the deal will be a disaster for us.
338
00:41:51,208 --> 00:41:52,625
But Yoga keeps on being terrorized.
339
00:41:52,708 --> 00:41:54,708
He never listens to me.
340
00:42:01,541 --> 00:42:02,666
Forgive me, Yoga.
341
00:42:05,625 --> 00:42:06,750
It is my fault.
342
00:42:08,291 --> 00:42:09,625
But just so you know...
343
00:42:10,291 --> 00:42:11,791
...after your mother died...
344
00:42:12,125 --> 00:42:14,500
...the ritual I've been doing is to save us.
345
00:42:16,208 --> 00:42:18,125
To avoid the death of another human.
346
00:42:20,208 --> 00:42:22,791
So please, listen to me.
347
00:42:28,750 --> 00:42:29,958
Please.
348
00:42:37,625 --> 00:42:38,916
"Listen to your dad."
349
00:42:41,125 --> 00:42:43,125
"For the sake of you and
your brother's life."
350
00:42:48,750 --> 00:42:50,083
That was Mom's last request.
351
00:42:51,625 --> 00:42:52,666
Before she died.
352
00:44:45,000 --> 00:44:48,458
6 MONTHS LATER (2011)
353
00:45:07,708 --> 00:45:09,083
Mom always...
354
00:45:10,291 --> 00:45:12,083
...hid her wound from us.
355
00:45:13,333 --> 00:45:16,166
She always said she was okay.
356
00:45:22,500 --> 00:45:24,750
Now I experience what she experienced.
357
00:45:29,208 --> 00:45:30,750
But I'm not as tough as mom.
358
00:45:39,250 --> 00:45:42,333
Close your eyes and ears when they're around.
359
00:45:46,166 --> 00:45:49,250
If something happens, you do that.
360
00:45:52,041 --> 00:45:54,458
At least that's what makes me survive to this day.
361
00:46:00,458 --> 00:46:01,500
Listen to me.
362
00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:06,000
We've obeyed mom's last request.
363
00:46:06,333 --> 00:46:08,500
To do what dad tells us.
364
00:46:09,750 --> 00:46:13,125
So, I'm certain we'll be okay.
365
00:46:27,958 --> 00:46:29,083
Is any one of them ready?
366
00:46:29,833 --> 00:46:31,625
Almost, in a second.
367
00:46:32,166 --> 00:46:33,708
Are the fireworks on yet?
368
00:46:36,583 --> 00:46:37,625
Five more minutes.
369
00:46:38,000 --> 00:46:39,041
Five minutes.
370
00:46:41,583 --> 00:46:43,166
Yog. Let me do it.
371
00:46:43,708 --> 00:46:44,750
Here.
372
00:46:47,375 --> 00:46:48,416
These ones are done.
373
00:47:00,958 --> 00:47:03,666
I'm gonna get my jacket. It's cold.
374
00:47:05,916 --> 00:47:07,458
- Don't be long!
- Okay.
375
00:47:08,208 --> 00:47:10,083
- Five more minutes!
- Okay.
376
00:48:13,166 --> 00:48:14,291
Wow!
377
00:48:14,750 --> 00:48:18,041
- Happy New Year!
- Happy New Year, Dad.
378
00:48:18,375 --> 00:48:20,500
- Where's your brother?
- I'll get him.
379
00:48:20,583 --> 00:48:21,625
Get him.
380
00:48:21,833 --> 00:48:24,666
- Yoga! Hang on.
- Okay.
381
00:48:25,583 --> 00:48:28,833
Yoga! The fireworks have started.
382
00:48:30,625 --> 00:48:31,666
Yoga!
383
00:48:37,583 --> 00:48:38,666
Yoga!
384
00:48:41,708 --> 00:48:42,791
Yoga!
385
00:48:45,875 --> 00:48:46,916
Yoga!
386
00:48:48,875 --> 00:48:50,000
Yoga!
387
00:48:50,958 --> 00:48:52,083
Dad!
388
00:48:52,291 --> 00:48:53,750
Yoga...
389
00:48:54,666 --> 00:48:56,375
Dad! Yoga...
390
00:48:59,250 --> 00:49:01,708
Yoga... Yoga!
391
00:49:03,333 --> 00:49:04,791
Yoga!
392
00:49:04,958 --> 00:49:06,208
Yoga!
393
00:49:06,541 --> 00:49:07,666
Yoga?
394
00:49:25,041 --> 00:49:26,083
Yoga!
395
00:49:36,833 --> 00:49:37,875
Yoga!
396
00:49:42,875 --> 00:49:44,083
Yoga!
397
00:50:15,166 --> 00:50:16,500
Yoga!
398
00:50:16,791 --> 00:50:17,833
Yoga!
399
00:50:17,916 --> 00:50:20,583
Don't leave me!
400
00:50:22,666 --> 00:50:23,750
Yoga!
401
00:50:24,500 --> 00:50:26,333
The funeral prayer hasn't been done yet?
402
00:50:27,166 --> 00:50:28,416
It has.
403
00:50:29,958 --> 00:50:31,250
I've done it.
404
00:50:34,750 --> 00:50:36,291
You mean...
405
00:50:37,375 --> 00:50:41,125
...you did the bathing and the prayer by yourself?
406
00:50:43,916 --> 00:50:45,958
Assisted by the hospital.
407
00:51:14,291 --> 00:51:16,958
Thank you to everyone who came here.
408
00:51:19,750 --> 00:51:21,208
But, please...
409
00:51:23,833 --> 00:51:24,875
...give me space.
410
00:51:26,666 --> 00:51:29,291
Let me and my workers handle this.
411
00:51:30,625 --> 00:51:31,666
So...
412
00:51:32,583 --> 00:51:33,791
...again...
413
00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:36,041
...thank you.
414
00:51:36,333 --> 00:51:37,416
Please leave.
415
00:51:44,208 --> 00:51:45,250
Nadia.
416
00:51:45,708 --> 00:51:46,875
Close the door.
417
00:52:16,958 --> 00:52:22,666
Close your eyes and ears when they're around.
418
00:52:54,333 --> 00:52:55,375
Sir...
419
00:52:55,916 --> 00:52:58,375
...with this many customers...
420
00:52:59,041 --> 00:53:02,291
...won't it be better for you
to open a new branch?
421
00:53:52,708 --> 00:53:55,833
Sir, what's the organ under the stomach?
422
00:54:13,500 --> 00:54:14,625
What's wrong with you?
423
00:55:18,791 --> 00:55:20,166
How's the antidepressant medication?
424
00:55:21,541 --> 00:55:23,125
It reduces your anxiety?
425
00:55:28,375 --> 00:55:29,416
Sorry.
426
00:55:29,500 --> 00:55:31,958
I didn't mean to be up in your business.
427
00:55:33,166 --> 00:55:35,708
But I see that you're anxious lately.
428
00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:43,125
You're scared...
429
00:55:43,291 --> 00:55:44,666
...as if you're running from something.
430
00:55:46,750 --> 00:55:49,541
And every time you come here,
I always see you taking that medication.
431
00:55:54,416 --> 00:55:55,500
What are you afraid of?
432
00:55:58,916 --> 00:56:00,041
What do you care?
433
00:56:02,791 --> 00:56:03,833
We're not even close.
434
00:56:05,083 --> 00:56:07,416
Do we have to be close to care?
435
00:56:11,916 --> 00:56:14,041
Or are you just interested in weird things?
436
00:56:16,041 --> 00:56:17,125
What weird things?
437
00:56:19,541 --> 00:56:20,583
Me.
438
00:56:28,375 --> 00:56:29,416
You're not weird.
439
00:56:30,750 --> 00:56:33,375
The weird ones are the ones laughing at you.
440
00:56:35,083 --> 00:56:36,250
If you need any help...
441
00:56:39,916 --> 00:56:40,958
I understand.
442
00:56:42,000 --> 00:56:44,500
It's not easy to share your story.
443
00:56:46,125 --> 00:56:48,250
We're afraid that people won't
understand our problem.
444
00:56:49,708 --> 00:56:51,458
We're afraid that people will judge us.
445
00:56:54,500 --> 00:56:56,708
Sometimes, when my head feels heavy...
446
00:56:57,916 --> 00:57:00,833
...and I can't take it anymore...
447
00:57:02,708 --> 00:57:04,916
...I spill everything on my mind...
448
00:57:05,666 --> 00:57:06,791
...my worries...
449
00:57:08,041 --> 00:57:09,083
...in writings.
450
00:57:11,291 --> 00:57:16,666
A notebook will never judge my stories.
451
00:57:19,541 --> 00:57:22,500
A notebook will only be silent.
452
00:57:24,208 --> 00:57:25,291
Accepting.
453
00:57:28,375 --> 00:57:30,208
It feels as if...
454
00:57:31,708 --> 00:57:32,750
...it listens.
455
00:57:34,750 --> 00:57:36,291
You can try writing.
456
00:57:49,250 --> 00:57:50,333
Nad...
457
00:57:52,791 --> 00:57:54,958
Nad...
458
00:58:00,458 --> 00:58:02,250
Nad...
459
00:58:30,458 --> 00:58:33,041
Nad...
460
00:59:16,291 --> 00:59:17,833
I heard you scream.
461
00:59:19,875 --> 00:59:21,083
You passed out...
462
00:59:22,000 --> 00:59:23,333
...in my workroom.
463
00:59:26,333 --> 00:59:27,791
You were delirious.
464
00:59:40,625 --> 00:59:43,083
I saw the creature, Dad.
465
00:59:45,666 --> 00:59:46,708
It...
466
00:59:47,000 --> 00:59:49,250
It ate Yoga.
467
00:59:50,833 --> 00:59:53,500
Yoga was in pain.
468
00:59:54,958 --> 00:59:56,083
Yoga...
469
00:59:56,583 --> 00:59:58,000
He was in pain.
470
01:00:04,750 --> 01:00:06,291
Now, get ready.
471
01:00:07,000 --> 01:00:08,041
Get ready.
472
01:00:08,458 --> 01:00:09,875
Where are we going?
473
01:00:10,875 --> 01:00:12,333
Where are we going?
474
01:00:52,666 --> 01:00:54,791
You saw that old lady, right?
475
01:00:56,083 --> 01:00:57,208
Old lady?
476
01:00:58,625 --> 01:01:00,208
The lady we passed by?
477
01:01:05,791 --> 01:01:07,916
Maybe she's a local.
478
01:01:28,416 --> 01:01:29,625
That's the old lady from earlier.
479
01:01:30,083 --> 01:01:31,166
Why...
480
01:01:57,458 --> 01:01:58,410
Dad!
481
01:01:58,458 --> 01:02:00,208
That's her!
482
01:02:00,500 --> 01:02:01,958
What old lady?
483
01:02:02,041 --> 01:02:03,166
Dad!
484
01:02:04,083 --> 01:02:06,125
Nadia. Hey, Nadia!
485
01:02:18,083 --> 01:02:20,791
Close your eyes and ears when they're around.
486
01:02:24,333 --> 01:02:27,041
Close your eyes and ears when they're around.
487
01:02:45,833 --> 01:02:47,125
Dad.
488
01:02:49,000 --> 01:02:50,125
Dad?
489
01:03:12,833 --> 01:03:14,000
Dad!
490
01:03:30,666 --> 01:03:31,708
Dad?
491
01:03:39,791 --> 01:03:40,833
Dad?
492
01:03:50,125 --> 01:03:51,166
Dad?
493
01:04:12,416 --> 01:04:13,458
Nadia?
494
01:04:15,500 --> 01:04:16,541
Nadia?
495
01:05:43,125 --> 01:05:44,208
Mbah...
496
01:05:44,791 --> 01:05:46,958
I don't know what else I should do.
497
01:05:48,583 --> 01:05:51,083
I really want to leave it all.
498
01:05:55,458 --> 01:05:58,916
You're the only one who can help me.
499
01:06:02,750 --> 01:06:04,750
I'm only a mediator.
500
01:06:07,833 --> 01:06:09,750
This is between you and the creature.
501
01:06:12,291 --> 01:06:13,333
Mbah...
502
01:06:14,333 --> 01:06:15,375
Enough.
503
01:06:15,958 --> 01:06:17,000
Leave.
504
01:06:46,500 --> 01:06:48,250
You're not allowed to be here.
505
01:06:52,250 --> 01:06:53,375
They...
506
01:06:55,791 --> 01:06:57,083
I saw them.
507
01:07:01,000 --> 01:07:02,166
Who are they?
508
01:07:03,958 --> 01:07:05,458
The people I helped.
509
01:07:07,458 --> 01:07:08,500
But...
510
01:07:10,875 --> 01:07:15,500
...why do their photos look stained
like my parents' photo?
511
01:07:17,375 --> 01:07:18,416
Meanwhile...
512
01:07:20,500 --> 01:07:21,750
...the others have clean photos.
513
01:07:22,416 --> 01:07:23,541
- No...
- Nadia.
514
01:07:34,083 --> 01:07:37,166
The stains appear by themselves...
515
01:07:38,458 --> 01:07:41,000
...when the people in the photos...
516
01:07:41,541 --> 01:07:44,125
...violated the deal.
517
01:07:45,791 --> 01:07:47,500
You mean my dad violated...
518
01:07:48,791 --> 01:07:50,041
What did you violate?
519
01:07:51,625 --> 01:07:53,791
Aside from the deal with me...
520
01:07:54,541 --> 01:07:58,291
...your dad made a new deal with the creature.
521
01:07:59,416 --> 01:08:02,416
At first, the head of a black goat was enough...
522
01:08:03,458 --> 01:08:05,333
...for a sufficient life.
523
01:08:07,625 --> 01:08:10,375
- But he asked for more.
- I swear...
524
01:08:12,166 --> 01:08:13,583
I swear I didn't know...
525
01:08:15,125 --> 01:08:17,291
...that it would ask for a human sacrifice.
526
01:08:17,416 --> 01:08:19,958
That was your test, Suyatmo.
527
01:08:21,750 --> 01:08:23,250
And you failed.
528
01:08:24,708 --> 01:08:27,500
You let your family fall apart...
529
01:08:28,416 --> 01:08:31,000
...by your own greed.
530
01:08:36,375 --> 01:08:38,166
I trusted you.
531
01:08:38,666 --> 01:08:41,375
- Brother Yoga and I trusted you.
- Nadia.
532
01:08:41,666 --> 01:08:42,791
I promise...
533
01:08:45,041 --> 01:08:47,166
...I will find a way out.
534
01:08:47,583 --> 01:08:49,291
- Lies.
- I promise.
535
01:08:50,500 --> 01:08:52,666
The devil will not bother us anymore.
536
01:08:53,583 --> 01:08:55,750
Please, trust me.
537
01:09:08,208 --> 01:09:09,458
I don't know...
538
01:09:10,625 --> 01:09:13,833
...the exact word to describe my father.
539
01:09:17,750 --> 01:09:18,875
Maybe it's ironic...
540
01:09:21,375 --> 01:09:24,410
...how he started this all for the happiness...
541
01:09:24,458 --> 01:09:27,083
...and the life certainty of his children.
542
01:09:30,958 --> 01:09:32,083
But now...
543
01:09:35,750 --> 01:09:39,125
...he makes me live in uncertainty instead.
544
01:09:41,083 --> 01:09:42,208
Here's the key.
545
01:09:44,458 --> 01:09:46,583
He lost his way of life.
546
01:09:47,458 --> 01:09:49,416
Okay. Thank you.
547
01:09:49,500 --> 01:09:53,208
He's living like he's racing with a ticking bomb.
548
01:09:56,041 --> 01:09:57,416
Not wanting to lose anymore...
549
01:09:59,333 --> 01:10:00,750
...he changed his determination.
550
01:10:05,083 --> 01:10:07,500
He doesn't care about his business anymore.
551
01:10:10,166 --> 01:10:11,666
He closed the shop...
552
01:10:12,708 --> 01:10:15,791
...and donated most of his wealth
to various organizations.
553
01:10:21,041 --> 01:10:22,666
I accompanied him...
554
01:10:24,458 --> 01:10:27,583
...while he gave the donations.
555
01:10:41,541 --> 01:10:42,625
Nad...
556
01:10:43,666 --> 01:10:44,750
Hey.
557
01:10:51,125 --> 01:10:52,375
Get some rest.
558
01:11:28,208 --> 01:11:29,333
Nadia?
559
01:11:30,166 --> 01:11:31,250
Nad?
560
01:11:33,291 --> 01:11:34,416
Nadia?
561
01:11:34,541 --> 01:11:35,666
Nadia?
562
01:11:38,333 --> 01:11:39,458
Nadia?
563
01:11:41,166 --> 01:11:42,291
Nadia!
564
01:11:45,208 --> 01:11:46,500
It's me, your dad.
565
01:11:47,250 --> 01:11:48,333
Nad?
566
01:11:49,791 --> 01:11:50,875
Nadia?
567
01:12:01,583 --> 01:12:02,750
Nadia?
568
01:12:03,583 --> 01:12:04,666
Nad?
569
01:12:05,750 --> 01:12:07,000
Nadia?
570
01:12:09,000 --> 01:12:10,083
Nadia?
571
01:12:10,958 --> 01:12:12,375
Nad?
572
01:12:12,458 --> 01:12:13,958
Wake up.
573
01:12:16,041 --> 01:12:17,125
Nadia...
574
01:12:19,708 --> 01:12:20,750
Nad...
575
01:12:31,958 --> 01:12:34,791
Have you ever felt like...
576
01:12:35,875 --> 01:12:38,208
...death is better than living?
577
01:12:42,041 --> 01:12:43,375
As if death...
578
01:12:44,083 --> 01:12:47,291
...is the only option to be in peace.
579
01:12:51,333 --> 01:12:53,625
Mom, Yoga...
580
01:12:54,083 --> 01:12:55,875
...if you can hear me...
581
01:12:56,833 --> 01:12:58,166
...I have a question.
582
01:12:59,208 --> 01:13:01,583
Is your world there more beautiful?
583
01:13:05,000 --> 01:13:07,083
On the first page of this diary...
584
01:13:07,958 --> 01:13:10,000
...I'm not able to share everything yet.
585
01:13:10,958 --> 01:13:12,666
It's too loud up in my head.
586
01:13:14,375 --> 01:13:16,208
The one I hear the loudest...
587
01:13:16,708 --> 01:13:18,041
...is my mind screaming...
588
01:13:19,000 --> 01:13:22,416
...that I hate my dad.
589
01:13:27,625 --> 01:13:30,208
Year after year...
590
01:13:31,875 --> 01:13:34,208
...we look for help everywhere...
591
01:13:34,666 --> 01:13:37,250
...from one healer to another.
592
01:13:42,250 --> 01:13:44,833
We went through almost
the whole of Java island...
593
01:13:46,291 --> 01:13:50,958
...to meet gifted people
that my dad thinks can help us.
594
01:13:58,041 --> 01:14:00,333
We've been wandering for years.
595
01:14:02,208 --> 01:14:03,666
We only hope for one thing.
596
01:14:05,708 --> 01:14:06,833
A miracle.
597
01:14:10,458 --> 01:14:13,166
He keeps on uttering his deepest regret...
598
01:14:13,583 --> 01:14:15,375
...of what he did.
599
01:14:17,458 --> 01:14:19,875
Even in his sleep...
600
01:14:21,416 --> 01:14:25,041
...I often hear him deliriously
begging for forgiveness from Mom...
601
01:14:25,875 --> 01:14:26,958
...Yoga...
602
01:14:28,041 --> 01:14:29,166
...and me.
603
01:14:31,541 --> 01:14:33,083
As if in his dream...
604
01:14:33,583 --> 01:14:35,750
...he can't find his peace.
605
01:14:40,541 --> 01:14:41,875
But in front of me...
606
01:14:44,791 --> 01:14:47,875
...he always shows that he's tough...
607
01:14:49,583 --> 01:14:51,250
...and is able to protect me.
608
01:14:55,250 --> 01:14:56,625
Assuring me...
609
01:14:57,208 --> 01:14:59,666
...that this is not the end.
610
01:15:02,250 --> 01:15:03,708
There will be a way out.
611
01:15:06,791 --> 01:15:08,833
And the further we go...
612
01:15:11,458 --> 01:15:13,458
...the further away that hope is.
613
01:15:48,625 --> 01:15:49,750
Excuse me.
614
01:15:50,916 --> 01:15:52,875
Do you know where Mbah Unjuk lives?
615
01:16:02,458 --> 01:16:03,500
Over there.
616
01:16:46,916 --> 01:16:48,708
Excuse me, Mbah.
617
01:16:50,416 --> 01:16:51,583
I'm Suyatmo.
618
01:16:52,666 --> 01:16:53,750
And...
619
01:16:54,708 --> 01:16:56,083
...this is my daughter.
620
01:17:02,791 --> 01:17:03,833
Nadia?
621
01:17:11,916 --> 01:17:13,416
That's right. Nadia.
622
01:17:16,666 --> 01:17:18,416
Maybe you already know...
623
01:17:18,916 --> 01:17:23,875
...that I got your address
from the last person I met.
624
01:17:27,458 --> 01:17:28,541
Mbah...
625
01:17:29,958 --> 01:17:31,791
...if I may ask for your help...
626
01:17:35,000 --> 01:17:38,083
...help my daughter and me...
627
01:17:39,750 --> 01:17:41,416
...be free from it.
628
01:17:43,541 --> 01:17:44,833
Please help us.
629
01:17:46,041 --> 01:17:48,416
I've asked for help everywhere.
630
01:17:51,166 --> 01:17:53,125
I've tried all means.
631
01:17:55,833 --> 01:17:58,000
I've sold everything it gave me...
632
01:17:58,291 --> 01:18:01,041
...and I've donated the money
to the people in need.
633
01:18:01,125 --> 01:18:02,291
Donate?
634
01:18:03,500 --> 01:18:06,666
What you did...
635
01:18:07,208 --> 01:18:12,625
...is like cleaning your body
with your own piss.
636
01:18:13,250 --> 01:18:14,458
It's useless.
637
01:18:18,250 --> 01:18:20,666
For what you did...
638
01:18:21,958 --> 01:18:23,958
...there's no way home.
639
01:18:24,583 --> 01:18:27,458
It only leads to the final destination.
640
01:18:28,708 --> 01:18:34,541
The deal you made directly...
641
01:18:36,416 --> 01:18:41,291
...made it able to go through our dimension.
642
01:18:45,250 --> 01:18:48,500
Every ten years, there's an encounter...
643
01:18:49,875 --> 01:18:51,750
...to pick up the offering.
644
01:18:54,958 --> 01:18:56,375
The first...
645
01:18:57,625 --> 01:18:59,083
...was in 2002.
646
01:19:00,666 --> 01:19:01,791
Your wife.
647
01:19:03,375 --> 01:19:05,916
In 2012...
648
01:19:06,500 --> 01:19:07,833
...your firstborn child.
649
01:19:09,708 --> 01:19:10,750
And...
650
01:19:12,291 --> 01:19:13,708
...in 2022...
651
01:19:20,916 --> 01:19:21,958
Oh God!
652
01:19:24,083 --> 01:19:25,166
Please.
653
01:19:25,250 --> 01:19:26,416
Please, Mbah.
654
01:19:29,500 --> 01:19:31,583
Help my daughter, Mbah.
655
01:19:34,708 --> 01:19:36,916
Please, Mbah. Help her.
656
01:19:39,458 --> 01:19:42,750
Please save my daughter. Please.
657
01:19:43,250 --> 01:19:45,458
Please save my daughter.
658
01:20:23,041 --> 01:20:24,125
Let's...
659
01:20:25,708 --> 01:20:27,000
...look for another help.
660
01:20:28,291 --> 01:20:29,458
Enough.
661
01:20:31,416 --> 01:20:32,541
But...
662
01:20:33,125 --> 01:20:34,208
Dad...
663
01:20:35,791 --> 01:20:38,000
...I only have a little time left.
664
01:20:41,458 --> 01:20:42,708
I'm tired...
665
01:20:43,750 --> 01:20:45,125
...of being worried all the time.
666
01:20:48,875 --> 01:20:50,791
I want to...
667
01:20:51,791 --> 01:20:53,166
...really experience life.
668
01:21:00,375 --> 01:21:01,416
And...
669
01:21:03,375 --> 01:21:05,625
...when my time comes...
670
01:21:09,916 --> 01:21:11,000
...I know...
671
01:21:13,083 --> 01:21:16,583
...that at the end of my life,
you're not only sitting around and doing nothing.
672
01:21:20,791 --> 01:21:23,916
You kept on trying to fix everything.
673
01:21:48,833 --> 01:21:50,041
Forgive me.
674
01:22:42,000 --> 01:22:43,833
Since our last conversation at the library...
675
01:22:45,083 --> 01:22:46,208
...you told me...
676
01:22:48,750 --> 01:22:50,916
...the reason you dropped out of school.
What was the reason?
677
01:22:54,625 --> 01:22:56,416
I was joining my dad to tour Java island.
678
01:22:57,583 --> 01:22:59,791
On a vacation? That's fun.
679
01:23:01,625 --> 01:23:02,708
Bastala...
680
01:23:04,666 --> 01:23:06,583
...I haven't had a chance to say thank you.
681
01:23:08,375 --> 01:23:09,416
What for?
682
01:23:29,583 --> 01:23:31,458
Thanks for helping me...
683
01:23:33,208 --> 01:23:34,750
...spill what's on my mind.
684
01:23:46,541 --> 01:23:47,583
Are you sure...
685
01:23:48,083 --> 01:23:49,291
...I can read this?
686
01:23:51,333 --> 01:23:52,458
Not now.
687
01:23:54,750 --> 01:23:56,791
Now I just want us to talk.
688
01:23:58,416 --> 01:23:59,458
Can we?
689
01:24:00,583 --> 01:24:01,625
We can.
690
01:24:02,708 --> 01:24:03,833
But I have one condition.
691
01:24:05,750 --> 01:24:07,375
Don't go missing all of a sudden again.
692
01:24:32,833 --> 01:24:34,666
I don't want you to see.
693
01:24:37,833 --> 01:24:39,708
You better not be here.
694
01:24:44,000 --> 01:24:45,458
I want to be alone.
695
01:24:57,750 --> 01:24:58,791
Nad...
696
01:25:04,583 --> 01:25:06,916
...let me accompany you.
697
01:25:16,583 --> 01:25:17,708
This...
698
01:25:18,958 --> 01:25:21,041
...is my last request.
699
01:25:52,291 --> 01:25:53,333
Forgive me.
700
01:28:24,458 --> 01:28:29,458
Forgive me, Nad.
701
01:28:35,541 --> 01:28:38,083
For whomever, who knows my story...
702
01:28:39,791 --> 01:28:42,041
...I don't insist that you believe me.
703
01:28:44,541 --> 01:28:48,708
I just want people with the
same fate as me to know...
704
01:28:50,208 --> 01:28:51,958
...that they're not alone.
705
01:28:55,250 --> 01:28:59,166
And if you believe me...
706
01:29:01,916 --> 01:29:04,916
...please pray for me and my family...
707
01:29:08,541 --> 01:29:09,583
...because...
708
01:29:11,416 --> 01:29:13,708
...if we lost each other in this world...
709
01:29:16,208 --> 01:29:17,250
...I hope...
710
01:29:19,625 --> 01:29:23,708
...we can be one whole family in the next life.
711
01:29:45,291 --> 01:29:46,500
Nadia?
712
01:29:47,416 --> 01:29:49,368
Why aren't you getting ready yet?
713
01:29:49,416 --> 01:29:51,458
It's still a long time to go.
714
01:29:52,000 --> 01:29:53,993
We might not get a spot.
715
01:29:54,041 --> 01:29:56,708
The town square
is full of people already at this time.
716
01:29:57,041 --> 01:29:59,208
Let me put your jacket on you.
717
01:30:01,166 --> 01:30:04,785
Mom, why do people have to celebrate New Year?
718
01:30:04,833 --> 01:30:07,333
It's the same with every other night.
719
01:30:08,125 --> 01:30:09,625
It's different, honey.
720
01:30:09,791 --> 01:30:14,833
Every New Year's Eve,
we can make a new wish for the next year.
721
01:30:14,958 --> 01:30:18,750
Does that mean I can make a new wish too?
722
01:30:19,333 --> 01:30:20,625
You can, honey.
723
01:30:30,875 --> 01:30:33,327
During the fireworks at the town square...
724
01:30:33,375 --> 01:30:36,583
...I noticed you closed your eyes. Why?
725
01:30:36,750 --> 01:30:38,500
I was making a new wish.
726
01:30:38,750 --> 01:30:41,041
What did you wish for?
727
01:30:41,708 --> 01:30:50,541
I wish to celebrate New Year's Eve
with you, Dad, and Yoga forever.
728
01:30:51,041 --> 01:30:52,958
What did you wish for, Yoga?
729
01:30:53,166 --> 01:30:55,541
I want to be good at school this year...
730
01:30:55,666 --> 01:30:58,041
...so I can be successful like Dad...
731
01:30:58,166 --> 01:31:00,291
...so I can take you on vacations all the time.
732
01:31:03,291 --> 01:31:05,875
Yay! Non-stop holiday for us.
733
01:31:14,625 --> 01:31:15,708
What about you, Mom?
734
01:31:16,083 --> 01:31:17,958
I only wish for one thing.
735
01:31:18,250 --> 01:31:20,416
To see you happy all the time.
736
01:31:20,666 --> 01:31:22,166
Just like this moment.
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