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I am going to build a robot

that can navigate its
way through a complex maze

with the use of sensors.

- I love it.
- I've decided to rework my project.

I'm gonna build a robot
that can make its way

through this maze.

You locked me in a room with some man

who preceded to tell me
that being gay was a sin.

Well, I was being a parent,

I was pushing you in
the right direction.

Hey, Dad! Dad?

Is Stef here?

You're not talking to my wife.

You have feelings for her?

No, I have feelings about her.

Alter some of your cells,

then reinsert them into your
body to attack the cancer.

- How you doin'?
- Good.

It seems like it.

I have something for you.

It's clear Mr. and Mrs.
Sinfuego are honorable people.

I order that they be
released from detention,

after which they are to report
to Immigration and Customs

for immediate deportation.

No, I didn't get in.

Maybe art isn't your true calling.

I was impressed with how much
you knew about that case law.

I want to change my major to law.

I know this might seem
crazy and last minute,

but I realize that the reason I
was struggling so much with my art

is 'cause it doesn't
come naturally to me,

but fighting for justice...

I know it's what I'm meant to do.

Look, it's not crazy.
It's not crazy at all,

but it is late. It's a little too late.

I mean, we have every spot
on the program filled up.

Can't you make an exception?

If I make an exception for you,

what am I gonna do with the 20
people already on the waitlist?

Look, is there some reason
you can't wait a year to apply?

Listen, if you're still
serious about law in a year,

you come to me and
I'll see what I can do.

My T-cells are working.
I'm in remission!

Yes!

That is so amazing.

So she's cured?

Well, the odds of it coming
back are pretty low. So, yeah.

That's wonderful news, B.

Yeah, so we're heading to
L.A. for my interview tomorrow.

Mm, what interview?

There's this school in Hollywood,

the Musicians' Institute.

It's like one of the top ten

best movie scoring
programs in the country.

So, uh, I'm meeting the
head of the program tomorrow.

That's great.

Yeah, and it's all because you asked me

to write the music for Ximena's video.

Jesus! Come on, let's
go. Dinner's ready!

Hey, where's Jude?

Uh, he's having dinner
at Taylor's tonight.

Anyway, um, so after L.A.
we're gonna go to Marin

and stay with Grace's Mom and
then our gig is in San Fransisco.

Hey, did you see the maze
that I was drawing for Emma?

- On my desk?
- What's going on?

Mariana ripped Emma's idea off.

Uh, not true.

Last I heard, she was building
a shaving cream shooting robot.

Why would you need a robot
that shoots shaving cream?

No, it was a prototype for shooting
fire retardant into wildfires.

She was having trouble
getting the manipulator to work

so that's why we came
up with the maze idea.

Why does it matter
if it's the same idea?

Thank you.

Because Craig said that two students
applying from the same school

with the same concept could
just cancel each other out.

Unless one person's robot is
far superior to the other's.

Mama.

Mariana, did you steal Emma's idea?

- No!
- Okay, then it is what it is.

Uh, by the way, Callie, you
are in charge this weekend.

You need to find something else.

Tell her to find something else.

Where are you going?

Well, Mama and I are going

to the "Harmony Soul Adventures"
retreat that your grandmother

so thoughtfully signed us up for.

You know what? Let's just cancel it.

Honey, we won't cancel.

- We should go.
- You're only going for my benefit, so what's the point?

- That is the point.
- You're going to be miserable the entire time.

- I'm not, I promise.
- It's fine.

Okay, I think you guys should go.

Oh, yeah? Why? So you
guys can throw a party?

Bust out the front window again?

No, because you two need to
work on your relationship.

I think it's a good idea, Mom.

Especially, you know, all the
stuff you've been dealing with.

But you have to keep an open mind.

Yeah, try not to shut down.

Callie, Jesus, you guys care
to chime on this over here?

- I'm good.
- Really?

Jesus, anything?

Nothing? Mouth full?

Hm, guess it's settled then.

We will go.

I will try to keep an open
mind and not shut down.

Okay.

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They said they were police

and showed us a picture of some man.

They asked if they
could search our house.

We didn't know they
were Immigration agents.

And once they were
inside, they asked them for

their immigration status.
And then arrested them.

That's not right. How can they do that?

ICE has been getting away
with a lot these days.

So did you talk to your
lawyer about an appeal?

They don't meet the
hardship requirements.

Yeah, and appeals cost money.

I wish... There's gotta be
something that we can do.

You've meant the world
to Ximena and to us,

all of you.

We will never forget all
that you've done for us.

So I found this case from 2008

where these ICE agents were
pretending to be local police officers

and they talked their way
into this woman's house

using the same tactics that
ICE used with the Sinfuegos.

Now even though the
woman did invite them in,

the judge said because ICE
misled them so thoroughly,

it rendered her consent meaningless.

And because they violated her
constitutional right against

warrant-less searches and seizures,

he threw out the order
of removal against her.

That gives the Sinfuegos a
precedence for an appeal, right?

Uh... well, I think it's something.

But they'd need a lawyer
willing to argue it.

They said they can't
afford any more legal bills.

Okay, I have an idea.

But it would involve my study group...

which means Amanda.

That's cool, I like Amanda.

She likes you too.

So is... I mean, are things serious?

Uh...

We're taking it slow.

Hey, I got done early. So...

Oh, Callie's here.

Oh.

- Hi.
- Hey.

I was just leaving.

Oh.

Let me talk to everyone
and I'll call you tomorrow.

Yeah, okay. Thanks.

- Yeah.
- Bye.

Hey.

Hey.

So, uh, you... you
will drive safely, yes?

Uh, I was gonna drive
recklessly, actually.

Funny.

Uh... so listen, the, um...

In regards to all the stuff
that's been going on with me,

you know, we really haven't talked again

about, uh, you picking me
up at the grocery store.

Well, have you had any
more anxiety attacks?

I had a little something...

on Mother's Day. But, um, I'm okay.

I got this, B. It's not
your job to take care of me.

I... I don't feel like it's my
job to take care of you, Mom.

Maybe not anymore, but
you know, you did, I think,

when you were little.

I was going through a hard time.

You were this little five
year old guy playing piano,

trying to help his
hysterical mother calm down.

I don't remember you being hysterical.

Well, I may be exaggerating a
little but sit. Sit, please sit.

You do remember, B, you...

you remember those messages
that you get as a child

about your worth. You
know, those stick with you.

Yeah, but I'm okay, Mom, you know?

You didn't ruin me.

I think I just, I want you to know

your worth in a relationship

is not as a caretaker.

You don't have to rescue someone
to be worthy of their love.

I think now that Grace is well,

I just... I think it's a great time
for you to refocus on your dreams.

Yeah, and... and that's what I'm doing.

So you don't have to worry.

Okay.

I won't.

Good talk.

I love you, my beautiful boy.

I love you too, Mom.

How'd it go?

Uh... great. I think I have a
pretty good shot at getting in.

Brandon, you got into Juilliard.

I think you have an excellent chance

at getting into the
Musician's Institute.

Yeah, it's not New York.

No, but it's... it's Hollywood.

You'll be going to school
on the Walk of Fame.

And look, you'll be standing
on Adam Levine every day.

How cool is that?

Pretty cool.

And there's Janis
Joplin and Journey and...

Gloria Swanson.

Who's uh... who's Gloria Swanson?

I don't know, but she must be somebody.

Uh, we need selfies.
Lay down next to Adam.

What? It's kind of
dirty, don't you think?

Brandon.

All right, uh...

One, two, cheese!

Whoa! This is much
fancier than I thought.

Oh, they even valet.

- I'll get the bags, okay?
- Yeah.

- Checking in?
- Yes, uh, Adams Foster.

They keys are in the car.

Did I hear you say Adams Foster?

Yes.

Oh, we're Bill and Beth Green,

your couples' counselors
for the weekend.

Oh, so nice to meet you.

These are for you and your husband.

Oh, actually it's my wife, Stef.

Hi, how are ya?

We are so sorry.

Oh, no, it's fine.

The registration form
said Stev and Lena.

I gotcha. No, my mother
signed us up for this

and she probably hit the
"v" key instead of the "f."

They're right next to each other.

We can get another "Hers" envelope.

Oh, no, no, it's no problem.

- I'll be the... the man.
- You sure?

That's fine.

Okay. Your assignments for
the weekend are in there.

Little surprises for each other.

Oh! Wow, we love surprises.

Don't we, honey? As long as
mine doesn't involve a penis.

'Cause that would really be a surprise.

No, no it doesn't.

Ah... Well, then here
are some of the activities

which I hope that you
will participate in.

And then this afternoon,
we'll meet for group.

- Sounds good!
- Thank you so much.

- Enjoy.
- Thank you! We will.

Kinda can't read this.
What does that say?

Goat Yoga?

Interesting. Couples Canoing?

Ooh, I'm good at canoing.

Honey, we don't have
to do any of this stuff.

No this is what we are here for!

I think we should try
the Goat Yoga first.

Wow, that's scary. What do the goats
do to you when you're doing yoga?

? Look at this ?

? Life I'm starting with you ?

? The brightest of lights ?

? Shining on our beautiful view ?

? Deep in your... ?

? Eyes, I find a love
that's wonderful and true ?

? All the things I'm gonna do ?

? I'm gonna do with... ?

? You ?

? I'm gonna do with you ?

Thank you.

Oh, you guys are so cute.

What are your names?

- Julian.
- Harlow.

Well, thank you so much.

You're welcome.

What?

Oh, nothing. You're just
really good with kids.

You ever think you might want
some of your own some day?

I probably can't
because of all the chemo.

I always wanted to adopt.

Just... I guess it's all about the
right time with the right person.

The purpose of Goat Yoga

isn't to execute the
perfect downward dog,

it's to open your hearts to these
fuzzy, big-eyed love magnets.

As you assume the tabletop position,

feel the calming effect
of goat-healing energy.

Hi.

We're Jeannie and Brad.

- Hi. Stef and Lena.
- Hi.

Hi. You guys here for
the couples retreat?

- Yeah.
- Really?

See, I always figured two women together

wouldn't have any trouble communicating.

You guys must talk and share each
other's feelings all the time.

Maybe that is the problem.

Oh! Oh, oh. Okay.

Wait, so it's doing that by itself?

Yeah, the sensors are bouncing
sound waves off the walls

so that's how it knows where to go.

Hm, I can't believe
you know how to do this.

Well, you build the robot
it's kind of just coding.

It's really not that hard.

Shit!

Here, Emma, maybe you could
just adjust the sensors?

Maybe I should have used an
ultrasonic instead of infrared?

Okay, why don't you just change it?

Yeah, but then our robots are
going to be exactly the same.

There must be a problem with the code.

Excuse me.

Hey, you could help her, you know?

I need this internship if I
want a chance to get into M.I.T.

If I help her, I'm just
hurting my chances. So... sorry.

Watch out for my robot.

If you'll represent the Sinfuegos,

we'll all write up the argument
and briefs as a class project.

Look guys,

I think the case Callie found
shows good legal precedence,

but it's gonna be the Sinfuegos'
word against those ICE agents.

And they are not going to admit

they entered that home
under false pretenses.

What if we could get an ICE agent
to testify on the Sinfuegos' behalf?

Who witnessed the arrest?

No, but he has knowledge
of these kinds of tactics,

as well as other
inappropriate behavior by ICE.

He's sort of like a whistle-blower.

Maybe he could write an amicus brief?

- What's that?
- It's like a person that's not directly involved with a case,

but can educate or raise awareness

about the issue with their expertise.

That's well put, Amanda.
Look, I've gotta run but...

if you can find that ICE
agent and get him to cooperate,

I'll file the appeal.

And I was serious about next year.

I decided I want to apply
for the five year law program.

You should, you're great at this.

You get one chance to
say "I told you so."

Oh, no. I wouldn't do that.

Even though I did tell you so.

So what about this ICE agent?

Do you really think he'll testify?

I don't know.

I might need your help.

Okay, this is an exercise in partnering.

The objective is to row
your boat across the pond,

working together as one

without one party dominating.

We can win this.

Okay, on the whistle.

- Wow!
- Oh, okay.

Push!

Whoa, whoa! We...

Oh!

- Okay.
- Okay, thanks for the push.

- Yeah.
- Okay, we're going the wrong way.

We're going the wrong way.

- Row!
- No, no.

- First, this way.
- Okay, ready and pull!

- Row!
- No, you have to pull! Don't push!

- I'm pulling.
- Stop! Oh, my god.

Can you just let me do this
one first and then we can...

But we're supposed to
pull at the same time.

One, two, three!

Hey!

Okay, it is in the water
now. It's in the water now.

Okay, if you... Okay.

You're not supposed to dominate this.

Who is dominating right now?

Can we... ?

We're good! We're good, we're good.

I got my... I got it,
I can put it right back.

Ouch! That's my arm. That's my arm.

Brad and Jeannie are
all the way to Canada.

Well, Brad and Jeannie can go to Canada.

Well, it's a little difficult

to row a boat with one
hand tied behind my back.

- You were dominating.
- I don't... I was what? Dominating?

What about that couple?
What about Brad and Jeannie?

Turning it into a competition.

What do you expect? This is a
retreat for straight couples.

We have nothing in
common with these people.

Exactly why I didn't want to
come here in the first place.

See? I knew you couldn't
keep an open mind.

Me?

Why don't we just skip the
rest of it and go to the spa

- or do whatever, you know? Shh, shh.
- Okay, h...

Hello, there.

Well, hello!

How's it going?

Just fantastic.

Ready for group?

More than anything. We wouldn't
miss it, would we, honey?

Wonderful. Right this way.

Hey, what... what's the point?

- What?
- We don't have anything in common

with these people anyway.

Well, I think the point is that
maybe you should keep the open mind.

They're good kids

and we love them so much.

But they take so much out of us.

One has a learning disability
and that's been stressful.

And, you know, teenagers...

Uh, my wife had, I guess what you call

an emotional affair with a coworker.

And I guess that's made it
harder for me to trust her.

I had a lot of unresolved
issues with my father.

And I think it sometimes
gets in the way of my ability

to be truly vulnerable and
intimate with my husband.

Have you considered
confronting your father?

I can't, he's dead.

Is he?

He's still a voice in your head, a
complication in your relationship.

You know, he doesn't have to be here
for you to tell him how you feel.

Would anyone else like to share?

Uh, we have two kids leaving
for college... next year.

And I guess what scares me is
what happens when they all leave?

And it's just the two of us, again.

You know, I mean we've been
co-parenting together so long,

it's been the glue
that's kept us together.

We can renew our vows all we
want, but if we can't connect,

if we can't be vulnerable
with each other...

I mean, without the kids...

will there by anything left between us?

You know, I'm really proud of you.

For what?

Applying to college and just...

taking care of yourself.

You sound like my mom.

I do?

Yeah, she...

She thinks I'm like
a caretaker, you know?

But I... I... I can
still be in a relationship

and do what I need to
do for me, you know?

So everyone can just stop worrying.

God, it's so beautiful.

Yeah.

I'm more of a sunrise guy.

Really? Why?

I like beginnings.

I don't know. Sunsets
are kind of like the end.

Well, some things last forever.

Like a selfie.

Come on.

- Please?
- All right.

You cold?

Uh, just a little chilly.

I'll get you a sweater.

Okay, thanks.

__

Thank you.

So, uh... why do you...
why'd you bring this?

Uh, it's a good luck charm.

For our gig.

I know the agents who
arrested the Sinfuegos,

I'm not surprised to hear they
used deception to enter the house.

There's a lot of that going on.

I need you to tell the
immigration judge that.

And the other misconduct
you've told me about.

No way.

You can write it in something
called an amicus brief.

We'll file it "under seal", the judge
won't have to share it with anyone.

It'll get out.

That type of thing always does.

Look, I'm sorry but I can't help.

We're going to compel you to testify.

And how do you plan on doing that?

Who's this?

It's my friend you helped after
he was arrested at the raid.

What's this?

A subpoena.

Sorry. You've been served.

Our very first motel room together.

It's not the Golden Door
Spa, but... it has a bed.

That's all that matters, right?

Mm-hmm.

Well, the food was a lot better

than I thought it'd
be, didn't you think?

What's that?

It's my assignment.

Supposed to write an x-rated
letter to "my husband"

about all of our past sex-capades,

but I went a little more romantic.

Come on, are we really gonna do
this whole his and hers thing?

Forget it.

Well...

Lena, I have said yes to
everything today. I have.

Everything except me.

- Oh, come on.
- What? You went through the motions,

but we never connected.

You never said a word in group.

What am I supposed to say
after you basically questioned

whether or not we'd stay together
after the kids leave home?

Well, let's talk about
that. Let's talk about that

and everything else that's
been going on instead of just...

paddling around in a circle
and never getting anywhere.

I mean, talk about the perfect
metaphor for our relationship.

If you are so afraid of us not
staying together, then tell me!

Not a whole group of
strangers, for God's sake.

I'm telling you. I
have been telling you.

All you tell me is
that you're not happy.

And it's not because of Tess,

but it's because of
how you feel about Tess.

I mean... talk about
an emotional affair.

Is that what's going on?
Is that what's happening?

No, Lena, that would be your M.O.

So... so you still resent me for that?

You don't trust me?

I don't trust anyone.

I'm gonna go get some air.

I love you.

I love you.

I don't know why I didn't
just get back with Aaron

when I had the chance.

I mean, it's not too late, right?

He said he's taking it
slow with that girl, Amanda.

Yeah, overnight bag slow.

The other night it was
obvious she was staying over.

I just don't want to be that girl
who stabs another girl in the back.

This world pits women against
each other too much as it is.

Yeah, but...

No girl wants to be
a guy's second choice.

And... I mean, it's not like
you're trying to get him into bed.

You're just telling him how you feel
and I think he needs to know that.

Look, Callie,

you don't have to keep creating
these tragic love stories.

Just say yes.

Hey, little guy.

What are you doing out
here all by yourself?

There you go.

Back with your buds.

That's it, safe and sound.

I used to love the goats
on my grandfather's farm.

I didn't know he had goats.

And chickens.

And a llama. God knows why.
Anyway, they were great summers.

I wish I'd met your grandfather.

He was an asshole.

I liked the farm and the
animals, but him? Not so much.

What are you doing here, Dad?

You said something to Brandon about

the messages you receive
in childhood stay with you?

Well, I'm the messenger. Right?

I mean, I ruined you.

Whatever.

You can't keep walking away from people

unless you want to end up alone.

At some time you gotta
plant your feet, have it out.

So...

what was it that you wanted
that I didn't give to you?

Let me hear it.

What?

What every kid wants,
Dad. Your approval.

That's why I became a cop.
That's why I married Mike.

That's why I tried to be straight.

Hm.

How'd that work out for you?

Not great, your...

rejection of me and my sexuality
made me feel ashamed of myself

and I still feel ashamed of myself.

I'm not here anymore.

You're not gone.

What do you want me to say?

That you're sorry. That...

That you love me, that
you're proud of me,

of who I am, of who I love

and my beautiful children.

That there's nothing wrong with me.

I can't say all that.

I know, I know.

But you can say it...

to yourself.

Say it.

I love me. I love me.

I love...

who I am, I'm proud of me...

and who I love, my beautiful Lena.

And my beautiful kids,

and this...

this life we have made.

And there's nothing wrong with me.

When you can truly believe that...

maybe then... that all the...

the shitty things that I said or did,

they wouldn't matter so much.

And that maybe...

you'd remember all
the things I did right.

Like love you.

Which I did.

And always will.

When Tess moved in next door,

um, it...

brought up this shame that
I carry around in me...

that keeps me from being
completely vulnerable with you.

That sometimes...

when we make love...

makes me feel... like what
we're doing is not right.

Like... Like I am not right.

I love you and I am
so proud of our family.

And yet, you know, I
carry around this fear...

that it could be taken away from us.

Our right to love each
other because we're not...

normal.

But, you know, I just power on through

and act like I'm stronger
than I know I am...

because I'm afraid to
hurt you or scare you.

I'm afraid you'll reject
me because I'm not enough.

After all these years...

I see you.

I know you. You don't think I know you?

I know your struggles and your fears

and I love you for them,
not in spite of them.

I want you to share your
dark places with me. I...

So I can help you heal, so
we can help each other heal.

So...

my love can show you that you're enough.

'Cause for me, you're everything.

You're my everything.

I couldn't tell him.

Oh, that reminds me,

- I almost forgot. Uh...
- What?

My assignment as "the husband... "

Mm-hmm.

... was to propose to my wife again.

So, Lena Adams Foster,

will you marry me for the third time?

Please?

Honey, I will marry
you every time you ask.

I tried telling you on the way up.

Why didn't you tell me
at the doctor's office?

Because I was afraid you
wouldn't want to go to L.A.

and have your interview

if you knew that the
T-cells didn't work.

You know, your mom's right, Brandon.

You have trouble taking care of yourself

when you think someone
you love needs help.

You put them first,

and you sabotage yourself.

That's not true.

You did it with Cortney
and... and Juilliard.

I'm not gonna let you do that with me.

But this is different, Grace.

I'm not going back
to San Diego with you.

- You...
- I need to be home now.

And I need you to go.

What... what about after our gig?

I can't do the gig.

Busking on Hollywood
Boulevard was pretty cool, huh?

What... You... I mean, you can...

do another round of gene therapy.

Right?

I'm done.

I don't want any more treatment.

You can visit me on weekends
but you're gonna go home...

and you're gonna
finish your senior year.

And you're gonna graduate.

And then you're gonna go
to the Musician's Institute.

I don't want to leave you.

You have to.

There's one...

thing that I need you
to promise me to do.

Be my proxy when the time comes.

I need you to let me go.

You've been served.

Nice one.

Aw, come on. You loved saying it.

I really did.

What, do I got mustard on my face?

I love you.

I'm ready to be with you,
all in, if you still want to.

Okay, so...

No, uh, it's... No, uh...

It's not that I don't... I'm just, um...

I'm just not exactly
where I was with Amanda,

when we almost hooked up before.

I get it, um...

I don't want to hurt anyone.

I'm not saying no.

I just...

I can't say yes right this minute.

Can I have some time to think about it?

Of course.

Thanks for helping me with this.

Girls need to help each other.

You ready for nothing?

Shoot.

Now we both have sophisticated robots!

Hi. Thought you could use some...
some company on the way home.

Yeah.

Baby, it's okay.

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