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The more we learn about DNA,
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the more avenues there
are for gene therapy.
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You were very articulate
in there, Professor.
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Oh, good.
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I've never done anything
like that before.
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You're married.
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So am I.
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Dear X, the only person I
can talk to about you is you.
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Is everything OK? No, it's
not that girl, is it?
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Rosa?
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If you're sleeping with her, you
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- can tell me, you know.
- I'm not.
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You're beautiful.
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What are we doing?
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Remind me what it is you do again?
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Well, you know, civil service.
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Life's mysterious,
which is a good thing.
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Hey.
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It's a dummy camera.
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It's easy to tell the difference if
you know what to look for.
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Oh, my God.
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I just left my stuff in my
office, won't take me a sec.
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No, come on, George, don't be silly...
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Get off me!
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Fear. That's what
makes animals of us all.
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Home time.
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Dear X...
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...you made me feel special.
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But I'm not special.
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I know what I am now...
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...nothing...
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...no-one.
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It turns out that all it
really takes for your life and
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everything you thought about
yourself to change for ever
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isn't love or passion.
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All it takes is one good, hard slap.
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[PHONE RINGS]
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Hello?
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Are you playing it cool?
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Yvonne? Hello?
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Is everything OK?
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No.
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[BIG BEN CHIMES]
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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Oh, Jesus.
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Did you know him?
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Who was he?
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George Selway.
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He was at the party.
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He works at the university and we do...
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external exams, you
know, panels together.
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I've known him for about two years.
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He couldn't have seemed more harmless.
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You... You haven't got any
marks on...? On your face or...?
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He used the flat of his hand.
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Like he knew what he was doing.
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Have you got bruises anywhere else?
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I've got...
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I've got finger bruises on
my thighs from when he...
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And I've got internal bruising.
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And an anal tear.
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I didn't fight back.
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Listen, do you want me to get some
people to take a statement from you?
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No, a team that's used... Used
to handling this sort of thing?
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I can't make a statement,
you know I can't.
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If they take a swab...
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...you.
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Your semen will be on it.
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Jesus.
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Your semen will be on it as well as his.
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You could... You could
leave it for a bit.
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They don't necessarily need forensic
evidence to bring a prosecution.
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It's OK.
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I don't want you to.
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I just needed to see you.
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What about your husband?
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Are you going to tell him?
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- No.
- Won't it be obvious
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there's something wrong though?
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I'll just be I'll. I'll...
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I'll be ill for a few days.
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Well, you're not hot.
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It comes and goes.
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Took a paracetamol.
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Hmm.
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How was Sunderland?
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Windy.
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You don't have to exile
yourself in here, you know.
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I might be up in the night,
you never get back to sleep.
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Poor old thing.
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Are you sure it's not just
the hangover from hell?
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Less of the "old".
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I'll bring you a cuppa.
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[FOOTSTEPS AND DOOR SLAMS]
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[DOOR SLAMS]
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[FOOTSTEPS]
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Hey!
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Anyone in?
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Adam?!
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Hi, Mum.
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What are you doing in my room?
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Are you sure you don't want
some toast or something?
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I'm good, thanks.
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It's OK, then?
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Just for a bit?
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Adam, love, this is your home.
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You can stay as long as you like.
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It's just a couple of days,
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just to sort some stuff out.
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Stuff to do with your music, or...?
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Maybe I will make myself some toast.
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You've reached Doctor
Carmichael's phone.
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I'm out of the office.
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For urgent enquiries, please
contact my assistant, Rupa Patel,
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on extension 223.
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Thanks, bye.
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[DOOR SLAMS]
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[GRUNTING]
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The twisted little fuck.
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You did the right thing.
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Just cut off communication.
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But log it somewhere, yeah?
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Any attempt to contact you, just log it,
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- just in case.
- In case of what?
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Just in case.
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He knows about us.
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How?
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Don't know.
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Maybe he saw me with a phone.
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It's as though he smelled it on me...
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...the sex.
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Apple Tree Yard.
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Did you tell him anything about me?
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Did you mention my name?
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No, of course not.
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He doesn't know who you
are, just that you exist.
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We were talking, and I was quite pissed.
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God, why was I so pissed?
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Look, hey, listen.
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None of this is your fault.
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None of it.
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What did he say?
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I was talking about Gary and...
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He said, "Is that why you're
fucking someone else?"
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- And that's when he...
- It's OK.
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Yvonne...
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...it's going to be OK.
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It will.
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I'm sorry.
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You didn't sign up for this.
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I signed up for you.
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My signature dish.
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Microwaved to perfection, if I may say.
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I did try.
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Oh, if you're not
hungry, you're not hungry.
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It's...
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It's girl trouble.
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He's talked to you?
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Oh, a tiny bit. Just that really.
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There's this girl.
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It's not... whatshername,
from the halfway house? Ellie?
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No, I don't think so.
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Von, don't go rushing in.
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Oh, for God's sake, you
think I don't know by now?
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I've barely asked him a question.
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I know it's hard.
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Hard, yeah.
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Why don't you go back to bed, hmm?
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You look like you're at death's door.
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Yeah.
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[PHONE VIBRATES]
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Hi.
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Listen, I've thought of something.
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I've got someone that you can
talk to about what happened,
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an expert.
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I'm not sure I want to talk to anyone.
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You wouldn't have to
go to a police station.
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It might just give you a
clearer idea of your options.
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OK?
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Kevin should be able to advise you
on reporting an incident like this.
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We went up to his
office to get his stuff.
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We were both quite drunk by that stage.
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And he tried to kiss me.
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I wasn't really taking it seriously.
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And he hit me...
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...across the face, really hard.
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That's all it took.
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And then...
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[SHE SIGHS]
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It just seemed to go
on for a very long time.
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I was too scared to move.
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Did he... speak at all?
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There were a few... instructions.
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He said at one point...
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He said, "Give me your mouth."
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That's a terrible thing you've
been through. I... I am so sorry.
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Now, I'm just going to talk
you through the process of
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reporting the rape, yeah?
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But I can give you contact details
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for counsellors trained to help women
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in a situation such as yourself.
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No, I don't think that that...
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Oh, well...
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Thank you.
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Unfortunately, look, I'm not going
to sugar-coat it, Dr Carmichael.
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Being drunk will be a
gift for the defence.
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You spent the evening with this man.
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At a party.
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But you see where I'm going.
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They'll try and frame it as
a date rape type situation.
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The first thing this bloke's
solicitor will do, if he's charged,
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is try to get anything he can on you.
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Any... Anything you've told his client.
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Any skeletons in the closet, as it were.
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I see.
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And they'll look at everything,
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internet history, family,
friends, colleagues.
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Anything they can get
on your sexual history
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that suggests you like it rough.
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Any sex tapes or photos.
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Well, there aren't any and I don't.
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Will they go after my husband?
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They will definitely want to know
about the state of your marriage, yeah.
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Did you tell your husband
straightaway after the attack?
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I... I couldn't. N-no.
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What about mental illness?
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Depression, anything like that?
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Would that come up in
court if I press charges?
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If they're trying to discredit me?
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Is there anything like that?
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When I was eight, my
mum committed suicide.
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She had...
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depression.
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Well, probably exacerbated
by post-natal depression.
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She never really recovered.
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[SHE SIGHS] And my son...
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When he was 17, my son was
diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
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Adam can't be part of this. He's fragile.
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It's very unlikely your son's
illness would be seen as relevant.
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But once you've brought a complaint,
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it's not up to you to decide
what's used in court and what isn't.
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Now, obviously, I can't
tell you what to do.
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But what I would say is, if
you do decide to go ahead,
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you need to report the attack
to the police, today.
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Otherwise, things that make this
really very tricky to prove,
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not going to the police, not telling
your husband, no forensic evidence,
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they could become... overwhelming.
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I was the first person to
qualify the Wedekind experiment.
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I'm... I'm sorry, I've
no idea what that means.
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When I started protein sequencing,
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we were pioneers.
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There were no computers
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and my team named genes
as they were discovered,
267
00:24:24,225 --> 00:24:28,624
and those are names that are going to
be used for as long as science exists.
268
00:24:28,625 --> 00:24:29,864
But if I...
269
00:24:29,865 --> 00:24:32,344
If I take this to court...
270
00:24:32,345 --> 00:24:34,344
God, it's a big if, isn't it?
271
00:24:34,345 --> 00:24:36,904
Because it seems like
it's all going to come out,
272
00:24:36,905 --> 00:24:38,144
what we've been up to.
273
00:24:38,145 --> 00:24:39,790
Well, we... We've been really
274
00:24:39,815 --> 00:24:41,264
- careful, you know.
- Yeah.
275
00:24:41,265 --> 00:24:43,584
Yeah, dummy camera.
276
00:24:43,585 --> 00:24:45,585
So, OK, it goes to court and...
277
00:24:47,745 --> 00:24:50,545
...the first thing anyone's going
to know about me is that I was...
278
00:24:52,737 --> 00:24:54,617
That George Selway attacked me.
279
00:24:56,505 --> 00:25:01,945
Even if he goes to prison,
that's who I am now, victim.
280
00:25:06,094 --> 00:25:08,174
The world can be such a shitty place.
281
00:25:14,945 --> 00:25:16,945
I thought you thought life's a boon.
282
00:25:18,105 --> 00:25:20,104
Yeah.
283
00:25:20,105 --> 00:25:21,745
It can be.
284
00:25:24,099 --> 00:25:25,777
I'm sorry about your son.
285
00:25:27,951 --> 00:25:29,431
Must have been really hard.
286
00:25:35,465 --> 00:25:38,344
I'm really sorry, but I...
287
00:25:38,345 --> 00:25:41,584
I don't think I can ever
imagine having sex again.
288
00:25:41,585 --> 00:25:43,985
- I, I wasn't...
- No, no, I know. I know, but...
289
00:25:46,462 --> 00:25:48,582
Perhaps the reason for this wasn't it.
290
00:25:50,628 --> 00:25:51,948
What's the point?
291
00:25:53,865 --> 00:25:55,265
You've got your wife.
292
00:25:57,145 --> 00:25:58,705
I've got Gary.
293
00:25:59,945 --> 00:26:01,225
And now this.
294
00:26:02,745 --> 00:26:04,024
It's impossible.
295
00:26:04,025 --> 00:26:05,385
No such word.
296
00:26:08,185 --> 00:26:10,304
You were the first
person to qualify the...
297
00:26:10,305 --> 00:26:12,865
The Wedekind experiment.
298
00:26:16,785 --> 00:26:18,945
I'm not sure that we
should be in touch again.
299
00:26:20,585 --> 00:26:22,345
I think it's wrong for both of us.
300
00:26:24,075 --> 00:26:25,595
I'm really sorry.
301
00:26:49,745 --> 00:26:51,784
Dear X,
302
00:26:51,785 --> 00:26:55,505
whatever it was between us, it was
never meant to bear much reality.
303
00:26:57,345 --> 00:26:59,504
That was the point, wasn't it?
304
00:26:59,505 --> 00:27:01,544
No real life.
305
00:27:01,545 --> 00:27:03,545
No feelings, no mess.
306
00:27:06,945 --> 00:27:09,824
But a steam might have helped, you know?
307
00:27:09,825 --> 00:27:11,304
Have you been to the doctor?
308
00:27:11,305 --> 00:27:13,504
There's no point, is there, for a virus?
309
00:27:13,505 --> 00:27:15,224
Oh, yeah.
310
00:27:15,225 --> 00:27:18,704
Yeah, it'll just be a couple of weeks.
311
00:27:18,705 --> 00:27:20,224
Anyway, you and Chris.
312
00:27:20,225 --> 00:27:23,425
How come we always talk about
me and we never talk about you?
313
00:27:25,065 --> 00:27:27,704
OK, it was the sex.
314
00:27:27,705 --> 00:27:30,784
It was great in the beginning.
315
00:27:30,785 --> 00:27:32,824
Well, no, it wasn't.
316
00:27:32,825 --> 00:27:36,824
It wasn't the best ever,
but it showed promise.
317
00:27:36,825 --> 00:27:41,584
And then I realised
it was like a script...
318
00:27:41,585 --> 00:27:43,384
like porn.
319
00:27:43,385 --> 00:27:46,104
Like rough stuff.
320
00:27:46,105 --> 00:27:49,305
Anyway, it wasn't making me
feel good about myself, so...
321
00:27:50,385 --> 00:27:52,984
Plus, I spotted a pair
of Crocs in his wardrobe
322
00:27:52,985 --> 00:27:56,264
and I realised that I had to split
up with him before the summer.
323
00:27:56,265 --> 00:27:58,664
Oh, Sooz!
324
00:27:58,665 --> 00:28:00,224
[SHE SIGHS]
325
00:28:00,225 --> 00:28:03,744
You'd think I'd have
learned my lesson after Jay.
326
00:28:03,745 --> 00:28:05,184
Me and men...
327
00:28:05,185 --> 00:28:06,944
Hey.
328
00:28:06,945 --> 00:28:09,345
You're fantastic.
329
00:28:11,705 --> 00:28:14,264
There are some truly
awful men out there.
330
00:28:14,265 --> 00:28:16,504
I know, I've dated most of them!
331
00:28:16,505 --> 00:28:19,184
No, really monstrous.
332
00:28:19,185 --> 00:28:20,544
[SHE SIGHS]
333
00:28:20,545 --> 00:28:22,704
Anyway...
334
00:28:22,705 --> 00:28:26,185
- Is he treating you all right?
- Mmm.
335
00:28:28,305 --> 00:28:30,504
Oh, babe.
336
00:28:30,505 --> 00:28:31,865
I'm sorry, I'm...
337
00:28:33,865 --> 00:28:35,184
...miserable.
338
00:28:35,185 --> 00:28:36,664
Hey.
339
00:28:36,665 --> 00:28:37,864
Fuck him.
340
00:28:37,865 --> 00:28:40,265
Fuck him... and his Crocs.
341
00:28:42,145 --> 00:28:44,646
His fucking Crocs!
342
00:28:49,984 --> 00:28:53,423
Hey. Nice evening?
343
00:28:53,448 --> 00:28:55,144
Yeah.
344
00:28:55,145 --> 00:28:56,544
You still look wobbly, love.
345
00:28:56,545 --> 00:28:59,384
Are you sure you're feeling
well enough to go back to work?
346
00:28:59,385 --> 00:29:01,504
Can't stay away forever.
347
00:29:01,505 --> 00:29:02,585
I'm going up.
348
00:29:04,105 --> 00:29:05,105
What?
349
00:29:06,185 --> 00:29:07,345
Mum.
350
00:29:23,305 --> 00:29:29,544
Carrie says even smelling coffee at
the moment makes her want to puke.
351
00:29:29,545 --> 00:29:31,424
Hope the baby's OK.
352
00:29:31,425 --> 00:29:34,144
Everything seems fine so far.
353
00:29:34,145 --> 00:29:37,064
Most pregnancies are problem-free,
especially at Carrie's age.
354
00:29:37,065 --> 00:29:38,705
Ah, the voice of reason.
355
00:29:40,705 --> 00:29:44,624
It's the closest I'll come, I suppose,
to babies. Being an uncle.
356
00:29:44,625 --> 00:29:46,824
You don't know that.
There's plenty of time.
357
00:29:46,825 --> 00:29:48,384
Insight into my condition.
358
00:29:48,385 --> 00:29:51,306
All the shrinks say I'm
good on that, don't they?
359
00:29:52,465 --> 00:29:54,864
It'd be a very bad idea
for me to pass on my genes.
360
00:29:54,865 --> 00:29:57,345
There's no evidence that it's genetic.
361
00:30:00,145 --> 00:30:01,664
Anyway, it doesn't matter.
362
00:30:01,665 --> 00:30:05,465
There's no danger of me passing
on my genes, no-one wants them.
363
00:30:07,305 --> 00:30:09,665
Dad says there's a girl
you're interested in.
364
00:30:17,785 --> 00:30:20,265
She's... so lovely, Mum.
365
00:30:21,705 --> 00:30:24,465
Kind and funny.
366
00:30:27,265 --> 00:30:28,545
She can even sing...
367
00:30:30,185 --> 00:30:31,465
...like an angel.
368
00:30:35,481 --> 00:30:37,904
How stupid was I to ever
think she'd want to hook up
369
00:30:37,905 --> 00:30:39,025
with a fuck-up like me?
370
00:30:39,944 --> 00:30:41,543
There'll be someone for you.
371
00:30:41,568 --> 00:30:43,265
You don't know that!
372
00:30:45,585 --> 00:30:48,664
It's very easy for us to tell
ourselves stories about people,
373
00:30:48,665 --> 00:30:50,105
that they're perfect...
374
00:30:51,105 --> 00:30:52,345
...but no-one is.
375
00:30:55,265 --> 00:30:56,665
Not even you?
376
00:31:10,345 --> 00:31:13,544
You've never talked about your work.
377
00:31:13,545 --> 00:31:16,744
Official Secrets Act and all that,
378
00:31:16,745 --> 00:31:20,544
but you've always encouraged
me to talk about mine.
379
00:31:20,545 --> 00:31:24,264
Enjoying the pleasure
I take in it, I think.
380
00:31:24,265 --> 00:31:26,705
Work's always been my refuge.
381
00:32:01,265 --> 00:32:04,904
There are no more refuges for me.
382
00:32:04,905 --> 00:32:06,425
No places of safety.
383
00:32:12,905 --> 00:32:15,465
Bracing yourself for
Marcia's killer martinis?
384
00:32:19,585 --> 00:32:22,744
Two parts vodka, one part antifreeze.
385
00:32:22,745 --> 00:32:24,664
It's nothing to do with football.
386
00:32:24,665 --> 00:32:26,944
It's what these boys think
they can get away with.
387
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,944
You're not gluten-free, I hope?
388
00:32:28,945 --> 00:32:32,864
It looks like rice, it's orzo. Pasta.
389
00:32:32,865 --> 00:32:36,144
I mean, oral sex. That's what I don't get.
390
00:32:36,145 --> 00:32:39,064
How can you force someone
to give you a blowjob?
391
00:32:39,065 --> 00:32:41,144
I mean, wouldn't you just bite it off?
392
00:32:41,145 --> 00:32:43,024
It's bad enough men
peddling crap like that
393
00:32:43,025 --> 00:32:44,824
without women making it worse.
394
00:32:44,825 --> 00:32:46,784
I'm just saying.
395
00:32:46,785 --> 00:32:49,384
Logistically, I'm
surprised it doesn't happen.
396
00:32:49,385 --> 00:32:50,664
They're terrified.
397
00:32:50,665 --> 00:32:52,944
This girl wasn't. She went
back to his hotel room.
398
00:32:52,945 --> 00:32:54,304
I mean, what was she expecting?
399
00:32:54,305 --> 00:32:56,904
I don't know. Maybe that
he'd show some consideration?
400
00:32:56,905 --> 00:32:59,224
She'd be allowed to change her mind?
401
00:32:59,225 --> 00:33:01,144
Maybe she did say yes to sex,
402
00:33:01,145 --> 00:33:05,184
but she didn't mean yes to him
assaulting her in every orifice,
403
00:33:05,185 --> 00:33:06,584
roughing her up while he did it,
404
00:33:06,585 --> 00:33:08,288
and his mates filming
it on their phones.
405
00:33:08,313 --> 00:33:10,264
If these girls are going
to get so blind drunk
406
00:33:10,289 --> 00:33:12,064
they can't think straight, inevitably...
407
00:33:12,065 --> 00:33:14,824
Well, maybe you're just too fucking
complacent to think straight!
408
00:33:14,825 --> 00:33:18,104
- [BABY CRIES]
- Yvonne.
409
00:33:18,105 --> 00:33:20,185
Er, your baby's really crying.
410
00:33:22,785 --> 00:33:25,424
I'm sorry. You're lovely
411
00:33:25,425 --> 00:33:28,664
and your house is lovely, and
you give lovely dinner parties,
412
00:33:28,665 --> 00:33:30,864
and everything in your world is lovely,
413
00:33:30,865 --> 00:33:33,584
so you don't really have the
imagination to see what it's like
414
00:33:33,585 --> 00:33:34,864
when bad things happen,
415
00:33:34,865 --> 00:33:38,784
just randomly, great torrents of
shit descending on ordinary people.
416
00:33:38,785 --> 00:33:40,664
So you're looking for who's to blame
417
00:33:40,665 --> 00:33:43,064
cos that's less scary
than facing up to the fact
418
00:33:43,065 --> 00:33:46,424
that awful things can happen,
even to someone as lovely as you,
419
00:33:46,425 --> 00:33:47,865
really awful things.
420
00:34:12,025 --> 00:34:13,225
Is this my fault?
421
00:34:16,905 --> 00:34:18,305
You're...
422
00:34:20,265 --> 00:34:22,265
You haven't been right for weeks.
423
00:34:27,665 --> 00:34:30,344
I'm sorry...
424
00:34:30,345 --> 00:34:31,865
about the business with Rosa.
425
00:34:35,185 --> 00:34:37,304
It's nonsense.
426
00:34:37,305 --> 00:34:38,665
No, it's not that.
427
00:34:41,785 --> 00:34:43,105
Really?
428
00:34:45,505 --> 00:34:46,985
Well, what, then?
429
00:34:53,785 --> 00:34:55,625
I'm thinking of leaving the Beaufort.
430
00:34:58,905 --> 00:35:00,664
Why?
431
00:35:00,665 --> 00:35:02,305
I'm not enjoying it anymore.
432
00:35:04,585 --> 00:35:06,784
It's really, really getting me down.
433
00:35:06,785 --> 00:35:08,464
Since when? You never said.
434
00:35:08,465 --> 00:35:09,984
I'll make up the money.
435
00:35:09,985 --> 00:35:11,984
I've got consultancy work
coming out of my ears.
436
00:35:11,985 --> 00:35:13,304
It's not the money.
437
00:35:13,305 --> 00:35:14,825
There's nowhere like it.
438
00:35:16,665 --> 00:35:18,184
Is it something specific?
439
00:35:18,185 --> 00:35:19,824
No, no.
440
00:35:19,825 --> 00:35:21,185
It's just...
441
00:35:23,945 --> 00:35:26,144
It's just been building up generally
442
00:35:26,145 --> 00:35:29,025
and it exploded all over Marcia tonight.
443
00:35:32,542 --> 00:35:34,862
I'll ring her in the
morning to apologise.
444
00:35:40,174 --> 00:35:43,778
I'm serious, Liz. I told you last
week, no leaving do.
445
00:35:43,803 --> 00:35:46,676
Let's have a drink when the dust has
settled. I'll e-mail you some dates.
446
00:35:46,700 --> 00:35:48,224
- [DOORBELL RINGS]
- I'll get it!
447
00:35:48,225 --> 00:35:50,817
I've got to go. All right, bye.
448
00:35:54,345 --> 00:35:56,305
Secret admirer.
449
00:36:07,923 --> 00:36:09,606
_
450
00:36:14,425 --> 00:36:15,745
Mum? Are you OK?
451
00:36:17,425 --> 00:36:18,825
Mum!
452
00:36:37,185 --> 00:36:39,384
So, the Beaufort.
453
00:36:39,385 --> 00:36:42,864
Dad seems a bit confused
about you leaving.
454
00:36:42,865 --> 00:36:44,224
He's talked to you about it?
455
00:36:44,225 --> 00:36:45,944
In his way.
456
00:36:45,945 --> 00:36:48,064
He said something
about your time of life,
457
00:36:48,065 --> 00:36:51,344
as though resigning was
like a symptom of menopause.
458
00:36:51,345 --> 00:36:52,624
Is it?
459
00:36:52,625 --> 00:36:54,864
It just doesn't suit me anymore.
460
00:36:54,865 --> 00:36:57,064
I needed a change of direction.
461
00:36:57,065 --> 00:36:59,864
You're not going off
trekking in Nepal, are you?
462
00:36:59,865 --> 00:37:02,744
Or start having a wild affair?
463
00:37:02,745 --> 00:37:05,304
Cos, you know, timing...
464
00:37:05,305 --> 00:37:08,544
I just really like working from home
and your dad's busier than ever,
465
00:37:08,545 --> 00:37:10,747
so I can afford to take my
foot off the pedal a bit.
466
00:37:10,772 --> 00:37:14,212
Oh, yeah, this conference in
Estonia, that's random!
467
00:37:20,225 --> 00:37:22,864
Mum...
468
00:37:22,865 --> 00:37:25,025
You're not depressed, are you?
469
00:37:26,185 --> 00:37:27,825
No. No, of course not.
470
00:37:39,785 --> 00:37:41,784
Dear X,
471
00:37:41,785 --> 00:37:44,424
I loved you touching me.
472
00:37:44,425 --> 00:37:45,745
Everywhere.
473
00:37:46,933 --> 00:37:49,333
I can't imagine that ever again.
474
00:37:51,985 --> 00:37:54,184
But I do still want you,
475
00:37:54,185 --> 00:37:56,264
just you.
476
00:37:56,265 --> 00:37:59,913
And it's terrible because
it keeps me feeling.
477
00:38:01,865 --> 00:38:05,944
And the only way I can see to
get through this is to be numb.
478
00:38:05,945 --> 00:38:08,024
ADAM: See ya!
479
00:38:08,025 --> 00:38:09,505
[DOOR SLAMS]
480
00:38:14,812 --> 00:38:16,732
I think about you every single day.
481
00:38:19,071 --> 00:38:21,431
Most minutes of each day, if I'm honest.
482
00:38:24,225 --> 00:38:26,024
This is what I cling to.
483
00:38:26,025 --> 00:38:29,985
While you're off saving the
free world, you think of me...
484
00:38:31,625 --> 00:38:33,544
...because you saw me,
485
00:38:33,545 --> 00:38:34,905
I really think you did...
486
00:38:36,745 --> 00:38:38,624
and I saw you,
487
00:38:38,625 --> 00:38:41,305
and that's a rare thing
between two human beings.
488
00:39:33,865 --> 00:39:35,385
[PHONE CHIMES]
489
00:39:44,650 --> 00:39:48,598
_
490
00:41:02,305 --> 00:41:03,705
I'm off, Von!
491
00:41:09,799 --> 00:41:11,439
Well, knock 'em dead.
492
00:41:13,105 --> 00:41:14,625
Hello, Estonia!
493
00:41:30,545 --> 00:41:32,264
Gary!
494
00:41:32,265 --> 00:41:34,201
[FOOTSTEPS]
495
00:41:35,097 --> 00:41:38,096
I thought he was leaving
at the end of the month.
496
00:41:38,121 --> 00:41:40,744
Oh, he's had a good run. He
stayed longer than we thought.
497
00:41:40,745 --> 00:41:43,904
Yeah, but not to say anything.
498
00:41:43,905 --> 00:41:46,784
He mentioned to me last night
he was thinking of heading back.
499
00:41:46,785 --> 00:41:49,264
I presumed he meant
at the end of the week.
500
00:41:49,265 --> 00:41:50,585
What did I do?
501
00:41:52,585 --> 00:41:54,984
Why does he find it
so easy to talk to you
502
00:41:54,985 --> 00:41:57,584
and bloody impossible to talk to me?
503
00:41:57,585 --> 00:42:00,065
Hey, Adam loves you to
bits, you know he does.
504
00:42:01,745 --> 00:42:04,264
There's a thin line and all that.
505
00:42:04,265 --> 00:42:05,544
[CAR HORN HONKS]
506
00:42:05,545 --> 00:42:07,864
I have to go to the airport.
507
00:42:07,865 --> 00:42:09,664
I hope it's fun.
508
00:42:09,665 --> 00:42:10,945
"Fun"!
509
00:43:20,065 --> 00:43:21,985
[SMASHING]
510
00:44:35,505 --> 00:44:38,024
- Hi.
- Oh, um...
511
00:44:38,025 --> 00:44:39,664
I didn't think you
were going to pick up.
512
00:44:39,665 --> 00:44:41,464
I was just going to leave a message.
513
00:44:41,465 --> 00:44:43,944
Has something happened?
Are you all right?
514
00:44:43,945 --> 00:44:45,584
SOBBING: It's George Selway,
515
00:44:45,585 --> 00:44:48,304
he won't leave me alone.
516
00:44:48,305 --> 00:44:50,504
He must have followed
me to the hairdressers
517
00:44:50,505 --> 00:44:53,504
and he just turned up in
the shop near my house.
518
00:44:53,505 --> 00:44:56,304
Wait, hang on. Are you
saying he's stalking you now?
519
00:44:56,305 --> 00:44:57,944
I don't know, but...
520
00:44:57,945 --> 00:45:00,824
He's been texting me and...
521
00:45:00,825 --> 00:45:03,624
A few weeks ago, he sent me flowers.
522
00:45:03,625 --> 00:45:05,902
I'm really sorry, I'm just blithering.
523
00:45:06,945 --> 00:45:09,944
- I'm really, really scared.
- No, of course.
524
00:45:09,945 --> 00:45:12,544
Look, all right. Look, I'm
going to give you an address
525
00:45:12,545 --> 00:45:14,144
and I need you to listen very carefully.
526
00:45:14,145 --> 00:45:16,344
I don't have a pen. I haven't got a pen.
527
00:45:16,345 --> 00:45:19,824
No, d-don't write it down,
you've got a good memory.
528
00:45:19,825 --> 00:45:22,504
Ready? It's 12 Merthyr Court.
529
00:45:22,505 --> 00:45:27,104
That's M-E-R-T-H-Y-R,
like the place in Wales.
530
00:45:27,105 --> 00:45:29,344
Chamberland Road.
531
00:45:29,345 --> 00:45:31,224
SE11.
532
00:45:31,225 --> 00:45:32,744
Now, repeat that back to me.
533
00:45:32,745 --> 00:45:36,205
12 Merthyr Court,
Chamberland Road, SE11
534
00:45:36,206 --> 00:45:37,320
Good.
535
00:45:37,345 --> 00:45:41,224
I'll see you there tomorrow, as
close to 2pm as I can make it.
536
00:45:41,225 --> 00:45:44,104
We can talk properly there, all right?
537
00:45:44,105 --> 00:45:47,984
Look, just don't put it in your
phones, not even into maps, OK?
538
00:45:47,985 --> 00:45:50,064
OK. Thank you.
539
00:45:50,065 --> 00:45:52,304
Right, and are you going
to be all right until then?
540
00:45:52,305 --> 00:45:53,744
I'm not taking any risks.
541
00:45:53,745 --> 00:45:56,464
Good. Don't. I'll see you tomorrow.
542
00:45:56,465 --> 00:45:58,545
I'm really glad you called, Yvonne.
543
00:46:00,413 --> 00:46:01,666
Say my name again.
544
00:46:02,625 --> 00:46:04,584
Yvonne.
545
00:46:04,585 --> 00:46:08,304
We'll see each other tomorrow,
all right? We'll be together.
546
00:46:08,305 --> 00:46:10,024
OK?
547
00:46:10,025 --> 00:46:11,825
I've got to go.
548
00:47:40,245 --> 00:47:41,565
It's...
549
00:47:43,664 --> 00:47:47,304
We're not talking
boutique hotel, obviously.
550
00:47:47,305 --> 00:47:49,304
It's OK.
551
00:47:49,305 --> 00:47:51,624
It's safe.
552
00:47:51,625 --> 00:47:53,385
A safe house.
553
00:47:56,705 --> 00:47:59,505
I know you're not allowed
to talk about what you do.
554
00:48:03,015 --> 00:48:05,175
Do...? Do you want
to take your coat off?
555
00:49:27,846 --> 00:49:29,206
I'm not asleep.
556
00:49:31,305 --> 00:49:32,985
But my arm is.
557
00:49:45,494 --> 00:49:47,214
So what do you want to do?
558
00:49:51,465 --> 00:49:53,345
About Selway?
559
00:49:55,265 --> 00:49:57,864
Can't you warn him off for me?
560
00:49:57,865 --> 00:50:00,425
Nothing would give me greater pleasure.
561
00:50:02,665 --> 00:50:04,225
Well, almost nothing.
562
00:50:12,025 --> 00:50:15,144
Don't tell me you wouldn't
like to put the wind right up
563
00:50:15,145 --> 00:50:17,584
that pathetic piece of shit.
564
00:50:17,585 --> 00:50:19,105
Yeah, I would.
565
00:50:20,530 --> 00:50:22,570
I want him to crap himself with fear.
566
00:50:25,327 --> 00:50:27,007
I want him to feel...
567
00:50:28,865 --> 00:50:31,345
...half as terrified as he made he feel.
568
00:50:33,425 --> 00:50:37,544
I'm not really the
one for that job, am I?
569
00:50:37,545 --> 00:50:39,545
As far as I'm concerned, I...
570
00:50:40,321 --> 00:50:43,013
I think he thinks he
can do whatever he likes.
571
00:50:43,038 --> 00:50:44,838
So it has to change.
572
00:50:47,425 --> 00:50:50,625
I suppose you know people.
573
00:50:52,145 --> 00:50:53,345
Yeah.
574
00:50:55,665 --> 00:50:57,825
I'd like to see his face.
575
00:50:59,585 --> 00:51:01,745
Wouldn't you?
576
00:51:31,985 --> 00:51:33,305
Early?
577
00:51:34,905 --> 00:51:36,225
Yeah.
578
00:51:37,345 --> 00:51:38,585
Got stuff to do.
579
00:51:43,905 --> 00:51:45,705
How was it all? Estonia?
580
00:51:47,905 --> 00:51:49,504
Von.
581
00:51:49,505 --> 00:51:50,745
Von.
582
00:51:52,865 --> 00:51:54,305
Von!
583
00:51:59,966 --> 00:52:01,326
You should know...
584
00:52:05,105 --> 00:52:07,384
The thing is, the conference...
585
00:52:07,385 --> 00:52:09,865
Rosa came with me to the conference.
586
00:52:16,922 --> 00:52:18,722
So you are sleeping with her.
587
00:52:20,515 --> 00:52:22,412
I wasn't before. I didn't lie.
588
00:52:28,259 --> 00:52:29,739
We never have sex.
589
00:52:33,266 --> 00:52:34,744
So it's my fault?
590
00:52:34,745 --> 00:52:37,104
I'm not trying to blame you.
591
00:52:37,105 --> 00:52:38,625
It's an explanation.
592
00:52:42,345 --> 00:52:44,945
Pretty standard midlife
crisis stuff, I'm afraid.
593
00:52:51,105 --> 00:52:52,505
Sure.
594
00:52:56,025 --> 00:52:57,345
Yvonne!
595
00:53:00,505 --> 00:53:03,144
The recycling place gets
mobbed on a Saturday,
596
00:53:03,145 --> 00:53:05,744
so we can talk about it when I get back.
597
00:53:05,745 --> 00:53:07,105
You don't need me!
598
00:53:09,901 --> 00:53:11,381
Is that what you think?
599
00:54:46,225 --> 00:54:49,104
What are you going to say to him?
600
00:54:49,105 --> 00:54:50,945
I thought I'd freestyle it.
601
00:55:17,545 --> 00:55:19,265
[DOORBELL RINGS]
602
00:55:24,385 --> 00:55:26,265
[INTERCOM BUZZES]
603
00:56:10,945 --> 00:56:12,105
[SHE GASPS]
604
00:56:17,705 --> 00:56:20,425
Is there any such thing
as a point of no return?
605
00:56:22,585 --> 00:56:24,824
I used to think there wasn't.
606
00:56:24,825 --> 00:56:27,624
Would the defendant please stand?
607
00:56:27,625 --> 00:56:30,024
And then I met you.
608
00:56:30,025 --> 00:56:31,265
Fucking bitch!
609
00:56:32,825 --> 00:56:34,864
You deserve everything you get!
610
00:56:34,865 --> 00:56:38,704
Are you happy now you've
destroyed our life?
611
00:56:38,705 --> 00:56:41,305
Oh, you bitch! You evil bitch!
612
00:56:44,140 --> 00:56:48,398
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