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DOOR BELL RINGS
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Recover
by CHVRCHES
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Five minutes, OK? And let me know
when you're back.
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Just get on with it, Mum.
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Stick to the plan.
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Am I the only one who answers
the door around here?
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Hello, lovely! Is your mum home?
I was hoping for a wee chat.
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Or...your dad?
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He's out, but...
Don't worry. I'm not... Who is it?
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Julie.
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Hiya, Kelly! Have you got a minute?
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I'm sure we're the talk of the town.
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Well, I haven't heard
anyone say anything.
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Well, of course you wouldn't.
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No-one would say anything to you,
would they? No. Well...
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# And if I recover
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# Will you be my comfort? #
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# Or it can be over
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# Or we can just leave it here
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# So pick any number... #
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OK...
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# Choose any colour... #
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DOG BARKS
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OK. Let's go.
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CLATTERING
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What the fuck?
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DOOR OPENS
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Look, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
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Give me one good reason
why I should talk to you.
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I just threw myself over a bush
for you! One good reason, Jade!
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Because I know...
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..I know I've been selfish and shit.
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And I'm sorry.
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I suppose I'm just saying...
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..I know it might
be a bit of a shock, but...
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..you might not...
With all due respect, Julie,
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you don't know anything about me
or us.
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I know that.
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My daughter lied to me
all this time about all this.
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She lied to me.
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But can you blame her...
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..for keeping it to herself?
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It's a hell of a thing
to try to figure out.
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And it's tricky enough at
their age without anything extra.
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What happened the other night was...
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..pretty unforgivable.
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And the fact that you're even
willing to look me in the eye is...
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Is what?
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I know right now...
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..if we were to ever try again...
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..that right now I'm
not good enough for you.
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But I want to be. I want to be
good enough to deserve you. Don't.
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And I think...
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..part of that is about me
being honest with you because what
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happened in Glasgow wasn't the first
time my anger's got me into trouble.
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I mean, I'd never hurt
anyone before, but...
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But every time you get angry,
you fuck things up?
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Yeah, you're really selling yourself
here.I'm trying to change.
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I'm doing the programme.
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That's got to mean something.
Yeah, but what happens after that?
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It takes work, Jade - all this,
like, staying upright and alive,
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it takes work.Do you think
I don't fucking know that,
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when every day,
for nearly the past two years,
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I can still picture his blood
on my hands?
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I can still hear folk
screaming at me.
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I can still feel the force of...
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JADE SIGHS
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I know it takes work.
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And what I know now is that
I need to work harder.
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This isn't just about you!
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Like, where am I in all of this?
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Where are we in all of this?
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SHE SIGHS
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It's OK to be scared.
I'm not scared.
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SHE CLEARS THROAT
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Well, I know I was...
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..when Jade told me.
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All I could think about was
how difficult it all was.
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Or that folk might
judge her unfairly.
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Or that, suddenly, it might
make her someone else entirely.
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But it didn't.
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She didn't.
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And I realised it's not about me.
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My only job is to make
sure she feels loved.
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Which...
SHE LAUGHS NERVOUSLY
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..I think is probably
enough work.
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You talk like a self-help book.
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Probably. I have read a lot of them.
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Sometimes you need someone else
to give you the words.
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Do you know, Julie,
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I think you and I
need different things. So...
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I know we're not that close but...
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..you were kind to me all those
years ago, after Robert left.
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I felt so embarrassed by it all...
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..and sad, too.
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And you were so kind to me,
and I've never forgotten that.
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So, if I can help...just ask.
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I don't know how
I'm going to forgive you
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for what you did the other night.
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Because I'm the one who actually
needs to live with what you did.
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And...it could not have come
at a worse time.
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What do you mean?
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What is it?
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My dad is sick.
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And it's serious.
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And no-one dares say it
but it's fucking serious,
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and it's dragging me back here,
and now my mum won't speak to me
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and I...I can't focus on studying
or preparing for my placement
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because my head is everywhere.
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And then, you come along and...
No, I just...!
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For once, I just wanted things
to be easy and...
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Look, I am...
..things just keep getting harder
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and harder and harder and...
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SHE SCREAMS
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SHE WAILS
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SHE SOBS
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No! No!
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I'm going to feel this.
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I'm done, I am done pushing it down.
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Cos this is who I am.
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Even if you hate me for it...
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..this is who I am.
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Let's go, sweetheart.
Just wait, Mum. Jade, please.
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Look, you've got to know that
there is nothing for anyone to hate.
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You've got to know that.
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And you've got to know that
I love you.
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All of you.
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Everything about you.
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I love you.
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Just go.
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Come on.
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COLLETTE SNIFFLES
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POTTERY CLATTERS
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I never liked these anyway.
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