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NARRATOR: Previously on "SAF3--"

I want to get
back to work, doc.

Your body's been
through a major trauma.

You have a lot of physical
therapy ahead of you.

ERICKSON: I'm going
away for a while.

I'm getting a little too
dependent on my pain meds.

You gave me time to heal.

Now it's time that you
do the same for yourself.

All right?

Graciela Vega is going to
be with us for a few days

to do some survival training.

What's going on?

His veins have collapsed.

He's bent.

No pulse.

Breathing stopped.

Get out the defib.

Still no pulse.

Stop compressions.

Clear the shock.

All clear, ready to shock.

[labored breathing]

[inaudible]

[music playing]

[inaudible]

[music playing]

[inaudible]

[music playing]

[screaming]

[theme music]

THEME SONG: Sunlight,
break the day,

feel the hope rush in our veins.

Arms entwined, keep us safe.

Give us strength to
love, not to fade.

White light, not safe, down
to the time, keep us safe.

White light, keep us safe.

I will pull you up
and I won't break.

White light my fate.

I will pull you up
even if it pulls me in.

My fate.

Keep us safe, keep us
safe, I'll keep you safe.

[music playing]

Hey, Chase.

Hi.

Filming another episode
of Cowboy in the Kitchen?

Uh-huh.

Mm.

[inaudible] I've been watching
your YouTube channel a lot.

Really?

Mm-hmm.

Thank you.

Chase, if your trying
to film yourself,

why do you have the
camera facing the beach?

What are you cooking?

Barbecued ribs, made
with my secret sauce,

slow cooked to perfection.

It looks to me like
they're more charred

burned than slow cooked.

No.

That's just how I
like them, smoking hot.

All right, well, we're
going to go shower.

In case you need more
footage, great cooking show.

If she looks
back, she's into me.

Come on, come on,
one little glance.

Could he have been
any more obvious?

I know.

He's so into you.

You know, he was filming
us, or rather you.

You guys are crazy.

Hello, we have
eyes and we saw.

Mm-hmm.

Oh my gosh, it's late.

I got to run.

I'm picking up Alonzo.

I'll see you guys later, OK?

Check this dude out.

Don't stare.

Hey, Alfonso.

ALFONSO: Hey.

Today's the big day.

Bet you can't wait to get
those bandages off, huh?

- Yeah.
- Let me get that for you.

I got it, I got it.

Thank you.

Thanks.

Hey, you OK?

Yeah.

OK.

Hey, where's everyone at?

What am I?

CNN?

Go look for yourself.

OK, Chase, I'm not
in the mood, all right?

I got this letter here and
it's about our suspension.

It's very important.
- Cool.

Buddy, what's your
sudden obsession

with stocking medical supplies?

Dude, this place is a dump.

There's no heating,
the pipes are leaking,

and they're destroying
the gauze and stuff.

So when do you start caring
about medical supplies?

Chase?

Oh, oh, you dog.

OK, I got you.

Stocking new medical
supplies for our new medic.

- They're for everyone.
- Everyone?

- Mm-hmm
- Really?

Mm-hmm.

Interesting.

All right.

Help me go find everybody.

I'll ring the bell.

Seems really weird
without Erickson at HQ.

There's nobody saying you're
shooting peas at a battleship.

That definitely sounds like
classic Erickson for you.

Hey, Charlie, I
really appreciate

you giving me a
ride and everything

that you've done for me.

And I hope you don't
take this personal,

but if you don't mind I
need to do this alone.

Oh, no worries.

I totally understand.

I'll just go grab
a coffee and you

can text me when you're done.

Thank you.

Yeah.

According to this letter
from the fire department

they're going to
suspend us 45 more days.

I thought 15 days was bad.

What do they expect
us to do for money?

Well, how can
Gallagher do this?

Does he have the
authority to suspend us?

That's a good question.

But the answer is,
with Dunnigan gone,

Safe no longer has
a battalion chief.

We're a gray division
for the fire department.

Why don't they just
appoint Erickson?

Red tape, I guess.

And everything takes
forever to get approved.

Gallagher's name is on
the suspension letter.

He's the one that
signed off on this.

He was my battalion
chief when I was

under urban search and rescue.

I'm going to call his office
and find out what's going on.

Very good.

OK, all right, I'm
going to tell you

precisely what I'm going to do.

Now, I'm going to start
unraveling your bandages nice

and slowly.

That's it, OK,
start it like that.

Now remember how
blessed you are.

We were able to
save your hearing.

But due to the extreme
cartilage damage,

we weren't able to
save your left ear.

Now you still have
sight in both your eyes

and all your senses are intact.

But you're going to have to
prepare yourself for the fact

that you're not going
to recognize the face

that you see in the mirror.

That face you knew, it's gone.

You will adjust to it.

You have to give yourself time.

Whenever you're ready.

[music playing]

I know it's not what
you expected it to be.

[music playing]

I just don't get it.

Before the accident,
Alfonso and I were so close.

And now it's like
he's pushing me away.

He's still recovering.

His whole identity's gone.

I've seen this before with
soldiers I worked with.

It's going to take some time.

I get that.

But then why is he spending
all this time with Charlie

and not me.

He let her go with him today to
get his bandages off, not me.

And it hurts my feelings.

He didn't know her before.

She's safe.

You may not realize it, but
you do treat him different.

I have been trying
to take care of him.

It's just who I am.

Maybe I've been a little extreme
because of the situation,

but I didn't know
what else to do.

No one does.

It's hard on everyone.

You'll all figure it out.

Alfonso.

Alfonso, please open the door.

Alfonso.

[knock at door]

Alfonso.

The best advice I can give
you is to follow your instincts

when it comes to him.

But when it comes to someone
you work with, I'd steer clear.

CHARLIE: Lily.

Oh, hey, Charlies.

Hey, so happy I found you.

Sorry to bother.
- Oh, no bother.

Nice to see you again.

You too.

How'd it go with
Alfonso today?

I don't know.

I was waiting for him to
come out of the doctors

and he left without me.

So I went to his
apartment, and no answer,

and he's not
answering his phone.

Have you talked to him?

Let me check my phone,
it's in my locker.

Nice to see you.

Nice seeing you again, bye.

[music playing] Everything
I see makes my heart beat,

I'm falling deep.

Everything I see
makes my heart beat.

I'm falling deep.

Everything I see makes my
heart beat, I'm falling deep.

Everything I see makes my
heart beat, I'm falling deep.

It only took one second
to know that I want

you, to know that I need you.

I hope that you need me too.

I'll be waiting for you to come
over and tell me you love me.

That'd be too easy.

I'll be here waiting.

Everything I see
makes my heart beat.

I'm falling deep.

Everything thing I see makes my
heart beat, I'm falling deep.

[bell rings]

Gallagher's coming.

Hey, Lily, thanks for
alerting me about this.

I really appreciate it.

And thank you all for
taking the time out to have

this impromptu discussion.

No, sit down, sit down.

Unfortunately, it seems
you've all been reassigned

to your original divisions.

Maddox, welcome back to 71s.

Dailey, you'll be reporting back
to Swift Water Rescue Division.

Robertson you're going
back to the beach,

Central Section headquarters.

They'll be pleased to see you.

Vega, the paramedics
will be very

happy to see your quick return.

And Taylor, you're
back to Air Ops.

Believe me, they'll
be as pleased to see

the Helo they are to see you.

I will notify
Rivera of his fate.

So, unfortunately, for all
of us, as of this moment,

Safe Division is
officially terminated.

What just happened?

He just got his way.

It's my fault. I should
have never called him.

No, come on, we've got to
think this thing through.

Come on.

You guys are smart.

If you don't mind, I'm going
to let you figure this one out.

There's some things I
want to take to Alfonso.

Sure, yeah, no problem.

Now, we are not going to go
down quietly, absolutely not.

Alfonso, I know
you're in there.

I'm not leaving until
you open the door.

I'm so happy to see you.

I brought you a surfer
sandwich from John's Garden.

I know it's your favorite.

Thanks, but I'm not hungry.

Can I talk to you?

You haven't been
returning my calls.

I haven't felt like talking.

I get it.

I just want to
make sure you're OK

and that I haven't done
something to make you mad.

I know I've been stalking you.

But I just haven't
heard any, and I'm--

I'm fine.

Well, what about your laundry?

I could take it.

Lily, I'm fine.

You don't have to do this.

I just-- I need to
be alone right now.

You've been alone for weeks.

You need to get out,
breathe fresh air,

have your friends around you.

Stop.

Please don't shut me out.

What's wrong?

What's wrong?

What's wrong is my
whole face was burned.

What's wrong is I
look in the mirror

and I don't even
recognize myself.

I look like a freak.

You are my best friend, and
even you can look at me.

How can you even
ask me what's wrong?

Alfonso, you're
still the same person.

Am I?

Am I?

Am I, Lily?

Look at me.

Do you see the same person?

I have to live with this.

[music playing]

Excuse me.

I'm looking Graciela Vega.

Hi, you must be Casey.

Yeah, how did you know?

John told me about you.

I'm Lily.

Nice to meet you.

Wow, you really
look like Sara.

Apparently.

He mentioned you
were going to come by.

Yeah, he wanted me
to meet Graciela.

He thought she might
be able to help me.

Right, he mentioned you're
in chiropractic school.

Yeah, for a few months now.

LILY: Well, you'll
love Graciela.

She's a medic, amazingly smart.

The fact that she can work
magic on all of our bodies

makes us love her even more.

She should be able to
give you some good advice.

Can I get you a cup of coffee?

Sure, I'd love some.

So, John told you about me?

Yeah a little
bit before he left.

He wanted to make sure
you felt at home here.

And it looks like you do.

Yeah.

I like it here.

John didn't tell me too
much about his personal life

since my mom died.

Is he seeing anyone?

No, Sarah was his life.

And he's still grieving.

You know, it's none
of my business,

so if you do want to
talk about it, it's OK.

But I believe you showing
up is part of what

sparked John to go for help.

I appreciate that.

You think he's going to be OK?

Yeah, I do.

I feel like if I can
get to know him better,

it's going to help me get
to know my mom better.

I think you're right.

Why do I have a feeling
that he's not coming back?

No, he's coming back.

And like I said, he asked all
of us to look out for you.

He wants to make
sure you stay around.

I guess I'll just
come back later

then, when Graciela's here.

Casey, I want you to know
that he won't desert you.

He wouldn't desert any of us.

He's not that kind of man.

And we're all going
to make sure he

has something to come back to.

[music playing]

[music playing]

[SINGING] The time has
come to stand up tall.

If we come together
we'll never fall.

We will fight.

We will fight back.

Where does your allegiance lie.

Aim your voice to the sky.

We will fight.

We will fight back.

We will fight.

We will fight back.

To all the years we've paid,
the cord that's never frayed.

Won't fall through the
crack, we will fight back.

Show me now what your made of.

Lay it down, push and shove.

We will fight.

We will fight back.

We will fight.

We will fight back.

You're asking me to
review a 45 day suspension

without Captain Erickson here.

This isn't about
Captain Erickson, Sir.

What started as a
15 day suspension,

Sir, has turned into
a 45 day suspension

for no apparent reason.

Now if you and the board will
please review your records,

I believe you will find
that we were wrongfully

suspended to begin with, Sir.

Well, it states hear that
after the death of Captain

Dunnigan and the injury
of Alfonso Rivera,

there was a routine
investigation

regarding protocol with your
superiors, present here today.

And after review,
you were all ordered

a mandatory
psychiatric evaluation.

That is right, Sir.

We are here today
because we do not

believe that [inaudible]
Battalion Chief Gallagher has

the authority to shut us down.

I see there was a disciplinary
action taken against your team,

resulting in a 15
day suspension.

That is right, Sir, which
we have complied with.

We also underwent and passed
a psychiatric evaluation, Sir.

All except for
Captain Erickson, Sir.

Why is Captain Erickson
not here with you today?

He is taking care of
personal matters, Sir.

Are you saying that it's
acceptable for Captain

Erickson, your
leader, not to show up

for his mandatory
psychiatric evaluation

and not be here today to find
out the fate of his own team?

Speaking on behalf
of the whole Safe team,

Sir, and what we believe are
the wishes of Captain Dunnigan,

we stand behind Captain
Erickson and his decisions.

Well, before it was
brought to my attention

today by many of
the division chiefs,

I was not aware that
Safe had been suspended.

And while I would like to hear
Captain Erickson's account as

to why he was not here today and
why he missed his evaluation,

that is by no means reason
to suspend this program.

Effective immediately, Safe
is reinstated officially.

Now, Miss Vega, I was also not
aware until today that you had

become part of the Safe team.

Yes, Sir, I just transferred
from Paramedics Division.

I couldn't be more honored
to be part of this team.

I see.

Thank you.

Good job, [inaudible].

Thanks, man.

You know, it would
have been nice

if we would have discussed who
was going to do the talking,

But I did all right.

Didn't know you had it in you.

Are you kidding me?

You guys saw me in there.

I was born to lead.

Please.

What do you mean please?

I've been a leader in
every team I've been on.

Who do you think took their high
school football team to state?

You were in high school.

That was a long time ago.

Yeah, what position
did you play anyway?

Star.

What you psffing me about?

Man, I'm a star everything
I do, including rescues.

It's a shame you don't have
a little more self-confidence,

Texas.

[music playing]

Whoa, that was a
pretty gnarly one.

Yeah, first call now
since we've been reinstated

and we're not even needed.

Hate showing up to find
out it's a battalion.

Yeah, thank god Erickson
wasn't here to see this.

Yeah, no kidding.

Why?

His wife died the same way.

She was hit and killed while
riding her bicycle on the PCH.

I had no idea.

All right, let's hit it.

You OK?

Yeah, I just had
Alfonso on my mind.

I'm worried about him.

He really blew up at me.

I'm sure he's
in a lot of pain.

It tends to make you lash out
at the ones you loved the most.

I really wanted to see
him, but he hasn't responded

to any of my messages.

Same here.

You better go drag his butt out.

I like the sound of that.

I knew you would.

[music playing]

Alfonso--

What are you doing?

Oh, my gosh.

You scared me.

I scared you.

This is my apartment.

I was worried about you.

And I had a key from
before, when we cleaned.

Lily, I told you that I--

I know what you told me, OK?

And I don't accept it.

You can't take away
the fact that we have

been partners for six years.

You're like my brother.

You know who I am.

You know everything about me.

And that counts for something.

And even if you
don't consider me

to be your best
friend anymore, I

still consider you to be mine.

And I'm not going
to leave you alone.

I don't want you here.

Tough.

I came here for a reason
and I'm going to do it.

You know what,
you don't get it.

You don't get it that
seeing you is painful.

It hurts.

All it is is a reminder of the
life that I don't have anymore.

So please, just leave.

Alfonso, I can't
pretend to imagine what

it is you're going through.

But you're not the
only one affected here.

We all are.

And seeing you
suffer hurts me too.

And I'm not going to let
you push me away anymore.

Your coming with me.

No, I'm not.

Because every time I walk out
that door, every single time,

you know what I am?

I'm a freak show.

Do you trust me?

Do you trust me?

Yes.

What are we doing here?

You said you trusted me.

[music playing]

Colby, do you remember the
man that saved your life?

Alfonso?

Mm-hmm, he's right over there.

[music playing]

I'm sorry you're hurt.

I have one too.

Does it hurt?

Only on the inside.

Mine hurts too.

Thank you for saving me.

I love you.

You know, seeing
Alfonso meet Colby today

was one of the most
touching experiences

I've had in a long time.

I think Charlie was right,
it was just what he needed.

Yeah, we did do good today.

We sure did.

To celebrate, I made a cake.

Oh, my gosh, no way.

That is amazing.

I've been telling you.

Man, don't let him fool
you, he got it at Costco.

Hi, guys.

Whoa, where are you off to?

Well, it's laundry
night tonight,

so I had nothing else to wear.

[phone rings]

Oh, wait.

Wow.

Did you see that?

How are you?

Oh, I see.

OK, all right, call you back.

Thanks.

Where did you get that garter?

I love it.
I know, right.

It's great for keeping
girly, girly stuff.

I'll get you one.

Thanks, girl.

Dude, not Texas.

Don't worry, I'll
save it for you.

OK.

Now, who wants a piece.

Save mine for later.

I'll be back.

I told you she had a date.

Cake.

CHARLIE: I love it here.

Thanks for coming with me.

I don't know how
you and Lily knew,

but that was exactly
what I needed.

When I was a baby, I
had a nanny named Lupe.

She watched over
me and my brother.

Pretty much lived with us.

And one day when
she was ironing she

left to go answer the
phone in the kitchen.

I crawled over,
yanked on the cord.

The iron fell barely missing
my face and landed on my foot.

Sat there for about a minute.

Got a third degree burn.

The doctors told my parents that
had I not been a chubby baby,

I would have been paralyzed
from the nerve damage.

But, chubby baby, chubby feet.

My mom ended up
firing with Lupe,

even though it wasn't
really her fault.

But my mom was just trying to
do what she felt was right.

I ended up having to get
a series of skin grafts.

That's why you felt
a connection to me.

Yeah.

So when I was 14, my mom
brought Lupe to meet me.

And I had no idea who she was.

But here is this little
old lady, crying,

touching me because I was OK.

My mom told her I'd
become a real athlete.

It was so sad, because
here this woman

had spent years of her life
carrying around this guilt,

thinking she had somehow
destroyed my life.

I used to be so
embarrassed of my scar.

When I was in junior lifeguards,
I'd dig my foot in the sand

so people wouldn't
stare and ask questions.

But, you know, I've
come to realize

that my scar only affected
my life because I let it.

In reality, I was
the only one focusing

on it, worried about what
other people were thinking.

Alfonso, you saved Colby's life.

Because of your
actions, yeah, your life

is never going to be the same.

But neither will hers.

I thought, you know,
maybe if you met her--

I don't know.

How did someone so
young get so wise?

[music playing]

Sunlight break the day, feel
the hope rush in our veins.

Arms entwined, keep us
safe, give us strength--