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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:10,243 --> 00:00:12,746 (eerie music) 2 00:01:05,766 --> 00:01:07,499 - Good afternoon. 3 00:01:07,501 --> 00:01:09,334 Pine Island Road? 4 00:01:09,335 --> 00:01:10,336 It’s cool. 5 00:01:58,919 --> 00:02:01,321 (tense music) 6 00:02:27,881 --> 00:02:29,215 We’re here, sir. 7 00:03:06,520 --> 00:03:09,022 (eerie music) 8 00:03:22,536 --> 00:03:25,571 - Everything was normal all up until 9 00:03:25,572 --> 00:03:27,640 the last period of the day. 10 00:03:27,641 --> 00:03:29,875 - Early in the morning, we had a fire drill. 11 00:03:29,876 --> 00:03:32,177 Seemed like any other day 12 00:03:32,178 --> 00:03:34,246 other than it was Valentine’s Day. 13 00:03:34,247 --> 00:03:36,415 - I was on the first floor of the freshman building 14 00:03:36,416 --> 00:03:40,886 in my Math class and that day we were taking a test. 15 00:03:40,887 --> 00:03:42,121 - I was standing in front of the class 16 00:03:42,122 --> 00:03:44,990 doing a lecture on Sigmund Freud 17 00:03:44,991 --> 00:03:47,760 and theories of personality. 18 00:03:47,761 --> 00:03:50,095 - I was taking my Snapchat videos and just having fun 19 00:03:50,096 --> 00:03:53,065 with my friend Maddy and Morgan who were next to me. 20 00:03:53,066 --> 00:03:54,600 Ooh, it’s cute! 21 00:03:54,601 --> 00:03:55,735 It’s cute. 22 00:03:55,736 --> 00:03:58,470 (students chattering) 23 00:03:58,471 --> 00:04:00,506 - Kickin’ the boots. - Oh, are they talking? 24 00:04:00,507 --> 00:04:01,306 - [Student] Yup. 25 00:04:01,307 --> 00:04:02,808 - No, sideways. 26 00:04:02,809 --> 00:04:03,643 - [Student] Maddy, are you trying to flirt with me? 27 00:04:03,644 --> 00:04:04,577 - [Maddy] Yeah. 28 00:04:04,578 --> 00:04:05,477 - [Student] Really, which one? 29 00:04:05,478 --> 00:04:06,378 - [Maddy] DMV. 30 00:04:06,379 --> 00:04:07,380 - [Student] Really? 31 00:04:08,515 --> 00:04:10,716 - I was in my fourth period class, 32 00:04:10,717 --> 00:04:12,918 Ms. Reoven’s AP Psychology. 33 00:04:12,919 --> 00:04:15,387 Excited about, it was Valentine’s Day, 34 00:04:15,388 --> 00:04:17,389 so we were all just kinda chit-chatting 35 00:04:17,390 --> 00:04:18,691 and then we went inside. 36 00:04:18,692 --> 00:04:20,325 - [Student] Definitely not talking to you. 37 00:04:20,326 --> 00:04:21,661 - [Maddy] Yeah, you know like. 38 00:04:21,662 --> 00:04:23,462 - [Ivanna] Mm-hmm. 39 00:04:23,463 --> 00:04:24,396 Mm-hmm. 40 00:04:24,397 --> 00:04:26,899 (tense music) 41 00:04:26,900 --> 00:04:29,268 - I was teaching history of the Holocaust class, 42 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:31,270 it was the last class of the day. 43 00:04:31,271 --> 00:04:33,405 - I remember I had my headphones in 44 00:04:33,406 --> 00:04:36,276 and just waiting for the next assignment to be announced. 45 00:04:37,711 --> 00:04:39,779 - I was on the third floor of the freshman building 46 00:04:39,780 --> 00:04:42,047 and we were just writing Valentine’s Day cards. 47 00:04:42,048 --> 00:04:43,516 - Writing a letter to somebody 48 00:04:43,517 --> 00:04:45,685 we either really hate or love. 49 00:04:45,686 --> 00:04:48,120 Some people doing their significant other, 50 00:04:48,121 --> 00:04:50,489 mom, dad, dog, stuff like that. 51 00:04:50,490 --> 00:04:51,924 - To have about 38 kids in there, 52 00:04:51,925 --> 00:04:53,726 it’s very noisy and animated. 53 00:04:53,727 --> 00:04:55,227 Everybody’s anxious to get out. 54 00:04:55,228 --> 00:04:56,796 It was about 2:20 and I know this 55 00:04:56,797 --> 00:04:58,063 because I’m always looking at the clock. 56 00:04:58,064 --> 00:05:00,733 Teachers always gauge their class by the time 57 00:05:00,734 --> 00:05:02,868 and we had about 20 minutes left in class. 58 00:05:02,869 --> 00:05:03,937 School ends at 2:40. 59 00:05:28,962 --> 00:05:31,698 (doors clacking) 60 00:05:43,877 --> 00:05:47,647 - There was a kid who saw him and saw him with a gun. 61 00:05:47,648 --> 00:05:49,148 - [Charlie] In the very beginning, right? 62 00:05:49,149 --> 00:05:51,751 - In the very beginning before he started firing. 63 00:05:51,752 --> 00:05:55,287 The shooter told him to get out ’cause it’s gonna get ugly. 64 00:05:55,288 --> 00:05:56,856 He was probably scared out of his mind. 65 00:05:56,857 --> 00:05:58,257 I can’t blame him for that, 66 00:05:58,258 --> 00:06:02,227 but he did go and make somebody aware of what he saw. 67 00:06:02,228 --> 00:06:04,791 It was just unfortunate that it was too late. 68 00:06:06,933 --> 00:06:09,502 - We were listening to music and just talking 69 00:06:09,503 --> 00:06:11,985 ’cause we didn’t have anymore work to do. 70 00:06:24,117 --> 00:06:27,352 Usually whoever sits at the back of the room 71 00:06:27,353 --> 00:06:28,821 usually answers the door. 72 00:06:28,822 --> 00:06:31,857 I went to answer the door, so I paused my music, 73 00:06:31,858 --> 00:06:36,863 I stood up and as I was standing up, I heard the gunshots. 74 00:06:37,531 --> 00:06:40,133 (eerie music) 75 00:07:03,957 --> 00:07:05,891 - We heard the first gunshots, 76 00:07:05,892 --> 00:07:09,862 and I don’t even remember, it was so quick, 77 00:07:09,863 --> 00:07:12,364 I was sitting in my desk one minute, 78 00:07:12,365 --> 00:07:15,902 and I was under my teacher’s desk the next. 79 00:07:24,611 --> 00:07:26,779 - [Charlie] That must’ve terrorized your class. 80 00:07:26,780 --> 00:07:28,380 - Yes. 81 00:07:28,381 --> 00:07:31,617 At that point we were all screaming, yelling, no, lay down, ||||||||||| 82 00:07:31,618 --> 00:07:33,299 this isn’t a drill, this is real. 83 00:07:39,092 --> 00:07:42,427 - My classroom was the first classroom that was shot into. 84 00:07:42,428 --> 00:07:44,464 When the first shots were heard, 85 00:07:46,399 --> 00:07:48,868 I honestly, I thought it was a drill 86 00:07:48,869 --> 00:07:51,537 because something like this, it can’t be real. 87 00:07:51,538 --> 00:07:55,141 - I remember everyone throwing themselves on the floor, 88 00:07:56,342 --> 00:07:59,411 crawling to wherever we felt the safest, 89 00:07:59,412 --> 00:08:04,216 behind the teacher’s desk to across the door, wherever. 90 00:08:04,217 --> 00:08:06,752 - When I saw my injured students, 91 00:08:06,753 --> 00:08:09,155 I realized that this was real. 92 00:08:14,194 --> 00:08:17,864 - He didn’t get the chance to stand up from his seat. 93 00:08:19,265 --> 00:08:23,468 He just, just laid there, blood going everywhere 94 00:08:23,469 --> 00:08:25,638 and no one really knew what to do. 95 00:08:25,639 --> 00:08:28,207 - One student got shrapnel in his head, 96 00:08:28,208 --> 00:08:30,643 another student had shrapnel all up and down his arms 97 00:08:30,644 --> 00:08:32,512 and he was sitting next to two of the students 98 00:08:32,513 --> 00:08:36,215 that were shot, so he was covered in blood. 99 00:08:36,216 --> 00:08:39,151 Students were in all areas of the classroom 100 00:08:39,152 --> 00:08:43,322 trying to just hide and protect themselves 101 00:08:43,323 --> 00:08:45,691 because we had no warning. 102 00:08:45,692 --> 00:08:46,960 We were given no warning. 103 00:08:50,731 --> 00:08:52,732 - The gunshots kept on going 104 00:08:52,733 --> 00:08:56,468 and then I heard the glass on my door shatter. 105 00:08:56,469 --> 00:08:58,170 And since I was under the desk, 106 00:08:58,171 --> 00:09:00,540 I could only see the people in front of me. 107 00:09:00,541 --> 00:09:02,341 So, I couldn’t see my teacher at the time, 108 00:09:02,342 --> 00:09:05,044 but I later found out 109 00:09:05,045 --> 00:09:07,513 that she was actually standing right by the door 110 00:09:07,514 --> 00:09:10,049 ’cause at the time, she thought it was a drill. 111 00:09:10,050 --> 00:09:12,284 Everybody in the room kind of thought it was drill, 112 00:09:12,285 --> 00:09:15,321 and then I heard the glass on my door shatter. 113 00:09:20,060 --> 00:09:22,294 - [Operator] 911, what is your emergency? 114 00:09:22,295 --> 00:09:23,495 - [Caller] Please help, please help. 115 00:09:23,496 --> 00:09:25,097 Stoneman Douglas High School. 116 00:09:25,098 --> 00:09:26,666 - [Operator] What school is it? 117 00:09:26,667 --> 00:09:28,534 - [Caller] A shooter, a shooter. 118 00:09:28,535 --> 00:09:30,903 - [Operator] Okay, is anybody injured? 119 00:09:30,904 --> 00:09:32,271 - [Caller] Yes, yes, a lot of blood. 120 00:09:32,272 --> 00:09:34,273 Please help, please! 121 00:09:34,274 --> 00:09:36,241 - [Caller] Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School 122 00:09:36,242 --> 00:09:37,610 is being shot up. 123 00:09:37,611 --> 00:09:40,112 - [Operator] lt’s being shot up? 124 00:09:40,113 --> 00:09:41,481 Are you at the school? 125 00:09:42,816 --> 00:09:44,650 (staticky buzzing) 126 00:09:44,651 --> 00:09:47,953 I can’t hear you, are you at the school? 127 00:09:47,954 --> 00:09:50,957 (dial tone buzzing) 128 00:09:52,859 --> 00:09:54,493 - I never heard real life gunshots, 129 00:09:54,494 --> 00:09:57,062 so I was sitting there processing, like what is this? 130 00:09:57,063 --> 00:09:59,364 Is this really what I think it is? 131 00:09:59,365 --> 00:10:03,235 And at that moment, my friend Helena, 132 00:10:03,236 --> 00:10:07,673 behind me, she pushed my shoulders, and she said, Sam, 133 00:10:07,674 --> 00:10:11,110 and that’s the moment when I knew I had to move. 134 00:10:11,111 --> 00:10:12,678 I knew this was real. 135 00:10:12,679 --> 00:10:14,013 - The class split in half. 136 00:10:14,014 --> 00:10:17,584 Half of us went to what I call the safe corner. 137 00:10:18,785 --> 00:10:21,386 It was out of the view of the window 138 00:10:21,387 --> 00:10:24,557 and then the other half of us went to, I call the bad corner 139 00:10:24,558 --> 00:10:26,491 because we were in complete view 140 00:10:26,492 --> 00:10:28,393 of the window that was in the door. 141 00:10:28,394 --> 00:10:30,062 For me, it was what I saw first. 142 00:10:30,063 --> 00:10:32,397 I saw that corner first and I just ran there. 143 00:10:32,398 --> 00:10:34,667 - I went straight to the corner right in front of me, 144 00:10:34,668 --> 00:10:37,402 which ended up being straight across from the door, 145 00:10:37,403 --> 00:10:39,404 and it took two seconds to realize, 146 00:10:39,405 --> 00:10:41,674 guys, we need to move, this is stupid. 147 00:10:41,675 --> 00:10:45,878 So then, I ended up being next to Helena and Nick 148 00:10:45,879 --> 00:10:48,013 and then some other people huddled in the corner. 149 00:10:48,014 --> 00:10:50,149 - I remember my friend, Helena, again, 150 00:10:50,150 --> 00:10:52,785 she was behind me and she whispered in my ear, 151 00:10:52,786 --> 00:10:56,388 she was saying grab a book, grab a book, maybe it’ll help. 152 00:10:56,389 --> 00:11:01,294 And I just reached and grabbed a book and I held it up. 153 00:11:02,162 --> 00:11:03,963 It was literally like so tiny, 154 00:11:03,964 --> 00:11:07,367 it probably didn’t any make a difference, but I held it up. 155 00:11:08,201 --> 00:11:11,270 (eerie music) 156 00:11:11,271 --> 00:11:13,739 - Within seconds of that first shot, 157 00:11:13,740 --> 00:11:17,910 the gunman was ambushing my door and shot through the glass. 158 00:11:17,911 --> 00:11:19,444 They all went scrambling 159 00:11:19,445 --> 00:11:21,446 and we just heard the shots very loud 160 00:11:21,447 --> 00:11:22,782 and it came in through the classroom 161 00:11:22,783 --> 00:11:24,984 and he was just aiming anywhere, 162 00:11:24,985 --> 00:11:26,820 anywhere that he found movement. 163 00:11:28,855 --> 00:11:30,756 (students chattering) 164 00:11:30,757 --> 00:11:32,057 - [Student] Holy sh. 165 00:11:32,058 --> 00:11:34,193 (gun firing) Oh, holy shit! 166 00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:35,327 Oh my God! 167 00:11:35,328 --> 00:11:36,328 Oh my God! 168 00:11:36,329 --> 00:11:39,499 (students screaming) 169 00:11:41,802 --> 00:11:44,637 (tense music) 170 00:11:44,638 --> 00:11:48,173 - I was just waiting for him to open the door 171 00:11:48,174 --> 00:11:50,309 because all you had to do was reach your hand 172 00:11:50,310 --> 00:11:52,945 and I could see the door from where I was crouched 173 00:11:52,946 --> 00:11:54,914 with the kids and he could just easily 174 00:11:54,915 --> 00:11:58,350 have opened the door and I was thinking to myself, 175 00:11:58,351 --> 00:11:59,852 what am I gonna do? 176 00:11:59,853 --> 00:12:00,653 What am I gonna do? 177 00:12:00,654 --> 00:12:02,154 I’m gonna say something. 178 00:12:02,155 --> 00:12:05,024 I was gonna stand up, I didn’t know if I’d get the chance, 179 00:12:05,025 --> 00:12:07,893 but my first reaction was I’m gonna stand up 180 00:12:07,894 --> 00:12:09,929 and I’m gonna say, we love you, 181 00:12:09,930 --> 00:12:13,634 because I thought how can you shoot people that love you? 182 00:12:34,120 --> 00:12:36,589 - But I was still sitting there, I didn’t understand. 183 00:12:36,590 --> 00:12:38,791 I was telling myself, okay, it’s a senior prank. 184 00:12:38,792 --> 00:12:41,460 It’s Valentine’s Day ’cause I saw red on the floor 185 00:12:41,461 --> 00:12:43,963 and I was telling myself, oh, it’s a paintball gun. 186 00:12:43,964 --> 00:12:48,067 And then when I look up, I saw Helena slumped over dead. 187 00:12:48,068 --> 00:12:52,337 And that’s when I went into survival mode 188 00:12:52,338 --> 00:12:53,973 and as soon as I saw her, 189 00:12:53,974 --> 00:12:56,341 Nicholas Dworet fell over to the ground 190 00:12:56,342 --> 00:12:58,878 and when he fell over, I just followed his every move 191 00:12:58,879 --> 00:13:00,312 and I fell over with him, 192 00:13:00,313 --> 00:13:03,549 and then I put myself underneath his body and I laid there. 193 00:13:03,550 --> 00:13:05,951 I was just praying and at one point, 194 00:13:05,952 --> 00:13:08,754 I told God that if it was gonna be anywhere, 195 00:13:08,755 --> 00:13:11,156 just make sure it’s somewhere that I die quickly 196 00:13:11,157 --> 00:13:12,692 and I can’t feel it. 197 00:13:12,693 --> 00:13:17,062 And after laying there for about what felt to be an eternity 198 00:13:17,063 --> 00:13:19,732 but it was more like 20 seconds, 199 00:13:19,733 --> 00:13:21,634 he moved on to the next class. 200 00:13:21,635 --> 00:13:24,504 Nicholas’ body got heavy on me, the weight, 201 00:13:24,505 --> 00:13:28,841 so I rolled him off of me and I placed his head on his arm, 202 00:13:28,842 --> 00:13:31,110 so his head wouldn’t be on the cold floor 203 00:13:31,111 --> 00:13:33,245 and I just sat there, I was in shock. 204 00:13:33,246 --> 00:13:35,515 But I was still in complete view of the window 205 00:13:35,516 --> 00:13:37,417 and we all thought he was coming back. 206 00:13:39,152 --> 00:13:41,521 - [Operator] Can you hear where the shots are coming from? 207 00:13:41,522 --> 00:13:42,788 - [Caller] It was in the hallway. 208 00:13:42,789 --> 00:13:44,156 They were shooting into my classroom. 209 00:13:44,157 --> 00:13:46,358 - [Operator] They’re shooting into your classroom? 210 00:13:46,359 --> 00:13:47,860 - [Caller] They were. 211 00:13:47,861 --> 00:13:52,732 - [Operator] Okay, do you hear the shots now? 212 00:13:52,733 --> 00:13:55,400 - Someone was shot. - We’re in class 1214. 213 00:13:55,401 --> 00:13:57,537 - [Operator] What is it? 214 00:13:57,538 --> 00:13:58,838 - [Caller] 1214. 215 00:13:58,839 --> 00:14:00,239 - [Operator] 1214? 216 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:02,975 Is there any way that the doors can lock? 217 00:14:02,976 --> 00:14:05,010 Is the teacher in there with you? 218 00:14:05,011 --> 00:14:06,278 - [Caller] Yes, the door is locked. 219 00:14:06,279 --> 00:14:07,680 My teacher’s on the phone too, I think, 220 00:14:07,681 --> 00:14:08,948 but he shot our window in, 221 00:14:08,949 --> 00:14:11,984 so he could open the door if he wanted to 222 00:14:11,985 --> 00:14:13,153 and come inside now. 223 00:14:16,156 --> 00:14:17,690 - We waited and we waited 224 00:14:17,691 --> 00:14:21,326 until the gunshots started getting closer again. 225 00:14:21,327 --> 00:14:25,297 And closer and closer and then you could see 226 00:14:25,298 --> 00:14:26,832 the bullets flying through the walls, 227 00:14:26,833 --> 00:14:31,838 smoke everywhere, the smell was just overwhelming. 228 00:14:41,782 --> 00:14:44,517 - He shot into my classroom twice 229 00:14:44,518 --> 00:14:46,886 and in that the classroom the students stepped up 230 00:14:46,887 --> 00:14:49,421 and they were heroes. 231 00:14:49,422 --> 00:14:52,758 The students communicated and talked with each other 232 00:14:52,759 --> 00:14:53,993 to help each other. 233 00:14:53,994 --> 00:14:56,428 They told me that they could hear 234 00:14:56,429 --> 00:14:57,963 the shooter out in the hallway. 235 00:14:57,964 --> 00:15:00,365 So that’s how we knew he was still there in the hallway. 236 00:15:00,366 --> 00:15:02,301 So we did our best to stay quiet. 237 00:15:02,302 --> 00:15:05,071 (dramatic music) 238 00:15:21,054 --> 00:15:24,757 - I remember standing there for a moment, frozen. 239 00:15:24,758 --> 00:15:28,728 I remember they started to scatter 240 00:15:28,729 --> 00:15:32,765 and run towards the windows of the classroom, 241 00:15:32,766 --> 00:15:35,868 which is on the opposite side of the classroom door. 242 00:15:35,869 --> 00:15:37,302 And when I saw them shuffling around 243 00:15:37,303 --> 00:15:38,838 trying to get to that direction of the classroom, 244 00:15:38,839 --> 00:15:42,542 I said, no, no, not there, go that way, go that way! 245 00:15:42,543 --> 00:15:44,985 - I was dozing off when the shots started. 246 00:15:45,912 --> 00:15:47,580 I woke up with a start and everyone, 247 00:15:47,581 --> 00:15:49,815 I saw everyone rushing to the wrong side of the room. 248 00:15:49,816 --> 00:15:52,918 She quickly hurried the kids to the correct side of the room 249 00:15:52,919 --> 00:15:55,220 closest to the wall where we couldn’t be seen. 250 00:15:55,221 --> 00:15:58,658 - I actually called my mom in that period of time 251 00:15:58,659 --> 00:16:00,626 before he had shot into our room 252 00:16:00,627 --> 00:16:02,862 but while he was shooting in the hallway 253 00:16:02,863 --> 00:16:06,298 and I don’t really remember the whole conversation 254 00:16:06,299 --> 00:16:09,769 because my body was in shock, 255 00:16:09,770 --> 00:16:13,205 but all I remember saying is, shooter, shooter, 256 00:16:13,206 --> 00:16:16,141 and my mom was telling me to breathe 257 00:16:16,142 --> 00:16:17,784 and trying to calm me down. 258 00:16:22,949 --> 00:16:25,719 (alarm blaring) 259 00:16:27,487 --> 00:16:30,090 (gun banging) 260 00:16:51,678 --> 00:16:53,513 - I was right behind the filing cabinet 261 00:16:53,514 --> 00:16:55,247 right next to the podium. 262 00:16:55,248 --> 00:16:57,983 Just stood there in silence staring at each other 263 00:16:57,984 --> 00:17:01,220 for about a few seconds until we saw the glass 264 00:17:01,221 --> 00:17:03,122 break through the doors. 265 00:17:03,123 --> 00:17:06,458 (tense music) 266 00:17:06,459 --> 00:17:10,564 - All of a sudden I felt the bullet hit me, 267 00:17:15,001 --> 00:17:16,723 and all I could think of was, 268 00:17:19,439 --> 00:17:21,041 I’m not ready to die yet. 269 00:17:24,711 --> 00:17:25,712 Why me? 270 00:17:27,180 --> 00:17:28,782 I don’t know what happened, I’m. 271 00:17:30,016 --> 00:17:33,053 I was just so shocked that I got shot. 272 00:17:37,591 --> 00:17:40,159 - No one really made any initial scream 273 00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:42,628 or gasp for help right when it happened, 274 00:17:42,629 --> 00:17:44,964 so no one really knew that anyone got shot 275 00:17:44,965 --> 00:17:46,832 until a few seconds followed 276 00:17:46,833 --> 00:17:48,734 and we heard Maddy start to moan 277 00:17:48,735 --> 00:17:51,136 and this kid Ben in our class 278 00:17:51,137 --> 00:17:53,873 who got shot in the arm and the stomach, 279 00:17:53,874 --> 00:17:57,209 he started asking for water, for somebody to help him, 280 00:17:57,210 --> 00:18:02,148 and Carmen, I looked over and she was face down. 281 00:18:03,316 --> 00:18:04,850 And I looked over to my friend Moses, 282 00:18:04,851 --> 00:18:07,219 who was directly behind her and he just shook his head, 283 00:18:07,220 --> 00:18:09,154 like she’s not there anymore. 284 00:18:09,155 --> 00:18:12,625 - I was standing on the other side of my desk 285 00:18:12,626 --> 00:18:16,261 to assess the situation and I saw one of my students 286 00:18:16,262 --> 00:18:18,564 was laying there lifeless, she was unresponsive. 287 00:18:18,565 --> 00:18:20,400 That was Carmen. 288 00:18:21,301 --> 00:18:22,467 I went up closer to see, 289 00:18:22,468 --> 00:18:25,070 but there was no movement, no nothing. 290 00:18:25,071 --> 00:18:26,872 She was just laying there in a pool of her blood, 291 00:18:26,873 --> 00:18:29,875 her hair was covering her face. 292 00:18:29,876 --> 00:18:31,343 - Unfortunately in that moment, 293 00:18:31,344 --> 00:18:35,447 you kind of knew that she, she wasn’t breathing 294 00:18:35,448 --> 00:18:37,518 and that she wasn’t gonna make it out 295 00:18:38,719 --> 00:18:41,320 just because of how lifeless she looked. 296 00:18:41,321 --> 00:18:43,723 You just want to be able to have that hope 297 00:18:43,724 --> 00:18:44,725 and have that. 298 00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:49,194 You just wanna be able to do something for her, 299 00:18:49,195 --> 00:18:50,796 but at that moment, you just, 300 00:18:50,797 --> 00:18:53,265 there was nothing you could really do. 301 00:18:53,266 --> 00:18:55,701 I remembered turning around 302 00:18:55,702 --> 00:19:00,273 and looking to my right and I see my classmates, 303 00:19:01,842 --> 00:19:06,847 Ben and Carmen, and all I can see is blood and, 304 00:19:08,248 --> 00:19:11,884 so I turn back around ’cause obviously no one’s, 305 00:19:11,885 --> 00:19:15,655 no one can help me from where I am, 306 00:19:15,656 --> 00:19:18,023 and then I remember hearing the fire alarm 307 00:19:18,024 --> 00:19:19,425 and just kinda blacking out. 308 00:19:23,429 --> 00:19:24,697 - Okay. 309 00:19:24,698 --> 00:19:25,998 - [Charlie] Did you see Maddy get shot? 310 00:19:25,999 --> 00:19:27,900 - I didn’t see ’cause my head was ducked down 311 00:19:27,901 --> 00:19:31,303 but I knew someone got shot next to me and it was Maddy. 312 00:19:31,304 --> 00:19:33,372 - [Charlie] About how far was she from you? 313 00:19:33,373 --> 00:19:36,241 - Like less than two feet. 314 00:19:36,242 --> 00:19:39,111 - I definitely heard, when the bullets shot Maddy, 315 00:19:39,112 --> 00:19:41,380 I heard her slump against the podium, 316 00:19:41,381 --> 00:19:43,949 and to have her be like one foot away from me 317 00:19:43,950 --> 00:19:48,053 and just have a small gap between possibly me and the bullet 318 00:19:48,054 --> 00:19:49,522 and Maddy and the bullet 319 00:19:49,523 --> 00:19:52,692 is just insane and I still carry a guilt with me to this day 320 00:19:52,693 --> 00:19:55,460 ’cause I feel like in a way she kinda took a bullet for me. 321 00:19:55,461 --> 00:19:57,029 - [Charlie] How far was Carmen from you? 322 00:19:57,030 --> 00:19:58,698 - I wanna say, like, two to three feet. 323 00:19:58,699 --> 00:20:01,433 - [Charlie] Oh, and Ben and Sam were right there too? 324 00:20:01,434 --> 00:20:04,136 - Yeah, they were, I wanna say five feet away. 325 00:20:04,137 --> 00:20:05,506 It was just like in a line. 326 00:20:06,640 --> 00:20:07,607 - [Charlie] So, do you feel really lucky 327 00:20:07,608 --> 00:20:09,208 that you weren’t shot? 328 00:20:09,209 --> 00:20:10,475 - I feel extremely lucky, 329 00:20:10,476 --> 00:20:12,846 but it’s also survivor’s guilt at the same time. 330 00:20:54,555 --> 00:20:56,857 (gun bangs) 331 00:20:58,191 --> 00:20:59,458 - So you’re trying to figure out, 332 00:20:59,459 --> 00:21:01,862 like what could this noise possibly be? 333 00:21:03,630 --> 00:21:05,966 (gun bangs) 334 00:21:24,751 --> 00:21:26,285 Nobody was killed on the second floor 335 00:21:26,286 --> 00:21:28,353 ’cause there was simply, there weren’t any targets. 336 00:21:28,354 --> 00:21:32,391 We had enough warning to clear out the hallway 337 00:21:32,392 --> 00:21:35,327 and hide before he was on the second floor. 338 00:21:35,328 --> 00:21:37,330 And so, there was nobody in the hallway, 339 00:21:38,498 --> 00:21:40,132 we were very quiet, 340 00:21:40,133 --> 00:21:42,267 and even when he shot into a couple classrooms, 341 00:21:42,268 --> 00:21:44,203 there was no reaction, there was no noise, 342 00:21:44,204 --> 00:21:47,740 and it just so happened that the two classrooms he shot in 343 00:21:47,741 --> 00:21:50,776 did not have students or a teacher in it. 344 00:21:50,777 --> 00:21:53,979 And I also heard from a teacher that he said 345 00:21:53,980 --> 00:21:56,682 something along the lines like, no one’s here. 346 00:21:56,683 --> 00:21:59,418 So I think he, out loud. 347 00:21:59,419 --> 00:22:00,653 - [Charlie] Just to himself? 348 00:22:00,654 --> 00:22:02,487 - Yes, she said she clearly heard him 349 00:22:02,488 --> 00:22:04,489 make a comment like, nobody’s here 350 00:22:04,490 --> 00:22:06,191 or something along those lines. 351 00:22:06,192 --> 00:22:08,528 I believe he just concluded 352 00:22:08,529 --> 00:22:10,964 that there was nobody on that floor. 353 00:22:13,567 --> 00:22:16,135 You know, on the second floor, it was very clear 354 00:22:16,136 --> 00:22:19,839 that there was a loud sound that sounded very scary. 355 00:22:19,840 --> 00:22:24,610 Now on the third floor, they didn’t have the same volume. 356 00:22:24,611 --> 00:22:27,246 - It sounded rapid and it sounded like someone 357 00:22:27,247 --> 00:22:29,915 was kinda like sliding a table across the floor. 358 00:22:29,916 --> 00:22:31,250 - When we first heard it going off, 359 00:22:31,251 --> 00:22:32,918 we were just like, oh, it’s computer carts. 360 00:22:32,919 --> 00:22:35,755 Computer cart is like a giant metal cart 361 00:22:35,756 --> 00:22:37,489 that all the computers would be in. 362 00:22:37,490 --> 00:22:38,891 They would go up and down floors, 363 00:22:38,892 --> 00:22:42,461 so you would hear, like, sometimes like du-du-du-du-duh. 364 00:22:42,462 --> 00:22:44,697 So, we heard that and all of us just looked and went, 365 00:22:44,698 --> 00:22:45,631 oh, it’s a computer cart. 366 00:22:45,632 --> 00:22:48,133 That was the only explanation. 367 00:22:48,134 --> 00:22:49,001 - [Student] Bro, what the? 368 00:22:49,002 --> 00:22:50,435 I know you, (laughs). 369 00:22:50,436 --> 00:22:51,904 I know you guys hear that. 370 00:22:51,905 --> 00:22:53,138 (students chattering) 371 00:22:53,139 --> 00:22:55,307 It sound like somebody in the bathroom. 372 00:22:55,308 --> 00:22:56,842 - Very muffled, whatever noise, 373 00:22:56,843 --> 00:22:58,744 if anybody heard a noise, it was quite muffled 374 00:22:58,745 --> 00:23:00,445 and it didn’t sound dangerous. 375 00:23:00,446 --> 00:23:02,782 And then we just sort of moved on. 376 00:23:02,783 --> 00:23:05,225 - We were practicing some math problems. 377 00:23:06,186 --> 00:23:08,988 A young lady needed to go use the restroom, 378 00:23:08,989 --> 00:23:10,422 I let her out on a pass. 379 00:23:10,423 --> 00:23:11,657 I mentioned to her 380 00:23:11,658 --> 00:23:13,158 that the third floor restrooms are locked, 381 00:23:13,159 --> 00:23:15,094 first floor restrooms are locked, 382 00:23:15,095 --> 00:23:17,196 so she has to go down to the second floor 383 00:23:17,197 --> 00:23:19,064 in order to use the restroom. 384 00:23:19,065 --> 00:23:22,167 I give her the pass, she leaves. 385 00:23:22,168 --> 00:23:25,505 As she leaves, maybe a little bit afterwards, 386 00:23:25,506 --> 00:23:27,139 but I’m still at the door, 387 00:23:27,140 --> 00:23:30,142 I hear three loud, I’ll call them pops, 388 00:23:30,143 --> 00:23:33,012 three loud pops, but I’ve been in a simulation before, 389 00:23:33,013 --> 00:23:35,447 I know what that gunfire sounds like, 390 00:23:35,448 --> 00:23:38,350 and so I had honestly thought 391 00:23:38,351 --> 00:23:40,653 that it was a beginning of a drill. 392 00:23:40,654 --> 00:23:42,154 - I was gonna go down to the bathroom, 393 00:23:42,155 --> 00:23:45,457 I was on the third floor and I’m going down the stairs, 394 00:23:45,458 --> 00:23:47,860 I didn’t know that they were shots that I was hearing. 395 00:23:47,861 --> 00:23:50,363 (gun banging) 396 00:23:53,499 --> 00:23:55,334 I look over the railing, nothing was there, 397 00:23:55,335 --> 00:23:57,369 but I knew that I had to go 398 00:23:57,370 --> 00:23:59,338 ’cause I knew that that wasn’t safe in there. 399 00:23:59,339 --> 00:24:01,140 So I went back up the stairs, 400 00:24:01,141 --> 00:24:02,575 I was just like, what’s going on? 401 00:24:02,576 --> 00:24:05,044 There’s a loud noise, I don’t know where I should be, 402 00:24:05,045 --> 00:24:06,779 and so I’m knocking on the door, 403 00:24:06,780 --> 00:24:09,114 nobody’s answering and I’m like, guys, it’s me, it’s Lea. 404 00:24:09,115 --> 00:24:10,382 Can you guys open the door? 405 00:24:10,383 --> 00:24:12,284 That loud noise wasn’t me and they opened it. 406 00:24:12,285 --> 00:24:15,354 - [Charlie] So, you missed death by probably... 407 00:24:15,355 --> 00:24:16,956 - A minute, maybe. 408 00:24:16,957 --> 00:24:18,792 It’s just seconds at that point. 409 00:24:19,893 --> 00:24:21,627 - Lea came back to the door, 410 00:24:21,628 --> 00:24:23,896 she knocked on the door and I kinda made a joke, 411 00:24:23,897 --> 00:24:26,231 I said if I get an F in conduct 412 00:24:26,232 --> 00:24:28,233 because I let a kid in during a drill, 413 00:24:28,234 --> 00:24:30,469 right, I said, I’m gonna be unhappy, 414 00:24:30,470 --> 00:24:31,904 but I’m not leaving you in the hall 415 00:24:31,905 --> 00:24:33,507 and then that’s when I heard 416 00:24:35,141 --> 00:24:37,543 what would have been glass shattering 417 00:24:37,544 --> 00:24:39,011 and bullets hitting a metal door. 418 00:24:39,012 --> 00:24:41,647 It didn’t sound, it sounded like silverware falling 419 00:24:41,648 --> 00:24:43,083 or glass breaking. 420 00:24:44,918 --> 00:24:49,221 - I was at my desk grading papers and fire alarm goes off. 421 00:24:49,222 --> 00:24:51,223 All right, fire alarm goes off, 422 00:24:51,224 --> 00:24:54,359 we’ve been told, you hear the fire alarm, you evacuate. 423 00:24:54,360 --> 00:24:56,929 So, everyone starts leaving the room. 424 00:24:56,930 --> 00:24:58,163 - It was weird because it was the second 425 00:24:58,164 --> 00:24:59,865 fire alarm of the day. 426 00:24:59,866 --> 00:25:02,468 At the end of the day right before the bell let out. 427 00:25:03,403 --> 00:25:06,172 (alarm blaring) 428 00:25:10,511 --> 00:25:14,379 - And the fire alarm goes off, we are trained to just exit. 429 00:25:14,380 --> 00:25:16,215 It’s like a rote response. 430 00:25:16,216 --> 00:25:18,584 So, I grab my emergency folder and my phone, 431 00:25:18,585 --> 00:25:21,921 like I always do, told everyone where we would meet outside, 432 00:25:21,922 --> 00:25:25,224 and everyone started filing out of the class. 433 00:25:25,225 --> 00:25:27,326 The hallway was filled with kids. 434 00:25:27,327 --> 00:25:30,062 - The hallway, when we went out, it was super crowded, 435 00:25:30,063 --> 00:25:31,697 you were like this with people 436 00:25:31,698 --> 00:25:33,132 because every class was out there. 437 00:25:33,133 --> 00:25:34,499 - When I get to the stairwell 438 00:25:34,501 --> 00:25:36,268 is when I first start hearing shots. 439 00:25:36,269 --> 00:25:37,436 We had a meeting earlier, 440 00:25:37,437 --> 00:25:39,672 a staff meeting earlier that morning, 441 00:25:39,673 --> 00:25:42,407 we’d been warned that we were gonna have a Code Red drill. 442 00:25:42,408 --> 00:25:45,010 I thought, this is a weird time for a Code Red drill 443 00:25:45,011 --> 00:25:47,312 ’cause it’s at the tail end of the day 444 00:25:47,313 --> 00:25:49,314 but I was like okay, so I had just assumed 445 00:25:49,315 --> 00:25:51,216 that they were using blanks. 446 00:25:51,217 --> 00:25:54,687 So, all the kids started coming up en masse, and I decided, 447 00:25:54,688 --> 00:25:56,055 you know, I was gonna stay at the end of the hallway 448 00:25:56,056 --> 00:25:58,758 and try and herd them back to their room. 449 00:25:58,759 --> 00:26:02,061 - And I remember going one floor down 450 00:26:02,062 --> 00:26:04,296 and leaning over the edge of the railing 451 00:26:04,297 --> 00:26:07,767 and I saw a long black case, either a guitar case 452 00:26:07,768 --> 00:26:10,903 or what I thought was a gun case at the time, 453 00:26:10,904 --> 00:26:13,740 and that’s when I kinda knew what was going on. 454 00:26:15,175 --> 00:26:17,777 - We walked down the hallway towards the staircase 455 00:26:17,778 --> 00:26:19,945 when the entire hallway stopped, 456 00:26:19,946 --> 00:26:22,882 and it just went silent for a second 457 00:26:22,883 --> 00:26:24,884 and then everyone just started screaming 458 00:26:24,885 --> 00:26:26,452 and running back up the stairs. 459 00:26:27,621 --> 00:26:29,288 - I got everybody out of my class 460 00:26:29,289 --> 00:26:30,756 and I had just shut the door behind me 461 00:26:30,757 --> 00:26:33,626 and it was locked, it’s always in a locked position. 462 00:26:33,627 --> 00:26:35,427 I just shut it behind me, 463 00:26:35,428 --> 00:26:37,930 and I walked about two feet from my door, 464 00:26:37,931 --> 00:26:40,232 and then all of a sudden I heard screaming 465 00:26:40,233 --> 00:26:43,236 and kids coming back towards me. 466 00:26:44,505 --> 00:26:46,606 And that’s where I feel like time stood still, 467 00:26:46,607 --> 00:26:49,249 but then it went by so fast at the same time. 468 00:26:50,043 --> 00:26:51,511 - And then everybody started to, you know, 469 00:26:51,512 --> 00:26:54,279 run and scram, everybody went in separate directions. 470 00:26:54,280 --> 00:26:57,416 Me and my friend Joaquin Oliver went downstairs. 471 00:26:57,417 --> 00:26:59,685 Before I walked into the second floor, 472 00:26:59,686 --> 00:27:01,921 I heard gunshots but really, really close to me, 473 00:27:01,922 --> 00:27:04,724 so my first instinct was to walk back up 474 00:27:04,725 --> 00:27:07,192 to the third floor wherever I could find safety. 475 00:27:07,193 --> 00:27:08,961 When I walked into the third floor, 476 00:27:08,962 --> 00:27:11,330 from the corner of my eye, I could still see downstairs 477 00:27:11,331 --> 00:27:12,464 and that’s when I saw the shooter 478 00:27:12,465 --> 00:27:14,166 walk into the second floor. 479 00:27:14,167 --> 00:27:15,467 - [Charlie] So, you saw the shooter? 480 00:27:15,468 --> 00:27:16,602 What did he look like? 481 00:27:16,603 --> 00:27:18,738 - I know he was wearing Douglas attire. 482 00:27:18,739 --> 00:27:23,075 Which is a JROTC shirt with khaki pants to blend in 483 00:27:23,076 --> 00:27:25,611 and something black on his face. 484 00:27:25,612 --> 00:27:27,913 - [Charlie] And why do you think he was dressed like that? 485 00:27:27,914 --> 00:27:29,348 - To blend in. 486 00:27:29,349 --> 00:27:30,883 If it was a Wednesday, that’s the day where everybody 487 00:27:30,884 --> 00:27:32,752 dresses in JROTC attire. 488 00:27:32,753 --> 00:27:35,487 (tense music) 489 00:27:35,488 --> 00:27:37,089 - So we all ran back upstairs, 490 00:27:37,090 --> 00:27:41,594 people flooded into classrooms, just crowding, pushing. 491 00:27:41,595 --> 00:27:43,696 - Kids are running and screaming towards me 492 00:27:43,697 --> 00:27:45,030 and I was still confused. 493 00:27:45,031 --> 00:27:46,532 Why are they screaming? 494 00:27:46,533 --> 00:27:49,602 Then I heard the gunshots very clear in the stairwell. 495 00:27:49,603 --> 00:27:51,638 It was very loud and it was echoing. 496 00:27:52,806 --> 00:27:55,240 And then I just turned on my heel, 497 00:27:55,241 --> 00:27:58,477 just walked the two paces to my door and unlocked my door. 498 00:27:58,478 --> 00:28:00,479 I can’t tell you how many times I fumbled with that key 499 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:03,415 just on a regular day and the fact that I got that key, 500 00:28:03,416 --> 00:28:07,052 that key that’s on a chain of maybe six or seven keys, 501 00:28:07,053 --> 00:28:09,021 and I got it directly into that lock. 502 00:28:09,022 --> 00:28:10,590 Kids started pouring into my room 503 00:28:10,591 --> 00:28:12,257 and I’m just ushering them in. 504 00:28:12,258 --> 00:28:15,728 - I heard just a teacher from across the hall screaming, 505 00:28:15,729 --> 00:28:19,164 everybody, slow down, slow down! 506 00:28:19,165 --> 00:28:22,835 And just screaming and so I went to the door, 507 00:28:22,836 --> 00:28:24,837 I had a student beg me don’t open the door, 508 00:28:24,838 --> 00:28:27,306 don’t open the door, but I went to the door, 509 00:28:27,307 --> 00:28:29,975 and I just started pulling kids in. 510 00:28:29,976 --> 00:28:32,778 And for every one kid that I would pull in, 511 00:28:32,779 --> 00:28:34,580 they would pull in friends. 512 00:28:34,581 --> 00:28:37,783 - We went out into the hallway, 513 00:28:37,784 --> 00:28:39,251 and I started going down the stairs 514 00:28:39,252 --> 00:28:44,224 until everybody started shoving me back towards Mr. Beigel, 515 00:28:45,158 --> 00:28:46,592 and I got pushed all the way back 516 00:28:46,593 --> 00:28:50,095 to my classroom and I stood there with Mr. Beigel 517 00:28:50,096 --> 00:28:53,633 and told him, I’m scared, I don’t know what’s going on. 518 00:28:53,634 --> 00:28:55,701 Then I saw students walk past me say, 519 00:28:55,702 --> 00:28:58,070 this can’t be happening, I don’t wanna die, 520 00:28:58,071 --> 00:28:59,305 this can’t be happening. 521 00:29:00,841 --> 00:29:02,041 - And all of a sudden, 522 00:29:02,042 --> 00:29:04,510 I see the shooter emerge from the stairwell. 523 00:29:04,511 --> 00:29:06,478 And I just remember looking at him 524 00:29:06,479 --> 00:29:11,316 and just looking at this figure that is just so menacing. 525 00:29:11,317 --> 00:29:13,153 His face was covered. 526 00:29:14,555 --> 00:29:18,257 I describe him as wearing a gas mask 527 00:29:18,258 --> 00:29:21,326 because that’s what it looked like to me at the time, 528 00:29:21,327 --> 00:29:23,529 but his face was definitely covered, 529 00:29:23,530 --> 00:29:25,064 his head was definitely covered. 530 00:29:25,065 --> 00:29:26,632 I didn’t see any skin. 531 00:29:26,633 --> 00:29:28,668 He was black from head to toe. 532 00:29:28,669 --> 00:29:31,170 Black vest, black pants. 533 00:29:31,171 --> 00:29:33,338 I remember screaming to Scott Beigel 534 00:29:33,339 --> 00:29:34,874 who was right next door to me 535 00:29:34,875 --> 00:29:36,676 doing the same exact thing I was doing at the same time, 536 00:29:36,677 --> 00:29:39,512 and I remember yelling at him to shut his door 537 00:29:39,513 --> 00:29:40,780 because he didn’t have 538 00:29:40,781 --> 00:29:41,847 a good visual of the shooter like I did. 539 00:29:41,848 --> 00:29:43,650 And I closed my door. 540 00:29:44,818 --> 00:29:46,285 I just knew I gotta get this door shut 541 00:29:46,286 --> 00:29:47,520 and when I did that, 542 00:29:47,521 --> 00:29:49,789 that’s when I felt a little ping on my arm 543 00:29:49,790 --> 00:29:51,390 and I didn’t really know what it was at the time. 544 00:29:51,391 --> 00:29:53,993 I had a jacket on and so I just felt a little, like, 545 00:29:53,994 --> 00:29:56,428 something you know hit my arm 546 00:29:56,429 --> 00:29:59,398 and I got my door shut and I just held it. 547 00:29:59,399 --> 00:30:01,233 - I stood there for a couple of seconds 548 00:30:01,234 --> 00:30:02,735 looking at all the other students 549 00:30:02,736 --> 00:30:06,305 run into the classrooms and then I turned around, 550 00:30:06,306 --> 00:30:09,408 Beigel’s door was open again, and I ran in. 551 00:30:09,409 --> 00:30:13,779 Mr. Beigel held the door open for students to run in. 552 00:30:13,780 --> 00:30:16,516 He didn’t make it out, 553 00:30:16,517 --> 00:30:19,419 but I was the last person to run inside the classroom. 554 00:30:20,587 --> 00:30:22,555 So if it wasn’t for him having the door open, 555 00:30:22,556 --> 00:30:25,090 I probably wouldn’t be here right now. 556 00:30:25,091 --> 00:30:27,594 (tense music) 557 00:30:32,298 --> 00:30:34,834 - As I get about even with my door, 558 00:30:34,835 --> 00:30:37,437 which is the second door down in the hallway, 559 00:30:39,039 --> 00:30:41,841 there’s a guy at the end of the hallway shooting. 560 00:30:41,842 --> 00:30:44,878 What I thought I saw was a kid with tactical vest, 561 00:30:46,079 --> 00:30:47,580 pants with lots of pockets, 562 00:30:47,581 --> 00:30:51,251 and I thought I saw a gas mask and a hat. 563 00:30:52,686 --> 00:30:54,520 Apparently, the gas mask, I’ve been told, was mistaken, 564 00:30:54,521 --> 00:30:56,488 he had just shooting glasses on. 565 00:30:56,489 --> 00:30:59,024 But one of the things I want you to understand 566 00:30:59,025 --> 00:31:02,361 is I’m not surprised I was off on that 567 00:31:02,362 --> 00:31:05,965 because he was far, 20 feet away, 25 feet away 568 00:31:05,966 --> 00:31:08,033 when he was the closest to me 569 00:31:08,034 --> 00:31:10,836 and it was smoky in the hallway. 570 00:31:10,837 --> 00:31:12,404 When I say it was smoky, 571 00:31:12,405 --> 00:31:15,841 I want you to think concert stage smoky. 572 00:31:15,842 --> 00:31:17,743 So again, I still think it’s a drill. 573 00:31:17,744 --> 00:31:19,612 I start walking towards my door, 574 00:31:19,613 --> 00:31:22,348 and that’s when Joaquin got hit. 575 00:31:23,550 --> 00:31:26,619 And he went down and I said that in my head, 576 00:31:26,620 --> 00:31:28,320 I knew that he was one of my former students, 577 00:31:28,321 --> 00:31:31,024 I know him pretty well, the kid’s not an actor. 578 00:31:36,663 --> 00:31:39,464 I saw the shooter train on me and that’s when I pushed 579 00:31:39,465 --> 00:31:40,700 and reached my arms out wide 580 00:31:40,701 --> 00:31:42,367 and pushed as many kids as I could 581 00:31:42,368 --> 00:31:44,704 in the little alcove outside my door. 582 00:31:44,705 --> 00:31:47,072 When in the process of pushing them in the alcove, 583 00:31:47,073 --> 00:31:48,541 I got grazed twice. 584 00:31:48,542 --> 00:31:51,712 I got a bullet graze right under my eye and one on my hip. 585 00:31:54,380 --> 00:31:57,283 - I ran across the hall to Ms. Mickow’s room 586 00:31:58,384 --> 00:31:59,919 and I was just standing next to the door 587 00:31:59,920 --> 00:32:02,087 letting people in and I ran inside, 588 00:32:02,088 --> 00:32:05,491 and I, like, laid down and started calling 911. 589 00:32:15,035 --> 00:32:16,502 - The kids were crying, 590 00:32:16,503 --> 00:32:19,238 the girls had mascara running down their faces. 591 00:32:19,239 --> 00:32:22,174 I just kind of pictured like this bubble around us, 592 00:32:22,175 --> 00:32:25,511 I kept visioning this bubble just around, 593 00:32:25,512 --> 00:32:28,113 going around and around to keep us safe. 594 00:32:28,114 --> 00:32:30,583 They told me that they thanked me for being calm, 595 00:32:30,584 --> 00:32:32,051 but I really wasn’t. 596 00:32:32,052 --> 00:32:34,419 They don’t know that, but they said I looked very calm, 597 00:32:34,420 --> 00:32:37,022 but inside, I was just a wreck. 598 00:32:37,023 --> 00:32:39,058 I was texting my husband and my daughter 599 00:32:39,059 --> 00:32:43,028 and saying please call 911, he’s here on the third floor. 600 00:32:43,029 --> 00:32:45,998 Tell them he’s right outside of 1253, my classroom, 601 00:32:45,999 --> 00:32:47,466 tell them to come! 602 00:32:47,467 --> 00:32:50,435 - The bullets were just, it was so loud. 603 00:32:50,436 --> 00:32:53,438 So much shooting next door into Scott’s room 604 00:32:53,439 --> 00:32:56,409 and then straight into my classroom through the glass panel. 605 00:32:58,745 --> 00:33:00,813 - [Charlie] Did you think you were gonna die that day? 606 00:33:00,814 --> 00:33:02,081 - Yeah. 607 00:33:02,082 --> 00:33:05,017 To the point where I was actually crouching down, 608 00:33:05,018 --> 00:33:07,887 and after a while, I kinda gave up hope, 609 00:33:07,888 --> 00:33:11,223 and I thought in my head maybe if I fell asleep, 610 00:33:11,224 --> 00:33:12,926 it wouldn’t be painful. 611 00:33:24,070 --> 00:33:25,712 - This is a tough question. 612 00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:28,908 In your interview with the Associated Press, 613 00:33:28,909 --> 00:33:32,411 you talked about you had locked yourself out of your room? 614 00:33:32,412 --> 00:33:33,879 - Mm-hmm. 615 00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:35,114 - [Charlie] The fact that you 616 00:33:35,115 --> 00:33:36,749 locked yourself out of your room, 617 00:33:36,750 --> 00:33:40,285 how did that affect things moving forward? 618 00:33:40,286 --> 00:33:44,624 - Honestly, I made a mistake, 619 00:33:44,625 --> 00:33:47,860 and it’s something that I’ve been dealing with, 620 00:33:47,861 --> 00:33:52,866 but I’ve been avoiding the could’ves and should’ves 621 00:33:53,734 --> 00:33:55,334 and what could have happened, 622 00:33:55,335 --> 00:33:57,402 I’ve been dealing with what did happen. 623 00:33:57,403 --> 00:33:59,505 - It was just locked and he was searching 624 00:33:59,506 --> 00:34:00,740 and he didn’t have ’em on him. 625 00:34:00,741 --> 00:34:02,875 Usually they’re around his neck, 626 00:34:02,876 --> 00:34:06,146 but it wasn’t there and we just couldn’t get it open. 627 00:34:07,781 --> 00:34:09,448 - The shooting stopped. 628 00:34:09,449 --> 00:34:12,151 So I stuck my head out, saw where he was, 629 00:34:12,152 --> 00:34:14,787 he was about 25, 30 feet away, 630 00:34:14,788 --> 00:34:17,389 but the gun was up and he was fiddling with it. 631 00:34:17,390 --> 00:34:18,858 I don’t know if he was reloading, 632 00:34:18,859 --> 00:34:22,227 I later found out, I think, it jammed or something. 633 00:34:22,228 --> 00:34:24,396 I looked at the kids who were with me, I said, run. 634 00:34:24,397 --> 00:34:26,900 (tense music) 635 00:34:34,140 --> 00:34:35,908 - He started going on a rampage on everyone. 636 00:34:35,909 --> 00:34:39,912 Just started pow, pow, just rounds was going by. 637 00:34:39,913 --> 00:34:41,814 Just shots going off everywhere. 638 00:34:41,815 --> 00:34:45,417 I just dove out of the way and then as I was diving, 639 00:34:45,418 --> 00:34:48,053 one hit me out of several of them. 640 00:34:48,054 --> 00:34:49,555 Obviously, if he had more rounds in, 641 00:34:49,556 --> 00:34:51,490 I probably would’ve died. 642 00:34:51,491 --> 00:34:56,395 So, I just, I don’t know how I got out but I did. 643 00:34:56,396 --> 00:34:58,932 Ran down the stairs, three flights and I was out. 644 00:35:02,669 --> 00:35:03,903 - [Charlie] How were you able to do that 645 00:35:03,904 --> 00:35:08,207 when he shot your foot off almost? 646 00:35:08,208 --> 00:35:10,143 - Adrenaline and high hopes. 647 00:35:26,893 --> 00:35:28,661 - He had been shot on the third floor 648 00:35:28,662 --> 00:35:30,129 and was running down the stairs 649 00:35:30,130 --> 00:35:31,897 and ran out into the parking lot when I saw him. 650 00:35:31,898 --> 00:35:34,433 He was obviously upset and screaming and crying 651 00:35:34,434 --> 00:35:36,536 and saying he had been shot. 652 00:35:36,537 --> 00:35:39,939 I came across him, he had a massive gunshot wound to his, 653 00:35:39,940 --> 00:35:42,141 I believe it’s his right leg. 654 00:35:42,142 --> 00:35:44,209 So I grabbed him, told him he’d be okay, 655 00:35:44,210 --> 00:35:47,680 we proceeded then back out towards the baseball field. 656 00:35:47,681 --> 00:35:50,082 Which was out and around the football field 657 00:35:50,083 --> 00:35:52,051 to a clubhouse area where we were. 658 00:35:52,052 --> 00:35:54,820 - And then we ran across the football field 659 00:35:54,821 --> 00:35:57,022 to the baseball locker room and we went in there 660 00:35:57,023 --> 00:35:58,124 and I got bandaged up. 661 00:35:59,560 --> 00:36:01,727 - [Charlie] What exactly did you tell the officer? 662 00:36:01,728 --> 00:36:04,329 - He asked me, do you know where he is? 663 00:36:04,330 --> 00:36:05,497 What he’s using? 664 00:36:05,498 --> 00:36:07,366 I’m like, yeah, he’s, what is wearing? 665 00:36:07,367 --> 00:36:09,068 I’m like, he’s wearing black jacket, 666 00:36:09,069 --> 00:36:12,304 a tactical vest on and then he’s on the third floor. 667 00:36:12,305 --> 00:36:15,007 And they’re like all right, that’s good, thank you. 668 00:36:15,008 --> 00:36:16,175 - We spoke with doctors afterwards 669 00:36:16,176 --> 00:36:18,177 and the doctors don’t know how he ran 670 00:36:18,178 --> 00:36:21,781 because basically when they, the rounds severed, 671 00:36:21,782 --> 00:36:24,584 severed the tendon or ligament, 672 00:36:24,585 --> 00:36:27,820 whatever it was that allows the foot to go up and down, 673 00:36:27,821 --> 00:36:29,321 for all intents and purposes, 674 00:36:29,322 --> 00:36:31,657 he shouldn’t have been able to lift his foot up and down. 675 00:36:31,658 --> 00:36:33,225 But obviously on pure adrenaline 676 00:36:33,226 --> 00:36:38,030 and fight to survive and wanting to survive, 677 00:36:38,031 --> 00:36:40,432 he went down all three flights of stairs 678 00:36:40,433 --> 00:36:42,355 and ran out into the parking lot. 679 00:37:07,928 --> 00:37:10,462 - Had that bathroom door been unlocked, 680 00:37:10,463 --> 00:37:12,385 Joaquin could’ve gotten in there. 681 00:37:13,299 --> 00:37:14,600 And when the shooter came down the hallway, 682 00:37:14,601 --> 00:37:17,903 he fatally wounded Joaquin. 683 00:37:17,904 --> 00:37:20,606 - [Charlie] Wasn’t there a time when you asked Joaquin, 684 00:37:20,607 --> 00:37:22,307 hey, we gotta go, we gotta go? 685 00:37:22,308 --> 00:37:24,009 - Yeah, he was covered in blood 686 00:37:24,010 --> 00:37:28,748 and I even looked at myself and I’m like, am I ready to run? 687 00:37:28,749 --> 00:37:30,816 And I said, let’s do it. 688 00:37:30,817 --> 00:37:33,519 Joaquin said, I can’t really remember, 689 00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:36,690 but all I remember is no, he didn’t go. 690 00:37:38,258 --> 00:37:40,693 - [Charlie] Because he couldn’t put any weight on the knee? 691 00:37:40,694 --> 00:37:42,194 - That’s what I’m thinking, yeah. 692 00:37:42,195 --> 00:37:43,696 - [Charlie] The fact that the first floor bathroom 693 00:37:43,697 --> 00:37:45,264 and the third floor bathrooms were locked, 694 00:37:45,265 --> 00:37:46,498 why are they locked? 695 00:37:46,499 --> 00:37:49,034 - That was a decision by the security to, 696 00:37:49,035 --> 00:37:51,003 we’ve had issue before that 697 00:37:51,004 --> 00:37:52,404 with kids smoking in the bathrooms, 698 00:37:52,405 --> 00:37:54,540 so they were trying to make it so that the kids 699 00:37:54,541 --> 00:37:57,409 had to go to one bathroom to limit that. 700 00:37:57,410 --> 00:37:59,144 - Kids would come from all over campus 701 00:37:59,145 --> 00:38:01,747 to go to those bathrooms, they were air conditioned. 702 00:38:01,748 --> 00:38:03,282 They were nice bathrooms 703 00:38:03,283 --> 00:38:04,850 and there were drug deals going on 704 00:38:04,851 --> 00:38:08,288 and they felt that this was a way to control it. 705 00:38:53,800 --> 00:38:56,637 (student panting) 706 00:39:41,882 --> 00:39:44,116 - One of my classmates had got a phone call 707 00:39:44,117 --> 00:39:46,185 from her sister and she was saying, 708 00:39:46,186 --> 00:39:48,087 it’s real, it’s real, this isn’t fake. 709 00:39:48,088 --> 00:39:50,422 This is, like, some people are getting hurt, 710 00:39:50,423 --> 00:39:52,958 and I was like, she must be misinformed, 711 00:39:52,959 --> 00:39:54,660 she must be scared or something. 712 00:39:54,661 --> 00:39:56,261 Another classmate looked on the news 713 00:39:56,262 --> 00:40:00,065 and it was real and I was, I didn’t know how to react. 714 00:40:00,066 --> 00:40:01,601 I was like, what? 715 00:40:01,602 --> 00:40:03,368 This can’t be real, it’s Parkland. 716 00:40:03,369 --> 00:40:05,571 You know, this doesn’t happen. 717 00:40:05,572 --> 00:40:07,072 - [Charlie] Were people talking? 718 00:40:07,073 --> 00:40:08,508 - A couple of us were. 719 00:40:08,509 --> 00:40:10,275 We were just trying to figure out what was happening. 720 00:40:10,276 --> 00:40:12,512 You know, was he gonna come back? 721 00:40:12,513 --> 00:40:14,180 What’s happening to us? 722 00:40:15,549 --> 00:40:17,216 And then we were also thinking stupid things too, 723 00:40:17,217 --> 00:40:19,084 like, oh is the bell gonna ring at 2:40? 724 00:40:19,085 --> 00:40:21,588 And are we all gonna get to leave, you know? 725 00:40:22,756 --> 00:40:23,789 - [Charlie] And there was no bell at 2:40. 726 00:40:23,790 --> 00:40:25,191 - There was no bell at 2:40. 727 00:40:26,326 --> 00:40:28,160 - We were all, you know, sitting down quietly 728 00:40:28,161 --> 00:40:29,529 and that’s when we started to hear 729 00:40:29,530 --> 00:40:31,330 this kid start screaming help, 730 00:40:31,331 --> 00:40:33,332 but we didn’t know whether or not he was doing that, 731 00:40:33,333 --> 00:40:35,167 you know, to get more kids out the class 732 00:40:35,168 --> 00:40:38,237 or that was actually a kid asking for help. 733 00:40:38,238 --> 00:40:41,373 - [Charlie] What was Anthony Borges exactly yelling out? 734 00:40:41,374 --> 00:40:43,943 - He was screaming help me, help me, please help me. 735 00:40:43,944 --> 00:40:44,777 - [Charlie] Was he really? 736 00:40:44,778 --> 00:40:46,059 - He was. 737 00:40:46,947 --> 00:40:47,913 - [Charlie] Does that haunt you? 738 00:40:47,914 --> 00:40:49,715 Do you hear those, that voice? 739 00:40:49,716 --> 00:40:50,550 Do you? 740 00:40:50,551 --> 00:40:51,751 - Yeah. 741 00:40:51,752 --> 00:40:53,318 Like the first few nights I just remember, 742 00:40:53,319 --> 00:40:56,288 like, thinking like oh my God, I couldn’t help him. 743 00:40:56,289 --> 00:40:58,023 Which is horrible since the door was right there 744 00:40:58,024 --> 00:40:59,525 and we could’ve easily gone out, 745 00:40:59,526 --> 00:41:02,368 it’s just horrible to think that you couldn’t help someone. 746 00:41:03,930 --> 00:41:05,866 - [Anthony] Help, help! 747 00:41:10,571 --> 00:41:12,405 Help, please, help me! 748 00:41:13,574 --> 00:41:14,507 Please! 749 00:41:14,508 --> 00:41:16,475 (somber music) 750 00:41:16,476 --> 00:41:19,945 - We heard someone calling for help. 751 00:41:19,946 --> 00:41:22,347 And I would look at them and I would just shake my head, 752 00:41:22,348 --> 00:41:24,950 and I would tell them, no, no, no. 753 00:41:24,951 --> 00:41:26,185 - Well, my students and I, 754 00:41:26,186 --> 00:41:27,486 we’re all looking at each other, like, 755 00:41:27,487 --> 00:41:28,921 you know, what do we do? 756 00:41:28,922 --> 00:41:31,757 But it could’ve been the shooter trying to lure us out. 757 00:41:31,758 --> 00:41:34,193 You open up your door and you open up the possibility 758 00:41:34,194 --> 00:41:36,429 of getting all your students and yourself killed. 759 00:41:37,898 --> 00:41:39,800 - [Anthony] Help, help! 760 00:41:44,871 --> 00:41:46,673 Help, please, help me! 761 00:41:47,808 --> 00:41:48,809 Please! 762 00:41:56,249 --> 00:41:57,883 (tense music) 763 00:41:57,884 --> 00:41:59,720 - Ben was screaming for help. 764 00:42:01,988 --> 00:42:05,658 And Ms. Reoven was able to rush over to him 765 00:42:05,659 --> 00:42:07,492 and help bandage some of his wounds 766 00:42:07,493 --> 00:42:08,794 and we were able to quiet him down 767 00:42:08,795 --> 00:42:10,763 because we didn’t know where the shooter was. 768 00:42:10,764 --> 00:42:12,231 - He asked for water. 769 00:42:12,232 --> 00:42:14,967 I gave him the bottle of water that I had on my desk. 770 00:42:14,968 --> 00:42:16,669 And he drank that water. 771 00:42:16,670 --> 00:42:19,905 I saw Samantha, she was shot in the knee. 772 00:42:19,906 --> 00:42:21,541 I saw she was stable. 773 00:42:21,542 --> 00:42:26,547 - I was kneeling down on the ground and stood up 774 00:42:27,981 --> 00:42:30,950 and saw Maddy slumped against the front side of the desk. 775 00:42:30,951 --> 00:42:35,220 (students yelling and crying) 776 00:42:35,221 --> 00:42:36,255 - [Student] Maddy? 777 00:42:36,256 --> 00:42:37,790 - Then I went back to Maddy 778 00:42:37,791 --> 00:42:40,593 and Maddy, I could see she was shot multiple times, 779 00:42:40,594 --> 00:42:41,994 but I didn’t know exactly where. 780 00:42:41,995 --> 00:42:43,963 She was in and out of consciousness 781 00:42:43,964 --> 00:42:46,498 and she turned pale white, her lips were white. 782 00:42:46,499 --> 00:42:47,567 She was moaning and groaning 783 00:42:47,568 --> 00:42:48,734 and then there was some silence. 784 00:42:48,735 --> 00:42:50,102 I saw it was multiple wounds, 785 00:42:50,103 --> 00:42:51,937 but I didn’t know exactly where they were, 786 00:42:51,938 --> 00:42:53,506 so I was afraid to move her 787 00:42:53,507 --> 00:42:56,275 and because I left her the way she was, that saved her life. 788 00:42:56,276 --> 00:42:57,810 Otherwise if I laid her flat, 789 00:42:57,811 --> 00:43:00,312 from what I understand, her lungs would’ve collapsed. 790 00:43:00,313 --> 00:43:05,285 - I was asked by a classmate to bandage Maddy 791 00:43:06,152 --> 00:43:07,419 because she wasn’t moving 792 00:43:07,420 --> 00:43:09,262 and was no longer making any noise. 793 00:43:09,990 --> 00:43:13,693 (students screaming and crying) 794 00:43:13,694 --> 00:43:15,394 And so I walked over to Maddy 795 00:43:15,395 --> 00:43:18,263 and wrapped the jean jacket I was given around her arm 796 00:43:18,264 --> 00:43:19,899 and then used the other side of the jean jacket 797 00:43:19,900 --> 00:43:24,036 to kinda hold against her torso area where she was also hit. 798 00:43:24,037 --> 00:43:25,270 And that’s where I stayed 799 00:43:25,271 --> 00:43:27,594 until the officers came and got us. 800 00:43:28,341 --> 00:43:29,609 - [Man] Three down! 801 00:43:29,610 --> 00:43:30,442 - [Student] Three injured. 802 00:43:30,443 --> 00:43:31,877 - [Man] Three injured. 803 00:43:31,878 --> 00:43:33,078 Is anybody injured? 804 00:43:33,079 --> 00:43:34,379 - Yes! - Anybody shot? 805 00:43:34,380 --> 00:43:35,314 - Yes. - Where? 806 00:43:35,315 --> 00:43:36,582 Come here. - Right here. 807 00:43:36,583 --> 00:43:37,950 Right here. 808 00:43:37,951 --> 00:43:39,151 - [Officer] Come on, can you walk? 809 00:43:39,152 --> 00:43:40,786 - We’ve got three. - Where were you shot? 810 00:43:40,787 --> 00:43:42,387 - [Student] Oh my God. 811 00:43:42,388 --> 00:43:44,156 (students yelling and crying) 812 00:43:44,157 --> 00:43:47,492 - Please, let us go, can we, can we go? 813 00:43:47,493 --> 00:43:48,427 (officer groans) 814 00:43:48,428 --> 00:43:50,530 - I need help, I need help. 815 00:43:50,531 --> 00:43:51,597 (groans) Somebody help me. 816 00:43:51,598 --> 00:43:53,332 - [Student] Oh my God. 817 00:43:53,333 --> 00:43:54,900 - [Officer] Look out, look out, look out, look out. 818 00:43:54,901 --> 00:43:56,502 - [Student] Oh my God. 819 00:43:56,503 --> 00:43:58,003 (students crying) 820 00:43:58,004 --> 00:44:00,440 - [Officer] We have two more. 821 00:44:03,710 --> 00:44:04,877 - We’re gonna get you out okay. 822 00:44:04,878 --> 00:44:06,445 We’re gonna get you out of here. 823 00:44:06,446 --> 00:44:08,013 We’re gonna get you outta here. 824 00:44:08,014 --> 00:44:09,214 I need your help. 825 00:44:09,215 --> 00:44:11,250 - [Officer] You need my help, boss? 826 00:44:11,251 --> 00:44:13,352 (students crying) 827 00:44:13,353 --> 00:44:15,187 - Logan, my desk, see my water bottle, 828 00:44:15,188 --> 00:44:16,455 could you get my phone? 829 00:44:16,456 --> 00:44:17,957 - [Logan] Let me see. 830 00:44:17,958 --> 00:44:20,259 - With the bag, with the water bottle next to the balloon. 831 00:44:20,260 --> 00:44:23,163 (students crying) 832 00:44:24,698 --> 00:44:25,699 Yes. 833 00:44:30,436 --> 00:44:33,338 - [Officer] Let’s go, come on, let’s go, get out, let’s go. 834 00:44:33,339 --> 00:44:35,207 Come on, follow me, follow me, follow me. 835 00:44:35,208 --> 00:44:36,909 Come on, let’s go. - Coral Springs Police. 836 00:44:36,910 --> 00:44:38,878 - [Student] Where, where? 837 00:44:38,879 --> 00:44:40,145 (students screaming) 838 00:44:40,146 --> 00:44:41,313 - [Officer] Hug the wall, hug the wall. 839 00:44:41,314 --> 00:44:42,796 - [Officer] Everybody, go, go, go, go. 840 00:44:43,183 --> 00:44:45,085 - [Student] Oh my God. 841 00:44:47,453 --> 00:44:49,855 - Onto the street. - Oh my God. 842 00:44:49,856 --> 00:44:51,123 (student sobbing) 843 00:44:51,124 --> 00:44:54,860 - [Officer] All right, come on, come on. 844 00:44:54,861 --> 00:44:57,798 (officers yelling) 845 00:45:12,245 --> 00:45:15,480 - Helena was sitting upright with her head leaned over 846 00:45:15,481 --> 00:45:17,282 and Nick was down on his side. 847 00:45:17,283 --> 00:45:19,318 And then I grabbed Helena’s hand 848 00:45:19,319 --> 00:45:22,321 and I didn’t let go until SWAT came in. 849 00:45:22,322 --> 00:45:24,990 - And so when the SWAT team came in, 850 00:45:24,991 --> 00:45:26,559 they said who’s injured? 851 00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:28,561 And that’s when Sam Fuentes stood up 852 00:45:28,562 --> 00:45:32,932 and it looked like from the movie Carrie at the end when, 853 00:45:32,933 --> 00:45:34,399 I couldn’t see any of her. 854 00:45:34,400 --> 00:45:37,069 She was just standing and, but she was standing, 855 00:45:37,070 --> 00:45:39,872 but she was standing completely covered in blood, 856 00:45:39,873 --> 00:45:43,442 and I was in shock and then they took her out 857 00:45:43,443 --> 00:45:45,711 and they told us don’t look down. 858 00:45:45,712 --> 00:45:47,547 You know, they didn’t want us to look anywhere, 859 00:45:47,548 --> 00:45:50,950 just look straight ahead and walk out. 860 00:45:50,951 --> 00:45:55,721 - I didn’t really know how badly injured I was, 861 00:45:55,722 --> 00:46:00,425 only after the girl next to Helena, she told me. 862 00:46:00,426 --> 00:46:02,895 She said Sam, you’re grazed. 863 00:46:02,896 --> 00:46:04,396 And I didn’t know what that meant, 864 00:46:04,397 --> 00:46:07,834 I was still very kind of disoriented and confused. 865 00:46:08,935 --> 00:46:10,435 But I knew I was injured of some sort, 866 00:46:10,436 --> 00:46:13,272 so I raised my hand and then I said, I’m injured. 867 00:46:13,273 --> 00:46:18,278 And I actually was escorted out of the classroom. 868 00:46:19,012 --> 00:46:20,179 - [Officer] Come on. 869 00:46:20,180 --> 00:46:21,080 - Keep going. - Drop the backpack. 870 00:46:21,081 --> 00:46:22,648 Drop the bag, just go. 871 00:46:22,649 --> 00:46:23,916 Go, go, go, go. 872 00:46:23,917 --> 00:46:25,618 - [Officer] Keep heading towards the street, go. 873 00:46:25,619 --> 00:46:26,752 - [Dispatcher] Headquarters to PD2. 874 00:46:26,753 --> 00:46:28,654 (tense music) 875 00:46:28,655 --> 00:46:31,156 - There was like this thought that it just wasn’t real. 876 00:46:31,157 --> 00:46:32,725 That it was actors. 877 00:46:32,726 --> 00:46:37,731 Which doesn’t make sense now, and then we got outside. 878 00:46:38,932 --> 00:46:40,399 At this time, I was just in total shock, 879 00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:42,134 like, I was crying, I was having a panic attack, 880 00:46:42,135 --> 00:46:44,937 and I remember just my legs and my arms 881 00:46:44,938 --> 00:46:48,407 going completely numb and I just fell to the ground 882 00:46:48,408 --> 00:46:50,543 and I just sat there and I cried. 883 00:46:50,544 --> 00:46:52,305 - It took me a few moments to, 884 00:46:53,647 --> 00:46:56,249 to leave the room because when I started to walk, 885 00:46:57,317 --> 00:47:01,320 that’s when the reality of the students 886 00:47:01,321 --> 00:47:03,188 that were still in the classroom 887 00:47:03,189 --> 00:47:06,058 kinda washed over me because I knew we had injured, 888 00:47:06,059 --> 00:47:07,660 I knew there was blood, I knew, 889 00:47:07,661 --> 00:47:10,564 but I didn’t want it to be 890 00:47:11,998 --> 00:47:14,160 that they were not gonna be able to get out of there. 891 00:47:15,569 --> 00:47:16,468 - [Charlie] What did you see exactly 892 00:47:16,469 --> 00:47:18,437 when you left your room? 893 00:47:18,438 --> 00:47:19,720 - I mean. 894 00:47:24,545 --> 00:47:26,078 It was pretty bad. 895 00:47:26,079 --> 00:47:29,015 The first thing that I recognized was a, 896 00:47:30,150 --> 00:47:32,252 a path of blood like someone had been dragged 897 00:47:33,419 --> 00:47:35,387 in front of my doorway. 898 00:47:35,388 --> 00:47:39,192 And when I looked up, Scott Beigel 899 00:47:40,761 --> 00:47:45,064 was in his little alcove, his door was open. 900 00:47:45,065 --> 00:47:47,668 (sullen music) 901 00:47:49,102 --> 00:47:50,603 - I remember standing up, 902 00:47:50,604 --> 00:47:52,538 and the first thing I saw was Mr. Beigel on the floor 903 00:47:52,539 --> 00:47:55,140 because he was next door to Ms. Lippel’s class. 904 00:47:55,141 --> 00:47:56,942 And I remember just breaking down, 905 00:47:56,943 --> 00:47:59,979 like I just couldn’t breathe, 906 00:47:59,980 --> 00:48:02,948 but they made me stand up and leave anyway. 907 00:48:02,949 --> 00:48:04,216 - After they let us out, 908 00:48:04,217 --> 00:48:07,687 we had to walk behind each other in a line, 909 00:48:07,688 --> 00:48:10,122 hold each other’s shoulders like this. 910 00:48:10,123 --> 00:48:14,259 And when I was walking, I looked down, 911 00:48:14,260 --> 00:48:18,698 and I saw two bodies of two girls on top of each other 912 00:48:18,699 --> 00:48:20,099 and I looked down and I immediately looked away 913 00:48:20,100 --> 00:48:22,568 because I knew if I looked at it any more 914 00:48:22,569 --> 00:48:27,306 I would get super traumatized or if it was somebody I knew. 915 00:48:27,307 --> 00:48:29,174 I just, I couldn’t take it. 916 00:48:29,175 --> 00:48:30,910 - Police were telling us not to look 917 00:48:30,911 --> 00:48:32,678 and to look away, but I mean, 918 00:48:32,679 --> 00:48:35,615 how could you not look at something so terrible? 919 00:48:35,616 --> 00:48:38,651 Like how could you divert your eyes from your friends 920 00:48:38,652 --> 00:48:40,786 who are laying on the floor next to you? 921 00:48:40,787 --> 00:48:42,788 Like, as you’re slipping in their own blood? 922 00:48:42,789 --> 00:48:46,025 Like, I don’t, I could never forget that. 923 00:48:46,026 --> 00:48:48,795 - I saw someone in white pants 924 00:48:49,963 --> 00:48:52,464 and I remember a kid in my class, Joaquin, 925 00:48:52,465 --> 00:48:55,167 was wearing white pants that day and a pink shirt. 926 00:48:55,168 --> 00:48:56,970 And everyone just knew it was him. 927 00:48:58,004 --> 00:49:00,005 And that’s when everyone that was in the line 928 00:49:00,006 --> 00:49:01,707 when we had our hands up walking down the hallway, 929 00:49:01,708 --> 00:49:04,276 we all started crying even more than we already were. 930 00:49:04,277 --> 00:49:07,047 (camera clicks) 931 00:49:08,448 --> 00:49:11,183 - What I saw was people holding each other outside, 932 00:49:11,184 --> 00:49:12,952 teachers sitting down on the grass 933 00:49:12,953 --> 00:49:15,588 just stunned with tears coming down their eyes 934 00:49:15,589 --> 00:49:16,822 and then some of us, like me, 935 00:49:16,823 --> 00:49:19,258 I was just walking around like a zombie. 936 00:49:19,259 --> 00:49:20,693 And I just remember us looking at each other, 937 00:49:20,694 --> 00:49:22,162 like what just happened? 938 00:49:36,610 --> 00:49:38,878 (tense music) 939 00:49:38,879 --> 00:49:41,815 (shooter panting) 940 00:50:08,642 --> 00:50:11,244 (bell ringing) 941 00:50:17,618 --> 00:50:19,284 - We found out about it over the radio. 942 00:50:19,285 --> 00:50:22,755 I was here in my office at the time of the call. 943 00:50:22,756 --> 00:50:24,156 Found out over the police radio 944 00:50:24,157 --> 00:50:26,091 that there had been a shooting, 945 00:50:26,092 --> 00:50:28,562 active shooter at Marjory Stoneman Douglas. 946 00:50:30,296 --> 00:50:33,165 That is not in our city, we’re in the city of Coconut Creek, 947 00:50:33,166 --> 00:50:35,768 but it is a neighboring city, Parkland. 948 00:50:35,769 --> 00:50:37,570 I was listening to the radio on the way there, 949 00:50:37,571 --> 00:50:40,472 hearing some updates, what they were discovering, 950 00:50:40,473 --> 00:50:43,008 and it sounded as if he had fled the school. 951 00:50:43,009 --> 00:50:45,477 There’s a lot of work to be done inside the school still 952 00:50:45,478 --> 00:50:48,413 because we don’t know if that information’s accurate, 953 00:50:48,414 --> 00:50:50,015 but we also have to address the fact 954 00:50:50,016 --> 00:50:53,186 that he may be away from school at the time too. 955 00:50:58,725 --> 00:51:01,562 (shooter panting) 956 00:51:08,735 --> 00:51:12,172 (police sirens blaring) 957 00:51:17,277 --> 00:51:20,880 It was overwhelming, there was a lot of police force there 958 00:51:20,881 --> 00:51:22,414 by the time I had arrived. 959 00:51:22,415 --> 00:51:24,283 My mind started wondering, you know, 960 00:51:24,284 --> 00:51:27,286 if he has left the school, me running towards the school 961 00:51:27,287 --> 00:51:28,689 was that the best thing? 962 00:51:33,927 --> 00:51:35,127 A call came across the radio, 963 00:51:35,128 --> 00:51:37,530 which kinda helped me make the decision. 964 00:51:37,531 --> 00:51:40,666 Dispatch advised that he may be at the McDonald’s, 965 00:51:40,667 --> 00:51:43,368 which is close to the area. 966 00:51:43,369 --> 00:51:44,870 All these other agencies are here 967 00:51:44,871 --> 00:51:47,139 and they may not know where that McDonald’s is, 968 00:51:47,140 --> 00:51:49,575 and I wanted to make sure that someone 969 00:51:49,576 --> 00:51:52,845 went to that direction and covered that possibility. 970 00:51:52,846 --> 00:51:54,814 That’s what led me to leave. 971 00:51:54,815 --> 00:51:56,348 - [Charlie] And how did someone know 972 00:51:56,349 --> 00:51:58,283 that he might’ve been there? 973 00:51:58,284 --> 00:51:59,319 - That I don’t know. 974 00:52:00,921 --> 00:52:03,188 It could’ve been some type of phone call, 975 00:52:03,189 --> 00:52:05,625 something, I don’t know that part, it was, 976 00:52:05,626 --> 00:52:07,387 that was all through dispatch. 977 00:52:08,529 --> 00:52:11,364 (shooter panting) 978 00:52:23,644 --> 00:52:24,710 - [Charlie] Now you got the description 979 00:52:24,711 --> 00:52:25,878 of the shooter, correct? 980 00:52:25,879 --> 00:52:28,180 - That’s the only thing I had. 981 00:52:28,181 --> 00:52:30,583 They had given that over the radio as well, 982 00:52:30,584 --> 00:52:33,586 they gave us a description of what he was wearing 983 00:52:33,587 --> 00:52:35,521 and they gave us his name. 984 00:52:35,522 --> 00:52:37,891 - [Charlie] When you saw the killer, 985 00:52:39,059 --> 00:52:41,226 did you know right away it was him? 986 00:52:41,227 --> 00:52:42,228 - No. 987 00:52:43,329 --> 00:52:45,765 All’s I knew at that point is I had 988 00:52:45,766 --> 00:52:50,235 a high school-looking individual, a teenager, 989 00:52:50,236 --> 00:52:53,105 wearing the clothing description that was given. 990 00:52:53,106 --> 00:52:55,228 - [Charlie] Did you have a gut feeling it was him? 991 00:52:56,142 --> 00:52:57,743 - I kinda did. 992 00:52:57,744 --> 00:52:59,712 - [Charlie] What was he doing exactly, when you saw him? 993 00:52:59,713 --> 00:53:00,946 - He was walking. 994 00:53:00,947 --> 00:53:02,548 His back was to me, he was walking 995 00:53:02,549 --> 00:53:04,817 in an eastbound direction on the sidewalk. 996 00:53:04,818 --> 00:53:07,060 - [Charlie] You would think a guy on the run like that. 997 00:53:08,121 --> 00:53:09,288 I mean, would you really be walking alone like that 998 00:53:09,289 --> 00:53:10,489 out in the clear? 999 00:53:10,490 --> 00:53:11,423 I mean, what did you sense from him? 1000 00:53:11,424 --> 00:53:13,058 That he wanted to get away 1001 00:53:13,059 --> 00:53:16,361 or he knew he was gonna get caught and he just surrendered? 1002 00:53:16,362 --> 00:53:18,497 - He seemed like he was focused. 1003 00:53:18,498 --> 00:53:19,900 He had a focus forward. 1004 00:53:21,067 --> 00:53:22,602 I’m not really sure what he was thinking. 1005 00:53:22,603 --> 00:53:24,771 I don’t know if he was planning an escape. 1006 00:53:26,006 --> 00:53:27,907 I don’t know what was on his mind, 1007 00:53:27,908 --> 00:53:30,876 but he appeared to be focused, his head was straight ahead 1008 00:53:30,877 --> 00:53:33,746 and just walking with, it seemed, with a purpose. 1009 00:53:33,747 --> 00:53:37,883 The area where I found him is a quiet residential roadway. 1010 00:53:37,884 --> 00:53:39,719 I immediately stopped my vehicle. 1011 00:53:39,720 --> 00:53:42,254 He continued to walk, he did not see me or hear me 1012 00:53:42,255 --> 00:53:44,189 ’cause I was behind him, 1013 00:53:44,190 --> 00:53:46,726 and I drew my weapon as I stepped out of the vehicle 1014 00:53:46,727 --> 00:53:48,427 and when I slammed the door, 1015 00:53:48,428 --> 00:53:51,063 he looked over his shoulder ’cause he heard the door close. 1016 00:53:51,064 --> 00:53:53,999 And at that point, I was already drawn down on him. 1017 00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:55,601 Had my weapon pointed at him 1018 00:53:55,602 --> 00:53:57,737 and started giving him verbal commands. 1019 00:53:57,738 --> 00:53:59,972 - [Charlie] And he complied with everything right away? 1020 00:53:59,973 --> 00:54:01,040 - Yes, he did. 1021 00:54:01,041 --> 00:54:04,444 (police sirens blaring) 1022 00:54:44,785 --> 00:54:47,554 (camera clicks) 1023 00:54:49,790 --> 00:54:50,990 - I get a call from my editor. 1024 00:54:50,991 --> 00:54:53,225 I think I had seen the push alert 1025 00:54:53,226 --> 00:54:54,660 come in through the phone. 1026 00:54:54,661 --> 00:54:56,161 You know, there’s a shooting at a high school, 1027 00:54:56,162 --> 00:55:00,032 but I mean, we get so many of these kind of alerts 1028 00:55:00,033 --> 00:55:01,266 and it turns out to be unfounded. 1029 00:55:01,267 --> 00:55:03,035 There’s nothing actually happened. 1030 00:55:03,036 --> 00:55:04,704 At first it didn’t alarm me, 1031 00:55:04,705 --> 00:55:07,139 until I got the call and my editor said, 1032 00:55:07,140 --> 00:55:10,375 you’re the closest person to Marjory Stoneman Douglas. 1033 00:55:10,376 --> 00:55:11,977 You need to leave right now, you need to go there. 1034 00:55:11,978 --> 00:55:14,046 I was on the highway heading there 1035 00:55:14,047 --> 00:55:16,882 that I started seeing the cops pass me by 1036 00:55:16,883 --> 00:55:19,719 and it was car after car after car after car 1037 00:55:19,720 --> 00:55:21,486 with the sirens blaring 1038 00:55:21,487 --> 00:55:23,523 and that’s when it started to sink in. 1039 00:55:23,524 --> 00:55:25,925 (woman sobbing) 1040 00:55:25,926 --> 00:55:27,426 - [Man] Sherry. 1041 00:55:27,427 --> 00:55:29,662 - As soon as I got there, I parked right off the highway. 1042 00:55:29,663 --> 00:55:30,863 There was no parking, I mean, 1043 00:55:30,864 --> 00:55:33,132 everything was completely full of cars, 1044 00:55:33,133 --> 00:55:34,366 full of people in the streets, 1045 00:55:34,367 --> 00:55:36,302 parents running around screaming, 1046 00:55:37,604 --> 00:55:39,905 and I just threw my car to the side, 1047 00:55:39,906 --> 00:55:41,641 I parked really quickly next to a tree 1048 00:55:41,642 --> 00:55:43,543 and started running in the direction of the school. 1049 00:55:43,544 --> 00:55:45,778 The parents were screaming, 1050 00:55:45,779 --> 00:55:48,047 they were trying to reason with the police officers 1051 00:55:48,048 --> 00:55:49,348 and the officers, 1052 00:55:49,349 --> 00:55:50,816 they were just trying to keep everything calm. 1053 00:55:50,817 --> 00:55:52,417 The kids were kind of hysterical, 1054 00:55:52,418 --> 00:55:55,087 they were talking to each other, some were crying, 1055 00:55:55,088 --> 00:55:57,890 some were just sitting like staring blankly. 1056 00:55:57,891 --> 00:55:59,526 It was a very eerie scene. 1057 00:56:03,496 --> 00:56:06,900 The next thing I remember or I kinda heard what is, 1058 00:56:08,434 --> 00:56:12,438 the guys coming into our rooms and checking everybody. 1059 00:56:13,874 --> 00:56:15,975 And I remember them putting me on a stretcher, 1060 00:56:15,976 --> 00:56:19,512 I couldn’t see ’cause I was kinda out of it, 1061 00:56:19,513 --> 00:56:22,548 but I remember hearing some faint voices. 1062 00:56:22,549 --> 00:56:24,316 - Actually when the officers 1063 00:56:24,317 --> 00:56:26,185 took the injured out of the classroom, 1064 00:56:26,186 --> 00:56:30,055 they only took Sam and Ben and left Carmen and Maddy 1065 00:56:30,056 --> 00:56:33,358 because they thought that they were both deceased. 1066 00:56:33,359 --> 00:56:35,995 And they returned to the classroom two or three more times 1067 00:56:35,996 --> 00:56:38,063 to find that Maddy was actually breathing 1068 00:56:38,064 --> 00:56:40,600 and that’s when they took her out of the classroom 1069 00:56:40,601 --> 00:56:43,268 and started bringing her to the ambulance 1070 00:56:43,269 --> 00:56:44,704 and started working on her. 1071 00:56:44,705 --> 00:56:47,472 - Blacked out again until the paramedics 1072 00:56:47,473 --> 00:56:49,274 woke me up in the ambulance. 1073 00:56:49,275 --> 00:56:53,212 - This BSO SWAT officer had already put a chest seal 1074 00:56:53,213 --> 00:56:56,749 on Maddy’s entrance wound, 1075 00:56:56,750 --> 00:56:59,118 which looked like a size of a dollar bill. 1076 00:56:59,119 --> 00:57:04,057 It was a big size and her elbow was also shattered. 1077 00:57:04,925 --> 00:57:07,259 That’s when I told the guys, 1078 00:57:07,260 --> 00:57:09,461 I need a baseline set of vital signs. 1079 00:57:09,462 --> 00:57:14,066 Usually when a person is in a deep state of shock, 1080 00:57:14,067 --> 00:57:16,736 the blood is shunted away from the periphery 1081 00:57:16,737 --> 00:57:19,304 and into your core organs. 1082 00:57:19,305 --> 00:57:23,175 So that’s why you get pale, that’s why you get no pulses, 1083 00:57:23,176 --> 00:57:26,178 and it’s very difficult to start an IV, 1084 00:57:26,179 --> 00:57:27,479 so an intravenous line. 1085 00:57:27,480 --> 00:57:31,450 So at that point it was like by experience, 1086 00:57:31,451 --> 00:57:34,053 I go, start an IO. 1087 00:57:34,054 --> 00:57:35,888 And that’s an intraosseous needle 1088 00:57:35,889 --> 00:57:39,391 that’s drilled into the head of your humerus. 1089 00:57:39,392 --> 00:57:40,660 And that is so easy 1090 00:57:40,661 --> 00:57:42,863 because all you have to do is find the landmark. 1091 00:57:49,402 --> 00:57:51,765 - [Charlie] Tell us how you found out. 1092 00:57:52,706 --> 00:57:55,908 - I was at work in Nashville, 1093 00:57:55,909 --> 00:57:59,178 in a meeting with about 15 other colleagues 1094 00:57:59,179 --> 00:58:04,117 and Maddy’s mom called and left a message with me 1095 00:58:04,985 --> 00:58:06,251 and I looked down at my phone 1096 00:58:06,252 --> 00:58:07,987 and there was like a voice to text thing 1097 00:58:07,988 --> 00:58:10,856 and saw part of her message 1098 00:58:10,857 --> 00:58:12,491 about there’s been a shooting at the school 1099 00:58:12,492 --> 00:58:15,160 and I was, I was like what? 1100 00:58:15,161 --> 00:58:17,129 I didn’t even, like, register in my mind 1101 00:58:17,130 --> 00:58:19,164 like what is, what is this? 1102 00:58:19,165 --> 00:58:21,133 So I got up and listened to her voicemail 1103 00:58:21,134 --> 00:58:23,469 and she was like screaming, 1104 00:58:24,838 --> 00:58:26,038 there’s been a shooting at the school 1105 00:58:26,039 --> 00:58:28,373 and I haven’t heard from Madeleine. 1106 00:58:28,374 --> 00:58:31,110 (tense music) 1107 00:58:31,111 --> 00:58:33,112 I booked a ticket on Southwest 1108 00:58:33,113 --> 00:58:35,414 that they had three hours later, 1109 00:58:35,415 --> 00:58:36,949 I got to the airport, 1110 00:58:36,950 --> 00:58:40,019 and it’s all over the CNN and the screens everywhere 1111 00:58:40,020 --> 00:58:41,521 and people are like, oh my goodness. 1112 00:58:41,522 --> 00:58:45,091 I’m, like, staring at this CNN screen trying to, like, 1113 00:58:47,293 --> 00:58:49,494 see if I could see her, you know, 1114 00:58:49,495 --> 00:58:52,298 is she in the crowd somewhere and haven’t heard? 1115 00:58:53,499 --> 00:58:55,034 And when I got to the gate 1116 00:58:55,035 --> 00:58:57,436 and I was about to get on the plane, Missy called me 1117 00:58:57,437 --> 00:58:59,740 and said that she was at the hospital with her 1118 00:59:01,407 --> 00:59:02,743 and that she had been shot. 1119 00:59:04,878 --> 00:59:07,813 - Then I remember being wheeled into the hospital, 1120 00:59:07,814 --> 00:59:10,150 into a trauma room. 1121 00:59:12,152 --> 00:59:15,821 And then I blacked out and then I remember 1122 00:59:15,822 --> 00:59:19,324 getting a CT scan. 1123 00:59:19,325 --> 00:59:20,860 - And I just walked in and saw her 1124 00:59:20,861 --> 00:59:23,163 and she looked like she’d been run over by a truck. 1125 00:59:26,867 --> 00:59:30,136 And there was cops everywhere and my son was there, 1126 00:59:32,405 --> 00:59:33,906 I actually remember walking in and thinking, 1127 00:59:33,907 --> 00:59:35,742 thank God she’s alive. 1128 00:59:40,413 --> 00:59:42,582 - Maddy Wilford played basketball for me 1129 00:59:42,583 --> 00:59:44,817 at Stoneman Douglas and she came out 1130 00:59:44,818 --> 00:59:49,054 as a ninth grader, played JV and was a phenomenal person. 1131 00:59:49,055 --> 00:59:52,391 That night obviously I wasn’t sleeping 1132 00:59:52,392 --> 00:59:55,160 and many people weren’t, so I texted Maddy’s mom, 1133 00:59:55,161 --> 00:59:57,030 and I asked, you know, please, 1134 00:59:58,565 --> 01:00:00,199 I haven’t heard from Maddy, is she okay? 1135 01:00:00,200 --> 01:00:03,803 And her mom told me she was having her second surgery 1136 01:00:03,804 --> 01:00:05,470 at 3:30 in the morning. 1137 01:00:05,471 --> 01:00:10,209 And that’s when I found out that she had been injured. 1138 01:00:10,210 --> 01:00:12,411 I instinctively took a picture 1139 01:00:12,412 --> 01:00:14,113 that I had on my phone and I posted it 1140 01:00:14,114 --> 01:00:15,948 asking for prayers on my Facebook page 1141 01:00:15,949 --> 01:00:18,417 and on South Florida Girls Basketball website 1142 01:00:18,418 --> 01:00:23,255 and the outreach was completely unexpected 1143 01:00:23,256 --> 01:00:27,927 and something that I still am in awe of 1144 01:00:27,928 --> 01:00:29,161 and the fact that it was shared 1145 01:00:29,162 --> 01:00:31,331 a quarter of a million times around the world. 1146 01:00:32,799 --> 01:00:36,036 (students chattering) 1147 01:00:41,341 --> 01:00:44,443 (students cheering) 1148 01:00:44,444 --> 01:00:47,980 - [Charlie] People have called your daughter a miracle. 1149 01:00:47,981 --> 01:00:49,349 How does that make you feel? 1150 01:00:52,786 --> 01:00:54,020 - Yeah, she is a miracle. 1151 01:00:58,592 --> 01:01:00,860 - [Charlie] Do you consider yourself a miracle? 1152 01:01:00,861 --> 01:01:01,794 That you’re living? 1153 01:01:01,795 --> 01:01:02,796 - Yeah. 1154 01:01:03,830 --> 01:01:04,831 Yeah. 1155 01:01:05,832 --> 01:01:08,868 Because just the way the bullets went in me 1156 01:01:08,869 --> 01:01:12,004 and the way the doctors operated on me 1157 01:01:12,005 --> 01:01:15,108 and the fact that I stayed in the hospital for a week. 1158 01:01:17,310 --> 01:01:18,912 Definitely a miracle. 1159 01:01:22,983 --> 01:01:25,385 - [Charlie] And when you, you were slumped over, 1160 01:01:26,787 --> 01:01:30,724 and you were in a position where you wouldn’t bleed out, 1161 01:01:32,058 --> 01:01:33,759 now did you make a conscious decision to do that? 1162 01:01:33,760 --> 01:01:36,362 Was that instinctive or that was just luck? 1163 01:01:38,431 --> 01:01:39,264 - I think that was just luck. 1164 01:01:39,265 --> 01:01:40,266 - [Charlie] Wow! 1165 01:01:43,637 --> 01:01:47,406 - Dr. Mergle worked on my arm and my ribs. 1166 01:01:47,407 --> 01:01:50,343 Stitched together my arm because it had, 1167 01:01:52,112 --> 01:01:54,580 the bullet went through my arm and around 1168 01:01:54,581 --> 01:01:57,517 and came out here and kinda exploded it. 1169 01:01:57,518 --> 01:02:01,554 And so he patched that together, 1170 01:02:01,555 --> 01:02:05,058 and he also put titanium plates in my ribs. 1171 01:02:06,026 --> 01:02:07,727 I also had a hole in my lung, 1172 01:02:07,728 --> 01:02:10,696 but thankfully because I was healthy, 1173 01:02:10,697 --> 01:02:12,131 they didn’t have to replace it. 1174 01:02:12,132 --> 01:02:17,003 Dr. Nichiporenko sewed together my stomach or my abdomen. 1175 01:02:28,281 --> 01:02:30,216 I’m Madeleine Wilford. 1176 01:02:31,785 --> 01:02:35,288 (Maddy laughs nervously) 1177 01:02:45,165 --> 01:02:46,900 And I’d just like to say that 1178 01:02:49,335 --> 01:02:50,803 I’m so grateful to be here 1179 01:02:50,804 --> 01:02:55,107 and it wouldn’t be possible without those officers 1180 01:02:55,108 --> 01:02:59,845 and first responders and these amazing doctors 1181 01:02:59,846 --> 01:03:02,515 and especially all the love that everyone has sent, 1182 01:03:02,516 --> 01:03:05,585 and I was sitting on my couch today 1183 01:03:05,586 --> 01:03:07,620 just thinking about all the letters and gifts 1184 01:03:07,621 --> 01:03:11,256 that everyone has given and just like all the love 1185 01:03:11,257 --> 01:03:12,892 that’s been passed around. 1186 01:03:12,893 --> 01:03:15,294 I definitely wouldn’t be here without it 1187 01:03:15,295 --> 01:03:18,798 and I just wanna send my appreciation, 1188 01:03:18,799 --> 01:03:20,601 love out to all of you and, 1189 01:03:23,103 --> 01:03:27,406 that, like my mom said, it’s times like these when I know 1190 01:03:27,407 --> 01:03:28,808 that we need to stick together 1191 01:03:28,809 --> 01:03:33,713 and I’ve seen a lot of positive posts 1192 01:03:33,714 --> 01:03:35,581 about what’s been going on at the school 1193 01:03:35,582 --> 01:03:37,650 and I just love the fact 1194 01:03:37,651 --> 01:03:40,020 that we’re sticking together at this and 1195 01:03:42,956 --> 01:03:45,658 I’m just glad that I’m making a full recovery 1196 01:03:45,659 --> 01:03:48,228 and everything’s been going so smoothly, so. 1197 01:03:49,129 --> 01:03:50,631 That’s all I have to say. 1198 01:03:55,001 --> 01:03:58,338 (bell ringing solemnly) 1199 01:04:00,373 --> 01:04:05,077 I was nervous and I guess I just kinda broke down 1200 01:04:05,078 --> 01:04:09,181 because how grateful I was to everyone out there, 1201 01:04:09,182 --> 01:04:10,883 I just wanted to let them know that I was okay 1202 01:04:10,884 --> 01:04:14,154 and I was thankful for all that they were doing. 1203 01:04:26,600 --> 01:04:27,466 - [Charlie] What has this whole experience 1204 01:04:27,467 --> 01:04:29,269 with Maddy meant to you? 1205 01:04:30,436 --> 01:04:34,675 - Well as a result of how God saved Maddy, 1206 01:04:36,176 --> 01:04:39,612 the whole result has been that it’s made me a better person 1207 01:04:39,613 --> 01:04:44,450 and it’s made me want to help others even more. 1208 01:04:45,351 --> 01:04:46,392 For the glory of God. 1209 01:04:50,023 --> 01:04:51,190 - [Charlie] So that bullet that hit her, 1210 01:04:51,191 --> 01:04:52,457 you really think woulda hit you? 1211 01:04:52,458 --> 01:04:53,693 - Yeah. 1212 01:04:53,694 --> 01:04:55,861 She was basically like my shield. 1213 01:04:55,862 --> 01:04:58,344 - [Charlie] Wow, so Maddy Wilford literally 1214 01:04:58,899 --> 01:04:59,932 took a bullet for you? 1215 01:04:59,933 --> 01:05:00,934 - Yeah. 1216 01:05:06,573 --> 01:05:08,708 - [Charlie] How do you live with that every day? 1217 01:05:08,709 --> 01:05:09,976 - Honestly, I don’t know. 1218 01:05:18,885 --> 01:05:21,888 I’m just grateful that she’s alive. 1219 01:05:23,990 --> 01:05:25,925 And that she’s like, she’s like a miracle 1220 01:05:25,926 --> 01:05:27,326 and she’s like brand new. 1221 01:05:27,327 --> 01:05:30,563 You don’t even notice that she was shot 1222 01:05:30,564 --> 01:05:34,300 or even like in that kinda condition. 1223 01:05:36,069 --> 01:05:37,436 - She said that I took the bullets for her 1224 01:05:37,437 --> 01:05:39,639 and if I wasn’t in front of her 1225 01:05:39,640 --> 01:05:41,542 that she would’ve gotten them and... 1226 01:05:45,311 --> 01:05:48,514 I just, I didn’t really know what to think, 1227 01:05:48,515 --> 01:05:51,785 but I was like I’m just glad that you didn’t get hit. 1228 01:05:53,687 --> 01:05:55,355 And that I’m okay. 1229 01:05:57,824 --> 01:06:00,961 I’d take a bullet for her any day and so, I mean, I’m okay. 1230 01:06:02,095 --> 01:06:04,898 So she didn’t have to feel guilty about, 1231 01:06:05,766 --> 01:06:07,133 that I was in front of her. 1232 01:06:09,636 --> 01:06:13,172 - Maddy wrote on my yearbook, girl, I love you so much. 1233 01:06:13,173 --> 01:06:14,473 I’m so blessed that I got to know you this year 1234 01:06:14,474 --> 01:06:15,575 and we became close. 1235 01:06:15,576 --> 01:06:16,842 You’re amazing and strong 1236 01:06:16,843 --> 01:06:18,177 and I know you’ll get through this. 1237 01:06:18,178 --> 01:06:19,411 I loved walking into class 1238 01:06:19,412 --> 01:06:22,548 and be lifted up when I heard your laugh. 1239 01:06:22,549 --> 01:06:25,484 It’s not your fault and never think or feel guilty 1240 01:06:25,485 --> 01:06:26,819 that I got shot instead of you. 1241 01:06:26,820 --> 01:06:28,721 I love you so much and I would rather get hit 1242 01:06:28,722 --> 01:06:30,590 than see you struggle more. 1243 01:06:30,591 --> 01:06:32,357 I cherish all the memories we created 1244 01:06:32,358 --> 01:06:34,760 and I’m happy I’m here today to create more. 1245 01:06:34,761 --> 01:06:37,196 Keeping strong and you know we’re here to support you. 1246 01:06:37,197 --> 01:06:38,130 I love you, Ivanna. 1247 01:06:38,131 --> 01:06:39,132 Maddy Wilford. 1248 01:06:59,152 --> 01:07:00,886 - I heard on the news that there was a shooting 1249 01:07:00,887 --> 01:07:02,529 at a Florida high school 1250 01:07:03,156 --> 01:07:05,958 and of course I thought, first thing was, 1251 01:07:05,959 --> 01:07:08,127 could this be at Scott’s high school? 1252 01:07:08,128 --> 01:07:11,564 - And the first thing I did when I realized 1253 01:07:11,565 --> 01:07:13,699 what school it was and that it was Scott’s school, 1254 01:07:13,700 --> 01:07:15,400 is I texted Scott. 1255 01:07:15,401 --> 01:07:17,937 There’s no reason to worry unless there’s a reason to worry. 1256 01:07:17,938 --> 01:07:19,371 My philosophy, I’m not gonna worry 1257 01:07:19,372 --> 01:07:20,573 unless there’s a reason to worry. 1258 01:07:20,574 --> 01:07:23,075 And in my mind, I guess denial took over 1259 01:07:23,076 --> 01:07:24,798 ’cause it couldn’t be my son. 1260 01:07:25,679 --> 01:07:28,080 - The first thing I did was I texted him. 1261 01:07:28,081 --> 01:07:30,816 I got my phone, I said, are you okay? 1262 01:07:30,817 --> 01:07:33,018 Didn’t get an answer. 1263 01:07:33,019 --> 01:07:35,454 Then I said, I heard there’s a shooting, are you okay? 1264 01:07:35,455 --> 01:07:37,156 Didn’t get an answer. 1265 01:07:37,157 --> 01:07:39,391 Called, went to voicemail. 1266 01:07:39,392 --> 01:07:43,095 - I got into the car and I did put on the news 1267 01:07:43,096 --> 01:07:45,197 and I did hear in the car 1268 01:07:45,198 --> 01:07:48,634 that a geography teacher and cross country coach was shot. 1269 01:07:48,635 --> 01:07:51,003 - We knew that Scott was a geography teacher 1270 01:07:51,004 --> 01:07:53,005 and we still didn’t know if it was Scott. 1271 01:07:53,006 --> 01:07:56,141 And we still kind of thought, okay, it’s coincidental, 1272 01:07:56,142 --> 01:07:59,712 but it’s kinda narrowing things down and we were worried. 1273 01:07:59,713 --> 01:08:02,081 My daughter called me and said, 1274 01:08:02,082 --> 01:08:05,485 Dad, I just heard Scott’s name on the news. 1275 01:08:06,687 --> 01:08:09,655 And I believe that was Kelsey Friend 1276 01:08:09,656 --> 01:08:11,924 that had mentioned that her teacher, 1277 01:08:11,925 --> 01:08:14,059 the geography teacher, was shot, 1278 01:08:14,060 --> 01:08:15,782 and she didn’t know if he made it. 1279 01:08:19,265 --> 01:08:20,900 I then looked at Michael and I said, 1280 01:08:20,901 --> 01:08:23,870 we have to get down to Florida tonight. 1281 01:08:24,938 --> 01:08:26,171 - We got on the plane. 1282 01:08:26,172 --> 01:08:27,974 It was a really long plane flight. 1283 01:08:29,042 --> 01:08:31,243 We were all, I was trying to convince everybody 1284 01:08:31,244 --> 01:08:32,612 that it’s really okay. 1285 01:08:32,613 --> 01:08:35,014 We’re gonna get there, we’re gonna find out 1286 01:08:35,015 --> 01:08:36,381 where Scott is and we’re just gonna go. 1287 01:08:36,382 --> 01:08:38,350 We’re gonna to find out and it’s okay 1288 01:08:38,351 --> 01:08:40,252 that nobody knows and nobody’s telling us anything 1289 01:08:40,253 --> 01:08:42,955 because maybe he’s just one of the people 1290 01:08:42,956 --> 01:08:44,190 that they can’t identify. 1291 01:08:46,092 --> 01:08:49,194 - In my mind I knew it was really bad 1292 01:08:49,195 --> 01:08:51,430 because if Scott was okay, 1293 01:08:51,431 --> 01:08:53,132 he would’ve found some way of getting in touch. 1294 01:08:53,133 --> 01:08:54,800 Even if he didn’t have his phone, 1295 01:08:54,801 --> 01:08:56,802 some way he would’ve said, I’m okay. 1296 01:08:56,803 --> 01:08:58,137 - We believed that, you know what, 1297 01:08:58,138 --> 01:08:59,605 we were gonna end up going to a hospital 1298 01:08:59,606 --> 01:09:01,040 and maybe he was critically injured, 1299 01:09:01,041 --> 01:09:04,243 but he was gonna be okay, some way, some how. 1300 01:09:04,244 --> 01:09:05,745 We ended up going to the command center 1301 01:09:05,746 --> 01:09:08,313 and there were a lot of people in that command center. 1302 01:09:08,314 --> 01:09:11,450 Some people were very upset, some people were very quiet, 1303 01:09:11,451 --> 01:09:14,219 everybody was kinda to themselves. 1304 01:09:14,220 --> 01:09:15,662 - Time went by, 1305 01:09:16,790 --> 01:09:21,193 and I think it was almost like 10 to three in the morning, 1306 01:09:21,194 --> 01:09:25,464 they called us in and I had my brother 1307 01:09:25,465 --> 01:09:29,469 and I had my husband and I had a good friend of Scott’s, 1308 01:09:31,004 --> 01:09:35,074 and there were law enforcement. 1309 01:09:35,075 --> 01:09:38,778 There were probably six or seven law enforcement, 1310 01:09:38,779 --> 01:09:40,813 so we were sitting like in a circle. 1311 01:09:40,814 --> 01:09:43,683 So it was us and then them, 1312 01:09:43,684 --> 01:09:48,288 and one of the lady law officers said, 1313 01:09:49,155 --> 01:09:51,124 she leaned forward and she said, 1314 01:09:52,559 --> 01:09:57,197 I have to tell you, your son is definitely a hero. 1315 01:09:58,464 --> 01:10:01,867 And then two people over from her, 1316 01:10:01,868 --> 01:10:06,338 one, a gentleman law enforcement person said, 1317 01:10:06,339 --> 01:10:09,141 he definitely died a hero because he didn’t make it. 1318 01:10:09,142 --> 01:10:11,677 So she told me my son was a hero, 1319 01:10:11,678 --> 01:10:13,478 which I could’ve told her my son was a hero 1320 01:10:13,479 --> 01:10:16,481 before he saved people’s lives 1321 01:10:16,482 --> 01:10:19,853 and then two people over said, but he didn’t make it. 1322 01:10:22,022 --> 01:10:22,988 Okay. 1323 01:10:22,989 --> 01:10:26,158 (somber music) 1324 01:10:26,159 --> 01:10:27,493 What do you do? 1325 01:10:29,896 --> 01:10:31,197 I mean, what do you do? 1326 01:10:34,735 --> 01:10:38,204 I recall not wanting to throw up in front of everybody. 1327 01:10:39,172 --> 01:10:40,473 So there were a lot of, 1328 01:10:41,975 --> 01:10:43,609 I mean there was like, oh my God, there were tears. 1329 01:10:43,610 --> 01:10:45,344 I just walked to the back of the room, 1330 01:10:45,345 --> 01:10:47,647 I remember there’s a garbage pail there 1331 01:10:47,648 --> 01:10:49,149 and I threw up and I came back. 1332 01:10:50,350 --> 01:10:55,054 - And it was the worst nightmare or thought 1333 01:10:55,055 --> 01:10:56,889 that we could ever have heard. 1334 01:10:56,890 --> 01:10:58,123 My sister asked some questions, 1335 01:10:58,124 --> 01:11:00,459 I was kind of shocked that she had 1336 01:11:00,460 --> 01:11:03,395 the ability to actually ask some questions but she did. 1337 01:11:03,396 --> 01:11:05,330 - And I gathered myself, 1338 01:11:05,331 --> 01:11:06,732 and I just had some questions to ask, 1339 01:11:06,733 --> 01:11:08,801 I needed to answer some questions. 1340 01:11:08,802 --> 01:11:12,773 I wanted to know when can I see my son? 1341 01:11:14,174 --> 01:11:18,945 Okay, you just confirmed to me that he’s dead, okay. 1342 01:11:20,113 --> 01:11:22,195 You waited a long time to let me know this. 1343 01:11:23,149 --> 01:11:24,517 When can I see my son? 1344 01:11:24,518 --> 01:11:25,885 And I didn’t get an answer. 1345 01:11:25,886 --> 01:11:27,853 The answer was not acceptable. 1346 01:11:27,854 --> 01:11:30,556 The answer was basically, you know, 1347 01:11:30,557 --> 01:11:33,358 as soon as we’re allowed to let you see him. 1348 01:11:33,359 --> 01:11:34,360 Not acceptable. 1349 01:11:36,530 --> 01:11:38,631 - Pretty much after that was a blur. 1350 01:11:38,632 --> 01:11:39,873 Okay. 1351 01:11:40,501 --> 01:11:42,802 Couldn’t believe it. 1352 01:11:42,803 --> 01:11:44,970 I say it’s like a bad dream wrapped up in a nightmare 1353 01:11:44,971 --> 01:11:46,012 while living in hell. 1354 01:11:47,440 --> 01:11:51,945 We stayed there, I don’t know, it was 10 minutes, an hour. 1355 01:11:53,379 --> 01:11:54,313 We got escorted out and Mark had made arrangements, 1356 01:11:54,314 --> 01:11:55,315 we went to a hotel. 1357 01:11:56,349 --> 01:11:57,850 I don’t know if we slept much, 1358 01:11:57,851 --> 01:12:00,986 I know I didn’t, I just sat on the sofa watching TV. 1359 01:12:00,987 --> 01:12:02,488 I didn’t know what else to do. 1360 01:12:12,533 --> 01:12:14,800 (solemn music) 1361 01:12:14,801 --> 01:12:18,337 - Carmen’s such a beautiful, brilliant... 1362 01:12:18,338 --> 01:12:19,839 - Brilliant. - Introspective 1363 01:12:19,840 --> 01:12:20,973 lovely young lady. 1364 01:12:20,974 --> 01:12:22,742 - Insightful. 1365 01:12:22,743 --> 01:12:24,544 - And she received the... 1366 01:12:24,545 --> 01:12:25,811 - National Merit. 1367 01:12:25,812 --> 01:12:27,547 - [Both] National Merit Scholarship. 1368 01:12:27,548 --> 01:12:28,380 - [Charlie] The day after? 1369 01:12:28,381 --> 01:12:30,115 - [Ronit] A day after. 1370 01:12:30,116 --> 01:12:30,950 - [Charlie] Her murder? 1371 01:12:30,951 --> 01:12:31,884 - [Ivy] Yeah. 1372 01:12:31,885 --> 01:12:34,987 (somber music) 1373 01:12:34,988 --> 01:12:36,188 - We loved Sherlock. 1374 01:12:36,189 --> 01:12:38,457 That was like our, Sherlock and Doctor Who 1375 01:12:38,458 --> 01:12:41,561 and Supernatural were like our in-common shows. 1376 01:12:41,562 --> 01:12:45,397 She always had the perfect winged eyeliner, 1377 01:12:45,398 --> 01:12:47,900 like my friend on graduation did winged eyeliner 1378 01:12:47,901 --> 01:12:49,468 and red lips in honor of Carmen 1379 01:12:49,469 --> 01:12:52,004 ’cause that was like her look every day. 1380 01:12:52,005 --> 01:12:53,673 - She would always, at the end of class, 1381 01:12:53,674 --> 01:12:55,841 when the kids were dismissed, 1382 01:12:55,842 --> 01:12:58,277 kids were, you know, shuffling out of the classroom 1383 01:12:58,278 --> 01:13:00,746 and bye, Ms. Reoven, have a good day, Ms. Reoven. 1384 01:13:00,747 --> 01:13:02,915 She’d always stop at my desk and you know, 1385 01:13:02,916 --> 01:13:05,150 say something about the lesson we just learned 1386 01:13:05,151 --> 01:13:08,020 or, you know, what she’s gonna be doing the next day. 1387 01:13:08,021 --> 01:13:09,689 - Carmen was that girl in the class 1388 01:13:09,690 --> 01:13:11,724 who everyone knew was super bright 1389 01:13:11,725 --> 01:13:15,061 but we don’t really talk that much. 1390 01:13:24,470 --> 01:13:25,471 And, like, 1391 01:13:26,740 --> 01:13:28,007 I feel a sense of guilt 1392 01:13:28,008 --> 01:13:29,942 that we didn’t all get to know her very well 1393 01:13:29,943 --> 01:13:31,144 when she was still here. 1394 01:13:56,302 --> 01:13:58,905 (sullen music) 1395 01:14:01,942 --> 01:14:03,909 - She was the first one to make friends 1396 01:14:03,910 --> 01:14:07,079 with anyone that she encountered in her life. 1397 01:14:07,080 --> 01:14:11,651 If you were new and came in her path, hi, how are you? 1398 01:14:11,652 --> 01:14:13,853 I’m Gina, welcome. 1399 01:14:13,854 --> 01:14:18,190 And that was evident from first grade. 1400 01:14:18,191 --> 01:14:20,661 She was starting to do that again in high school. 1401 01:14:22,262 --> 01:14:23,462 - One of her favorite quotes 1402 01:14:23,463 --> 01:14:25,986 from that Percy Jackson series of books was, 1403 01:14:28,301 --> 01:14:30,036 I’m not choosing your path. 1404 01:14:30,904 --> 01:14:32,037 - I’m making my own. 1405 01:14:32,038 --> 01:14:33,039 - I’m making my own. 1406 01:14:34,440 --> 01:14:37,209 - [Charlie] Do you remember the last time you were with her 1407 01:14:37,210 --> 01:14:39,880 and what you guys talked about? 1408 01:14:41,615 --> 01:14:44,217 - It was Valentine’s Day morning, we, 1409 01:14:46,219 --> 01:14:47,452 she was getting ready to go 1410 01:14:47,453 --> 01:14:51,123 and we gave her a box of chocolate roses. 1411 01:14:51,124 --> 01:14:53,627 Her middle name was Rose, and. 1412 01:14:55,228 --> 01:14:56,796 - Had to eat them before they melt. 1413 01:14:56,797 --> 01:14:58,263 - Told her to eat them before they melted 1414 01:14:58,264 --> 01:15:02,467 and gave her her card and sent her on her way to school. 1415 01:15:02,468 --> 01:15:04,237 Said, we’ll see her this afternoon. 1416 01:15:06,372 --> 01:15:07,807 - She helped me do this art project 1417 01:15:07,808 --> 01:15:09,809 because she was such an amazing artist. 1418 01:15:09,810 --> 01:15:11,977 I had no idea what I was doing 1419 01:15:11,978 --> 01:15:14,914 and she came over to me and she’s like, can I help you? 1420 01:15:14,915 --> 01:15:16,757 I was like, yes, thank you so much. 1421 01:15:17,851 --> 01:15:20,786 And she just sat there when she had work to do 1422 01:15:20,787 --> 01:15:22,888 and she decided to help me instead. 1423 01:15:22,889 --> 01:15:24,123 - Loved talking to her. 1424 01:15:24,124 --> 01:15:26,258 Sometimes I’d be upset and she’d look at me 1425 01:15:26,259 --> 01:15:27,492 and be, why are you upset? 1426 01:15:27,493 --> 01:15:30,062 And I’d tell her why and she’d go, 1427 01:15:30,063 --> 01:15:31,931 well, do you see how many other things 1428 01:15:31,932 --> 01:15:33,198 you can be happy about? 1429 01:15:33,199 --> 01:15:35,267 That’s just one little problem. 1430 01:15:35,268 --> 01:15:37,837 - [Charlie] She was killed when she was 1431 01:15:37,838 --> 01:15:40,606 doing an assignment outside of room 1215. 1432 01:15:40,607 --> 01:15:42,374 Why was she out in the hallway? 1433 01:15:42,375 --> 01:15:46,279 - We don’t really know why she wasn’t in the classroom. 1434 01:15:48,148 --> 01:15:51,651 We don’t pretend to understand the policies and procedures. 1435 01:15:51,652 --> 01:15:56,256 Personally, I haven’t delved that deeply into the situation, 1436 01:15:58,091 --> 01:16:01,694 the outcome is disturbing enough for me. 1437 01:16:01,695 --> 01:16:03,929 - We have different opinions about that. 1438 01:16:03,930 --> 01:16:08,935 I, as her mother, feel some compelling interest 1439 01:16:10,103 --> 01:16:12,105 in knowing exactly how it happened. 1440 01:16:13,740 --> 01:16:16,976 And when that time comes and is revealed, 1441 01:16:16,977 --> 01:16:20,846 whether in court or other means, 1442 01:16:20,847 --> 01:16:23,816 I’ll be ready to deal with that hopefully. 1443 01:16:23,817 --> 01:16:25,184 - [Charlie] If you had one last moment with Gina, 1444 01:16:25,185 --> 01:16:26,486 what would you tell her? 1445 01:16:28,221 --> 01:16:31,557 - Well, tell her the same thing we told her when she left. 1446 01:16:31,558 --> 01:16:32,626 - [Both] We love you. 1447 01:16:33,894 --> 01:16:34,895 - Have a great day. 1448 01:16:35,862 --> 01:16:37,097 And we’ll see you soon. 1449 01:16:58,785 --> 01:17:00,786 - Alyssa was beautiful. 1450 01:17:00,787 --> 01:17:03,422 She had such zest for life, 1451 01:17:03,423 --> 01:17:08,360 she took every opportunity to be active with her friends. 1452 01:17:08,361 --> 01:17:10,696 She loved riding the waves in the ocean, 1453 01:17:10,697 --> 01:17:14,099 she loved walking on the beach, she was really smart. 1454 01:17:14,100 --> 01:17:17,903 She already had 12 high school credit classes as a freshman. 1455 01:17:17,904 --> 01:17:19,605 - We had been friends since seventh grade, 1456 01:17:19,606 --> 01:17:22,241 so that’s the reason that we were science partners. 1457 01:17:22,242 --> 01:17:23,375 When I found out she was in the class, 1458 01:17:23,376 --> 01:17:24,577 I was really excited. 1459 01:17:24,578 --> 01:17:26,879 She would just make the labs so fun. 1460 01:17:26,880 --> 01:17:28,380 I mean, she took something 1461 01:17:28,381 --> 01:17:29,982 that was supposed to be just a boring written lab 1462 01:17:29,983 --> 01:17:32,317 into something that was exciting almost. 1463 01:17:32,318 --> 01:17:35,755 - She just could make anybody laugh. 1464 01:17:35,756 --> 01:17:38,423 She did this voice that was so funny 1465 01:17:38,424 --> 01:17:41,093 and she would put on little skits for us. 1466 01:17:41,094 --> 01:17:43,829 She was so good at soccer. 1467 01:17:43,830 --> 01:17:46,298 (sullen music) 1468 01:17:46,299 --> 01:17:49,401 - She started playing soccer since she was three years old 1469 01:17:49,402 --> 01:17:52,137 and she was phenomenal technically, 1470 01:17:52,138 --> 01:17:54,073 she was an amazing player. 1471 01:17:54,074 --> 01:17:57,577 She was the number eight, she played the eight position, 1472 01:17:57,578 --> 01:17:59,111 and when you turn the eight sideways, 1473 01:17:59,112 --> 01:18:01,648 it’s the infinity symbol which means forever. 1474 01:18:18,031 --> 01:18:19,198 - They used to call her princess 1475 01:18:19,199 --> 01:18:20,766 because she was perfect, like, as a person. 1476 01:18:20,767 --> 01:18:22,702 Like there was no flaws about her. 1477 01:18:22,703 --> 01:18:26,439 She has a lot of excitement and spirit in her. 1478 01:18:28,041 --> 01:18:31,010 - And she wrote really well in creative writing. 1479 01:18:31,011 --> 01:18:33,378 Like, I always loved to read her articles 1480 01:18:33,379 --> 01:18:36,448 and things that she would write in class. 1481 01:18:36,449 --> 01:18:39,185 (peaceful music) 1482 01:18:44,457 --> 01:18:48,594 - We’re here because my daughter has no voice. 1483 01:18:48,595 --> 01:18:51,832 She was murdered last week and she was taken from us. 1484 01:18:53,033 --> 01:18:55,468 Shot nine times on the third floor. 1485 01:18:59,540 --> 01:19:02,208 We as a country failed our children. 1486 01:19:03,577 --> 01:19:04,678 This shouldn’t happen. 1487 01:19:05,812 --> 01:19:07,747 We go to the airport, 1488 01:19:07,748 --> 01:19:12,451 I can’t get on a plane with a bottled water but we leave it, 1489 01:19:12,452 --> 01:19:16,889 some animal could walk into a school and shoot our children. 1490 01:19:16,890 --> 01:19:21,060 I’m very angry that this happened ’cause it keeps happening. 1491 01:19:21,061 --> 01:19:24,164 9/11 happened once, and they fixed everything. 1492 01:19:25,632 --> 01:19:28,501 How many schools, how many children have to get shot? 1493 01:19:28,502 --> 01:19:30,803 Should’ve been one school shooting 1494 01:19:30,804 --> 01:19:32,138 and we should’ve fixed it! 1495 01:19:35,075 --> 01:19:36,776 And I’m pissed. 1496 01:19:36,777 --> 01:19:39,045 Because my daughter, I’m not gonna see again. 1497 01:19:40,280 --> 01:19:43,716 She’s not here, she’s not here. 1498 01:19:43,717 --> 01:19:46,385 Never gonna see my kid again, I want you all to know that. 1499 01:19:46,386 --> 01:19:49,522 Never, ever will I see my kid. 1500 01:19:49,523 --> 01:19:52,205 That’s how, I want it to sink in, it’s eternity. 1501 01:20:01,602 --> 01:20:03,603 - It’s been 19 years since Columbine 1502 01:20:03,604 --> 01:20:05,404 and nothing’s been done. 1503 01:20:05,405 --> 01:20:08,841 After 9/11, we hardened the cockpits 1504 01:20:08,842 --> 01:20:12,011 and we hardened the airports, we created the TSA. 1505 01:20:12,012 --> 01:20:14,680 After the Oklahoma City bombing, 1506 01:20:14,681 --> 01:20:18,217 we created another agency to develop standards 1507 01:20:18,218 --> 01:20:20,485 so we could harden federal buildings. 1508 01:20:20,486 --> 01:20:22,555 We need to harden our schools, 1509 01:20:22,556 --> 01:20:24,223 just like we hardened our airports 1510 01:20:24,224 --> 01:20:25,625 and our federal buildings. 1511 01:20:25,626 --> 01:20:28,528 That is the way we can make our schools safe 1512 01:20:28,529 --> 01:20:32,364 so that teachers can teach and children can learn 1513 01:20:32,365 --> 01:20:35,335 without the fear of dying in their classrooms. 1514 01:20:36,770 --> 01:20:38,437 - [Charlie] The killer, when he got to the third floor, 1515 01:20:38,438 --> 01:20:40,573 before he left the building was trying to fire 1516 01:20:40,574 --> 01:20:43,743 through the windows to shoot at students fleeing. 1517 01:20:43,744 --> 01:20:45,010 But those windows... 1518 01:20:45,011 --> 01:20:45,845 - Were hurricane proof. 1519 01:20:45,846 --> 01:20:47,379 - [Charlie] Exactly. 1520 01:20:47,380 --> 01:20:49,682 How come the windows in the classroom doors are not that? 1521 01:20:49,683 --> 01:20:50,684 - Good question. 1522 01:20:51,785 --> 01:20:52,885 It’s not, it’s not a requirement. 1523 01:20:52,886 --> 01:20:54,486 It’s not a building code. 1524 01:20:54,487 --> 01:20:55,788 We have fire codes. 1525 01:20:55,789 --> 01:20:58,423 Children haven’t died in a fire since 1958. 1526 01:20:58,424 --> 01:21:02,427 We need national school safety best practices 1527 01:21:02,428 --> 01:21:05,666 to give guidance to all schools to make them safe. 1528 01:21:11,972 --> 01:21:15,175 I mean Alex was just a wonderful little boy. 1529 01:21:16,577 --> 01:21:20,045 He loved to play basketball and he was in the marching band 1530 01:21:20,046 --> 01:21:22,181 and he was the little boy that wrote 1531 01:21:22,182 --> 01:21:24,149 the poem Life Is Like A Rollercoaster 1532 01:21:24,150 --> 01:21:26,586 several weeks before he passed away. 1533 01:21:26,587 --> 01:21:28,921 - We did band together for three years. 1534 01:21:28,922 --> 01:21:30,022 He loved what he did. 1535 01:21:30,023 --> 01:21:31,857 He loved playing the trombone. 1536 01:21:31,858 --> 01:21:35,327 He was always happy and he always tried to do his best. 1537 01:21:35,328 --> 01:21:37,663 - He was someone that I knew I could count on 1538 01:21:37,664 --> 01:21:39,098 to be a great team player 1539 01:21:39,099 --> 01:21:41,433 when we did team assignments and group assignments. 1540 01:21:41,434 --> 01:21:43,235 Just a very sweet gentle soul. 1541 01:21:43,236 --> 01:21:46,672 - One of the highlights of his high school career 1542 01:21:46,673 --> 01:21:50,009 is when they won the national championship 1543 01:21:50,010 --> 01:21:51,911 for Stoneman Douglas Marching Band, The Eagle Regiment 1544 01:21:51,912 --> 01:21:53,179 and that was amazing. 1545 01:21:54,915 --> 01:21:57,417 You know, Alex has been through a lot of heartache. 1546 01:21:58,484 --> 01:22:00,019 And when he was four years old, 1547 01:22:00,020 --> 01:22:01,954 his mom passed away suddenly, 1548 01:22:01,955 --> 01:22:05,891 and it was then just Ryan, Alex, and I. 1549 01:22:05,892 --> 01:22:08,662 Several years later, I met a wonderful woman 1550 01:22:09,596 --> 01:22:11,664 whose husband had passed away, 1551 01:22:11,665 --> 01:22:13,999 we fell in love and you know, 1552 01:22:14,000 --> 01:22:18,103 we decided to move to Parkland 1553 01:22:18,104 --> 01:22:20,940 because, you know, we thought they had the safest schools 1554 01:22:20,941 --> 01:22:24,409 and the best neighborhood 1555 01:22:24,410 --> 01:22:26,979 and we thought we would have a good life. 1556 01:22:26,980 --> 01:22:29,414 - [Charlie] Do you remember your last moment with Alex? 1557 01:22:29,415 --> 01:22:30,416 What that was? 1558 01:22:32,953 --> 01:22:35,721 - Yeah, it was kissing him goodnight 1559 01:22:35,722 --> 01:22:37,690 and telling him that I loved him. 1560 01:22:37,691 --> 01:22:38,524 - [Charlie] The night before? 1561 01:22:38,525 --> 01:22:39,992 - Yeah. 1562 01:22:39,993 --> 01:22:41,360 - [Charlie] If you had one last moment with him, 1563 01:22:41,361 --> 01:22:42,495 what would you tell him? 1564 01:22:44,130 --> 01:22:45,699 - That he was the best boy. 1565 01:23:00,514 --> 01:23:03,917 (bells ringing solemnly) 1566 01:23:06,119 --> 01:23:07,086 - When he heard something was going down 1567 01:23:07,087 --> 01:23:09,388 that he was, go check it out, 1568 01:23:09,389 --> 01:23:10,623 try and see what he could do to help. 1569 01:23:10,624 --> 01:23:11,824 - [Charlie] Yeah, what does that say about him? 1570 01:23:11,825 --> 01:23:13,458 That he goes in there without a gun? 1571 01:23:13,459 --> 01:23:15,094 - It says that’s the type of man he was. 1572 01:23:15,095 --> 01:23:18,064 He, if he saw a problem, he tried to fix it 1573 01:23:19,032 --> 01:23:21,802 and did the best he could. 1574 01:23:23,169 --> 01:23:25,739 That’s what he was and that’s what ended up happening. 1575 01:23:26,907 --> 01:23:29,141 He was a guy that, for somebody to work for 1576 01:23:29,142 --> 01:23:32,111 and work with, was fantastic. 1577 01:23:32,112 --> 01:23:33,613 - Dedicated isn’t the word for it. 1578 01:23:33,614 --> 01:23:35,681 You would need a better word than dedicated. 1579 01:23:35,682 --> 01:23:38,718 He was there from seven o’clock in the morning 1580 01:23:38,719 --> 01:23:40,920 to 10 o’clock at night every night. 1581 01:23:40,921 --> 01:23:44,356 - I just remember him being so passionate about kids 1582 01:23:44,357 --> 01:23:46,659 and just loved what he’s doing. 1583 01:23:46,660 --> 01:23:49,795 So to think that he just willingly 1584 01:23:49,796 --> 01:23:52,632 ran into the building and sacrificed his life 1585 01:23:52,633 --> 01:23:54,568 is just unbelievable. 1586 01:24:13,453 --> 01:24:16,557 - But what I saw was a deputy arrive 1587 01:24:18,224 --> 01:24:20,060 at the west side of building 12, 1588 01:24:21,862 --> 01:24:26,567 take up a position and he never went in. 1589 01:24:28,001 --> 01:24:30,270 Devastated, sick to my stomach. 1590 01:24:32,038 --> 01:24:33,520 There are no words. 1591 01:24:34,908 --> 01:24:38,511 I mean, these families lost their children. 1592 01:24:38,512 --> 01:24:40,079 We lost coaches. 1593 01:24:40,080 --> 01:24:41,847 - [Charlie] The school resource officer 1594 01:24:41,848 --> 01:24:44,016 who did not go inside, 1595 01:24:44,017 --> 01:24:45,417 a lot has been made about that. 1596 01:24:45,418 --> 01:24:46,620 What’s your take on him? 1597 01:24:49,556 --> 01:24:52,257 - Although, I said like you don’t know how you’ll react, 1598 01:24:52,258 --> 01:24:54,059 I believe he had an oath. 1599 01:24:54,060 --> 01:24:56,529 He was trained, he should’ve been trained 1600 01:24:56,530 --> 01:24:58,964 to react in a better way. 1601 01:24:58,965 --> 01:25:00,499 - [Charlie] Do you believe his story? 1602 01:25:00,501 --> 01:25:02,467 That he thought the shots were coming from outside? 1603 01:25:02,468 --> 01:25:03,936 - No. 1604 01:25:03,937 --> 01:25:07,607 I don’t see how that could even be a possibility. 1605 01:25:07,608 --> 01:25:09,074 It just. 1606 01:25:09,075 --> 01:25:10,843 There was no one outside. 1607 01:25:10,844 --> 01:25:13,513 No one running outside at that moment. 1608 01:25:13,514 --> 01:25:14,747 For as long as he was out there, 1609 01:25:14,748 --> 01:25:16,916 he should’ve known by now that the shooter 1610 01:25:16,917 --> 01:25:18,438 was in the building. 1611 01:25:19,219 --> 01:25:20,219 - [Scot] We also heard he’s over 1612 01:25:20,220 --> 01:25:22,088 by inside the 1200 building. 1613 01:25:23,489 --> 01:25:25,791 We’re locking down the school right now. 1614 01:25:25,792 --> 01:25:28,928 No, do not approach the 12 or 1300 building. 1615 01:25:28,929 --> 01:25:31,451 Stay at least 500 feet away at this point. 1616 01:25:32,599 --> 01:25:35,241 - [Dispatcher] Stay away from 12 and 1300 building. 1617 01:25:36,469 --> 01:25:39,304 - I do think if he would’ve came in, 1618 01:25:39,305 --> 01:25:40,806 a lot of lives would’ve been saved 1619 01:25:40,807 --> 01:25:42,441 because he was the only person on campus 1620 01:25:42,442 --> 01:25:44,143 with another firearm. 1621 01:25:44,144 --> 01:25:46,647 - Complete failure, complete coward. 1622 01:25:47,914 --> 01:25:51,351 Your sole job is to engage the threat 1623 01:25:53,353 --> 01:25:55,121 and you froze. 1624 01:25:56,523 --> 01:25:59,191 - He said he thought the shots were coming from outside. 1625 01:25:59,192 --> 01:26:03,596 You can clearly his voice on the tape that says inside 1200. 1626 01:26:03,597 --> 01:26:06,332 And then he goes as far as telling people to stay away. 1627 01:26:07,333 --> 01:26:08,000 - Right. - What do you think 1628 01:26:08,001 --> 01:26:09,201 about all that? 1629 01:26:09,202 --> 01:26:10,270 - It’s heartbreaking. 1630 01:26:11,471 --> 01:26:12,938 It’s heartbreaking. 1631 01:26:12,939 --> 01:26:15,876 Don’t you carry the emblem to serve and protect? 1632 01:26:17,143 --> 01:26:19,244 Isn’t that part of their mantra? 1633 01:26:19,245 --> 01:26:20,713 - [Charlie] The school resource officer, 1634 01:26:20,714 --> 01:26:24,383 how often do you think about, had he ran inside, 1635 01:26:24,384 --> 01:26:26,867 perhaps the third floor coulda been spared? 1636 01:26:28,488 --> 01:26:30,890 - I couldn’t have lived with my son, 1637 01:26:30,891 --> 01:26:32,558 okay, being such a coward. 1638 01:26:32,559 --> 01:26:34,594 I would’ve liked him to be alive, 1639 01:26:34,595 --> 01:26:36,862 but he couldn’t have lived with himself being a coward. 1640 01:26:36,863 --> 01:26:38,998 Peterson has to live with himself. 1641 01:26:38,999 --> 01:26:41,502 (tense music) 1642 01:26:56,817 --> 01:26:58,818 - [Charlie] How do you explain him saying, 1643 01:26:58,819 --> 01:27:00,553 I thought the shots were coming from outside, 1644 01:27:00,554 --> 01:27:04,690 and then on the recorded tape, he says inside 1200? 1645 01:27:04,691 --> 01:27:06,391 And then, why did he tell people 1646 01:27:06,392 --> 01:27:09,094 to stay away from that building? 1647 01:27:09,095 --> 01:27:11,664 - He seems to identify the 1200 building 1648 01:27:11,665 --> 01:27:14,299 as a building where shots are being fired. 1649 01:27:14,300 --> 01:27:18,170 So, you know, I can’t explain his statements after the fact, 1650 01:27:18,171 --> 01:27:20,640 but ordering deputies to stay away 1651 01:27:20,641 --> 01:27:21,974 from the site of an active shooting, 1652 01:27:21,975 --> 01:27:24,544 that just goes against all the training 1653 01:27:24,545 --> 01:27:27,246 that’s been offered to law enforcement officers 1654 01:27:27,247 --> 01:27:29,214 since the Columbine shooting. 1655 01:27:29,215 --> 01:27:32,552 - So after Columbine, the policy changed? 1656 01:27:32,553 --> 01:27:35,187 Law enforcement’s policy was you gotta go in there 1657 01:27:35,188 --> 01:27:36,956 and get the active shooter. 1658 01:27:36,957 --> 01:27:40,159 The term is the immediate action rapid deployment. 1659 01:27:40,160 --> 01:27:42,027 How come that’s not being followed? 1660 01:27:42,028 --> 01:27:43,629 - That’s a great question, 1661 01:27:43,630 --> 01:27:45,598 but certainly the best practice now 1662 01:27:45,599 --> 01:27:47,867 is, you know, an officer who shows up 1663 01:27:47,868 --> 01:27:49,735 and encounters an active shooter, 1664 01:27:49,736 --> 01:27:51,871 you know, with a rifle or a handgun 1665 01:27:51,872 --> 01:27:54,607 does not have time to wait for specialized personnel 1666 01:27:54,608 --> 01:27:56,041 like SWAT to show up. 1667 01:27:56,042 --> 01:27:58,911 They have to go in, confront the shooter, 1668 01:27:58,912 --> 01:28:02,015 and try and start providing first aid as soon as possible. 1669 01:28:07,688 --> 01:28:08,988 - Well, the response certainly seems 1670 01:28:08,989 --> 01:28:10,690 to have been troubled all the way 1671 01:28:10,691 --> 01:28:13,659 from the individual school resource officer, 1672 01:28:13,660 --> 01:28:15,628 Scot Peterson, who first responded 1673 01:28:15,629 --> 01:28:18,263 all the way up to the command level 1674 01:28:18,264 --> 01:28:23,269 of radios failing and communications breaking down. 1675 01:28:24,437 --> 01:28:28,341 So it was not, I think, how any police agency 1676 01:28:29,075 --> 01:28:30,009 would want to respond. 1677 01:28:30,010 --> 01:28:31,243 I mean, it’s important to know 1678 01:28:31,244 --> 01:28:34,046 these are extremely chaotic situations 1679 01:28:34,047 --> 01:28:36,649 and, you know, everything that can go wrong 1680 01:28:36,650 --> 01:28:38,951 does tend to go wrong but, you know, 1681 01:28:38,952 --> 01:28:41,320 I don’t think anyone was satisfied 1682 01:28:41,321 --> 01:28:45,290 with the way that BSO in particular, 1683 01:28:45,291 --> 01:28:46,859 the Broward Sheriff’s Office responded. 1684 01:28:46,860 --> 01:28:48,493 A lot of questions have been raised 1685 01:28:48,494 --> 01:28:51,364 about how well prepared the police were. 1686 01:28:52,833 --> 01:28:55,267 - [Charlie] When did police first go into the building? 1687 01:28:55,268 --> 01:28:57,069 - [Nicholas] They went in 11 minutes 1688 01:28:57,070 --> 01:28:58,905 after the shooting began. 1689 01:29:00,073 --> 01:29:01,974 - [Charlie] So roughly four to five minutes 1690 01:29:01,975 --> 01:29:03,242 after the shooter had left? 1691 01:29:03,243 --> 01:29:04,610 - After the shooter had stopped shooting 1692 01:29:04,611 --> 01:29:05,911 and left, that’s correct. 1693 01:29:05,912 --> 01:29:07,847 - [Charlie] When did SWAT arrive? 1694 01:29:07,848 --> 01:29:09,281 - That’s a great question. 1695 01:29:09,282 --> 01:29:10,550 And that’s not something 1696 01:29:10,551 --> 01:29:13,586 we’ve been able to establish exactly. 1697 01:29:13,587 --> 01:29:16,589 The timeline on when SWAT arrived is hazy 1698 01:29:16,590 --> 01:29:18,257 and it’s really important 1699 01:29:18,258 --> 01:29:21,360 because the specially trained teams of medics, 1700 01:29:21,361 --> 01:29:24,697 the rescue task force that partners with police officers, 1701 01:29:24,698 --> 01:29:26,198 was not allowed to go into the building 1702 01:29:26,199 --> 01:29:28,233 and start providing first aid. 1703 01:29:28,234 --> 01:29:31,270 The Coral Springs fire chief in charge 1704 01:29:31,271 --> 01:29:34,239 of the rescue task forces was outraged by that decision 1705 01:29:34,240 --> 01:29:37,510 and wrote in his report that he begged the captain 1706 01:29:37,511 --> 01:29:40,780 to let him send in the rescue task force teams. 1707 01:29:40,781 --> 01:29:44,183 She said no because the SWAT medics were already in there. 1708 01:29:44,184 --> 01:29:47,520 So it’s important, really important for us to establish 1709 01:29:47,521 --> 01:29:49,088 when the SWAT medics got in there 1710 01:29:49,089 --> 01:29:52,692 because if they got there after the Coral Springs medics 1711 01:29:52,693 --> 01:29:54,159 were available to go in, 1712 01:29:54,160 --> 01:29:56,095 that, again, seems like time that could’ve been used 1713 01:29:56,096 --> 01:29:57,563 to provide treatment. 1714 01:29:57,564 --> 01:29:58,798 - [Charlie] Now we all know every second counts, 1715 01:29:58,799 --> 01:30:00,232 you can bleed out in two minutes. 1716 01:30:00,233 --> 01:30:02,702 Do you think had they gotten in there right away, 1717 01:30:02,703 --> 01:30:04,003 more lives could’ve been saved? 1718 01:30:04,004 --> 01:30:06,005 - Without seeing the autopsy reports, 1719 01:30:06,006 --> 01:30:08,808 that’s, you know, impossible to say definitively 1720 01:30:08,809 --> 01:30:10,375 and certainly, lives were saved, 1721 01:30:10,376 --> 01:30:13,113 but I do know that the parents certainly feel 1722 01:30:14,280 --> 01:30:16,816 that first aid could’ve been performed sooner 1723 01:30:16,817 --> 01:30:18,250 and that if the officers 1724 01:30:18,251 --> 01:30:20,152 had made it into the building sooner, 1725 01:30:20,153 --> 01:30:21,854 especially Deputy Peterson, 1726 01:30:21,855 --> 01:30:23,623 that the killer would not have been able 1727 01:30:23,624 --> 01:30:25,385 to make it to the third floor. 1728 01:30:26,459 --> 01:30:28,962 (tense music) 1729 01:30:46,880 --> 01:30:51,852 - The red flags, the FBI apologized for their carelessness. 1730 01:30:53,887 --> 01:30:56,155 Broward County Sheriff’s Office, once again, 1731 01:30:56,156 --> 01:30:57,390 a big target on that. 1732 01:30:58,725 --> 01:31:00,459 How in the world did they miss it? 1733 01:31:00,460 --> 01:31:01,694 - That’s a great question 1734 01:31:01,695 --> 01:31:02,828 and that’s something that the parents, 1735 01:31:02,829 --> 01:31:04,697 I think, and the children and the victims 1736 01:31:04,698 --> 01:31:06,498 are asking themselves every day. 1737 01:31:06,499 --> 01:31:09,468 I mean, not only was it reported to the FBI, 1738 01:31:09,469 --> 01:31:11,504 not only was his behavior reported to BSO, 1739 01:31:11,505 --> 01:31:14,574 it was also brought to the attention of the school 1740 01:31:14,575 --> 01:31:16,542 that he was abusive to a woman, 1741 01:31:16,543 --> 01:31:19,679 that he hurt animals, got into fights, 1742 01:31:19,680 --> 01:31:23,382 that he used racial slurs and Nazi propaganda. 1743 01:31:23,383 --> 01:31:25,685 - [Charlie] ’Cause he pretty much put himself 1744 01:31:25,686 --> 01:31:27,853 on a milk carton saying, I’m gonna do this. 1745 01:31:27,854 --> 01:31:30,489 - He did, I mean, he commented on YouTube videos. 1746 01:31:30,490 --> 01:31:32,858 I mean, now it is difficult, 1747 01:31:32,859 --> 01:31:34,226 you know, how do you know when someone 1748 01:31:34,227 --> 01:31:37,597 is gonna move from threat to action? 1749 01:31:37,598 --> 01:31:39,498 But clearly, I mean, there should’ve been 1750 01:31:39,499 --> 01:31:41,466 some kind of risk assessment done with him. 1751 01:31:41,467 --> 01:31:44,604 Someone should’ve sat down and said, we’re watching you. 1752 01:31:44,605 --> 01:31:46,171 You know, we’re concerned about you. 1753 01:31:46,172 --> 01:31:47,139 Of course, they couldn’t have 1754 01:31:47,140 --> 01:31:48,641 taken away his guns at the time 1755 01:31:48,642 --> 01:31:52,978 because there was no fire arm restraining order, 1756 01:31:52,979 --> 01:31:54,681 that was passed after the fact. 1757 01:32:04,424 --> 01:32:06,726 - [Charlie] Tell us about Scott. 1758 01:32:06,727 --> 01:32:07,728 - Scott. 1759 01:32:09,830 --> 01:32:11,231 He was a very unique person. 1760 01:32:13,800 --> 01:32:14,801 He was very humble. 1761 01:32:16,169 --> 01:32:18,470 He was not somebody that wanted the limelight ever 1762 01:32:18,471 --> 01:32:23,042 and had, I would say, one of the most amazing 1763 01:32:23,043 --> 01:32:26,979 but dry senses of humor that I’ve ever met in my life. 1764 01:32:26,980 --> 01:32:29,348 After absorbing what was going on, 1765 01:32:29,349 --> 01:32:31,116 he would always have some comment 1766 01:32:31,117 --> 01:32:35,688 or something kinda witty that only Scott could say. 1767 01:32:35,689 --> 01:32:37,156 He always said some shocking statement 1768 01:32:37,157 --> 01:32:39,759 that you would say, I can’t believe the guy just said that. 1769 01:32:39,760 --> 01:32:42,294 - When people comment and say to me, 1770 01:32:42,295 --> 01:32:44,630 oh, he’s such a hero that day. 1771 01:32:44,631 --> 01:32:46,999 He was, no question about it. 1772 01:32:47,000 --> 01:32:49,770 But he was a hero on the 13th and the 12th and the 11th 1773 01:32:52,138 --> 01:32:57,143 because his whole being was to have an impact on kids. 1774 01:32:58,712 --> 01:33:00,580 - If he saw a little kid in a grocery store, 1775 01:33:00,581 --> 01:33:03,448 you know, really walking down the aisle with his mom, 1776 01:33:03,449 --> 01:33:05,518 really upset, Scott would bend down and go, 1777 01:33:05,519 --> 01:33:08,020 is it really that bad today? 1778 01:33:08,021 --> 01:33:09,254 You wanna talk about it? 1779 01:33:09,255 --> 01:33:14,160 You know, or if he saw someone in camp 1780 01:33:15,028 --> 01:33:17,229 maybe not part of the fold, 1781 01:33:17,230 --> 01:33:18,864 the popular group who’d been in camp, 1782 01:33:18,865 --> 01:33:21,133 he’d take that camper aside, 1783 01:33:21,134 --> 01:33:24,870 you know, and he’d say, you wanna tell me about it? 1784 01:33:24,871 --> 01:33:26,872 What is it that you like best? 1785 01:33:26,873 --> 01:33:28,141 Let’s see what we can do. 1786 01:33:30,076 --> 01:33:32,311 He would do his lesson plans, 1787 01:33:32,312 --> 01:33:35,615 he’d share with me and he’d say, 1788 01:33:35,616 --> 01:33:36,616 so what do you think about this, Mom? 1789 01:33:36,617 --> 01:33:38,150 What do you think about that? 1790 01:33:38,151 --> 01:33:39,519 What do you think I could do to enhance this lesson plan 1791 01:33:39,520 --> 01:33:40,561 or to make it better? 1792 01:33:41,722 --> 01:33:43,322 - An elderly woman came over to us 1793 01:33:43,323 --> 01:33:48,193 and said, I never met your son but I love him. 1794 01:33:48,194 --> 01:33:49,530 Okay, you got my curiosity. 1795 01:33:50,664 --> 01:33:53,232 Her grand-daughter was in Scott’s class. 1796 01:33:53,233 --> 01:33:54,467 Scott taught geography. 1797 01:33:55,936 --> 01:33:59,539 So the assignment he gave was not to look at a book 1798 01:33:59,540 --> 01:34:02,174 and pick out the different countries and their capitals 1799 01:34:02,175 --> 01:34:03,643 and all that nonsense, 1800 01:34:03,644 --> 01:34:05,444 he said to this girl, he said, 1801 01:34:05,445 --> 01:34:08,347 find someone who wasn’t born in this country 1802 01:34:08,348 --> 01:34:09,549 and talk to them. 1803 01:34:09,550 --> 01:34:12,484 Find out what it was like where they grew up. 1804 01:34:12,485 --> 01:34:15,055 It turns out that was the grandmother 1805 01:34:16,156 --> 01:34:17,289 and the grandmother said 1806 01:34:17,290 --> 01:34:19,491 that they had a three-hour conversation 1807 01:34:19,492 --> 01:34:23,162 where they had hardly spoken at all for years before that 1808 01:34:23,163 --> 01:34:25,698 and they talk to each other almost every day. 1809 01:34:25,699 --> 01:34:27,199 That’s the impact. 1810 01:34:27,200 --> 01:34:29,803 (solemn music) 1811 01:34:42,949 --> 01:34:44,183 - It’s funny. 1812 01:34:44,184 --> 01:34:48,521 I remember, I remember the rabbi saying to me. 1813 01:34:48,522 --> 01:34:50,656 You know, when we went down that awful day 1814 01:34:50,657 --> 01:34:53,626 and when you go down and talk to the rabbi. 1815 01:34:53,627 --> 01:34:54,860 I remember the rabbi saying to me, 1816 01:34:54,861 --> 01:34:56,729 how many people do you think we’re gonna have? 1817 01:34:56,730 --> 01:34:58,430 And I said, I don’t know, Rabbi, maybe a hundred people. 1818 01:34:58,431 --> 01:35:01,433 And he looked at me and he said, really, Linda? 1819 01:35:01,434 --> 01:35:05,438 I said, Rabbi Greg, I don’t know, a hundred people. 1820 01:35:06,439 --> 01:35:08,307 And I was shocked. 1821 01:35:08,308 --> 01:35:13,313 Not shocked once I understood how Scott reached people 1822 01:35:14,447 --> 01:35:17,983 and how people, you know, responded to him, 1823 01:35:17,984 --> 01:35:21,854 but I just never thought that I was gonna have a funeral 1824 01:35:21,855 --> 01:35:25,691 with a thousand people and I had to stream it live. 1825 01:35:25,692 --> 01:35:30,697 I had half a million people stream live Scott’s funeral. 1826 01:35:31,865 --> 01:35:33,065 - Tried to make a joke at the funeral 1827 01:35:33,066 --> 01:35:34,567 where if he was looking down at the funeral 1828 01:35:34,568 --> 01:35:36,803 he would think what are all those people here for? 1829 01:35:38,238 --> 01:35:40,139 And someone would tell him, oh, it’s for your funeral. 1830 01:35:40,140 --> 01:35:41,741 You should know they’re all here for the food 1831 01:35:41,742 --> 01:35:44,210 because that’s the type of sense of humor he had. 1832 01:35:48,715 --> 01:35:52,451 - If Scott came back and I had a moment with him, 1833 01:35:52,452 --> 01:35:57,457 I would say to him, I hope that at this moment 1834 01:35:58,659 --> 01:36:01,326 you can honestly open your eyes and realize 1835 01:36:01,327 --> 01:36:06,165 how important you were to so many people. 1836 01:36:06,166 --> 01:36:07,167 I love you. 1837 01:36:08,434 --> 01:36:10,302 I love being your mom, 1838 01:36:10,303 --> 01:36:13,539 through the good times and the bad times. 1839 01:36:13,540 --> 01:36:15,040 You need to look in the mirror 1840 01:36:15,041 --> 01:36:18,879 and you need to see how special you really are. 1841 01:36:33,293 --> 01:36:35,896 (solemn music) 1842 01:36:37,831 --> 01:36:40,734 - Jaime was a very interesting kid. 1843 01:36:41,768 --> 01:36:44,036 Had an amazing smile. 1844 01:36:44,037 --> 01:36:46,471 That’s the biggest thing that I can remember from her. 1845 01:36:46,472 --> 01:36:48,107 You could read her very easily 1846 01:36:48,108 --> 01:36:51,210 ’cause her face, she didn’t have much of a poker face. 1847 01:36:51,211 --> 01:36:53,345 - I danced with Jaime for some time 1848 01:36:53,346 --> 01:36:56,816 and I just remember at dance, she would always be laughing 1849 01:36:56,817 --> 01:37:00,920 and she would just be having the greatest time 1850 01:37:00,921 --> 01:37:03,723 and she was such an amazing dancer. 1851 01:37:03,724 --> 01:37:05,526 She just really loved to dance. 1852 01:37:06,893 --> 01:37:10,830 - Back in October, I lost my brother to cancer 1853 01:37:10,831 --> 01:37:12,432 from his service in 9/11. 1854 01:37:13,534 --> 01:37:16,836 That, at the time, seemed impossible to me. 1855 01:37:16,837 --> 01:37:18,278 It made no sense. 1856 01:37:19,940 --> 01:37:21,641 It couldn’t happen. 1857 01:37:21,642 --> 01:37:23,576 And it couldn’t get worse. 1858 01:37:23,577 --> 01:37:25,077 This is worse. 1859 01:37:25,078 --> 01:37:26,011 This. 1860 01:37:26,012 --> 01:37:27,046 This is. 1861 01:37:27,047 --> 01:37:28,447 Makes no sense. 1862 01:37:28,448 --> 01:37:30,315 This is impossible. 1863 01:37:30,316 --> 01:37:31,784 My girl. 1864 01:37:31,785 --> 01:37:36,523 My 14-year-old baby and for those of you who know my Jaime, 1865 01:37:37,490 --> 01:37:39,058 she was the life of the party. 1866 01:37:39,059 --> 01:37:41,493 She was the energy in the room, 1867 01:37:41,494 --> 01:37:46,499 she made people laugh and yes, sometimes she made us cry, 1868 01:37:47,367 --> 01:37:49,101 but she was always known. 1869 01:37:49,102 --> 01:37:51,171 She always made her presence felt. 1870 01:37:54,608 --> 01:37:57,077 I sent her to school yesterday. 1871 01:37:59,345 --> 01:38:00,814 She was supposed to be safe. 1872 01:38:02,415 --> 01:38:05,285 My job is to protect my children 1873 01:38:06,286 --> 01:38:08,354 and I sent my kid to school. 1874 01:38:10,857 --> 01:38:15,060 In the morning, sometimes things get so crazy, 1875 01:38:15,061 --> 01:38:19,499 she runs out behind and she’s like, I gotta go, Dad, bye. 1876 01:38:20,667 --> 01:38:23,236 And I don’t always get to say, I love you. 1877 01:38:24,638 --> 01:38:28,141 I don’t remember if I said that to Jaime yesterday morning. 1878 01:38:29,275 --> 01:38:31,611 I love everyone out here, 1879 01:38:31,612 --> 01:38:34,781 I thank you all for your outpouring of support. 1880 01:38:37,183 --> 01:38:41,687 Parents, love your kids, hold your kids, kiss your kids, 1881 01:38:41,688 --> 01:38:44,423 and don’t ever, ever miss the chance 1882 01:38:44,424 --> 01:38:46,226 to tell them how much you love them. 1883 01:39:00,841 --> 01:39:03,408 - Alaina was very beautiful and graceful 1884 01:39:03,409 --> 01:39:05,077 in everything that she did. 1885 01:39:05,078 --> 01:39:08,313 Being an English teacher I get to read 1886 01:39:08,314 --> 01:39:10,149 a little bit more personal about the students. 1887 01:39:10,150 --> 01:39:13,252 She wrote about her family 1888 01:39:13,253 --> 01:39:16,221 and how she got along with her siblings 1889 01:39:16,222 --> 01:39:19,224 and you could see her sense of humor in there. 1890 01:39:19,225 --> 01:39:21,861 - I worked with her on a project one time 1891 01:39:21,862 --> 01:39:24,930 and she was just the sweetest thing. 1892 01:39:24,931 --> 01:39:27,499 She always, she tried to make conversation. 1893 01:39:27,501 --> 01:39:30,435 - Alaina was in the ROTC, they were involved, 1894 01:39:30,436 --> 01:39:34,139 they were active and for freshman, that shows a lot. 1895 01:39:34,140 --> 01:39:35,641 That shows a lot about their character 1896 01:39:35,642 --> 01:39:37,944 and how strong they were and just confident people. 1897 01:39:52,425 --> 01:39:54,293 (solemn music) 1898 01:39:54,294 --> 01:39:57,630 - He had a heart of gold and he was so proud 1899 01:39:57,631 --> 01:40:00,299 because he worked very hard towards his swimming goals 1900 01:40:00,300 --> 01:40:02,868 and he was just a very bright spot of the day. 1901 01:40:02,869 --> 01:40:04,904 He just really was a bright kid 1902 01:40:04,905 --> 01:40:07,940 and very interested in learning about the Holocaust 1903 01:40:07,941 --> 01:40:10,275 and very proud that he had reached that goal 1904 01:40:10,276 --> 01:40:12,477 where he signed with Indiana. 1905 01:40:12,478 --> 01:40:14,346 - Nick was one of class clowns. 1906 01:40:14,347 --> 01:40:17,216 He was always making jokes, he was so funny, 1907 01:40:17,217 --> 01:40:20,654 and I knew he aspired to be something big one day. 1908 01:40:26,627 --> 01:40:27,860 He planned to join the Olympics. 1909 01:40:27,861 --> 01:40:30,162 The first thing, when a girl next to me asked, 1910 01:40:30,163 --> 01:40:33,633 who was hit next to us, I said, Nick, 1911 01:40:33,634 --> 01:40:36,001 and she said, he wanted to go to the Olympics. 1912 01:40:36,002 --> 01:40:37,537 He’s supposed to go to the Olympics, 1913 01:40:37,538 --> 01:40:39,372 and that stayed with me ever since. 1914 01:40:40,507 --> 01:40:43,776 (people chattering) 1915 01:40:43,777 --> 01:40:45,277 - [Announcer] Lane one, air riser, 1916 01:40:45,278 --> 01:40:47,514 lane two, under lane three. 1917 01:40:49,015 --> 01:40:50,282 (woman whistles) 1918 01:40:50,283 --> 01:40:51,551 - Come on, Charlie! - Come on! 1919 01:40:51,552 --> 01:40:53,085 Go! 1920 01:40:53,086 --> 01:40:56,055 - [Announcer] Lane six, methods work, lane seven. 1921 01:40:56,056 --> 01:41:00,960 (announcer drowned out by crowd cheering) 1922 01:41:00,961 --> 01:41:03,229 - [Woman] Come on, Charlie! 1923 01:41:04,164 --> 01:41:07,332 (crowd cheering) 1924 01:41:07,333 --> 01:41:08,367 - [Man] Come on, Nick! 1925 01:41:08,368 --> 01:41:09,569 - [Woman] Come on, Nick! 1926 01:41:09,570 --> 01:41:11,071 - [Woman] Charlie! 1927 01:41:12,338 --> 01:41:13,438 - [Woman] Go! 1928 01:41:13,439 --> 01:41:16,676 (crowd cheering) 1929 01:41:16,677 --> 01:41:17,678 Go, go, go! 1930 01:41:19,345 --> 01:41:21,515 Come on, Nick, go, go, go! 1931 01:41:24,885 --> 01:41:27,888 (observer whistles) 1932 01:41:28,822 --> 01:41:29,655 - [Man] Woo! 1933 01:41:29,656 --> 01:41:32,593 (crowd applauding) 1934 01:41:41,535 --> 01:41:44,336 (solemn music) 1935 01:41:44,337 --> 01:41:46,138 - Helena, beautiful young lady. 1936 01:41:46,139 --> 01:41:48,240 Also comes from an amazing family. 1937 01:41:48,241 --> 01:41:51,777 She’s British, she was very proud of her British heritage. 1938 01:41:51,778 --> 01:41:53,813 She traveled with us to London, actually, 1939 01:41:53,814 --> 01:41:56,982 my husband and I, when we chaperoned a dozen girls. 1940 01:41:56,983 --> 01:41:59,619 She had a great outlook on life. 1941 01:41:59,620 --> 01:42:01,621 - She brought us to our first concert. 1942 01:42:01,622 --> 01:42:03,789 Like Justin Bieber and we had so much fun. 1943 01:42:03,790 --> 01:42:05,891 That was my first concert I’ve ever been to. 1944 01:42:05,892 --> 01:42:08,393 - She was my best friend. 1945 01:42:08,394 --> 01:42:12,565 She just cared about you, she remembered tiniest details. 1946 01:42:12,566 --> 01:42:15,768 I remember telling her I like fuzzy socks 1947 01:42:15,769 --> 01:42:19,371 and then for my birthday, she got me a pair of fuzzy socks 1948 01:42:19,372 --> 01:42:22,441 and it was just, like, a tiny detail and she remembered it. 1949 01:42:22,442 --> 01:42:25,310 And I remember taking, she came to church with me 1950 01:42:25,311 --> 01:42:27,246 two months consecutively. 1951 01:42:27,247 --> 01:42:29,381 So, I’m actually kind of grateful for that 1952 01:42:29,382 --> 01:42:30,650 ’cause I had to spend time with her 1953 01:42:30,651 --> 01:42:33,519 and I also showed her a big part of my life 1954 01:42:33,520 --> 01:42:34,988 and what it means to me. 1955 01:42:46,733 --> 01:42:50,070 (bell ringing solemnly) 1956 01:42:51,204 --> 01:42:54,106 - He decided that he wanted to play football 1957 01:42:54,107 --> 01:42:57,943 and one of the stories that I can tell you about Luke 1958 01:42:57,944 --> 01:43:00,279 is I shared a portable, 1959 01:43:00,280 --> 01:43:03,115 our classroom was the same shared space 1960 01:43:03,116 --> 01:43:04,349 with our football coach, 1961 01:43:04,350 --> 01:43:07,386 who would make coffee in the morning, 1962 01:43:07,387 --> 01:43:09,855 and I had Luke’s class first thing in the morning. 1963 01:43:09,856 --> 01:43:14,861 So, Coach May’s coffee was ready and I went up to, 1964 01:43:15,996 --> 01:43:16,996 the students were doing a group project 1965 01:43:16,997 --> 01:43:19,231 and I asked the boys there, 1966 01:43:19,232 --> 01:43:20,700 do any of you guys play football? 1967 01:43:20,701 --> 01:43:22,201 And they all said, 1968 01:43:22,202 --> 01:43:23,903 well Luke’s gonna go out for spring football this year. 1969 01:43:23,904 --> 01:43:25,337 So I said, Luke, come on with me. 1970 01:43:25,338 --> 01:43:28,340 I said, I need you to go deliver Coach May’s coffee to him 1971 01:43:28,341 --> 01:43:30,375 and so he’ll get to know who you are 1972 01:43:30,376 --> 01:43:32,444 and you’ll get some, you know, brownie points 1973 01:43:32,445 --> 01:43:33,946 that you’re bringing him coffee 1974 01:43:33,947 --> 01:43:36,315 and he’ll know who you are for spring football. 1975 01:43:36,316 --> 01:43:38,819 And so when he came back to the portable and, 1976 01:43:41,187 --> 01:43:43,623 he had a smile from ear to ear and I asked him, I said Luke, 1977 01:43:43,624 --> 01:43:45,257 does Coach May know who you are now? 1978 01:43:45,258 --> 01:43:46,526 And he says, yup. 1979 01:43:46,527 --> 01:43:50,763 And so that was just really heartwarming 1980 01:43:50,764 --> 01:43:53,834 and something that I’ll never forget. 1981 01:43:55,101 --> 01:43:57,469 - I remember we used to joke around 1982 01:43:57,470 --> 01:44:00,506 and try to draw each other. 1983 01:44:00,507 --> 01:44:02,474 I would always draw his big curly hair 1984 01:44:02,475 --> 01:44:06,278 and his red cheeks and he was really funny about it 1985 01:44:06,279 --> 01:44:08,781 and ripped it up and then taped it back together 1986 01:44:08,782 --> 01:44:10,916 ’cause he didn’t wanna hurt my feelings. 1987 01:44:10,917 --> 01:44:13,520 (sullen music) 1988 01:44:19,059 --> 01:44:21,628 (sullen music) 1989 01:44:23,363 --> 01:44:25,798 - I didn’t know that he was one of the victims 1990 01:44:25,799 --> 01:44:27,166 until the next day, 1991 01:44:27,167 --> 01:44:30,536 and I was in the living room watching the TV 1992 01:44:30,537 --> 01:44:34,807 and when the names and the pictures started to scroll, 1993 01:44:34,808 --> 01:44:37,109 I just screamed when I saw him 1994 01:44:37,110 --> 01:44:42,115 because it just, it just wasn’t fair. 1995 01:44:43,316 --> 01:44:45,618 His family came from Mexico, 1996 01:44:45,619 --> 01:44:48,287 he really wanted to have a career, 1997 01:44:48,288 --> 01:44:51,857 he wanted to change his parents’ lives. 1998 01:44:51,858 --> 01:44:53,159 He wanted to help them. 1999 01:44:57,964 --> 01:45:01,133 - He would go out of his way to make sure that I was okay 2000 01:45:01,134 --> 01:45:02,802 and that I was having a good day. 2001 01:45:02,803 --> 01:45:06,206 He would ask me how my day was, he would give me a hug. 2002 01:45:15,916 --> 01:45:17,783 - I still think about if I opened the door, 2003 01:45:17,784 --> 01:45:20,252 if they were still here. 2004 01:45:20,253 --> 01:45:21,887 It’s something that really gets to me 2005 01:45:21,888 --> 01:45:24,824 because they were two of my close friends 2006 01:45:24,825 --> 01:45:28,227 and I think that if I got to the door fast enough 2007 01:45:28,228 --> 01:45:30,195 they would still be here. 2008 01:45:30,196 --> 01:45:32,898 And so many people have told me, no, you can’t do that. 2009 01:45:32,899 --> 01:45:36,469 It’s not your fault, but sometimes I think it is. 2010 01:45:51,451 --> 01:45:54,554 (bell ringing solemnly) 2011 01:45:54,555 --> 01:45:56,488 - If you looked at her, you would’ve never thought 2012 01:45:56,489 --> 01:45:58,624 anything bad could’ve happened to her. 2013 01:45:58,625 --> 01:46:01,147 She did not have one bad bone in her body. 2014 01:46:03,564 --> 01:46:05,965 - Cara and I were in Girl Scouts together 2015 01:46:05,966 --> 01:46:07,533 when we were five years old. 2016 01:46:07,534 --> 01:46:10,503 Then I moved to a different house 2017 01:46:10,504 --> 01:46:12,237 and I didn’t do Girl Scouts anymore 2018 01:46:12,238 --> 01:46:16,375 and then it was about a couple months before the shooting 2019 01:46:16,376 --> 01:46:18,578 when she came up to me, she’s like, you’re Lea. 2020 01:46:18,579 --> 01:46:19,845 And I was like, yeah. 2021 01:46:19,846 --> 01:46:21,947 And she’s like, we went to Girl Scouts together, 2022 01:46:21,948 --> 01:46:23,448 and I was like, oh my gosh. 2023 01:46:23,449 --> 01:46:25,417 And she sent me a picture, she had pictures of us together 2024 01:46:25,418 --> 01:46:27,119 and we were just getting to know each other, 2025 01:46:27,120 --> 01:46:29,989 and that day, I actually ate lunch with her. 2026 01:46:29,990 --> 01:46:32,224 It was me and my friend and Cara 2027 01:46:32,225 --> 01:46:34,594 and it was just the three of us and like... 2028 01:46:34,595 --> 01:46:36,061 - [Charlie] That very day? 2029 01:46:36,062 --> 01:46:38,497 - That very day, right before we went to fourth period. 2030 01:46:38,498 --> 01:46:43,168 I walked to her, to class and yeah. 2031 01:46:43,169 --> 01:46:44,170 Last I saw her. 2032 01:46:55,215 --> 01:46:57,818 (somber music) 2033 01:46:59,986 --> 01:47:01,486 - He loved Stoneman Douglas, 2034 01:47:01,487 --> 01:47:04,423 he loved all the kids, he always gave people rides 2035 01:47:04,424 --> 01:47:06,859 on his golf cart around to their classrooms. 2036 01:47:06,860 --> 01:47:09,695 - He was honestly another father to me. 2037 01:47:09,696 --> 01:47:12,264 Throughout high school, I made a few bad choices. 2038 01:47:12,265 --> 01:47:14,266 You know, skipping classes. 2039 01:47:14,267 --> 01:47:17,970 He never did something to make you feel bad, 2040 01:47:17,971 --> 01:47:20,105 instead he would ask you, why? 2041 01:47:20,106 --> 01:47:21,207 Why did you do it? 2042 01:47:22,576 --> 01:47:24,476 - So the shooter was in the hallway, 2043 01:47:24,477 --> 01:47:25,678 the first floor hallway 2044 01:47:25,679 --> 01:47:28,080 and so he went in through the stairwell 2045 01:47:28,081 --> 01:47:29,749 and I think what he was trying to do 2046 01:47:29,750 --> 01:47:33,719 is get a advantage because he could look into the hallway 2047 01:47:33,720 --> 01:47:34,954 from the stairwell. 2048 01:47:34,955 --> 01:47:38,390 But he opened that door right when the killer 2049 01:47:38,391 --> 01:47:41,961 was on the stairs directly across from him 2050 01:47:41,962 --> 01:47:44,931 and the killer just turned and shot him. 2051 01:47:53,874 --> 01:47:56,843 - He died doing the thing he loved to do. 2052 01:47:58,478 --> 01:48:00,279 - [Charlie] And that is look out for the students? 2053 01:48:00,280 --> 01:48:01,446 - Being there for the students, 2054 01:48:01,447 --> 01:48:03,349 making sure that they’re safe. 2055 01:48:15,228 --> 01:48:17,496 (sullen music) 2056 01:48:17,497 --> 01:48:18,764 - Peter Wang. 2057 01:48:18,765 --> 01:48:20,232 Well, he was holding the door open for the other, 2058 01:48:20,233 --> 01:48:22,301 the second group of kids to come through the door 2059 01:48:22,302 --> 01:48:23,303 when he got hit. 2060 01:48:25,005 --> 01:48:26,606 The kid was 14 2061 01:48:26,607 --> 01:48:29,842 and had the wherewithal to react to help other people 2062 01:48:29,843 --> 01:48:32,044 before he even worried about himself. 2063 01:48:32,045 --> 01:48:36,916 Peter was a gregarious and affable young man. 2064 01:48:36,917 --> 01:48:41,253 He talked to everybody, but only after his work was done. 2065 01:48:41,254 --> 01:48:44,456 - Going into the classroom where he’s not there anymore, 2066 01:48:44,457 --> 01:48:46,458 it hurt like extremely badly 2067 01:48:46,459 --> 01:48:49,762 ’cause it’s like losing a family member 2068 01:48:49,763 --> 01:48:53,132 and them not being there is like extremely hard. 2069 01:48:53,133 --> 01:48:56,769 - He was a very talented JROTC sharpshooter. 2070 01:48:56,770 --> 01:49:00,973 When his cousin first moved here, he was bullied 2071 01:49:00,974 --> 01:49:02,341 because he didn’t speak English very well 2072 01:49:02,342 --> 01:49:03,843 ’cause he was an immigrant 2073 01:49:03,844 --> 01:49:05,545 and Peter stood up for him, even though Peter was younger. 2074 01:49:05,546 --> 01:49:08,514 And I wrote in my story that Peter was a protector. 2075 01:49:08,515 --> 01:49:11,416 From what I heard from everyone, he was a very brave boy. 2076 01:49:11,417 --> 01:49:14,286 He was very aware of the underdog, 2077 01:49:14,287 --> 01:49:17,222 he was very aware of everyone who might be hurt 2078 01:49:17,223 --> 01:49:18,991 and that was the reason his family and friends 2079 01:49:18,992 --> 01:49:20,359 told me he sought out JROTC. 2080 01:49:20,360 --> 01:49:22,327 He really wanted to protect people. 2081 01:49:22,328 --> 01:49:25,164 So, Peter was posthumously admitted to West Point, 2082 01:49:25,165 --> 01:49:27,366 which is his dream school he’d always wanted to get into 2083 01:49:27,367 --> 01:49:28,968 and at his funeral, he was even presented 2084 01:49:28,969 --> 01:49:32,371 with the Presidential Medal of Freedom in his casket. 2085 01:49:32,372 --> 01:49:34,306 His mother was able to give him the award. 2086 01:49:34,307 --> 01:49:36,008 And his funeral was really well attended 2087 01:49:36,009 --> 01:49:37,543 by veterans from up and down the coast. 2088 01:49:37,544 --> 01:49:39,645 I talked to people who drove their motorcycles 2089 01:49:39,646 --> 01:49:41,714 as far away as Virginia just to be there 2090 01:49:41,715 --> 01:49:43,883 because they felt he was an American hero 2091 01:49:43,884 --> 01:49:47,319 and he deserved all of the honor and respect 2092 01:49:47,320 --> 01:49:48,789 they could possibly give him. 2093 01:50:02,168 --> 01:50:05,070 - Whenever we had Spirit Week 2094 01:50:05,071 --> 01:50:07,507 and everybody was in the middle or during lunch, 2095 01:50:07,508 --> 01:50:09,875 playing music, playing games, 2096 01:50:09,876 --> 01:50:12,678 he was the one that was the most hyped about it. 2097 01:50:12,679 --> 01:50:15,648 He was dancing, singing, jumping around. 2098 01:50:15,649 --> 01:50:18,918 He really was the life and spirit of Douglas. 2099 01:50:18,919 --> 01:50:22,021 - Every day just he made me laugh until my stomach hurt 2100 01:50:22,022 --> 01:50:24,624 and he backed you up when somebody, you know, 2101 01:50:24,625 --> 01:50:25,925 was being mean to you. 2102 01:50:25,926 --> 01:50:28,328 - I always called him a beautiful soul. 2103 01:50:29,730 --> 01:50:34,333 And the fact that, you know, he’s gone is, 2104 01:50:34,334 --> 01:50:36,936 it’s a hole in my life, it really is. 2105 01:50:36,937 --> 01:50:38,303 I wanted to see him graduate 2106 01:50:38,304 --> 01:50:39,739 and I wanted to keep up with him 2107 01:50:39,740 --> 01:50:41,641 and I wanted to go to his wedding 2108 01:50:41,642 --> 01:50:43,676 and, you know, see his kids. 2109 01:50:43,677 --> 01:50:45,077 ’Cause he wrote about that. 2110 01:50:45,078 --> 01:50:46,311 You know, he was in my writing class 2111 01:50:46,312 --> 01:50:48,180 and he emerged as this beautiful writer. 2112 01:50:48,181 --> 01:50:49,549 And everyone really liked him. 2113 01:50:49,550 --> 01:50:51,684 Even his enemies loved him. 2114 01:50:51,685 --> 01:50:54,220 (somber music) 2115 01:51:04,965 --> 01:51:09,334 - [Charlie] How has this whole tragedy changed you? 2116 01:51:09,335 --> 01:51:11,170 - I’ve come to realize 2117 01:51:11,171 --> 01:51:14,006 that you’re not guaranteed anything forever, you know. 2118 01:51:14,007 --> 01:51:16,976 You have to take your life day by day 2119 01:51:16,977 --> 01:51:20,412 and tell the people that you love 2120 01:51:20,413 --> 01:51:23,817 that you love them ’cause you never know. 2121 01:51:25,251 --> 01:51:28,754 - I wake up sometimes in the morning and I’ve been crying. 2122 01:51:28,755 --> 01:51:30,155 All night. 2123 01:51:30,156 --> 01:51:33,392 And we are definitely changed, 2124 01:51:33,393 --> 01:51:34,960 we’re not the same people that we were. 2125 01:51:34,961 --> 01:51:36,662 I don’t think I’ll ever, 2126 01:51:36,663 --> 01:51:39,532 ever be the person that I was before that day. 2127 01:51:39,533 --> 01:51:41,166 - I realize how important it is 2128 01:51:41,167 --> 01:51:44,104 to stay connected to everyone and 2129 01:51:45,271 --> 01:51:47,807 life’s short and that you should make it count 2130 01:51:47,808 --> 01:51:51,143 and try to get out more and spend more time 2131 01:51:51,144 --> 01:51:56,081 with my classmates from room 1213 and, I guess, 2132 01:51:56,082 --> 01:51:59,652 realize that I should get to know people more closely. 2133 01:51:59,653 --> 01:52:02,955 - lt’s so hard to think properly 2134 01:52:02,956 --> 01:52:04,356 and straight again. 2135 01:52:04,357 --> 01:52:06,892 And every time I think by myself, 2136 01:52:06,893 --> 01:52:09,095 I’m having those flashbacks and I’m thinking 2137 01:52:10,230 --> 01:52:14,701 and I’m seeing this figure of death. 2138 01:52:18,505 --> 01:52:22,442 There’s more to life, there’s a reason why I’m still here, 2139 01:52:23,610 --> 01:52:25,812 I have to think of the positives. 2140 01:52:26,947 --> 01:52:29,516 - We know that Gina would not want us to be 2141 01:52:33,620 --> 01:52:38,625 totally miserable and not having a life. 2142 01:52:39,359 --> 01:52:41,460 We just try and move on. 2143 01:52:41,461 --> 01:52:43,764 Try and move through every day as best we can. 2144 01:52:48,802 --> 01:52:51,103 - I can’t even pretend to imagine the pain 2145 01:52:51,104 --> 01:52:53,906 that you’re going through, I just can’t. 2146 01:52:53,907 --> 01:52:56,275 And I think every single day 2147 01:52:56,276 --> 01:52:59,512 and I just feel so sad all the time, 2148 01:52:59,513 --> 01:53:02,715 but I just want you to know that I love all 17 of them 2149 01:53:02,716 --> 01:53:04,483 and I will never, ever forget them. 2150 01:53:04,484 --> 01:53:07,754 They’re in my thoughts every single day, and so are you. 2151 01:53:09,122 --> 01:53:12,224 - I’m sorry for the incompetence that occurred 2152 01:53:12,225 --> 01:53:15,761 and the negligence and the not doing 2153 01:53:15,762 --> 01:53:18,698 what they should have done prior to all this. 2154 01:53:18,699 --> 01:53:21,901 And all the things that’s coming out now 2155 01:53:21,902 --> 01:53:24,504 in reference to how this could’ve been prevented. 2156 01:53:24,505 --> 01:53:25,437 - It shouldn’t have happened. 2157 01:53:25,438 --> 01:53:26,506 You sent them off to school, 2158 01:53:26,507 --> 01:53:28,608 you didn’t send them off to war, 2159 01:53:28,609 --> 01:53:31,276 you didn’t send them off to a danger zone, 2160 01:53:31,277 --> 01:53:33,478 they went to school. 2161 01:53:33,479 --> 01:53:35,480 Who thinks their kid’s gonna go to school 2162 01:53:35,481 --> 01:53:37,684 and not come home from school? 2163 01:53:57,337 --> 01:54:00,073 (crowd cheering) 2164 01:54:03,777 --> 01:54:06,078 - [Woman] Yes, Emma! 2165 01:54:06,079 --> 01:54:09,348 - Six minutes and about 20 seconds. 2166 01:54:09,349 --> 01:54:11,183 In a little over six minutes, 2167 01:54:11,184 --> 01:54:13,653 17 of our friends were taken from us, 2168 01:54:13,654 --> 01:54:18,257 15 were injured and everyone, absolutely everyone, 2169 01:54:18,258 --> 01:54:21,493 in the Douglas community was forever altered. 2170 01:54:21,494 --> 01:54:24,196 Everyone who was there understands, 2171 01:54:24,197 --> 01:54:26,031 everyone who has been touched 2172 01:54:26,032 --> 01:54:29,702 by the cold grip of gun violence understands. 2173 01:54:29,703 --> 01:54:33,305 For us, long tearful, chaotic hours 2174 01:54:33,306 --> 01:54:37,476 in the scorching afternoon sun were spent not knowing. 2175 01:54:37,477 --> 01:54:40,646 No one understood the extent of what had happened. 2176 01:54:40,647 --> 01:54:43,282 No one could believe that there were bodies in that building 2177 01:54:43,283 --> 01:54:46,485 waiting to be identified for over a day. 2178 01:54:46,486 --> 01:54:48,888 No one knew that the people who were missing 2179 01:54:48,889 --> 01:54:50,489 had stopped breathing long before 2180 01:54:50,490 --> 01:54:54,560 any of us had even known that a Code Red had been called. 2181 01:54:54,561 --> 01:54:58,631 No one could comprehend the devastating aftermath 2182 01:54:58,632 --> 01:55:01,935 or how far this would reach or where this would go. 2183 01:55:04,004 --> 01:55:07,172 We are kids in March for Our Lives. 2184 01:55:07,173 --> 01:55:08,608 We are young people. 2185 01:55:08,609 --> 01:55:11,210 The oldest people in our organization are 20 years old. 2186 01:55:11,211 --> 01:55:14,914 I’m proud to know that it’s mainly young people 2187 01:55:14,915 --> 01:55:18,584 who are pushing this but we have every generation behind us. 2188 01:55:18,585 --> 01:55:19,952 All types of people. 2189 01:55:19,953 --> 01:55:21,320 It’s not just the young people 2190 01:55:21,321 --> 01:55:22,822 but the young people are the ones 2191 01:55:22,823 --> 01:55:25,490 who are finally stepping up and finding their voice again. 2192 01:55:25,491 --> 01:55:27,226 Because when young people get active, 2193 01:55:27,227 --> 01:55:28,694 that’s when mountains get moved. 2194 01:55:28,695 --> 01:55:31,931 Six minutes and 20 seconds with an AR-15 2195 01:55:31,932 --> 01:55:34,834 and my friend, Carmen, would never complain 2196 01:55:34,835 --> 01:55:37,603 to me about piano practice. 2197 01:55:37,604 --> 01:55:41,574 Aaron Feis would never call Kira, Miss Sunshine. 2198 01:55:41,575 --> 01:55:43,609 Alex Schachter would never walk 2199 01:55:43,610 --> 01:55:45,678 into school with his brother, Ryan. 2200 01:55:45,679 --> 01:55:49,515 Scott Beigel would never joke around with Cameron at camp. 2201 01:55:49,516 --> 01:55:52,852 Helena Ramsay would never hang out after school with Max. 2202 01:55:52,853 --> 01:55:56,589 Gina Montalto would never wave to her friend Liam at lunch. 2203 01:55:56,590 --> 01:55:59,124 Joaquin Oliver would never play basketball 2204 01:55:59,125 --> 01:56:01,060 with Sam or Dylan. 2205 01:56:01,061 --> 01:56:04,363 Alaina Petty would never, Cara Loughran would never, 2206 01:56:04,364 --> 01:56:07,667 Chris Hixon would never, Luke Hoyer would never, 2207 01:56:07,668 --> 01:56:11,403 Martin Duque Anguiano would never, Peter Wang would never, 2208 01:56:11,404 --> 01:56:14,707 Alyssa Alhadeff would never, Jaime Guttenberg would never, 2209 01:56:14,708 --> 01:56:17,077 Meadow Pollack would never. 2210 01:56:23,016 --> 01:56:24,483 - [Man] Alaina! 2211 01:56:24,484 --> 01:56:27,220 (crowd cheering) 2212 01:56:46,740 --> 01:56:48,574 (crowd applauds) 2213 01:56:48,575 --> 01:56:51,144 (crowd cheers) 2214 01:57:07,894 --> 01:57:10,664 (crowd cheering) 2215 01:57:31,618 --> 01:57:34,387 (crowd cheering) 2216 01:58:12,158 --> 01:58:16,162 - [Crowd] Never again, never again, never again, 2217 01:58:17,330 --> 01:58:20,266 never again, never again, never again, 2218 01:58:22,002 --> 01:58:25,171 never again, never again, never again, 2219 01:58:26,640 --> 01:58:29,810 never again, never again, never again, 2220 01:58:31,177 --> 01:58:34,347 never again, never again, never again, 2221 01:58:35,716 --> 01:58:38,885 never again, never again, never again, 2222 01:58:40,053 --> 01:58:47,060 never again, never again, never again, 2223 01:58:48,228 --> 01:58:51,097 never again, never again, never again! 175875

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