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[Male Voice]
Have you had enough yet?
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[Exhales]
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Have you had enough yet?
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[Groans]
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Are you ready now?
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[Birds Chirping]
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[Birds Chirping]
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[Audience Applauding]
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Thank you:
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And every single
free choice you make: : :
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Arises from either a thought of love
or a thought of fear:
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- There is no other choice:
- [Shutter Clicks]
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And if I had one thing to say
about what we're trying: : :
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To understand here tonight,
it would be- it would be this:
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That feeling inside of you: : :
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That love inside of you-
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that's God: : :
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Expressing through you as you:
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Yes?
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- [Microphone Feedback]
- My name is Daisy: : :
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- And I just wanted to say I loved your book:
- Thank you, Daisy:
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And I'm-I'm feeling like I finally understand
what it means to be awake in my own life:
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- Feels good, doesn't it?
- It's totally amazing!
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- Mm-hmm:
- I walk around feeling like I've been given a secret:
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Well: : :
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- The secret is out!
- [Laughing]
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- [Applause]
- The problem I've been having: : :
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Is that some of my friends,
even my family-
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If I say anything remotely spiritual,
they get this glazed look on their face:
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- [Man] Ah:
- And I know that look: : :
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Because it�s the same look I�ve had,
or used to have, every day of my life:
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I know exactly what that feels like:
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And the good news is,
you're not crazy:
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- Good: [Laughs]
- 'Cause we're both crazy:
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- [Laughing]
- And if that's the case: : :
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- We're in very good company:
- [Laughing, Applauding]
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Instead of worrying about
what people think about you: : :
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Concentrate on
what you think about you:
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- [Applause]
- That's important:
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Any regrets?
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- Many:
- Care to name a few?
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- You're not a lawyer, are you?
- [Audience Laughing]
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I wish that I could have come to
this point in my life without hurting-
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Wish I'd come to this point
in my life without: : :
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Hurting so many people-
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especially the people I�ve loved:
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But without them: : :
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I might not have come
to this point in my life:
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See, it�s important
for all of us to remember: : :
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That the universe
is conspiring in our favor-
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always, and in all ways: : :
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Despite circumstances
and appearances: : :
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Or most importantly,
our perception of them:
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- You've got a lot of nerve!
- I'm sorry?
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- You're a hypocrite:
- It's all right: It's all right: It's all right:
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Standing up there preaching
about God and love:
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You've been married
and divorced a lot:
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If you talk to God, how come you can't
keep a commitment with a woman?
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[Man] I can�t tell you how many times
I�ve asked myself that same question:
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The women in my life: : :
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Are all wonderful:
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They treated me a whole lot
better than I treated them:
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I betrayed them:
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I let them down:
I let my kids down too:
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I admit that:
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More than that I cannot say
without invading their privacy: : :
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And that I am not gonna do:
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What I can do is love
as much as I can from where I am:
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To make every gesture and action
sponsored by love:
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- Sounds to me like you've written a book of lies:
- [Audience Murmuring]
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If what you�re asking me is, did I make
all of this stuff up, the answer is no:
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I've wondered what you're wondering:
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"Will anyone believe me,
believe what I'm saying: : :
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Believe where this came from?"
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And I guess that
that's up to you-
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to each of you:
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I only hope that you don�t
disqualify or marginalize the message: : :
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Because it�s coming through
such a fallible messenger:
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My name is Kay,
and I just wanted to thank you: : :
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For admitting your mistakes:
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[Man] Well, thank you, Kay-
um, and all of you:
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But the truth of it is, I'm still making
those mistakes to this day:
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That's why these conversations with God
are such a miracle for me:
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They-They came out of a need-
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a desperate personal need-
for me to change my life:
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And, um, you know, uh: : :
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If I've been successful
at it in the way I'd like-
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I don't know,
but-but it's the way it happened: : :
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And it's the way it's-
it's still happening:
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[Kay]
My question is: : :
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If God has one message-
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his most important
message to all of us-
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and you could put it in one paragraph,
what would it be?
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[Man] Well, I could fit it
into five words:
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"You've got me all wrong:"
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- [Cheering]
- Thank you:
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Thank you:
Thank you:
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Thank you:
Thank you:
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Good night:
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[Crowd Chanting]
Neale! Neale! Neale!
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Neale! Neale! Neale!
Neale! Neale! Neale!
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[Rain Falling]
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[Woman]
Here's your plane ticket: You're on the 10:00:
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Thanks for everything,
and I'll see you in New York:
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[Thunder Rumbling]
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[Vehicle Approaching]
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[Tires Screeching]
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[Siren Wailing]
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- Still nothing, huh?
- I'm trying, honey:
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You could have fooled me: Look,
I don't get this: I've got experience-
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Your experience has nothing to do with anything:
And we've been over this, Neale:
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- [Groans]
- As long as that bow tie's around your neck: : :
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Nobody's going to take
a chance on hiring you:
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Really?
So, what is it exactly: : :
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That you people do around here?
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Mostly we hand out checks to people
who blame us for their problems:
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Sorry:
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What did the hospital say?
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Well, they said I should start
feeling better in a few days: : :
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But, uh, it's been
almost a month now:
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Wow: They seem
to have missed something:
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- What?
- Neale: : :
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You have a broken neck:
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[Lighter Flicks]
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- [Knocking]
- [Man] Mr.: Walsch, it�s Michael:
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[Knocking]
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Come on, Mr.: Walsch:
I know you�re in there:
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[Neale]
No, I�m not:
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- You're three months behind on your rent:
- [Door Closes]
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I told you: I lost my-
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- Your job:
- Job, yeah:
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Yes, I know: And I'm sorry
about your accident, Neale:
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But I�m not gonna lose my job
because you lost yours:
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Come on: I'm out there:
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Every day, I am:
I'm trying:
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Isn't there someone you can call?
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No: Those calls were made
a long time ago:
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I mean, I got-
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I got nowhere to go:
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5:00, Neale:
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[No Audible Dialogue]
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[No Audible Dialogue]
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- [Thunder Rumbling]
- [Blows]
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[Inhales, Groans]
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[Children Chattering,
Laughing]
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[Child Babbling]
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[Woman]
Okay, who�s ready for bed?
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I�m coming in there:
I hope you got your P. J: "s on:
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[Chattering,
Laughing Continue]
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[Woman]
Brush your teeth?
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[Child Babbling]
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[Woman] Yes? How about you?
Did you brush your teeth?
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Oh, looks to me like
somebody had an extra cookie:
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- [Children Laughing]
- Am I gonna have to tickle you
to get you to go upstairs?
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[Children Chattering,
Laughing]
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[Dogs Barking In Distance]
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[Woman]
I�m gonna get you!
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[Children Chattering,
Laughing]
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[Thunder Rumbling]
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- [Woman] Hurry up:
- [Child Laughing]
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[Thunder Rumbling]
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[Thunder Rumbling]
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[Panting]
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[Panting]
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- Come on:
- You're doing it wrong!
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It's the way I did it
on the other side!
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Nope:
That don't go there:
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You're doing it wrong:
Let me show you how to do it:
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- That's not what the instructions say:
- Nope: That don't go there:
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Let me show you how to do it:
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Tie the line to the tree:
Make it high enough: : :
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So you don�t kill yourself
in the middle of the night:
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I kind of wish I had
one of those old canvas jobs: : :
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That you pitch from the inside!
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I take it this isn't
your first time pitching a: : :
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Tent:
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[Groaning, Panting]
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[Wind Whistling]
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[Thunder Rumbling]
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[Sighs]
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Please, God: : :
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Don't let me die here:
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[Audience Applauding]
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[Neale] To God,
there is no separation: : :
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Between financial abundance
and spirituality:
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In fact, they go hand in hand:
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Don�t you find it odd
that we live: : :
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In a society that devalues
our most important jobs?
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- What do you mean by that?
- [Neale] I mean, we have no problem: : :
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Giving a football coach
five million a season: : :
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Or-or an actor
10 million per movie: : :
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But somehow we've got it wired: : :
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Where people involved
with spirituality: : :
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Should be penniless,
celibate and-and abstinent:
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[Applause]
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- And preferably all three, you know?
- [Audience Laughing]
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- [Woman] Yeah: Right:
- I mean, I don't know about you: : :
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But l-I don't- I don't remember
voting for any of that:
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- [Audience] No:
- So imagine a world: : :
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Where money was given
to people who give us the biggest gifts:
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- Teachers:
- [Woman] Oh, yes:
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- Artists:
- [Audience] Yes:
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- Nurses:
- Yes:
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Uh, firemen:
You know, policemen:
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- Writers:
- [Laughing]
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- And mothers!
- [Audience Affirming]
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[Woman]
Mothers: That's right:
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Yes:
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People who connect us,
not disconnect: : :
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Or-or-or distract us, you know:
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Imagine that world:
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And we can have it,
because, people: : :
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We're the ones:
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We've always been the ones
that we've been waiting for:
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We are: We are:
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- [Applause Continues]
- [Woman] Yeah!
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[Applause Fades]
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[Wind Whistling]
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[Birds Chirping]
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[Male Voice]
You awake in there?
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I said, are you awake in there?
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Just a minute:
[Groans]
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- Morning:
- Uh, good morning:
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Name is Oscar: How about you
step out of that tent for a minute?
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Uh, what for?
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I know you got in late,
but I run things around here: : :
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- And you should be aware of the rules:
- Uh, rules?
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Yeah:
I'll walk you through them:
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How about you come a little bit
closer so I don't have to yell?
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- Okay:
- Okay:
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Rent is $25 per week:
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Over there
you've got your bathrooms:
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Now, our maid quit
about a month ago: : :
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So we'd appreciate it
if you would clean up after yourself:
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- Okay:
- Those cabins back there-
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- freight on them: 75 per week:
- Right:
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Now, down by the water
you've got another picnic area:
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Those are reserved for real campers
and real campers only:
239
00:22:05,086 --> 00:22:06,744
Uh, real campers?
240
00:22:06,846 --> 00:22:08,919
They usually arrive by automobile:
241
00:22:09,022 --> 00:22:12,121
- They tend to stick around
a couple of days, then move on:
- [Groans]
242
00:22:12,222 --> 00:22:15,256
Guy like yourself-
comes up in the rain: : :
243
00:22:15,359 --> 00:22:17,181
With a tent and a bedroll-
244
00:22:17,279 --> 00:22:19,734
we call them professional campers
around here:
245
00:22:19,838 --> 00:22:23,100
- Yeah?
- You professionals have a way of lingering on-
246
00:22:23,199 --> 00:22:25,239
kind of like those guys over there:
247
00:22:25,342 --> 00:22:28,539
[Chuckles] I should be back
on my feet in a few days: : :
248
00:22:28,638 --> 00:22:30,842
As soon as I, uh, find a job:
249
00:22:30,942 --> 00:22:33,593
Because you got in late,
last night's on the house:
250
00:22:33,694 --> 00:22:37,786
But collection for the week
starts on Friday at 3:00 p: M:
251
00:22:37,886 --> 00:22:43,189
If you're here, I expect payment on time:
There's no exceptions:
252
00:22:43,294 --> 00:22:45,117
Okay:
253
00:22:45,214 --> 00:22:48,924
If not, you're out:
We understand each other?
254
00:22:50,079 --> 00:22:51,901
Uh, yes: Yes, we do:
255
00:22:53,342 --> 00:22:55,481
Well, good morning to you then:
And by the way?
256
00:22:55,583 --> 00:22:58,550
- Yeah?
- If I were you, I would put that cover: : :
257
00:22:58,654 --> 00:23:01,556
- On top of your tent:
- What's it for?
258
00:23:03,198 --> 00:23:05,020
It's for the rain:
259
00:23:11,358 --> 00:23:14,041
- [Vehicle Door Closes]
- [Engine Starts]
260
00:23:15,999 --> 00:23:18,366
- [Vehicle Pulls Away]
- [Man] I see you have lots of experience:
261
00:23:18,462 --> 00:23:21,659
Radio:
That says a lot:
262
00:23:21,759 --> 00:23:24,344
Uh, why don't you have a resume?
263
00:23:24,446 --> 00:23:26,518
Doesn�t matter:
How about you tell me: : :
264
00:23:26,622 --> 00:23:29,011
Why Osborne and Associates
should hire someone like you?
265
00:23:29,118 --> 00:23:31,387
We have over 20 applicants:
Why you?
266
00:23:31,486 --> 00:23:33,941
Well, uh, despite
outward appearances: : :
267
00:23:34,046 --> 00:23:36,315
I've held supervising positions
for three companies:
268
00:23:36,414 --> 00:23:39,261
Which makes me wonder
about your work ethic:
269
00:23:39,358 --> 00:23:42,457
Or maybe you're on some type
of desultory path:
270
00:23:42,558 --> 00:23:45,755
- It means "lack of purpose:"
- Uh-huh:
271
00:23:47,198 --> 00:23:49,337
Yeah, well, the truth of it
is I was laid off: : :
272
00:23:49,438 --> 00:23:51,261
When the stations were
bought out and consolidated:
273
00:23:51,358 --> 00:23:53,300
I mean,
everything's corporate now: : :
274
00:23:53,406 --> 00:23:56,635
And I'm nearing 50
and so overqualified: : :
275
00:23:56,734 --> 00:23:58,839
That you're probably
not going to hire me, are you?
276
00:23:58,942 --> 00:24:02,871
Well, the thing of it is, most applicants
carry a master's degree: You don't:
277
00:24:02,974 --> 00:24:06,455
No, I don't, but I still think I can do
a good job for Osborne and Associates:
278
00:24:06,558 --> 00:24:10,715
Well, around here, we demand excellence,
Mr.: Walsch, not good:
279
00:24:10,814 --> 00:24:12,953
I'm sorry:
280
00:24:14,494 --> 00:24:17,342
Okay, listen: L-l-l-
I really need this job:
281
00:24:17,439 --> 00:24:20,156
You're: : : Overqualified:
282
00:24:21,310 --> 00:24:22,717
[Oscar]
Next:
283
00:24:28,094 --> 00:24:30,298
Next:
Chef, let's go:
284
00:24:34,654 --> 00:24:36,542
- Hey, don't let them get to you:
- [Men Chattering]
285
00:24:36,639 --> 00:24:39,672
Outsiders make them
a little bit jumpy: That's all:
286
00:24:39,774 --> 00:24:42,294
So I'm guessing you're gonna be
sticking around for the week?
287
00:24:42,399 --> 00:24:44,820
- There we go:
- Thanks, Daddy:
288
00:24:46,846 --> 00:24:49,301
- I'm sorry?
- It's harder than you thought, isn't it?
289
00:24:49,406 --> 00:24:51,708
- [Objects Smashing]
- [Man Grunts]
290
00:24:51,806 --> 00:24:54,075
[Oscar] Look, there�s
a convenience store on the corner:
291
00:24:54,174 --> 00:24:56,661
They�ve got a recycling center:
That�s how these guys pay their rent:
292
00:24:56,766 --> 00:25:00,825
You get yourself a bag of aluminum cans,
you're halfway to making the week:
293
00:25:00,926 --> 00:25:03,861
Bag a day, you get your food,
you get your drink:
294
00:25:03,966 --> 00:25:05,941
No, l-I don't drink:
Thanks:
295
00:25:06,046 --> 00:25:09,940
Yeah? Stick around here
long enough, you will:
296
00:25:10,046 --> 00:25:11,933
[No Audible Dialogue]
297
00:25:25,470 --> 00:25:28,470
[No Audible Dialogue]
298
00:25:41,310 --> 00:25:43,831
[No Audible Dialogue]
299
00:26:32,766 --> 00:26:35,449
[Siren Wailing In Distance]
300
00:26:40,094 --> 00:26:42,963
[Dishes Clacking In Distance]
301
00:26:56,798 --> 00:27:00,595
- [Siren Wailing]
- [Vehicle Approaches]
302
00:27:00,702 --> 00:27:02,840
[Vehicle Passes]
303
00:27:02,942 --> 00:27:04,917
[Siren Fades]
304
00:27:25,982 --> 00:27:27,804
[Sighs]
305
00:27:27,902 --> 00:27:30,837
- God: You scared me:
- What the hell do you think you're doing?
306
00:27:30,942 --> 00:27:33,113
- Well-
- These are mine:
307
00:27:33,214 --> 00:27:36,662
This is my area:
308
00:27:37,981 --> 00:27:41,243
[Groans]
I'm sorry: I didn't know:
309
00:27:41,342 --> 00:27:44,342
Well, now you do:
310
00:27:45,438 --> 00:27:47,260
Okay:
311
00:27:51,742 --> 00:27:54,262
[Man]
I see you met Oakley:
312
00:27:54,366 --> 00:27:57,497
- I didn't know there were territories:
- Well, we call them areas:
313
00:27:57,598 --> 00:27:59,485
Yeah, well, he could've
just told me:
314
00:27:59,582 --> 00:28:01,949
I'd have- thanks-
given him the damned cans:
315
00:28:02,046 --> 00:28:05,559
Yeah, when a man relies on threats to
communicate, it usually indicates a weak cause:
316
00:28:05,662 --> 00:28:07,517
- Hey, don't let it bother you:
- Okay:
317
00:28:09,661 --> 00:28:11,931
- [Man] Sure is pretty, isn�t she?
- [Neale] Who is she?
318
00:28:12,030 --> 00:28:14,070
- That�s Sunny:
- [Chef] Yeah, I wouldn�t mind: : :
319
00:28:14,174 --> 00:28:15,996
Changing her tire,
if you know what I mean:
320
00:28:16,094 --> 00:28:18,134
How long you been saying that?
321
00:28:18,238 --> 00:28:20,060
Dreams don't have deadlines:
322
00:28:20,158 --> 00:28:22,776
I got a better chance
than you do, you old fart:
323
00:28:22,878 --> 00:28:26,227
- I beg to differ:
- Then you keep on begging:
324
00:28:26,333 --> 00:28:28,789
- Hey, thanks:
- You okay?
325
00:28:28,894 --> 00:28:31,316
Well, compared to what?
326
00:28:31,422 --> 00:28:33,975
[Chuckles] That's a-
That's a hell of a point:
327
00:28:34,078 --> 00:28:36,052
Here:
What happened to your neck?
328
00:28:36,158 --> 00:28:40,380
Oh, that's a: : : Bull-riding accident:
Wasn't pretty:
329
00:28:40,478 --> 00:28:42,617
Well, then I'd say
today's a better day:
330
00:28:42,718 --> 00:28:44,540
It ain't Irish, but it's effective:
331
00:28:44,638 --> 00:28:46,678
[Sighs]
No, thanks: I don't drink:
332
00:28:46,782 --> 00:28:48,604
Something wrong with you?
333
00:28:48,702 --> 00:28:51,735
- I just never got around to it, really:
- Huh: Hell of a thing:
334
00:28:51,838 --> 00:28:54,358
Yeah:
Here you go:
335
00:28:54,462 --> 00:28:57,015
No, you, uh-you keep 'em:
I'll help you get going:
336
00:28:57,118 --> 00:29:00,598
All right, what's the catch? Yesterday
you looked at me like I ran over your dog:
337
00:29:00,702 --> 00:29:02,295
I don't have a dog:
338
00:29:02,398 --> 00:29:05,148
Something you'll soon
figure out-
339
00:29:05,245 --> 00:29:08,541
People on the street?
Hardest friends to make:
340
00:29:08,638 --> 00:29:11,005
Even tougher ones to lose:
341
00:29:12,446 --> 00:29:14,585
- Does that mean we're friends?
- [Laughs]
342
00:29:14,685 --> 00:29:16,954
Not yet:
343
00:29:18,590 --> 00:29:21,339
[Man Shouting] Give me those pallets
right now! Come on! Let's go!
344
00:29:21,438 --> 00:29:23,642
[Shouting Continues,
Indistinct]
345
00:29:50,654 --> 00:29:52,542
Catching up on your reading?
346
00:29:52,637 --> 00:29:54,743
Oh, it's, uh, padding
for under my sleeping bag:
347
00:29:54,846 --> 00:29:57,148
Neale, come on in here:
348
00:29:57,246 --> 00:29:59,515
Come on: I'm not gonna bite you:
Come on in here:
349
00:29:59,613 --> 00:30:02,930
- All right:
- You boys hungry?
350
00:30:03,038 --> 00:30:06,104
- Neale?
- You sure you have enough?
351
00:30:06,206 --> 00:30:09,173
Son, the right Dumpster
always has enough:
352
00:30:09,278 --> 00:30:13,075
A man�s just gotta know
where to look: That�s what it is:
353
00:30:13,182 --> 00:30:16,051
- Any guacamole?
- Sometimes I wonder:
354
00:30:16,158 --> 00:30:18,230
I'm not in the mood, Chef:
I'm really not:
355
00:30:18,334 --> 00:30:21,017
- [Chef] Monday-now that�s
gonna be your slow day:
- Here we go:
356
00:30:21,118 --> 00:30:26,039
Tuesday and Wednesday things are
gonna pick up, but only just a little:
357
00:30:26,141 --> 00:30:29,557
Now, your fast food,
you�re gonna see that on Thursday: : :
358
00:30:29,662 --> 00:30:31,669
Mostly 'cause folks
racing around like a bunch: : :
359
00:30:31,774 --> 00:30:34,043
Of crazy rats trying to make it
through the work week:
360
00:30:34,142 --> 00:30:36,051
Why?
Because Friday's payday:
361
00:30:36,158 --> 00:30:39,507
Now, you take Saturday night,
your date night-
362
00:30:39,614 --> 00:30:42,167
that's when folks
pay the most for their food: : :
363
00:30:42,270 --> 00:30:45,434
Which is why you'll see
the guacamole on Saturday:
364
00:30:45,533 --> 00:30:47,355
Why, you ask?
365
00:30:47,453 --> 00:30:49,341
It's because of the-
Help me out here, Fitch:
366
00:30:49,438 --> 00:30:52,252
- Discretionary:
- Income: Exactly:
367
00:30:52,350 --> 00:30:54,205
This is almost done:
368
00:30:54,302 --> 00:30:56,790
And Sunday�s gonna be your slow day
because most folk eat at home:
369
00:30:56,894 --> 00:30:59,316
Okay, boys, get your plates:
370
00:30:59,422 --> 00:31:00,916
- Neale?
- Come and get it:
371
00:31:01,022 --> 00:31:03,510
Uh, no:
Uh, but thanks:
372
00:31:05,278 --> 00:31:07,961
- [Chef] Boy�s still wet behind his ears:
- Ah, let him go:
373
00:31:08,062 --> 00:31:09,884
You'll be back:
374
00:31:11,005 --> 00:31:14,835
- [Horns Honking]
- [Vehicles Passing]
375
00:31:19,389 --> 00:31:21,811
Yo, Do you need something, buddy?
376
00:31:21,917 --> 00:31:24,121
- Yeah, the bathroom:
- Yeah, we-we got two bathrooms:
377
00:31:24,222 --> 00:31:27,538
- Thank you:
- Where you think you're going?
378
00:31:27,646 --> 00:31:31,159
- Uh, to the bathroom:
- Oh, you need to use the head?
379
00:31:31,261 --> 00:31:33,749
- Mm-hmm:
- Right: Tell you what: You see across the alley?
380
00:31:33,854 --> 00:31:35,676
- That tree over there? You see it?
- Yes:
381
00:31:35,774 --> 00:31:38,621
Good: Then go lift your leg up
on that with the rest of the dogs:
382
00:31:38,718 --> 00:31:42,908
You people make me sick:
Why can't you get a job like everybody else?
383
00:31:43,006 --> 00:31:46,748
- What's the problem?
- He thinks he's coming inside
to use the bathroom:
384
00:31:47,902 --> 00:31:51,000
- In and out, okay?
- Thank you:
385
00:32:00,286 --> 00:32:03,133
[Insects Buzzing]
386
00:32:35,166 --> 00:32:36,988
[Groans]
387
00:33:04,637 --> 00:33:07,387
[Vehicle Door Opens]
388
00:33:35,421 --> 00:33:37,942
- [Moans]
- [Door Closes]
389
00:33:38,045 --> 00:33:40,282
[Engine Starts]
390
00:33:44,574 --> 00:33:47,159
[Truck Pulls Away]
391
00:34:11,710 --> 00:34:14,360
[Neale]
Excuse me?
392
00:34:14,461 --> 00:34:16,632
Hi:
393
00:34:16,733 --> 00:34:18,522
Oh: [Chuckles]
Hello:
394
00:34:18,621 --> 00:34:21,109
Uh-
395
00:34:21,214 --> 00:34:23,515
I'm Neale, and, uh,
I think I'm a little-
396
00:34:23,613 --> 00:34:27,639
Harry: Yeah: I'm the, uh-
Uh, I'm the janitor:
397
00:34:27,742 --> 00:34:29,597
- Hi, Harry:
- Hi:
398
00:34:29,694 --> 00:34:33,916
Um- Harry, how do-
how did you like the book?
399
00:34:34,013 --> 00:34:38,236
Oh, oh: It's-It's- It's wonderful:
400
00:34:38,334 --> 00:34:40,308
I've been waiting
for this day ever since: : :
401
00:34:40,414 --> 00:34:43,545
Your name came
on the schedule months ago:
402
00:34:43,646 --> 00:34:47,191
Oh, well, here: Um, let me, uh-
let me show you to the- to the greenroom:
403
00:34:47,294 --> 00:34:50,556
Yeah: Um-
Listen, Harry, um-
404
00:34:50,653 --> 00:34:53,239
Uh-What did you like
about the book?
405
00:34:53,342 --> 00:34:56,025
Oh, l-I don't want to bother you:
406
00:34:56,126 --> 00:35:00,533
Oh, not bothering me at all:
I'm, uh- I'm interested:
407
00:35:05,438 --> 00:35:08,056
I spent a lifetime in anger-
toward my father:
408
00:35:08,158 --> 00:35:10,645
I'm not gonna stand here
and drop sugar all over this: : :
409
00:35:10,749 --> 00:35:13,018
'Cause my old man
was a mean old cuss:
410
00:35:13,118 --> 00:35:16,217
I hated him:
Strong words, I know, but true:
411
00:35:16,317 --> 00:35:20,311
And this book-
your book-
412
00:35:20,413 --> 00:35:25,912
helped me finally, after 20 years
of that anger, that-that hatred, to-
413
00:35:26,013 --> 00:35:28,730
well, to forgive my father:
414
00:35:28,830 --> 00:35:32,856
What I was feeling about my father was
really what I was feeling about myself:
415
00:35:32,958 --> 00:35:38,108
And I had to forgive myself
for the feelings I had- the anger I had-
416
00:35:38,205 --> 00:35:40,028
toward my father:
417
00:35:41,693 --> 00:35:46,233
That's the first time
I think I've ever said that out loud:
418
00:35:46,333 --> 00:35:48,406
Well, here, here:
419
00:35:48,509 --> 00:35:50,931
Page three:
I know your book:
420
00:35:51,037 --> 00:35:52,696
- Sure do:
- [Chuckles]
421
00:35:52,797 --> 00:35:56,212
"My most common
form of communication: : :
422
00:35:56,318 --> 00:35:58,173
"Is through feeling:
423
00:35:58,269 --> 00:36:01,117
"Feeling is
the language of the soul:
424
00:36:01,214 --> 00:36:04,410
"If you want to know what's true
for you about something: : :
425
00:36:04,509 --> 00:36:06,418
Look to how you're feeling
about it:"
426
00:36:12,189 --> 00:36:14,011
[Sighs]
427
00:36:14,109 --> 00:36:16,891
[Groaning]
428
00:36:16,989 --> 00:36:20,251
- Fitch?
- [Groaning Continues]
429
00:36:20,349 --> 00:36:23,349
Fitch: Fitch?
430
00:36:24,829 --> 00:36:28,986
- Can you hear me, Fitch?
- Jesus: I'm drunk, not deaf:
431
00:36:29,085 --> 00:36:32,347
- [Coughs]
- Why are you doing this?
432
00:36:32,445 --> 00:36:34,485
I'm not doing anything:
[Coughs]
433
00:36:34,589 --> 00:36:37,306
That damn pancreas has got
a mind of its own:
434
00:36:37,405 --> 00:36:40,983
I'm just playing the hand I'm dealt:
Don't start with me:
435
00:36:41,085 --> 00:36:44,020
- You're killing yourself: You know that?
- Don't ask me to stop drinking:
436
00:36:44,125 --> 00:36:45,947
I can't do that:
437
00:36:46,045 --> 00:36:49,045
You're gonna be a real
pain in the ass, aren't you?
438
00:36:51,357 --> 00:36:53,845
All right:
439
00:36:53,949 --> 00:36:56,732
[Coughing]
440
00:36:59,357 --> 00:37:01,779
- [Scanner Beeps]
- [Woman On P: A:] Cleanup in aisle three:
441
00:37:01,885 --> 00:37:03,925
Cleanup in aisle three, please:
442
00:37:08,477 --> 00:37:11,030
[Bag Rustling]
443
00:37:19,965 --> 00:37:22,900
[Coins Rattling]
444
00:37:33,278 --> 00:37:34,685
Um-
445
00:37:38,845 --> 00:37:40,667
Thank you:
446
00:38:06,461 --> 00:38:08,349
[Groans]
447
00:38:33,821 --> 00:38:35,643
[Exhales]
448
00:38:44,701 --> 00:38:46,873
Good morning:
449
00:39:10,781 --> 00:39:13,148
[No Audible Dialogue]
450
00:39:21,213 --> 00:39:22,674
[Laughing]
451
00:39:42,717 --> 00:39:45,565
[Crowd Chattering, Laughing]
452
00:39:57,437 --> 00:40:00,284
- [Crowd Applauding]
- [Camera Shutter Clicks]
453
00:40:05,053 --> 00:40:07,159
[No Audible Dialogue]
454
00:40:10,237 --> 00:40:13,336
- [Cheering]
- Ho, ho, ho! Merry-
455
00:40:13,437 --> 00:40:15,260
[Child]
Hi, Santa!
456
00:40:21,022 --> 00:40:24,120
[Cheering]
457
00:40:24,221 --> 00:40:28,149
[Camera Shutters Clicking]
458
00:40:35,133 --> 00:40:37,816
I'm not gonna die in that park:
459
00:41:49,149 --> 00:41:51,418
[Wind Whistling]
460
00:41:51,517 --> 00:41:53,754
[Dog Barking In Distance]
461
00:42:11,069 --> 00:42:13,044
[Dial Tone]
462
00:42:13,149 --> 00:42:16,793
[Beeping]
463
00:42:18,237 --> 00:42:20,059
- (music)(music) [Rock]
- [Woman] Good morning: Programming:
464
00:42:20,157 --> 00:42:22,394
- [Neale] Yes: I�m calling about the ad:
- Come again?
465
00:42:22,493 --> 00:42:24,315
[Clears Throat]
Excuse me:
466
00:42:24,413 --> 00:42:26,834
Um, could I speak with
the program director, please?
467
00:42:26,941 --> 00:42:29,723
He's on air at the moment:
What can I help you with?
468
00:42:29,821 --> 00:42:35,058
Well, I'm calling about the ad, uh,
for the weekend radio deejay:
469
00:42:35,165 --> 00:42:36,987
Hello?
470
00:42:37,085 --> 00:42:39,638
That ad wasn't supposed
to run until next week:
471
00:42:39,741 --> 00:42:42,359
Well, I'm holding the paper
in my hand:
472
00:42:42,461 --> 00:42:44,184
Which paper?
473
00:42:44,285 --> 00:42:47,002
The Ashland Daily Tidings:
474
00:42:47,101 --> 00:42:50,417
I'm sorry:
What is the date today?
475
00:42:50,525 --> 00:42:51,954
Today?
November 7:
476
00:42:53,885 --> 00:42:55,412
[Woman]
Hello?
477
00:42:55,517 --> 00:42:58,900
No- Uh, no:
I'm-I'm still here:
478
00:42:59,005 --> 00:43:01,144
Sorry: Um-
479
00:43:01,244 --> 00:43:03,219
Is there a position available?
480
00:43:03,325 --> 00:43:06,838
Yeah: It's been a revolving door
around here for the last six months:
481
00:43:06,941 --> 00:43:09,145
Tell you what: How 'bout I take
your name and number: : :
482
00:43:09,245 --> 00:43:11,634
And I'll make sure Roy
gives you a call:
483
00:43:11,741 --> 00:43:14,840
Is there any chance I could
converse with Roy today?
484
00:43:14,941 --> 00:43:17,330
[Imitating Neale] He's extremely
preoccupied at the moment: : :
485
00:43:17,437 --> 00:43:19,324
But I'll see what I can facilitate:
486
00:43:19,421 --> 00:43:21,309
At what number can he reach you?
487
00:43:21,404 --> 00:43:24,753
Uh, yes, y-yes:
He-He can reach me at, um-
488
00:43:24,861 --> 00:43:27,578
He can reach me at 555-7507:
489
00:43:27,677 --> 00:43:29,564
And my name is Neale:
490
00:43:29,661 --> 00:43:33,622
[Imitating Neale]
Hello, Neale: I'm Leora
491
00:43:33,725 --> 00:43:35,635
Nice chatting with you:
492
00:43:35,741 --> 00:43:41,273
Yes, well, it's been nice chatting
with you too, Leora: Thank you: And bye-bye:
493
00:43:41,373 --> 00:43:45,464
- And look forward to the call:
- [Laughs]
494
00:43:59,901 --> 00:44:02,006
[Groaning]
495
00:44:25,020 --> 00:44:27,322
[Groaning]
496
00:44:43,357 --> 00:44:45,779
[Jackhammer Rattling]
497
00:44:55,325 --> 00:44:57,147
Hey-
498
00:44:57,245 --> 00:45:00,758
[Jackhammer Continues]
499
00:45:05,885 --> 00:45:07,990
[Neale]
Excuse me!
500
00:45:08,093 --> 00:45:10,548
Excuse me!
501
00:45:11,741 --> 00:45:13,628
Excuse me!
502
00:45:13,724 --> 00:45:16,790
Uh- Do you know how long
this is going to be?
503
00:45:16,893 --> 00:45:19,544
I'm-I'm, uh-
I'm expecting a phone call:
504
00:45:19,645 --> 00:45:21,914
- It's- It's sort of important:
- What the hell now?
505
00:45:22,012 --> 00:45:23,987
- [Ringing]
- I don't know: It just died:
506
00:45:24,093 --> 00:45:26,940
Figure it out: We got two more stops
before quitting time: You, come here:
507
00:45:27,037 --> 00:45:29,077
- [Neale] Hello?
- Neale?
508
00:45:29,181 --> 00:45:31,036
- [Man] Scrap that there:
- Uh, h-hello:
509
00:45:31,133 --> 00:45:32,540
Hi: It's Leora:
510
00:45:32,637 --> 00:45:34,841
- Hi, Leora:
- Did I catch you at a bad time?
511
00:45:34,941 --> 00:45:37,276
- [Shouting]
- No, no, no, no: It's perfect: Perfect: I'm good:
512
00:45:37,372 --> 00:45:39,477
- How are you?
- Good: Listen:
513
00:45:39,581 --> 00:45:41,915
I told Roy about you:
He'd like to have you come in: : :
514
00:45:42,013 --> 00:45:44,315
- Tomorrow, say around 9:00?
- [Man] What�s happening there, Dennis?
515
00:45:44,413 --> 00:45:46,235
Uh, tomorrow would be great:
Yeah, sure:
516
00:45:46,333 --> 00:45:48,155
- Just bleed the line!
- That would be good:
517
00:45:48,253 --> 00:45:51,155
- [Shouting Continues]
- Okay: Uh, you know where we are?
518
00:45:51,261 --> 00:45:54,076
- K: Y: O: L:
- I'm sure I can find you, Leora:
519
00:45:54,173 --> 00:45:56,922
- Okay: Then we'll see you tomorrow:
- Right: Okay:
520
00:45:57,021 --> 00:45:59,738
- Bye-bye:
- [Hammering Resumes]
521
00:46:04,412 --> 00:46:06,452
Thank you!
522
00:46:08,765 --> 00:46:10,652
So let me get this straight:
What you�re saying: : :
523
00:46:10,749 --> 00:46:13,400
Is that we're all having
a conversation with God all of the time:
524
00:46:13,500 --> 00:46:17,210
- Of course:
- Can you give me an example
of what you mean by that?
525
00:46:17,309 --> 00:46:22,840
Sure: Um, do you ever pick up the phone
to call someone, and they�re already on the line?
526
00:46:22,941 --> 00:46:25,429
Or, uh, do you ever drive down
the road feeling as though: : :
527
00:46:25,532 --> 00:46:27,355
Nothing makes sense of your life: : :
528
00:46:27,452 --> 00:46:30,355
And the next song on the radio
speaks directly to you?
529
00:46:30,461 --> 00:46:32,600
It�s as if the lyrics
were written specifically for you: : :
530
00:46:32,700 --> 00:46:35,122
And suddenly everything
falls into perspective:
531
00:46:35,228 --> 00:46:38,490
Or, um- Or what about
when someone enters your life: : :
532
00:46:38,589 --> 00:46:41,338
Seemingly from nowhere,
and you wonder why they are there: : :
533
00:46:41,437 --> 00:46:43,608
And then one day
it all makes sense: : :
534
00:46:43,709 --> 00:46:46,611
And you wonder how you ever
got along without them?
535
00:46:46,717 --> 00:46:48,855
Of course:
We've all had those moments:
536
00:46:48,957 --> 00:46:50,779
[Neale]
That is God:
537
00:46:50,877 --> 00:46:53,244
[Woman]
Well, it happened to him: It can happen to you:
538
00:46:53,341 --> 00:46:56,407
- Is happening to you- and you:
- I stand corrected:
539
00:46:56,509 --> 00:46:58,451
We'll be right back
with Neale Donald Walsch: : :
540
00:46:58,557 --> 00:47:00,794
And his book Conversations With God:
541
00:47:07,645 --> 00:47:10,492
[Birds Calling]
542
00:47:26,364 --> 00:47:28,568
[Rooster Crows]
543
00:47:35,165 --> 00:47:37,652
I knew I had something
back there that would work:
544
00:47:39,037 --> 00:47:40,859
Great:
545
00:47:43,132 --> 00:47:47,388
And, uh, thanks for- thanks for
cleaning up- the shirt as well:
546
00:47:47,484 --> 00:47:49,459
I'm gonna look employable:
547
00:47:49,565 --> 00:47:51,637
It's only fear:
548
00:47:51,741 --> 00:47:55,188
That's easy for you to say:
You're not the one going back out there:
549
00:47:55,293 --> 00:47:58,042
What if it doesn't work?
550
00:47:58,140 --> 00:48:01,239
What if it does?
Neale, you're afraid: : :
551
00:48:01,341 --> 00:48:04,854
To give up the very thing in yourself
that brought you here in the first place:
552
00:48:04,957 --> 00:48:07,892
Give up?
I'm running on empty:
553
00:48:07,996 --> 00:48:10,451
And that's why you're here:
554
00:48:10,557 --> 00:48:13,939
Uh, well, no: I'm here because-
because I lost my job:
555
00:48:14,045 --> 00:48:15,867
You're here
because you lost yourself:
556
00:48:17,148 --> 00:48:19,865
Well, right now I just want
to get this job:
557
00:48:19,964 --> 00:48:22,419
You will:
558
00:48:22,525 --> 00:48:24,794
You're ready for that now:
559
00:48:24,893 --> 00:48:29,083
This is your opportunity
to experience real love:
560
00:48:29,181 --> 00:48:31,831
What did you have in mind?
561
00:48:33,277 --> 00:48:35,164
For you to be a man:
562
00:48:36,540 --> 00:48:40,664
A real man, Neale:
Not a predator:
563
00:48:42,044 --> 00:48:45,459
How many women is it going to take?
564
00:48:45,565 --> 00:48:49,755
How far do you need to fall
before you realize that your behavior: : :
565
00:48:49,853 --> 00:48:52,602
Is an attempt to destroy yourself?
566
00:48:54,461 --> 00:48:57,112
Heal that: : :
567
00:48:58,461 --> 00:49:00,348
And you'll be free:
568
00:49:12,701 --> 00:49:14,523
[Sighs]
569
00:49:17,341 --> 00:49:19,512
[Chef] Come here, Neale:
Let�s have a look at you:
570
00:49:20,573 --> 00:49:22,395
[Fitch]
Come here:
571
00:49:22,493 --> 00:49:24,914
Didn't I tell you
she was some miracle worker?
572
00:49:25,021 --> 00:49:27,890
- [Rooster Crows]
- [Fitch] So how'd it go?
573
00:49:27,997 --> 00:49:29,819
I don't know:
574
00:49:29,917 --> 00:49:33,561
Son, we've been trying to get a look
inside her trailer for years:
575
00:49:33,661 --> 00:49:36,116
How is it?
576
00:49:36,220 --> 00:49:38,838
- It's good:
- She make your head spin?
577
00:49:38,940 --> 00:49:41,144
She made his head spin:
578
00:49:43,036 --> 00:49:47,062
- How we doing on time? Fitch, you with us?
- Yeah: Yeah:
579
00:49:47,165 --> 00:49:49,532
Neale:
580
00:49:49,629 --> 00:49:52,247
We know, uh,
what a big deal this is for you:
581
00:49:54,716 --> 00:49:56,920
Help you with the bus fare:
582
00:49:57,021 --> 00:49:59,672
And you got enough time
to get a hot breakfast too:
583
00:49:59,772 --> 00:50:01,944
Maybe some bacon, eggs,
pancakes with syrup:
584
00:50:02,044 --> 00:50:04,695
And toast: Don't forget the toast:
And some jelly:
585
00:50:04,797 --> 00:50:08,179
Grape if they have it: And some biscuits:
Maybe some biscuits with-
586
00:50:08,285 --> 00:50:10,773
- You eating this breakfast, or is he?
- [Laughs]
587
00:50:10,876 --> 00:50:13,397
- Guys? Thanks:
- [Fitch] Go on now:
588
00:50:13,500 --> 00:50:15,605
Yeah, go on, Neale:
589
00:50:18,397 --> 00:50:21,397
- My man is stepping up:
- Yeah:
590
00:50:40,605 --> 00:50:42,776
Funny, huh?
591
00:50:42,876 --> 00:50:46,106
What's the big deal if someone wants
to look at your watch, right?
592
00:50:47,516 --> 00:50:50,233
Hey, have we met before?
593
00:50:50,332 --> 00:50:52,787
Uh, uh- No, I don't think so:
594
00:50:52,893 --> 00:50:55,064
- I'm Carly
- Hi:
595
00:50:55,165 --> 00:50:57,815
Uh, "You come here often?"
596
00:50:57,916 --> 00:50:59,826
- [Clears Throat] Name's Neale:
- Neale:
597
00:50:59,932 --> 00:51:02,867
I'm kidding, of course, because if you had,
I would have seen you, right?
598
00:51:02,972 --> 00:51:06,201
I'm like a fixture on this bus:
Whew: That's me:
599
00:51:06,300 --> 00:51:08,471
You'd think one of these days
I would buy a car:
600
00:51:08,572 --> 00:51:10,394
Nope:
I love people too much:
601
00:51:10,492 --> 00:51:13,427
I'm a receptionist: I work for
a construction company up in Medford:
602
00:51:13,532 --> 00:51:16,631
We are getting
crazy busy lately: Yeah:
603
00:51:16,733 --> 00:51:20,791
No: 'Cause the thought of sitting in a car
by myself all day long? Not for me:
604
00:51:20,893 --> 00:51:22,715
I love people:
605
00:51:22,813 --> 00:51:25,017
- Wait: I said that already, didn't I?
- Yeah:
606
00:51:25,116 --> 00:51:27,386
[Laughs] Yeah, well, it's true:
Call me crazy:
607
00:51:27,484 --> 00:51:30,005
- [Laughs]
- It's nice meeting you:
608
00:51:30,108 --> 00:51:33,108
- Oh, are you getting off?
- Uh, you know, l-I think so:
609
00:51:33,213 --> 00:51:36,660
- [Bell Dings]
- Shoot: God, isn't that just how life is?
610
00:51:36,764 --> 00:51:39,830
I mean, people just moving in
and moving out, and you never know why: : :
611
00:51:39,933 --> 00:51:42,388
Or if you're ever even
gonna see them again:
612
00:51:42,492 --> 00:51:45,274
- I never thought about it that way:
- Makes you think, doesn't it?
613
00:51:45,372 --> 00:51:47,827
- Well, good-bye:
- Oh, no, no, no, no:
614
00:51:47,932 --> 00:51:49,754
You don't get to say "good-bye:"
615
00:51:49,852 --> 00:51:52,023
"See you later:" "Till we meet again:"
Anything but "good-bye:"
616
00:51:52,124 --> 00:51:54,011
I mean, "good-bye"
is something that you say: : :
617
00:51:54,108 --> 00:51:57,043
When you walk out on a bad job
or you leave a bad lover:
618
00:51:57,148 --> 00:51:59,604
- Yeah: Yeah:
- Yeah:
619
00:51:59,708 --> 00:52:02,391
Well, um, see you later:
620
00:52:03,612 --> 00:52:05,652
[Chuckles]
621
00:52:05,757 --> 00:52:08,790
- Later:
- [Carly Laughs]
622
00:52:11,548 --> 00:52:14,396
Hey: Now that's
what I'm talking about:
623
00:52:18,044 --> 00:52:21,360
[Man] We�re talking to
dead people, folks: Spooky stuff:
624
00:52:21,469 --> 00:52:25,047
You�ve been listening to
Fat Friday Morning Freak-out Show:
625
00:52:25,149 --> 00:52:28,247
Bob and Jane will be here
with me on Monday:
626
00:52:28,349 --> 00:52:30,967
They got a new book called
Breaking Up With Mommy-
627
00:52:31,069 --> 00:52:34,484
or Daddy or Your Cousin
or whatever the damn name is:
628
00:52:34,588 --> 00:52:36,498
And they�re gonna be
doing a book signing: : :
629
00:52:36,604 --> 00:52:40,150
At Medford Pegasus Bookstore
starting at 7:00 p: M:
630
00:52:40,252 --> 00:52:43,929
On Monday, I will be talking
to an angry deli worker:
631
00:52:44,028 --> 00:52:47,225
He�s mad at you idiots who go
and order sliced turkey breast: : :
632
00:52:47,324 --> 00:52:50,423
And then at the last minute
change it over to sliced ham:
633
00:52:50,525 --> 00:52:53,459
And then for coming in
at 8:00 at night-
634
00:52:53,564 --> 00:52:56,019
- [Neale] Good morning:
- You must be Neale:
635
00:52:56,125 --> 00:52:58,426
- Yes:
- Leora:
636
00:52:58,524 --> 00:53:00,597
- We spoke on the phone:
- I'm Rockin' Roy, the Morning Boy-
637
00:53:00,700 --> 00:53:03,220
- Of course: Thanks for getting me in:
- You're not in yet:
638
00:53:03,324 --> 00:53:05,397
- [Roy] Stay young: Stay cool:
- You still have to meet Roy:
639
00:53:05,500 --> 00:53:06,907
- (music)(music) [Rock]
- He's a handful:
640
00:53:07,004 --> 00:53:08,826
You tell Jainey I wanna talk to her:
641
00:53:08,924 --> 00:53:12,023
I don't remember approving this, uh,
drunk Russian guy for tomorrow's show:
642
00:53:12,124 --> 00:53:15,223
Nobody cares about this: I mean,
so what if he drank too much vodka: : :
643
00:53:15,325 --> 00:53:18,172
And fell out of a six-story building
and lived to tell about it?
644
00:53:18,269 --> 00:53:20,440
That-That's actually pretty funny:
645
00:53:20,541 --> 00:53:22,908
Okay, yeah, we go
with the drunk Russian guy: : :
646
00:53:23,005 --> 00:53:26,420
But just get me a list of backups
in case he turns out to be a dud:
647
00:53:26,524 --> 00:53:30,899
And make sure that he is not drunk,
because l-Who the hell is this?
648
00:53:31,004 --> 00:53:34,582
This is your 9:00:
For the weekend slot:
649
00:53:34,685 --> 00:53:36,823
Oh: Yeah, yeah:
Okay: Hi: Hi:
650
00:53:36,924 --> 00:53:38,833
- Hi:
- Uh, just head in: I'll be right in:
651
00:53:38,940 --> 00:53:40,500
- You got it:
- Okay?
652
00:53:40,604 --> 00:53:42,993
Listen, next time I'm talking about
my personal affairs: : :
653
00:53:43,100 --> 00:53:46,035
It would be nice if you'd let me know
there's someone standing right there:
654
00:53:46,140 --> 00:53:48,923
If you'd take a breath once in a while,
I would be happy to:
655
00:53:49,020 --> 00:53:50,843
Just get me the files, all right?
656
00:53:50,940 --> 00:53:53,144
Cancel this lunch:
657
00:53:53,244 --> 00:53:56,375
Oh, man: I am sorry
about all these delays:
658
00:53:56,476 --> 00:53:59,509
I have had
just a crazy month: Uh-
659
00:53:59,612 --> 00:54:02,579
So, how are you, uh, Nick?
660
00:54:02,684 --> 00:54:05,269
- Uh, Neale:
- Neale: Right: Okay:
661
00:54:05,372 --> 00:54:07,477
Uh, Leora is very
impressed with you:
662
00:54:07,581 --> 00:54:11,094
- She says that you have some good experience?
- Mmm:
663
00:54:11,196 --> 00:54:15,157
Well, um-Well, I was on the air
for a while in Baltimore: : :
664
00:54:15,261 --> 00:54:18,522
And then down south
for a few years after that:
665
00:54:18,620 --> 00:54:21,075
I've always been around radio
in my career-
666
00:54:21,180 --> 00:54:24,279
You know what? Listen:
667
00:54:24,380 --> 00:54:28,057
I can make people enjoy the sound
of leaves falling on the radio:
668
00:54:31,837 --> 00:54:33,811
How do you do that?
669
00:54:35,261 --> 00:54:38,108
You're gonna have to hire me
to find out:
670
00:54:40,796 --> 00:54:44,374
What are your Saturday
afternoons like?
671
00:54:44,476 --> 00:54:47,094
Saturday afternoon would be okay:
672
00:54:47,197 --> 00:54:51,255
It's a four-hour slot:
Is that gonna fit in your schedule?
673
00:54:51,356 --> 00:54:53,178
- Yeah, that'd be good:
- Yeah?
674
00:54:53,276 --> 00:54:55,513
Mm-hmm:
Yeah:
675
00:54:55,612 --> 00:54:57,019
Okay, good:
676
00:54:58,620 --> 00:55:00,627
You're hired:
677
00:55:00,733 --> 00:55:02,904
- Great:
- I'll see ya on Saturday:
678
00:55:03,005 --> 00:55:04,827
Yeah:
679
00:55:04,925 --> 00:55:07,063
And shut the door:
680
00:55:40,093 --> 00:55:41,980
Thank you:
681
00:55:42,076 --> 00:55:44,531
[No Audible Dialogue]
682
00:56:09,916 --> 00:56:11,738
Oh:
683
00:56:13,660 --> 00:56:16,475
So I'm gonna call you, um, about the-
about the new mix:
684
00:56:16,573 --> 00:56:18,842
I think that sounds great:
And your ideas were perfect:
685
00:56:18,940 --> 00:56:21,307
Hey-
[Laughs] See ya:
686
00:56:24,060 --> 00:56:27,060
And my ideas were perfect:
687
00:56:27,164 --> 00:56:29,717
And my ideas
were perfect:
688
00:56:31,036 --> 00:56:33,491
And my ideas were perfect:
689
00:56:33,596 --> 00:56:35,931
My ideas were-
690
00:56:37,500 --> 00:56:39,671
[No Audible Dialogue]
691
00:56:54,172 --> 00:56:56,081
Perfect:
692
00:57:05,756 --> 00:57:08,887
[Chef] Man, hot, fresh pizza
tastes a heck of a lot better: : :
693
00:57:08,988 --> 00:57:11,159
Coming out the box
than it does the Dumpster:
694
00:57:11,260 --> 00:57:14,129
- Neale, you want another piece?
- Yeah: Yeah, I want another piece of pizza:
695
00:57:14,236 --> 00:57:16,058
I brought it, didn't I?
So anyway: : :
696
00:57:16,156 --> 00:57:19,898
I look out the window,
and she's got this guy, you know:
697
00:57:19,996 --> 00:57:22,647
And I think, well, maybe
that's not such a bad thing:
698
00:57:22,748 --> 00:57:25,432
- [Chef] Right!
- So, you know, that's where I am right now:
699
00:57:25,532 --> 00:57:28,849
You know what? I'm with
great friends right now and l-
700
00:57:28,956 --> 00:57:31,225
- That's what I'm happy about, so cheers:
- Yeah!
701
00:57:31,324 --> 00:57:33,942
- To great friends:
- Gettin' the best cabin in the park:
702
00:57:34,044 --> 00:57:36,564
That's right:
Gettin' the best cabin in the park:
703
00:57:36,668 --> 00:57:39,221
Bon appetit:
[Laughs]
704
00:57:43,644 --> 00:57:45,466
Good morning:
705
00:57:46,780 --> 00:57:49,714
- Good morning to you too:
- [Fitch Coughing]
706
00:57:53,532 --> 00:57:55,474
[Leora]
Hello, Neale:
707
00:57:55,580 --> 00:57:57,685
Hey, uh, Leora:
What are you doin' here?
708
00:57:57,788 --> 00:57:59,992
- Well, nice to see you too:
- I'm sorry:
709
00:58:00,092 --> 00:58:02,547
I thought you lived in Medford
for some reason:
710
00:58:02,652 --> 00:58:06,929
Born and raised right here in Ashland:
And you? Do you live around here?
711
00:58:07,036 --> 00:58:10,810
Neale, ol' boy!
How ya doin', buddy?
712
00:58:10,908 --> 00:58:15,545
- Look at you: Mr.: Big Time now:
- Yeah:
713
00:58:15,644 --> 00:58:18,546
Neale, you gonna introduce me
to your utterly gorgeous lady friend?
714
00:58:18,652 --> 00:58:22,230
Um, uh, Leora, this is Fitch:
Fitch, this is Leora:
715
00:58:23,292 --> 00:58:25,115
Nice to meet you:
716
00:58:26,492 --> 00:58:28,314
Nice to meet you too:
717
00:58:28,412 --> 00:58:30,452
Aren't you easy on the eyes?
718
00:58:30,556 --> 00:58:33,338
Uh, Fitch, can we
talk later, do you think?
719
00:58:33,436 --> 00:58:36,284
Oh, don't be silly:
I'll join you for a drink:
720
00:58:36,380 --> 00:58:39,512
Oh, don't worry: Even though you're
the only friend I know with a job: : :
721
00:58:39,612 --> 00:58:41,881
- I brought my own:
- Fitch-
722
00:58:46,524 --> 00:58:49,558
Unless you'll be moving this little gathering
back to your new cabin?
723
00:58:49,660 --> 00:58:52,049
- Fitch:
- You sly older:
724
00:58:52,156 --> 00:58:57,142
I see how you operate:
My friend here's- has got a nice cabin:
725
00:58:57,244 --> 00:58:59,699
You really must see it:
726
00:58:59,804 --> 00:59:04,757
It comes with a nice cot:
Probably fit the two of you in a pinch:
727
00:59:04,860 --> 00:59:05,973
- [Laughs]
- [Screams]
728
00:59:06,076 --> 00:59:08,345
- [Fitch] Oh! Geez:
- I'm sorry:
729
00:59:08,444 --> 00:59:10,070
- So sorry:
- It's okay:
730
00:59:10,172 --> 00:59:12,147
- I'm sorry: Here- Here, let me-
- It's okay!
731
00:59:12,252 --> 00:59:14,140
- I'm an idiot: I'm- I'm sorry:
- Please stop!
732
00:59:16,284 --> 00:59:18,772
And down he goes:
733
00:59:18,876 --> 00:59:20,437
[Coughing]
734
00:59:23,004 --> 00:59:25,688
- I should go:
- I'm- I'm sorry:
735
00:59:26,684 --> 00:59:28,789
Sorry:
736
01:00:05,244 --> 01:00:07,186
- [Oakley Groans]
- [Cans Smashing]
737
01:00:15,964 --> 01:00:18,299
[Oscar]
Rent, $25 per week:
738
01:00:18,396 --> 01:00:21,298
Over there you've got your bathroom:
739
01:00:21,404 --> 01:00:23,706
Now, our maid quit
about a month ago: : :
740
01:00:23,803 --> 01:00:26,422
So we�d appreciate it
if you would clean up after yourself:
741
01:01:08,444 --> 01:01:12,153
Thought I should come by,
see if you needed any help:
742
01:01:12,252 --> 01:01:15,798
- Is that it?
- Yep:
743
01:01:15,899 --> 01:01:19,794
Strange to think everything I own
fits in a duffel bag:
744
01:01:19,900 --> 01:01:21,787
There's nothing wrong
with traveling light:
745
01:01:32,764 --> 01:01:34,706
We should probably
talk about the other day:
746
01:01:34,812 --> 01:01:37,561
- No, it's not necessary:
- It is:
747
01:01:37,660 --> 01:01:41,784
From what I remember, it is:
748
01:01:41,884 --> 01:01:45,429
Sunny seems to think it happened
because I wasn't prepared: : :
749
01:01:45,532 --> 01:01:48,347
For you to get
out of here before me:
750
01:01:48,444 --> 01:01:52,502
And since I�ve never known the woman
to blow smoke- Amazing, huh?
751
01:01:52,604 --> 01:01:55,473
Make it all the way
to 60 years old-
752
01:01:55,580 --> 01:01:57,554
one moment I'm back
to being a jealous kid:
753
01:01:57,660 --> 01:01:59,318
Stupid:
754
01:02:10,236 --> 01:02:12,603
Must feel good to be gettin' out:
755
01:02:12,700 --> 01:02:15,863
It's like you said- friends on the street,
hardest ones to make: : :
756
01:02:17,947 --> 01:02:19,802
Tougher ones to lose:
757
01:02:25,084 --> 01:02:27,189
Does that mean we're friends?
758
01:02:27,291 --> 01:02:29,812
Not yet:
759
01:02:54,427 --> 01:02:56,250
[Door Closes]
760
01:03:13,308 --> 01:03:15,130
[Doorknob Clicking]
761
01:03:28,060 --> 01:03:29,816
[No Audible Dialogue]
762
01:03:48,252 --> 01:03:50,074
Hmm:
763
01:04:17,052 --> 01:04:19,834
Leora!
764
01:04:21,308 --> 01:04:23,130
Roy!
765
01:04:26,747 --> 01:04:28,787
Anybody, it's Neale!
766
01:04:33,852 --> 01:04:35,674
Hello!
767
01:05:50,652 --> 01:05:52,561
[Coins Dropping]
768
01:06:06,075 --> 01:06:07,963
[Doors Close]
769
01:06:10,812 --> 01:06:13,332
[Bus Pulls Away]
770
01:06:35,995 --> 01:06:38,297
[Wind Whistling]
771
01:06:41,532 --> 01:06:43,539
Hey: What are you doing
sleeping on a bench?
772
01:06:43,644 --> 01:06:46,262
Looking for you:
773
01:06:46,364 --> 01:06:48,785
God, that�s a trip:
Everyone was gone?
774
01:06:48,892 --> 01:06:52,339
Yeah: Just when things
were getting better:
775
01:06:52,444 --> 01:06:55,029
What do you mean?
776
01:06:55,131 --> 01:06:59,604
Well, I mean- I mean, look at you:
777
01:06:59,708 --> 01:07:03,057
Wow: I don't think I've ever seen you
out of work clothes:
778
01:07:03,163 --> 01:07:05,432
Yeah, don't I look good?
779
01:07:05,532 --> 01:07:08,117
Oh, yeah: You look great:
It's a- It's a great look on you:
780
01:07:08,219 --> 01:07:10,969
Yeah, I'm headin' over to the Black Sheep
for happy hour with the girlfriends:
781
01:07:11,067 --> 01:07:13,173
- Oh:
- They have killer drink specials:
782
01:07:13,275 --> 01:07:16,341
Jimmy the bartender-
[Shudders]
783
01:07:16,444 --> 01:07:18,648
Makes the best
Long Island iced teas in town:
784
01:07:18,747 --> 01:07:20,657
Oh, God, I look like hell:
785
01:07:20,763 --> 01:07:23,480
I think you look beautiful:
786
01:07:24,699 --> 01:07:26,609
All right, Neale, what's up?
787
01:07:26,715 --> 01:07:29,137
- Nothing: Why?
- Come on:
788
01:07:29,243 --> 01:07:31,698
First you tell me I look nice:
Now I look beautiful? Spill:
789
01:07:31,804 --> 01:07:33,713
I don't know:
I just-
790
01:07:35,707 --> 01:07:39,319
I've just been, you know,
thinking about: : :
791
01:07:39,420 --> 01:07:42,998
You, us: : : A lot:
792
01:07:43,099 --> 01:07:46,198
- Neale-
- When I'm with you: : :
793
01:07:46,300 --> 01:07:49,529
I feel like things just-
things just fit:
794
01:07:49,628 --> 01:07:53,818
I mean, I like myself, and it's like you're a-
you know, you're a best friend:
795
01:07:53,915 --> 01:07:55,738
- You gotta feel that too, right?
- Neale-
796
01:07:55,835 --> 01:07:58,869
Okay, fine: You're in your 20s,
I'm in my 40s: What's the big deal?
797
01:07:58,972 --> 01:08:01,011
Are you nuts?
798
01:08:01,116 --> 01:08:05,240
That's a driver's license and a nine year old:
Don't get weird on me:
799
01:08:11,899 --> 01:08:14,038
You okay?
800
01:08:16,156 --> 01:08:19,222
Yeah: Just out of sorts:
I'm gonna-
801
01:08:21,499 --> 01:08:25,012
Just gonna sit here and think for
a little bit: I'll take the next bus:
802
01:08:29,852 --> 01:08:31,739
Good-bye, Neale:
803
01:08:32,923 --> 01:08:34,746
Right:
804
01:08:50,651 --> 01:08:52,539
[Answering Machine Beeps]
805
01:08:52,636 --> 01:08:54,545
Hi, Neale:
It�s Leora:
806
01:08:54,651 --> 01:08:56,474
Thought I'd try you again:
807
01:08:56,571 --> 01:09:00,914
I've been thinking about you,
wondering if you need anything:
808
01:09:01,019 --> 01:09:03,289
Things are good with me:
I got a new job:
809
01:09:03,387 --> 01:09:07,992
Nothin' fancy: Office manager
for a medical practice up in Medford:
810
01:09:08,091 --> 01:09:11,736
And I moved in with Tommy: He just bought
a really cute fixer-upper in town: : :
811
01:09:11,836 --> 01:09:14,934
And it needs a woman�s touch:
812
01:09:15,036 --> 01:09:17,272
Anyway, give a call when you can:
813
01:09:17,371 --> 01:09:19,640
Miss talking with you:
814
01:09:19,739 --> 01:09:21,626
[Beeps]
815
01:09:39,388 --> 01:09:41,876
[Male Voice]
Have you had enough yet?
816
01:09:50,971 --> 01:09:54,386
Have you had enough yet?
817
01:10:01,883 --> 01:10:04,120
Are you ready now?
818
01:10:07,387 --> 01:10:11,642
Do you really want to know the answers
to the questions you�re asking?
819
01:10:15,868 --> 01:10:18,039
Are you going to answer me?
820
01:10:19,131 --> 01:10:20,954
You�ve asked a lot of questions:
821
01:10:21,051 --> 01:10:22,874
You�re angry:
822
01:10:22,971 --> 01:10:26,583
And now I ask you, do you really
want to know the answers: : :
823
01:10:26,683 --> 01:10:28,505
To the questions you�re asking: : :
824
01:10:28,603 --> 01:10:31,091
- Or are you just venting?
- This is crazy:
825
01:10:31,195 --> 01:10:35,319
I know what you�re thinking:
And I talk to everyone: : :
826
01:10:35,420 --> 01:10:38,715
All the time in their own voice:
827
01:10:38,811 --> 01:10:42,291
The question is, who listens?
828
01:10:42,396 --> 01:10:45,909
From the highest mountain
it has been shouted:
829
01:10:46,011 --> 01:10:49,524
In the lowest place,
its whisper has been heard:
830
01:10:49,627 --> 01:10:51,961
And through the corridors
of all human experience: : :
831
01:10:52,059 --> 01:10:54,742
This truth has been echoed:
832
01:10:54,843 --> 01:10:58,192
Love is the answer:
833
01:10:58,300 --> 01:11:01,496
You have projected
the role of parent onto God: : :
834
01:11:01,596 --> 01:11:06,833
And have thus come up with a god
who judges and rewards or punishes:
835
01:11:06,940 --> 01:11:10,136
You have created a fear-based
reality around love:
836
01:11:10,236 --> 01:11:14,294
And this fear-based love reality dominates
your experience of love:
837
01:11:14,395 --> 01:11:16,664
Indeed, it actually creates it:
838
01:11:19,099 --> 01:11:22,328
Is it fear that you need
in order to be, do and have: : :
839
01:11:22,427 --> 01:11:24,467
What is intrinsically right?
840
01:11:24,571 --> 01:11:27,288
Must you be threatened
in order to be good?
841
01:11:27,387 --> 01:11:29,460
And what is being good?
842
01:11:29,563 --> 01:11:31,985
Who gets the final say about that?
843
01:11:32,091 --> 01:11:35,474
I tell you this:
You are your own rule-maker:
844
01:11:35,579 --> 01:11:38,132
You set the guidelines:
845
01:11:38,235 --> 01:11:40,886
Love is all there is:
846
01:11:40,987 --> 01:11:44,599
Yes, you�ve heard it before: In fact,
I�ve even put it on a bumper sticker for you:
847
01:11:44,699 --> 01:11:48,692
But in times of trouble, in
times of worry, doubt or fear: : :
848
01:11:48,795 --> 01:11:50,617
You choose to forget:
849
01:11:50,715 --> 01:11:53,781
What you should do is answer
the simple question-
850
01:11:53,884 --> 01:11:56,753
what would love do now?
851
01:11:56,859 --> 01:11:59,794
To live your life
without expectation: : :
852
01:11:59,900 --> 01:12:02,834
Without the need
for specific results: : :
853
01:12:02,939 --> 01:12:05,273
That is freedom:
854
01:12:11,547 --> 01:12:16,304
Remember: You are constantly
in the act of creating yourself:
855
01:12:16,411 --> 01:12:20,340
You are, in every moment,
deciding who and what you are:
856
01:12:20,443 --> 01:12:24,185
You decide this largely through
the choices you make: : :
857
01:12:24,283 --> 01:12:27,065
Regarding who and what
you feel passionate about:
858
01:12:30,364 --> 01:12:33,080
Gotta tell ya, I'm a little worried
about what people might say: : :
859
01:12:33,179 --> 01:12:35,896
When I tell 'em I'm having
a conversation with you:
860
01:12:35,995 --> 01:12:38,264
Worry is the activity of a mind: : :
861
01:12:38,363 --> 01:12:40,730
That does not understand
its connection with me:
862
01:12:40,828 --> 01:12:46,163
- Hmm:
- Do you remember the question-
what would love do now?
863
01:12:46,267 --> 01:12:49,845
- Of course:
- Answer that question, Neale: : :
864
01:12:49,947 --> 01:12:55,446
And I will be there,
always, in all ways:
865
01:12:55,547 --> 01:12:57,751
[Chirping]
866
01:13:01,275 --> 01:13:03,926
[Male Voice] Suffering has
nothing to do with events: : :
867
01:13:04,027 --> 01:13:06,678
But with one�s reaction to them:
868
01:13:06,779 --> 01:13:09,910
What�s happening is
merely what�s happening:
869
01:13:10,011 --> 01:13:13,394
- How we feel about it is another matter:
- I just want my life back:
870
01:13:13,499 --> 01:13:16,466
- You can�t have anything you want:
- I'm sorry?
871
01:13:16,571 --> 01:13:18,393
Well, what are you sorry for?
872
01:13:18,491 --> 01:13:21,590
- You said I can't have anything I want:
- That�s right:
873
01:13:21,691 --> 01:13:24,691
- What?
- You can�t have anything you want:
874
01:13:24,795 --> 01:13:27,250
- I can't have anything I want?
- Correct:
875
01:13:27,355 --> 01:13:29,843
- Well, that doesn't make sense:
- Sure, it does:
876
01:13:29,947 --> 01:13:31,769
Your very request is one of lack: : :
877
01:13:31,867 --> 01:13:35,696
And you saying you want a thing only works
to produce that precise experience-
878
01:13:35,803 --> 01:13:37,625
- wanting-in your reality:
- Yeah:
879
01:13:39,547 --> 01:13:41,369
Should I therefore punish you: : :
880
01:13:41,467 --> 01:13:45,657
For making a choice that I myself
have laid before you?
881
01:13:45,756 --> 01:13:48,374
This is a question
you must ask yourself: :
882
01:13:48,475 --> 01:13:52,370
Before you would assign me
the role of a condemning god:
883
01:14:05,019 --> 01:14:09,143
Unendingly have you
beseeched me, show myself:
884
01:14:09,243 --> 01:14:11,153
Explain myself:
885
01:14:11,259 --> 01:14:13,943
Reveal myself:
886
01:14:14,043 --> 01:14:16,891
I am doing so here
in terms so plain: : :
887
01:14:16,987 --> 01:14:19,987
You cannot misunderstand:
888
01:14:20,091 --> 01:14:22,033
I am here:
889
01:14:22,139 --> 01:14:24,048
Right here:
890
01:14:24,156 --> 01:14:26,043
Right now:
891
01:14:31,163 --> 01:14:35,419
Now is the time to go to
your god space, more than ever:
892
01:14:35,515 --> 01:14:37,904
It will bring you
great peace of mind:
893
01:14:38,011 --> 01:14:41,077
And from a peaceful mind
do great ideas flow: : :
894
01:14:41,179 --> 01:14:43,546
Ideas which could be solutions: : :
895
01:14:43,643 --> 01:14:45,847
To the biggest problems
you imagine yourself to have:
896
01:14:45,947 --> 01:14:49,296
[Female Voice] Do you imagine
this is too big a problem for me to solve?
897
01:14:49,403 --> 01:14:53,048
Is getting out of this jam
too big a miracle for me to handle?
898
01:14:53,147 --> 01:14:55,995
I understand that you may think
it�s too big for you to handle: : :
899
01:14:56,091 --> 01:14:57,913
Even with all the tools
I�ve given you:
900
01:14:58,011 --> 01:15:01,458
But do you really think
it�s too big for me?
901
01:15:02,523 --> 01:15:04,498
[Chirping]
902
01:15:08,539 --> 01:15:11,954
[Blows Nose, Groans]
903
01:15:12,059 --> 01:15:14,993
Sometimes you frustrate
the hell out of me:
904
01:15:15,099 --> 01:15:17,554
[Male Voice]
I would think that would be a good thing:
905
01:15:17,659 --> 01:15:19,961
Is this supposed to be funny?
906
01:15:20,059 --> 01:15:21,881
Well, who do you think
invented humor?
907
01:15:21,979 --> 01:15:24,434
- [Sneezes]
- Bless you:
908
01:15:28,251 --> 01:15:30,073
I just-
909
01:15:30,171 --> 01:15:32,178
- I don't know what you want from me:
- Neale:
910
01:15:32,283 --> 01:15:35,796
- Mm-hmm?
- You�ve got me all wrong:
911
01:15:35,899 --> 01:15:38,168
And you�ve got you all wrong too:
912
01:15:38,267 --> 01:15:42,359
I don�t want anything from you
other than for you to be happy:
913
01:15:42,459 --> 01:15:47,544
But you think you are below me,
when in truth we are all one:
914
01:15:47,643 --> 01:15:50,064
There is no separation:
915
01:15:50,171 --> 01:15:55,506
I want for you what you want for you-
nothing more, nothing less:
916
01:15:59,131 --> 01:16:02,230
I am not concerned about
your worldly success:
917
01:16:02,331 --> 01:16:04,153
Only you are:
918
01:16:04,251 --> 01:16:07,250
You are not to worry
about making a living:
919
01:16:07,355 --> 01:16:11,959
True masters are those who have chosen
to make a life rather than a living:
920
01:16:12,059 --> 01:16:15,442
Go ahead: Do whatever
you really love:
921
01:16:15,547 --> 01:16:17,402
Do nothing else:
922
01:16:17,499 --> 01:16:20,499
You have so little time:
923
01:16:20,603 --> 01:16:22,676
How can you think
of wasting a moment: : :
924
01:16:22,779 --> 01:16:26,292
Doing something for a living
that you don�t like to do?
925
01:16:26,395 --> 01:16:28,599
That is not a living:
926
01:16:28,699 --> 01:16:31,318
That is a dying:
927
01:16:35,899 --> 01:16:37,786
[Leora]
Neale?
928
01:16:38,907 --> 01:16:40,795
Neale:
929
01:16:44,219 --> 01:16:46,455
What are you having me type?
930
01:16:46,555 --> 01:16:48,377
Oh:
931
01:16:48,475 --> 01:16:50,864
I'm still trying to figure that out:
What time is it?
932
01:16:50,971 --> 01:16:53,076
Neale: : :
933
01:16:54,395 --> 01:16:57,177
- It's amazing:
- What's-What's amazing?
934
01:16:57,275 --> 01:17:00,984
- This stuff is distracting me while I'm at work:
- Oh-
935
01:17:01,083 --> 01:17:03,091
And I love it:
936
01:17:04,251 --> 01:17:07,001
I don't care if this
is gonna sound weird: : :
937
01:17:07,099 --> 01:17:09,914
Or what people might think about me
for saying something like this, but-
938
01:17:11,802 --> 01:17:13,625
I've been asleep: : :
939
01:17:13,722 --> 01:17:17,748
Stuck in this perpetuating
nightmare of a life: : :
940
01:17:17,851 --> 01:17:20,088
Primarily built on fear and doubt:
941
01:17:21,691 --> 01:17:24,374
Do you really want to know
how much time I've spent in my life: : :
942
01:17:24,475 --> 01:17:26,864
Worrying about
how I was gonna make a living: : :
943
01:17:26,971 --> 01:17:29,589
Worried about making ends meet?
944
01:17:32,507 --> 01:17:35,856
I don't want to spend my life
making a living, Neale:
945
01:17:38,523 --> 01:17:40,912
I want to spend my life: : :
946
01:17:41,019 --> 01:17:42,841
Making a life:
947
01:17:45,147 --> 01:17:47,798
A life that makes a difference:
948
01:17:47,899 --> 01:17:52,089
A life built on love and compassion:
949
01:17:52,187 --> 01:17:54,642
And this stuff-
950
01:17:54,747 --> 01:17:57,911
Neale, I'm even rereading
things I've already finished:
951
01:17:59,739 --> 01:18:02,041
Do you hear what I'm saying to you?
952
01:18:02,139 --> 01:18:04,822
I do: I do: Listen,
I gotta tell you, it's-
953
01:18:04,923 --> 01:18:07,410
It's like I'm just standing by:
I'm just taking dictation:
954
01:18:07,515 --> 01:18:10,101
- L- I can't stop:
- Why would you?
955
01:18:10,203 --> 01:18:15,222
Leora, this is gonna be a book:
956
01:18:15,323 --> 01:18:17,689
Not just one book:
957
01:18:21,115 --> 01:18:23,985
This should complete Book One:
958
01:18:24,091 --> 01:18:28,695
I've already got, uh, six more
filled with material for Book Two:
959
01:18:28,795 --> 01:18:31,479
Well- I better get busy:
960
01:18:31,579 --> 01:18:33,401
Thank you:
961
01:18:34,459 --> 01:18:36,466
Uh, listen, I know
I'm not paying you:
962
01:18:36,571 --> 01:18:38,458
- Stop:
- I don't expect you to work for free:
963
01:18:38,555 --> 01:18:41,589
Neale, we're friends:
964
01:18:41,690 --> 01:18:44,309
Besides, just think of all the money
I'll be saving on therapy:
965
01:18:44,411 --> 01:18:46,582
Okay:
I want to make a deal:
966
01:18:46,683 --> 01:18:49,945
If something does
happen from this: : :
967
01:18:50,043 --> 01:18:52,530
Uh, I want to share some
of the profits with you:
968
01:18:52,635 --> 01:18:56,377
If you want to create
abundance for yourself: : :
969
01:18:56,475 --> 01:18:59,377
Create it for someone else:
970
01:19:00,890 --> 01:19:03,378
Did I write that?
971
01:19:03,483 --> 01:19:06,549
My friend, you got yourself a deal:
972
01:19:06,650 --> 01:19:10,676
[Chuckles]
973
01:19:10,842 --> 01:19:13,712
Doesn't fit into your line of books:
974
01:19:20,283 --> 01:19:22,105
Well, that's the point:
975
01:19:23,739 --> 01:19:27,186
It's not supposed to fit into
anybody's line of books:
976
01:19:36,347 --> 01:19:38,769
Okay, Bob:
977
01:19:38,875 --> 01:19:40,882
Let's see: : :
978
01:19:40,987 --> 01:19:43,670
If you actually read your own mail:
979
01:20:01,530 --> 01:20:03,919
[Birds Chirping]
980
01:20:08,283 --> 01:20:10,650
[Lawn Mower Whirring]
981
01:20:20,283 --> 01:20:22,170
[Lawn Mower Stops]
982
01:20:23,323 --> 01:20:25,876
- [Sniffs]
- [Phone Ringing]
983
01:20:28,443 --> 01:20:30,385
- Hello:
- [Man] Neale Walsch?
984
01:20:30,491 --> 01:20:34,746
- Yeah, used to be:
- Bob Friedman, Hampton Roads Publishing:
985
01:20:34,843 --> 01:20:37,657
Hi, Bob:
You took the dare:
986
01:20:37,754 --> 01:20:39,510
Yes:
987
01:20:39,611 --> 01:20:41,433
And I like your style, Neale:
988
01:20:41,531 --> 01:20:44,149
Don't get what you want,
go right to the top:
989
01:20:44,251 --> 01:20:46,934
Exactly what I would do
if I was a man in your position:
990
01:20:47,035 --> 01:20:49,075
What-What exactly is my position?
991
01:20:49,178 --> 01:20:52,212
You're about to become
a published author, Neale:
992
01:20:54,139 --> 01:20:57,335
- You're-You're kidding:
- I never kid about money:
993
01:20:57,435 --> 01:20:59,377
We're gonna start out
with 5,000 copies:
994
01:20:59,482 --> 01:21:02,265
Okay, what happens after my family
gets done reading it, Bob?
995
01:21:02,362 --> 01:21:05,330
[Laughs]
Optimism: I like that:
996
01:21:05,435 --> 01:21:07,890
- I believe in the book:
- So do l:
997
01:21:07,995 --> 01:21:10,035
Which is why we're putting this
on the fast track:
998
01:21:10,138 --> 01:21:11,960
- Okay:
- My office will call your people:
999
01:21:12,058 --> 01:21:14,993
- They'll work out the details:
- Okay: Well, um, um, ju-
1000
01:21:15,098 --> 01:21:18,000
Uh, Bob, I am my people:
1001
01:21:18,107 --> 01:21:20,976
Not anymore, Neale:
Now you've got yourself a partner:
1002
01:21:21,083 --> 01:21:23,319
I'll be in touch:
1003
01:21:27,066 --> 01:21:28,888
Yes!
1004
01:21:42,778 --> 01:21:45,299
[No Audible Dialogue]
1005
01:22:13,275 --> 01:22:15,347
The woman's name is Sharon Parker:
1006
01:22:15,451 --> 01:22:18,647
She's a pro: Trust me, Neale:
It shows: Just let me do the talking:
1007
01:22:18,747 --> 01:22:21,235
Okay: What about Warner Books?
We still gonna meet with them?
1008
01:22:21,338 --> 01:22:25,495
Well, I'll circle back next week if I have to,
but Putnam- Putnam is the future:
1009
01:22:25,595 --> 01:22:28,944
Remember, don't react to
anything Sharon says:
1010
01:22:29,051 --> 01:22:31,506
This game is won without emotion:
1011
01:22:31,611 --> 01:22:33,433
- Yeah:
- All right? Okay?
1012
01:22:33,531 --> 01:22:35,603
Now, let's go have some fun:
1013
01:22:35,707 --> 01:22:38,292
[Bob] I�m sure you�re very aware
that we�ve had numerous inquiries: : :
1014
01:22:38,395 --> 01:22:40,664
From other majors
about Neale's book:
1015
01:22:40,763 --> 01:22:43,251
- Any offers?
- Aren't there always, Sharon?
1016
01:22:43,355 --> 01:22:46,671
[Laughs]
Well, that's what makes life interesting:
1017
01:22:46,779 --> 01:22:48,601
Don't you think, Bob?
1018
01:22:48,699 --> 01:22:50,608
Did you have an offer
in mind, Sharon?
1019
01:22:50,715 --> 01:22:53,584
Well, before
we get to that-
1020
01:22:53,691 --> 01:22:56,593
I've been in this business
for over half my life:
1021
01:22:56,698 --> 01:22:59,862
And with the exception of four years
at one of the giant firms: : :
1022
01:22:59,963 --> 01:23:02,232
I've been with Putnam,
and I think even Bob will agree: : :
1023
01:23:02,331 --> 01:23:04,054
That that is pretty rare
in our business:
1024
01:23:04,155 --> 01:23:08,148
People have no loyalty:
Truth is: : :
1025
01:23:08,251 --> 01:23:11,218
The world we live in
is getting tougher:
1026
01:23:11,323 --> 01:23:13,145
Times are changing:
1027
01:23:13,243 --> 01:23:16,504
- How much, Sharon?
- Now, you probably wonder why
I am telling you all of this:
1028
01:23:16,602 --> 01:23:20,977
- How much, Sharon?
- I am telling you all of this because: : :
1029
01:23:21,083 --> 01:23:25,622
There is at Putnam, I believe,
a soul behind the company:
1030
01:23:25,723 --> 01:23:28,144
Yes, we have a lot of titles:
1031
01:23:28,251 --> 01:23:33,269
But we also have the ability to maintain
the soul of a small press like Bob's:
1032
01:23:33,371 --> 01:23:36,600
And when I heard that Hampton
had your title, I was pleased:
1033
01:23:36,699 --> 01:23:39,481
Sharon, how much?
1034
01:23:41,851 --> 01:23:43,891
We are prepared to offer you
one million dollars: : :
1035
01:23:43,994 --> 01:23:46,547
For the worldwide rights
to Conversations With God:
1036
01:23:57,659 --> 01:23:59,731
[Bob] Thank you
for the nice words:
1037
01:23:59,835 --> 01:24:02,420
I really appreciate them,
as I'm sure Neale does:
1038
01:24:02,523 --> 01:24:06,265
And I agree with you:
Putnam does have a soul:
1039
01:24:06,363 --> 01:24:09,080
They also have
buying power:
1040
01:24:09,179 --> 01:24:12,146
And unfortunately at that number,
Hampton Roads will have to pass:
1041
01:24:12,250 --> 01:24:15,512
Thank you for coming out:
1042
01:24:15,611 --> 01:24:17,171
- Neale? Shall we?
- Mm-hmm:
1043
01:24:19,162 --> 01:24:22,261
You know, I thought we were coming here
with a very generous offer today, Bob:
1044
01:24:22,362 --> 01:24:24,751
So did l:
1045
01:24:24,859 --> 01:24:27,826
This guy is booked back-to-back solid
for the next two months, Sharon:
1046
01:24:27,931 --> 01:24:30,102
I can�t print the book fast enough:
1047
01:24:30,203 --> 01:24:34,905
And I think we can both agree,
this is merely the tip of a very big iceberg:
1048
01:24:35,003 --> 01:24:37,817
Come on, Sharon:
1049
01:24:37,914 --> 01:24:41,263
- I thought you said you liked the book:
- I do like the book, Bob:
1050
01:24:41,371 --> 01:24:44,371
And I'm prepared to give you
one million reasons why I like it:
1051
01:24:44,474 --> 01:24:46,711
- We can do a million on our own:
- Oh:
1052
01:24:46,810 --> 01:24:49,145
In fact, we'll send you
a postcard when we do:
1053
01:24:51,323 --> 01:24:53,145
- Neale:
- Mmm:
1054
01:24:53,243 --> 01:24:55,381
Time to go:
1055
01:24:55,482 --> 01:24:58,744
[Clears Throat]
Uh, thank you:
1056
01:24:58,842 --> 01:25:01,079
Thank you:
1057
01:25:02,778 --> 01:25:04,666
[Whispers]
What, are you crazy?
1058
01:25:04,763 --> 01:25:06,617
- Wait for it:
- That's a lot of money:
1059
01:25:06,714 --> 01:25:08,754
- I said-
- Bob!
1060
01:25:08,859 --> 01:25:10,964
Wait for it:
1061
01:25:11,962 --> 01:25:13,522
[Sighs]
1062
01:25:16,283 --> 01:25:18,170
[Clears Throat]
1063
01:25:20,123 --> 01:25:22,097
One-five: Take it or leave it:
1064
01:25:23,419 --> 01:25:25,688
So, why do you want the book?
1065
01:25:25,787 --> 01:25:29,584
Well, you might think this is
a little old-fashioned: : :
1066
01:25:29,690 --> 01:25:32,440
But I think your book
could change the world:
1067
01:25:32,538 --> 01:25:34,099
- It�s-
- Yours:
1068
01:25:36,314 --> 01:25:38,583
It's hers, Bob:
1069
01:25:38,682 --> 01:25:41,104
- It's mine:
- Of course:
1070
01:25:41,210 --> 01:25:43,893
- At 1:5 million:
- Yes, Bob:
1071
01:25:43,994 --> 01:25:45,783
At 1:5 million:
1072
01:25:47,611 --> 01:25:49,650
Neale, why don't you pick up
the check for us?
1073
01:25:49,754 --> 01:25:51,827
I'm gonna walk Sharon out,
tie up a few loose ends:
1074
01:25:51,930 --> 01:25:53,752
- I'll be back in a few minutes:
- Okay:
1075
01:25:53,850 --> 01:25:57,428
Bob, thank you:
1076
01:25:58,490 --> 01:26:00,465
Thank you, Sharon:
1077
01:26:00,570 --> 01:26:03,058
Congratulations, Neale:
1078
01:26:03,162 --> 01:26:05,366
Michael:
1079
01:26:05,466 --> 01:26:07,288
- Okay, now, listen-
- Nicely done:
1080
01:26:07,386 --> 01:26:09,874
I�m so glad you think so:
The book cover, we�re keeping that:
1081
01:26:09,978 --> 01:26:11,920
I have some very
definite ideas about it:
1082
01:26:12,027 --> 01:26:13,849
I�ve got the artwork
already laid out:
1083
01:26:13,947 --> 01:26:16,402
I think you just need
to take a look at it:
1084
01:26:16,506 --> 01:26:18,743
[Continues, Indistinct]
1085
01:26:25,178 --> 01:26:27,698
Uh, could I have the check, please?
1086
01:26:31,962 --> 01:26:34,483
- Sorry about that:
- Not at all:
1087
01:26:35,706 --> 01:26:38,073
- What're you reading?
- Economics:
1088
01:26:38,170 --> 01:26:40,559
- I have a test in 45 minutes, and I'm dreading it:
- Oh:
1089
01:26:40,667 --> 01:26:43,536
- You in university?
- Twelve credits to go, and I'm done:
1090
01:26:43,643 --> 01:26:45,465
Just in time for summer, I guess:
1091
01:26:45,563 --> 01:26:48,148
Well, maybe by next summer
if I'm lucky:
1092
01:26:48,251 --> 01:26:51,000
I have a son: Between day care
and my other job and class: : :
1093
01:26:51,098 --> 01:26:53,237
Things, uh- they move
a little slower in my life:
1094
01:26:53,338 --> 01:26:56,208
Well, good luck on the test:
1095
01:26:56,314 --> 01:26:58,070
Thank you:
More coffee?
1096
01:26:58,170 --> 01:27:01,967
No, I'm, uh- I'm so very good:
1097
01:27:02,074 --> 01:27:04,562
- Thanks:
- All right:
1098
01:27:15,739 --> 01:27:17,561
Thank you:
1099
01:27:19,227 --> 01:27:21,878
- Oh, my God!
- My God too:
1100
01:27:22,938 --> 01:27:26,069
This is a small percentage?
1101
01:27:26,170 --> 01:27:29,399
It was a really big check:
1102
01:27:29,498 --> 01:27:32,248
Neale, forgive me:
1103
01:27:32,346 --> 01:27:34,169
I don't wanna seem ungrateful:
1104
01:27:34,266 --> 01:27:36,535
But this is a lot of money:
1105
01:27:36,634 --> 01:27:38,838
I thought you could use it for the-
for the remodeling:
1106
01:27:38,938 --> 01:27:42,233
- You know, you could do it up right:
- Neale, I can't take this:
1107
01:27:43,866 --> 01:27:47,249
Leora, I want you to have this:
1108
01:27:50,395 --> 01:27:53,177
- Also, by the way, we did make a deal, right?
- [Laughs]
1109
01:27:53,275 --> 01:27:55,609
Hmm?
1110
01:27:57,019 --> 01:27:58,841
Tommy, Neale's here!
1111
01:27:58,939 --> 01:28:00,946
- Tell him to come in:
- You're staying for breakfast:
1112
01:28:01,050 --> 01:28:02,905
- We need to celebrate:
- Okay:
1113
01:28:03,962 --> 01:28:05,784
What are you having?
1114
01:28:23,770 --> 01:28:26,454
[Birds Chirping]
1115
01:29:48,282 --> 01:29:52,919
Come on, Neale: It'll add one,
maybe two days in Russia:
1116
01:29:53,018 --> 01:29:55,669
- That's all they're asking:
- Well, I don't care what they're asking:
1117
01:29:55,770 --> 01:29:58,159
I'm not gonna do it:
I haven't been home in two weeks:
1118
01:29:58,266 --> 01:30:00,154
- I'm tired:
- Just think about it:
1119
01:30:00,251 --> 01:30:02,105
"Just think about it:"
1120
01:30:02,202 --> 01:30:04,024
Whose side are you on anyway?
1121
01:30:04,122 --> 01:30:06,293
God's:
1122
01:30:08,795 --> 01:30:10,867
[Neale]
You know, I wish l-I wish I knew:
1123
01:30:10,970 --> 01:30:14,101
Um, maybe it�s because
I�ve screwed up so much of my life:
1124
01:30:14,202 --> 01:30:18,958
I don't know: What I do know
is that this is not about me:
1125
01:30:19,066 --> 01:30:21,913
It's- It's about Leora, I think:
1126
01:30:23,195 --> 01:30:25,616
- Um, what-
- I've been to your lectures, Mr.: Walsch:
1127
01:30:25,722 --> 01:30:28,471
And I read your book: : :
1128
01:30:28,570 --> 01:30:32,116
About how God is this friendly god
and the universe is a friendly place:
1129
01:30:32,218 --> 01:30:35,567
And you don't-
you don't believe that:
1130
01:30:35,675 --> 01:30:39,417
I believe your god
is a vengeful god:
1131
01:30:39,515 --> 01:30:41,936
I adopted my son
when he was six months old: : :
1132
01:30:42,042 --> 01:30:44,213
Because I was told I could
never have children:
1133
01:30:44,315 --> 01:30:47,064
And we never told Jimmy
that he was adopted until, um: : :
1134
01:30:47,162 --> 01:30:50,195
He was old enough to
understand what that meant:
1135
01:30:50,298 --> 01:30:53,397
And at 14, we decided it was time:
1136
01:30:54,875 --> 01:30:56,980
His grades fell off:
His whole attitude changed:
1137
01:30:57,082 --> 01:31:00,116
I mean, he got
in trouble at school: It was-
1138
01:31:00,218 --> 01:31:04,113
It was a big mess: And he was angry
at his mother for giving him up:
1139
01:31:04,218 --> 01:31:06,161
He was angry at us for-
for telling him:
1140
01:31:06,266 --> 01:31:08,949
And he was angry at
everything in his life:
1141
01:31:09,050 --> 01:31:11,570
The only way to calm him down: : :
1142
01:31:11,674 --> 01:31:15,416
Was to promise that
when he turned 18:: :
1143
01:31:15,514 --> 01:31:17,619
We would find his mother:
1144
01:31:17,722 --> 01:31:20,951
No matter the cost, no matter
how long it took, we promised him: : :
1145
01:31:21,050 --> 01:31:23,253
That he would
get to meet his mother:
1146
01:31:23,354 --> 01:31:25,459
[Neale]
And: : :
1147
01:31:25,562 --> 01:31:28,431
Did his attitude change?
1148
01:31:28,538 --> 01:31:32,247
Marginally, but, um: : :
1149
01:31:32,346 --> 01:31:36,503
The son we once knew,
the son we loved so dearly was, um-
1150
01:31:36,602 --> 01:31:38,425
was gone:
1151
01:31:38,522 --> 01:31:41,784
And he never
called me "Mother" again:
1152
01:31:45,658 --> 01:31:48,953
And on Jimmy's 18th birthday: : :
1153
01:31:49,050 --> 01:31:51,668
He was killed on a motorcycle:
1154
01:31:53,946 --> 01:31:57,775
A drunk driver killed my Jimmy:
1155
01:32:01,562 --> 01:32:05,970
So please enlighten me on your definition
of a friendly god, Mr.: Walsch: : :
1156
01:32:06,074 --> 01:32:08,823
Because I don�t see a friendly god
putting parents who...
1157
01:32:08,922 --> 01:32:11,672
who love their son unconditionally
through something like this:
1158
01:32:14,202 --> 01:32:16,657
What does your god
say now, Mr.: Walsch?
1159
01:32:20,730 --> 01:32:23,151
Um-
1160
01:32:41,754 --> 01:32:44,121
[Wind Whistling]
1161
01:32:46,138 --> 01:32:48,374
[Birds Chirping]
1162
01:32:52,698 --> 01:32:54,771
I'm sorry, baby:
1163
01:32:54,874 --> 01:32:57,144
You'll never love anyone:
1164
01:33:09,338 --> 01:33:11,793
[Exhales, Inhales]
1165
01:33:14,234 --> 01:33:16,623
What is your name?
1166
01:33:16,730 --> 01:33:19,119
Georgia:
1167
01:33:19,226 --> 01:33:21,081
Georgia:
1168
01:33:22,234 --> 01:33:24,089
Um-
1169
01:33:29,530 --> 01:33:31,985
Your son: : :
1170
01:33:32,090 --> 01:33:36,345
Died so that you could
keep your promise to him:
1171
01:33:38,810 --> 01:33:41,177
His mother: : :
1172
01:33:41,274 --> 01:33:44,143
Died a few years ago:
1173
01:33:44,250 --> 01:33:48,690
His passing was the only way
that he could be with her:
1174
01:33:50,842 --> 01:33:52,598
See?
1175
01:34:04,857 --> 01:34:06,865
[Sobbing]
1176
01:34:38,586 --> 01:34:42,929
So, where did that come from?
1177
01:34:43,034 --> 01:34:46,449
- Neale-
- Honestly, Leora, I don't know
what just happened in there:
1178
01:34:49,210 --> 01:34:51,315
What if I made all that stuff up?
1179
01:34:51,418 --> 01:34:53,240
Did you?
1180
01:34:53,338 --> 01:34:55,247
I don't know:
1181
01:34:56,474 --> 01:34:58,613
I don't know where
any of that came from:
1182
01:34:58,714 --> 01:35:00,819
Yes, you do:
1183
01:35:00,922 --> 01:35:02,744
- Neale-
- Yeah?
1184
01:35:05,081 --> 01:35:07,186
[No Audible Dialogue]
1185
01:35:16,378 --> 01:35:19,160
Okay, go ahead:
Book the extra days in Russia:
1186
01:35:20,186 --> 01:35:22,041
I already did:
1187
01:36:15,929 --> 01:36:18,133
You were right about me, Mom:
1188
01:36:20,314 --> 01:36:22,224
But I am learning:
1189
01:36:45,402 --> 01:36:47,703
[Rain Falling]
1190
01:36:47,801 --> 01:36:50,322
[Thunder Rumbling]
1191
01:36:59,129 --> 01:37:00,952
Here's your plane ticket:
1192
01:37:01,049 --> 01:37:03,024
You're on the 10:00:
1193
01:37:03,130 --> 01:37:05,650
Thanks for everything,
and I'll see you in New York:
1194
01:37:34,170 --> 01:37:36,177
Just a minute:
1195
01:38:52,857 --> 01:38:56,981
[Male Voice] Do not feel abandoned,
for I am always with you:
1196
01:38:59,354 --> 01:39:01,655
I will not leave you:
1197
01:39:01,753 --> 01:39:06,543
I cannot leave you, for you are
my creation and my product:
1198
01:39:07,802 --> 01:39:11,958
My daughter, my son,
my purpose and myself:
1199
01:39:19,193 --> 01:39:21,016
Call on me, therefore-
1200
01:39:21,113 --> 01:39:23,797
[With Female Voice]
Wherever and whenever you are separate: : :
1201
01:39:23,897 --> 01:39:26,385
From the peace that I am:
1202
01:39:30,009 --> 01:39:32,530
I will be there:
1203
01:44:11,929 --> 01:44:13,751
Do you have a book for me to sign?
1204
01:44:13,849 --> 01:44:17,461
No, I don't: But I wanted to
thank you for writing it:
1205
01:44:17,561 --> 01:44:20,910
Reading it didn't convince me
that you're having conversations with God:
1206
01:44:21,978 --> 01:44:25,174
It convinced me that I am too:
1207
01:44:25,273 --> 01:44:27,542
- Thank you:
- Oh, no:
1208
01:44:28,601 --> 01:44:30,968
No, thank you:
1209
01:44:32,437 --> 01:44:34,804
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