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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 2 00:00:23,932 --> 00:00:26,475 ♪ I know you ♪ 3 00:00:26,476 --> 00:00:29,604 ♪ You were in all type ♪ 4 00:00:31,314 --> 00:00:34,067 ♪ I know it's because ♪ 5 00:00:34,068 --> 00:00:36,820 You want me to be all right ♪ 6 00:00:38,822 --> 00:00:41,241 ♪ Don't know what I'd do ♪ 7 00:00:41,242 --> 00:00:43,660 ♪ If I lost you ♪ 8 00:00:46,287 --> 00:00:48,936 ♪ Don't know what I'd do ♪ 9 00:00:48,937 --> 00:00:51,585 ♪ If I lost you ♪ 10 00:00:53,837 --> 00:00:56,945 ♪ I wish you didn't ♪ 11 00:00:56,946 --> 00:01:00,052 ♪ Take on everybody's pain ♪ 12 00:01:01,095 --> 00:01:03,721 ♪ 'Cause I know you ♪ 13 00:01:03,722 --> 00:01:05,328 ♪ Every night you say ♪ 14 00:01:05,329 --> 00:01:06,934 ♪ A prayer ♪ 15 00:01:08,894 --> 00:01:11,355 ♪ Don't know what I'd do ♪ 16 00:01:11,356 --> 00:01:13,815 ♪ If I lost you ♪ 17 00:01:16,317 --> 00:01:18,820 ♪ Don't know what I'd do ♪ 18 00:01:18,821 --> 00:01:21,322 ♪ If I lost you ♪ 19 00:01:23,117 --> 00:01:25,827 ♪ So don't go ♪ 20 00:01:26,870 --> 00:01:30,456 ♪ Don't go from me now ♪ 21 00:01:30,457 --> 00:01:33,127 ♪ Don't go ♪ 22 00:01:34,169 --> 00:01:38,132 ♪ Don't cry for me now ♪ 23 00:01:39,049 --> 00:01:44,888 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 24 00:01:46,389 --> 00:01:48,809 ♪ Oh, oh, God ♪ 25 00:01:48,810 --> 00:01:51,228 ♪ What the hell would I do ♪ 26 00:01:53,563 --> 00:01:56,441 ♪ If you take her ♪ 27 00:01:56,442 --> 00:01:59,319 ♪ I swear, I'm coming too ♪ 28 00:02:00,821 --> 00:02:02,677 ♪ 'Cause I don't know ♪ 29 00:02:02,678 --> 00:02:04,532 ♪ What I'd do ♪ 30 00:02:08,787 --> 00:02:11,394 ♪ Don't know what I'd do ♪ 31 00:02:11,395 --> 00:02:14,001 If I lost you ♪ 32 00:02:15,710 --> 00:02:18,213 ♪ So don't go ♪ 33 00:02:19,298 --> 00:02:21,507 ♪ Don't go... ♪ 34 00:02:27,306 --> 00:02:28,974 It may not look like it, 35 00:02:28,977 --> 00:02:30,371 But I'm totally shitting 36 00:02:30,372 --> 00:02:31,767 my pants right now. 37 00:02:31,768 --> 00:02:33,291 Mainly 'cause of this guy, 38 00:02:33,292 --> 00:02:34,812 Shin. 39 00:02:34,813 --> 00:02:36,315 If I don't land this jump, 40 00:02:36,316 --> 00:02:37,815 he's going to yell at me. 41 00:02:37,816 --> 00:02:39,192 Well, he'll do that either way 42 00:02:39,193 --> 00:02:40,486 because that's how 43 00:02:40,487 --> 00:02:41,777 he motivates. 44 00:02:45,490 --> 00:02:46,992 I'm also shitting myself 45 00:02:46,993 --> 00:02:48,492 because they're here. 46 00:02:48,493 --> 00:02:50,244 Mom and Dad. 47 00:02:50,245 --> 00:02:51,496 They paid a lot of money for 48 00:02:51,497 --> 00:02:52,746 me to skate over the years 49 00:02:52,747 --> 00:02:53,999 and if I let them down, 50 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:55,249 my dad's totally 51 00:02:55,250 --> 00:02:56,834 gonna make me pay him back. 52 00:02:58,400 --> 00:02:59,962 Okay, I'm joking. 53 00:02:59,963 --> 00:03:02,799 I just want them to be proud. 54 00:03:11,935 --> 00:03:12,943 Those marks mean 55 00:03:13,024 --> 00:03:14,042 you must work harder. 56 00:03:14,043 --> 00:03:15,203 Much harder. More practice. 57 00:03:15,204 --> 00:03:16,262 More discipline. 58 00:03:16,263 --> 00:03:18,806 - Why are you talking like I. - Didn't just pass my junior test? 59 00:03:18,809 --> 00:03:20,608 - Wait, no, not pass, - I aced it. 60 00:03:20,611 --> 00:03:22,610 - I'm elite now! - You want a cookie? 61 00:03:22,613 --> 00:03:24,028 It's bad for training. 62 00:03:24,029 --> 00:03:25,830 - How are you not more. - Excited about this? 63 00:03:25,833 --> 00:03:27,114 - I could go - to the Olympics! 64 00:03:27,117 --> 00:03:28,140 I am happy. 65 00:03:28,141 --> 00:03:29,234 Would it kill you 66 00:03:29,235 --> 00:03:30,527 to show it? 67 00:03:31,286 --> 00:03:32,619 Old saying. 68 00:03:32,620 --> 00:03:33,747 Treat triumph 69 00:03:33,748 --> 00:03:34,872 like a funeral. 70 00:03:34,873 --> 00:03:36,750 Funeral like triumph. 71 00:03:38,793 --> 00:03:40,003 What does that 72 00:03:40,004 --> 00:03:41,212 even mean? 73 00:03:41,213 --> 00:03:42,630 - Only celebrate - at the end? 74 00:03:42,633 --> 00:03:43,965 - Where's the fun - in that? 75 00:03:43,968 --> 00:03:45,717 - I don't think Shin. - Believes in fun. 76 00:03:45,720 --> 00:03:46,843 Unless it involves 77 00:03:46,844 --> 00:03:47,968 plastic wrap. 78 00:03:47,969 --> 00:03:49,012 What are you guys 79 00:03:49,013 --> 00:03:50,054 talking about? 80 00:03:50,055 --> 00:03:51,327 We saw him jogging in the 81 00:03:51,328 --> 00:03:52,598 park with his arms and legs. 82 00:03:52,599 --> 00:03:53,830 And abs! 83 00:03:53,831 --> 00:03:55,059 Wrapped up in plastic. 84 00:03:55,060 --> 00:03:56,145 Hey, the man's 85 00:03:56,146 --> 00:03:57,228 been to two Olympics. 86 00:03:57,229 --> 00:03:58,354 Maybe we should do that. 87 00:04:05,112 --> 00:04:06,259 Seriously though, 88 00:04:06,260 --> 00:04:07,405 what did that even mean? 89 00:04:07,406 --> 00:04:08,949 [IN SHIN'S VOICE} 90 00:04:08,950 --> 00:04:10,490 Treat triumph like funeral. 91 00:04:10,491 --> 00:04:12,097 No way. 92 00:04:12,098 --> 00:04:13,702 My motto is always smile. 93 00:04:13,703 --> 00:04:16,289 I don't mean be fake, 94 00:04:16,290 --> 00:04:18,646 but always, always find 95 00:04:18,647 --> 00:04:21,001 a reason to be happy. 96 00:04:21,002 --> 00:04:22,567 And if you can't, 97 00:04:22,568 --> 00:04:24,130 smile anyway. 98 00:04:24,131 --> 00:04:25,839 Why the heck not? 99 00:04:25,840 --> 00:04:27,175 Hey Car, 100 00:04:27,176 --> 00:04:28,508 are you ready...? 101 00:04:28,509 --> 00:04:29,802 Oh my God. 102 00:04:29,803 --> 00:04:32,346 That dress is gorgeous. 103 00:04:32,347 --> 00:04:34,598 Mom got you the prom dress. 104 00:04:34,599 --> 00:04:36,593 - She said we could pick it up. - If I made elite. 105 00:04:36,596 --> 00:04:37,682 It's beautiful. 106 00:04:37,683 --> 00:04:38,769 Thanks. 107 00:04:38,770 --> 00:04:40,730 - I call dibs when. - That's a hand-me-down. 108 00:04:40,733 --> 00:04:42,274 Ah, no no no no no no. 109 00:04:42,275 --> 00:04:43,816 I have seniority. 110 00:04:43,817 --> 00:04:45,567 That dress goes up first. 111 00:04:45,568 --> 00:04:46,693 Okay, I gotta get dressed. 112 00:04:46,694 --> 00:04:48,322 - Hurry up! - Come down soon, okay? 113 00:04:48,325 --> 00:04:49,781 Okay. 114 00:04:53,576 --> 00:04:55,495 - Okay, Joe. - Read back what we got so far. 115 00:04:55,498 --> 00:04:58,956 Yeah. Yes, yes. 116 00:04:58,957 --> 00:05:00,416 Don't even start. 117 00:05:00,417 --> 00:05:02,126 What does it even say? 118 00:05:02,127 --> 00:05:04,004 - You know what? - It's from my heart. 119 00:05:04,007 --> 00:05:05,587 Congratulating! 120 00:05:05,588 --> 00:05:06,922 Elite, baby! 121 00:05:06,923 --> 00:05:08,341 My sister's going to Sochi. 122 00:05:08,342 --> 00:05:11,093 We're so proud of you. 123 00:05:11,094 --> 00:05:12,178 Aren't we, Mark? 124 00:05:12,179 --> 00:05:13,305 Hey! Hey you, 125 00:05:13,306 --> 00:05:14,430 congratulations. 126 00:05:14,431 --> 00:05:16,016 - I gotta try and. - Fix this part up. 127 00:05:16,019 --> 00:05:18,176 - Sam, can you grab the. - Cake cutter for me, honey? 128 00:05:18,179 --> 00:05:20,587 - You know what? I am going to. - Take you skating next week. 129 00:05:20,590 --> 00:05:22,663 - 'Cause I can still teach. - You some tricks, too. 130 00:05:22,666 --> 00:05:23,894 Okay. 131 00:05:25,984 --> 00:05:27,652 - You know what? - Dad! 132 00:05:27,655 --> 00:05:29,129 - Why do you keep. - Saying drywall? 133 00:05:29,132 --> 00:05:30,151 Like, do you like 134 00:05:30,152 --> 00:05:31,172 working for me? 135 00:05:33,533 --> 00:05:35,243 - I'm gonna have. - To call you back. 136 00:05:35,246 --> 00:05:36,369 Yeah. 137 00:05:36,370 --> 00:05:38,246 - I think we can. - Cut the cake now. 138 00:05:38,249 --> 00:05:40,365 - Because he might have to. - Get back on the phone. 139 00:05:40,368 --> 00:05:42,267 - But, like, you're. - Not allowed to because. 140 00:05:42,270 --> 00:05:43,314 Do you cut it 141 00:05:43,315 --> 00:05:44,460 like this? 142 00:05:52,677 --> 00:05:55,595 Thanks for coming. 143 00:05:55,596 --> 00:05:56,744 It just does what it wants? 144 00:05:56,745 --> 00:05:57,890 It does do what it wants. 145 00:05:57,891 --> 00:05:59,017 You're totally right. 146 00:05:59,018 --> 00:06:00,142 That's pretty cool. 147 00:06:00,143 --> 00:06:02,354 Yeah I mean it's. 148 00:06:14,615 --> 00:06:15,867 Hey! 149 00:06:15,868 --> 00:06:17,117 Is this your house? 150 00:06:17,118 --> 00:06:18,495 - Only in the winter. - Really? 151 00:06:18,498 --> 00:06:20,330 - Yeah, I summer. - In Costa Rico. 152 00:06:20,333 --> 00:06:21,579 Costa Rica. 153 00:06:21,580 --> 00:06:23,208 - What? - It's Costa Rica. 154 00:06:23,211 --> 00:06:24,877 Ignore my geographically- 155 00:06:24,878 --> 00:06:26,545 challenged friend. 156 00:06:29,506 --> 00:06:30,945 Thank you. 157 00:06:30,946 --> 00:06:32,383 Whoa, what are you doing? 158 00:06:32,384 --> 00:06:33,719 Nothing. 159 00:06:33,720 --> 00:06:35,052 You just have a lint. 160 00:06:35,053 --> 00:06:36,678 Got it. 161 00:06:36,679 --> 00:06:39,232 - I thought you were trying to. - Put a sticky note on my back. 162 00:06:39,235 --> 00:06:40,321 What? What would 163 00:06:40,322 --> 00:06:41,408 make you think that? 164 00:06:41,409 --> 00:06:42,642 God, I don't even know you. 165 00:06:42,643 --> 00:06:43,937 Don't we have 166 00:06:43,938 --> 00:06:45,230 biology class together? 167 00:06:46,356 --> 00:06:47,731 Do you believe this guy? 168 00:06:47,732 --> 00:06:49,525 Accusing me? 169 00:06:49,526 --> 00:06:51,049 It's just that there's 170 00:06:51,050 --> 00:06:52,570 a bunch on peoples' backs, 171 00:06:52,571 --> 00:06:54,381 - and you have one. - Balled up in your hand. 172 00:06:54,384 --> 00:06:55,989 No I don't. 173 00:06:55,990 --> 00:06:57,534 That's... 174 00:06:57,535 --> 00:06:59,076 Preposterous! 175 00:06:59,077 --> 00:07:01,370 Yeah, that's preposterous. 176 00:07:01,371 --> 00:07:02,560 God, 177 00:07:02,561 --> 00:07:03,748 I don't even know you. 178 00:07:05,166 --> 00:07:06,750 Who do you think I am? 179 00:07:06,751 --> 00:07:08,378 I mean, who would 180 00:07:08,379 --> 00:07:10,004 do such a thing? 181 00:07:11,923 --> 00:07:13,591 Preposterous. 182 00:07:13,592 --> 00:07:14,883 Whoa, whoa. 183 00:07:14,884 --> 00:07:16,052 Let's see what's 184 00:07:16,053 --> 00:07:17,219 in your hand then? 185 00:07:17,220 --> 00:07:19,180 - No thank you. - Just let me see it. 186 00:07:19,183 --> 00:07:20,723 - No, seriously. - Never mind. 187 00:07:20,726 --> 00:07:22,183 I bet you 188 00:07:22,184 --> 00:07:23,642 I could guess it. 189 00:07:23,643 --> 00:07:25,562 Three tries and if you don't 190 00:07:25,563 --> 00:07:27,480 guess, I destroy it forever. 191 00:07:27,481 --> 00:07:28,647 And if I do? 192 00:07:28,648 --> 00:07:29,733 He takes you on date! 193 00:07:29,734 --> 00:07:30,816 With sex! 194 00:07:30,817 --> 00:07:32,359 Whoa, too far! 195 00:07:32,360 --> 00:07:33,445 I think 196 00:07:33,446 --> 00:07:34,528 that's a great idea! 197 00:07:34,529 --> 00:07:36,363 Just the date part. 198 00:07:36,364 --> 00:07:37,823 Absolutely not. 199 00:07:37,824 --> 00:07:39,199 Something else. 200 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:40,285 Why, are you 201 00:07:40,286 --> 00:07:41,368 scared or something? 202 00:07:41,369 --> 00:07:43,705 I am a lot of things, 203 00:07:43,706 --> 00:07:46,040 but I am not scared. 204 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:48,667 Well, it's settled then. 205 00:07:48,668 --> 00:07:52,568 If I guess it right, I 206 00:07:52,569 --> 00:07:56,468 get to take you on a date. 207 00:08:02,098 --> 00:08:03,558 Fine. 208 00:08:03,561 --> 00:08:04,622 And if you break this 209 00:08:04,623 --> 00:08:05,684 promise I will find you. 210 00:08:05,685 --> 00:08:07,978 Okay, start guessing. 211 00:08:07,979 --> 00:08:09,480 Cutie? 212 00:08:09,481 --> 00:08:11,982 Strike one. 213 00:08:11,983 --> 00:08:13,276 Okay. Okay. 214 00:08:15,736 --> 00:08:17,488 Mmm... 215 00:08:17,489 --> 00:08:19,031 Hottie? 216 00:08:19,032 --> 00:08:20,575 Wow, you have a high 217 00:08:20,576 --> 00:08:22,117 opinion of yourself, mister. 218 00:08:22,118 --> 00:08:23,224 John. 219 00:08:23,225 --> 00:08:24,328 Mr. John. 220 00:08:24,329 --> 00:08:26,331 Okay, third 221 00:08:26,332 --> 00:08:28,333 and final guess. 222 00:08:33,087 --> 00:08:35,881 Your phone number? 223 00:08:39,553 --> 00:08:41,053 Sorry, John. 224 00:08:41,054 --> 00:08:43,264 Enjoy the party. 225 00:08:51,314 --> 00:08:53,587 ♪ Let's get on 226 00:08:53,588 --> 00:08:55,859 Another flight ♪ 227 00:08:55,860 --> 00:08:58,529 ♪ Maybe set out to sea ♪ 228 00:08:58,530 --> 00:09:00,470 ♪ Kick it up and 229 00:09:00,471 --> 00:09:02,408 Shake a fist at it ♪ 230 00:09:02,409 --> 00:09:04,536 ♪ 'Cause death is 231 00:09:04,537 --> 00:09:06,663 Harder to come by ♪ 232 00:09:10,124 --> 00:09:11,939 ♪ When you gotta 233 00:09:11,940 --> 00:09:13,752 Make a break for it ♪ 234 00:09:13,753 --> 00:09:15,484 ♪ 'Cause it's been 235 00:09:15,485 --> 00:09:17,214 A long time of this ♪ 236 00:09:17,215 --> 00:09:18,341 Get up there, Becks. 237 00:09:18,344 --> 00:09:19,425 Go! 238 00:09:19,426 --> 00:09:22,428 ♪ Something has got to give ♪ 239 00:09:22,429 --> 00:09:23,784 ♪ Everyone here ♪ 240 00:09:23,785 --> 00:09:25,138 ♪ Is ready to go ♪ 241 00:09:25,139 --> 00:09:26,557 ♪ It's been a hard year ♪ 242 00:09:26,558 --> 00:09:27,974 ♪ With nothing to show ♪ 243 00:09:27,975 --> 00:09:30,978 ♪ From down this low ♪ 244 00:09:30,979 --> 00:09:33,980 ♪ It's only up we go, up we go ♪ 245 00:09:33,981 --> 00:09:35,254 ♪ Everyone here ♪ 246 00:09:35,255 --> 00:09:36,525 ♪ Is ready to go ♪ 247 00:09:36,526 --> 00:09:37,903 ♪ It's been a hard year ♪ 248 00:09:37,904 --> 00:09:39,278 ♪ And I only know ♪ 249 00:09:39,279 --> 00:09:41,572 ♪ From down this low ♪ 250 00:09:41,573 --> 00:09:43,700 ♪ It's only up we go ♪ 251 00:09:43,701 --> 00:09:45,825 ♪ Up we go ♪ 252 00:09:56,963 --> 00:09:59,006 Yo, Carley! 253 00:10:02,135 --> 00:10:03,344 What was that? 254 00:10:04,971 --> 00:10:05,971 What was what? 255 00:10:05,972 --> 00:10:07,265 Did you just yo me? 256 00:10:08,224 --> 00:10:10,643 Yes, I did. 257 00:10:10,644 --> 00:10:12,688 You know, you could have 258 00:10:12,689 --> 00:10:14,730 said hi, hey, hello, what's up. 259 00:10:14,731 --> 00:10:17,024 Go again. 260 00:10:17,900 --> 00:10:19,027 What? 261 00:10:19,028 --> 00:10:20,153 Go. 262 00:10:24,198 --> 00:10:26,742 I'm messing with you. 263 00:10:28,496 --> 00:10:30,245 Of course you are. 264 00:10:30,246 --> 00:10:31,371 You're really funny. 265 00:10:31,372 --> 00:10:32,644 But not about the yo-ing. 266 00:10:32,645 --> 00:10:33,915 Okay. 267 00:10:33,916 --> 00:10:34,958 No yo's. 268 00:10:34,959 --> 00:10:37,877 No yo's. 269 00:10:37,878 --> 00:10:39,045 Okay. 270 00:10:39,046 --> 00:10:40,507 - So can I walk. - You to your door? 271 00:10:41,591 --> 00:10:43,050 - You can. - Never be too careful. 272 00:10:43,053 --> 00:10:44,985 - There's a lot of creepy. - Weirdos out there. 273 00:10:44,988 --> 00:10:46,220 Isn't that what a 274 00:10:46,221 --> 00:10:47,554 creepy weirdo would say 275 00:10:47,555 --> 00:10:48,994 to a girl walking around 276 00:10:48,995 --> 00:10:50,432 in the dark alone at night? 277 00:10:50,433 --> 00:10:51,539 Nine times out of 10, 278 00:10:51,540 --> 00:10:52,643 you would be right, 279 00:10:52,644 --> 00:10:54,186 but I'm not a creepy weirdo. 280 00:10:54,187 --> 00:10:56,460 See, that is totally what 281 00:10:56,461 --> 00:10:58,732 a creepy weirdo would say. 282 00:10:58,733 --> 00:11:00,859 Are you always like this? 283 00:11:00,860 --> 00:11:02,486 So effusive? 284 00:11:02,487 --> 00:11:04,237 Wow, that's a big word. 285 00:11:04,238 --> 00:11:05,698 That's a dictionary word. 286 00:11:05,699 --> 00:11:07,032 It's like preposterous. 287 00:11:07,033 --> 00:11:09,327 Hey, Carley. 288 00:11:10,537 --> 00:11:12,205 - Look, your friend. - Becks said. 289 00:11:12,208 --> 00:11:14,207 - Rebecca. - Only I call her Becks. 290 00:11:14,210 --> 00:11:15,459 Well, 291 00:11:15,460 --> 00:11:16,709 I was talking to Rebecca, 292 00:11:16,710 --> 00:11:20,589 and she said 293 00:11:20,590 --> 00:11:24,466 you owe me a date. 294 00:11:29,806 --> 00:11:31,558 Well played. 295 00:11:36,563 --> 00:11:38,313 So I was thinking. 296 00:11:38,314 --> 00:11:39,774 How about the zoo? 297 00:11:41,651 --> 00:11:43,527 It's a date. 298 00:11:43,528 --> 00:11:44,529 But it has to be 299 00:11:44,530 --> 00:11:45,530 sometime in the afternoon 300 00:11:45,531 --> 00:11:46,927 because I practice 301 00:11:46,928 --> 00:11:48,323 pretty much every day. 302 00:11:48,324 --> 00:11:50,201 - Practice. - For what? 303 00:11:50,204 --> 00:11:51,535 I'm a skater. 304 00:11:51,536 --> 00:11:52,850 You skate every night? 305 00:11:52,851 --> 00:11:54,162 Pretty much. 306 00:11:54,163 --> 00:11:56,081 I just got elite, so. 307 00:11:56,082 --> 00:11:58,083 Oh. 308 00:11:58,084 --> 00:11:59,668 Congratulations. 309 00:11:59,669 --> 00:12:02,254 You seem disappointed? 310 00:12:02,255 --> 00:12:03,652 It's just that athletes 311 00:12:03,653 --> 00:12:05,048 don't usually have much time 312 00:12:05,049 --> 00:12:06,508 for anything but themselves. 313 00:12:06,509 --> 00:12:08,385 Excuse me? 314 00:12:08,386 --> 00:12:10,429 I'm sorry. I didn't. 315 00:12:10,430 --> 00:12:12,056 - You're judging me. - Before knowing me? 316 00:12:12,059 --> 00:12:13,908 - Whoa, whoa, Carley, - this was going so well. 317 00:12:13,911 --> 00:12:15,602 Goodnight, Judge-y 318 00:12:15,603 --> 00:12:17,395 John Johnerson. 319 00:12:19,938 --> 00:12:21,961 At least I don't put 320 00:12:21,962 --> 00:12:23,983 stickers on peoples' backs. 321 00:12:23,984 --> 00:12:25,424 He waited around my 322 00:12:25,425 --> 00:12:26,862 front door for 20 minutes 323 00:12:26,863 --> 00:12:28,615 after I went inside. 324 00:12:35,413 --> 00:12:37,061 Oh. 325 00:12:51,137 --> 00:12:52,138 You're crazy, 326 00:12:52,139 --> 00:12:53,139 he's cute. 327 00:12:53,140 --> 00:12:55,307 He's crazy, I'm cute. 328 00:12:55,308 --> 00:12:57,075 - I just think he meant. - Dating an athlete. 329 00:12:57,078 --> 00:12:58,845 - Was hard because... - I know what he meant. 330 00:12:58,848 --> 00:13:00,346 - I'm just. - Carley! 331 00:13:01,230 --> 00:13:03,607 No phones. 332 00:13:03,608 --> 00:13:05,983 On the ice. Now! 333 00:13:13,242 --> 00:13:15,286 ♪ Stone walls 334 00:13:15,287 --> 00:13:17,329 And a heavy brow ♪ 335 00:13:17,330 --> 00:13:20,646 ♪ Paper legs we fold 336 00:13:20,647 --> 00:13:23,961 Without a sigh ♪ 337 00:13:23,962 --> 00:13:26,003 ♪ Sigh ♪ 338 00:13:27,632 --> 00:13:29,488 Hey, does Carley 339 00:13:29,489 --> 00:13:31,344 look all right to you? 340 00:13:36,683 --> 00:13:38,267 Okay. 341 00:13:42,438 --> 00:13:45,357 ♪ How do we get over ♪ 342 00:13:45,358 --> 00:13:48,194 ♪ How do we get over ♪ 343 00:13:48,195 --> 00:13:51,029 ♪ This time ♪ 344 00:14:04,544 --> 00:14:06,358 ♪ One foot ♪ 345 00:14:06,359 --> 00:14:08,171 ♪ In a sinking hole ♪ 346 00:14:08,172 --> 00:14:10,383 ♪ While the other's ♪ 347 00:14:10,384 --> 00:14:12,592 ♪ Trying to get ahold ♪ 348 00:14:12,593 --> 00:14:14,011 Water break. 349 00:14:14,012 --> 00:14:15,429 Two minutes. 350 00:14:18,558 --> 00:14:20,289 ♪ How do we get over 351 00:14:20,290 --> 00:14:22,019 This time ♪ 352 00:14:30,528 --> 00:14:31,613 Wow, you're in 353 00:14:31,614 --> 00:14:32,696 here a lot for a man. 354 00:14:32,697 --> 00:14:34,113 Why are you out of breath? 355 00:14:34,114 --> 00:14:35,824 I don't know. 356 00:14:35,825 --> 00:14:36,993 Are you riding bike? 357 00:14:36,994 --> 00:14:38,159 Of course. 358 00:14:38,160 --> 00:14:39,433 Cardio every day. 359 00:14:39,434 --> 00:14:40,704 Training not only on ice. 360 00:14:40,705 --> 00:14:42,582 - I'm doing everything. - I should be. 361 00:14:42,585 --> 00:14:43,707 What about diet? 362 00:14:43,708 --> 00:14:44,980 Cakes, cookies, 363 00:14:44,981 --> 00:14:46,251 ice cream, soda. 364 00:14:46,252 --> 00:14:47,502 Soda is devil! 365 00:14:47,503 --> 00:14:48,734 I'm not drinking 366 00:14:48,735 --> 00:14:49,963 devil soda, okay? 367 00:14:49,964 --> 00:14:51,403 I just need to catch 368 00:14:51,404 --> 00:14:52,841 my breath. 369 00:15:48,355 --> 00:15:50,233 In movies, people 370 00:15:50,234 --> 00:15:52,109 are always fainting. 371 00:15:52,110 --> 00:15:54,235 When they're scared, tired, 372 00:15:54,236 --> 00:15:56,134 when they get a super 373 00:15:56,135 --> 00:15:58,031 dramatic piece of news. 374 00:15:58,032 --> 00:15:59,825 Here's a tip. 375 00:15:59,826 --> 00:16:01,891 In real life, people 376 00:16:01,892 --> 00:16:03,955 don't faint for no reason. 377 00:16:06,290 --> 00:16:07,500 Deep breath in. 378 00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:14,445 He made me breathe in and 379 00:16:14,446 --> 00:16:16,008 out so many times I got dizzy. 380 00:16:16,009 --> 00:16:17,175 And then he said I had... 381 00:16:17,176 --> 00:16:20,012 exercise-induced asthma? 382 00:16:20,013 --> 00:16:21,647 - So am I gonna be. - One of those kids. 383 00:16:21,650 --> 00:16:23,299 - Who has to sit out. - During gym class? 384 00:16:23,302 --> 00:16:24,800 - Well, at least. - You have that now. 385 00:16:24,803 --> 00:16:26,977 How does this even work? 386 00:16:26,978 --> 00:16:29,187 Yeah, works just like that. 387 00:16:29,188 --> 00:16:30,606 Ew. 388 00:16:42,994 --> 00:16:44,912 - Hey, Nuggy. - You okay? 389 00:16:44,915 --> 00:16:46,579 What do you think? 390 00:16:46,580 --> 00:16:48,165 [LAUGHING, 391 00:16:48,166 --> 00:16:49,750 [SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 392 00:17:08,268 --> 00:17:09,874 My problem's with breathing. 393 00:17:09,875 --> 00:17:11,479 What's blood gonna tell you? 394 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:12,586 He's a little busy, 395 00:17:12,587 --> 00:17:13,691 Car. 396 00:17:18,696 --> 00:17:20,321 Do I at least get a lollipop? 397 00:17:20,322 --> 00:17:21,949 - Carley, please! - What? 398 00:17:21,952 --> 00:17:23,055 I always used to get 399 00:17:23,056 --> 00:17:24,159 a lollipop after a needle. 400 00:17:24,160 --> 00:17:25,451 What do you say, Doc? 401 00:17:25,452 --> 00:17:27,329 - You're gonna have. - To schedule a follow-up. 402 00:17:27,332 --> 00:17:28,454 For the results. 403 00:17:28,455 --> 00:17:29,957 - How long does. - That usually take? 404 00:17:29,960 --> 00:17:32,043 Couple of days, usually. 405 00:17:35,922 --> 00:17:37,923 Thank you. 406 00:17:37,924 --> 00:17:40,800 See? 407 00:17:40,801 --> 00:17:42,845 - And then things just. - Kinda went back to normal. 408 00:17:42,848 --> 00:17:45,181 - Well, normal for me. - Homologous chromosomes. 409 00:17:45,184 --> 00:17:46,641 First pair with each another 410 00:17:46,642 --> 00:17:48,100 and then they segregate to... 411 00:17:48,101 --> 00:17:49,165 Well thank you for 412 00:17:49,166 --> 00:17:50,227 joining us, Ms. Allison. 413 00:17:50,228 --> 00:17:51,396 I'm sorry. 414 00:17:51,397 --> 00:17:52,562 I was skating over lunch. 415 00:17:52,563 --> 00:17:53,856 Fascinating! When do you 416 00:17:53,857 --> 00:17:55,148 find time to eat? 417 00:17:55,149 --> 00:17:56,984 - Don't worry, - I had a protein sh... 418 00:17:56,987 --> 00:17:58,526 You're being sarcastic. 419 00:17:58,527 --> 00:18:00,029 Mm-hm. 420 00:18:00,030 --> 00:18:01,530 Great. 421 00:18:03,157 --> 00:18:05,283 What are you doing? 422 00:18:05,284 --> 00:18:06,473 I told you. 423 00:18:06,474 --> 00:18:07,660 I'm in this class. 424 00:18:07,661 --> 00:18:10,163 Oh, you're a stalker? 425 00:18:10,164 --> 00:18:11,372 No, I'm not a stalker. 426 00:18:11,373 --> 00:18:12,875 - I've literally been. - In this class. 427 00:18:12,878 --> 00:18:14,167 With you this whole time. 428 00:18:14,168 --> 00:18:15,920 - I thought we were. - Just messing around. 429 00:18:15,923 --> 00:18:17,046 You're sitting in my seat, 430 00:18:17,047 --> 00:18:18,171 so can you move? 431 00:18:18,172 --> 00:18:19,632 Miss Allison? 432 00:18:19,635 --> 00:18:21,525 - Is my teaching. - Interrupting your argument? 433 00:18:21,528 --> 00:18:22,698 I've literally been 434 00:18:22,699 --> 00:18:23,970 sitting in this seat... 435 00:18:32,750 --> 00:18:33,796 Okay, everybody, we 436 00:18:33,802 --> 00:18:34,895 can thank Miss Allison 437 00:18:34,896 --> 00:18:35,926 for the pop quiz 438 00:18:35,927 --> 00:18:37,155 you're about to have. 439 00:18:41,695 --> 00:18:43,739 Are you taking it correctly? 440 00:18:43,742 --> 00:18:45,178 Yes, I'm taking it 441 00:18:45,179 --> 00:18:46,617 as directed. 442 00:18:48,119 --> 00:18:49,600 If taking properly, 443 00:18:49,601 --> 00:18:51,079 problem is not medication. 444 00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:52,413 It is skater. 445 00:18:52,414 --> 00:18:53,624 For once, can you 446 00:18:53,625 --> 00:18:54,833 just get off my back. 447 00:18:54,834 --> 00:18:56,668 You know I have asthma. 448 00:18:56,669 --> 00:18:58,295 Yuzuru Hanyu has asthma. 449 00:18:58,296 --> 00:18:59,796 He also has gold medal. 450 00:18:59,797 --> 00:19:02,674 What's your point, Shin? 451 00:19:02,675 --> 00:19:04,217 Train harder, Carley. 452 00:19:04,218 --> 00:19:05,616 Otherwise, the only way 453 00:19:05,617 --> 00:19:07,012 you see Olympics is 454 00:19:07,013 --> 00:19:08,389 when you watch 455 00:19:08,390 --> 00:19:09,765 your friends on TV. 456 00:19:29,451 --> 00:19:30,785 Ow! 457 00:19:32,018 --> 00:19:33,247 The biology textbook. 458 00:19:45,885 --> 00:19:47,136 Wow, this is so pretty. 459 00:19:47,139 --> 00:19:48,304 Yeah. 460 00:19:49,596 --> 00:19:51,639 Hold up. 461 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:53,517 What are you doing? 462 00:19:53,518 --> 00:19:54,518 It's a surprise. 463 00:19:54,519 --> 00:19:55,978 - Okay, - I hate surprises. 464 00:19:55,981 --> 00:19:57,971 - And most girls don't. - Let guys blindfold them. 465 00:19:57,972 --> 00:19:58,972 On a first date. 466 00:19:58,973 --> 00:20:00,233 You don't trust me? 467 00:20:00,236 --> 00:20:02,109 Nope! Not even a little bit. 468 00:20:03,382 --> 00:20:04,553 I don't think you have much 469 00:20:04,609 --> 00:20:05,652 of a choice, to be honest. 470 00:20:05,739 --> 00:20:06,821 Oh. Okay. 471 00:20:11,077 --> 00:20:13,452 Okay. 472 00:20:15,186 --> 00:20:16,915 All right, watch your step. 473 00:20:16,916 --> 00:20:18,417 - You okay? - Yeah, yeah. 474 00:20:18,420 --> 00:20:19,625 Okay. Whoa! 475 00:20:19,626 --> 00:20:21,128 - All right, all right, - all right. 476 00:20:21,131 --> 00:20:22,338 I got you. 477 00:20:26,092 --> 00:20:28,010 Keep 'em closed. 478 00:20:30,512 --> 00:20:33,077 ♪ I wish I could 479 00:20:33,078 --> 00:20:35,641 Do better by you ♪ 480 00:20:35,642 --> 00:20:36,935 Keep 'em closed. 481 00:20:36,936 --> 00:20:38,917 ♪ 'Cause that's 482 00:20:38,918 --> 00:20:40,897 What you deserve ♪ 483 00:20:40,898 --> 00:20:42,815 Open your eyes. 484 00:20:42,816 --> 00:20:44,089 ♪ You sacrifice 485 00:20:44,090 --> 00:20:45,360 So much of your life ♪ 486 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:48,906 The cutest thing ever? 487 00:20:48,909 --> 00:20:50,656 It's the cutest thing ever! 488 00:20:50,657 --> 00:20:54,577 ♪ In order for this to work ♪ 489 00:20:54,578 --> 00:20:56,538 ♪ While I'm off ♪ 490 00:20:56,539 --> 00:20:58,497 ♪ Chasing my own dreams ♪ 491 00:20:58,498 --> 00:21:01,084 ♪ Sailing around the world ♪ 492 00:21:01,085 --> 00:21:02,545 ♪ Please know that ♪ 493 00:21:02,546 --> 00:21:04,003 ♪ I'm yours to keep ♪ 494 00:21:04,004 --> 00:21:08,091 ♪ My beautiful girl ♪ 495 00:21:08,092 --> 00:21:11,116 ♪ When you cry ♪ 496 00:21:11,117 --> 00:21:14,139 ♪ A piece of my heart dies ♪ 497 00:21:14,140 --> 00:21:17,227 ♪ Knowing that I ♪ 498 00:21:17,228 --> 00:21:20,312 ♪ May have been the cause ♪ 499 00:21:20,313 --> 00:21:22,315 ♪ If you were to leave ♪ 500 00:21:22,316 --> 00:21:24,317 ♪ Fulfill someone else's dreams ♪ 501 00:21:26,319 --> 00:21:28,925 ♪ I think I might ♪ 502 00:21:28,926 --> 00:21:31,530 ♪ Totally be lost ♪ 503 00:21:32,867 --> 00:21:34,200 That was crazy! 504 00:21:34,201 --> 00:21:35,827 Thank you. 505 00:21:35,828 --> 00:21:37,830 ♪ No delicate 506 00:21:37,831 --> 00:21:39,831 String of pearls ♪ 507 00:21:39,832 --> 00:21:41,416 That was so cool! 508 00:21:41,417 --> 00:21:42,875 No problem. 509 00:21:46,630 --> 00:21:47,964 Here you go. 510 00:21:47,965 --> 00:21:49,925 - Thank you so much. - Would I get one more? 511 00:21:49,928 --> 00:21:51,635 - No worries. - Thank you. 512 00:21:53,053 --> 00:21:55,222 So what were you saying 513 00:21:55,223 --> 00:21:57,390 about athletes again? 514 00:21:57,391 --> 00:21:58,850 Look, I'm sorry. 515 00:21:58,851 --> 00:22:00,602 - You know, I've. - Never seen someone fly. 516 00:22:00,605 --> 00:22:01,749 So close to the sun. 517 00:22:05,565 --> 00:22:06,650 Oh, yeah, and thanks for 518 00:22:06,651 --> 00:22:07,733 setting my car alarm off. 519 00:22:07,734 --> 00:22:09,068 That was super smooth. 520 00:22:09,069 --> 00:22:10,654 - Definitely did. - That on purpose. 521 00:22:10,657 --> 00:22:12,614 - Oh yeah? - Yeah, I thought. - It looked cool. 522 00:22:12,615 --> 00:22:14,733 - Yeah, you know, running. - Away like a little girl. 523 00:22:14,736 --> 00:22:16,410 Real cool. 524 00:22:16,413 --> 00:22:17,995 - It's a nice. - Picture in my mind. 525 00:22:17,998 --> 00:22:19,788 - You know, I call 'em. - Like I see 'em. 526 00:22:19,791 --> 00:22:20,915 Look, my ex-girlfriend 527 00:22:20,916 --> 00:22:22,040 was on the volleyball team, 528 00:22:22,041 --> 00:22:23,167 and she didn't really 529 00:22:23,168 --> 00:22:24,292 have time for anything 530 00:22:24,293 --> 00:22:25,628 so I guess that's 531 00:22:25,629 --> 00:22:26,961 why I said that. 532 00:22:26,962 --> 00:22:28,068 She was also cheating 533 00:22:28,069 --> 00:22:29,172 on me with Tom Hopkins 534 00:22:29,173 --> 00:22:30,790 - because he had a. - Driver's license, 535 00:22:30,793 --> 00:22:32,051 But I guess it made 536 00:22:32,052 --> 00:22:33,510 me kind of bitter. 537 00:22:37,056 --> 00:22:38,537 So athletics had 538 00:22:38,538 --> 00:22:40,016 nothing to do with it? 539 00:22:40,017 --> 00:22:41,810 No, I was just 540 00:22:41,811 --> 00:22:43,602 angry and bitter. 541 00:22:43,603 --> 00:22:45,564 So I hear 542 00:22:45,565 --> 00:22:47,525 you're also a singer? 543 00:22:48,775 --> 00:22:52,487 Sorry, I'm auditioning 544 00:22:52,488 --> 00:22:53,530 for the Berklee. 545 00:22:53,531 --> 00:22:54,571 College of Music. 546 00:22:54,572 --> 00:22:55,948 It's in Boston. 547 00:22:55,949 --> 00:22:57,263 Wow, elite skating, 548 00:22:57,264 --> 00:22:58,575 singing. 549 00:22:58,576 --> 00:23:00,471 - You know, you're. - Starting to make the rest. 550 00:23:00,474 --> 00:23:01,930 Of us look pretty lazy. 551 00:23:02,789 --> 00:23:05,041 You okay? 552 00:23:05,042 --> 00:23:06,918 Yeah, uh. 553 00:23:06,919 --> 00:23:08,211 You need my help? 554 00:23:08,212 --> 00:23:10,963 No, no. 555 00:23:10,964 --> 00:23:14,092 I'll be right back. 556 00:23:17,263 --> 00:23:18,431 - Oh, my God! - Carley! 557 00:23:29,046 --> 00:23:30,109 An athlete's heart rate 558 00:23:30,181 --> 00:23:31,208 should only be 559 00:23:31,209 --> 00:23:32,384 around 50 beats per minute. 560 00:23:32,385 --> 00:23:33,407 When the paramedics 561 00:23:33,408 --> 00:23:34,428 arrived to take mine, 562 00:23:34,429 --> 00:23:36,281 it was around 110. 563 00:23:36,282 --> 00:23:38,500 - That's like the beat of. - A really fast dance song. 564 00:23:38,503 --> 00:23:39,509 At a nightclub. 565 00:23:39,510 --> 00:23:40,599 Which explains 566 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:41,787 why I was so thin. 567 00:24:04,081 --> 00:24:05,119 I'm from 568 00:24:05,140 --> 00:24:06,218 the Oncology department. 569 00:24:06,219 --> 00:24:07,266 After the CT scan 570 00:24:07,267 --> 00:24:08,312 was completed, 571 00:24:08,313 --> 00:24:09,314 the radiology department 572 00:24:09,315 --> 00:24:10,315 asked me to come down 573 00:24:10,316 --> 00:24:11,374 and take a look at it. 574 00:24:11,375 --> 00:24:12,775 I was clearly able to see 575 00:24:12,776 --> 00:24:14,299 what was causing Carley's 576 00:24:14,300 --> 00:24:15,820 breathing problems. 577 00:24:15,821 --> 00:24:17,990 I have, uh, I have a spare 578 00:24:17,991 --> 00:24:20,158 inhaler in here. 579 00:24:20,159 --> 00:24:21,514 Mrs. Allison, I'm sorry, 580 00:24:21,515 --> 00:24:22,868 but that won't be necessary. 581 00:24:22,869 --> 00:24:24,621 It's not asthma. 582 00:24:24,622 --> 00:24:25,706 [DOCTOR CONTINUES 583 00:24:25,707 --> 00:24:26,790 [SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 584 00:24:35,048 --> 00:24:36,529 More tests to run, 585 00:24:36,530 --> 00:24:38,010 but we have a little... 586 00:24:39,637 --> 00:24:41,994 In a few seconds, they're 587 00:24:41,995 --> 00:24:44,350 gonna come in and hug me. 588 00:24:53,984 --> 00:24:56,153 Riley and Sam are gonna be 589 00:24:56,154 --> 00:24:58,321 holding in their tears. 590 00:24:58,322 --> 00:24:59,947 My dad's gonna hold my hand 591 00:24:59,948 --> 00:25:01,387 and tell me everything's 592 00:25:01,388 --> 00:25:02,426 gonna be okay. 593 00:25:02,448 --> 00:25:05,226 Hey. 594 00:25:05,245 --> 00:25:06,309 My mom 595 00:25:06,310 --> 00:25:07,372 will kiss my forehead. 596 00:25:07,373 --> 00:25:09,021 It's gonna be 597 00:25:09,022 --> 00:25:10,668 okay. Shh. 598 00:25:15,214 --> 00:25:17,465 It's okay. 599 00:25:18,552 --> 00:25:19,634 And I'm gonna nod 600 00:25:19,635 --> 00:25:21,074 and know they're only 601 00:25:21,075 --> 00:25:22,513 telling me half the truth. 602 00:25:31,855 --> 00:25:33,731 The truth is... 603 00:25:35,901 --> 00:25:37,776 The CT scan found a tumor 604 00:25:37,777 --> 00:25:39,008 on the right side 605 00:25:39,009 --> 00:25:40,239 of my trachea. 606 00:25:48,038 --> 00:25:49,998 I have cancer. 607 00:25:53,357 --> 00:25:54,436 It's a malignant 608 00:25:54,475 --> 00:25:55,535 melanoma in your trachea. 609 00:25:55,536 --> 00:25:56,554 It's extremely rare. 610 00:25:56,555 --> 00:25:57,586 Only seven known cases 611 00:25:57,587 --> 00:25:58,715 in medical history. 612 00:25:58,716 --> 00:26:00,656 You, young lady, 613 00:26:00,657 --> 00:26:02,594 one in a billion. 614 00:26:02,595 --> 00:26:04,095 Wow. Lucky me. 615 00:26:04,096 --> 00:26:05,723 Well, you are lucky 616 00:26:05,724 --> 00:26:07,348 because we can remove it. 617 00:26:07,349 --> 00:26:09,226 Not today, because the tumor is 618 00:26:09,227 --> 00:26:11,102 right up beside your thyroid. 619 00:26:11,103 --> 00:26:12,646 So we have to use chemotherapy 620 00:26:12,647 --> 00:26:14,188 to shrink the tumor down 621 00:26:14,189 --> 00:26:15,357 to a size where we 622 00:26:15,358 --> 00:26:16,524 can get around it. 623 00:26:16,525 --> 00:26:18,151 In the meantime, you 624 00:26:18,152 --> 00:26:19,776 need this tracheostomy 625 00:26:19,777 --> 00:26:21,447 so you can breathe. 626 00:27:21,298 --> 00:27:22,967 Hey Nuggy. 627 00:27:22,968 --> 00:27:24,635 How you doing? 628 00:27:26,512 --> 00:27:28,179 Good morning. 629 00:27:28,180 --> 00:27:30,349 How you feeling? 630 00:27:55,873 --> 00:27:57,521 Hi. 631 00:27:57,522 --> 00:27:59,168 Hi. 632 00:28:18,104 --> 00:28:19,565 I'll take that one. 633 00:28:21,107 --> 00:28:23,693 Wow, that's big. 634 00:28:32,452 --> 00:28:36,247 ♪ Every night we go out ♪ 635 00:28:36,248 --> 00:28:38,480 ♪ We don't care ♪ 636 00:28:38,481 --> 00:28:40,710 ♪ Where we end up ♪ 637 00:28:40,711 --> 00:28:42,294 ♪ Everyone ♪ 638 00:28:42,295 --> 00:28:43,421 Hi. 639 00:28:43,422 --> 00:28:45,131 - No toys allowed. - It's okay. 640 00:28:45,134 --> 00:28:46,842 - It's so cute. - Oh, tell me about it. 641 00:28:46,845 --> 00:28:48,467 Let's go. 642 00:28:48,468 --> 00:28:49,761 Come on, come on. 643 00:28:49,762 --> 00:28:51,722 - But I'm her sister. - Let's go. 644 00:28:54,057 --> 00:28:55,350 No toys in the ICU. 645 00:28:55,351 --> 00:28:56,642 It's just for my sister! 646 00:28:56,643 --> 00:28:59,354 It's small! Man. 647 00:29:02,649 --> 00:29:06,485 ♪ As we walk down the street ♪ 648 00:29:06,486 --> 00:29:09,010 ♪ We don't see ♪ 649 00:29:09,011 --> 00:29:11,532 ♪ What people think ♪ 650 00:29:11,533 --> 00:29:14,411 ♪ 'Cause we don't care ♪ 651 00:29:18,791 --> 00:29:19,917 It's okay, you 652 00:29:19,918 --> 00:29:21,042 don't have to hide. 653 00:29:22,127 --> 00:29:23,295 I'm not wearing make-up 654 00:29:23,296 --> 00:29:24,463 either. 655 00:29:26,131 --> 00:29:27,382 Can I see it? 656 00:29:29,468 --> 00:29:30,949 Oh, come on, I'm going 657 00:29:30,950 --> 00:29:32,428 see it eventually. 658 00:29:32,429 --> 00:29:34,056 I bought you this 659 00:29:34,057 --> 00:29:35,682 giant, cute Panda. 660 00:29:42,689 --> 00:29:44,357 How are you? 661 00:30:02,125 --> 00:30:04,251 You have amazing handwriting. 662 00:30:07,673 --> 00:30:08,987 Oh, you want to talk 663 00:30:08,988 --> 00:30:10,299 about embarrassed, huh? 664 00:30:10,300 --> 00:30:11,885 - That night. - We brought you in, 665 00:30:11,888 --> 00:30:12,928 Your dad said he'd call 666 00:30:12,929 --> 00:30:13,970 my parents to pick me up 667 00:30:13,971 --> 00:30:15,264 because my phone had died. 668 00:30:15,265 --> 00:30:16,555 But he forgot. 669 00:30:16,556 --> 00:30:18,098 Not that I can blame him. 670 00:30:18,099 --> 00:30:19,685 - I tried to take. - The train home. 671 00:30:19,688 --> 00:30:20,749 And somehow ended up 672 00:30:20,750 --> 00:30:21,811 on the wrong train 673 00:30:21,812 --> 00:30:22,980 and ended up in the 674 00:30:22,981 --> 00:30:24,146 middle of nowhere. 675 00:30:24,147 --> 00:30:25,791 - And all the trains. - Stopped running, 676 00:30:25,794 --> 00:30:27,500 - So I had to knock. - On this lady's door. 677 00:30:27,503 --> 00:30:28,652 To use her phone at, 678 00:30:28,653 --> 00:30:29,902 like, two in the morning. 679 00:30:29,903 --> 00:30:31,697 She got scared, called the 680 00:30:31,698 --> 00:30:33,489 cops, and I got arrested. 681 00:30:33,490 --> 00:30:34,950 All right, not quite, but that's 682 00:30:34,951 --> 00:30:36,408 definitely what it looked 683 00:30:36,409 --> 00:30:37,785 like when cops pulled up 684 00:30:37,786 --> 00:30:39,579 - to my house. - With me in the back. 685 00:30:39,582 --> 00:30:41,665 Right when all of my neighbors 686 00:30:41,666 --> 00:30:43,750 were leaving for work. 687 00:30:45,126 --> 00:30:46,586 It's okay, Carley. 688 00:30:48,505 --> 00:30:49,548 How about this? 689 00:30:49,549 --> 00:30:50,589 I'll make you a deal. 690 00:30:50,590 --> 00:30:52,967 You show me your trach tube, 691 00:30:52,968 --> 00:30:54,678 - and I'll show you. - The scar I got. 692 00:30:54,681 --> 00:30:56,034 When I sat on a broken 693 00:30:56,035 --> 00:30:57,388 bottle in the sixth grade. 694 00:30:57,389 --> 00:30:59,078 It's pretty gnarly, 695 00:30:59,079 --> 00:31:00,767 you're going to love it. 696 00:31:06,962 --> 00:31:07,967 A few weeks later 697 00:31:08,055 --> 00:31:09,066 I started chemo. 698 00:31:09,067 --> 00:31:12,028 Carley Allison? 699 00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:26,752 - Hi, Carrie, - I'm Sophie. 700 00:31:26,755 --> 00:31:28,269 - I'll be taking. - Your blood today. 701 00:31:28,272 --> 00:31:29,503 It's Carley. 702 00:31:29,504 --> 00:31:30,651 Now, did anybody 703 00:31:30,652 --> 00:31:31,797 take your temperature? 704 00:31:31,798 --> 00:31:33,007 Nope. 705 00:31:33,008 --> 00:31:34,299 Great. 706 00:31:34,300 --> 00:31:35,969 - Nobody took. - Your temperature. 707 00:31:37,804 --> 00:31:39,598 - Open. - Close. 708 00:31:40,849 --> 00:31:42,659 - How many chemo. - Treatments have you had? 709 00:31:42,662 --> 00:31:43,809 One. 710 00:31:43,810 --> 00:31:45,562 - Any nausea? - Yes. 711 00:31:45,565 --> 00:31:47,335 Diarrhea? 712 00:31:47,336 --> 00:31:49,107 Not since taco night. 713 00:31:50,191 --> 00:31:51,734 Funny. 714 00:31:51,735 --> 00:31:52,818 Any vomiting? 715 00:31:52,819 --> 00:31:54,279 Nope. 716 00:32:01,036 --> 00:32:02,099 How is it? 717 00:32:02,100 --> 00:32:03,161 What? 718 00:32:03,162 --> 00:32:04,162 My temperature? 719 00:32:04,163 --> 00:32:06,791 Normal. Why? 720 00:32:06,792 --> 00:32:08,208 Oh, no reason. 721 00:32:08,209 --> 00:32:09,795 - Okay, you'll be. - Experiencing some. 722 00:32:09,798 --> 00:32:11,838 - Or all of the side-effects. - I just mentioned. 723 00:32:11,841 --> 00:32:13,255 During your treatment. 724 00:32:13,256 --> 00:32:15,216 Roll your sleeve up. 725 00:32:23,892 --> 00:32:25,143 Do I get juice after? 726 00:32:25,144 --> 00:32:26,393 What? 727 00:32:26,394 --> 00:32:29,001 You know when people give 728 00:32:29,002 --> 00:32:31,608 blood... ah, never mind. 729 00:32:34,444 --> 00:32:36,989 Hold that, put pressure on it. 730 00:32:47,624 --> 00:32:49,751 What an asshole, right? 731 00:32:51,419 --> 00:32:52,962 Oh, thank you so... 732 00:32:52,963 --> 00:32:54,110 Did you just call me 733 00:32:54,111 --> 00:32:55,256 an asshole? 734 00:32:56,842 --> 00:32:59,031 No, um, I was messaging 735 00:32:59,032 --> 00:33:01,219 someone and I meant them. 736 00:33:01,220 --> 00:33:02,972 Mm-hm, 737 00:33:02,973 --> 00:33:04,724 I'll see you next week. 738 00:33:06,768 --> 00:33:08,970 - At first I didn't get. - All the gross side effects. 739 00:33:08,973 --> 00:33:10,363 - They said I would. - From chemo. 740 00:33:10,366 --> 00:33:12,573 But you know what was gross? 741 00:33:15,568 --> 00:33:16,569 Hey. 742 00:33:16,570 --> 00:33:17,570 We ready? 743 00:33:17,571 --> 00:33:19,281 You got this. 744 00:33:19,282 --> 00:33:20,990 Relax. 745 00:33:20,991 --> 00:33:22,491 Take a deep breath. 746 00:33:22,492 --> 00:33:24,994 Deep breath. 747 00:33:28,581 --> 00:33:29,999 Thanks, Hun. 748 00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:31,543 Okay so we're just 749 00:33:31,544 --> 00:33:33,085 looking for any redness, 750 00:33:33,086 --> 00:33:37,006 hardness, drainage, bruising. 751 00:33:37,007 --> 00:33:38,863 And also be aware 752 00:33:38,864 --> 00:33:40,718 of any bad odors. 753 00:33:40,719 --> 00:33:41,804 You mean other 754 00:33:41,805 --> 00:33:42,888 than Carley's breath? 755 00:33:44,556 --> 00:33:46,348 Hello? 756 00:33:46,349 --> 00:33:47,808 Hi, John. 757 00:33:47,809 --> 00:33:49,477 - I tried to knock, - but nobody came. 758 00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:50,583 To the door, 759 00:33:50,584 --> 00:33:51,687 so I just... Holy. 760 00:33:51,688 --> 00:33:53,272 - We're just changing. - Her trach tube. 761 00:33:53,273 --> 00:33:54,273 Okay, got it. 762 00:33:54,274 --> 00:33:55,901 - There we go, - we got it. 763 00:33:55,904 --> 00:33:57,504 - There, perfect. - We got it, we got it. 764 00:34:02,532 --> 00:34:03,782 Get another one. 765 00:34:03,783 --> 00:34:05,097 Where? 766 00:34:05,098 --> 00:34:06,410 Bathroom. 767 00:34:06,411 --> 00:34:07,995 Upstairs bathroom! 768 00:34:07,996 --> 00:34:09,246 Sorry! 769 00:34:10,604 --> 00:34:11,658 Hurry up! 770 00:34:11,747 --> 00:34:14,357 She can't breathe! 771 00:34:14,377 --> 00:34:16,336 Come on, Sam, hurry up! 772 00:34:16,337 --> 00:34:17,693 You're okay. 773 00:34:17,694 --> 00:34:19,048 You're okay. 774 00:34:19,049 --> 00:34:20,424 You're gonna be okay. 775 00:34:20,425 --> 00:34:22,052 - Come on! - We don't have much time! 776 00:34:22,055 --> 00:34:23,511 I know! 777 00:34:24,345 --> 00:34:25,889 Got it? 778 00:34:25,890 --> 00:34:27,431 Sure. Okay. 779 00:34:27,432 --> 00:34:28,975 I got it! 780 00:34:30,518 --> 00:34:32,437 I got it, I got it. 781 00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:33,563 May! 782 00:34:33,564 --> 00:34:34,689 Okay. 783 00:34:36,441 --> 00:34:37,734 - Okay. It's okay. - It's okay. 784 00:34:37,737 --> 00:34:39,485 - It's okay. - Just try not to move! 785 00:34:39,488 --> 00:34:41,071 Okay, okay, okay. 786 00:34:41,074 --> 00:34:42,969 Stay calm okay? 787 00:34:42,970 --> 00:34:44,865 Try not to move. 788 00:34:44,866 --> 00:34:46,743 - Here we go, sweetie. - Stay still. 789 00:34:46,746 --> 00:34:49,120 Here we go, and... 790 00:35:02,092 --> 00:35:04,844 So gross. 791 00:35:06,471 --> 00:35:08,140 That's good. 792 00:35:08,141 --> 00:35:09,807 I got it, I got it. 793 00:35:09,808 --> 00:35:11,372 You sure you guys 794 00:35:11,373 --> 00:35:12,935 don't need any help? 795 00:35:12,936 --> 00:35:14,229 Oh, really, Mom, 796 00:35:14,230 --> 00:35:15,521 we are fine. 797 00:35:20,235 --> 00:35:21,257 This is not an indication 798 00:35:21,258 --> 00:35:22,278 of my culinary skills. 799 00:35:22,279 --> 00:35:24,239 - You saw that. - That was completely him. 800 00:35:24,242 --> 00:35:26,364 That was all him. 801 00:35:26,365 --> 00:35:27,596 Look, really, you go relax 802 00:35:27,597 --> 00:35:28,826 and you'll know dinner's ready 803 00:35:28,827 --> 00:35:30,516 when smoke comes pouring 804 00:35:30,517 --> 00:35:32,205 out of the kitchen. 805 00:35:35,083 --> 00:35:37,459 I think they like you. 806 00:35:37,460 --> 00:35:38,794 That's good. 807 00:35:38,795 --> 00:35:40,130 I'm a pretty likable 808 00:35:40,131 --> 00:35:41,464 guy though, so. 809 00:35:45,051 --> 00:35:46,052 So when am I going 810 00:35:46,053 --> 00:35:47,053 to meet your parents? 811 00:35:47,054 --> 00:35:49,172 - Well, I figured after we. - Burn down this kitchen, 812 00:35:49,175 --> 00:35:50,215 We'll probably have 813 00:35:50,216 --> 00:35:51,256 to go to my place. 814 00:35:51,257 --> 00:35:53,134 Seriously. 815 00:35:54,060 --> 00:35:56,395 Do you want to wait? 816 00:35:58,231 --> 00:35:59,815 No, no. 817 00:35:59,816 --> 00:36:02,484 Whenever you want, Carley. 818 00:36:02,485 --> 00:36:04,737 What? 819 00:36:08,700 --> 00:36:10,118 Uh... 820 00:36:12,829 --> 00:36:14,226 Um... Let's just wait 821 00:36:14,227 --> 00:36:15,622 until chemo's done. 822 00:36:15,623 --> 00:36:16,729 Whenever you want. 823 00:36:16,730 --> 00:36:17,834 Really. 824 00:36:19,711 --> 00:36:21,943 Look, I should probably 825 00:36:21,944 --> 00:36:24,173 tell you that... I love... 826 00:36:24,174 --> 00:36:25,676 No, no! 827 00:36:25,677 --> 00:36:27,176 What? 828 00:36:27,177 --> 00:36:28,783 I was gonna tell you 829 00:36:28,784 --> 00:36:30,387 how much I love carrots. 830 00:36:30,388 --> 00:36:31,890 They are delicious. 831 00:36:33,308 --> 00:36:35,101 - I should probably cut. - Some more. 832 00:36:36,353 --> 00:36:38,354 John. 833 00:36:38,355 --> 00:36:40,232 Yeah? 834 00:36:41,900 --> 00:36:44,549 You know this is going 835 00:36:44,550 --> 00:36:47,196 to get ugly, right? 836 00:36:47,197 --> 00:36:49,073 I don't care. 837 00:36:49,074 --> 00:36:50,741 Okay, but just listen. 838 00:36:50,742 --> 00:36:52,202 Come here. 839 00:36:53,494 --> 00:36:56,788 Look, I'm gonna be bald, 840 00:36:56,789 --> 00:36:58,604 and pukey and I'm 841 00:36:58,605 --> 00:37:00,417 gonna smell like ass, 842 00:37:00,418 --> 00:37:01,878 so I just want you to 843 00:37:01,879 --> 00:37:03,337 picture all of that. 844 00:37:03,338 --> 00:37:04,464 I don't know what 845 00:37:04,465 --> 00:37:05,589 you want me to say. 846 00:37:05,590 --> 00:37:07,071 You don't have permission 847 00:37:07,072 --> 00:37:08,550 to feel bad for me. 848 00:37:08,551 --> 00:37:10,845 I'm always going to be 849 00:37:10,846 --> 00:37:13,138 there for you, Carley. 850 00:37:13,139 --> 00:37:15,682 I promise. 851 00:37:15,683 --> 00:37:18,186 That's a pretty big promise. 852 00:37:23,441 --> 00:37:26,193 If you're in this... 853 00:37:26,194 --> 00:37:28,718 promise me... 854 00:37:28,719 --> 00:37:31,241 you will always smile. 855 00:37:34,286 --> 00:37:36,996 Always. 856 00:37:42,460 --> 00:37:45,004 I made you a promise. 857 00:37:48,466 --> 00:37:49,759 So what did you 858 00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:51,051 say you love again? 859 00:37:51,052 --> 00:37:52,469 Actually I can't remember. 860 00:37:52,470 --> 00:37:54,263 Oh, yeah? 861 00:37:54,264 --> 00:37:56,349 You. 862 00:38:00,270 --> 00:38:02,563 I love you, Carley. 863 00:38:06,234 --> 00:38:08,194 Cool! 864 00:38:12,449 --> 00:38:14,368 Okay, so, I'm recording this 865 00:38:14,369 --> 00:38:16,285 video for posterity, 866 00:38:16,286 --> 00:38:17,871 so if anyone, Sam, 867 00:38:17,872 --> 00:38:19,455 Riley, finds this, 868 00:38:19,456 --> 00:38:21,333 do not watch it or post it 869 00:38:21,334 --> 00:38:23,209 under penalty of death. 870 00:38:33,678 --> 00:38:36,054 Yeah, so there it is. 871 00:38:36,055 --> 00:38:38,016 I'm in the same club 872 00:38:38,017 --> 00:38:39,975 as Mr. Clean 873 00:38:39,976 --> 00:38:41,769 - and the National. - Bird of America. 874 00:38:41,772 --> 00:38:44,147 I'm bald. 875 00:38:45,690 --> 00:38:47,901 I miss my hair, 876 00:38:47,902 --> 00:38:50,110 but this is awesome. 877 00:38:50,111 --> 00:38:51,821 Instead of washing, 878 00:38:51,822 --> 00:38:53,530 rinsing, conditioning, 879 00:38:53,531 --> 00:38:55,158 towel drying, hair-fryer drying, 880 00:38:55,159 --> 00:38:56,783 and applying hair products 881 00:38:56,784 --> 00:38:58,660 for 45 minutes every morning. 882 00:38:58,661 --> 00:39:00,663 I do this. 883 00:39:05,293 --> 00:39:08,046 There, that you can post. 884 00:39:10,465 --> 00:39:12,384 [UPBEAT INSTRUMENTAL 885 00:39:12,385 --> 00:39:14,302 [MUSIC PLAYING] 886 00:39:31,319 --> 00:39:32,986 I can't hear you! 887 00:39:32,987 --> 00:39:34,280 Is that a yes? 888 00:39:36,366 --> 00:39:38,659 Yes, yes. 889 00:39:47,377 --> 00:39:49,128 Just stand like a human. 890 00:39:49,131 --> 00:39:50,796 I don't know how to. 891 00:39:50,799 --> 00:39:52,131 Don't bend over! 892 00:39:52,134 --> 00:39:53,382 Just keep your back straight! 893 00:39:53,383 --> 00:39:55,134 - Oh, here we go! - Okay... oof! 894 00:39:57,722 --> 00:39:59,096 Are you okay? 895 00:39:59,097 --> 00:40:00,765 - Yeah, I'm okay, - I'm just embarrassed. 896 00:40:00,768 --> 00:40:02,100 - I'm supposed - to hold you up. 897 00:40:02,103 --> 00:40:03,468 - It's not your fault. - You suck. 898 00:40:03,471 --> 00:40:04,894 - You're evil, - you know that? 899 00:40:04,897 --> 00:40:06,871 - Hey, I'm giving you. - A private skating lesson. 900 00:40:06,874 --> 00:40:08,640 - At a severely discounted. - Rate, so chill. 901 00:40:08,643 --> 00:40:09,940 Okay. 902 00:40:09,941 --> 00:40:11,026 No, but seriously though, 903 00:40:11,027 --> 00:40:12,109 you owe me 20 bucks. 904 00:40:13,717 --> 00:40:15,321 I don't have. 905 00:40:23,121 --> 00:40:24,456 Hey, can we sit down? 906 00:40:24,457 --> 00:40:25,790 Yeah. 907 00:40:29,961 --> 00:40:31,275 You okay? 908 00:40:31,276 --> 00:40:32,588 Please don't let me go. 909 00:40:40,597 --> 00:40:43,266 That's better. 910 00:40:44,601 --> 00:40:46,144 The cold air was like 911 00:40:46,145 --> 00:40:47,686 a razor on my throat. 912 00:40:52,442 --> 00:40:53,756 You know when we were kids 913 00:40:53,757 --> 00:40:55,068 and we mastered a new skill, 914 00:40:55,069 --> 00:40:56,571 our coaches would let 915 00:40:56,572 --> 00:40:58,071 us ring that bell. 916 00:40:59,158 --> 00:41:00,240 It was the best feeling. 917 00:41:00,241 --> 00:41:01,993 - You know I have to. - Try that now, right? 918 00:41:01,996 --> 00:41:03,286 Not until you become 919 00:41:03,287 --> 00:41:04,579 a master of not falling. 920 00:41:06,122 --> 00:41:07,539 Oh, you're on. 921 00:41:07,540 --> 00:41:09,667 How difficult can it be? 922 00:41:12,003 --> 00:41:13,004 This is one that you do, 923 00:41:13,005 --> 00:41:14,005 right? 924 00:41:14,006 --> 00:41:16,131 Like this? 925 00:41:16,132 --> 00:41:17,799 Whoa... 926 00:41:22,347 --> 00:41:24,806 I will ring that bell! 927 00:41:24,807 --> 00:41:26,141 Oh, no. 928 00:41:26,142 --> 00:41:28,249 It's gonna be so perfect. 929 00:41:28,250 --> 00:41:30,354 I'm so excited. 930 00:41:30,355 --> 00:41:31,980 Hi guys! 931 00:41:31,981 --> 00:41:33,608 I haven't seen you in so long! 932 00:41:33,609 --> 00:41:35,233 How are you, Carley? 933 00:41:35,234 --> 00:41:37,195 - Oh, I'm good. - I'm really good. 934 00:41:37,198 --> 00:41:38,778 I miss you guys. 935 00:41:38,779 --> 00:41:40,469 We need to do frozen yogurt 936 00:41:40,470 --> 00:41:42,157 or something healthier. 937 00:41:42,158 --> 00:41:44,742 Heh, heh. Yeah, sure. 938 00:41:44,743 --> 00:41:45,807 Can she come to 939 00:41:45,808 --> 00:41:46,871 your party too? 940 00:41:48,122 --> 00:41:49,540 I'll forward the 941 00:41:49,541 --> 00:41:50,957 invite to you, Car. 942 00:41:50,958 --> 00:41:52,543 It's just three, 943 00:41:52,544 --> 00:41:54,127 10 people max. 944 00:41:54,128 --> 00:41:55,171 There. 945 00:42:02,261 --> 00:42:03,929 You're kind of an asshole. 946 00:42:05,682 --> 00:42:07,849 I just forgot. 947 00:42:09,165 --> 00:42:10,178 What's their problem? 948 00:42:10,450 --> 00:42:11,677 It's not like I'm contagious. 949 00:42:11,678 --> 00:42:13,279 - They don't think. - You're contagious. 950 00:42:13,282 --> 00:42:14,289 - Then what? - I'm gross? 951 00:42:14,292 --> 00:42:15,624 - 'Cause I'm bald, - skinny, sick. 952 00:42:15,627 --> 00:42:16,699 Why are you even with me? 953 00:42:16,700 --> 00:42:18,427 - I'm with you because. - You make me happy. 954 00:42:18,430 --> 00:42:20,070 - Because of the way you... - No, stop it! 955 00:42:20,073 --> 00:42:22,030 - I'm gross, and it. - Actually makes me so mad. 956 00:42:22,033 --> 00:42:23,265 That you're trying to pretend 957 00:42:23,266 --> 00:42:24,299 I'm the same as I was. 958 00:42:24,300 --> 00:42:25,367 Carley. 959 00:42:25,368 --> 00:42:28,517 Carley, you are still the 960 00:42:28,518 --> 00:42:31,665 smart, funny, beautiful girl 961 00:42:31,666 --> 00:42:33,709 that you have always been. 962 00:42:33,710 --> 00:42:34,815 It doesn't matter 963 00:42:34,816 --> 00:42:35,919 what you look like. 964 00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:37,814 - You have one of the. - Most beautiful hearts. 965 00:42:37,817 --> 00:42:38,897 - Your eyes... - Ugh! 966 00:42:38,900 --> 00:42:40,315 Just shut your mouth. 967 00:43:02,113 --> 00:43:07,660 ♪ It's hard to see your face ♪ 968 00:43:10,246 --> 00:43:15,000 ♪ It's a million miles away ♪ 969 00:43:16,377 --> 00:43:19,796 ♪ I can't help but think ♪ 970 00:43:19,797 --> 00:43:24,384 ♪ What if I told you ♪ 971 00:43:24,385 --> 00:43:28,555 ♪ I'm still in love with you ♪ 972 00:43:28,556 --> 00:43:31,975 ♪ Would it break you ♪ 973 00:43:31,976 --> 00:43:35,771 ♪ Would it take you down ♪ 974 00:43:35,772 --> 00:43:39,441 ♪ Would it make you say ♪ 975 00:43:39,442 --> 00:43:43,904 ♪ All that you wanted ♪ 976 00:43:45,573 --> 00:43:49,284 ♪ See, now that you're ♪ 977 00:43:49,285 --> 00:43:53,705 ♪ Standing in front of me ♪ 978 00:43:53,706 --> 00:43:54,895 [SONG CONTINUES PLAYING 979 00:43:54,896 --> 00:43:56,082 [ON COMPUTER] 980 00:43:56,083 --> 00:43:57,751 So is it any good? 981 00:43:58,754 --> 00:43:59,754 It's great, Car. 982 00:43:59,755 --> 00:44:01,443 You know this account 983 00:44:01,444 --> 00:44:03,131 is public, right? 984 00:44:03,132 --> 00:44:04,716 And? 985 00:44:04,717 --> 00:44:06,177 Fifteen hundred people have 986 00:44:06,178 --> 00:44:07,637 watched this already! 987 00:44:09,138 --> 00:44:12,056 ♪ Like this ♪ 988 00:44:12,057 --> 00:44:16,813 ♪ I care about you ♪ 989 00:44:18,356 --> 00:44:23,819 ♪ I loved you ♪ 990 00:44:23,820 --> 00:44:26,154 ♪ Oh ♪ 991 00:44:26,155 --> 00:44:31,034 ♪ I loved you ♪ 992 00:44:52,598 --> 00:44:54,163 How you doing, Dad? 993 00:44:54,164 --> 00:44:55,727 You warm enough? 994 00:45:00,773 --> 00:45:02,045 Okay, 995 00:45:02,046 --> 00:45:03,317 roll up your sleeve. 996 00:45:15,912 --> 00:45:17,540 Did you see my video? 997 00:45:18,624 --> 00:45:19,833 What video? 998 00:45:19,834 --> 00:45:20,918 I did a song, 999 00:45:20,919 --> 00:45:22,001 and it's on YouTube. 1000 00:45:22,002 --> 00:45:23,546 - Well I would lay off. - The singing. 1001 00:45:23,549 --> 00:45:25,397 - 'Cause you don't want. - To ruin your voice. 1002 00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:26,465 Otherwise you might not 1003 00:45:26,466 --> 00:45:27,632 be able to sing again 1004 00:45:27,633 --> 00:45:29,092 even if you get better. 1005 00:45:29,093 --> 00:45:30,886 When. 1006 00:45:30,887 --> 00:45:32,303 What? 1007 00:45:32,304 --> 00:45:34,056 Not if. 1008 00:45:36,642 --> 00:45:38,665 Look, I don't know if you 1009 00:45:38,666 --> 00:45:40,687 are taking this lightly, 1010 00:45:40,688 --> 00:45:41,877 or if everyone around you 1011 00:45:41,878 --> 00:45:43,064 is choosing 1012 00:45:43,065 --> 00:45:44,150 not to tell you what's 1013 00:45:44,151 --> 00:45:45,233 going on here, 1014 00:45:45,234 --> 00:45:46,465 but you need to know exactly 1015 00:45:46,466 --> 00:45:47,694 what you're dealing with. 1016 00:45:49,113 --> 00:45:51,131 - Do I have to be on. - The actual brink of death. 1017 00:45:51,134 --> 00:45:52,365 For you to be nice to me? 1018 00:45:52,366 --> 00:45:53,680 Carley, I just said 1019 00:45:53,681 --> 00:45:54,992 lay off the singing. 1020 00:45:54,993 --> 00:45:56,369 No, you said if. 1021 00:45:56,370 --> 00:45:57,871 I'm sorry if that's harsh, 1022 00:45:57,872 --> 00:45:59,540 but you need to know exactly 1023 00:45:59,541 --> 00:46:01,208 what you're up against. 1024 00:46:02,251 --> 00:46:04,420 I'll see you next week. 1025 00:46:12,929 --> 00:46:14,431 Today was my first day 1026 00:46:14,432 --> 00:46:15,932 back at school in months. 1027 00:46:17,182 --> 00:46:18,559 My locker's going 1028 00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:19,936 to smell like shit. 1029 00:46:41,540 --> 00:46:43,999 Hey, Car. 1030 00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,462 Hey, Becks. 1031 00:46:52,593 --> 00:46:54,512 I'm sorry... 1032 00:46:55,972 --> 00:46:57,556 - about - back at the rink. 1033 00:47:00,476 --> 00:47:02,101 I got freaked out. 1034 00:47:03,688 --> 00:47:04,772 It's just, 1035 00:47:04,802 --> 00:47:07,472 I wasn't thinking. 1036 00:47:07,525 --> 00:47:10,862 I'm so sorry, Car. 1037 00:47:13,447 --> 00:47:15,825 I miss you. 1038 00:47:19,203 --> 00:47:21,747 I miss you so much. 1039 00:47:23,165 --> 00:47:24,876 I miss you too. 1040 00:47:33,425 --> 00:47:34,948 Um... I would have an excuse 1041 00:47:34,949 --> 00:47:36,469 to wear a hat inside, 1042 00:47:36,470 --> 00:47:38,014 but what are you doing? 1043 00:47:43,435 --> 00:47:45,270 Oh, my God! 1044 00:47:47,690 --> 00:47:50,149 What did you do? 1045 00:47:50,150 --> 00:47:52,110 Solidarity. 1046 00:47:54,531 --> 00:47:55,739 You look amazing. 1047 00:47:55,740 --> 00:47:57,449 - I want to show you. - Something. 1048 00:47:57,452 --> 00:47:58,784 - Follow me. - What? 1049 00:47:58,787 --> 00:47:59,869 Come on, run! 1050 00:47:59,870 --> 00:48:00,952 Oh, wait, what... 1051 00:48:04,040 --> 00:48:07,250 Look! 1052 00:48:22,016 --> 00:48:23,434 They were raising money 1053 00:48:23,435 --> 00:48:24,852 for cancer research. 1054 00:48:41,786 --> 00:48:47,206 ♪ Where were you all day ♪ 1055 00:48:47,207 --> 00:48:51,461 ♪ I'm waiting ♪ 1056 00:48:51,462 --> 00:48:54,881 ♪ All the place I craved ♪ 1057 00:49:00,888 --> 00:49:03,848 ♪ Cast you under ♪ 1058 00:49:08,062 --> 00:49:10,273 ♪ Fresh match ♪ 1059 00:49:10,274 --> 00:49:12,483 ♪ Light underneath ♪ 1060 00:49:15,277 --> 00:49:17,467 ♪ The only thing ♪ 1061 00:49:17,468 --> 00:49:19,657 ♪ You help me out ♪ 1062 00:49:21,742 --> 00:49:23,369 Carley, I have short hair and I 1063 00:49:23,370 --> 00:49:24,995 want to do it anyway, it's okay. 1064 00:49:24,996 --> 00:49:26,039 I would've done this for 1065 00:49:26,040 --> 00:49:27,080 your mother, you know. 1066 00:49:27,081 --> 00:49:28,498 Aw, thank you. 1067 00:49:28,499 --> 00:49:30,209 Absolutely 1068 00:49:30,210 --> 00:49:31,918 not! 1069 00:49:31,919 --> 00:49:33,838 - I tried, guys. - I can't do it. 1070 00:49:33,841 --> 00:49:35,068 You tried! 1071 00:49:35,069 --> 00:49:36,297 It was a good try! 1072 00:49:36,298 --> 00:49:37,988 The thing is 1073 00:49:37,989 --> 00:49:39,676 someone has to try it. 1074 00:49:42,304 --> 00:49:44,431 Come on, 1075 00:49:44,432 --> 00:49:46,557 oh, this is great. 1076 00:49:46,558 --> 00:49:47,618 Oh, my god! 1077 00:49:47,619 --> 00:49:49,082 I need time, 1078 00:49:49,083 --> 00:49:50,645 I need time! 1079 00:49:50,646 --> 00:49:52,147 Say goodbye. 1080 00:49:52,148 --> 00:49:53,315 - I'm so sorry, - Mom! 1081 00:49:53,318 --> 00:49:54,379 Okay, fine, 1082 00:49:54,380 --> 00:49:55,441 whatever. 1083 00:49:59,071 --> 00:50:00,823 I can't do it! 1084 00:50:00,824 --> 00:50:02,573 Oh, my God. 1085 00:50:02,574 --> 00:50:03,575 Oh, you are the 1086 00:50:03,576 --> 00:50:04,576 best daughter ever! 1087 00:50:04,577 --> 00:50:06,453 - Riley, Sam, - you get in here! 1088 00:50:06,456 --> 00:50:08,538 Come on! 1089 00:50:08,539 --> 00:50:09,665 I support 1090 00:50:09,666 --> 00:50:10,790 in so many other ways. 1091 00:50:10,791 --> 00:50:12,500 Yeah, me too! 1092 00:50:12,501 --> 00:50:13,711 Get out of here, 1093 00:50:13,712 --> 00:50:14,919 chickens. 1094 00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:16,422 Go watch your shows. 1095 00:50:16,423 --> 00:50:17,922 Oh, see how a man does it. 1096 00:50:17,923 --> 00:50:20,051 Bring it on, take some 1097 00:50:20,052 --> 00:50:22,178 notes and bring it on! 1098 00:50:23,512 --> 00:50:24,555 Taking one 1099 00:50:24,556 --> 00:50:25,596 for the team. 1100 00:50:25,597 --> 00:50:27,307 - He's gonna look weird. - No, he's not. 1101 00:50:27,310 --> 00:50:28,742 - With a face like that? - You sure? 1102 00:50:28,745 --> 00:50:30,310 - Anything - for my little girl. 1103 00:50:30,313 --> 00:50:31,353 I love you. 1104 00:50:31,354 --> 00:50:32,395 I love you. 1105 00:50:32,396 --> 00:50:33,522 You ready? 1106 00:50:33,523 --> 00:50:34,647 Okay! 1107 00:50:34,648 --> 00:50:35,900 I haven't done this before. 1108 00:50:38,299 --> 00:50:39,344 May, get in here! 1109 00:50:39,351 --> 00:50:40,743 She's on, she's on. 1110 00:50:40,822 --> 00:50:41,898 So how are you 1111 00:50:41,944 --> 00:50:42,997 dealing with all of this? 1112 00:50:42,998 --> 00:50:44,037 I decided to treat cancer 1113 00:50:44,038 --> 00:50:45,075 like a contact sport. 1114 00:50:45,076 --> 00:50:46,244 If I keep moving, 1115 00:50:46,245 --> 00:50:47,410 it can't get me. 1116 00:50:47,411 --> 00:50:49,080 - How do you stay - so positive? 1117 00:50:49,083 --> 00:50:50,872 Do you ever feel sad? 1118 00:50:50,873 --> 00:50:53,542 Yeah, I get sad. 1119 00:50:54,793 --> 00:50:56,587 - But life's too short. - To be unhappy. 1120 00:50:56,590 --> 00:50:57,942 You can always 1121 00:50:57,943 --> 00:50:59,296 choose to be happy. 1122 00:50:59,297 --> 00:51:01,066 - What about people. - With mental illness? 1123 00:51:01,069 --> 00:51:02,467 - Can they choose - to be happy? 1124 00:51:02,470 --> 00:51:03,740 Did they just ask Carley 1125 00:51:03,741 --> 00:51:05,011 a hardball question? 1126 00:51:05,012 --> 00:51:06,471 She's got this. 1127 00:51:08,766 --> 00:51:10,309 I know there are a lot of 1128 00:51:10,310 --> 00:51:11,851 people who are depressed 1129 00:51:11,852 --> 00:51:13,041 for reasons 1130 00:51:13,042 --> 00:51:14,229 they can't control. 1131 00:51:14,230 --> 00:51:15,606 But like any illness, 1132 00:51:15,607 --> 00:51:16,981 you can get help. 1133 00:51:16,982 --> 00:51:18,441 You just need support. 1134 00:51:18,442 --> 00:51:19,547 So if you know 1135 00:51:19,548 --> 00:51:20,651 someone who's ill, 1136 00:51:20,652 --> 00:51:23,029 you need to be there for them. 1137 00:51:23,030 --> 00:51:24,511 I couldn't have done it 1138 00:51:24,512 --> 00:51:25,990 without my parents... 1139 00:51:25,991 --> 00:51:29,368 my sisters, Sam and Riley... 1140 00:51:29,369 --> 00:51:34,249 and my boyfriend. 1141 00:51:34,250 --> 00:51:35,606 Ioannis, this girl, 1142 00:51:35,607 --> 00:51:36,960 she goes to your school. 1143 00:51:36,961 --> 00:51:39,712 Do you know her? 1144 00:51:39,713 --> 00:51:42,883 Umm, yeah. 1145 00:51:51,976 --> 00:51:53,478 Where's the goddamn 1146 00:51:53,479 --> 00:51:54,978 battery for this thing? 1147 00:51:54,979 --> 00:51:57,313 It's in my office. 1148 00:51:58,983 --> 00:52:00,547 Can we please 1149 00:52:00,548 --> 00:52:02,110 keep some semblance 1150 00:52:02,111 --> 00:52:04,361 of consistency around here? 1151 00:52:05,678 --> 00:52:06,990 What's wrong? 1152 00:52:06,991 --> 00:52:08,346 Just trying to document 1153 00:52:08,347 --> 00:52:09,700 our daughter's prom. 1154 00:52:09,701 --> 00:52:11,369 - You want help. - With the camera? 1155 00:52:11,372 --> 00:52:13,247 - Nope. - You got that. 1156 00:52:17,168 --> 00:52:18,670 Maybe Carley can use 1157 00:52:18,671 --> 00:52:20,171 some help upstairs? 1158 00:52:21,839 --> 00:52:23,632 Riley and Sam are up with her. 1159 00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:26,342 Oh. 1160 00:52:27,511 --> 00:52:29,554 Oh, okay. 1161 00:52:31,556 --> 00:52:32,578 Okay! Just, 1162 00:52:32,579 --> 00:52:33,599 okay, what do I need? 1163 00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:35,476 Okay, um, let me see. 1164 00:52:35,477 --> 00:52:36,645 Okay. 1165 00:52:36,646 --> 00:52:37,812 Your face. 1166 00:52:37,813 --> 00:52:39,169 You make these weird faces. 1167 00:52:39,170 --> 00:52:40,523 Carley? 1168 00:52:40,524 --> 00:52:42,233 Dad, one sec! 1169 00:52:42,234 --> 00:52:43,423 Okay, look. 1170 00:52:43,424 --> 00:52:44,610 Perfect. 1171 00:52:44,611 --> 00:52:46,259 Wow. Car, 1172 00:52:46,260 --> 00:52:47,905 you look amazing. 1173 00:52:47,906 --> 00:52:50,867 Thanks. 1174 00:52:50,868 --> 00:52:52,307 Okay, go, go, go! 1175 00:52:52,308 --> 00:52:53,744 I need to change. 1176 00:52:53,745 --> 00:52:55,268 Love you. 1177 00:52:55,269 --> 00:52:56,789 I love you. 1178 00:52:56,790 --> 00:52:58,542 Let me see. 1179 00:53:01,628 --> 00:53:03,588 I love you. 1180 00:53:05,966 --> 00:53:08,927 ♪ Ground is rumbling ♪ 1181 00:53:10,512 --> 00:53:13,431 ♪ Walls are growing thin ♪ 1182 00:53:15,059 --> 00:53:19,354 ♪ Walls are rearranging ♪ 1183 00:53:19,355 --> 00:53:22,606 ♪ All is caving in ♪ 1184 00:53:22,607 --> 00:53:24,318 ♪ 'Cause I'm following ♪ 1185 00:53:24,319 --> 00:53:26,027 ♪ Your lead ♪ 1186 00:53:26,028 --> 00:53:28,029 ♪ Following your lead ♪ 1187 00:53:28,030 --> 00:53:30,323 ♪ Following your lead ♪ 1188 00:53:30,324 --> 00:53:32,533 ♪ Following your lead ♪ 1189 00:53:32,534 --> 00:53:35,453 ♪ It's the blind ♪ 1190 00:53:36,288 --> 00:53:39,291 ♪ Leading the blind ♪ 1191 00:53:40,834 --> 00:53:45,504 ♪ Oh, it's the blind ♪ 1192 00:53:45,505 --> 00:53:48,342 ♪ Leading the blind ♪ 1193 00:53:56,850 --> 00:53:58,059 Screw it. 1194 00:54:33,345 --> 00:54:34,430 Hi. 1195 00:54:42,938 --> 00:54:43,981 She looks 1196 00:54:43,982 --> 00:54:45,023 beautiful. 1197 00:54:47,818 --> 00:54:49,193 You look gorgeous. 1198 00:54:49,194 --> 00:54:50,611 Thank you. 1199 00:54:50,612 --> 00:54:53,365 Don't cry. 1200 00:55:00,122 --> 00:55:01,373 Someone's here 1201 00:55:01,374 --> 00:55:02,623 to see you. 1202 00:55:02,624 --> 00:55:04,834 What? 1203 00:55:04,835 --> 00:55:06,586 Come on. 1204 00:55:14,928 --> 00:55:16,263 Oh, my God, 1205 00:55:16,264 --> 00:55:17,596 you look incredible. 1206 00:55:17,597 --> 00:55:19,849 Yeah? 1207 00:55:19,850 --> 00:55:21,517 Yeah. 1208 00:55:23,228 --> 00:55:24,980 Come here. 1209 00:55:30,444 --> 00:55:32,653 I was gonna get a corsage, 1210 00:55:32,654 --> 00:55:34,344 but I figured you were probably 1211 00:55:34,345 --> 00:55:36,032 pretty sick of flowers. 1212 00:55:36,033 --> 00:55:39,995 So I got you this instead. 1213 00:55:47,002 --> 00:55:48,752 The C stands for... 1214 00:55:48,753 --> 00:55:49,753 Cancer? 1215 00:55:49,754 --> 00:55:51,630 Carley! 1216 00:55:51,631 --> 00:55:53,591 - Oh, my gosh. - What's wrong with you? 1217 00:55:53,594 --> 00:55:55,343 I'm kidding. 1218 00:55:55,344 --> 00:55:57,594 You are so weird. 1219 00:55:57,595 --> 00:56:00,015 It's beautiful. 1220 00:56:02,017 --> 00:56:03,206 Ow! 1221 00:56:03,207 --> 00:56:04,394 What is wrong with you? 1222 00:56:04,395 --> 00:56:06,121 - How much did you. - Spend on this, John? 1223 00:56:06,124 --> 00:56:07,562 It's none of your business. 1224 00:56:07,563 --> 00:56:09,773 You have college next year. 1225 00:56:09,774 --> 00:56:11,735 - You have textbooks. - And beer to pay for. 1226 00:56:11,738 --> 00:56:13,487 - You have to return this. - No! 1227 00:56:13,490 --> 00:56:15,029 Return it! 1228 00:56:15,030 --> 00:56:16,427 Just let me put on 1229 00:56:16,428 --> 00:56:17,824 the damn necklace. 1230 00:56:30,254 --> 00:56:31,735 There's no way I'm 1231 00:56:31,736 --> 00:56:33,215 returning that. 1232 00:56:34,925 --> 00:56:38,011 Thank you, Mr. John. 1233 00:57:11,627 --> 00:57:13,837 ♪ Oh, sit back and listen in ♪ 1234 00:57:13,838 --> 00:57:15,132 ♪ I'll tell you a little story ♪ 1235 00:57:15,133 --> 00:57:16,424 ♪ Don't know where to begin ♪ 1236 00:57:16,425 --> 00:57:17,801 ♪ Close your eyes ♪ 1237 00:57:17,802 --> 00:57:19,176 ♪ And imagine with me ♪ 1238 00:57:19,177 --> 00:57:20,554 ♪ I'll paint a little picture ♪ 1239 00:57:20,555 --> 00:57:21,929 ♪ In your gallery ♪ 1240 00:57:21,930 --> 00:57:23,161 ♪ Tellin' more lies ♪ 1241 00:57:23,162 --> 00:57:24,390 ♪ Bend the truth ♪ 1242 00:57:24,391 --> 00:57:25,914 ♪ I guess that's what you call ♪ 1243 00:57:25,915 --> 00:57:27,435 ♪ A spoiled youth ♪ 1244 00:57:27,436 --> 00:57:28,604 ♪ I'm all right ♪ 1245 00:57:28,605 --> 00:57:29,770 ♪ But a bit uptight ♪ 1246 00:57:29,771 --> 00:57:31,294 ♪ Just keep me busy ♪ 1247 00:57:31,295 --> 00:57:32,815 ♪ On a Saturday night ♪ 1248 00:57:32,816 --> 00:57:35,443 ♪ All your moping ♪ 1249 00:57:35,444 --> 00:57:38,321 ♪ Giving me sorrow ♪ 1250 00:57:38,322 --> 00:57:40,971 ♪ Now you're leaving ♪ 1251 00:57:40,972 --> 00:57:43,618 ♪ I had a feeling, oh ♪ 1252 00:57:43,619 --> 00:57:46,101 ♪ When it's over ♪ 1253 00:57:46,102 --> 00:57:48,581 ♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪ 1254 00:57:48,582 --> 00:57:51,041 ♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪ 1255 00:57:51,042 --> 00:57:53,794 ♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪ 1256 00:57:53,795 --> 00:57:57,132 ♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪ 1257 00:57:59,092 --> 00:58:00,385 ♪ Forget about the story ♪ 1258 00:58:00,386 --> 00:58:01,677 ♪ I was gonna tell ♪ 1259 00:58:01,678 --> 00:58:02,930 ♪ I crumpled up the paper ♪ 1260 00:58:02,931 --> 00:58:04,180 ♪ Threw it into a well, oh ♪ 1261 00:58:04,181 --> 00:58:05,536 ♪ That's just the way ♪ 1262 00:58:05,537 --> 00:58:06,890 ♪ That life does go ♪ 1263 00:58:06,891 --> 00:58:08,414 ♪ How anyone gets by ♪ 1264 00:58:08,415 --> 00:58:09,935 ♪ Shit, I don't know ♪ 1265 00:58:09,936 --> 00:58:11,125 ♪ Rhythm blocks ♪ 1266 00:58:11,126 --> 00:58:12,313 ♪ From an itchy head ♪ 1267 00:58:12,314 --> 00:58:13,565 ♪ Spill from pen and paper ♪ 1268 00:58:13,566 --> 00:58:14,815 ♪ Till the day I'm dead ♪ 1269 00:58:14,816 --> 00:58:16,235 I'll wrap them up. 1270 00:58:16,236 --> 00:58:17,652 ♪ In a melody ♪ 1271 00:58:17,653 --> 00:58:20,571 ♪ Sing it to you drunkenly ♪ 1272 00:58:20,572 --> 00:58:23,282 ♪ All your moping ♪ 1273 00:58:23,283 --> 00:58:25,951 ♪ Giving me sorrow ♪ 1274 00:58:25,952 --> 00:58:27,745 Where are you taking me? 1275 00:58:27,748 --> 00:58:29,164 I'm not telling. 1276 00:58:30,707 --> 00:58:32,750 - Oh, my God. - Come on. You're so slow. 1277 00:58:32,753 --> 00:58:34,044 I can't run 1278 00:58:34,045 --> 00:58:35,337 in these heels. 1279 00:59:49,119 --> 00:59:50,287 It's okay. 1280 00:59:53,039 --> 00:59:55,250 You look beautiful. 1281 01:00:07,887 --> 01:00:10,161 After they removed my tumor 1282 01:00:10,162 --> 01:00:12,433 people were always telling me 1283 01:00:12,434 --> 01:00:14,518 how great I looked. 1284 01:00:14,519 --> 01:00:15,979 They always leave out the "for" 1285 01:00:15,980 --> 01:00:17,438 "a person with cancer" part, 1286 01:00:17,439 --> 01:00:20,107 but it was still there. 1287 01:00:20,108 --> 01:00:22,901 I keep this picture to remind me 1288 01:00:22,902 --> 01:00:24,133 that this was the 1289 01:00:24,134 --> 01:00:25,363 worst I ever looked. 1290 01:00:27,282 --> 01:00:28,721 And when I woke up, 1291 01:00:28,722 --> 01:00:30,160 it the worst I ever felt. 1292 01:00:41,129 --> 01:00:43,215 John could have any 1293 01:00:43,216 --> 01:00:45,300 healthy girl he wants. 1294 01:00:47,051 --> 01:00:48,261 A girl he can 1295 01:00:48,262 --> 01:00:49,470 take out on dates, 1296 01:00:49,471 --> 01:00:51,327 not a girl who can 1297 01:00:51,328 --> 01:00:53,182 barely stand from chemo. 1298 01:00:53,183 --> 01:00:55,101 - That night I didn't think. - About the fact. 1299 01:00:55,104 --> 01:00:56,415 That I couldn't eat cake 1300 01:00:56,416 --> 01:00:57,728 or that I couldn't dance 1301 01:00:57,729 --> 01:00:58,980 because I might faint. 1302 01:01:00,857 --> 01:01:02,442 Somehow it all went away 1303 01:01:02,443 --> 01:01:04,027 for one magic night. 1304 01:01:08,198 --> 01:01:10,367 It was perfect. 1305 01:01:15,372 --> 01:01:17,583 ♪ If it breaks 1306 01:01:17,584 --> 01:01:19,792 I'll give it back ♪ 1307 01:01:19,793 --> 01:01:22,670 High school was over. 1308 01:01:24,422 --> 01:01:26,091 John should be getting ready 1309 01:01:26,092 --> 01:01:27,758 for the best years of his life, 1310 01:01:27,759 --> 01:01:29,031 not feeding a sick girl 1311 01:01:29,032 --> 01:01:30,302 watermelon popsicles 1312 01:01:30,303 --> 01:01:33,096 every time she spikes a fever. 1313 01:01:34,704 --> 01:01:35,709 Carley, I just... I wanna 1314 01:01:35,797 --> 01:01:36,808 know what I did wrong. 1315 01:01:36,809 --> 01:01:38,148 If it's the fact that I haven't 1316 01:01:38,149 --> 01:01:39,386 introduced you to my parents, 1317 01:01:39,387 --> 01:01:40,626 I can explain. 1318 01:01:40,627 --> 01:01:42,064 They're just so Greek. 1319 01:01:42,065 --> 01:01:43,900 - If they find out that. - I have a girlfriend. 1320 01:01:43,903 --> 01:01:45,694 - They're going to start. - Planning a wedding. 1321 01:01:45,697 --> 01:01:46,945 And I'm not joking, 1322 01:01:46,946 --> 01:01:48,195 all right? 1323 01:01:51,784 --> 01:01:52,784 I know I'm going 1324 01:01:52,881 --> 01:01:55,884 to get better. 1325 01:01:56,120 --> 01:01:58,790 For the next little while, 1326 01:01:58,791 --> 01:02:01,458 things could get a lot worse. 1327 01:02:05,881 --> 01:02:08,549 And let's be real. 1328 01:02:08,550 --> 01:02:09,968 John can't fight 1329 01:02:09,969 --> 01:02:11,386 this battle for me. 1330 01:02:13,012 --> 01:02:14,910 For a girl who's always 1331 01:02:14,911 --> 01:02:16,807 trying to make people smile, 1332 01:02:16,808 --> 01:02:18,101 I can't be the reason 1333 01:02:18,102 --> 01:02:19,394 he doesn't. 1334 01:02:47,672 --> 01:02:52,510 ♪ I can hold my breath ♪ 1335 01:02:55,305 --> 01:02:59,935 ♪ I can bite my tongue ♪ 1336 01:03:02,019 --> 01:03:05,981 ♪ I can stay awake for days ♪ 1337 01:03:05,982 --> 01:03:08,902 ♪ If that's what you want ♪ 1338 01:03:10,737 --> 01:03:14,825 ♪ Be your number one ♪ 1339 01:03:18,244 --> 01:03:22,624 ♪ I can fake a smile ♪ 1340 01:03:25,877 --> 01:03:30,966 ♪ I can force a laugh ♪ 1341 01:03:32,216 --> 01:03:34,177 ♪ I can dance ♪ 1342 01:03:34,178 --> 01:03:36,136 ♪ And play the part ♪ 1343 01:03:36,137 --> 01:03:39,182 ♪ If that's what you ask ♪ 1344 01:03:40,892 --> 01:03:45,021 ♪ Give you all I am ♪ 1345 01:03:46,731 --> 01:03:50,776 ♪ I can do it ♪ 1346 01:03:50,777 --> 01:03:54,822 ♪ I can do it ♪ 1347 01:03:54,823 --> 01:03:59,410 ♪ I can do it ♪ 1348 01:04:01,579 --> 01:04:05,917 ♪ But I'm only human ♪ 1349 01:04:07,043 --> 01:04:08,753 ♪ And I bleed ♪ 1350 01:04:08,754 --> 01:04:10,462 ♪ When I fall down ♪ 1351 01:04:10,463 --> 01:04:13,800 ♪ I'm only human ♪ 1352 01:04:14,968 --> 01:04:16,365 ♪ And I crash ♪ 1353 01:04:16,366 --> 01:04:17,761 ♪ And I break down ♪ 1354 01:04:17,762 --> 01:04:19,869 ♪ Your words in my head ♪ 1355 01:04:19,870 --> 01:04:21,974 ♪ Knives in my heart ♪ 1356 01:04:21,975 --> 01:04:24,039 ♪ You build me up ♪ 1357 01:04:24,040 --> 01:04:26,102 ♪ And then I fall apart ♪ 1358 01:04:26,103 --> 01:04:30,025 ♪ I'm only human ♪ 1359 01:04:37,490 --> 01:04:39,650 - So you want to go riding. - On Thursday, on Tuesday? 1360 01:04:39,653 --> 01:04:40,848 What do you think? 1361 01:04:40,849 --> 01:04:42,244 Can we go riding on Tuesday? 1362 01:04:42,245 --> 01:04:44,163 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah, we should do that. 1363 01:04:44,166 --> 01:04:46,041 - 'Cause we didn't. - Get to go last week. 1364 01:04:46,044 --> 01:04:47,667 Yeah. 1365 01:04:47,670 --> 01:04:48,897 That'll be good. 1366 01:04:48,898 --> 01:04:50,126 Yeah. 1367 01:04:51,734 --> 01:04:52,739 You have to brush up, 1368 01:04:52,827 --> 01:04:53,838 it's been a while. 1369 01:04:53,839 --> 01:04:55,465 Hi. 1370 01:04:55,466 --> 01:04:56,634 Okay, let's catch 1371 01:04:56,635 --> 01:04:57,801 up for a second. 1372 01:04:57,802 --> 01:04:59,554 So they originally thought 1373 01:04:59,555 --> 01:05:01,304 that my tumor was melanoma, 1374 01:05:01,305 --> 01:05:02,640 and it turned out to be 1375 01:05:02,641 --> 01:05:03,974 a clear-cell sarcoma. 1376 01:05:03,975 --> 01:05:05,206 So imagine melanoma 1377 01:05:05,207 --> 01:05:06,435 as a pack of rats 1378 01:05:06,436 --> 01:05:07,458 you discover nesting 1379 01:05:07,459 --> 01:05:08,478 in your garage. 1380 01:05:08,479 --> 01:05:09,939 Clear-cell sarcoma is worse. 1381 01:05:09,940 --> 01:05:11,398 Way worse. 1382 01:05:11,399 --> 01:05:12,859 Now imagine trying 1383 01:05:12,860 --> 01:05:14,317 to shoo them out, 1384 01:05:14,318 --> 01:05:16,529 - and discovering that. - The only reason they're there. 1385 01:05:16,532 --> 01:05:17,906 In the first place is to 1386 01:05:17,907 --> 01:05:19,281 feed on a termite infestation 1387 01:05:19,282 --> 01:05:20,534 that's running through the 1388 01:05:20,535 --> 01:05:21,784 structure of your entire house. 1389 01:05:21,785 --> 01:05:23,015 Clear-cell sarcoma of 1390 01:05:23,016 --> 01:05:24,244 the trachea is so rare 1391 01:05:24,245 --> 01:05:25,684 that it makes me one in 1392 01:05:25,685 --> 01:05:27,122 three and a half billion. 1393 01:05:27,123 --> 01:05:29,017 - I'm glad you brought. - Your family, Carley. 1394 01:05:29,020 --> 01:05:30,252 It's important for you to 1395 01:05:30,253 --> 01:05:31,585 have your support system 1396 01:05:31,586 --> 01:05:33,567 with you through the good 1397 01:05:33,568 --> 01:05:35,547 times and the bad times. 1398 01:05:35,548 --> 01:05:40,094 This... this is the former. 1399 01:05:41,304 --> 01:05:42,805 Sorry what's the latter? 1400 01:05:42,806 --> 01:05:44,632 - Is that the good times. - Or the bad times? 1401 01:05:44,635 --> 01:05:45,891 It's good. 1402 01:05:45,892 --> 01:05:47,227 You're only the second 1403 01:05:47,228 --> 01:05:48,560 known case in the world. 1404 01:05:48,561 --> 01:05:50,563 But it looks like 1405 01:05:50,564 --> 01:05:52,564 the surgery was successful. 1406 01:05:52,565 --> 01:05:54,566 I'm cancer-free? 1407 01:05:54,567 --> 01:05:56,110 Technically. 1408 01:05:56,111 --> 01:05:57,362 I gotta say you're trending 1409 01:05:57,363 --> 01:05:58,612 in the right direction. 1410 01:05:58,613 --> 01:06:00,261 But, I'm going need to see 1411 01:06:00,262 --> 01:06:01,907 four clear CT scans from you 1412 01:06:01,908 --> 01:06:03,785 - before I'm ready to. - Say that the chance. 1413 01:06:03,788 --> 01:06:05,057 Of regression has 1414 01:06:05,058 --> 01:06:06,328 dropped exponentially, 1415 01:06:06,329 --> 01:06:08,832 which is 1416 01:06:08,833 --> 01:06:11,333 our best case scenario. 1417 01:06:11,334 --> 01:06:12,565 I love you! 1418 01:06:12,566 --> 01:06:13,794 Whoa! 1419 01:06:22,053 --> 01:06:24,180 Oh, thank God! 1420 01:07:01,217 --> 01:07:02,801 Oh hey. 1421 01:07:02,802 --> 01:07:04,219 Sorry, I was just leaving. 1422 01:07:04,220 --> 01:07:06,471 I heard your good news. 1423 01:07:06,472 --> 01:07:07,514 Huh? 1424 01:07:07,515 --> 01:07:08,891 I heard your good news. 1425 01:07:08,892 --> 01:07:10,727 - As a science person. - You should know. 1426 01:07:10,730 --> 01:07:12,249 That there's a whatever 1427 01:07:12,250 --> 01:07:13,771 percent chance it comes back. 1428 01:07:15,398 --> 01:07:16,629 You pretty much 1429 01:07:16,630 --> 01:07:17,859 hate me, don't you? 1430 01:07:19,152 --> 01:07:20,195 Is that you asking 1431 01:07:20,196 --> 01:07:21,236 for an opinion? 1432 01:07:23,489 --> 01:07:25,200 Come here for a second. 1433 01:07:29,996 --> 01:07:31,413 Look. 1434 01:07:31,414 --> 01:07:33,124 I'm sorry. 1435 01:07:34,584 --> 01:07:36,294 I know this might not seem 1436 01:07:36,295 --> 01:07:38,003 much to you right now, 1437 01:07:38,004 --> 01:07:39,485 but the only reason I said 1438 01:07:39,486 --> 01:07:40,964 those things to you is 1439 01:07:40,965 --> 01:07:42,216 because I've seen 1440 01:07:42,217 --> 01:07:43,466 way worse things come 1441 01:07:43,467 --> 01:07:45,301 from not saying them. 1442 01:07:45,302 --> 01:07:47,847 You know, it's twisted, 1443 01:07:47,848 --> 01:07:50,390 but someone in your position has 1444 01:07:50,391 --> 01:07:51,643 to not only look after 1445 01:07:51,644 --> 01:07:52,893 your own recovery, 1446 01:07:52,894 --> 01:07:55,835 but also the guilt of watching 1447 01:07:55,836 --> 01:07:58,774 your loved ones being sad. 1448 01:07:58,775 --> 01:08:01,486 The irony is that I work so 1449 01:08:01,487 --> 01:08:04,196 hard to keep people alive 1450 01:08:04,197 --> 01:08:05,699 and then they end 1451 01:08:05,700 --> 01:08:07,200 up hating me for it. 1452 01:08:08,952 --> 01:08:11,453 Are you okay? 1453 01:08:11,454 --> 01:08:14,520 You know, I'm on 1454 01:08:14,521 --> 01:08:17,584 hour 22 of my shift... 1455 01:08:20,130 --> 01:08:21,173 And my cat has been alone 1456 01:08:21,485 --> 01:08:26,573 for this whole time. 1457 01:08:26,741 --> 01:08:28,845 Oh, come on, it's my cat. 1458 01:08:33,101 --> 01:08:34,373 You wouldn't laugh if you 1459 01:08:34,374 --> 01:08:35,645 saw him, he's adorable. 1460 01:08:39,463 --> 01:08:40,650 My... 1461 01:08:42,401 --> 01:08:44,070 My dad went. 1462 01:08:45,488 --> 01:08:47,697 I'm so sorry. 1463 01:08:47,698 --> 01:08:49,908 Thank you. 1464 01:08:49,909 --> 01:08:51,557 That comes after 1465 01:08:51,558 --> 01:08:53,203 your cat being alone? 1466 01:08:54,603 --> 01:08:55,998 It's weird, right. 1467 01:08:55,999 --> 01:08:57,708 Yeah. 1468 01:09:07,302 --> 01:09:08,803 Thank you. 1469 01:09:10,805 --> 01:09:12,514 For all of your help. 1470 01:09:12,515 --> 01:09:15,101 Well, thank you 1471 01:09:15,102 --> 01:09:17,686 for busting my ass. 1472 01:09:20,397 --> 01:09:21,982 It's weird to say it, 1473 01:09:21,983 --> 01:09:23,566 but you. Uh... 1474 01:09:23,567 --> 01:09:24,652 you killed cancer, 1475 01:09:24,653 --> 01:09:25,736 Carley. 1476 01:09:27,030 --> 01:09:28,281 Good job. 1477 01:09:30,033 --> 01:09:31,555 Watch your leg 1478 01:09:31,556 --> 01:09:33,076 on the landing! 1479 01:09:33,077 --> 01:09:34,786 Engage muscles. 1480 01:09:34,787 --> 01:09:36,477 You look like a rag doll 1481 01:09:36,478 --> 01:09:38,165 on figure skates. 1482 01:09:41,085 --> 01:09:44,546 Hey, Shin. 1483 01:09:46,446 --> 01:09:47,543 After a few months, I was 1484 01:09:47,547 --> 01:09:48,842 ready to start training again. 1485 01:09:48,843 --> 01:09:51,345 First, I give my apology. 1486 01:09:51,346 --> 01:09:52,868 I was bad coach. 1487 01:09:52,869 --> 01:09:54,389 No you weren't. 1488 01:09:54,390 --> 01:09:55,558 Good coach would have 1489 01:09:55,559 --> 01:09:56,725 known you were sick. 1490 01:09:56,726 --> 01:09:58,602 Well, I forgive you. 1491 01:10:01,147 --> 01:10:02,649 Hey, remember that thing 1492 01:10:02,650 --> 01:10:04,149 you said after I made elite? 1493 01:10:04,150 --> 01:10:05,485 Always treat 1494 01:10:05,486 --> 01:10:06,519 your triumphs like... 1495 01:10:06,550 --> 01:10:07,618 Funerals. 1496 01:10:07,619 --> 01:10:08,686 I remember. 1497 01:10:08,687 --> 01:10:10,198 It was about not letting 1498 01:10:10,199 --> 01:10:11,907 emotions rule your life. 1499 01:10:11,908 --> 01:10:13,201 Emotions lead to 1500 01:10:13,202 --> 01:10:14,493 mistakes, problems. 1501 01:10:15,578 --> 01:10:17,330 - Too many people. - Think from here. 1502 01:10:17,333 --> 01:10:18,788 Not here. 1503 01:10:18,789 --> 01:10:21,209 You are rare person. 1504 01:10:22,835 --> 01:10:24,316 Well, apparently, I'm one 1505 01:10:24,317 --> 01:10:25,795 in a three and a half billion. 1506 01:10:25,796 --> 01:10:27,006 I can get a doctor's 1507 01:10:27,007 --> 01:10:28,216 note on that. 1508 01:10:30,509 --> 01:10:31,928 Shin, I want to 1509 01:10:31,929 --> 01:10:33,346 get back in shape. 1510 01:10:37,767 --> 01:10:39,851 Will this help? 1511 01:10:43,064 --> 01:10:44,522 Whoa, this is hard. 1512 01:10:46,359 --> 01:10:48,610 Carley, feel it? 1513 01:10:48,611 --> 01:10:50,113 Yeah. 1514 01:10:51,655 --> 01:10:53,011 Soon you will sweat 1515 01:10:53,012 --> 01:10:54,367 like a pig! 1516 01:10:55,576 --> 01:10:58,078 Run little piggy! 1517 01:10:58,079 --> 01:11:00,038 Seriously, quit smiling! 1518 01:11:00,039 --> 01:11:01,103 You look like 1519 01:11:01,104 --> 01:11:02,165 a Batman villain. 1520 01:11:02,166 --> 01:11:03,500 Faster! 1521 01:11:07,506 --> 01:11:08,614 And so I had a third of it, 1522 01:11:08,696 --> 01:11:09,713 which is the world's... 1523 01:11:09,714 --> 01:11:10,741 Oh, my gosh. 1524 01:11:10,744 --> 01:11:12,385 - And my legs started shaking. - I'm like, 1525 01:11:12,386 --> 01:11:14,586 - I don't like what's going on. - It's the legs shaking. 1526 01:11:15,681 --> 01:11:16,706 Oh, it's about to 1527 01:11:16,753 --> 01:11:18,406 get so much better. 1528 01:11:18,433 --> 01:11:19,892 - Carley. - Hi! 1529 01:11:19,895 --> 01:11:21,560 - I'd like you to. - Meet Mr. Bowman, 1530 01:11:21,563 --> 01:11:23,620 - He's one of our hospital's. - Donors, and also... 1531 01:11:23,623 --> 01:11:25,748 - A senior official at. - The National Hockey League. 1532 01:11:25,751 --> 01:11:27,291 - It is so nice to. - Meet you, Carley. 1533 01:11:27,294 --> 01:11:28,818 - My wife and I. - Love your videos. 1534 01:11:28,821 --> 01:11:30,068 Aw, nice to meet you. 1535 01:11:30,069 --> 01:11:31,904 - You have a beautiful. - Singing voice. 1536 01:11:31,907 --> 01:11:33,113 Thank you so much. 1537 01:11:33,114 --> 01:11:34,731 - The NHL would. - Like to offer you... 1538 01:11:34,734 --> 01:11:35,799 Season tickets? 1539 01:11:35,800 --> 01:11:36,866 We'd be delighted. 1540 01:11:36,867 --> 01:11:38,202 A chance to sing the. 1541 01:11:38,203 --> 01:11:39,535 National Anthem at a game. 1542 01:11:39,536 --> 01:11:41,247 - I don't know why. - I just said that. 1543 01:11:41,250 --> 01:11:42,414 Well, you took a shot. 1544 01:11:42,415 --> 01:11:43,748 What do you say? 1545 01:11:45,126 --> 01:11:46,752 - I'm pretty much. - Used to singing. 1546 01:11:46,755 --> 01:11:48,463 - In front of my. - Family and friends, 1547 01:11:48,466 --> 01:11:49,860 But now I was about to 1548 01:11:49,861 --> 01:11:51,256 sing on national television 1549 01:11:51,257 --> 01:11:52,966 in front of millions of people. 1550 01:11:52,967 --> 01:11:54,426 Nervous? 1551 01:11:54,427 --> 01:11:55,595 No, singing's 1552 01:11:55,596 --> 01:11:56,761 sort of my thing, I'm... 1553 01:11:56,762 --> 01:11:57,930 I'm good... 1554 01:11:57,931 --> 01:11:59,098 I'm good. 1555 01:12:08,359 --> 01:12:09,443 Will you please remain 1556 01:12:09,472 --> 01:12:10,742 standing and welcome our singer 1557 01:12:10,743 --> 01:12:11,924 for tonight's 1558 01:12:11,925 --> 01:12:13,403 Canadian national anthem. 1559 01:12:13,404 --> 01:12:14,843 She was diagnosed 1560 01:12:14,844 --> 01:12:16,281 with an extremely rare 1561 01:12:16,282 --> 01:12:19,659 trachea cancer in 2013, 1562 01:12:19,660 --> 01:12:21,517 but that has not stopped her 1563 01:12:21,518 --> 01:12:23,372 from performing for us tonight. 1564 01:12:23,373 --> 01:12:24,875 Please join me in 1565 01:12:24,876 --> 01:12:26,375 welcoming Carley Allison! 1566 01:12:28,919 --> 01:12:32,672 ♪ O, Canada ♪ 1567 01:12:32,673 --> 01:12:37,219 ♪ Our home and native land ♪ 1568 01:12:37,220 --> 01:12:41,181 ♪ True patriot love ♪ 1569 01:12:41,182 --> 01:12:45,560 ♪ In all thy sons command ♪ 1570 01:12:45,561 --> 01:12:48,189 ♪ With glowing hearts 1571 01:12:48,190 --> 01:12:50,815 We see thee rise ♪ 1572 01:12:50,816 --> 01:12:52,902 ♪ The True North 1573 01:12:52,903 --> 01:12:54,986 Strong and free ♪ 1574 01:12:54,987 --> 01:12:58,281 ♪ From far and wide ♪ 1575 01:12:58,282 --> 01:13:02,327 ♪ O, Canada, we stand ♪ 1576 01:13:02,328 --> 01:13:06,748 ♪ On guard for thee ♪ 1577 01:13:06,749 --> 01:13:08,291 ♪ God keep our land ♪ 1578 01:13:08,292 --> 01:13:11,795 ♪ Glorious and free ♪ 1579 01:13:16,633 --> 01:13:22,055 ♪ O Canada, we stand ♪ 1580 01:13:22,056 --> 01:13:27,519 ♪ On guard for thee ♪ 1581 01:13:27,520 --> 01:13:32,690 ♪ O Canada, we stand ♪ 1582 01:13:32,691 --> 01:13:38,530 ♪ On guard for thee ♪ 1583 01:13:53,170 --> 01:13:54,818 Carley, can you 1584 01:13:54,819 --> 01:13:56,466 get the door please? 1585 01:13:59,885 --> 01:14:01,762 - Why are you setting. - The table? 1586 01:14:10,396 --> 01:14:11,814 Please, 1587 01:14:11,815 --> 01:14:13,231 just give me a second. 1588 01:14:13,232 --> 01:14:14,399 What are you doing here? 1589 01:14:14,400 --> 01:14:16,319 I'm sorry, Carley. 1590 01:14:17,612 --> 01:14:19,572 - But I was never afraid. - Of you or ashamed. 1591 01:14:19,575 --> 01:14:21,739 To introduce you to anyone. 1592 01:14:21,740 --> 01:14:23,263 I was embarrassed 1593 01:14:23,264 --> 01:14:24,784 of my own family. 1594 01:14:24,785 --> 01:14:26,454 They're loud, really loud. 1595 01:14:26,455 --> 01:14:28,121 My grandparents live with me. 1596 01:14:28,122 --> 01:14:29,457 They hardly speak 1597 01:14:29,458 --> 01:14:30,791 a word of English. 1598 01:14:32,251 --> 01:14:33,815 I just... I didn't want 1599 01:14:33,816 --> 01:14:35,379 to overwhelm you. 1600 01:14:43,220 --> 01:14:46,223 But I want you. 1601 01:14:47,600 --> 01:14:48,747 Me and you were 1602 01:14:48,748 --> 01:14:49,893 meant to be together. 1603 01:14:52,855 --> 01:14:55,108 Since I was too scared to 1604 01:14:55,109 --> 01:14:57,360 bring you to my family, 1605 01:14:59,654 --> 01:15:01,531 I brought 1606 01:15:01,532 --> 01:15:03,407 my family to you. 1607 01:15:06,243 --> 01:15:13,082 ♪ You take me away ♪ 1608 01:15:13,083 --> 01:15:14,981 ♪ Pass the clouds ♪ 1609 01:15:14,982 --> 01:15:16,878 ♪ And into space ♪ 1610 01:15:16,879 --> 01:15:19,590 ♪ I daydream about ♪ 1611 01:15:19,591 --> 01:15:22,300 ♪ That place ♪ 1612 01:15:22,301 --> 01:15:25,761 ♪ And if I'm lost ♪ 1613 01:15:25,762 --> 01:15:29,265 ♪ I'm lost with you ♪ 1614 01:15:29,266 --> 01:15:33,061 ♪ We don't have to know ♪ 1615 01:15:33,062 --> 01:15:36,022 ♪ Where we're running to ♪ 1616 01:15:36,023 --> 01:15:38,483 ♪ Or where we'll go ♪ 1617 01:15:38,484 --> 01:15:40,361 ♪ We belong where 1618 01:15:40,362 --> 01:15:42,237 ♪ The wild things are ♪ 1619 01:15:42,238 --> 01:15:46,449 ♪ You set fire in my heart ♪ 1620 01:15:46,450 --> 01:15:48,390 ♪ We belong where ♪ 1621 01:15:48,391 --> 01:15:50,328 ♪ The wild things roam ♪ 1622 01:15:50,329 --> 01:15:52,560 ♪ Just take my hand ♪ 1623 01:15:52,561 --> 01:15:54,790 ♪ I'm yours to follow ♪ 1624 01:15:54,791 --> 01:15:58,127 ♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh ♪ 1625 01:15:58,128 --> 01:16:02,299 ♪ Let's go, let's go ♪ 1626 01:16:48,887 --> 01:16:49,972 Good job. 1627 01:16:49,975 --> 01:16:51,723 Nice applause. 1628 01:16:53,060 --> 01:16:54,193 Are you kidding? I suck now. 1629 01:16:54,224 --> 01:16:55,292 That was embarrassing. 1630 01:16:55,293 --> 01:16:57,428 - If there were any judges. - I would have gotten... 1631 01:16:57,431 --> 01:16:58,596 - Top scores. - Are you crazy? 1632 01:16:58,599 --> 01:16:59,931 - Scores based - on difficulty. 1633 01:16:59,934 --> 01:17:01,390 - What you did. - Was very difficult. 1634 01:17:01,393 --> 01:17:02,450 Yeah, for sure. 1635 01:17:02,451 --> 01:17:03,826 No jokes. 1636 01:17:05,988 --> 01:17:07,302 I am very proud 1637 01:17:07,303 --> 01:17:08,615 of you, Carley. 1638 01:17:08,616 --> 01:17:09,992 Forget competitions. 1639 01:17:09,993 --> 01:17:11,367 Forget medals. 1640 01:17:11,368 --> 01:17:12,786 This was your 1641 01:17:12,787 --> 01:17:14,204 greatest achievement. 1642 01:17:23,547 --> 01:17:25,341 Thank you, Shin. 1643 01:17:45,402 --> 01:17:47,196 Hey, why don't we grab 1644 01:17:47,197 --> 01:17:48,988 some Thai on the way home? 1645 01:17:48,989 --> 01:17:50,907 - Yeah, I could have Thai. - That would be nice. 1646 01:17:50,910 --> 01:17:52,742 No, Sammy hates Thai. 1647 01:17:52,743 --> 01:17:54,161 - Come on. - Have you ever had. 1648 01:17:54,164 --> 01:17:55,413 The pineapple fried rice 1649 01:17:55,414 --> 01:17:56,663 from Happy Thai? 1650 01:17:56,664 --> 01:17:58,206 No, is it really good? 1651 01:17:58,207 --> 01:17:59,958 - Oh May, it'll blow. - Your mind. 1652 01:17:59,959 --> 01:18:00,959 It's beyond. 1653 01:18:02,002 --> 01:18:03,212 Ow! Okay, 1654 01:18:03,213 --> 01:18:04,420 what was that? 1655 01:18:04,421 --> 01:18:05,921 Sammy hates Thai! 1656 01:18:05,922 --> 01:18:07,800 - Let's just get. - Pizza or something. 1657 01:18:07,803 --> 01:18:09,300 Pizza it is. 1658 01:18:09,301 --> 01:18:10,386 And what is it 1659 01:18:10,387 --> 01:18:11,469 you and the dimes? 1660 01:18:11,470 --> 01:18:13,368 She threw a dime at her 1661 01:18:13,369 --> 01:18:15,264 dad when she was about six 1662 01:18:15,265 --> 01:18:17,414 to get his attention 1663 01:18:17,415 --> 01:18:19,561 and she hasn't stopped. 1664 01:18:19,562 --> 01:18:21,668 If I had a dime for every 1665 01:18:21,669 --> 01:18:23,773 time she threw a dime. 1666 01:18:25,006 --> 01:18:26,234 No, Mom. 1667 01:18:26,235 --> 01:18:28,695 Hey, Doc. 1668 01:18:28,696 --> 01:18:30,823 So we good? 1669 01:18:52,428 --> 01:18:54,597 It spread to my lungs. 1670 01:19:14,742 --> 01:19:18,308 ♪ She must rest now ♪ 1671 01:19:18,309 --> 01:19:21,873 ♪ Dream so deep ♪ 1672 01:19:21,874 --> 01:19:25,251 ♪ I will caress you ♪ 1673 01:19:25,252 --> 01:19:28,421 ♪ Smile in your sleep ♪ 1674 01:19:28,422 --> 01:19:31,341 ♪ Smile in your sleep ♪ 1675 01:19:32,802 --> 01:19:37,597 ♪ Don't go so fast ♪ 1676 01:19:37,598 --> 01:19:39,829 ♪ And don't get ♪ 1677 01:19:39,830 --> 01:19:42,060 ♪ Too far away from home ♪ 1678 01:19:43,896 --> 01:19:48,691 ♪ Heaven at last ♪ 1679 01:19:48,692 --> 01:19:51,174 ♪ To see how much ♪ 1680 01:19:51,175 --> 01:19:53,656 ♪ My baby's grown ♪ 1681 01:19:55,324 --> 01:19:58,598 ♪ She must rest now ♪ 1682 01:19:58,599 --> 01:20:01,871 ♪ Dream so deep ♪ 1683 01:20:01,872 --> 01:20:05,458 ♪ I will caress you ♪ 1684 01:20:05,459 --> 01:20:08,586 ♪ Smile in your sleep ♪ 1685 01:20:08,587 --> 01:20:12,215 ♪ Smile in your sleep ♪ 1686 01:20:30,901 --> 01:20:32,235 I love you. 1687 01:20:55,592 --> 01:20:58,136 I love you, too. 1688 01:21:08,230 --> 01:21:10,024 Sophie told me to write 1689 01:21:10,025 --> 01:21:11,816 a letter to cancer. 1690 01:21:11,817 --> 01:21:14,028 She said her dad did it and 1691 01:21:14,029 --> 01:21:16,237 it helped to focus his feels. 1692 01:21:16,238 --> 01:21:19,575 So, this is what I wrote. 1693 01:21:27,875 --> 01:21:30,044 Fuck you, Cancer. 1694 01:21:35,696 --> 01:21:36,743 Okay, that was 1695 01:21:36,747 --> 01:21:37,842 a little harsh. 1696 01:21:37,843 --> 01:21:39,553 Although I think it 1697 01:21:39,554 --> 01:21:41,263 is totally accurate. 1698 01:21:42,890 --> 01:21:44,850 I tried to look at it from 1699 01:21:44,851 --> 01:21:46,810 a different perspective. 1700 01:21:48,854 --> 01:21:51,648 "Dear Carley,." 1701 01:21:53,275 --> 01:21:56,070 "I'm Cancer." 1702 01:21:58,697 --> 01:22:00,615 "What's up?" 1703 01:22:00,616 --> 01:22:01,784 "How ya doing?" 1704 01:22:01,785 --> 01:22:02,952 You enjoying the weather? 1705 01:22:05,664 --> 01:22:06,914 Just kidding. 1706 01:22:08,707 --> 01:22:10,626 "I can't talk." 1707 01:22:12,586 --> 01:22:14,337 "You can't see me." 1708 01:22:15,422 --> 01:22:18,091 "I don't have any thoughts." 1709 01:22:18,092 --> 01:22:19,802 "I just start growing" 1710 01:22:19,803 --> 01:22:21,510 inside you, 1711 01:22:21,511 --> 01:22:24,305 "and the more I grow," 1712 01:22:24,306 --> 01:22:26,100 "the more you die." 1713 01:22:28,727 --> 01:22:30,291 "Basically, I'm like" 1714 01:22:30,292 --> 01:22:31,855 a really needy friend. 1715 01:22:33,315 --> 01:22:35,651 "Except I'm not your friend." 1716 01:22:37,653 --> 01:22:39,113 "I don't care about" 1717 01:22:39,114 --> 01:22:40,572 you or who you are. 1718 01:22:42,282 --> 01:22:44,618 "All I do is wait for the right" 1719 01:22:44,619 --> 01:22:46,953 conditions to try and exist, 1720 01:22:46,954 --> 01:22:49,705 "and at some point you sat" 1721 01:22:49,706 --> 01:22:50,728 "in front of a" 1722 01:22:50,729 --> 01:22:51,749 microwave for too long, 1723 01:22:51,750 --> 01:22:54,482 "or had bad DNA, or maybe" 1724 01:22:54,483 --> 01:22:57,213 even just got unlucky. 1725 01:22:59,716 --> 01:23:01,885 "And that was all I needed." 1726 01:23:04,179 --> 01:23:06,515 "You're just a Petri dish." 1727 01:23:08,058 --> 01:23:10,310 "Thanks for the ecosystem, dude." 1728 01:23:12,604 --> 01:23:14,314 "Love, Cancer." 1729 01:23:20,029 --> 01:23:21,197 In a figure staking 1730 01:23:21,198 --> 01:23:22,363 competition, the area where 1731 01:23:22,364 --> 01:23:23,469 you get your scores 1732 01:23:23,470 --> 01:23:24,573 is called the kiss and cry. 1733 01:23:24,574 --> 01:23:26,368 It was created by champions 1734 01:23:26,369 --> 01:23:28,161 who came long before me, 1735 01:23:28,162 --> 01:23:29,851 who realized it's not 1736 01:23:29,852 --> 01:23:31,539 about what happens 1737 01:23:31,540 --> 01:23:33,062 when you're in the box, just 1738 01:23:33,063 --> 01:23:34,583 how many times you're in it. 1739 01:23:34,584 --> 01:23:35,857 How many times you 1740 01:23:35,858 --> 01:23:37,128 keep putting yourself 1741 01:23:37,129 --> 01:23:38,796 out there for marks. 1742 01:23:38,797 --> 01:23:40,132 And keep coming back no 1743 01:23:40,133 --> 01:23:41,465 matter what the results are. 1744 01:23:56,398 --> 01:23:58,942 Treat funerals like triumphs. 1745 01:24:01,111 --> 01:24:03,154 What did that mean? 1746 01:24:03,155 --> 01:24:05,282 It means that life 1747 01:24:05,283 --> 01:24:07,408 is full of moments 1748 01:24:07,409 --> 01:24:09,348 in which you can choose 1749 01:24:09,349 --> 01:24:11,287 to smile or not smile. 1750 01:24:21,090 --> 01:24:23,092 Let's be real, 1751 01:24:23,093 --> 01:24:25,093 do I wish I was at school? 1752 01:24:25,094 --> 01:24:26,802 Yes. 1753 01:24:26,803 --> 01:24:28,221 Do I wish I could be 1754 01:24:28,222 --> 01:24:29,638 training every day? 1755 01:24:29,639 --> 01:24:31,849 Absolutely. 1756 01:24:31,850 --> 01:24:33,435 But these last two years 1757 01:24:33,436 --> 01:24:35,019 have taught me so much 1758 01:24:35,020 --> 01:24:36,834 that I refuse to believe 1759 01:24:36,835 --> 01:24:38,647 the cancer inside 1760 01:24:38,648 --> 01:24:40,482 of me is a killer. 1761 01:24:40,483 --> 01:24:43,424 It doesn't mean it's nice, 1762 01:24:43,425 --> 01:24:46,364 but we all can make the choice. 1763 01:24:49,076 --> 01:24:51,494 And I choose to smile. 1764 01:24:52,955 --> 01:24:54,456 That's my triumph. 1765 01:24:59,169 --> 01:25:01,588 A lot of things were kisses. 1766 01:25:04,424 --> 01:25:06,760 Cancer was a cry. 1767 01:25:08,303 --> 01:25:10,846 But it wasn't my only score. 1768 01:25:24,111 --> 01:25:25,592 So you might take me 1769 01:25:25,593 --> 01:25:27,072 away from all of this... 1770 01:25:29,658 --> 01:25:31,139 but you also remind me that 1771 01:25:31,140 --> 01:25:32,619 I got to leave my mark. 1772 01:25:35,164 --> 01:25:36,415 And that I am 1773 01:25:36,416 --> 01:25:37,666 surrounded by love. 1774 01:25:55,725 --> 01:25:58,186 All right. 1775 01:25:58,187 --> 01:25:59,854 Thank you, Mr. John. 1776 01:25:59,855 --> 01:26:01,523 No problem. 1777 01:26:02,858 --> 01:26:04,484 - You guys - need anything? 1778 01:26:04,487 --> 01:26:05,734 Some hot chocolate? 1779 01:26:05,735 --> 01:26:06,986 Want to take the truck? 1780 01:26:06,987 --> 01:26:08,697 - No one drives - your truck. 1781 01:26:08,700 --> 01:26:11,033 - If you want to take the truck, - you can take the truck. 1782 01:26:11,036 --> 01:26:12,950 Don't be weird. 1783 01:26:12,951 --> 01:26:14,140 Just keep hoarding your 1784 01:26:14,141 --> 01:26:15,328 truck like a normal dad. 1785 01:26:15,329 --> 01:26:16,621 That's all right, Mark. 1786 01:26:16,624 --> 01:26:18,165 - We'll walk, - it's not too far. 1787 01:26:18,168 --> 01:26:19,748 I will take that though. 1788 01:26:19,749 --> 01:26:21,375 Thank you, Mom. 1789 01:26:21,376 --> 01:26:23,295 - All right guys, - see you in a bit. 1790 01:26:23,298 --> 01:26:24,963 See you in a bit. 1791 01:26:30,135 --> 01:26:32,427 I love you. 1792 01:26:32,428 --> 01:26:34,639 I love you, too. 1793 01:26:37,517 --> 01:26:40,686 Okay, go have fun. 1794 01:26:50,989 --> 01:26:53,033 ♪ I may have grown apart ♪ 1795 01:26:53,034 --> 01:26:55,076 ♪ From others ♪ 1796 01:26:55,077 --> 01:26:57,705 ♪ Thinking days here ♪ 1797 01:26:57,706 --> 01:27:00,332 ♪ In the dark give me change ♪ 1798 01:27:05,545 --> 01:27:08,194 ♪ But hold on ♪ 1799 01:27:08,195 --> 01:27:10,841 ♪ Disasters always spread apart ♪ 1800 01:27:10,842 --> 01:27:13,344 ♪ My line of reason ♪ 1801 01:27:13,345 --> 01:27:14,784 You ready? 1802 01:27:14,785 --> 01:27:16,223 Yeah. 1803 01:27:21,186 --> 01:27:22,938 Just keep upright. 1804 01:27:24,231 --> 01:27:25,439 There you go. 1805 01:27:25,440 --> 01:27:27,566 Just push your feet. 1806 01:27:27,567 --> 01:27:28,589 See? So much better 1807 01:27:28,590 --> 01:27:29,610 than last year. 1808 01:27:29,611 --> 01:27:31,571 - Still can't stop, - though. 1809 01:27:32,948 --> 01:27:35,116 You'll stop eventually. 1810 01:27:35,117 --> 01:27:36,952 Very funny. 1811 01:27:41,290 --> 01:27:42,645 You're always 1812 01:27:42,646 --> 01:27:44,000 making me look bad. 1813 01:27:46,878 --> 01:27:48,588 You look good to me. 1814 01:27:50,132 --> 01:27:51,133 You're just 1815 01:27:51,134 --> 01:27:52,134 forgetting one thing. 1816 01:27:53,593 --> 01:27:55,344 What's that? 1817 01:27:58,265 --> 01:28:00,267 Smile. 1818 01:28:12,279 --> 01:28:14,323 Always smile. 1819 01:28:25,750 --> 01:28:30,588 ♪ Here in a familiar place ♪ 1820 01:28:32,507 --> 01:28:35,884 ♪ We got our heads down ♪ 1821 01:28:35,885 --> 01:28:39,097 ♪ And then we pretend it's ♪ 1822 01:28:39,098 --> 01:28:42,308 ♪ 'Cause the night is dark ♪ 1823 01:28:42,309 --> 01:28:44,269 - I'm not sure if. - You've ever heard. 1824 01:28:44,272 --> 01:28:46,229 - The name. - Carley Allison before, 1825 01:28:46,232 --> 01:28:47,794 But Carley, at the age 1826 01:28:47,795 --> 01:28:49,357 of 17, was diagnosed 1827 01:28:49,358 --> 01:28:50,463 with a very rare form 1828 01:28:50,464 --> 01:28:51,566 of cancer. 1829 01:28:51,567 --> 01:28:52,673 Everybody is kind of 1830 01:28:52,674 --> 01:28:53,777 living their lives 1831 01:28:53,778 --> 01:28:54,779 and then all of the 1832 01:28:54,780 --> 01:28:55,780 sudden this just happens, 1833 01:28:55,781 --> 01:28:57,698 this just falls in her lap. 1834 01:28:57,699 --> 01:28:59,535 So today I found out, as I'm 1835 01:28:59,536 --> 01:29:01,369 sure you may already know, 1836 01:29:01,370 --> 01:29:03,037 Carley passed away. 1837 01:29:03,038 --> 01:29:04,705 She was 19. 1838 01:29:04,706 --> 01:29:05,916 Nineteen years old. 1839 01:29:05,917 --> 01:29:07,124 And she spent the better part 1840 01:29:07,125 --> 01:29:09,002 - of the last two years. - Fighting this thing. 1841 01:29:09,005 --> 01:29:11,004 - The fact she was. - Able to stay positive. 1842 01:29:11,005 --> 01:29:12,005 And upbeat and inspire 1843 01:29:12,006 --> 01:29:13,006 people through all of it. 1844 01:29:14,509 --> 01:29:15,809 Absolutely. She was the example 1845 01:29:15,906 --> 01:29:16,908 for all of us 1846 01:29:16,909 --> 01:29:17,952 and she was determined 1847 01:29:17,953 --> 01:29:19,094 not to let cancer win 1848 01:29:19,095 --> 01:29:20,430 and even though she succumbed 1849 01:29:20,431 --> 01:29:21,763 to it, it didn't win. 1850 01:29:21,764 --> 01:29:23,182 So our heart from Kiss 92.5 1851 01:29:23,183 --> 01:29:24,599 goes out to her father, 1852 01:29:24,600 --> 01:29:25,727 her mother, 1853 01:29:25,728 --> 01:29:26,852 her older sister, Riley, 1854 01:29:26,853 --> 01:29:28,312 her younger sister, Samantha. 1855 01:29:28,313 --> 01:29:29,872 - You have to be. - Hurting right now, 1856 01:29:29,875 --> 01:29:33,442 But wow you must be so proud. 1857 01:29:33,443 --> 01:29:38,655 ♪ Let's get on another flight ♪ 1858 01:29:38,656 --> 01:29:42,910 ♪ Maybe set out to sea ♪ 1859 01:29:42,911 --> 01:29:45,622 ♪ Kick it up and ♪ 1860 01:29:45,623 --> 01:29:48,332 ♪ Shake a fist at it ♪ 1861 01:29:48,333 --> 01:29:50,981 ♪ Cause death is ♪ 1862 01:29:50,982 --> 01:29:53,629 ♪ Harder to come by ♪ 1863 01:29:54,881 --> 01:29:58,551 ♪ Than it is to breathe ♪ 1864 01:29:58,552 --> 01:30:01,200 ♪ When you gotta ♪ 1865 01:30:01,201 --> 01:30:03,847 ♪ Make a break for it ♪ 1866 01:30:03,848 --> 01:30:06,413 ♪ 'Cause it's been ♪ 1867 01:30:06,414 --> 01:30:08,978 ♪ A long time of this ♪ 1868 01:30:11,940 --> 01:30:15,984 ♪ Something has got to give ♪ 1869 01:30:15,985 --> 01:30:17,799 ♪ Everyone here ♪ 1870 01:30:17,800 --> 01:30:19,612 ♪ Is ready to go ♪ 1871 01:30:19,613 --> 01:30:21,491 ♪ It's been a hard year ♪ 1872 01:30:21,492 --> 01:30:23,367 ♪ With nothing to show ♪ 1873 01:30:23,368 --> 01:30:26,661 ♪ From down this road ♪ 1874 01:30:26,662 --> 01:30:31,375 ♪ It's only on we go ♪ 1875 01:30:31,376 --> 01:30:33,211 ♪ Everyone here ♪ 1876 01:30:33,212 --> 01:30:35,045 ♪ Is ready to go ♪ 1877 01:30:35,046 --> 01:30:36,944 ♪ It's been a hard year ♪ 1878 01:30:36,945 --> 01:30:38,840 ♪ And I only know ♪ 1879 01:30:38,841 --> 01:30:42,219 ♪ From down this low ♪ 1880 01:30:42,220 --> 01:30:44,994 ♪ It's only up ♪ 1881 01:30:44,995 --> 01:30:47,767 ♪ It's only up we go ♪ 1882 01:31:03,032 --> 01:31:06,994 ♪ Nothing gives easy ♪ 1883 01:31:06,995 --> 01:31:10,372 ♪ Easy gives nothing ♪ 1884 01:31:10,373 --> 01:31:14,585 ♪ I'm just tryin' a keep ♪ 1885 01:31:14,586 --> 01:31:18,380 ♪ Income coming in ♪ 1886 01:31:18,381 --> 01:31:22,009 ♪ Dawn is bound to break ♪ 1887 01:31:22,010 --> 01:31:26,221 ♪ When the night is done ♪ 1888 01:31:26,222 --> 01:31:30,267 ♪ Always darker days ♪ 1889 01:31:30,268 --> 01:31:35,190 ♪ Before brighter ones ♪ 1890 01:31:40,111 --> 01:31:43,323 ♪ Brighter ones ♪ 1891 01:31:47,619 --> 01:31:50,830 ♪ Brighter ones ♪ 1892 01:31:55,627 --> 01:31:58,838 ♪ Brighter ones ♪ 1893 01:32:04,365 --> 01:32:05,403 My eyes have been 1894 01:32:05,425 --> 01:32:06,502 opened to way more things 1895 01:32:06,503 --> 01:32:07,592 than I could ever 1896 01:32:07,593 --> 01:32:08,680 imagined at 18. 1897 01:32:08,681 --> 01:32:10,758 - If I was to say to someone. - Going through cancer 1898 01:32:10,761 --> 01:32:12,467 - I'd say the typical. - Things, you know, 1899 01:32:12,470 --> 01:32:13,507 Keep your head up. 1900 01:32:13,508 --> 01:32:14,645 But after going through it, 1901 01:32:14,646 --> 01:32:16,043 I know it seems like 1902 01:32:16,044 --> 01:32:17,439 there's never an end 1903 01:32:17,440 --> 01:32:19,484 - when you're going through. - Especially chemo. 1904 01:32:19,487 --> 01:32:21,811 - But you just have to remember. - That everyone is there. 1905 01:32:21,814 --> 01:32:23,279 For you all the time 1906 01:32:23,280 --> 01:32:24,946 and you will get through it. 1907 01:32:24,947 --> 01:32:26,074 Never put 1908 01:32:26,075 --> 01:32:27,199 the doubts in your mind. 1909 01:32:27,200 --> 01:32:28,576 Never think, oh, well, 1910 01:32:28,577 --> 01:32:29,682 I'm really, 1911 01:32:29,683 --> 01:32:30,785 really not feeling well. 1912 01:32:30,786 --> 01:32:32,539 - You're gonna get. - Better in the end. 1913 01:32:32,542 --> 01:32:35,541 You've gotta keep that in mind. 1914 01:32:35,542 --> 01:32:37,315 ♪ Everyone here ♪ 1915 01:32:37,316 --> 01:32:39,086 ♪ Is ready to go ♪ 1916 01:32:39,087 --> 01:32:40,881 ♪ It's been a hard year ♪ 1917 01:32:40,882 --> 01:32:42,673 ♪ With nothing to show ♪ 1918 01:32:42,674 --> 01:32:46,134 ♪ From down this road ♪ 1919 01:32:46,135 --> 01:32:50,681 ♪ It's only on we go ♪ 1920 01:32:50,682 --> 01:32:52,517 ♪ Everyone here ♪ 1921 01:32:52,518 --> 01:32:54,351 ♪ Is ready to go ♪ 1922 01:32:54,352 --> 01:32:56,271 ♪ It's been a hard year ♪ 1923 01:32:56,272 --> 01:32:58,188 ♪ But I only know ♪ 1924 01:32:58,189 --> 01:33:01,609 ♪ From down this low ♪ 1925 01:33:01,610 --> 01:33:06,864 ♪ It's only up, up we go ♪ 1925 01:33:07,305 --> 01:33:13,251 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from OpenSubtitles.org 119328