All language subtitles for Good Trouble s05e16 One Way or Another.eng

So let's look
for this lipstick.

Check Mariana's nightstand.

Did you find anything?

Nope.

MALIKA: Wait,
are-- are you sure you want that?

It's, like,
your third drink.

I didn't move into the Coterie
to be micromanaged

or watched by you,

so back off!

How's parenting going?

It takes a village,
and we definitely have one.

I haven't really had the time

to think about all that
being a trans-parent means.

I think you know
I still love you.

I think you
still have feelings for me.

Can I think about it?

The bad dream that I had,

I thought Silas
was in my loft.

I might've imagined
that he was there.

(knock on window)

JOAQUIN:
Where does that lead?

Just to our fire escape.

JOAQUIN:
Any cameras out there?

KELLY:
Nope.

VIV:
That's a hit.

Gary Brecker
aka Silas Thompson was definitely here.

Good morning.

Good morning.

Um...

Listen, I need
to tell you something.

I have proof
that Silas was here in the Coterie

and... in your loft.

Hello, Mariana.

CALLIE:
Silas was here?

In your loft?

(tense music playing)

? Pa-pa-paa,
pa-pa-pa-pa-pa ?

? Pa-pa-paa, pa-pa-pa-pa ?

? Then we'll find
our peace of mind ?

? You and me, Bel Ami ?

? Pa-pa-pa, pa-paaa ?

CALLIE: Okay, so you had
an anxiety attack,

and you thought
you just imagined Silas being in your loft?

I was imagining
other things too.

Why didn't you tell me?

Because you're here for work.

You're-- You're busy.

I knew you would just worry

and tell me
to go to therapy, which I am.

We need to take that
evidence to the police

and try to get them
to press charges.

Yeah. Yeah, maybe I can get

the detective handling
Evan's shooting case

to help us.

(echoing)
...shooting case to help us.

SILAS: So many suffer
from being abandoned by a parent,

like you must have felt,
by your birth mother.

(breathing heavily)
Wait, he...

He knew about--
about me and Jesus

and... about Anna using drugs

and-- and then,
how she left us.

Ho-- How did he know
all of that?

Hey, hey.
It's okay, it's okay.

Mariana, just breathe,
all right? I'm here.

MARIANA:
Wait-- No-- Excuse me.

(Mariana breathing heavily)

What is that?

Um, my-- my therapist
prescribed them for anxiety.

I haven't taken any yet, but--

It's okay.
You should take them.

(softly)
Here.

-I got you.
-Thank you.

(Mariana breathing heavily)

Hey. Hey, hey, breathe.

(both exhaling deeply)

You are okay, all right?

We are gonna make sure

that Silas never comes
near you again.

I promise. Okay?

You're all right.
You're okay.

(phone chimes)

Hey, so...
my friends wanna meet up at Douro tonight.

That sounds fun.

I mean, you should join us.

Dom's gonna be working,

and the girls would love
to see you.

I mean, no pressure at all.

Yeah, I know, Malika.
It's okay.

You don't have
to walk on eggshells.

I appreciate the invite though.

But I'm just gonna
kick it here after work.

Yeah. Cool.

Thanks for meeting me.

You look good.

How are you?

I'm great.

Or better actually.
(chuckling)

Um, I just completed
an intensive

in-patient therapy program.

-Really?
-Yeah.

Unpacking
my attachment issues,

mostly with my parents.

I-- I still have
a lot of work to do.

But I got a job
as a receptionist,

and I'm training
to teach yoga, so--

Isabella, that's amazing.

Yeah.

Um...

How's Lyric?

She's a ball of joy.

Like, seriously, so sweet.

Giving her up
was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

I know.

I'm sorry for taking her
when I got scared

and... God, for that
emotional rollercoaster

I put you through
when we were together. You--

You were always so kind
and patient with me.

Hey, it's okay.

We had our good times too.

There's actually something else
that I wanted to ask you,

but I-- I'm not sure
how you're gonna respond.

I was wondering
how you would feel

about me being part
of Lyric's life.

I'm not asking for custody
or visitation rights

or anything like that.

Just the ability
to see her

every now and then maybe.

(exhales) Look at us,
getting the script in early.

Wanna grab an early bite
on the way home?

Oh, I can't,
it's laundry night.

What am I?
Chopped liver?

Well, your house is in
the exact opposite direction.

Yeah, yeah, but my car
goes both ways, you know?

MORRIE: All right, well,
you wanna get some Chinese?

ALICE: See you tomorrow.

Uh, uh, Alice,
can I ask you something?

Um, something personal?

Of course.

(door closes)

Do you know where
a man my age might go

to meet...
other men my age?

Oh. Um, I hear
volunteering is a good way for seniors to meet.

Or lawn bowling.
You know, but you have to wear all white.

No, no, no.
I don't mean men as friends.

I mean men... to date.

Oh. So you're asking
for a friend.

No, I'm asking for myself.

??

For you?

Are you saying
you're bi? Curious?

(chuckling)
Well, I guess technically yes.

But if I'm honest with myself,
I think I've always been gay.

But you've been married.
Three times.

Yeah.

What can I say?
I'm not a quitter.

Uh... Uh, things were
so different when I was young.

And I always tried to be
what was considered "normal."

But seeing
how happy you are with Sumi

and how out and proud
you both are, it inspired me.

And I thought...

maybe it's not too late.

Yeah. Well,
the out and proud wasn't overnight.

And it's never too late.

I-- I-- I'm just tired
of being lonely.

I want to be my true self

with someone
I could really love

and have all the feels,
as they say.

Wait, do Morrie
and Murray know?

No, no.
And I don't want them to.

Uh, I don't wanna
lose them as friends.

Morty, I'm sure
you won't lose them as friends.

No, it's gonna
complicate things.

The dynamic we have,
it-- it works.

So...

please don't tell 'em,
okay?

Okay. You have my word.

(Spencer sighs)

So, uh, this will be the first
of three home visits

before your home study
will be complete,

and your application

and our recommendation
for approval goes to the court

to consider
your legal adoption of Lyric.

We are so excited
to get the process going.

Okay, uh,
so why don't we start with medical histories.

It says here
that you began transitioning six years ago, Jazmin?

Um, yes, that's right.

Yeah, I'm-- I'm so curious.

Did-- Did you always think
you were a girl?

Yes, I always knew
I was a girl since I was really young.

But I tried
to suppress those feelings for a long time.

And how do you think
the trauma of transitioning

will affect how you parent?

My transition wasn't a trauma.

I am so much happier

and... more of myself
than I've ever been.

Okay.

Uh, so, Spencer,
do you identify as gay?

No. I'm a heterosexual man
married to a heterosexual woman.

Well, then,
you know, that leads me to my next question.

Are you satisfied
with your sex life?

-Yes.
-I'm so sorry...

what does that have to do
with our ability to be parents?

Just wanna make sure
your marriage is strong.

Especially considering
the extra challenges you face.

Spencer, how do
your friends and family feel

about you being, uh, married
to a transgender woman?

They're supportive.

Really? Everyone?

Yes.

Oh, nice.

Who dusted for these prints
and did this report?

Uh, it's a friend of mine.

She works in LAPD's
Forensic Science Division.

She just did me a favor.

A favor?

So this isn't even official?

Well, no, but it-- it proves

that Silas Thompson broke
and entered into the Coterie.

Nothing's missing
and no one was hurt.

You'll be hard-pressed

to get LAPD involvement
under the circumstances.

The circumstances we've got

are a predator
with a prior criminal history

committing felony burglary,
aggravated trespass,

and felony stalking.

Yeah, exactly.

And since
you already know

what happened
at the farm,

maybe you can help us
explain to the LAPD

-the situation.
-Silas is a convicted felon,

clearly trying
to harass my sister,

who is a state's witness

in an active
attempted murder case.

We have a confession
from Adam Miller.

Silas wasn't charged in that.

What reason does he have
to harass your sister?

Uh, because...

Because he-- he knows
that we're looking at him

in the disappearance of a girl
who used to live at the farm.

Madison McClain.
I talked to you about her already.

-Right. And how's that going?
-JOAQUIN: It's going slow.

But Adam knows something.

It's just Silas
doesn't want him talking.

Look, the best you can do

is file a request
for a civil restraining order.

That's it?

When-- When are you gonna
do something about Silas?

When another girl goes missing

or someone else gets shot
or even killed next time?

Until you bring me
some evidence

that's not tainted
by amateur fingerprinting,

there's nothing I can do.

(elevator dings)

(elevator door opens, closes)

Like, Lika,
you know my game be tight.

I don't know, my mojo
was off that night, okay?

But hold on,
hold on, hold on.

Speaking of game,

uh, so what's going on
with you now, huh?

Are you all in
on the ladies?

Uh, I'm in the dugout,

not playing the field at all.

Okay.

But...

Isaac is staying with me.

I'm sor-- I'm--

I'm sorry,
what do you mean, Isaac is staying with you?

Yeah, uh, talk about
burying the lead.

Y'all not back together?

TOLU:
Because that is a slippery slope--

No! We are not back together.

I am crashing
in Mariana's loft.

It's just for a few weeks
until he gets back up on his feet.

And he's just been
going through some emotional stuff,

and I wanted
to be there for him.

YARI:
Oh, well, you know what? I'm proud of you, Lika.

Good for you.

Okay, so what was that
longing look about?

Yeah, does she know
that your ex is staying in your itty-bitty bed?

She does.

And...

I don't know.

I kinda called her out
for friend-zoning me

because maybe she's afraid
to get what she really wants.

-Oh, I know that's right.
-You know what?

I'm proud of you, Lika.
Good girl.

Now what does she say?

That she would
think about it.

Okay, so not a no.

So we still in play,
it's good.

Hey. I get off at 10:00.
Could we talk then?

Of course.
I'd love to.

-Hi.
-Hi.

Ooh, I like her.
(chuckles)

Looks like Miss Angelica's
done thinking about it.

? Hey, it's on
and poppin' tonight ?

(all laughing)

CALLIE:
Here's the restraining order.

Just take a look
before I file it.

Thank you.

So what's the deal
with this, um...

this missing girl
that you're looking for?

Uh, she lived with, uh, Silas
on the farm for a year.

One day she called her parents
and said she was leaving,

and they never
heard from her again.

So they asked me
if I could look for their daughter

'cause the police
obviously don't give a shit.

They asked you
to look for her?

Yeah.

And so why did you
say "we" earlier?

Mariana, are you
involved in this?

I was--

So this is why Silas
is showing up in your loft?

'Cause you two won't stop
kicking the hornet's nest.

Why do you
keep roping my sister

into these
dangerous situations?

I can't control her actions
any more than you can.

Well, you can keep your
amateur detective business to yourself!

Okay, can--
can you please stop

talking about me
like I'm not here?

Silas is responsible
for Evan getting shot.

I couldn't just stand by
while he got away with it.

He needs
to be held accountable.

(man clearing throat)

Evan.

What are you doing here?

You didn't come in today,
and I--

You need to sign these.

This is Joaquin.

You went to the farm with him
to look for me.

And this is my sister, Callie.

Have we met before?

Yes.

I'm sorry,
I-- I don't remember.

It's okay.

Uh, come on.
Let me sign those papers.

Yeah, you didn't need
to bring these.

You could've
just emailed them.

It was on the way home.

So who was that person
you were talking about?

The man responsible
for me getting shot.

Silas.

The man who shot you, Adam,
worked for him.

I don't need you
to avenge me, Mariana.

Especially not with a man
who seems so dangerous.

You need to be safe.

Hey, I need you to be safe.

For the company
and, uh...

your family.

I never wanna be responsible
for any harm coming to you.

Uh, well, thank you
for bringing these by.

Hope to see you
at work tomorrow.

You will.

(loud music playing)

Where did you hear
about this place again?

I've been here with friends,
mature, gay friends.

(music continues playing)

Look at that man's...
talent.

Makes me kind of regret

not working out
in the past three decades.

Tell me about it.

Ooh, everyone here is so young
and buff and half-naked.

I'm-- (chuckles awkwardly)
I'm overdressed.

-Oh!
-The clothes are coming off.

Hi.
Is-- Is that real?

SUMI:
You can go ask him.

-I'll take it off. Help me.
-Okay.

-The vest?
-Yes, the vest.

-ALICE: You sure?
-MORTY: Yes. Yeah.

Are you sure this is
a-- a place for men my age?

Yes. There's some
older gentlemen here too.

MORTY:
Oh, I don't look good in leather.

It's very unforgiving.

Morty, you just need
to get a drink

so you can relax.

That could be you
after some shots.

(chuckling)
Oh, okay.

All right, liquid courage.
Good idea.

Uh-uh-uh-uh.
This way.

??

Absolutely not.

Isabella relinquished
her parental rights,

and she cannot just
change her mind again.

She's not changing her mind.

I mean--
And I don't see the harm in letting her see Lyric.

Have you forgotten
that she took off with Lyric

for three days

with no word at all?

You give her an inch,

and the next thing you know,
she's suing us for custody.

She won't do that.

Gael, I love you,

but sometimes
you are so naive.

Always willing
to give everyone the benefit of the doubt,

even when
they don't deserve it.

You know what?
You are the one who gets screwed over.

Hey, ladies.

Hey, Dom.
What's up, brother?

DOM:
Good to see you.

Uh, is Kendy gonna be
joining you all tonight?

(laughs)
I don't know. You-- You tell us.

Why do you care
if Kendy's coming?

(scoffs)
We're friends. Um...

Another round?

Yes, absolutely.
Please make it strong.

-TOLU: Keep 'em coming.
-I'll get those drinks for you.

(indistinct chatter)

What's good, y'all?

TOLU:
Hey, King!

-Look at who it is!
-How you doing?

I thought
you were staying in.

Yeah, just changed my mind.

Decided to come out
after all.

If the invite still stands.

Yeah. Of course, it does.

(mouthing)
Invite?

Oh.

Dom, what's up, man?

What can I get you to drink?

I'll just take a beer,
whatever you got.

-You got it.
-Yeah.

Um, don't worry,
I'm just having one.

Oh. Sure, whatever.

Not up to me.

(loud music playing)

Are you okay?

Yeah. No, I just--

(chuckling)
I don't know how to be.

I-- I don't know
if I'm supposed to, like,

dress a certain way
or something.

Morty,
that guy over there,

not the leather one
but the other guy.

I think
he's checking you out.

(Morty chuckling)

Oh, my God.
He totally is!

You should go
talk to him.

-Yeah?
-ALICE: Yes!

-No.
-ALICE AND SUMI: Yes!

(laughs) Okay,
but first I'm gonna see a man about a horse.

ALICE:
Oh.

Oh!

ALICE:
(chuckling) Nice work.

I think he's warming up.

(tense music echoing)

We've got a runner.

You okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Relax.

It's nice to be out.

I'm glad you made it.

Thanks.

So, Lika, listen,

you didn't hear it
from me, aight?

So, your brother and Kendy
aren't exactly just friends.

(softly) What?

Yeah, they more like friends
with occasional benefits.

(laughing) Wow!

Okay, Dom. Where he at?

-Did you know about this?
-Um...

Maybe.

But I'm not responsible
for Kendy's behavior.

ISAAC:
(laughing) Dommy-Dom. They're grown-grown.

Friends with--
See, friends with benefits,

see, that's something
that we-- we've never tried.

No, you're right.
Never.

-Oh.
-Oh!

-YARI: Shoot.
-Okay.

Oops. (chuckles)
Sorry. I'm sorry.

Uh, I'ma go to the bathroom
and clean this off.

-Okay.
-MALIKA: Okay.

ISAAC:
Ooh.

Hey, what's going on with him?
Is he drunk?

I mean,
he hasn't even finished one drink.

Oh, 'cause you're counting?

Okay, maybe he pregamed
before he got here.

No, I didn't smell
anything on him.

And you're
smelling him too?

Girl, are you sure
you're drawing boundaries?

You can't be saving him.

I know!

And I'm not trying to, but--

Okay, what am I
supposed to do? Just turn my back on him?

Oh, well,
we not saying that.

We just trying to make sure
you taking care of you, Malika.

-Okay, shh.
-(Tolu clears throat)

(Isaac mumbling indistinctly)

Uh, there was a line.

So still a little wet.

Okay, I think
we should go.

I have
an early day tomorrow.

No, stay, Lika.

Let me say good night
to Angelica.

Okay, Angelica.

You need some water.

-Can we--
-ISAAC: I'm just tired.

Hey.

Could we maybe
talk some other time?

I think Isaac's had
too much to drink, so.

I'm really sorry.

It's not that
I don't understand, I do.

But maybe...

I'm not the only one
that's putting up obstacles.

I'm sorry.

I know you tried, but that's--
that's a young man's game.

Don't be sorry.
It's my fault.

You can't toss a baby
in the deep end.

Next time,
we'll dip your toes in a dating app.

But please don't give up.

Okay?
You don't have to be alone.

Okay, you wanna know
the real reason why I ran off?

It's because
I saw someone I knew,

some guy that I worked with
in the Murphy Brown room,

like, 400 years ago.

(Alice sighs)

ALICE:
You saw him at a gay bar.

Odds are
he won't be judgmental.

Yeah, I--
I must sound ridiculous to someone your age.

You were raised
without stigma.

Someone says
they're queer now,

it's, like, cool.

I think your generation
is-- is fearless.

That's not totally true.

I was terrified
to come out to my parents.

The first obstacle,
which,

is the biggest,
I think,

is the shame inside.

-You know, the fear
of anyone else finding out. -Yeah.

That's not just
a generational thing.

Okay, so what do I do now?

Maybe you can start
by coming out to people you trust?

Like Morrie and Murray.

Oh. Oh, God, I don't think
that is a good idea.

What-- Why not?

You guys share everything
about yourselves.

Your lives. Your wives.

(both chuckling)

Yeah, it's--
That's different.

I understand
your hesitation.

But they love you.

Maybe trusting them
will help you love and trust yourself.

But you shouldn't do it
unless you're ready.

And if and when you are,
I'll be there.

I'll be your
coming-out wingwoman.

Jazmin thinks
I'm too naive.

I don't know,
maybe she's right.

Maybe I do let
people walk all over me.

I don't think that
about you.

I mean, look at my trail
of unsuccessful relationships.

No offense.

(both laughing)

CALLIE:
No, none taken.

Gael, you are
a wonderful person.

I don't think
there's anything wrong

with being able
to have forgiveness

and compassion
for Isabella.

Yeah. Yeah, I know.

It's just gonna suck
telling her.

And I don't want
to be in the middle.

Why do you have to be?

(Hide and Seek
by Klergy & Mindy Jones playing)

? Come out, come out
wherever you are ?

? Come out, come out
wherever you are ?

??

? Come out, come out
wherever you are ?

? They won't find you ?

? No one knows you're gone ?

Mariana.

Silas took your doll.

The-- The Callie doll.

It's been missing
since he was here.

He probably went through
all of my things.

And he--
he must've researched everything about me

to-- to use against me.

To scare me.

But I'm not scared anymore.

I'm angry.

And that's totally fair.

Your space was violated.

But you need
to let this vendetta go.

It's not up to you
to get justice for Evan.

You're right.

(Isaac mumbling indistinctly)

Okay, how about you lay down?

Yeah. I got it.

I'm sorry about tonight.

It's okay.

Um...

Did you have drinks
before you showed up or?

Nope.

Then what happened?

Uh, got back
on my antidepressants,

and it didn't mix well
with the alcohol

because that one drink
hit me really hard.

Well, I'm happy
to hear you're taking your antidepressants again.

I'm sorry
if I embarrassed you.

(chuckles) It's okay.

I'm proud of you
for taking a step in the right direction.

Get some sleep.

-Good night.
-Good night.

Hey.

Hey.
How was your day?

Feeling okay?

Um...

I'm good, thanks.

Hey. Um...

Did you, by any chance,
borrow some of my Xanax?

No. Of course not.

I didn't even know
you had a prescription.

Oh, well,
I mean, it's just--

I've only taken one,

and it seems like
quite a few are missing.

MALIKA:
How about you lay down?

Sorry about tonight.

No. I didn't take them.

Hm.

JAZMIN:
I am so grateful to you

for trusting me
to be Lyric's mother.

But, Isabella,

you relinquished
your parental rights

and it's just... (exhales)

It's too confusing for you
to see Lyric right now.

Confusing?

She's a baby.

Not for her.

For me.

For us.

I need Lyric
to bond with me as her mother.

For my own sense of security.

And this adoption process,

it's been especially
challenging for us.

The social workers think
they can ask us anything,

even indulge their own
personal curiosities.

Spencer and I feel like

we don't just have to prove
that we're worthy parents,

but also
that our love is real.

I'm so sorry, Jaz.

JAZMIN:
It's okay.

We wanna be approved
to adopt Lyric.

But I had to stand up
for us too.

Jazmin, how many surgeries
have you had?

Are your hormone medications
childproof?

Tell me more about the trauma

of being trapped
in a male body.

The trauma
of growing up as a boy.

What will you say to Lyric

if she asks
why your body doesn't look like hers?

I'm not gonna answer that.

I respect that
you have a job to do,

but we also have a right
to our privacy.

And I-- I hope
this doesn't have

a negative effect
on our application,

but I feel
it is very important to draw boundaries,

which is something
we will teach Lyric.

That took some guts.

I'm so proud of you, Jaz.

Yeah.

With all of
the anti-trans laws popping up,

it is so...

hard...

not to be afraid.

But we refuse
to live in fear.

I'm so sorry. I...

I hadn't thought
about any of that.

I'm not trying to hurt you.

But until the adoption
is final,

I just can't invite you
to be a part of our family.

I understand.

And Lyric is so lucky
to have you as her mom.

Thank you.

Thank you.

(indistinct chatter)

MORTY: Okay,
before we get started,

there's something
I, uh, I have to tell you.

Something that
I've, uh, kept inside

for a very long time.

I was ashamed and afraid

to admit to myself
and to the people that I love...

Um...

Yeah, I'm gay.

(both laughing)

MORRIE:
Nice one.

A little lacking
in the PC department,

but I'll bite.
That's good.

No. No. I'm serious.

(silence)

You're serious?

Yeah.

Well--

This is not a bit?

No.
It's not a bit.

(sighs)

What?

Morrie.

(Morty sighs)

Were you ever,
like, attracted to me?

No.

Why the hell not?

I'm a good-looking guy,
right?

??

Callie.

Mariana's sister.

Callie Adams Foster.

I'm a lawyer.

You probably
already know that.

I do.

Congratulations
on your engagement to Jamie.

What's this?

A restraining order.

If you come
within 100 yards of my sister ever again,

you'll be arrested.

(Silas scoffs)

You know,
I'm the real victim here.

Maybe you can convince
your sister and Joaquin

that I know nothing
about the disappearance of Madison McClain.

And I don't appreciate
being harassed.

I just wanna live my life
on my farm in peace.

That's all I ask.

I can assure you,
my sister isn't looking into that anymore.

Or any of your business.

You stay away from her,
she'll stay away from you.

(car engine starts)

(knock on door)

-Hey.
-MARIANA: Look at this.

JOAQUIN:
What am I looking at?

Satellite photos
of Silas' farm.

First photo was taken

the week that Madison
was last heard from.

Second photo was taken
a week later.

Look right here.

There's, like,
a structure of some sort.

And then,
a week later, it's gone.

Do you think that
this could mean something?

I mean,
w-- what are you doing? What are you doing?

Silas never would've
taken the risk

of coming to the Coterie

just to tell me
that he's sorry Adam shot Evan.

He was trying
to scare me into backing off

on looking for Madison.

To let me know
that he could get to me.

But he wouldn't do that

unless he had something
to do with her disappearance.

Yeah, that makes sense.

But your sister's
gonna kill me

if we keep looking
into this--

She doesn't have to know.

Silas came into my room.

He violated my space.

He tried to scare me
and intimidate me.

I'm not trying
to avenge Evan anymore.

Now...

I'm avenging myself.

? I'm coming for you ?

??

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