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I wanna go places
no one has ever been.
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Like, not like
actually physically a place.
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But, like...
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# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
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...mentally and just, like,
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do something
that's completely...
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just great and super grand,
and big.
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And I feel like, you know...
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You do it once, you do it twice,
you have...
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You have to be able to do
a third time, right?
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And then, a fourth, and a fifth,
and a sixth, and a seventh,
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and an eighth, and a ninth,
and a tenth, and 11, 12
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13, 14, 15, 16, 17,
18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25,
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26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33,
34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39,
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50-- wait-- 40, 41, 42, 43,
44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50,
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51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56, 57, 58,
59, 60, 61, 62, 63, 64, 65, 66,
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67, 68, 69, 70, 71, 72, 73,
74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80,
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81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88,
89, 90, 91, 92, 93, 94, 95, 96,
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97, 98, 99, 100.
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MONTERO LAMAR HILL:
Who's gonna pump the beats?
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The beats need to be heard
all the way up here,
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like back there.
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And somebody pumps them.
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Jesus, Chris,
there's another level?
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Oh, boy.
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They placed these seats nicely.
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I was wondering
how some people would see,
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but I can see
how they would see.
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Huh.
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(YAWNS) Long live Montero.
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CHRISTIAN OWENS:
This is beautiful, huh?
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MONTERO:
I wonder how things gonna be
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when everything is turned off.
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Tomorrow is the first day
of my first tour.
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You can kind of see backstage.
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Maybe we'll fix that though,
right?
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CHRISTIAN: Day one.
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MONTERO: Day zero, actually.
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-(CHRISTIAN LAUGHS)
-Day one is tomorrow.
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CHRISTIAN: That's right,
that's right.
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(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
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MONTERO: Best case scenario
is in whatever way,
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this tour changes
how I see the world...
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and how I see, like, life.
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(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
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# (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) #
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In the beginning, all was dark
as far as the eye could see.
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And then, a spark,
light and dust,
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and just a little bit
of nasty... (LAUGHS)
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...all colliding in space,
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creating the universe,
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the world, your world,
home to a very special creature.
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You, humans.
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It's a special thing to be born.
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Souls travel
through light and space
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to make it to Earth,
each on their own journey.
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This is a story about one
of those special souls
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and how one day
he found himself in music
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and his music found us.
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The greatest thing
a human can do is to create.
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To create themselves,
to be themselves
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no matter how hard that may be.
So let's go.
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Let's meet this child
named Montero.
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(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
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MONTERO: I mean,
I was honestly really scared.
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Like, how the fuck
are we possibly gonna put
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this entire thing together
in a month, you know?
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(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
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MONTERO: A lot of times in life
when I'm the most scared,
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it's usually right before
I do something
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that's gonna change
my life drastically.
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(AUDIENCE CHEERING, SCREAMING)
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# ("PANINI"
BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) #
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(AUDIENCE CHEERS)
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MONTERO: Daytrip took it to ten.
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# Ayy, Panini
Don't you be a meanie #
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# Thought you wanted me to go
Why you tryna keep me teeny? #
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# It's a dreamy
Wished it on a genie #
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# I got fans finally, ain't you
Wanting them to see me? #
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# I thought you want this
For my life, for my life #
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# Said you wanted
To see me thrive #
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# You lied #
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# Say to me
What you want from me #
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# Just say to me
What you want from me #
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# Ayy, Panini
Don't you be a meanie #
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# Thought you wanted me to go #
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# Why you tryna
Keep me teeny now? #
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# Now they need me
Number one on streamin' #
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# Oh, yeah
You used to love me #
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# So what happened
What's the meaning? #
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# I thought you want this
For my life, for my life #
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# Said you wanted
To see me thrive, you lied #
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# Now when it's all done
I get the upper hand #
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# I need a... #
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# Not another fan #
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# But I still want you
As a fan #
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# I'ma need to sit down
Don't mean to make demands #
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# But I need you #
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I just really wanna feel
every last drop of sweat
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come to fruition
and I wanna feel every, like,
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powerful moment,
every big thing that happens,
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every blessing,
and I want it to feel
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big and loud.
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# Ayy, Panini #
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# Ayy, Panini #
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# Ayy, Panini #
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# Ayy, Panini #
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# Ayy, Panini #
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# Ayy, Panini #
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# Ayy, Panini #
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# (MUSIC STOPS) #
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# Ayy, Panini
don't you be a meanie #
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# I thought you wanted me... #
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Okay. Um, let's um...
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SEAN BANKHEAD: Go, one, two,
three, four, five,
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-and six, seven, and we say...
-Got a lot to learn.
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In a very short amount of time.
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-PRODUCER:
But you suck at dancing.
-But I know I'm gonna do it.
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It's really scary though.
Because they're all so good.
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SEAN: Six. Snap, snap.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
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oh, oh,
step, shift, step, shift.
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(GROANS) I fucked up again.
Let's do it again.
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My mind is hardwired
since a kid
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that when you fuck up,
like, one time,
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then it's kind of, like...
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you have to quit
the whole thing.
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You know,
I was always a brat growing up,
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so I'm doing a little training.
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A little training.
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SEAN: And up, snap, snap, snap,
and hunch, hunch,
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hunch, hunch, hunch, yeah,
shift the bar, shift the bar!
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I'll give-- I'll give it a clap.
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MONTERO:
You're at the precipice.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER ON TV)
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-ACTOR 1: Begin your journey.
-ACTOR 2: No, no, no, wait!
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-CHILD: Hi-yah!
-(BLOWS LANDING)
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ACTOR 3: Yeah!
That's daddy's little girl.
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ACTOR 2: Gee, I hope the sensei
doesn't mistake me for
a young student.
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Okay.
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Quiet.
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I like a little bit of chaos.
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You know,
I don't wanna be perfect.
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I want something
I can work around.
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I want something I can, um,
complain about, you know?
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I want something-- I don't know.
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I guess I'm just allergic
to something
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that's just too good.
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I'll be honest with you guys.
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I never let anyone
into my house.
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(CHUCKLES) This is like
a Black family's
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living room painting,
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-you know what I mean?
-PRODUCER: Right.
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MONTERO: And I feel like
I never have anything
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that's just like real,
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but, you know, I'm, like,
very hesitant to, like, start
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building up, like, my house
and shit, you know what I mean?
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Like, I still, like,
have this couch
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I was supposed to, like,
get a fucking really cool couch
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and, you know, a new table
'cause this is, like,
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from my apartment
and stuff like that, but I just,
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like, refuse to, like,
settle into a house, you know?
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'Cause if I settle
into the house,
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it means have to be there
forever or something, you know?
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This is my empty bedroom.
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It's like
a pop culture collage...
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you know? See, here is--
Where is she? Where is she?
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Here's Maddy.
You know Maddy, right?
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And then, here's, uh,
Viola Davis.
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You know, I met Viola Davis
at an Erewhon,
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but she-- but I don't think
she knew who the fuck I was.
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She was like, "Oh, thanks."
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I was like,
"Oh, I'm such a big fan."
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She was like, "Oh, thanks."
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And she kind of,
like, hurried out the store.
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It was kind of funny.
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There's some random high guys
in here too somewhere.
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Oh, yeah, here's Bad Bunny.
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PRODUCER: Oh, yeah.
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MONTERO: You see Bad Bunny
kiss a guy on the stage?
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How cool is that for him?
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When I was a kid,
I was like, I wanted to be--
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I wanted to be a surgeon,
you know?
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I wanted
to be a cardiovascular surgeon
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'cause my grandmother
and, like,
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a lot of family members
have heart problems.
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Yeah, college is actually
the reason I started
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to make music.
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I got, like,
so immediately bored,
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I, like, made a song for fun
and posted it onto Twitter.
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I told my parents,
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"Oh, yeah, I'm just gonna take
a semester off."
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That's so crazy at that year
of my life because it was like
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I had never had someone,
like, close to me pass,
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and my great-grandmother
had passed.
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That's when I started getting,
like, bad, like,
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anxiety attacks
and shit like that.
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And then, I, like, found music.
I felt like music
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was also great
for escaping that.
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I felt, like, a fucking
spiritual presence
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over me that,
"Okay. This was not a mistake,
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like, this is what I'm supposed
to be doing in life."
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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MONTERO: Why are you hiding?
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-What are you hiding from?
-SAUL LEVITZ: I'm so excited.
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-MONTERO: We're starting?
-I'm excited to have an opener.
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-Hello, Adam of manager.
-Hello, Montero of artist.
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Oh, my God. It's up.
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Yay. What do you think
about our frame?
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It's Nas as the sun.
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# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
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HODO MUSA: The sun of the world.
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MONTERO: I knew that I wanted
to do something like theatrical
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and like a play.
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I didn't know
the best way to go
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about doing good,
and Saul and Hodo,
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thankfully, my lifesavers,
uh, gave me, like, the concept
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of the tour.
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It's this kid that enters
a completely new world,
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adjusts to the new world...
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and then, you know,
becomes sure of himself.
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And then, you know, the cycle
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kind of ends
and, like, starts again.
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And I feel like that's exactly
where we are right now.
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PRODUCER: What do you think
the potential of Montero is?
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MONTERO: Stop saying that.
Don't even answer.
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Don't answer him.
And you don't say anything.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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SEAN:
Well, I've been instructed.
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-No, but I, like...
-MONTERO: Stop.
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Okay.
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-MONTERO: That's too limiting.
-(CHUCKLES)
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He's-- he's breaking down--
he's breaking down barriers
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and he's-- he's creating
his own lane for himself.
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He's really creating
his own lane for himself.
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There's nobody like him
right now.
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And we're gonna keep digging
237
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this-- this-- this special lane
238
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that only he's gonna be able
to do.
239
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Nobody is gonna be able
to touch him at all.
240
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And he's working
really hard and he wants it.
241
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Bitch,
I am not talking about you.
242
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MONTERO:
Okay. I was just making sure.
243
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As "Panini" finishes,
244
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then we're standing strongly
on stage,
245
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the lights go a little dim
246
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and Nas starts to fall
from the sky
247
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down to Earth,
that we hit "Tales of Dominica."
248
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# ("TALES OF DOMINICA"
BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) #
249
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CHRISTIAN: Twerk.
250
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Five and...
251
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Six.
252
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Okay.
253
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# Woke up on the floor #
254
00:13:10,457 --> 00:13:14,127
# Oh, this plastic bed
Don't blow up anymore #
255
00:13:15,962 --> 00:13:18,048
# In this broken home #
256
00:13:18,089 --> 00:13:21,634
# Everyone becomes predictable #
257
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# Finally grown #
258
00:13:24,971 --> 00:13:27,349
# Ain't nothing like I hoped
It would be #
259
00:13:27,432 --> 00:13:29,601
# Out on my own
I'm floating... #
260
00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:31,102
Yeah! (LAUGHS)
261
00:13:31,144 --> 00:13:32,437
# Could I be wrong? #
262
00:13:32,479 --> 00:13:34,773
# Was everybody
Right about me? #
263
00:13:34,856 --> 00:13:39,027
# Scary things in my head
I can't dream and I just #
264
00:13:45,617 --> 00:13:47,160
SEAN: Is there a reason
why we stopped that?
265
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Can we play...
266
00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:49,954
They stopped playing,
but it goes all the way in,
267
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and then we fade up on the room.
268
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Tomorrow is the first day
of tour, Detroit.
269
00:14:00,507 --> 00:14:04,719
And I'm wondering, like,
am I gonna shake it all off
270
00:14:04,803 --> 00:14:06,888
and just go crazy and have fun?
271
00:14:06,971 --> 00:14:10,684
Or am I gonna freeze up
and-- and--
272
00:14:10,767 --> 00:14:14,270
and go back inside
of my dad's balls? You know?
273
00:14:16,106 --> 00:14:17,774
HODO: Have--
have we seen the horse?
274
00:14:17,816 --> 00:14:19,192
STYLIST: No,
I haven't seen Margot yet.
275
00:14:19,275 --> 00:14:22,237
Let's look for our horse.
There's a horse coming.
276
00:14:22,320 --> 00:14:25,156
Oh, my God.
Guys, come, come, come, come.
277
00:14:25,240 --> 00:14:26,199
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
278
00:14:26,282 --> 00:14:29,327
HODO: There's a horse in there.
(CHUCKLES)
279
00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:31,830
And this is the horse.
He's coming in
280
00:14:31,913 --> 00:14:33,957
for "Old Town Road,"
I don't know,
281
00:14:33,998 --> 00:14:39,337
like, maybe he will walk
with it, maybe he will ride it?
282
00:14:39,379 --> 00:14:41,172
MARGOT RADA: It comes down
to the dancers, really.
283
00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:42,632
I think it's whether or not
the dancers
284
00:14:42,674 --> 00:14:44,300
can support the weight,
but I think
285
00:14:44,342 --> 00:14:47,345
there's some kind of practice
required for them
286
00:14:47,387 --> 00:14:50,015
to be able to get used
to the frame itself.
287
00:14:51,850 --> 00:14:53,768
I don't feel safe
because they don't feel safe.
288
00:14:53,810 --> 00:14:55,061
CREW MEMBER: They said
get off. Gotta get off.
289
00:14:55,145 --> 00:14:56,354
Oh, it's too heavy?
290
00:14:56,396 --> 00:14:57,772
CREW MEMBER:
No, I think it's leaning
291
00:14:57,856 --> 00:14:58,857
a certain way.
292
00:15:02,569 --> 00:15:04,070
How the fuck I'm supposed
to get down from this?
293
00:15:04,154 --> 00:15:05,447
Do you ever feel
like a plastic bag?
294
00:15:05,530 --> 00:15:07,532
SEAN: Should we stretch,
you guys? Is it time to stretch?
295
00:15:07,615 --> 00:15:09,451
MONTERO: One, two, three, four.
296
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# Need a boy... #
297
00:15:14,080 --> 00:15:15,999
Did you hear that?
298
00:15:16,041 --> 00:15:18,626
Go back. Let's see.
I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
299
00:15:18,710 --> 00:15:20,128
Go back like ten seconds.
300
00:15:21,629 --> 00:15:24,299
I'm not really worried.
I'm just saying, you know?
301
00:15:24,382 --> 00:15:26,051
Like, I'm sure
everything is gonna be great.
302
00:15:26,134 --> 00:15:27,093
It's just like, you know,
303
00:15:27,177 --> 00:15:28,386
if one thing is bad,
like, everything is bad.
304
00:15:28,470 --> 00:15:29,888
TECHNICIAN: Yeah,
we just gotta make that change.
305
00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:31,890
MONTERO: They don't have
their shit together.
306
00:15:31,973 --> 00:15:34,726
If I have to close that curtain
one more time on my own...
307
00:15:34,768 --> 00:15:35,852
SEAN: Right, so
308
00:15:35,894 --> 00:15:38,772
I don't know, like,
what's happening where...
309
00:15:38,855 --> 00:15:40,732
Like, it'll be right,
and then the next day
310
00:15:40,774 --> 00:15:42,025
everybody forgot everything.
311
00:15:42,067 --> 00:15:43,943
-SEAN: Right. Give me the mic.
-HODO: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
312
00:15:44,027 --> 00:15:45,403
'Cause I feel like
we just need to check everybody.
313
00:15:45,445 --> 00:15:46,946
-HODO: Yeah, shoot.
-Like, what's up? Seriously.
314
00:15:47,030 --> 00:15:48,698
-The show is tomorrow.
-DANCER: It's the day to do it.
315
00:15:48,740 --> 00:15:49,824
We're fucking shit up.
316
00:15:49,908 --> 00:15:51,451
We're fucking shit up
that we've been practicing
317
00:15:52,118 --> 00:15:53,495
in all departments.
318
00:15:53,578 --> 00:15:55,622
Oh, we're gonna fix the wings.
319
00:15:55,705 --> 00:15:57,915
-(CHUCKLES) Oh!
-Yeah.
320
00:15:57,957 --> 00:15:59,584
-Oh, boy.
-Yeah. (CHUCKLES)
321
00:15:59,668 --> 00:16:00,919
Can we-- can we try the wings?
322
00:16:01,002 --> 00:16:02,754
Can we just grab the wings
right before we do another run?
323
00:16:02,837 --> 00:16:05,256
We've been fixing these wings
for, like, a month.
324
00:16:05,340 --> 00:16:07,425
Is it loose now? Is it looser?
325
00:16:07,509 --> 00:16:08,968
I don't know
why it was tighter last time.
326
00:16:09,052 --> 00:16:10,220
No, no,
I loosened it up for you.
327
00:16:10,261 --> 00:16:11,262
I just did it.
328
00:16:11,346 --> 00:16:13,098
No, no-- Yeah, they loosened it.
329
00:16:13,139 --> 00:16:15,392
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
330
00:16:15,433 --> 00:16:17,102
Detroit,
how y'all doing out there?
331
00:16:18,478 --> 00:16:19,562
I've been waiting
for this moment
332
00:16:19,604 --> 00:16:22,399
a very long time.
To tell y'all that...
333
00:16:24,275 --> 00:16:25,610
What was I supposed
to tell them?
334
00:16:26,611 --> 00:16:27,904
Hold on, what was I supposed
to tell them?
335
00:16:27,946 --> 00:16:30,115
SEAN: Let's get him set
for a top of show again.
336
00:16:34,619 --> 00:16:35,829
(CAMERA CLICKS)
337
00:16:35,912 --> 00:16:37,997
MONTERO: Here's me.
I'm landing in Detroit.
338
00:16:38,081 --> 00:16:39,874
There's Bronco. Mm-hmm.
339
00:16:39,958 --> 00:16:42,711
There's me and Bronco again
on the plane, as you can see.
340
00:16:42,794 --> 00:16:44,462
It's gonna be great
in my photo book.
341
00:16:44,504 --> 00:16:45,964
-# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
-MONTERO: You have certain ways
342
00:16:46,047 --> 00:16:47,799
you want to show yourself
343
00:16:47,882 --> 00:16:51,970
to the world, and I feel
like, as a human being,
344
00:16:52,053 --> 00:16:53,805
we're always gonna have,
like, parts of ourselves
345
00:16:53,888 --> 00:16:58,518
that we're not going to be
super out there with, you know?
346
00:16:59,644 --> 00:17:03,773
Around 2019,
I became way more spiritual
347
00:17:03,815 --> 00:17:08,153
and I started to trust
what I would see as spiritual,
348
00:17:08,194 --> 00:17:10,530
like, signs and, like,
guides and whatnot.
349
00:17:10,613 --> 00:17:13,992
And I felt like coming out
was very important
350
00:17:14,034 --> 00:17:16,453
if I wanted to continue
to progress.
351
00:17:16,536 --> 00:17:18,621
(SINGING INDISTINCTLY)
352
00:17:18,663 --> 00:17:22,166
Burying parts of yourself
will keep you further away
353
00:17:22,208 --> 00:17:25,627
from finding, you know,
the truest version of you
354
00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:27,172
as you go.
355
00:17:27,255 --> 00:17:29,049
And there's still, like,
parts of myself
356
00:17:29,132 --> 00:17:33,011
that I am learning to accept.
357
00:17:35,847 --> 00:17:37,682
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
358
00:17:39,893 --> 00:17:42,979
Um, I've been a fan since,
359
00:17:43,021 --> 00:17:44,773
you know, the whole
"Old Town Road" blew up.
360
00:17:44,856 --> 00:17:46,399
I remember my little sister
came up to me,
361
00:17:46,483 --> 00:17:48,485
was like, "Hey,
it's this viral song," whatever,
362
00:17:48,526 --> 00:17:50,528
I'm like, "What is this?
This is stupid.
363
00:17:50,612 --> 00:17:51,863
Get this out of my face,"
you know?
364
00:17:51,946 --> 00:17:54,366
But then I heard the whole EP
and I got caught up in it
365
00:17:54,407 --> 00:17:56,868
and the whole controversy
with his Billboard presence
366
00:17:56,951 --> 00:17:58,495
being taken away
with the country charts,
367
00:17:58,536 --> 00:18:00,080
so I was like,
"Wow, that was cool."
368
00:18:00,163 --> 00:18:02,248
Then he came out. I was like,
"Yeah, this is even bigger."
369
00:18:02,332 --> 00:18:04,084
Then I was like, "'Kay, it can't
get any bigger than this."
370
00:18:04,167 --> 00:18:06,169
-Can I curse on here? (LAUGHS)
-INTERVIEWER: Yes, go ahead.
371
00:18:06,211 --> 00:18:08,213
Like, he's so sexy, like,
he's the first male celebrity
372
00:18:08,296 --> 00:18:10,548
I've wanted to actually fuck
and be at the same time.
373
00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:12,217
I just love Lil Nas X
because it's--
374
00:18:12,258 --> 00:18:15,261
He's so groundbreaking
and it's amazing to see him
375
00:18:15,345 --> 00:18:16,971
be so openly queer.
376
00:18:17,055 --> 00:18:18,306
And I just feel like he's,
like...
377
00:18:19,933 --> 00:18:21,893
he's very important
for the culture,
378
00:18:21,976 --> 00:18:24,020
like, right now,
you know what I'm saying?
379
00:18:24,062 --> 00:18:25,730
You know, he inspired me
to come out my shell
380
00:18:25,814 --> 00:18:27,982
a little bit, so--
As you can see.
381
00:18:29,567 --> 00:18:31,194
-(CHUCKLES)
-Oh, yeah.
382
00:18:32,195 --> 00:18:34,030
Do y'all see what it's giving?
383
00:18:34,072 --> 00:18:37,325
(LAUGHS)
Do y'all see what it's giving?
384
00:18:37,909 --> 00:18:39,661
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
385
00:18:45,333 --> 00:18:46,918
MONTERO:
What time the show start?
386
00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:48,628
HODO: The show starts...
387
00:18:50,213 --> 00:18:51,673
MONTERO:
I wanna get my leg massaged,
388
00:18:51,756 --> 00:18:53,925
I wanna hopefully
get a chance to poop.
389
00:18:54,551 --> 00:18:56,094
I wanna poop really badly,
390
00:18:56,177 --> 00:18:57,971
so then I won't have
to poop later.
391
00:18:58,054 --> 00:19:00,557
HODO: Yeah, and then
we're doing one hour of fitting.
392
00:19:00,598 --> 00:19:03,601
Because once you get
on that stage, the nerves hit,
393
00:19:03,685 --> 00:19:06,104
and then that's when you really
gotta poop, you know?
394
00:19:06,146 --> 00:19:08,064
So if I get the real poop
out now, I won't have to worry
395
00:19:08,106 --> 00:19:09,774
about that other poop
being real.
396
00:19:09,858 --> 00:19:11,109
-# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
-You know what I mean?
397
00:19:11,192 --> 00:19:12,402
CREW MEMBER: Yes.
398
00:19:12,444 --> 00:19:16,406
It won't be real.
You know what I mean?
399
00:19:16,448 --> 00:19:18,450
CREW MEMBER:
Now I'm gonna take a poop
before I go on stage.
400
00:19:18,533 --> 00:19:20,744
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
401
00:19:20,785 --> 00:19:22,787
MONTERO: Ooh, once we go out,
and then everybody, like,
402
00:19:22,829 --> 00:19:24,789
sits down and like,
they're on their phone,
403
00:19:24,831 --> 00:19:26,291
they're like,
"We wanna go home."
404
00:19:26,374 --> 00:19:27,792
-(SEAN LAUGHING)
-What if that happens?
405
00:19:27,876 --> 00:19:29,419
Oh, my God,
what if that happens?
406
00:19:30,628 --> 00:19:31,796
What if
I fall on the stage?
407
00:19:31,880 --> 00:19:33,298
I'm gonna lose
all confidence immediately.
408
00:19:33,381 --> 00:19:37,719
-FAN: Long live Montero!
-(FANS CHEER, APPLAUD)
409
00:19:40,180 --> 00:19:42,891
(FANS CHEERING OVER CELL PHONE)
410
00:19:42,974 --> 00:19:44,768
-Did you go out there?
-Hmm.
411
00:19:44,809 --> 00:19:47,520
MONTERO: Why'd you show me this?
I wanted to be surprised.
412
00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:53,318
HODO: It's good.
Congrats, Nas. We did it.
413
00:19:54,361 --> 00:19:56,696
Let's high five for the future.
414
00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:02,118
Don't let me hang
in front of these people.
415
00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:03,661
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
416
00:20:03,745 --> 00:20:05,538
(FANS SCREAMING, CHEERING)
417
00:20:07,999 --> 00:20:09,334
# (GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING) #
418
00:20:09,376 --> 00:20:11,920
MONTERO: Uh,
society's perception of me,
419
00:20:12,003 --> 00:20:14,839
I think is different.
You know, as I told you before,
420
00:20:14,881 --> 00:20:16,675
some people think
I'm really brave...
421
00:20:16,758 --> 00:20:19,010
-(FANS CHEER)
-...and some people
422
00:20:19,094 --> 00:20:22,013
think my music is dope
but they think I do too much
423
00:20:22,055 --> 00:20:26,518
as far as videos
and the things I do online go.
424
00:20:26,559 --> 00:20:30,188
And some people think
the things I do online
425
00:20:30,230 --> 00:20:33,817
and things like that are cool,
but they don't like my music.
426
00:20:33,858 --> 00:20:39,406
And some people still see me
as the kid-friendly artist
427
00:20:39,489 --> 00:20:40,949
and I don't know.
428
00:20:41,032 --> 00:20:43,576
Some people see me
as, like, this satanic devil
429
00:20:43,660 --> 00:20:45,120
that's gonna ruin the world
or something
430
00:20:45,203 --> 00:20:47,205
or part of a big agenda.
431
00:20:47,247 --> 00:20:50,333
Um, yeah,
a lot of different things,
432
00:20:50,375 --> 00:20:51,418
I feel like.
433
00:20:52,544 --> 00:20:54,879
PRODUCER: Yeah.
I mean, so people feel--
434
00:20:54,963 --> 00:20:57,882
I mean, people feel
a lot of things about you.
435
00:20:57,924 --> 00:21:00,510
People feel a lot
of things about me,
436
00:21:00,885 --> 00:21:02,053
but me...
437
00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:05,348
boy, do I love this kid.
438
00:21:05,390 --> 00:21:08,101
# ("SUN GOES DOWN"
BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) #
439
00:21:13,690 --> 00:21:15,900
# I wanna run away #
440
00:21:15,942 --> 00:21:19,029
# Don't wanna lie
I don't want a life #
441
00:21:19,070 --> 00:21:23,616
# Send me a gun
And I'll see the sun #
442
00:21:24,701 --> 00:21:26,995
# I'd rather run away #
443
00:21:27,078 --> 00:21:30,081
# Don't wanna lie
I don't want a life #
444
00:21:30,123 --> 00:21:34,461
# Send me a gun
And I'll see the sun #
445
00:21:34,544 --> 00:21:39,424
# You need an instant ease
From your life #
446
00:21:39,507 --> 00:21:43,428
# Where you got plenty
Of every hurt and heartbreak #
447
00:21:43,470 --> 00:21:45,597
# You just take it all
To the face #
448
00:21:45,638 --> 00:21:49,601
# I know that you want to cry #
449
00:21:49,684 --> 00:21:52,062
# But it's much more to life
Than dyin' #
450
00:21:52,103 --> 00:21:54,147
# Over your past mistakes #
451
00:21:54,230 --> 00:21:56,941
# And people
Who threw dirt on your name #
452
00:21:58,109 --> 00:22:00,862
# Since ten
I've been feelin' lonely #
453
00:22:00,945 --> 00:22:03,615
# Had friends
But they was pickin' on me #
454
00:22:03,656 --> 00:22:05,950
# Always thinkin'
"Why my lips so big?" #
455
00:22:06,034 --> 00:22:09,162
# Was I too dark?
Can they sense my fears? #
456
00:22:09,245 --> 00:22:11,915
# These gay thoughts
Would always haunt me #
457
00:22:11,956 --> 00:22:14,626
# I prayed
God would take it from me #
458
00:22:14,668 --> 00:22:17,253
# It's hard for you
When you're fightin' #
459
00:22:17,295 --> 00:22:19,798
# And nobody knows it
When you're silent #
460
00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:21,883
# I'd be by the phone #
461
00:22:21,966 --> 00:22:24,636
# Stanning Nicki
Mornin' into dawn #
462
00:22:24,678 --> 00:22:27,347
# Only place I felt
Like I belonged #
463
00:22:27,430 --> 00:22:30,433
# Strangers make you feel
So loved, you know? #
464
00:22:30,475 --> 00:22:32,936
# And I'm happy by the way #
465
00:22:32,977 --> 00:22:35,647
# That I made that jump
That leap of faith #
466
00:22:35,730 --> 00:22:38,441
# I'm happy that it all
Worked out for me #
467
00:22:38,483 --> 00:22:41,361
# I'ma make my fans
So proud of me #
468
00:22:41,444 --> 00:22:42,654
-Let's go!
-(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
469
00:22:42,696 --> 00:22:44,155
# I wanna run away #
470
00:22:44,239 --> 00:22:47,367
# Don't wanna lie
I don't want a life #
471
00:22:47,450 --> 00:22:52,038
# Send me a gun
And I'll see the sun #
472
00:22:53,039 --> 00:22:55,166
# I wanna run away #
473
00:22:55,250 --> 00:22:58,378
# Don't wanna lie
I don't want a life #
474
00:22:58,461 --> 00:23:03,008
# Send me a gun
And I'll see the sun #
475
00:23:04,175 --> 00:23:07,178
For one,
I feel like power comes the most
476
00:23:07,220 --> 00:23:09,848
when you're able to be, like,
honest with yourself
477
00:23:09,889 --> 00:23:12,684
about who you believe
you are,
478
00:23:12,767 --> 00:23:15,020
who you think you are
in that moment.
479
00:23:15,061 --> 00:23:16,980
DOMINIC: You are not alone
in the way that you feel
480
00:23:17,022 --> 00:23:19,024
and I know sometimes
that transforming
481
00:23:19,107 --> 00:23:22,193
can feel so very isolating,
but there are other people
482
00:23:22,277 --> 00:23:23,737
that have been through
this transformation
483
00:23:23,820 --> 00:23:25,655
and have made it
through the other side
484
00:23:25,697 --> 00:23:27,449
and have felt
the way that you felt.
485
00:23:28,033 --> 00:23:30,160
EMARA: It came down to
486
00:23:30,201 --> 00:23:34,998
not being able to live my life,
period,
487
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:38,877
unless I accepted who I was
on the inside.
488
00:23:39,836 --> 00:23:41,880
Every day is a new challenge
489
00:23:41,963 --> 00:23:43,548
into learning
how to love myself.
490
00:23:43,631 --> 00:23:46,551
You're on the path to where
younger you would wanna be.
491
00:23:46,593 --> 00:23:48,678
You're already there.
You're steps ahead.
492
00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:51,723
Just keep going.
Definitely just keep going.
493
00:23:51,765 --> 00:23:54,851
Lil Nas X made me realize
that in order to love myself,
494
00:23:54,893 --> 00:23:57,062
I have to love
the parts of myself that I fear.
495
00:23:57,896 --> 00:24:02,025
# I know that you want to cry #
496
00:24:02,067 --> 00:24:04,402
# But it's much more to life
Than dying #
497
00:24:04,444 --> 00:24:06,571
# Over our past mistakes #
498
00:24:06,613 --> 00:24:10,033
# And people who threw dirt
On your name #
499
00:24:10,075 --> 00:24:12,911
DOMINIC: All my life,
I was trying to be perfect,
500
00:24:12,994 --> 00:24:15,455
um, get the perfect grades,
be the perfect son.
501
00:24:15,538 --> 00:24:19,876
I thought that being perfect
would make up for this one flaw.
502
00:24:19,918 --> 00:24:23,213
And it took a lot to realize
that who I was
503
00:24:23,254 --> 00:24:25,382
and who I love was not a flaw.
504
00:24:25,423 --> 00:24:26,925
There's a light
at the end of the tunnel.
505
00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:28,051
Don't give up.
506
00:24:28,093 --> 00:24:29,761
You're gonna learn
to love yourself
507
00:24:29,803 --> 00:24:32,305
more than you thought
anybody could ever love you.
508
00:24:32,389 --> 00:24:34,724
Okay. Listen,
I'll be right fucking back.
509
00:24:34,766 --> 00:24:36,184
Don't move. Don't move.
510
00:24:36,267 --> 00:24:40,730
(AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING)
511
00:24:43,358 --> 00:24:44,359
MONTERO: You know,
512
00:24:44,401 --> 00:24:47,779
no matter what
you're going through or how bad,
513
00:24:47,821 --> 00:24:52,117
I feel like there's never
a reason to end it all,
514
00:24:52,158 --> 00:24:56,663
to not want to be here anymore,
because it all works itself out.
515
00:24:56,746 --> 00:25:00,125
There's more people to meet.
There's more places to go.
516
00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:03,086
There's more things to do.
There's more highs to reach.
517
00:25:03,128 --> 00:25:06,131
There's more lows
to make you learn stuff.
518
00:25:07,007 --> 00:25:08,049
There's more.
519
00:25:14,472 --> 00:25:17,642
I guess when the lights came on,
when the flashlights came on,
520
00:25:17,684 --> 00:25:19,269
that was the moment
that, like, really hit me,
521
00:25:19,310 --> 00:25:20,603
because I can also see,
522
00:25:20,645 --> 00:25:22,313
like, the people
even up top and shit.
523
00:25:22,397 --> 00:25:24,357
I was like, "Oh, my God,
this is crazy."
524
00:25:24,441 --> 00:25:26,860
And then-- And I got,
like, a little emotional.
525
00:25:27,485 --> 00:25:28,611
Yeah.
526
00:25:28,653 --> 00:25:30,321
My eyes started to water up.
527
00:25:30,405 --> 00:25:34,743
You know how your eyes water up
and-- and, like,
528
00:25:34,826 --> 00:25:38,496
everything that's a light
turns into, like, a star almost?
529
00:25:38,580 --> 00:25:41,166
So, like, that was crazy to see.
530
00:25:41,207 --> 00:25:43,251
Yeah, it seemed
like thousands of stars.
531
00:25:43,335 --> 00:25:44,919
That's what it looked like.
532
00:25:45,003 --> 00:25:48,673
I was like-- I was like, uh,
it was kind of, like, funny,
533
00:25:48,715 --> 00:25:49,966
but it was also
kind of emotional.
534
00:25:50,008 --> 00:25:52,218
But it was, like,
funny the way that,
535
00:25:52,302 --> 00:25:55,513
"Oh, my God,
I started to do this music thing
536
00:25:55,555 --> 00:25:58,099
and it actually worked,"
you know?
537
00:26:00,060 --> 00:26:03,897
All right, uh,
what day is it? January...
538
00:26:04,898 --> 00:26:08,610
January 8th, 2019,
539
00:26:09,652 --> 00:26:11,654
and I finna eat
some fucking pizza
540
00:26:11,696 --> 00:26:13,907
and, you know, say some words.
541
00:26:15,617 --> 00:26:18,578
I just put out
"Old Town Road"
542
00:26:18,661 --> 00:26:21,664
and it's doing
pretty fucking good.
543
00:26:23,291 --> 00:26:25,418
(MUNCHES)
544
00:26:25,502 --> 00:26:29,381
And... (CHOMPS)
You know, right now...
545
00:26:31,132 --> 00:26:34,469
no matter what,
you know, 3K on Instagram,
546
00:26:34,928 --> 00:26:36,596
2K on YouTube...
547
00:26:38,264 --> 00:26:40,892
not even 1K followers
on Spotify yet, I don't think.
548
00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:47,399
But I'ma hit y'all back
a year from now and, you know,
549
00:26:47,482 --> 00:26:48,650
we're gonna see where I'm at.
550
00:26:50,568 --> 00:26:51,569
All right.
551
00:26:51,653 --> 00:26:55,782
(KEYBOARD CLICKS SOFTLY)
552
00:26:55,865 --> 00:26:57,701
# ("34 GHOST IV"
BY NINE INCH NAILS PLAYING) #
553
00:27:04,249 --> 00:27:05,917
I didn't even know
it was a sample at first,
554
00:27:05,959 --> 00:27:07,419
so when I did figure out
it was a sample,
555
00:27:07,460 --> 00:27:10,088
I was like, "Oh, my fucking God,
I'm doomed."
556
00:27:10,171 --> 00:27:12,215
Luckily, Nine Inch Nails
didn't know the song
557
00:27:12,257 --> 00:27:14,217
had blew up yet,
because they would've
558
00:27:14,259 --> 00:27:16,261
probably would've took,
like, 99 percent.
559
00:27:16,344 --> 00:27:18,638
I think the moment
that I heard the loop,
560
00:27:18,722 --> 00:27:21,933
the, like, original instrumental
of that song, I, like--
561
00:27:23,643 --> 00:27:24,936
That feeling
I always talk about,
562
00:27:24,978 --> 00:27:27,605
it was, like,
on an astronomical level.
563
00:27:27,647 --> 00:27:28,940
You can, like, mistake.
564
00:27:28,982 --> 00:27:32,777
That's why-- that's why I guess
I'm so spiritual now.
565
00:27:32,819 --> 00:27:35,363
And you can, like,
mistake a feeling that,
566
00:27:35,447 --> 00:27:37,240
when I heard that,
I almost, like--
567
00:27:37,282 --> 00:27:38,783
I got, like, emotional
568
00:27:38,867 --> 00:27:41,119
and it's just, like,
a loop and drums.
569
00:27:41,161 --> 00:27:42,954
I'm just like, "Oh, my God,
570
00:27:42,996 --> 00:27:44,748
this is gonna be
something great."
571
00:27:47,751 --> 00:27:49,961
I remember, like, a few days
572
00:27:50,003 --> 00:27:52,297
after I released
"Old Town Road,"
573
00:27:52,339 --> 00:27:55,633
I tell my dad,
I wanna take off a semester
574
00:27:55,717 --> 00:27:57,218
to do music.
575
00:27:57,302 --> 00:27:58,970
He was like,
"You know there's like
576
00:27:59,054 --> 00:28:02,640
a one in a million chance."
577
00:28:02,682 --> 00:28:05,560
My stepmom was like,
"So, what's y'all gonna do?"
578
00:28:05,643 --> 00:28:07,270
Like, "What's y'all plan B?"
579
00:28:07,312 --> 00:28:09,397
I was just like,
"I don't have a plan B."
580
00:28:10,732 --> 00:28:13,026
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
581
00:28:32,420 --> 00:28:36,508
# Can't nobody tell me nothing #
582
00:28:37,258 --> 00:28:40,428
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
583
00:28:46,518 --> 00:28:50,355
# Can't nobody tell me nothing #
584
00:28:51,439 --> 00:28:53,483
# You can't tell me nothing #
585
00:28:53,525 --> 00:28:54,901
MONTERO: Like,
nobody has any idea,
586
00:28:54,984 --> 00:28:56,444
like, what's about to happen
or anything.
587
00:28:56,528 --> 00:28:58,363
But I just know,
like, in my heart,
588
00:28:58,405 --> 00:28:59,656
I'm like, "Oh, okay.
589
00:28:59,698 --> 00:29:01,533
I'm about to, like,
blow up, you know?"
590
00:29:03,284 --> 00:29:05,954
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
591
00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:10,625
# ("OLD TOWN ROAD"
BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) #
592
00:29:15,588 --> 00:29:17,048
(HORSE NEIGHING)
593
00:29:17,966 --> 00:29:19,884
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
594
00:29:23,972 --> 00:29:25,682
Who knows
this motherfucking song?
595
00:29:25,724 --> 00:29:27,559
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
596
00:29:29,811 --> 00:29:33,732
# Yeah, I'm gonna take
My horse to the old town road #
597
00:29:33,815 --> 00:29:37,318
# I'm gonna ride
'Til I can't no more #
598
00:29:37,402 --> 00:29:40,739
# I'm gonna take my horse
To the old town road #
599
00:29:40,780 --> 00:29:43,908
# I'm gonna ride
'Til I can't no more #
600
00:29:43,992 --> 00:29:47,787
# I got the horses in the back
Horse tack is attached #
601
00:29:47,871 --> 00:29:49,247
# Hat is matted black #
602
00:29:49,330 --> 00:29:51,249
# Got the boots that's black
To match #
603
00:29:51,291 --> 00:29:52,917
# Riding on a horse, ha #
604
00:29:52,959 --> 00:29:54,419
# You can whip your Porsche #
605
00:29:54,502 --> 00:29:56,046
# I been in the valley #
606
00:29:56,087 --> 00:29:57,964
# You ain't been up
Off the porch now #
607
00:29:58,048 --> 00:30:01,718
# Can't nobody tell me nothing #
608
00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:04,596
# You can't tell me nothing #
609
00:30:04,637 --> 00:30:08,516
# Can't nobody tell me nothing #
610
00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:10,602
-# You can't tell me nothing #
-(SQUEALS)
611
00:30:10,685 --> 00:30:14,397
# Yeah, I'm gonna take my horse
To the old town road #
612
00:30:14,439 --> 00:30:17,776
# I'm gonna ride
'Til I can't no more #
613
00:30:17,859 --> 00:30:21,404
# I'm gonna take my horse
To the old town road #
614
00:30:21,446 --> 00:30:24,866
# I'm gonna ride
'Til I can't no more... #
615
00:30:25,450 --> 00:30:28,870
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
616
00:30:39,381 --> 00:30:42,258
(AUDIENCE CHEERS)
617
00:30:42,300 --> 00:30:44,427
MONTERO:
I mean, it is so insane,
618
00:30:44,469 --> 00:30:49,140
like, the trajectory of life
and how quickly shit can happen.
619
00:30:49,182 --> 00:30:51,267
# I'm gonna take my horse
To the old town road #
620
00:30:51,309 --> 00:30:54,312
# I'm gonna ride
'Til I can't no more #
621
00:30:54,354 --> 00:30:57,399
# I'm gonna take my horse
To the old town road #
622
00:30:57,482 --> 00:31:00,777
# I'm gonna ride
'Til I can't no more #
623
00:31:00,819 --> 00:31:01,820
# I'm gonna take my horse... #
624
00:31:01,903 --> 00:31:03,947
(CREW MEMBERS CHEERING)
625
00:31:03,988 --> 00:31:06,741
# I'm gonna ride
'Til I can't no more... #
626
00:31:06,825 --> 00:31:09,327
Nas, you're on fucking fire.
627
00:31:09,369 --> 00:31:10,620
CREW MEMBER:
You owned them all.
628
00:31:10,662 --> 00:31:12,163
-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
-You heard them? I owned them.
629
00:31:12,205 --> 00:31:13,665
You owned those motherfuckers.
630
00:31:13,748 --> 00:31:15,583
HODO: Our Montero's universe
631
00:31:15,667 --> 00:31:20,588
has expanded
beyond his wildest dreams.
632
00:31:20,672 --> 00:31:25,844
For most, these heights
will mark the end of the story,
633
00:31:25,927 --> 00:31:29,889
but our hero
still has a long way to go.
634
00:31:29,973 --> 00:31:32,183
No one on earth would believe
that was your first show.
635
00:31:32,225 --> 00:31:34,853
Ain't always shaking
my nerves off, you know?
636
00:31:34,894 --> 00:31:36,146
I was getting comfortable
up there.
637
00:31:36,187 --> 00:31:37,439
ADDISON RAE: I love you so much.
638
00:31:37,522 --> 00:31:38,690
-MONTERO: I love you, too.
-ADDISON: I can't believe
639
00:31:38,773 --> 00:31:40,358
you didn't forget a single--
640
00:31:40,442 --> 00:31:41,818
Like, I'm-- I'm shocked.
641
00:31:41,860 --> 00:31:43,486
-Oh, I forgot a lot. (LAUGHS)
-(LAUGHS)
642
00:31:43,528 --> 00:31:44,904
MONTERO: You just didn't know.
643
00:31:44,988 --> 00:31:47,198
HODO:
This is only the beginning.
644
00:31:47,282 --> 00:31:50,368
There's more to be written.
645
00:31:50,410 --> 00:31:52,871
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
646
00:31:52,912 --> 00:31:54,080
MONTERO: Yeah.
647
00:31:54,164 --> 00:31:55,331
Everybody!
648
00:31:55,373 --> 00:31:59,878
(CROWD CHEERS)
649
00:32:08,178 --> 00:32:09,679
FAN 1: All right.
What's going on?
650
00:32:09,721 --> 00:32:10,889
He's gonna start? I can feel it.
651
00:32:12,098 --> 00:32:14,059
MONTERO: Thank you.
I love y'all.
652
00:32:14,100 --> 00:32:15,185
FAN 2: Love you.
653
00:32:21,107 --> 00:32:22,650
AARON IDELSON: The-- the show
last night was interesting.
654
00:32:22,734 --> 00:32:24,235
We had some protestors outside.
655
00:32:24,277 --> 00:32:26,821
Lil Nas X will never do
anything for you.
656
00:32:26,905 --> 00:32:30,241
All he's going to do
is make you feel your sin.
657
00:32:30,325 --> 00:32:32,744
He's gonna make you feel
indulged in your sin.
658
00:32:32,827 --> 00:32:35,747
-FAN: Oh, I'm gonna feel my sin.
-Yeah. Yeah. You will.
659
00:32:35,830 --> 00:32:38,667
Yeah, and one day, you're gonna
face the living God.
660
00:32:38,750 --> 00:32:42,420
But it was very cool
seeing all of the, like, fans
661
00:32:42,462 --> 00:32:44,839
in the audience,
or in the line rather,
662
00:32:44,923 --> 00:32:46,508
kind of unite against them.
663
00:32:46,591 --> 00:32:49,928
Like, it was a lot of kids,
like, flipping them off
664
00:32:49,969 --> 00:32:52,681
and all wearing glitter
and neon.
665
00:32:52,764 --> 00:32:56,935
(CROWD CHANTING) Suck a dick!
Suck a dick! Suck a dick!
666
00:32:56,976 --> 00:32:59,604
Suck a dick! Suck a dick!
667
00:32:59,688 --> 00:33:02,357
Suck a dick! Suck a dick!
668
00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:05,694
AUTOMATED VOICE:
(READS PROMPT)
669
00:33:05,777 --> 00:33:08,113
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
670
00:33:08,154 --> 00:33:10,198
AUTOMATED VOICE:
(READS PROMPT)
671
00:33:13,952 --> 00:33:15,120
PROTESTOR:
No thank you, I really...
672
00:33:15,203 --> 00:33:16,454
# ("MYSTERY OF LOVE"
BY SUFJAN STEVENS PLAYING) #
673
00:33:16,538 --> 00:33:18,873
# Oh to see without my eyes #
674
00:33:18,915 --> 00:33:22,711
# The first time
That you kissed me #
675
00:33:22,794 --> 00:33:24,170
# Boundless by the time
I cried... #
676
00:33:24,254 --> 00:33:26,089
SQUIDWARD: (OVER TIKTOK)
Oh no, he's hot.
677
00:33:26,131 --> 00:33:28,508
I think it's really great
when people have...
678
00:33:30,635 --> 00:33:33,346
like, a sense of, like,
belonging to something
679
00:33:33,430 --> 00:33:34,472
or, like, feel like
680
00:33:34,514 --> 00:33:35,765
they're part
of something bigger.
681
00:33:35,807 --> 00:33:37,142
And I feel like
that's what those people feel
682
00:33:37,225 --> 00:33:39,144
like they're doing,
so it's, like,
683
00:33:39,227 --> 00:33:41,646
part of me is, like, "Oh,
wish they weren't, like, hateful
684
00:33:41,730 --> 00:33:43,481
towards this," but it's,
like, another part is like,
685
00:33:43,565 --> 00:33:46,192
"Oh, that's kind of dope,
like, these people
686
00:33:46,276 --> 00:33:49,279
have their own, like,
group where they feel
687
00:33:49,320 --> 00:33:53,366
like they're doing something
to change the world."
688
00:33:54,284 --> 00:33:56,077
That's really--
689
00:33:56,161 --> 00:33:59,372
that's really nice for them,
you know?
690
00:33:59,456 --> 00:34:00,999
I guess I, like,
actually paid attention
691
00:34:01,041 --> 00:34:02,042
to one of the videos.
I was like,
692
00:34:02,125 --> 00:34:03,293
"Oh, that's kind of fucked up,"
693
00:34:03,335 --> 00:34:04,753
like, what--
what they were saying.
694
00:34:04,836 --> 00:34:05,837
I don't know.
695
00:34:05,879 --> 00:34:07,922
It's like, um,
"Do you see what he did?
696
00:34:08,005 --> 00:34:09,591
He comes out
with a kid-friendly song,
697
00:34:09,674 --> 00:34:12,510
and then he goes
and becomes super sexual,
698
00:34:12,552 --> 00:34:15,347
and then tries to convert."
I don't know.
699
00:34:15,429 --> 00:34:16,514
And it was like, I was like,
700
00:34:16,598 --> 00:34:18,683
"That's not exactly
what happened."
701
00:34:18,766 --> 00:34:22,145
Lil Nas X is not going
to fulfill anything.
702
00:34:22,187 --> 00:34:24,688
You're going to go in there,
you're going to drink,
703
00:34:24,773 --> 00:34:25,982
you're going to smoke.
704
00:34:26,024 --> 00:34:27,567
PRODUCER: What about Chase?
Who's Chase?
705
00:34:28,025 --> 00:34:29,110
Who's Chase?
706
00:34:31,737 --> 00:34:33,322
Chase is my nephew.
707
00:34:33,364 --> 00:34:34,866
# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
708
00:34:34,949 --> 00:34:36,409
When I started to,
like, make music
709
00:34:36,493 --> 00:34:37,994
and I was, like,
at my sister's house
710
00:34:38,036 --> 00:34:39,871
all the time,
he was, like, my first fan.
711
00:34:39,954 --> 00:34:42,623
Okay, y'all, my nephew
dared me to do something.
712
00:34:43,625 --> 00:34:44,793
So, okay, go ahead.
713
00:34:45,418 --> 00:34:47,045
CHASE WHITE: Weave. (LAUGHS)
714
00:34:47,128 --> 00:34:50,215
Listening, knowing the words
to my songs and, you know,
715
00:34:50,297 --> 00:34:52,132
like, stuff like that
is a real boost
716
00:34:52,926 --> 00:34:54,344
as a beginning artist.
717
00:34:56,763 --> 00:34:59,057
I was really afraid...
718
00:35:01,601 --> 00:35:04,062
of, I guess, him even looking
at me differently too...
719
00:35:05,647 --> 00:35:07,732
uh, when I did come out
and stuff like that.
720
00:35:08,566 --> 00:35:09,984
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
721
00:35:11,486 --> 00:35:16,241
MONTERO: You see a lot of minds
get, like, tainted
722
00:35:16,324 --> 00:35:18,076
by the world around them.
723
00:35:18,159 --> 00:35:21,788
I just hope
his mind doesn't, you know?
724
00:35:21,871 --> 00:35:24,040
All right, TikTok,
I'm finna teach my nephews
725
00:35:24,082 --> 00:35:25,166
to not be homophobic.
726
00:35:26,084 --> 00:35:28,962
Hey, hey, hey, y'all.
727
00:35:29,963 --> 00:35:31,047
-What?
-MONTERO: Don't--
728
00:35:31,089 --> 00:35:32,424
don't be homophobic.
729
00:35:33,425 --> 00:35:34,592
-Okay.
-Okay.
730
00:35:34,676 --> 00:35:37,303
MONTERO: Even before
any of this satanic shit
731
00:35:37,387 --> 00:35:38,847
and the devil,
732
00:35:38,930 --> 00:35:42,767
so many little kids became,
like, Lil Nas X fans and shit.
733
00:35:43,810 --> 00:35:46,855
And it was already
being painted as that.
734
00:35:46,938 --> 00:35:48,898
It was, like,
"Oh, it was all, like, schemed
735
00:35:48,940 --> 00:35:53,361
by these corporate giants
to-- to poison our kids."
736
00:35:55,113 --> 00:35:56,114
And, you know,
I've always been,
737
00:35:56,197 --> 00:35:58,491
like, a super goofy person,
so I was able to, like,
738
00:35:58,575 --> 00:36:01,327
navigate my way
through it, like, joking a lot.
739
00:36:01,411 --> 00:36:03,163
But, you know,
I feel like mentally...
740
00:36:04,873 --> 00:36:06,458
like, you know,
you definitely feel,
741
00:36:06,499 --> 00:36:10,211
like, bad about,
like, what you just did.
742
00:36:16,551 --> 00:36:17,594
Hello?
743
00:36:18,219 --> 00:36:19,220
TANYA: Hi.
744
00:36:19,888 --> 00:36:22,057
Hello, Tanya. How are you?
745
00:36:22,140 --> 00:36:23,892
TANYA: I'm doing great.
How are you?
746
00:36:23,975 --> 00:36:26,311
MONTERO: I feel like at the top
of this year,
747
00:36:26,353 --> 00:36:29,105
like, I tried to be,
like, I guess, like, full-time,
748
00:36:29,147 --> 00:36:31,775
like, serious and...
749
00:36:31,816 --> 00:36:33,526
Yay, go Lil Nas X!
750
00:36:34,861 --> 00:36:36,112
...I don't know,
just completely,
751
00:36:36,154 --> 00:36:37,655
like, dedicated to being, like,
752
00:36:37,739 --> 00:36:40,909
this serious artist
that everyone's gonna
753
00:36:40,992 --> 00:36:42,660
take seriously,
blah, blah, blah.
754
00:36:42,744 --> 00:36:43,828
REPORTER 1:
We have Lil Nas X here.
755
00:36:43,912 --> 00:36:45,622
-How's it feel?
-How does what feel?
756
00:36:45,663 --> 00:36:48,291
I'm actually nervous
before every single performance.
757
00:36:48,333 --> 00:36:50,335
No, this is my son, Bronco.
758
00:36:50,418 --> 00:36:51,628
(REPORTERS EXCLAIM)
759
00:36:51,670 --> 00:36:53,171
-REPORTER 1: Okay. Okay. Okay.
-REPORTER 2: What's up, Bronco?
760
00:36:53,254 --> 00:36:55,256
MONTERO: And then I realized,
you know, I have the most fun
as an artist
761
00:36:55,298 --> 00:36:58,176
when I'm being a fun artist
or just like this happy,
762
00:36:58,259 --> 00:37:00,470
playful being,
that's when I'm the happiest
763
00:37:00,512 --> 00:37:04,140
and I think that's a really
vital part of me.
764
00:37:04,182 --> 00:37:05,975
I actually think
it was kind of dope
765
00:37:06,017 --> 00:37:08,478
that people were, like, outside
of my concert protesting,
766
00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:10,689
like, that's some really cool,
like, rock star shit.
767
00:37:10,730 --> 00:37:12,524
Good for me.
I killed them with kindness,
768
00:37:12,565 --> 00:37:14,484
but I was a little evil
in doing it
769
00:37:14,526 --> 00:37:16,236
because it was pineapple pizza.
770
00:37:16,319 --> 00:37:19,155
I think I've always,
as most people do,
771
00:37:19,197 --> 00:37:24,035
like, used jokes to,
you know, make life easier
772
00:37:24,077 --> 00:37:25,412
when it's not, you know?
773
00:37:26,454 --> 00:37:27,372
Oh...
774
00:37:27,455 --> 00:37:29,916
-Do you wanna have sex?
-(ALL LAUGH)
775
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:33,044
Could you imagine
if I forgot to mute it? (LAUGHS)
776
00:37:33,128 --> 00:37:35,380
I'll see you later.
You have an amazing time.
777
00:37:35,463 --> 00:37:37,257
I appreciate your time.
(BLOWS KISS)
778
00:37:37,340 --> 00:37:39,050
TANYA: Thank you.
I'll see you soon.
779
00:37:39,676 --> 00:37:40,885
Did you see the baddie?
780
00:37:41,886 --> 00:37:42,887
Saffa?
781
00:37:43,555 --> 00:37:44,723
She's the baddest.
782
00:37:44,806 --> 00:37:46,141
PRODUCER: Who's that?
783
00:37:46,224 --> 00:37:48,393
-Saffa.
-PRODUCER: (WHISPERING) Saffa.
784
00:37:48,476 --> 00:37:51,771
She's the baddest.
Oh, my God, Saffa.
785
00:37:54,899 --> 00:37:56,234
# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
786
00:37:56,276 --> 00:37:57,444
PRODUCER:
If you had one superpower,
787
00:37:57,527 --> 00:37:58,862
what would it be?
788
00:37:58,903 --> 00:38:00,572
MONTERO: I told you,
shapeshifting,
789
00:38:00,613 --> 00:38:04,034
because then I could be a bird
or I could be an ant.
790
00:38:04,075 --> 00:38:05,660
I could be a fly on the wall.
791
00:38:07,162 --> 00:38:09,914
I feel like, I don't know,
sometimes like a slave
792
00:38:09,998 --> 00:38:12,917
to my, like, human body
or some shit.
793
00:38:12,959 --> 00:38:16,254
(YAWNING) I'm just like, I wish
I could just fly sometimes.
794
00:38:18,089 --> 00:38:19,716
I think shapeshifting
is dangerous though
795
00:38:19,758 --> 00:38:21,051
because imagine,
if you turn into a bug
796
00:38:21,134 --> 00:38:22,635
and somebody immediately
kills you.
797
00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:23,762
-DESIGNER: Are you ready?
-Uh-huh.
798
00:38:23,803 --> 00:38:24,971
DESIGNER: Okay, go.
799
00:38:25,930 --> 00:38:27,307
Oh, my God.
800
00:38:30,977 --> 00:38:32,937
This is kind of scary, actually.
(CHUCKLES)
801
00:38:33,021 --> 00:38:34,731
I wasn't expecting it
to be scary.
802
00:38:34,773 --> 00:38:36,775
Oh, my God.
It's kind of terrifying.
803
00:38:36,858 --> 00:38:38,943
DESIGNER: Go on. Go on.
He's not gonna bite you.
804
00:38:38,985 --> 00:38:40,403
Or maybe he will.
805
00:38:40,445 --> 00:38:43,031
Oh, my God.
It even has my grill.
806
00:38:43,114 --> 00:38:45,784
Oh, my God. What the fuck!
807
00:38:45,825 --> 00:38:47,952
DESIGNER: Look
at your hair. Touch your hair.
808
00:38:47,994 --> 00:38:50,705
(GASPS) Oh, my God.
809
00:38:51,956 --> 00:38:53,375
Are we gonna do this?
810
00:38:54,459 --> 00:38:55,752
I'm not gonna do that with you.
811
00:38:55,794 --> 00:38:57,087
CREW MEMBER:
(WHISPERING) Kiss him.
812
00:38:57,128 --> 00:38:58,797
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
813
00:39:01,341 --> 00:39:03,802
(CAR HORNS BEEPING)
814
00:39:03,843 --> 00:39:04,928
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
815
00:39:04,969 --> 00:39:06,971
MONTERO: In New York, my stepmom
816
00:39:07,055 --> 00:39:09,182
and my brothers
came to the show.
817
00:39:11,226 --> 00:39:13,603
My brothers, I feel like
our relationship was, like,
818
00:39:13,645 --> 00:39:18,149
super tight where I can do
almost anything around them now.
819
00:39:19,401 --> 00:39:21,111
We already know the vibe.
820
00:39:21,152 --> 00:39:24,322
We turn up everywhere we go.
Turn down for what?
821
00:39:25,156 --> 00:39:26,950
Long live Montero Tour.
822
00:39:26,991 --> 00:39:29,494
He said it ain't even
on the same wave as y'all.
823
00:39:29,577 --> 00:39:30,829
I had to switch it up.
824
00:39:30,912 --> 00:39:32,330
TRAMON HILL: What's up,
my boy?
825
00:39:32,372 --> 00:39:33,498
Had to switch it up real quick.
826
00:39:33,581 --> 00:39:35,917
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
827
00:39:36,001 --> 00:39:37,669
# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
828
00:39:37,752 --> 00:39:39,963
TRAMON: At the end of the day,
we only had each other.
829
00:39:40,005 --> 00:39:42,257
Like, our parents,
they were doin' what they doin'.
830
00:39:42,298 --> 00:39:44,467
We got separated,
you feel what I'm sayin'?
831
00:39:44,509 --> 00:39:45,969
All of us got separated,
you feel me?
832
00:39:46,011 --> 00:39:48,138
Everybody found their way back
to each other.
833
00:39:48,179 --> 00:39:49,848
When we lost our grandma,
like...
834
00:39:49,889 --> 00:39:51,016
LAMARCO HILL: Appreciate you.
835
00:39:51,057 --> 00:39:52,934
...shit really was different,
you feel what I'm sayin'?
836
00:39:53,018 --> 00:39:54,477
Because that,
like, that was her heart.
837
00:39:54,519 --> 00:39:56,187
And that was his heart because,
you know,
838
00:39:56,271 --> 00:39:57,814
no cap, I'ma let you know,
839
00:39:57,856 --> 00:39:59,524
that little motherfucker
was spoiled.
840
00:39:59,566 --> 00:40:02,110
Finally got what I was saying,
to the real tight shit.
841
00:40:02,193 --> 00:40:04,362
TRAMON: It was the reason
why he was taken care
842
00:40:04,446 --> 00:40:05,530
of the way
he was taken care of.
843
00:40:05,572 --> 00:40:07,157
He had a destiny.
My grandma knew something
844
00:40:07,198 --> 00:40:08,867
about that baby
when he was young.
845
00:40:08,950 --> 00:40:10,201
She knew he was the chosen one.
846
00:40:10,285 --> 00:40:11,911
I thought
we were going to the top?
847
00:40:11,995 --> 00:40:13,038
You have to go down.
848
00:40:13,079 --> 00:40:14,664
You have to--
There's, like, a special door
849
00:40:14,706 --> 00:40:15,874
you have to take to get there.
850
00:40:15,957 --> 00:40:19,169
Oh, you gotta go down to go up.
That's life.
851
00:40:19,210 --> 00:40:21,713
LAMARCO: We used to have,
like, a love-hate relationship.
852
00:40:21,796 --> 00:40:24,966
As we grow,
we start likin' each other more.
853
00:40:25,050 --> 00:40:27,218
And then, boom, he got rich. Oh!
854
00:40:27,302 --> 00:40:28,553
TRAMON:
He come up outta nowhere.
855
00:40:28,595 --> 00:40:29,721
There you go.
856
00:40:30,305 --> 00:40:33,058
(CROWD CHEERING)
857
00:40:33,683 --> 00:40:34,893
Who just got cleaned?
858
00:40:34,976 --> 00:40:36,227
CREW MEMBER: Montero, look.
859
00:40:38,605 --> 00:40:40,398
-Mommy!
-Oh, my God!
860
00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:43,777
-(ALL CHEER)
-MIA STAFFORD: Y'all didn't know
I was coming. (LAUGHS)
861
00:40:43,860 --> 00:40:45,070
ROBERT SLEEPY: Why you here?
Why you here?
862
00:40:45,153 --> 00:40:47,322
You're not supposed to be here.
You're not supposed to be here.
863
00:40:47,405 --> 00:40:49,574
I can go where I wanna go.
I got money.
864
00:40:49,616 --> 00:40:51,034
MONTERO:
You got the shirt on, too?
865
00:40:51,076 --> 00:40:53,620
My stepmom, I don't know,
it still feels, like,
866
00:40:53,703 --> 00:40:56,748
really weird,
like, being flamboyant
867
00:40:56,831 --> 00:40:59,042
or closer to, like, myself
868
00:40:59,084 --> 00:41:01,461
that I show most people,
around her.
869
00:41:01,544 --> 00:41:04,005
-He four months.
-(ROBERT LAUGHING)
870
00:41:04,089 --> 00:41:05,757
MONTERO:
Wanna introduce yourself?
871
00:41:05,799 --> 00:41:09,594
Hi, I'm Mia Stafford.
Lil Nas X Montero's mother.
872
00:41:09,636 --> 00:41:11,596
-(KISSES, LAUGHS)
-Mm-hmm.
873
00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:14,099
-What else you wanna say?
-I hope I--
874
00:41:14,140 --> 00:41:15,350
What you expectin'
for the show tonight?
875
00:41:15,433 --> 00:41:17,268
I hope not to cry.
876
00:41:17,310 --> 00:41:19,229
MONTERO: Don't cry.
You won't cry.
877
00:41:19,270 --> 00:41:22,399
-You gon' be happy.
-It's gonna be happy tears.
878
00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:23,733
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
879
00:41:23,775 --> 00:41:26,903
I have one thing for you to do.
One thing.
880
00:41:26,945 --> 00:41:29,864
You gotta promise
to sign these four for me.
881
00:41:30,990 --> 00:41:32,492
I actually printed
these pictures I have--
882
00:41:32,575 --> 00:41:35,286
MONTERO: Oh, no autographs.
I'm kidding. (LAUGHS)
883
00:41:36,746 --> 00:41:38,289
When you-- when you--
when you finish.
884
00:41:38,331 --> 00:41:39,416
MONTERO: We got a marker?
885
00:41:39,457 --> 00:41:40,625
CREW MEMBER:
Lemme get one, I got you.
886
00:41:40,667 --> 00:41:41,793
Let's see.
887
00:41:41,876 --> 00:41:42,961
MONTERO:
Now, I'm warning you now
888
00:41:43,003 --> 00:41:44,087
the signature ain't changed.
889
00:41:44,129 --> 00:41:45,130
They don't care.
890
00:41:45,213 --> 00:41:47,632
They just--
they just love Lil Nas X.
891
00:41:47,674 --> 00:41:48,925
MONTERO: The thing
that has come with,
892
00:41:49,009 --> 00:41:50,343
like, my success...
893
00:41:51,344 --> 00:41:52,929
is the idea of...
894
00:41:54,806 --> 00:41:59,144
fear for them, and the feeling
of fear of losing me,
895
00:41:59,185 --> 00:42:01,563
and not tripping on their words.
896
00:42:03,314 --> 00:42:06,192
I've seen my family become
much more accepting...
897
00:42:07,986 --> 00:42:10,363
of what I am and people like me.
898
00:42:12,323 --> 00:42:15,535
And I think that is super dope
and beautiful.
899
00:42:15,618 --> 00:42:16,619
But...
900
00:42:17,787 --> 00:42:18,955
I don't know.
901
00:42:18,997 --> 00:42:20,665
I feel like
there's a lot of things that...
902
00:42:22,334 --> 00:42:24,044
people may wanna say but don't.
903
00:42:24,127 --> 00:42:27,339
They don't wanna lose me
as, like,
904
00:42:27,380 --> 00:42:30,967
-an asset of a person, you know?
-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
905
00:42:31,009 --> 00:42:32,802
-Oh, my God. Hey.
-MADONNA: Hi.
906
00:42:32,844 --> 00:42:34,429
-How are you, friend?
-MADONNA: Hi, precious.
907
00:42:34,512 --> 00:42:35,680
-MONTERO: You look amazing.
-So do you.
908
00:42:35,722 --> 00:42:38,183
-I love the hair.
-I love your outfit.
909
00:42:38,224 --> 00:42:40,185
-MONTERO: Oh, my God.
-Did you not know I was here?
910
00:42:40,268 --> 00:42:42,937
MONTERO: Oh, my-- I did.
But this is crazy.
911
00:42:43,021 --> 00:42:44,189
You better put on a show for me.
912
00:42:44,230 --> 00:42:45,732
MONTERO: Fuckin'--
Now, I'm nervous.
913
00:42:45,815 --> 00:42:46,858
(LAUGHS)
914
00:42:46,941 --> 00:42:48,109
MONTERO:
I'm not performing anymore.
915
00:42:48,193 --> 00:42:49,486
(MADONNA LAUGHING)
916
00:42:49,527 --> 00:42:51,196
Do you remember
coming to my show?
917
00:42:51,237 --> 00:42:53,990
Yes. That's literally--
Your show literally inspired
918
00:42:54,032 --> 00:42:55,617
some things happening
here tonight.
919
00:42:55,700 --> 00:42:58,328
-Whoo!
-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
920
00:42:58,370 --> 00:43:00,872
# You know I never
Did you wrong #
921
00:43:00,914 --> 00:43:03,667
# You know I'm right here
By the phone, dawg #
922
00:43:04,584 --> 00:43:06,336
This song is, like, I guess,
923
00:43:06,378 --> 00:43:08,463
mainly responds
to a lot of family.
924
00:43:08,546 --> 00:43:10,632
-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
-# (GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING) #
925
00:43:10,715 --> 00:43:11,925
MONTERO:
When someone who gets, like,
926
00:43:12,008 --> 00:43:17,097
famous and rich and whatnot,
everyone wants to hit them up.
927
00:43:17,972 --> 00:43:20,725
And basically,
if you don't call them
928
00:43:20,809 --> 00:43:24,437
and talk to them
and respond to all their needs,
929
00:43:24,521 --> 00:43:25,814
then to them, it's, like,
930
00:43:26,690 --> 00:43:29,067
you're fake,
you're a terrible person,
931
00:43:29,150 --> 00:43:31,736
you're going Hollywood,
you're selfish.
932
00:43:31,820 --> 00:43:36,908
(AUDIENCE CHEERING, CHANTING)
Montero! Montero! Montero!
933
00:43:36,950 --> 00:43:40,537
# ("DEAD RIGHT NOW"
BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) #
934
00:43:40,578 --> 00:43:44,416
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
935
00:44:03,101 --> 00:44:06,354
# Breaker, breaker, 911
Somebody come get this bitch #
936
00:44:06,438 --> 00:44:07,731
# Thinkin' you a star
On the rise #
937
00:44:07,772 --> 00:44:10,108
# You got time to reply
Don't lie, you can hit my shit #
938
00:44:10,191 --> 00:44:11,901
# You can lend me five
Lil' nigga, on the side #
939
00:44:11,943 --> 00:44:13,737
# Lil' nigga, couple thou'
Need to fix my whip #
940
00:44:13,778 --> 00:44:15,113
# How you switch sides
On a nigga #
941
00:44:15,155 --> 00:44:16,239
# Who was down
With you, nigga? #
942
00:44:16,281 --> 00:44:18,158
# You a fraud, just a fib
My nig', my nig' #
943
00:44:18,742 --> 00:44:20,243
# Oh, oh #
944
00:44:20,285 --> 00:44:22,787
# You know I never
Did you wrong #
945
00:44:23,997 --> 00:44:27,751
# Even though I'm right here
By the phone, dawg #
946
00:44:27,792 --> 00:44:30,295
# You know you never
Used to call #
947
00:44:30,378 --> 00:44:31,963
# Keep it that way now #
948
00:44:32,047 --> 00:44:34,924
# I'll treat you like
You're dead right now #
949
00:44:36,217 --> 00:44:38,928
# I'm on your head right now #
950
00:44:38,970 --> 00:44:42,474
# You wanna fuck with me
So bad right now #
951
00:44:43,767 --> 00:44:46,102
# Well, now
You can't right now #
952
00:44:48,063 --> 00:44:50,690
# 2018
I was in my sister's house #
953
00:44:50,774 --> 00:44:51,941
# The whole summer #
954
00:44:51,983 --> 00:44:55,570
# Songs wasn't doing numbers
Whole life was going under #
955
00:44:55,653 --> 00:44:58,865
# Left school, then my dad and I
Had a face to face in Atlanta #
956
00:44:58,948 --> 00:45:00,825
# He said, "It's one
In a million chance, son" #
957
00:45:00,867 --> 00:45:03,244
# I told him,
"Daddy, I am that one", uh #
958
00:45:03,328 --> 00:45:04,871
# I ain't never need 'em, huh #
959
00:45:04,954 --> 00:45:06,873
# I ain't never need
No nigga, uh #
960
00:45:06,956 --> 00:45:08,416
# I ain't never need
No feature #
961
00:45:08,500 --> 00:45:10,293
# If I didn't blow
I woulda died tryna be here #
962
00:45:10,335 --> 00:45:12,337
# If it didn't go
Suicide, wouldn't be here #
963
00:45:12,379 --> 00:45:14,172
# Now they all come around
Like they been here #
964
00:45:14,214 --> 00:45:15,840
# When you get this rich
And famous #
965
00:45:15,924 --> 00:45:18,176
# Everybody come up
To you singin' #
966
00:45:18,259 --> 00:45:20,720
# Hallelujah, how'd you do it? #
967
00:45:20,804 --> 00:45:23,848
# You been on my mind
You been runnin' through it #
968
00:45:23,890 --> 00:45:24,891
# Yeah #
969
00:45:25,684 --> 00:45:28,478
# Hallelujah, how'd you do it? #
970
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:31,356
# You been on my mind
You been running through it #
971
00:45:31,398 --> 00:45:32,524
# Yeah... #
972
00:45:35,276 --> 00:45:38,279
I feel like that's
an important part in life,
973
00:45:38,363 --> 00:45:41,491
like, letting go of people
that you feel like
974
00:45:41,533 --> 00:45:43,076
are taking the advantage of you.
975
00:45:43,159 --> 00:45:45,286
# You know
You never used to call #
976
00:45:45,328 --> 00:45:46,871
# Keep it that way now #
977
00:45:46,913 --> 00:45:50,166
# I'll treat you like
You're dead right now #
978
00:45:51,126 --> 00:45:53,878
# I'm on your head right now #
979
00:45:53,962 --> 00:45:56,548
# You wanna fuck
With me so bad #
980
00:45:56,631 --> 00:45:58,717
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
981
00:45:58,758 --> 00:46:03,638
# Well, now you can't
Right now, oh #
982
00:46:03,722 --> 00:46:07,976
(AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING)
983
00:46:13,940 --> 00:46:15,025
SECURITY:
Do you want them in here?
984
00:46:15,108 --> 00:46:16,109
MONTERO: No.
985
00:46:18,445 --> 00:46:20,572
(GRUMBLES) Nah.
986
00:46:23,825 --> 00:46:25,869
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
987
00:46:27,328 --> 00:46:29,372
MONTERO: It's crazy, like,
this is actually my first,
988
00:46:29,414 --> 00:46:32,083
like, fuckin' show in Atlanta.
989
00:46:32,125 --> 00:46:34,085
Like, this is the place
I started music
990
00:46:34,169 --> 00:46:35,754
and it's my first time
having a show here.
991
00:46:37,589 --> 00:46:39,299
Long live Montero.
992
00:46:39,382 --> 00:46:40,592
-Period.
-Period.
993
00:46:41,926 --> 00:46:43,595
MONTERO: Hey, Siri.
994
00:46:43,636 --> 00:46:45,722
Can you set
an alarm for 34 minutes?
995
00:46:45,764 --> 00:46:47,140
I think my dad
was the first person that I,
996
00:46:47,223 --> 00:46:51,936
like, came out to, it was just,
like, kinda awkward,
997
00:46:52,020 --> 00:46:54,939
and, you know,
he was kind of, like,
998
00:46:55,023 --> 00:46:56,900
"It could be, like,
the devil tempting you
999
00:46:56,941 --> 00:46:57,984
and whatnot."
1000
00:46:58,068 --> 00:47:00,862
Which I understood,
like, to a degree.
1001
00:47:00,945 --> 00:47:02,530
I mean,
you gotta think about it.
1002
00:47:02,614 --> 00:47:08,661
Your son gets rich and famous,
and suddenly, like, he's gay.
1003
00:47:08,745 --> 00:47:11,581
It just sounds like everything
the YouTube things
1004
00:47:11,623 --> 00:47:14,626
warned you about, you know?
1005
00:47:14,668 --> 00:47:16,711
# ("FREE" BY DENIECE WILLIAMS
PLAYING) #
1006
00:47:17,879 --> 00:47:19,464
Okay. (LAUGHS)
1007
00:47:20,298 --> 00:47:21,383
MONTERO: Let me see.
1008
00:47:22,300 --> 00:47:23,593
(CHUCKLES)
1009
00:47:23,635 --> 00:47:25,428
MONTERO: I think
my dad's side of the family
1010
00:47:25,470 --> 00:47:28,139
is a bit more conservative.
1011
00:47:28,223 --> 00:47:30,141
But one great thing about them
is they are very,
1012
00:47:30,183 --> 00:47:31,851
like, family oriented.
1013
00:47:32,811 --> 00:47:34,646
They're all about togetherness.
1014
00:47:36,398 --> 00:47:38,608
But even there, I guess,
I would feel like
1015
00:47:38,650 --> 00:47:41,277
uh, somewhat of, like,
a stepchild sometimes.
1016
00:47:48,660 --> 00:47:49,744
That's fashion.
1017
00:47:51,037 --> 00:47:56,167
# Whispering #
1018
00:47:56,209 --> 00:48:00,880
# In his ears... #
1019
00:48:00,964 --> 00:48:03,842
My grandma
loved the Braves so much.
1020
00:48:03,883 --> 00:48:06,219
She used to love
these goddamn Braves.
1021
00:48:06,302 --> 00:48:11,516
# Potion for love #
1022
00:48:12,434 --> 00:48:15,812
# Telling him #
1023
00:48:15,854 --> 00:48:21,860
# I'm sincere #
1024
00:48:23,236 --> 00:48:29,451
# And that there's nothing
Too good #
1025
00:48:29,951 --> 00:48:34,539
# For us #
1026
00:48:43,173 --> 00:48:46,217
# And I just got to be me #
1027
00:48:46,301 --> 00:48:48,178
MONTERO: Wow! Wow!
1028
00:48:48,219 --> 00:48:54,017
# Free, free #
1029
00:48:54,059 --> 00:48:58,772
# And I just got to be me
Yeah... #
1030
00:48:58,855 --> 00:49:00,565
ROBERT STAFFORD: He is probably
extra nervous tonight
1031
00:49:00,607 --> 00:49:03,818
because Dad is here,
aunties, you know?
1032
00:49:03,902 --> 00:49:06,488
His whole family is here,
so, you know,
1033
00:49:06,571 --> 00:49:08,740
maybe he'll try to be more
subdued on the stage,
1034
00:49:08,823 --> 00:49:10,909
so, you know, I guess he--
You know, he's kinda nervous
1035
00:49:10,950 --> 00:49:12,911
that he can't do
his thing, you know?
1036
00:49:12,994 --> 00:49:14,913
Being-- being Montero,
you know what I'm saying?
1037
00:49:14,996 --> 00:49:16,414
(LAUGHS)
But I told him last night,
1038
00:49:16,498 --> 00:49:17,916
"Hey, man, be you.
1039
00:49:17,999 --> 00:49:21,002
Do you, we all support you,
we all love you,
1040
00:49:21,086 --> 00:49:23,755
we know your story,
we know where you came from,
1041
00:49:23,797 --> 00:49:26,383
and we're excited
to see where you goin'."
1042
00:49:26,424 --> 00:49:29,511
We call him Doobie,
so he's still just Doobie to us.
1043
00:49:29,594 --> 00:49:32,889
You know, he's not--
I don't see him as a major star,
1044
00:49:32,972 --> 00:49:35,266
I see him just as my son.
That's my baby boy.
1045
00:49:35,350 --> 00:49:37,102
So, thanks to me
all of y'all here.
1046
00:49:37,143 --> 00:49:40,105
Thanks to me everybody's here
because I didn't use a condom.
1047
00:49:40,188 --> 00:49:41,981
(CROWD LAUGHS)
1048
00:49:44,442 --> 00:49:45,443
# (SONG ENDS ABRUPTLY) #
1049
00:49:45,527 --> 00:49:47,028
This song has a chokehold on me.
1050
00:49:49,614 --> 00:49:50,657
PRODUCER: It's a great song.
1051
00:49:51,950 --> 00:49:54,119
This song. This song.
1052
00:49:55,286 --> 00:49:57,789
She was not playing
with them bitches.
1053
00:49:59,332 --> 00:50:00,959
She was so serious.
1054
00:50:05,255 --> 00:50:06,423
Do you think, um...
1055
00:50:08,049 --> 00:50:10,010
singers back then were,
like, um,
1056
00:50:10,093 --> 00:50:11,386
uh, saying shit like that?
1057
00:50:12,470 --> 00:50:14,305
Like, "I'm not playing
with these hoes."
1058
00:50:14,389 --> 00:50:15,348
You think she said something
like that
1059
00:50:15,432 --> 00:50:16,433
when she left the studio?
1060
00:50:16,850 --> 00:50:19,310
(CROWD CHEERING)
1061
00:50:19,352 --> 00:50:21,229
(MONTERO GRUNTING)
1062
00:50:21,312 --> 00:50:23,314
(GRUNTS, SMACKS LIPS)
1063
00:50:24,858 --> 00:50:27,360
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1064
00:50:27,444 --> 00:50:28,820
# (JAUNTY PIANO MUSIC PLAYS) #
1065
00:50:28,903 --> 00:50:32,115
(VOCALIZING WITH PIANO)
1066
00:50:40,915 --> 00:50:42,500
MINDY PACK: Do it, say it again,
sing it out for me,
1067
00:50:42,542 --> 00:50:44,794
-"No!"
-No!
1068
00:50:44,836 --> 00:50:46,171
MINDY: There it is,
one more time, together.
1069
00:50:46,212 --> 00:50:50,467
# No, no, no, no, no,
No, no, no, no, no, no, no #
1070
00:50:50,508 --> 00:50:51,634
("ON THE LEVEL"
BY MAC DEMARCO PLAYING)
1071
00:50:51,676 --> 00:50:53,053
# Boy #
1072
00:50:55,180 --> 00:50:58,016
# This could be your year #
1073
00:50:58,058 --> 00:50:59,225
MAKEUP ARTIST:
Are you gonna go under?
1074
00:51:00,018 --> 00:51:01,353
Ba! Ba!
1075
00:51:01,394 --> 00:51:05,023
# Make your old man
Proud of you #
1076
00:51:07,567 --> 00:51:10,487
# Forget about the tears #
1077
00:51:10,528 --> 00:51:13,031
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1078
00:51:13,073 --> 00:51:14,949
I hear you and your dad have
a really great relationship?
1079
00:51:15,033 --> 00:51:16,701
# On the level... #
1080
00:51:16,743 --> 00:51:17,869
Is he proud of you?
1081
00:51:20,080 --> 00:51:23,208
Is he like,
"Son, I'm proud of you"?
1082
00:51:26,044 --> 00:51:29,005
# Stand up like a man #
1083
00:51:29,047 --> 00:51:30,715
# (SONG FADES OUT) #
1084
00:51:30,799 --> 00:51:32,509
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1085
00:51:34,469 --> 00:51:37,639
# ("DON'T WANT IT"
BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) #
1086
00:51:40,141 --> 00:51:43,019
# If I say so
Know they gon' ride #
1087
00:51:43,061 --> 00:51:45,647
# I know G's, and you know
They ain't nice #
1088
00:51:45,730 --> 00:51:48,900
# If I pop up
I'ma want it, but I get by #
1089
00:51:48,942 --> 00:51:51,069
# Tell the devil
I can't have him inside #
1090
00:51:51,152 --> 00:51:53,029
# Tell the reaper
He don't want it #
1091
00:51:53,071 --> 00:51:54,572
# He don't want it, oh #
1092
00:51:54,656 --> 00:51:56,866
# I know everything's
Gonna be all right #
1093
00:51:56,908 --> 00:51:58,660
# Tell the reaper
He don't want it #
1094
00:51:58,702 --> 00:52:00,453
# He don't want it, oh #
1095
00:52:00,537 --> 00:52:02,622
# I know everything's
Gonna be all right #
1096
00:52:04,165 --> 00:52:07,919
REPORTER 1: (OVER SPEAKERS)
The award goes to Lil Nas X.
1097
00:52:07,961 --> 00:52:09,921
-REPORTER 2: Lil Nas X.
-REPORTER 3: Lil Nas X.
1098
00:52:09,963 --> 00:52:12,382
REPORTER 4: The number one song
on the Billboard Hot 100,
1099
00:52:12,424 --> 00:52:14,759
"Call Me By Your Name"
by Lil Nas X.
1100
00:52:14,843 --> 00:52:17,262
(AUDIENCE CHEERS)
1101
00:52:17,303 --> 00:52:20,098
MONTERO: I feel like every day,
though, I'm able to, like,
1102
00:52:20,140 --> 00:52:21,933
slip from it a little bit more
and be just,
1103
00:52:22,017 --> 00:52:24,269
like, a little bit
just more free in general.
1104
00:52:25,937 --> 00:52:27,355
That's more conservative, right?
1105
00:52:28,398 --> 00:52:29,399
Mm-hmm.
1106
00:52:30,692 --> 00:52:34,529
I like reserving a bit, huh?
It's not too much, right?
1107
00:52:34,612 --> 00:52:35,947
CREW MEMBER 1:
Just the right amount of leg.
1108
00:52:36,031 --> 00:52:37,073
CREW MEMBER 2:
Grab what you want, Chase.
1109
00:52:37,115 --> 00:52:38,241
You want something from there?
1110
00:52:38,283 --> 00:52:39,784
MONTERO: You don't think so?
1111
00:52:39,826 --> 00:52:41,119
-Are you serious?
-CREW MEMBER 1: Yeah.
1112
00:52:41,202 --> 00:52:42,287
MONTERO: Do I look stupid?
1113
00:52:42,328 --> 00:52:43,413
CREW MEMBER 1:
No, it looks great.
1114
00:52:43,455 --> 00:52:44,706
What do you think?
Do I look stupid?
1115
00:52:44,789 --> 00:52:46,124
PRODUCER: I think you look dope.
1116
00:52:46,166 --> 00:52:47,417
# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
1117
00:52:47,459 --> 00:52:50,462
-MONTERO: Hello, family.
-(CROWD LAUGHING)
1118
00:52:50,503 --> 00:52:51,671
STYLIST: I love it.
1119
00:52:52,464 --> 00:52:53,673
How are you?
1120
00:52:54,215 --> 00:52:57,344
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1121
00:52:58,470 --> 00:52:59,512
Like, what's up, Dad?
1122
00:53:00,013 --> 00:53:04,059
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1123
00:53:07,812 --> 00:53:08,980
You sure I don't look stupid?
1124
00:53:10,148 --> 00:53:11,399
Like a little stupid?
1125
00:53:11,483 --> 00:53:13,151
I like that, like,
that skirt is low-key,
1126
00:53:13,234 --> 00:53:16,196
like, a big transitional moment
in my life
1127
00:53:16,279 --> 00:53:19,115
that was so small
but such a big thing.
1128
00:53:19,157 --> 00:53:22,577
It's easy to, like,
go to a music video set
1129
00:53:22,660 --> 00:53:25,163
and do some, like, super,
like, fruity shit.
1130
00:53:25,205 --> 00:53:28,124
But to, I guess, like,
walk out in front of, like,
1131
00:53:28,166 --> 00:53:30,335
both sides of your family in,
like, this little skirt...
1132
00:53:30,418 --> 00:53:31,461
(CHUCKLES)
1133
00:53:31,503 --> 00:53:36,049
...and the fuckin' shirt
that has, like, every version
1134
00:53:36,132 --> 00:53:38,343
of the LGBT flag
on the back of it
1135
00:53:38,426 --> 00:53:41,179
is, like-- It's, like, crazy.
1136
00:53:41,221 --> 00:53:43,390
It's, like, really
freeing almost.
1137
00:53:43,473 --> 00:53:45,642
Not almost, it actually is.
1138
00:53:45,684 --> 00:53:49,854
(CROWD CHEERING)
1139
00:53:53,108 --> 00:53:55,193
(CROWD CHANTING)
1140
00:54:02,867 --> 00:54:04,452
Hold on, hold on, hold on.
1141
00:54:04,536 --> 00:54:07,914
I love my mom and dad to death.
1142
00:54:09,207 --> 00:54:14,004
But I feel, like, disconnected
from them, you know?
1143
00:54:14,045 --> 00:54:18,383
Even when I first came out,
I still, like, never talked
1144
00:54:18,425 --> 00:54:20,969
about, like, boys and stuff
in front of family
1145
00:54:21,052 --> 00:54:24,556
or-- or just, like,
any other experience at all.
1146
00:54:24,597 --> 00:54:27,142
It was just, like, the elephant
in the room, you know?
1147
00:54:27,183 --> 00:54:29,144
And I feel like even
now though, I guess,
1148
00:54:29,227 --> 00:54:33,231
it's still kinda hard
to be open, like,
1149
00:54:33,273 --> 00:54:35,108
when I'm dating somebody
or somethin'.
1150
00:54:36,234 --> 00:54:37,694
And my dad actually
talked to me about it,
1151
00:54:37,736 --> 00:54:39,070
he was like,
"You know you can let me know,
1152
00:54:39,154 --> 00:54:41,990
like, what's happening
on that side"
1153
00:54:42,073 --> 00:54:44,034
and stuff like that, so, like,
that was really great,
1154
00:54:44,075 --> 00:54:45,910
but it's still, like...
1155
00:54:45,952 --> 00:54:49,247
It's a fight to get
that out there,
1156
00:54:49,289 --> 00:54:51,249
but we're getting closer.
1157
00:54:51,291 --> 00:54:53,501
I mean, like, you gotta think
going from
1158
00:54:54,294 --> 00:54:56,296
"the devil is tempting you,"
1159
00:54:56,379 --> 00:54:59,632
to-- to fucking coming
to a gay club
1160
00:54:59,716 --> 00:55:00,800
with me is crazy.
1161
00:55:09,142 --> 00:55:11,978
# ("FREE" BY DENIECE WILLIAMS
PLAYING) #
1162
00:55:20,945 --> 00:55:25,950
# Whispering #
1163
00:55:25,992 --> 00:55:32,457
# In his ear #
1164
00:55:32,499 --> 00:55:39,381
# My magic potion for love... #
1165
00:55:42,550 --> 00:55:45,220
MONTERO: And so
now, I just, um,
1166
00:55:46,137 --> 00:55:47,472
I guess I'll just
try to be, like,
1167
00:55:47,514 --> 00:55:49,641
just more free in general
because, I mean,
1168
00:55:49,724 --> 00:55:52,143
everything I fucking do,
I guess, at this point,
1169
00:55:52,977 --> 00:55:55,689
I'm always just tryin'
to, I guess,
1170
00:55:55,772 --> 00:55:57,691
challenge the way
my family or just, like,
1171
00:55:57,774 --> 00:56:00,568
the world in general,
like, looks at things.
1172
00:56:09,035 --> 00:56:11,037
Being back home in Atlanta,
1173
00:56:11,121 --> 00:56:13,331
taking a picture
with my mom and dad,
1174
00:56:13,373 --> 00:56:15,458
looking into the audience,
1175
00:56:15,500 --> 00:56:18,044
and seeing,
like, my nephew right there,
1176
00:56:18,128 --> 00:56:21,089
it's just crazy because he's,
like, my first fan ever.
1177
00:56:21,172 --> 00:56:22,924
To me, it's like
a full circle moment
1178
00:56:23,008 --> 00:56:24,509
that I'm probably
gonna look back on
1179
00:56:24,551 --> 00:56:26,052
like, "Oh, my God,
I remember that."
1180
00:56:31,558 --> 00:56:34,644
It feels like I'm having
a great time.
1181
00:56:34,686 --> 00:56:36,521
It feels like
I'm having the best time.
1182
00:56:37,355 --> 00:56:39,190
It feels like, um...
1183
00:56:40,775 --> 00:56:42,193
It feels like I'm living life.
1184
00:56:42,235 --> 00:56:46,156
# And that there's nothing
Too good for us #
1185
00:56:46,197 --> 00:56:53,121
# But I want to be free, free #
1186
00:56:53,204 --> 00:56:57,042
# Free #
1187
00:56:57,083 --> 00:57:02,005
# And I just got to be me
Yeah #
1188
00:57:02,047 --> 00:57:05,425
# Me, me #
1189
00:57:05,508 --> 00:57:10,347
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1190
00:57:10,388 --> 00:57:11,931
DANCER: One, two, three, four.
1191
00:57:12,015 --> 00:57:14,726
# Need a boy who can cuddle
With me all night #
1192
00:57:14,768 --> 00:57:17,354
# Keep me warm, love me long
Be my sunlight #
1193
00:57:17,395 --> 00:57:19,522
# Tell me lies, we can argue
We can fight #
1194
00:57:19,564 --> 00:57:22,609
# Yeah, we did it before
But we'll do it tonight #
1195
00:57:22,692 --> 00:57:25,528
# An afro, Black boy
With the gold teeth #
1196
00:57:25,570 --> 00:57:28,198
# With dark skin, looking at me
Like he know me #
1197
00:57:28,239 --> 00:57:30,575
# I wonder if he got
The G or the B #
1198
00:57:30,617 --> 00:57:33,787
# Let me find out and see
Coming over to me #
1199
00:57:33,870 --> 00:57:36,581
# These days
I'm way too lonely #
1200
00:57:36,623 --> 00:57:39,292
# I'm missing out, I know #
1201
00:57:39,376 --> 00:57:41,419
# These days
I'm way too alone #
1202
00:57:41,461 --> 00:57:43,755
# And I'm known
For giving love away, but #
1203
00:57:43,797 --> 00:57:44,881
# I want #
1204
00:57:46,424 --> 00:57:49,219
# Someone who love me #
1205
00:57:49,260 --> 00:57:50,261
# I need #
1206
00:57:51,846 --> 00:57:54,891
# Someone who needs me #
1207
00:57:54,933 --> 00:57:57,602
# 'Cause it don't feel right
When it's late at night #
1208
00:57:57,686 --> 00:57:59,562
# And it's just me
In my dreams #
1209
00:58:00,146 --> 00:58:01,648
# So I want #
1210
00:58:02,774 --> 00:58:04,776
# Someone to love #
1211
00:58:04,818 --> 00:58:06,861
# That's what I fucking want #
1212
00:58:06,945 --> 00:58:07,946
# I want #
1213
00:58:09,489 --> 00:58:11,991
# Someone who love me #
1214
00:58:12,617 --> 00:58:13,618
# I need #
1215
00:58:14,953 --> 00:58:18,164
# Someone who needs me #
1216
00:58:18,248 --> 00:58:20,792
# 'Cause it don't feel right
When it's late at night #
1217
00:58:20,875 --> 00:58:23,294
# And it's just me
In my dreams #
1218
00:58:23,378 --> 00:58:25,797
# So I want #
1219
00:58:25,880 --> 00:58:29,467
# Someone to love
That's what I fucking want #
1220
00:58:29,509 --> 00:58:34,347
(AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING)
1221
00:58:38,518 --> 00:58:42,313
(AUDIENCE SCREAMING, CHEERING)
1222
00:59:13,595 --> 00:59:17,265
(AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING)
1223
00:59:21,269 --> 00:59:22,854
No, he was really
reading you.
1224
00:59:22,896 --> 00:59:24,356
-SEAN: He really was.
-That's not reading at all.
1225
00:59:24,439 --> 00:59:26,483
I mean, like, I'm not gonna
say some names,
1226
00:59:26,524 --> 00:59:28,360
but some of these bitches
are just like Debbie Downer
1227
00:59:28,401 --> 00:59:29,736
-personalities.
-(CHUCKLES) Oh, my God.
1228
00:59:29,819 --> 00:59:31,529
And some bitches are like fun.
1229
00:59:31,571 --> 00:59:32,739
-Oh, my God.
-MONTERO: There's, like,
1230
00:59:32,822 --> 00:59:35,700
cool people and there's, like,
people that are just like,
1231
00:59:35,784 --> 00:59:37,827
-"I wanna go home." (GRUNTS)
-(LAUGHS)
1232
00:59:37,869 --> 00:59:40,538
-(LAUGHS) 'Cause, bitch, I do.
-(LAUGHS)
1233
00:59:40,580 --> 00:59:42,540
-"I wanna go home."
-Wait. Can I see really quick?
1234
00:59:42,582 --> 00:59:44,542
"My boyfriend..."
1235
00:59:45,960 --> 00:59:49,339
(LAUGHS)
"My boyfriend's at home."
1236
00:59:49,381 --> 00:59:51,424
-(LAUGHS)
-AMARI SMITH: Check the jiggle.
1237
00:59:52,092 --> 00:59:54,052
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1238
00:59:54,135 --> 00:59:55,387
# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
1239
00:59:55,428 --> 00:59:56,680
MONTERO:
Sean has helped bring me out
1240
00:59:56,721 --> 01:00:00,058
of my comfort zone so much
concerning my sexuality.
1241
01:00:01,393 --> 01:00:05,063
'Cause, I mean,
I was so against doing anything
1242
01:00:05,146 --> 01:00:08,108
like, feminine,
bringing that side out at all...
1243
01:00:09,567 --> 01:00:13,071
or even, like, I don't know,
having gay men
1244
01:00:13,154 --> 01:00:15,865
on stage with me
and shit like that.
1245
01:00:15,907 --> 01:00:18,410
'Cause I wanted to, at first,
like, stay, like,
1246
01:00:18,493 --> 01:00:22,414
the acceptable gay person,
you know?
1247
01:00:22,497 --> 01:00:24,916
Like, this is the one
1248
01:00:24,958 --> 01:00:26,543
that doesn't shove it down
our throats.
1249
01:00:26,584 --> 01:00:29,421
It's the one
that, like, keeps it to himself.
1250
01:00:30,964 --> 01:00:34,009
I felt like, even nowadays,
1251
01:00:34,092 --> 01:00:36,803
I'm not, like, ever able to be
100 percent around,
1252
01:00:36,886 --> 01:00:38,263
like, family members.
1253
01:00:38,304 --> 01:00:41,558
I feel like I'm most myself
with maybe the dancers,
1254
01:00:41,599 --> 01:00:43,268
if-- And I know
that's, like, crazy.
1255
01:00:43,852 --> 01:00:45,395
Rocco, to the front.
1256
01:00:45,437 --> 01:00:49,607
MONTERO: I love that they're all
usually, like, just so vibrant,
1257
01:00:49,691 --> 01:00:51,818
full of life
and, like, happiness,
1258
01:00:51,901 --> 01:00:56,281
and just really
confident in themselves
1259
01:00:56,364 --> 01:01:00,035
and able to just,
like, move so fluid.
1260
01:01:00,118 --> 01:01:02,454
And I'm just, like, in awe,
you know?
1261
01:01:03,538 --> 01:01:06,124
Yeah. We some superstars,
for real. Especially Nas
1262
01:01:06,166 --> 01:01:07,667
-'cause he be eating it.
-Yeah.
1263
01:01:07,751 --> 01:01:10,420
Let's do a group scream.
Ready? One, two, three.
1264
01:01:10,462 --> 01:01:13,590
(GROUP SCREAMS)
1265
01:01:13,631 --> 01:01:15,800
DOBBIN PINKNEY:
The fact that he's a gay artist
1266
01:01:15,884 --> 01:01:17,969
and he's Black,
I really resonated with that.
1267
01:01:18,053 --> 01:01:21,306
And, like, just generally
his artistic vision, like...
1268
01:01:21,348 --> 01:01:22,599
ZACHARIAH MOLTON:
This whole experience
1269
01:01:22,640 --> 01:01:26,019
of being on tour has just been
a dream come true.
1270
01:01:26,102 --> 01:01:28,313
KEBAHB GLANVILLE: Being on stage
and performing this show
1271
01:01:28,355 --> 01:01:31,399
feels like magic every night,
you know?
1272
01:01:31,441 --> 01:01:32,942
AMARI:
The connection and the bond
1273
01:01:32,984 --> 01:01:34,152
that you form with people
1274
01:01:34,235 --> 01:01:37,697
helps transform relationships,
helps transform you as a person,
1275
01:01:37,781 --> 01:01:40,867
and turn you
into a higher power,
1276
01:01:40,950 --> 01:01:42,494
a higher being of yourself.
1277
01:01:42,535 --> 01:01:44,037
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1278
01:01:44,120 --> 01:01:45,830
MONTERO: I'm inspired by them.
1279
01:01:45,914 --> 01:01:48,208
I love them.
I see them as friends.
1280
01:01:48,291 --> 01:01:50,835
I'm really happy
to have other people like me
1281
01:01:51,503 --> 01:01:52,587
by my side.
1282
01:01:54,964 --> 01:01:56,716
They help me-- they help me
understand myself more.
1283
01:01:56,800 --> 01:01:59,260
-Wait. Why did I stop?
-MONTERO: You know?
1284
01:01:59,344 --> 01:02:01,680
I feel like that's one
of the best parts about
1285
01:02:01,763 --> 01:02:03,807
where I am in life
and what I get to do
1286
01:02:03,848 --> 01:02:05,558
and who I get to work with.
1287
01:02:07,394 --> 01:02:09,521
I'm able to finally,
I guess, like,
1288
01:02:09,562 --> 01:02:12,440
be with other Black gay
young men, you know?
1289
01:02:13,400 --> 01:02:16,653
And we share, like, common,
1290
01:02:16,695 --> 01:02:18,029
you know, like,
little commonalities
1291
01:02:18,113 --> 01:02:21,366
and-- and whatnot.
I think that's really dope.
1292
01:02:21,408 --> 01:02:23,034
I guess, I didn't see
the value in that
1293
01:02:23,076 --> 01:02:24,994
until, like, I was actually
in that space.
1294
01:02:25,036 --> 01:02:29,290
That is how you win.
Okay? Like that.
1295
01:02:29,374 --> 01:02:31,543
I feel like maybe there's,
like, a weight lifted...
1296
01:02:32,711 --> 01:02:34,045
for a lot of...
1297
01:02:36,172 --> 01:02:37,215
Black gay men
1298
01:02:37,298 --> 01:02:42,012
and the way we're supposed
to behave, you know?
1299
01:02:43,888 --> 01:02:46,099
Tell me, do you feel, um...
1300
01:02:47,434 --> 01:02:49,352
Do you feel in yourself shy?
1301
01:02:49,394 --> 01:02:50,687
I mean, you know,
you walk around like this,
1302
01:02:50,729 --> 01:02:53,023
but do you ever feel
that you wanna hide away...
1303
01:02:53,064 --> 01:02:54,774
-Oh, no. God.
-...yourself, you know?
1304
01:02:54,858 --> 01:02:56,317
I don't wanna hide nothing.
1305
01:02:56,401 --> 01:02:58,069
God knows I don't. (CHUCKLES)
1306
01:02:58,111 --> 01:03:00,655
I ain't never hid nothing,
holy macadandy!
1307
01:03:00,739 --> 01:03:01,906
I ain't never hid nothing.
1308
01:03:01,990 --> 01:03:04,743
I won't ever.
I let it all hang out.
1309
01:03:04,826 --> 01:03:07,120
I don't hide none.
I think that everything
1310
01:03:07,203 --> 01:03:08,413
is supposed to be showed.
1311
01:03:08,455 --> 01:03:10,582
Your limbs, everything
is supposed to work,
1312
01:03:10,623 --> 01:03:12,959
in the right function,
in the right pause
1313
01:03:13,043 --> 01:03:14,919
and the potions
that you have a notion
1314
01:03:14,961 --> 01:03:16,254
to give out to the world
1315
01:03:16,338 --> 01:03:19,049
the love, the gentleness,
the tenderness, the kindness.
1316
01:03:19,090 --> 01:03:20,550
You ain't supposed
to hide nothing.
1317
01:03:20,592 --> 01:03:23,636
You got it. God gave it.
Show it to the world.
1318
01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:26,222
Ain't nothing wrong.
You ain't hurting nobody.
1319
01:03:26,264 --> 01:03:27,557
You helping the world.
1320
01:03:27,599 --> 01:03:29,768
MONTERO: I don't know
if he ever explicitly stated
1321
01:03:29,851 --> 01:03:33,438
that he was gay or whatnot,
but like his idea, you know,
1322
01:03:33,521 --> 01:03:35,440
he'd be like, you know,
"Let it all hang out
1323
01:03:35,482 --> 01:03:36,483
and like..."
1324
01:03:38,151 --> 01:03:40,612
He's like--
I think his story is sad,
1325
01:03:40,695 --> 01:03:41,821
'cause I feel like
that's the story
1326
01:03:41,905 --> 01:03:44,657
for so many queer people,
where it's like...
1327
01:03:46,993 --> 01:03:48,995
they're doing
these amazing things,
1328
01:03:49,079 --> 01:03:51,122
making these huge strides...
1329
01:03:52,874 --> 01:03:55,543
and they kinda get,
like, painted over by history
1330
01:03:55,627 --> 01:03:58,630
as if they never happened,
you know?
1331
01:04:00,048 --> 01:04:02,133
I mean, of course,
Black people, in general,
1332
01:04:02,175 --> 01:04:04,803
but Black queer people,
even more so.
1333
01:04:05,637 --> 01:04:08,390
# (MYSTICAL MUSIC PLAYING) #
1334
01:04:19,150 --> 01:04:21,778
In life, we hide
the parts of ourselves
1335
01:04:21,820 --> 01:04:24,155
we don't want the world to see.
1336
01:04:24,197 --> 01:04:28,076
We lock them away.
We tell them no.
1337
01:04:28,159 --> 01:04:32,747
We banish them.
But, here, we don't.
1338
01:04:32,831 --> 01:04:34,124
We thrive.
1339
01:04:34,165 --> 01:04:36,835
Welcome to Montero.
1340
01:04:36,918 --> 01:04:40,505
(WHISPERING) Wake up.
Wake up. Wake up, Montero.
1341
01:04:40,588 --> 01:04:41,673
Montero...
1342
01:04:42,674 --> 01:04:43,883
Wake up.
1343
01:04:43,967 --> 01:04:45,885
(AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING)
1344
01:04:45,969 --> 01:04:48,680
# ("MONTERO
(CALL ME BY YOUR NAME)"
BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) #
1345
01:04:57,605 --> 01:05:00,025
# I caught it bad yesterday #
1346
01:05:00,108 --> 01:05:02,777
# You hit me with a call
To your place #
1347
01:05:02,861 --> 01:05:04,821
# Ain't been out
In a while anyway #
1348
01:05:04,863 --> 01:05:07,532
# Was hoping I could catch you
Throwing smiles in my face #
1349
01:05:07,574 --> 01:05:10,702
# Romantic talking?
You don't even have to try #
1350
01:05:10,785 --> 01:05:13,204
# You're cute enough
To fuck with me tonight #
1351
01:05:13,288 --> 01:05:16,041
# Looking at the table
All I see is weed and white #
1352
01:05:16,124 --> 01:05:17,334
# Baby, you living the life #
1353
01:05:17,375 --> 01:05:19,377
# But nigga
You ain't livin' right #
1354
01:05:19,419 --> 01:05:21,713
# Cocaine and drinking
With your friends #
1355
01:05:21,755 --> 01:05:24,758
# You live in the dark, boy
I cannot pretend #
1356
01:05:24,841 --> 01:05:26,926
# I'm not fazed
Only here to sin #
1357
01:05:27,010 --> 01:05:29,804
# If Eve ain't in your garden
You know that you can #
1358
01:05:29,888 --> 01:05:32,432
# Call me when you want
Call me when you need #
1359
01:05:32,515 --> 01:05:35,268
# Call me in the morning
I'll be on the way #
1360
01:05:35,352 --> 01:05:37,854
# Call me when you want
Call me when you need #
1361
01:05:37,896 --> 01:05:40,565
# Call me out by your name
I'll be on the way like #
1362
01:05:44,903 --> 01:05:46,613
# Hey, hey #
1363
01:05:46,696 --> 01:05:48,740
# I wanna sell
What you're buying #
1364
01:05:48,782 --> 01:05:51,368
# I wanna feel
On your ass in Hawaii #
1365
01:05:51,409 --> 01:05:54,120
# I want that jet lag
From fucking and flying #
1366
01:05:54,204 --> 01:05:57,374
# Shoot a child in your mouth
While I'm riding #
1367
01:05:57,415 --> 01:06:00,168
(AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING)
1368
01:06:00,251 --> 01:06:03,505
MONTERO: "Montero
(Call Me By Your Name)."
1369
01:06:03,588 --> 01:06:08,760
Along with being sexually,
mentally,
1370
01:06:08,802 --> 01:06:11,680
and emotionally liberating,
1371
01:06:11,763 --> 01:06:14,933
this song marked
a growth period for me.
1372
01:06:16,935 --> 01:06:18,395
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
1373
01:06:20,522 --> 01:06:24,067
MONTERO: I went
from being the friendly,
1374
01:06:24,109 --> 01:06:28,905
likable neighborhood cowboy
in people's minds
1375
01:06:28,947 --> 01:06:35,245
to this controversial,
quote, "satanic," unquote...
1376
01:06:35,787 --> 01:06:38,164
(SIGHS) ...gay guy.
1377
01:06:39,624 --> 01:06:42,293
I was, like, able to break
out of that mold
1378
01:06:42,377 --> 01:06:44,129
that people had built for me.
1379
01:06:44,170 --> 01:06:45,422
That was like a breakthrough
1380
01:06:45,463 --> 01:06:47,799
on so many different areas
at once.
1381
01:06:49,467 --> 01:06:53,263
# Oh, call me by your name #
1382
01:06:53,304 --> 01:06:55,348
# Tell me you love me
In private #
1383
01:06:55,432 --> 01:06:58,601
# Call me by your name #
1384
01:06:58,643 --> 01:07:01,187
# I do not care if you lying #
1385
01:07:01,271 --> 01:07:02,480
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1386
01:07:02,564 --> 01:07:04,107
MONTERO:
With "Call Me By Your Name"
1387
01:07:04,149 --> 01:07:06,943
and that release,
I guess I was just so anxious.
1388
01:07:06,985 --> 01:07:08,653
'Cause I feel like
that was my first time...
1389
01:07:10,155 --> 01:07:15,493
being able to, like, make music
that's so literally
1390
01:07:16,369 --> 01:07:18,997
-about my life.
-(AUDIENCE CHEERS)
1391
01:07:19,080 --> 01:07:20,999
MONTERO: Yeah, I feel like
it's a very liberating song.
1392
01:07:21,875 --> 01:07:23,835
For me and other people.
1393
01:07:23,877 --> 01:07:26,504
Starting when I turned, like,
16 or something,
1394
01:07:26,546 --> 01:07:30,175
I, like, kinda abandoned, like,
religion altogether at first,
1395
01:07:30,216 --> 01:07:31,968
and I was just like,
"Oh, my God. I don't want--
1396
01:07:32,052 --> 01:07:34,137
I don't believe this
and none of this is real."
1397
01:07:34,179 --> 01:07:37,849
But when I started to do music,
I can't explain it,
1398
01:07:37,891 --> 01:07:41,353
but I felt, like, a presence,
like, bigger than me.
1399
01:07:41,394 --> 01:07:43,355
And I was like--
1400
01:07:43,396 --> 01:07:46,316
"I know for a fact
this is gonna work."
1401
01:07:46,358 --> 01:07:47,692
The world
that we coming in, now,
1402
01:07:47,734 --> 01:07:49,652
my brother really opened
the doors for a lot of people.
1403
01:07:49,694 --> 01:07:52,405
Yeah, he opened the door for me.
Like, what I mean by that,
1404
01:07:52,489 --> 01:07:55,200
like, I'm not-- I'm not gay,
you know? You feel me?
1405
01:07:55,241 --> 01:07:56,534
I'm-- I'm bisexual.
1406
01:07:56,618 --> 01:07:58,161
He helped me be real myself.
1407
01:07:58,244 --> 01:08:02,707
My brother made me more open
to it. You feel what I'm saying?
1408
01:08:02,791 --> 01:08:03,875
You fuck with me,
you fuck with me.
1409
01:08:03,958 --> 01:08:05,001
If you don't, you don't.
1410
01:08:05,043 --> 01:08:06,503
Bye. Get out my person.
I don't need you.
1411
01:08:06,544 --> 01:08:08,254
At the end of the day,
people are gonna fuck with
1412
01:08:08,338 --> 01:08:10,048
who they fuck with,
if you know what I'm saying.
1413
01:08:10,090 --> 01:08:12,384
So stop trying
to chase a friend.
1414
01:08:12,425 --> 01:08:13,968
A friend going out
would be--
1415
01:08:14,052 --> 01:08:16,179
There's somebody out there
like you. Trust me.
1416
01:08:16,220 --> 01:08:19,390
Every moment is an opportunity
for you to, like, decide
1417
01:08:19,432 --> 01:08:21,725
who you are
and who you wanna be
1418
01:08:21,768 --> 01:08:25,772
and what the core
of your authenticity is.
1419
01:08:25,854 --> 01:08:30,694
And I really have to, like,
support people younger than us
1420
01:08:30,734 --> 01:08:32,862
who are brave enough
to be themselves.
1421
01:08:32,904 --> 01:08:36,908
And I see that in his dancing
and his choreography
1422
01:08:36,991 --> 01:08:40,537
and what he wears
and how he represents himself.
1423
01:08:41,121 --> 01:08:43,081
It's totally inspiring.
1424
01:08:43,163 --> 01:08:47,961
And I love to see,
uh, that energy in young people.
1425
01:08:49,754 --> 01:08:50,921
PRODUCER: We're back in L.A.
1426
01:08:50,964 --> 01:08:53,216
I feel like this is almost like
hometowns again.
1427
01:08:54,259 --> 01:08:55,426
It's like second hometowns.
1428
01:08:55,510 --> 01:08:59,264
It feels more like home,
because I actually live here.
1429
01:08:59,305 --> 01:09:00,765
# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
1430
01:09:00,807 --> 01:09:03,350
And Atlanta feels like past.
1431
01:09:04,102 --> 01:09:06,104
It's like I'm going to the past.
1432
01:09:06,187 --> 01:09:07,354
PRODUCER:
What do you mean by that?
1433
01:09:08,689 --> 01:09:10,774
MONTERO: Like, you know,
it doesn't feel like home.
1434
01:09:10,817 --> 01:09:13,069
It feels like a place
where, you know,
1435
01:09:13,111 --> 01:09:15,279
there's family and stuff
out there.
1436
01:09:15,363 --> 01:09:18,700
But, I guess, you know,
I always considered myself home.
1437
01:09:18,783 --> 01:09:20,493
So, I guess, where I dwell...
1438
01:09:21,870 --> 01:09:24,706
it's the most home can be,
you know?
1439
01:09:24,788 --> 01:09:26,499
I feel like this year
was the best for me
1440
01:09:26,582 --> 01:09:28,877
growing into an adult,
if that makes sense.
1441
01:09:28,960 --> 01:09:30,127
-PRODUCER: Yeah.
-You know what I mean?
1442
01:09:30,170 --> 01:09:32,839
Like, I feel like this tour
has helped that so much.
1443
01:09:32,921 --> 01:09:35,800
And like, in Atlanta,
like, I can't explain it,
1444
01:09:35,884 --> 01:09:40,305
but, you know, I had some
conversations that I feel
1445
01:09:40,388 --> 01:09:42,974
changed the entire course
of my life, you know,
1446
01:09:43,808 --> 01:09:45,060
that I needed to have.
1447
01:09:45,852 --> 01:09:47,103
Needed to have.
1448
01:09:47,145 --> 01:09:50,148
It's lot of healing and stuff
and whatnot to do, but...
1449
01:09:50,231 --> 01:09:51,566
How y'all folks doing?
1450
01:09:52,067 --> 01:09:53,234
(INDISTINCT)
1451
01:09:54,861 --> 01:09:55,862
Fans.
1452
01:09:56,863 --> 01:09:58,907
-Is this thing gum?
-PRODUCER: Sure.
1453
01:09:58,990 --> 01:10:00,367
-Do you have some?
-PRODUCER: Oh, no.
1454
01:10:00,450 --> 01:10:01,951
Oh, I thought I said,
"You want some gum?"
1455
01:10:01,993 --> 01:10:03,787
PRODUCER: Yeah. I'm like,
"Yeah, am I smelling?"
1456
01:10:03,828 --> 01:10:05,080
I need some gum.
1457
01:10:05,163 --> 01:10:06,456
JAMAL NEWSOME:
I got you some of these.
1458
01:10:07,499 --> 01:10:08,917
-Yeah.
-JAMAL: Okay.
1459
01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:10,502
You thought you were gonna get
a cheap laugh out of me?
1460
01:10:10,543 --> 01:10:11,503
-Right.
-Huh?
1461
01:10:11,586 --> 01:10:13,755
I got something.
I got something though.
1462
01:10:13,838 --> 01:10:15,298
MONTERO: Just, like,
heavy conversations,
1463
01:10:15,340 --> 01:10:16,841
in general,
I wanna have with my family,
1464
01:10:16,925 --> 01:10:20,136
like stuff I wanna talk about,
like, my brothers and sisters,
1465
01:10:20,178 --> 01:10:21,805
like, what the fuck
are we doing?
1466
01:10:21,846 --> 01:10:24,349
How the hell can we get everyone
in a fuckin' house
1467
01:10:24,432 --> 01:10:26,518
in the next five years
without it being just me
1468
01:10:26,601 --> 01:10:28,186
paying for it or something,
you know?
1469
01:10:29,354 --> 01:10:30,522
It's, like, stuff like that.
1470
01:10:30,563 --> 01:10:34,484
I wanna start having, like,
actual, building conversations,
1471
01:10:34,526 --> 01:10:35,985
you know?
1472
01:10:36,027 --> 01:10:37,237
Where do we go from here?
1473
01:10:39,030 --> 01:10:42,409
You're thinking too much.
You're Montero. You're Montero.
1474
01:10:42,492 --> 01:10:44,577
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1475
01:10:44,661 --> 01:10:47,163
-Let's get this guy out of here.
-(LAUGHS)
1476
01:10:47,205 --> 01:10:52,002
MONTERO: I definitely progressed
as far as confidence goes
1477
01:10:52,043 --> 01:10:53,211
throughout these shows.
1478
01:10:53,294 --> 01:10:54,254
You were right.
1479
01:10:54,337 --> 01:10:55,839
I didn't wanna say it
in front of everyone.
1480
01:10:55,880 --> 01:10:57,382
JAMAL: Oh, no problem. I know.
1481
01:10:57,465 --> 01:10:59,217
MONTERO: For a person
that only has used
1482
01:10:59,259 --> 01:11:01,219
social media to talk
for so long,
1483
01:11:01,261 --> 01:11:04,556
like, saying actual words,
it's really hard to do.
1484
01:11:04,639 --> 01:11:06,391
But I feel like,
throughout this tour...
1485
01:11:07,475 --> 01:11:10,186
I've become better
at getting those points across.
1486
01:11:10,228 --> 01:11:13,064
On a-- on a small scale like,
this is, you know, like...
1487
01:11:13,148 --> 01:11:14,899
-CHRISTIAN: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
-...just us doing a performance.
1488
01:11:14,983 --> 01:11:16,735
But on a biggest scale, like--
1489
01:11:16,776 --> 01:11:18,570
like, it just can't be,
like, half-assed.
1490
01:11:18,611 --> 01:11:19,904
-You know what I mean?
-CHRISTIAN: Oh, yeah.
1491
01:11:19,946 --> 01:11:21,072
Absolutely. Yeah.
1492
01:11:21,114 --> 01:11:22,907
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
At this part, after your verse,
1493
01:11:22,991 --> 01:11:26,077
we-- I say we come back
into this thing, and like,
1494
01:11:26,119 --> 01:11:27,579
'cause everybody
get right here, right?
1495
01:11:27,662 --> 01:11:29,164
I think you should come
over here too.
1496
01:11:29,247 --> 01:11:30,874
And then, 'cause I'll do
my little God damn.
1497
01:11:30,915 --> 01:11:32,834
And then I think we can, like,
do that at the same time.
1498
01:11:32,917 --> 01:11:33,918
You know, like--
1499
01:11:33,960 --> 01:11:36,671
-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
-One, two, three, four. One.
1500
01:11:37,255 --> 01:11:38,465
# Bring the cash out #
1501
01:11:38,548 --> 01:11:41,509
# I need one million ones
For the ones with they ass out #
1502
01:11:42,344 --> 01:11:43,595
# Blow her back out #
1503
01:11:43,678 --> 01:11:46,389
# All the bitches 'bout to bar
In the back finna act out #
1504
01:11:46,431 --> 01:11:48,475
# Oh, bring the cash out #
1505
01:11:48,558 --> 01:11:51,561
# For the freaks on the pole
And the hoes with they ass out #
1506
01:11:53,438 --> 01:11:54,731
# Get the draw, hit the floor #
1507
01:11:54,773 --> 01:11:57,275
# Shake that ass
Make it clap now #
1508
01:11:57,317 --> 01:12:00,987
# ("DOWN SOUF HOES" BY LIL NAS X
& SAUCY SANTANA PLAYING) #
1509
01:12:01,071 --> 01:12:03,782
# Southside niggas on ten
They lurkin' #
1510
01:12:03,823 --> 01:12:05,950
# Lookin' at my friends
Like virgins #
1511
01:12:06,034 --> 01:12:07,035
# Wasted #
1512
01:12:10,747 --> 01:12:11,790
# Wasted #
1513
01:12:13,416 --> 01:12:15,251
SAUCY SANTANA: # Santana #
1514
01:12:15,293 --> 01:12:17,462
# You've got
To fuck me properly #
1515
01:12:17,545 --> 01:12:20,048
# Before you hit,
Run my money, monopoly #
1516
01:12:20,131 --> 01:12:21,341
# Smack, smack, smack #
1517
01:12:21,424 --> 01:12:22,801
# Keep chewin'
On this coochie, nigga #
1518
01:12:22,842 --> 01:12:23,885
# Get on your knees #
1519
01:12:23,968 --> 01:12:25,261
# Put this pussy
On your coochie, nigga #
1520
01:12:25,345 --> 01:12:27,430
# Have you ever made love
To a gold digger? #
1521
01:12:27,472 --> 01:12:28,973
# Fendi first, then Gucci
For this coochie #
1522
01:12:29,015 --> 01:12:30,225
# Not no Hilfiger #
1523
01:12:30,308 --> 01:12:32,477
# Uh, pussy boomin'
Like an 808 #
1524
01:12:32,560 --> 01:12:34,979
# Send him home, full stomach
He already ate #
1525
01:12:35,063 --> 01:12:37,148
# I'm on his mind, on his chest
Like a nameplate #
1526
01:12:37,232 --> 01:12:39,651
# I'm on the gram with your man
Make you deactivate #
1527
01:12:39,693 --> 01:12:41,486
# Uh, pussy great
They call me Tony #
1528
01:12:41,569 --> 01:12:42,946
# Bitch you tweakin'
I ain't fuckin' #
1529
01:12:42,987 --> 01:12:44,447
# With the little man
I'm lookin' for... #
1530
01:12:45,323 --> 01:12:47,409
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1531
01:12:49,077 --> 01:12:51,329
# Dick in the pants
Can you keep up the pace? #
1532
01:12:51,371 --> 01:12:54,040
# The boys in the yard
They want a milkshake #
1533
01:12:55,542 --> 01:12:58,003
-If I get that part...
-CREW MEMBER: Do it, you got it.
1534
01:12:58,044 --> 01:12:59,671
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1535
01:12:59,713 --> 01:13:00,839
...everything will be great.
1536
01:13:00,922 --> 01:13:02,007
Good knees. Good knees.
1537
01:13:02,048 --> 01:13:03,216
CREW MEMBER: You already got it.
1538
01:13:03,299 --> 01:13:04,676
CREW MEMBER 2: Why you scared?
You gotta let loose on stage.
1539
01:13:04,759 --> 01:13:06,803
-Yeah, yeah.
-It's hard to let loose.
1540
01:13:06,845 --> 01:13:07,971
JAMAL: No, you scared of Saucy.
1541
01:13:08,013 --> 01:13:09,472
-You scared of Saucy.
-Yeah, I was scared.
1542
01:13:09,514 --> 01:13:11,850
I mean, how often do,
you know, I'm on stage
1543
01:13:11,891 --> 01:13:13,935
and getting twerked on
by another man.
1544
01:13:14,019 --> 01:13:16,646
It's not as often--
It doesn't happen a lot.
1545
01:13:16,688 --> 01:13:18,398
So, yeah,
it was a little nerve-racking.
1546
01:13:19,232 --> 01:13:21,151
Y'all ready to shake some ass?
1547
01:13:21,192 --> 01:13:22,694
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1548
01:13:22,777 --> 01:13:23,945
MONTERO:
They wanna shake some ass.
1549
01:13:25,280 --> 01:13:27,574
# Down souf hoes
Up at late night workin' #
1550
01:13:27,657 --> 01:13:29,951
# Ten toes down
And they won't stop twerkin' #
1551
01:13:30,035 --> 01:13:32,537
# Southside niggas on ten
They lurkin' #
1552
01:13:32,620 --> 01:13:34,956
# Lookin' at my friends
Like virgins #
1553
01:13:34,998 --> 01:13:38,335
# Wasted, faded, T'd up #
1554
01:13:38,376 --> 01:13:40,503
# Baby, yeah, you wasted #
1555
01:13:40,545 --> 01:13:41,588
# Faded #
1556
01:13:42,047 --> 01:13:43,048
# T'd up #
1557
01:13:43,131 --> 01:13:44,424
# Baby, yeah you #
1558
01:13:44,507 --> 01:13:45,717
# Bounce it biggity
Bounce it biggity #
1559
01:13:45,800 --> 01:13:47,052
# Bounce it biggity, bounce it #
1560
01:13:54,642 --> 01:13:58,313
# Too much money,
I'm 22, already iconic #
1561
01:13:59,564 --> 01:14:00,857
I love you, Santana.
1562
01:14:00,899 --> 01:14:01,941
SANTANA: I love you, Lil Nas.
1563
01:14:02,859 --> 01:14:04,235
MONTERO:
Everybody-- Well, sit down.
1564
01:14:04,277 --> 01:14:06,404
We're gonna take
a picture first. Everybody.
1565
01:14:06,446 --> 01:14:09,532
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1566
01:14:09,574 --> 01:14:11,076
MONTERO:
My fans mean the world to me.
1567
01:14:11,117 --> 01:14:13,703
I'm really thankful for anybody
1568
01:14:13,745 --> 01:14:17,540
that would just publicly
just fuck with Lil Nas X.
1569
01:14:27,300 --> 01:14:29,010
LEULA "J.R." KAILAHI:
He snuck out again.
1570
01:14:29,094 --> 01:14:31,054
(CHUCKLES) I knew it.
Right when I pull up,
1571
01:14:31,096 --> 01:14:32,347
I'm like, "Oh, my gosh.
1572
01:14:32,430 --> 01:14:33,598
This guy is gonna
wanna test it."
1573
01:14:33,682 --> 01:14:35,767
Because he loves buildings.
1574
01:14:35,809 --> 01:14:38,728
He sees, like, this, busy--
He likes to blend in.
1575
01:14:38,770 --> 01:14:40,188
He's like, "Oh,
I could blend in here."
1576
01:14:41,272 --> 01:14:42,315
It's what he does.
1577
01:14:43,566 --> 01:14:47,195
-Oh, speak of the devil.
-MONTERO: Cool hand washing.
1578
01:14:47,278 --> 01:14:49,155
That was some
really dope hand washing.
1579
01:14:49,656 --> 01:14:50,990
LEULA: Yeah!
1580
01:14:53,326 --> 01:14:55,787
(BOTH LAUGH)
1581
01:14:55,870 --> 01:14:59,124
Pretty good.
You made it. You made it.
1582
01:14:59,165 --> 01:15:00,458
So, I'm in my room.
1583
01:15:00,542 --> 01:15:02,460
I'm like, "Oh, my God, man,
I'm so bored.
1584
01:15:02,544 --> 01:15:05,380
What am I gonna do?
I hate this."
1585
01:15:05,463 --> 01:15:07,590
And I'm like, "I need to go out
and do something."
1586
01:15:09,300 --> 01:15:12,262
So I get outside
and I started walking.
1587
01:15:12,303 --> 01:15:14,139
And I'm like, "Am I incognito?"
1588
01:15:14,180 --> 01:15:15,807
Basically, like this
but with this
1589
01:15:15,890 --> 01:15:18,643
and, like, a mask.
It was just, like, "Oh."
1590
01:15:18,685 --> 01:15:20,437
And then I, like,
start walking.
1591
01:15:20,478 --> 01:15:22,272
This guy said,
"Man, keep your head up, man.
1592
01:15:22,313 --> 01:15:24,315
Don't let these people
have you lookin' down,"
1593
01:15:24,357 --> 01:15:26,359
but I was really just trying
to hide my identity.
1594
01:15:26,443 --> 01:15:29,362
And then I walked and I walked.
1595
01:15:29,446 --> 01:15:31,197
I end up at this bus station.
1596
01:15:31,906 --> 01:15:33,992
Hold on. Where is it at?
1597
01:15:34,034 --> 01:15:35,243
Ended up in, like,
this bus station,
1598
01:15:35,326 --> 01:15:38,496
train station thing.
I go. I get me a bus card...
1599
01:15:40,331 --> 01:15:44,627
'cause I'm lit now. I'm lit now.
And then I hopped on the bus.
1600
01:15:44,669 --> 01:15:46,588
PEARL: (OVER TIKTOK)
No, I'm a star!
1601
01:15:49,215 --> 01:15:51,009
Please, I'm a star!
1602
01:15:51,051 --> 01:15:52,427
MONTERO: And I realized
my phone is one percent.
1603
01:15:52,510 --> 01:15:54,721
I'm like, "Oh, no, I'm fucked.
I need to get a charger
1604
01:15:54,804 --> 01:15:56,348
or I'm not gonna be able
to contact anybody,
1605
01:15:56,389 --> 01:15:58,058
and I don't wanna be, like,
technically, like, missing."
1606
01:15:59,351 --> 01:16:01,853
And I'm, like, walking
looking for an Apple store.
1607
01:16:01,895 --> 01:16:03,688
I looked up to the right
and there's, like, my name
1608
01:16:03,730 --> 01:16:05,523
on, like, the outside
of this building.
1609
01:16:05,607 --> 01:16:07,734
(CHUCKLES)
I was like, "No fucking way."
1610
01:16:07,817 --> 01:16:09,819
You know-- 'Cause, you know,
I would never be here on time
1611
01:16:09,861 --> 01:16:11,279
on purpose like this.
1612
01:16:11,363 --> 01:16:12,864
# (SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING) #
1613
01:16:24,417 --> 01:16:26,044
# (SOMBER MUSIC FADES) #
1614
01:16:26,086 --> 01:16:27,921
-(WIND BLOWING)
-(LEAVES RUSTLING)
1615
01:16:33,134 --> 01:16:34,719
I'm always a little angsty
after a nap,
1616
01:16:34,761 --> 01:16:38,264
so I might be a little pissy,
but it's not you guys.
1617
01:16:44,938 --> 01:16:46,773
Butterfly,
come down here at once.
1618
01:16:49,275 --> 01:16:51,319
Get down here right now
or you guys are grounded.
1619
01:16:54,030 --> 01:16:55,782
Oh, he's so gonna get it.
1620
01:16:59,285 --> 01:17:01,329
I don't think
the threats are working.
1621
01:17:01,413 --> 01:17:05,083
Just-- So should I try, like,
twerking or something?
1622
01:17:07,168 --> 01:17:09,587
You like that, huh?
1623
01:17:09,671 --> 01:17:11,256
(GROUP LAUGHING)
1624
01:17:11,339 --> 01:17:12,549
You like that?
1625
01:17:12,590 --> 01:17:14,426
ROBERT: Is that what you want?
1626
01:17:14,467 --> 01:17:16,720
Is that what you want?
Now, you'll come?
1627
01:17:16,761 --> 01:17:18,388
Oh, they're coming.
They're coming.
1628
01:17:18,430 --> 01:17:19,597
(GROUP LAUGHING)
1629
01:17:19,681 --> 01:17:21,433
They're coming down. Yes.
1630
01:17:22,642 --> 01:17:24,144
ROBERT:
They smell something sweet.
1631
01:17:25,854 --> 01:17:27,188
Very funny, buddy,
1632
01:17:27,272 --> 01:17:29,399
but that's actually
a compliment.
1633
01:17:29,441 --> 01:17:31,943
Okay, guys. Come down.
You're ruining my movie.
1634
01:17:33,278 --> 01:17:34,446
ROBERT: I've had enough.
1635
01:17:35,196 --> 01:17:36,364
MONTERO: Come down at once.
1636
01:17:41,453 --> 01:17:45,832
This feels like my neighborhood
as... um, in high school.
1637
01:17:46,916 --> 01:17:48,168
This area.
1638
01:17:48,251 --> 01:17:49,961
-PRODUCER: In Atlanta?
-The weather.
1639
01:17:50,920 --> 01:17:53,298
Uh, the houses.
This feels like...
1640
01:17:54,174 --> 01:17:55,675
this feels like I'm back
in high school.
1641
01:17:56,634 --> 01:17:57,802
Even these trees.
1642
01:18:00,638 --> 01:18:03,224
It's very Lithia Springs,
Georgia.
1643
01:18:06,186 --> 01:18:07,437
# (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) #
1644
01:18:07,479 --> 01:18:10,482
MONTERO: You know,
a lot of things had to go
1645
01:18:10,523 --> 01:18:14,819
in hand for me
to become a pop star
1646
01:18:14,861 --> 01:18:18,114
with the biggest song
in the world in a few months
1647
01:18:18,156 --> 01:18:22,535
after not making music
my entire life, you know?
1648
01:18:29,334 --> 01:18:31,836
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1649
01:18:31,878 --> 01:18:35,423
Are you ready for last show
of the United States?
1650
01:18:35,507 --> 01:18:36,508
MONTERO: No.
1651
01:18:37,425 --> 01:18:38,468
I'm not.
1652
01:18:38,510 --> 01:18:40,261
Do you feel like
you were in a whirlwind?
1653
01:18:40,345 --> 01:18:41,429
It was all right.
1654
01:18:41,513 --> 01:18:42,514
CHRISTIAN: Like,
are you feeling pensive?
1655
01:18:42,597 --> 01:18:43,723
It was the best time
of my life though.
1656
01:18:43,807 --> 01:18:44,891
So I'll say that.
1657
01:18:44,974 --> 01:18:46,476
CHRISTIAN: I really love that.
1658
01:18:46,518 --> 01:18:47,602
MONTERO: You guys ready?
1659
01:18:47,686 --> 01:18:48,853
CREW MEMBERS: Yes.
1660
01:18:48,937 --> 01:18:52,857
Dear God.
God's angels of the universe.
1661
01:18:52,941 --> 01:18:57,028
Uh, thank you so much for having
all of my team here tonight.
1662
01:18:57,070 --> 01:18:58,488
Thank you for this tour.
1663
01:18:58,530 --> 01:19:00,198
I can't believe
this is the last day
1664
01:19:00,281 --> 01:19:01,700
of the American leg.
1665
01:19:01,783 --> 01:19:04,536
And I just hope everybody
goes out there and performs
1666
01:19:04,577 --> 01:19:06,371
like it's their last day
on Earth.
1667
01:19:06,454 --> 01:19:07,747
I hope nothing goes wrong.
1668
01:19:07,831 --> 01:19:10,083
I hope the crew is set.
No offense. I love you guys.
1669
01:19:10,166 --> 01:19:15,463
Um, I hope this is the best show
we have yet. And please...
1670
01:19:15,547 --> 01:19:17,882
We're, like, we live
in this time where it's like,
1671
01:19:17,924 --> 01:19:21,302
it's the easiest to blow up
in the music industry
1672
01:19:21,386 --> 01:19:23,555
but it's the hardest
to, like, maintain it.
1673
01:19:23,596 --> 01:19:25,098
You're lucky
if somebody remembers
1674
01:19:25,181 --> 01:19:26,224
your name next year.
1675
01:19:26,307 --> 01:19:27,642
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
1676
01:19:27,726 --> 01:19:28,768
Okay. We're gonna do...
1677
01:19:28,852 --> 01:19:31,563
(VOCALIZES)
...but the best one of all time.
1678
01:19:31,604 --> 01:19:34,399
Y'all, ready? One, two, three.
1679
01:19:34,441 --> 01:19:38,570
(CREW MEMBERS VOCALIZE)
1680
01:19:39,821 --> 01:19:41,698
MONTERO: And I feel like
that's the one thing in life
1681
01:19:41,781 --> 01:19:44,576
that keeps me going
more than any other thing,
1682
01:19:44,617 --> 01:19:49,414
knowing that everything
can change so quickly like this.
1683
01:19:49,456 --> 01:19:50,457
Oh, my God.
1684
01:19:52,125 --> 01:19:54,044
And how crazy that can be.
1685
01:19:54,085 --> 01:19:56,129
If I take a shot,
can I go out there?
1686
01:19:56,212 --> 01:19:58,965
CREW MEMBER 15:
Nope. Just drink it.
1687
01:20:00,300 --> 01:20:01,968
It's electrolytes,
it's like getting an IV.
1688
01:20:02,052 --> 01:20:03,219
HODO: No, no. It's good.
1689
01:20:03,303 --> 01:20:04,429
MONTERO: This is gross.
1690
01:20:04,471 --> 01:20:06,264
CREW MEMBER 15: (CHUCKLES)
I didn't say it tasted good.
1691
01:20:06,306 --> 01:20:07,390
HODO: What does it taste like?
1692
01:20:07,432 --> 01:20:08,600
CREW MEMBER 15:
It's electrolytes.
1693
01:20:11,311 --> 01:20:12,437
(COUGHS)
1694
01:20:12,520 --> 01:20:13,813
-CREW MEMBER 15: That's it.
-Oh, my God!
1695
01:20:13,897 --> 01:20:15,440
CREW MEMBER 15: Okay. That's it.
You don't need to do that.
1696
01:20:16,775 --> 01:20:19,152
LEULA: Aaron,
connect him to the house.
1697
01:20:19,235 --> 01:20:20,904
# (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) #
1698
01:20:22,447 --> 01:20:24,032
CREW MEMBER 16:
Where? Is he going out,
or doing it from here?
1699
01:20:24,115 --> 01:20:25,617
LEULA: No, no, no, no.
He's gonna talk to the house,
1700
01:20:25,700 --> 01:20:26,743
then we're gonna
take care of something,
1701
01:20:26,785 --> 01:20:28,161
then we'll be right back out.
1702
01:20:32,707 --> 01:20:34,793
CREW MEMBER 17:
The house is on, house is on.
1703
01:20:34,876 --> 01:20:37,087
MONTERO: Hello?
Can you guys hear me?
1704
01:20:37,128 --> 01:20:40,215
-(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
-MONTERO: Wait.
1705
01:20:41,675 --> 01:20:43,134
Hey, look, I'm sorry.
1706
01:20:43,218 --> 01:20:44,928
I wanna come out,
but I just vomited,
1707
01:20:44,969 --> 01:20:47,931
so give me, like, five minutes
to get back together.
1708
01:20:47,972 --> 01:20:49,391
I'm not-- It's not a joke.
1709
01:20:51,893 --> 01:20:53,603
FAN 6: We love you, Lil Nas!
We love you!
1710
01:20:53,645 --> 01:20:55,188
I love you, too.
Give me a second.
1711
01:20:55,271 --> 01:20:57,399
-(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
-(MONTERO WRETCHES)
1712
01:20:59,984 --> 01:21:01,986
CREW MEMBER 15:
Can you get a bucket?
1713
01:21:02,028 --> 01:21:03,988
LEULA: Hey, let me get everybody
to clear out this hallway.
1714
01:21:04,030 --> 01:21:05,532
Let's clear everybody out.
1715
01:21:05,615 --> 01:21:07,367
Clear everybody out.
Everybody out.
1716
01:21:08,493 --> 01:21:11,705
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1717
01:21:19,170 --> 01:21:20,213
(MONTERO WRETCHES)
1718
01:21:26,678 --> 01:21:27,846
LEULA:
There you go. There it is.
1719
01:21:27,929 --> 01:21:29,014
There we go.
1720
01:21:32,058 --> 01:21:33,143
(GROANS)
1721
01:21:35,437 --> 01:21:36,688
All good. Let's do it.
1722
01:21:36,730 --> 01:21:39,065
(CREW MEMBERS CHEERING)
1723
01:21:42,527 --> 01:21:45,196
ANNOUNCER:
Ladies and gentlemen,
1724
01:21:45,280 --> 01:21:47,866
welcome to the stage
1725
01:21:47,949 --> 01:21:51,369
the undeniable,
the irresistible,
1726
01:21:51,453 --> 01:21:55,707
the pussy-popping.
Oh, God damn, he's cunt,
1727
01:21:55,790 --> 01:21:58,376
the record-breaking,
the Grammy-winning,
1728
01:21:58,460 --> 01:22:01,713
the fuck BET
and baddest bitch alive,
1729
01:22:01,796 --> 01:22:03,340
put your hands together
1730
01:22:03,381 --> 01:22:09,721
for the Industry Baby.
1731
01:22:10,764 --> 01:22:13,725
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1732
01:22:13,808 --> 01:22:16,478
# ("INDUSTRY BABY"
BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) #
1733
01:22:16,561 --> 01:22:18,813
# Daytrip took it to ten, hey #
1734
01:22:18,897 --> 01:22:22,067
# Baby back, ayy
Couple racks, ayy #
1735
01:22:22,108 --> 01:22:25,236
# Couple Grammys on him
Couple plaques, ayy #
1736
01:22:25,278 --> 01:22:28,239
# That's a fact, ayy
Throw it back, ayy #
1737
01:22:28,323 --> 01:22:30,033
# Throw it back, bitch #
1738
01:22:30,075 --> 01:22:33,203
# And this one
Is for the champions #
1739
01:22:33,244 --> 01:22:35,872
# I ain't lost
Since I began, yeah #
1740
01:22:35,955 --> 01:22:39,584
# Funny how you said
It was the end, yeah #
1741
01:22:39,626 --> 01:22:41,920
# Then I went
Did it again, yeah #
1742
01:22:42,921 --> 01:22:45,799
# I told you long ago
On the road #
1743
01:22:46,591 --> 01:22:48,968
# I got what they waiting for #
1744
01:22:49,052 --> 01:22:51,763
# I don't run
From nothing, dog #
1745
01:22:51,846 --> 01:22:55,600
# Get your soldiers
Tell 'em I ain't layin' low #
1746
01:22:55,642 --> 01:22:58,687
# You was never really
Rooting for me anyway #
1747
01:22:58,770 --> 01:23:00,605
# When I'm back up at the top #
1748
01:23:00,647 --> 01:23:02,065
# I wanna hear you say #
1749
01:23:02,107 --> 01:23:04,609
# He don't run
From nothin', dog #
1750
01:23:04,651 --> 01:23:05,777
# Get your soldiers #
1751
01:23:05,819 --> 01:23:07,987
# Tell 'em
That the break is over #
1752
01:23:08,071 --> 01:23:10,949
# Uh, need to, uh
Need to get this album done #
1753
01:23:11,032 --> 01:23:13,993
# Need a couple number ones
Need a plaque on every song #
1754
01:23:14,077 --> 01:23:15,620
# Need me like one
With Nicki now #
1755
01:23:15,704 --> 01:23:17,163
# Tell a rap nigga
"I don't see ya" #
1756
01:23:17,247 --> 01:23:18,790
# I'm a pop nigga like Bieber #
1757
01:23:18,873 --> 01:23:20,291
# I don't fuck bitches
I'm queer #
1758
01:23:20,333 --> 01:23:21,918
# But these niggas bitches
Like Madea #
1759
01:23:21,960 --> 01:23:23,628
# Yeah, yeah, yeah #
1760
01:23:23,712 --> 01:23:25,255
# Ayy, oh, let's do it #
1761
01:23:25,296 --> 01:23:28,425
# I ain't fall off I just ain't
Release my new shit #
1762
01:23:28,466 --> 01:23:31,594
# I blew up
Now everybody tryna sue me #
1763
01:23:31,636 --> 01:23:34,806
# You call me Nas
But the hood call me Doobie #
1764
01:23:34,889 --> 01:23:37,308
# I told you long ago
On the road #
1765
01:23:38,018 --> 01:23:40,103
# I got what they waitin' for #
1766
01:23:40,145 --> 01:23:42,605
# I don't run
From nothin', dog #
1767
01:23:42,647 --> 01:23:45,275
# Get your soldiers
Tell 'em I ain't layin' low #
1768
01:23:45,316 --> 01:23:47,110
# Bitch, I ain't running
From nowhere #
1769
01:23:47,152 --> 01:23:49,988
# You was never really rootin'
For me anyway #
1770
01:23:50,071 --> 01:23:53,241
# When I'm back up at the top
I wanna hear you say #
1771
01:23:53,324 --> 01:23:55,785
# He don't run
From nothin', dog #
1772
01:23:55,827 --> 01:23:56,911
# Get your soldiers #
1773
01:23:56,995 --> 01:23:59,914
# Tell 'em that the break
Is over #
1774
01:23:59,998 --> 01:24:01,458
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1775
01:24:01,499 --> 01:24:03,501
MONTERO: I mean, you know,
worries like hit my mind,
1776
01:24:03,543 --> 01:24:05,628
but it's like I always
come back to the thought
1777
01:24:05,670 --> 01:24:07,339
that I'm just getting started.
1778
01:24:26,191 --> 01:24:28,026
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1779
01:24:28,068 --> 01:24:30,320
Los Angeles,
I'd like to introduce myself.
1780
01:24:30,362 --> 01:24:32,197
# I'm the industry baby... #
1781
01:24:32,238 --> 01:24:33,865
I didn't really know,
1782
01:24:34,741 --> 01:24:36,659
I guess, too much
about Montero
1783
01:24:36,701 --> 01:24:42,499
until the last couple years,
and that was due to Lil Nas X.
1784
01:24:45,377 --> 01:24:47,962
This world,
this universe around me
1785
01:24:48,046 --> 01:24:49,506
is where I wanted to be.
1786
01:24:49,547 --> 01:24:51,007
# I wanna hear you say... #
1787
01:24:51,049 --> 01:24:54,386
I'm able to move more free.
I'm able to create more.
1788
01:24:54,427 --> 01:24:57,889
I'm able to be, you know...
1789
01:24:57,972 --> 01:24:59,099
# Yeah #
1790
01:25:08,942 --> 01:25:12,070
# I'm the industry baby
Yeah #
1791
01:25:12,153 --> 01:25:15,115
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1792
01:25:18,910 --> 01:25:21,204
Oh, my God. Really? No way.
Congratulations.
1793
01:25:21,246 --> 01:25:22,288
We call him Little Nas.
1794
01:25:22,372 --> 01:25:24,124
MONTERO: Really? That's sweet.
1795
01:25:26,167 --> 01:25:27,544
My third time here.
1796
01:25:27,585 --> 01:25:31,256
FANS: ATL hoe! ATL hoe!
1797
01:25:31,297 --> 01:25:35,677
-CROWD: Happy birthday to you!
-Happy birthday, T-Dog.
1798
01:25:35,760 --> 01:25:38,430
MONTERO: Put your hands together
for my motherfucking team.
1799
01:25:38,471 --> 01:25:40,223
You even look good
with your head shaved.
1800
01:25:48,273 --> 01:25:49,524
Say "Hey, Auntie Sean."
1801
01:25:52,944 --> 01:25:55,238
-It's giving superstar.
-(CREW MEMBER CHUCKLES)
1802
01:26:21,014 --> 01:26:25,643
-# (SONG CONCLUDES) #
-(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
1803
01:26:29,814 --> 01:26:32,484
MONTERO:
I am lucky and thankful enough
1804
01:26:32,567 --> 01:26:35,612
to create something
that I feel like is really able
1805
01:26:35,653 --> 01:26:38,490
to give people an idea
of my story,
1806
01:26:38,573 --> 01:26:41,534
where I come from
and where I see myself going.
1807
01:26:43,078 --> 01:26:44,829
I guess I'm, like, desperate
to, like, to find
1808
01:26:44,871 --> 01:26:50,001
that next phase of me
that, like, feels new
1809
01:26:50,085 --> 01:26:53,004
and feels new to everybody else,
you know?
1810
01:26:53,046 --> 01:26:55,674
I feel like I've been
the same me for like two years.
1811
01:26:55,715 --> 01:26:57,384
Through, like, the Montero era,
you know?
1812
01:27:00,387 --> 01:27:01,846
And I wanna be a new me now.
1813
01:27:03,306 --> 01:27:04,933
But I'm sure
gonna miss this me,
1814
01:27:05,016 --> 01:27:06,017
but that's how life is,
1815
01:27:06,101 --> 01:27:08,186
you always miss
whatever version.
1816
01:27:08,228 --> 01:27:09,312
I'm sure it's gonna be
way better
1817
01:27:09,354 --> 01:27:11,022
but I gotta, like, find it.
1818
01:27:11,064 --> 01:27:12,649
And that's why
I gotta get lost.
1819
01:27:28,915 --> 01:27:31,668
I feel like
there's something brewing
1820
01:27:32,877 --> 01:27:34,879
that's gonna be so amazing
for me.
1821
01:27:34,963 --> 01:27:38,341
And I trust that feeling.
1822
01:27:38,383 --> 01:27:41,219
(CREW MEMBERS CHEERING)
1823
01:27:41,261 --> 01:27:42,512
MONTERO: I can't explain it.
1824
01:27:42,554 --> 01:27:45,348
It's, like, this anxious...
1825
01:27:45,390 --> 01:27:47,392
-(CROWD CHEERS, APPLAUDS)
-...excitement.
1826
01:27:47,475 --> 01:27:49,686
Like, it's-- Right now,
it's, like, glowing all over me.
1827
01:27:49,728 --> 01:27:51,855
I can't explain that.
I cannot explain that.
1828
01:27:51,896 --> 01:27:55,191
Like, right now,
me just talking about that,
1829
01:27:55,233 --> 01:27:57,235
like my body
is on a different plane.
1830
01:27:58,611 --> 01:28:00,697
I think what I want
my next album to be is...
1831
01:28:02,449 --> 01:28:05,326
escapism
but, like, happy escapism,
1832
01:28:05,410 --> 01:28:06,745
you know? Maybe that's it.
1833
01:28:08,121 --> 01:28:10,248
Maybe it's like getting away
but, like, in a happy way.
1834
01:28:10,290 --> 01:28:13,168
Maybe it's not, like,
escapism as in, like,
1835
01:28:13,251 --> 01:28:16,629
I don't wanna be alive,
but I wanna be more alive.
1836
01:28:19,424 --> 01:28:20,425
Yeah.
1837
01:28:36,274 --> 01:28:39,736
ROBERT: Hey. Hey! Stop it! Nas!
1838
01:28:55,710 --> 01:28:58,213
FAN 7: We love you, Lil Nas X.
We love you.
1839
01:28:58,254 --> 01:28:59,798
# ("WHERE DO WE GO NOW"
BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) #
1840
01:28:59,839 --> 01:29:03,802
-We love you, Nas X.
-We fucking love you, come back!
1841
01:29:03,843 --> 01:29:06,429
# Na, na, na, na, na, na #
1842
01:29:07,138 --> 01:29:09,974
# Na, na, na, na, na, na #
1843
01:29:10,016 --> 01:29:13,103
# This door, in my home #
1844
01:29:13,144 --> 01:29:16,272
# Ain't ever going
To let me grow #
1845
01:29:16,314 --> 01:29:18,274
# She won't close now #
1846
01:29:18,316 --> 01:29:21,861
# Honestly
She's slowing me down #
1847
01:29:21,945 --> 01:29:26,366
# And it seems
This river it go #
1848
01:29:26,449 --> 01:29:29,828
# Ain't never going
To let me flow #
1849
01:29:29,911 --> 01:29:31,705
# These aimless rides #
1850
01:29:31,788 --> 01:29:36,793
# On a boat
I brought my tries to uphold #
1851
01:29:36,835 --> 01:29:40,130
# So can we keep it going
Keep it going #
1852
01:29:40,171 --> 01:29:42,340
# 'Cause I miss the moments #
1853
01:29:42,424 --> 01:29:45,135
# When the mornings
Dawned on me #
1854
01:29:45,176 --> 01:29:46,636
Long live, baby!
1855
01:29:46,678 --> 01:29:48,388
# And I could see #
1856
01:29:52,475 --> 01:29:55,854
# So where do we go now #
1857
01:29:55,895 --> 01:29:59,190
# I've seen everything
That we had to see #
1858
01:29:59,274 --> 01:30:01,818
# And figured it out my love #
1859
01:30:02,652 --> 01:30:05,196
# So where are we going? #
1860
01:30:06,031 --> 01:30:08,616
# So where do we go now? #
1861
01:30:09,492 --> 01:30:12,829
# We did everything
So endlessly #
1862
01:30:12,871 --> 01:30:15,373
# And only to feel undone #
1863
01:30:16,291 --> 01:30:18,835
# So where are we going? #
1864
01:30:18,877 --> 01:30:24,049
# Suddenly
Gravity is just like me #
1865
01:30:24,090 --> 01:30:27,427
# Pull me down
Every chance it gets #
1866
01:30:27,510 --> 01:30:32,349
# Holding me bound
To the way I is, oh #
1867
01:30:32,390 --> 01:30:37,354
# And therapy there's no need
It ain't no good for me #
1868
01:30:37,395 --> 01:30:40,523
# Why would I want to talk
About the shit I did #
1869
01:30:40,565 --> 01:30:44,361
# A penny for your thoughts
Is really all it is #
1870
01:30:44,402 --> 01:30:47,739
# So can we keep it going?
Keep it going? #
1871
01:30:47,781 --> 01:30:49,908
# 'Cause I miss the moments #
1872
01:30:49,949 --> 01:30:52,452
# When the mornings
Dawned on me #
1873
01:30:54,287 --> 01:30:55,914
# And I could see #
1874
01:31:00,168 --> 01:31:02,671
# So where do we go now? #
1875
01:31:03,588 --> 01:31:06,925
# I've seen everything
We had to see #
1876
01:31:07,008 --> 01:31:09,511
# And figured it out my love #
1877
01:31:10,303 --> 01:31:12,639
# So where are we going? #
1878
01:31:13,723 --> 01:31:17,018
# So where do we go now? #
1879
01:31:17,102 --> 01:31:20,397
# We did everything
So endlessly #
1880
01:31:20,438 --> 01:31:22,857
# And only to feel undone #
1881
01:31:23,817 --> 01:31:27,362
# So where are we going
So decide #
1882
01:31:27,404 --> 01:31:30,782
# I just wanna be somebody
New inside #
1883
01:31:30,824 --> 01:31:34,077
# I just wanna be somebody
Outside there #
1884
01:31:34,119 --> 01:31:37,455
# I just wanna be somebody #
1885
01:31:37,539 --> 01:31:40,917
# I just wanna feel
Consoled inside #
1886
01:31:40,959 --> 01:31:44,295
# I just wanna be somebody
New inside #
1887
01:31:44,337 --> 01:31:47,632
# I just wanna be somebody
Else out there #
1888
01:31:47,716 --> 01:31:49,718
# I just wanna be somebody #
1889
01:31:54,305 --> 01:31:57,642
# So where do we go now? #
1890
01:31:57,726 --> 01:32:01,021
# We've seen everything
We've had to see #
1891
01:32:01,104 --> 01:32:03,815
# And only to feel undone #
1892
01:32:04,774 --> 01:32:06,818
# Where are we going? #
1893
01:32:08,153 --> 01:32:10,238
# (MYSTICAL MUSIC PLAYING) #
1894
01:34:52,692 --> 01:34:56,279
MONTERO: It's so cold.
It's so cold.
1895
01:34:56,321 --> 01:35:00,784
(BREATHES HEAVILY)
1896
01:35:00,825 --> 01:35:05,205
-(GROANS)
-(WAVES CRASHING)
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