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[Billy]
Here's the thing about parents.
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When you grow up, they tell you
to think for yourself,
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but they spend
your whole childhood
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telling you what to think.
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My dad used to always say...
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-"Don't trust anyone, Billy."
-Don't trust anyone, Billy.
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[Billy]
Confusing, right?
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[ Cheers and applause ]
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[ Laughs ]
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Yes! Everybody on your feet.
Let's go.
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How's everybody doing tonight?
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I said, how's everybody
doing tonight?!
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Let's go!
[ Cheers and applause ]
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That's what I'm talking about.
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How you doing?
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Beautiful crowd.
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Alright, thank you,
thank you, thank you.
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Sit down.
Sit down, please.
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We got a lot to do today.
We got a lot to do.
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Leonardo here.
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We're going live
for all the folks back home
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who couldn't make it.
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Thank you, Leonardo.
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Let's give him
a round of applause!
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Come on!
[ Cheers and applause ]
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He wants to hear you, too!
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Thank you!
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Please, everybody, sit down,
sit down, sit down.
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[Leslie] Billy?
We're ready for you.
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[ Billy sighs ]
Here we go.
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You sure about that?
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We've been ready
for a few minutes now.
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You were looking at your phone.
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Well, the feed never sleeps.
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Nor do you, it seems.
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Well, no one lets me.
There's too much --
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There's too many people
to connect to.
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Want to ask you all a question.
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How many of you...
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think for yourself?
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Now, folks, that's supposed to
be the hand-raiser today.
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If that's all we got,
we got a problem.
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[ Laughs ]
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[Leslie]
What were you going to say?
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[ Billy chuckles ]
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If only she knew
what I really wanted to say.
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Okay, well, I'm going to
introduce you quickly,
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and then we can get started,
alright?
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I thought we were
already started.
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-I need something.
-Come on, come on.
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I thought you were
already ready for me.
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I need something
to introduce the segment.
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Don't you want people
to know who you are?
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If they're tuning in, Leslie,
they already know who I am.
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There is no segment anymore.
That's why I'm here.
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There's probably
someone already --
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There it is, my -- my crafty guy
is already going live with this.
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Your segment will be old news
before it even makes the news.
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Be that as it may,
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I need something
to come into from commercial.
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So if you don't mind,
I'd like to do my job,
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and then I can
get out of your hair.
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-Is that okay with you?
-Great.
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I just got the green light
from a dinosaur.
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-[Leslie] Great.
-Alright, let's go.
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Come on, hands up -- How many
of you think for yourselves?
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That's more like it.
Alright, a lot of you.
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A lot of hands, a lot of people
proudly admitting
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to thinking for themselves.
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-Nobody...
-Now...
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...and I mean no-fucking-body,
thinks for themselves.
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...what if I were to tell you...
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Fuck me. I don't.
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...it was all bullshit?
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We're sitting here backstage,
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and as you can hear through
the walls, the crowd is rocking.
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This capacity crowd is here
to see this man, Billy Seldom,
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-a social-media sensation...
-[Billy] Blah, blah, blah.
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When does she shut the fuck up?
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...with his rather aggressive
philosophies on self-help.
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[Billy] Is she ever going to
shut the fuck up?
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With more than 15 million
followers online
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and what sounds to be
a lucrative book deal...
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-Okay, get to the point, lady.
-...Mr. Seldom has spent
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the past few months
on a sold-out speaking tour
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across the country, becoming
a household name in the process
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and the face of the ideals
of a generation.
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[Billy] Yeah, they know my name.
That's why they're watching.
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Of course.
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To what would you say
you owe your success?
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Well, I think
it's pretty simple, Leslie.
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Thank you for that
lovely introduction.
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I think what it comes down to
is that people in this country
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and around the world are tired
of being told what to do,
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tired of being shown
the rules of the game
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and when and where
they get to play it.
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They're finally ready
to take their lives
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into their own hands.
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As for why me, which, I think,
is what you were getting at,
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I think that people,
especially young people,
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have a much more sensitive
radar for bull[bleep]
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than you give them credit for.
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I'm always honest with them.
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They respect that, which I think
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this is what this movement
is based off of.
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This is a cable
news program, Billy.
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Oh, come on, you got a bleep guy
back there somewhere.
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Let's make him earn
his [bleep] lunch for once.
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[ Clears throat ]
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Huh?
What if I were to tell you
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that the last time any of you
thought for yourselves,
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I mean really thought
for yourselves...
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was never.
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[ Crowd booing ]
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[ Laughs ]
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I don't know.
I don't know.
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Alright, come on, come on.
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Let's hear it.
Let's hear it.
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Stay with me now.
Hear me out. Hear me out.
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Don't you see the hypocrisy
in your message?
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Where would that be?
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Surely you see the irony
in one man making a fortune
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asking people to listen to him
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tell them to think
for themselves.
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Don't you tell people
how to think?
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-[Leslie] I report the news.
-With a point of view.
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[Leslie]
An objective point of view.
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[ Chuckles ]
Now who's the hypocrite?
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Objectivity is dead.
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You and whoever you work for
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compete for head space
the same way I do.
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The only difference is
I'm honest
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about where I'm coming from.
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I never told anyone
to listen to me.
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All I've done is simply state
what I feel
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is the most effective way
to live a life with purpose.
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[Leslie] And charge
a pretty penny to hear it.
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Well, I didn't invent
the marketplace.
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No, but you did write a book.
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[Billy]
Oh, so you did notice.
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"Burn the Other Cheek."
Provocative title.
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Are you implying that this
movement, as you so call it,
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is representing
some kind of new religion?
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No, I would never get
in the way of someone's faith.
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But what is religion, anyway,
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if not a code of rules
passed down through civilization
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as a means
of establishing control?
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Pray here.
Don't pray there.
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Thou shalt this.
Thou shalt not that.
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I don't really go in
for that kind of thing.
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My message is simple.
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I say think for yourself.
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Do what you want to do
because you want to,
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not your teacher or your father,
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definitely not
your anchor woman.
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Well, and what
about your father?
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[Billy] And here we go.
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You've never
mentioned him before,
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and he's impossible to reach
for a comment.
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Where does he fit into all this?
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[Billy]
I'm done with this shit.
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Billy, these people
want to know about you.
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You said so yourself,
you're always honest.
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So, what do you say
to the people out there
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who are curious about
where Billy Seldom comes from?
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[Billy] I say go fuck
yourself, Leslie.
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I say think for yourselves.
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What are you doing?
What are you doing?
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Fucking prick.
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[Leonardo] [ Italian accent ]
Because, Billy, we have to
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-cross-pollinate with --
-Stop! Stop!
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That is the last interview
I ever give.
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-You got that? Ever!
-Yeah.
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[ Speaking Italian ]
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[ Crowd chanting in distance ]
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-You hear that sound?
-Uh, yes.
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You know why they make
that sound for me?
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Because they love you, Billy.
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No, it's because I sell them
a fucking dream.
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Got that?
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Don't ever saddle me
with reality
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like that again ever, okay?
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[ Speaks Italian ]
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Fuck off me.
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Oh, fuck!
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Okay.
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♪♪
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[ Exhales sharply ]
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[ Chuckles ]
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[ Cheers and applause ]
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♪♪
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What is truth?
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This world
has led us to believe
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it's everything and nothing.
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We've become
our own worst enemy,
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total hypocrites.
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[man] The tragedy unfolding
before our eyes is partly paved
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by misplaced optimism
and the global community.
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Will you turn that off, please?
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[man] ...that have been growing
for decades.
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[ TV shuts off ]
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Great interview today.
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I thought it doesn't air
until tomorrow.
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Well, they released
some teaser footage.
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You fucking killed it.
She was a bitch.
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[Billy]
Yeah, she was a bitch.
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That was quick.
[ Scoffs ]
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How was your day?
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Like every other day.
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The world is ending.
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[Billy]
When is it not ending?
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Is that what you're wearing?
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-Oh, shit.
-You are unbelievable.
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I completely forgot
that was today.
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How is that possible?
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I was a little busy
this afternoon.
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Oh, please, you could
practically sleepwalk
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through those things by now.
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-I mean, you already do.
-What does that mean?
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Billy, I thought we came home
so you could change.
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Babe, I really, really don't
think I can do it tonight.
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Billy, this is a party
to honor you.
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You're literally
the guest of honor.
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-You can't not go.
-Yes, I can.
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I can do whatever I want.
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That is the whole point
of all of this.
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Oh, my God, I'm not talking
about your shows.
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I'm not talking
about your books.
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I'm talking about the real world
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where you actually have to thank
the people who give you money.
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Isn't the fact that I make them
the money thank-you enough?
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Can't I just keep
making them more money?
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I'm not having
this conversation with you
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every single time
we go to dinner.
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Natalie.
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Do you like this life
that we live,
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this house that we live in,
going on tour around the country
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with people running up to you
screaming your name?
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-Yes.
-[Natalie] Yeah, you do.
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Okay, well,
these are the people.
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Is that what you're
fucking wearing?
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We can just order in.
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We will have a drink.
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We can have a drink here.
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Fuck.
Could --
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We don't need them.
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Alright, we got here
without them.
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We don't owe them anything.
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Alright, don't you ever
get tired of it?
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No. You look great.
Let's fucking go.
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[ Chuckles ]
252
00:10:08,042 --> 00:10:09,208
Okay.
253
00:10:12,167 --> 00:10:14,500
So, here's the thing.
254
00:10:14,583 --> 00:10:16,792
My dad is a good guy.
255
00:10:16,875 --> 00:10:19,625
Yeah, he's a good one.
256
00:10:19,708 --> 00:10:23,208
But, shit, he really
had a lot to say.
257
00:10:23,292 --> 00:10:25,458
You know, sometimes when people
try to teach you something,
258
00:10:25,542 --> 00:10:28,250
they shove it all the way
down your throat.
259
00:10:28,333 --> 00:10:32,208
They never give you a chance
to figure it out for yourself.
260
00:10:32,292 --> 00:10:34,583
It's counterintuitive, right?
261
00:10:34,667 --> 00:10:39,542
Well, that's how
the brain works.
262
00:10:39,625 --> 00:10:45,042
You see, Billy,
life is a funny one, ain't it?
263
00:10:47,333 --> 00:10:49,458
You waited here like a good boy,
264
00:10:49,542 --> 00:10:54,167
waiting for me
to tell you what to do next.
265
00:10:54,250 --> 00:10:55,667
That's good.
266
00:10:55,750 --> 00:10:57,875
That means you follow orders.
267
00:10:59,875 --> 00:11:01,708
And really, son,
268
00:11:01,792 --> 00:11:05,500
you got to make life
the way you want it.
269
00:11:05,583 --> 00:11:07,208
Have morals, but people's --
270
00:11:07,292 --> 00:11:11,083
people's going to want you
to follow its ways.
271
00:11:11,167 --> 00:11:12,958
You know?
272
00:11:13,042 --> 00:11:18,125
Go to college, get a job, taxes.
273
00:11:18,208 --> 00:11:22,125
Always got to follow
this damn system.
274
00:11:25,125 --> 00:11:29,625
My best advice to you, son,
Billy boy...
275
00:11:29,708 --> 00:11:34,208
screw all that
and do what you want to do.
276
00:11:34,292 --> 00:11:36,625
I can teach you
right from wrong.
277
00:11:36,708 --> 00:11:41,458
But the rest, it's up to you.
278
00:11:41,542 --> 00:11:45,208
School won't teach you that.
No, no, no, it will not.
279
00:11:45,292 --> 00:11:46,417
Job?
280
00:11:46,500 --> 00:11:49,333
It won't teach you that.
281
00:11:49,417 --> 00:11:53,167
You got to teach yourself
what you want to do.
282
00:11:53,250 --> 00:11:59,000
You know, Billy,
think for yourself.
283
00:11:59,083 --> 00:12:01,167
That's all I can say.
[ Chuckles ]
284
00:12:03,333 --> 00:12:07,458
Now, where is my goddamn cigar?
285
00:12:07,542 --> 00:12:09,792
[ Buttons clicking ]
286
00:12:14,083 --> 00:12:16,583
[ Camera shutter clicks ]
287
00:12:16,667 --> 00:12:18,833
[ Buttons clicking ]
288
00:12:20,958 --> 00:12:22,542
[ Camera shutter clicks ]
289
00:12:22,625 --> 00:12:24,500
[ Glass clinking ]
290
00:12:27,875 --> 00:12:30,667
[Speaks Italian] people.
Put these telephone down.
291
00:12:32,792 --> 00:12:34,750
I said put the phone down.
292
00:12:37,833 --> 00:12:39,958
We're good.
We're good.
293
00:12:40,042 --> 00:12:41,583
[ Sighs ]
No, we're not good.
294
00:12:41,667 --> 00:12:43,875
Thank you, everybody,
for being here tonight.
295
00:12:43,958 --> 00:12:45,458
-[Billy] No one gives a shit.
-We're here to celebrate
296
00:12:45,542 --> 00:12:48,708
our boy Billy
and his great accomplishment.
297
00:12:48,792 --> 00:12:51,667
You're the man, Billy.
298
00:12:51,750 --> 00:12:56,125
Tomorrow is going to be
the first day
299
00:12:56,208 --> 00:12:58,875
of the rest of your life.
300
00:12:58,958 --> 00:13:01,500
These fucking books
will turn into movie.
301
00:13:01,583 --> 00:13:03,333
And who knows
what the fuck else?
302
00:13:03,417 --> 00:13:06,583
You might even be playing
yourself in one of these movies.
303
00:13:06,667 --> 00:13:09,458
I say, Tony Robbins,
kiss my ass.
304
00:13:09,542 --> 00:13:16,125
And, Billy, you did it all with
one simple yet powerful phrase.
305
00:13:16,208 --> 00:13:18,375
Think for yourself.
306
00:13:18,458 --> 00:13:22,667
-Everybody, think for yourself.
-[Billy] Oh, Leo, Leo.
307
00:13:22,750 --> 00:13:25,917
Only thinking and caring
about his bank account
308
00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:27,583
and how much fatter it gets
309
00:13:27,667 --> 00:13:30,375
with whatever I
or any of his clients sell.
310
00:13:30,458 --> 00:13:32,417
No, no, no, no.
You're the man of the hour.
311
00:13:32,500 --> 00:13:34,333
Everybody wants
to hear you talk.
312
00:13:34,417 --> 00:13:36,375
Give us a speech.
313
00:13:36,458 --> 00:13:39,833
[ Laughs ] I could be a
serial killer for all he cares.
314
00:13:39,917 --> 00:13:42,875
No moral code, no nothing.
315
00:13:42,958 --> 00:13:45,542
Only the code of the Benjamins.
316
00:13:45,625 --> 00:13:49,417
Alright, speech for Leo.
317
00:13:49,500 --> 00:13:51,667
Um...
318
00:13:51,750 --> 00:13:53,375
Where do I start?
I've been speaking all day.
319
00:13:53,458 --> 00:13:55,583
So I'm gonna make this quick.
320
00:13:55,667 --> 00:13:57,208
I feel like that's all
I do these days
321
00:13:57,292 --> 00:13:58,958
is just talk, talk, talk, talk.
322
00:13:59,042 --> 00:14:00,708
I'm sure you're all sick of it.
323
00:14:00,792 --> 00:14:04,833
Um, I'd like to say
thank you, Leo.
324
00:14:04,917 --> 00:14:06,542
I don't know if this
is a good thing or not,
325
00:14:06,625 --> 00:14:09,583
but, um, I wouldn't be here
without you.
326
00:14:09,667 --> 00:14:15,667
So thank you,
my hardworking, crazy agent.
327
00:14:15,750 --> 00:14:18,625
[ Chuckles ] I don't think that
this is where I want to be,
328
00:14:18,708 --> 00:14:20,208
but I wouldn't be here
without you.
329
00:14:20,292 --> 00:14:22,417
So thank you for that.
330
00:14:22,500 --> 00:14:24,083
I'd be remiss
if I wouldn't thank
331
00:14:24,167 --> 00:14:26,875
my beautiful girlfriend,
Natalie.
332
00:14:26,958 --> 00:14:29,292
She looks amazing tonight,
guys, right, doesn't she?
333
00:14:29,375 --> 00:14:33,208
-Look at her, miserable.
-You look beautiful.
334
00:14:33,292 --> 00:14:36,875
[ Sighs ]
And, of course,
335
00:14:36,958 --> 00:14:40,833
have to thank
these little guys right here.
336
00:14:40,917 --> 00:14:42,375
All these things.
337
00:14:42,458 --> 00:14:45,792
These little
fucking bastards here.
338
00:14:45,875 --> 00:14:49,333
Where would I be without
these little bastards, huh?
339
00:14:49,417 --> 00:14:51,208
I know where I would be --
I'd probably be back
340
00:14:51,292 --> 00:14:55,042
on some farm or something,
some nobody.
341
00:14:55,125 --> 00:14:57,875
Leo never
would have heard of me.
342
00:14:57,958 --> 00:15:01,250
But they found me,
all these little things.
343
00:15:01,333 --> 00:15:04,208
They brought me into people's
homes and people's screens
344
00:15:04,292 --> 00:15:08,792
and their feeds
and their families.
345
00:15:08,875 --> 00:15:09,958
And they listened.
346
00:15:10,042 --> 00:15:12,042
The crazy thing about it
347
00:15:12,125 --> 00:15:14,583
is as soon as I started telling
people to think for themselves,
348
00:15:14,667 --> 00:15:17,750
they all started
listening to me.
349
00:15:17,833 --> 00:15:20,583
They listened
and they got hooked on it,
350
00:15:20,667 --> 00:15:22,375
just like they get hooked
on everything else,
351
00:15:22,458 --> 00:15:25,667
just like you guys are all
hooked on the screens right now.
352
00:15:25,750 --> 00:15:27,500
I'm speaking,
there's a human being
353
00:15:27,583 --> 00:15:29,333
speaking in front of you
right now.
354
00:15:29,417 --> 00:15:31,750
[ Chuckles ]
Whatever.
355
00:15:31,833 --> 00:15:33,583
I'll be the guy, I guess.
356
00:15:33,667 --> 00:15:35,583
But we're gonna sell a lot
of fucking books,
357
00:15:35,667 --> 00:15:37,708
so cheers, everybody.
358
00:15:37,792 --> 00:15:39,792
Drink for yourselves.
359
00:15:39,875 --> 00:15:41,917
Have a fun time.
Eat up on me.
360
00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:44,667
How's that for
your Insta Stories?
361
00:15:44,750 --> 00:15:47,792
Tired of living
this fucking lie.
362
00:15:47,875 --> 00:15:50,417
Yeah, maybe just
stick to the wine.
363
00:15:52,583 --> 00:15:53,833
What wine?
364
00:15:53,917 --> 00:15:55,417
Do you want me
to ask the waiter?
365
00:15:55,500 --> 00:15:57,625
-No, I'll do it myself.
-[woman] Hey, guys.
366
00:15:57,708 --> 00:15:59,500
We're going live.
367
00:15:59,583 --> 00:16:02,042
[ Beep ]
This is so gonna trend.
368
00:16:02,125 --> 00:16:04,917
[Billy] Is this what
our society has become?
369
00:16:05,000 --> 00:16:08,000
Detached from their brains
and their hearts.
370
00:16:08,083 --> 00:16:09,500
[Leslie] ...like this be
threatened on a global level.
371
00:16:09,583 --> 00:16:10,958
[Billy] Reality.
372
00:16:11,042 --> 00:16:12,708
[Leslie]
...is just unheard of, really.
373
00:16:12,792 --> 00:16:13,917
[man] Look, Leslie,
this is bringing back
374
00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:15,375
a lot of unsettling thoughts.
375
00:16:15,458 --> 00:16:17,708
Chianti, old as hell.
376
00:16:17,792 --> 00:16:20,333
[man] What happened to us could
happen to the entire world.
377
00:16:20,417 --> 00:16:22,375
Well, these are potentially
378
00:16:22,458 --> 00:16:24,333
uncharted territories
we're entering.
379
00:16:24,417 --> 00:16:25,875
Is that funny?
380
00:16:25,958 --> 00:16:27,708
It just hit me.
381
00:16:27,792 --> 00:16:30,292
Wine is the only thing
people like old.
382
00:16:31,917 --> 00:16:34,167
Nothing ages like a grape.
383
00:16:34,250 --> 00:16:37,000
Hmm.
That's true, huh?
384
00:16:41,083 --> 00:16:44,667
I'm glad someone's having fun.
385
00:16:44,750 --> 00:16:47,250
Rough night?
386
00:16:47,333 --> 00:16:49,500
Well, it was a rough morning,
387
00:16:49,583 --> 00:16:51,917
and then it was
a long afternoon,
388
00:16:52,000 --> 00:16:53,875
and then it was a drive
in traffic to a dinner
389
00:16:53,958 --> 00:16:59,292
that I wanted no part of,
and then it was a rough night.
390
00:16:59,375 --> 00:17:00,875
Well, it can't be that bad.
391
00:17:00,958 --> 00:17:04,125
You're drinking
pretty good wine.
392
00:17:04,208 --> 00:17:05,541
Maybe that's the problem.
393
00:17:05,625 --> 00:17:08,583
Maybe I was sad
'cause I was empty.
394
00:17:08,666 --> 00:17:11,375
Maybe you're empty
because you're sad.
395
00:17:11,458 --> 00:17:13,458
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]
396
00:17:15,958 --> 00:17:19,916
I am sad because
this is what passes
397
00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:21,625
for entertainment around here.
398
00:17:21,708 --> 00:17:26,125
God, guy, isn't there,
like, a-a game or something?
399
00:17:26,208 --> 00:17:27,875
You don't watch the news?
400
00:17:27,958 --> 00:17:29,833
[ Scoffs ]
That is not news.
401
00:17:29,917 --> 00:17:31,208
Oh, it's not?
402
00:17:31,292 --> 00:17:34,125
No, that is a dumpster fire
403
00:17:34,208 --> 00:17:37,042
filled with anger porn.
404
00:17:37,125 --> 00:17:39,125
Sounds pretty bad.
405
00:17:39,208 --> 00:17:41,542
That sounds like
a fucking Thursday.
406
00:17:41,625 --> 00:17:43,667
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]
407
00:17:43,750 --> 00:17:45,500
Let me ask you something.
408
00:17:45,583 --> 00:17:49,042
How many times does the same
shit have to keep happening
409
00:17:49,125 --> 00:17:52,583
for people to stop calling it
the new normal?
410
00:17:52,667 --> 00:17:56,958
Huh? If it just keeps happening
over and over and over again,
411
00:17:57,042 --> 00:17:58,917
isn't it just normal?
412
00:17:59,000 --> 00:18:02,333
Well, some people aren't ready
to give up on things as you are.
413
00:18:06,125 --> 00:18:08,375
Are you gonna give up
on that martini?
414
00:18:12,125 --> 00:18:14,625
You know what they say
about martinis.
415
00:18:14,708 --> 00:18:15,958
What's that?
416
00:18:16,042 --> 00:18:18,583
They're like tits.
417
00:18:18,667 --> 00:18:21,083
One's not enough.
Three's too many.
418
00:18:21,167 --> 00:18:23,792
I always thought martinis
were like assholes.
419
00:18:26,333 --> 00:18:30,000
Why?
Because they're dirty?
420
00:18:30,083 --> 00:18:34,625
No, because you can
see right through them.
421
00:18:34,708 --> 00:18:36,708
[ Chuckles ]
422
00:18:39,792 --> 00:18:41,083
I'm Billy.
423
00:18:41,167 --> 00:18:43,667
I know who you are.
I follow you.
424
00:18:43,750 --> 00:18:45,042
So you're the one.
425
00:18:45,125 --> 00:18:47,958
Yeah, looking for
the blue checkmark.
426
00:18:48,042 --> 00:18:50,625
Well, you're different
than I thought you'd be.
427
00:18:50,708 --> 00:18:51,875
Uh-oh.
428
00:18:51,958 --> 00:18:54,167
No, it's not bad.
It's just that
429
00:18:54,250 --> 00:18:56,417
onstage, you're so positive.
430
00:18:59,458 --> 00:19:00,833
You came to see me?
431
00:19:00,917 --> 00:19:04,667
I did, about a year ago
in Green Bay.
432
00:19:04,750 --> 00:19:05,958
Really?
433
00:19:08,750 --> 00:19:15,208
How d-- I mean,
what did I say that helped?
434
00:19:15,292 --> 00:19:22,000
You said, hmm, "In order to win
what hasn't been won,
435
00:19:22,083 --> 00:19:25,417
you have to do
what hasn't been done."
436
00:19:25,500 --> 00:19:28,167
And that really stuck with me.
437
00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:30,167
It changed my life.
438
00:19:30,250 --> 00:19:33,875
And I thought,
if I ever got to meet you,
439
00:19:33,958 --> 00:19:35,917
I would say thank you.
440
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,417
So...
441
00:19:38,500 --> 00:19:39,625
thank you.
442
00:19:41,792 --> 00:19:43,208
You're welcome.
443
00:19:44,958 --> 00:19:46,958
It's all bullshit,
isn't it, though?
444
00:19:47,042 --> 00:19:48,208
[Billy] Yes.
445
00:19:48,292 --> 00:19:49,833
-No. No. No.
-Yes, it is.
446
00:19:49,917 --> 00:19:55,208
This isn't --
This isn't really... me.
447
00:19:55,292 --> 00:19:56,542
Who are you?
448
00:19:59,417 --> 00:20:00,708
I don't know.
449
00:20:00,792 --> 00:20:03,458
Just caught me
on a rough night is all.
450
00:20:03,542 --> 00:20:08,667
Well, can I give you some advice
that someone once told me?
451
00:20:08,750 --> 00:20:09,792
Sure.
452
00:20:11,750 --> 00:20:13,833
Don't throw fuel into the fire.
453
00:20:15,792 --> 00:20:17,542
Think for yourself.
454
00:20:17,625 --> 00:20:24,542
♪♪
455
00:20:24,625 --> 00:20:31,458
♪♪
456
00:20:31,542 --> 00:20:33,667
[ Buttons clicking ]
457
00:20:37,875 --> 00:20:40,333
Fun night.
458
00:20:40,417 --> 00:20:41,833
[Billy] Yeah.
459
00:20:44,667 --> 00:20:46,125
Hey.
460
00:20:46,208 --> 00:20:48,458
Hmm?
461
00:20:48,542 --> 00:20:50,083
I'm not tired.
462
00:20:52,125 --> 00:20:55,542
Okay, well, I'm gonna go,
like, scroll and unwind.
463
00:20:55,625 --> 00:20:57,667
I'll come to bed later.
464
00:20:57,750 --> 00:20:59,500
No, come on, stay.
465
00:20:59,583 --> 00:21:01,625
When are we just gonna
be honest with each other
466
00:21:01,708 --> 00:21:03,833
and end it?
467
00:21:03,917 --> 00:21:07,000
It only continues
because we settled
468
00:21:07,083 --> 00:21:12,458
and normalized this entire
dysfunctional relationship.
469
00:21:12,542 --> 00:21:16,458
Now, Billy, Billy, Billy.
470
00:21:16,542 --> 00:21:22,083
Actually, your mother hated
that I call you Billy.
471
00:21:22,167 --> 00:21:26,125
We did, after all,
name you William.
472
00:21:26,208 --> 00:21:28,708
Yeah, William.
473
00:21:28,792 --> 00:21:33,875
Snooty, snazzy, uppity William.
474
00:21:33,958 --> 00:21:36,750
Nah. Not my son.
475
00:21:36,833 --> 00:21:38,792
You ain't no razzle-dazzle.
476
00:21:42,125 --> 00:21:44,083
[ Coughs ]
477
00:21:44,167 --> 00:21:53,125
♪♪
478
00:21:53,208 --> 00:21:55,708
So Billy suits you better.
479
00:21:55,792 --> 00:21:58,542
I think.
480
00:21:58,625 --> 00:22:01,083
But what the hell do I know?
481
00:22:03,083 --> 00:22:06,208
It's better to know nothing.
482
00:22:06,292 --> 00:22:10,500
If you know too much, Billy,
you become compromised,
483
00:22:10,583 --> 00:22:13,125
compromised of
your surroundings.
484
00:22:14,917 --> 00:22:18,125
Your mind becomes
who you're with.
485
00:22:20,292 --> 00:22:24,333
And the next thing you know
is what they know.
486
00:22:24,417 --> 00:22:25,542
You follow?
487
00:22:27,792 --> 00:22:30,208
I guess where I'm trying
to get is...
488
00:22:32,125 --> 00:22:37,958
...forget everyone
and decide who you are.
489
00:22:38,042 --> 00:22:39,917
What is it that you like?
490
00:22:40,000 --> 00:22:45,250
Not what I like,
but what you like.
491
00:22:45,333 --> 00:22:50,000
What is your purpose
in life, son?
492
00:22:50,083 --> 00:22:52,000
I mean, shit.
493
00:22:52,083 --> 00:22:57,042
Life happens, fast too.
494
00:22:57,125 --> 00:23:01,208
And then all of
the sudden, poof.
495
00:23:01,292 --> 00:23:04,375
You forget your purpose.
496
00:23:04,458 --> 00:23:07,917
You got to find it on your own.
497
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:14,958
♪♪
498
00:23:15,042 --> 00:23:19,917
Shit, some people
never find their purpose.
499
00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:21,625
Some?
500
00:23:21,708 --> 00:23:23,500
I mean most.
501
00:23:25,333 --> 00:23:27,167
Hear me out.
502
00:23:29,458 --> 00:23:31,875
How many of you went to college
503
00:23:31,958 --> 00:23:34,708
with a major that matches
your job right now?
504
00:23:34,792 --> 00:23:37,583
[ Scattered applause ]
505
00:23:37,667 --> 00:23:39,750
Okay.
506
00:23:39,833 --> 00:23:41,667
Alright, couple. Nice.
507
00:23:41,750 --> 00:23:44,667
College-educated crowd.
I like it.
508
00:23:44,750 --> 00:23:47,917
Now, how many of you
with your hands raised,
509
00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:50,083
how many of you feel
that what you're doing,
510
00:23:50,167 --> 00:23:55,125
your current career,
is your destiny in life?
511
00:23:55,208 --> 00:23:56,958
What you are doing right now,
512
00:23:57,042 --> 00:24:01,083
everything that led up to it,
was it what you wanted?
513
00:24:01,167 --> 00:24:03,958
Was it?
Was it your calling?
514
00:24:05,833 --> 00:24:09,083
I see two hands.
[ Laughs ]
515
00:24:09,167 --> 00:24:12,625
Oh, man.
Folks, folks, folks, listen.
516
00:24:12,708 --> 00:24:16,375
We have fallen into patterns.
517
00:24:16,458 --> 00:24:18,833
Patterns of what, you might ask.
518
00:24:18,917 --> 00:24:22,292
Well, patterns.
519
00:24:22,375 --> 00:24:25,125
Following.
520
00:24:25,208 --> 00:24:27,333
Patterns of following
your friends.
521
00:24:27,417 --> 00:24:30,500
Like. Like. Like.
522
00:24:30,583 --> 00:24:33,375
Like, like, like,
like, like, like.
523
00:24:33,458 --> 00:24:36,667
Patterns of what
our parents want.
524
00:24:36,750 --> 00:24:38,792
Patterns of what
our parents don't want.
525
00:24:38,875 --> 00:24:42,375
That's even worse, right?
526
00:24:42,458 --> 00:24:47,125
Patterns of what the media
tells us is the thing right now.
527
00:24:47,208 --> 00:24:49,958
Do it, do it, do it.
528
00:24:50,042 --> 00:24:55,458
We've all but forgotten
who we are.
529
00:24:55,542 --> 00:24:57,542
Who I am.
530
00:24:57,625 --> 00:25:01,208
Who you are.
531
00:25:01,292 --> 00:25:02,917
Who are you?
532
00:25:04,333 --> 00:25:07,208
Got to ask yourselves.
533
00:25:07,292 --> 00:25:11,500
When was the last time
you did what you wanted to do?
534
00:25:11,583 --> 00:25:14,542
When was the last time you went
where you really wanted to go?
535
00:25:14,625 --> 00:25:16,708
When was the last time
you said what you wanted to say?
536
00:25:16,792 --> 00:25:18,542
When was the last time
you didn't do something
537
00:25:18,625 --> 00:25:20,292
you didn't want to do?
538
00:25:20,375 --> 00:25:22,375
When was the last time
you said no?
539
00:25:22,458 --> 00:25:26,083
Jesus, I can say no?
I'm allowed to do that?
540
00:25:26,167 --> 00:25:28,708
Yeah.
541
00:25:28,792 --> 00:25:30,458
You got to ask yourselves.
542
00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:38,042
When was the last time
543
00:25:38,125 --> 00:25:43,583
that you... or you...
544
00:25:43,667 --> 00:25:46,042
or you...
545
00:25:46,125 --> 00:25:50,542
genuinely thought for yourself?
546
00:25:50,625 --> 00:25:55,958
Without hesitations,
without any interruptions,
547
00:25:56,083 --> 00:26:00,000
without hesitations,
without influences.
548
00:26:00,083 --> 00:26:01,792
[ Laughs ]
549
00:26:01,875 --> 00:26:03,792
That's a tough one, folks.
550
00:26:03,875 --> 00:26:06,250
That's a tough one.
551
00:26:06,333 --> 00:26:09,958
In-flu-ences!
552
00:26:10,042 --> 00:26:11,750
Influences.
553
00:26:14,458 --> 00:26:18,292
We should all have role models.
We should all have North Stars.
554
00:26:18,375 --> 00:26:21,458
We should have
healthy influences.
555
00:26:23,833 --> 00:26:26,333
But at what cost?
556
00:26:26,417 --> 00:26:28,292
Huh?
557
00:26:28,375 --> 00:26:30,583
What's good for you?
Is it good for me?
558
00:26:30,667 --> 00:26:34,042
I don't know.
I don't know.
559
00:26:34,125 --> 00:26:36,333
Might not be.
560
00:26:36,417 --> 00:26:38,667
The key...
561
00:26:38,750 --> 00:26:43,083
to thinking for yourselves.
562
00:26:43,167 --> 00:26:45,000
Three words.
563
00:26:45,083 --> 00:26:46,542
One phrase.
564
00:26:46,625 --> 00:26:48,500
[ Scattered applause ]
Yeah, that's right.
565
00:26:48,583 --> 00:26:50,000
A lot of you know
where I'm going with this.
566
00:26:50,083 --> 00:26:52,000
It's the first page
in your booklet.
567
00:26:52,083 --> 00:26:53,458
Three big letters.
Let's hear it.
568
00:26:53,542 --> 00:26:54,833
Everybody, on your feet.
569
00:26:54,917 --> 00:26:57,083
Everybody, say it
with me on three.
570
00:26:57,167 --> 00:26:58,792
One, two, three.
571
00:26:58,875 --> 00:27:02,000
[all] Clear the slate.
572
00:27:02,083 --> 00:27:05,125
Turn the page!
Let's go!
573
00:27:05,208 --> 00:27:12,417
♪♪
574
00:27:12,500 --> 00:27:19,833
♪♪
575
00:27:59,292 --> 00:28:00,833
[ Cellphone chimes ]
576
00:28:00,917 --> 00:28:09,333
♪♪
577
00:28:09,417 --> 00:28:17,750
♪♪
578
00:28:17,833 --> 00:28:26,208
♪♪
579
00:28:26,292 --> 00:28:34,625
♪♪
580
00:28:34,708 --> 00:28:36,917
[ Buttons clicking ]
581
00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:44,125
♪♪
582
00:28:44,208 --> 00:28:46,458
Programming,
ladies and gentlemen.
583
00:28:46,542 --> 00:28:49,000
Let's talk about programming.
584
00:28:49,083 --> 00:28:50,917
Where do we start with that one?
585
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:56,958
Programming is the enemy
of thinking for yourself.
586
00:28:57,042 --> 00:28:58,417
It happens to all of us.
587
00:28:58,500 --> 00:29:00,625
It happens from the second
you're born.
588
00:29:00,708 --> 00:29:02,667
You've been programmed.
589
00:29:02,750 --> 00:29:04,500
You've been programmed.
590
00:29:04,583 --> 00:29:06,792
You've been programmed.
591
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:12,250
You've been programmed.
592
00:29:12,333 --> 00:29:14,292
You've definitely
been programmed.
593
00:29:14,375 --> 00:29:15,625
[ Laughs ]
594
00:29:15,708 --> 00:29:17,458
[ Cheers and applause ]
595
00:29:17,542 --> 00:29:20,292
Why are you laughing, lady?
You've been programmed, too.
596
00:29:20,375 --> 00:29:22,417
All of us.
597
00:29:22,500 --> 00:29:25,583
Programmed to want...
598
00:29:25,667 --> 00:29:27,958
what they tell you to want.
599
00:29:28,042 --> 00:29:32,333
Big house, rich job.
600
00:29:32,417 --> 00:29:34,500
You want makeup
that celebrity likes?
601
00:29:34,583 --> 00:29:36,375
No, no, no.
I-I-I need it.
602
00:29:36,458 --> 00:29:38,000
Because if I don't have
the same concealer
603
00:29:38,083 --> 00:29:40,458
that that celebrity does,
I might as well be dead
604
00:29:40,542 --> 00:29:42,958
at the side of the road.
605
00:29:43,042 --> 00:29:47,125
Programmed to feel
how they want us to feel.
606
00:29:47,208 --> 00:29:49,458
He said what?
607
00:29:49,542 --> 00:29:52,625
What a monster.
608
00:29:52,708 --> 00:29:54,792
She did what?
What a bitch.
609
00:29:54,875 --> 00:29:57,042
Fuck her.
610
00:29:57,125 --> 00:29:59,583
Let's bury her
for the rest of her life
611
00:29:59,667 --> 00:30:03,542
in shame and ridicule
and accusations.
612
00:30:03,625 --> 00:30:08,958
We think that this program
is given to us to make us happy,
613
00:30:09,042 --> 00:30:12,333
make us feel all warm
and cuddly.
614
00:30:12,417 --> 00:30:14,292
But it's not.
615
00:30:16,083 --> 00:30:20,083
No, it's given to you
to control you.
616
00:30:21,750 --> 00:30:26,333
It's given to you to turn
you all against each other.
617
00:30:26,417 --> 00:30:28,583
What we need to do...
618
00:30:30,208 --> 00:30:33,875
...is tear that program down,
619
00:30:33,958 --> 00:30:36,292
break it apart
brick by brick by brick.
620
00:30:36,375 --> 00:30:38,458
[ Applause ]
621
00:30:38,542 --> 00:30:39,583
You guys with me?
622
00:30:39,667 --> 00:30:41,125
[ Cheers and applause ]
623
00:30:41,208 --> 00:30:42,375
Good.
624
00:30:45,250 --> 00:30:47,917
Now repeat after me.
625
00:30:48,042 --> 00:30:50,083
[Billy's dad]
Repeat after me, Billy.
626
00:30:50,167 --> 00:30:52,792
[both] Tootin', snootin',
loop-a-loop hoop.
627
00:30:52,875 --> 00:30:55,875
Don't fall for all that hoot.
628
00:30:55,958 --> 00:30:57,083
[ Chuckles ]
629
00:30:59,167 --> 00:31:01,792
Gotcha.
You ain't repeating that.
630
00:31:05,958 --> 00:31:07,417
As a matter of fact,
631
00:31:07,500 --> 00:31:11,167
don't be repeating anything
from anything.
632
00:31:11,250 --> 00:31:15,458
You get lost more and more
from all what you have in here.
633
00:31:15,542 --> 00:31:20,792
♪♪
634
00:31:20,875 --> 00:31:24,792
All those damn sing-alongs
you learned in school.
635
00:31:24,875 --> 00:31:27,417
Shit, you'd just repeat
636
00:31:27,500 --> 00:31:31,250
and didn't even know
what you were singing.
637
00:31:31,333 --> 00:31:33,083
Hell, next thing you know,
638
00:31:33,167 --> 00:31:35,458
they'll tell you to jump off
the goddamn London Bridge,
639
00:31:35,542 --> 00:31:38,667
and you'll do it,
just 'cause they said so.
640
00:31:43,500 --> 00:31:46,417
Now, be a good boy
and go get me another cigar.
641
00:31:46,500 --> 00:31:51,542
♪♪
642
00:31:51,625 --> 00:31:56,667
♪♪
643
00:31:56,750 --> 00:31:59,667
Hey, guys.
644
00:31:59,750 --> 00:32:01,875
Just watching the sun come up.
645
00:32:04,833 --> 00:32:07,375
Sometimes there's just
nothing to say, you know?
646
00:32:09,542 --> 00:32:12,708
Isn't it beautiful?
647
00:32:12,792 --> 00:32:15,583
[Billy's dad] Tootin', snootin'
loop-a-loop hoop.
648
00:32:15,667 --> 00:32:18,000
Don't fall for all that hoot.
649
00:32:18,083 --> 00:32:19,500
[ Laughs ]
650
00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:25,333
[woman] To help us better
understand the situation,
651
00:32:25,417 --> 00:32:27,625
we turn to Secretary Glass.
652
00:32:27,708 --> 00:32:30,542
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]
653
00:32:30,625 --> 00:32:33,292
You feeling okay?
654
00:32:33,375 --> 00:32:34,958
Yeah. Why?
655
00:32:35,042 --> 00:32:39,375
Nothing, just weird Live.
656
00:32:39,458 --> 00:32:41,167
What's weird about the sunrise?
657
00:32:41,250 --> 00:32:43,500
Nothing's weird about a sunrise.
658
00:32:43,583 --> 00:32:46,333
You were, like, crying over it.
And also, "Hey, guys"?
659
00:32:46,417 --> 00:32:49,167
Like, did you forget how
the Internet works or something?
660
00:32:49,250 --> 00:32:50,875
Oh, shit.
661
00:32:50,958 --> 00:32:53,500
You can't just misgender
50% of your followers, Billy.
662
00:32:53,583 --> 00:32:55,625
-They'll get you for that.
-Shit.
663
00:32:55,708 --> 00:32:57,125
[woman]
...head of the UN Council
664
00:32:57,208 --> 00:32:59,000
who's here on the front lines
665
00:32:59,083 --> 00:33:01,708
of America's response
to such an unbelievable horror.
666
00:33:01,792 --> 00:33:03,667
Secretary Glass, good morning.
667
00:33:03,750 --> 00:33:06,917
Good to have you
during this dark, dark time.
668
00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:09,167
Is this really what you put on
in the morning?
669
00:33:09,250 --> 00:33:13,167
Well, you see what's happening?
I can't take my eyes off of it.
670
00:33:13,250 --> 00:33:15,500
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]
671
00:33:15,583 --> 00:33:18,250
I can't even.
[ Cellphone buzzing ]
672
00:33:21,042 --> 00:33:24,458
-Who is it?
-It's Leonardo. Hey.
673
00:33:24,542 --> 00:33:27,042
-What the fuck, Billy?
-Jesus.
674
00:33:27,125 --> 00:33:29,000
[Leonardo] "Sometimes
there's nothing to say"?
675
00:33:29,083 --> 00:33:31,750
These people are paying you
a fucking fortune to say things.
676
00:33:31,833 --> 00:33:33,958
That's exactly
why they're paying you.
677
00:33:34,042 --> 00:33:36,875
I already received three
phone calls from the publisher.
678
00:33:36,958 --> 00:33:39,500
Okay, I get it.
679
00:33:39,583 --> 00:33:41,167
What is it that you get, Billy?
680
00:33:41,250 --> 00:33:42,917
What do you get?
What do we do now?
681
00:33:43,000 --> 00:33:44,458
I'm not gonna say it.
682
00:33:44,542 --> 00:33:46,042
Oh, yes, you are.
683
00:33:46,125 --> 00:33:48,042
I'm not gonna hang up
this phone until you say.
684
00:33:48,125 --> 00:33:50,500
What do we do?
685
00:33:50,583 --> 00:33:52,333
We give them what they want.
686
00:33:52,417 --> 00:33:55,292
What they want. Exactly.
Thank you, Billy.
687
00:33:55,375 --> 00:33:57,875
When are we meeting
about the book deal?
688
00:33:57,958 --> 00:34:01,958
Um, the -- the meeting
is pushed.
689
00:34:02,042 --> 00:34:03,375
What?
690
00:34:03,458 --> 00:34:05,042
[Leonardo] I don't know.
691
00:34:05,125 --> 00:34:07,500
It was something about
troops moving in.
692
00:34:07,583 --> 00:34:09,875
They had to reschedule.
693
00:34:09,958 --> 00:34:12,375
But this is exactly
what I'm saying, Billy.
694
00:34:12,458 --> 00:34:14,042
Let's don't give them
any opportunity
695
00:34:14,125 --> 00:34:15,833
to go cold feet on us,
696
00:34:15,917 --> 00:34:18,333
not until we sign
on the dotted line.
697
00:34:18,417 --> 00:34:20,125
Okay. I hear you.
698
00:34:20,208 --> 00:34:22,042
[Leonardo] Oh, good.
699
00:34:22,125 --> 00:34:25,875
But what is it
about this misgender?
700
00:34:25,958 --> 00:34:28,000
[man] ...of proportions
we can't even imagine.
701
00:34:28,083 --> 00:34:32,625
The death toll
is now rising to 190,000.
702
00:34:32,708 --> 00:34:34,125
No meeting?
703
00:34:34,208 --> 00:34:36,292
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]
704
00:34:36,375 --> 00:34:38,875
It's rescheduled.
705
00:34:38,958 --> 00:34:40,625
Hmm.
706
00:34:40,708 --> 00:34:42,333
What's "Mm"?
707
00:34:42,417 --> 00:34:45,458
-I just told you that was weird.
-It's not what it's ab--
708
00:34:45,542 --> 00:34:48,500
It's about troop movement
or some--
709
00:34:48,583 --> 00:34:50,458
I don't -- It's not --
They don't care about that.
710
00:34:50,542 --> 00:34:53,667
Don't be stupid, Billy.
Everyone cares about everything.
711
00:34:57,125 --> 00:34:58,542
Come here.
712
00:34:58,625 --> 00:35:02,042
[Billy]
No, they don't love me.
713
00:35:02,125 --> 00:35:04,875
No one even knows
what that is.
714
00:35:04,958 --> 00:35:08,375
[ Buttons clicking ]
715
00:35:08,458 --> 00:35:10,083
It'll happen, okay?
716
00:35:10,167 --> 00:35:12,042
Don't worry.
They all love you.
717
00:35:12,125 --> 00:35:15,667
Just go back to doing
what you're best at.
718
00:35:15,750 --> 00:35:17,542
Which is what?
719
00:35:17,625 --> 00:35:19,917
Making their hearts race.
720
00:35:22,375 --> 00:35:25,125
I was just trying to
give them something honest.
721
00:35:25,208 --> 00:35:27,667
When do you care
about doing that?
722
00:35:31,042 --> 00:35:32,750
[ Chuckles ]
723
00:35:36,208 --> 00:35:40,208
Okay. I mean, I was just
trying to comfort you.
724
00:35:40,292 --> 00:35:42,500
[ Billy humming ]
725
00:35:42,583 --> 00:35:47,083
♪♪
726
00:35:47,167 --> 00:35:53,625
♪ Why does the sun
go on shining ♪
727
00:35:53,708 --> 00:36:00,417
♪ Why does the sea
rush to shore ♪
728
00:36:00,500 --> 00:36:03,458
♪ Don't they know ♪
729
00:36:03,542 --> 00:36:07,042
♪ It's the end of the world ♪
730
00:36:07,125 --> 00:36:14,000
♪ 'Cause you don't
love me anymore ♪
731
00:36:14,083 --> 00:36:16,875
♪ Why do the birds ♪
732
00:36:16,958 --> 00:36:19,333
Oh, so you're just gonna
fucking ignore me now?
733
00:36:19,417 --> 00:36:21,958
Is that what we're doing?
Shut the fuck up.
734
00:36:25,917 --> 00:36:28,250
You could enjoy this
a little less.
735
00:36:28,333 --> 00:36:29,833
What are you talking about?
736
00:36:29,917 --> 00:36:32,042
I'm trying to tell you
that something is wrong,
737
00:36:32,125 --> 00:36:33,625
that something feels wrong.
738
00:36:33,708 --> 00:36:35,458
And you have this fucking grin
on your face.
739
00:36:35,542 --> 00:36:37,375
It's like you're relieved.
740
00:36:37,458 --> 00:36:38,500
What? I'm --
741
00:36:38,583 --> 00:36:40,083
What?
742
00:36:40,167 --> 00:36:41,708
Patting me on the back
while you're texting?
743
00:36:41,792 --> 00:36:43,167
You think that's supposed
to make me feel better?
744
00:36:43,250 --> 00:36:44,583
I'm just trying to
fucking comfort you.
745
00:36:44,667 --> 00:36:46,208
-[Billy] What?
-I don't know, Billy.
746
00:36:46,292 --> 00:36:48,042
Comfort me by telling me
I'm a professional liar.
747
00:36:48,125 --> 00:36:49,625
-That's supposed --
-[Natalie] I didn't say that.
748
00:36:49,708 --> 00:36:51,125
I didn't even fucking say that.
749
00:36:51,208 --> 00:36:53,000
[Billy]
Cut the shit, Natalie.
750
00:36:53,083 --> 00:36:55,333
Okay, I saw what you were doing.
You're --
751
00:36:55,417 --> 00:37:01,208
I'm try-- I'm trying
to accomplish something here.
752
00:37:01,292 --> 00:37:03,458
I'm trying to get off
of people's phones.
753
00:37:03,542 --> 00:37:05,458
A book deal gets us
to that next level,
754
00:37:05,542 --> 00:37:07,000
and you can't even look at me
755
00:37:07,083 --> 00:37:09,042
while we're fucking
talking to each other.
756
00:37:09,125 --> 00:37:10,625
It's like I'm interrupting you
or something.
757
00:37:10,708 --> 00:37:12,292
So I'm sorry for bothering you
758
00:37:12,375 --> 00:37:14,917
and interfering with the
stimulating fucking conversation
759
00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:16,833
you were just having.
-[Natalie] Oh, fuck you, Billy.
760
00:37:16,917 --> 00:37:18,833
Figuring out how to split
the fucking atom, I'm sure.
761
00:37:18,917 --> 00:37:20,625
Where the fuck
did this even come from?
762
00:37:20,708 --> 00:37:22,625
All I've ever done
is try to support your ass.
763
00:37:22,708 --> 00:37:24,333
-You support me?
-[Natalie] Okay?
764
00:37:24,417 --> 00:37:26,542
You support me as long
as there's a dinner to go to
765
00:37:26,625 --> 00:37:28,333
or some celebrity to meet.
766
00:37:28,417 --> 00:37:30,208
And then what do you do
when I introduce you to them?
767
00:37:30,292 --> 00:37:33,250
You fucking get drunk and fucked
up, make a fool out of yourself,
768
00:37:33,333 --> 00:37:35,750
and you burn every fucking
bridge I try to set up for you.
769
00:37:35,833 --> 00:37:38,292
Well, I am so sorry
we're not all as gifted
770
00:37:38,375 --> 00:37:39,792
at bullshitting as you.
771
00:37:39,875 --> 00:37:41,333
Fuck right you're not
as gifted as I am,
772
00:37:41,417 --> 00:37:43,000
'cause if you were,
you'd be better at hiding
773
00:37:43,083 --> 00:37:46,292
the fact that you like
when I get bad news.
774
00:37:46,375 --> 00:37:48,333
It makes you feel fucking equal.
775
00:37:48,417 --> 00:37:51,000
Oh. God forbid I feel
equal to you, Billy.
776
00:37:51,083 --> 00:37:52,583
That's not what I fucking meant.
777
00:37:52,667 --> 00:37:54,958
God forbid, the great
fucking Billy Seldom,
778
00:37:55,042 --> 00:37:57,375
who has sunrise meltdowns.
779
00:37:57,458 --> 00:37:58,750
How could I ever compete?
780
00:37:58,833 --> 00:38:00,750
I'm not trying
to compete with you.
781
00:38:00,833 --> 00:38:02,875
I'm trying to share
this shit with you.
782
00:38:02,958 --> 00:38:04,833
The good stuff
and the bad stuff together.
783
00:38:04,917 --> 00:38:06,500
Well, that's what
I'm trying to do, too.
784
00:38:06,583 --> 00:38:07,875
That's what you're trying --
You don't even share
785
00:38:07,958 --> 00:38:10,417
the same bed with me
anymore, Natalie.
786
00:38:10,500 --> 00:38:12,792
How long has that been, huh?
A couple weeks, some months?
787
00:38:12,875 --> 00:38:14,542
That sound like a healthy
relationship to you?
788
00:38:14,625 --> 00:38:17,375
Where the fuck did this
come from, Billy, honestly?
789
00:38:17,458 --> 00:38:20,250
-Oh, my God.
-I'm not...
790
00:38:20,333 --> 00:38:21,583
happy.
791
00:38:21,667 --> 00:38:27,167
♪♪
792
00:38:27,250 --> 00:38:29,750
You think I'm happy?
793
00:38:31,500 --> 00:38:33,792
Who's happy, Billy?
794
00:38:33,875 --> 00:38:36,500
You think anyone's happy?
795
00:38:36,583 --> 00:38:40,708
Listening to you scream the same
fucking bullshit every weekend,
796
00:38:40,792 --> 00:38:43,083
all year long.
797
00:38:43,167 --> 00:38:46,917
The only difference is, I'm not
fucking whining about it
798
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:49,500
and putting everything
that we've been working for
799
00:38:49,583 --> 00:38:51,708
-in jeopardy.
-That we've been working for?
800
00:38:51,792 --> 00:38:53,083
Yeah, fuck right that
we've worked for.
801
00:38:53,167 --> 00:38:54,625
-The fuck?
-[Billy] "We've"?
802
00:38:54,708 --> 00:38:56,083
You wouldn't fucking
be here without me, yeah.
803
00:38:56,167 --> 00:38:57,875
Without my constant push
and my support
804
00:38:57,958 --> 00:38:59,542
and posting and reposting
your shit.
805
00:38:59,625 --> 00:39:01,167
Please.
I am the only --
806
00:39:01,250 --> 00:39:03,208
You're the on--
You're the only what?
807
00:39:03,292 --> 00:39:05,125
Please give me that.
I need that. Only what?
808
00:39:05,208 --> 00:39:08,542
Billy, no one knew who the fuck
you were before me.
809
00:39:08,625 --> 00:39:11,625
No one knew who you were.
How many followers did you have?
810
00:39:11,708 --> 00:39:13,958
How many?
A few thousand?
811
00:39:14,042 --> 00:39:15,542
A few thousand, right?
812
00:39:15,625 --> 00:39:16,917
You think people
actually give a shit
813
00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:18,833
about what you have
to say, Billy?
814
00:39:18,917 --> 00:39:21,917
They show up because they think
that I am the end result.
815
00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:24,875
They show up because they think
that if they walk like you
816
00:39:24,958 --> 00:39:27,042
and talk like you and wear
fucking turtlenecks like you,
817
00:39:27,125 --> 00:39:28,708
then they will end up with me.
818
00:39:28,792 --> 00:39:31,042
I am the reason why you exist.
819
00:39:31,125 --> 00:39:34,583
So let's fucking drop this shit,
like, all of it, honestly.
820
00:39:34,667 --> 00:39:36,917
And let's fuck or E
or something.
821
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:38,958
God damn, keep doing
what the fuck we've been doing,
822
00:39:39,042 --> 00:39:41,167
because it's been working.
823
00:39:41,250 --> 00:39:43,000
How about Thai?
824
00:39:47,458 --> 00:39:49,542
It's not.
825
00:39:49,625 --> 00:39:51,875
[Natalie] Italian?
826
00:39:51,958 --> 00:39:55,708
No, it's not working anymore.
827
00:39:58,292 --> 00:40:00,208
You should go.
828
00:40:00,292 --> 00:40:01,458
Oh, shut up, Billy.
829
00:40:01,542 --> 00:40:03,125
No, I'm serious.
830
00:40:05,083 --> 00:40:06,458
Maybe you're right.
Maybe --
831
00:40:06,542 --> 00:40:09,875
Maybe the world does
revolve around you
832
00:40:09,958 --> 00:40:11,583
or people like you.
833
00:40:13,583 --> 00:40:16,417
But we're supposed to
revolve around each other.
834
00:40:18,792 --> 00:40:20,500
And we don't.
835
00:40:23,167 --> 00:40:24,583
It's my fault
because I don't know
836
00:40:24,667 --> 00:40:27,125
what the fuck I'm doing anymore.
837
00:40:27,208 --> 00:40:30,583
Like, you act like -- like
these things revolve around you
838
00:40:30,667 --> 00:40:33,333
because they should.
839
00:40:33,417 --> 00:40:36,375
Like it's some burden
840
00:40:36,458 --> 00:40:38,458
that you have to carry around.
841
00:40:40,417 --> 00:40:42,708
But it's not, Natalie.
It's just narcissism.
842
00:40:42,792 --> 00:40:46,917
And it's fucking boring,
and I don't want it anymore.
843
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:54,292
♪♪
844
00:40:54,375 --> 00:40:58,417
If I go, I'm gonna win.
845
00:40:58,500 --> 00:40:59,500
You know?
846
00:41:02,542 --> 00:41:03,833
I'm sure you will.
847
00:41:03,917 --> 00:41:06,542
Fucking destroy you
online, so...
848
00:41:08,750 --> 00:41:10,417
Do what you have to do.
849
00:41:10,500 --> 00:41:16,208
♪♪
850
00:41:16,292 --> 00:41:17,833
You know what?
851
00:41:17,917 --> 00:41:20,833
No, actually, no.
Fuck you.
852
00:41:20,917 --> 00:41:23,292
You get out.
I'm staying.
853
00:41:23,375 --> 00:41:25,500
-This is my place.
-It's my bed.
854
00:41:25,583 --> 00:41:26,958
No shit.
855
00:41:27,042 --> 00:41:32,333
♪♪
856
00:41:32,417 --> 00:41:33,875
You're really not gonna go?
857
00:41:33,958 --> 00:41:34,917
[Natalie] No.
858
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:36,458
[ Billy chuckles ]
859
00:41:36,542 --> 00:41:39,125
Okay.
860
00:41:39,208 --> 00:41:40,583
Don't be here when I get back.
[ Door opens ]
861
00:41:40,667 --> 00:41:42,250
Yeah, go thank for
your fucking self.
862
00:41:42,333 --> 00:41:44,375
[ Door closes ]
Asshole.
863
00:41:47,667 --> 00:41:50,167
Narratives.
864
00:41:50,250 --> 00:41:52,250
You're gonna deprogram,
865
00:41:52,333 --> 00:41:55,042
you're gonna clear your slate,
866
00:41:55,125 --> 00:41:57,833
you got to know your story.
867
00:41:57,917 --> 00:41:59,958
What story are you in?
868
00:42:00,042 --> 00:42:02,667
What's the narrative
that you tell yourselves
869
00:42:02,750 --> 00:42:03,917
when you wake up in the morning?
870
00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:06,542
We all do it.
871
00:42:06,625 --> 00:42:10,833
Based off songs we hear,
you know, movies we see.
872
00:42:10,917 --> 00:42:13,958
We've all seen Disney, right?
873
00:42:14,042 --> 00:42:17,042
The prince saves the princess.
874
00:42:17,125 --> 00:42:20,625
Two dogs make out
over a piece of spaghetti.
875
00:42:20,708 --> 00:42:22,583
Happy ever after.
That's a good one.
876
00:42:22,667 --> 00:42:24,375
Everyone loves that.
877
00:42:26,250 --> 00:42:30,167
Don't put all your eggs
in one basket.
878
00:42:30,250 --> 00:42:35,833
Slow and steady wins the race.
879
00:42:35,917 --> 00:42:39,542
They never tell us
how these stories end.
880
00:42:39,625 --> 00:42:41,792
The tortoise and the hare
go out to the bar after.
881
00:42:41,875 --> 00:42:44,792
And spoiler alert,
the hare still gets the girl.
882
00:42:44,875 --> 00:42:49,125
[ Chuckles ] Why do you
think he's so tired?
883
00:42:49,208 --> 00:42:53,917
We cling to these Hollywood
endings, these fantasies.
884
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:57,083
We get our expectations
way up here.
885
00:42:59,167 --> 00:43:02,583
What happens when
we don't make them?
886
00:43:02,667 --> 00:43:06,125
There are entire industries
devoted to what happens
887
00:43:06,208 --> 00:43:08,208
when we don't make them.
888
00:43:08,292 --> 00:43:10,458
Pharmaceutical industry.
889
00:43:10,542 --> 00:43:12,750
Therapy industry.
890
00:43:12,833 --> 00:43:14,417
Anyone in here
a child of divorce?
891
00:43:14,500 --> 00:43:15,583
[ Cheers and applause ]
892
00:43:15,667 --> 00:43:17,958
Yeah, a lot of you.
893
00:43:18,042 --> 00:43:21,542
You can't trust anyone, right?
Least of all yourselves.
894
00:43:21,625 --> 00:43:23,917
See a therapist.
895
00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:25,250
Take a pill.
896
00:43:27,125 --> 00:43:32,500
You know, people call us
Millennials, call us Gen Z.
897
00:43:32,583 --> 00:43:33,833
Those are the ones
in the audience
898
00:43:33,917 --> 00:43:35,583
whose balls haven't dropped yet.
899
00:43:35,667 --> 00:43:37,208
[ Laughter ]
900
00:43:37,292 --> 00:43:41,000
I call us
the blanket generation.
901
00:43:41,083 --> 00:43:43,333
Because we can't do anything
902
00:43:43,417 --> 00:43:46,083
without needing
to medicate afterwards,
903
00:43:46,167 --> 00:43:49,833
without needing to roll up in
a blanket, find our safe place.
904
00:43:51,875 --> 00:43:55,000
Why didn't you get your job?
"'Cause I was triggered."
905
00:43:55,083 --> 00:43:57,458
And then what happened?
"My therapist told me --"
906
00:43:57,542 --> 00:44:01,125
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
I'm sick of it.
907
00:44:01,208 --> 00:44:03,292
And I'm not saying
it's bad to seek help.
908
00:44:03,375 --> 00:44:05,417
I'm not saying that trauma
doesn't happen.
909
00:44:05,500 --> 00:44:08,792
Trauma happens to all of us.
910
00:44:08,875 --> 00:44:11,333
Some of us when we're young,
911
00:44:11,417 --> 00:44:14,417
before we even have any tools
to defend ourselves.
912
00:44:16,125 --> 00:44:20,250
But someone out there
is eating your lunch.
913
00:44:20,333 --> 00:44:21,750
Someone's getting that job.
914
00:44:21,833 --> 00:44:24,292
Someone's fucking that girl
or that guy.
915
00:44:24,375 --> 00:44:27,333
Someone's making that money.
Someone's winning that game.
916
00:44:27,417 --> 00:44:31,958
And all you guys care about is
having an understandable excuse.
917
00:44:35,708 --> 00:44:38,500
Does anyone out here
know the difference
918
00:44:38,583 --> 00:44:41,917
between genius and talent?
919
00:44:42,000 --> 00:44:43,583
Anyone?
920
00:44:45,750 --> 00:44:52,458
Talent is being great
at established things.
921
00:44:52,542 --> 00:44:56,542
She plays Mozart beautifully.
922
00:44:56,625 --> 00:44:59,250
He's lights out
from behind the line.
923
00:44:59,333 --> 00:45:01,875
He knows pi to 600 digits.
924
00:45:01,958 --> 00:45:04,625
That's talent.
925
00:45:04,708 --> 00:45:07,708
But genius...
926
00:45:07,792 --> 00:45:10,958
is finding something
that no one on earth
927
00:45:11,042 --> 00:45:14,083
has ever seen before...
928
00:45:14,167 --> 00:45:17,458
and creating it from nothing.
929
00:45:19,250 --> 00:45:23,750
Steve Jobs turned your computer
into a camera.
930
00:45:23,875 --> 00:45:25,750
Isaac Newton got hit
in the head with the apple.
931
00:45:25,833 --> 00:45:28,375
He invented calculus.
932
00:45:28,458 --> 00:45:31,583
That's genius.
933
00:45:31,667 --> 00:45:37,417
And everyone in this room
is a genius at something,
934
00:45:37,500 --> 00:45:42,292
can do something that no one
else has ever seen before.
935
00:45:42,375 --> 00:45:47,375
Our jobs are not to make money.
936
00:45:47,458 --> 00:45:51,667
Our jobs are not
the house or the car.
937
00:45:51,750 --> 00:45:57,000
Alright, our jobs
while you are on this rock
938
00:45:57,083 --> 00:46:00,083
is to find out what that is.
939
00:46:00,167 --> 00:46:03,833
What can you do
that no one else can?
940
00:46:03,917 --> 00:46:09,000
You put all of your eggs
in that basket.
941
00:46:09,083 --> 00:46:13,458
And you run as fast as you can.
942
00:46:15,917 --> 00:46:21,208
Authenticity is the truest
form of currency.
943
00:46:23,708 --> 00:46:26,333
And for some of you,
the most genius thing
944
00:46:26,417 --> 00:46:28,208
that you can ever do...
945
00:46:30,458 --> 00:46:33,708
...is figuring out how to
rewrite your own stories.
946
00:46:36,333 --> 00:46:37,875
Narratives.
947
00:46:40,542 --> 00:46:42,125
Know their power.
948
00:46:42,208 --> 00:46:44,375
[ Applause ]
949
00:46:44,458 --> 00:46:52,833
♪♪
950
00:46:52,917 --> 00:47:01,208
♪♪
951
00:47:01,292 --> 00:47:09,625
♪♪
952
00:47:09,708 --> 00:47:11,375
[woman] A curfew will go
into place tonight
953
00:47:11,458 --> 00:47:13,417
at 8:00 p.m. local time.
954
00:47:13,500 --> 00:47:16,500
Anyone out past curfew should
expect to face repercussions
955
00:47:16,583 --> 00:47:19,625
as police attempt to prevent
instances of unrest.
956
00:47:19,708 --> 00:47:21,042
So stay in, folks.
957
00:47:21,125 --> 00:47:22,500
[man]
There you have it, folks.
958
00:47:22,583 --> 00:47:25,167
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]
959
00:47:29,375 --> 00:47:30,750
Excuse me.
960
00:47:34,083 --> 00:47:35,708
Miss.
961
00:47:35,792 --> 00:47:41,667
♪♪
962
00:47:41,750 --> 00:47:44,833
Excuse me.
Can I have a seat, please?
963
00:47:44,917 --> 00:47:46,833
It's them.
964
00:47:46,917 --> 00:47:48,042
[Billy] Huh?
965
00:47:48,125 --> 00:47:50,250
What?
966
00:47:50,333 --> 00:47:53,625
We're not miss.
967
00:47:53,708 --> 00:47:55,750
I'm sorry.
968
00:47:55,833 --> 00:47:59,083
Um, can I order
from you all or --
969
00:47:59,167 --> 00:48:01,292
Plenty of booths around.
970
00:48:01,375 --> 00:48:04,708
[Billy] Okay, then.
I guess I'll just seat myself.
971
00:48:04,792 --> 00:48:07,333
[ Indistinct talking on TV
continues ]
972
00:48:07,417 --> 00:48:12,917
♪♪
973
00:48:13,000 --> 00:48:18,500
♪♪
974
00:48:18,583 --> 00:48:21,583
Excuse me, sir.
No smoking here.
975
00:48:21,667 --> 00:48:24,583
Put that away or go outside.
976
00:48:24,667 --> 00:48:27,250
How do you know I'm a sir?
977
00:48:27,333 --> 00:48:29,750
What do you want me
to call you?
978
00:48:29,833 --> 00:48:31,042
I would like you
to let me smoke.
979
00:48:31,125 --> 00:48:32,917
And I would like
to work in a place
980
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:36,167
that doesn't give me cancer or
any other respiratory illnesses.
981
00:48:36,250 --> 00:48:39,750
We can't get all
what we want, can we?
982
00:48:39,833 --> 00:48:41,250
I-I'm just trying to --
983
00:48:41,333 --> 00:48:44,042
Hey, Mr. Martini.
984
00:48:44,125 --> 00:48:45,708
Who's following who?
985
00:48:45,792 --> 00:48:47,458
I guess you caught me.
986
00:48:47,542 --> 00:48:51,208
Yeah, the jig is up.
Might as well come and join me.
987
00:48:51,292 --> 00:48:52,833
It's "whom."
988
00:48:52,917 --> 00:48:58,292
♪♪
989
00:48:58,375 --> 00:49:01,125
[ Chuckles ]
990
00:49:01,208 --> 00:49:04,792
[woman]
Mm. Do you know this place?
991
00:49:04,875 --> 00:49:10,167
No, uh, I just came
to sit down for a bit.
992
00:49:10,250 --> 00:49:12,750
You sleep at all?
993
00:49:12,833 --> 00:49:15,500
I don't think
I'd call it that, exactly.
994
00:49:15,583 --> 00:49:17,667
Well, this place is my favorite.
995
00:49:17,750 --> 00:49:19,583
I come here every morning,
996
00:49:19,667 --> 00:49:23,542
and they serve breakfast all
day, and coffee's pretty cheap.
997
00:49:23,625 --> 00:49:27,417
[ Clears throat ]
So, what will it be?
998
00:49:27,500 --> 00:49:29,542
Oh, just get me, um --
999
00:49:32,542 --> 00:49:34,583
I don't know.
What -- What's good here?
1000
00:49:34,667 --> 00:49:36,708
He'll -- He'll get
the all-American.
1001
00:49:36,792 --> 00:49:39,000
Oh, so it is he, huh?
1002
00:49:42,208 --> 00:49:45,458
And a cup of coffee, please.
1003
00:49:48,292 --> 00:49:50,000
I'll take a refill, too.
1004
00:49:50,083 --> 00:49:52,208
-[Billy] You can't smoke --
-You can't smoke in here.
1005
00:49:52,292 --> 00:49:55,958
[ Sighs ]
Megan, stop showing off.
1006
00:49:56,042 --> 00:49:57,917
It's so unbecoming.
1007
00:49:58,000 --> 00:50:04,208
♪♪
1008
00:50:04,292 --> 00:50:07,042
Do I know you from somewhere?
1009
00:50:07,125 --> 00:50:09,208
No. No.
1010
00:50:09,292 --> 00:50:11,333
Megan.
1011
00:50:11,417 --> 00:50:13,417
Fuck off.
1012
00:50:13,500 --> 00:50:14,917
[ Scoffs ]
1013
00:50:18,500 --> 00:50:20,958
Geez. Remind me not
to get on your bad side.
1014
00:50:21,042 --> 00:50:22,792
I don't have a bad side.
1015
00:50:22,875 --> 00:50:24,250
They know me here.
It's fine.
1016
00:50:24,333 --> 00:50:26,042
She just doesn't like it
when people do it.
1017
00:50:26,125 --> 00:50:27,833
So she says that to everybody.
1018
00:50:27,917 --> 00:50:30,958
I didn't figure you for
a waitress's worst nightmare.
1019
00:50:31,042 --> 00:50:34,292
Just her.
It's kind of fun, though, huh?
1020
00:50:34,375 --> 00:50:37,167
-What?
-Being surprised.
1021
00:50:37,250 --> 00:50:39,292
I didn't take you
for a Chianti kind of guy.
1022
00:50:39,375 --> 00:50:41,958
Please don't base anything
off of last night.
1023
00:50:42,042 --> 00:50:44,458
-I was --
-Not you?
1024
00:50:47,458 --> 00:50:48,625
Yeah.
1025
00:50:48,708 --> 00:50:50,583
And what about right now?
1026
00:50:54,667 --> 00:50:56,208
I thought you'd order
for yourself.
1027
00:50:56,292 --> 00:50:58,542
Isn't that kind of your thing?
1028
00:50:58,625 --> 00:51:01,750
Oh, my God.
It is you.
1029
00:51:01,833 --> 00:51:05,708
Billy Seldom.
Holy shit. I follow you.
1030
00:51:05,792 --> 00:51:09,167
My friends are gonna
lose their shit.
1031
00:51:09,250 --> 00:51:11,250
Can we take a picture?
1032
00:51:11,333 --> 00:51:14,125
Yeah, sure.
1033
00:51:14,208 --> 00:51:15,667
Smile.
1034
00:51:18,542 --> 00:51:21,542
I'm going to be famous.
1035
00:51:23,500 --> 00:51:25,625
-Sorry about that.
-Must get annoying.
1036
00:51:25,708 --> 00:51:28,083
It's just kind of part of it
at this point.
1037
00:51:28,167 --> 00:51:30,958
Guess I asked for it, right?
1038
00:51:31,042 --> 00:51:32,583
What'd you get me, anyway?
1039
00:51:32,667 --> 00:51:34,208
You'll just have to
wait and see.
1040
00:51:34,292 --> 00:51:35,625
[ Chuckles ]
1041
00:51:35,708 --> 00:51:41,583
♪♪
1042
00:51:41,667 --> 00:51:45,625
I know, Billy.
Life is hard.
1043
00:51:45,708 --> 00:51:50,583
Or so we've been told
over and over and over again.
1044
00:51:54,417 --> 00:51:56,875
But you know, son,
1045
00:51:56,958 --> 00:52:01,875
there will come a time in your
life where nothing makes sense,
1046
00:52:01,958 --> 00:52:05,958
when everything that
you were told, thought,
1047
00:52:06,042 --> 00:52:08,333
became in your life,
1048
00:52:08,417 --> 00:52:11,000
none of it
will make sense to you.
1049
00:52:15,875 --> 00:52:19,792
And it will be that moment
in life, Billy,
1050
00:52:19,875 --> 00:52:23,542
where you will decide
who you really are.
1051
00:52:27,750 --> 00:52:30,000
You'll either become like them
1052
00:52:30,083 --> 00:52:34,250
or you will become like you.
1053
00:52:34,333 --> 00:52:41,750
It will be the most important
decision of your life.
1054
00:52:41,833 --> 00:52:45,375
It'll make you or break you.
1055
00:52:45,458 --> 00:52:47,625
[woman]
Want to talk about it?
1056
00:52:47,708 --> 00:52:49,083
What?
1057
00:52:49,167 --> 00:52:51,000
Whatever turned the guy
I saw onstage
1058
00:52:51,083 --> 00:52:53,083
into the guy that
I saw last night
1059
00:52:53,167 --> 00:52:55,875
and that I'm seeing right now.
1060
00:52:55,958 --> 00:52:59,167
Not really.
That's okay.
1061
00:52:59,250 --> 00:53:01,958
Of course. It might help
to talk it out, though.
1062
00:53:02,042 --> 00:53:06,083
Might need to use some of
that famous Seldom confidence
1063
00:53:06,167 --> 00:53:08,042
right about now.
1064
00:53:08,125 --> 00:53:09,417
-Oh, yeah?
-Yeah.
1065
00:53:09,500 --> 00:53:12,417
It's getting
pretty bad out there.
1066
00:53:12,500 --> 00:53:13,833
Well, I'm not in any position
1067
00:53:13,917 --> 00:53:17,375
to give anyone
any advice right now.
1068
00:53:17,458 --> 00:53:21,708
Now we're in the age
of celebrity.
1069
00:53:21,792 --> 00:53:24,417
These people have
become our gods.
1070
00:53:24,500 --> 00:53:27,083
Right?
1071
00:53:27,167 --> 00:53:29,792
Oh, no, you don't agree with me?
1072
00:53:29,875 --> 00:53:31,708
Let me ask you something.
1073
00:53:31,792 --> 00:53:34,833
When you wake up in the morning,
before you even pray,
1074
00:53:34,917 --> 00:53:36,250
what do you do?
1075
00:53:37,917 --> 00:53:43,042
You scroll, check out Instagram,
check out TikTok, right?
1076
00:53:43,125 --> 00:53:47,917
Yeah, it's Gram before God
in this country every morning,
1077
00:53:48,000 --> 00:53:51,333
worshiping these celebrities.
1078
00:53:51,417 --> 00:53:55,083
And you don't even know.
1079
00:53:55,167 --> 00:53:59,458
Buying their brands
and their image, stories.
1080
00:54:01,000 --> 00:54:02,833
Celebrities.
1081
00:54:04,875 --> 00:54:08,083
How many of you people
have met your idols
1082
00:54:08,167 --> 00:54:11,083
and wished you hadn't, huh?
1083
00:54:11,167 --> 00:54:13,917
'Cause they couldn't live up
to the expectations.
1084
00:54:14,000 --> 00:54:15,500
Isn't that a bummer?
1085
00:54:18,292 --> 00:54:21,917
Superficiality!
1086
00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:28,583
Celebrities feed and breed
on superficiality.
1087
00:54:28,667 --> 00:54:30,750
I'm supposed to be a celebrity.
1088
00:54:30,833 --> 00:54:33,292
[ Applause ]
You believe that shit?
1089
00:54:33,375 --> 00:54:37,125
Yeah, I was interviewed
this morning by a woman.
1090
00:54:37,208 --> 00:54:38,417
You'd all recognize her --
1091
00:54:38,500 --> 00:54:41,333
interviewer, news anchor,
whatever.
1092
00:54:41,417 --> 00:54:47,542
She called me the face
of the ideals
1093
00:54:47,625 --> 00:54:49,708
of a generation.
1094
00:54:51,958 --> 00:54:53,833
Why?
1095
00:54:53,917 --> 00:54:56,292
'Cause I could
sell out an arena.
1096
00:54:56,375 --> 00:54:59,333
'Cause I got all you in here?
1097
00:54:59,417 --> 00:55:03,000
God, th-the standard...
1098
00:55:03,083 --> 00:55:06,500
it's not based on anything.
1099
00:55:06,583 --> 00:55:08,625
It's just based on who seems
1100
00:55:08,708 --> 00:55:13,042
like they're the one to
listen to at any given moment.
1101
00:55:13,125 --> 00:55:16,833
And we listen to these people
1102
00:55:16,917 --> 00:55:21,667
so we don't have to
listen to ourselves.
1103
00:55:21,750 --> 00:55:26,375
We stay up at night scrolling
for hours, losing sleep,
1104
00:55:26,458 --> 00:55:29,333
all so we can quiet
the voices in our heads.
1105
00:55:29,417 --> 00:55:32,250
[ Growling ]
1106
00:55:32,333 --> 00:55:34,500
Bad voices, gnarly voices
1107
00:55:34,583 --> 00:55:37,167
telling us all kinds of
fucked-up shit about ourselves,
1108
00:55:37,250 --> 00:55:39,500
horror stories.
1109
00:55:39,583 --> 00:55:44,667
Eyes on the fucking ceiling
that won't shut up.
1110
00:55:44,750 --> 00:55:46,750
Go away!
1111
00:55:46,833 --> 00:55:52,375
And that's how we end up giving
a shit about who got the rose
1112
00:55:52,458 --> 00:55:54,292
or who thought they could dance
1113
00:55:54,375 --> 00:55:58,000
or -- or let's all chip in
and raise a million dollars
1114
00:55:58,083 --> 00:56:01,958
to watch some geriatric box
that guy from that thing.
1115
00:56:02,042 --> 00:56:05,500
What the fuck is happening here?
1116
00:56:05,583 --> 00:56:08,042
What the fuck is happening here?
1117
00:56:11,417 --> 00:56:16,583
Our standards out there
are based on the standards
1118
00:56:16,667 --> 00:56:18,875
that we create for ourselves.
1119
00:56:20,958 --> 00:56:22,833
We need to fix them.
1120
00:56:25,833 --> 00:56:28,792
And the way that we fix them
1121
00:56:28,875 --> 00:56:31,292
is by thinking f--
1122
00:56:31,375 --> 00:56:33,583
Why am I saying it?
This is your guys' fucking job.
1123
00:56:33,667 --> 00:56:36,000
You say it.
Three, two, one.
1124
00:56:36,083 --> 00:56:39,167
[all] Think for yourself!
1125
00:56:39,250 --> 00:56:42,125
I try to act like I have
all my shit together.
1126
00:56:43,917 --> 00:56:47,167
Truth is, I'm just in
the same boat as everyone else.
1127
00:56:48,833 --> 00:56:52,083
I mean, I just have
a catchphrase,
1128
00:56:52,167 --> 00:56:54,292
slightly better poker face.
1129
00:56:55,792 --> 00:56:58,083
These people,
1130
00:56:58,167 --> 00:57:00,000
all of these people,
they -- they expect me
1131
00:57:00,083 --> 00:57:05,125
to be this version of myself
that they want me to be, right?
1132
00:57:05,208 --> 00:57:08,083
Someone who will tell them
what they want to hear,
1133
00:57:08,167 --> 00:57:11,042
make him feel
how they want to feel.
1134
00:57:11,125 --> 00:57:12,708
[ Sighs ]
1135
00:57:12,792 --> 00:57:14,958
It's like this --
1136
00:57:15,042 --> 00:57:16,792
It's like this monster
that I've created
1137
00:57:16,875 --> 00:57:19,375
that I c--
I can't come out from.
1138
00:57:19,458 --> 00:57:20,958
I was just trying
to help people, you know?
1139
00:57:21,042 --> 00:57:22,708
I was just trying
to give people confidence.
1140
00:57:22,792 --> 00:57:24,500
I was trying to make them feel
how they want to feel
1141
00:57:24,583 --> 00:57:26,500
and hear what they want to hear.
1142
00:57:30,167 --> 00:57:32,917
You can't trust feelings.
1143
00:57:35,542 --> 00:57:37,458
And you can't count on...
1144
00:57:39,292 --> 00:57:41,250
...anyone else.
1145
00:57:44,125 --> 00:57:46,292
You know, people hear
what they want to hear
1146
00:57:46,375 --> 00:57:47,583
and they see
what they want to see.
1147
00:57:47,667 --> 00:57:49,208
They say what they want to say,
1148
00:57:49,292 --> 00:57:51,458
and then they just leave
and forget about the rest.
1149
00:57:51,542 --> 00:57:53,375
I'm no -- I'm no different.
1150
00:57:53,458 --> 00:57:55,042
I don't have any more control
over my shit.
1151
00:57:55,125 --> 00:57:58,250
I just -- just
a fucking hypocrite.
1152
00:58:00,333 --> 00:58:03,292
Well, you helped me
and you helped a lot of people.
1153
00:58:03,375 --> 00:58:05,333
That'll always be true.
1154
00:58:07,792 --> 00:58:11,458
Guess I'm just going through
a little existential crisis
1155
00:58:11,542 --> 00:58:13,000
right now.
1156
00:58:13,083 --> 00:58:14,917
Oh, poor William.
1157
00:58:18,792 --> 00:58:20,583
No one --
1158
00:58:23,167 --> 00:58:26,667
My mom used to call me William.
1159
00:58:26,750 --> 00:58:28,125
She passed away.
1160
00:58:28,208 --> 00:58:30,167
I was 6.
1161
00:58:30,250 --> 00:58:33,000
I'm so sorry to hear that.
1162
00:58:33,083 --> 00:58:35,042
What about your folks?
They still around?
1163
00:58:35,125 --> 00:58:36,625
Yeah.
1164
00:58:36,708 --> 00:58:38,125
They divorced when I was 12,
1165
00:58:38,208 --> 00:58:41,667
and that got me into
a pretty dark place.
1166
00:58:41,750 --> 00:58:48,042
I hated myself,
and [Sighs] I hated everyone.
1167
00:58:48,125 --> 00:58:52,208
And then I, um, realized
we're all in the same boat
1168
00:58:52,292 --> 00:58:55,458
and we keep selling the same
story, and it's all bullshit.
1169
00:58:55,542 --> 00:58:57,417
You know, we keep telling
ourself the same thing,
1170
00:58:57,500 --> 00:59:00,333
kind of like
you're doing right now.
1171
00:59:00,417 --> 00:59:02,208
And I can't believe the person
1172
00:59:02,292 --> 00:59:06,125
who says all those things
onstage is sitting right here
1173
00:59:06,208 --> 00:59:09,000
and he can't even
take his own advice.
1174
00:59:09,083 --> 00:59:11,708
I don't get it.
1175
00:59:11,792 --> 00:59:15,583
Well, our own advice is the
toughest advice to take, right?
1176
00:59:15,667 --> 00:59:18,458
So then let me give it to you.
1177
00:59:18,542 --> 00:59:23,333
What you do is valuable,
and people need to hear it.
1178
00:59:23,417 --> 00:59:27,458
Especially with everything
that's going on out there.
1179
00:59:27,542 --> 00:59:30,000
And where you have it wrong
is that you think
1180
00:59:30,083 --> 00:59:32,417
you need to be this asshole
to be independent,
1181
00:59:32,500 --> 00:59:34,875
but you can still think
for yourself.
1182
00:59:34,958 --> 00:59:37,292
You just have to lean
on other people.
1183
00:59:37,375 --> 00:59:41,250
That's never been
how it is for me.
1184
00:59:41,333 --> 00:59:46,125
Well, you're leaning on me.
Don't you feel better?
1185
00:59:46,208 --> 00:59:53,958
♪♪
1186
00:59:54,042 --> 00:59:56,208
Looks good.
1187
00:59:56,292 --> 00:59:57,583
Give me your phone.
1188
01:00:01,708 --> 01:00:04,250
Text me if you need a reminder.
1189
01:00:04,333 --> 01:00:11,958
♪♪
1190
01:00:12,042 --> 01:00:19,625
♪♪
1191
01:00:19,708 --> 01:00:22,208
♪ You say your mind is rushed ♪
1192
01:00:22,292 --> 01:00:25,375
♪ I feel that mine is empty ♪
1193
01:00:28,083 --> 01:00:30,458
♪ And I'm crushed ♪
1194
01:00:33,917 --> 01:00:35,833
♪ I'm crushed ♪
1195
01:00:40,792 --> 01:00:43,458
♪ I know all the ways I can ♪
1196
01:00:43,542 --> 01:00:46,708
♪ You know all the ways
I can't be ♪
1197
01:00:49,542 --> 01:00:51,875
♪ So I'm crushed ♪
1198
01:00:54,625 --> 01:00:56,917
♪ Yeah, I am crushed ♪
1199
01:00:57,000 --> 01:01:02,292
♪♪
1200
01:01:02,375 --> 01:01:05,917
♪ You played up
all your innocence ♪
1201
01:01:06,000 --> 01:01:11,000
♪ And I downplayed experience ♪
1202
01:01:12,875 --> 01:01:16,833
♪ And I can't believe
I got so dumb ♪
1203
01:01:16,917 --> 01:01:18,875
♪ And led myself ♪
1204
01:01:18,958 --> 01:01:21,542
♪ To think a kiss is love ♪
1205
01:01:21,625 --> 01:01:26,708
♪♪
1206
01:01:26,792 --> 01:01:31,875
♪♪
1207
01:01:31,958 --> 01:01:34,417
♪ Yeah, I'm crushed ♪
1208
01:01:37,125 --> 01:01:40,000
Being lost, son,
we all go through that
1209
01:01:40,083 --> 01:01:41,667
at some point in life.
1210
01:01:45,042 --> 01:01:48,625
But like I said, that's where
you'll find yourself
1211
01:01:48,708 --> 01:01:51,833
or just follow the crowd.
1212
01:01:55,000 --> 01:02:00,375
But you know, Billy, if you stay
lost, the longer you're gone,
1213
01:02:00,458 --> 01:02:04,542
the closer you are
to your own destruction.
1214
01:02:04,625 --> 01:02:07,542
Don't ever stay lost too long,
1215
01:02:07,625 --> 01:02:11,708
or else it'll be
the end of you, Billy boy.
1216
01:02:11,792 --> 01:02:17,042
♪♪
1217
01:02:17,125 --> 01:02:19,583
♪ I fell onto the beach ♪
1218
01:02:19,667 --> 01:02:22,750
♪ With everybody's envy ♪
1219
01:02:24,667 --> 01:02:27,667
♪ It doesn't matter
'cause I am crushed ♪
1220
01:02:30,958 --> 01:02:32,958
♪ Yeah, I am crushed ♪
1221
01:02:33,042 --> 01:02:38,125
♪♪
1222
01:02:38,208 --> 01:02:40,792
♪ In my words I am alone ♪
1223
01:02:40,875 --> 01:02:44,500
♪ In your silence
you resent me ♪
1224
01:02:47,250 --> 01:02:49,208
♪ I am crushed ♪
1225
01:02:52,292 --> 01:02:54,250
♪ Yeah, I am crushed ♪
1226
01:02:57,333 --> 01:02:59,667
[man] This just in.
1227
01:02:59,750 --> 01:03:01,958
♪ You played up
all your innocence ♪
1228
01:03:02,042 --> 01:03:04,042
[man] ...to address
the current state of affairs
1229
01:03:04,125 --> 01:03:05,917
seen across the country.
1230
01:03:06,000 --> 01:03:07,542
♪ Experience ♪
1231
01:03:07,625 --> 01:03:09,875
[woman]
So, this is the new normal.
1232
01:03:09,958 --> 01:03:12,250
This is what we expect
as we move forward
1233
01:03:12,333 --> 01:03:14,583
into uncharted territory.
1234
01:03:14,667 --> 01:03:16,208
Turn that off.
1235
01:03:16,292 --> 01:03:17,833
Missed you, too.
1236
01:03:17,917 --> 01:03:20,042
[ Scoffs ]
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]
1237
01:03:21,792 --> 01:03:23,875
I'm gonna shower.
1238
01:03:23,958 --> 01:03:26,667
Hey, are you gonna
post tonight or what?
1239
01:03:26,750 --> 01:03:28,458
This is, like, the longest
you've been MIA
1240
01:03:28,542 --> 01:03:30,125
from your social.
1241
01:03:30,208 --> 01:03:32,167
[woman] ...in some
of the larger cities.
1242
01:03:32,250 --> 01:03:33,625
But unfortunately...
1243
01:03:33,708 --> 01:03:35,583
[ Breathing heavily ]
1244
01:03:38,458 --> 01:03:40,125
Yeah. Yeah.
1245
01:03:40,208 --> 01:03:42,042
How could I forget?
1246
01:03:42,125 --> 01:03:47,583
♪♪
1247
01:03:47,667 --> 01:03:53,167
♪♪
1248
01:03:53,250 --> 01:03:55,417
For your fucking self, Billy.
1249
01:03:55,500 --> 01:04:02,125
♪♪
1250
01:04:02,208 --> 01:04:08,833
♪♪
1251
01:04:08,917 --> 01:04:13,958
And about earlier,
I forgive you.
1252
01:04:14,042 --> 01:04:16,667
[Billy] What?
1253
01:04:16,750 --> 01:04:18,542
I forgive you.
1254
01:04:20,667 --> 01:04:22,083
[Billy]
Be right out.
1255
01:04:22,167 --> 01:04:27,917
♪♪
1256
01:04:28,000 --> 01:04:33,750
♪♪
1257
01:04:33,833 --> 01:04:35,125
I forgive you.
1258
01:04:35,208 --> 01:04:37,750
[Billy]
Did I miss something?
1259
01:04:37,833 --> 01:04:39,542
I didn't apologize.
1260
01:04:41,583 --> 01:04:43,708
Well, I forgive you
for that, too.
1261
01:04:46,292 --> 01:04:51,083
But I can think of a few ideas
for you to make it up to me.
1262
01:04:51,167 --> 01:04:53,375
[Billy] No.
1263
01:04:53,458 --> 01:04:54,875
[ Scoffs ]
1264
01:04:58,333 --> 01:05:00,375
Let's just kiss and make up.
1265
01:05:00,458 --> 01:05:01,833
[Billy]
No, no, no, no, no, no.
1266
01:05:01,917 --> 01:05:04,417
[Billy]
I meant what I said.
1267
01:05:04,500 --> 01:05:06,583
[Natalie]
I mean, you were upset.
1268
01:05:06,667 --> 01:05:08,250
We both were upset.
1269
01:05:08,333 --> 01:05:10,417
But I meant it.
1270
01:05:10,500 --> 01:05:12,833
You should go.
1271
01:05:12,917 --> 01:05:14,792
There's nothing more to say.
1272
01:05:14,875 --> 01:05:15,917
Nothing?
1273
01:05:16,000 --> 01:05:22,167
♪♪
1274
01:05:22,250 --> 01:05:23,167
Okay.
1275
01:05:26,125 --> 01:05:27,250
[ Beep ]
1276
01:05:29,292 --> 01:05:31,750
Good evening, everyone.
1277
01:05:31,833 --> 01:05:35,958
Sorry it's been a quiet day,
but it was a long one.
1278
01:05:36,042 --> 01:05:39,667
Let me try and read
some of these.
1279
01:05:39,750 --> 01:05:41,542
"Cheers from Australia."
1280
01:05:41,625 --> 01:05:46,417
G'day, my Aussie mates.
Let's see.
1281
01:05:46,500 --> 01:05:49,292
"I love you, Giuseppe."
1282
01:05:49,375 --> 01:05:51,250
Ciao, Giuseppe.
1283
01:05:51,333 --> 01:05:54,292
You know, my agent's Italian.
I should put you guys in touch.
1284
01:05:57,583 --> 01:06:01,125
Give you guys a second
while you all tune in.
1285
01:06:01,208 --> 01:06:03,667
[ Cigarette carton rustles ]
1286
01:06:03,750 --> 01:06:04,917
[ Lighter clicks ]
1287
01:06:07,958 --> 01:06:10,250
Here we are.
1288
01:06:10,333 --> 01:06:12,958
Here we are.
1289
01:06:16,250 --> 01:06:18,250
You know, for a long time,
you guys have all been
1290
01:06:18,333 --> 01:06:21,417
listening to me tell you
think for yourself,
1291
01:06:21,500 --> 01:06:23,667
find yourself,
1292
01:06:23,750 --> 01:06:26,958
you know, look out for yourself,
fuck everyone else, right?
1293
01:06:27,042 --> 01:06:28,583
You've all thought probably
that that comes
1294
01:06:28,667 --> 01:06:32,083
from a place of strength,
confidence.
1295
01:06:32,167 --> 01:06:33,792
That's good.
I hope you do,
1296
01:06:33,875 --> 01:06:37,583
'cause I want you
to be confident.
1297
01:06:37,667 --> 01:06:40,875
But I have been thinking today.
1298
01:06:40,958 --> 01:06:43,292
What I've learned is that
that has never come
1299
01:06:43,375 --> 01:06:46,333
from a place of confidence
for me.
1300
01:06:46,417 --> 01:06:48,083
No.
1301
01:06:48,167 --> 01:06:53,750
No, for me, it has always come
from a place of fear.
1302
01:06:56,125 --> 01:06:59,708
You're selfish,
and you should be afraid.
1303
01:06:59,792 --> 01:07:02,458
#Canceled.
1304
01:07:02,542 --> 01:07:05,292
Sorry. I just want to check
that that's my girlfriend.
1305
01:07:05,375 --> 01:07:07,208
[ Whispering ]
Shut the fuck up.
1306
01:07:07,292 --> 01:07:09,208
Or should I say ex-girlfriend?
1307
01:07:09,292 --> 01:07:12,458
What are we now, baby?
1308
01:07:12,542 --> 01:07:15,958
Yeah, I'm afraid, guys.
1309
01:07:16,042 --> 01:07:18,792
This is an age
of fear and anger.
1310
01:07:18,875 --> 01:07:21,250
At least that's what it seems
like everybody wants us to feel,
1311
01:07:21,333 --> 01:07:23,333
right, the news, social media.
1312
01:07:23,417 --> 01:07:25,167
Everybody's going fucking crazy.
1313
01:07:25,250 --> 01:07:28,708
Don't you guys ever get tired
of staring at your phones?
1314
01:07:28,792 --> 01:07:32,417
Huh? Don't you ever get tired
of listening to me talk?
1315
01:07:32,500 --> 01:07:33,917
Blah, blah, blah, blah
every day.
1316
01:07:34,000 --> 01:07:35,417
More, more, more, more,
more, more, more.
1317
01:07:35,500 --> 01:07:37,792
'Cause you're fucking terrified
1318
01:07:37,875 --> 01:07:41,625
of being with yourselves
for one fucking second.
1319
01:07:41,708 --> 01:07:44,333
One second of quiet.
1320
01:07:44,417 --> 01:07:52,292
♪♪
1321
01:07:52,375 --> 01:07:55,375
Truth is, if any of you guys
ever did think for yourselves,
1322
01:07:55,458 --> 01:07:57,958
your fucking heads
would explode.
1323
01:07:58,042 --> 01:07:59,417
None of you can even
wipe your ass
1324
01:07:59,500 --> 01:08:00,917
without someone
telling you how to do it.
1325
01:08:01,000 --> 01:08:02,583
You say, "Billy, how do I do it?
1326
01:08:02,667 --> 01:08:04,958
Billy, give me strength.
Billy, tell me what to do."
1327
01:08:05,042 --> 01:08:07,458
Now you fucking...
1328
01:08:07,542 --> 01:08:10,000
[ Shouts ]
1329
01:08:10,083 --> 01:08:11,750
Fuck off!
1330
01:08:11,833 --> 01:08:13,792
Cancel me.
1331
01:08:13,875 --> 01:08:15,500
I'm afraid.
1332
01:08:17,833 --> 01:08:19,333
I'm afraid of not posting.
1333
01:08:19,416 --> 01:08:22,958
I'm afraid that if I post...
something wrong
1334
01:08:23,041 --> 01:08:24,916
or if I don't post,
then you guys will go away.
1335
01:08:25,000 --> 01:08:27,625
Maybe you'll forget about me.
Maybe --
1336
01:08:27,708 --> 01:08:29,458
[ Sighs ]
1337
01:08:29,541 --> 01:08:31,916
Maybe you won't even
remember who I am.
1338
01:08:34,583 --> 01:08:38,166
I'm not afraid anymore.
1339
01:08:38,250 --> 01:08:42,416
So there's not gonna be
any more from Billy.
1340
01:08:44,125 --> 01:08:47,291
I tried to be one
encouraging voice
1341
01:08:47,375 --> 01:08:54,000
in this cacophony of anger
and pain and chaos.
1342
01:08:54,083 --> 01:08:56,750
And it hasn't made
a fucking difference, has it?
1343
01:08:56,833 --> 01:08:58,875
No.
1344
01:08:58,958 --> 01:09:02,041
It all just swirls down
the same bowl together.
1345
01:09:04,375 --> 01:09:07,166
So I don't care what you do.
You can unfollow me.
1346
01:09:07,250 --> 01:09:10,041
You can unfriend me.
You can cancel me.
1347
01:09:10,125 --> 01:09:11,958
I don't give a shit.
1348
01:09:13,958 --> 01:09:16,875
At least maybe that's something
you can all do together.
1349
01:09:20,041 --> 01:09:23,666
[Natalie] What the fuck?
1350
01:09:23,750 --> 01:09:25,791
Now there's nothing else to say.
1351
01:09:28,250 --> 01:09:29,458
[ Cellphone buzzing ]
1352
01:09:29,541 --> 01:09:32,208
[Natalie]
Are you fucking stupid?
1353
01:09:32,291 --> 01:09:34,166
Ah! Leonardo.
1354
01:09:37,458 --> 01:09:39,416
-What can I do for you, Leo?
-Or not do.
1355
01:09:39,500 --> 01:09:43,541
Billy. Billy, tell me you know
what the fuck you just did.
1356
01:09:43,666 --> 01:09:45,000
Tell me you know it.
1357
01:09:45,083 --> 01:09:47,291
-[Billy] No clue.
-Yeah, I think I do.
1358
01:09:47,375 --> 01:09:53,833
Billy, the world is a fucking
sensitive and cynical place.
1359
01:09:53,916 --> 01:09:55,625
How do we recover from this?
1360
01:09:55,708 --> 01:09:57,750
There's no turning back.
1361
01:09:57,833 --> 01:10:00,916
Billy, I thought we had
something good.
1362
01:10:01,000 --> 01:10:01,916
So did I.
1363
01:10:02,000 --> 01:10:03,416
It was shit.
1364
01:10:03,500 --> 01:10:05,416
But it wasn't.
1365
01:10:05,500 --> 01:10:06,875
What do you mean, it wasn't?
1366
01:10:06,958 --> 01:10:09,625
It wasn't good.
1367
01:10:09,708 --> 01:10:13,666
Billy, I'm gonna
have to let you go.
1368
01:10:13,750 --> 01:10:14,875
I know.
1369
01:10:18,208 --> 01:10:20,375
Billy?
1370
01:10:20,458 --> 01:10:21,625
Billy.
1371
01:10:23,291 --> 01:10:26,250
[ Speaking Italian ]
1372
01:10:26,333 --> 01:10:27,625
[ Scoffs ]
1373
01:10:27,708 --> 01:10:29,333
[ Billy clearing throat ]
1374
01:10:32,916 --> 01:10:35,250
Sorry.
[ Clears throat ]
1375
01:10:35,333 --> 01:10:36,916
Sorry. Where was I?
1376
01:10:37,000 --> 01:10:42,083
♪♪
1377
01:10:42,166 --> 01:10:47,666
Now, when you start to make
all these changes,
1378
01:10:47,750 --> 01:10:50,083
one of the things you have to
prepare yourself for
1379
01:10:50,166 --> 01:10:54,125
is people's perception of you.
1380
01:10:56,291 --> 01:10:58,416
'Cause the first side effect,
1381
01:10:58,500 --> 01:11:01,916
when you start thinking
for yourselves,
1382
01:11:02,000 --> 01:11:05,541
people will call you selfish,
1383
01:11:05,625 --> 01:11:07,958
call you an asshole,
1384
01:11:08,041 --> 01:11:09,666
say you've changed.
1385
01:11:11,208 --> 01:11:13,875
Don't listen.
1386
01:11:15,791 --> 01:11:18,375
It's just fear.
1387
01:11:18,458 --> 01:11:20,791
These people are projecting
their fear onto you
1388
01:11:20,875 --> 01:11:25,125
with their insecurities
and their anxieties
1389
01:11:25,208 --> 01:11:28,458
'cause they want
to keep you where they are.
1390
01:11:28,541 --> 01:11:32,208
They're lost, they want you
to be just as lost as them.
1391
01:11:34,041 --> 01:11:37,833
They think that they're saving
the world by agreeing with it.
1392
01:11:39,583 --> 01:11:43,125
Keeping the ship right side up.
1393
01:11:43,208 --> 01:11:46,541
Staying safe, staying protected.
1394
01:11:46,625 --> 01:11:52,000
And then here you come along
saying no, doing what you want,
1395
01:11:52,083 --> 01:11:54,250
thinking for yourself.
1396
01:11:54,333 --> 01:11:57,791
You say, "Well, no,
maybe I don't agree."
1397
01:11:57,875 --> 01:11:59,458
Or, "Yeah, that's
an interesting point,
1398
01:11:59,541 --> 01:12:01,208
but maybe I'll come
to my own conclusions
1399
01:12:01,291 --> 01:12:04,208
about whether I want
to spend my mornings
1400
01:12:04,291 --> 01:12:07,250
cooking sourdough bread
in my kitchen."
1401
01:12:10,333 --> 01:12:12,416
You'll see.
1402
01:12:12,500 --> 01:12:15,958
These friends, these family
members, these co-workers,
1403
01:12:16,041 --> 01:12:20,041
they will lose their shit.
1404
01:12:20,125 --> 01:12:22,166
They'll call you names.
1405
01:12:22,250 --> 01:12:24,250
They'll call you selfish.
1406
01:12:26,833 --> 01:12:31,666
But when you start
thinking for yourself,
1407
01:12:31,750 --> 01:12:35,291
you come to know yourself.
1408
01:12:35,375 --> 01:12:40,166
When you do that,
you find that that person,
1409
01:12:40,250 --> 01:12:43,208
that version of you
1410
01:12:43,291 --> 01:12:47,875
can start to accomplish
meaningful things,
1411
01:12:47,958 --> 01:12:50,916
because they will
find meaning in them.
1412
01:12:54,625 --> 01:12:57,125
So be genius!
1413
01:12:57,208 --> 01:12:59,375
Be selfish!
1414
01:12:59,458 --> 01:13:01,166
Take no prisoners!
1415
01:13:01,250 --> 01:13:03,166
And suffer no fools!
1416
01:13:03,250 --> 01:13:04,375
[ Applause ]
1417
01:13:04,458 --> 01:13:06,708
Go out there and get started!
1418
01:13:06,791 --> 01:13:08,125
Thank you!
1419
01:13:08,208 --> 01:13:10,708
[ Cheers and applause ]
1420
01:13:10,791 --> 01:13:17,333
♪♪
1421
01:13:17,416 --> 01:13:23,958
♪♪
1422
01:13:24,041 --> 01:13:30,583
Well, you have almost lost
500,000 followers.
1423
01:13:30,666 --> 01:13:35,625
And now #CancelBilly is trending
right along #WorldIsOver.
1424
01:13:35,708 --> 01:13:39,875
I don't care.
1425
01:13:39,958 --> 01:13:43,125
I've had it.
I don't give a shit.
1426
01:13:43,208 --> 01:13:46,041
Just get the fuck out of here!
1427
01:13:46,125 --> 01:13:47,458
Excuse me?
1428
01:13:47,541 --> 01:13:49,833
Leave!
Please.
1429
01:13:49,916 --> 01:13:51,375
Oh, so you're gonna kick me out
1430
01:13:51,458 --> 01:13:54,083
right as the world
is shutting down?
1431
01:13:54,166 --> 01:13:59,083
I will give you one guess
what my advice to you will be.
1432
01:13:59,166 --> 01:14:07,750
♪♪
1433
01:14:07,833 --> 01:14:16,416
♪♪
1434
01:14:16,500 --> 01:14:18,541
If I go, this is it.
1435
01:14:21,208 --> 01:14:23,083
Heard you the first time.
1436
01:14:24,958 --> 01:14:27,833
You're such a fucking
selfish asshole!
1437
01:14:30,541 --> 01:14:31,916
[ Sighs ]
1438
01:14:32,000 --> 01:14:35,958
♪♪
1439
01:14:36,041 --> 01:14:38,333
[ Sniffles, sobs ]
1440
01:14:38,416 --> 01:14:39,791
[ Door opens ]
1441
01:14:39,875 --> 01:14:41,125
[Billy] Don't go.
1442
01:14:41,208 --> 01:14:43,333
[ Door slams ]
Please don't.
1443
01:14:43,416 --> 01:14:52,416
♪♪
1444
01:14:52,500 --> 01:14:54,458
God damn it!
1445
01:14:54,541 --> 01:15:03,208
♪♪
1446
01:15:03,291 --> 01:15:11,916
♪♪
1447
01:15:12,000 --> 01:15:13,875
Come on in, son.
1448
01:15:16,625 --> 01:15:18,833
Hi, sweetie.
1449
01:15:18,916 --> 01:15:23,583
♪♪
1450
01:15:23,666 --> 01:15:26,250
Promise me...
1451
01:15:26,333 --> 01:15:28,541
you'll listen to your father.
1452
01:15:28,625 --> 01:15:34,083
♪♪
1453
01:15:34,166 --> 01:15:36,875
[ Gasps, coughs ]
1454
01:15:38,416 --> 01:15:40,208
Promise me...
1455
01:15:43,958 --> 01:15:47,708
...you'll never lose...
1456
01:15:47,791 --> 01:15:49,541
what's in here.
1457
01:15:49,625 --> 01:15:58,833
♪♪
1458
01:15:58,916 --> 01:16:01,208
[ Gasping ]
1459
01:16:01,291 --> 01:16:09,250
♪♪
1460
01:16:09,333 --> 01:16:17,291
♪♪
1461
01:16:17,375 --> 01:16:19,375
[woman] An increase in
unprecedented violence
1462
01:16:19,458 --> 01:16:21,583
following what seems to be
a horrid attack
1463
01:16:21,666 --> 01:16:24,291
on the free world,
triggering agonizing debate
1464
01:16:24,375 --> 01:16:26,291
about freedom of speech
and liberty.
1465
01:16:26,375 --> 01:16:28,125
Shut the fuck up!
1466
01:16:28,208 --> 01:16:33,833
♪♪
1467
01:16:33,916 --> 01:16:39,541
♪♪
1468
01:16:39,625 --> 01:16:41,166
[ Cellphone buzzes ]
1469
01:16:41,250 --> 01:16:49,458
♪♪
1470
01:16:49,541 --> 01:16:51,750
[ Buttons clicking ]
1471
01:16:51,833 --> 01:17:00,125
♪♪
1472
01:17:00,208 --> 01:17:08,500
♪♪
1473
01:17:08,583 --> 01:17:16,875
♪♪
1474
01:17:16,958 --> 01:17:25,291
♪♪
1475
01:17:25,375 --> 01:17:33,666
♪♪
1476
01:17:33,750 --> 01:17:35,208
[ Chuckles ]
1477
01:17:35,291 --> 01:17:40,916
♪♪
1478
01:17:41,000 --> 01:17:42,750
You said every morning.
1479
01:17:42,833 --> 01:17:44,416
You're a good listener.
1480
01:17:44,500 --> 01:17:49,875
Well, I just wanted
to tell you in person, uh,
1481
01:17:49,958 --> 01:17:52,041
thanks for yesterday.
1482
01:17:52,125 --> 01:17:54,291
I-I really needed to hear that.
1483
01:17:54,375 --> 01:17:56,291
Anytime.
1484
01:17:56,375 --> 01:17:58,000
Is everything okay, though?
1485
01:17:58,083 --> 01:18:02,000
'Cause that was a very
interesting Live last night.
1486
01:18:02,083 --> 01:18:04,666
Yeah.
[ Chuckles ]
1487
01:18:04,750 --> 01:18:05,791
Um...
1488
01:18:07,958 --> 01:18:11,375
I'm gonna head out of town
for a little while.
1489
01:18:11,458 --> 01:18:14,625
I should be back
in a couple days, I think.
1490
01:18:14,708 --> 01:18:17,125
But I would love to see you.
1491
01:18:17,208 --> 01:18:20,166
Well, you know where to find me.
1492
01:18:20,250 --> 01:18:22,208
[ Chuckles ]
1493
01:18:22,291 --> 01:18:23,416
Yeah.
1494
01:18:23,500 --> 01:18:28,750
♪♪
1495
01:18:28,833 --> 01:18:34,083
♪♪
1496
01:18:34,166 --> 01:18:37,125
[woman] As we saw,
today was a turning point.
1497
01:18:37,208 --> 01:18:40,708
[man] Yes, the beginning
of the end.
1498
01:18:40,791 --> 01:18:42,666
[woman]
The beginning of the end.
1499
01:18:42,750 --> 01:18:49,583
♪♪
1500
01:18:49,666 --> 01:18:51,875
[ Birds chirping ]
1501
01:18:51,958 --> 01:18:59,583
♪♪
1502
01:18:59,666 --> 01:19:07,291
♪♪
1503
01:19:07,375 --> 01:19:15,041
♪♪
1504
01:19:15,125 --> 01:19:22,750
♪♪
1505
01:19:22,833 --> 01:19:24,833
It's been a while, son.
1506
01:19:27,416 --> 01:19:29,125
Yeah.
1507
01:19:31,000 --> 01:19:33,291
It h-- It has.
1508
01:19:37,541 --> 01:19:39,708
Come on, let's walk.
1509
01:19:43,708 --> 01:19:46,458
You got a cigarette?
1510
01:19:46,541 --> 01:19:47,541
Yeah.
1511
01:19:51,708 --> 01:19:55,500
Good.
Now throw that shit away.
1512
01:19:55,583 --> 01:19:57,708
What, you don't smoke anymore?
1513
01:19:57,791 --> 01:20:03,375
Cigars, Billy boy, cigars,
not those damn tiny cigarettes.
1514
01:20:06,916 --> 01:20:08,208
Okay.
1515
01:20:08,291 --> 01:20:16,583
♪♪
1516
01:20:16,666 --> 01:20:24,875
♪♪
1517
01:20:24,958 --> 01:20:26,791
Those cigarettes, son...
1518
01:20:28,750 --> 01:20:32,125
Those damn things are just
a propaganda machine.
1519
01:20:34,375 --> 01:20:36,000
You know, there was
a time when doctors
1520
01:20:36,083 --> 01:20:38,000
would tell pregnant women
to smoke cigarettes
1521
01:20:38,083 --> 01:20:39,375
in order to relax more.
1522
01:20:39,458 --> 01:20:41,458
[ Scoffs ]
1523
01:20:41,541 --> 01:20:43,458
Hell, they'd even smoke them
in the doctor's office
1524
01:20:43,541 --> 01:20:47,166
when they were there
for their checkups.
1525
01:20:47,250 --> 01:20:50,708
Nowadays, it would be unheard of
1526
01:20:50,791 --> 01:20:52,750
for an expectant mother
to do such a thing.
1527
01:20:52,833 --> 01:20:55,458
Okay, I get it.
1528
01:20:55,541 --> 01:20:57,083
I-I get it.
1529
01:20:57,166 --> 01:21:05,250
♪♪
1530
01:21:05,333 --> 01:21:10,250
You know, son,
I've seen your talks,
1531
01:21:10,333 --> 01:21:12,875
your interviews.
1532
01:21:12,958 --> 01:21:15,291
Seems to me
you're doing just fine.
1533
01:21:17,708 --> 01:21:19,333
I seem fine to you?
1534
01:21:22,833 --> 01:21:25,791
Was it something I said?
1535
01:21:25,875 --> 01:21:27,625
What didn't you say?
1536
01:21:27,708 --> 01:21:32,583
♪♪
1537
01:21:32,708 --> 01:21:34,708
I don't follow you, son.
1538
01:21:36,833 --> 01:21:41,375
Everything I know about the
world and about how it works,
1539
01:21:41,458 --> 01:21:44,250
I got that from you.
1540
01:21:44,333 --> 01:21:47,208
Okay, but I go out there
and I tell it to everyone else,
1541
01:21:47,291 --> 01:21:51,083
and they love me for it and they
think it's coming from me.
1542
01:21:51,166 --> 01:21:52,666
But it's not, alright?
1543
01:21:52,750 --> 01:21:56,666
Those aren't my words.
Those are your words.
1544
01:21:56,750 --> 01:22:02,000
I wake up every day and I feel
like shit because I'm...
1545
01:22:02,083 --> 01:22:03,916
I'm not being honest.
1546
01:22:06,583 --> 01:22:09,583
Do you have any idea
what that's like?
1547
01:22:09,666 --> 01:22:12,875
Wake up every day
and feel like a fraud?
1548
01:22:15,291 --> 01:22:17,666
You told me all this stuff.
You jammed it down my throat.
1549
01:22:17,750 --> 01:22:20,333
But you never gave me
any opportunity
1550
01:22:20,416 --> 01:22:24,333
to go out there
and find it out for myself.
1551
01:22:24,416 --> 01:22:25,958
[Billy's dad] I know, son.
1552
01:22:27,500 --> 01:22:28,916
I may have overstepped
1553
01:22:29,000 --> 01:22:33,333
when it came to telling you
about the world.
1554
01:22:33,416 --> 01:22:36,250
Losing your mother...
1555
01:22:36,333 --> 01:22:37,833
that was hard.
1556
01:22:42,208 --> 01:22:47,416
I had to make sure you were
ready for what was out there.
1557
01:22:47,500 --> 01:22:50,958
You know, I wanted
to be your father,
1558
01:22:51,041 --> 01:22:55,416
but also, I also had to make up
for her not being here.
1559
01:22:55,500 --> 01:22:57,833
I'm -- I'm not here
for a lecture.
1560
01:22:59,791 --> 01:23:01,916
Okay, I don't want to hear
your -- your ideas
1561
01:23:02,000 --> 01:23:04,875
or your thoughts or your musings
about cigarettes in the '50s.
1562
01:23:04,958 --> 01:23:06,791
That's not why I came here.
I j--
1563
01:23:06,875 --> 01:23:12,333
♪♪
1564
01:23:12,416 --> 01:23:14,041
I could use your help.
1565
01:23:14,125 --> 01:23:22,166
♪♪
1566
01:23:22,250 --> 01:23:23,250
Well...
1567
01:23:26,125 --> 01:23:28,625
...what do you want to do?
1568
01:23:28,708 --> 01:23:37,541
♪♪
1569
01:23:37,625 --> 01:23:46,458
♪♪
1570
01:23:46,541 --> 01:23:55,333
♪♪
1571
01:23:55,416 --> 01:24:04,250
♪♪
1572
01:24:04,333 --> 01:24:13,166
♪♪
1573
01:24:13,250 --> 01:24:22,083
♪♪
1574
01:24:22,166 --> 01:24:24,041
[Billy] Okay.
1575
01:24:24,125 --> 01:24:33,666
♪♪
1576
01:24:33,750 --> 01:24:43,250
♪♪
1577
01:24:43,333 --> 01:24:52,875
♪♪
1578
01:24:52,958 --> 01:24:55,708
♪ You say your mind is rushed ♪
1579
01:24:55,791 --> 01:24:58,875
♪ I feel that mine is empty ♪
1580
01:25:01,625 --> 01:25:04,000
♪ And I'm crushed ♪
1581
01:25:07,458 --> 01:25:09,375
♪ I'm crushed ♪
1582
01:25:14,333 --> 01:25:16,958
♪ I know all the ways I can ♪
1583
01:25:17,041 --> 01:25:20,208
♪ You know all the ways
I can't be ♪
1584
01:25:22,833 --> 01:25:25,375
♪ So I'm crushed ♪
1585
01:25:28,125 --> 01:25:30,416
♪ Yeah, I am crushed ♪
1586
01:25:30,500 --> 01:25:35,625
♪♪
1587
01:25:35,708 --> 01:25:39,458
♪ You played up
all your innocence ♪
1588
01:25:39,541 --> 01:25:44,375
♪ And I downplayed experience ♪
1589
01:25:46,250 --> 01:25:50,208
♪ And I can't believe
I got so dumb ♪
1590
01:25:50,291 --> 01:25:52,250
♪ And led myself ♪
1591
01:25:52,333 --> 01:25:54,916
♪ To think a kiss is love ♪
1592
01:25:55,000 --> 01:26:00,041
♪♪
1593
01:26:00,125 --> 01:26:05,208
♪♪
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