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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:05,943 --> 00:00:07,265 MAN (ON TV): He's been eight under after that awful start. 2 00:00:07,345 --> 00:00:09,648 - (DOOR OPENS) - OLDER ELLA: Hey, Mama. 3 00:00:09,748 --> 00:00:11,731 - Ella. - Hey, Mom. 4 00:00:11,831 --> 00:00:13,654 - Look at you. - Zacky. 5 00:00:13,754 --> 00:00:15,316 - Hey, Mom. How are you? - Your skirt is too short. 6 00:00:15,396 --> 00:00:16,758 - Pretty color, but I don't like that. - (CHUCKLES) 7 00:00:16,838 --> 00:00:18,020 LEN: We're here. 8 00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:19,863 We brought the whole brood. 9 00:00:19,963 --> 00:00:21,905 - I hope that's okay. - Sarah, you remember Hagar. 10 00:00:22,005 --> 00:00:23,468 - Right? - Hi, love. 11 00:00:23,568 --> 00:00:26,191 You look... you look really pretty. 12 00:00:26,291 --> 00:00:27,914 (DUCK QUACKS) 13 00:00:28,014 --> 00:00:30,878 - (BABY WHIMPERS) - Do you mind if I breastfeed in here? 14 00:00:30,978 --> 00:00:32,961 She's so fertile. She's got one on the way. 15 00:00:33,061 --> 00:00:34,403 That's so weird. 16 00:00:34,503 --> 00:00:36,105 I didn't know that you could actually, like, breastfeed 17 00:00:36,185 --> 00:00:37,427 and get pregnant at the same time. 18 00:00:37,507 --> 00:00:39,210 - I can. - She can. 19 00:00:39,310 --> 00:00:40,772 - ZACKY: You know, Lila can. - (LAUGHTER) 20 00:00:40,872 --> 00:00:42,094 (ECHOING): Lila can. 21 00:00:42,194 --> 00:00:43,536 Yeah, Lila can. Lila can. 22 00:00:43,636 --> 00:00:44,757 - ZACKY: She can do anything. - EMMA: She can do anything. 23 00:00:44,837 --> 00:00:46,380 - (DUCK QUACKING) - Oh... 24 00:00:46,480 --> 00:00:47,982 I want to to nurse! 25 00:00:48,082 --> 00:00:49,584 (CACKLES) 26 00:00:49,684 --> 00:00:51,106 Oh, my God. 27 00:00:51,206 --> 00:00:53,369 How the fuck are your boobs still looking like that? 28 00:00:53,449 --> 00:00:54,791 I don't know. I never wear a bra. 29 00:00:54,891 --> 00:00:56,093 LEN: People don't wear bras anymore. 30 00:00:56,173 --> 00:00:57,395 I wear a bra. 31 00:00:57,495 --> 00:00:58,937 ZACKY (HIGH-PITCHED): Yeah, Lila can. Lila can. 32 00:00:59,017 --> 00:00:59,904 - (GIRL SCREAMS) - (DUCK QUACKS) 33 00:00:59,905 --> 00:01:01,280 Stop it! 34 00:01:01,380 --> 00:01:03,403 Oh, I almost forgot. We got you a little gift. 35 00:01:03,503 --> 00:01:04,805 You got me something? 36 00:01:04,905 --> 00:01:05,927 ZACKY: Come on, Mom. 37 00:01:06,027 --> 00:01:07,289 (ECHOING): Lila can. Lila can. 38 00:01:07,389 --> 00:01:10,113 (SLOWED DOWN): Lila can. 39 00:01:11,394 --> 00:01:14,018 - It... - Do you like it? 40 00:01:14,118 --> 00:01:16,261 - Drink it. - Uh, I don't want this. 41 00:01:16,361 --> 00:01:18,524 - Try it, Sarah. You'll like it. - ZACKY: Come on, you'll like it. 42 00:01:18,604 --> 00:01:20,407 - (DISTORTED): Drink it, Mom. Drink it. - Just a sip. 43 00:01:20,487 --> 00:01:21,989 ALL (CHANTING): Drink it! Drink it! 44 00:01:22,089 --> 00:01:24,273 Drink it! Drink it! Drink it! 45 00:01:24,373 --> 00:01:25,855 - (CHANTING CONTINUES) - ZACKY: Lila can. 46 00:01:25,935 --> 00:01:27,697 - (DISTORTED): Lila can. Lila can. - (DUCKS QUACKING) 47 00:01:27,777 --> 00:01:29,880 Lila can. 48 00:01:29,980 --> 00:01:31,983 (BIRDS CHITTERING, TRILLING) 49 00:01:33,345 --> 00:01:35,348 (SCOFFS) 50 00:01:35,829 --> 00:01:37,831 (SIGHS) 51 00:01:41,156 --> 00:01:43,159 (GEESE HONKING) 52 00:01:44,240 --> 00:01:46,243 ? ? 53 00:02:16,205 --> 00:02:18,208 ? ? 54 00:02:30,585 --> 00:02:32,588 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 55 00:02:37,915 --> 00:02:39,918 I feel like I'm too big for this table. 56 00:02:41,681 --> 00:02:43,784 Stop taking my food. You have your own food. 57 00:02:43,884 --> 00:02:45,106 I have sand on mine. 58 00:02:45,206 --> 00:02:46,467 (SARAH SCOFFS) 59 00:02:46,567 --> 00:02:48,270 Someone is really grumpy. 60 00:02:48,370 --> 00:02:49,552 Oh, my God. 61 00:02:49,652 --> 00:02:51,234 Please do not describe my behavior. 62 00:02:51,334 --> 00:02:52,916 That is really fucking annoying. 63 00:02:53,016 --> 00:02:55,300 That's, like, Getting Along 101. 64 00:02:58,304 --> 00:03:01,569 What's wrong with you? 65 00:03:01,669 --> 00:03:02,971 Nothing. 66 00:03:03,071 --> 00:03:05,073 I'm just tired. 67 00:03:07,837 --> 00:03:09,840 - What? - Do you think about Lila all the time? 68 00:03:12,484 --> 00:03:15,268 You want to fuck her without me? 69 00:03:15,368 --> 00:03:17,551 - What? - You want to fuck her by yourself, don't you? 70 00:03:17,651 --> 00:03:18,813 - What are you talking about? - No, you do, you want those 71 00:03:18,893 --> 00:03:20,795 sweet, bouncy tits all to yourself. 72 00:03:20,895 --> 00:03:22,958 - What is wrong with you? - Nothing. 73 00:03:23,058 --> 00:03:26,564 You're fucking doing the thing that we said we would not do. 74 00:03:26,664 --> 00:03:28,566 - (SIGHS DEEPLY) - You're acting jealous 75 00:03:28,666 --> 00:03:30,970 and you're just poking it with a stick. 76 00:03:31,070 --> 00:03:33,072 Please don't do that. 77 00:03:39,922 --> 00:03:41,925 - Moshe? - Mm-hmm? 78 00:03:44,088 --> 00:03:45,590 You could ask me, um... 79 00:03:45,690 --> 00:03:48,795 any questions if you wanted to. 80 00:03:48,895 --> 00:03:50,757 About... 81 00:03:50,857 --> 00:03:52,520 I don't know, about anything really. 82 00:03:52,620 --> 00:03:54,643 About... 83 00:03:54,743 --> 00:03:58,408 you know, about my transitioning, if you want. 84 00:03:58,508 --> 00:03:59,730 What's to ask? Come on. 85 00:03:59,830 --> 00:04:02,033 It's great. Good for you. 86 00:04:08,081 --> 00:04:10,285 Hey, Moshe? 87 00:04:12,287 --> 00:04:14,290 Dad? 88 00:04:19,698 --> 00:04:22,762 I'm-I'm not gonna come back to Israel, I don't think, so, uh... 89 00:04:22,862 --> 00:04:24,985 And I'm-I'm pretty sure that there's not a 15-hour flight 90 00:04:25,065 --> 00:04:26,407 in your future. 91 00:04:26,507 --> 00:04:29,752 What do you think, I'm too old? No, no. I mean, well... 92 00:04:30,473 --> 00:04:34,859 You know, I think this is, uh... 93 00:04:34,959 --> 00:04:37,002 I think this is our only chance to, uh, actually... 94 00:04:38,604 --> 00:04:40,627 I, um... 95 00:04:40,727 --> 00:04:43,912 I think I know what you're looking for here. 96 00:04:44,012 --> 00:04:46,014 - You do? - Mm. 97 00:04:47,497 --> 00:04:50,080 There was nobody around when you were little. 98 00:04:50,180 --> 00:04:53,044 There was nobod... there was no... nobody around 99 00:04:53,144 --> 00:04:55,408 who could teach you how to be a man, you know. 100 00:04:55,508 --> 00:05:00,575 So... so maybe if you had a father in your life, 101 00:05:00,675 --> 00:05:02,017 well, not Haim, 102 00:05:02,117 --> 00:05:05,702 but if you had a real father in your life, 103 00:05:05,802 --> 00:05:07,845 maybe you wouldn't have turned out, you know... 104 00:05:10,048 --> 00:05:12,051 the way you did. 105 00:05:12,772 --> 00:05:16,317 I'm really sorry, my child. Very sorry. 106 00:05:16,417 --> 00:05:17,919 (SIGHS) 107 00:05:18,019 --> 00:05:20,883 That's not what I thought you were gonna say. 108 00:05:20,983 --> 00:05:22,766 (CHUCKLES) 109 00:05:22,866 --> 00:05:24,649 Ah, well... 110 00:05:24,749 --> 00:05:29,095 I'm certainly glad that we had this... 111 00:05:29,195 --> 00:05:31,198 little chat, kiddo. 112 00:05:41,893 --> 00:05:45,297 (INDISTINCT CHATTER AND LAUGHTER) 113 00:05:46,539 --> 00:05:47,681 JOSH: So, Nitzan? 114 00:05:47,781 --> 00:05:49,804 - Hmm? - Is the gun loaded? 115 00:05:49,904 --> 00:05:51,967 Of course it's loaded. 116 00:05:52,067 --> 00:05:53,489 It's a gun. 117 00:05:53,589 --> 00:05:56,213 I just didn't know if it was just to scare people off, or, 118 00:05:56,313 --> 00:05:57,474 I don't know, I don't know what... 119 00:05:57,554 --> 00:05:58,696 It is to scare people off. 120 00:05:58,796 --> 00:06:00,258 Is that semi-automatic? 121 00:06:00,358 --> 00:06:01,540 What is it? Automatic? 122 00:06:01,640 --> 00:06:04,024 What's-What's the situation? 123 00:06:04,124 --> 00:06:05,986 It's called a "Baby Desert Eagle." 124 00:06:06,086 --> 00:06:07,629 Oh, Baby Desert Eagle. Oh. 125 00:06:07,729 --> 00:06:09,471 You know this kind? 126 00:06:09,571 --> 00:06:11,254 No, I don't know that one, but, uh, the Toddler Desert Eagle 127 00:06:11,334 --> 00:06:13,357 is, um... I know that one. 128 00:06:13,457 --> 00:06:15,219 - (LAUGHTER) - That one's a... that's a... that's a good one. 129 00:06:15,299 --> 00:06:17,302 It's a little bigger. You know. 130 00:06:26,635 --> 00:06:28,638 (CHUCKLES) 131 00:06:33,845 --> 00:06:35,668 So... 132 00:06:35,768 --> 00:06:36,870 you're not packing heat? 133 00:06:36,970 --> 00:06:38,111 - (LAUGHTER) - No. Mm-mm. 134 00:06:38,211 --> 00:06:40,234 My weapon of choice is self-loathing. 135 00:06:40,334 --> 00:06:41,957 (LAUGHTER) 136 00:06:42,057 --> 00:06:43,098 SHELLY: He's a, he's a schmuck. 137 00:06:43,178 --> 00:06:44,721 MAURA: He's a schmuck. 138 00:06:44,821 --> 00:06:46,583 SHELLY (STAMMERING): A-And, as I... You've known him 139 00:06:46,663 --> 00:06:49,487 for two minutes; you think he's gonna know you? 140 00:06:49,587 --> 00:06:50,889 He doesn't know you. 141 00:06:50,989 --> 00:06:53,293 Who knows anybody anyway? 142 00:06:53,393 --> 00:06:54,694 Well... 143 00:06:54,794 --> 00:06:57,418 Well, we know each other. 144 00:06:57,518 --> 00:06:59,621 I don't know if we do, Shell. 145 00:06:59,721 --> 00:07:02,425 I mean, I'm learning things. 146 00:07:02,525 --> 00:07:04,568 My God. What else could you be learning? 147 00:07:10,176 --> 00:07:13,841 I might, um... I think, might be... 148 00:07:13,941 --> 00:07:15,363 (SIGHS) 149 00:07:15,463 --> 00:07:17,887 - (SIGHS) - Come on. Who else are you gonna tell? 150 00:07:17,987 --> 00:07:20,491 I might be... 151 00:07:20,591 --> 00:07:22,593 I'm... 152 00:07:25,077 --> 00:07:27,841 That I might be heterosexual. 153 00:07:29,884 --> 00:07:31,025 I mean, 154 00:07:31,125 --> 00:07:34,670 a... heterosexual woman. 155 00:07:34,770 --> 00:07:36,833 (CRUNCHING) 156 00:07:36,933 --> 00:07:38,876 What are you talking about? 157 00:07:38,976 --> 00:07:41,820 I'm talking about that I... since I transitioned... 158 00:07:43,863 --> 00:07:46,126 I am... 159 00:07:46,226 --> 00:07:49,571 very attracted to, uh... 160 00:07:49,671 --> 00:07:51,494 To what? 161 00:07:51,594 --> 00:07:55,179 I am m-more turned on by the thought of a man 162 00:07:55,279 --> 00:07:58,544 and, and a woman together. 163 00:07:58,644 --> 00:08:02,509 Can't... imagine you with a man. 164 00:08:02,609 --> 00:08:03,511 (CHUCKLES) 165 00:08:03,611 --> 00:08:05,033 Well, you should. 166 00:08:05,133 --> 00:08:07,136 'Cause I'm seeing one. 167 00:08:10,180 --> 00:08:11,922 Really? 168 00:08:12,022 --> 00:08:13,805 Yeah. 169 00:08:13,905 --> 00:08:15,728 How do you feel about that? 170 00:08:15,828 --> 00:08:17,410 As if I care. 171 00:08:17,510 --> 00:08:20,414 W-Wha... I just want you to be happy. 172 00:08:20,514 --> 00:08:23,438 If only you'd known then what you know now. 173 00:08:28,205 --> 00:08:31,109 There you are, been looking all over for you two. Come on. 174 00:08:31,209 --> 00:08:33,032 The Dead Sea is waiting. 175 00:08:33,132 --> 00:08:35,135 All right, we're coming, we're coming. 176 00:08:38,419 --> 00:08:40,963 LYFE: Hey, Ali! 177 00:08:41,063 --> 00:08:43,066 Get out here! 178 00:09:01,612 --> 00:09:03,615 Hey, you okay? 179 00:09:04,896 --> 00:09:06,679 ALI: I don't know. 180 00:09:06,779 --> 00:09:09,283 Good morning. Sabah al-khair. 181 00:09:09,383 --> 00:09:12,127 - Morning. - Ah, the best part of waking up. 182 00:09:12,227 --> 00:09:13,609 Some weed in my mouth. 183 00:09:13,709 --> 00:09:16,212 Mmm. This is the good stuff. 184 00:09:16,312 --> 00:09:18,335 ALI: Lyfe, I have to go. 185 00:09:18,435 --> 00:09:20,919 I can't stop thinking about my family. 186 00:09:22,161 --> 00:09:23,903 What about them? 187 00:09:24,003 --> 00:09:26,006 ALI: They're probably wondering where I am. 188 00:09:27,608 --> 00:09:31,233 I totally ditched them. 189 00:09:31,333 --> 00:09:33,396 I don't want them to worry. 190 00:09:33,496 --> 00:09:36,160 LYFE: You got to do what you got to do. 191 00:09:36,260 --> 00:09:39,204 Yeah. If only I knew what that was. 192 00:09:39,304 --> 00:09:42,449 LYFE: Do you want me to go with you? 193 00:09:42,549 --> 00:09:45,013 No, that's okay. 194 00:09:45,113 --> 00:09:47,015 I'm gonna go by myself. 195 00:09:47,115 --> 00:09:48,698 But thank you. Really. 196 00:09:48,798 --> 00:09:50,861 TARIK: Where do you need to go? 197 00:09:50,961 --> 00:09:54,225 Um... I guess I need to go to the Dead Sea? 198 00:09:54,325 --> 00:09:56,589 Hussen is going to Qalandia. 199 00:09:56,689 --> 00:09:57,971 Really? Can I get a cab from there? 200 00:09:58,051 --> 00:10:00,594 Yeah, let me ask. Hang on. 201 00:10:00,694 --> 00:10:01,876 (SHOUTS IN ARABIC) 202 00:10:01,976 --> 00:10:03,979 (BOTH SPEAKING IN ARABIC) 203 00:10:09,707 --> 00:10:11,850 - He says yes, but hurry up. - Okay, yes. Thank you. 204 00:10:11,950 --> 00:10:14,073 Tell him thank you, I'm coming. Thank you! 205 00:10:14,153 --> 00:10:17,598 It was nice meeting you. So nice to meet you. Thank you. 206 00:10:17,678 --> 00:10:20,022 (SIGHS) 207 00:10:20,122 --> 00:10:23,747 Okay. Where's my bag? 208 00:10:23,847 --> 00:10:26,150 - Okay. - Give me a hug. 209 00:10:26,250 --> 00:10:28,253 Okay. 210 00:10:30,536 --> 00:10:32,539 (BIRD SINGING) 211 00:10:38,147 --> 00:10:40,290 Thank you for waiting. Hi. 212 00:10:40,390 --> 00:10:43,294 - Hi. You're going to Qalandia? - Yeah. 213 00:10:43,394 --> 00:10:45,397 - Come in. - Thanks. 214 00:10:49,122 --> 00:10:51,125 (ENGINE STARTS) 215 00:11:00,658 --> 00:11:02,661 (NITZAN AND GUY SPEAKING HEBREW) 216 00:11:04,664 --> 00:11:06,807 - GUY: Okay. - So, um... 217 00:11:06,907 --> 00:11:09,250 You guys are, like, homies, right? 218 00:11:09,350 --> 00:11:10,773 - We are not homos. - JOSH: No, I-I... 219 00:11:10,873 --> 00:11:12,575 - You calling us homos? - No, I said you... 220 00:11:12,675 --> 00:11:14,978 - I'm kidding, Joshy. - (CHUCKLES) Sorry. 221 00:11:15,078 --> 00:11:18,664 Yes, we're homies. We know, we know each other from the army. 222 00:11:18,764 --> 00:11:20,106 - Oh. - The, uh, yeah. 223 00:11:20,206 --> 00:11:21,648 We were para, paratroopers together. 224 00:11:21,728 --> 00:11:24,151 - Paratroopers? - Lebanon War. 225 00:11:24,251 --> 00:11:27,115 Jesus. How old were you? 226 00:11:27,215 --> 00:11:28,718 - Eighteen. - Hmm. 227 00:11:28,818 --> 00:11:31,121 When you go to college, we go to war. 228 00:11:31,221 --> 00:11:33,484 That's, uh... Israel for you. 229 00:11:33,584 --> 00:11:35,527 You, you didn't go to college? 230 00:11:35,627 --> 00:11:36,889 No, I went to college. 231 00:11:36,989 --> 00:11:38,371 Studied philosophy. 232 00:11:38,471 --> 00:11:41,095 Yeah, no, you do the army, 233 00:11:41,195 --> 00:11:44,500 after the army you do the-the university. 234 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:46,583 And the army's more important. 235 00:11:46,683 --> 00:11:48,145 Know why? 236 00:11:48,245 --> 00:11:49,827 Hmm. 237 00:11:49,927 --> 00:11:54,213 'Cause you realize not everything is about you. 238 00:12:00,382 --> 00:12:02,445 Yeah. 239 00:12:02,545 --> 00:12:04,928 Everybody seems real patriotic. 240 00:12:05,028 --> 00:12:06,931 And you got a whole country full of people 241 00:12:07,031 --> 00:12:08,333 who know how to shoot a gun. 242 00:12:08,433 --> 00:12:10,696 You know how to shoot a gun, huh? 243 00:12:10,796 --> 00:12:12,058 - Me? - Yeah. 244 00:12:12,158 --> 00:12:13,140 - No, I'm, I'm... - Yeah. 245 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:14,662 I don't know how to shoot a gun. 246 00:12:14,762 --> 00:12:16,304 I'm an American... I'm an American Jew, 247 00:12:16,404 --> 00:12:17,706 we don't do guns. 248 00:12:17,806 --> 00:12:19,749 - Well, what do you have against guns? - Nothing. 249 00:12:19,849 --> 00:12:21,611 I mean, except that they kill innocent people, 250 00:12:21,692 --> 00:12:22,793 like, all the time. 251 00:12:22,893 --> 00:12:24,235 (LAUGHS) 252 00:12:24,335 --> 00:12:25,677 Guy. 253 00:12:25,777 --> 00:12:27,720 Pull over. 254 00:12:27,820 --> 00:12:29,883 - No, no, no, no, no. No, no... - Uh... Everybody, 255 00:12:29,983 --> 00:12:32,807 - No. No. - ... we need to stop for five minutes. 256 00:12:32,907 --> 00:12:37,534 - Dude, just shh... - Joshy needs to do pee pee. 257 00:12:37,634 --> 00:12:39,637 Joshy. Come on. 258 00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:43,582 JOSH: All right. 259 00:12:43,682 --> 00:12:45,345 Okay, let's go. 260 00:12:45,445 --> 00:12:47,428 NITZAN: Come. 261 00:12:47,528 --> 00:12:51,153 - Come on. - Okay. 262 00:12:51,253 --> 00:12:52,355 (CLEARS THROAT) 263 00:12:52,455 --> 00:12:56,240 (NITZAN AND GUY SPEAKING HEBREW) 264 00:12:56,340 --> 00:12:57,762 I'm gonna take a little walk here. 265 00:12:57,862 --> 00:12:59,565 Well, be careful. 266 00:12:59,665 --> 00:13:01,367 - Don't get dehydrated. - MAURA: No. 267 00:13:01,467 --> 00:13:03,090 I'm well aware of my hydration. 268 00:13:03,190 --> 00:13:05,192 Thank you. 269 00:13:10,039 --> 00:13:13,504 SARAH: God, why is Josh being such a dick on this trip? 270 00:13:13,604 --> 00:13:17,069 I'm so... irritated 271 00:13:17,169 --> 00:13:19,512 by his, like, "You're taking advantage." 272 00:13:19,612 --> 00:13:22,156 It's like fucking patriarchal bullshit. 273 00:13:22,256 --> 00:13:24,419 What, because, like, you're the guy, you're taking advantage? 274 00:13:24,499 --> 00:13:27,243 Like, like, I'm not even here, like, I don't even have a say? 275 00:13:27,343 --> 00:13:29,647 Like, like, like, Lila and I are, like, these, like, 276 00:13:29,747 --> 00:13:32,451 these, like, outlines and you just, like, take your dick 277 00:13:32,551 --> 00:13:34,333 and fucking put it in us? 278 00:13:34,433 --> 00:13:36,376 You're... I mean... 279 00:13:36,476 --> 00:13:40,021 Hold on. Just to be clear, this is all for you. 280 00:13:40,121 --> 00:13:42,905 - I'm just saying yes to every... - (LAUGHS) 281 00:13:43,005 --> 00:13:44,808 fucking sexual inclination that you have. 282 00:13:44,888 --> 00:13:46,791 Whoa, okay. Wow. 283 00:13:46,891 --> 00:13:48,793 I didn't realize I was, like, torturing you. 284 00:13:48,893 --> 00:13:51,077 No... you're not... it's not torture. 285 00:13:51,177 --> 00:13:53,039 I'm just saying, you wanted this. 286 00:13:53,139 --> 00:13:55,042 Why are you mad at me? 287 00:13:55,142 --> 00:13:56,684 I'm talking about Josh, 288 00:13:56,784 --> 00:13:58,367 and the, like, "You're a love addict," 289 00:13:58,467 --> 00:14:00,730 and, I mean, I'm sorry, but that's, like, 290 00:14:00,830 --> 00:14:02,733 that's such bullshit. 291 00:14:02,833 --> 00:14:04,736 Like, love is addiction. 292 00:14:04,836 --> 00:14:08,140 I mean, it's a fucking oxymoron, really. 293 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:11,105 "Love addict" is not an oxymoron. 294 00:14:11,205 --> 00:14:12,927 What you mean is that it's redundant, right? 295 00:14:13,007 --> 00:14:14,630 Okay, whatever. I... that's not the point. 296 00:14:14,730 --> 00:14:16,132 If I'm an addict, then everybody's an addict. 297 00:14:16,212 --> 00:14:18,595 I mean, love is, like, uh, getting high, 298 00:14:18,695 --> 00:14:20,878 - that's what love feels like. - No, it's not. No, it's not. 299 00:14:20,978 --> 00:14:23,081 Love is not being high all the time. 300 00:14:23,181 --> 00:14:26,726 I don't want to be fucking crazy high all the time. 301 00:14:26,826 --> 00:14:29,130 Sometimes, I just want to hang out 302 00:14:29,230 --> 00:14:32,815 and watch TV and love our kids. 303 00:14:32,915 --> 00:14:34,698 God! 304 00:14:34,798 --> 00:14:38,603 Most unsatisfied person I know. 305 00:14:46,774 --> 00:14:50,440 (WEAKLY): Okay, I like TV. 306 00:14:50,540 --> 00:14:52,603 NITZAN: Joshy, you ready? 307 00:14:52,703 --> 00:14:55,407 Feel like you guys are taking me out to kill me, or something. 308 00:14:55,507 --> 00:14:57,509 GUY (LAUGHING): Don't worry about it. 309 00:14:57,870 --> 00:15:00,133 (HORNS HONKING) 310 00:15:00,233 --> 00:15:03,298 ALI: How long does this usually take? 311 00:15:03,398 --> 00:15:05,140 I have to meet up with my family. 312 00:15:05,240 --> 00:15:07,143 HUSSEN: You never know. 313 00:15:07,243 --> 00:15:09,346 We do these checkpoints twice a day. 314 00:15:09,446 --> 00:15:11,429 When I was a teenager, when they built the wall, 315 00:15:11,529 --> 00:15:13,031 my mother would get so nervous, 316 00:15:13,131 --> 00:15:15,675 she'd smoke Marlboro Reds in the car. 317 00:15:15,775 --> 00:15:18,298 And then you'd have to convince her to roll the windows down. 318 00:15:20,341 --> 00:15:23,205 ALI: So she never got used to it. 319 00:15:23,305 --> 00:15:25,529 HUSSEN: No, she didn't get used to it. 320 00:15:25,629 --> 00:15:29,394 I think she still talks about it as if it were completely new. 321 00:15:29,474 --> 00:15:31,417 'Cause she... 322 00:15:31,517 --> 00:15:33,500 she knew it before it was like that. 323 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:36,424 - So, for her... - Yeah. 324 00:15:36,524 --> 00:15:39,068 It's an offense to her memories. 325 00:15:39,168 --> 00:15:41,170 (ALI CHUCKLES) 326 00:15:42,252 --> 00:15:43,594 ALI: So we leave the car here. 327 00:15:43,694 --> 00:15:45,276 We just leave it and we go on foot? 328 00:15:45,376 --> 00:15:46,879 HUSSEN: Yeah, we walk through. 329 00:15:46,979 --> 00:15:48,340 When we get to the Israel side, I'll show you how 330 00:15:48,421 --> 00:15:49,963 to get a taxi to your family. 331 00:15:50,063 --> 00:15:53,067 Oh... Okay. 332 00:15:55,671 --> 00:15:57,673 (HORN BLARES, INDISTINCT CHATTER) 333 00:16:39,252 --> 00:16:40,634 MAURA: Why are you here? 334 00:16:40,734 --> 00:16:42,096 YOUNGER MAURA: I can't believe the way 335 00:16:42,176 --> 00:16:44,038 Moshe talks to you. 336 00:16:44,138 --> 00:16:48,124 And who is he, anyway? Not family. 337 00:16:48,224 --> 00:16:50,087 No. 338 00:16:50,187 --> 00:16:53,091 He's no one. 339 00:16:53,191 --> 00:16:55,895 YOUNGER MAURA: Do you remember when you thought 340 00:16:55,995 --> 00:17:00,962 if you weren't trans you wouldn't hurt anymore? 341 00:17:07,892 --> 00:17:11,096 You know, you abandoned me. 342 00:17:15,262 --> 00:17:18,306 MAURA: I had... I had to choose. 343 00:17:20,990 --> 00:17:23,614 God was making me choose. 344 00:17:23,714 --> 00:17:26,778 YOUNGER MAURA: Just because you hear God's voice 345 00:17:26,878 --> 00:17:29,021 doesn't mean it's God's voice. 346 00:17:29,121 --> 00:17:31,305 Look at you. 347 00:17:31,405 --> 00:17:32,546 You're here, 348 00:17:32,646 --> 00:17:34,990 and Ali's alive. 349 00:17:35,090 --> 00:17:36,952 MAURA: We are here. 350 00:17:37,052 --> 00:17:39,416 I'm here. 351 00:17:44,823 --> 00:17:46,726 (SOFTLY): I'm here. 352 00:17:46,826 --> 00:17:48,769 (LOUD BUZZER SOUNDS) 353 00:17:48,869 --> 00:17:50,872 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 354 00:17:52,434 --> 00:17:55,138 It's so crowded. Is it always like this? 355 00:17:55,238 --> 00:17:58,222 It can be, but it's totally random. 356 00:17:58,322 --> 00:18:00,065 (LOUD BUZZER SOUNDS) 357 00:18:00,165 --> 00:18:02,648 (MAN ON P.A. SPEAKING IN FOREIGN LANGUAGE) 358 00:18:05,332 --> 00:18:06,494 - See you on the other side. - What? 359 00:18:06,574 --> 00:18:09,017 I'll see you on the other side. Don't worry. 360 00:18:09,097 --> 00:18:10,960 (MAN REPEATING INSTRUCTIONS OVER P.A.) 361 00:18:11,060 --> 00:18:13,704 - (LOUD BUZZER SOUNDS) - Sorry. 362 00:18:13,784 --> 00:18:15,787 (PEOPLE SPEAKING FOREIGN LANGUAGE) 363 00:18:17,269 --> 00:18:19,271 (BUZZER SOUNDS) 364 00:18:21,475 --> 00:18:23,477 MAN: Passport. 365 00:18:27,643 --> 00:18:29,546 Hey, can you look at me, please? Thank you. 366 00:18:29,646 --> 00:18:31,649 (MAN CONTINUES SPEAKING OVER P.A.) 367 00:18:37,377 --> 00:18:38,799 (GUNSHOT) 368 00:18:38,899 --> 00:18:40,121 What was that? 369 00:18:40,221 --> 00:18:41,403 (GUNSHOTS) 370 00:18:41,503 --> 00:18:44,126 - (MEN CHUCKLE) - Uh, no earmuffs? 371 00:18:44,226 --> 00:18:46,089 Dude, 372 00:18:46,189 --> 00:18:48,653 you have too much estrogen around you. 373 00:18:48,753 --> 00:18:50,896 - All right, that's-that's true. - Get that enough. 374 00:18:50,996 --> 00:18:53,639 Well... ready? 375 00:18:57,084 --> 00:18:59,668 - Opa... - But just a second. 376 00:18:59,768 --> 00:19:02,552 What... what hand do you masturbate with? 377 00:19:02,652 --> 00:19:03,698 - Both? - Okay. 378 00:19:03,699 --> 00:19:06,377 - (CHUCKLES) - Hold it with both. 379 00:19:09,061 --> 00:19:10,002 Whoa. 380 00:19:10,102 --> 00:19:12,206 - Huh? - Huh? 381 00:19:12,306 --> 00:19:13,527 NITZAN: Looking good. 382 00:19:13,627 --> 00:19:16,612 You like it? Huh? 383 00:19:16,712 --> 00:19:19,456 - It's not... It's not terrible. - Okay. 384 00:19:19,556 --> 00:19:20,526 JOSH: Fuckin' A. 385 00:19:20,527 --> 00:19:21,527 - GUY: Yeah. - Oh, yeah. 386 00:19:21,530 --> 00:19:22,472 Let's shoot a gun. 387 00:19:22,480 --> 00:19:24,343 - NITZAN: You know who you look like? - Huh? 388 00:19:24,443 --> 00:19:25,945 Clint Eastwood. 389 00:19:26,045 --> 00:19:27,146 - (LAUGHS) - Shut the fuck up. 390 00:19:27,246 --> 00:19:28,468 - Look. - Shut the fuck up. 391 00:19:28,568 --> 00:19:30,571 Let's do this shit. 392 00:19:38,222 --> 00:19:40,225 (GUNSHOT) 393 00:19:41,627 --> 00:19:43,009 - Whoa, whoa! - Hey, hey! 394 00:19:43,109 --> 00:19:45,853 - Joshy! Oh! - NITZAN: Josh, Josh, Josh! 395 00:19:45,953 --> 00:19:49,297 - Put the gun down. - Joshy! What are you doing? 396 00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:51,200 You don't do a pirouette with a gun like this. 397 00:19:51,280 --> 00:19:52,862 - What, are you crazy? - Drop it. Drop it. 398 00:19:52,962 --> 00:19:54,144 SHELLY: You crazy kid! 399 00:19:54,244 --> 00:19:55,626 I'm sorry, Mom. 400 00:19:55,726 --> 00:19:57,208 - He was about to kill me! - Mom, I'm sorry. 401 00:19:57,288 --> 00:19:59,071 - I'm sorry. - You pointed the gun right at me! 402 00:19:59,171 --> 00:20:01,394 Mommy, Mommy, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. 403 00:20:01,494 --> 00:20:02,816 - What's going on? - He pointed the gun right at me. 404 00:20:02,896 --> 00:20:04,138 - What is going on? - NITZAN: I didn't tell him to twirl 405 00:20:04,218 --> 00:20:05,620 - with the gun in his hand, you know. - What is going on? 406 00:20:05,700 --> 00:20:07,222 - He did it on his own. - No, you go back... 407 00:20:07,302 --> 00:20:10,127 You go back to the bus. And get that gun out of here. 408 00:20:10,227 --> 00:20:12,250 - What's going on? - I didn't mean it, I... 409 00:20:12,350 --> 00:20:14,292 I freaked out. I might... 410 00:20:14,392 --> 00:20:16,415 - You tried to kill me. - I did not! 411 00:20:16,515 --> 00:20:17,817 I just got mixed up. 412 00:20:17,917 --> 00:20:19,299 I didn't mean to do that. I did... 413 00:20:19,399 --> 00:20:21,863 - I freaked, I just... - MAURA: All right, all right. 414 00:20:21,963 --> 00:20:23,765 - Give them space. - What happened? I heard Mom screaming. 415 00:20:23,846 --> 00:20:25,167 - Come on. Give them space. - SHELLY: He tried to kill me. 416 00:20:25,248 --> 00:20:26,550 - SARAH: What? - JOSH: I... I didn't! 417 00:20:26,650 --> 00:20:28,753 I ruined 'em, and now they want to kill me. 418 00:20:28,853 --> 00:20:30,114 - MAURA: No, no, no. - JOSH: I don't. 419 00:20:30,214 --> 00:20:31,897 Mom, I was actually trying not to kill you. 420 00:20:31,977 --> 00:20:33,720 - MAURA: Relax, please. - JOSH: I swear. 421 00:20:33,820 --> 00:20:35,562 I fucked up. I'm a fuck-up, okay? 422 00:20:35,662 --> 00:20:38,366 SHELLY: I don't want you to say that. 423 00:20:38,466 --> 00:20:41,050 I just want you to be happy. I want you to be happy. 424 00:20:41,150 --> 00:20:43,774 - I love you. - Okay, okay, if you want that... 425 00:20:43,874 --> 00:20:45,135 - If you want that... - What? 426 00:20:45,235 --> 00:20:46,578 you have to stop. 427 00:20:46,678 --> 00:20:48,420 You can't do that. 428 00:20:48,520 --> 00:20:50,042 The kissing me on the lips is like an assault! 429 00:20:50,122 --> 00:20:52,065 What's wrong with kissing on the lips? 430 00:20:52,165 --> 00:20:53,948 It's too much, it's just too much... it's weird. 431 00:20:54,048 --> 00:20:55,670 And the Mario. 432 00:20:55,770 --> 00:20:58,955 - I can't do Mario anymore. - MAURA: Who is Mario? 433 00:20:59,055 --> 00:21:01,098 - SARAH: He's the driver, right? - Mario's the person that she... 434 00:21:01,178 --> 00:21:03,641 the character she does when she can't deal with reality. 435 00:21:03,741 --> 00:21:05,764 - That's not true. - That is true! 436 00:21:05,864 --> 00:21:07,867 SARAH: What? What are you talking about? 437 00:21:09,549 --> 00:21:13,615 You have no idea what it's like to be me in my body. 438 00:21:13,715 --> 00:21:17,541 To try to erase yourself. 439 00:21:17,641 --> 00:21:21,146 To be anxious because of your kids. 440 00:21:21,246 --> 00:21:26,874 It was like... fingernails on a chalkboard... 441 00:21:26,974 --> 00:21:30,399 when they would call me Mommy. 442 00:21:30,499 --> 00:21:35,005 And those two times that I was in 443 00:21:35,105 --> 00:21:37,929 those two mental hospitals... 444 00:21:38,029 --> 00:21:40,172 Wait, I thought she was in Fresno. 445 00:21:40,272 --> 00:21:42,816 SHELLY: It was a relief 446 00:21:42,916 --> 00:21:44,979 not being a mother. 447 00:21:45,079 --> 00:21:47,062 SARAH: Do you hate us? 448 00:21:47,162 --> 00:21:49,586 SHELLY: No, I don't hate you, but your Moppa's not 449 00:21:49,686 --> 00:21:51,148 the only one who's suffered. 450 00:21:51,248 --> 00:21:53,711 SARAH: Mom, I... What are you talking about? 451 00:21:53,811 --> 00:21:55,354 I said it in my show. 452 00:21:55,454 --> 00:21:56,896 - I wasn't there. - Yes, exactly, exactly. 453 00:21:56,976 --> 00:21:59,039 You weren't there, but your sisters were, 454 00:21:59,139 --> 00:22:02,203 and your Moppa was, and I loudly exclaimed 455 00:22:02,303 --> 00:22:03,725 that I had a secret. 456 00:22:03,825 --> 00:22:05,568 And none of you asked me about it. 457 00:22:05,668 --> 00:22:08,572 You never asked me about it. Strangers asked me about it. 458 00:22:08,672 --> 00:22:10,254 You know, people from Denmark... 459 00:22:10,354 --> 00:22:12,337 - Yes, yes. - Scandinavian people... 460 00:22:12,437 --> 00:22:14,460 Your secret... your secret. 461 00:22:14,560 --> 00:22:15,942 You were talking about me. 462 00:22:16,042 --> 00:22:19,007 No. No. 463 00:22:21,610 --> 00:22:24,074 I was talking about me. 464 00:22:24,174 --> 00:22:25,716 SARAH: What was it? 465 00:22:25,816 --> 00:22:27,919 I mean, I'm sorry that we didn't ask. 466 00:22:28,019 --> 00:22:29,321 I didn't... I thought... I didn't... 467 00:22:29,421 --> 00:22:31,404 We just figured it would be rude. 468 00:22:31,504 --> 00:22:35,750 I was ten years old. 469 00:22:37,953 --> 00:22:40,457 SHELLY: Then there was this teacher, this Mr. Stenger, 470 00:22:40,557 --> 00:22:42,580 who said that he saw my talent, or so I, 471 00:22:42,680 --> 00:22:46,345 I thought. And then, when we were alone, 472 00:22:46,445 --> 00:22:49,569 the things happened, and so I stopped eating. 473 00:22:51,292 --> 00:22:53,295 (JOSH GASPS, SOBS) 474 00:22:54,176 --> 00:22:57,440 SHELLY: I was... 475 00:22:57,540 --> 00:23:00,344 molested. 476 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:20,000 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 477 00:23:20,050 --> 00:23:24,600 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 33967

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