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EXPLOSION
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CHEERING
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..to those who care to listen...
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By this point,
Joshua's miracles had gained him
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an international following,
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and he was a household name.
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He had huge resources,
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huge amounts of influence,
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not just in Nigeria,
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throughout Africa, Israel,
Mexico, Singapore.
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His reputation globally was...
enormous.
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He was a god.
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He was the deputy Jesus.
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Everybody wanted to be close
to the Prophet.
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His private jet was very fancy.
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So, inside, you know,
all the leather interior and...
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..it was very "posh",
as you would call it.
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SHE CHUCKLES
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Moments ago, Prophet TB Joshua
landed and was welcomed
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by the President and the
entire cabinet.
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TB Joshua was creating an empire
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of these dignitaries and presidents
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that could give him credibility.
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He would display these
world leaders on the stage
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to show everybody how
powerful he was.
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He believed he was more
valuable than the president.
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People should pay to come
and see him,
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they should be prepared to pay
their life savings, in essence.
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And that is what happened.
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These foreign visitors would come
from all across the world.
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It was the greatest tourist
attraction for Nigeria.
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There was not enough space,
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and he's somebody who loved money,
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so he built a guest house.
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He would send people and say,
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"Go and see what they charge at
a five-star hotel in America."
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Like, "I'm worth that.
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"They can't come here and expect God
to give them something for nothing."
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People were also desperate
for healing.
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They would pay
this ridiculous amount.
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There were tour groups going up
from South Africa
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in quite large numbers,
who came to stay in the compound.
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Hallelujah!
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That day, I was working
in the office.
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He sent me to go and call someone.
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I kind of went into the church
auditorium, and I just felt,
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like, this dust in the air.
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It was really surreal.
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I just saw these
huge plumes of dust.
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I remember running towards there,
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and it's just complete chaos.
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No-one really understands
what's actually happened.
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It was all silent.
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You didn't hear cries of people,
or anything like that.
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And I guess it's because people
were buried so deep.
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MUFFLED ON TV: Many are said
to be trapped inside....
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Take note of the upper left-hand
corner of the screen.
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A strange aircraft flies
over the building at
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the Synagogue Church of All Nations.
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Nine minutes later,
the strange aircraft returns.
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This is the moment of the incident.
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AUDIENCE CHEERS
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CHEERING CONTINUES
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I was in South Africa.
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That's when Daddy called.
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And the instruction was
I needed to assist
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in going around to these families
within South Africa
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whose children, husbands or wives,
had died at the building,
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to go and give money, bags of money.
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It was scripted.
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"Your relative that has passed on,
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"they are more privileged than you
because they died
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"in the house of the Lord."
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We would give family cash.
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There were no transfers,
we would give cash.
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We would tell them,
they mustn't speak to media,
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they mustn't give reports
or anything.
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Basically, we were silencing them.
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There was no plane that
dropped bombs.
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It was structural failure.
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During the time it was being built,
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I stood with TB Joshua
on that building.
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He was giving instructions
to his head of maintenance,
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and he just kept kind of pushing
and saying, "I want it higher,
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"it must go higher."
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The foundations were never built
to cater for the height of
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the building that TB Joshua
categorically demanded
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must be built.
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The building collapse is
a good example of everyday life
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under TB Joshua is just a
series of cover-ups.
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It's just, this one was so big,
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it was almost impossible for him
to make it go away.
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SHOUTING
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IMITATES CHAINSAW REVVING
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I just remember all these people
coming towards me,
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and one of them was this man,
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and somebody was, like,
trying to carry him.
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His leg was kind of
just hanging off.
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And I think his arm was, too.
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Quite quickly, after it happened,
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we all were designated,
like, our roles,
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and I was in charge of press.
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Initially, the press weren't
allowed to go in,
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but after a while,
tried to get things organised.
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At night, that was when
we were doing the recordings
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of the dead people,
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as we were putting them
into body bags.
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The body bags were being put in
our own church ambulances.
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We were stacking bodies.
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I can't count the bodies
that were brought out.
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There were bags and bags and bags.
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And I never knew
the final destination.
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We got into a bus,
and there was like this smell.
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Someone told me that this bus
is full of dead bodies.
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And we're transporting them
at night, so that the press
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can't see during the day.
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When this happened,
I thought he would come and see
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the site straight away.
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He didn't even go.
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He just stayed in his office.
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And I was just like,
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"Why is he not coming to
see this tragedy?"
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Over the years, the abuse,
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the rape was just too much.
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People tried to speak up
to expose him,
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but nobody would listen.
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Had people listened,
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no-one would have died.
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To live as part of the Synagogue
community is really difficult.
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Sometimes, cracks begin
to appear in your own head.
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Years and years of lack of sleep,
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you're so exhausted.
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I had a tap when
I was in bed asleep.
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"Daddy's calling you."
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And my heart sank.
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I walked up the stairs
and I remember thinking,
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"No, no, no, no, no, no, no."
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He ushered me to take all
my clothes off.
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It was angry, and it was forceful.
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The most horrendous, terrifying
experience I have ever,
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ever been through.
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I remember walking down
the stairs, crying.
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I thought, "I have to talk
to somebody."
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And I said to one female disciple,
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"From a human point of view,
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"the relationship I have
with Daddy is wrong."
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And she immediately bent forward
and buried her head in her hands
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and said, "I know what you're
talking about.
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"He does it to me, too."
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And I was, oh, my goodness.
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And I remembered all those young
girls going up and downstairs.
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I'm not the only one.
We're not the only ones.
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It was like I had a blindfold on.
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And, in that one moment,
suddenly I said, "Whoa!
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"He's not a holy man.
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"The way he hits people,
the way he shouts at people,
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"the way we don't have any sleep,
the reporting..."
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I was petrified, because at
this point, I knew exactly
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what I was a part of.
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I realised, I've got to escape.
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There was no fence to sit on.
There's no in-between.
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You're in, or you're out.
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And that was partly why
it was such a huge, big deal
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to leave, to escape.
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If you left,
you were leaving salvation.
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You were going to die
and go to hell.
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And you really believed this,
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this was terrifying.
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The fear was physical.
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I was shaking.
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If I could have, I would've ran
through that airport.
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I was doing the unthinkable.
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I was doing a sin.
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When I saw the green fields
of the UK, I thought,
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"I've done it.
I can't believe this has happened."
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I had to tell TB Joshua
I wasn't coming back,
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because if I didn't,
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they would come after me.
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I said, "Daddy,
I believe the relationship
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"I have with you is wrong.
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"And I'm never coming back."
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And for those few seconds,
before I put the phone down,
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I heard panic in his voice.
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PHONE RINGS
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I received a phone call.
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I was asked if I knew anything
about Anneka leaving,
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and I said, no, I didn't.
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TB Joshua said,
"She left because she says that
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"I was lying on top of her."
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It just made me think,
"Oh, my gosh.
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"I didn't think that
that was happening to her.
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"He had said that sort of thing
only happens to me."
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TB Joshua started crying
and saying, "You know,
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"I've said whatever I do to you
is just for your salvation.
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"I've not done this to anybody else.
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"Whatever Anneka is saying
is not true."
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The next thing I know,
I'm called in,
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and some disciples' parents
are there.
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And he said, "You need to tell them
that what she's saying isn't true."
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I remember that meeting
because I had to lie,
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yet knowing what happened to me.
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It's just horrible,
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how you go through so much pain,
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and then you cover for
the person that is causing this.
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I was very good at looking happy,
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but I was dead for a
long time inside.
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I decided, "I'm out.
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"I...I can't take this at all."
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When I left, I went back
to confront him,
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because I wanted the abuse to stop.
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I was filming this on my phone,
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in case something bad happened.
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We'd obviously seen the security
manhandle people before.
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There was just a panic out of
nowhere that just grew
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in the office.
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TB Joshua didn't see it coming.
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He didn't expect Angie,
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you know, of all people,
to confront him.
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So, that day felt like his whole
life was coming to an end,
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everything that he had worked hard
for was coming to an end.
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And the taxi driver said,
"OK, look. I can't drive fast.
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"They're going to shoot
my tyres out."
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I'd seen police at
the gates beat people,
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beat disciples, beat followers.
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They weren't working for
the Nigerian state.
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They were working for TB Joshua,
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who paid them huge sums of money.
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Two security guards there,
they held me,
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but I just wrestled my way free.
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MOTORCYCLE ENGINE REVS
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There happened be an okada
that came past,
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and I just hopped on,
and we just said,
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"Go to the airport."
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You're in and out of traffic,
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right side of the road,
wrong side of the road...
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..to just get on that plane.
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When we left, we wrote a letter
that we sent to the church
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itemising the serious abuses
that people were having to endure,
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just being a disciple.
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The church knew.
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They didn't investigate,
they did absolutely nothing.
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When I left, I told
this police officer everything.
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And she said, "Because this
happened in another country,
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"all we can do is take your story
and give it to Interpol."
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But I never heard anything.
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I watched that place like a hawk.
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All those brothers and sisters
that I'd made,
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I knew they were trapped there -
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in their mind,
and physically trapped there.
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Years and years, I watched to
see who would come out,
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who was the next person to leave.
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After Bisola left, TB Joshua
said that she was being
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a betrayer against the ministry,
saying lots of lies.
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He spoke about that, usually,
he lets God speak for him,
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but this time,
he has to defend himself.
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I was called to go and
run a voiceover.
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I was given a script to read,
targeting Bisola Johnson.
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"She was a liar.
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"We have to make her look like
a complete nutcase.
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"We have to discredit her."
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He'd clearly taken footage of times
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she had been forced to
confess things.
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Bisola was disgraced and humiliated.
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Paul Agomoh, yeah,
he did the same thing.
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This thing went all over YouTube -
it's still there today.
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It was sent all around the world.
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That was a warning to everybody.
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If you leave, if you speak about
the things you've seen and heard -
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and we all held
secrets individually -
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that this could be you.
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It was all about
silencing opposition.
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SHE SOBS
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The emergency department
were responsible for
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making miracles look real.
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They would be the ones
responsible for writing and
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approving the placards.
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Someone would come and say,
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"I've got a headache,"
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and it'd be written down as
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some other exaggerated condition.
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The people themselves
are clearly being manipulated.
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They would be told,
exaggerate their problems
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so that God can heal you,
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and exaggerate your healing so that
God could affect your healing.
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She's jumping! You can see her doing
what she never would've done.
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JOYFUL SOBBING
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It's very difficult when you begin
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to dissect the fact that
these miracles were staged,
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because then, you have to start
understanding that people died
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who didn't have to.
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APPLAUSE
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People stopped taking
their medication.
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They stopped taking their pills.
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I know people died because
they didn't take their medicine.
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And it's difficult
to live with that.
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I think everybody that came from
that place has guilt.
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What's so desperately painful
and sad is we thought
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we were doing the right thing.
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Today marks exactly a year since
the church guest house collapsed.
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116 people, including
85 South Africans, were killed.
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TB Joshua had claimed his building
was destroyed by a terror strike,
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but the coroner has ruled
the building wasn't built properly.
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Families suffered a huge injustice,
because it came out later
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that actually floors were added
without permission.
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So, it was obviously
a structural error.
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SHE SNIFFLES
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LOUD CHEERING
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Te amo Jesus!
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Less than a year after the
building collapse,
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Joshua was back on the world stage.
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It was as if the building collapse
had never even happened.
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I had worked for him for years.
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I've sacrificed my
life for this man,
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and yet still I was
not free from the
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problem that I'd gone there with,
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which was that I was gay.
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All the blame was placed on me.
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It was my lack of faith.
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He used to say that isolation was
the best way to receive Jesus.
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I spent two years in the compound...
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..isolated.
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I wasn't in a room,
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but no-one was allowed
to speak to me.
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There were, like, buildings
that were under construction.
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And I used to go there and
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smash my head against the wall.
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I had a complete mental breakdown,
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and I tried to commit suicide.
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He knew how I felt,
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but he didn't care.
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I began to realise that
he wasn't who he said he was.
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That was when I was able to face
myself for the first time,
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at 33 years old, and look in
the mirror and say,
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"You're gay. Accept it.
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"Deal with it yourself,
this man can't help you."
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When I eventually got out,
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I started looking for people who,
over these 12-13 years,
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I had been with there.
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And I just went, like,
down this rabbit hole of, like,
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one horror to another horror.
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People who were repeatedly raped.
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People who'd had abortions.
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Some Nigerian, some Ghanaian,
some South African, some Dutch,
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some from the UK, like,
some from the States.
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They were all coming back and
saying, "Rae, didn't you know?
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"You know, you must've known."
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And I'm like, "I didn't know!
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"Why would I stay there if
I know this is happening
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"to all these people?"
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And it was just...
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It was horrifying.
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You've got this man who positioned
himself as a father,
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with many children,
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and went on to rape, molest
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and abuse all these people...
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..who held that bond sacred
and called him "Daddy".
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How is somebody like that
permitted to walk free?
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ARCHIVE: Founder of the Synagogue
Church of All Nations,
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TB Joshua, has died.
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He was 57 years old.
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This is a big shock to millions
of people around the world and,
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of course, many people
in Nigeria who were directly
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following TB Joshua.
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ON SCREEN: There was no indication
that the preacher was ill before
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his death that has shocked
his followers...
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He was a god, like,
you never thought he would die.
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Gosh, that is why people went crazy.
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I cried when he died.
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I cried for an apology
that I will never receive.
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The Nigerian Senate has held
a minute's silence.
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The lawmakers eulogised prophet
TB Joshua, saying he epitomised...
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He is probably one of
the greatest con men to ever exist.
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To con so many millions of people
into believing that you are holy.
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He goes into groups where
there is no more conflicts.
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The bad guy won, and
very powerful men propped him up.
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He had to have his enablers
in the police service,
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in the government,
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different politicians in
different countries.
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Nothing could bring him down.
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CRYING AND SHOUTING
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LAUGHTER
EXCITED CHATTER
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I want to tell my story to say
that, "Look, it's not easy,
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"but you'll be OK.
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"You can come out of this
and you can heal,
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"and you can find life again after."
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What kept me quiet was fear.
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And fear is an illusion.
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I'm proud of myself for having
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the courage to tell the truth about
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who this man really was.
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Here's my son.
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EXCITED CHATTER
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Here's my daughter.
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The fact that I have two kids...
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..is a miracle...
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..because of the trauma
I experienced.
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It's not been easy but, despite all
the crying and being upset,
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and being upset about friends
and family still there,
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I'm so grateful to be out.
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I'm so grateful...
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..just to be free.
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ALL: Good morning!
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