Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated:
1
00:00:05,139 --> 00:00:06,340
Previously on ER...
2
00:00:06,374 --> 00:00:07,408
Who's that?
3
00:00:07,441 --> 00:00:08,542
LEWIS:
Med student.
4
00:00:08,576 --> 00:00:09,710
Jane, why didn't you
say anything?
5
00:00:09,743 --> 00:00:12,213
No one listens to me.
6
00:00:12,246 --> 00:00:14,048
No one even remembers
I was in the room.
7
00:00:14,082 --> 00:00:15,783
Third year resident, I've
been ordering my own scans
8
00:00:15,816 --> 00:00:17,585
since I been here.
What's that about?
9
00:00:17,618 --> 00:00:19,420
It's about me
making the rules.
10
00:00:19,453 --> 00:00:20,821
Come on, that's stupid.
11
00:00:20,854 --> 00:00:23,524
Congratulations, Jake.
12
00:00:23,557 --> 00:00:26,694
Your ER rotation
is officially over.
13
00:01:04,898 --> 00:01:06,200
Good evening.
14
00:01:06,234 --> 00:01:08,336
Can I help you?
15
00:01:23,717 --> 00:01:25,153
Room 415?
16
00:01:25,153 --> 00:01:25,753
End of the hall.
17
00:01:34,295 --> 00:01:35,696
Helen?
18
00:01:38,366 --> 00:01:39,767
Helen, it's Kerry.
19
00:01:43,804 --> 00:01:46,374
I don't want to leave it
like this.
20
00:01:48,509 --> 00:01:51,745
The things that we said...
21
00:01:51,779 --> 00:01:53,314
Is this how you
want to leave it?
22
00:01:53,347 --> 00:01:54,548
If it is, tell me,
and I'll go away...
23
00:01:54,582 --> 00:01:56,450
like we never even met.
24
00:02:54,942 --> 00:02:55,943
I heard it was
supposed to be sunny
25
00:02:55,976 --> 00:02:57,511
and slightly warmer today.
26
00:02:57,545 --> 00:02:59,313
I heard "partly cloudy,
chance of rain."
27
00:02:59,347 --> 00:03:00,314
Winter.
28
00:03:02,683 --> 00:03:04,285
Did you know
that most snowflakes
29
00:03:04,318 --> 00:03:05,619
are less than
one-half inch across?
30
00:03:05,653 --> 00:03:06,720
Uh, no, I didn't...
31
00:03:06,754 --> 00:03:07,988
Do you know
why they're white?
32
00:03:08,021 --> 00:03:09,823
The complex structure
of snow crystals
33
00:03:09,857 --> 00:03:12,293
results in countless
tiny surfaces
34
00:03:12,326 --> 00:03:14,728
from which visible light
is efficiently reflected.
35
00:03:14,762 --> 00:03:16,330
What little sunlight
is absorbed
36
00:03:16,364 --> 00:03:18,266
is absorbed uniformly
over the visible wavelengths
37
00:03:18,299 --> 00:03:20,634
thus giving snow
its white appearance.
38
00:03:20,668 --> 00:03:21,869
What's wrong with you?
( laughs )
39
00:03:23,771 --> 00:03:24,772
Alex had a school report.
40
00:03:24,805 --> 00:03:26,407
Luka and I got
kind of into it.
41
00:03:26,440 --> 00:03:27,975
Yeah, guess so.
42
00:03:28,008 --> 00:03:30,411
Excuse me...
43
00:03:30,444 --> 00:03:32,813
Do you know how much longer
I'll have to wait?
44
00:03:32,846 --> 00:03:35,849
Ooh, that's nasty.
45
00:03:35,883 --> 00:03:37,385
One of the other skaters
ripped into me.
46
00:03:37,418 --> 00:03:38,452
This morning?
47
00:03:38,486 --> 00:03:39,820
Skating club.
48
00:03:39,853 --> 00:03:41,689
We only get the ice
from 5:30 to 7:00.
49
00:03:41,722 --> 00:03:43,691
We'll get you checked in
in a couple of
minutes, okay?
50
00:03:43,724 --> 00:03:44,858
Thanks.
51
00:03:44,892 --> 00:03:46,994
Ugh, winter.
52
00:03:47,027 --> 00:03:49,330
So it's already an
every-night kind of thing?
53
00:03:49,363 --> 00:03:51,299
Since he started his
surgical rotation, yeah.
54
00:03:51,299 --> 00:03:52,800
Dubenko's working him
pretty hard,
55
00:03:52,833 --> 00:03:54,635
and my place is closer
to the hospital.
56
00:03:54,668 --> 00:03:57,905
Oh, I see, so sleeping over
is basically a convenience.
57
00:03:57,938 --> 00:03:59,973
No, we do like
each other.
58
00:04:00,007 --> 00:04:01,542
And, do you know, his
real name isn't Jake,
59
00:04:01,575 --> 00:04:02,743
it's George?
60
00:04:02,776 --> 00:04:04,378
It's actually kind
of a funny story.
61
00:04:04,412 --> 00:04:06,714
I mean, it's not funny-
funny, but it's... sorry.
62
00:04:06,747 --> 00:04:09,383
Tibial plateau fracture,
ortho's taking to the OR.
63
00:04:09,417 --> 00:04:11,485
Make sure he's NPO.
Got it.
64
00:04:11,519 --> 00:04:12,920
Cellulitis following cat bite,
admit to medicine.
65
00:04:12,953 --> 00:04:13,954
Already did.
66
00:04:13,987 --> 00:04:15,022
Antibiotics on board?
67
00:04:15,055 --> 00:04:16,524
Three grams of unasyn.
68
00:04:16,557 --> 00:04:18,992
DKA on an insulin drip,
going up to the ICU.
69
00:04:19,026 --> 00:04:20,594
Last glucose?
70
00:04:20,628 --> 00:04:23,864
534. And they just brought
back a 60-year-old lady,
71
00:04:23,897 --> 00:04:25,366
Pick's Disease
with agitation.
72
00:04:25,399 --> 00:04:25,999
I'm officially
out of here.
73
00:04:26,033 --> 00:04:27,701
Thank you, Luka.
74
00:04:27,735 --> 00:04:29,437
Hasta la vista,
suckers.
Dr. Barnett.
75
00:04:29,470 --> 00:04:30,938
Ray, when you get home,
take the back stairs,
76
00:04:30,971 --> 00:04:32,606
front ones are kind of frozen.
77
00:04:32,640 --> 00:04:33,607
You didn't shovel?
78
00:04:33,641 --> 00:04:35,075
You're kidding, right?
79
00:04:35,108 --> 00:04:37,511
Oh, and the kitchen window,
80
00:04:37,545 --> 00:04:38,546
I couldn't get it
to close all the way.
81
00:04:38,579 --> 00:04:39,780
Meaning?
82
00:04:39,813 --> 00:04:41,682
Meaning there's snow
in the kitchen.
83
00:04:41,715 --> 00:04:43,517
Bit of a build-up,
actually, so you
might want to try
84
00:04:43,551 --> 00:04:45,085
turning the oven on
and leaving the door open.
85
00:04:45,118 --> 00:04:46,554
So it'll melt.
86
00:04:46,587 --> 00:04:47,755
It's just a suggestion.
87
00:04:48,889 --> 00:04:50,724
She used to be my roommate.
88
00:04:50,758 --> 00:04:52,460
WEAVER:
Shall we get back
to medicine here?
89
00:04:52,493 --> 00:04:55,496
Atypical chest pain
waiting on a second troponin.
90
00:04:55,529 --> 00:04:56,797
I'll take it.
How come Weaver's on?
91
00:04:56,830 --> 00:04:58,499
How come Weaver's on?
92
00:04:58,532 --> 00:05:00,568
She does two shifts a month
to keep up her skills,
93
00:05:00,601 --> 00:05:02,370
to stay in touch with
the needs of the department.
94
00:05:02,370 --> 00:05:03,637
Our lucky day.
95
00:05:03,671 --> 00:05:04,872
Teenage ice skater
bleeding like a stuck pig
96
00:05:04,905 --> 00:05:05,939
out in the waiting area.
97
00:05:05,973 --> 00:05:07,107
Frank, let's get
a wheelchair.
98
00:05:07,140 --> 00:05:08,576
Okay.
Someone might want
99
00:05:08,609 --> 00:05:10,544
to grab the trauma
at the back door.
100
00:05:10,578 --> 00:05:12,980
Carter, take Neela with you
on that chest pain.
101
00:05:13,013 --> 00:05:15,816
Susan, 50-something woman,
dyspnea, curtain four.
102
00:05:15,849 --> 00:05:17,485
Abby, Jane, you're with me.
103
00:05:19,487 --> 00:05:20,821
Must be awkward for Dr. Lewis,
104
00:05:20,854 --> 00:05:22,490
being chief, then having
Dr. Weaver back.
105
00:05:22,523 --> 00:05:24,024
What, are you kidding?
106
00:05:24,057 --> 00:05:26,494
Weaver comes in, takes
charge, runs all the cases.
107
00:05:26,527 --> 00:05:28,562
Lewis loves it.
It's like having a day off.
108
00:05:28,596 --> 00:05:30,531
Not so, however,
for the rest of us.
109
00:05:30,564 --> 00:05:31,932
Altercation at someone's
110
00:05:31,965 --> 00:05:33,767
all-night-turned-out-badly
birthday party.
111
00:05:33,801 --> 00:05:35,669
Good morning, Dr. Pratt.
112
00:05:35,703 --> 00:05:37,738
Yeah, half an inch of snow
and traffic grinds to a halt.
113
00:05:37,771 --> 00:05:39,807
Multiple stab wounds
to the back with
a screwdriver.
114
00:05:39,840 --> 00:05:40,974
You think he
dropped a lung?
Probably not,
115
00:05:41,008 --> 00:05:42,075
sats are 100.
116
00:05:42,109 --> 00:05:43,611
Abby and I have
got this one.
117
00:05:43,644 --> 00:05:45,479
There's a woman there
with Pick's Disease.
118
00:05:45,513 --> 00:05:46,680
Why don't you grab that.
119
00:05:46,714 --> 00:05:47,848
Oh, and take Jane with you.
120
00:05:47,881 --> 00:05:49,417
It's a good
teaching case.
121
00:05:49,450 --> 00:05:51,051
I'm sure Jane has seen
more than her share
122
00:05:51,084 --> 00:05:52,720
of combative patients
with dementia.
123
00:05:52,753 --> 00:05:53,887
But not with you
as her teacher.
124
00:05:53,921 --> 00:05:54,988
Have you, Jane?
125
00:05:55,022 --> 00:05:56,924
You could start by
reviewing
126
00:05:56,957 --> 00:05:58,559
the key elements
of the history,
127
00:05:58,592 --> 00:06:00,661
physical, genetics,
differences from Alzheimer's.
128
00:06:00,694 --> 00:06:01,929
Okay, okay, we're on it.
129
00:06:01,962 --> 00:06:03,764
If it's any consolation,
130
00:06:03,797 --> 00:06:06,166
I'm a blank slate when
it comes to Pick's Disease.
131
00:06:06,199 --> 00:06:09,503
I know we studied it
maybe first year.
132
00:06:09,537 --> 00:06:11,572
No, I think
it was second year.
133
00:06:11,605 --> 00:06:13,441
No, it was first year.
134
00:06:13,474 --> 00:06:15,776
What did she say
about Alzheimer's?
135
00:06:15,809 --> 00:06:17,945
Man, talk about your
short-term memory loss.
136
00:06:17,978 --> 00:06:19,713
Lousy son-of-a...
137
00:06:19,747 --> 00:06:21,682
I'll get a piece,
you stupid fat piece of sh...
138
00:06:21,715 --> 00:06:22,983
Nice language.
Equal breath sounds.
139
00:06:23,016 --> 00:06:24,752
Pulse ox 98.
First hemocue?
140
00:06:24,785 --> 00:06:25,953
13.8.
141
00:06:25,986 --> 00:06:27,488
Okay, let's roll him.
142
00:06:27,521 --> 00:06:29,923
We're going to roll you
onto your side, sir.
143
00:06:29,957 --> 00:06:31,825
No head injury.
144
00:06:31,859 --> 00:06:33,461
Guess he's
sleeping it off.
145
00:06:33,494 --> 00:06:34,595
Regular or Phillips head?
146
00:06:34,628 --> 00:06:35,896
What?
147
00:06:35,929 --> 00:06:37,498
Stabbed with a
screwdriver, right?
148
00:06:37,531 --> 00:06:39,833
Yes. At least 20 wounds,
all superficial.
149
00:06:39,867 --> 00:06:41,569
I'd say regular.
150
00:06:41,602 --> 00:06:43,036
Sonosite.
151
00:06:43,070 --> 00:06:45,172
Mr. Scanlon, what
is Hamman's sign?
Uh...
152
00:06:45,205 --> 00:06:46,974
A crunching sound heard
with pneumomediastinum,
153
00:06:47,007 --> 00:06:47,975
listen for it.
154
00:06:48,008 --> 00:06:49,209
TAGGART:
X-ray's back.
155
00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:50,711
What is normal
intrapleural pressure?
156
00:06:50,744 --> 00:06:52,112
Negative...
157
00:06:52,145 --> 00:06:54,081
Negative ten to 12 millimeters
of mercury.
158
00:06:54,114 --> 00:06:55,716
And what's the intra-alveolar
pressure?
159
00:06:55,749 --> 00:06:57,718
Fluctuates.
160
00:06:57,751 --> 00:06:59,787
Minus three with inspiration,
plus three with expiration.
161
00:06:59,820 --> 00:07:01,489
So, Jake, tell me:
162
00:07:01,522 --> 00:07:03,524
How does this poor guy
end up with a pneumothorax?
163
00:07:03,557 --> 00:07:06,960
Penetrating trauma allows air
to enter the pleural space,
164
00:07:06,994 --> 00:07:09,997
raising the pressure,
collapsing the alveoli.
165
00:07:10,030 --> 00:07:11,499
Well done, Mr. Scanlon.
166
00:07:11,532 --> 00:07:12,733
Fantastic.
167
00:07:12,766 --> 00:07:13,934
BP 124/82.
168
00:07:13,967 --> 00:07:15,035
Let's get him a floor bed.
169
00:07:15,068 --> 00:07:16,837
He needs the ICU.
He's stable.
170
00:07:16,870 --> 00:07:19,139
No, the guy's Swiss cheese.
He needs close observation.
171
00:07:19,172 --> 00:07:20,107
We'll never get an ICU bed.
172
00:07:20,140 --> 00:07:21,709
He doesn't need one,
173
00:07:21,742 --> 00:07:23,644
no pneumo, his crit
and vitals are stable,
174
00:07:23,677 --> 00:07:25,513
no blood in
the pericardium
or Morrison's.
175
00:07:25,513 --> 00:07:26,780
He could have an occult
solid organ injury
176
00:07:26,814 --> 00:07:27,981
or a delayed pneumothorax.
177
00:07:28,015 --> 00:07:28,916
Are you going
to bludgeon us
178
00:07:28,949 --> 00:07:30,183
with the differential?
179
00:07:30,217 --> 00:07:32,152
Occasionally,
I can be thorough.
180
00:07:32,185 --> 00:07:33,587
How about a tele admit?
181
00:07:33,621 --> 00:07:34,555
Maybe after four hours.
182
00:07:34,588 --> 00:07:35,756
Four hours?
183
00:07:35,789 --> 00:07:38,091
Uh, Kerry,
that lady with dyspnea,
184
00:07:38,125 --> 00:07:39,192
Sharon Williams,
185
00:07:39,226 --> 00:07:40,761
she's asking for you.
186
00:07:40,794 --> 00:07:42,162
Said she here before,
you were her doc.
187
00:07:42,195 --> 00:07:43,897
Okay. This "Swiss cheese"
is stable.
188
00:07:43,931 --> 00:07:46,700
Let's get him admitted
to a med-surg bed
189
00:07:46,734 --> 00:07:49,770
and don't listen to any of
Dr. Dubenko's suggestions.
190
00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:51,004
So, Dr. Lewis...
191
00:07:51,038 --> 00:07:52,139
Don't start.
192
00:07:52,172 --> 00:07:53,641
Oh, okay.
No problem.
193
00:07:53,674 --> 00:07:55,242
We humble surgical servants
194
00:07:55,275 --> 00:07:57,044
shall leave this
in your capable hands.
195
00:07:57,077 --> 00:07:59,580
Uh, Jake...
do not move
196
00:07:59,613 --> 00:08:01,014
Mr. Screwdriver
without a foley,
197
00:08:01,048 --> 00:08:04,652
an NG, three crits and
a four-hour chest film.
198
00:08:04,685 --> 00:08:06,954
Oh, and suture
all the lacs.
199
00:08:06,987 --> 00:08:08,055
All 20 of them?
200
00:08:08,088 --> 00:08:09,222
Oh, yeah.
201
00:08:11,725 --> 00:08:14,027
Sharon Williams, BP 124/70,
202
00:08:14,061 --> 00:08:15,162
pulse ox 90.
203
00:08:15,195 --> 00:08:17,164
No history of asthma
or emphysema.
204
00:08:17,197 --> 00:08:18,899
Thanks, Haleh.
Sharon Williams?
205
00:08:18,932 --> 00:08:20,267
You're Dr. Weaver?
206
00:08:20,300 --> 00:08:22,636
I'm sorry, of course
you're Dr. Weaver.
207
00:08:22,670 --> 00:08:23,671
You were in once before?
208
00:08:23,704 --> 00:08:25,238
Yes.
And when was that?
209
00:08:25,272 --> 00:08:27,775
Oh, God, let me think.
210
00:08:27,808 --> 00:08:29,309
I don't know,
I can't quite remember.
211
00:08:29,342 --> 00:08:32,012
You know, I'm actually
feeling much better now.
212
00:08:32,045 --> 00:08:33,246
I probably didn't
need to come in.
213
00:08:33,280 --> 00:08:34,682
Well, as long as you did...
214
00:08:34,715 --> 00:08:36,083
Well, I don't...
215
00:08:36,116 --> 00:08:37,250
This whole thing
is silly.
216
00:08:37,284 --> 00:08:38,819
I don't know
what I was thinking.
217
00:08:38,852 --> 00:08:40,220
I'm much better,
I'm breathing fine.
218
00:08:40,253 --> 00:08:41,855
Why don't you
let me examine you
219
00:08:41,889 --> 00:08:43,724
and we'll make sure of that.
220
00:08:43,757 --> 00:08:45,893
Okay, you said you experienced
shortness of breath?
221
00:08:45,926 --> 00:08:47,094
Yes.
222
00:08:47,127 --> 00:08:49,162
Any cough or fever?
No.
223
00:08:49,196 --> 00:08:53,100
Have you had any
prolonged periods
of immobilization
224
00:08:53,133 --> 00:08:54,802
like a plane or car trip?
225
00:08:54,835 --> 00:08:56,336
No.
226
00:08:56,369 --> 00:08:59,740
Lungs sound good,
oxygen level is fine.
227
00:08:59,773 --> 00:09:01,875
We'll check a few tests
and see what's going on.
228
00:09:01,909 --> 00:09:05,713
Haleh, EKG, PA and
lateral chest, D-dimer.
229
00:09:05,746 --> 00:09:07,047
Sure.
230
00:09:07,080 --> 00:09:08,315
And I'll be back
to check on you later.
231
00:09:08,348 --> 00:09:09,617
Dr. Weaver.
232
00:09:09,617 --> 00:09:10,618
Yeah?
233
00:09:12,653 --> 00:09:14,087
Is there something
you need?
234
00:09:14,121 --> 00:09:15,322
No, no.
235
00:09:15,355 --> 00:09:18,291
Well, yes...
236
00:09:18,325 --> 00:09:19,793
It's not really
important.
237
00:09:19,827 --> 00:09:21,228
What's not important?
238
00:09:21,261 --> 00:09:23,764
Well, I was wondering,
239
00:09:23,797 --> 00:09:25,733
the daughter
of a friend of mine
240
00:09:25,766 --> 00:09:27,768
is thinking about
medical school.
241
00:09:27,801 --> 00:09:29,637
Do you like
what you do?
242
00:09:29,670 --> 00:09:30,971
Very much.
243
00:09:31,004 --> 00:09:32,305
Did you always want
to be a doctor?
244
00:09:32,339 --> 00:09:34,307
From when I was a little girl.
245
00:09:34,341 --> 00:09:36,810
So you were lucky,
then, weren't you?
246
00:09:36,844 --> 00:09:39,279
Getting the
opportunity to do it.
247
00:09:39,312 --> 00:09:41,782
Ms. Williams,
is everything all right?
248
00:09:41,815 --> 00:09:43,216
Oh, I'm fine, Kerry.
249
00:09:43,250 --> 00:09:44,151
Really.
250
00:09:44,184 --> 00:09:45,853
Thank you.
251
00:09:45,886 --> 00:09:47,955
I don't want to take up
any more of your time.
252
00:09:47,988 --> 00:09:49,156
Okay then.
253
00:09:53,060 --> 00:09:54,995
Sharon Williams,
254
00:09:55,028 --> 00:09:57,731
let's pull up her records
from the last time she was in.
255
00:09:57,765 --> 00:09:59,132
Sure.
256
00:10:03,336 --> 00:10:05,639
Can you wiggle
your fingers?
257
00:10:05,673 --> 00:10:08,809
Can you wiggle
your fingers?
258
00:10:08,842 --> 00:10:10,243
Why don't you just
give it a try for me?
259
00:10:10,277 --> 00:10:12,412
Why don't you just
give it a try for me.
260
00:10:12,445 --> 00:10:13,647
Charlotte,
261
00:10:13,681 --> 00:10:15,148
Charlotte, the dinner party.
262
00:10:15,182 --> 00:10:16,684
The dinner party,
they're going to be here early.
263
00:10:16,717 --> 00:10:18,218
It's okay, Mom.
264
00:10:18,251 --> 00:10:20,087
What are we going to do?
It's okay.
Mom, it's okay.
265
00:10:20,120 --> 00:10:22,255
5:30 this morning
I hear her
266
00:10:22,289 --> 00:10:23,323
crashing around
in the kitchen.
267
00:10:23,356 --> 00:10:25,158
You got a bathroom
around here?
268
00:10:25,192 --> 00:10:27,828
Chuny...
Mrs. Devon, you
can come with me.
269
00:10:27,861 --> 00:10:29,429
You can come with me.
270
00:10:29,462 --> 00:10:30,630
With me.
271
00:10:31,832 --> 00:10:33,333
There is no
dinner party.
272
00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:34,835
She was in the kitchen.
273
00:10:34,868 --> 00:10:36,369
She thought she was
cutting chicken...
274
00:10:36,403 --> 00:10:38,305
she was cutting her own hand.
275
00:10:38,338 --> 00:10:40,340
Well, we're gonna take
care of that.
276
00:10:40,373 --> 00:10:42,009
When did her symptoms start?
277
00:10:42,042 --> 00:10:44,011
Two years ago.
278
00:10:44,044 --> 00:10:45,846
She was only 58.
279
00:10:45,879 --> 00:10:48,281
We've been able to keep
her at home, but now
280
00:10:48,315 --> 00:10:49,950
I've got three kids.
281
00:10:49,983 --> 00:10:52,152
What am I supposed to do?
282
00:10:55,856 --> 00:10:57,090
WEAVER:
Labs back yet
on that syncope?
283
00:10:57,124 --> 00:10:58,826
No. still waiting.
284
00:10:58,859 --> 00:11:00,393
Call them again
and ask nicely.
285
00:11:00,427 --> 00:11:02,229
"Nicely"? We're never nicely.
286
00:11:02,262 --> 00:11:03,864
Pratt, Pick's Disease?
287
00:11:03,897 --> 00:11:05,465
Jane?
288
00:11:05,498 --> 00:11:07,300
Uh, similarities
with Alzheimer's,
289
00:11:07,334 --> 00:11:09,002
but with an earlier
age of onset
290
00:11:09,036 --> 00:11:10,971
and a faster progression
of symptoms.
291
00:11:11,004 --> 00:11:12,139
Mainly causes damage
292
00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:13,240
to the frontal lobes
of the brain
293
00:11:13,273 --> 00:11:14,908
resulting in disinhibition.
294
00:11:14,942 --> 00:11:17,945
Patient can be extremely
rude, which we have seen,
295
00:11:17,978 --> 00:11:20,080
and then can become
extremely loving,
296
00:11:20,113 --> 00:11:21,181
which we have not seen.
297
00:11:21,214 --> 00:11:22,449
Uh, often has a tendency
298
00:11:22,482 --> 00:11:23,984
to repeat statements
spoken to them,
299
00:11:24,017 --> 00:11:25,853
you know, but I'd actually
say it's a bit more...
300
00:11:25,886 --> 00:11:27,054
Thank you, Jane.
Good job, good job.
301
00:11:27,087 --> 00:11:30,190
Yes, and let me see--
302
00:11:30,223 --> 00:11:31,992
was that Dr. Pratt's
extremely efficient teaching
303
00:11:32,025 --> 00:11:32,926
or was it...
304
00:11:34,027 --> 00:11:36,263
"eMedicine."
305
00:11:36,296 --> 00:11:38,065
She learned about it,
didn't she?
306
00:11:38,098 --> 00:11:40,100
She learned the facts,
307
00:11:40,133 --> 00:11:42,502
not necessarily how to handle
the patients or the family.
308
00:11:42,535 --> 00:11:44,204
Yeah, but she will.
The woman's got
some lacerations.
309
00:11:44,237 --> 00:11:45,438
We're going to suture her as
soon as the Ativan kicks in.
310
00:11:45,472 --> 00:11:46,439
Dr. Pratt said that...
311
00:11:46,473 --> 00:11:48,375
What about the family?
312
00:11:48,408 --> 00:11:50,177
The daughter's trying to line
up a skilled nursing facility.
313
00:11:50,210 --> 00:11:51,444
You should help her with that.
314
00:11:51,478 --> 00:11:53,113
Isn't that
a social worker thing?
315
00:11:53,146 --> 00:11:54,214
Just dive in.
316
00:11:54,247 --> 00:11:55,849
See what you can do.
317
00:11:55,883 --> 00:11:57,384
Hey, Sam, did that
screwdriver stabbing guy
318
00:11:57,417 --> 00:11:59,419
get sent upstairs yet?
319
00:11:59,452 --> 00:12:02,089
Uh, well, Dr. Dubenko
wanted a few things
taken care of first.
320
00:12:04,424 --> 00:12:06,359
In what possible universe
321
00:12:06,393 --> 00:12:08,962
would I say the words,
"Let's polka"?
322
00:12:08,996 --> 00:12:10,497
I'm telling you, in
your sleep two nights ago.
323
00:12:10,530 --> 00:12:11,799
Look, I'm not making
this up.
324
00:12:11,832 --> 00:12:13,033
You don't think
I was surprised?
325
00:12:13,066 --> 00:12:14,467
I don't talk in my sleep.
326
00:12:14,501 --> 00:12:15,836
How do you know?
327
00:12:15,869 --> 00:12:17,504
Even if I did,
I wouldn't say "polka."
328
00:12:17,537 --> 00:12:19,406
I wouldn't even say "dance."
I don't dance.
329
00:12:19,439 --> 00:12:21,274
I mean, maybe once when
I was a kid I did the limbo.
330
00:12:21,308 --> 00:12:22,309
Yeah, maybe that was it.
331
00:12:22,342 --> 00:12:24,144
Maybe it was the limbo.
332
00:12:24,177 --> 00:12:26,146
Ah, see? And you're
making it up.
333
00:12:26,179 --> 00:12:28,148
( both laughing )
334
00:12:28,181 --> 00:12:30,217
I'm sorry!
335
00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:31,251
Dr. Lockhart.
336
00:12:31,284 --> 00:12:32,452
Mr. Scanlon.
337
00:12:32,485 --> 00:12:33,453
Kerry.
338
00:12:33,486 --> 00:12:34,454
Dr. Weaver.
339
00:12:36,323 --> 00:12:38,425
...um, mixing up
some Ancef.
340
00:12:38,458 --> 00:12:40,894
I'm just gathering
up supplies, so...
341
00:12:40,928 --> 00:12:42,462
I thought you were
gathering up
342
00:12:42,495 --> 00:12:45,198
a med-surg bed for the guy
with holes in his back.
343
00:12:45,232 --> 00:12:47,067
I'd like very much
to do that.
344
00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:50,203
Dr. Weaver. That patient,
Sharon Williams?
345
00:12:50,237 --> 00:12:51,438
There's no record of
her being here before.
346
00:12:51,471 --> 00:12:52,973
I asked her about it
347
00:12:53,006 --> 00:12:54,942
and she got pretty nervous.
Wants to leave AMA.
348
00:12:54,975 --> 00:12:56,910
Now?
Yeah.
349
00:13:02,850 --> 00:13:04,317
"Gathering supplies"?
350
00:13:04,351 --> 00:13:06,053
Yeah. I know. Okay. I know.
351
00:13:12,059 --> 00:13:14,327
Excuse me. Uh, that
woman who was here.
352
00:13:14,361 --> 00:13:15,462
Did you see her leave?
353
00:13:15,495 --> 00:13:16,563
Yeah, just now.
354
00:13:16,596 --> 00:13:18,065
Kind of bolted.
355
00:13:18,098 --> 00:13:20,167
You want me to try
and catch her?
356
00:13:25,038 --> 00:13:27,074
Ms. Williams.
357
00:13:27,107 --> 00:13:28,408
Please wait.
358
00:13:28,441 --> 00:13:29,877
Your test results
aren't back yet.
359
00:13:29,910 --> 00:13:31,011
I don't need 'em.
360
00:13:31,044 --> 00:13:31,611
It shouldn't be
much longer.
361
00:13:31,644 --> 00:13:33,080
I don't need 'em.
362
00:13:33,113 --> 00:13:34,915
You could have
a blood clot in the lung
363
00:13:34,948 --> 00:13:36,216
or fluid around
your heart.
364
00:13:36,249 --> 00:13:38,185
Stop, please.
365
00:13:38,218 --> 00:13:39,519
I don't have any
of those things,
366
00:13:39,552 --> 00:13:40,888
There's nothing
wrong with me.
367
00:13:40,921 --> 00:13:42,089
I don't understand.
368
00:13:45,625 --> 00:13:48,561
I've never been
to this hospital before.
369
00:13:48,595 --> 00:13:51,331
My name's not
Sharon Williams.
370
00:13:51,364 --> 00:13:53,166
It's... Helen Kingsley.
371
00:13:53,200 --> 00:13:54,534
I'm your mother.
372
00:13:54,567 --> 00:13:56,904
WEAVER:
Who'd you say, Kovac?
373
00:14:03,076 --> 00:14:05,012
Yeah. His wanting Saturday off
is potentially a problem.
374
00:14:05,045 --> 00:14:06,246
Well, however
you want to handle it.
375
00:14:06,279 --> 00:14:07,647
Kerry, they can take
Sharon Williams
376
00:14:07,680 --> 00:14:08,949
for her chest x-ray now.
377
00:14:08,982 --> 00:14:10,317
That won't be necessary.
378
00:14:10,350 --> 00:14:11,484
You can cancel
her labs, too.
379
00:14:11,518 --> 00:14:12,619
Cancel all of it?
380
00:14:12,652 --> 00:14:14,254
Yeah.
Kerry, about earlier...
381
00:14:14,287 --> 00:14:17,024
Susan, could you follow up
on this migraine in Two?
382
00:14:17,057 --> 00:14:18,926
I know we were supposed to take
the screwdriver guy upstairs.
383
00:14:18,959 --> 00:14:20,327
Don't worry about it.
384
00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:22,095
Dubenko wanted serial
crits and the UA
385
00:14:22,129 --> 00:14:23,196
showed 10 red cells.
386
00:14:23,230 --> 00:14:24,364
Do we need to work that up?
387
00:14:24,397 --> 00:14:25,498
That's probably just
from the foley.
388
00:14:25,532 --> 00:14:26,533
So he doesn't need a CT?
389
00:14:26,566 --> 00:14:27,634
Frank, I'm gonna take a break.
390
00:14:27,667 --> 00:14:28,435
What?!
391
00:14:30,137 --> 00:14:31,371
"Break"?
392
00:14:38,011 --> 00:14:41,181
Well... they say it isn't
good for your arteries.
393
00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:43,416
I guess you'd
know about that.
394
00:14:43,450 --> 00:14:45,452
But I like it anyway.
395
00:14:45,485 --> 00:14:47,387
How did you find me?
396
00:14:47,420 --> 00:14:49,622
The letter you sent.
397
00:14:49,656 --> 00:14:51,324
But that was four years ago.
398
00:14:51,358 --> 00:14:53,026
Why-Why all this pretense?
399
00:14:53,060 --> 00:14:54,494
Why didn't you
just write back?
400
00:14:54,527 --> 00:14:56,296
I wanted to see you first.
401
00:14:57,730 --> 00:15:00,600
That poor little
ice skater girl.
402
00:15:00,633 --> 00:15:02,002
Her leg looked awful.
403
00:15:02,035 --> 00:15:03,636
She's young. She'll heal.
404
00:15:03,670 --> 00:15:08,108
What you do,
it's so important.
405
00:15:08,141 --> 00:15:09,676
I guess I was scared.
406
00:15:09,709 --> 00:15:12,045
I'm here in Chicago
407
00:15:12,079 --> 00:15:13,080
for a week, so...
408
00:15:13,113 --> 00:15:15,348
You're still in Indiana?
409
00:15:15,382 --> 00:15:16,283
Terre Haute.
410
00:15:16,316 --> 00:15:17,985
That's next door.
411
00:15:17,985 --> 00:15:19,987
You could've been
to Chicago a hundred times.
412
00:15:19,987 --> 00:15:21,521
I'm sorry.
413
00:15:21,554 --> 00:15:24,324
I looked for you.
414
00:15:24,357 --> 00:15:25,492
I hired an investigator.
415
00:15:25,525 --> 00:15:27,327
I finally found
the right address,
416
00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:30,197
you knew where I was and,
still, you waited so long?
417
00:15:30,230 --> 00:15:32,032
I can't explain it.
418
00:15:32,065 --> 00:15:34,401
I know it wasn't fair.
419
00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:36,169
I'm truly,
truly sorry.
Oh, plea... please.
420
00:15:36,203 --> 00:15:38,371
Please. Don't go yet.
421
00:15:46,713 --> 00:15:50,350
So, um... have you
always lived in Indiana?
422
00:15:53,720 --> 00:15:56,323
South Carolina, originally.
423
00:15:56,356 --> 00:15:58,358
I'm here in Chicago
with my choir.
424
00:15:58,391 --> 00:15:59,626
Your choir?
425
00:15:59,659 --> 00:16:01,328
There's a Christ Crusade
426
00:16:01,361 --> 00:16:05,065
and we were chosen to sing
in the festival chorus.
427
00:16:05,098 --> 00:16:07,100
That... that sounds
like quite an honor.
428
00:16:07,134 --> 00:16:08,435
When's the concert?
429
00:16:08,468 --> 00:16:10,170
Tomorrow afternoon,
430
00:16:10,203 --> 00:16:11,404
Community Baptist
on Dearborn.
431
00:16:11,438 --> 00:16:13,173
Oh... as a matter of fact,
432
00:16:13,206 --> 00:16:14,207
they're going to be
looking for me.
433
00:16:14,241 --> 00:16:15,075
We've got a rehearsal.
434
00:16:15,108 --> 00:16:17,444
Um...
435
00:16:17,477 --> 00:16:21,214
I'd like to talk
to you again, Kerry.
436
00:16:21,248 --> 00:16:22,115
If you want to, that is.
437
00:16:22,149 --> 00:16:23,416
Yeah, I would.
438
00:16:23,450 --> 00:16:25,518
So I can call you
after I'm done?
439
00:16:25,552 --> 00:16:27,087
Do you have the number
of the hospital?
440
00:16:27,120 --> 00:16:28,121
No.
441
00:16:28,155 --> 00:16:30,190
Just wait one second.
442
00:16:30,223 --> 00:16:31,391
There's a separate number
443
00:16:31,424 --> 00:16:32,492
for the ER.
444
00:16:34,427 --> 00:16:36,363
Uh... one second.
445
00:16:39,432 --> 00:16:43,770
Here you go.
There you are.
446
00:16:43,803 --> 00:16:45,238
So you'll call.
447
00:16:45,272 --> 00:16:46,206
In a couple of hours.
448
00:16:46,239 --> 00:16:48,075
Great.
449
00:16:51,078 --> 00:16:52,112
Pressure's only 72 palp.
450
00:16:52,145 --> 00:16:53,380
Left pupil
is 6 millimeters
451
00:16:53,413 --> 00:16:54,247
and sluggish.
452
00:16:54,281 --> 00:16:55,515
Hang 80
of mannitol.
453
00:16:55,548 --> 00:16:57,084
Multiple rib fractures
with sub q air.
454
00:16:57,084 --> 00:16:58,751
Glove up for a chest tube.
455
00:16:58,785 --> 00:17:01,421
So, our drunk vs. screwdriver
is having some more trouble?
456
00:17:01,454 --> 00:17:04,257
This isn't the screwdriver guy.
457
00:17:04,291 --> 00:17:07,227
Oh, I heard he was still down
here, so naturally I assumed
458
00:17:07,260 --> 00:17:08,761
there was some
emergent situation.
459
00:17:08,795 --> 00:17:11,198
No. This would be
the motorcycle vs. tree guy.
460
00:17:11,231 --> 00:17:12,465
Blunt head, chest...
461
00:17:12,499 --> 00:17:14,267
Looks like a fractured spleen.
462
00:17:14,301 --> 00:17:16,469
Mr. Scanlon, your
patient's bleeding
463
00:17:16,503 --> 00:17:18,138
in the head and belly.
What's your plan?
464
00:17:18,171 --> 00:17:22,275
Uh... quick head CT before going
to the OR for an exlap.
465
00:17:22,309 --> 00:17:25,412
Good call if you want him
to bleed out in the scanner.
466
00:17:25,445 --> 00:17:27,847
Betadine and steri-drape.
467
00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:30,150
What's the Monroe-Kelly
hypothesis?
468
00:17:30,183 --> 00:17:31,284
Uh, I don't know.
469
00:17:31,318 --> 00:17:32,585
Abby?
470
00:17:35,322 --> 00:17:37,124
I don't know.
471
00:17:37,157 --> 00:17:40,127
CPP equals MAP minus ICP.
472
00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:42,129
Cerebral Perfusion Pressure
equals Mean Arterial Pressure
473
00:17:42,129 --> 00:17:44,164
minus Intracranial Pressure.
474
00:17:44,197 --> 00:17:45,698
Spleen's a bigger threat
to the MAP.
475
00:17:45,732 --> 00:17:47,334
Two units on the infuser.
476
00:17:47,367 --> 00:17:48,568
Guidewire's ready.
477
00:17:48,601 --> 00:17:50,203
Stop what
you're doing.
478
00:17:50,237 --> 00:17:51,471
Have you even read
about this procedure?
479
00:17:53,306 --> 00:17:56,609
I supervised Jake putting
in a chest tube last week.
480
00:17:56,643 --> 00:17:58,445
Oh, good. Because
I'm sure you told him
481
00:17:58,478 --> 00:18:00,147
you always insert a gloved
finger and feel lung tissue
482
00:18:00,180 --> 00:18:01,548
before...
483
00:18:03,283 --> 00:18:04,351
before inserting the tube.
484
00:18:04,384 --> 00:18:05,185
Why is that, Mr. Scanlon?
485
00:18:05,218 --> 00:18:06,653
Uh...
486
00:18:06,686 --> 00:18:09,256
First, to break up
any adhesions.
487
00:18:09,289 --> 00:18:11,191
Second, if there is a
diaphragmatic injury,
488
00:18:11,224 --> 00:18:12,592
you could be in the abdominal
cavity and chest tubes
489
00:18:12,625 --> 00:18:14,727
don't work very well
in the stomach.
490
00:18:14,761 --> 00:18:16,196
Line is primed.
491
00:18:16,229 --> 00:18:18,798
Kerry, I think we can
take this from here.
492
00:18:23,170 --> 00:18:25,505
Uh... yes, I'm sure you can.
493
00:18:30,377 --> 00:18:32,445
That was fun.
494
00:18:34,414 --> 00:18:35,748
Would you like to tell me
495
00:18:35,782 --> 00:18:38,818
why she's so pissed off
at the two of you?
496
00:18:38,851 --> 00:18:40,887
Man, and I thought
I knew how to pimp.
497
00:18:42,722 --> 00:18:44,891
When did your
neck pain start?
498
00:18:44,924 --> 00:18:46,226
Came in from
Cleveland yesterday
499
00:18:46,259 --> 00:18:47,494
to help my brother move.
500
00:18:47,527 --> 00:18:48,661
I was lifting a chair.
501
00:18:48,695 --> 00:18:50,597
She had an MRI
last year--
502
00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:51,798
three slipped disks
in her neck.
503
00:18:51,831 --> 00:18:52,865
Any neuro findings?
504
00:18:52,899 --> 00:18:54,734
Motor and sensory intact.
505
00:18:54,767 --> 00:18:56,536
The pain goes down into her
arm, though. Don't forget that.
506
00:18:56,569 --> 00:18:57,804
NEELA:
I was going to order
some morphine.
507
00:18:57,837 --> 00:18:59,806
PATIENT:
Makes me sick
to my stomach.
508
00:18:59,839 --> 00:19:02,242
HUSBAND:
Demerol's the only thing that
works when she gets like this.
509
00:19:02,275 --> 00:19:03,943
We could try Toradol.
510
00:19:03,976 --> 00:19:05,212
Allergic.
511
00:19:05,245 --> 00:19:06,613
Demerol.
512
00:19:06,646 --> 00:19:10,217
Okay, we will be right back.
513
00:19:10,250 --> 00:19:11,818
Neck pain with radiculopathy
514
00:19:11,851 --> 00:19:13,453
consistent with herniated
disk syndrome.
515
00:19:13,486 --> 00:19:14,887
Allergic to Toradol--
516
00:19:14,921 --> 00:19:17,224
she may as well have told us
she's a Demerol addict.
517
00:19:17,257 --> 00:19:18,691
We have no objective test
for pain.
518
00:19:18,725 --> 00:19:20,227
Shouldn't we err on the side
of believing her?
519
00:19:20,260 --> 00:19:23,230
Give her the Demerol
and get her out the door.
520
00:19:23,230 --> 00:19:24,531
See what I mean?
521
00:19:24,564 --> 00:19:25,665
She's on every case.
522
00:19:27,300 --> 00:19:28,735
Looks good.
523
00:19:28,768 --> 00:19:30,737
Did Dr. Pratt show the
two-layer repair?
524
00:19:32,004 --> 00:19:33,573
Where is Dr. Pratt?
525
00:19:33,606 --> 00:19:35,275
I think he's looking
for supplies.
526
00:19:35,308 --> 00:19:36,843
Looking for supplies.
527
00:19:36,876 --> 00:19:38,411
Didn't this woman have
her daughter with her?
528
00:19:38,445 --> 00:19:40,613
That's where he is.
529
00:19:40,647 --> 00:19:41,748
He's, uh, with the daughter.
530
00:19:41,781 --> 00:19:42,882
He's helping her locate
531
00:19:42,915 --> 00:19:44,351
a skilled
nursing facility.
532
00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:48,788
CVP is 10, MAP is 80
533
00:19:48,821 --> 00:19:50,790
and we're transfusing
to an SCV O2 of 70.
534
00:19:50,823 --> 00:19:52,692
Once the crit is 30,
consider dopamine.
535
00:19:52,725 --> 00:19:54,927
Dr. Pratt, is there some
good reason
536
00:19:54,961 --> 00:19:56,796
why you've left your
student unsupervised?
537
00:19:56,829 --> 00:19:58,531
Other patients?
538
00:19:58,565 --> 00:20:00,600
Look, I've got a 75-year-old
man with urosepsis,
539
00:20:00,633 --> 00:20:02,335
a woman in pulmonary edema
540
00:20:02,369 --> 00:20:05,438
and a kid with anaphylaxis
from a peanut allergy.
541
00:20:05,472 --> 00:20:07,840
And "my student" should
be supervised by an intern.
542
00:20:07,874 --> 00:20:09,676
Except that I asked
you to do it.
543
00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:13,580
You've got to stay
on these residents.
544
00:20:13,613 --> 00:20:15,448
Dr. Pratt isn't the problem.
545
00:20:15,482 --> 00:20:16,716
You know that break
you took?
546
00:20:16,749 --> 00:20:18,585
You may want
to take another one.
547
00:20:21,488 --> 00:20:22,689
Frank, have I gotten
any calls?
548
00:20:22,722 --> 00:20:23,823
Nope.
549
00:20:23,856 --> 00:20:24,857
You've been here
the whole time?
550
00:20:24,891 --> 00:20:26,025
Yep.
551
00:20:26,058 --> 00:20:28,361
I'm going out.
552
00:20:28,395 --> 00:20:29,729
Carter, would you
take over
553
00:20:29,762 --> 00:20:31,264
this bowel obstruction
in Four...
554
00:20:31,298 --> 00:20:33,266
Retinoschisis in Two...
555
00:20:33,300 --> 00:20:34,601
Mr. Langstaff with pyleo,
556
00:20:34,634 --> 00:20:36,769
he's waiting
on an admit to medicine.
557
00:20:36,803 --> 00:20:38,671
A 72 year-old female
with nausea
558
00:20:38,705 --> 00:20:40,873
and I need an LP
on the fever in Six.
559
00:20:40,907 --> 00:20:43,576
You're signing
out a spinal tap?
560
00:20:43,610 --> 00:20:45,845
So much for every case.
561
00:20:57,890 --> 00:21:00,727
( choir crooning harmonies )
562
00:21:08,901 --> 00:21:10,770
( choir continues )
563
00:21:21,514 --> 00:21:27,387
* Just as I am
564
00:21:27,420 --> 00:21:33,660
* Without one plea
565
00:21:33,693 --> 00:21:38,365
* But that Thy blood
was shed for me *
566
00:21:45,905 --> 00:21:51,744
* And that Thou bidst
me come to Thee *
567
00:21:58,418 --> 00:22:05,024
* O lamb of God
568
00:22:05,057 --> 00:22:08,495
* I come
569
00:22:08,528 --> 00:22:15,435
* I come.
570
00:22:18,571 --> 00:22:20,072
Thank you.
571
00:22:20,106 --> 00:22:21,908
Thanks, Ann.
572
00:22:21,941 --> 00:22:24,677
( all talking at once )
573
00:22:34,954 --> 00:22:37,056
Has it already
been two hours?
574
00:22:37,089 --> 00:22:39,792
I, I just thought I'd catch
some of the rehearsal.
575
00:22:39,826 --> 00:22:40,827
It was beautiful.
576
00:22:44,096 --> 00:22:45,432
It stopped snowing.
577
00:22:46,566 --> 00:22:48,701
I gotta get my coat.
578
00:22:51,170 --> 00:22:53,806
Seems like a lot of people
brought their families.
579
00:22:53,840 --> 00:22:56,809
I have two children--
two other children.
580
00:22:56,843 --> 00:22:58,611
Carl's 26. He
does something
581
00:22:58,645 --> 00:23:01,948
with the county court system
that I don't understand,
582
00:23:01,981 --> 00:23:04,651
and Lorie's a year
out of college.
583
00:23:04,684 --> 00:23:06,653
Free spirit,
bouncing around.
584
00:23:06,686 --> 00:23:09,121
And I'm... divorced.
585
00:23:09,155 --> 00:23:11,558
I always had
this image of you
586
00:23:11,591 --> 00:23:15,161
living somewhere with this
happily-ever-after family.
587
00:23:15,194 --> 00:23:19,532
Ending the marriage was more
difficult than I imagined.
588
00:23:19,566 --> 00:23:23,736
The church saved me,
gave me back my life.
589
00:23:23,770 --> 00:23:25,572
Except for that
part of my life
590
00:23:25,605 --> 00:23:27,574
that's taken up
with my business.
591
00:23:27,607 --> 00:23:29,008
I own an auto parts store.
592
00:23:29,041 --> 00:23:30,743
That's unusual.
593
00:23:30,777 --> 00:23:33,112
I know. Nobody
can quite believe it.
594
00:23:33,145 --> 00:23:35,648
But it was part of the
divorce settlement.
595
00:23:35,682 --> 00:23:37,650
Oh.
596
00:23:37,684 --> 00:23:39,652
Thank you.
597
00:23:39,686 --> 00:23:41,053
Why do you need it?
598
00:23:41,087 --> 00:23:42,489
You don't know?
599
00:23:44,023 --> 00:23:46,659
Uh, congenital
hip dysplasia.
600
00:23:46,693 --> 00:23:48,127
In common parlance,
601
00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:49,529
it's a birth defect.
602
00:23:49,562 --> 00:23:50,162
Birth defect?
603
00:23:50,196 --> 00:23:52,699
Yes.
604
00:23:52,732 --> 00:23:53,833
Something I gave you.
605
00:23:53,866 --> 00:23:55,635
Well, well, there's really
606
00:23:55,668 --> 00:23:56,569
no way to know.
607
00:23:56,603 --> 00:23:57,937
It's not that clear-cut.
608
00:23:58,705 --> 00:23:59,639
Helen?
609
00:24:02,909 --> 00:24:05,011
I was thinking about
what you said,
610
00:24:05,044 --> 00:24:07,847
about how I could've
been in Chicago
611
00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:10,049
a hundred times,
why this time?
612
00:24:11,918 --> 00:24:13,786
I think it's because
I just recently
613
00:24:13,820 --> 00:24:15,622
got the news that
your daddy died.
614
00:24:15,655 --> 00:24:18,124
Oh, no, my father
died years ago.
615
00:24:18,157 --> 00:24:20,026
That's not who I mean.
616
00:24:20,059 --> 00:24:21,961
Your other father.
617
00:24:28,668 --> 00:24:30,570
His name was Cody Boone.
618
00:24:30,603 --> 00:24:34,841
Should've been a character
in some old Western TV show.
619
00:24:34,874 --> 00:24:36,175
We were 15.
620
00:24:36,208 --> 00:24:38,210
Well, I was almost 15.
621
00:24:38,244 --> 00:24:41,548
And that was in South Carolina?
622
00:24:41,581 --> 00:24:42,882
Myrtle Beach.
623
00:24:42,915 --> 00:24:46,586
My daddy had a
miniature golf course.
624
00:24:46,619 --> 00:24:49,055
Cody worked there after school.
625
00:24:49,088 --> 00:24:51,691
So what happened?
626
00:24:51,724 --> 00:24:53,259
Nothing fancy.
627
00:24:53,292 --> 00:24:55,061
I got pregnant.
628
00:24:55,094 --> 00:24:58,765
All the parents pitched
a fit, and rightfully so.
629
00:24:58,798 --> 00:25:01,000
And abortion wasn't legal.
630
00:25:01,033 --> 00:25:03,870
Oh, I never would
have done that.
631
00:25:03,903 --> 00:25:06,739
Back then they had these homes
for girls in my condition.
632
00:25:06,773 --> 00:25:09,008
There was one up in Indiana
where my aunt lived,
633
00:25:09,041 --> 00:25:10,743
so they sent me up there.
634
00:25:10,777 --> 00:25:12,144
That's where you were born.
635
00:25:12,178 --> 00:25:15,047
Did you ever want to keep me?
636
00:25:15,081 --> 00:25:17,684
Oh, of course.
637
00:25:17,717 --> 00:25:19,619
Cody and I had a whole plan.
638
00:25:19,652 --> 00:25:21,153
He was gonna quit school,
639
00:25:21,187 --> 00:25:22,889
get work.
640
00:25:22,922 --> 00:25:25,324
There was a room over
his parents' garage
641
00:25:25,357 --> 00:25:26,292
where we could live...
642
00:25:28,327 --> 00:25:31,163
but in the end,
643
00:25:31,197 --> 00:25:33,866
you're 14, 15,
you got no money.
644
00:25:36,068 --> 00:25:38,104
So.
645
00:25:38,137 --> 00:25:40,172
I came to believe
that the best thing for you
646
00:25:40,206 --> 00:25:42,709
would be to be with people
who could care for you
647
00:25:42,742 --> 00:25:46,045
and do things for you.
648
00:25:46,078 --> 00:25:47,213
It was true, right?
649
00:25:48,314 --> 00:25:49,682
I don't know.
650
00:25:49,716 --> 00:25:50,650
Well, what
I mean is...
651
00:25:50,683 --> 00:25:51,918
I know what you mean.
652
00:25:51,951 --> 00:25:54,621
I had two
loving parents.
653
00:25:54,621 --> 00:25:57,657
I was happy,
654
00:25:57,690 --> 00:26:01,628
but even with that, it somehow
always... felt like rejection.
655
00:26:04,764 --> 00:26:06,032
Does that make sense?
656
00:26:08,635 --> 00:26:10,670
They took you so fast.
657
00:26:10,703 --> 00:26:13,740
I never held you.
658
00:26:13,773 --> 00:26:16,175
I never
even saw you,
659
00:26:16,208 --> 00:26:19,812
and nobody ever told me
anything about the birth defect.
660
00:26:22,114 --> 00:26:24,283
When I was a little girl,
I used to wonder
661
00:26:24,316 --> 00:26:26,753
if that's why I was given away--
662
00:26:26,786 --> 00:26:28,988
not quite perfect.
663
00:26:30,857 --> 00:26:32,925
All Jesus' children are perfect.
664
00:26:35,995 --> 00:26:39,799
An-and my father, Cody,
he nev... he didn't go with you?
665
00:26:39,832 --> 00:26:42,101
I never saw him again.
666
00:26:42,134 --> 00:26:44,103
Ever?
667
00:26:44,136 --> 00:26:46,105
But when you
heard he'd died...
668
00:26:46,138 --> 00:26:47,740
Kinda pushed a
button, huh?
669
00:26:50,009 --> 00:26:51,310
I guess I'd always
670
00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:54,847
thought about him
over the years...
671
00:26:54,881 --> 00:26:57,684
although not as much as
I thought about you.
672
00:26:57,684 --> 00:26:58,785
( beeping )
673
00:26:58,818 --> 00:27:01,688
Oh.
674
00:27:01,688 --> 00:27:02,755
That would be work.
675
00:27:04,423 --> 00:27:06,125
She's concerned,
and so am I.
676
00:27:06,158 --> 00:27:07,293
I understand,
Mr. Bulowski.
677
00:27:07,326 --> 00:27:08,895
The pain is still
in her neck.
678
00:27:08,928 --> 00:27:10,062
And still in my arm.
679
00:27:10,096 --> 00:27:11,698
Yes, I understand
that, too.
680
00:27:11,698 --> 00:27:13,199
I thought that you were
going to help her.
681
00:27:13,232 --> 00:27:14,000
Dr. Rasgotra?
682
00:27:14,033 --> 00:27:15,768
Excuse me.
683
00:27:15,802 --> 00:27:17,737
Mrs. Bulowski complained
that she was still in pain.
684
00:27:17,770 --> 00:27:18,805
And you explained
to her that she
685
00:27:18,838 --> 00:27:20,339
had already had her Demerol?
686
00:27:20,372 --> 00:27:22,308
So she suckered
you into a second shot.
687
00:27:22,341 --> 00:27:23,776
Well, one could look
at it that way.
688
00:27:23,810 --> 00:27:25,745
Jerry, I'm back!
689
00:27:25,778 --> 00:27:27,013
I didn't even know
you'd been gone.
690
00:27:27,046 --> 00:27:28,314
Uh, Kerry, I hope
you don't take this
691
00:27:28,347 --> 00:27:29,448
the wrong way but when
I said to take a break,
692
00:27:29,481 --> 00:27:31,083
I didn't mean
it literally.
693
00:27:31,117 --> 00:27:32,719
I didn't think I'd
be gone so long.
694
00:27:32,752 --> 00:27:33,419
We're getting
slammed here.
695
00:27:33,452 --> 00:27:35,254
Morris is out sick.
696
00:27:35,287 --> 00:27:37,289
We're boarding ten
ICU patients.
697
00:27:37,323 --> 00:27:39,325
We've got charts
in the rack for four hours,
698
00:27:39,358 --> 00:27:42,461
12 patients on the board,
and we're 50 behind in triage.
699
00:27:42,494 --> 00:27:44,063
You're back.
Yes.
700
00:27:44,096 --> 00:27:45,431
Are you
going out again?
Yes.
701
00:27:45,464 --> 00:27:47,033
Yes?
I irrigated
702
00:27:47,066 --> 00:27:48,467
the obnoxious bald
guy with the head lac.
703
00:27:48,500 --> 00:27:49,769
Got moved into Trauma Two.
704
00:27:49,802 --> 00:27:51,170
I can take
that, Susan.
705
00:27:51,203 --> 00:27:52,772
Okay. Thank you.
706
00:27:54,373 --> 00:27:56,042
ABBY:
I don't know.
707
00:27:56,075 --> 00:27:58,044
I don't understand.
708
00:27:58,077 --> 00:28:00,947
JAKE:
Well, after I
explain, you will.
709
00:28:00,980 --> 00:28:02,782
Dr. Weaver.
Kerry.
710
00:28:02,815 --> 00:28:05,852
I was looking for some obnoxious
bald guy who needs suturing?
711
00:28:05,885 --> 00:28:06,819
Yeah, he was
here, but...
712
00:28:06,853 --> 00:28:07,820
We put him
next door.
713
00:28:10,757 --> 00:28:12,859
Hey, hey, hey, hey.
714
00:28:12,892 --> 00:28:14,060
Do you work here?
715
00:28:14,093 --> 00:28:16,228
My head is throbbing,
throbbing,
716
00:28:16,262 --> 00:28:18,064
throbbing.
No one will
717
00:28:18,097 --> 00:28:20,332
even give me
an aspirin. Whoa, whoa, whoa.
718
00:28:20,366 --> 00:28:22,201
What the hell
is going on?!
719
00:28:22,234 --> 00:28:26,172
Mr. Screwdriver, so
nice to see you again.
720
00:28:26,205 --> 00:28:27,373
Okay, Kerry...
721
00:28:27,406 --> 00:28:29,108
I-I, I take
full responsibility
722
00:28:29,141 --> 00:28:31,510
for this patient
still being in the ER.
723
00:28:31,543 --> 00:28:34,246
You don't think Dr. Dubenko
deserves just a soupçon of that?
724
00:28:34,280 --> 00:28:38,284
He ordered an NG, a foley,
three serial crits
725
00:28:38,317 --> 00:28:40,887
and a four-hour chest film.
726
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:42,288
I hear everything,
Mr. Scanlon.
727
00:28:42,321 --> 00:28:43,890
She pretty much does.
728
00:28:43,923 --> 00:28:47,093
So, do we have some hope
729
00:28:47,126 --> 00:28:48,895
that this gentleman
will be sent upstairs
730
00:28:48,928 --> 00:28:51,363
in, let's say-- our lifetime?
731
00:28:51,397 --> 00:28:53,399
Ten minutes.
732
00:28:53,432 --> 00:28:56,035
Thank you, and when you're done
with him, do the guy next door.
733
00:28:59,271 --> 00:29:01,808
Does she have multiple
personalities?
734
00:29:04,844 --> 00:29:06,145
You're not on, bro.
735
00:29:06,178 --> 00:29:08,080
No, Dr. Morris has
failed to be on.
736
00:29:08,114 --> 00:29:09,381
I was rather
unceremoniously
737
00:29:09,415 --> 00:29:10,817
told to bring my ass
back in here.
738
00:29:10,850 --> 00:29:11,517
Have you seen
Neela or Carter?
739
00:29:11,550 --> 00:29:12,952
No.
740
00:29:12,985 --> 00:29:14,887
Dr. Barnett, you
got your first case.
741
00:29:14,921 --> 00:29:17,890
The well-fed, well-drugged
Bulowskis in Curtain Two.
742
00:29:17,924 --> 00:29:20,292
Review the chart and
kick their asses out of here.
743
00:29:24,864 --> 00:29:26,933
JANE:
They're both
good facilities.
744
00:29:26,966 --> 00:29:29,435
Locked doors so
patients can't wander,
745
00:29:29,468 --> 00:29:30,937
and the nursing staffs
are specially trained
746
00:29:30,970 --> 00:29:32,204
in handling
dementia patients.
747
00:29:32,238 --> 00:29:34,273
Thank you so much.
748
00:29:34,306 --> 00:29:35,875
Jane?
749
00:29:35,908 --> 00:29:38,945
Uh... Mrs. Devon's daughter,
the Pick's disease.
750
00:29:38,978 --> 00:29:41,113
I was going over some of the
nursing facilities with her.
751
00:29:41,147 --> 00:29:43,349
And Dr. Pratt, is
he even remotely
752
00:29:43,382 --> 00:29:45,117
involved with this
patient anymore?
753
00:29:45,151 --> 00:29:46,853
Yeah. We're
swamped, you know.
754
00:29:46,853 --> 00:29:47,920
One of the docs
is out sick,
755
00:29:47,954 --> 00:29:48,921
so he's been
really busy,
756
00:29:48,955 --> 00:29:51,490
but he's involved. Sort of.
757
00:29:51,523 --> 00:29:54,260
Wow. Wound edges
are everted nicely.
758
00:29:54,293 --> 00:29:55,594
Excellent approximation.
759
00:29:55,627 --> 00:29:57,096
Jane does good work.
760
00:29:58,564 --> 00:29:59,899
Were you waiting on
a Unasyn piggyback?
761
00:29:59,932 --> 00:30:00,900
Yeah, thanks, Haleh.
762
00:30:00,933 --> 00:30:02,234
Don't worry, I got this.
763
00:30:11,643 --> 00:30:14,947
Okay. Okay, I get it,
Mrs. Devon, but please,
764
00:30:14,981 --> 00:30:17,583
do not play with
the Kleenex box, all right?
765
00:30:24,991 --> 00:30:26,292
All right.
766
00:30:26,325 --> 00:30:28,060
You know what?
767
00:30:40,339 --> 00:30:42,975
4:30 and it's already dark.
768
00:30:43,009 --> 00:30:46,312
Winter.
769
00:30:46,345 --> 00:30:51,183
You really are
leaving, aren't you?
770
00:30:51,217 --> 00:30:54,320
You know that patient
who was here this morning,
771
00:30:54,353 --> 00:30:55,521
Sharon Williams?
772
00:30:55,554 --> 00:30:56,622
Yeah.
773
00:31:00,359 --> 00:31:02,328
She wasn't really
a patient.
774
00:31:02,361 --> 00:31:03,429
Yeah?
775
00:31:05,697 --> 00:31:08,667
Do you remember when I was
looking for my birth mother?
776
00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:11,470
Oh, my God. You found her?
777
00:31:11,503 --> 00:31:13,572
She found me.
778
00:31:13,605 --> 00:31:15,074
Kerry...
779
00:31:15,107 --> 00:31:16,342
Oh, I'm so happy for you.
780
00:31:16,375 --> 00:31:17,543
Is it weird?
781
00:31:17,576 --> 00:31:19,545
There's a lot to take in.
782
00:31:19,578 --> 00:31:24,216
I mean, there are certain things
that she's told me, and...
783
00:31:24,250 --> 00:31:27,253
there are a lot of things
I still have to tell her.
784
00:31:29,956 --> 00:31:31,690
I gotta go.
785
00:31:31,723 --> 00:31:35,627
I'm going to go home
and change, and, uh,
786
00:31:35,661 --> 00:31:37,964
I'm gonna go have some dinner.
787
00:31:37,964 --> 00:31:40,066
Well, yeah. Don't worry about
this place. We'll be fine.
788
00:31:40,099 --> 00:31:43,369
I'll try to stop by later.
789
00:31:43,402 --> 00:31:44,971
Susan, thanks.
790
00:31:49,441 --> 00:31:51,277
You said you
had pictures
791
00:31:51,310 --> 00:31:52,711
of some relatives?
792
00:31:52,744 --> 00:31:54,413
I want to hear
about Africa.
793
00:31:54,446 --> 00:31:56,382
Okay, we lived there
when I was little.
794
00:31:56,415 --> 00:31:58,417
The adoption people
said the family,
795
00:31:58,450 --> 00:32:00,987
your family,
were involved in the church.
796
00:32:01,020 --> 00:32:02,621
Were they actually
missionaries?
797
00:32:02,654 --> 00:32:05,491
More like wannabe
missionaries.
798
00:32:05,524 --> 00:32:07,459
My-my mom worked to
set up new schools
799
00:32:07,493 --> 00:32:09,161
and my dad was
a civil engineer.
800
00:32:09,195 --> 00:32:10,662
He taught me how
to build a canal,
801
00:32:10,696 --> 00:32:12,498
not that I've had
much use for that.
802
00:32:12,531 --> 00:32:15,534
Well, did you like
living over there?
803
00:32:15,567 --> 00:32:18,637
I was different simply
for being white.
804
00:32:18,670 --> 00:32:20,539
No one seemed to even
notice the crutch,
805
00:32:20,572 --> 00:32:23,309
and then... my parents
806
00:32:23,342 --> 00:32:24,410
were older.
807
00:32:24,443 --> 00:32:25,711
Their health wasn't so great,
808
00:32:25,744 --> 00:32:27,579
so we moved back
to Minneapolis
809
00:32:27,613 --> 00:32:30,016
when I was 12, and
they both passed away
810
00:32:30,049 --> 00:32:31,483
when I was in college.
811
00:32:31,517 --> 00:32:33,652
So they never got to see
you become a doctor?
812
00:32:33,685 --> 00:32:35,354
Mm-mm.
Oh.
813
00:32:35,387 --> 00:32:37,289
They would have been
so proud of you.
814
00:32:37,323 --> 00:32:39,558
I'm proud of you.
815
00:32:39,591 --> 00:32:41,727
My biggest regret is that
816
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:44,196
they never got to
meet their grandson.
817
00:32:44,230 --> 00:32:45,764
You have a family?
818
00:32:45,797 --> 00:32:49,635
Uh, my son... Henry.
819
00:32:49,668 --> 00:32:51,737
He's named after my dad.
820
00:32:54,406 --> 00:32:55,741
There he is.
821
00:32:55,774 --> 00:32:58,277
Oh, my heavens,
822
00:32:58,310 --> 00:33:00,112
what a little doll.
13 months.
823
00:33:00,146 --> 00:33:02,448
Oh, that's a handful.
824
00:33:02,481 --> 00:33:05,084
Between him
and a full-time job,
825
00:33:05,117 --> 00:33:06,685
no wonder you need a nanny.
826
00:33:08,754 --> 00:33:10,589
Is your husband a doctor, too?
827
00:33:14,526 --> 00:33:17,429
I'm alone now.
There was an accident.
828
00:33:17,463 --> 00:33:19,065
Oh, my God, Kerry.
829
00:33:19,098 --> 00:33:20,499
I'm so sorry.
830
00:33:20,532 --> 00:33:22,068
Was it recent?
831
00:33:22,101 --> 00:33:24,403
Last year.
832
00:33:24,436 --> 00:33:27,106
Oh, Kerry. My dear Kerry.
833
00:33:29,808 --> 00:33:33,345
We are tested,
but the Lord gives us strength.
834
00:33:33,379 --> 00:33:37,316
I can only imagine
how difficult this has been.
835
00:33:37,349 --> 00:33:39,318
But you have
to have faith.
836
00:33:39,351 --> 00:33:40,652
Paul wrote
837
00:33:40,686 --> 00:33:42,221
in Romans 8:
838
00:33:42,254 --> 00:33:45,557
"I am convinced
that neither death nor life,
839
00:33:45,591 --> 00:33:47,759
"nor angels nor rulers,
840
00:33:47,793 --> 00:33:50,362
"nor things present,
nor things to come
841
00:33:50,396 --> 00:33:52,698
"can separate us
from the love of God
842
00:33:52,731 --> 00:33:55,534
in Christ Jesus, our Lord."
843
00:34:01,107 --> 00:34:01,740
( sighs )
844
00:34:03,275 --> 00:34:04,443
( taking deep breaths )
845
00:34:10,516 --> 00:34:11,450
Are you waiting?
846
00:34:11,483 --> 00:34:12,851
What?
847
00:34:12,884 --> 00:34:15,521
Oh, no, go ahead.
848
00:34:21,893 --> 00:34:24,663
( sighs )
849
00:34:24,696 --> 00:34:26,832
This is my Uncle Jackson.
850
00:34:26,865 --> 00:34:28,534
Loved stealing cars.
851
00:34:28,567 --> 00:34:30,336
Just had
a real passion for it.
852
00:34:30,369 --> 00:34:32,638
Do you have any pictures
of my father?
853
00:34:32,671 --> 00:34:35,774
Just one.
854
00:34:35,807 --> 00:34:37,609
When I was away
855
00:34:37,643 --> 00:34:40,446
in Indiana, Cody drove
all the way up to see me.
856
00:34:40,479 --> 00:34:42,248
Didn't even have
a license yet.
857
00:34:42,281 --> 00:34:44,383
For the life of me,
I don't know
858
00:34:44,416 --> 00:34:46,452
what we thought
we had to smile about.
859
00:34:47,586 --> 00:34:51,190
This is my family, Helen.
860
00:34:51,223 --> 00:34:53,659
This woman's name
is Sandy Lopez,
861
00:34:53,692 --> 00:34:55,294
and she's not my nanny.
862
00:34:55,327 --> 00:34:56,895
She was my partner.
863
00:34:56,928 --> 00:34:58,630
Your partner.
864
00:34:58,664 --> 00:35:01,167
My lover, my wife.
865
00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:03,169
The mother of my child.
866
00:35:03,202 --> 00:35:05,737
She was a firefighter,
867
00:35:05,771 --> 00:35:08,740
and she died last year.
868
00:35:10,709 --> 00:35:12,344
You're gay?
869
00:35:12,378 --> 00:35:14,646
Yes.
870
00:35:16,815 --> 00:35:21,187
I wanted to tell you earlier,
but I was afraid.
871
00:35:21,220 --> 00:35:24,190
My mom and dad died before
I came to accept it,
872
00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:25,791
so I never got a chance
to tell them.
873
00:35:26,892 --> 00:35:28,760
Uh...
874
00:35:28,794 --> 00:35:32,231
uh, so they never knew
you made this choice.
875
00:35:32,264 --> 00:35:33,732
It's not a choice.
876
00:35:33,765 --> 00:35:36,435
It's who I am,
who I was born as.
877
00:35:37,569 --> 00:35:40,506
Will you pray with me?
878
00:35:40,539 --> 00:35:43,209
No. No. I am not
gonna do this.
879
00:35:43,209 --> 00:35:44,810
Kerry, please...
880
00:35:44,843 --> 00:35:46,645
Kerry...
881
00:35:46,678 --> 00:35:48,847
HELEN:
I didn't mean to offend you.
882
00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:50,916
I was just so glad
to find you.
883
00:35:50,949 --> 00:35:52,918
And my being gay
changes that?
884
00:35:52,951 --> 00:35:55,454
This is who I am.
It's wrong, Kerry.
885
00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:58,490
I knew this was a mistake.
It's not what
God created.
886
00:35:58,524 --> 00:36:00,759
Why are people like you
always saying things like that?
887
00:36:00,792 --> 00:36:02,494
Why are people like you
888
00:36:02,528 --> 00:36:04,296
so dismissive of
people of faith?
889
00:36:04,330 --> 00:36:05,964
Because you have no faith
890
00:36:05,997 --> 00:36:07,933
that God knew
what he was doing,
891
00:36:07,966 --> 00:36:09,668
that God created me, too.
892
00:36:09,701 --> 00:36:11,803
God did create you
and He loves you.
893
00:36:11,837 --> 00:36:15,407
What is it about us
that is so much more threatening
894
00:36:15,441 --> 00:36:18,244
than all the really terrible
things in the world?
895
00:36:18,277 --> 00:36:20,912
Don't dismiss me
so easily, Kerry.
People are starving,
896
00:36:20,946 --> 00:36:22,381
people are being shot at,
897
00:36:22,414 --> 00:36:23,982
men are flying planes
into buildings,
898
00:36:24,015 --> 00:36:27,619
yet the faithful are saying,
"Watch out for those lesbians,
899
00:36:27,653 --> 00:36:29,921
they're gonna destroy
our God-gifted lives."
900
00:36:29,955 --> 00:36:32,458
Well, the world
isn't perfect, it's
what we make it.
901
00:36:32,491 --> 00:36:34,893
You just finished telling me
how perfect it was.
902
00:36:34,926 --> 00:36:37,596
That neither life nor death,
angels nor rulers
903
00:36:37,629 --> 00:36:39,531
can separate us
from the love of God
904
00:36:39,565 --> 00:36:41,700
in Christ Jesus, our Lord.
905
00:36:41,733 --> 00:36:43,935
I know the words, Helen,
I was raised in the church.
906
00:36:43,969 --> 00:36:45,837
Then you know it's
healing mission.
907
00:36:45,871 --> 00:36:48,474
Except that the welcome sign's
not out for everyone, is it?
908
00:36:49,775 --> 00:36:51,877
Do you hate all faith?
909
00:36:51,910 --> 00:36:53,312
No. No, of course not.
910
00:36:53,345 --> 00:36:56,282
I hate that my own faith
now excludes me,
911
00:36:56,315 --> 00:36:58,917
tries to tell me I'm a sinner
because of the people I love.
912
00:36:58,950 --> 00:37:01,953
It's the people
you've chosen to love.
913
00:37:01,987 --> 00:37:03,955
I have made a choice:
914
00:37:03,989 --> 00:37:07,693
to stop living a lie
about who I am.
915
00:37:07,726 --> 00:37:10,329
I was alone in my soul.
916
00:37:10,362 --> 00:37:11,997
Do you know
what that feels like?
917
00:37:16,968 --> 00:37:19,004
My... my hotel's nearby.
918
00:37:19,037 --> 00:37:21,507
I think I'll walk.
919
00:37:29,448 --> 00:37:31,850
They won't budge.
And I called Cleveland Memorial.
920
00:37:31,883 --> 00:37:33,051
She goes there twice a week
asking for Demerol.
921
00:37:33,084 --> 00:37:35,020
She's in their
turkey files.
922
00:37:35,053 --> 00:37:36,855
We're not gonna cure her habit
by denying her drugs today.
923
00:37:36,888 --> 00:37:39,024
Just kick her out, please?
Weaver's gonna be pissed.
924
00:37:39,057 --> 00:37:40,025
Watch and learn.
925
00:37:40,058 --> 00:37:41,760
Mrs. Bulowski...
926
00:37:41,793 --> 00:37:43,962
I understand you're still
experiencing some pain.
927
00:37:43,995 --> 00:37:45,531
It's better, but I think
928
00:37:45,564 --> 00:37:46,765
one more shot of Demerol
would really do it.
929
00:37:46,798 --> 00:37:48,767
You've already
had two.
Hey.
930
00:37:48,800 --> 00:37:50,636
CARTER:
Well, the problem is,
is that
931
00:37:50,669 --> 00:37:53,339
when you use it regularly,
as... I think that you do,
932
00:37:53,339 --> 00:37:54,606
it doesn't work as well,
933
00:37:54,640 --> 00:37:56,074
and you can grow
dependent on it.
934
00:37:56,107 --> 00:37:58,944
Are you saying that my wife
is some kind of drug addict?
935
00:37:58,977 --> 00:38:00,379
You don't know
what real pain is.
936
00:38:00,412 --> 00:38:02,080
I'm not sure that's really fair.
937
00:38:02,113 --> 00:38:03,582
MR. BULOWSKI:
What do you know
about fair?
938
00:38:03,615 --> 00:38:04,883
Mr. Bulowski.
You think it's fair
939
00:38:04,916 --> 00:38:06,818
that my wife has
this kind of pain?
940
00:38:06,852 --> 00:38:08,887
You said you would
bring her another shot,
and you never came back.
941
00:38:08,920 --> 00:38:09,988
Mr. Bulowski...
I'm not talking to you!
942
00:38:10,021 --> 00:38:11,623
Jerry, call Security.
943
00:38:11,657 --> 00:38:13,359
You like stringing
people along, is that it?
944
00:38:13,359 --> 00:38:14,593
Okay, you need to...
945
00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:15,727
Will you get the
hell away from me?!
946
00:38:15,761 --> 00:38:17,763
( grunting )
947
00:38:17,796 --> 00:38:19,498
RAY:
Come on!
948
00:38:19,531 --> 00:38:20,532
( Mrs. Bulowski grunting )
949
00:38:20,566 --> 00:38:21,900
Get him off of me!
950
00:38:21,933 --> 00:38:23,935
Beth! Come on, Beth!
Where the hell are you?
951
00:38:23,969 --> 00:38:26,372
Beth! Beth!
Get him off of me, Beth!
952
00:38:26,405 --> 00:38:27,739
( bedpan clangs )
953
00:38:27,773 --> 00:38:29,675
( panicked shouts continue )
954
00:38:31,877 --> 00:38:33,379
What the hell am I doing?
955
00:38:33,412 --> 00:38:35,681
( grunting )
956
00:38:35,714 --> 00:38:37,916
Who's winning?
957
00:38:37,949 --> 00:38:40,552
Neela was about to deck
somebody with a bedpan.
958
00:38:40,586 --> 00:38:42,988
JERRY:
I've always wanted to see
something like that.
959
00:38:43,021 --> 00:38:44,723
Hard to let go of a
dream, isn't it, Jerry?
960
00:38:44,756 --> 00:38:45,824
So, are we under control?
961
00:38:45,857 --> 00:38:46,992
Yeah, I'd say so.
962
00:38:47,025 --> 00:38:48,660
Thought you were gone
for the day.
963
00:38:48,694 --> 00:38:50,429
Yeah. Me, too.
964
00:38:50,462 --> 00:38:52,931
Charlotte? Charlotte?
965
00:38:52,964 --> 00:38:54,666
It's okay, she's gonna be
right back, Mrs. Devon.
966
00:38:54,700 --> 00:38:56,001
Hey, where's her daughter?
967
00:38:56,034 --> 00:38:57,703
She had to pick up
her kids.
968
00:38:57,736 --> 00:38:59,938
What's she doing?
Is the roast...
969
00:38:59,971 --> 00:39:02,574
is the roast going
to be ready?
Don't worry,
970
00:39:02,608 --> 00:39:04,610
the roast is gonna be
just fine, okay?
971
00:39:04,643 --> 00:39:07,446
She's folding napkins
for her dinner party.
972
00:39:07,479 --> 00:39:10,115
The literature says that,
generally, you shouldn't play
973
00:39:10,148 --> 00:39:12,017
into this kind
of delusional thinking,
974
00:39:12,050 --> 00:39:13,552
but I don't really
get the point of that
in this case, do you?
975
00:39:14,953 --> 00:39:16,555
You got this?
976
00:39:16,588 --> 00:39:17,923
I think so.
977
00:39:17,956 --> 00:39:19,124
Dr. Weaver.
978
00:39:19,157 --> 00:39:20,992
What's going on with
the Pick's Disease?
979
00:39:21,026 --> 00:39:22,127
Found a bed
for her tonight.
980
00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:23,762
Her daughter managed
a placement,
981
00:39:23,795 --> 00:39:25,964
but they won't be able
to take her till tomorrow.
982
00:39:25,997 --> 00:39:29,801
Thanks.
Hey, I just wanted you
to know that, um,
983
00:39:29,835 --> 00:39:32,103
I'm willing to have Jane
assigned to me anytime.
984
00:39:32,137 --> 00:39:33,672
I'll bet. She's good.
985
00:39:33,705 --> 00:39:35,474
( chuckles ):
Yeah, no kidding.
986
00:39:35,507 --> 00:39:36,742
Hey, so, did you hear?
987
00:39:36,775 --> 00:39:38,510
They're bringing in
a fisherman vs. horse.
988
00:39:38,544 --> 00:39:40,078
Vs. horse?
Yeah, I know.
989
00:39:40,111 --> 00:39:41,680
You'd think
it'd be vs. fish,
990
00:39:41,713 --> 00:39:43,982
which doesn't make sense,
either, but...
Go.
991
00:39:45,484 --> 00:39:47,653
Hey, Kerry.
992
00:39:47,686 --> 00:39:50,822
Hey. Aren't you in
a little early?
993
00:39:50,856 --> 00:39:53,725
An hour. But with Sam on days
and me on nights,
994
00:39:53,759 --> 00:39:55,727
we're just trying to steal
a moment when we can.
995
00:39:57,128 --> 00:39:59,064
Have a good night.
996
00:39:59,097 --> 00:40:00,466
Thanks.
997
00:40:32,764 --> 00:40:34,232
Good evening.
998
00:40:34,265 --> 00:40:36,568
Can I help you?
999
00:40:53,051 --> 00:40:55,186
Helen?
1000
00:40:57,222 --> 00:40:58,957
Helen?
1001
00:40:58,990 --> 00:41:00,559
( muttering ):
That's the wrong...
1002
00:41:00,592 --> 00:41:02,694
They tell you
the coffee's free.
1003
00:41:02,728 --> 00:41:05,697
( chuckles ):
You just got to pay for
the room, that's all.
1004
00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:10,702
You think about a day like this
for a long time.
1005
00:41:12,838 --> 00:41:15,173
You play out every scenario
in your head.
1006
00:41:15,206 --> 00:41:19,678
Except for this one.
1007
00:41:19,711 --> 00:41:21,613
Is it because
I gave you up?
1008
00:41:21,647 --> 00:41:25,116
No. No, of course not.
1009
00:41:25,150 --> 00:41:27,686
Is it because
I didn't come looking for you
1010
00:41:27,719 --> 00:41:29,655
for so many years?
1011
00:41:29,688 --> 00:41:33,158
You don't get to paint
the whole picture
yourself, Helen.
1012
00:41:33,191 --> 00:41:36,562
Feel guilty because
you gave up a child,
and then...
1013
00:41:36,562 --> 00:41:39,030
get all warm and
fuzzy because it
turned out all right:
1014
00:41:39,064 --> 00:41:41,867
she had a good family,
became a doctor.
1015
00:41:41,900 --> 00:41:43,802
If you're disappointed,
it should be
1016
00:41:43,835 --> 00:41:45,671
with the limitations
of your faith,
1017
00:41:45,704 --> 00:41:47,773
not in the way
that I've lived my life.
1018
00:41:47,806 --> 00:41:51,009
I gave birth to a child
who I abandoned.
1019
00:41:51,042 --> 00:41:55,747
For all the right reasons,
they told me.
1020
00:41:55,781 --> 00:41:57,883
But I thought about you.
1021
00:41:57,916 --> 00:42:00,652
And I came to realize
1022
00:42:00,686 --> 00:42:03,622
that by giving you up,
1023
00:42:03,655 --> 00:42:05,957
I'd broken my own heart.
1024
00:42:05,991 --> 00:42:10,929
And faith is the only thing
that gave me hope.
1025
00:42:10,962 --> 00:42:14,600
Gave me courage.
1026
00:42:14,633 --> 00:42:17,202
I can't abandon it, too.
1027
00:42:17,235 --> 00:42:21,072
Can you accept me for who I am?
1028
00:42:21,106 --> 00:42:23,775
I can love you,
1029
00:42:23,809 --> 00:42:26,745
whoever you are.
1030
00:42:26,778 --> 00:42:29,047
I don't want love
without acceptance.
1031
00:42:37,989 --> 00:42:40,759
It was so good
to finally meet you.
1032
00:43:04,916 --> 00:43:07,953
( choir crooning harmonies )
72211
Can't find what you're looking for?
Get subtitles in any language from opensubtitles.com, and translate them here.
Afrikaans
Akan
Albanian
Amharic
Arabic
Armenian
Azerbaijani
Basque
Belarusian
Bemba
Bengali
Bihari
Bosnian
Breton
Bulgarian
Cambodian
Catalan
Cebuano
Cherokee
Chichewa
Chinese (Simplified)
Chinese (Traditional)
Corsican
Croatian
Czech
Danish
English
Esperanto
Estonian
Faroese
Finnish
Frisian
Galician
Georgian
German
Guarani
Haitian Creole
Hausa
Hawaiian
Hebrew
Hmong
Hungarian
Icelandic
Indonesian
Irish
Italian
Japanese
Kazakh
Kinyarwanda
Kirundi
Kongo
Korean
Krio (Sierra Leone)
Kurdish
Kyrgyz
Laothian
Latin
Latvian
Lithuanian
Luganda
Luo
Luxembourgish
Macedonian
Malagasy
Malay
Maltese
Maori
Mauritian Creole
Moldavian
Mongolian
Myanmar (Burmese)
Montenegrin
Nepali
Norwegian
Pashto
Persian
Polish
Portuguese (Brazil)
Portuguese (Portugal)
Quechua
Romanian
Romansh
Russian
Samoan
Scots Gaelic
Serbian
Sesotho
Setswana
Seychellois Creole
Shona
Sindhi
Sinhalese
Slovak
Slovenian
Somali
Spanish
Swedish
Tajik
Thai
Tigrinya
Tonga
Turkish
Turkmen
Ukrainian
Uzbek
Vietnamese
Welsh
Wolof