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โช I put a star to my
words which afflicted me โช
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โช And I shall sail nothing
by sea ever again โช
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โช Long as I live โช
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โช Praise to the bride king of
angels I regain my health โช
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โช Hide from the
storm โช
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โช Without drowning
safely return โช
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- Tony, it's my go.
- You're not having it!
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- I'll tell Mom!
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- Do you need anymore, Tony?
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- No, I'm too busy trying
to untangle my kite.
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I told her not to
touch it it's mine.
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- Well, you need
to share darling.
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- I don't need to share.
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She breaks things, it's mine.
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- Evie, don't go in
the water please!
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You ready for off?
- 10 more minutes.
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- It's getting cold love.
- Oh please.
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- Okay, I'll go up
and get the tea ready
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and you two can
follow me up in a bit.
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Bring the towels with you.
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- Mommy, what do
you think is faster,
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a dog or a giraffe?
- Don't know really.
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- Mommy, did you
know that giraffes
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are the only other animal
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other than a cat which
purrs when you stroke it?
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- I didn't know that actually.
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Okay, you know the rules,
no going into the water
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while I'm not here and
listen to your brother
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if he tells you something.
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He's in charge
- He's in charge
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when I'm not here.
when I'm not here.
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I know.
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Mommy, would you rather
no ears or no mouth?
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- I'm only there, so call or
whistle if you need anything.
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And don't talk to strangers.
- To strangers, I know.
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Mommy, if you could only
eat one thing forever
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would you rather have
pizza or fish and chips?
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- Well, guess what
we're having tonight?
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- Pizza!
- 10 minutes.
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Tony, it's starting
to rain, 10 minutes!
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- Okay!
- Love you, Mommy!
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- Here.
- It's my turn!
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- Where were you?
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- Oh, you're freezing.
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What's that?
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- It's mine.
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- Have you found something?
- No one else can have it,
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it's mine.
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- Let me see.
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Please?
- I say it's mine!
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- May the glory of God, the
fellowship and the Holy Spirit
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be with you all.
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And also with you.
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- In the name of the
Father and of the Son
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and of the Holy Spirit, amen.
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- Amen.
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When I mentioned to
Tony yesterday that
the gospel passage
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was about Jesus' words
to Peter in response
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to his question, how
often should I forgive?
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He pulled a fierce and
said, "Not another sermon
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on forgiveness."
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I akle his sense of
tiredness with the way
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that the Church so often
speaks of forgiveness
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and so frequently feel to
either offer it or find it.
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That's not because I don't
think forgiveness is important,
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it is central not just to
our life but faith also
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and I'd argue our life
together in this world.
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- Evie.
- Without forgiveness,
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- I wanna go outside.
how could we possibly stand
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relationship with each other?
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Forgiveness isn't something
that only restores,
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even frees the one forgiven.
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Forgiveness also restores and
frees the one who forgives.
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- Jen, she's fine.
- Forgiveness creates
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possibilities, keeps the future
open, offers paths forward
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formerly not imaginable.
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To forgive is to live free.
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To live free in the present
and hope about the future
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while not to forgive
is to be dragged down
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and kept captive by the past.
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Forgiveness is life.
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- Evie!
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- Get in, come on.
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Right, children, does everyone
know who the Vikings were?
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And does anybody know
the legends of the
Viking ship wrecks
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at St. Brendon's Bay?
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Right, well that's good
and for those that don't,
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Britain has always been
vulnerable to attack
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from various quarters
throughout our history.
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Our story and the
artifacts around us
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washed up on our very own beach
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and it concerns the Danes,
well the Vikings to be precise.
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The local emblem which
we find above the school
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and church entrances
is the Selkie.
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Folklore dictates
that it was during one
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of these Viking raids that
the brave men of the village
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fought against their enemy
with everything they had
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and they were outnumbered
and beaten back
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by the sheer brutality
and force of the invaders
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looting every building
the Vikings found
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where the women and
children were hiding
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and took some for themselves
to claim as wives,
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killing anyone who resisted.
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- Ow.
- Debra!
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And with that, they
sailed back to Denmark
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or sometimes to Scandinavia
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and the boat set sail that
night with their spoils
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and rounding the
rocks at the far end
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of St. Brendon's
Beach, the boat started
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to get into trouble,
even though the sea
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was relatively calm,
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there was a cry.
- There was a cry
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from the front of the boat
of something in the water.
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The boat lurched once
and then was gone.
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Only the women who
swum ashore were saved.
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One was taken as token sacrifice
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to join the Selkie and
her sisters in the ocean
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as one of their own forever.
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- Evie?
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- Freak.
- Go away.
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- Freakie Evie.
- Leave me alone.
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- Make me.
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- Get off her!
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You are a disgrace!
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- Freaky Evie.
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- Morning.
- Morning.
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- Hello, Ponta's Insurance,
is it a claim on your policy
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you're.
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Yeah, hello Mrs. Stevens.
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Yeah, I am late, yeah.
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Yeah, no, you're
absolutely right, yeah.
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No, I'll make sure to.
- Coffee?
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- Oh yeah, please.
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Hmm-mm, yeah.
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- Bad night?
- I can handle the nights,
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it's the mornings that kill me.
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- What was he like?
- Thick not thick.
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- And did you?
- Oh yeah,
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it'd be a shame to waste it.
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That's an euphemism.
- Oh, these are the deferments
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from yesterday that came
down from central office.
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- Hmm-mm.
- Morning Mr. Stevens.
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- Thank you, Selma, I
will make sure that these
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are all up to date and correct.
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- So, do you have
family around here?
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- Oh, straight with the
deep questions shall we?
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Here you are, same again.
- Certainly madame.
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- No, I don't have any
family around here.
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I don't have any family.
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I was adopted if you must know.
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- Hmm, how exotic.
- Do you think?
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- Yeah, what's the story?
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- You need to keep your
fucking nose out, Jeremy
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and that's the story.
- More wine, madame?
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- Yeah.
- Would you like me
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to pour it?
- No, it'll be fine, fine.
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That was off.
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- Hello, yes, this
is Mr. Tony Halloran,
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I'm ringing in regards
to Mrs. Evie Halloran.
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- Oh, oh, oh yeah.
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- Oh.
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Oh, I don't wanna go
on top, I'll be sick.
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- Jesus!
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- I just never
thought I'd hear back,
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I'd given up hope and
accepted I was gonna be alone,
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maybe he didn't want contact.
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- Did he say?
- Oh, it's just
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a generic letter from
the adoption agency
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confirming that Tony
had acknowledged receipt
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of my letter and he was
willing to make contact.
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- Do you remember
anything about him?
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- I think so.
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Some things clearly
and others, oh god,
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I'm really nervous now.
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- Why did they split you
up in the first place?
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- Fuck knows, that's
what they did back then.
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He got chosen first,
I remember that much.
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- So he just let you there
in the old orphanage,
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like a little munchco
wrapped in a woolen shaw,
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love me, someone love me please.
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- Fuck off you.
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- What are you gonna do?
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- I'm gonna stop talking
about myself all the time
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and buy you a coffee.
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Hi, could I speak to Mrs.
Lively please, thank you.
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Hi, my name's Evie Halloran,
I've just received your letter.
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Yeah, that's me.
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Yeah, I did, thank you.
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Yeah, I'd be very much
interested in meeting Tony.
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- Evie?
- Yeah?
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- I'm Tony, can I sit?
- Oh, oh my god, Tony.
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Oh come here.
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Oh wow.
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No, no family, I work in an
insurance firm, in an office.
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Pays the bills but
I hate it, you?
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- I live on my own, I
read a lot, play games,
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I fish a bit, have my
own boat, I walk a bit.
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- Sorry, did you just try to
slip in that you've got a boat?
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- Yeah, just a small
one, I'm by the sea.
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I always wanted one.
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- I know, I remember.
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Well, I'm glad you
got one, it's nice.
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- Thank you.
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- Do you work?
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Oh, I'm so sorry.
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I just keep asking all
these personal questions,
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it's none of my business.
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- I'm your brother, you
can ask me what you want.
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You always used to ask
me lots of questions
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about what is the fastest
or the oldest or the best.
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- You know, I've imagined
and idealized this moment
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for so long and now it's here,
I don't know what to say.
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You're a man.
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- Are you happy?
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- That's a big question.
- Are you?
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- I don't.
- Are you?
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- I don't know, is anyone?
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Well, where you living?
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- Not many miles from where
we were brought up actually.
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- Do you work?
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- No, struggled after.
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I'm writing, novels actually.
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- You're a writer,
that's amazing.
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Are you published?
- Self published.
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I've written five novels.
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- Wow, wow, I'd love
to read one one day.
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- Ah, here I brought you one.
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- Hmm, ooh, that is
a very thick book.
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Wow.
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I know this story.
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- You used to draw
them all the time
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and always said you'd seen one.
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- I was a kid, we were kids.
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- Do you remember,
do you remember us?
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- Of course I do.
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- Do you remember what happened?
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- I do.
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- Evie, I have to tell you
something, Dad is alive.
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- Why did no one
tell you this before?
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- Don't know, Tony
said apparently those
doors were shut,
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as soon as my dad
signed the papers, done,
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you're on your own literally.
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- But someone would tell you.
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- I didn't even know if
Tony was alive did I?
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- Where's your dad now?
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- Schlarasbol always has been.
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- What was your brother like?
248
00:35:11,278 --> 00:35:16,350
- He was a bit
strange, a bit full on.
249
00:35:18,318 --> 00:35:19,986
- You fit.
250
00:35:21,623 --> 00:35:22,888
- Oh god.
251
00:35:22,890 --> 00:35:24,356
No, he's not what
I expected at all.
252
00:35:24,358 --> 00:35:28,730
I don't know what I expected
but I like horror films,
253
00:35:30,163 --> 00:35:32,098
do you like horror films?
254
00:35:32,100 --> 00:35:35,937
I like sci-fi and Vikings
and on and on, that was mean.
255
00:35:36,938 --> 00:35:39,538
No, he seemed nice enough.
256
00:35:39,540 --> 00:35:40,873
- Do you think he
could be a friend
257
00:35:40,875 --> 00:35:42,908
if he wasn't your brother?
- Oh fuck no.
258
00:35:44,478 --> 00:35:47,580
- Do you like heavy
metal, do you sew,
259
00:35:47,582 --> 00:35:49,081
do you wanna have sex with me?
260
00:35:49,083 --> 00:35:51,151
- Oh, god, stop it,
that's terrible.
261
00:36:03,965 --> 00:36:04,866
- Hello?
262
00:36:06,834 --> 00:36:08,770
- Hi Evie.
- Hi, Tony.
263
00:36:10,938 --> 00:36:13,739
- It was good to
see you the other day.
264
00:36:13,741 --> 00:36:15,843
- Yeah, it was good
to see you again.
265
00:36:18,478 --> 00:36:21,015
Did you get back all right?
- Yeah, thanks.
266
00:36:24,451 --> 00:36:27,454
Did you read my book?
- No, not yet.
267
00:36:38,198 --> 00:36:40,666
What you think?
- I was wondering.
268
00:36:40,668 --> 00:36:41,834
- No.
- Ah, sorry go on.
269
00:36:41,836 --> 00:36:44,237
- No, no, I interrupted you.
270
00:36:50,210 --> 00:36:52,880
Tony?
- I wasn't entirely honest
271
00:36:54,515 --> 00:36:57,085
with you last week I'm afraid.
272
00:36:58,318 --> 00:37:00,353
Look, I'm at your house.
273
00:37:11,099 --> 00:37:13,835
- I'm sorry?
- I'm at your house,
274
00:37:19,306 --> 00:37:21,776
it's where I live, our house.
275
00:37:30,952 --> 00:37:32,520
You there?
- Yeah.
276
00:37:36,224 --> 00:37:38,693
- You all right?
- Yes, sorry.
277
00:37:44,065 --> 00:37:46,699
- Okay, it was
left to me
278
00:37:46,701 --> 00:37:48,102
I'm doing it up.
279
00:37:49,804 --> 00:37:53,273
- Sorry, Tony, can I
call you back later?
280
00:39:10,685 --> 00:39:14,587
- You're not seriously
thinking about it are you?
281
00:39:14,589 --> 00:39:17,158
- I don't know, it might help.
282
00:39:21,829 --> 00:39:22,730
Oh my god.
283
00:39:26,466 --> 00:39:29,670
Look at me, Selma,
I'm a fucking mess.
284
00:39:33,741 --> 00:39:35,943
I barely sleep, can't
keep a relationship
285
00:39:37,044 --> 00:39:39,113
for more than a night
and I drink like a fish.
286
00:42:33,854 --> 00:42:34,755
- Evie.
287
00:43:05,453 --> 00:43:06,353
- Hello?
288
00:43:08,823 --> 00:43:10,091
- Evie, come in, come in.
289
00:43:11,592 --> 00:43:13,058
Excuse the mess.
290
00:43:13,060 --> 00:43:15,327
I'm about halfway through
what needs to be done.
291
00:43:15,329 --> 00:43:18,497
- Oh, it's fine.
292
00:43:18,499 --> 00:43:20,367
- How was the drive?
- Yeah, it was okay.
293
00:43:21,368 --> 00:43:22,935
Had the music blasting.
294
00:43:22,937 --> 00:43:24,472
- Yeah, what'd you listen to?
295
00:43:26,073 --> 00:43:29,944
- Anything good really,
Coldplay, The National,
296
00:43:34,583 --> 00:43:37,149
Guns-N-Roses.
- The great middle ground
297
00:43:37,151 --> 00:43:38,018
is reached.
298
00:43:42,056 --> 00:43:42,957
- So I meant to
show you the place.
299
00:43:46,561 --> 00:43:47,793
Why do I leave you to it,
300
00:43:47,795 --> 00:43:49,830
take your bags upstairs
and I'll mix a drink.
301
00:43:51,298 --> 00:43:53,234
- Oh god,
for that Tony.
302
00:43:55,269 --> 00:43:56,603
Boy, you never offend.
303
00:43:56,605 --> 00:43:58,906
Sorry, what have you got?
304
00:44:00,074 --> 00:44:00,808
- To drink?
- Yeah.
305
00:44:01,942 --> 00:44:04,178
- Well, I got tea but
it's not Yorkshire.
306
00:44:05,913 --> 00:44:09,383
- You've not got anything?
- Orange juice, lemonade.
307
00:44:10,417 --> 00:44:14,589
- Anything else?
- Well, water.
308
00:44:17,858 --> 00:44:19,858
- Is there a shop
anywhere nearby or?
309
00:44:19,860 --> 00:44:21,795
- I'm joking, I'm
a massive pisshead.
310
00:44:22,897 --> 00:44:24,566
Come on through
when you're ready.
311
00:45:42,677 --> 00:45:43,775
- Ripped out all last month.
- Jesus Christ, Tony.
312
00:45:43,777 --> 00:45:45,246
- I'm sorry.
313
00:45:47,649 --> 00:45:50,215
I've made some food.
- Thanks.
314
00:45:50,217 --> 00:45:53,385
- Sour chicken Kiev.
- Yeah?
315
00:45:53,387 --> 00:45:54,955
- Right.
316
00:46:34,529 --> 00:46:36,397
- So, what do you plan
to do with the place?
317
00:46:38,132 --> 00:46:39,033
- I've not decided yet.
318
00:46:41,435 --> 00:46:43,103
- So, Dad signed it over to you.
319
00:46:44,038 --> 00:46:44,905
- Yeah.
320
00:46:48,208 --> 00:46:49,443
- Well, he wasn't gonna
sign it over to me was he?
321
00:46:51,245 --> 00:46:54,346
- Why?
- Don't know,
322
00:46:54,348 --> 00:46:55,583
you tell me.
323
00:47:00,888 --> 00:47:01,790
- What do you remember?
324
00:47:04,858 --> 00:47:07,061
- That's right, Tony,
let's not fuck about.
325
00:47:08,195 --> 00:47:11,365
- Huh, yeah, it's been
said I have no filter.
326
00:47:16,705 --> 00:47:18,272
So, what do you remember?
327
00:47:30,317 --> 00:47:35,222
- I remember Mom tried to drown
us and Dad killed himself.
328
00:47:42,564 --> 00:47:45,065
I thought Dad killed himself.
329
00:47:51,071 --> 00:47:51,972
- Do you remember
the day at the beach?
330
00:47:56,910 --> 00:47:57,812
- Yeah.
331
00:48:19,299 --> 00:48:21,368
- Ow, you're hurting me.
332
00:49:14,889 --> 00:49:16,522
- Come on.
- Mommy please, stop!
333
00:49:16,524 --> 00:49:17,424
Mommy!
334
00:49:38,746 --> 00:49:43,551
- Fuck.
335
00:49:45,820 --> 00:49:46,721
- Jen!
336
00:49:57,665 --> 00:49:58,566
Jen, Jen!
337
00:50:20,487 --> 00:50:25,560
Just come on up, come on and
stay there, stay and don't.
338
00:50:26,093 --> 00:50:27,027
Jen, Jen, Jen!
339
00:50:36,270 --> 00:50:37,170
Jen, Jen!
340
00:50:46,213 --> 00:50:47,180
Jen, no Jen!
341
00:51:00,494 --> 00:51:04,897
- I know Dad blamed me
'cause I was badly behaved
342
00:51:04,899 --> 00:51:07,501
but who isn't at our age?
343
00:51:11,539 --> 00:51:14,974
- You should go and see him?
344
00:51:14,976 --> 00:51:16,343
- I knew you were going
to say that at some point.
345
00:51:18,178 --> 00:51:20,915
- Of course, he's our dad.
346
00:51:24,217 --> 00:51:25,218
- Who gave us away.
347
00:51:49,844 --> 00:51:51,913
Do you blame me, think
I drove her to it?
348
00:52:00,855 --> 00:52:02,090
What was that?
349
00:52:24,912 --> 00:52:25,813
Oh my god.
350
00:52:27,515 --> 00:52:28,916
- It was a bird.
351
00:52:59,814 --> 00:53:01,214
- Hear that sound.
352
00:53:03,951 --> 00:53:05,419
When we were growing up I
used to leave the window open
353
00:53:06,988 --> 00:53:08,823
in the summer just to
hear the waves crashing.
354
00:53:11,826 --> 00:53:12,760
I would sleep and
wake up with it.
355
00:53:20,500 --> 00:53:24,572
- Do you miss having a
family, having a brother?
356
00:53:27,407 --> 00:53:30,776
- I think I accepted
everything that happened after
357
00:53:30,778 --> 00:53:35,215
as a normal
continuation of my life.
358
00:53:38,285 --> 00:53:39,654
I was too young to
know it wasn't normal.
359
00:53:44,224 --> 00:53:46,527
- Where did you go
after I'd been adopted?
360
00:53:49,030 --> 00:53:54,102
- Everywhere, I was shuffled
from care home to foster family
361
00:53:55,469 --> 00:53:58,206
then back into care all
through secondary school.
362
00:54:01,341 --> 00:54:04,442
Then at 16, I was dropped
out of counsel's hand
363
00:54:04,444 --> 00:54:07,181
into the exciting world
of being an adult.
364
00:54:09,650 --> 00:54:10,551
- It's a steep drop isn't it?
365
00:54:15,723 --> 00:54:18,793
- And after a brief
sectioning, which was fun,
366
00:54:21,361 --> 00:54:23,197
I managed to sort my self out
367
00:54:26,433 --> 00:54:28,100
with a combination of
class A drugs, alcohol
368
00:54:28,102 --> 00:54:31,806
and bad relationships.
369
00:54:34,474 --> 00:54:37,078
Cheers.
- Cheers.
370
00:54:47,420 --> 00:54:52,492
- So, Tony Halloran, where
were you between the ages of 10
371
00:54:53,694 --> 00:54:56,063
and 33 years old?
372
00:54:59,767 --> 00:55:00,800
- I'm afraid I don't
have a story quite so
373
00:55:00,802 --> 00:55:02,937
romantically outlandish.
374
00:55:05,773 --> 00:55:09,243
I was fostered and adopted into
a nice, middle-class family
375
00:55:10,511 --> 00:55:12,812
of primary school
teachers who left me alone
376
00:55:12,814 --> 00:55:14,314
to play Dungeons and Dragons
377
00:55:16,651 --> 00:55:18,918
and write fruity fantasy
stories and share them with
378
00:55:18,920 --> 00:55:20,588
a close group of fellow nerds.
379
00:55:23,825 --> 00:55:24,692
Never stood a chance did I?
380
00:55:27,261 --> 00:55:28,229
- Thank God one of us had love.
381
00:55:36,037 --> 00:55:39,941
- Do you have anyone?
- You're joking.
382
00:55:43,077 --> 00:55:45,412
I think my work colleague's
my best mate for fuck's sake.
383
00:57:12,432 --> 00:57:13,901
- I smell coffee.
384
00:57:18,172 --> 00:57:19,073
- Morning Evie.
385
00:57:22,475 --> 00:57:23,377
Father Robert's here.
386
00:57:26,080 --> 00:57:28,113
Do you remember him?
387
00:57:28,115 --> 00:57:30,616
- Yeah, of course.
- Hello Evie.
388
00:57:30,618 --> 00:57:34,653
It's been such a long time
but you still look like
389
00:57:34,655 --> 00:57:35,690
the Evie I remember.
390
00:57:37,091 --> 00:57:39,560
- Please join us, we
were just talking about you.
391
00:57:40,695 --> 00:57:43,164
- Yes, it's a travesty
you were ever apart.
392
00:57:46,767 --> 00:57:48,233
- Coffee?
- I'm just gonna
393
00:57:48,235 --> 00:57:50,769
drive out and find a shop.
- Please, join us for coffee.
394
00:57:50,771 --> 00:57:52,139
I'm leaving in 10 minutes.
395
00:57:57,578 --> 00:57:59,580
- Do you have any paracetamol?
396
00:58:09,156 --> 00:58:10,856
- Tony's just been telling
me what you've been up to
397
00:58:10,858 --> 00:58:12,159
in the intervening years.
398
00:58:14,795 --> 00:58:15,627
It's amazing that you've
got through all that
399
00:58:15,629 --> 00:58:16,530
the way you did.
400
00:58:19,633 --> 00:58:20,466
You know there's no
shame in asking for help
401
00:58:20,468 --> 00:58:21,435
even in this stage.
402
00:58:23,637 --> 00:58:25,039
- Help?
- Yes.
403
00:58:27,942 --> 00:58:28,941
Personal fortitude
comes from within
404
00:58:28,943 --> 00:58:32,213
but it's a shallow who live in,
405
00:58:34,248 --> 00:58:37,449
we can get strength from
the bottle or from the arms
406
00:58:37,451 --> 00:58:39,420
of the stranger.
- Yeah, I'll be sure
407
00:58:40,554 --> 00:58:42,156
to come to church
on Sunday, Father.
408
00:58:43,891 --> 00:58:46,091
- I'm just saying I'm
here if you need me.
409
00:58:46,093 --> 00:58:48,896
I'm a good perverge
for both of you.
410
00:58:50,464 --> 00:58:54,135
- Well, you've certainly saved
me from a life of sin so far.
411
00:59:01,008 --> 00:59:03,342
- Found them.
- Well, you know
412
00:59:03,344 --> 00:59:04,245
where I am.
413
00:59:07,014 --> 00:59:09,581
All okay?
- Yeah, yeah,
414
00:59:09,583 --> 00:59:12,317
I'm just so happy to see
you both together again.
415
00:59:12,319 --> 00:59:14,055
I never thought
I'd see this day.
416
00:59:16,590 --> 00:59:17,458
May God bless ya's both.
417
00:59:20,628 --> 00:59:22,296
I'll see myself out, Tony, Evie.
418
00:59:37,678 --> 00:59:38,877
- You've been a great help.
419
00:59:38,879 --> 00:59:40,681
- Yeah, well, I'm
really happy for you.
420
00:59:45,219 --> 00:59:46,553
Sorry.
421
00:59:49,990 --> 00:59:54,295
- Been visiting Dad,
says he's dying.
422
01:01:04,665 --> 01:01:07,501
- Tony, where the
fuck is a shop?
423
01:02:11,031 --> 01:02:13,734
- Hello Evie.
- Father.
424
01:02:26,981 --> 01:02:28,415
I'm so sorry of how
rude I was earlier,
425
01:02:30,017 --> 01:02:31,686
it's just been a lot to take in.
426
01:02:34,288 --> 01:02:36,524
I'm sorry.
- It's okay, Evie,
427
01:02:38,392 --> 01:02:39,393
you don't have to
apologize to me.
428
01:02:41,161 --> 01:02:45,132
- It's exactly
how I remember it.
429
01:02:49,270 --> 01:02:50,137
- Yeah.
430
01:02:51,573 --> 01:02:52,707
Your parents used
to sit just there.
431
01:03:02,651 --> 01:03:04,653
- I'm sorry.
- Sit down.
432
01:03:11,258 --> 01:03:13,662
- It's just it's all so sad.
433
01:03:20,801 --> 01:03:23,001
- Evie, I know your
father loved you.
434
01:03:23,003 --> 01:03:24,905
After what happened
with your mother,
435
01:03:27,241 --> 01:03:30,477
I think life became too hard,
just too painful for him.
436
01:03:35,382 --> 01:03:37,049
You don't know what went
through his head that night
437
01:03:37,051 --> 01:03:40,421
but he never recovered.
438
01:03:44,358 --> 01:03:48,095
He's a very sick man
but now he's dying.
439
01:03:52,734 --> 01:03:57,402
- You've seen him.
- I do mass and confessions
440
01:03:57,404 --> 01:03:59,340
up at the hospital
so yes I do see him.
441
01:04:04,211 --> 01:04:07,649
He's not the man he was and
he's certainly not a monster.
442
01:04:12,920 --> 01:04:14,955
He was just incapable of
looking after two children.
443
01:04:20,427 --> 01:04:21,830
It's not because he
wasn't thinking about you.
444
01:04:25,032 --> 01:04:26,768
And it's not because he didn't
love you and your brother,
445
01:04:29,903 --> 01:04:34,106
because I know that
he did very much.
446
01:04:47,154 --> 01:04:52,226
- Thank you, thank you, Father.
447
01:05:19,687 --> 01:05:22,289
- Jesus Christ, you don't
just waltz in normally Evie.
448
01:05:23,658 --> 01:05:24,659
- I'll go if you go.
449
01:05:36,336 --> 01:05:38,704
You all right?
- I think so,
450
01:05:38,706 --> 01:05:41,008
a bit nervous.
- Yeah, same.
451
01:05:55,088 --> 01:05:55,989
- No!
452
01:05:57,759 --> 01:06:02,764
I know it was you
453
01:06:03,397 --> 01:06:04,298
I know!
454
01:06:34,361 --> 01:06:35,362
- Please remember he's very ill.
455
01:06:36,997 --> 01:06:38,196
I'll leave you both to it okay.
456
01:06:38,198 --> 01:06:39,901
I'll just be outside
if you need me.
457
01:06:46,440 --> 01:06:47,341
- Thanks.
458
01:07:12,867 --> 01:07:13,768
- Son.
459
01:07:23,011 --> 01:07:24,177
Oh.
- Hi, Dad.
460
01:07:25,613 --> 01:07:27,015
Good to see you.
461
01:07:31,719 --> 01:07:32,620
- Thanks.
462
01:07:36,056 --> 01:07:37,457
Evie's here too.
463
01:07:43,031 --> 01:07:44,097
- Hello Dad.
464
01:08:06,788 --> 01:08:07,689
Get out.
465
01:08:11,993 --> 01:08:12,894
- Dad.
466
01:08:13,861 --> 01:08:15,495
- Get out, get out!
467
01:08:21,368 --> 01:08:22,500
- Mrs. Halloran.
468
01:08:42,890 --> 01:08:47,294
- Do you remember, do you
accept what you have done?
469
01:08:50,197 --> 01:08:54,232
Do you remember in the name
of the Father and to the Son,
470
01:08:54,234 --> 01:08:55,970
onto the Holy Ghost!
471
01:09:17,525 --> 01:09:20,160
- No, not at all, I understand.
472
01:09:27,267 --> 01:09:28,168
Thank you for
everything you've done.
473
01:09:31,171 --> 01:09:32,073
Thank you.
474
01:09:33,306 --> 01:09:34,207
Bye.
475
01:09:49,857 --> 01:09:50,758
- Tony.
476
01:10:03,871 --> 01:10:04,772
Tony.
477
01:10:10,912 --> 01:10:13,981
- That was the
hospital, Dad's dead.
478
01:11:12,339 --> 01:11:16,077
- I'm sorry about this
but it was necessary.
479
01:11:21,249 --> 01:11:23,516
- What have you done?
480
01:11:23,518 --> 01:11:25,718
- Well, bluntly I've knocked
you out, tied your hands
481
01:11:25,720 --> 01:11:28,687
and feet together, best
not to jump out of the boat
482
01:11:28,689 --> 01:11:29,590
just in case.
483
01:11:31,291 --> 01:11:32,627
- Why are you doing this?
484
01:11:33,628 --> 01:11:35,863
- 'Cause you need to know.
485
01:11:37,198 --> 01:11:38,898
- Tony, I'm really scared,
could you take me back
486
01:11:38,900 --> 01:11:41,301
now please?
- Poor Evie,
487
01:11:43,436 --> 01:11:46,205
poor little gentle
child, so innocent
488
01:11:46,207 --> 01:11:50,343
to lose both parents
at such a young age.
489
01:11:52,379 --> 01:11:54,314
What did Father Robert
call it, a travesty
490
01:11:56,818 --> 01:11:58,252
and our love gone forever.
491
01:12:00,588 --> 01:12:03,989
Love replaced with death,
madness and addiction
492
01:12:03,991 --> 01:12:06,694
through no fault of your
own, what a load of shit.
493
01:12:09,664 --> 01:12:13,032
- What do you want?
494
01:12:13,034 --> 01:12:15,167
- I don't want anything.
495
01:12:15,169 --> 01:12:17,203
- I don't know what you
want me to say, I'm sorry.
496
01:12:17,205 --> 01:12:18,438
- You're sorry.
- Yes.
497
01:12:20,875 --> 01:12:25,012
Tony we lost everything and
I think about them everyday.
498
01:12:29,951 --> 01:12:33,420
I missed you, your my
brother and I loved you.
499
01:12:35,690 --> 01:12:36,591
- Loved.
500
01:12:41,062 --> 01:12:43,195
- You have no idea
what I've been through.
501
01:12:43,197 --> 01:12:44,330
- And you have no idea
what I've been through.
502
01:12:44,332 --> 01:12:46,732
- You had new parents
who loved you,
503
01:12:46,734 --> 01:12:48,102
you had a bedroom and toys.
504
01:12:49,369 --> 01:12:51,305
I just had a communal box.
- I had fuck all!
505
01:12:53,107 --> 01:12:54,942
I had a life of abuse and pain!
506
01:13:00,815 --> 01:13:02,047
I had to live through
that no child should ever
507
01:13:02,049 --> 01:13:03,184
have to live through.
508
01:13:06,486 --> 01:13:09,357
I was shown love that had
nothing to do with love.
509
01:13:12,260 --> 01:13:13,594
- Why didn't you tell me?
510
01:13:22,637 --> 01:13:24,203
- Poor Evie.
- Oh, stop fucking
511
01:13:24,205 --> 01:13:25,106
saying that!
512
01:13:31,245 --> 01:13:32,146
What do you want?
513
01:13:34,548 --> 01:13:35,448
- I want you to
know what you did.
514
01:13:38,019 --> 01:13:39,387
Everything that ever
happened to you,
515
01:13:41,454 --> 01:13:43,658
you brought on yourself.
- Oh Tony please.
516
01:13:46,761 --> 01:13:48,062
- You remember?
517
01:13:50,965 --> 01:13:52,432
- Please, please.
518
01:13:56,203 --> 01:13:58,272
- Tell me, you
know what happened!
519
01:14:27,702 --> 01:14:30,035
- Ow, you're hurting me!
520
01:14:30,037 --> 01:14:31,437
- Stop pulling then Evie.
521
01:14:31,439 --> 01:14:33,105
- Freaky Evie.
- Tony, will you
522
01:14:33,107 --> 01:14:34,375
stop teasing your sister.
523
01:15:09,276 --> 01:15:10,177
- Tony.
524
01:15:36,470 --> 01:15:37,469
Tony, it hurts get away!
525
01:15:37,471 --> 01:15:38,303
Give it back!
526
01:15:38,305 --> 01:15:39,473
Give it back!
527
01:15:42,243 --> 01:15:42,908
Give it back.
- Come and get it.
528
01:15:42,910 --> 01:15:44,109
- Freaky Evie.
529
01:15:44,111 --> 01:15:45,644
- Give it back!
530
01:15:47,214 --> 01:15:48,313
- I'll throw it.
531
01:15:58,025 --> 01:15:59,093
- No!
- Fuck!
532
01:16:13,774 --> 01:16:14,675
- Jen!
533
01:16:16,477 --> 01:16:17,378
- Evie!
534
01:16:20,347 --> 01:16:21,480
- Get off me!
535
01:16:40,334 --> 01:16:43,304
- Get up, get up,
come on, come on!
536
01:16:44,672 --> 01:16:47,239
Stay there, stay
there, don't, Jen!
537
01:16:47,241 --> 01:16:48,142
Jen, Jen!
538
01:17:07,294 --> 01:17:08,195
Jen, Jen!
539
01:17:10,331 --> 01:17:11,465
Jen, no, Jen!
540
01:18:49,730 --> 01:18:50,898
- I remember.
541
01:19:01,175 --> 01:19:03,543
- You'll die alone.
542
01:19:31,872 --> 01:19:32,871
- Jesus!
543
01:20:14,248 --> 01:20:15,149
- I'll never be alone.
544
01:21:28,088 --> 01:21:28,821
- Eden!
- It's mine
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