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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:13,248 --> 00:01:14,817 Not today, man. 2 00:01:17,619 --> 00:01:19,621 You remember what day it is? 3 00:01:19,654 --> 00:01:21,256 Why are you being so hostile? 4 00:01:21,289 --> 00:01:23,425 Don't... 5 00:01:23,458 --> 00:01:25,027 Oh, my God! 6 00:01:26,428 --> 00:01:28,898 We've got to start going. 7 00:01:37,907 --> 00:01:41,110 We have 176 text messages. 8 00:01:41,144 --> 00:01:42,444 Wow. 9 00:01:42,477 --> 00:01:44,379 - Yo, it's Mandy. - Mandy. 10 00:01:44,412 --> 00:01:46,883 Are you coming to my End of the World Party tonight? 11 00:01:46,916 --> 00:01:49,252 You know you are. I don't want to hear any of your bullshit. 12 00:01:49,284 --> 00:01:50,385 Oh, we gotta go. 13 00:01:50,418 --> 00:01:53,689 Also Pauly Shore's coming. 14 00:01:53,723 --> 00:01:56,259 Um, oh. Also, I have Ketamine nasal spray. 15 00:01:56,291 --> 00:01:57,827 Not even legal, just for fun. 16 00:01:57,860 --> 00:01:59,729 No, no, no, no, no. 17 00:01:59,762 --> 00:02:03,132 - A little left for you, come on over. - Ugh, so mean. 18 00:02:03,166 --> 00:02:04,734 What do you think I should wear to Mandy's tonight? 19 00:02:04,767 --> 00:02:08,137 I've got mechanic-on-vacation kind of energy... No? 20 00:02:08,171 --> 00:02:11,741 I could just go, like, full Santa Fe art teacher, right. 21 00:02:11,774 --> 00:02:15,812 Just drape myself in linen for the End of the World. 22 00:02:15,845 --> 00:02:19,314 What is this, Ezra? 23 00:02:19,347 --> 00:02:21,684 I'm just kind of trying to keep in touch 24 00:02:21,717 --> 00:02:23,418 with the people that I love. 25 00:02:23,451 --> 00:02:25,554 Haven't seen him since his Bar Mitzvah. 26 00:02:25,587 --> 00:02:27,389 And number two, um... 27 00:02:27,422 --> 00:02:29,091 - Is he shirtless? - There's this fuckin' party, 28 00:02:29,125 --> 00:02:31,526 - It's kind of the last, like... - Yes? 29 00:02:31,560 --> 00:02:33,162 - ...hurrah... - He's kinda hot. 30 00:02:33,196 --> 00:02:34,596 He's your cousin. 31 00:02:34,629 --> 00:02:35,965 - ...whatever you call it, so... - I know, but... 32 00:02:35,998 --> 00:02:37,834 ...I was wondering if you could buy me some alcohol. 33 00:02:40,970 --> 00:02:42,437 Okay, so... 34 00:02:42,470 --> 00:02:45,241 Maybe we don't have to go out to a party tonight, 35 00:02:45,274 --> 00:02:48,510 but we can do something more spiritual. 36 00:02:48,543 --> 00:02:50,579 What if we went to the beach? 37 00:02:50,612 --> 00:02:53,015 Remember when we used to go to the beach? 38 00:02:53,049 --> 00:02:54,717 We were so happy then. 39 00:02:54,750 --> 00:02:57,552 That was, like, the last time you really felt free, right? 40 00:02:57,586 --> 00:03:00,122 I don't know what to tell you, it's like... 41 00:03:00,156 --> 00:03:03,893 My whole life. I have been terrified of dying alone, 42 00:03:03,926 --> 00:03:08,363 and tonight, I am literally dying alone. 43 00:03:08,396 --> 00:03:10,099 But you're not alone, you have me. 44 00:03:10,132 --> 00:03:12,400 Man, you don't count, okay? 45 00:03:12,434 --> 00:03:14,203 You're metaphysical. 46 00:03:14,237 --> 00:03:16,939 Look, tonight, I just wanna, like, 47 00:03:16,973 --> 00:03:20,475 get really fucking high, eat until I puke, 48 00:03:20,508 --> 00:03:22,044 and then die. 49 00:03:22,078 --> 00:03:25,882 I could list so many problems with that idea, 50 00:03:26,883 --> 00:03:29,752 but the first one is, you're out of weed. 51 00:03:35,191 --> 00:03:36,826 Of all the days, 52 00:03:36,859 --> 00:03:39,262 you really think you should be self-medicating today? 53 00:03:39,295 --> 00:03:41,197 Why can't you just be present? 54 00:03:41,230 --> 00:03:45,902 I have an idea. Why don't I give myself the present of doing drugs? 55 00:03:45,935 --> 00:03:47,669 - Hello. - Hi. 56 00:03:47,703 --> 00:03:50,572 - Were you trying to go to the weed store? - Yeah. 57 00:03:50,605 --> 00:03:51,974 I kind of bought it out. 58 00:03:52,008 --> 00:03:54,542 Oh, like, you bought all the drugs inside? 59 00:03:54,576 --> 00:03:56,312 They gave me a deal, I just cleaned 'em out 60 00:03:56,345 --> 00:03:57,713 'cause I just was like, 61 00:03:57,747 --> 00:03:59,916 I don't wanna be without on the last day. 62 00:04:00,917 --> 00:04:02,818 All right, well, I guess I'll, uh... 63 00:04:02,852 --> 00:04:06,122 I mean, I could give you some. I'm not gonna use all of it, obviously. 64 00:04:06,155 --> 00:04:08,858 It's not like I'm saving for a rainy day. 65 00:04:08,891 --> 00:04:11,559 Yeah, sure, that that would be cool. 66 00:04:11,593 --> 00:04:12,962 I just don't want to do it in this alleyway, 67 00:04:12,995 --> 00:04:14,263 it feels a little shady. 68 00:04:14,297 --> 00:04:16,065 and kinda disrespectful to the medicine. 69 00:04:16,098 --> 00:04:18,701 If you want to come to my spot, it's pretty dope, 70 00:04:18,734 --> 00:04:21,070 it's like a very quick walk if you wanna join me. 71 00:04:23,505 --> 00:04:25,274 - Yeah, sure. Why not? - Great. 72 00:04:25,308 --> 00:04:27,677 A few minutes with someone on the last day of Earth? Why not? 73 00:04:27,710 --> 00:04:29,679 Right, yeah, cool, man. 74 00:04:29,712 --> 00:04:32,614 - Yeah, just come with me. It's right here. - All right. 75 00:04:32,647 --> 00:04:35,318 - You live around here? - Yeah, just, uh, just down the block. 76 00:04:35,351 --> 00:04:37,720 - Oh, me too. Is this your spot? - Yeah. 77 00:04:39,822 --> 00:04:42,291 So yeah, it's just right up here, 78 00:04:42,325 --> 00:04:43,793 Your... Your house? Or... 79 00:04:43,826 --> 00:04:45,795 It's not my actual abode, my... 80 00:04:46,395 --> 00:04:47,562 My house is, uh... 81 00:04:47,595 --> 00:04:49,597 You know, a couple blocks away. 82 00:04:49,631 --> 00:04:51,734 - Yeah. - This is public land, it's not mine, 83 00:04:51,767 --> 00:04:53,269 but who's gonna arrest me today? 84 00:04:54,737 --> 00:04:56,638 So, yeah, I figured, like, uh... 85 00:04:56,671 --> 00:04:58,506 I mean, there's... There's enough for everybody, 86 00:04:58,540 --> 00:05:01,643 And also, like, I have some DMT, you know? 87 00:05:01,677 --> 00:05:03,179 So I was gonna maybe do that, 88 00:05:03,212 --> 00:05:05,647 but then I was like, "Maybe that's just like a hat on a hat." 89 00:05:05,681 --> 00:05:07,316 You know I mean? What's the point in doing... 90 00:05:07,350 --> 00:05:11,153 - Sure. - ...DMT when you're about to actually experience real death? 91 00:05:11,187 --> 00:05:13,422 I have also CBD suppositories, 92 00:05:13,456 --> 00:05:15,124 that, um, my girlfriend... 93 00:05:15,157 --> 00:05:16,125 My ex-girlfriend... 94 00:05:16,158 --> 00:05:18,493 She used to get, like, pretty bad, uh, cramps 95 00:05:18,526 --> 00:05:20,595 - when she had her menses. - Uh. 96 00:05:20,628 --> 00:05:22,530 So, if... Do either of you guys have your period, 97 00:05:22,564 --> 00:05:24,033 or are either of you in your menses? 98 00:05:26,601 --> 00:05:29,705 Sorry, who, uh... Who are you talking to? 99 00:05:29,739 --> 00:05:32,208 I'm talking to you and the childlike woman 100 00:05:32,241 --> 00:05:34,777 that I'm now looking at with the black hat on. 101 00:05:39,315 --> 00:05:42,151 Guys. Honestly, I don't appreciate whispering, like... 102 00:05:42,184 --> 00:05:44,586 I'm so... I'm so sorry, it's just... This really. 103 00:05:44,619 --> 00:05:47,289 No one's ever acknowledged me before. 104 00:05:47,323 --> 00:05:48,858 No one's ever seen me. 105 00:05:48,891 --> 00:05:50,393 Is this an abusive relationship? 106 00:05:50,426 --> 00:05:52,527 Uh, no, she's, uh, she's metaphysical... 107 00:05:52,560 --> 00:05:54,430 - Um... Younger self. - ...is the thing. 108 00:05:54,463 --> 00:05:56,799 - So... - Oh. Yeah, okay, that makes sense. 109 00:05:56,832 --> 00:05:59,402 Your her younger self. Yeah. 110 00:05:59,435 --> 00:06:02,171 - I know it sounds crazy. - Doesn't sound crazy to me. 111 00:06:02,204 --> 00:06:03,638 I had my younger self here. 112 00:06:03,671 --> 00:06:06,742 - Uh, what... - Where did he go? 113 00:06:06,776 --> 00:06:09,211 He fell off the side of a mountain on a hike. 114 00:06:11,414 --> 00:06:13,015 He lost his footing. 115 00:06:15,017 --> 00:06:17,219 If you don't want to be with your younger self, 116 00:06:17,753 --> 00:06:18,954 you don't have to be. 117 00:06:19,688 --> 00:06:21,290 If you wanna be truly alone, 118 00:06:22,124 --> 00:06:23,625 you can be truly alone. 119 00:06:27,496 --> 00:06:29,031 Um, okay, so which one of these... 120 00:06:29,065 --> 00:06:30,766 Can we just, uh... I think we'll just grab... 121 00:06:30,800 --> 00:06:33,536 - Yeah, grab, uh... Grab a couple of those 'melos. - Thank you, 'cause, uh... 122 00:06:33,568 --> 00:06:36,505 - I like to call the caramels, "'melos." - Yeah, that's cool. 123 00:06:36,539 --> 00:06:38,541 But they might be uppers, so heads up. 124 00:06:38,573 --> 00:06:40,242 - Okay. And, um... - And, uh, yeah, 125 00:06:40,276 --> 00:06:43,145 grab a couple store-bought, those Rollupz, those Rollies. 126 00:06:43,179 --> 00:06:45,247 - Thank you so much. - And it was nice to meet you. 127 00:06:45,281 --> 00:06:47,550 Hey, uh... Hey, have a nice, uh, trip, man. 128 00:06:47,582 --> 00:06:48,918 - And, um... - Hey, actually, 129 00:06:48,951 --> 00:06:51,619 I don't know if I wanna be alone, can I... 130 00:06:51,653 --> 00:06:53,756 Can I crash with you guys? Can I come with you? 131 00:06:53,789 --> 00:06:55,590 I'm sorry, but we don't... We gotta go. 132 00:06:57,460 --> 00:06:59,562 That was truly terrifying. 133 00:06:59,594 --> 00:07:02,231 Yeah, that dude was real dark. 134 00:07:03,065 --> 00:07:04,733 Uh, you're... You're calling him dark? 135 00:07:04,767 --> 00:07:08,104 You guys had the same exact plan for tonight, verbatim. 136 00:07:08,137 --> 00:07:10,139 Talk about a Ghost of Christmas Future. 137 00:07:10,973 --> 00:07:12,908 The fuck is that supposed to mean? 138 00:07:12,942 --> 00:07:13,742 Liza. 139 00:07:30,759 --> 00:07:31,861 Go. 140 00:07:32,627 --> 00:07:33,829 Just, like, go. 141 00:07:38,467 --> 00:07:39,667 - Hey. - Hey. 142 00:07:42,705 --> 00:07:45,007 You... You cross this bridge often? 143 00:07:45,574 --> 00:07:48,210 Yeah, I do, actually. 144 00:07:48,244 --> 00:07:50,312 I live just up the hill. 145 00:07:50,346 --> 00:07:52,748 - Oh, you moved. - Did. 146 00:07:55,650 --> 00:07:56,719 Um... 147 00:07:57,386 --> 00:07:59,121 I'm sorry. I, um... 148 00:08:00,055 --> 00:08:02,958 that I haven't been in touch. 149 00:08:04,193 --> 00:08:05,660 Yeah, you just stopped. 150 00:08:05,694 --> 00:08:07,163 And I just... 151 00:08:08,531 --> 00:08:10,566 stopped too, I guess. 152 00:08:10,599 --> 00:08:12,835 Well, it's nice to see you... See you now. 153 00:08:14,036 --> 00:08:16,238 - You look good. - No, I don't. 154 00:08:16,805 --> 00:08:18,207 But thank you. 155 00:08:21,677 --> 00:08:23,746 How are you, Nate? 156 00:08:23,779 --> 00:08:27,349 Or is that a stupid question to ask today? 157 00:08:28,817 --> 00:08:30,553 Yeah, I don't know. 158 00:08:30,586 --> 00:08:32,121 You, um, you going to... 159 00:08:32,821 --> 00:08:34,590 Mandy's tonight? 160 00:08:34,623 --> 00:08:36,258 Yeah. I don't know if I'm gonna... 161 00:08:39,662 --> 00:08:41,130 make it, but... 162 00:08:41,163 --> 00:08:43,165 You have a full night ahead of you? 163 00:08:43,199 --> 00:08:44,133 Yeah, pretty full, 164 00:08:44,166 --> 00:08:46,635 just gonna get, like, fucked up, 165 00:08:46,669 --> 00:08:49,171 and then, if all goes well... 166 00:08:50,039 --> 00:08:51,607 puke. 167 00:08:51,640 --> 00:08:53,642 And that's why you have parties. 168 00:08:53,677 --> 00:08:55,578 Oh, right, yeah. 169 00:08:55,611 --> 00:08:56,845 I prefer, uh... 170 00:08:57,513 --> 00:08:58,881 a solo journey... 171 00:09:00,583 --> 00:09:01,951 as you know. 172 00:09:05,120 --> 00:09:06,922 It's really nice to see you, though. 173 00:09:08,123 --> 00:09:10,092 Yeah, it's good to see you too, Liza. 174 00:09:11,760 --> 00:09:12,928 Bye, Nate. 175 00:09:24,373 --> 00:09:25,407 What was that? 176 00:09:28,244 --> 00:09:29,111 I just, I... 177 00:09:30,012 --> 00:09:33,683 I panic, man. I become so... 178 00:09:33,717 --> 00:09:35,451 fucking emotionally, like... 179 00:09:37,319 --> 00:09:40,089 I didn't expect to see that dude today. 180 00:09:40,122 --> 00:09:41,624 And like... 181 00:09:41,657 --> 00:09:44,627 I loved him. I loved him so much 182 00:09:44,660 --> 00:09:47,229 and I fucked everything up. I just... 183 00:09:47,763 --> 00:09:48,964 It's my whole life. 184 00:09:48,998 --> 00:09:52,468 My whole life has just been a series of regret 185 00:09:52,501 --> 00:09:54,570 after regret after regret. 186 00:09:54,603 --> 00:09:58,440 I am just... I'm such a fucking idiot. 187 00:09:58,474 --> 00:10:00,042 This is what I've been saying. 188 00:10:00,542 --> 00:10:01,777 Tonight's the night. 189 00:10:01,810 --> 00:10:04,947 You can face those regrets and turn them around. 190 00:10:06,515 --> 00:10:07,383 Come on. 191 00:10:07,783 --> 00:10:09,018 Fuck it. 192 00:10:13,255 --> 00:10:14,390 All right. 193 00:10:19,028 --> 00:10:19,895 Fuck it. 194 00:10:21,463 --> 00:10:22,531 Let's go with a bang. 195 00:10:43,886 --> 00:10:49,525 ♪ Disoriented ♪ 196 00:10:52,428 --> 00:10:58,802 ♪ When I'm waking up ♪ 197 00:10:58,834 --> 00:11:01,503 - Okay, let's talk regrets. - Okay. 198 00:11:04,006 --> 00:11:06,475 - Obviously, the biggest one is Dad. - Right. 199 00:11:06,508 --> 00:11:09,078 I would like to be honest, 200 00:11:09,111 --> 00:11:12,281 even though it's scary, tonight, with him. 201 00:11:12,314 --> 00:11:13,449 Yeah. 202 00:11:13,482 --> 00:11:15,184 And... 203 00:11:15,851 --> 00:11:17,386 where does that leave Mom? 204 00:11:20,155 --> 00:11:21,590 Let's circle back to her. 205 00:11:23,492 --> 00:11:25,127 - All right, maybe. - Yeah. 206 00:11:25,160 --> 00:11:28,864 Okay, next up, I would like to make amends with Ala. 207 00:11:28,897 --> 00:11:31,133 That was a shitty situation. 208 00:11:31,166 --> 00:11:32,501 - Yeah. - Shouldn't have happened. 209 00:11:32,534 --> 00:11:35,537 Yeah. We let some dumb shit get between us 210 00:11:35,571 --> 00:11:37,005 and tonight, that ends. 211 00:11:37,906 --> 00:11:40,909 Next person I would like to engage with 212 00:11:40,943 --> 00:11:44,179 in a way that feels, you know, I guess confrontational, 213 00:11:44,213 --> 00:11:46,783 is Larry. 214 00:11:46,816 --> 00:11:48,550 - Fuck that guy. - Fuck Larry. 215 00:11:48,584 --> 00:11:50,787 That dude was garbage. 216 00:11:50,820 --> 00:11:52,321 And I loved him, 217 00:11:52,354 --> 00:11:55,692 and I never told him that he didn't deserve my love. 218 00:11:55,725 --> 00:11:57,493 So tonight, Larry, 219 00:11:57,526 --> 00:12:02,097 you're gonna get a piece of this person's noggin. 220 00:12:02,131 --> 00:12:04,333 - Amen. - Thank you. 221 00:12:04,868 --> 00:12:05,968 Men. 222 00:12:06,836 --> 00:12:09,071 You and Nate... 223 00:12:10,774 --> 00:12:12,709 - could fuck. - What? 224 00:12:12,742 --> 00:12:14,009 Gonna fuck. 225 00:12:14,042 --> 00:12:15,879 I mean, I don't know if we're gonna fuck. 226 00:12:15,911 --> 00:12:18,213 You're gonna fuck. 227 00:12:18,247 --> 00:12:19,682 Please stop saying that word, it's really... 228 00:12:19,716 --> 00:12:21,517 It feels inappropriate. 229 00:12:23,753 --> 00:12:26,255 But yeah, we're gonna fuck. 230 00:12:26,288 --> 00:12:28,290 ♪ Didn't mean To sing that song ♪ 231 00:12:28,323 --> 00:12:30,359 ♪ Didn't mean to do you wrong ♪ 232 00:12:30,392 --> 00:12:32,762 ♪ Didn't mean to drag this on ♪ 233 00:12:32,796 --> 00:12:34,864 ♪ Didn't mean to drag this on ♪ 234 00:12:34,898 --> 00:12:37,199 ♪ Didn't mean To sing that song ♪ 235 00:12:38,200 --> 00:12:41,370 I love that for you. 236 00:12:50,646 --> 00:12:52,080 Uh, dude... 237 00:12:53,683 --> 00:12:54,983 ...where's my car? 238 00:12:55,951 --> 00:12:58,387 Oh, yeah, it was stolen. 239 00:12:59,488 --> 00:13:01,758 - What? - Big guy. 240 00:13:01,791 --> 00:13:04,493 Very attractive. 241 00:13:04,526 --> 00:13:06,161 Yeah. 242 00:13:06,195 --> 00:13:08,964 He took it. It's gone. uh... Very attractive 243 00:13:08,997 --> 00:13:12,167 I saw his whole body and and his beautiful face. 244 00:13:12,201 --> 00:13:16,271 You know, I could, you know, definitely identify him, definitely, Yeah, um... 245 00:13:16,305 --> 00:13:19,575 Because it took a while, you know, to turn on the car, 246 00:13:19,608 --> 00:13:22,644 and he wanted to pair his phone to the radio, 247 00:13:22,679 --> 00:13:23,579 maybe he had a playlist... 248 00:13:23,612 --> 00:13:26,114 You didn't think to, like, say something? 249 00:13:26,148 --> 00:13:27,951 Oh, no, I didn't think about that. 250 00:13:27,983 --> 00:13:29,284 Derrick, man, we're neighbors, 251 00:13:29,318 --> 00:13:31,220 we're supposed to be looking out for each other. 252 00:13:31,253 --> 00:13:34,791 Yeah, the world's ending, so I said, 253 00:13:34,824 --> 00:13:38,460 who gives a fuck, anyway, about any of this shit, you know? 254 00:13:38,494 --> 00:13:42,598 2:00 AM, asteroid hits and then I... 255 00:13:42,631 --> 00:13:44,132 And gone! Gone! 256 00:13:44,166 --> 00:13:46,034 Yeah, yeah, well, I mean, you know, 257 00:13:46,068 --> 00:13:48,103 we're all, we're all in the same boat here. 258 00:13:48,136 --> 00:13:50,072 Why do you need a car today, anyway? 259 00:13:50,105 --> 00:13:52,174 We have some very big plans for... 260 00:13:52,207 --> 00:13:53,675 Yeah, we had a pretty epic day plan 261 00:13:53,710 --> 00:13:56,913 - that could have really used a vehicle. - Yeah. 262 00:13:56,946 --> 00:13:58,380 All right, then, we're gonna, uh... 263 00:13:58,413 --> 00:14:01,083 - I guess we're gonna hoof it. - Okay, hoof away. 264 00:14:01,116 --> 00:14:03,452 - Okay, man. - Hoof away. 265 00:14:05,922 --> 00:14:08,156 Well, it is a beautiful day to walk. 266 00:14:21,971 --> 00:14:24,640 The last time we saw Dad was... 267 00:14:24,673 --> 00:14:27,309 I mean, two birthdays ago? 268 00:14:27,342 --> 00:14:29,478 Yeah? I thought it was last birthday. 269 00:14:29,511 --> 00:14:34,116 No, last birthday, he had that creative dream workshop. 270 00:14:34,149 --> 00:14:37,219 And the birthday before that, he took us to all-you-can-eat sushi. 271 00:14:37,252 --> 00:14:38,788 - Oh... - Hey. 272 00:14:39,521 --> 00:14:41,691 Hi, hello? Yes? No? 273 00:14:41,724 --> 00:14:42,725 - Hi. - Hi. 274 00:14:42,759 --> 00:14:43,693 You can see me? 275 00:14:43,726 --> 00:14:44,827 Yeah. 276 00:14:44,861 --> 00:14:47,663 - What am I holding? - Looks like an English muffin. 277 00:14:47,697 --> 00:14:49,732 Okay, what am I doing now? 278 00:14:49,766 --> 00:14:51,935 - Spinning around in circles. - Spinning in a circle. 279 00:14:51,968 --> 00:14:54,269 Okay. What about now? 280 00:14:54,303 --> 00:14:56,773 - Like a... Like a coy shrug. - I don't know. 281 00:14:56,806 --> 00:14:58,073 A "coy" shrug? 282 00:14:58,106 --> 00:14:59,308 What about this? 283 00:15:01,678 --> 00:15:04,513 It's like a phone that you're not interested in using. 284 00:15:04,546 --> 00:15:06,916 Ah, well, hello. 285 00:15:06,950 --> 00:15:08,051 It's great to see you. 286 00:15:08,083 --> 00:15:10,652 And it's great to be seen, I guess. 287 00:15:11,119 --> 00:15:12,287 I guess so, yeah. 288 00:15:12,321 --> 00:15:14,857 I'm Manny, even though that's Manny in there. 289 00:15:14,891 --> 00:15:16,525 - He's 92. - Wow. 290 00:15:16,558 --> 00:15:18,193 Ninety-one? Something like that, but... 291 00:15:18,226 --> 00:15:20,629 - You're a YS. - Yeah. 292 00:15:20,662 --> 00:15:21,998 - YS. - What's happening? 293 00:15:22,031 --> 00:15:23,365 - Younger self. - Ha-ha. 294 00:15:23,398 --> 00:15:25,200 - Oh, I see. Younger self, I get it. - Younger self. 295 00:15:25,233 --> 00:15:26,635 No, I got it. I just got it. 296 00:15:26,668 --> 00:15:28,503 Why do you think everyone can see us today? 297 00:15:28,537 --> 00:15:30,439 - I mean, what? - I think everyone's just operating 298 00:15:30,472 --> 00:15:32,709 on a higher frequency or something. 299 00:15:32,742 --> 00:15:34,443 - That makes sense. - 'Cause it's the last day... 300 00:15:34,476 --> 00:15:36,278 - Right. - ...so all of a sudden... 301 00:15:36,311 --> 00:15:37,546 Everything's just heightened. 302 00:15:37,579 --> 00:15:39,314 - I think everything is. - Wow. 303 00:15:39,348 --> 00:15:40,549 This is incredible. 304 00:15:40,582 --> 00:15:42,551 - It's so nice to be seen, you know? - I know. 305 00:15:42,584 --> 00:15:43,686 Like really seen. 306 00:15:43,720 --> 00:15:46,121 It's the stress of not being seen that's endless. 307 00:15:46,154 --> 00:15:47,924 When you go into a shop, try to get service, 308 00:15:47,957 --> 00:15:49,792 - try to get the manager to show up... - Ugh. 309 00:15:49,826 --> 00:15:51,094 ...nothing. 310 00:15:51,126 --> 00:15:54,030 Right. So are you buying clothes online mostly, then, or... 311 00:15:54,063 --> 00:15:56,933 Uh, honey, we like to shop. 312 00:15:56,966 --> 00:15:58,333 - Really? - Oh, yeah. 313 00:15:58,367 --> 00:16:00,535 What you guys doing tonight? What's the story? 314 00:16:00,569 --> 00:16:03,672 Sort of, uh, ticking off regrets one by one, you know. 315 00:16:03,706 --> 00:16:05,407 Better get a rush on that. 316 00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:08,111 - Yeah. - Yeah. Gonna go see Dad first. 317 00:16:10,713 --> 00:16:12,414 What are you gonna do the rest of the day? 318 00:16:12,447 --> 00:16:14,017 - I'm gonna finish this sandwich... - Uh-huh. 319 00:16:14,050 --> 00:16:15,250 - ...make another sandwich... - Mmm. 320 00:16:15,283 --> 00:16:17,053 ...eat that one, take a nap, 321 00:16:17,086 --> 00:16:18,487 - take care of Manny... - Uh-huh. 322 00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:20,589 ...talk to him a little bit about his memories and stuff. 323 00:16:20,622 --> 00:16:22,224 I might just walk around the neighborhood. 324 00:16:22,257 --> 00:16:25,094 Oh! So lovely to meet you. 325 00:16:25,128 --> 00:16:26,328 Yeah, it's great to meet you, too. 326 00:16:26,361 --> 00:16:27,663 Listen, happy last day. 327 00:16:27,697 --> 00:16:29,832 Hey, try to remember me like this. 328 00:16:29,866 --> 00:16:31,000 No, no. 329 00:16:31,034 --> 00:16:32,835 - That's a joke. - That's not how you'll die, is it? 330 00:16:32,869 --> 00:16:34,003 Oh, no, no. 331 00:16:34,037 --> 00:16:35,805 - You'll wait to explode like the rest of us. - Yeah. 332 00:16:36,271 --> 00:16:37,840 Okay, good. 333 00:16:37,874 --> 00:16:39,408 - So nice to meet you. - Bye, guys, nice to meet you. 334 00:16:39,441 --> 00:16:40,308 Bye. 335 00:16:43,345 --> 00:16:45,447 Okay, let's talk about Dad. 336 00:16:45,480 --> 00:16:47,649 No, it's fine, we don't need to talk about it. 337 00:16:48,583 --> 00:16:49,852 Oh, my God. 338 00:16:50,953 --> 00:16:52,387 What? 339 00:16:52,421 --> 00:16:54,656 Every time you see him, you don't have anything prepared, 340 00:16:54,691 --> 00:16:56,625 so you never say any of the things that you want to. 341 00:16:56,658 --> 00:16:58,061 Well, I didn't realize that I needed to have, 342 00:16:58,094 --> 00:17:00,029 like, a PowerPoint presentation. 343 00:17:00,063 --> 00:17:02,832 Ugh, you're so aggravating. 344 00:17:02,865 --> 00:17:05,267 Why are you being so intense? 345 00:17:12,307 --> 00:17:13,710 Let's keep walking. 346 00:17:17,412 --> 00:17:20,083 Sorry, Dad just gets me riled up. 347 00:17:20,116 --> 00:17:21,616 It's okay, me too. 348 00:17:23,753 --> 00:17:24,619 We'll be fine. 349 00:17:25,188 --> 00:17:26,655 We'll be honest. 350 00:17:26,689 --> 00:17:28,323 Yeah. We'll be fine. 351 00:17:33,495 --> 00:17:34,496 Hey, Dad, 352 00:17:34,897 --> 00:17:35,798 Hi, honey. 353 00:17:37,867 --> 00:17:39,334 You parched? 354 00:17:39,367 --> 00:17:42,004 You look parched. How about a brew? 355 00:17:42,038 --> 00:17:43,940 You know, I'm brewing my own brew now. 356 00:17:43,973 --> 00:17:45,808 - I'm actually fine. - You sure? 357 00:17:45,842 --> 00:17:47,844 - Sure. It's hoppy. It's good stuff. - Yeah. 358 00:17:47,877 --> 00:17:49,511 Okay. 359 00:17:51,748 --> 00:17:53,248 You talk to your mom? 360 00:17:54,483 --> 00:17:55,184 No. 361 00:17:55,218 --> 00:17:56,686 - I did. - Really. 362 00:17:56,719 --> 00:17:57,920 Yeah. I zoomed her. 363 00:17:58,788 --> 00:18:00,757 - Wow. - On the tower. 364 00:18:00,790 --> 00:18:02,859 you know that, huh... 365 00:18:02,892 --> 00:18:04,827 - It's... - I was sorry. 366 00:18:04,861 --> 00:18:06,528 - Right. - And... 367 00:18:07,295 --> 00:18:09,966 - I am, you know. - Sure. 368 00:18:09,999 --> 00:18:12,935 I know that I wasn't... 369 00:18:14,569 --> 00:18:17,173 But you gotta give me some credit. 370 00:18:17,206 --> 00:18:22,310 I stayed, and she didn't. 371 00:18:23,012 --> 00:18:24,279 And that's... 372 00:18:24,312 --> 00:18:29,584 Well, I mean, she left and you stayed, but... 373 00:18:34,257 --> 00:18:36,391 I don't know, you were just never really 374 00:18:36,424 --> 00:18:38,493 there to begin with. 375 00:18:39,594 --> 00:18:42,932 You just kind of checked out, man. You were... 376 00:18:44,267 --> 00:18:45,802 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 377 00:18:45,835 --> 00:18:47,703 Yes, Yes, this is... 378 00:18:48,336 --> 00:18:50,572 I want you to know that I... 379 00:18:50,605 --> 00:18:54,777 I didn't... I didn't want to do what I did. 380 00:18:55,845 --> 00:19:00,448 I wanted someone who wasn't your mother. 381 00:19:01,851 --> 00:19:04,519 And I... And I didn't have the courage 382 00:19:04,553 --> 00:19:09,959 to leave, and it broke her. 383 00:19:11,660 --> 00:19:12,561 Yeah. 384 00:19:13,361 --> 00:19:15,932 And that is... That's on me. 385 00:19:18,600 --> 00:19:22,404 I was just really scared, Dad. 386 00:19:23,538 --> 00:19:28,144 I know, I mean, I didn't know. But I know. I know. 387 00:19:28,177 --> 00:19:31,881 I felt really alone, all the time. 388 00:19:32,647 --> 00:19:34,449 Even when you were there. 389 00:19:35,685 --> 00:19:40,323 And as much I didn't wanna be, I was like the parent. 390 00:19:40,355 --> 00:19:42,357 And that's really fucking hard, man. 391 00:19:43,292 --> 00:19:45,460 I could never be the kid. 392 00:19:46,996 --> 00:19:49,564 Could be that, be that now? 393 00:19:51,234 --> 00:19:52,601 What? 394 00:19:52,634 --> 00:19:55,137 Anything you wanna get rid of. 395 00:19:55,171 --> 00:19:59,275 I want... I want you to give it to me. 396 00:19:59,308 --> 00:20:01,878 - For real? - Yeah. Yeah, absolutely, 397 00:20:01,911 --> 00:20:03,545 Okay. Whoa. 398 00:20:04,914 --> 00:20:07,482 I... The body has to take so much in. 399 00:20:07,515 --> 00:20:09,618 You know, it has to take so much in. 400 00:20:09,651 --> 00:20:11,486 And we don't always know how to handle it. 401 00:20:11,519 --> 00:20:14,023 Like on a cellular level. 402 00:20:14,056 --> 00:20:19,295 And so it just rattles around like this energy pinball. 403 00:20:19,328 --> 00:20:21,864 I like to call it the dense body. 404 00:20:21,898 --> 00:20:24,333 Feel it, Feel it. Where is it? Where is it? 405 00:20:24,367 --> 00:20:26,736 It lives in there. Do it with me. Feel it. 406 00:20:26,769 --> 00:20:29,739 Feel it Where is it? Where's it hurt? 407 00:20:30,239 --> 00:20:31,406 Smash it out. 408 00:20:31,439 --> 00:20:33,276 Give it all. Come on, give it all to me, Liza. 409 00:20:33,309 --> 00:20:34,944 Give it all. Give it all. Come on. 410 00:20:34,977 --> 00:20:37,246 - Standing, okay. - Come on. 411 00:20:37,280 --> 00:20:39,048 Oh-oh, what's that now? 412 00:20:39,081 --> 00:20:41,150 Give it to me. Give it all. 413 00:20:41,183 --> 00:20:42,251 Give it all. Yeah! 414 00:20:42,285 --> 00:20:44,820 - Oh-oh. Okay. - Ho! Ho! 415 00:20:44,854 --> 00:20:47,589 I want it all so you don't have to carry it anymore. 416 00:20:47,622 --> 00:20:50,826 Because it is... It is mine! 417 00:20:50,860 --> 00:20:51,961 Give it to me! 418 00:20:51,994 --> 00:20:53,528 Give it to me. 419 00:20:53,561 --> 00:20:55,898 Give it to me. 420 00:20:55,932 --> 00:20:59,702 Give it to me. 421 00:21:02,238 --> 00:21:04,941 Yeah, yeah! 422 00:21:08,844 --> 00:21:09,712 Ohh... 423 00:21:10,445 --> 00:21:11,446 Whew. 424 00:21:11,479 --> 00:21:13,149 Thanks, Dad. 425 00:21:13,182 --> 00:21:16,686 I'm gonna drive to the ocean, set sail on the open sea, 426 00:21:16,719 --> 00:21:18,586 swim naked with dolphins. 427 00:21:19,521 --> 00:21:22,825 - You wanna come? - No. I'm good. 428 00:21:22,858 --> 00:21:27,229 Yeah, Maybe you can just be the kid tonight, huh? 429 00:21:34,370 --> 00:21:35,503 Who's that? 430 00:21:40,276 --> 00:21:41,476 Bye, Dad. 431 00:21:42,211 --> 00:21:43,245 Bye, Dad. 432 00:21:50,618 --> 00:21:53,990 Whoo-hoo! Whoo! 433 00:21:59,762 --> 00:22:02,597 So, should we talk about mom yet? 434 00:22:05,101 --> 00:22:06,501 No, not yet. 435 00:22:25,287 --> 00:22:26,554 It's a little on the nose. 436 00:22:29,425 --> 00:22:30,558 Let's go. 437 00:22:31,827 --> 00:22:33,628 My mom called me today. 438 00:22:33,661 --> 00:22:36,065 And she said, "Sweetie, the world's ending, 439 00:22:36,098 --> 00:22:38,633 and everything's going crazy. What's going on?" 440 00:22:38,666 --> 00:22:40,535 And I said "Yeah, it's too bad. 441 00:22:40,568 --> 00:22:41,771 You know, it is what it is." 442 00:22:41,804 --> 00:22:44,507 She said "You seem pretty calm about this." 443 00:22:44,539 --> 00:22:48,711 Well, yeah. Every time you call me feels like the end of the world. 444 00:22:48,744 --> 00:22:51,247 Uh, do we have any administrative assistants 445 00:22:51,280 --> 00:22:52,415 in the house? 446 00:22:52,448 --> 00:22:54,616 Make some noise if you have bureaucracy. 447 00:22:54,649 --> 00:22:56,752 Come on, make some noise, people. Come on. 448 00:22:56,786 --> 00:23:00,056 Hi. Hey. How you guys doing tonight? 449 00:23:00,089 --> 00:23:01,623 - Good. - Uh, yeah. 450 00:23:01,656 --> 00:23:03,225 You know, as good as we can be. 451 00:23:03,259 --> 00:23:05,461 Alright. Uh, what do you do? 452 00:23:05,494 --> 00:23:08,431 Um, I invented an app, and I sold it. 453 00:23:08,464 --> 00:23:10,499 She's actually a very gifted coder. 454 00:23:10,533 --> 00:23:13,469 Okay. Got a little woman in STEM over here. 455 00:23:13,502 --> 00:23:16,439 Let's make some noise for women in STEM. 456 00:23:17,873 --> 00:23:18,874 Awesome. 457 00:23:18,908 --> 00:23:21,143 This is kind of my first time doing this, 458 00:23:21,177 --> 00:23:22,311 If I'm being honest. 459 00:23:22,344 --> 00:23:25,981 I've been a teacher in the LA public school system. 460 00:23:26,015 --> 00:23:29,218 But I've always dreamed of being a standup. So... 461 00:23:29,251 --> 00:23:30,486 This kid asked me 462 00:23:30,519 --> 00:23:31,653 "What's the homework today?" 463 00:23:31,687 --> 00:23:33,655 I said, "Do whatever you want." 464 00:23:33,689 --> 00:23:36,658 You know, there's no assignment today. 465 00:23:36,692 --> 00:23:37,960 Everything is, um... 466 00:23:37,993 --> 00:23:40,162 Yeah, the only assignment is death. 467 00:23:43,032 --> 00:23:45,768 Well, that's... That's sort of been my time. 468 00:23:46,702 --> 00:23:49,839 Thanks! Thank you. Pretty cool. 469 00:23:49,872 --> 00:23:53,909 Um, well, listen, I'll be here uh, all night, 470 00:23:53,943 --> 00:23:56,412 however long the night lasts. 471 00:23:56,445 --> 00:23:58,948 So... Hey where are you from? 472 00:24:03,686 --> 00:24:06,021 Wait. Is that the same dude? 473 00:24:09,525 --> 00:24:10,926 Yeah, keep walking. 474 00:24:31,213 --> 00:24:35,818 ♪ I don't know How long it's been ♪ 475 00:24:39,688 --> 00:24:43,658 ♪ Or how long it will be ♪ 476 00:24:47,196 --> 00:24:51,834 ♪ Those kind of things Aren't up to me ♪ 477 00:24:53,869 --> 00:24:57,907 ♪ When we do Where do we go? ♪ 478 00:25:01,377 --> 00:25:06,448 ♪ What kind of feelings I should show? ♪ 479 00:25:07,716 --> 00:25:11,921 ♪ Which direction we would go ♪ 480 00:25:13,489 --> 00:25:16,358 ♪ How much I love you ♪ 481 00:25:20,229 --> 00:25:27,303 ♪ And I wish That we could grow ♪ 482 00:25:33,075 --> 00:25:35,644 Wow! We were not expecting this 483 00:25:35,679 --> 00:25:37,780 when we were walking up this street. 484 00:25:38,614 --> 00:25:40,349 That was fucking incredible. 485 00:25:40,382 --> 00:25:42,718 If you had a hat down I would give you all my money. 486 00:25:43,285 --> 00:25:44,286 If I had any. 487 00:25:44,320 --> 00:25:45,921 I started off busking 488 00:25:45,955 --> 00:25:48,257 and I figured this would be a way to go. 489 00:25:48,290 --> 00:25:50,192 - So beautiful. - Love it. 490 00:25:50,226 --> 00:25:51,026 Thank you. 491 00:25:51,060 --> 00:25:52,628 Well, it means a lot that you're here 492 00:25:52,661 --> 00:25:54,096 to hear this song 493 00:25:54,129 --> 00:25:57,266 because I wrote it as a as a duet. 494 00:25:57,299 --> 00:25:59,401 - Oh, no way. - Yeah. 495 00:25:59,435 --> 00:26:00,502 For my friend Rita. 496 00:26:00,536 --> 00:26:02,371 Oh, cool. 497 00:26:02,638 --> 00:26:03,505 Yeah. 498 00:26:04,406 --> 00:26:06,976 She, uh, um, she's passed away. 499 00:26:07,009 --> 00:26:11,947 And so, um, I haven't been able to sing it with her, but... 500 00:26:11,981 --> 00:26:14,283 Would you wanna sing it with me? 501 00:26:14,316 --> 00:26:15,951 - Oh, no, no, no. - Yeah. 502 00:26:15,985 --> 00:26:17,553 - No, thank you. - That'll be fun. 503 00:26:17,586 --> 00:26:18,821 - C'mon. - No, no, please. No. 504 00:26:18,854 --> 00:26:20,756 She's so good. 505 00:26:20,789 --> 00:26:22,157 No, no, I really... 506 00:26:22,191 --> 00:26:25,127 She used to be in a band in High School. 507 00:26:25,160 --> 00:26:26,862 When is there ever a better day? 508 00:26:26,895 --> 00:26:28,297 - It's true. - Yeah. 509 00:26:28,330 --> 00:26:31,400 Today is certainly just the fuck it of all days. 510 00:26:32,768 --> 00:26:34,738 - Just a fucking song, so. - Okay. 511 00:26:34,770 --> 00:26:36,905 - Why don't you sing? - Okay. 512 00:26:36,939 --> 00:26:40,075 - She's... She's good. - I'll help then. 513 00:26:40,109 --> 00:26:42,411 You'll do it? You'll both do it? 514 00:26:42,444 --> 00:26:43,779 I'll get there. I'll get there. 515 00:26:43,812 --> 00:26:45,114 You'll catch on. 516 00:26:55,658 --> 00:26:59,428 ♪ I don't know long it's been ♪ 517 00:27:04,099 --> 00:27:08,103 ♪ Or how long it will be ♪ 518 00:27:10,572 --> 00:27:17,846 ♪ Promises stranded On an island Where you lay ♪ 519 00:27:18,782 --> 00:27:22,151 ♪ I can't forget that day ♪ 520 00:27:22,918 --> 00:27:24,253 You got it? 521 00:27:25,220 --> 00:27:30,760 ♪ Tears roll down your face ♪ 522 00:27:30,794 --> 00:27:35,264 ♪ There was Nothing left to say ♪ 523 00:27:37,066 --> 00:27:40,002 ♪ How much I loved you ♪ 524 00:27:40,035 --> 00:27:47,242 ♪ And I wish That we could grow ♪ 525 00:27:49,779 --> 00:27:53,315 ♪ How much I loved you ♪ 526 00:27:53,349 --> 00:28:00,556 ♪ And I wish That we could grow ♪ 527 00:28:03,625 --> 00:28:06,929 ♪ How much I loved you ♪ 528 00:28:06,962 --> 00:28:14,136 ♪ And I wish That we could grow ♪ 529 00:28:16,905 --> 00:28:20,509 ♪ How much I loved you ♪ 530 00:28:20,542 --> 00:28:27,916 ♪ And I wish That we could grow ♪ 531 00:28:35,859 --> 00:28:38,427 - That was so beautiful. - Oh, man. 532 00:28:38,460 --> 00:28:41,296 - Thank you so much. - Thank you. 533 00:28:41,330 --> 00:28:45,033 It's a shame. I feel like we could've been great friends. 534 00:28:45,367 --> 00:28:47,002 I know. 535 00:28:47,035 --> 00:28:51,140 Well, um well, maybe the next one. 536 00:28:52,674 --> 00:28:54,410 Yeah, maybe I'll just see you later. 537 00:28:57,714 --> 00:28:59,415 - Bye. - Bye, thank you. 538 00:29:02,918 --> 00:29:04,186 C'mon. 539 00:29:05,554 --> 00:29:07,523 Okay, next up... 540 00:29:10,359 --> 00:29:12,261 Man, I really fucked up. 541 00:29:12,862 --> 00:29:14,196 Just been a shitty friend, 542 00:29:14,229 --> 00:29:17,332 just been self-absorbed and stubborn. 543 00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:20,669 She did kind of worry about it, you know. 544 00:29:20,703 --> 00:29:22,204 Yeah, and I wouldn't hear it. 545 00:29:22,237 --> 00:29:24,072 Let the dude get in the middle. 546 00:29:24,908 --> 00:29:26,475 Really good thing. 547 00:29:27,075 --> 00:29:30,279 How very 1990's of me. 548 00:29:30,312 --> 00:29:33,081 She wasn't completely innocent either, though. 549 00:29:34,349 --> 00:29:38,020 Aww. I love this side of you. 550 00:29:43,125 --> 00:29:45,127 Yeah. I don't think I can do this. 551 00:29:45,695 --> 00:29:48,430 What? Yes, you can. 552 00:29:48,464 --> 00:29:50,432 It's just... It's gonna be so uncomfortable, man. 553 00:29:50,466 --> 00:29:53,068 And like, who knows if she even wants to see me? 554 00:29:53,101 --> 00:29:54,303 This was a terrible idea. 555 00:29:54,336 --> 00:29:55,671 Honestly, I don't know why I even listen to you. 556 00:29:55,705 --> 00:29:57,139 Oh, my God. 557 00:29:57,172 --> 00:29:59,241 When have I ever steered you wrong? 558 00:30:00,609 --> 00:30:03,111 I don't know. I've never really let you steer before. 559 00:30:03,746 --> 00:30:05,414 I got you. 560 00:30:28,303 --> 00:30:29,906 - Listen. - It's done... It's. 561 00:30:29,939 --> 00:30:32,174 - Sorry. - You go. 562 00:30:32,207 --> 00:30:33,442 - Okay, it's that... - I just feel that... 563 00:30:34,343 --> 00:30:35,344 Sorry. 564 00:30:35,377 --> 00:30:37,212 You go. 565 00:30:37,246 --> 00:30:39,248 I feel like you weren't really listening to me 566 00:30:39,281 --> 00:30:41,985 when I was trying to explain to you what you are worth. 567 00:30:42,017 --> 00:30:43,051 - I know. - But you wanted 568 00:30:43,085 --> 00:30:44,353 something different for yourself. 569 00:30:44,386 --> 00:30:46,488 I was like a lesser version of myself at the time. 570 00:30:46,522 --> 00:30:50,058 - You were. - And actually embarrassed. You know what I mean. 571 00:30:50,092 --> 00:30:53,028 - ...kind of subpar. - Say my truth for a second, 572 00:30:53,061 --> 00:30:54,062 Yes, I want that. 573 00:30:54,096 --> 00:30:55,798 You also sort of abandoned me. 574 00:30:55,832 --> 00:30:58,400 - That abandonment was part of it. - It was so annoying 575 00:30:58,433 --> 00:31:00,870 to be the friend with the shitty dude. 576 00:31:00,904 --> 00:31:04,673 But you were with the shitty dude. He was the worst... 577 00:31:04,707 --> 00:31:06,675 And you're feeling were... 578 00:31:06,709 --> 00:31:09,746 And that is why I feel like I need you to recognize 579 00:31:09,779 --> 00:31:11,246 how I was developing psychically, 580 00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:13,181 which you didn't really pay attention to. 581 00:31:13,215 --> 00:31:16,351 And that is an ability that I scoffed at for a long time. 582 00:31:16,385 --> 00:31:18,253 And that was something I was trying to use for your benefit. 583 00:31:18,287 --> 00:31:20,422 - ...wanted you to see it. - And I know that now. 584 00:31:23,125 --> 00:31:25,160 - Thank you. - That makes a lot of sense. 585 00:31:25,193 --> 00:31:27,931 I, like... I actually feel so heard. 586 00:31:27,964 --> 00:31:29,565 - I do too. - Thank you for hearing me. 587 00:31:29,598 --> 00:31:30,599 Wow. 588 00:31:30,632 --> 00:31:31,734 - Wow. - Wow. 589 00:31:31,768 --> 00:31:33,402 I have a literally been saying that in my head 590 00:31:33,435 --> 00:31:35,170 - for like seven years. - Years. 591 00:31:35,203 --> 00:31:36,973 - I was so scared... - I was so scared of you. 592 00:31:37,006 --> 00:31:38,674 I was so sacred, you were so scary. 593 00:31:38,708 --> 00:31:39,675 That's why I'm on the street. 594 00:31:39,709 --> 00:31:41,109 That time, honestly I saw you on the street 595 00:31:41,143 --> 00:31:42,077 - and I didn't walk up to you, so weird. - No! 596 00:31:42,110 --> 00:31:43,345 I saw you and I was like, "Oh!" 597 00:31:43,378 --> 00:31:45,581 I lost it and I was just like, what is this life? 598 00:31:45,614 --> 00:31:48,584 I just want go talk to you because like... 599 00:31:48,617 --> 00:31:50,419 - I know. - Friend, you're my best friend. 600 00:31:50,452 --> 00:31:53,056 - You were like a limb. - That kills me, dude. 601 00:31:53,088 --> 00:31:55,324 You saw me and that you couldn't say hi to me 602 00:31:55,357 --> 00:31:57,259 because I was such a dick. 603 00:31:57,292 --> 00:31:58,527 ...talking to a stupid girl, 604 00:31:58,560 --> 00:32:00,629 and I was like is that your friend? 605 00:32:00,662 --> 00:32:02,531 No, I don't have any. 606 00:32:02,564 --> 00:32:03,700 I don't either. 607 00:32:03,733 --> 00:32:07,202 I've just been sitting in the drudge of solitude. 608 00:32:07,235 --> 00:32:09,806 And I was seeing that because I... 609 00:32:09,839 --> 00:32:11,373 You've a gift. 610 00:32:11,406 --> 00:32:12,809 And honestly like, I don't want to brag about it. 611 00:32:12,842 --> 00:32:14,844 I don't need to be like I have this thing, but like... 612 00:32:14,877 --> 00:32:16,079 I haven't witnessed it. 613 00:32:16,111 --> 00:32:17,714 But I'm just I'm hearing you tell me that. 614 00:32:17,747 --> 00:32:19,414 And if you tell me that, then I believe you. 615 00:32:19,448 --> 00:32:23,218 I have developed psychically to the place 616 00:32:23,251 --> 00:32:25,487 where I am capable of extraordinary things. 617 00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:27,155 And it doesn't come without hard work. 618 00:32:27,189 --> 00:32:30,192 I trained, you know, I'm Reiki one certified. 619 00:32:30,225 --> 00:32:32,461 - Wow! - Yeah, that just came in the mail. 620 00:32:32,494 --> 00:32:33,997 But, like everyone is operating on this, 621 00:32:34,030 --> 00:32:35,297 like other level today, 622 00:32:35,330 --> 00:32:37,132 - Up here. - ...and I see now 623 00:32:37,165 --> 00:32:40,036 your gift is real, and I am sorry. 624 00:32:40,069 --> 00:32:42,504 You see the future, man, that is cool. 625 00:32:42,537 --> 00:32:43,605 It's crazy. 626 00:32:43,639 --> 00:32:46,109 And so when I knew that Larry was a piece of shit 627 00:32:46,141 --> 00:32:47,609 and he... Honestly like, I'm sorry, 628 00:32:47,643 --> 00:32:49,311 I feel like now we can take space from it 629 00:32:49,344 --> 00:32:50,512 and see that he was. 630 00:32:50,545 --> 00:32:52,581 - The fucking worst! - He was a trash person. 631 00:32:52,614 --> 00:32:54,784 - I know. - Whatever happened to Nate? 632 00:32:54,817 --> 00:32:56,385 Remember Nate? He was good. 633 00:32:56,418 --> 00:32:57,720 It's funny you should ask about Nate. 634 00:32:57,754 --> 00:32:59,488 Well, there's so much to catch up on. 635 00:32:59,521 --> 00:33:01,824 Some shit went down after we stopped speaking. 636 00:33:01,858 --> 00:33:04,493 We got drunk... Oh, you know. Oh fuck, of course you know. 637 00:33:04,526 --> 00:33:06,461 I want you to go through it with me 638 00:33:06,495 --> 00:33:08,597 because it's helpful as confirmation 639 00:33:08,630 --> 00:33:10,365 almost for like, how I practice? 640 00:33:10,399 --> 00:33:13,268 Sure. So we got very drunk one night, 641 00:33:13,301 --> 00:33:18,240 and, um, he end up like telling me 642 00:33:18,273 --> 00:33:19,408 that he loved me. 643 00:33:19,441 --> 00:33:21,911 He loved you. Oh, my God. 644 00:33:21,944 --> 00:33:23,746 And to come out of that mouth. 645 00:33:23,780 --> 00:33:26,082 - I know. - With those eyes. 646 00:33:26,115 --> 00:33:29,418 - It was like la-la-la-la-la. - God 647 00:33:29,451 --> 00:33:30,485 And then we end up, like, 648 00:33:30,519 --> 00:33:31,620 of course, like, hooking up a little bit. 649 00:33:31,653 --> 00:33:34,523 - And it was fireworks. - Fucking beyond. 650 00:33:34,556 --> 00:33:36,591 - Dynamite. - Earthquakes. 651 00:33:37,994 --> 00:33:39,361 - And then I freaked out. - Yeah. 652 00:33:39,394 --> 00:33:42,297 And I shut down and pushed him away. 653 00:33:42,330 --> 00:33:43,432 And he was so vulnerable 654 00:33:43,465 --> 00:33:45,068 that of course, he was, like, humiliated. 655 00:33:45,101 --> 00:33:46,401 And then it just made everything so weird. 656 00:33:46,435 --> 00:33:47,502 We couldn't be friends any more 657 00:33:47,536 --> 00:33:48,670 then he started dating somebody else. 658 00:33:48,705 --> 00:33:49,671 What happened? 659 00:33:49,706 --> 00:33:51,306 - Remind me. I mean. - I saw him. 660 00:33:51,339 --> 00:33:52,541 - Yup. - Today. 661 00:33:52,574 --> 00:33:55,310 - Hmm-mm - After years of not speaking. 662 00:33:55,343 --> 00:33:58,114 But he also was like, I'm going to Mandy's party. 663 00:33:58,147 --> 00:34:00,615 I'd like to tell Nate that I... 664 00:34:01,784 --> 00:34:02,819 - Love him. - Love him. 665 00:34:02,852 --> 00:34:04,653 - I've always been in love with him. - Yes! 666 00:34:04,687 --> 00:34:07,757 The time is now because I got to tell you, 667 00:34:07,790 --> 00:34:10,793 your after life is honestly unfair. 668 00:34:10,827 --> 00:34:12,394 It is unjust how good it is. 669 00:34:12,427 --> 00:34:14,831 Like I can't. Woo! I wanna, kind of wanna tell you, 670 00:34:14,864 --> 00:34:17,599 but I don't want to fuck it up because of no ripple effect. 671 00:34:17,632 --> 00:34:19,702 No, you obviously have to tell me now. 672 00:34:19,736 --> 00:34:22,304 I'm gonna tell you one word, just one word. 673 00:34:24,272 --> 00:34:25,507 Chalamet. 674 00:34:26,508 --> 00:34:28,945 - Shut up. - Life partners. 675 00:34:28,978 --> 00:34:30,980 - No. For life? - Life partners. 676 00:34:31,013 --> 00:34:32,247 For life, for that life. 677 00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:34,183 - In the afterlife? - In the afterlife. 678 00:34:34,217 --> 00:34:36,551 - Timothee. - Timothee. 679 00:34:37,687 --> 00:34:38,755 Chalamet. 680 00:34:40,589 --> 00:34:41,691 Wow! 681 00:34:41,724 --> 00:34:47,329 Also, I see a lot of dairy, with zero consequences. 682 00:34:47,362 --> 00:34:50,767 I am lactose tolerant and fucking Timmy. 683 00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:51,666 That's right. 684 00:34:51,701 --> 00:34:54,536 - Holy shit. - Thank you for coming by. 685 00:34:54,569 --> 00:34:56,005 Thank you for receiving me. 686 00:34:56,038 --> 00:34:58,975 Uh, you're so fucking stupid. I love you so much. 687 00:34:59,008 --> 00:35:02,544 You're so stupid. I love you. You're fucked, Okay. 688 00:35:03,345 --> 00:35:05,413 - Bye. - Bye. 689 00:35:15,057 --> 00:35:16,324 Fucking nightmare. 690 00:35:17,927 --> 00:35:18,761 That was cool. 691 00:35:18,795 --> 00:35:21,329 - She is so great. - She is the coolest. 692 00:35:21,363 --> 00:35:24,466 - Feels so good to be honest, you know. - Right? 693 00:35:25,034 --> 00:35:26,169 You were so scared, 694 00:35:26,202 --> 00:35:28,470 I mean, so scared to confront things. 695 00:35:28,503 --> 00:35:32,909 And then it's like, who's direct? This guy. 696 00:35:34,110 --> 00:35:35,610 Hey, can I be direct? 697 00:35:35,644 --> 00:35:36,712 Sure. 698 00:35:36,746 --> 00:35:38,580 Please stop walking in front of me. 699 00:35:38,613 --> 00:35:40,448 I'm not walking in front of you. 700 00:35:43,652 --> 00:35:44,954 Thank you. 701 00:35:44,987 --> 00:35:46,022 See, I like this. 702 00:35:47,190 --> 00:35:48,724 I like being next to you. 703 00:35:53,863 --> 00:35:56,364 - Where're you going? - You gotta stay next to me. 704 00:35:56,398 --> 00:35:57,900 - No. - C'mon. 705 00:35:58,633 --> 00:35:59,735 C'mon. 706 00:36:02,470 --> 00:36:05,942 Oh, she burns. She burns good. 707 00:36:14,050 --> 00:36:15,117 Is that Mandy? 708 00:36:23,993 --> 00:36:25,094 It can't be. 709 00:36:25,127 --> 00:36:26,796 - No. - I don't think so. 710 00:36:27,429 --> 00:36:28,798 She's home. She's preparing. 711 00:36:36,371 --> 00:36:38,341 Okay, who's next? 712 00:36:38,373 --> 00:36:39,909 Larry. 713 00:36:42,945 --> 00:36:44,780 Hey. Hi. 714 00:36:44,814 --> 00:36:47,817 Sorry. Um, do you know if the Getty's opened today? 715 00:36:47,850 --> 00:36:49,118 Uh? 716 00:36:51,988 --> 00:36:52,855 Liza? 717 00:36:54,257 --> 00:36:55,423 It's Sal. 718 00:36:55,457 --> 00:36:59,461 Sal Benedetti. 719 00:36:59,494 --> 00:37:00,830 First kiss. 720 00:37:02,064 --> 00:37:03,332 - Yeah. - Oh, my God. 721 00:37:03,366 --> 00:37:05,835 - By the... - ...yeah. 722 00:37:05,868 --> 00:37:09,939 - Cast party. - Cast party for the Music Man! 723 00:37:09,972 --> 00:37:13,541 I wouldn't have recognized. But you really uh... 724 00:37:14,409 --> 00:37:16,411 - I grew up. - You have grown up. 725 00:37:16,444 --> 00:37:17,847 - Yeah. Yeah, yeah. - Yeah. 726 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:20,783 You were so good in theater. Whatever, did anything happen? 727 00:37:20,816 --> 00:37:23,386 Thank you. No, I... You know I do sex therapy 728 00:37:23,418 --> 00:37:26,588 I do climax therapy specifically. 729 00:37:26,621 --> 00:37:29,025 I help couples who are having block 730 00:37:29,058 --> 00:37:30,893 sort of reach climax. 731 00:37:30,927 --> 00:37:33,796 And today's been busy. 732 00:37:33,829 --> 00:37:35,965 Is it a sort of a water based? 733 00:37:35,998 --> 00:37:39,769 No. I had a client that wanted to make love in the pool. 734 00:37:39,802 --> 00:37:43,205 So I was there to sort of facilitate. 735 00:37:43,239 --> 00:37:44,840 So you're in the water with them? 736 00:37:44,874 --> 00:37:48,210 I was... Not every client needs me to be that close, 737 00:37:48,244 --> 00:37:50,578 but I do dip in for some. Yeah. 738 00:37:50,612 --> 00:37:52,715 - You dip in? - Yeah. I, uh, yeah. 739 00:37:52,748 --> 00:37:54,549 But you don't "dip in"? 740 00:37:54,582 --> 00:37:55,718 No, no, no, no. 741 00:37:55,751 --> 00:37:57,219 I don't partake in the love making though. 742 00:37:58,520 --> 00:38:00,690 - Wow, - It's so insane to see you. 743 00:38:00,723 --> 00:38:03,658 Wow, what a pleasure to see you in... 744 00:38:03,693 --> 00:38:05,560 In the flesh, in so much flesh. 745 00:38:06,062 --> 00:38:07,096 Thank you. 746 00:38:07,897 --> 00:38:08,931 Sal Benedetti. 747 00:38:08,965 --> 00:38:12,001 Listen, when you do go out tonight, 748 00:38:13,635 --> 00:38:16,772 really breathe through it and let whatever comes... 749 00:38:17,740 --> 00:38:18,774 Come. 750 00:38:19,208 --> 00:38:20,142 Thank you. 751 00:38:21,177 --> 00:38:23,980 Welcome. And that's for free 752 00:38:25,513 --> 00:38:27,649 - All right. Wow. - Wow. 753 00:38:28,751 --> 00:38:30,686 - See you, Sal. - Bye, Liza. 754 00:38:32,254 --> 00:38:33,488 See you in the next one. 755 00:38:33,521 --> 00:38:35,758 I hope so. And you know what? You will. 756 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:38,961 Rock on. 757 00:38:44,300 --> 00:38:46,568 Man, Sal Benedetti. 758 00:38:47,669 --> 00:38:49,537 You had terrible taste in men. 759 00:38:49,571 --> 00:38:50,940 Yeah, truly. 760 00:38:52,607 --> 00:38:55,711 - Hey, can I tell you a secret? - Mmm-hmm. 761 00:38:55,745 --> 00:38:58,580 I considered fucking that dude in the tent today. 762 00:38:58,613 --> 00:38:59,749 What? 763 00:39:01,350 --> 00:39:02,685 Jesus, dude. 764 00:39:03,452 --> 00:39:05,154 Honestly, what is your type? 765 00:39:05,187 --> 00:39:07,356 Oh, you know, anyone who will give me 766 00:39:07,390 --> 00:39:08,858 a modicum of attention, 767 00:39:08,891 --> 00:39:11,093 paired with a promise of rejection. 768 00:39:11,127 --> 00:39:13,863 A little seductive, a little sociopathic. 769 00:39:13,896 --> 00:39:17,532 You know, someone who could potentially love me, 770 00:39:17,565 --> 00:39:18,600 but also prove to me 771 00:39:18,633 --> 00:39:20,668 that ultimately, I'm unworthy of love. 772 00:39:21,837 --> 00:39:23,305 I don't believe that. 773 00:39:24,507 --> 00:39:26,442 Oh, no. 774 00:39:26,475 --> 00:39:27,910 You wanna be loved. 775 00:39:29,412 --> 00:39:31,747 Like, really loved. 776 00:39:33,783 --> 00:39:36,685 Today we take no prisoners, 777 00:39:36,719 --> 00:39:39,055 today we see what that looks like. 778 00:39:40,489 --> 00:39:42,958 ♪ Love, I'm a victim of love ♪ 779 00:39:42,992 --> 00:39:45,294 ♪ I'm addicted to love ♪ 780 00:39:45,327 --> 00:39:47,296 ♪ I know that you hate me ♪ 781 00:39:47,329 --> 00:39:49,398 ♪ But I'm meant to be loved ♪ 782 00:39:49,432 --> 00:39:51,467 ♪ I'm a victim of love ♪ 783 00:39:51,500 --> 00:39:53,536 ♪ I'm addicted to love ♪ 784 00:39:53,568 --> 00:39:55,738 ♪ I know that you hate me ♪ 785 00:39:55,771 --> 00:39:59,942 ♪ But I'm meant to be loved ♪ 786 00:40:05,514 --> 00:40:09,018 ♪ Honey honey Just like money money ♪ 787 00:40:09,051 --> 00:40:13,322 ♪ Keep 'em comin', comin' So ironic-ronic ♪ 788 00:40:13,355 --> 00:40:16,459 ♪ Just like money money ♪ 789 00:40:16,492 --> 00:40:18,494 ♪ Keep 'em comin', comin' ♪ 790 00:40:18,527 --> 00:40:20,563 ♪ So ironic-ronic ♪ 791 00:40:20,595 --> 00:40:21,964 ♪ Love ♪ 792 00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:25,935 What the... 793 00:40:28,170 --> 00:40:29,371 They say go with vintage. 794 00:40:29,405 --> 00:40:31,807 Go with vintage. You couldn't just get a Bluetooth speaker 795 00:40:36,579 --> 00:40:37,713 Fuck this. 796 00:40:45,554 --> 00:40:46,689 Hey! 797 00:40:47,790 --> 00:40:50,059 - Hey. - You're not using this anymore? 798 00:40:51,193 --> 00:40:52,094 No. 799 00:40:53,262 --> 00:40:54,196 Cool. 800 00:41:12,181 --> 00:41:13,983 Hey, Liza. 801 00:41:14,016 --> 00:41:15,384 You here to tell me you love me. 802 00:41:15,818 --> 00:41:19,321 No, I'm here to 803 00:41:22,424 --> 00:41:27,429 to remind you of the mess 804 00:41:28,397 --> 00:41:30,900 you left when you went away. 805 00:41:30,933 --> 00:41:33,969 Because it's not fair, dude, 806 00:41:34,003 --> 00:41:39,308 to deny me of the cross I bear 807 00:41:40,442 --> 00:41:42,077 that you fucking gave to me. 808 00:41:42,378 --> 00:41:43,312 Right. 809 00:41:44,346 --> 00:41:45,681 That makes a lot of sense. 810 00:41:45,714 --> 00:41:46,782 And I hear you. 811 00:41:46,815 --> 00:41:48,484 I hear everything you're saying 812 00:41:48,517 --> 00:41:50,986 because there's nothing coming out of those speakers. 813 00:41:51,020 --> 00:41:52,788 I know, I found it on the street 814 00:41:52,821 --> 00:41:54,323 but I thought it was a cool visual. 815 00:41:54,356 --> 00:41:57,359 - Okay. - I think it's broken. 816 00:41:57,393 --> 00:41:59,261 I'm on my way down. Can I get you anything to drink? 817 00:41:59,728 --> 00:42:01,230 No, I'm fine. 818 00:42:01,263 --> 00:42:03,766 Not a seltzer water, flaming hot Cheetos, something like that. 819 00:42:03,799 --> 00:42:05,935 No, I don't eat Cheetos, man. 820 00:42:05,968 --> 00:42:07,536 You know that about me? 821 00:42:07,570 --> 00:42:09,805 Those bright ass lips. You've been eating something red. 822 00:42:10,573 --> 00:42:12,841 I love you. Okay. 823 00:42:14,810 --> 00:42:15,945 He said he loved me. 824 00:42:19,548 --> 00:42:24,620 Larry, I feel like I never got the opportunity to tell you 825 00:42:24,653 --> 00:42:27,089 that you really hurt me, you know? 826 00:42:27,122 --> 00:42:29,693 And like what we had was real, 827 00:42:29,725 --> 00:42:31,026 and you made me feel like it wasn't real. 828 00:42:31,060 --> 00:42:32,895 And when you just, like, ghost a person 829 00:42:32,928 --> 00:42:34,997 and don't respond to any of my texts, 830 00:42:35,030 --> 00:42:38,534 like I had no closure on us. 831 00:42:38,567 --> 00:42:40,603 That's right. No, closure. 832 00:42:40,636 --> 00:42:41,971 I think it's important to have closure, 833 00:42:42,004 --> 00:42:43,305 and you didn't get that from me. 834 00:42:43,339 --> 00:42:45,808 I'm here. I'm here lay it on me, let me receive. 835 00:42:45,841 --> 00:42:47,876 You know, this has been happening all day. 836 00:42:48,277 --> 00:42:49,345 This? 837 00:42:49,378 --> 00:42:51,046 Yeah, girls coming over and telling me like it is. 838 00:42:51,880 --> 00:42:54,283 Yes, I did cheat on you, seven times. 839 00:42:54,316 --> 00:42:57,419 Seven times? You told me you cheated on me two times. 840 00:42:58,454 --> 00:43:00,623 Uh, yeah, with women, yeah. 841 00:43:00,656 --> 00:43:02,191 But it's not about the number, okay? 842 00:43:02,224 --> 00:43:04,860 It's about what we did in those positions that we did it in. 843 00:43:04,893 --> 00:43:06,595 Sure, you don't like to get weird? 844 00:43:06,629 --> 00:43:08,430 You don't like to play with my butt, 845 00:43:08,464 --> 00:43:10,833 and they do, and that's fine, 846 00:43:10,866 --> 00:43:13,135 because that's not what you're into, okay? 847 00:43:13,168 --> 00:43:14,970 You don't like to get weird on the brown line. 848 00:43:15,504 --> 00:43:16,772 No, I don't. 849 00:43:16,805 --> 00:43:18,874 I don't travel on the brown line. 850 00:43:18,907 --> 00:43:21,777 And that's one of my main forms of transportation. 851 00:43:21,810 --> 00:43:23,312 And the women that I cheated on you 852 00:43:23,345 --> 00:43:25,781 and some of the others, they knew that about me. 853 00:43:25,814 --> 00:43:27,383 And I was just getting some things out. 854 00:43:27,416 --> 00:43:28,651 The time we went to Anguilla. 855 00:43:28,685 --> 00:43:30,252 We never went to Anguilla. 856 00:43:32,121 --> 00:43:33,723 Yeah, I know we never went to... 857 00:43:33,757 --> 00:43:36,158 I was saying, like, in a... 858 00:43:37,092 --> 00:43:38,627 We never went to... You didn't? 859 00:43:38,661 --> 00:43:40,195 No! 860 00:43:40,229 --> 00:43:42,231 I tried to take us on a vacation for our anniversary. 861 00:43:42,264 --> 00:43:46,802 You said that you had to work, and then I walked in on you... 862 00:43:46,835 --> 00:43:47,836 Putting that work in. 863 00:43:47,870 --> 00:43:48,971 Yeah, you were working. 864 00:43:49,004 --> 00:43:51,807 Look, we never went on vacation, okay? 865 00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:53,842 You definitely asked me to. 866 00:43:53,876 --> 00:43:58,213 And when you come home, you find me going to town on some lady. 867 00:43:58,247 --> 00:44:00,717 That's low. 868 00:44:00,750 --> 00:44:02,117 - Yeah. - That's very low. 869 00:44:02,151 --> 00:44:04,153 You're just repeating shit I say. 870 00:44:04,186 --> 00:44:07,222 Ain't that like me? To just repeat things you say. 871 00:44:07,256 --> 00:44:08,792 - Yes. - I'm ashamed of me. 872 00:44:08,824 --> 00:44:11,060 Because I'm not just cheating on you, I'm cheating on myself, 873 00:44:11,093 --> 00:44:13,829 and I'm cheating on the people that count on me the most. 874 00:44:13,862 --> 00:44:16,465 Don't do that. Don't do that with your voice. You're not crying. 875 00:44:16,498 --> 00:44:18,802 It's not you, okay. It's one... 876 00:44:18,834 --> 00:44:20,402 It's partly you but it's me. 877 00:44:20,436 --> 00:44:23,138 No, it's me because it's we. 878 00:44:23,939 --> 00:44:24,973 It's all of us, really. 879 00:44:25,007 --> 00:44:26,275 What world are we living in? 880 00:44:26,308 --> 00:44:29,278 Uh, we got to get it together as a people. 881 00:44:29,311 --> 00:44:30,913 We got to stand up. 882 00:44:31,547 --> 00:44:33,115 And we got to say no! 883 00:44:33,683 --> 00:44:34,718 To what? 884 00:44:34,751 --> 00:44:36,786 Temptation, also The Temptations. 885 00:44:36,820 --> 00:44:40,556 If you put Temptations on when a lady walks through this door, panties drop. 886 00:44:40,589 --> 00:44:43,659 Larry! Get down here, Larry. I need to talk to you. 887 00:44:43,693 --> 00:44:45,729 I got to get some things off my chest. 888 00:44:45,762 --> 00:44:47,596 - Larry? You hiding? - Yeah, he's here. 889 00:44:47,629 --> 00:44:48,530 No, I'm not hiding. 890 00:44:48,564 --> 00:44:50,666 I'm so sorry to interrupt. 891 00:44:50,700 --> 00:44:53,770 I have some things that I need to get off my chest. 892 00:44:53,803 --> 00:44:55,772 You know what? 893 00:44:55,805 --> 00:44:59,341 And all I'm going to say is I walked that brown fine line and it was not worth it, okay? 894 00:44:59,375 --> 00:45:01,745 That's actually very good for me to hear because I didn't. 895 00:45:01,778 --> 00:45:03,045 You're welcome. 896 00:45:03,078 --> 00:45:04,279 And I've sort of regretted it because I felt like 897 00:45:04,313 --> 00:45:06,448 if I could have held that space for you, 898 00:45:06,482 --> 00:45:07,684 that butt play space... 899 00:45:07,717 --> 00:45:11,353 What we need to do in a time like this is come together. 900 00:45:12,221 --> 00:45:15,624 Black, white, brown, purple or Asian. 901 00:45:15,657 --> 00:45:17,126 Puerto Rican or Haitian. 902 00:45:17,159 --> 00:45:19,962 Huh, I don't give a damn if you're from the Zulu nation. 903 00:45:19,995 --> 00:45:21,563 What are you talking about? 904 00:45:21,597 --> 00:45:24,066 I was... Those were, is an amalgam of lyrics from multiple songs. 905 00:45:24,099 --> 00:45:25,501 I came here to do this, I got to go. 906 00:45:25,534 --> 00:45:26,935 - Yeah, do it. - I need an apology. 907 00:45:26,969 --> 00:45:28,504 You treated me like a side piece. 908 00:45:28,537 --> 00:45:29,571 You said I was the main piece. 909 00:45:29,605 --> 00:45:30,906 - Okay, I... - And that trip to Anguilla, 910 00:45:30,939 --> 00:45:31,841 you said to my face... 911 00:45:31,875 --> 00:45:33,777 She went to Anguilla. 912 00:45:33,810 --> 00:45:37,012 You were the one from Anguilla. I thought... You're right. You didn't go to Anguilla. 913 00:45:37,045 --> 00:45:38,147 Yeah, I know, Larry! 914 00:45:38,180 --> 00:45:39,081 Okay. 915 00:45:49,191 --> 00:45:51,427 I can't believe you were into that guy. 916 00:45:51,460 --> 00:45:53,195 I know. 917 00:45:53,228 --> 00:45:56,031 What can I say? I'm a sucker for compliments. 918 00:45:56,064 --> 00:45:58,267 And he was like, strangely good at that, 919 00:45:58,701 --> 00:46:00,202 and I don't know, 920 00:46:01,036 --> 00:46:02,371 hard to come by. 921 00:46:04,741 --> 00:46:06,375 I compliment you all the time. 922 00:46:07,543 --> 00:46:09,244 You don't count. 923 00:46:09,278 --> 00:46:10,646 Stop saying I don't count. 924 00:46:13,148 --> 00:46:14,616 Uh, okay, let's shake it off. 925 00:46:22,591 --> 00:46:23,459 Three down. 926 00:46:24,727 --> 00:46:25,594 Three down. 927 00:47:17,914 --> 00:47:19,214 - God bless you. - God bless you. 928 00:47:22,351 --> 00:47:25,420 - It's unsanitary. - It doesn't matter. 929 00:47:25,454 --> 00:47:27,857 It's unsanitary and it encourages racoons. 930 00:47:27,891 --> 00:47:30,793 Excuse me, ma'am. Can I ask you two a question? 931 00:47:30,827 --> 00:47:33,730 Do you think that the garbage is going to be collected tomorrow? 932 00:47:33,763 --> 00:47:34,663 Do you think that the garbage... 933 00:47:34,697 --> 00:47:35,798 You don't know these people. 934 00:47:35,832 --> 00:47:37,266 No. 935 00:47:37,299 --> 00:47:39,334 Yeah, I'm going to say, like a 100% chance of not coming. 936 00:47:39,368 --> 00:47:42,939 All I ask is that you rinse your recycling. You probably rinse your recycling. 937 00:47:42,972 --> 00:47:43,973 No one does that. 938 00:47:44,007 --> 00:47:45,008 Do you do it? Do you rinse it out. 939 00:47:45,040 --> 00:47:46,041 You should. 940 00:47:46,074 --> 00:47:48,477 Well, I know that I am supposed to, 941 00:47:48,510 --> 00:47:50,880 but I do have a lot of guilt that I don't. 942 00:47:50,914 --> 00:47:53,016 Let me tell you something. This is all a big hoax, okay? 943 00:47:53,048 --> 00:47:55,350 The world is not ending, okay? 944 00:47:55,384 --> 00:47:58,220 There is no such thing as NASA, okay? 945 00:47:58,253 --> 00:48:01,791 Don't you think they would have come up with a better name than NASA? 946 00:48:01,824 --> 00:48:05,594 Okay, you actually believe the animations that you see on the news? 947 00:48:05,627 --> 00:48:06,528 You think that's real? 948 00:48:06,562 --> 00:48:07,362 It is real. 949 00:48:07,396 --> 00:48:09,799 Do the math. It's all fake. 950 00:48:09,832 --> 00:48:11,400 All of that was fake. 951 00:48:11,433 --> 00:48:12,835 The moon landing was faked. 952 00:48:12,869 --> 00:48:14,169 The meteor is fake. 953 00:48:14,202 --> 00:48:15,237 I have a quick question. 954 00:48:15,270 --> 00:48:16,706 And then we do have to be on our way. 955 00:48:16,739 --> 00:48:17,573 What? 956 00:48:17,606 --> 00:48:21,911 So you are, uh, an environmentalist 957 00:48:21,945 --> 00:48:25,048 who also denies science? 958 00:48:25,080 --> 00:48:26,248 That's right, lady. 959 00:48:26,281 --> 00:48:30,218 Science is bullshit, okay. I'm also stressed. 960 00:48:30,252 --> 00:48:31,988 It's an intense day, and emotions run high. 961 00:48:32,021 --> 00:48:35,490 And listen, I mean, she had to talk me down off a couple of ledges myself. 962 00:48:35,524 --> 00:48:39,996 I have learned from her today that it's important to kind of connect, 963 00:48:40,029 --> 00:48:44,166 since this might be the last moment you can. 964 00:48:44,199 --> 00:48:46,035 - She's right. - Makes sense. 965 00:48:46,069 --> 00:48:47,804 It's not about this dumb shit. 966 00:48:47,837 --> 00:48:52,107 Yeah, it's not about, you know, who has a better lawn or who's recycling. 967 00:48:52,140 --> 00:48:53,977 Oh, this guy, he loves his lawn. 968 00:48:54,010 --> 00:48:55,044 What's that supposed to mean? 969 00:48:55,078 --> 00:48:56,980 You like to, you love to get that... 970 00:48:57,013 --> 00:48:59,015 Excuse me for just a second. They've created a nice moment and you're shitting on it. 971 00:48:59,048 --> 00:49:00,182 We're gonna go. 972 00:49:00,215 --> 00:49:01,884 I'll punch you right in your face. 973 00:49:01,918 --> 00:49:03,218 You're going to kick me in the dick? 974 00:49:03,251 --> 00:49:04,687 Like you did last year, on the Fourth of July? 975 00:49:04,721 --> 00:49:06,923 - That was an accident. - That's a cheap shot. 976 00:49:06,956 --> 00:49:09,391 That was a cheap shot. You kicked me right in the dick. 977 00:49:12,695 --> 00:49:14,964 Do you think there's any way he's right? 978 00:49:14,998 --> 00:49:16,298 About recycling? Yeah. 979 00:49:16,331 --> 00:49:18,300 You are supposed to wash out the containers. 980 00:49:18,333 --> 00:49:20,135 No, about this being a hoax? 981 00:49:20,168 --> 00:49:21,637 Like, do you think there's any way... 982 00:49:21,670 --> 00:49:24,139 No. What? I don't know. 983 00:49:27,744 --> 00:49:28,677 - No. - No. 984 00:49:29,712 --> 00:49:30,847 Are you scared? 985 00:49:34,216 --> 00:49:36,618 Oh, of like, the end? 986 00:49:37,252 --> 00:49:38,788 Yeah, I guess a little. 987 00:49:38,821 --> 00:49:40,990 Helps to have this party to look forward to. 988 00:49:41,024 --> 00:49:42,624 Yeah, definitely. 989 00:49:43,826 --> 00:49:45,695 And the person at the party. 990 00:49:46,863 --> 00:49:49,699 And the person at the party. 991 00:49:49,732 --> 00:49:51,768 Can I tell you a thing I'm actually more scared of? 992 00:49:54,937 --> 00:49:55,838 Mom. 993 00:50:00,208 --> 00:50:02,845 Well, fear is nothing more 994 00:50:02,879 --> 00:50:06,214 than an obstacle that stands in the way of progress. 995 00:50:07,649 --> 00:50:09,819 Is that our quote calendar in high school? 996 00:50:09,852 --> 00:50:11,453 Yeah, November. 997 00:50:13,022 --> 00:50:18,527 It's just that Mom's so intense and stubborn. 998 00:50:19,327 --> 00:50:20,595 That sounds familiar. 999 00:50:24,232 --> 00:50:25,367 So you'll go? 1000 00:50:28,004 --> 00:50:29,204 I guess. 1001 00:50:29,237 --> 00:50:30,707 I guess is not yes. 1002 00:50:35,078 --> 00:50:38,580 Okay. Yes. 1003 00:50:39,916 --> 00:50:40,883 Yes. 1004 00:50:42,952 --> 00:50:43,820 You could've called. 1005 00:50:46,254 --> 00:50:48,390 Wow, I could have called. That is so classic. 1006 00:50:48,423 --> 00:50:50,827 Yes, sometime over the last few years, there could have been a phone call. 1007 00:50:50,860 --> 00:50:52,995 I'm sorry. Was your phone unserviceable? 1008 00:50:53,029 --> 00:50:54,362 - I tried. - You tried? 1009 00:50:54,396 --> 00:50:56,699 You mean by like, leaving a voice message, 1010 00:50:56,733 --> 00:50:59,068 one time in which there wasn't even a skeleton of an apology. 1011 00:50:59,102 --> 00:51:02,705 More than once. And anyway, I'm unclear about what I did. 1012 00:51:02,739 --> 00:51:04,006 - You're unclear? - Guys. 1013 00:51:04,040 --> 00:51:06,541 Yes, it's like if I sneeze wrong, you would decide 1014 00:51:06,575 --> 00:51:08,677 it was intentionally positioned to hurt you. 1015 00:51:08,711 --> 00:51:10,146 Yeah, here we go. This is fun. 1016 00:51:10,179 --> 00:51:12,014 This is when you start to make fun of my being sensitive. 1017 00:51:12,048 --> 00:51:13,216 Guys. 1018 00:51:13,248 --> 00:51:14,249 Like, that's not triggering for me, at all. 1019 00:51:14,282 --> 00:51:16,418 I am also incredibly sensitive. 1020 00:51:16,451 --> 00:51:18,154 Okay, yeah. And then make it about yourself. 1021 00:51:18,187 --> 00:51:19,387 And you want to talk about triggering 1022 00:51:19,421 --> 00:51:22,091 you constantly alluding to my narcissism. 1023 00:51:22,125 --> 00:51:26,729 Oh well, only a narcissist would use her own narcissism to make herself... 1024 00:51:26,763 --> 00:51:28,396 That's not even the definition of narcissism. 1025 00:51:28,430 --> 00:51:29,932 This is about me. 1026 00:51:29,966 --> 00:51:31,299 Yes, that's more the definition. 1027 00:51:31,333 --> 00:51:32,267 Oh, my God. You are... 1028 00:51:32,300 --> 00:51:33,236 People say narcissism... 1029 00:51:33,268 --> 00:51:35,938 Hey, shut the fuck up! 1030 00:51:37,240 --> 00:51:38,708 Both of you. 1031 00:51:38,741 --> 00:51:40,810 I need my mom. 1032 00:51:40,843 --> 00:51:45,280 And I am trapped inside this grown person who has no idea 1033 00:51:45,313 --> 00:51:47,016 how to ask for what she needs. 1034 00:51:47,049 --> 00:51:49,685 So just please... 1035 00:51:54,857 --> 00:51:55,892 Sorry. 1036 00:51:55,925 --> 00:51:56,793 I'm sorry. 1037 00:51:58,761 --> 00:52:00,529 It's just, 1038 00:52:00,562 --> 00:52:03,665 you know, you came back after all those years, 1039 00:52:03,699 --> 00:52:06,936 and I feel like I like, took the bait. 1040 00:52:06,969 --> 00:52:10,338 It wasn't bait. You made it very clear the damage had been done. 1041 00:52:10,372 --> 00:52:12,775 Okay, so then what? You just completely tap out. 1042 00:52:12,809 --> 00:52:14,877 Wouldn't say I completely tapped out. 1043 00:52:14,911 --> 00:52:18,714 You didn't return her phone calls... twice. 1044 00:52:18,748 --> 00:52:20,750 - Three times. - Three times. 1045 00:52:23,186 --> 00:52:24,053 I didn't? 1046 00:52:33,930 --> 00:52:34,864 I don't know. 1047 00:52:39,634 --> 00:52:43,873 I'm not sure I was meant to be a mom. 1048 00:52:46,641 --> 00:52:50,445 It's a really weird thing as a woman to face, 1049 00:52:50,478 --> 00:52:52,882 especially after you've already had a kid, 1050 00:52:55,517 --> 00:53:01,891 but it's just not in my bones. 1051 00:53:01,924 --> 00:53:07,029 I thought if I played the role long enough, that it would settle in or whatever. 1052 00:53:08,663 --> 00:53:12,400 I was in such a bad place when I found out about your dad's... 1053 00:53:14,203 --> 00:53:16,404 all that after a lifetime 1054 00:53:16,438 --> 00:53:19,407 of crippling anxiety and depression. 1055 00:53:24,613 --> 00:53:27,149 When I left, it wasn't because I didn't love you. 1056 00:53:29,285 --> 00:53:33,388 I loved you so... I love you so... 1057 00:53:38,426 --> 00:53:40,395 But I still always felt like I was failing you, 1058 00:53:40,428 --> 00:53:43,766 like I could never live up, like you were better off without me. 1059 00:53:45,167 --> 00:53:46,102 - I wasn't. - I wasn't. 1060 00:53:53,209 --> 00:53:56,611 But I get it. 1061 00:53:56,645 --> 00:54:01,549 I mean, I feel all those feelings too. 1062 00:54:02,885 --> 00:54:05,487 I mean, not about you, about me. 1063 00:54:09,825 --> 00:54:10,760 I'm sorry. 1064 00:54:13,461 --> 00:54:14,764 Accept her apology. 1065 00:54:15,898 --> 00:54:18,134 I don't know if that was like an actual apology. 1066 00:54:18,167 --> 00:54:20,635 It was more like, I'm sorry you're also fucked up. 1067 00:54:22,437 --> 00:54:23,672 Was it an apology? 1068 00:54:28,643 --> 00:54:29,979 I accept your apology. 1069 00:54:38,520 --> 00:54:41,958 Your dad reached out today to me on Zoom. 1070 00:54:41,991 --> 00:54:42,825 Yeah. 1071 00:54:42,858 --> 00:54:44,160 I think he was trying to apologize. 1072 00:54:45,194 --> 00:54:46,228 I don't know. He was muted. 1073 00:54:46,262 --> 00:54:47,263 Oh, no. 1074 00:54:51,434 --> 00:54:52,600 Do you feel better? 1075 00:54:55,805 --> 00:54:56,772 I feel sad. 1076 00:54:58,441 --> 00:55:00,009 Why? That went so great. 1077 00:55:01,711 --> 00:55:06,716 I know, it's just now I wish I had more time, you know. 1078 00:55:07,984 --> 00:55:10,585 Okay. We're not getting down in the dumps, alright? 1079 00:55:10,618 --> 00:55:12,221 Best of the night is yet to come. 1080 00:55:13,856 --> 00:55:15,791 So let's just focus on the party. 1081 00:55:16,292 --> 00:55:17,460 Right. 1082 00:55:17,492 --> 00:55:20,930 Party is fun, party is sexy, party is happy. 1083 00:55:20,963 --> 00:55:23,733 Party is fun, party is sexy, party is... 1084 00:55:25,768 --> 00:55:26,769 Oh my god. There he is. 1085 00:55:26,802 --> 00:55:29,504 Oh, my God, he's coming after us! 1086 00:55:56,465 --> 00:55:57,466 Okay. 1087 00:55:57,500 --> 00:55:58,633 I think we lost him. 1088 00:55:59,101 --> 00:56:00,703 That was insane. 1089 00:56:01,536 --> 00:56:03,439 People are crazy today. 1090 00:56:03,472 --> 00:56:05,207 We got to get to this party, man. 1091 00:56:05,241 --> 00:56:06,574 These streets are not safe. 1092 00:56:06,608 --> 00:56:08,310 - Okay. - Okay. 1093 00:56:09,945 --> 00:56:11,680 Let's practice what you're gonna say to Nate. 1094 00:56:12,415 --> 00:56:14,483 Hey, Nate. It's me, Liza. 1095 00:56:14,517 --> 00:56:15,918 Why are you saying your name? 1096 00:56:16,584 --> 00:56:17,887 It's not a phone call. 1097 00:56:17,920 --> 00:56:20,956 Okay. So I start, "Hey, Nate. What's up, Nate?" 1098 00:56:21,390 --> 00:56:22,992 Just be cool. 1099 00:56:24,093 --> 00:56:26,162 Like this, "Sup, Nate?" 1100 00:56:27,129 --> 00:56:28,064 Sup, Nate. 1101 00:56:29,398 --> 00:56:30,332 Sup, Nate. 1102 00:56:31,566 --> 00:56:32,835 Try it. 1103 00:56:32,868 --> 00:56:33,969 - You serious? - No, be serious. 1104 00:56:34,003 --> 00:56:37,239 Okay. Sup, Nate? 1105 00:56:37,273 --> 00:56:38,374 Yeah, that's good. 1106 00:56:38,407 --> 00:56:39,508 I like that... I know. 1107 00:56:39,542 --> 00:56:41,310 I did like that shirt on you. 1108 00:56:41,343 --> 00:56:42,945 Oh my God, Celine. Hi. 1109 00:56:42,978 --> 00:56:44,579 Hey. 1110 00:56:44,612 --> 00:56:48,451 Oh, listen man, I'm sorry I didn't text you back earlier about the outfit thing. 1111 00:56:48,484 --> 00:56:51,353 Don't even worry about it. I can't even remember what I was talking about. 1112 00:56:51,387 --> 00:56:52,620 That feels like it was years ago. 1113 00:56:52,654 --> 00:56:55,691 Is that what you landed on? For the party? 1114 00:56:55,724 --> 00:56:58,593 Oh, you did not hear. Yeah. 1115 00:56:59,395 --> 00:57:00,463 Hear what? 1116 00:57:00,496 --> 00:57:03,199 So I guess Mandy did too much ketamine, 1117 00:57:03,232 --> 00:57:06,668 which like, what's the desired amount of ketamine, whatever that is, 1118 00:57:06,702 --> 00:57:08,204 she did, like, eight times that. 1119 00:57:08,237 --> 00:57:09,238 They found her in a cave. 1120 00:57:09,271 --> 00:57:11,974 Some hikers found her, just like all by herself. 1121 00:57:12,007 --> 00:57:15,878 Um, she did have a purse and in her purse, 1122 00:57:15,911 --> 00:57:17,713 there were just two dead rabbits. 1123 00:57:17,746 --> 00:57:19,748 She had written out this, you know, 1124 00:57:19,782 --> 00:57:23,085 manifesto, there was like, red string everywhere, trying to find their killer. 1125 00:57:23,119 --> 00:57:25,087 So they airlifted her out of there. 1126 00:57:25,121 --> 00:57:27,723 She actually had, like, pretty good sources too. She had cited it all. 1127 00:57:27,756 --> 00:57:28,691 Not just from, like the Internet. 1128 00:57:28,724 --> 00:57:29,758 Like she had looked at books. 1129 00:57:29,792 --> 00:57:31,527 And like gone to a library and stuff. 1130 00:57:31,560 --> 00:57:34,230 I personally, I'm kind of like, I'm on board, like because we're learning 1131 00:57:34,263 --> 00:57:36,966 all sorts of stuff right now, like they're declassifying crazy shit like, 1132 00:57:36,999 --> 00:57:40,069 did you know that the CIA wrote all of Bob Dylan songs? 1133 00:57:40,102 --> 00:57:43,472 Every one. Every lyric, every note, the CIA wrote it. 1134 00:57:43,506 --> 00:57:45,441 So the party? 1135 00:57:45,474 --> 00:57:46,475 Oh sorry, bleh. 1136 00:57:46,509 --> 00:57:47,675 Long way to say, party's off. 1137 00:57:47,710 --> 00:57:48,676 Yeah, no party. 1138 00:57:48,711 --> 00:57:49,677 It's not happening. 1139 00:57:49,712 --> 00:57:51,714 No, how could it? 1140 00:57:53,716 --> 00:57:55,351 Oh, you guys are bummed. 1141 00:57:55,384 --> 00:57:57,119 I'm sorry. Um... 1142 00:57:57,153 --> 00:58:01,056 It's okay, Celine. 1143 00:58:01,090 --> 00:58:04,393 I need to kind of stay like, a little bit more up for today, 1144 00:58:04,426 --> 00:58:06,162 like, I kind of want to end things on like, a high note 1145 00:58:06,195 --> 00:58:07,596 and you guys are kind of bumming me out. 1146 00:58:07,630 --> 00:58:08,663 But I do really like you 1147 00:58:08,697 --> 00:58:09,865 and I'm sorry, but I have to bounce. 1148 00:58:09,899 --> 00:58:11,834 But I love you. You look great. 1149 00:58:11,867 --> 00:58:13,435 - Bye. - Bye, guys. 1150 00:58:20,643 --> 00:58:21,810 Hey. 1151 00:58:23,946 --> 00:58:26,949 Hey. 1152 00:58:30,486 --> 00:58:31,420 Hey, Liza. 1153 00:58:32,321 --> 00:58:33,923 Liza, look at me. 1154 00:58:33,956 --> 00:58:39,161 Of course. This is how this... 1155 00:58:40,362 --> 00:58:41,363 Okay. 1156 00:58:41,397 --> 00:58:44,266 You are just so fucking naive. 1157 00:58:45,201 --> 00:58:46,068 Hey. 1158 00:58:46,101 --> 00:58:49,471 To think that like today could be just not 1159 00:58:49,505 --> 00:58:53,342 like a series of soul crushing... 1160 00:58:54,276 --> 00:58:55,277 What it is. 1161 00:58:55,311 --> 00:58:59,281 Like that I could somehow suddenly just be free. 1162 00:59:00,382 --> 00:59:01,517 You are free. 1163 00:59:01,550 --> 00:59:02,952 I am not free. 1164 00:59:03,919 --> 00:59:05,421 I will never be free. 1165 00:59:05,988 --> 00:59:07,022 You said it yourself. 1166 00:59:07,056 --> 00:59:10,059 I am fucking trapped, man. 1167 00:59:10,092 --> 00:59:13,362 And every time I think I can, like, step outside of it. 1168 00:59:13,395 --> 00:59:16,432 Okay, you're made a choice to go down this path. 1169 00:59:16,465 --> 00:59:19,301 No. I made a choice today 1170 00:59:19,335 --> 00:59:21,136 to not set myself up 1171 00:59:22,371 --> 00:59:23,806 to be disappointed. 1172 00:59:23,839 --> 00:59:29,211 I make that choice every day and you just can't fucking let me do it. 1173 00:59:29,245 --> 00:59:31,880 Because it's a fucking horrible way to live. 1174 00:59:31,914 --> 00:59:34,650 Oh my God, what do you know? 1175 00:59:34,684 --> 00:59:37,721 To dull life so you never get disappointed? 1176 00:59:37,753 --> 00:59:40,189 Who cares that the party's canceled? 1177 00:59:40,222 --> 00:59:41,423 I do. 1178 00:59:41,457 --> 00:59:42,791 Well, you should grow up. 1179 00:59:42,825 --> 00:59:44,226 You should grow up. 1180 00:59:44,260 --> 00:59:47,229 That's what I've been trying to do. 1181 00:59:47,263 --> 00:59:48,530 Don't you get it? 1182 00:59:48,564 --> 00:59:50,032 The rules are really fucking simple. 1183 00:59:50,065 --> 00:59:52,768 I can't grow up unless I have my own feelings. 1184 00:59:52,801 --> 00:59:55,471 But your feelings are so fucking overpowering 1185 00:59:55,504 --> 00:59:58,340 that I can't have any of my own. 1186 00:59:58,374 --> 01:00:01,310 Don't you think I'm upset that the party's canceled? 1187 01:00:01,343 --> 01:00:05,014 I don't know. It's like you're always just fucking bright siding everything. 1188 01:00:05,047 --> 01:00:10,152 I need tonight. I need it worse than you do. 1189 01:00:10,185 --> 01:00:11,787 How is that? 1190 01:00:11,820 --> 01:00:14,990 You don't remember? When this all started, 1191 01:00:15,858 --> 01:00:16,992 when you were me, 1192 01:00:18,193 --> 01:00:21,864 and life started feeling like it wasn't worth living. 1193 01:00:22,898 --> 01:00:26,135 And every day since, you can't shake it. 1194 01:00:26,835 --> 01:00:28,437 You want to talk freedom. 1195 01:00:28,470 --> 01:00:33,242 I'm your prisoner and I've been your prisoner this whole fucking time. 1196 01:00:34,843 --> 01:00:38,080 And I thought tonight that I could, 1197 01:00:39,248 --> 01:00:40,416 that we could... 1198 01:00:44,653 --> 01:00:46,188 We can still find Nate. 1199 01:00:47,156 --> 01:00:49,358 And we can still make something happen. 1200 01:00:49,391 --> 01:00:50,326 No. 1201 01:00:51,728 --> 01:00:53,429 Liza, please. 1202 01:00:55,164 --> 01:00:56,332 Please. 1203 01:00:58,434 --> 01:00:59,535 I am alone. 1204 01:01:01,904 --> 01:01:04,006 The universe just keeps telling me 1205 01:01:06,141 --> 01:01:08,844 I am meant to be alone. 1206 01:01:08,877 --> 01:01:11,013 But you're not alone. You have me. 1207 01:01:11,046 --> 01:01:11,947 But you don't count. 1208 01:01:11,980 --> 01:01:15,484 Why do you keep saying that? 1209 01:01:16,885 --> 01:01:18,520 I do count. 1210 01:01:18,554 --> 01:01:21,423 I do count, okay? 1211 01:01:21,457 --> 01:01:26,328 All your life, you've been licking your fucking wounds. 1212 01:01:26,362 --> 01:01:30,165 You haven't realized that I'm the biggest wound of all. 1213 01:01:36,740 --> 01:01:38,107 I can't do this. 1214 01:01:42,344 --> 01:01:43,245 Liza. 1215 01:01:47,416 --> 01:01:48,384 Liza. 1216 01:03:39,361 --> 01:03:40,462 Hey, you! Hey! 1217 01:03:41,096 --> 01:03:42,699 - That's my bike. - Shit! 1218 01:03:42,732 --> 01:03:43,733 The fuck are you doing? 1219 01:03:43,766 --> 01:03:45,167 I'm sorry. 1220 01:03:45,200 --> 01:03:46,903 Why you gotta go and steal my bike? 1221 01:03:46,936 --> 01:03:50,272 I'm so sorry. I didn't realize that it belonged to anyone. There was a sign. 1222 01:03:50,305 --> 01:03:52,508 Yes, I left it on the side of the road with a sign 1223 01:03:52,541 --> 01:03:55,143 because I did a scavenger hunt for my girlfriend. 1224 01:03:55,845 --> 01:03:57,346 Oh, fuck. 1225 01:03:57,379 --> 01:03:59,782 It was supposed to lead her to the place that we first met. 1226 01:03:59,816 --> 01:04:03,285 Is it too late? What? Where? Could you still go? Like, where was it? 1227 01:04:03,853 --> 01:04:05,053 Cheetah's. 1228 01:04:05,855 --> 01:04:07,155 The strip club? 1229 01:04:07,690 --> 01:04:09,191 Yes, the strip club. 1230 01:04:09,224 --> 01:04:10,860 Is she like a dancer? 1231 01:04:10,894 --> 01:04:12,327 No, she's not a dancer. 1232 01:04:12,361 --> 01:04:14,029 She's an interior designer. 1233 01:04:14,530 --> 01:04:15,631 Ah. 1234 01:04:15,664 --> 01:04:16,665 Of strip clubs. 1235 01:04:17,399 --> 01:04:18,133 Really? 1236 01:04:18,166 --> 01:04:19,234 Yes, really. 1237 01:04:19,268 --> 01:04:20,703 Wow, I didn't realize that was like a... 1238 01:04:21,771 --> 01:04:22,839 Yeah, she's really well known. 1239 01:04:22,872 --> 01:04:24,506 Oh. 1240 01:04:24,540 --> 01:04:26,642 I'm super fucking proud of her. She's really made a name for herself. 1241 01:04:26,675 --> 01:04:28,143 Sorry. 1242 01:04:28,176 --> 01:04:30,780 Really romantic evening planned too, but I'm not gonna have it now. 1243 01:04:31,881 --> 01:04:33,515 Because I have no idea where she is. 1244 01:04:34,984 --> 01:04:36,184 I... 1245 01:04:36,218 --> 01:04:37,720 I lost someone, too. 1246 01:04:38,855 --> 01:04:40,790 So I feel your pain. 1247 01:04:41,657 --> 01:04:42,792 Yeah. 1248 01:04:42,825 --> 01:04:43,726 Yeah. 1249 01:04:43,760 --> 01:04:45,594 Who'd you lose? 1250 01:04:45,627 --> 01:04:51,600 My, uh, myself, I guess. 1251 01:04:51,633 --> 01:04:58,307 Oh, wow. It's like an existential scavenger hunt for your soul. 1252 01:04:59,474 --> 01:05:00,676 Yeah, I guess. 1253 01:05:00,710 --> 01:05:02,077 Oh, I dig that. 1254 01:05:02,110 --> 01:05:04,446 Listen, I'm really sorry, again, and, uh... 1255 01:05:04,479 --> 01:05:06,515 You know, It's all yours. I mean, it's literally yours. 1256 01:05:06,548 --> 01:05:10,319 But, it's, now, also, uh, physically yours and, um... 1257 01:05:10,352 --> 01:05:11,921 Hey, keep looking for her, man. 1258 01:05:11,955 --> 01:05:15,557 Yeah, I will and, and... keep, you know, looking for yourself, too. 1259 01:05:15,591 --> 01:05:17,026 - Thanks. - Yeah. 1260 01:05:20,997 --> 01:05:22,598 Oh, shit, she just dropped the pin. 1261 01:05:46,321 --> 01:05:47,924 I think, you know, I'm not there. 1262 01:05:47,957 --> 01:05:49,058 I can get there. 1263 01:05:50,927 --> 01:05:53,062 Get out of me. 1264 01:05:53,096 --> 01:05:54,529 You're laughing. 1265 01:05:56,799 --> 01:05:58,001 Ah, hello. 1266 01:05:58,034 --> 01:05:59,601 - Oh, hi, hi. - Hi. 1267 01:05:59,635 --> 01:06:01,070 Hi, so sorry, I, uh... 1268 01:06:01,104 --> 01:06:03,205 - I thought I heard crying and it sounded like, uh,... - Yeah, you did. 1269 01:06:03,238 --> 01:06:06,843 I'm looking for someone else and it sounded... sounded like her for a moment. 1270 01:06:06,876 --> 01:06:08,477 - Oh. - Sorry. 1271 01:06:08,510 --> 01:06:11,146 - Yeah, don't go, stay. - No, it's okay... 1272 01:06:11,179 --> 01:06:12,447 - No, it's... - Come on in. 1273 01:06:12,481 --> 01:06:14,216 We're actually, you know, we're doing, right now, is 1274 01:06:14,249 --> 01:06:16,518 we're opening up our heart shakers and it's like a... 1275 01:06:16,551 --> 01:06:19,221 - Chakras. Chakras. - Our heart chakras. 1276 01:06:19,254 --> 01:06:21,057 I didn't not want to do it, 1277 01:06:21,090 --> 01:06:22,624 - but... - You do, though, now. 1278 01:06:22,658 --> 01:06:25,627 - Yeah, now, I'm enjoying it, I don't wanna do it, but... - Yeah. 1279 01:06:25,661 --> 01:06:27,663 It's actually really, kind of, a healing, opening... 1280 01:06:27,697 --> 01:06:29,164 It's kind of good to do it right now. 1281 01:06:29,197 --> 01:06:31,734 Yes, it so nice to just like open up 1282 01:06:31,768 --> 01:06:32,835 with our feelings and... 1283 01:06:32,869 --> 01:06:34,536 We do affirmations 1284 01:06:34,569 --> 01:06:38,074 were we sort of shout things that we like about each other. Fake. 1285 01:06:38,107 --> 01:06:39,742 Aww. 1286 01:06:39,776 --> 01:06:42,210 Right, it's nice for them and it feels good just let it flow out of ya. 1287 01:06:42,244 --> 01:06:43,478 - Oral sex. - Ah, hmph. 1288 01:06:44,212 --> 01:06:45,313 Thank you. 1289 01:06:45,347 --> 01:06:46,983 - Well, thank you. - Yeah. 1290 01:06:47,016 --> 01:06:48,417 Well, that, that's beautiful. 1291 01:06:48,450 --> 01:06:52,587 Um, really, and I support you in what you're doing today, 1292 01:06:52,621 --> 01:06:54,090 but I think I should, probably... 1293 01:06:54,123 --> 01:06:56,291 - Oh, we could do you. - I mean, yeah, that might feel good. 1294 01:06:56,324 --> 01:06:58,293 Eyeballs. You got nice eyes. 1295 01:06:58,326 --> 01:07:03,032 Yeah, and your skin is tight and glistening. 1296 01:07:03,066 --> 01:07:05,735 You got a healthy regimen goin there, for sure, absolutely. 1297 01:07:05,768 --> 01:07:08,570 - The bondage straps are cool. - Oh, yes. 1298 01:07:08,603 --> 01:07:12,075 - That's a groovy thing there. Good choice. - Are you done with those? 1299 01:07:12,108 --> 01:07:13,843 Oh, this is just a backpack. 1300 01:07:14,110 --> 01:07:15,410 Oh. 1301 01:07:15,444 --> 01:07:17,146 You could, probably, still use it. 1302 01:07:17,180 --> 01:07:18,613 I think so. 1303 01:07:18,647 --> 01:07:21,117 - Chop it up and use that way if you wanted, you know. - Yeah. 1304 01:07:21,150 --> 01:07:23,186 Just hog tie kind of a thing. 1305 01:07:23,218 --> 01:07:24,721 You wanted to get funky with it. 1306 01:07:24,754 --> 01:07:28,891 Um, anyway, that actually did feel really nice, 1307 01:07:28,925 --> 01:07:33,796 thank you, but, I think, I have to get back to looking for her. 1308 01:07:33,830 --> 01:07:35,832 Yeah, actually, you know what, if you're looking for something 1309 01:07:35,865 --> 01:07:38,167 can I just tell you a real quick story? 1310 01:07:38,201 --> 01:07:39,869 I lost a pair for shoes once, 1311 01:07:39,902 --> 01:07:42,604 I looked around everywhere for these shoes. 1312 01:07:42,637 --> 01:07:45,340 I was really broken up about it because... 1313 01:07:45,373 --> 01:07:48,610 I love these shoes and they were like a part of me. 1314 01:07:48,643 --> 01:07:50,479 I actually cried. You know it's like, uh... 1315 01:07:50,512 --> 01:07:52,581 a piece of me was missing. 1316 01:07:52,614 --> 01:07:56,219 I looked everywhere for them, I couldn't find them and, then, 1317 01:07:56,251 --> 01:07:58,487 ultimately, I did find them 1318 01:07:58,520 --> 01:08:00,388 in the strangest of places... 1319 01:08:00,422 --> 01:08:02,591 They were on my bed. 1320 01:08:02,624 --> 01:08:04,359 Because they were on my feet. 1321 01:08:04,392 --> 01:08:06,028 I was lying in bed wearing my shoes. 1322 01:08:06,628 --> 01:08:07,730 And... 1323 01:08:09,832 --> 01:08:11,768 It made me realize, okay, 1324 01:08:11,801 --> 01:08:16,773 why can't find shoes to just like an outdoor thing, they could be indoors. 1325 01:08:16,806 --> 01:08:20,509 They could be in bed where shoes feel most free. 1326 01:08:20,542 --> 01:08:22,712 You know, most comfortable. 1327 01:08:22,745 --> 01:08:26,182 That's a lot, that's the story about shoes. 1328 01:08:26,215 --> 01:08:28,117 You said that they feel most free. 1329 01:08:28,151 --> 01:08:29,651 Mmm. 1330 01:08:29,685 --> 01:08:32,354 Yes, Oh, my God. I think I just... 1331 01:08:32,387 --> 01:08:35,290 I think I might have just figured out where she is. 1332 01:08:35,323 --> 01:08:36,424 - Oh, yeah? - Because of us? 1333 01:08:36,458 --> 01:08:38,593 - Yeah. - That's amazing. 1334 01:08:38,627 --> 01:08:40,229 - Thank you so much. - Okay. 1335 01:08:40,263 --> 01:08:41,396 - Thank you. - Okay. 1336 01:08:41,429 --> 01:08:42,832 - God speed. - Oh, man. 1337 01:08:44,499 --> 01:08:47,804 - I am tripping balls right now. - Yeah. 1338 01:08:47,837 --> 01:08:49,739 - Yeah. - Like... 1339 01:08:49,772 --> 01:08:51,306 Like super high. 1340 01:08:54,177 --> 01:08:56,444 Hey, was someone just here? 1341 01:08:57,445 --> 01:08:59,414 I don't think so. 1342 01:08:59,982 --> 01:09:01,449 Okay. 1343 01:09:42,158 --> 01:09:43,926 I love the way 1344 01:09:43,960 --> 01:09:45,594 you look at me. 1345 01:09:49,564 --> 01:09:51,901 How your eyes get, like, so big. 1346 01:09:54,003 --> 01:09:58,406 And your lip kind of curls, when you think I'm about say something funny. 1347 01:10:02,677 --> 01:10:05,380 How you laugh with your whole body. 1348 01:10:06,249 --> 01:10:09,517 How no one has taken that from you yet. 1349 01:10:09,551 --> 01:10:12,154 Made you feel embarrassed or... 1350 01:10:13,789 --> 01:10:15,557 Like it's uncool. 1351 01:10:19,161 --> 01:10:21,230 I love how weird your walk is. 1352 01:10:21,264 --> 01:10:22,597 Man, like... 1353 01:10:22,631 --> 01:10:25,600 How big the steps you take are. 1354 01:10:25,634 --> 01:10:28,704 Like you have no uncertainty that you'll get there. 1355 01:10:30,873 --> 01:10:34,609 How you just keep showing up everyday. 1356 01:10:34,643 --> 01:10:38,114 To tell me to keep going even when I don't know how to. 1357 01:10:44,186 --> 01:10:47,290 I have never been loved by anyone 1358 01:10:47,323 --> 01:10:49,125 the way you have loved me. 1359 01:10:51,426 --> 01:10:53,628 And I am so sorry 1360 01:10:55,430 --> 01:10:58,167 that I haven't known how to love you back. 1361 01:11:03,672 --> 01:11:05,440 When I say you don't count, 1362 01:11:05,473 --> 01:11:08,144 I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to me. 1363 01:11:10,246 --> 01:11:12,315 I always forget that... 1364 01:11:12,348 --> 01:11:13,983 ...it's the same thing. 1365 01:11:15,952 --> 01:11:17,153 You do count. 1366 01:11:19,322 --> 01:11:21,556 You count more than anyone. 1367 01:11:23,025 --> 01:11:24,760 You count more than me. 1368 01:11:28,998 --> 01:11:30,565 No, I don't. 1369 01:11:31,867 --> 01:11:33,035 You do. 1370 01:11:34,636 --> 01:11:36,872 I need you to know that you do. 1371 01:11:36,906 --> 01:11:39,976 You made it count, you have to count too. 1372 01:11:47,850 --> 01:11:49,484 Okay? 1373 01:11:54,156 --> 01:11:55,691 Okay. 1374 01:12:08,738 --> 01:12:10,873 You think I walk weird? 1375 01:12:12,041 --> 01:12:13,876 That's your take away? 1376 01:12:14,710 --> 01:12:16,846 It was fucking weird. 1377 01:12:20,548 --> 01:12:22,517 I love you, Liza. 1378 01:12:23,651 --> 01:12:25,721 I love you, Liza. 1379 01:12:34,330 --> 01:12:35,865 Hey, how did you get here, anyway? 1380 01:12:40,336 --> 01:12:41,804 This is John. 1381 01:12:41,837 --> 01:12:44,539 Hi, I'm John, I stole your car. 1382 01:12:44,572 --> 01:12:48,077 It feels really good to get that out, I gotta say. 1383 01:12:48,110 --> 01:12:51,546 I just, uh... 1384 01:12:51,579 --> 01:12:55,017 I didn't want the last thing on Earth to be like a negative thing. 1385 01:12:55,051 --> 01:12:58,087 I wanted... I wanted it to be a positive thing, you know, for me, so... 1386 01:12:58,120 --> 01:12:59,855 I don't know if you have noticed this, 1387 01:12:59,889 --> 01:13:02,024 but, I've been trying all day, I've been following you. 1388 01:13:02,058 --> 01:13:03,125 You know, we did notice. 1389 01:13:03,459 --> 01:13:05,194 Yeah. 1390 01:13:05,227 --> 01:13:10,032 Yeah, I'm not really like a outdoors person, I'm more of an indoors person. 1391 01:13:10,066 --> 01:13:12,468 I spent my... all my time indoors, 1392 01:13:12,501 --> 01:13:14,470 you know, except when I'm like stealing stuff. 1393 01:13:14,503 --> 01:13:16,472 Which is like everyday. 1394 01:13:16,505 --> 01:13:18,074 - Really? - Cool. 1395 01:13:18,107 --> 01:13:20,309 I didn't always wanna lead a life of crime. 1396 01:13:20,342 --> 01:13:22,411 I've actually got a pretty interesting back story. 1397 01:13:22,445 --> 01:13:24,213 It's a very interesting story. 1398 01:13:24,246 --> 01:13:26,015 I just wanted to do musicals. 1399 01:13:26,048 --> 01:13:27,850 I could do it, you know what I mean. 1400 01:13:27,883 --> 01:13:30,719 'Cause I can sing, you know, like, I can sing. 1401 01:13:30,753 --> 01:13:36,459 ♪ Judas, I love you, Judas ♪ 1402 01:13:36,492 --> 01:13:39,728 ♪ How could you betray me ♪ 1403 01:13:39,762 --> 01:13:41,864 You know, I should have done musicals. 1404 01:13:41,897 --> 01:13:42,965 Um... 1405 01:13:43,766 --> 01:13:46,302 Are you going to Mandy's party? 1406 01:13:46,335 --> 01:13:48,804 - What, you're going? - I thought that wasn't happening. 1407 01:13:48,838 --> 01:13:53,109 No, I have it on good authority that it's very much now, happening again, so... 1408 01:13:53,142 --> 01:13:54,243 I'd give you a ride. 1409 01:13:54,676 --> 01:13:56,212 It's my car, man. 1410 01:13:56,245 --> 01:13:59,148 Yes, this is your car. Can I actually get a ride back to my house? 1411 01:13:59,181 --> 01:14:01,150 I got a house full of wild animals. 1412 01:14:01,183 --> 01:14:04,353 It's a long story, that's a whole story in another self, 1413 01:14:04,386 --> 01:14:07,156 but, they are not domesticated. 1414 01:14:07,189 --> 01:14:09,492 I mean, do you want to drive or you want me to drive? 1415 01:14:09,525 --> 01:14:12,995 Actually, you drive. I've had a long day. 1416 01:14:13,462 --> 01:14:15,064 Oh, my God. 1417 01:14:15,097 --> 01:14:18,868 Am I making sense, because here's the deal. 1418 01:14:18,901 --> 01:14:22,371 Solids are solid, hard isn't hard unless you allow it be hard. 1419 01:14:22,404 --> 01:14:24,273 If you enter negotiation 1420 01:14:24,306 --> 01:14:26,242 that's when I realized 1421 01:14:26,275 --> 01:14:30,546 that I could chew through metal because I didn't allow the metal 1422 01:14:30,579 --> 01:14:31,747 to have power over me. 1423 01:14:31,780 --> 01:14:33,549 Do you know what I'm saying? 1424 01:14:33,582 --> 01:14:35,985 Okay, so, it's like a lot, I know. 1425 01:14:36,018 --> 01:14:37,820 Okay, it's a lot. It's a lot to handle, it's a lot to process. 1426 01:14:37,853 --> 01:14:39,588 Just think about it. 1427 01:14:39,622 --> 01:14:42,224 - Hi, baby, how's it going? - Wow. 1428 01:14:42,258 --> 01:14:43,392 ♪ Rhinestone cowgirl ♪ 1429 01:14:43,425 --> 01:14:45,227 - Oh, you look amazing. - I know. 1430 01:14:45,261 --> 01:14:46,595 Are you, you're good? 1431 01:14:46,629 --> 01:14:48,663 - Yes, yes. - Oh, okay. 1432 01:14:48,697 --> 01:14:50,032 - Are you okay? - Oh, I'm fine. 1433 01:14:50,065 --> 01:14:53,802 Yeah, we had just heard, um, that you might have... 1434 01:14:53,836 --> 01:14:55,704 - There's a rumor... - Well, yeah... 1435 01:14:55,738 --> 01:14:58,641 - But you look great. - I know. 1436 01:14:58,673 --> 01:15:00,376 ♪ Cara who ♪ 1437 01:15:00,409 --> 01:15:01,777 ♪ Cara what ♪ 1438 01:15:01,810 --> 01:15:03,646 ♪ Cara who ♪ 1439 01:15:03,678 --> 01:15:04,914 ♪ Cara would ♪ 1440 01:15:04,947 --> 01:15:06,715 ♪ Cara where ♪ 1441 01:15:06,749 --> 01:15:08,484 - Right here. In there. - Right here. 1442 01:15:08,517 --> 01:15:09,685 He had some Ketamine too. 1443 01:15:09,718 --> 01:15:11,420 We guys smoked and snorted it. 1444 01:15:11,453 --> 01:15:15,291 The thing is, your friends are not cool, they're really bumming me out. 1445 01:15:15,324 --> 01:15:16,759 I mean, for real. 1446 01:15:16,792 --> 01:15:18,561 These people, is fucking bumming me out, dude, 1447 01:15:18,594 --> 01:15:22,865 I mean, the facts are it's a wrap, and I'm celebrating tonight 1448 01:15:22,898 --> 01:15:25,134 because I should've been dead a long time ago. 1449 01:15:25,167 --> 01:15:28,270 - Dude. Oh, that I'd... - I mean, for real. Whoa, whoa, whoa. 1450 01:15:28,304 --> 01:15:29,471 You know what I'm saying? 1451 01:15:29,505 --> 01:15:31,707 Yeah, I've read... I've read a lot of things about you. 1452 01:15:31,740 --> 01:15:33,209 - You know where we met? - Where? 1453 01:15:33,242 --> 01:15:35,477 - TikTok, don't stop. - TikTok, TikTok, TikTok... 1454 01:15:35,511 --> 01:15:37,079 You met on TikTok. 1455 01:15:37,112 --> 01:15:40,583 Wow, that's like a whole new meet cue. 1456 01:15:41,784 --> 01:15:44,186 We have decided, as a team, 1457 01:15:44,220 --> 01:15:47,957 that we are going to get pregnant tonight 1458 01:15:47,990 --> 01:15:51,227 because we can take the zygote 1459 01:15:51,260 --> 01:15:52,595 through the portal 1460 01:15:52,628 --> 01:15:53,996 that we're about to all cross through... 1461 01:15:54,029 --> 01:15:55,764 Stop saying you're gonna die. 1462 01:15:55,798 --> 01:15:57,633 After I put it in her port hole. 1463 01:15:57,666 --> 01:15:58,801 - ...the front one. - Yeah. 1464 01:15:59,703 --> 01:16:01,870 We do need to copulate. 1465 01:16:01,904 --> 01:16:03,205 So, we'll go and we'll be back. 1466 01:16:03,239 --> 01:16:04,840 - Make yourself at home. Have fun. - Alright. 1467 01:16:04,873 --> 01:16:06,375 Do you want this? 1468 01:16:06,408 --> 01:16:07,876 - I'm good. - Okay, let's go. 1469 01:16:08,744 --> 01:16:10,779 Okay, bye-bye. 1470 01:16:18,454 --> 01:16:19,855 Ah, okay. 1471 01:16:24,159 --> 01:16:25,494 Hi. 1472 01:16:25,527 --> 01:16:26,595 Hi. 1473 01:16:26,629 --> 01:16:28,430 - You came. - Oh, I did, yeah. 1474 01:16:32,568 --> 01:16:34,203 Nate, I am... 1475 01:16:37,339 --> 01:16:40,976 Listen, I've been meaning to tell you something for a long time. 1476 01:16:44,246 --> 01:16:45,347 Okay. 1477 01:16:48,417 --> 01:16:50,085 You have my... 1478 01:16:50,119 --> 01:16:51,620 favorite sweatshirt still or what? 1479 01:16:51,654 --> 01:16:53,122 No. 1480 01:16:53,155 --> 01:16:57,092 I mean, I actually do have your sweatshirt still. 1481 01:16:57,126 --> 01:16:59,061 I would say I'd get it back to you, but... 1482 01:16:59,094 --> 01:17:00,362 Yeah. 1483 01:17:01,230 --> 01:17:02,831 Nate, I... 1484 01:17:06,669 --> 01:17:08,237 I love you. 1485 01:17:10,774 --> 01:17:12,574 I've always loved you. 1486 01:17:13,509 --> 01:17:15,044 And I... 1487 01:17:16,645 --> 01:17:19,716 I guess, I'm just not great at... 1488 01:17:19,749 --> 01:17:22,251 Well, um... 1489 01:17:23,185 --> 01:17:24,386 Nobody is. 1490 01:17:25,087 --> 01:17:26,255 You are. 1491 01:17:27,724 --> 01:17:29,091 You were 1492 01:17:29,124 --> 01:17:33,629 and I wasn't able to receive it 1493 01:17:33,662 --> 01:17:37,566 and I'm, really, I'm so sorry... 1494 01:17:37,599 --> 01:17:39,101 Nah. 1495 01:17:39,134 --> 01:17:43,238 ...that I hurt you. I... you know, it's not. It's really not... 1496 01:17:43,272 --> 01:17:46,608 I mean, it sucked, it hurt, but... 1497 01:17:48,778 --> 01:17:51,748 It means a lot to... 1498 01:17:51,781 --> 01:17:53,849 To hear that from you right now. 1499 01:17:55,417 --> 01:17:56,919 'Cause I love you. 1500 01:17:59,221 --> 01:18:01,123 And I never stop loving you. 1501 01:18:04,761 --> 01:18:07,396 Damn, me too. 1502 01:18:08,597 --> 01:18:09,865 Really? 1503 01:18:10,866 --> 01:18:12,201 Really. 1504 01:18:14,636 --> 01:18:15,571 Damn. 1505 01:18:16,706 --> 01:18:18,407 What could've been. 1506 01:18:18,440 --> 01:18:19,809 Yeah, if only. 1507 01:18:19,843 --> 01:18:21,410 Yeah, I fucked it up. 1508 01:18:21,443 --> 01:18:24,380 Yeah, I know, man. I'm a fucking idiot. 1509 01:18:24,413 --> 01:18:25,314 You are. 1510 01:18:33,723 --> 01:18:35,057 I've an idea. 1511 01:18:35,457 --> 01:18:36,558 Okay. 1512 01:18:39,027 --> 01:18:41,798 What if we don't ruin it? 1513 01:18:41,831 --> 01:18:44,900 You mean, just like leave it at that? 1514 01:18:45,267 --> 01:18:46,368 Yeah. 1515 01:18:47,771 --> 01:18:49,571 Pick it up in the next one. 1516 01:18:49,605 --> 01:18:51,340 God, I hope so. 1517 01:18:53,909 --> 01:18:55,177 Yeah. 1518 01:18:59,783 --> 01:19:01,684 Hey, you wanna go inside or... 1519 01:19:02,651 --> 01:19:04,086 Um... 1520 01:19:09,057 --> 01:19:11,360 No, I think I'm gonna go home. 1521 01:19:12,661 --> 01:19:15,597 You're gonna be okay by yourself tonight, Liza? 1522 01:19:17,466 --> 01:19:19,034 I won't be. 1523 01:19:50,532 --> 01:19:52,000 Ready? 1524 01:19:54,670 --> 01:19:56,171 Yeah. 1525 01:19:57,941 --> 01:19:59,174 You? 1526 01:20:01,911 --> 01:20:03,278 Yeah. 111024