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insomnia, amnesia
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aphasia, disequilibrium
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hemiplegia, dementia
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schizophrenia
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to name a few of the things
the surgery may entail
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if i m am lucky
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i get to live with one of those
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Wei Yihang
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try to think of something
during the operation
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to stay awak
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like what?
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anything
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anything
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that's a non answer
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you might as well tell me not to ask
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for people in this operating room
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other than the tumor in my brain
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anything else
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is not wrote mentioning
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it's ready
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Gauze
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Aspirator
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HR normal
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BP normal
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O2 sats normal
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A Little Red Flower
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the result come back fine
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as for the visions you've been seeing
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be it memory
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or premonition
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as long as they don't affect your life now
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don't mind them
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two years since the surgery
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I've heard such words a million times
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yet, it won't make the
hallucinations go away
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nor can it change my life
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guess I'm done here
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I'll wait outside
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what the...
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he's just...
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it's alright
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kids his age
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even without the disease
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would act rebellious
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he should hang out with
his friends more often
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that's the thing, he has no friends
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now that he's suspended
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he doesn't even talk to his old classmates
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are you in Xiao Wu's group?
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yeah
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Xiao Wu is such a nice guy
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he comes visit us all the time
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still, it'd be easier to
make a fish climb a tree
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than to get that kid to do activities
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kid
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come here
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food's ready
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sit straight
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here, open your mouth
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there you go
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good girl
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daddy, you have some too
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the nurses lady said you don't eat enough
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what does she know?
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here
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actually, I just ate
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beef stew with rice
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I want beef stew too
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tell you what, after the checkup
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I'll take you to dinner tonight
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how does that sound?
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great
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ok, now
take a bit bite
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hi there
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receipt, please
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five more yuan for the overtime
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it's just five minutes, kiddo
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and i don't need no receipt
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it's still overtime
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it's not like I haven't tried
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but my car before me was drawing
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tell it the computer
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now you're just
being unreasonable
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why should I pay the
price for someone else's slacking?
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meet my mom
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ุงan accountant who gave up
her career to take care of me
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and has spent half of
her lifetime saving money
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i'm not out of cash
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see?
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pay with your phone then
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there's no signal here
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no signal
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see?
it works fine
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no
why you...
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it doesn't
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never mind
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just go
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thank you
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how about that for mommy huh?
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you've wasted a good 3 minutes
and 30 seconds
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bravo
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thirty days a month
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167 hours of worktime
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that's 10020 minutes in total
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i make 5500 a month
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that's 54 cents per minute
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for three and half minutes. it's 1.89 yuan
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and i just made five
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i'm a cancer patient, hello?
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how many three and a half minutes
do you think i have?
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WERE, you were a cancer patient
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didn't you hear what the doctor said?
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the recurrence rate is extremely low
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Yihang,food's ready
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-come on
-sure
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this is my dad
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an average office worker in
an average company
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he picked up sculpting since i got sick
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his works, let's just say
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swing violently between master pieces
and car crash scenes
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trying to match the genius of
mother nature all by himself
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one turnip costs three yuan now
you know that?
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the turnip may cost just three
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but the time and effort i put in it
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are worth way more than that
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plus the aesthetics and thought
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it's called studying the nature of things
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and what exactly did you learn?
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that carrots contain
less water than turnips
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and the fibers are too rough to carve with
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enough of this nonsense
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if only our son were
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half as talkative as you are
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i'm done
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wait
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did you hear what the doctor said today?
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stop playing on your phone all the time
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go out and make some friends
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hi
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my name's Wei Yihang
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that's good
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and then?
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do you want to see my brain tumor biopsy?
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take this for me
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Xiao Wu is here
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Mrs.Wei, watch out
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Wu Xiaomei
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he owns a wig shop across
the tumor hospital
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and a support group for cancer patients
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he is the ultimate chicken-soup-for
the-soul believer
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and a self-claimed friend of mine
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and, in secret
my mom's number one spy
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don't mind me
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go make some tea
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you didn't reply to my WeChat messages
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it's A-Kou's memorial service
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you must go
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did you wash your hands?
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A-Kou
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you knew her
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the one who
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bought that big wavy wig at my shop?
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the cosplayer?
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we had a deal
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she didn't want it to be too serious
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so it's going to be a cos party
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and a fancy one
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i know nothing about cosplay
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i'll get you wig
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jut put it on
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and play along
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- alright?
- he'll go
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absolutely
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never mind him
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come here and have some tea
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Xiao Wu
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tell me something
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how did it happen with the girl?
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it spread
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she suffered a lot, that one, didn't she?
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she sure did
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i thought
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it was removed
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xiao wu just said, it spread
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memories
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or fantasies
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past
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or the future
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i can always see the images
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they told me it's
just hallucination induced by the surgery
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but i'm certain that
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something important must be waiting for me
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there is place i need to be
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it's just, before i can prove any of that
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i have to try and
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be normal
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here, this is my card
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i'm Wu Xiaomei
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xiao as in po xiao, meaninig dawn
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and Mei as in you mei, meaning serenity
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i was born in the morning
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hence the name
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you're welcomed to come back anytime
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sure
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just a second
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you go first
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i'll catch up with you leter
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just open yourself up a little
you hear me?
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hey
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i forgot to tell you
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if you meet someone you like
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remember to friend them on WeChat
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wait a second
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you guys keep telling me i'm weird
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now take a look at this bunch
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you'd see how normal i am
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let me play this video
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and show you the real freaks
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sister A-kou
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i still haven't figured out
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how much older you are than me
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every time i asked you
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you said you were eighteen
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not a day older
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well, i guess you'd be eighteen forever now
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i don't know what to say
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so i'll just play for you
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whold you look at that?
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guy has purple hair
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and don't even get me
started on that costume
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see?
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sorry, bro
i dropped my phone in there
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let me just get it
just a sec
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almost got it
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what are you groping for?
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hey
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son
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i find these kids adorable
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why are you calling them freaks?
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you are so...
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mom, why don't you hang up now
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hello?
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i didn't get that, say again?
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i said, mom, why don't you hag up?
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i can't talk right now
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maybe later
can you hang up for now?
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let me tell you one more time
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i don't care if you think others are freaks
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you should always be polite
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show some passion, and a big smile
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remember what the doctor said
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what's the most important thing
for you now?
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socializing
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i know
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ok, then
it's my turn
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i'll come pick you up later
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didn't your mom tell you to be polite?
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thanks
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thanks?
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and...
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i'm sorry
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where is the passion?
and the big smile?
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mama's boy
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is this young lady here for the
morial service, too?
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no, she's not
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honey
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so your motorcycle broke down, huh?
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you do you feel hot in this?
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it's alright
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i bought it when my dad's
shop had this sale
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i don't do cosplay so
i just wear it as an aoutfit
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you dad owns a shop?
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a car garage, yes
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i see you and my son
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are about the same age
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eyes on thr road, mom
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i know
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honey
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what's your name?
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it's Ma Xiaoyuan
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son
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introduce yourself
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now
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son?
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alright
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hi, my name is Wei Yihang
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do you want to see my brain tumor biopsy?
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00:14:23,450 --> 00:14:24,450
sure
290
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what level?
291
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two
292
00:14:31,077 --> 00:14:32,652
that's nothing to brag about
293
00:14:32,822 --> 00:14:34,366
i was a level two back when i was five
294
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Mrs. Wei
295
00:14:36,349 --> 00:14:37,605
just pull over up there, please
296
00:14:45,656 --> 00:14:47,464
try to play cool with
your brain tumor biops?
297
00:14:47,489 --> 00:14:48,515
that's just lame
298
00:14:48,952 --> 00:14:49,957
Thank you, Mrs. Wei
299
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see you mama's boy
300
00:14:59,837 --> 00:15:01,630
my son got schooled
301
00:15:03,155 --> 00:15:04,630
would you stop laughing?
302
00:15:04,851 --> 00:15:05,855
OK, i'll stop
303
00:15:12,325 --> 00:15:13,790
support group
304
00:15:21,733 --> 00:15:23,413
Weibo ID: go_f_urself
305
00:15:57,989 --> 00:15:58,989
ketchup
306
00:16:00,346 --> 00:16:01,355
soda
307
00:16:03,974 --> 00:16:05,156
durian
308
00:16:07,204 --> 00:16:08,370
and most importantly
309
00:16:08,458 --> 00:16:09,601
oldenlandia water
310
00:16:11,860 --> 00:16:14,193
xiao qing's infamous breakup potion
311
00:16:14,741 --> 00:16:16,265
she said it tastes like a bad breakup
312
00:16:17,424 --> 00:16:18,424
there you go
313
00:16:29,835 --> 00:16:30,841
my bad, my bad
314
00:16:30,866 --> 00:16:31,866
my bad
315
00:16:32,443 --> 00:16:33,744
i forgot to knock, my bad
316
00:16:34,793 --> 00:16:35,793
continue
317
00:16:38,866 --> 00:16:39,866
mom
318
00:16:40,872 --> 00:16:41,872
i was just
319
00:16:47,538 --> 00:16:48,561
my son has growm up
320
00:16:48,586 --> 00:16:49,910
no, not like that
321
00:16:50,807 --> 00:16:51,823
it's not what you think
322
00:16:52,085 --> 00:16:53,093
i've been there
323
00:16:53,434 --> 00:16:54,434
just go
324
00:17:07,581 --> 00:17:08,581
sweet yet spicy
325
00:17:08,775 --> 00:17:09,863
bitter and puckery
326
00:17:10,490 --> 00:17:11,891
that's it for today
327
00:17:13,069 --> 00:17:14,740
thank you guys
all eight of you online
328
00:17:14,835 --> 00:17:16,462
that's it for today
329
00:17:16,502 --> 00:17:17,716
tomorrow at the group session
330
00:17:17,750 --> 00:17:19,219
Mr. Zhang Hesong will give a lecture
331
00:17:19,536 --> 00:17:22,060
which i begged him to do with a dozen IMs
332
00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:24,536
so please don't be late
333
00:17:32,108 --> 00:17:33,108
boring
334
00:17:56,417 --> 00:17:57,581
i once said
335
00:17:59,081 --> 00:18:00,081
a life
336
00:18:00,106 --> 00:18:01,859
full of different flavors
337
00:18:02,741 --> 00:18:05,040
is what makes us fearless
338
00:18:06,943 --> 00:18:08,341
many people have told me that
339
00:18:08,943 --> 00:18:09,944
look who's here
340
00:18:09,969 --> 00:18:11,278
first activity, i suppose?
341
00:18:11,357 --> 00:18:12,357
let's go
342
00:18:12,702 --> 00:18:14,106
and every time i hear that
343
00:18:14,214 --> 00:18:15,214
i feel awkward
344
00:18:15,463 --> 00:18:17,051
surely i don't deserve such compliment
345
00:18:17,432 --> 00:18:19,820
i just love to come here
and share with everyone
346
00:18:20,045 --> 00:18:22,142
my take on the wisdom of life
347
00:18:22,569 --> 00:18:23,569
meanwhile
348
00:18:23,594 --> 00:18:26,128
i'm sure i'll also learn something
349
00:18:26,250 --> 00:18:27,372
from the stories you share
350
00:18:30,570 --> 00:18:31,570
flavor number one
351
00:18:32,087 --> 00:18:33,087
sweet
352
00:18:33,562 --> 00:18:34,564
- i'll go
- please do
353
00:18:37,405 --> 00:18:38,406
i'm Yang
354
00:18:38,864 --> 00:18:40,070
and i've been on chemo forever
355
00:18:41,083 --> 00:18:42,427
if there's one thing i've learned
356
00:18:43,017 --> 00:18:44,118
in years of hospitalization
357
00:18:44,412 --> 00:18:45,570
it is my poker skill
358
00:18:45,957 --> 00:18:46,968
which has become awesome
359
00:18:48,095 --> 00:18:49,095
what i got
360
00:18:49,120 --> 00:18:51,168
is a malignant bone tumor
361
00:18:51,386 --> 00:18:53,572
also known as bone cancer
362
00:18:53,778 --> 00:18:54,778
i heard that
363
00:18:54,803 --> 00:18:56,525
out of every hundred breast cencer patients
364
00:18:56,557 --> 00:18:57,862
one is male
365
00:18:58,211 --> 00:18:59,227
and i was the one
366
00:19:00,803 --> 00:19:01,811
the calligraply
367
00:19:01,836 --> 00:19:02,838
anyone interested
368
00:19:02,863 --> 00:19:03,868
in keeping it?
369
00:19:04,329 --> 00:19:05,345
for just one hundred yuan
370
00:19:05,734 --> 00:19:06,908
you'll also get
371
00:19:06,933 --> 00:19:09,615
a book with my autograph
372
00:19:09,775 --> 00:19:11,776
i'll take the calligraphy
373
00:19:12,181 --> 00:19:13,181
there you go
374
00:19:16,966 --> 00:19:17,966
thank you
375
00:19:17,991 --> 00:19:19,704
i love the quote on the back cover
376
00:19:19,729 --> 00:19:20,729
which one?
377
00:19:20,754 --> 00:19:22,252
always hope for a miracle
378
00:19:23,189 --> 00:19:25,724
while learning to live in peace
with the cancer
379
00:19:26,153 --> 00:19:27,247
bravo
380
00:19:28,255 --> 00:19:29,255
everything
381
00:19:29,280 --> 00:19:30,541
will defintely
382
00:19:30,796 --> 00:19:31,796
get better
383
00:19:32,408 --> 00:19:33,421
in your life
384
00:19:33,446 --> 00:19:34,812
fantastic
385
00:19:35,853 --> 00:19:37,241
young man, i've been watching you
386
00:19:37,921 --> 00:19:39,408
you have something to say, don't you?
387
00:19:40,439 --> 00:19:41,837
let's give him a round of applause
388
00:19:48,557 --> 00:19:50,025
no one has spoken on "sour" yet
389
00:19:50,810 --> 00:19:51,810
step forward
390
00:19:56,579 --> 00:19:58,626
you guys don't seriously
believe in this, do you?
391
00:19:59,878 --> 00:20:02,645
you think he really cares
about the "flavors" of your life?
392
00:20:04,327 --> 00:20:06,007
hope for a miracle...
393
00:20:06,967 --> 00:20:08,487
there is no miracle
394
00:20:11,917 --> 00:20:13,277
to me the only miracle would be
395
00:20:13,563 --> 00:20:15,503
to wake up and find that none
of this exists
396
00:20:15,915 --> 00:20:17,788
that i never had a tumor
397
00:20:18,472 --> 00:20:20,480
so my family don't have
to live a thrifty life
398
00:20:20,960 --> 00:20:23,408
or i don't toss and turn in bed
all night because of the pain
399
00:20:23,436 --> 00:20:24,436
son
400
00:20:24,969 --> 00:20:26,499
this is a group for cancer patients
401
00:20:26,752 --> 00:20:28,396
we're supposed to encourage each other
402
00:20:28,435 --> 00:20:30,270
why you had to come and
say things like that?
403
00:20:30,602 --> 00:20:33,113
if encouraging each other could kill cancer
404
00:20:33,644 --> 00:20:35,224
i'd be the first to sign up
405
00:20:36,136 --> 00:20:37,803
and where did you even find this guy
406
00:20:38,216 --> 00:20:39,565
who is clearly a fraud
407
00:20:44,564 --> 00:20:45,770
this is outrageous
408
00:20:46,151 --> 00:20:48,085
i just want to look healthier
409
00:20:48,161 --> 00:20:49,161
is that wrong?
410
00:20:49,479 --> 00:20:51,212
i just want to look normal
411
00:20:51,263 --> 00:20:52,383
is that wrong?
412
00:20:53,315 --> 00:20:54,515
pain is private
413
00:20:54,976 --> 00:20:56,287
no need to show it to everybody
414
00:20:56,637 --> 00:20:58,374
let alone pretending to be normal
415
00:21:02,361 --> 00:21:03,361
Wei Yihang
416
00:21:03,654 --> 00:21:04,656
so, for you, cancer
417
00:21:04,681 --> 00:21:06,714
is nothing but an excuse to act crazy?
418
00:21:06,936 --> 00:21:08,708
as little as you care
about others' feelings
419
00:21:08,733 --> 00:21:10,458
you certainly made an effort to look normal
420
00:21:10,458 --> 00:21:12,458
why don't you live up to your words
421
00:21:12,585 --> 00:21:13,984
and take off thet outfit?
422
00:21:14,111 --> 00:21:15,845
now you're just trying to picka fight
423
00:21:15,971 --> 00:21:17,241
i dare you to do it
424
00:21:19,299 --> 00:21:20,299
guys, guys
425
00:21:20,616 --> 00:21:21,897
Yihang didn't mean any of that
426
00:21:21,930 --> 00:21:23,105
he's just a kid
427
00:21:23,177 --> 00:21:24,591
Mr. Zhang
why don't you carry on?
428
00:21:24,670 --> 00:21:25,678
go
429
00:21:30,626 --> 00:21:31,626
No, No, No
430
00:21:35,443 --> 00:21:36,443
are you done?
431
00:21:55,974 --> 00:21:56,982
should i continue?
432
00:22:16,820 --> 00:22:17,820
welcome home
433
00:22:17,983 --> 00:22:19,047
how was it?
434
00:22:21,974 --> 00:22:23,014
watch the pan
435
00:22:27,336 --> 00:22:28,336
Mrs
436
00:22:28,361 --> 00:22:31,100
hey you, stop pinching it or
i might as well give it to you for free
437
00:22:31,125 --> 00:22:32,770
i have to, look how rotten it is
438
00:22:33,088 --> 00:22:34,162
and these should be free
439
00:22:34,224 --> 00:22:35,630
you're selling rotten vegetables
440
00:22:35,829 --> 00:22:37,480
here
weight it
441
00:22:45,207 --> 00:22:46,636
- hello?
- Wei Yihang?
442
00:22:47,630 --> 00:22:49,204
how come you didn't show up today?
443
00:22:49,925 --> 00:22:50,928
who is this?
444
00:22:51,044 --> 00:22:52,044
it's me, Ma Xiaoyuan
445
00:22:54,050 --> 00:22:55,170
do i know you?
446
00:22:55,232 --> 00:22:57,227
the girl whoasked you
to take off your clothes?
447
00:23:00,726 --> 00:23:01,743
what do you want?
448
00:23:02,107 --> 00:23:03,107
the thing is
449
00:23:03,132 --> 00:23:05,536
a friend of mine was at
Master Zhang's lecture the other day
450
00:23:05,561 --> 00:23:07,190
he heard your speech
and was intrigued
451
00:23:07,460 --> 00:23:09,113
they're making this documentary on cancer
452
00:23:09,138 --> 00:23:11,530
_ he was wondering if you'd do an interview
_ not interested
453
00:23:11,910 --> 00:23:13,014
please, do me a favor
454
00:23:13,331 --> 00:23:15,738
don't blow off big opportunities
because of our stupid fight
455
00:23:16,069 --> 00:23:17,963
this documentary could really
make a difference
456
00:23:17,988 --> 00:23:18,988
hold on
457
00:23:19,043 --> 00:23:22,111
it was not just a fight
call it whatever you like
458
00:23:22,608 --> 00:23:24,922
i'll meet you at your place
tomorrow at three
459
00:23:26,577 --> 00:23:28,378
i friended you on WeChat
accept it
460
00:23:29,037 --> 00:23:30,259
but I haven't told you....
461
00:23:30,819 --> 00:23:31,819
hello?
462
00:23:56,110 --> 00:23:57,118
no one
463
00:23:57,289 --> 00:23:59,185
is an island
464
00:23:59,656 --> 00:24:00,799
the illness
465
00:24:00,883 --> 00:24:03,545
may have kept us further apart
466
00:24:04,160 --> 00:24:06,127
but sharing and mutual help
467
00:24:06,271 --> 00:24:09,059
are what connect us
468
00:24:10,086 --> 00:24:11,466
we must learn to
469
00:24:11,628 --> 00:24:13,565
live in place with the cancer
470
00:24:13,868 --> 00:24:15,020
excuse me
471
00:24:15,084 --> 00:24:16,084
can we stop?
472
00:24:26,471 --> 00:24:27,471
don't be nervous
473
00:24:27,739 --> 00:24:28,739
no pressure
474
00:24:28,886 --> 00:24:30,158
just speak your mind
475
00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:32,360
that's what i did
476
00:24:33,375 --> 00:24:35,055
that's what everyone says
477
00:24:35,284 --> 00:24:36,942
just repeat your speech
478
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:38,665
at the session the other day
479
00:24:41,875 --> 00:24:42,875
i see
480
00:24:43,570 --> 00:24:44,986
no wonder you came to me
481
00:24:45,869 --> 00:24:47,680
I am a negative example
482
00:24:48,045 --> 00:24:49,338
negative schmegative
483
00:24:49,694 --> 00:24:52,243
different voices should be heard from
cancer fighters
484
00:24:52,918 --> 00:24:53,933
I'm not fighter
485
00:24:54,375 --> 00:24:55,375
no voice
486
00:24:55,725 --> 00:24:56,725
ask them to leave
487
00:25:01,396 --> 00:25:02,658
I know you like this
488
00:25:02,953 --> 00:25:05,261
this morning I went to a Troy shop
and bought it for you
489
00:25:12,238 --> 00:25:13,436
come on, help me out here
490
00:25:14,030 --> 00:25:15,118
Ma Xiaoyuan
491
00:25:16,071 --> 00:25:17,652
are you freaking kidding me?
492
00:25:42,924 --> 00:25:45,014
now, think of this as a token of our
implacable feud
493
00:25:45,039 --> 00:25:46,802
drink it up and I'll help you
494
00:25:49,458 --> 00:25:50,820
you watched my live streaming
495
00:25:53,208 --> 00:25:54,408
not on purpose
496
00:25:54,774 --> 00:25:56,043
and you followed me on Weibo
497
00:25:57,028 --> 00:25:58,028
I ...
498
00:25:59,220 --> 00:26:01,103
that's how you knew i invited Master Zhang
499
00:26:10,187 --> 00:26:11,209
Lao Sun
500
00:26:11,463 --> 00:26:12,463
let's go
501
00:26:12,488 --> 00:26:13,488
Okey
502
00:26:14,104 --> 00:26:15,907
sorry for the trouble, Mrs Wei
503
00:26:15,978 --> 00:26:17,260
it's ok, no trouble
504
00:26:17,319 --> 00:26:18,434
you're done filming?
505
00:26:48,616 --> 00:26:51,161
check out my stream
506
00:27:07,412 --> 00:27:09,409
logged on yet?
507
00:27:09,900 --> 00:27:10,900
yep
508
00:27:16,748 --> 00:27:17,748
ketchup
509
00:27:19,849 --> 00:27:20,849
yogurt
510
00:27:22,212 --> 00:27:23,212
leek flower
511
00:27:25,062 --> 00:27:26,102
white vinegar
512
00:27:27,352 --> 00:27:28,370
vintage vinegar
513
00:27:30,458 --> 00:27:32,192
i did something dumb today
514
00:27:32,714 --> 00:27:34,571
i neglected the feeling of a fellow member
515
00:27:34,968 --> 00:27:36,547
and it's only fair that i get punished
516
00:27:36,572 --> 00:27:37,572
this implacable feud
517
00:27:37,595 --> 00:27:38,595
cheers
518
00:28:01,755 --> 00:28:03,400
I'm gonna go puke a little
bye everyone
519
00:28:06,899 --> 00:28:08,690
you alright?
520
00:28:09,581 --> 00:28:11,621
still mad?
521
00:28:14,998 --> 00:28:17,045
uh huh
522
00:28:21,194 --> 00:28:23,475
dinner tomorrow? my treat
523
00:28:34,500 --> 00:28:36,882
hi, may I speak to Ma Xiaoyuan?
524
00:28:46,972 --> 00:28:48,368
excuse me, may i ask
525
00:28:48,748 --> 00:28:50,330
if Ma Xiaoyuan's home?
526
00:28:51,491 --> 00:28:52,675
Xu Dong
527
00:28:54,341 --> 00:28:55,341
you moved
528
00:28:55,366 --> 00:28:56,366
i didn't, boss
529
00:28:56,422 --> 00:28:58,116
you go paint those two car doors later
530
00:28:58,141 --> 00:28:59,141
not me
531
00:28:59,166 --> 00:29:00,584
i really didn't move, boss
532
00:29:00,743 --> 00:29:01,943
everyone saw it
533
00:29:01,958 --> 00:29:03,071
Guangzi
did he move?
534
00:29:03,119 --> 00:29:04,753
yes
I totally saw it
535
00:29:04,906 --> 00:29:05,906
you're the man, boss
536
00:29:05,931 --> 00:29:07,051
you did
you definitely moved
537
00:29:07,844 --> 00:29:09,989
don't take a bit if you can't lose
538
00:29:10,985 --> 00:29:12,425
did you set me up?
539
00:29:12,525 --> 00:29:13,525
you guys
540
00:29:13,642 --> 00:29:14,642
cut it out
541
00:29:14,975 --> 00:29:16,601
all you do is fooling around
542
00:29:16,689 --> 00:29:17,696
go do some work
543
00:29:17,721 --> 00:29:19,701
the olders are not getting
handled by themselves
544
00:29:21,765 --> 00:29:23,045
you still smoke?
545
00:29:24,586 --> 00:29:25,713
first one today
546
00:29:32,969 --> 00:29:33,969
Lao Ma
547
00:29:34,309 --> 00:29:36,309
when are you going to grow up?
548
00:29:38,043 --> 00:29:39,566
wait here, I'll go take a shower
549
00:29:46,075 --> 00:29:47,392
go wait in my office
550
00:29:50,098 --> 00:29:52,713
how did you two know each other?
551
00:29:54,437 --> 00:29:55,637
we're both sick
552
00:29:58,105 --> 00:29:59,232
what do you have?
553
00:30:00,083 --> 00:30:01,946
something's wrong with my brain
554
00:30:02,718 --> 00:30:03,970
that's no big deal
555
00:30:04,576 --> 00:30:07,005
are you Ma Xiaoyuan's dad?
556
00:30:07,536 --> 00:30:08,536
what?
557
00:30:08,561 --> 00:30:09,928
do i not look like a dad?
558
00:30:11,406 --> 00:30:12,406
you do
559
00:30:14,125 --> 00:30:16,392
so, what do you think of Xiaoyuan?
560
00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:20,000
I think
561
00:30:20,750 --> 00:30:21,750
she's nice
562
00:30:24,321 --> 00:30:25,321
good
563
00:30:25,346 --> 00:30:27,028
you're a terrible liar
564
00:30:27,708 --> 00:30:28,966
I got nothing to worry then
565
00:30:29,769 --> 00:30:30,769
go
566
00:30:31,328 --> 00:30:32,848
put this up outside
567
00:30:37,303 --> 00:30:38,870
with what?
568
00:30:42,013 --> 00:30:43,373
check your pocket
569
00:30:51,522 --> 00:30:52,522
magic
570
00:30:59,833 --> 00:31:00,833
Wei Yihang
571
00:31:00,858 --> 00:31:01,858
up here
572
00:31:14,986 --> 00:31:16,232
sit wherever you like
573
00:31:27,747 --> 00:31:30,478
your hair's not falling off?
574
00:31:31,555 --> 00:31:32,801
it's been more than ten years
575
00:31:32,826 --> 00:31:34,142
they've grown back
576
00:31:35,269 --> 00:31:36,936
so, you're fine now?
577
00:31:38,803 --> 00:31:41,144
my head hurts a little when it's cloudy
578
00:31:41,560 --> 00:31:42,941
and that's about it
579
00:31:43,484 --> 00:31:45,313
get myself checked on a
regular basis, though
580
00:31:49,872 --> 00:31:53,136
actually I don't believe
Master Zhang is that great
581
00:31:53,890 --> 00:31:55,851
but could it really be so bad to
582
00:31:55,960 --> 00:31:57,640
give people some hope?
583
00:31:58,674 --> 00:31:59,966
to alleviate the pain
584
00:32:00,092 --> 00:32:01,355
they'd even take morphine shots
585
00:32:01,566 --> 00:32:04,005
what's wrong with getting
some spiritual comfort?
586
00:32:05,277 --> 00:32:06,557
the way i see it
587
00:32:06,962 --> 00:32:10,412
whoever talks about the
truths of life everyday
588
00:32:10,989 --> 00:32:12,428
must be a liar
589
00:32:14,083 --> 00:32:15,753
Zhang is not what you think he is
590
00:32:16,015 --> 00:32:17,242
he's not a liar
591
00:32:17,450 --> 00:32:18,717
he's miserable man himself
592
00:32:19,083 --> 00:32:20,510
forget it, enough about him
593
00:32:25,201 --> 00:32:26,201
let's go
594
00:32:56,468 --> 00:32:58,672
that's the best one. give me
if you're not gonna eat it
595
00:33:00,727 --> 00:33:02,269
sir, two soda here
596
00:33:03,443 --> 00:33:04,468
Okey dokey
597
00:33:21,175 --> 00:33:22,175
well
598
00:33:23,212 --> 00:33:25,132
my mom said these types of
food cause cancer
599
00:33:25,426 --> 00:33:26,949
don't you already have it?
600
00:33:29,104 --> 00:33:30,852
nothing in this world
601
00:33:31,122 --> 00:33:32,844
is better than some beer with barbecue
602
00:33:33,280 --> 00:33:34,280
come on
603
00:33:34,305 --> 00:33:35,701
let's fight cancer with cancer
604
00:33:42,792 --> 00:33:44,339
where exactly are we going?
605
00:33:44,496 --> 00:33:46,061
I don't even see any street lamp ahead
606
00:33:46,403 --> 00:33:47,936
you'll know when we're there
607
00:33:52,688 --> 00:33:55,101
inside those walls is the wildlife park
608
00:33:55,337 --> 00:33:56,982
my dad and I came here often
609
00:33:58,486 --> 00:33:59,690
what about your mom?
610
00:33:59,746 --> 00:34:01,186
I hardly remember
611
00:34:01,394 --> 00:34:02,458
she died young
612
00:34:02,664 --> 00:34:04,490
thirty percent of cancer is inherited
613
00:34:04,552 --> 00:34:05,751
don't you know that?
614
00:34:11,091 --> 00:34:13,491
we can't see squat here at this hour
615
00:34:14,194 --> 00:34:15,314
we can listen
616
00:34:20,527 --> 00:34:22,424
they are inside, calm down
617
00:34:23,147 --> 00:34:24,178
I am calm
618
00:34:24,962 --> 00:34:25,962
it's chilly
619
00:34:31,667 --> 00:34:32,667
what is it?
620
00:34:33,319 --> 00:34:34,319
Zebra
621
00:34:35,341 --> 00:34:36,719
this is what zebra sounds like?
622
00:34:37,426 --> 00:34:39,235
no idea, I took a guess
623
00:34:43,060 --> 00:34:44,060
birds
624
00:34:44,085 --> 00:34:45,108
those are monkeys
625
00:34:45,402 --> 00:34:46,797
it's way past monkeys' bedtime now
626
00:34:46,822 --> 00:34:47,822
what about birds?
627
00:34:50,019 --> 00:34:51,019
a husky
628
00:34:51,313 --> 00:34:52,434
dude
629
00:34:52,479 --> 00:34:53,479
that's a wolf
630
00:34:54,910 --> 00:34:55,910
I know
631
00:34:56,343 --> 00:34:57,807
I was just messing with you
632
00:35:06,039 --> 00:35:07,039
sorry
633
00:35:07,093 --> 00:35:08,372
I had too much skewers
634
00:35:11,125 --> 00:35:12,405
can you do this?
635
00:35:18,792 --> 00:35:19,792
like this
636
00:35:27,936 --> 00:35:28,936
and this
637
00:35:41,368 --> 00:35:42,368
you know?
638
00:35:42,393 --> 00:35:43,393
I heard that
639
00:35:43,604 --> 00:35:45,240
after craniotomy
640
00:35:45,265 --> 00:35:47,247
some people can suddenly
speak several languages
641
00:35:47,272 --> 00:35:48,541
and all i can do this
642
00:35:49,391 --> 00:35:50,671
what can you do?
643
00:35:54,730 --> 00:35:56,611
i can see the future
644
00:36:05,167 --> 00:36:06,687
come on, seriously?
645
00:36:11,041 --> 00:36:13,456
ever since the craniotomy
646
00:36:14,574 --> 00:36:16,441
I kept dreaming of this lake
647
00:36:17,163 --> 00:36:18,363
and by the lake
648
00:36:19,069 --> 00:36:20,269
there is a girl
649
00:36:21,417 --> 00:36:23,803
I'd like to see her face clearly
650
00:36:24,504 --> 00:36:26,184
but the sun is so bright
651
00:36:26,528 --> 00:36:28,005
that my vision is compromised
652
00:36:28,188 --> 00:36:29,868
what you just described
653
00:36:30,401 --> 00:36:31,899
isn't necessarily the future
654
00:36:33,289 --> 00:36:34,583
it could be...
655
00:36:34,607 --> 00:36:35,972
don't tell me it's hallucinations
656
00:36:36,667 --> 00:36:38,353
maybe it's a parallel universe
657
00:36:40,543 --> 00:36:41,686
do you believe that
658
00:36:41,708 --> 00:36:42,789
somewhere out there
659
00:36:42,814 --> 00:36:45,099
there's a version of you that
never got sick?
660
00:36:45,440 --> 00:36:47,376
and then he went to school
like a normal kid
661
00:36:47,607 --> 00:36:48,607
he graduated
662
00:36:48,905 --> 00:36:50,404
and became a little adventure
663
00:36:55,888 --> 00:36:57,700
how do you know i like adventures?
664
00:36:58,625 --> 00:36:59,835
climbers' Manual?
665
00:36:59,970 --> 00:37:01,090
outdoor knots?
666
00:37:01,335 --> 00:37:03,232
don't you have those on your table?
667
00:37:03,962 --> 00:37:05,722
i can't go out anyway
668
00:37:06,397 --> 00:37:07,761
I just read it for fun
669
00:37:08,690 --> 00:37:10,490
after I got sick, I figured
670
00:37:11,904 --> 00:37:13,412
now that I'm dying
671
00:37:14,569 --> 00:37:16,751
I might as well experience
something different
672
00:37:16,932 --> 00:37:18,612
please, you're not dying
673
00:37:18,625 --> 00:37:20,558
you're such a negative person
674
00:37:22,155 --> 00:37:23,435
always have been
675
00:37:23,588 --> 00:37:25,614
i never study hard
676
00:37:25,767 --> 00:37:27,313
or do the chores
677
00:37:28,208 --> 00:37:29,942
I even get tired of eating
678
00:37:30,819 --> 00:37:33,019
I'm always sleepy while I'm awake
679
00:37:34,704 --> 00:37:36,554
and I never got one of those
little red flower
680
00:37:36,579 --> 00:37:39,118
in the kindergarten
later in school
681
00:37:39,221 --> 00:37:41,028
I never won any thing, either
682
00:37:43,688 --> 00:37:46,742
what kind of pathetic kid
never even won a little red flower?
683
00:37:56,488 --> 00:37:58,221
I don't think that matters
684
00:38:15,406 --> 00:38:16,422
hey
685
00:38:17,750 --> 00:38:19,097
next time it's my treat
686
00:38:23,341 --> 00:38:26,047
keep going and turn right
687
00:38:31,266 --> 00:38:33,616
don't worry
I'll text you when I get home
688
00:38:46,190 --> 00:38:47,196
he's here
689
00:38:47,221 --> 00:38:48,221
scram
690
00:39:02,375 --> 00:39:03,575
are you hungry?
691
00:39:04,299 --> 00:39:05,613
can I get you anything to eat?
692
00:39:08,053 --> 00:39:09,053
I'm good
693
00:39:13,167 --> 00:39:14,900
our son
694
00:39:22,993 --> 00:39:24,445
I have a meeting in the morning
695
00:39:24,470 --> 00:39:25,470
we should rest now
696
00:39:25,620 --> 00:39:26,620
right
697
00:39:28,421 --> 00:39:29,919
we should rest now
698
00:40:10,301 --> 00:40:12,045
did you read that article I sent you?
699
00:40:12,220 --> 00:40:14,541
now there's a new top 10
ranking of anti cancer vegetable
700
00:40:22,132 --> 00:40:25,017
I didn't know the vegetables
are so competitive
701
00:40:25,318 --> 00:40:26,518
shut your mouth
702
00:40:26,605 --> 00:40:28,343
go print it out and put it on the fridge
703
00:40:29,510 --> 00:40:30,725
so I can cook, accordingly
704
00:40:34,605 --> 00:40:35,962
Ma Xiaoyuan: free this
afternoon?
705
00:40:35,987 --> 00:40:37,351
there's something
I'd like to meet
706
00:40:37,557 --> 00:40:38,851
I'm going out
707
00:40:58,944 --> 00:41:00,304
want another bet?
708
00:41:00,459 --> 00:41:01,459
fifty kuai
709
00:41:02,083 --> 00:41:04,285
I bet he's going out
with that girl again tomorrow
710
00:41:06,227 --> 00:41:07,227
I'll take it
711
00:41:09,167 --> 00:41:10,167
come here
712
00:41:10,545 --> 00:41:12,225
weibo ID: go_f_urself
713
00:41:12,496 --> 00:41:13,782
I'm Ma Xiaoyuan
714
00:41:14,156 --> 00:41:15,981
this is Wei Yihang, the boy
I told you about
715
00:41:16,037 --> 00:41:17,037
hi
716
00:41:17,529 --> 00:41:18,560
I'm Wu Xiaoliang
717
00:41:18,583 --> 00:41:20,830
also know as Adventurer_Wu on weibo
718
00:41:20,923 --> 00:41:21,947
he's famous
719
00:41:22,032 --> 00:41:23,572
got hundreds of thousands of followers
720
00:41:23,610 --> 00:41:24,610
I know
721
00:41:24,635 --> 00:41:25,835
i saw his vlogs
722
00:41:26,458 --> 00:41:28,211
this one is so persistent
723
00:41:28,377 --> 00:41:30,406
she sent me dozens of messages
724
00:41:31,538 --> 00:41:33,251
I learned a bit about your situation
725
00:41:33,656 --> 00:41:35,164
so, you love outdoor sports
726
00:41:35,227 --> 00:41:36,267
for how long?
727
00:41:37,167 --> 00:41:38,541
I wouldn't say love
728
00:41:38,589 --> 00:41:40,564
just like checking them out
every once in while
729
00:41:41,334 --> 00:41:42,525
where have you been?
730
00:41:44,208 --> 00:41:45,955
I've been to nowhere
731
00:41:46,630 --> 00:41:47,785
I'm sick
732
00:41:47,921 --> 00:41:48,921
can't travel
733
00:41:49,063 --> 00:41:50,761
xiao Wu has been to everywhere
734
00:41:50,864 --> 00:41:53,436
he crossed the no man zone of
lake Baikal alone
735
00:41:53,777 --> 00:41:55,876
he claimed Mount Everest
without supplemental oxygen
736
00:41:55,901 --> 00:41:57,923
- also
- yeah,people on the internet made those up
737
00:41:58,833 --> 00:42:01,357
but I have been to some pretty cool places
738
00:42:01,667 --> 00:42:02,999
what would you like to know
739
00:42:03,063 --> 00:42:04,341
or find interesting?
740
00:42:04,428 --> 00:42:05,611
just ask
741
00:42:07,079 --> 00:42:08,723
I would love to share with you
742
00:42:12,917 --> 00:42:14,597
he may be a little shy
743
00:42:17,057 --> 00:42:18,057
I'm not
744
00:42:18,871 --> 00:42:19,932
he just needs some time
745
00:42:22,587 --> 00:42:24,496
you should like you know me so well
746
00:42:25,028 --> 00:42:26,562
we've only met a few days ago
747
00:42:29,287 --> 00:42:31,269
I actually know people like you
748
00:42:32,174 --> 00:42:33,714
always longing to see the world
749
00:42:33,739 --> 00:42:35,419
but can't go anywhere
750
00:42:35,706 --> 00:42:37,079
if i were you
751
00:42:37,720 --> 00:42:39,672
i don't think I can survive a day
752
00:42:40,997 --> 00:42:42,410
come on, I'll friend you on WeChat
753
00:42:42,435 --> 00:42:43,435
sure
754
00:42:44,958 --> 00:42:46,235
show me your QR code
755
00:42:46,830 --> 00:42:48,425
do you work out every day?
756
00:42:48,936 --> 00:42:50,456
cardio and strength
757
00:42:50,568 --> 00:42:51,989
just trying to say in good shape
758
00:42:53,322 --> 00:42:54,322
ah
759
00:42:55,417 --> 00:42:57,097
can I have a go at that?
760
00:42:57,649 --> 00:42:59,513
be my guest
I'll take some weight off for you
761
00:42:59,657 --> 00:43:01,029
no need, keep it
762
00:43:01,283 --> 00:43:02,371
what are you doing?
763
00:43:02,856 --> 00:43:04,079
what do you mean?
764
00:43:13,812 --> 00:43:14,939
maybe I should take some of
765
00:43:15,035 --> 00:43:16,035
stop
766
00:43:17,019 --> 00:43:18,019
it's okay
767
00:43:29,516 --> 00:43:30,682
what are you trying to prove?
768
00:43:30,690 --> 00:43:32,507
i could ask you the same thing
769
00:43:32,803 --> 00:43:34,690
you keep hooking me up
with all these strangers
770
00:43:34,715 --> 00:43:36,106
do you enjoy that?
771
00:43:36,407 --> 00:43:37,414
you're too negative
772
00:43:37,439 --> 00:43:38,885
i just want you to be happy
773
00:43:39,417 --> 00:43:40,417
really?
774
00:43:41,307 --> 00:43:43,299
are you sure you're not doing
this for yourself?
775
00:43:43,887 --> 00:43:45,950
xiao Wu has been to so many places
776
00:43:46,093 --> 00:43:47,989
climbed the Everest without
supplemental oxygen
777
00:43:48,000 --> 00:43:49,001
your smile was so big
778
00:43:49,026 --> 00:43:50,371
i could literally see that hole
behind your teeth
779
00:43:50,396 --> 00:43:51,770
Wei Yihang
do you know how many...
780
00:43:51,795 --> 00:43:53,604
message I sent him in the
middle of the night
781
00:43:53,629 --> 00:43:54,986
to get him to meet you in person?
782
00:43:55,072 --> 00:43:56,619
if only I knew how ungrateful you'd be
783
00:43:57,264 --> 00:43:58,264
right
784
00:43:58,289 --> 00:43:59,490
thanks for reminding me
785
00:44:00,493 --> 00:44:03,324
do you like hitting on
guys via instant messaging?
786
00:44:08,542 --> 00:44:09,561
i see
787
00:44:11,325 --> 00:44:12,664
what was that supposed to mean?
788
00:44:12,917 --> 00:44:14,019
what do you see?
789
00:44:15,704 --> 00:44:16,704
i just do
790
00:44:18,204 --> 00:44:19,463
finish that sentence
791
00:44:19,545 --> 00:44:20,733
don't keep me hanging
792
00:44:23,564 --> 00:44:24,684
you're jealous
793
00:44:30,147 --> 00:44:31,962
is that so obvious?
794
00:45:19,659 --> 00:45:21,325
still nothing at this hour?
795
00:45:22,167 --> 00:45:23,825
it's not gonna happen today
796
00:45:38,194 --> 00:45:39,995
I'm going out
don't wait up
797
00:45:50,569 --> 00:45:52,482
what scheme are you cooking up this time?
798
00:45:52,584 --> 00:45:53,783
I was thinking
799
00:45:53,823 --> 00:45:55,757
maybe we can't leave the city
800
00:45:55,986 --> 00:45:57,983
but we can still experience
something different
801
00:45:59,034 --> 00:46:00,947
this is from an online travel blog
802
00:46:01,027 --> 00:46:02,391
we can follow their exact route
803
00:46:02,431 --> 00:46:03,526
well, not exactly
804
00:46:04,057 --> 00:46:05,155
first stop today
805
00:46:05,275 --> 00:46:06,967
the Gansbaai Beach in South Africa
806
00:46:11,832 --> 00:46:12,832
dude
807
00:46:13,201 --> 00:46:14,321
this is stupid
808
00:46:14,719 --> 00:46:16,399
stupid is for grownup
809
00:46:17,197 --> 00:46:18,948
we kid only care for fun
810
00:46:23,401 --> 00:46:24,720
quit pitying yourself
811
00:46:24,751 --> 00:46:26,031
and try to fell it
812
00:46:26,309 --> 00:46:27,383
at night, Gansbaai
813
00:46:27,501 --> 00:46:29,748
looks no different than
other beautiful beaches
814
00:46:30,169 --> 00:46:32,169
Gentle breeze mixed with
salty scent of the ocean
815
00:46:32,431 --> 00:46:34,184
seagulls soaring in circles up above
816
00:46:34,359 --> 00:46:35,859
waves crashing against the reef
817
00:46:36,106 --> 00:46:38,734
bits of water hitting you in the face
818
00:46:38,805 --> 00:46:40,788
while immersed in this gorgeous scenery
819
00:46:40,874 --> 00:46:41,874
please don't forget
820
00:46:41,899 --> 00:46:44,252
you're now sharing this beach
with the great white sharks
821
00:46:51,012 --> 00:46:52,551
this time it's the North Pole
822
00:46:52,932 --> 00:46:53,932
nope
823
00:46:54,186 --> 00:46:55,424
it's the Antarctica
824
00:46:56,926 --> 00:46:57,927
what's the difference
825
00:46:57,952 --> 00:46:58,952
really
826
00:46:59,562 --> 00:47:00,562
behold
827
00:47:05,031 --> 00:47:06,951
you're floating in
the belly button of the earth
828
00:47:06,976 --> 00:47:07,976
the Dead Sea
829
00:47:08,001 --> 00:47:09,150
the familiar scene of sunset
830
00:47:09,175 --> 00:47:11,018
now seems to have an exotic vibe
831
00:47:11,066 --> 00:47:12,393
within its fading light
832
00:47:12,418 --> 00:47:13,838
your weary soul shall find comfort
833
00:47:15,060 --> 00:47:16,060
hurry up
834
00:47:16,262 --> 00:47:18,343
inside a karst cave underneath
the Himalayas
835
00:47:19,250 --> 00:47:21,222
on a stalactites formed
tens of millennium ago
836
00:47:21,560 --> 00:47:23,396
the crispy sounds of dripping water
837
00:47:33,810 --> 00:47:35,410
it never snows there
838
00:47:36,542 --> 00:47:37,902
nor is there wind
839
00:47:38,350 --> 00:47:40,377
the place has stayed
the same for eons of time
840
00:47:43,651 --> 00:47:45,928
strolling on a footpath in
the Grand Canyon of Colorado
841
00:47:46,380 --> 00:47:48,071
the Canyon Effect would make you feel like
842
00:47:48,096 --> 00:47:50,706
a kid that can take off at any moment
843
00:47:51,335 --> 00:47:53,589
now, if you scream into the wind
844
00:47:53,686 --> 00:47:56,467
it was send your voice
all the way to outer space
845
00:48:11,042 --> 00:48:13,005
those who have never come
to the Sahara Desert
846
00:48:13,720 --> 00:48:15,579
may not understand how sweet water can be
847
00:48:18,144 --> 00:48:19,708
don't you think sand here in the Sahara
848
00:48:19,733 --> 00:48:20,970
smell like sewage water?
849
00:48:21,581 --> 00:48:22,835
what's your problem, man?
850
00:48:23,152 --> 00:48:24,155
yeah?
and I guess...
851
00:48:24,180 --> 00:48:26,552
the wind in the canyon smells
like Yu Shiang Shredded Pork
852
00:48:28,047 --> 00:48:29,222
if we are doing this then
853
00:48:29,881 --> 00:48:31,073
the glacier cave last time
854
00:48:31,098 --> 00:48:32,105
smelled like urine
855
00:48:32,130 --> 00:48:33,138
didn't you smell it?
856
00:48:33,163 --> 00:48:34,163
that's enough
857
00:48:34,237 --> 00:48:35,277
your turn to narrate
858
00:48:38,420 --> 00:48:39,525
what am I supposed to say?
859
00:48:39,581 --> 00:48:42,126
the carbon dioxide and particles
860
00:48:42,207 --> 00:48:44,011
in the Martian atmosphere absorb red light
861
00:48:44,667 --> 00:48:47,995
that's why when seen from
Mars the sun isn't red...
862
00:48:48,393 --> 00:48:49,433
if we keep going like this
863
00:48:49,458 --> 00:48:50,989
we're about to leave the solar system
864
00:48:51,593 --> 00:48:52,950
...but blue
865
00:48:58,495 --> 00:49:01,423
now we're at the highest
waterfall of the world
866
00:49:01,448 --> 00:49:03,364
is Salto Angel in Venezuela
867
00:49:03,442 --> 00:49:05,134
in the thundering noise, you fell secluded
868
00:49:05,159 --> 00:49:06,255
away from civilization
869
00:49:06,280 --> 00:49:08,366
a rainbow occurs over the mist
870
00:49:08,478 --> 00:49:12,700
it's as if you were that old man from up
871
00:50:06,780 --> 00:50:08,976
do you ever wonder
what you'll look like old?
872
00:50:09,802 --> 00:50:10,802
no
873
00:50:11,016 --> 00:50:12,984
not sure if I'd live long enough
to grow old
874
00:50:14,208 --> 00:50:15,488
here we go again
875
00:50:21,635 --> 00:50:22,635
come on
876
00:50:23,889 --> 00:50:24,889
what?
877
00:50:24,914 --> 00:50:26,589
let me show you what being old is like
878
00:50:28,706 --> 00:50:29,706
hurry
879
00:51:00,542 --> 00:51:02,247
dancing in the crowd
880
00:51:02,684 --> 00:51:05,833
I feel the joy
of being normal for the first time
881
00:51:08,548 --> 00:51:10,182
growing old like everyone else
882
00:51:11,055 --> 00:51:13,347
no longer seems a distant dream
883
00:51:29,082 --> 00:51:30,650
you have to try some of this tofu jelly
884
00:51:31,174 --> 00:51:32,785
I've been coming here since I was little
885
00:52:07,442 --> 00:52:08,482
it's the lake
886
00:52:09,164 --> 00:52:10,918
the one you saw in in the future is this?
887
00:52:11,336 --> 00:52:12,588
do you know where this lake is?
888
00:52:12,613 --> 00:52:13,691
no idea
889
00:52:13,811 --> 00:52:15,771
had this made at the Xerox place
890
00:52:16,208 --> 00:52:17,328
can we keep it?
891
00:52:17,384 --> 00:52:18,678
I'll get you a new one
892
00:52:18,717 --> 00:52:20,027
no need
893
00:52:20,369 --> 00:52:22,186
I'm quitting when the lease expires anyway
894
00:52:22,240 --> 00:52:23,430
it'd be useless then
895
00:52:23,803 --> 00:52:24,803
how come you're quitting?
896
00:52:25,067 --> 00:52:26,275
I'm going back to my home town
897
00:52:26,402 --> 00:52:28,332
my kids have been at home
for a couple years now
898
00:52:28,357 --> 00:52:29,364
I need to look after them
899
00:52:32,428 --> 00:52:34,976
Wei Yihang
900
00:52:56,886 --> 00:52:58,370
the natural of this gray spot here
901
00:52:58,958 --> 00:53:00,638
is yet to be determined
902
00:53:00,910 --> 00:53:03,640
we'll wait till the results come back
903
00:53:04,157 --> 00:53:05,640
before drawing any conclusions
904
00:53:05,784 --> 00:53:07,140
I thought it was stabilized
905
00:53:07,188 --> 00:53:08,188
how on earth...
906
00:53:08,418 --> 00:53:09,880
when will the results come back??
907
00:53:09,935 --> 00:53:12,285
reoccurrence is an inevitable phase
908
00:53:12,619 --> 00:53:14,219
in cancer treatment
909
00:53:15,524 --> 00:53:16,753
but you mustn't worry too much
910
00:53:16,833 --> 00:53:19,158
even if there's a problem, it won't be..
911
00:53:19,543 --> 00:53:20,543
mom
912
00:53:20,583 --> 00:53:21,924
can I have some money?
913
00:53:22,885 --> 00:53:23,885
how much?
914
00:53:25,321 --> 00:53:26,321
about ten grand
915
00:53:28,027 --> 00:53:29,463
what are you gonna use it for?
916
00:53:29,946 --> 00:53:30,955
what will you do?
917
00:53:32,918 --> 00:53:34,258
I want to go hiking
918
00:53:34,424 --> 00:53:35,614
and I need some gear for that
919
00:53:37,843 --> 00:53:39,870
going hiking in your current condition?
920
00:53:42,151 --> 00:53:43,162
it'll be suicide
921
00:53:43,187 --> 00:53:44,306
forget I said anything then
922
00:53:44,770 --> 00:53:46,264
I didn't say no, did I?
923
00:53:46,416 --> 00:53:47,421
what I meant was
924
00:53:47,446 --> 00:53:48,840
with you situation now
save it
925
00:53:49,052 --> 00:53:50,361
I don't want to hear it
926
00:54:06,679 --> 00:54:08,249
kind madam, please have mercy
927
00:54:09,447 --> 00:54:10,807
is your kid sick?
928
00:54:11,259 --> 00:54:12,740
is he sick?
929
00:54:18,188 --> 00:54:19,630
at least you're not sick or disabled
930
00:54:19,655 --> 00:54:22,126
why don't you get a real job so
you can support your child?
931
00:54:23,149 --> 00:54:24,206
can't you do that?
932
00:54:28,647 --> 00:54:29,936
what the hell is this?
933
00:54:46,134 --> 00:54:48,498
life always finds a way to me that
934
00:54:49,684 --> 00:54:51,364
besides pain and pity
935
00:54:51,932 --> 00:54:53,353
I deserve nothing
936
00:54:55,548 --> 00:54:57,135
that neither adventures nor hope
937
00:54:57,552 --> 00:54:59,072
are within my reach
938
00:55:04,933 --> 00:55:08,788
happy birthday to you
939
00:55:09,553 --> 00:55:13,188
happy birthday granny
wish you all the best
940
00:55:14,696 --> 00:55:16,430
look how sweet Chenchen is
941
00:55:17,568 --> 00:55:18,613
the big one is for Yihang
942
00:55:18,660 --> 00:55:19,672
it's enough for everyone
943
00:55:19,697 --> 00:55:20,809
he can help himself
944
00:55:21,140 --> 00:55:22,140
I'll cut it
945
00:55:22,190 --> 00:55:23,190
great
946
00:55:27,557 --> 00:55:28,853
I want to go pee pee
947
00:55:29,462 --> 00:55:31,089
- take him
- it's OK, Yihang
948
00:55:31,162 --> 00:55:32,365
take Chenchen to the bathroom
949
00:55:32,471 --> 00:55:33,471
hurry
950
00:55:34,724 --> 00:55:35,749
follow your cousin
951
00:55:37,078 --> 00:55:38,110
come on, let's eat
952
00:55:44,798 --> 00:55:45,798
brother
953
00:55:46,147 --> 00:55:47,599
you need to take care of yourself
954
00:55:49,530 --> 00:55:51,363
I'm fine
it's the same old thing
955
00:55:51,926 --> 00:55:53,762
maybe I'll ask Lao Huang
to arrange something
956
00:55:53,787 --> 00:55:54,827
a gastroscopy
957
00:55:56,010 --> 00:55:57,736
no need, it's only gastric ulcer
958
00:55:57,822 --> 00:55:58,862
I'm fine, mom
959
00:56:00,884 --> 00:56:01,889
sister in law
960
00:56:01,914 --> 00:56:03,194
when will the result come back?
961
00:56:03,433 --> 00:56:04,473
in a few days
962
00:56:05,549 --> 00:56:06,549
cousin
963
00:56:06,583 --> 00:56:07,583
son
964
00:56:07,925 --> 00:56:10,091
you just make sure
he gets all the treatments to needs
965
00:56:10,328 --> 00:56:11,625
if you need more money
966
00:56:11,652 --> 00:56:13,096
I can always sell my house
967
00:56:13,458 --> 00:56:14,688
and move a nursing home
968
00:56:15,174 --> 00:56:16,176
it'll be great
969
00:56:16,201 --> 00:56:17,644
I get to live with my girls
970
00:56:17,762 --> 00:56:18,769
from the old neighborhood
971
00:56:19,059 --> 00:56:20,634
what are you thinking about, mom?
972
00:56:21,196 --> 00:56:22,849
if someone had to sell a house it'd be us
973
00:56:22,874 --> 00:56:23,874
it's not your problem...
974
00:56:24,437 --> 00:56:25,442
your house
975
00:56:25,515 --> 00:56:27,277
you mean the one Yihang's grandpa left you?
976
00:56:27,820 --> 00:56:29,008
it's company property
977
00:56:29,312 --> 00:56:30,388
how are you gonna sell it?
978
00:56:31,208 --> 00:56:32,211
then I'll sell mine
979
00:56:32,555 --> 00:56:33,964
you can't go live in a nursing home
980
00:56:34,292 --> 00:56:35,589
if they still need more money...
981
00:56:35,644 --> 00:56:37,057
then sis
you should ship in too
982
00:56:37,772 --> 00:56:38,777
we're a family
983
00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:40,728
we'll makes sure the kid get treated
984
00:56:40,847 --> 00:56:42,024
even if it means we go broke
985
00:56:42,241 --> 00:56:43,241
that's right
986
00:56:43,266 --> 00:56:44,266
here
987
00:56:44,292 --> 00:56:45,292
brother
988
00:56:45,937 --> 00:56:47,351
brother
989
00:56:47,450 --> 00:56:48,455
what are you doing?
990
00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:49,480
he'll see
991
00:56:49,765 --> 00:56:51,034
it's OK
992
00:56:52,801 --> 00:56:53,801
brother
993
00:56:54,803 --> 00:56:56,483
no worries, we got you
994
00:56:57,640 --> 00:56:58,645
please don't do this
995
00:57:24,761 --> 00:57:25,769
Wei Yihang
996
00:57:34,700 --> 00:57:35,990
you're not answering your phone
997
00:57:36,258 --> 00:57:37,590
or replying to my WeChat messages
998
00:57:37,615 --> 00:57:39,182
I figured you must've been sick as hell
999
00:57:40,829 --> 00:57:41,829
I'm alright
1000
00:57:42,172 --> 00:57:43,197
what's going on?
1001
00:57:44,513 --> 00:57:45,529
nothing
1002
00:57:46,032 --> 00:57:47,212
what's with the attitude?
1003
00:57:47,582 --> 00:57:49,418
would it kill you to say more
than two words?
1004
00:57:52,812 --> 00:57:54,572
thanks for coming
1005
00:57:54,749 --> 00:57:56,093
so long
1006
00:58:01,348 --> 00:58:02,348
I know
1007
00:58:02,390 --> 00:58:04,073
waiting for the result can be excruciating
1008
00:58:04,272 --> 00:58:05,506
you're under a lot of pressure
1009
00:58:06,062 --> 00:58:08,102
you know what?
I'll introduce you to to my friend
1010
00:58:08,195 --> 00:58:09,306
he's a therapist
1011
00:58:09,399 --> 00:58:10,399
stop
1012
00:58:12,625 --> 00:58:14,170
you're hooking me up with people again
1013
00:58:15,326 --> 00:58:16,842
I'm a nutcase
I know that
1014
00:58:18,018 --> 00:58:19,932
but your obsessive need to
control others' life
1015
00:58:19,957 --> 00:58:21,193
is not exactly normal behavior
1016
00:58:22,721 --> 00:58:23,724
maybe both of us
1017
00:58:24,197 --> 00:58:25,877
need some kind of therapy
1018
00:58:26,284 --> 00:58:27,570
we can catch up when we're cured
1019
00:58:29,375 --> 00:58:31,055
who says I want catch up?
1020
00:58:41,631 --> 00:58:43,400
I'll sing a song for Lingling
1021
00:58:43,647 --> 00:58:45,327
hope she recovers soon
1022
00:58:45,333 --> 00:58:46,333
great
1023
00:58:48,930 --> 00:58:53,033
๐ถfarewell comrade
1024
00:58:53,338 --> 00:58:56,906
as you embark on this journey
1025
00:58:57,690 --> 00:59:01,634
not a word but tears falling down my face
1026
00:59:02,071 --> 00:59:05,888
and the sound of camel bells byvmy ears ๐ถ
1027
00:59:05,928 --> 00:59:07,021
what are you thinking?
1028
00:59:10,839 --> 00:59:12,085
Ma Xiaoyuan isn't here?
1029
00:59:12,728 --> 00:59:14,228
she hasn't been around much lately
1030
00:59:15,726 --> 00:59:16,726
actually
1031
00:59:17,899 --> 00:59:19,091
I've never had cancer
1032
00:59:20,478 --> 00:59:21,702
it was my wife
1033
00:59:23,258 --> 00:59:25,597
we can here seeking treatment
1034
00:59:27,438 --> 00:59:29,905
and we opened this wig shop to get by
1035
00:59:31,083 --> 00:59:32,763
my wife was an optimist
1036
00:59:33,968 --> 00:59:35,648
and she had helped many
1037
00:59:36,547 --> 00:59:38,126
that's how this group came to be
1038
00:59:40,070 --> 00:59:41,658
then she passed
1039
00:59:43,330 --> 00:59:44,850
and I took it over
1040
00:59:46,212 --> 00:59:48,101
all these years dealing with
1041
00:59:48,157 --> 00:59:50,529
people who were barely surviving
1042
00:59:51,639 --> 00:59:53,202
had taught me one thing
1043
00:59:54,313 --> 00:59:55,916
anyone with cancer or no cancer
1044
00:59:56,829 --> 00:59:58,210
guts or no guts
1045
01:00:00,810 --> 01:00:02,317
you have got to at least try
1046
01:00:03,333 --> 01:00:05,685
this negative attitude just won't cut it
1047
01:00:38,684 --> 01:00:42,692
sorry, the subscriber you've
dialed can not be contacted right now
1048
01:01:58,188 --> 01:01:59,505
Ma Xiaoyuan
1049
01:02:02,807 --> 01:02:04,382
Ma Xiaoyuan
1050
01:02:07,057 --> 01:02:08,604
Ma Xiaoyuan
1051
01:02:11,669 --> 01:02:13,247
Ma Xiao...
1052
01:02:15,899 --> 01:02:17,671
what are you doing at this hour?
1053
01:02:19,656 --> 01:02:20,985
have you been drinking?
1054
01:02:21,679 --> 01:02:23,237
come on, don't stand in the rain
1055
01:02:28,158 --> 01:02:29,268
you...
1056
01:02:30,291 --> 01:02:31,954
why did you back me?
1057
01:02:33,313 --> 01:02:35,927
I thought we agreed to see each other
only after we're both cured
1058
01:02:35,952 --> 01:02:37,638
- and that's not gonna happen for me
- stop
1059
01:02:38,423 --> 01:02:39,494
not another word
1060
01:02:39,519 --> 01:02:41,840
best let me speak first
before the alcohol wears off
1061
01:02:43,299 --> 01:02:44,299
Ma Xiaoyuan
1062
01:02:45,706 --> 01:02:46,837
you know...
1063
01:02:47,353 --> 01:02:49,257
I always keep to the
side of the road as I walk
1064
01:02:50,032 --> 01:02:51,435
and sit the back end
1065
01:02:51,460 --> 01:02:53,563
every time I take a bus
1066
01:02:56,255 --> 01:02:59,181
and i always choose the
corner table in a restaurant
1067
01:02:59,926 --> 01:03:02,659
because I hate making contact with people
1068
01:03:03,319 --> 01:03:05,412
I'm afraid of being noticed
1069
01:03:07,033 --> 01:03:08,372
you wanna know why?
1070
01:03:09,047 --> 01:03:10,047
because...
1071
01:03:11,339 --> 01:03:15,879
I'm afraid that I'd die right after
1072
01:03:16,941 --> 01:03:18,861
I open myself up to someone
1073
01:03:24,208 --> 01:03:26,148
I fear letting her go
1074
01:03:26,218 --> 01:03:27,974
and vice versa
1075
01:03:29,353 --> 01:03:31,436
then you showed up
1076
01:03:32,448 --> 01:03:33,864
and my so called principles
1077
01:03:33,889 --> 01:03:36,280
like all my pain in the
ass negative energies
1078
01:03:36,358 --> 01:03:37,458
just got blown away
1079
01:03:40,057 --> 01:03:41,788
now, every morning I open my eyes
1080
01:03:41,813 --> 01:03:44,343
your face is the first image
that pops into my head
1081
01:03:45,355 --> 01:03:46,396
Every night
1082
01:03:46,456 --> 01:03:47,460
lying on my bed
1083
01:03:47,485 --> 01:03:50,516
I can't help but listening to
all your voice message again
1084
01:03:50,645 --> 01:03:51,999
before falling asleep
1085
01:03:52,832 --> 01:03:55,486
I amplified every selfie
you posted on WeChat
1086
01:03:55,556 --> 01:03:57,262
till each pixel is visible
1087
01:03:57,302 --> 01:03:58,656
and printed in my mind
1088
01:04:00,432 --> 01:04:01,689
it's like
1089
01:04:01,803 --> 01:04:04,077
reciting a paragraph from textbook
1090
01:04:04,150 --> 01:04:06,071
I memorize everything
you ever said to me so well
1091
01:04:06,096 --> 01:04:07,740
That I know them backwards
1092
01:04:10,132 --> 01:04:11,466
till one day
1093
01:04:12,825 --> 01:04:14,325
I suddenly realized that
1094
01:04:15,465 --> 01:04:18,475
I've forgotten something really important
1095
01:04:18,554 --> 01:04:20,954
but I couldn't remember what it was
1096
01:04:22,798 --> 01:04:24,281
and then that day
1097
01:04:25,875 --> 01:04:27,207
when I fainted
1098
01:04:28,706 --> 01:04:30,228
I remembered it
1099
01:04:34,500 --> 01:04:37,867
that I am a cancer patient
1100
01:04:41,427 --> 01:04:42,427
me
1101
01:04:42,835 --> 01:04:45,067
a cancer patient
1102
01:04:46,583 --> 01:04:48,742
I'm constantly reminded that
1103
01:04:50,873 --> 01:04:54,010
I may die anytime
1104
01:04:54,070 --> 01:04:56,670
so, what right do I have to play normal
1105
01:05:01,887 --> 01:05:03,632
God hates me so much that
1106
01:05:03,682 --> 01:05:05,671
every time I start to feel something nice
1107
01:05:05,696 --> 01:05:08,374
my life immediately gets
switched to head mode
1108
01:05:08,464 --> 01:05:10,319
whom do you reckon God likes then?
1109
01:05:20,524 --> 01:05:21,947
see that old lady ever there?
1110
01:05:22,652 --> 01:05:25,434
she used to love bragging to everyone
about how her grandson grew fast
1111
01:05:25,633 --> 01:05:27,651
and just when he's old
enough to go to kindergarten
1112
01:05:27,761 --> 01:05:29,441
the boy was kidnapped
1113
01:05:30,816 --> 01:05:32,755
for three years she never
stopped looking for him
1114
01:05:32,810 --> 01:05:34,993
she taught herself to use
the internet and make videos
1115
01:05:35,018 --> 01:05:37,143
every time it rains she
waits by the side of the road
1116
01:05:37,168 --> 01:05:39,449
so she can replace the missing
person posters on the poles
1117
01:05:39,474 --> 01:05:40,506
with new ones
1118
01:05:43,798 --> 01:05:44,799
and that's Xiao Zhang
1119
01:05:45,206 --> 01:05:46,843
he's just three years older than you
1120
01:05:47,319 --> 01:05:49,452
and he delivers food to
half the people on the street
1121
01:05:49,809 --> 01:05:50,999
he was born deaf and mute
1122
01:05:51,049 --> 01:05:52,671
so he can only
communicate with customers
1123
01:05:52,696 --> 01:05:54,562
using a voice message
someone recommend for him
1124
01:05:54,729 --> 01:05:56,659
still, he gets bad reviews all the time
1125
01:05:56,937 --> 01:05:58,346
and has been assaulted by drunkards
1126
01:05:59,308 --> 01:06:01,094
you think God likes them?
1127
01:06:01,709 --> 01:06:03,586
yet they never gave up
1128
01:06:03,656 --> 01:06:04,727
and you?
1129
01:06:04,806 --> 01:06:06,274
you keep saying
1130
01:06:07,822 --> 01:06:09,216
how fate doesn't treat you fairly
1131
01:06:09,241 --> 01:06:10,962
and how it's hard for others to let you go?
1132
01:06:11,309 --> 01:06:12,884
who the heck do you think you are?
1133
01:06:18,133 --> 01:06:20,511
I've been taking handfuls of
meds every day since I was five
1134
01:06:21,553 --> 01:06:22,922
and i already knew back then
1135
01:06:23,548 --> 01:06:24,571
that even being alive
1136
01:06:24,699 --> 01:06:26,366
wasn't something you can take for granted
1137
01:06:26,943 --> 01:06:28,951
you think that cynical
attitude of yours is badass?
1138
01:06:29,329 --> 01:06:30,333
let me tell you
1139
01:06:30,491 --> 01:06:32,188
you're not a badass
you're a coward
1140
01:06:32,213 --> 01:06:34,224
-Ma Xiaoyuan
-what, you're gonna disprove me again?
1141
01:06:34,249 --> 01:06:35,374
I like you
1142
01:06:39,422 --> 01:06:40,486
I mean...
1143
01:06:42,213 --> 01:06:44,415
what I'm trying to say is...
I've learned how to do this
1144
01:06:46,463 --> 01:06:47,463
this
1145
01:06:48,199 --> 01:06:49,239
and this, too
1146
01:07:52,692 --> 01:07:53,793
you're Xiaoyuan's father
1147
01:07:54,090 --> 01:07:55,800
and you're Yihang's mom?
you must be Mr. Ma
1148
01:07:55,825 --> 01:07:57,684
we're so sorry for everything
that's okay
1149
01:07:57,950 --> 01:07:58,950
here's the thing
1150
01:07:59,528 --> 01:08:02,099
so, I broke my arm, and when
I got back from the hospital
1151
01:08:02,189 --> 01:08:04,153
I saw from distance
in the pouring rain that
1152
01:08:04,193 --> 01:08:05,227
there were two people
1153
01:08:05,577 --> 01:08:06,577
hugging each other
1154
01:08:06,953 --> 01:08:08,131
I took a good look
1155
01:08:08,917 --> 01:08:10,599
and they turned out to be our kids
1156
01:08:11,155 --> 01:08:13,064
it's not that oppose to
young love or anything
1157
01:08:13,262 --> 01:08:15,705
it's just, why couldn't they talk inside?
1158
01:08:16,053 --> 01:08:17,414
they both had their heads cut once
1159
01:08:17,708 --> 01:08:18,959
it's so easy to catch cold
1160
01:08:18,984 --> 01:08:20,596
getting soaked like that
was it worth it?
1161
01:08:21,150 --> 01:08:22,150
what are you looking at?
1162
01:08:22,579 --> 01:08:24,956
no more complaining about
headache during rainy days are we?
1163
01:08:26,520 --> 01:08:27,858
I heard you drank alcohol?
1164
01:08:27,963 --> 01:08:29,882
could you at least give
us a heads up next time?
1165
01:08:29,922 --> 01:08:31,648
next time? there's not gonna be a next time
1166
01:08:31,673 --> 01:08:34,398
of course there won't be a next time
you should know better than that
1167
01:08:34,423 --> 01:08:35,995
sorry for the trouble
we do apologize
1168
01:08:36,065 --> 01:08:37,065
well then...
1169
01:08:37,097 --> 01:08:38,121
here, you smoke?
1170
01:08:42,067 --> 01:08:43,079
you two, stay here
1171
01:08:43,104 --> 01:08:44,971
and think about what you did
1172
01:08:46,290 --> 01:08:47,290
man
1173
01:08:47,315 --> 01:08:49,190
this is a huge garage you got here
1174
01:08:49,289 --> 01:08:51,179
it's not that huge
this is all we got
1175
01:08:51,301 --> 01:08:52,305
we fix cars here
1176
01:08:52,330 --> 01:08:53,552
and she sleeps up there
1177
01:08:54,307 --> 01:08:55,953
I'll deal with you when we get home
1178
01:08:55,978 --> 01:08:58,672
why don't I give you
guys a tour in the office?
1179
01:08:59,039 --> 01:09:00,589
such a huge place
1180
01:09:27,934 --> 01:09:28,974
what is this?
1181
01:09:29,194 --> 01:09:30,196
a little red flower
1182
01:09:31,912 --> 01:09:33,827
for taking the initiative
for the first time
1183
01:10:08,295 --> 01:10:09,295
hey
1184
01:10:09,542 --> 01:10:10,980
I think I know where the lake is
1185
01:10:11,313 --> 01:10:13,503
I'm telling you, I'm totally a genius
1186
01:10:13,885 --> 01:10:15,333
so I asked the guy at the restaurant
1187
01:10:15,358 --> 01:10:16,634
where he had the menus printed
1188
01:10:17,015 --> 01:10:18,452
then, at the Xerox place
1189
01:10:18,477 --> 01:10:20,290
I found the original picture
of that backdrop
1190
01:10:20,438 --> 01:10:22,656
and it has a digital watermark
left by the photographer
1191
01:10:22,776 --> 01:10:25,085
then you found his Weibo account
1192
01:10:25,180 --> 01:10:26,451
and sent him messages
1193
01:10:26,689 --> 01:10:27,689
exactly
1194
01:10:27,944 --> 01:10:28,944
the lake
1195
01:10:28,969 --> 01:10:30,009
is in Qinghai
1196
01:10:30,412 --> 01:10:31,436
did you IM him too?
1197
01:10:33,427 --> 01:10:35,897
I used an image recognition app, duh?
1198
01:10:36,104 --> 01:10:37,625
how come you aren't more excited than?
1199
01:10:37,843 --> 01:10:38,848
don't you wanna go?
1200
01:10:39,181 --> 01:10:40,301
of course I do
1201
01:10:40,750 --> 01:10:42,419
but what if my mom won't give me money?
1202
01:10:43,269 --> 01:10:45,063
we should get the money on our own
1203
01:10:45,317 --> 01:10:46,888
better earring some than begging for it
1204
01:10:50,053 --> 01:10:53,259
100 percent handmade
novelty watch for children
1205
01:10:53,569 --> 01:10:54,929
buy now price, 80
1206
01:10:59,458 --> 01:11:01,110
there's no way this thing's worth 80
1207
01:11:01,682 --> 01:11:03,185
i wove this myself, hello?
1208
01:11:08,692 --> 01:11:10,614
in that case, my dad's sculpture
1209
01:11:10,717 --> 01:11:12,994
the ugly ass postmodernism rooster
1210
01:11:13,081 --> 01:11:14,518
will be worth no less than
1211
01:11:14,678 --> 01:11:15,718
three hundred
1212
01:11:22,652 --> 01:11:23,652
this?
1213
01:11:24,099 --> 01:11:25,099
350 at least
1214
01:11:28,042 --> 01:11:29,322
you're so greedy
1215
01:11:29,684 --> 01:11:31,168
I'm not forcing anyone to buy, am I?
1216
01:11:31,193 --> 01:11:32,739
just waiting for them to take the bait
1217
01:11:47,298 --> 01:11:48,505
what day is today?
1218
01:11:48,981 --> 01:11:50,529
Sunday, what?
1219
01:11:53,458 --> 01:11:54,458
nothing
1220
01:12:10,897 --> 01:12:12,269
you mom's asleep?
she is
1221
01:12:16,682 --> 01:12:17,682
dad
1222
01:12:17,958 --> 01:12:18,958
what?
1223
01:12:21,436 --> 01:12:23,228
I thought you didn't have to work today
1224
01:12:25,942 --> 01:12:28,142
there was a meeting type of thing
1225
01:12:28,623 --> 01:12:29,623
a wrap up
1226
01:12:30,764 --> 01:12:32,510
that lasted for the entire afternoon
1227
01:12:35,328 --> 01:12:37,008
not even a dinner break
1228
01:12:37,598 --> 01:12:38,599
I'm starving
1229
01:12:39,901 --> 01:12:40,908
it so happens that
1230
01:12:41,131 --> 01:12:42,599
i just made some noodles
1231
01:12:42,805 --> 01:12:44,361
with two eggs
1232
01:12:45,202 --> 01:12:46,356
it's okay, you can have that
1233
01:12:46,484 --> 01:12:47,842
I'll make one myself later
1234
01:12:48,144 --> 01:12:49,294
I don't fell like eating
1235
01:12:49,549 --> 01:12:51,240
lost my appetite soon as i cooked it
1236
01:12:51,605 --> 01:12:52,613
it's all yours
1237
01:12:53,550 --> 01:12:54,835
I'll go get you some pickles
1238
01:12:56,561 --> 01:12:57,561
ok, then
1239
01:12:58,583 --> 01:12:59,639
if you wanna eat later
1240
01:12:59,663 --> 01:13:00,664
I'll cook for you
1241
01:13:00,688 --> 01:13:01,688
give me that
1242
01:13:22,675 --> 01:13:23,920
let me put this on you
1243
01:13:23,945 --> 01:13:25,333
nice and tight
1244
01:13:26,027 --> 01:13:27,891
- it's so pretty now
- isn't that pretty?
1245
01:13:27,960 --> 01:13:28,960
wait, here's
1246
01:13:29,036 --> 01:13:30,117
an extra strand of hair
1247
01:13:30,189 --> 01:13:31,595
let me just cut it real quick
1248
01:13:31,667 --> 01:13:32,667
almost done
1249
01:13:34,558 --> 01:13:35,558
all right
1250
01:13:36,916 --> 01:13:37,964
does it took good or what?
1251
01:13:37,989 --> 01:13:38,989
does it took good
1252
01:13:39,684 --> 01:13:40,772
it certainly does
1253
01:13:40,797 --> 01:13:41,797
Gorgeous
come on
1254
01:13:43,393 --> 01:13:44,938
thank you, uncle
1255
01:13:45,026 --> 01:13:46,034
you're welcome
1256
01:13:46,201 --> 01:13:47,201
thanks man
1257
01:13:47,938 --> 01:13:49,986
let's go
1258
01:13:51,955 --> 01:13:53,004
what are you doing here?
1259
01:13:53,712 --> 01:13:54,759
for a recheck?
1260
01:13:55,173 --> 01:13:56,360
no
just passing through
1261
01:13:56,795 --> 01:13:58,455
by the way, I want to ask you something
1262
01:13:59,225 --> 01:14:00,225
is that so?
1263
01:14:00,590 --> 01:14:01,590
what is it?
1264
01:14:02,199 --> 01:14:03,684
that thing you posted on WeChat
1265
01:14:03,733 --> 01:14:05,875
the medicine trial volunteer program
how do I sign up?
1266
01:14:07,423 --> 01:14:08,423
actually
1267
01:14:08,566 --> 01:14:10,406
it was posted by a friend who is a
pharmaceutical sales representative
1268
01:14:10,457 --> 01:14:11,659
i just forwarded it as a favor
1269
01:14:11,684 --> 01:14:12,757
why are you interested?
1270
01:14:13,194 --> 01:14:14,892
I'm just asking for a friend
1271
01:14:15,559 --> 01:14:16,559
a friend
1272
01:14:17,083 --> 01:14:18,528
actually
i wouldn't call him a friend
1273
01:14:18,568 --> 01:14:20,172
just some dude i met in this online game
1274
01:14:20,753 --> 01:14:21,926
will the volunteers get paid?
1275
01:14:22,196 --> 01:14:23,307
sure, every time
1276
01:14:23,338 --> 01:14:24,966
however
there's screening process
1277
01:14:25,046 --> 01:14:27,616
i think the trial is for some
kind of psychoactive drug
1278
01:14:29,934 --> 01:14:31,410
my guy is a perfect candidate then
1279
01:14:31,624 --> 01:14:33,799
I've always suspected there's
something wrong with him
1280
01:14:33,824 --> 01:14:35,386
he never takes the buffs while jungling
1281
01:14:35,411 --> 01:14:36,920
all he does is running around ganking
1282
01:14:36,945 --> 01:14:38,510
that's why he's so useless in late game
1283
01:14:38,535 --> 01:14:40,540
i didn't understand a word you said
you know what?
1284
01:14:40,565 --> 01:14:41,882
I'll get a business card for you
1285
01:14:46,891 --> 01:14:49,051
no, they're testing side effects
of psychoactive drugs
1286
01:14:49,076 --> 01:14:51,179
- no looking for actual mental patients
- i know
1287
01:14:52,905 --> 01:14:53,944
how about
1288
01:14:53,969 --> 01:14:56,423
i take a picture and send it to him
then he can go ask himself
1289
01:14:56,448 --> 01:14:57,448
sure
1290
01:14:57,519 --> 01:14:58,519
thanks
1291
01:15:12,434 --> 01:15:14,086
Goji berry and broccoli
1292
01:15:14,547 --> 01:15:15,876
can be a hot couple
1293
01:15:19,543 --> 01:15:21,712
do you have something you wanna tell us?
1294
01:15:31,305 --> 01:15:32,608
i was going to
1295
01:15:33,386 --> 01:15:35,135
but maybe i should wait till later
1296
01:15:37,707 --> 01:15:38,707
i eh
1297
01:15:39,263 --> 01:15:40,637
found the lake
1298
01:15:40,678 --> 01:15:41,838
i saw during my surgery
1299
01:15:43,061 --> 01:15:44,943
and I going there with Ma Xiaoyuan
1300
01:15:46,583 --> 01:15:47,810
how are you gonna afford that?
1301
01:15:48,319 --> 01:15:49,760
i sold some of my
1302
01:15:49,785 --> 01:15:51,277
limited edition toys on a website
1303
01:15:51,690 --> 01:15:53,499
Ma Xiaoyuan managed to get some money, too
1304
01:15:54,634 --> 01:15:55,699
it should be enough
1305
01:16:04,069 --> 01:16:05,093
that's bullshit
1306
01:16:13,290 --> 01:16:15,132
who gave you the right to go
through my stuff?
1307
01:16:15,561 --> 01:16:16,801
if i hadn't found this
1308
01:16:16,833 --> 01:16:19,287
you'd have turned yourself into a lunatic
1309
01:16:21,436 --> 01:16:22,761
wu Xiaomei told you, didn't he?
1310
01:16:25,095 --> 01:16:26,095
good
1311
01:16:27,763 --> 01:16:28,763
just perfect
1312
01:16:39,196 --> 01:16:40,846
you don't have to stare at me like that
1313
01:16:41,551 --> 01:16:42,831
I'm an adult now
1314
01:16:43,553 --> 01:16:44,912
I can responsible for my behavior
1315
01:16:45,682 --> 01:16:46,874
I know what I'm doing
1316
01:16:53,192 --> 01:16:54,552
if you need money
1317
01:16:55,050 --> 01:16:56,416
you could've just asked
1318
01:16:56,694 --> 01:16:58,829
you can't abuse yourself like that
1319
01:17:00,692 --> 01:17:02,882
I've been a burden to you long enough
1320
01:17:04,177 --> 01:17:05,692
this time I just want to do something
1321
01:17:05,717 --> 01:17:06,993
for myself in my way
1322
01:17:07,065 --> 01:17:08,065
can't i?
1323
01:17:08,178 --> 01:17:09,178
what way?
1324
01:17:09,646 --> 01:17:10,646
Wei Yihang
1325
01:17:11,251 --> 01:17:12,253
let me tell you something
1326
01:17:12,278 --> 01:17:14,540
your body doesn't just belong to you
1327
01:17:14,699 --> 01:17:16,683
it belongs to us, too
1328
01:17:18,190 --> 01:17:19,436
dad, take a look around
1329
01:17:22,016 --> 01:17:23,190
ever since i got sick
1330
01:17:23,215 --> 01:17:25,304
have we even bought one new thing?
1331
01:17:32,049 --> 01:17:33,992
the table can barely stand
1332
01:17:35,049 --> 01:17:36,334
and your phone
1333
01:17:37,429 --> 01:17:39,374
the cracks on the screen are beyond fixing
1334
01:17:40,177 --> 01:17:41,224
when you both get off work
1335
01:17:41,249 --> 01:17:43,382
one goes pinching leaves off
vegetables in the market
1336
01:17:43,407 --> 01:17:45,241
and the other works as a Uber
driver secretly
1337
01:17:46,020 --> 01:17:47,783
this family hasn't always been this way
1338
01:17:48,673 --> 01:17:50,254
and I don't want to see you like this
1339
01:17:51,024 --> 01:17:52,176
no need to worry about us
1340
01:17:52,550 --> 01:17:54,690
- we are happy with the way things are
- well, I'm not
1341
01:17:57,599 --> 01:17:59,607
I don't want you to lose sleep
over stomach ache
1342
01:17:59,632 --> 01:18:01,053
and still wouldn't do a gastroscopy
1343
01:18:01,910 --> 01:18:03,524
and mom, she goes on and on with people
1344
01:18:03,564 --> 01:18:04,962
so she can save a few more nickels
1345
01:18:05,923 --> 01:18:07,990
and there's grandma, at her age
1346
01:18:08,298 --> 01:18:09,305
she has to sell her house
1347
01:18:09,330 --> 01:18:11,155
so I'd have treatment for
God knows how long?
1348
01:18:13,052 --> 01:18:15,005
the things you did to save me
1349
01:18:15,030 --> 01:18:16,865
only make me feel like a burden
1350
01:18:16,897 --> 01:18:18,627
and I'm not grateful at all
1351
01:18:19,757 --> 01:18:21,235
I would kill myself
1352
01:18:21,275 --> 01:18:22,721
if I don't get out of this life soon
1353
01:19:16,763 --> 01:19:19,025
now that you've let it of your system
1354
01:19:19,827 --> 01:19:20,851
its time to go home
1355
01:19:22,311 --> 01:19:23,991
I'll crash here tonight
1356
01:19:24,675 --> 01:19:26,611
then you'd better go
downstairs and tell you dad
1357
01:19:26,817 --> 01:19:27,817
no way
1358
01:19:28,413 --> 01:19:29,539
then you can't stay
1359
01:19:29,928 --> 01:19:30,928
move
1360
01:19:33,307 --> 01:19:34,307
get up
1361
01:19:37,807 --> 01:19:39,555
you think i wanna stay here with you?
1362
01:19:40,540 --> 01:19:41,541
if you didn't tell them
1363
01:19:41,565 --> 01:19:42,861
none of this would have happened
1364
01:19:43,139 --> 01:19:44,775
and you don't get why i told them?
1365
01:19:46,712 --> 01:19:48,549
have you ever thought of me
as a real friend?
1366
01:19:49,167 --> 01:19:50,450
we're not even friends
1367
01:19:50,475 --> 01:19:51,648
what are you blaming me for?
1368
01:19:52,057 --> 01:19:53,057
ha?
1369
01:19:53,083 --> 01:19:54,083
sure
1370
01:19:54,426 --> 01:19:55,912
we're not even friends
1371
01:19:57,542 --> 01:19:59,674
but it never stops you from
interfering with my life
1372
01:19:59,936 --> 01:20:01,753
only because I'm friends with your parents
1373
01:20:03,571 --> 01:20:05,491
you think I go to your house for you?
1374
01:20:06,037 --> 01:20:07,491
I feel sorry for them
1375
01:20:08,428 --> 01:20:10,562
long before you joined the group
1376
01:20:11,024 --> 01:20:12,704
they've come many times
1377
01:20:13,561 --> 01:20:15,378
they were afraid people might
treat you badly
1378
01:20:15,768 --> 01:20:17,331
so they went around talking to everyone
1379
01:20:17,356 --> 01:20:18,839
telling them what a great kid you are
1380
01:20:18,942 --> 01:20:20,372
wherever you offended someone there
1381
01:20:20,453 --> 01:20:22,596
they were the ones who had to go apologize
1382
01:20:22,763 --> 01:20:24,450
and it was only out of sympathy for them
1383
01:20:24,475 --> 01:20:25,736
that we tolerated your behavior
1384
01:20:27,417 --> 01:20:29,097
I know what it feels like
1385
01:20:29,836 --> 01:20:31,113
to see your loved ones get sick
1386
01:20:32,958 --> 01:20:34,061
it's hard for you, true
1387
01:20:35,188 --> 01:20:37,057
but it's even harder for the
people around you
1388
01:20:58,307 --> 01:20:59,617
son, you can stay here tonight
1389
01:20:59,642 --> 01:21:01,220
if you want
1390
01:21:01,299 --> 01:21:02,903
i bought your pills
1391
01:21:08,526 --> 01:21:09,763
the small one
1392
01:21:10,208 --> 01:21:11,628
and the one with the red cap
1393
01:21:11,780 --> 01:21:13,025
remember to take them together
1394
01:21:13,050 --> 01:21:14,430
two capsules at a time
1395
01:21:15,426 --> 01:21:16,946
wait for 30 minutes
1396
01:21:17,677 --> 01:21:19,376
then the big one
1397
01:21:20,043 --> 01:21:22,306
this is new, you might forget
1398
01:21:22,942 --> 01:21:23,942
dad
1399
01:21:33,048 --> 01:21:34,048
i eh...
1400
01:21:35,397 --> 01:21:37,611
never laid a finger on you
since you were little
1401
01:21:39,436 --> 01:21:40,436
now that I'm old
1402
01:21:42,274 --> 01:21:43,634
i figured why not
1403
01:21:47,546 --> 01:21:48,976
ever since you got sick
1404
01:21:52,008 --> 01:21:53,008
I just
1405
01:21:55,836 --> 01:21:57,101
couldn't bear to hear that word
1406
01:21:57,459 --> 01:21:58,459
death
1407
01:22:25,006 --> 01:22:26,291
I made about ten thousand
1408
01:22:26,506 --> 01:22:28,016
driving uber on the side
1409
01:22:28,770 --> 01:22:30,217
it should be enough for your trip
1410
01:22:30,797 --> 01:22:31,837
I'm not going
1411
01:22:34,948 --> 01:22:37,331
you should get this stomach thing treated
1412
01:22:40,208 --> 01:22:42,331
we have a checkup coming up next week
employee benefit
1413
01:22:42,720 --> 01:22:44,619
I've made appointment for a gastroscopy
1414
01:22:44,929 --> 01:22:46,177
so, you don't have to worry
1415
01:22:46,883 --> 01:22:47,883
you...
1416
01:22:48,328 --> 01:22:50,664
should do something kids your age do
1417
01:22:50,689 --> 01:22:52,323
go out and see the world
1418
01:22:52,776 --> 01:22:53,776
however
1419
01:22:54,442 --> 01:22:55,882
when you can leave
1420
01:22:56,537 --> 01:22:58,286
is up to the doctor
1421
01:23:00,660 --> 01:23:01,660
deal?
1422
01:23:09,200 --> 01:23:11,216
the result have shown
1423
01:23:11,692 --> 01:23:13,857
no obvious sign of reoccurrence
1424
01:23:14,690 --> 01:23:15,706
keep taking medication
1425
01:23:15,731 --> 01:23:17,079
and he can travel as long as
1426
01:23:17,294 --> 01:23:18,309
it's not too tiring
1427
01:23:19,881 --> 01:23:20,970
thank you, doctor Liu
1428
01:23:20,995 --> 01:23:21,995
you heard that, son?
1429
01:23:22,273 --> 01:23:23,273
i did
1430
01:23:23,313 --> 01:23:24,313
no problem
1431
01:23:24,445 --> 01:23:25,445
no that
1432
01:23:25,548 --> 01:23:26,953
the siren
1433
01:23:27,318 --> 01:23:29,709
the train is around to set off
for the distance
1434
01:24:25,282 --> 01:24:27,781
look
why are the sheep marked?
1435
01:24:30,309 --> 01:24:32,296
sheep are gregarious animal
1436
01:24:32,702 --> 01:24:34,769
if they don't mark them
1437
01:24:34,956 --> 01:24:38,333
they wouldn't know which ones are theirs
when they are all together
1438
01:25:00,550 --> 01:25:02,025
i haven't asked you yet
1439
01:25:04,819 --> 01:25:06,438
the girl you saw by the lake
1440
01:25:06,463 --> 01:25:07,463
was it me?
1441
01:25:09,026 --> 01:25:10,026
yeah
1442
01:25:10,050 --> 01:25:11,170
are you sure?
1443
01:25:11,910 --> 01:25:12,954
if I hadn't met you
1444
01:25:12,979 --> 01:25:14,924
i wouldn't even know where is the lake
1445
01:25:18,383 --> 01:25:19,532
now that you know
1446
01:25:19,557 --> 01:25:21,168
you could go with anyone you want
1447
01:25:22,923 --> 01:25:23,923
unlikely
1448
01:25:30,881 --> 01:25:31,881
I'm tired
1449
01:25:33,325 --> 01:25:34,396
let me nap for a bit
1450
01:26:52,631 --> 01:26:54,376
Ma Xiaoyuan fainted a abruptly
1451
01:26:55,344 --> 01:26:57,940
and our trip to Qinghai ended
in the same fashion
1452
01:26:59,020 --> 01:27:00,472
after going through countless places
1453
01:27:00,956 --> 01:27:03,273
the train finally stopped at a
strange platform
1454
01:27:04,673 --> 01:27:07,407
it was til Xiaoyuan was put in an ambulance
did i suddenly realized
1455
01:27:08,552 --> 01:27:10,855
that could the closest we ever
got to the future
1456
01:27:12,918 --> 01:27:14,386
as for what the future holds
1457
01:27:15,561 --> 01:27:16,601
i do not know
1458
01:27:17,506 --> 01:27:18,825
and I don't want to, either
1459
01:27:29,107 --> 01:27:30,368
you stay with her
1460
01:27:31,542 --> 01:27:33,275
I'll manage here by myself
1461
01:27:33,801 --> 01:27:35,969
Mr. Ma, the guys who's always joking around
1462
01:27:36,970 --> 01:27:39,103
who's always acting like a child
1463
01:27:39,827 --> 01:27:40,867
Seems to have
1464
01:27:41,057 --> 01:27:43,001
turned into a tortured father overnight
1465
01:27:57,180 --> 01:27:58,680
there's a hard drive on the desk
1466
01:28:00,427 --> 01:28:02,760
that has all my pictures growing up
1467
01:28:03,704 --> 01:28:05,381
have them developed when you get a chance
1468
01:28:06,549 --> 01:28:08,491
so my dad would have
something to remember me by
1469
01:28:21,303 --> 01:28:22,903
we took a short trip
1470
01:28:23,450 --> 01:28:25,096
and you came back more negative than I am
1471
01:28:26,858 --> 01:28:28,533
all you need is some treatment
1472
01:28:29,938 --> 01:28:30,938
together
1473
01:28:31,017 --> 01:28:32,716
we're gonna kick cancer's ass
1474
01:28:35,645 --> 01:28:36,645
I'm tired
1475
01:28:38,311 --> 01:28:39,319
you should leave
1476
01:28:41,563 --> 01:28:42,825
look at you
1477
01:28:44,508 --> 01:28:47,372
where was all that cockiness
from when you were trying to lecture me?
1478
01:28:48,079 --> 01:28:49,946
why are you such a wuss now?
1479
01:29:05,321 --> 01:29:06,321
Wei Yihang
1480
01:29:07,790 --> 01:29:09,186
come visit me no more
1481
01:29:10,430 --> 01:29:12,335
I'm getting my head shaved
in a couple of days
1482
01:29:12,811 --> 01:29:14,011
it'll b hideous
1483
01:29:17,900 --> 01:29:19,881
others may not get it
but you do, right?
1484
01:29:22,338 --> 01:29:23,489
this spot
1485
01:29:23,703 --> 01:29:24,903
is inoperable
1486
01:29:25,697 --> 01:29:26,817
did it spread?
1487
01:29:27,679 --> 01:29:29,123
insufficient intracranial space
1488
01:29:29,822 --> 01:29:31,179
- Doctor. lin
- not now
1489
01:29:32,592 --> 01:29:35,188
cancer can grow really fast
on young patients
1490
01:29:36,633 --> 01:29:37,656
then what happened?
1491
01:29:38,403 --> 01:29:39,997
still too soon to tell
1492
01:29:40,133 --> 01:29:41,843
there are other treatments to consider
1493
01:29:44,042 --> 01:29:45,811
she has been fine all these years
1494
01:29:45,833 --> 01:29:47,311
how come you didn't find it earlier?
1495
01:29:49,411 --> 01:29:51,474
didn't she get checked on a regular basis
1496
01:29:52,173 --> 01:29:54,276
yeah, result from last time
didn't come back so well
1497
01:29:54,301 --> 01:29:55,427
did she not tell you?
1498
01:30:00,885 --> 01:30:02,924
Doctor Lin
my mom's result just came back,
1499
01:30:02,949 --> 01:30:04,241
could you take look first?
1500
01:30:04,266 --> 01:30:05,946
what is the fucking rush?
1501
01:30:06,802 --> 01:30:08,214
can't wait to go to hell?
1502
01:30:33,010 --> 01:30:34,050
what's wrong?
1503
01:30:34,573 --> 01:30:35,851
ran out of ink again?
1504
01:30:36,716 --> 01:30:38,156
let me take a look
1505
01:30:49,185 --> 01:30:50,185
it's working
1506
01:31:03,507 --> 01:31:04,507
the doctor told me that
1507
01:31:05,803 --> 01:31:06,993
kids in your condition
1508
01:31:07,018 --> 01:31:08,698
are always good looking
1509
01:31:09,319 --> 01:31:10,439
don't know why
1510
01:31:12,692 --> 01:31:14,120
when you were this little
1511
01:31:14,462 --> 01:31:15,851
everything scared you
1512
01:31:17,089 --> 01:31:18,769
a woman wearing lipstick
1513
01:31:19,659 --> 01:31:21,095
a hallway with dim light
1514
01:31:22,913 --> 01:31:25,095
even flying catkins from
willow trees made you cry
1515
01:31:28,188 --> 01:31:29,378
got that from dad, i guess
1516
01:31:29,807 --> 01:31:30,808
I used to be scared too
1517
01:31:32,778 --> 01:31:34,398
I was afraid to the dark
1518
01:31:35,292 --> 01:31:36,292
and cold
1519
01:31:36,583 --> 01:31:37,583
and bugs
1520
01:31:39,375 --> 01:31:40,479
but since I had you
1521
01:31:40,504 --> 01:31:42,904
i became fearless, nothing scares me
1522
01:31:45,321 --> 01:31:46,681
well, not exactly
1523
01:31:49,557 --> 01:31:50,757
after I had you
1524
01:31:51,550 --> 01:31:52,644
I was scared of more things
1525
01:31:54,203 --> 01:31:55,410
that you would get sick
1526
01:31:55,926 --> 01:31:57,235
or get bullied
1527
01:31:58,566 --> 01:32:00,478
or get yourself into trouble
1528
01:32:03,288 --> 01:32:04,853
and I did all those things
1529
01:32:05,076 --> 01:32:06,250
nonsense
1530
01:32:07,147 --> 01:32:09,575
no one has a perfect life
1531
01:32:12,222 --> 01:32:14,626
giving birth to a child and watching him
1532
01:32:15,659 --> 01:32:17,150
grow into a man with his own thoughts
1533
01:32:19,270 --> 01:32:21,018
is a feeling that's so... how do I put it?
1534
01:32:23,931 --> 01:32:26,496
like what you kids always say
after beating a video game
1535
01:32:26,687 --> 01:32:27,687
dope
1536
01:32:32,800 --> 01:32:34,600
what are you afraid of now?
1537
01:32:39,774 --> 01:32:40,837
losing you
1538
01:32:45,083 --> 01:32:46,817
how did we even get here?
1539
01:32:47,192 --> 01:32:48,724
that's enough talk for today
1540
01:33:02,673 --> 01:33:03,673
I'm fine
1541
01:33:04,980 --> 01:33:06,472
what are you afraid of then, son?
1542
01:33:11,686 --> 01:33:12,924
me...
1543
01:33:15,083 --> 01:33:17,033
I'm afraid of being called mama's boy
1544
01:33:17,359 --> 01:33:18,359
no
1545
01:33:20,430 --> 01:33:21,861
you're afraid of losing her
1546
01:33:32,557 --> 01:33:33,557
mom
1547
01:33:37,048 --> 01:33:38,293
hypothetically speaking
1548
01:33:39,436 --> 01:33:41,116
what would you and dad do
1549
01:33:43,458 --> 01:33:44,458
if I'm gone?
1550
01:33:53,559 --> 01:33:55,091
I'll go take a look at the laundry
1551
01:34:02,851 --> 01:34:03,993
I used to believe
1552
01:34:05,333 --> 01:34:07,462
I'd be the one to go first
1553
01:34:08,637 --> 01:34:09,888
it never occurred to me that
1554
01:34:11,040 --> 01:34:13,230
one day I'd be so afraid of losing someone
1555
01:34:28,042 --> 01:34:29,519
how's Xiaoyuan going?
1556
01:34:31,813 --> 01:34:32,813
frustrated
1557
01:34:33,710 --> 01:34:34,750
extremely
1558
01:34:35,559 --> 01:34:37,708
i tried to visit her
but she wouldn't even see me
1559
01:34:41,216 --> 01:34:42,692
remember what I told you?
1560
01:34:44,454 --> 01:34:45,563
this support group
1561
01:34:45,875 --> 01:34:47,055
was my wife's idea
1562
01:34:49,250 --> 01:34:51,111
she had helped so many
1563
01:34:51,750 --> 01:34:52,888
but nobody knew that
1564
01:34:55,173 --> 01:34:56,355
she took her own life
1565
01:35:01,340 --> 01:35:03,319
she did, in that storage room downstairs
1566
01:35:06,581 --> 01:35:07,901
when I found her
1567
01:35:08,557 --> 01:35:09,900
it was too late
1568
01:35:11,829 --> 01:35:13,509
she had suffered so much
1569
01:35:15,628 --> 01:35:16,988
pain and miseries
1570
01:35:20,448 --> 01:35:22,144
yet every single day she'd lead the chant
1571
01:35:22,876 --> 01:35:24,581
" I'm not afraid of this illness "
1572
01:35:25,645 --> 01:35:27,165
" I can defeat it "
1573
01:35:29,549 --> 01:35:31,144
then she of all people gave up
1574
01:35:34,581 --> 01:35:35,850
i was a fool
1575
01:35:36,950 --> 01:35:38,220
i got so busy running business
1576
01:35:39,708 --> 01:35:41,141
to make the money for her treatment
1577
01:35:43,070 --> 01:35:45,270
that i left the diagnosis at home
1578
01:35:51,097 --> 01:35:52,781
and she saw it
1579
01:36:00,448 --> 01:36:02,226
people assumed i took ever the group
1580
01:36:03,333 --> 01:36:04,634
out of compassion in general
1581
01:36:05,024 --> 01:36:06,063
only i know that
1582
01:36:06,579 --> 01:36:07,674
it's because of the guilt
1583
01:36:10,555 --> 01:36:12,513
what I'm trying to tell you is this
1584
01:36:13,419 --> 01:36:14,783
even the most optimistic ones
1585
01:36:16,292 --> 01:36:17,972
can lose their senses
1586
01:36:20,437 --> 01:36:21,477
stay with her
1587
01:36:23,000 --> 01:36:24,119
otherwise you'll regret it
1588
01:36:26,137 --> 01:36:27,446
alright, let's eat, I'll shut up
1589
01:36:34,267 --> 01:36:35,767
while I got everyone here
1590
01:36:35,833 --> 01:36:37,561
I have an announcement to make
1591
01:36:38,167 --> 01:36:40,100
this dinner today is actually
1592
01:36:40,514 --> 01:36:42,194
my way of saying goodbye
1593
01:36:45,028 --> 01:36:46,440
I've been out for years
1594
01:36:48,520 --> 01:36:50,609
it's time for me to go home
and be with my parents
1595
01:36:51,427 --> 01:36:53,220
wait
you mean
1596
01:36:53,762 --> 01:36:55,675
today is a going away party?
1597
01:36:56,708 --> 01:36:58,484
the group will still be here when I'm not
1598
01:37:03,036 --> 01:37:05,043
why can't your parents come live with you?
1599
01:37:05,131 --> 01:37:06,131
that's right
1600
01:37:06,156 --> 01:37:07,202
just bring them here
1601
01:37:09,313 --> 01:37:11,811
it's been so long since
Xiao Wu's wife passed
1602
01:37:11,851 --> 01:37:13,851
he should start a new life now
1603
01:37:14,311 --> 01:37:15,811
that's enough
guys, quiet down, please
1604
01:37:15,930 --> 01:37:17,739
we've had so much time through the years
1605
01:37:18,256 --> 01:37:20,134
together we're the fire
1606
01:37:20,349 --> 01:37:21,603
and apart we are the stars
1607
01:37:21,667 --> 01:37:23,801
remember what we had and
keep up the good work
1608
01:37:24,583 --> 01:37:25,583
come on
1609
01:37:25,675 --> 01:37:26,753
let's have one last go
1610
01:37:31,855 --> 01:37:33,085
I'm not afraid of the illness
1611
01:37:36,561 --> 01:37:38,035
I can defeat it
1612
01:37:40,559 --> 01:37:41,900
I'm not afraid of the illness
1613
01:37:44,313 --> 01:37:45,721
I'm not afraid of the illness
1614
01:37:45,928 --> 01:37:48,531
i can defeat it
1615
01:37:48,769 --> 01:37:51,923
I'm not afraid of the illness
1616
01:37:52,201 --> 01:37:55,121
i can defeat it
1617
01:37:55,424 --> 01:37:58,224
I'm not afraid of the illness
1618
01:37:58,367 --> 01:38:01,169
i can defeat it
1619
01:38:01,360 --> 01:38:04,101
I'm not afraid of the illness
1620
01:38:04,355 --> 01:38:07,660
i can defeat it
1621
01:38:07,803 --> 01:38:10,838
I'm not afraid of the illness
1622
01:38:10,966 --> 01:38:14,000
I can defeat it
1623
01:38:15,159 --> 01:38:17,384
are we really not afraid?
1624
01:38:17,869 --> 01:38:19,861
can we really defeat it?
1625
01:38:20,361 --> 01:38:21,892
despite the doubts deep down
1626
01:38:23,067 --> 01:38:24,472
i had to chant with them
1627
01:38:25,345 --> 01:38:26,545
for Ma Xiaoyuan
1628
01:38:27,367 --> 01:38:28,487
and for myself
1629
01:39:31,565 --> 01:39:32,986
sir, hi
your food
1630
01:39:35,423 --> 01:39:36,503
but I didn't order anything
1631
01:39:36,536 --> 01:39:37,821
the order says
1632
01:39:37,884 --> 01:39:40,526
one stewed beef with rice
delivered to the dad who sits at the curb
1633
01:39:40,551 --> 01:39:41,769
in front of the tumor hospital
1634
01:39:41,816 --> 01:39:44,167
looks like your daughter ordered it for you
you take a look
1635
01:41:33,436 --> 01:41:34,436
son
1636
01:41:34,555 --> 01:41:36,587
remember what you asked me the other day?
1637
01:41:36,674 --> 01:41:38,693
I've discussed it many times with your dad
1638
01:41:38,883 --> 01:41:40,836
but we couldn't bring ourselves to
1639
01:41:40,958 --> 01:41:42,238
say it your face
1640
01:41:42,519 --> 01:41:44,794
so we figured
why don't we make a video?
1641
01:41:44,842 --> 01:41:46,461
it was actually my idea
1642
01:41:46,509 --> 01:41:47,509
don't change the subject
1643
01:41:48,263 --> 01:41:50,390
so, hypothetically speaking
1644
01:41:50,461 --> 01:41:51,470
if you're gone
1645
01:41:51,557 --> 01:41:52,565
knock on wood
1646
01:41:52,590 --> 01:41:53,590
Okey
1647
01:41:53,786 --> 01:41:55,462
if hypothetically you're gone...
1648
01:41:56,025 --> 01:41:57,153
and it happens to be weekend
1649
01:41:57,178 --> 01:41:58,193
your mom and I
1650
01:41:58,218 --> 01:42:01,522
have filmed our activities of the day
1651
01:42:02,171 --> 01:42:03,591
please enjoy
1652
01:42:07,361 --> 01:42:08,633
10 A.M
1653
01:42:08,856 --> 01:42:10,691
after we had breakfast
1654
01:42:11,557 --> 01:42:13,457
you dad got me iced coffee
1655
01:42:14,370 --> 01:42:15,554
now we're at a movie
1656
01:42:15,872 --> 01:42:16,872
let me show you
1657
01:42:17,309 --> 01:42:19,763
it's a horror flick
look how scared your dad is
1658
01:42:24,968 --> 01:42:26,388
I'll show you
1659
01:42:27,928 --> 01:42:30,209
what you mom reads everyday
1660
01:42:33,869 --> 01:42:36,043
the Ultimate Way to Health
1661
01:42:38,607 --> 01:42:41,407
useful Tips for Recovering Cancer Patients
1662
01:42:41,959 --> 01:42:45,142
i think she's one article away
to becoming a Healthcare expert
1663
01:42:45,936 --> 01:42:49,072
even the movies she saw are
about fighting cancer
1664
01:42:50,214 --> 01:42:51,214
see?
1665
01:42:51,944 --> 01:42:53,304
Go Away Mr. Tumor
1666
01:42:54,204 --> 01:42:55,204
Jiang
1667
01:42:57,673 --> 01:42:59,251
it's three o'clock in the afternoon
1668
01:42:59,830 --> 01:43:02,097
and you mom has dragged me to this
1669
01:43:02,342 --> 01:43:04,834
support group for families of
cancer patients
1670
01:43:05,866 --> 01:43:06,961
see your mom there?
1671
01:43:07,310 --> 01:43:08,584
chatting with people
1672
01:43:09,426 --> 01:43:11,188
all these families
1673
01:43:11,355 --> 01:43:12,881
are in the similar situations as ours
1674
01:43:13,160 --> 01:43:15,185
you mom told them how we should
1675
01:43:15,233 --> 01:43:16,542
stick together for comfort
1676
01:43:17,424 --> 01:43:19,357
the thing is I'm totally fine
1677
01:43:19,401 --> 01:43:20,694
what do I need comfort for?
1678
01:43:21,012 --> 01:43:22,012
Wei Jiang
1679
01:43:22,052 --> 01:43:23,052
coming
1680
01:43:32,065 --> 01:43:33,425
son, you see him?
1681
01:43:33,851 --> 01:43:35,131
look at your dad
1682
01:43:35,290 --> 01:43:36,362
he thinks I'm clumsy
1683
01:43:36,679 --> 01:43:38,567
so he went and
find himself a new dance partner
1684
01:43:38,592 --> 01:43:39,592
leaving me all alone
1685
01:43:39,617 --> 01:43:41,734
like I'd enjoy dancing with him
in the first place
1686
01:43:46,080 --> 01:43:47,271
right, keep dancing with her
1687
01:43:49,057 --> 01:43:50,989
listen
don't film us at first
1688
01:43:51,438 --> 01:43:52,648
point the camera at that light
1689
01:43:52,673 --> 01:43:54,596
wait till it's green
then turn around and film us
1690
01:43:54,811 --> 01:43:55,811
no problem
1691
01:44:00,454 --> 01:44:01,454
it's green
1692
01:44:24,641 --> 01:44:26,256
did you get it?
yeah
1693
01:44:26,376 --> 01:44:27,376
thank you
1694
01:44:28,097 --> 01:44:29,288
your mom insisted we ate this
1695
01:44:32,924 --> 01:44:34,656
is it even edible?
1696
01:44:34,927 --> 01:44:36,024
this is like torture
1697
01:44:36,477 --> 01:44:37,757
mild spicy, mild
1698
01:44:38,310 --> 01:44:39,918
it'd have been medium if Yihang was here
1699
01:44:39,943 --> 01:44:41,061
could yourself lucky
1700
01:44:43,022 --> 01:44:44,022
waiter
1701
01:44:44,047 --> 01:44:45,183
get me a plate of ice
1702
01:44:45,533 --> 01:44:46,536
not ice, vinegar
1703
01:44:46,568 --> 01:44:48,977
it can neutralize the spiciness
bring us some vinegar, please
1704
01:44:55,069 --> 01:44:56,069
everyone in life
1705
01:44:56,811 --> 01:44:58,091
experiences losses
1706
01:44:59,437 --> 01:45:01,117
which we're all afraid of
1707
01:45:02,583 --> 01:45:03,827
yet when it happens
1708
01:45:03,852 --> 01:45:05,697
the most powerful weapon we have against it
1709
01:45:07,929 --> 01:45:09,625
is to live each movement to the fullest
1710
01:45:10,459 --> 01:45:11,793
every second counts
1711
01:45:13,450 --> 01:45:15,012
that's how it is with me and your dad
1712
01:45:16,193 --> 01:45:17,280
and that's how it should be
1713
01:45:18,144 --> 01:45:19,155
with you and Xiaoyuan
1714
01:45:22,598 --> 01:45:24,386
this is our last stop
1715
01:45:29,306 --> 01:45:31,121
a perfect end to a perfect day
1716
01:45:33,463 --> 01:45:34,712
did you not wash your feet?
1717
01:45:35,179 --> 01:45:37,403
go wash them already like i told you
1718
01:45:37,681 --> 01:45:39,446
you don't think Yihang you got smell feet?
1719
01:45:39,655 --> 01:45:40,655
Harry up
1720
01:45:59,581 --> 01:46:02,567
mom, you guys totally SLAY
1721
01:46:36,792 --> 01:46:38,107
why did you shave your head?
1722
01:46:38,315 --> 01:46:39,386
are you insane?
1723
01:47:05,075 --> 01:47:06,781
from the Breakup Potion
1724
01:47:06,851 --> 01:47:08,031
to the implacable feud
1725
01:47:08,467 --> 01:47:09,534
from the barbecue stand
1726
01:47:09,589 --> 01:47:11,109
to the Qinghai trip
1727
01:47:11,295 --> 01:47:12,858
here are everything we've ever drunk
1728
01:47:13,210 --> 01:47:15,268
i call this one the Potion of No Return
1729
01:47:16,271 --> 01:47:17,311
i drink it up
1730
01:47:17,563 --> 01:47:18,840
and you'll be mine forever
1731
01:48:01,500 --> 01:48:02,527
what are you doing?
1732
01:48:04,442 --> 01:48:05,865
from now on
1733
01:48:07,056 --> 01:48:08,470
I'll sleep by your side every night
1734
01:48:09,055 --> 01:48:10,665
what tuity fruity soap opera is this?
1735
01:48:11,062 --> 01:48:12,966
whatever works for ya
1736
01:48:13,728 --> 01:48:14,754
get out of my face now
1737
01:48:15,211 --> 01:48:16,211
you're such a baby
1738
01:48:26,546 --> 01:48:27,546
I'm staying
1739
01:48:28,700 --> 01:48:29,729
good night
1740
01:48:40,450 --> 01:48:42,917
did you not feel well before we left?
1741
01:48:46,571 --> 01:48:47,581
felt dizzy a few times
1742
01:48:50,161 --> 01:48:51,539
why didn't you say something then?
1743
01:48:52,282 --> 01:48:54,942
you signed up for that drug trial thing
without telling me, either
1744
01:48:55,587 --> 01:48:56,971
I was afraid that if I did
1745
01:48:57,005 --> 01:48:58,315
you wouldn't have come with me
1746
01:48:59,523 --> 01:49:00,733
and I was afraid that if I did
1747
01:49:00,758 --> 01:49:02,174
you wouldn't have taken me with you
1748
01:49:03,196 --> 01:49:04,203
i wanted so much
1749
01:49:04,228 --> 01:49:06,038
to be the person with you by the lake
1750
01:49:08,427 --> 01:49:09,427
too bad...
1751
01:49:10,550 --> 01:49:11,550
i can't
1752
01:49:13,206 --> 01:49:14,486
there is no me in your future
1753
01:49:24,375 --> 01:49:26,140
you're already in it
1754
01:49:30,069 --> 01:49:32,591
we would walk across that
beach with the great white sharks
1755
01:49:34,040 --> 01:49:36,034
we would float together on the Dead Sea
1756
01:49:37,375 --> 01:49:39,240
and we would visit
penguins in the Antarctica
1757
01:49:41,601 --> 01:49:43,401
we'd go to school together
1758
01:49:44,567 --> 01:49:45,607
then graduate
1759
01:49:46,423 --> 01:49:47,423
get married
1760
01:49:48,570 --> 01:49:49,607
and have children
1761
01:49:52,095 --> 01:49:53,328
then, when we were old
1762
01:49:53,362 --> 01:49:54,362
we'd dance in the square
1763
01:49:55,817 --> 01:49:56,859
I've seen all these things
1764
01:49:57,354 --> 01:49:59,034
i just didn't tell you
1765
01:50:00,576 --> 01:50:01,576
liar
1766
01:50:03,322 --> 01:50:05,348
those were the stupid things we did
1767
01:50:05,864 --> 01:50:06,916
it's not the future
1768
01:50:08,932 --> 01:50:10,612
stupid is for grownups
1769
01:50:11,515 --> 01:50:13,684
we kids only care if we
can make them come true
1770
01:50:15,796 --> 01:50:16,796
just wait
1771
01:50:17,347 --> 01:50:18,347
soon
1772
01:50:18,675 --> 01:50:20,583
I'll travel around the world with you
1773
01:50:27,706 --> 01:50:29,440
what if we get separated?
1774
01:50:45,193 --> 01:50:46,322
in that case
1775
01:50:46,823 --> 01:50:47,980
you'll raise your arm
1776
01:50:48,005 --> 01:50:49,037
standing in the crowd
1777
01:50:49,672 --> 01:50:51,365
that way when i see this little red flower
1778
01:50:51,390 --> 01:50:52,857
I'll come find your in no time
1779
01:51:00,433 --> 01:51:01,679
this is some ugly drawing
1780
01:51:09,665 --> 01:51:11,345
take me to somewhere now
1781
01:51:27,883 --> 01:51:28,883
what are you doing?
1782
01:51:30,073 --> 01:51:31,273
are you scared?
1783
01:51:33,280 --> 01:51:34,605
why would I b scared?
1784
01:51:45,433 --> 01:51:48,292
i I heard that when you die
you'll see something so bright
1785
01:51:48,346 --> 01:51:49,768
and so warm
1786
01:51:52,578 --> 01:51:54,302
I think it'd be kind of like what you saw
1787
01:51:54,327 --> 01:51:56,217
during your surgery
1788
01:52:12,803 --> 01:52:14,901
this part of the railway is abandoned
1789
01:52:15,446 --> 01:52:17,322
so, we just lie like this forever?
1790
01:52:19,576 --> 01:52:20,904
you shouldn't said it earlier
1791
01:52:21,865 --> 01:52:24,361
now we're trying to get ourselves
killed on a abandoned railway
1792
01:52:28,851 --> 01:52:30,234
can I ask you something?
1793
01:52:31,154 --> 01:52:33,186
do you believe in parallel universes?
1794
01:52:35,258 --> 01:52:36,471
i have some doubts
1795
01:52:36,931 --> 01:52:38,013
I believe it
1796
01:52:38,847 --> 01:52:41,317
somewhere there must
be a different version of you
1797
01:52:41,635 --> 01:52:42,675
and one of me
1798
01:52:43,209 --> 01:52:45,441
living a different version of life
1799
01:52:45,466 --> 01:52:48,205
I don't think you get to decide
what parallel universes are like
1800
01:52:48,912 --> 01:52:49,980
cut it
1801
01:52:50,017 --> 01:52:51,092
I'm serious
1802
01:52:51,131 --> 01:52:52,651
alright, keep going
1803
01:53:13,758 --> 01:53:15,038
from that day on
1804
01:53:15,553 --> 01:53:17,476
I had never left Ma Xiaoyuan's side
1805
01:53:18,850 --> 01:53:19,850
until
1806
01:53:21,145 --> 01:53:22,887
she disappeared from my future
1807
01:53:41,341 --> 01:53:43,118
and ever since she was gone
1808
01:53:43,302 --> 01:53:44,982
that lake in my vision
1809
01:53:45,885 --> 01:53:47,131
has been running almost dry
1810
01:54:41,384 --> 01:54:42,384
uncle
1811
01:54:43,451 --> 01:54:44,451
look
1812
01:54:49,468 --> 01:54:50,468
magic
1813
01:54:55,032 --> 01:54:56,835
I heard this trick
1814
01:54:57,502 --> 01:54:59,330
to make my daughter happy
1815
01:55:02,276 --> 01:55:05,705
it'd be great if there really were
1816
01:55:05,952 --> 01:55:07,009
magic in this world
1817
01:55:09,065 --> 01:55:10,575
I'm handging the house over tomorrow
1818
01:55:11,067 --> 01:55:12,610
why don't you go take a look upstairs
1819
01:55:13,086 --> 01:55:14,766
keep anything you want
1820
01:55:14,930 --> 01:55:16,272
something that reminds you of her
1821
01:56:50,188 --> 01:56:51,696
one year later
1822
01:56:51,831 --> 01:56:53,317
throughout Kafka's life
1823
01:56:53,342 --> 01:56:55,273
he had been trying to explore
1824
01:56:55,302 --> 01:56:57,618
the value and meaning of existence
1825
01:56:57,678 --> 01:56:58,919
but even till the day he died
1826
01:56:58,944 --> 01:57:01,462
he hadn't been able to come up
1827
01:57:01,651 --> 01:57:04,451
with a satisfying conclusion to his quest
1828
01:57:05,050 --> 01:57:06,650
that's it for today
1829
01:57:06,758 --> 01:57:07,767
class dismissed
1830
01:57:14,048 --> 01:57:15,048
Wei Yihang
1831
01:57:15,430 --> 01:57:17,176
have you signed up for the summer camp?
1832
01:57:17,201 --> 01:57:18,566
the deadline is this afternoon
1833
01:57:18,685 --> 01:57:20,737
I'm not going
I've made my own plans
1834
01:57:21,357 --> 01:57:22,357
thanks
1835
01:58:04,315 --> 01:58:05,331
the lake is over there
1836
01:58:05,529 --> 01:58:06,688
- Thanks
- be safe out there
1837
01:58:06,784 --> 01:58:07,784
- take care
- see you
1838
01:59:00,957 --> 01:59:01,957
Wei Yihang
1839
01:59:26,631 --> 01:59:28,698
I've finally solved the mystery
1840
01:59:29,724 --> 01:59:30,844
like you said
1841
01:59:31,756 --> 01:59:34,083
those images I saw for a million times
1842
01:59:34,346 --> 01:59:35,353
were not the future
1843
01:59:36,139 --> 01:59:38,403
it was us in a parallel universe
1844
01:59:39,761 --> 01:59:42,477
a world without pain and sadness
1845
01:59:43,792 --> 01:59:44,792
over there
1846
01:59:45,478 --> 01:59:46,789
Tao Hui and Wei Jiang
1847
01:59:46,814 --> 01:59:48,681
have a perfectly healthy son
1848
01:59:50,049 --> 01:59:52,084
and they don't have a worry in the world
1849
01:59:52,886 --> 01:59:54,468
they could care less
1850
01:59:54,532 --> 01:59:56,212
about the mundane world
1851
01:59:57,531 --> 01:59:59,789
i told you,you can't let
customers put things on the cuff
1852
01:59:59,814 --> 02:00:01,186
and yet you let Lao Li do it again
1853
02:00:01,282 --> 02:00:02,875
he's my buddy
1854
02:00:02,946 --> 02:00:04,494
Mr. and Mrs. Ma
1855
02:00:04,692 --> 02:00:06,446
also have a perfectly healthy daughter
1856
02:00:07,351 --> 02:00:09,398
they fight almost everyday
1857
02:00:09,843 --> 02:00:13,120
so their daughter wears
her headset all the time
1858
02:00:15,151 --> 02:00:16,999
the father siting in
the front of the hospital
1859
02:00:17,302 --> 02:00:19,150
didn't lose her daughter
1860
02:00:19,778 --> 02:00:23,035
they went and tried every delicious
treat to the world has to offer
1861
02:00:25,305 --> 02:00:26,763
and the old lady waiting in the rain
1862
02:00:27,184 --> 02:00:29,272
never lost her grandson
1863
02:00:30,011 --> 02:00:31,660
it is her happiest moment of the day
1864
02:00:31,685 --> 02:00:34,352
when she goes picking him up from school
1865
02:00:35,330 --> 02:00:36,330
Hangu
Tanggu
1866
02:00:36,512 --> 02:00:38,156
to Tianjin
in the southeast corner
1867
02:00:38,211 --> 02:00:39,230
Dong Men Gong Yin Hao
1868
02:00:39,342 --> 02:00:40,349
and there's Wu Xiaomei
1869
02:00:40,556 --> 02:00:42,063
he's a stand up comedian
1870
02:00:42,461 --> 02:00:44,018
everyday after practice
1871
02:00:44,065 --> 02:00:45,073
his wife will make him
1872
02:00:45,098 --> 02:00:46,306
a big bowl of
1873
02:00:46,354 --> 02:00:48,052
white fungus soup with lotus seeds
1874
02:00:48,068 --> 02:00:49,935
which is good for his throat
1875
02:00:52,928 --> 02:00:55,745
there never was a support
group for cancer patients, either
1876
02:00:56,357 --> 02:00:58,698
everyone is living a life of their dreams
1877
02:00:59,646 --> 02:01:00,646
simple
1878
02:01:00,932 --> 02:01:01,939
and be beautiful
1879
02:01:02,083 --> 02:01:03,376
one early morn
1880
02:01:03,853 --> 02:01:04,926
my sun did shine
1881
02:01:05,069 --> 02:01:07,936
with all triumphant splendor on my brow
1882
02:01:09,690 --> 02:01:11,050
as for you and me
1883
02:01:11,852 --> 02:01:13,734
we are running through the infinity of time
1884
02:01:14,576 --> 02:01:15,576
from now
1885
02:01:15,840 --> 02:01:17,136
to eternity
1886
02:01:18,057 --> 02:01:19,737
we cherish every instant
1887
02:01:19,926 --> 02:01:21,229
we barely talk to each other
1888
02:01:21,848 --> 02:01:23,144
but we are always smiling
1889
02:01:24,176 --> 02:01:25,557
we jog
1890
02:01:25,645 --> 02:01:26,645
and we leap
1891
02:01:26,946 --> 02:01:28,680
living our lives care free
1892
02:01:29,131 --> 02:01:30,594
and we're never be apart
1893
02:01:31,428 --> 02:01:32,779
with no fear
1894
02:01:32,859 --> 02:01:33,979
or disturbance
1895
02:01:36,438 --> 02:01:37,446
FOREVER
1896
02:01:38,256 --> 02:01:39,256
AND EVER.
1897
02:03:04,837 --> 02:17:08,351
A Little Red Flower 2020
1898
02:03:08,955 --> 02:03:10,635
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