All language subtitles for ER (1994) - S03E12 - Post Mortem (1080p AMZN WEB-DL x265 MONOLITH)_track3_[eng]

Carter:
What happened?

I guess that's the question.

How could this awful,
Senseless thing happen?

I mean, I've-I've
Seen traumas

From plenty of accidents
Since I started my training.

But this was someone I knew.

But you're convinced
It was an accident?

I guess.

Have the police...?

I don't think they've come
To any conclusions.

Either he lost his balance
And fell onto the tracks...

Or jumped.

I understand that you and, uh,
Dr. Gant were friends...

Roommates?

Mm-hmm.

Well, we hadn't seen much of
Each other for the last...

Month.

Um, I had, um...

I was seeing somebody,
And I was staying...

Over at her place a lot.

Obviously, the, uh, hospital
Is interested in finding out

If anything could have been done
To prevent this tragedy.

You mean if it

Were a suicide?

We're both aware of
The complaint about dr. Benton

Dennis lodged on
The day of his death.

In your judgment,
Was this day unique

In dr. Gant's experience,
Or had he frequently felt

He was treated unfairly?

We both complained

About the hours,
The residents.

That's what I thought
It was-- venting.

I know dennis
Had bad days.

We all do.

But what I'm asking is

If anyone or anything
Put undue pressure

On dr. Gant--

A policy,
A teaching method--

Anything that seems,
In retrospect, too harsh?

I'll have to think

About that.

Dr. Gant's father
Is arriving this afternoon

To collect his things
And, uh...

Bring the body
Back home to...

( voice cracking ):
Atlanta.

I hope you'll be able
To accompany mr. Gant

To the apartment.

Mm-hmm.

Oh, my god, john,
I couldn't believe it.

Yeah.

What a shocker.

You think
He pulled a cobain?

Dale...

If they do rule it
A suicide

Maybe we'll get some
Shorter hours around here.

Dennis said something
At christmas

About his girlfriend.

But if he were
Depressed or whatever

You would have noticed,
Wouldn't you?

Yeah, I would've.

( pager beeps )

It's the e.R.

I thought you had
The e.R. Yesterday.

I'm covering dennis's shift.

Eight units of o-neg,
The sooner the better.

What's up?

Two g.S.W.'s coming in,
Both critical.

All sharps and meds
Accounted for.

Get ready for
The next guest.

Set up the
Rapid infuser.

Benton coming down?

I haven't seen him yet.

I was sorry to hear
About dennis.

Is there any more news?

No, not yet.

We'll take
The chest wound in two.

We'll handle the
Extremity wound right here.

Got it.

Respiratory's alerted.

I'll set up a vent.

I'll spike you up
A couple of liters of saline.

Here's a fresh
Chest tube tray.

Thank you.

Who's with us, carol?

I paged lily.

Connie'll scribe.

Me and malik
Are with carter.

What do we got?

Two g.S.W.S.

You and carter can
Take the chest wound.

Is the room prepped?

Yeah. O-neg's here.

Both rooms are ready.

The chest tube
Tray is set.

Call radiology;
Get a portable.

We did it.

Anybody check the battery
On the laryngoscope?

Done.

Looks like we're ready
To go, folks.

Where the hell
Are they?

I'll check the e.T.A.

Hey, I was wondering.

Did you get my message
About the memorial service?

Uh, yeah. Yeah, I did.

I was wondering if you

Would say a few words.

Hathaway:
The memorial?

Weaver:
It's 5:00 in the chapel.

Malik:
I still can't
Believe it.

Me, neither.

Pickman:
Here comes
The groom.

Zadro's got the bride
Right behind me.

Oligario:
Put her in one.

Pickman:
G.S.W. To the chest.

Intubated in the field.

Two liters in.

B.P. 40 palp,
Sinus tach at 150.

Two g.S.W.S,
Left lower extremity.

Arterial bleeding,
No distal pulses.

I see a third gurney.

Best man. Wound to the
Abdomen. He's stable.

B.P.'s 120/80,
Pulse 88.

We only knew about
Two victims.

Hold him right here.

Carter!

One, two, three.

Evaluate the guy
In the hall.

We got a third victim.

I need to steal malik.

H & h, cross and type
For six. Portable chest.

Hathaway:
Pressure's
Still 40.

Set up the transfuser.

Large bore I.V.

With blood tubing.

Let's run it wide open.

Let's go.

Malik:
Carter, come on.

Coming.

And there's her ex,
Blasting away.

Any exam rooms open
For our best man?

Not yet.

How are duke
And katria doing?

Malik:
Whoa. Pressure's
Dropping.

He's crashing.

Damn it. Take that!

I need to do
A central line.

What do you want
Me to do, carter?

There's no room to do him.

Figure it out.

Start pushing, malik.

Where are we going?

Trauma two.

Oh, man.

Scoot over. Make room.

To the right. Go.

All right, malik,
Let's get a central line kit

And an intubation tray

And start pushing
The o-neg.

How's that pressure?

Hathaway:
40 palp.

Central line kit here now.

Trendelenburg.

( beeping )

Whose monitor
Is that?

Ours. He's arrested.

Thoracotomy tray.

Want to watch
Your elbows?

Let's go.

Hey.

I missed you last night.

How's your cold?

It's better.

Thanks for the roses.

I loved them.

For you.

Oh, man, you are spoiling me,
You know that?

Something wrong?

This union stuff.

It will be a weird day
For the nurses.

Will the sick-out happen?

Yeah, I think so.

Does it bother you
That I told you?

No, no, no.

We're still on for tonight--
Movie, dinner?

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

It's a date.

It's fractured,
All right.

How's that
Pressure dressing?

Looks like we
Stopped the bleeding.

Four units of a-positive.

Next door.

Let's get
That arteriogram.

Finally,
Type-specific's here.

Put it on the infuser.

Okay, I'm in.

Keep the o-neg going.

Malik:
Pressure's coming up.

My guy's stable.

You need
Some help?

Ah, damn it.
There's nothing to clamp.

He's bled out.

Flatline.

All right.

Time of death-- 12:05.

B.P.'s stable, 100/60.

Want to take this guy up?

Yeah. Let's go.

You do the body,
I'll do the room?

Sure.

Malik, I'm a little
Shorthanded this afternoon.

A lot of my nurses
Are calling in sick.

Can you pull a double?

Sorry.

Carol, can you give us
A hand in here?

Go on.
I'll get this.

The, uh, memorial service

Is going to be in
The hospital chapel.

You wouldn't need to say much.

Just...

Forget it, carter.

I'm no public speaker.

You know, there's still
No official ruling

On the cause of death.

Dr. Anspaugh says the police
Are still talking to witnesses.

Maybe they'll
Turn up something.

When did you speak
To anspaugh?

This morning.

He called in all
The blue team interns.

Why?

To see what we think
Might have happened.

Were there blue team interns
On the el platform?

He was wondering about
Gant's state of mind

These last
Couple of weeks

Like all of us were.

Did he call you guys
In all together?

No. One at a time.

Hasn't anspaugh
Talked to you?

I'm supposed
To talk to him

But I guess he needs
To do a survey first.

G.S.W. To the abdomen.
Who's on call?

Dr. Hicks. Room one.

I don't think
Anybody's blaming you.

Why would they?

Did you finish
Your rounds this morning?

Not yet.

Well, get to it.

I can finish
This up by myself.

She'll stay on
A 72-hour hold

While we finish her
Psychiatric evaluation.

I suggest you
Steer clear.

You've gotten
Too entangled.

I'm her doctor.

And her guardian angel

And the guy
Who let her down.

She pissed?

At you? Yeah, sure.

You told her you wouldn't
Sell her into the system

And you did.

Betrayal
Isn't new to her.

She's a 14-year-old
On the streets.

You don't need
To explain it to me

Or explain it to her.

Another doc could follow up
On her neuro exam.

You knew I'd be back.

She's a kid you tried
To help who hates you.

You want to change that.

She's got a lot
Of issues

But I won't recommend
A psychiatric placement.

D.C.S.F. Will take over.

It wouldn't be a
Problem if I see her?

Charlie's armor
Is in good shape.

How's yours?

So what are you going
To do with the afternoon?

Lydia and I are hitting
The january sales.

I'm not spending a penny
Until our contract is settled.

It is settled.

Nothing like a case
Of the pink flu

To make a point.

I've never been
In a strike.

I hope you never will be.

This is just a sick-out.

Close your ears, e. Ray.

Hey, I'm a union man.

One shift without r.N.S
Ought to make them

Think twice about
Cutting our overtime.

I'm worried
About the patients.

We all are.

That's why we won't
Accept a contract

That compromises
Patient care.

Or screws us.

That, too.

Chuny, could you help me
With this coffee maker?

See. What would they do
Without us r.N.S?

You should be taking
Tea and lemon

For that cold of yours.

Oh, boy. I hate
To see her fall.

I tried to warn her.

Oh, dr. Greene's
A nice guy.

Dr. Greene's a doctor
On the rebound.

How many nurse/doctor
Flings have you known?

Including my own?

How many worked out?

The real problem is,
She's got a grand trine in fire

And his sun
Is in pisces.

Labs are back
From curtain three.

They're mine.

Haleh, can you
Pull a double?

When?

Today. My entire p.M.
Shift called in sick.

I heard something
Was going around.

Something's going
Around, all right.

Can you stay?

I'm sorry, carol.

I'm coming down
With it myself.

Hey, charlie.

I just want to check
On your concussion.

It will only
Take a second.

Sit up.

Come on, let's go.

I need you
To sit up.

Look into the light.

Okay?

Come here.

I want you
To follow this

Just with your eyes,
Not your head.

Hey, look.

That swelling
Went down.

Okay, follow the light

Just with your eyes,
Not your head.

How's your head?

Any confusion?

Yeah.

What year is it?

December '95,
According to this hot magazine

You gave me.

Did you know michael and
Lisa-marie are splitting up?

Was I supposed to let you
Back on the street?

Like I haven't been beaten
Worse when I lived at home.

You have any
Trouble seeing?

No. I get
These little blobs.

What kind of blobs?

Open your eye.

Dark spots floating around.

Flashes of light?

Sometimes, when you get
A blow to the head

There's a danger
Of retinal detachment.

We'll have an ophthalmologist
Take a look at it.

Lay back down, okay?

Just when I thought things
Couldn't get any more boring.

Yep.

If I go blind

Can they still send me
To the nut house?

That's not where you're going.

Oh, good.

Then just to jail?

You're going somewhere
So you'll be safe.

I should have lied...

And said I wasn't raped.

That's why you locked me up.

You're on a hold
For your own good.

Like it was my fault.

I should have just said
It was sex.

It's not like there's
Much of a difference.

Like any of it matters.

Don't let them put me
In a home.

I won't.

Nobody's going to hurt you.

Please.

It's... No more roses.

They were beautiful, but...

No, not roses.

It's a beauty.

This thing must
Have cost you.

Try it on.

You'll need it,
Come spring.

I thought we'd head
To the upper peninsula.

Mark, it's only january.

What makes you
Think we can't

Plan ahead?

My last ten relationships.

Mark, nurses admin
Is coming to discuss...

What are you rebelling against?

What have you got?

Weaver, without a chart.

Oops. I got distracted.

All his fault.

Does admin
Want to discuss

Our... Situation?

The nurses' sick-out?

Chuny.

That's what it is.

Would you stay
And help me?

The nurses have
To stick together.

I'm a nurse.

And a manager.

Don't ask me.

It's hard to say no to you.

She's great.

Yeah.

Heard from susan?

If you think I'm

Just reacting to susan leaving,
You're completely wrong.

I'm completely wrong.

Picked this guy up

At the airport shuttle
At mccormick place.

He's diaphoretic,
Temp's 103, b.P.'s 70/50.

Vomited three times en route.
Diarrhea, too.

You don't want to
Go near my rig.

Find dr. Greene.

Okay, on my count.

One, two, three.

Let's give him

A liter of saline.

Pulse ox is 98%
On five liters.

Temp's 103.6.

Okay, five of compazine

And tylenol,
Ten grain suppository.

Let's mix a dopamine drip.

He was at an airport shuttle.

Departing or arriving?

Here, let me check.

Cap refill's poor.

Okay, let's get
A c.B.C., chem seven

Urine c. And s.

His ticket says mr. Hecht
Just flew in from paris.

Hang on.
His original

Point of departure
Was libreville.

Gabon, west africa.

Everybody get masks on.

I'll mask the patient.

What are you thinking?

I'd like to get a consult

From infectious
Disease right away.

Doesn't gabon have
The ebola virus?

Set up an isolation room.

Keep care givers to a minimum.

I'll stay with mr. Hecht.
I started the case.

How'd it go?

Best man pull through?

Yeah. Lost his spleen.

I finished my rounds.

Did you want me to take
Dennis's patients, too?

No. I'll do them.

I bumped into dr. Morgenstern.

He told me the police

Have ruled dennis's death
An accident.

Is that what you think it was?

I think it's easier
For everyone, for his family.

Yeah. Easier on everyone

But that doesn't mean it's true.

Carter, why do you care
What I think?

We knew dennis better
Than anybody else here.

I'm not your friend keaton.

If she was here,
She would

Hash over this with you,
But that's not me.

Peter?

Ah.

There you are.
When it rains, it pours.

Dissecting aneurysm coming down.

Care to join me?

Uh... I'd love to.

Finished your rounds yet?

Yes, I have.

He's covering e.R.

That shouldn't stop
You from joining us.

If you get paged,
You can leave.

Why don't I tell you
How to do your job?

Can you expedite
Charlie's foster placement?

She won't do well
In an institution. Norm agrees.

I said if she
Gets a chance

She'll probably
Ditch out of a group setting.

That's why my first attempt
Is to locate the mother.

Good luck
With that.

She was last seen
In ohio a year ago.

You believe that?

I don't believe
Charlie wants us

To find her mom,
So she's uncooperative.

She's such
A great mom.

Even a bad mom
Can give parental consent

And that's what you need

For the placement
You're suggesting.

If charlie
Would cooperate

In helping find
Her other relatives

She could be placed with them.

And she
Understands that?

Yes.

Yes.

But I'm the enemy.

I'll give it a shot

If I'm not stepping
On your toes.

Oh, stomp away.

We all want the same thing.

Jeanie, this is dr. Fischer
From infectious disease.

How's the patient?

He's defervescing.

Lytes, chest x ray,
Urinalysis were all normal.

He's conscious off and on,
But delirious.

He confirmed working in gabon.

Some land survey.

I want a sed rate
And an l.P.

Right away.

And the airline?

Keep them on alert

But I want test results

Before they
Contact passengers.

I hear hoofbeats,
But I haven't seen any zebras.

The graft is holding,
Finally.

Let's close.

2-0 proline
On a double-armed.

Carter, suction.

Come on, 2-0 proline.

Let's wake up.

The whole department's
Off today.

Everyone's still in shock.

Bovie.

I'm sorry I didn't get
To know dr. Gant better.

How was working
With him?

It's too soon to say.

He hadn't

Distinguished himself yet.

Surprising, given
His transcripts.

He came to us with the
Highest recommendations.

Maybe he was having
Adjustment problems.

So you noticed
Him struggling?

Gant wasn't prepared
For an urban trauma center.

Why did you give him a
Positive progress report?

Sorry?

You heard me. Why
Did you praise him

For his "Improved technical
Skills and initiative"

In his second review?

Perhaps at another time.

No. I did that review before
Gant's recent backsliding.

I wasn't even aware
He received that evaluation.

Oh, he hadn't.

It came today.

You can be sure

He never received

Any encouraging
Or supportive word from you.

Candy, take over
Suctioning.

You're excused,
Dr. Carter.

All he got from you
Was harping and criticism

And now, he's dead

And you're going
To have to face it.

My apologies, dr. Hicks.

Whoa! You don't
Like the roses?

I love the roses.

I'm just telling you

You don't have
To impress me.

I just passed
A florist shop

And I thought about you.

Yeah, but in my family

If a man sends flowers
Two times in one week

The only thing left is
Conversion to catholicism

Marriage and seven kids.

Should I be looking
Over my shoulder

For your father
With a shotgun?

No. My brother julio
Packs a .45.

Weaver:
Mark, there you are.

Looks like 100% participation.

We have no nurses
In exactly one hour.

Dr. Greene,
This is roger drummond

From labor relations.

Our attorneys are filing
An injunction against the union.

An organized work stoppage
Is illegal under their contract.

No one admits to
An organized sick-out?

Nope.

Hopefully, only one shift
Will be affected.

We can't stay open.

I've rounded up
Private duty nurses

And nurse managers
From other departments

Are going to cover.

Oh, boy.

I can come down myself.

The extra bodies will help
With non-emergent cases.

The hospital would prefer
Not to cave in.

At least, we should stay

Closed to trauma.

I agree with carol.

Me, too.

All right.

We close to trauma, 3:00 sharp.

I'll call the paramedics.

Let them know to divert.

How's she doing?

No signs
Of retinal detachment.

What about the blobs?

Most people have floaters,
But you've probably

Just noticed them more
As you've been recovering.

When's this stuff
Going to wear off?

Your vision
Will be normal

In an hour or so.

Wear these.

Thanks for checking
Her out there, doc.

Any time,
Dr. Ross.

You have a very nice daughter.

She's not my daughter.

Who gave you that idea?

It was just
A joke.

Cool. It's kind of trippy.

Everything's a blur.

Why did you tell
Him that?

You're old enough.

Half the time, you
Don't say anything.

The other half,
You're taking back

The lies you just told.

So?

You're making it tough
For people to help you.

If you cooperate,
Social services can find

A relative or get consent
For somebody to take you in.

Like who?

Help them figure that out.

Stop lying to people.

Like adults don't lie
Every chance they get.

Yeah.

Why don't you
Have any kids?

I get my fill of
Them on the job.

So this truth thing's
A one-way street.

I get it.

Okay.

Uh... I haven't gotten
It together long enough

To stay with a woman

Let alone family and babies
And long-term commitments.

You wouldn't have to have a baby

If you had a foster kid.

( chuckling )

Anybody in particular?

A teenager wouldn't be that long

Of a commitment.

They're practically
Grown up already.

Charlie, if I were ready

You'd be first on my list.

You've used that one
On women, haven't you?

Uh... I have.

There you are.

Hey.

How are the eyes?

She's doing fine.

I'm sure
Her mother will be

Relieved
To hear that.

You found her, in cleveland?

No. On south desplaines avenue.

Just ten blocks away

Where she and charlie live.

My god, charlie.

I was freaking,
I was so worried.

Look at you.

What did I
Tell you would happen?

You're going to end up

With scars from this.

When will you
Listen to me?

I can't turn my back
For a second.

You're out the door.

Dr. Pomeranz?

Yes.

Dr. Anspaugh said
You might be available

For counseling

For those of us
Who knew dennis gant.

That's right.

Um, they've set up
An office for me

On the surgical ward,
Room 820.

I will be there
Till 6:00.

I can't make it today.

I meant to stop by earlier,
But I got called into surgery.

Are you an intern?

Yeah. John carter.

You're john carter.

Dennis mentioned you
A few times.

You were his friend.

You knew dennis?

He came to me
For counseling

When he first arrived.

After a few sessions,
He stopped.

I see.

I'm really very sorry.

I know how hard it is

To lose a friend.

I hope you'll

Come by and talk.

When dennis quit therapy,
Did you think it was okay?

I mean, did you...

Feel it was all right
For him to stop?

I didn't disagree
With his stopping

At the time.

He seemed to be
Settling in

Developing
A support system.

There's a survivor's guilt

That comes with
Any unexpected death.

Maybe I feel guilty
Because I am.

You should come and see me.

I'll try.

But please have your I.D. Tags
Where they can be seen.

Bye, lily. Bye, haleh.

Good-bye, carol.

Good luck.

Has anyone worked
The e.R. Before?

20 years ago;
I hated it.

We're closed to trauma

So that should
Ease the work load.

And please, if you
Have any questions

Don't hesitate to ask.

I'll pick you up
At quarter till.

I can meet
You there.

I'll pick you up.

Bye, chuny.

If we win this,
It'll be good for nurses.

It's not that simple.

County's got to find
The money somewhere.

Well, they can check
My bank account.

It's not in there.

I'll send these
Up to the lab:

Cell count and diff,
Protein, glucose

Gram stain, india
Ink and culture.

Exactly.

Greg, nice to see you again.

Did we find you
Something exotic?

We've seen too many movies.

There's no ecchymosis,
Bleeding or rash.

It doesn't suggest ebola.

Meet me in the lab.

We'll make
The geimsa stains.

We have techs
Who will do that.

I'm an old-fashioned
Lab rat.

I like to do it myself.

Greg's wonderful.

I should have
Thought of him

For you earlier.

Kerry...

As your doctor.

There's no reason

For you to drive
All the way out

To highland park anymore.

Greg's very respected
For his work

With hiv patients.

Oh.

He left a successful
Private practice

To come to county
After his partner

Died of aids
Last summer.

Oh, that's too bad.

Think about it.

Yeah, maybe I will.

She's not even a runaway.

Her mom lives
Ten minutes away.

She sounds like
Quite a case herself.

Letting her kid
Run the streets

All hours of
The day and night.

What do you think--

Chop house
For valentine's day?

Mark, I'd love to,
But you're not my type.

It's not very romantic,
But it's chuny's favorite.

Are they sending
Charlie home with her mom?

There's a
Cooling-off period

Where the d.C.F.S.

Tries to figure out
Which end is up.

I'm on my way
To the gym.

Sounds like she's
In safe hands for now.

Thank god
For social services.

Hey, carter.

Can I get you
Anything?

Wow. I could get used to
Being closed to trauma.

I was actually hoping
For something to do.

Doesn't feel real,
Does it?

I just keep waiting

For dennis to come
Through that door

And tell everybody
It was a big mistake.

You know you couldn't
Have done anything

To change it, right?

I know that.

I just don't
Believe that.

( sighs )

Somebody help
My friend, please.

He's dying.

Okay, on a count...

Don't lift him up.

His leg is
Barely hanging on.

What happened?

Gil was taking a nap
In the alley.

They dropped a dumpster on him.

I had to drag it
Off of him.

No cars would stop.

I couldn't find a phone.

Paramedics wouldn't
Have brought...

We're closed to trauma.

Saved him a ride
Across town.

What can I do?

Get all the doctors.

Nothing. Let's try
The other slide.

Okay.

Thanks.

Want to take a shot?

Sure.

You know what

You're looking for?

They have hoop-shaped
Rings, like saturn.

Exactly.

You like astronomy.

My fifth-grade science project
Was on comets.

I'm pretty much an expert.

You must be
Excited about

The appearance
Of hale-bopp.

It's a comet
That was just discovered.

Just started
To brighten this month.

Do you have your
Own telescope?

You'll get me started
On useless facts.

I thought about
Getting my own telescope

But can you see much

With the
City lights?

Join me for a comet watch.

I set up outside the adler.

I'd love to sometime.

How about tonight?

It's supposed
To be crystal clear.

Bundle up-- at 4:00,
There can be a chilly wind.

4:00 a.M.?

It's only visible
In the predawn sky.

Ah. I think
I found some.

Take a look.

Am I right?

They have rings--
More than one.

That's it.

The asexual form
Of the parasite.

It's plain old malaria.

Good news for mr. Hecht?

Chloroquinine--
Ten milligram I.V.

Followed by a 15 milligram drip.

Okay.

Hey, you know,
I'm usually awake

At 4:00 a.M. Anyway.

I'll bring the coffee.

Great.

O-neg is here,
Four units.

Thanks.
Call radiology again.

Ask what's
Taking them so long.

Get it on
The rapid infuser.

I got a pumper.

Femoral artery.

4 x 4s for dr. Greene.

Gauze?

4 x 4s.

Man:
Come on, gil.
Come on.

Fight, gil.

Come on.

Pulse is thready,
Pressure's 60

Heart rate's 140, pulse ox 90.

How's that lavage coming?

I need some betadine.

Coming up. Watch out!

I need some help

With this tape.

Okay. I got it.

Who's on the infuser?

I'll get it.

Just a sec.

Oh, yeah.
Positive lavage.

We got internal bleeding.

I need a thigh cuff.

Thigh cuff for dr. Greene.

Upper right drawer.
Right drawer.

Up...

Found it.

He's fibrillating.

I'll start compression.

Let's shock him.

Paddles, carter. 200.

Everybody off?

No juice.

Uh... Uh... Carol?

Hit the sync switch.

Turn it off.

Weaver:
Am I set?

Yeah.
Clear!

Come on, gil.

300.

Clear!

Is he dying?!

Is my buddy dying?!

We're doing the best
We can, sir.

Wait outside.

Weaver:
360. Clear!

He's my friend!

An amp of epi.

I am sorry.

I tried to get him
Here as fast as I...

Shut this guy up!

It's my fault.

I let him down.

Let's shock him again
At 360. Clear.

I let him down.

We got it, okay?

Get him out of here.

I let him down.

At least, you tried.

Kerry, can you

Cover for me?

Yeah. Go on.

Come on. Come on.

Let's try
Again at 360.

Clear.

I knew dennis
Was having a hard time.

I knew he was in trouble...

But I was too busy...

And I just didn't want
To get dragged down.

I didn't listen.

You're in the middle

Of your first year
Of residency.

You're working
At an inhuman pace.

( voice cracking ):
Why am I doing it again?

'cause you are trying
To learn a job

Where lives are at stake.

Didn't save dennis's
Life, though, did I?

You don't know
That you could have.

I know that I wasn't
Much of a friend.

I'll collect the sharps.

You can check off
The dispensed meds.

You don't have
To do that.

I can get a temp.

I don't mind
Chipping in.

#11 lavage blade

Two needles
From the central line.

Right.

Three epi,
100 of lidocaine.

I wanted
To compliment you

On how you
Handled yourself today.

It isn't easy
To be a manager

When it's
Hitting the fan

And your workers
Are your friends.

Two I.V. Needles.

Thanks. It's been pretty
Awful around here lately.

I still think of myself
As just a nurse

And I got to wade through
All this management crap.

Two of o-neg, empty,
Two unused.

You waded through it
Very gracefully today.

Isn't there three of o-neg?

Oh, yeah.

Here it is.

No. This one

Is marked "A-pos."

What?

Did we order
Type specific?

It never came down.

Where did this...?

God, this must have
Been on the infuser.

There's blood
In the foley bag.

Oh, my god,
I gave him

The wrong blood.

Must have been
Left on the infuser.

There was a
Bag on there.

I thought someone
Had hung it.

I didn't
Check the label.

An e.D.T.A.-treated sample
Was re-cross-matched?

Yeah. It showed

Massive intravascular
Hemolysis.

I gave type-a blood
To a type-o patient.

I killed him.

He was bleeding out anyway.

Possibly
Bleeding out.

We've saved worse.

It was an honest mistake.

We were all filling in roles
We weren't accustomed to.

That still doesn't take away
The basic error.

I did not check the label.

Carol, I think we're saying
That if you determined

An incident report
Was unnecessary

We wouldn't
Pursue it.

Am I speaking out of turn?

No. If you'd been alone
Cleaning up

You could have thrown
The empty bag out

And been done with it.

That's true.

But I'd still have
To look at myself

In the mirror every day.

Thank you for making the
Arrangements, dr. Carter.

And the sentiments
You expressed

Set just the right tone.

I want to apologize,
Dr. Hicks

About what happened
Earlier in surgery.

You already did.

I missed it?

Yeah.

Mr. Gant, this is dr. Benton,
Who you were asking about.

Dr. Benton,
This is dennis gant, sr.

He was hoping to meet you.

My sympathies are with
You and your family.

Thank you, doctor.

I'm sorry
I missed the service.

Dennis's e-mail
Gave me a sense

Of how demanding
Your schedules are.

In fact, I had
To admonish my son

For taking time
To write home at all.

I didn't want him
To neglect his workload.

I know that dennis
Greatly respected your work

And looked up
To you.

Well, I'm afraid I was, uh...

I was a bit tough on your son.

Maybe dr. Carter filled you in.

No, I haven't.

You have to be tough. Life is.

I wasn't entirely
Convinced that my boy

Should have chosen
Such an ambitious specialty.

But I didn't raise a quitter.

I hope he didn't
Disappoint you.

No. Your son worked very hard

And I think he...

Would have made
An excellent surgeon.

Oh, I am so late.

What a day, huh?

You and dr. Fischer
Make a good team.

We're getting together later.

He's an astronomy buff.

You have a date
With greg fischer?

Well, no, not a date.

In some ways, it's perfect
For me that he's gay.

Jeanie, what makes you think

Greg fischer
Is gay?

Well, you said...

He isn't gay.

You said that
His partner died of aids.

No. His partner
In his medical practice

Not his lover.

Oh, my god, greg fischer
Is one of the most

Eligible heterosexuals
In chicago.

So he thinks
This is a date.

It is a date.

I can't go.

Oh, don't be silly.

No. I didn't tell him about
My being hiv-positive.

Look, it's just a date.

Get to know him.

You're entitled to a date.

Really. Go. Have fun.

I expect to hear
All about it tomorrow.

Have you seen e. Ray?

I think he's helping
One of the temp nurses.

What?

Not with a patient.

He's helping her with
Her astrological chart.

Is dr. Fischer in?

I see. Is he on pager,
By chance?

No? No? Okay, thanks.

Carol.

Good news.

The union
Blinked first.

The nurses will be back
On the morning shift.

You saved me a trip
From upstairs.

I needed to give you this.

During a trauma
That came in privately

I inadvertently
Gave the patient

The wrong blood, and he died.

Oh, my god.

The patient's family
Aware of the error?

He was a transient.

His friend said
He had no family members.

Drummond:
Well, that's fortunate.

Carol:
What?

I'll look over the report, carol

But don't beat yourself up here.

Did the sick-out
Contribute to

This man's demise?

No. It was my error.

I didn't check the label.

I'll have
To write this up

Of course

But I think

In view of the circumstances
Of the day

We may be able to forego
An investigation.

I don't want
Any special favors here.

I stayed on today because,
As a manager, I'm required to.

I understand.

Neuman:
So the mom admits

That there have been
Fights in the house.

She claims she can't
Keep charlie in at night.

Sounds like the mom's
Not in at night herself.

She confirmed the abuse

By some of her
Boyfriends in the past.

Why'd you page me?

Charlie's making
Some claims.

Against me?

No, not accusations

But norm and I felt
It would be best

If we hash
This out together.

I appreciate
You coming.

Mm-hmm.

What's up?

Thank you for taking
Care of her, doctor.

It's my job.

Yeah, but so many
Don't care

Or just don't
Take the time.

I was out of my mind.

I thought she was
Baby-sitting at gloria's.

I was
Updating dr. Ross

About the
Problems at home.

Yeah. I won't say
I don't have a temper

And I've made
A lot of mistakes

But I love charlie
Like crazy.

I just want her
To find something.

She can't go out
On her own yet, but...

I told them
What you told me

About how my mom
Could give consent.

Adelle would know
More about that.

Charlie means parental consent
For her to live with you.

She believes you agreed.

Like we said

I'm almost grown-up.

I wouldn't always be around.

Charlie, I'm...

And I can see you're
A good man and a doctor

And it's not like
I'm giving up my daughter.

She needs
A good influence.

Charlie, that isn't
What we talked about.

In fact, that's just
The exact opposite.

So charlie was mistaken.

Yes.

But they'd let us.

So you were
Flat-out lying?

You see what
It's like with her?

I can't do this.

Why not? I'd do
Whatever you said.

Adelle can help you.

Dr. Middleton can help you...

Screw adelle and dr. Middleton
And screw mom!

I'll run away for good

And it'll
Be your fault!

I hate you!

Maybe you should go.

Yeah, yeah.

Go! Go on!

Get out of my face!

Oh, god, I'm frozen.

The snow was
Supposed to stop.

You didn't even get
A glimpse of the comet.

We'll have to try again
In june or july.

Two hot chocolates.

You want something to eat?

Maybe.

I'm not hearty enough
Or strong enough.

Or crazy enough.

I've never been that interested
In the stars themselves.

It's always been
The stories behind them.

Have a favorite myth?

I like the gruesome ones,
Like cassiopeia.

Turned to stone by
The head of medusa.

Are you sure she didn't
Freeze to death stargazing?

Actually, she's
Sitting there

Waiting for the man
Of her dreams.

She's searching for
A nice, upstanding guy.

He could even be
A bit of a nerd

As long as he's not completely
Lacking in spontaneity.

I'm sorry.

No, it's my fault.

I, uh...

I just didn't expect that.

But did you like it?

Yes, I did.

But, greg...

Hmm.

I'm hiv-positive.

Oh.

I'm sorry.

I should've told you
Before we got here.

I didn't think it was a date
At first.

That's okay.

No, I should've

But I was having fun.

So...

Did you want to
Order anything?

No.

No, thanks. I'm fine.

I know I was hard on gant.

But I thought that
Was the best way

For him to learn.

And I don't blame you.

No more than
I blame myself.

I just feel like
I have been walking around

With this secret

And you're the only
Person who knows it

And you won't
Admit to it.

A few years ago

I went to my
High school reunion.

North lawndale.

Jackie got it in her head.

There wasn't much
Of a turnout.

Half the class
Had dropped out.

I didn't know the others.

My parents kept me away
From bad influences.

And, uh, a third of the guys
Are in prison

And I bet another third
Are dead.

You hear about this one
And that one over the years.

But this night

I'm just struck by
The sheer numbers.

I don't know what to think
Of gant's death.

But, carter, I don't need you
To tell me how I feel.

You want to go
Through this alone?

You want to make this
Into something that, um...

I don't know about.

I guess you can.

We'll both
Keep our distance.

We'll both
Do our work.

Pretend like
Nothing happened.

We're good
At that.

Look what that did
For dennis gant.