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[Announcer]
Previously on Kyle XY...

- How are you not burned?
- I-- I don't know.

[Kyle]
I don't want anyone to have
a reason to take me away.

[Nicole]
No one else needs to know
that you're different.

I feel hurt and angry,

and if you want to break up,
you're going to have to say it.

- I wanna break up.
- Doesn't matter anyway.

I've already erased you.
Never happened.

What if I just want
to be normal?

I'm not gonna let you ruin
what we're trying to do here!

I don't wanna do it anymore.

Now that's
a well-balanced meal.

What the--
This is a guys bathroom.

Relax.
I have brothers.

At least I'm
in the right bathroom,

Miss...whatever your name is.

Andy Jensen.

Tonight's mine and Charlie's
two-year anniversary.

We've been through
so much together,
and he's been so patient.

I feel like
I'm finally ready.

You're not gonna
like this either,

but I think there's something

that you should know
about Amanda.

What's going on?

It's a really stupid joke.

I slept with him.

This is what you
wanted to tell me?

You didn't think I wanted
to hear it from you?
You were wrong.

Get her into
that family's life.

Destabilizing the boy's
support structure

will make him more vulnerable,
receptive to her.

I'm ready.

[Kyle narrating]
Life is made up of routines.

For as long as I lived
with the Tragers,

my routine
had been simple...

until now.

I wanted to explore
and develop my potential,

which meant strengthening
my mind and body

so I could use my abilities
without harming myself.

But I had to do it in secret.

The early morning
and after-school hours

were the only times
I could meet with Tom Foss.

Faster, faster.
Pick it up.

[Narrating]
I was the athlete in training.

I didn't come here
to watch you walk it.

Pick it up, pick it up,
pick it up.

Better.

[Narrating]
And he was my coach.

Faster!

While I was finishing
my morning routine,

the family was
just starting theirs.

I had to get home
before they knew I was gone.

[horn honks]

Lori! Let's go!

Kyle? Breakfast!

[Narrating]
But life is far
from a perfect science.

Statistically speaking,
we're all bound to slip up.

- Good morning.
- Good morning.

Breakfast ready?

- You okay?
- Just hungry.

Then come eat.

Be there in a minute.

[Narrating]
This was my life,
my routine,

and making it work
was going to be

a lot harder
than I thought.

- Hey, Kyle.
- Hey.

Is Josh still asleep?

You're kidding, right?

Stephen took him to take
his driver's test this morning.

The first appointment.

That's right.
I forgot.

How? He hasn't shut up
about it all week.

Hey, how'd it go?

You totally bombed,
didn't you?

If by "bombed"
you mean a direct hit,

as in I nailed it--

Did you pass?

Yes, I passed.

In fact, the instructor
said I was the best
she'd ever tested.

- He was very impressive.
- Aw, way to go, Josh.

-Thanks.
- Let me see that.

God, that's frightening.

[telephone rings]
I'll get it.

You do realize
what this means, don't you?

You can drive.

Yes, my obvious friend,
that is true.

But more importantly,

Dad gets to make good
on his promise

of buying me a new car.

Oh, great.
You remembered that.

Dad, it's for you.

A car.

That's a pretty
big birthday present.

It sure is.

[car horn honks]
That's us.

Soon, we'll be the ones
picking people up.

Oh, and after work,

I wanna go scope out
some dealerships. Are you in?

Absolutely.

For Dad.

Some light reading.

Aw. Okay.

Have a good day, guys.

Stephen, what is it?

That was the office.

The company was sold
this morning.

Sold? I didn't know
it was for sale.

Neither did I.

Some big conglomerate
snatched us up.

Well, what does this mean?

It means...

I just lost my job.

Hi, Amanda.

I don't want to talk to you.

It's okay,
I'll talk to you.

No, I mean I don't want you
to talk to me, either.

- I just wanted--
- You're still talking.

A little service here.

Hang on a sec.

You must just rake in
the tips.

The extra 20 cents
isn't worth it.

Hey.

Fantasizing about
your dream car?

Just narrowing down
my choices.

You're actually getting a car?

It was my birthday
this week,

and it's all systems go
from my parents and
the state of Washington.

It's incredible who they let
behind the wheel these days.

Don't worry.
I brake for minors.

Hey.

Did you clear things up
with Amanda?

Didn't get a chance.

I saw you talking to her.

No talking allowed.

She'll get over it,

just give her
a little real estate.

You know,
give her some space.

Is space what you wanted
from Declan?

What I want from Declan
is an explanation.

Or at least a distraction.

I need to do something
to get him off my mind.

How about something
from here?

I'm not really
the "activity board" type.

I mean, have you seen the people
who post these flyers?

Totally hideous.

The guitar, on the other hand,
is a very sexy instrument.

What's the latest?

Everybody's still in shock.

Not even a hint
this might happen?

Huh, I thought things
were going great.

I mean, I was expecting
a big bonus at the end
of the year,

but now I'm looking
for a job.

You'll find something.

Well, hon, at my level,
jobs aren't easy to come by.

Everything else is
a big cut in pay.

Hey.

I got a lot of good
contacts out there.

I'll put the word out
right away.

We should tell the kids.

No. There's no point
in worrying them.

Let me line
something up first.

Okay.

♪ No one likes
to be alone ♪

♪ Coming down
on the telephone ♪

♪ Across the city,
across the sea... ♪

- What are you doing?
- Giving you space?

No, you're staring at me.

I just want
to say one thing.

You may want to say it,

but I'm not ready
to hear it.

[cell phone rings]

[ringing]

When are you looking
for this offensive

and irresponsible
gas-guzzling heap?

Right after my shift,
with Kyle.

Looks like you're flying solo.

There goes your wingman.

- What are we doing?
- Finding equipment.

- For what?
- Your next challenge.

Balance,

coordination,

and weights.

You had me run
7,642 steps this week.

Now I'm gonna be
lifting cement?

Baylin's body gave out
because it couldn't keep up
with his mind.

Baylin's body failed internally.

Weight training
isn't gonna stop that
from happening to me.

Mental and physical strength
are connected.

Look, I don't mind
doing the work,

but do you even have a plan?

We should look
at Baylin's journals.

Maybe he knew a better way.

I've seen what's
in his journals.

It's formulas, equations.
You can learn that yourself.

But this kind of conditioning,

I can teach you.

- What else do we need?
- Grab that.

That's right.

Inside.

Looking for something?

[sighs]
The guitar Dad got me.
Have you seen it?

I think we sold it
at the garage sale,

which, if I remember correctly,
you told me to.

Oh, yeah. Crap.

Well, if you wanna play,
I'm sure you can borrow
your dad's.

I guess.

Did you ever just feel like
there's nothing interesting
about you?

Like you hope people
look at you and say,

"Hey, that Lori Trager,
she's really good
at...whatever."

Everything I ever try
to be good at

is in this closet.

And most of it is
in the original wrapping.

Why do I get the feeling
this sudden interest in guitar

has something
to do with Declan.

Because you're
a super psychologist?

Have you tried talking
to him?

Yes!

Did you try
"warm and fuzzy"

or go straight for
"agro-crazy teen girl?"

Um...

I'll take "agro-crazy"
for a thousand.

I just want to know
what happened with us.

Then really talk to him.

You might not like
what you hear,

but at least you can get
some closure and move on.

How would girls survive
without a mom like you?

They get by.

Hey, have you seen Kyle?

I'm supposed to bring him
to the mall to buy Josh
a present.

I saw him rush out
after school,

but I don't know where
he was going.

- I love you.
- I love you.

[grunts]

Uhh! Uhh!

Two thousand--
[grunts]

four hundred...and one.

Square it.

[grunts]

[panting]

5 million, 10 hundred--

Uhh!

You lost focus!

[groaning]

- I was trying.
- Well, try harder.

An ordinary mind
can convince the body

to withstand the most
extreme conditions.

You should be able
to handle more.

Like carrying 200 pounds
while doing a math drill?

I know what I'm doing.

Except you're not
the one doing it.

I've done a lot worse.

[grunts]

What do you mean?

I was in a recon extraction
unit in the service.

What's that?

That is "military speak"
for rescue and torture.

Which one were
you trained for?

We're done.

[groans]

[click]

After I leave,
do you just stay here?

It must get lonely.

In your old apartment,
I saw a picture.

A woman and a little girl.

Are they your family?

They were.

You're not together anymore.

They were killed
by a drunk driver.

But you should go.

They'll be looking for you.

You know, if you ever
need anything...

I mean,
you're here all alone,

and this neighborhood
seems kind of--

Don't worry about it.

I'm just saying
if you're ever in trouble,
you can call me.

Okay, don't call me.

Text message.
Three stars.

All right?

Go home.

- Hi.
- Hi.

You're late.

- I'm sorry.
- Again?

I lost track of time.

Kyle, you know we have
rules about curfew.

If you're gonna break them,
I expect a phone call.

You're right.
I didn't mean to worry you.

I was putting away
some laundry.

I found this in your room.

From the fire.

I don't think you should
leave it lying around.

I'll get rid of it.

Well, good night.

Night.

[buzzing]

[buzzing]

[buzzing continues]

Hello?

Who is this?

[click]

Notice the way she struts?

You'd need something
sleek and sexy to get her.

A luxury import,
definitely.

Pickup truck.

And her?

Bye.

Miss Perky?

Convertible.

Goth girl.

Batmobile.

Please, challenge me.

Okay.

What about you?

Me?

A hearse.

You are sick.

[dialing]

- Oh!
- Oh!

I'm so sorry.

It's been one
of those days.

- Are you okay?
- Yeah, fine.

- Your jacket isn't.
- Don't worry about it.

I was just so focused
on my phone.

Please let me pay
to have that cleaned.

Oh, no, really,
it's not--

I'm sorry.
Do I know you?

I--I don't think so.

Have you ever lectured
at U.W. in child development,

like, two or three years ago?

Actually, I speak there
fairly often.

I knew I recognized you.

I was finishing grad school.

It's Trager, right?
Nicole?

I can't believe
you remember.

Oh, you were so great.

Okay, now I'm definitely
paying for the cleaning.

[laughs]

- I'm Emily. Hi.
- Hi.

Look, you know,
I have to run,

but please let me know
when you get the bill.

I insist on reimbursing you.

You're very kind.

- Well, call me.
- I will.

Bye.

[door opens]

Hey.
Where's Josh?

Upstairs.

We're clear.
Put it in the fridge.

Please tell me you're not
taking him car shopping.

Nicole...

A car is a big
responsibility.

Josh is ready.

But gas is really
expensive these days.

I'm not sure
he can afford the gas.

He'll be fine.

But with your recent
car trouble...

you're gonna...
need a new engine.

So I'll get a new engine.

There are plenty
of mechanics out there.

What if repairs
take longer than expected?

Then you'd have
to borrow my car,

and my car doesn't get nearly
the mileage your car gets.

Nicole, I made a promise.

It's just...bad timing.

You know, we'll talk
about this later.

[sighs]

Sorry you lost your job.

Cars are expensive,

and you can't afford one
for Josh

since you're out of work,

and Nicole doesn't
make as much as you.

I mean...get as good
gas mileage as your car.

Well, to tell you the truth,
I'm glad you know.

Walking around here
the last couple of days

keeping a secret just...

it feels awful.

Must have been tough.

Yeah, but don't worry.
Everything's gonna work out.

What are you gonna tell Josh
about the car?

[sighs]

I'm not sure.

My dad was notorious
for breaking promises.

I don't want to be
that kind of father.

You're not.

You're a great father.

- Hey.
- Hey.

What's up with that?

I'm taking lessons.

Well, see ya.

Is it so impossible
to have a conversation?

We're having one right now.

Don't do that.

You can't just blow me off.

You can't just end
what we had and move on
like it didn't matter.

Hey, you erased me!

I'm sorry about that.
I didn't mean it.

Look, we can't really
talk here.

Why don't you come over later?
I'll be home around 4.

And if you don't show up

then I'll know
there's nothing left to say.

[sighs]

Police are still searching
for any clues

that may shed light
on the murder of a hunter

found in the woods
near Victor Falls
almost a month ago.

The victim's throat
was crushed.

So far police have
no motive for the killing,

and no suspects
have been named.

[cell phone rings]

[groans]

It's Saturday.

I know.
I want you to come in.

I thought I had weekends
to myself.

If you slack off for one day,
you'll stop making progress.

This isn't a game.

It's about your survival.

I'll be there.

[honking horn]
Josh, stop hitting the horn.

The neighbors are gonna freak.

You are the neighbor.
Relax.

I just wanna hear her purr.
[revving engine]

Naughty.

Let me guess.

.357 magnum,
about 5,000 horsepower?

Do you have any idea
what you're talking about?

Of course.

Kyle.
[turns off engine]

[sighs]
Just the guy
I was looking for.

You ready for tonight?

Tonight?

Dude, my birthday dinner
at La Scala.

Killer calamari,
awesome shrimp,
garlic everything.

It sounds good.

Kyle, I'm not sensing
your excitement here.

This isn't just dinner.
I get my new ride.

That's a huge lift
to both our social lives.

Dinner's at 6.
Bring your "A" game.

He's really excited
about his birthday.

- About Charlie--
- Kyle.

I should have told you
what was going on.

Yeah, well,
being someone's friend

isn't about what
you should have done.

It's about what you do.

I know you're hurt,

but you always look
for the best in people.

Don't ever lose that.

♪ 'Til you don't care
no more ♪

♪ A little lonely,
but it's all right ♪

♪ We are always
living in twilight ♪

♪ Living in a dream ♪

♪ Walking in between
the sunrise and sunset ♪

♪ Living in a dream ♪

♪ Walking in between
the sunset ♪

♪ And the sunrise ♪

Where the hell
is he going?

♪...and walk away ♪

♪ No illusions
of the night ♪

♪ We are always
living in twilight ♪

[beep]

I don't have time for this.

Josh's birthday dinner
is tonight.

Then start climbing.

From weight training
to this?

What happened?

Your anxious about something.
Is it Zzyzx?

Zzyzx is gone.

Stop the analyzing
and climb.

Hey, buddy.
You got a second?

Sure.

Just getting ready
for the big night.

Josh, what happened
to your room?

What do you mean?

It's clean.

I just got tired of living
in a mess all the time.

I'm impressed.

Is Kyle back?

Uh, I don't think so.

Listen, I gotta talk
to you about something.

It's like he doesn't
care anymore.

The guy's been AWOL
all week long.

Has he?

Yeah.
Where have you been?

Oh. I don't know.

I guess I've been
a little AWOL myself this week.

I just wish things would go
back to the way they were.

Yeah, tell me about it.

Listen, Josh, things change.

That can be hard to accept.

But what you need
to believe is

that things will
work themselves out...

in the end.

[sighs]

About the car...

What time is it?

You're fine.
Keep going.

- Uhh!
- You're almost there.

That's right.
Keep going.

[groans]

The way you've built
this wall is impossible.

Not for you.

- If I fall--
- If you fall, I've got you.

Trust me.

Uhh!

Again.

Do it!

Uhh!

Uhh!

[doorbell rings]

Hey. I'm glad you called.
Come on in.

Thank you.

Wow.
Great house.

Thanks.
So, what do I owe you?

Oh, um...$26.

Wow.
Expensive cup of coffee.

Um, make yourself at home.
I'll get my purse.

Thank you.

Okay. Here you go.

Oh, thank you.

This was really
so nice of you.

And I have to confess,

I actually had another
reason for stopping by.

My sister Jessi,

she's been having
some problems,

more than just
the typical teenage things,

and I was hoping
that you might be able
to sit down with her.

Oh. Well, unfortunately,
I'm not in private practice,

but I'd be happy to recommend
another therapist.

Oh. Um...

It's just...

Our parents abandoned us
when we were young,

and I was left to raise
Jessi by myself.

I've just been having
a really hard time lately.

And unfortunately, there's
a history of mental illness
in the family.

I just don't know
where to turn anymore.

And you were just so warm.

I know that you would be
so good for Jessi.

It's just a shame that you
can't see patients on the side.

Um...

You know, I-- I think
I might be able to help you.

Oh.

That would be great.

[dialing]

It's Hollander.

Jessi's got herself
a therapist.

Don't get discouraged.

The jump is too far.

You just gotta trust yourself,
believe that you can do it.

I know that you can.

Why do you think
I push you so hard?

I don't wanna let you down.

Well, it's--
It's not about that.

You just-- You keep trying,
do your best.

You'll get there.

And that jump is too far...
for now.

I'll add a few holes.
You can work your way up.

Okay.

I better go.

Do you want a ride home?

No, thanks.
This is faster.

We should go.

- Kyle's not back yet.
- Where is he?

Do we ever know where
he is anymore?

Let's just give him
a few more minutes.

[drill buzzing]

[buzzing]

[buzzing]

[buzzing continues]

[creaking]

Uhh!

[grunts]

Aah! Uhh!

[grunts]

Uhh!

[beeping]

[beeping]

Oh!

[phone clatters]

[ringing]

Sorry, Josh,
we gotta go now,

otherwise we'll lose
our reservation.

[sighs]
I don't care anymore.

[engine starts]

[car drives away]

[groans]

Uhh!

[door opens]

Foss!

Don't move!

Don't...move.

Don't-- Uhh!

I can't...

You can't reach this
from there.

Uhh!

- Jump!
- Uhh!

Okay, let go.
I got you.

Trust me.

- Uhh!
- Uhh!

I got you.

Uhh!

Josh.

Save it.
I'm tired of your excuses.

I promise I'll make it
up to you.

Your promises
don't mean anything.

You know, I can deal
with not getting a car,

'cause I thought
I still had my best friend.

I guess I was wrong.

Kyle.

We need to talk.

- We know what's going on.
- You do?

We understand
you're still adjusting,

but being part of this family
is about trust.

Now, if you don't want
to live here with us...

Why would you think that?

You're hardly here.

You missed Josh's birthday.

And we know that you've
spoken to Mr. Taylor.

Mr. Taylor?

Your cell phone rang
the other day.

The caller I.D.
said it was from T.

Was he calling because
you don't want to stay?

Of course I want to stay.

I know I've been
distracted lately, but...

I never meant to give you
the impression

that I didn't want
to be here.

You know how committed
we are to you being
part of the family.

We need to know
you feel the same way.

Nothing is more
important to me.

[knocking on door,
door opens]

Rough night last night.

Josh is still mad at me.

He's disappointed.

Feels like all I do these days
is disappoint people.

I know that feeling.

I just wish I could have
gotten him that car.

I wish there was some way
I could make it up to him.

I had this great old junker
in college.

Junker?

Yeah, this crappy old car.

I remember the day
I bought it.

They practically
gave it to me for free.

Now that would have been
the perfect starter car
for Josh.

I think I know
where we can find one.

Watch your step.

[chuckles]
Okay, now.

What is this?

It's your new car.

♪ You can throw
into the wind ♪

♪ The anticipation
is killing me... ♪

So what do you think?

This is...

the coolest thing
I've ever seen!

[laughs]
Well, it doesn't
run right now,

but we're gonna fix it up.

Where'd you get it?

Well, you can thank Kyle here.
He found it.

I thought you were too busy.

Hey, this isn't just
benefiting you.

It's a huge lift for both
our social lives.

I thought the three of us
could work on it.

Dad, you don't know how
to fix up a car.

That's true, but Kyle
just read the manual.

[laughs]

Here, check it out.

♪ We can live to be free ♪

♪ We'll start
our conversation ♪

♪ So there's something
to reveal ♪

♪ Getting clear communication ♪

♪ In an all-or-nothing deal ♪

♪ How could I go wrong ♪

♪ When taking
the easy way out... ♪

[guitar strumming]

What song is that?

Song?
You're too kind.

It's G, D, and C.

Beyond that,
it's the great unknown.

It sounds good so far.

Thanks.

- Can I try?
- Knock yourself out.

[picking single notes]

[Narrating]
Each string had
a particular sound.

Like a mathematical equation,

it was just a matter
of recognizing patterns

and familiar shapes.

Finding the right formations

would translate
into musical notes.

Finally, something
you're not amazing at.

I never thought
I'd see that day.

♪♪ [Pachelbel's Canon]

♪♪ [ends]
Get out.

I'm just kidding.

Seriously, though,
give it back.

So what's your song about?

New beginnings.

And Declan.
Mainly Declan.

I'm trying to eviscerate
his name.

It's very therapeutic.

- So you guys are--
- Over?

It appears so.

I'm sorry.

Don't be.

Who knows what
he's up to these days.

- Sweet car.
- It's not the greatest?

Happy birthday.

You didn't have
to get me anything.

I know.

It was on sale.

I didn't know what you'd like,

but I couldn't bear myself
to buy those mud flaps

with the naked ladies
on them.

I love these.
They're awesome.

Wanna check it out?

Cool.

♪ Come on, take it,
come on, take it ♪

♪ Take it from me... ♪

So what kind of girl
do you think I can get
with this car?

The kind who appreciates
potential.

♪ Come on, take it,
come on, take it ♪

♪ Take it from me... ♪

How long has it been?

Ten years next month.

You were the drunk driver.

When you told me
what happened to them,

your heart rate doubled,
and your body temperature rose.

It doesn't matter.
I just wanna say I'm sorry.

I wanna...thank you for
coming back to help me.

You can count on me...
like I count on you.

But here's the thing.

I can tell when you're
not being truthful.

So if there's
something else out there,

something you know could
bring danger into my life,

I need you to tell me.

There's nothing
to worry about right now.

Let's get back to work.

[Narrating]
We all struggle to find
the right path to take in life.

It's not always easy
to know what that is

or where it will lead us.

In the end, it's the people
in our lives

that provide us the balance
to help us make it through.