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♪
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(Cow lows)
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What do you suppose
god had in mind
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when he created cows, Tess?
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Well, I want to say hamburgers,
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but I dont think thats
the right answer.
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(Tess chuckles)
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Hey, Gladys.
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-Man: Jimmy!
-Yeah?
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Im going into town.
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Your mom gave me this major list
of things to do.
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You want to come along
and help me out?
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I better stay with Gladys.
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Gladys isnt gonna drop
that calf for a few hours yet.
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Shell be fine.
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Well, can we stop
at the arcade?
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Uh-uh! I need you here,
remember?
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Yeah.
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Oh, well.
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Hey, mister, how about
fried chicken tonight?
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Is it Saturday already?
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Ouch! Im not that predictable.
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Want to bet?
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Sorry, pal. See ya later.
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-Bye.
-See ya, dad.
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Okay, your dad ought to be gone
a couple hours,
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but we got a lot to do
or his surprise party
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isnt gonna be much
of a surprise.
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-Start blowing.
-Okay.
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(Phone rings)
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(Sighs)
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-Dont run off.
-Okay.
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Hey, Gladys, dad said its
gonna be a few more hours.
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I got to go blow up
some balloons. See ya.
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Yeah, shes right here.
Its the doctors office.
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Oh.
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-Thanks.
-Okay.
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Hi, this is Molly Avery.
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Woman: Mrs. Avery,
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the doctor would like you
to come in for a biopsy.
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The doctor wants Molly
to come in for a biopsy.
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Oh, dear.
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Cancer, huh?
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You just can never tell
what the day will bring.
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♪ When you walk
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♪ down the road
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♪ heavy burden
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♪ heavy load
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♪ I will rise
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♪ and I will walk with you
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♪ ill walk with you
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♪ till the sun
dont even shine ♪
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♪ walk with you
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♪ every time, I tell you
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♪ ill walk with you
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♪
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Walk with you
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♪ believe me,
ill walk with you. ♪
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(Horse whinnies)
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(Grunts)
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Well, I guess I know
what im doing here now.
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Oh, you do, huh?
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Ive been down this road
before, Tess.
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Cancer, its a hard way
to go home.
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Well, there are a lot of ways
to go home, baby.
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And this party may not be
the only surprise
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thats happening here today.
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Is that why youre here?
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Yes.
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Hey, Andrew.
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Yes, maam.
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Look, I know its not in
your job description...
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Wrangler, fence mender,
party planner. Im your guy.
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(Molly chuckles)
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Well, if we want to make
this thing a surprise
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we better get a move on.
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I gave Jordan enough to keep him
busy for a couple hours,
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but thats not much time.
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Donna and Tom are bringing
the cake,
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im gonna fry a chicken.
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-Hey, Molly.
-Mm-hmm?
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About that phone call,
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if you, if you want
to talk about it.
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Poor Jordan, he thinks
that turning 40 is a tragedy.
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Hey, listen to me,
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women survive breast cancer
all the time.
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Not in my family.
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When I was Jimmys age,
I lost my grandma.
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The year before I married
Jordan, I watched my mama go.
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(Voice breaks): Oh, god,
this is happening to me!
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Andrew: Hey, shh.
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You just got some scary news,
thats all.
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This doesnt mean anything
until you go in for that biopsy.
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(Clears throat)
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Dont worry about me, Andrew.
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Ive been waiting for that
phone call my whole life.
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Youre back so soon.
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Are you kidding?
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It took me three hours
to track down all that stuff.
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Whats wrong with regular
vinegar? All of a sudden,
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you got to have balsamic?
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Leave it in the truck
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and come here and give me a
hand, will you?
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Are you okay?
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Look at all these sheets.
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Youve washed them
a thousand times.
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They just get dirty again.
Whats the point?
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Well, they do come in handy
sometimes.
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All:
Surprise!
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I thought you promised
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you wouldnt make
a big deal out of this.
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I did, but I just couldnt
resist. (Laughs)
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Happy birthday, cowboy.
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Ill be taking requests
all night.
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How about a funeral march, huh?
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The big 4-0.
Its all over now.
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-Thanks.
-Happy birthday.
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Glad you were born.
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Well, that makes one of US.
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Oh, come on! All rightie!
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All right, all right,
lets move along.
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Happy birthday, Jordan.
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Give me a break, Tom.
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How many more songs
with the words "old" in them?
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(Sighs)
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You know, just between me
and you,
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I didnt come here
for your party.
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I came for Mollys chicken.
(Laughs)
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Where is Molly?
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(Door creaks)
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Man:
Whoo-ee!
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(Sighs)
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Has she told him yet?
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No. I wish she would.
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Might make all the difference.
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♪
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(Sniffles)
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(Chuckles)
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Babe, its okay.
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This is nice. Really.
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Come on.
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Come on, come on, come on.
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♪
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Were gonna go show em
how its done.
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(Molly laughs)
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(All cheering)
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♪
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♪
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Donna looks happy.
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You know, for a second there,
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I was having a high school
prom flashback.
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Yeah, you wish.
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(Chuckles)
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Shes mine now.
Im hanging on the best I can.
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Were gonna give it another try.
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Good for you.
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She still cant dance.
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(Both laugh)
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(Sighs)
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Oh, god, give me the strength
to do what ive got to do.
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(Sighs)
You look good.
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Glad you could make it.
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How could I miss this?
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Didnt I promise
to be around for your 40th
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a long time ago?
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In a galaxy far, far away.
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Yeah, a Ford galaxy 500
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thats still on cinder blocks
behind your daddys barn.
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Im glad youre still around,
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even though things
didnt work out
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the way we thought they would.
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A lot of water under the bridge.
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(Chuckles)
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Am I allowed to give
the birthday boy a hug?
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Molly:
Hey, you two, break it up.
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Ive got an ice cream
coming through here.
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Its a great party, Molly.
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Yeah.
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-Yeah.
-Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Dad, mom,
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its happening.
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-Lets go, hurry up.
-All right.
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-Its happening, dad.
-Okay, hold your britches.
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Come on.
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-(Cow bellows)
-We got a breach here.
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(Grunts)
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All right, lets try it again
on three, all right?
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-Okay.
-Okay.
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Ready, one,
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two,
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three.
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We did it.
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-(Laughing)
-We really did it.
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Yes.
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Hes beautiful.
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Im gonna
name him Hannibal, dad.
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Now, dont get ahead
of yourself, son, all right?
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This calfs pretty weak.
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He might not live long enough
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to need a name.
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Hes got to live.
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Ill make sure he does.
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You dont know what it takes.
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Jordan, i-ill do
whatever I can.
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No, I want my son to learn
to face the facts.
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Some things are meant to live,
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and some things
are meant to die.
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(Quietly)
Thats right.
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(Door closes)
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Im sorry, Jordan.
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I just knew that your 40th
was a real milestone for you,
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and I wanted to do something
that youd always remember.
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Mm-hmm.
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Hey.
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Nothing will ever top it.
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Happy birthday.
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(Whispering):
Hey.
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He gave it a good shot,
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but he conked out
about ten minutes ago.
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Upstairs?
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Yeah, wait a minute.
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Night.
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Thank you.
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Im going out to the barn
to check on the calf.
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All right. Just gonna put this
load in the washing machine.
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Okay.
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Jordan, I love...
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(Door closes)
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...you.
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Hmm.
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(Gunshot)
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Oh, no.
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(Dog barking)
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Mom?
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Mom?
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-Mom, whats happening?
-No!
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-No, no, please.
-Dad?
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Oh, my god! Oh, god, oh!
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-Dad?
-No!
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-(Sobbing)
-Dad!
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(Shushing)
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Oh, god.
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(Phone ringing)
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Jordan (on answering machine):
Hi, youve reached the averys.
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Youve done it a thousand times.
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So, you do what you got to do
when you hear the beep.
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Youve washed them
a thousand times.
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They just get dirty again.
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Whats the point?
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Woman (on answering machine):
So, uh, were on our way.
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Well be there
in a few minutes, honey.
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(Beeps)
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(Horse whinnies)
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Andrew:
Happy birthday, Jordan.
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Glad you were born.
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Well, that makes one of US.
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Tess:
Andrew?
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You did the best you could do.
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Yeah.
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(Sighs)
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And I guess
that wasnt good enough.
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I thought it was gonna be Molly.
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All youve known
for the past three months
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is that death was a possibility
in this family,
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but the truth is
death is always a possibility,
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and you never know what choice
a human being is gonna make
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thats gonna take them
one step closer to it.
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And Jordan decided
to take that step.
269
00:16:26,685 --> 00:16:27,720
Tess,
270
00:16:27,753 --> 00:16:30,122
he must have been thinking
about this a long time
271
00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:31,690
before it happened,
and I didnt see it.
272
00:16:33,192 --> 00:16:35,060
Andrew, no one can look
into someones heart
273
00:16:35,094 --> 00:16:36,462
except the father,
274
00:16:36,495 --> 00:16:38,430
and god did that.
275
00:16:38,464 --> 00:16:41,667
And that night, when it was time
to talk to Jordans heart,
276
00:16:41,700 --> 00:16:44,203
the father sent you.
277
00:16:44,236 --> 00:16:45,838
Yeah.
278
00:16:45,871 --> 00:16:47,406
Im afraid he did.
279
00:16:47,439 --> 00:16:48,440
Andrew.
280
00:16:51,210 --> 00:16:53,579
You take care of Molly.
281
00:16:53,612 --> 00:16:55,347
ID like to stay
282
00:16:55,381 --> 00:16:58,550
for the memorial service
before I have to go.
283
00:16:58,584 --> 00:17:00,319
Of course, baby.
284
00:17:12,664 --> 00:17:14,666
(Sighs)
285
00:17:18,771 --> 00:17:21,774
He must have taken it out
during the party.
286
00:17:24,877 --> 00:17:27,780
You know, I thought about
doing it myself the other day.
287
00:17:27,813 --> 00:17:30,182
After the doctor called.
288
00:17:30,215 --> 00:17:32,217
Yeah.
289
00:17:33,786 --> 00:17:37,289
For one brief moment,
I just saw down the road.
290
00:17:39,425 --> 00:17:41,460
This horrible future
291
00:17:41,493 --> 00:17:44,897
where I was gonna die and...
292
00:17:44,930 --> 00:17:47,332
I just wanted it all to be over.
293
00:17:47,366 --> 00:17:48,534
You thought about it.
294
00:17:48,567 --> 00:17:50,202
You didnt do it.
295
00:17:50,235 --> 00:17:51,737
You stopped.
296
00:17:51,770 --> 00:17:53,472
Yeah.
297
00:17:53,505 --> 00:17:56,108
So why didnt he?
298
00:17:58,544 --> 00:18:01,280
What did Jordan see
down his own road
299
00:18:01,313 --> 00:18:03,282
that was so terrible?
300
00:18:03,315 --> 00:18:04,583
I mean,
301
00:18:04,616 --> 00:18:08,420
my husband comes home,
he eats his birthday cake,
302
00:18:08,454 --> 00:18:10,422
dances with his wife,
303
00:18:10,456 --> 00:18:14,226
washes the dishes,
304
00:18:14,259 --> 00:18:16,228
and then goes out to the barn
305
00:18:16,261 --> 00:18:19,164
and shoots himself.
306
00:18:19,198 --> 00:18:22,935
People dont just do that
for no reason, do they, Andrew?
307
00:18:22,968 --> 00:18:24,636
I mean,
308
00:18:24,670 --> 00:18:28,207
do you have any idea
why he did this?
309
00:18:32,878 --> 00:18:34,880
Theyre here.
310
00:18:39,751 --> 00:18:41,386
Jimmy,
311
00:18:41,420 --> 00:18:44,423
its almost time
for the memorial service.
312
00:18:46,225 --> 00:18:47,526
You got a new tie here.
313
00:18:47,559 --> 00:18:48,894
Want me to help you with it?
314
00:18:50,429 --> 00:18:52,197
Hows Hannibal doing?
315
00:18:52,231 --> 00:18:53,932
Hes hanging in there.
316
00:18:53,966 --> 00:18:55,267
Is he gonna die?
317
00:18:55,300 --> 00:18:57,169
I dont know.
318
00:18:58,570 --> 00:19:01,306
Jordan:
319
00:18:58,570 --> 00:19:01,306
I want my son to learn
to face the facts.
320
00:18:58,570 --> 00:19:01,306
Jordan:
321
00:18:58,570 --> 00:19:01,306
I want my son to learn
to face the facts.
322
00:19:01,340 --> 00:19:03,408
Some things are meant to live,
323
00:19:03,442 --> 00:19:05,244
and some things
are meant to die.
324
00:19:10,482 --> 00:19:12,985
All right.
325
00:19:13,018 --> 00:19:14,753
Lets see.
326
00:19:14,786 --> 00:19:17,422
You know, my dad said that
some things are meant to live,
327
00:19:17,456 --> 00:19:18,957
and some things
are meant to die.
328
00:19:18,991 --> 00:19:20,692
Thats right.
329
00:19:20,726 --> 00:19:22,494
He wanted me to know that.
330
00:19:22,528 --> 00:19:25,330
Everything lives,
331
00:19:25,364 --> 00:19:27,332
and everything dies.
332
00:19:27,366 --> 00:19:29,701
Its just a matter of when.
333
00:19:29,735 --> 00:19:32,771
Im not gonna let Hannibal die.
334
00:19:32,804 --> 00:19:34,506
Were gonna do everything we can
335
00:19:34,540 --> 00:19:36,441
to make sure
that doesnt happen.
336
00:19:36,475 --> 00:19:38,577
In the meantime,
337
00:19:38,610 --> 00:19:42,314
I asked a vet to come in
to keep an eye on him.
338
00:19:42,347 --> 00:19:44,316
Hello, Jimmy.
339
00:19:44,349 --> 00:19:45,717
My name is Monica.
340
00:19:45,751 --> 00:19:47,452
Hi.
341
00:19:47,486 --> 00:19:49,488
("Amazing grace" playing
on harmonica)
342
00:20:17,416 --> 00:20:20,419
♪
343
00:20:35,934 --> 00:20:37,936
(Indistinct talking)
344
00:20:40,072 --> 00:20:42,507
Call US any time, honey.
345
00:20:42,541 --> 00:20:44,910
And when youre ready,
you come down to the bank.
346
00:20:44,943 --> 00:20:46,812
Well look over the accounts
and things, okay?
347
00:20:46,845 --> 00:20:47,980
Yeah, okay.
348
00:20:48,013 --> 00:20:50,082
Molly, I...
349
00:20:50,115 --> 00:20:52,384
Im really sorry.
350
00:20:52,417 --> 00:20:54,920
Tom, you spent a lot of time
with him at the party,
351
00:20:54,953 --> 00:20:56,688
what did you talk about?
352
00:20:56,722 --> 00:20:58,323
I mean, did he say anything?
353
00:20:58,357 --> 00:21:00,459
We just talked about stuff.
354
00:21:00,492 --> 00:21:02,995
The farm, me and Donna
getting back together,
355
00:21:03,028 --> 00:21:05,998
last years grain prices.
356
00:21:06,031 --> 00:21:08,467
But not next years.
357
00:21:08,500 --> 00:21:10,402
No.
358
00:21:10,435 --> 00:21:12,838
Im so sorry.
359
00:21:16,875 --> 00:21:19,311
Excuse me.
360
00:21:23,782 --> 00:21:26,551
I cant stand
out here anymore, Andrew.
361
00:21:26,585 --> 00:21:28,120
Ill be in the house.
362
00:21:28,153 --> 00:21:30,355
(Engine starting)
363
00:21:31,590 --> 00:21:33,825
Its gonna be hard
to say good-bye, Tess.
364
00:21:33,859 --> 00:21:36,628
The father doesnt want you
to say good-bye yet.
365
00:21:36,662 --> 00:21:39,431
What good could
I possibly do here now?
366
00:21:39,464 --> 00:21:42,467
Well, lets just see
what good he can do.
367
00:21:46,805 --> 00:21:49,741
(Door closes)
368
00:21:50,742 --> 00:21:52,744
Hey.
369
00:21:53,879 --> 00:21:55,881
How you doing?
370
00:21:56,882 --> 00:22:00,452
I have turned his desk
upside down.
371
00:22:00,485 --> 00:22:02,954
I cant find a note.
372
00:22:02,988 --> 00:22:04,623
Shouldnt there be a note?
373
00:22:04,656 --> 00:22:08,627
Dont think about why.
Just think about how to live.
374
00:22:08,660 --> 00:22:10,595
And schedule that biopsy.
375
00:22:10,629 --> 00:22:13,732
No, I cant. Not now.
376
00:22:13,765 --> 00:22:15,133
Dont you get it, Andrew?
377
00:22:15,167 --> 00:22:16,601
For some reason, somehow,
378
00:22:16,635 --> 00:22:19,771
my husband just lost
his will to live.
379
00:22:19,805 --> 00:22:23,842
And if I cant figure out why,
then how am I gonna find my own?
380
00:22:30,115 --> 00:22:31,516
Who is that?
381
00:22:32,651 --> 00:22:36,755
Its a friend of mine.
Her name is Monica. Shes a vet.
382
00:22:36,788 --> 00:22:38,623
You know, the calfs pretty
important to Jimmy now,
383
00:22:38,657 --> 00:22:40,525
so I thought maybe she could
give US some help.
384
00:22:40,559 --> 00:22:43,929
Its a good idea. Thanks.
385
00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:51,036
You have to eat, Hannibal.
386
00:22:51,069 --> 00:22:53,505
Dont you want to grow up?
387
00:22:53,538 --> 00:22:57,042
You know, youve had
a very difficult few days.
388
00:22:57,075 --> 00:23:00,178
Dont you want go outside
and play or take a walk?
389
00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:02,080
Maybe change your clothes?
390
00:23:02,114 --> 00:23:05,751
No, this is my job.
391
00:23:06,818 --> 00:23:09,187
Hannibals in good hands.
392
00:23:09,221 --> 00:23:12,758
Do you mind if I stay
for a while, too?
393
00:23:16,561 --> 00:23:19,998
Come on, Hannibal,
you have to eat.
394
00:23:25,270 --> 00:23:26,671
Molly...
395
00:23:26,705 --> 00:23:29,207
Uh, Andrews not here.
He went into town.
396
00:23:29,241 --> 00:23:30,242
Yes, I know.
397
00:23:30,275 --> 00:23:32,811
Actually, it was you
that I wanted to talk to.
398
00:23:32,844 --> 00:23:34,112
Talk away.
399
00:23:36,248 --> 00:23:39,751
You know, hannibals not doing
very well.
400
00:23:39,785 --> 00:23:41,486
Well, hannibals a cow.
401
00:23:41,520 --> 00:23:45,023
Yes, and Jimmy is a little boy
that just lost his father.
402
00:23:45,056 --> 00:23:46,992
He doesnt seem
to be processing that.
403
00:23:47,025 --> 00:23:50,562
Instead, hes focusing
all his energy on Hannibal.
404
00:23:50,595 --> 00:23:54,599
Look, Monica, I understand
what youre trying to say,
405
00:23:54,633 --> 00:23:58,036
but right now focusing
on something else,
406
00:23:58,069 --> 00:24:01,740
well, I dont think
thats such a bad thing.
407
00:24:11,016 --> 00:24:12,250
(Door shuts)
408
00:24:12,284 --> 00:24:14,252
Andrew, are you back?
409
00:24:14,286 --> 00:24:17,522
Yeah. Monica and I are gonna
put some dinner together.
410
00:24:22,227 --> 00:24:23,762
(Glass breaks)
411
00:24:27,032 --> 00:24:30,068
Hey... you okay?
412
00:24:36,775 --> 00:24:39,044
At least this is okay.
413
00:24:41,913 --> 00:24:43,048
Yeah.
414
00:24:45,784 --> 00:24:47,018
What is that?
415
00:24:47,052 --> 00:24:50,155
I guess its one
of your earrings.
416
00:24:50,188 --> 00:24:53,792
No, its not mine.
Its Donnas
417
00:24:59,231 --> 00:25:03,034
This is Donnas earring
in our bedroom.
418
00:25:04,703 --> 00:25:05,971
Oh...
419
00:25:07,873 --> 00:25:09,341
Hey, you two, break it up.
420
00:25:09,374 --> 00:25:10,842
Got ice cream coming
through here.
421
00:25:12,344 --> 00:25:14,679
Molly?
422
00:25:21,686 --> 00:25:22,921
We just talked about stuff.
423
00:25:22,954 --> 00:25:24,823
Me and Donna getting
back together.
424
00:25:26,091 --> 00:25:27,592
Thats right.
425
00:25:27,626 --> 00:25:31,830
Donna and Tom just got back
together.
426
00:25:31,863 --> 00:25:33,365
Well, I guess we know now
427
00:25:33,398 --> 00:25:35,800
who broke them up
in the first place.
428
00:25:35,834 --> 00:25:39,671
Molly, thats a really big leap.
429
00:25:39,704 --> 00:25:43,074
No, he loved her
back in high school.
430
00:25:43,108 --> 00:25:45,610
I always wondered if it was
ever really over.
431
00:25:45,644 --> 00:25:47,212
Well, I guess it wasnt.
432
00:25:47,245 --> 00:25:50,615
Until Jordan decided to end it.
433
00:25:50,649 --> 00:25:52,951
Hey, Molly,
its just an earring.
434
00:25:52,984 --> 00:25:58,156
Oh, no, its not just
an earring. Its an answer.
435
00:26:07,299 --> 00:26:09,067
Molly, even if it that is
Donnas earring,
436
00:26:09,100 --> 00:26:10,268
it doesnt mean...
437
00:26:10,302 --> 00:26:13,638
I should have known. She was his
prom date. His first love.
438
00:26:13,672 --> 00:26:15,373
Bank managers office.
439
00:26:15,407 --> 00:26:17,042
Yes, ill hold.
440
00:26:26,284 --> 00:26:29,354
Andrew, you should talk
to her.
441
00:26:29,387 --> 00:26:31,790
You were the one who was there.
442
00:26:31,823 --> 00:26:32,991
How else will she know
443
00:26:33,024 --> 00:26:34,392
what happened in the barn
that night?
444
00:26:34,426 --> 00:26:36,227
Hows that gonna help her now?
445
00:26:37,362 --> 00:26:39,197
Her husband is dead,
she may have cancer,
446
00:26:39,230 --> 00:26:40,899
and an angel of god comes
and says,
447
00:26:40,932 --> 00:26:42,100
"im sorry, I blew it"?
448
00:26:42,133 --> 00:26:44,369
-I dont believe that.
-I do.
449
00:26:50,141 --> 00:26:52,010
Can you give her a message?
450
00:26:52,043 --> 00:26:56,815
Tell her Molly called and I want
her over here right now.
451
00:26:56,848 --> 00:26:58,383
I mean now!
452
00:27:11,062 --> 00:27:12,263
Come on, Hannibal.
453
00:27:12,297 --> 00:27:15,900
Sunshines supposed
to be good for you.
454
00:27:15,934 --> 00:27:17,102
Jimmy.
455
00:27:18,870 --> 00:27:20,138
Whyd do you do that for?
456
00:27:20,171 --> 00:27:22,107
I thought you might like
to have a picture
457
00:27:22,140 --> 00:27:23,308
of you and Hannibal.
458
00:27:27,012 --> 00:27:29,914
Jimmy. (Shutter clicks)
459
00:27:39,791 --> 00:27:41,126
Andrew!
460
00:27:42,260 --> 00:27:44,896
I need your help upstairs!
461
00:27:49,434 --> 00:27:51,336
You were with him
when I wasnt around.
462
00:27:51,369 --> 00:27:52,837
You must have seen em together.
463
00:27:52,871 --> 00:27:54,272
No, not the way you mean.
464
00:27:54,305 --> 00:27:56,474
Men, you always stick together.
465
00:27:56,508 --> 00:27:59,411
Molly, I know that youre
looking for answers here,
466
00:27:59,444 --> 00:28:02,414
but what you need to be doing
is going in for that biopsy.
467
00:28:02,447 --> 00:28:05,216
I want you to take all of his
stuff to the salvation army.
468
00:28:05,250 --> 00:28:07,218
I want it all gone.
469
00:28:07,252 --> 00:28:08,853
(Car horn beeps)
470
00:28:15,927 --> 00:28:18,163
Hi. I got your message.
471
00:28:18,196 --> 00:28:21,433
No, no, dont think about
putting one foot in this house!
472
00:28:21,466 --> 00:28:22,133
What are you doing?
473
00:28:22,167 --> 00:28:23,101
Does this look familiar to you?
474
00:28:23,134 --> 00:28:25,503
-Is that my earring?
-Dont play that game.
475
00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:28,440
I found this right where you
left it, in my bedroom.
476
00:28:28,473 --> 00:28:30,075
How could you do this?!
477
00:28:30,108 --> 00:28:32,177
How could you have an affair
with my husband?!
478
00:28:32,210 --> 00:28:34,212
Jordan and me? Are you crazy?
479
00:28:34,245 --> 00:28:36,247
-No, im just stupid!
480
00:28:36,281 --> 00:28:38,917
-Molly!
-Andrew, you stay out of this!
481
00:28:38,950 --> 00:28:40,985
I should have seen this
years ago.
482
00:28:41,019 --> 00:28:45,056
Jordan always loved you,
but he was too much of a coward
483
00:28:45,090 --> 00:28:46,858
to leave me and Jimmy!
484
00:28:46,891 --> 00:28:49,327
He found out that you and Tom
were getting back together,
485
00:28:49,360 --> 00:28:51,496
and he couldnt go on
living without you!
486
00:28:51,529 --> 00:28:54,966
Oh, my god, you think this is
why Jordan killed himself.
487
00:28:54,999 --> 00:28:57,802
No, Molly, youre wrong.
That did not happen.
488
00:28:57,836 --> 00:29:00,872
Yeah, the evidence tells
a different story!
489
00:29:00,905 --> 00:29:02,941
The evidence doesnt tell
any story at all.
490
00:29:02,974 --> 00:29:04,008
But believe me, Molly,
491
00:29:04,042 --> 00:29:05,510
I have tried
to find a reason, too.
492
00:29:05,543 --> 00:29:06,344
Thats why I brought you copies
493
00:29:06,377 --> 00:29:07,345
of everything
I have at the bank.
494
00:29:07,378 --> 00:29:10,949
You know what? There, there are
no answers here.
495
00:29:10,982 --> 00:29:13,952
There werent any financial
problems, no unpaid bills,
496
00:29:13,985 --> 00:29:15,153
no secret accounts.
497
00:29:15,186 --> 00:29:17,122
The fact is Jordan even paid
the mortgage
498
00:29:17,155 --> 00:29:22,093
a few months in advance.
He obviously thought this out.
499
00:29:22,127 --> 00:29:24,195
He knew exactly what
he was doing.
500
00:29:24,229 --> 00:29:27,232
Why should I believe a word
that you say?!
501
00:29:27,265 --> 00:29:29,868
I have been in your bedroom
a million times...
502
00:29:29,901 --> 00:29:33,838
With you, for goodness sake!
I lost that earring months ago!
503
00:29:33,872 --> 00:29:38,109
Look, I am sorry that
Jordan did this
504
00:29:38,143 --> 00:29:40,044
and I am sorry
that you are in pain
505
00:29:40,078 --> 00:29:41,980
and im sorry that you dont
nave an answer,
506
00:29:42,013 --> 00:29:45,583
but you are not gonna do this
to me just so you can have one.
507
00:29:49,187 --> 00:29:52,991
You be careful, honey.
Youre losing it.
508
00:30:02,033 --> 00:30:03,902
(Sobs)
509
00:30:24,923 --> 00:30:27,292
Jimmy, if youre not hungry,
510
00:30:27,325 --> 00:30:30,895
you can go upstairs
and get ready for bed.
511
00:30:30,929 --> 00:30:32,497
No, im not gonna go to bed.
512
00:30:32,530 --> 00:30:34,465
Im gonna stay out in the barn
with Hannibal.
513
00:30:34,499 --> 00:30:39,170
We may lose the calf.
514
00:30:39,204 --> 00:30:41,139
Well, im very sorry,
515
00:30:41,172 --> 00:30:44,309
but I still want you
to stay in the house.
516
00:30:44,342 --> 00:30:46,177
You dont even care!
517
00:30:46,211 --> 00:30:48,313
You never come out
to the barn to visit him.
518
00:30:48,346 --> 00:30:51,082
Well, im not gonna leave him
alone in there when he needs me.
519
00:30:51,115 --> 00:30:54,352
Maybe if dad wasnt alone out
there he wouldnt have died!
520
00:30:58,223 --> 00:31:01,025
(Door shuts)
521
00:31:09,367 --> 00:31:11,336
Youre running out of time,
Andrew.
522
00:31:12,337 --> 00:31:14,105
(Door shuts)
523
00:31:18,109 --> 00:31:19,210
Hey.
524
00:31:21,212 --> 00:31:23,348
Hey.
525
00:31:25,149 --> 00:31:27,485
You know, I think it would
mean a lot to Jimmy
526
00:31:27,518 --> 00:31:29,387
if you went in
and said good night.
527
00:31:33,992 --> 00:31:36,261
I... oh.
528
00:31:38,396 --> 00:31:41,399
I havent
actually been in there since...
529
00:31:41,432 --> 00:31:42,967
Yeah.
530
00:31:45,236 --> 00:31:49,107
But you know,
your sons in there
531
00:31:49,140 --> 00:31:51,109
and hes alone.
532
00:31:55,313 --> 00:31:56,948
(Sighs)
533
00:32:27,111 --> 00:32:28,613
(Sighs)
534
00:32:51,436 --> 00:32:54,739
Im going out to the barn
to check on him... (Echoing)
535
00:33:06,684 --> 00:33:08,386
(Gunshot echoing)
536
00:33:17,362 --> 00:33:18,396
What is it?
537
00:33:18,429 --> 00:33:20,231
You were there, werent you?
538
00:33:20,264 --> 00:33:22,834
You were
in the barn before he...
539
00:33:22,867 --> 00:33:26,137
You talked to him and then
you came back, didnt you?
540
00:33:27,105 --> 00:33:28,740
Didnt you?!
541
00:33:37,115 --> 00:33:39,584
Why didnt you tell me that you
were with Jordan in the barn
542
00:33:39,617 --> 00:33:40,718
before he shot himself?
543
00:33:40,752 --> 00:33:42,320
Because its not gonna
change anything.
544
00:33:42,353 --> 00:33:43,721
Its not gonna take away
your pain.
545
00:33:43,755 --> 00:33:45,089
I want to know what he said.
546
00:33:46,357 --> 00:33:48,192
No... you dont.
547
00:33:48,226 --> 00:33:49,660
Believe me, you dont.
548
00:33:49,694 --> 00:33:51,329
-(Pounding fist on table)
-Get out. Get out!
549
00:33:51,362 --> 00:33:53,264
Get out of my house
and dont come back
550
00:33:53,297 --> 00:33:54,799
until youre ready
to tell me the truth!
551
00:33:55,833 --> 00:33:57,168
(Gasps)
552
00:33:59,370 --> 00:34:01,305
(Screen door opens, bangs shut)
553
00:34:02,473 --> 00:34:05,476
(Crickets chirping,
owl hooting)
554
00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:11,182
Monica:
Andrew...
555
00:34:13,785 --> 00:34:16,487
Monica...
556
00:34:16,521 --> 00:34:17,889
Please...
557
00:34:17,922 --> 00:34:20,124
Please dont.
558
00:34:21,659 --> 00:34:22,693
I cant bear it.
559
00:34:22,727 --> 00:34:26,230
So youre worrying about
how youre going to feel?
560
00:34:26,264 --> 00:34:28,499
Molly needs to hear the truth,
561
00:34:28,533 --> 00:34:31,669
and, yes, its going to be hard.
562
00:34:31,702 --> 00:34:33,438
Angels have free will, too.
563
00:34:33,471 --> 00:34:35,239
You dont have to do this.
564
00:34:35,273 --> 00:34:37,175
But I know that you will.
565
00:34:37,208 --> 00:34:39,544
Because youre a servant of god
566
00:34:39,577 --> 00:34:41,579
before youre a servant
of your own heart.
567
00:34:41,612 --> 00:34:43,381
Thats how you were made,
568
00:34:43,414 --> 00:34:47,552
and thats the difference
between humans and angels.
569
00:34:59,597 --> 00:35:00,731
(Gasps)
570
00:35:00,765 --> 00:35:03,434
Oh, my god,
what is happening to me?
571
00:35:04,502 --> 00:35:06,237
(Sighs)
572
00:35:06,270 --> 00:35:07,805
Maybe Donnas right.
573
00:35:07,839 --> 00:35:09,841
Maybe im losing it.
574
00:35:09,874 --> 00:35:12,743
Andrew:
No...
575
00:35:12,777 --> 00:35:14,879
Youre not losing it.
576
00:35:14,912 --> 00:35:18,583
I saw you out there.
577
00:35:20,218 --> 00:35:21,219
I know.
578
00:35:21,252 --> 00:35:24,422
I dont understand
any of this.
579
00:35:24,455 --> 00:35:27,291
Theres a lot about this
I dont understand either.
580
00:35:27,325 --> 00:35:29,594
And im sorry...
581
00:35:29,627 --> 00:35:33,498
Thats its taken me so long
to come to you with the truth.
582
00:35:33,531 --> 00:35:35,833
Sometimes, though,
583
00:35:35,867 --> 00:35:40,238
even an angel can lose his way
for awhile.
584
00:35:40,271 --> 00:35:42,707
An angel.
585
00:35:42,740 --> 00:35:44,942
Yes.
586
00:35:47,478 --> 00:35:48,713
Oh, my god.
587
00:35:48,746 --> 00:35:51,315
And you... were there.
588
00:35:51,349 --> 00:35:52,817
Yes.
589
00:35:54,752 --> 00:35:58,923
Im gonna tell you
what happened that night--
590
00:35:58,956 --> 00:36:01,192
everything that I know.
591
00:36:03,794 --> 00:36:05,963
After I put Jimmy to bed,
592
00:36:05,997 --> 00:36:10,801
I was... told... that I needed
to go out to the barn,
593
00:36:10,835 --> 00:36:15,239
and I didnt know what I w--
would find when I got there.
594
00:36:15,273 --> 00:36:17,542
(Sighs)
595
00:36:18,643 --> 00:36:20,645
(Cow moos)
596
00:36:23,948 --> 00:36:24,949
Jordan?
597
00:36:26,417 --> 00:36:27,718
Is everything all right?
598
00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:31,022
Look at that calf...
599
00:36:31,055 --> 00:36:33,491
Struggling to survive...
600
00:36:33,524 --> 00:36:36,561
Trying to beat the odds.
601
00:36:36,594 --> 00:36:38,262
Why?
602
00:36:38,296 --> 00:36:39,964
Whats the point?
603
00:36:39,997 --> 00:36:43,901
Everyone struggles to survive,
at one point or another.
604
00:36:43,935 --> 00:36:47,872
And most do, as long as
they dont give up hope.
605
00:36:50,408 --> 00:36:52,510
I assume that you didnt bring
that gun out here
606
00:36:52,543 --> 00:36:54,645
to put Hannibal down.
607
00:36:54,679 --> 00:36:58,583
Dont assume you know anything
about me, Andrew.
608
00:36:58,616 --> 00:37:01,719
You hadnt been around here
long enough to judge me.
609
00:37:01,752 --> 00:37:05,990
Its not my place
or my job to judge you.
610
00:37:12,563 --> 00:37:14,432
What is this?
611
00:37:14,465 --> 00:37:16,601
Im an angel.
612
00:37:16,634 --> 00:37:18,970
(Jordan scoffs, laughs)
613
00:37:20,705 --> 00:37:23,541
Arent you supposed to appear
after I pull the trigger?
614
00:37:23,574 --> 00:37:26,811
God sends angels whenever
theyre needed,
615
00:37:26,844 --> 00:37:28,746
and he sent me here now
616
00:37:28,779 --> 00:37:31,482
because he doesnt want you
to pull the trigger.
617
00:37:32,483 --> 00:37:34,552
Yeah, well...
618
00:37:34,585 --> 00:37:36,554
If only it were that simple.
619
00:37:36,587 --> 00:37:38,089
It is that simple, Jordan.
620
00:37:38,122 --> 00:37:41,892
God loves you
and he wants you to live.
621
00:37:41,926 --> 00:37:44,695
I dont know what youre going
through, right now, Jordan,
622
00:37:44,729 --> 00:37:47,999
and I dont know why you think
killing yourself is the answer,
623
00:37:48,032 --> 00:37:50,501
but I do know this:
624
00:37:50,534 --> 00:37:52,770
God is extending
his hand to you,
625
00:37:52,803 --> 00:37:56,574
to help you find the courage
and the strength to carry on,
626
00:37:56,607 --> 00:38:00,678
to survive this moment, and then
you move on to the next one.
627
00:38:00,711 --> 00:38:02,480
Why?
628
00:38:02,513 --> 00:38:04,749
Whats so great about
the next moment?
629
00:38:04,782 --> 00:38:06,751
Or the next one?
630
00:38:06,784 --> 00:38:08,753
Or the next 40 years
of moments?
631
00:38:10,521 --> 00:38:13,124
I celebrated my 40th birthday
today, Andrew,
632
00:38:13,157 --> 00:38:15,726
and what do I have
to show for it?
633
00:38:15,760 --> 00:38:18,062
Truth is, if I never existed,
634
00:38:18,095 --> 00:38:22,533
wouldnt make the slightest
bit of difference.
635
00:38:22,566 --> 00:38:24,735
You were born for a reason.
636
00:38:24,769 --> 00:38:27,872
Now, that reason may not be
very clear to you today,
637
00:38:27,905 --> 00:38:29,874
it may not be very clear
to you tomorrow...
638
00:38:29,907 --> 00:38:33,944
But your creator,
the god who put you here,
639
00:38:33,978 --> 00:38:35,079
he knows why.
640
00:38:36,947 --> 00:38:38,916
Youre a farmer, Jordan.
641
00:38:38,949 --> 00:38:41,152
You know how long
it takes, sometimes,
642
00:38:41,185 --> 00:38:44,021
to harvest the seeds you plant
in this life.
643
00:38:44,055 --> 00:38:47,024
And look at what
youve grown so far.
644
00:38:47,058 --> 00:38:50,895
You have a wonderful son.
645
00:38:50,928 --> 00:38:53,798
You have this successful ranch.
646
00:38:53,831 --> 00:38:58,169
Youve got lifelong friends
who really care about you.
647
00:38:58,202 --> 00:39:02,640
And you have truly loving wife
648
00:39:02,673 --> 00:39:04,975
who needs you right now.
649
00:39:07,211 --> 00:39:08,779
What are you talking about?
650
00:39:08,813 --> 00:39:12,717
She didnt want to worry you.
651
00:39:12,750 --> 00:39:15,553
Her doctor wants her
to go in for a biopsy.
652
00:39:17,555 --> 00:39:19,824
Why didnt she tell me?
653
00:39:19,857 --> 00:39:22,793
She just found out today.
654
00:39:22,827 --> 00:39:24,962
And she didnt want
to ruin your birthday.
655
00:39:28,566 --> 00:39:30,434
Thanks.
656
00:39:30,468 --> 00:39:32,570
Youve given me
a lot to think about.
657
00:39:33,571 --> 00:39:35,005
Dont thank me.
658
00:39:35,039 --> 00:39:37,508
Thank the one who sent me.
659
00:39:38,109 --> 00:39:40,811
Hey.
660
00:39:40,845 --> 00:39:42,913
Is there a heaven?
661
00:39:44,982 --> 00:39:47,585
Yes, there is.
662
00:39:49,854 --> 00:39:52,556
I thought I got through to him.
663
00:39:52,590 --> 00:39:54,925
And I was wrong.
664
00:39:56,861 --> 00:39:59,163
Molly, I understand your need
for answers,
665
00:39:59,196 --> 00:40:01,132
because I been trying
to find them myself.
666
00:40:01,165 --> 00:40:03,768
What else... could I have done?
667
00:40:03,801 --> 00:40:05,569
What could I have said
differently?
668
00:40:05,603 --> 00:40:07,838
No, youre lying.
669
00:40:07,872 --> 00:40:09,573
Everything you say is a lie.
670
00:40:09,607 --> 00:40:12,710
If Jordan knew I was in trouble,
he never wouldve done this.
671
00:40:12,743 --> 00:40:13,878
He loved me.
672
00:40:13,911 --> 00:40:15,579
Yes...
673
00:40:15,613 --> 00:40:18,716
He did, and he loved his son,
and he killed himself,
674
00:40:18,749 --> 00:40:20,584
and I dont know why,
675
00:40:20,618 --> 00:40:23,921
and that has been
torturing me...
676
00:40:23,954 --> 00:40:26,590
Until I remembered
something today.
677
00:40:26,624 --> 00:40:32,129
God knows why Jordan made
the choice that he made.
678
00:40:32,163 --> 00:40:34,865
In the moments
679
00:40:34,899 --> 00:40:37,034
between the time
that I left Jordan...
680
00:40:38,035 --> 00:40:39,870
...and he died...
681
00:40:39,904 --> 00:40:42,106
God was there.
682
00:40:44,642 --> 00:40:49,013
And whatever
they shared during that time,
683
00:40:49,046 --> 00:40:51,015
thats between
the two of them now.
684
00:40:51,048 --> 00:40:55,152
And im just
supposed to go on, hmm?
685
00:40:55,186 --> 00:40:56,520
You know something, Molly?
686
00:40:56,554 --> 00:41:00,257
Ive been an angel
for a long, long time.
687
00:41:01,592 --> 00:41:03,194
And you know what
amazes me about people?
688
00:41:03,227 --> 00:41:06,096
Its not that a few of you
cant go on,
689
00:41:06,130 --> 00:41:10,301
its that almost
every one of you does,
690
00:41:10,334 --> 00:41:14,071
despite this
tough business of living.
691
00:41:15,673 --> 00:41:18,642
You get up every morning,
692
00:41:18,676 --> 00:41:20,544
and you start over again.
693
00:41:20,578 --> 00:41:23,047
Because theres this little
voice inside of you
694
00:41:23,080 --> 00:41:24,682
that says, "hope."
695
00:41:27,151 --> 00:41:29,954
And most of you
still listen to it.
696
00:41:31,622 --> 00:41:35,793
And the ones who dont,
we have to release...
697
00:41:35,826 --> 00:41:40,931
And return to the hands
of the father,
698
00:41:40,965 --> 00:41:43,167
where hope lives forever.
699
00:41:46,971 --> 00:41:48,272
(Sniffles)
700
00:41:52,843 --> 00:41:54,845
(Crying quietly)
701
00:42:09,393 --> 00:42:10,594
(Gently):
Hey.
702
00:42:12,263 --> 00:42:14,231
Is something wrong
with Hannibal?
703
00:42:14,265 --> 00:42:16,200
No, hannibals okay.
704
00:42:18,669 --> 00:42:20,304
I want to talk to you
705
00:42:20,337 --> 00:42:22,006
about your daddy.
706
00:42:22,940 --> 00:42:24,308
No, listen to me.
707
00:42:25,409 --> 00:42:29,013
Your daddy was a wonderful man.
708
00:42:31,882 --> 00:42:33,984
But...
709
00:42:34,018 --> 00:42:36,387
Something happened to him
710
00:42:36,420 --> 00:42:39,189
that we may never understand.
711
00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:40,724
Was it because of me?
712
00:42:40,758 --> 00:42:42,793
No, absolutely not.
713
00:42:42,826 --> 00:42:45,029
It had nothing to do with you.
714
00:42:46,697 --> 00:42:47,765
(Sighs)
715
00:42:47,798 --> 00:42:49,400
You know, the truth is...
716
00:42:49,433 --> 00:42:51,168
(Sighs quietly)
717
00:42:51,201 --> 00:42:55,272
Everybody loses hope sometimes.
718
00:42:55,306 --> 00:42:58,776
But most of the time,
719
00:42:58,809 --> 00:43:01,078
we just lose it for a moment.
720
00:43:04,748 --> 00:43:07,651
But for some reason...
721
00:43:09,687 --> 00:43:13,891
...your daddy
lost it for two moments...
722
00:43:13,924 --> 00:43:18,762
And then three and... four.
723
00:43:18,796 --> 00:43:24,034
And pretty soon,
he was just so lost in the dark
724
00:43:24,068 --> 00:43:27,838
that he couldnt
find his way back to US.
725
00:43:30,074 --> 00:43:31,942
Do you understand
what im saying?
726
00:43:35,012 --> 00:43:37,348
Weve been through
some hard times...
727
00:43:40,818 --> 00:43:43,220
...and we may have
some hard times coming.
728
00:43:46,423 --> 00:43:49,126
Let me tell you something--
729
00:43:49,159 --> 00:43:51,795
we are not gonna lose hope,
730
00:43:51,829 --> 00:43:54,331
we are gonna hold on,
731
00:43:54,365 --> 00:43:57,334
and we are gonna ask god
732
00:43:57,368 --> 00:44:01,271
to give US the strength to get
through whatever comes, okay?
733
00:44:03,407 --> 00:44:04,908
(Voice breaking):
Okay.
734
00:44:10,147 --> 00:44:11,715
Oh, gosh...
735
00:44:13,517 --> 00:44:15,152
I sure do love you.
736
00:44:15,185 --> 00:44:16,854
I love you, too, mom.
737
00:44:16,887 --> 00:44:18,422
(Mooing)
738
00:44:18,455 --> 00:44:19,990
You sure you have to go, Monica?
739
00:44:20,024 --> 00:44:22,493
Yes, but you and Hannibal
are gonna be fine now.
740
00:44:22,526 --> 00:44:23,961
Molly (distant):
Hey, Jimmy!
741
00:44:23,994 --> 00:44:25,095
Hurry up!
742
00:44:25,129 --> 00:44:26,363
Jimmy:
Yeah.
743
00:44:26,397 --> 00:44:28,098
But youll come visit, right?
744
00:44:28,132 --> 00:44:29,233
Right.
745
00:44:29,266 --> 00:44:30,401
Okay, here you go.
746
00:44:30,434 --> 00:44:31,402
See ya!
747
00:44:31,435 --> 00:44:33,270
Bye.
748
00:44:33,303 --> 00:44:35,172
-Bye, Andrew.
-Bye-bye.
749
00:44:38,409 --> 00:44:39,510
Take care of yourself.
750
00:44:39,543 --> 00:44:42,246
Biopsys pretty simple,
they said.
751
00:44:42,279 --> 00:44:45,883
And... well do whatever
it takes after that.
752
00:44:45,916 --> 00:44:46,850
See you, Andrew.
753
00:44:46,884 --> 00:44:48,852
See you, buddy.
754
00:44:48,886 --> 00:44:51,522
Do angels ever, um...
755
00:44:51,555 --> 00:44:53,023
(Laughs)
756
00:44:53,057 --> 00:44:55,292
I mean, will I ever
see you again?
757
00:44:56,894 --> 00:44:58,028
I dont know.
758
00:45:00,097 --> 00:45:02,232
What if I fry you up
some chicken?
759
00:45:02,266 --> 00:45:04,068
(Laughing):
Well, then, you know,
760
00:45:04,101 --> 00:45:06,403
I might just have to come by
some Saturday.
761
00:45:18,582 --> 00:45:20,417
Go away! Go away!
I have nothing for you.
762
00:45:20,451 --> 00:45:21,418
Nothing. Nothing.
763
00:45:21,452 --> 00:45:23,887
Monica: Theyre just friendly
creatures, Tess.
764
00:45:23,921 --> 00:45:25,222
Well, the flies
certainly like em.
765
00:45:25,255 --> 00:45:27,291
Oh, come on, Tess;
Go make yourself a new friend.
766
00:45:27,324 --> 00:45:28,459
I dont need a new friend,
767
00:45:28,492 --> 00:45:31,061
but I might need
some new shoes after this.
768
00:45:31,095 --> 00:45:32,329
(Laughing)
769
00:45:33,964 --> 00:45:35,265
(Dove cooing)
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