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[woman] Previously on
Before the 90 Days.

[Nicola speaking]

Whoa. [chuckles]

[Nicola] When I tell you
I love you,

I don't hear back,
"Oh, Nicola, I love you, too."

[Meisha] Well, I've been
uncertain and worried

about what things
were looking like.

[Nicola] If she's not sure
in her life--

Don't worry.

You'll be--

I feel like we have
a stronger connection now
than we ever had before.

The K-1 visa is the only thing
keeping us apart.

[Jasmine] I love you, baby.

[speaking Spanish]

[in English] I am gonna
put my faith

that he's gonna do
whatever he has to do,
because--

I really, really, really
care about you a lot.

It may be deeper
than caring.

[Riley] I...

I...

[Riley] Her not allowing me
to say the "L" word--

This just might be
the last time

Violet and I see each other
in person.

[Razvan speaking
other language]

[in English]
So many things happened
until this point.

It sounds like
you don't even know

if you want to be
together with me.

I don't know.

[Christian] There's nothing,
the way I approach women
in a bar

that would lead them to think
that I'm hitting on them.

So, are you still gonna
be able to trust me,
you think?

[Cleo] It's hard for me
to trust Christian,

but I am completely terrified
of losing him.

[sobbing]

[Dempsey speaking]

Seriously?

[Statler] Dang, I don't know
if I want kids.

[Dempsey] I'm worried that
if we want different things,

it could just be
a waste of time.

I will have a child
at some point,

whether I do it
on my own or not.

If you have to have kids,
I don't think it would work
between us.

[Dempsey speaking]

[Statler] Dempsey.

Dempsey.

Dempsey.

Can we talk,
or are you just packing
in there?

Are you gonna leave
without me? Like...

[Dempsey speaking]

Why are you acting like--
can you freaking talk to me?

[Dempsey speaking]

So, but like--

And that was--
That's just--

Uh, to make or break
for our relationship.

You-You just said
our relationship
is not gonna work.

Like, I planned
this romantic trip.

We're gonna part ways
very soon,

and even though I didn't
tell her earlier

that I didn't want kids,

she didn't tell me either
that she definitely did.

I had no clue that
Dempsey was so adamant
about becoming a mother.

But, I do know that
I don't wanna lose her
over this.

Why are you so upset?

[Dempsey]
Because you just said
it's make or break.

-For you, it's not--
-After you [bleep]--

-After you said that,
after you--
-Don't swear at me.

-Don't swear at me.
-[Statler] After you-- Okay.

[Dempsey] And you think
that I have
a real bad attitude.

[Statler] Okay.

That's how you feel?

What are you saying?

[Statler] Are you done
with us?

[Dempsey speaking]

[sighs]

[Statler speaking]

[exhales heavily]

[Statler] What are you do--

[sobs softly]

You just took me
by surprise.

That's all.

Just saying that.

It's just too much,
like, you just don't want
to feel good.

I'm just like,

anxiety through the roof,
like,

-there's nothing but fear.
-You just took me by surprise

because I just thought that
the way that
you worded things,

it made me just think,
"Okay, well,
we're done, then."

Because in this moment,
I can't imagine
having a kid, like,

and I'm not gonna pull
something out of my ass
and be like,

"Yeah, I would be down
to be with someone

who 100% wants a kid
when I don't want a kid.

Because in this moment,
I can't [bleep] fathom that.

Like, it just depends
on where I'm at.

I mean, in a couple years,
sure, but like...

I'm not in that place
so I don't know.

It's not that I'm being
dishonest,

it's that I'm being honest
in the moment,

but the-- the moment
changes for me.

I'm just a rollercoaster.

Sorry.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

-You sure?
-Mmm-hmm.

I'm sorry for storming out.

Does it make you feel like
you don't wanna continue
on with this

since it's a risk?

No, I wanna continue on.

I know this is a risk

to stay in a relationship
with Statler

because she could be
so adamant in the future
that she does not want kids.

But, there is a little bit
of hope there

that she might change
her mind.

So, I think that

the conversation can be
just put on hold for now

because in this moment,

I wanna be with Statler.

I can't imagine life
without you.

Yeah, I know.

I hope so.

The weight of us not knowing
if we're gonna be compatible
children-wise

is hanging over us.

But...

it's something we can't
really resolve in this moment.

I am worried
to be going home
so soon

after this heavily emotional
conversation.

Ready?

[Statler] It's not the way
I wanted to leave.

There's just
a lot of uncertainty.

I don't want this to continue
to weigh on her mind
once I'm gone

and make her second guess
our relationship.

[Riley] Well,
it's confusing.

When I landed,
she text me some things

and then it was--
we ended on goodbye.

I've been home from Vietnam
a couple of weeks now.

But, after I returned home,

I got some very nasty
text messages from Violet

saying that it's over,

and-and she doesn't want
anything to do with m
anymore.

You know, to be honest,
I wasn't surprised

because we had
a lot of ups and downs
before I left.

But then,
a few days later,

Violet started messaging
me again

and to be honest,
I don't even know what to do
with these mixed signals.

Yeah.

She wrote,
"I'm sorry I hurt you.

We can be together.

I really want a husband
and a family."

She's acting, like,
super nice

and... [chuckles]
Where-Where's this
coming from?

I thought
we were done.

It just doesn't make sense.

[Riley] Um, I don't know.

Do I still have love
for her?
Absolutely.

I was-- was truly hurt
by her actions

when I visited her,
and, uh,

I just don't--
I don't get it.

At this time,
I-I really don't know

if this relationship
with Violet is fixable.

We both have a lot
to work on.

But, when I try to do it
in person, she never wanted
to talk about it.

So, right now,
my plans with Violet

is to just take some time
to recoup
and to understand,

and to just process
everything that's happened
in the last couple of weeks.

And then, you know,
after that, I just--
I don't know.

Are congratulations
in order?

-What's going on?
-I--

[Tiffanie] Am I gonna be
an auntie?

Come on.

Last week, Violet text me.

And she told me
that she's pregnant.

And, um,
the baby is mine.

[speaking Spanish]

[in English] I only get
one chance

to convince the embassy

that my relationship with Gino
is genuine.

[speaking Spanish]

[Amanda in English]
I am anxious

about this last dinner
with Razvan.

In my head, I'm just trying to
mentally prepare myself

for what's about to happen.

I feel like
I need to know, like,

do you still wanna be
in this relationship
with me or not?

[Amanda] I'm leaving
Romania tomorrow,

and after Razvan and I
had our disagreement
earlier today,

I'm feeling worried
that he's gonna give up
on us.

I do feel like
me being closed off

has affected mine
and Razvan's relationship.

So...

I want to show Razvan
you know, my softer side

and that I can be
the loving partner
that he needs.

And ultimately,

I have to open up
and be more vulnerable
to Razvan now

because the fate
of our relationship
depends on it.

[Razvan] Hey.

Hello.

[chuckles] What is this?

Like, a little present.

For what?

[Amanda] Because
I love you.

[chuckles]

Well... [chuckles]

-[both chuckle]
-[Amanda] What?

-[Razvan] Can I open?
-Yeah.

I got you
this heart pillow.

So you can hug it
and remember how much
I love you.

And a blanket
that you can cuddle with
and think of me.

[Razvan] I didn't
expect this.

And what is this?

[Amanda] Um, I printed off
some pictures of us

so that you can have them
around your house.

-[Amanda chuckles]
-[Razvan speaking]

-I think we should start
getting ready for dinner.
-[Amanda] Yeah.

It's our last night together.

So, I'm taking Amanda
to a nice restaurant.

And...

I feel like we both need to
come to a conclusion,

what we will do.

My heart is telling me

to keep fighting
and staying.

But my head is telling me
that...

this relationship is toxic
and...

we are not good
for each other.

So, I don't know
what to do.

[car honks]

What do you want?

[car honks]

[Amanda] I think
you have some road rage.

No, that guy,
it's annoying.

I am anxious
about this last dinner
with Razvan

because I know

whatever is going on
with us,

like, it's gonna come
to an head.

I know that I love him
and I want to be with him

and it's just up to him
at this point.

Thank you.

[both laugh]

[Amanda] Why did you laugh?

[Razvan chuckles]

[both chuckle]

You're so silly.

[waiter] Hello.

-Hello.
-[Amanda] A glass of wine
and I want a salad.

-[waiter mumbling]
-[Razvan] And for me,
I will do the same salad.

Okay.

Thank you.

-[waiter] You're welcome.
-[Amanda] Thank you.

So, the last time
that you and I talked,

you were unsure of...

like, if you wanted
to continue our relationship
or not.

In my head,
I'm just trying to, like,

mentally prepare myself
for whatever
is about to happen.

I can't just wait around

for him to continue
to be unsure about us.

I mean, there's no more dates
after this,

I'm going back home,
it's kind of like,

this is it.

Since I'm leaving tomorrow...

Yeah.

[Amanda] I feel like
I need to know, like,

do you still wanna be
in this relationship
with me or not?

[Gino speaking]

Keep the feet warm.

[chuckles]

Okay.

It's been five months
since I left Panama

and I really, really miss
Jasmine.

Our relationship
is going strong, but...

long distance is so hard,
we struggle for so long

and this--
this whole visa process
has been a nightmare

because it's taken
absolutely forever.

But, I'm feeling
really good this morning

Oh, yeah.

[Gino] It's a huge day

because Jasmine
has her Visa interview

at the embassy
in Panama.

We've been waiting a year
and a half for today

and it's finally here.

I'm so excited, you know,
I can't wait!

So I keep this pillow
on this side of the bed.

You know, this pillow
gave me a lot of comfort.

You know,
Jasmine gave this to me,
and...

When I miss her,
I hug this pillow.

But you know,

pretty soon,
Jasmine's head's gonna be
on that pillow,

and I'm not gonna need
that stuff anymore, and...

I think Jasmine's gonna like
that side of the bed.

I'm so used to this side
of the bed, right?

But you know,

Jasmine's gonna be having
first choice, right? So...

I mean, she-- you know...

She's got first choice.

I'm sure.

I am ready for some coffee.

Eight cups of it. A whole lot.

I don't screw around.

[laughs]

It's just unbelievable

that if Jasmine gets
Visa approval today,

I mean, she could be
in Michigan like,

next week or something.

-[knock on door]
-[Gino] Oh.

-Hey, my man.
-[Dana] Hey
what's happening, cuz?

-[Gino] Dana.
-[Dana] How you doing?

So my cousin Dana
is coming over

to help me put up
some Panama decorations
in my home.

[Dana] Cool.

Because when we speak
to Jasmine later

after the interview,

we are hoping
for a celebration.

Oh!

-A Panama hat.
-A hat.

-You wanna wear a Panama hat?
-Yeah, give it.

-'Cause I wanna wear
a Panama hat.
-[Gino] Yeah? Do it.

[both] Yeah.

-What do you think?
-Whoo! [laughs]

[Gino] I love it.

[both laughing]

[Gino]
There's been some issues

with Dana and Jasmine
in the past.

So it means a lot to me

that Dana's showing up today
to support me.

I-- I-- You know,

I really want this
to be a good day.

But in like,
in the back of my mind,

I'm still really nervous
because

I know Jasmine.

You know,
she has some anxiety
at the interview.

And I'm worried,
you know, that

they might ask her a question
that throws her off.

You know,
and she goes into panic mode,

and she can get really upset,
you know.

So, I just want Jasmine
to stay calm.

That's my hope.

[Jasmine sighs]

This foundation
is not working,

because apparently,
I look like a different color,

my face and my body.

[Coco growling]

Coco.

-[speaking Spanish]
-[Coco whimpers]

I feel so weird today,

and I don't know.

I don't know what to expect.

I feel like, [inhales]
you know...

[speaking Spanish]

Today is a super important day

because I only get one chance
to convince the embassy

that my relationship with Gino
is genuine.

[speaking Spanish]

[speaking Spanish]

But I don't really handle
pressure well.

[speaking Spanish]

And therefore
I cannot articulate my words.

And[sighs] oh, my gosh.

I, I been hoping
that's not gonna be the case

when I'm getting interviewed.

[Jasmine speaking
other language]

[Cecilia speaking
Spanish]

[Jasmine]
Because we've been
waiting for it

for 18 months. [chuckles]

Oye.

And it's one opportunity.

[Zuellen speaking
Spanish]

[Jasmine speaking
Spanish]

[Zuellen speaking
Spanish]

[Jasmine speaking
Spanish]

[Zuellen speaking
Spanish]

[both crying]

[Jasmine speaking
Spanish]

[Zuellen speaking
Spanish]

[Jasmine speaking
Spanish]

[sighs and speaks
Spanish]

[Jasmine speaking
Spanish]

I'm always thinking about
how hard it is gonna be for me

to move to the United States.

But it's not just me,
but also my family.

[Jasmine speaking
other language]

But in my heart,

I feel like I'm doing
the right thing.

Because Gino is the love
of my life,

and we fought so hard
for this moment.

[Jasmine speaking
Spanish]

[Zuellen speaking
Spanish]

[Jasmine sighs]

I've been waiting for today
for so long.

And I have never
wanted something
so badly in my life.

It's-- it's very scary

that the future
of my relationship

completely depends
on what's gonna happen

on the next 30 minutes.

[sighs]

[cellphone vibrates]

[Dana] Gino,
something's on your phone
here.

[Gino] Oh, someone's calling.

-[Dana] Cool.
-[Gino] It's Jasmine.

-[Gino] Hold on.
-[Dana] All right,
let me give you some privacy.

Baby! There you are.

[Jasmine crying]

[Gino] What happened?

[Jasmine speaking over phone]

[continues crying]

You know that I love you
so much, Meisha.

I have no doubt
and I'm willing to marry her.

But I don't know
how her brain, her heart

will say to me
when I propose to her.

-Right here?
-[Nicola] Yes.

Are you saying yes or no?

-[Meisha] Aww.
-[Nicola laughs]
Ha, that cat.

[Meisha] Oh, my goodness,
oh, my goodness.

[chuckles] Let's go.

-[Meisha] He's the cutest.
-[Nicola] Thank you.

[Meisha] Well, I'm glad
it had a home.

[chuckles softly] No.

[Nicola] Meisha is going back
to America tomorrow.

I have no doubt
about the relationship

between me and Meisha,

and I'm willing
to propose to her.

But I don't know how
her brain, her heart,

[chuckles] will say to me.

Yes or no?

God, make Meisha
to love me more.

Well, sweetie pie,

I'm going to tell you
something very important, yes?

-And...
-Yeah.

You know that I love you
so much, Meisha?

And...

we know each other
for many years,

and I was waiting
for a woman like you.

And I want to tell you
something very important.

[laughs]

[Nicola speaking]

Are you saying yes or no?

-Right here?
-[Nicola] Yes.

Are you saying yes or no?

Okay, but like...

[Nicola] Say yes or no?

-Yes, I will.
-[laughs]

[people clapping]

[Meisha laughs]
Oh, my gosh, Nicola.

[Nicola]
I love you so much, Meisha.

[kisses]

-[Meisha] Oh, my God.
-[Nicola laughing]

[Meisha] Oh, my God.

-[Meisha speaking]
-Yes, I love you
so much, Meisha.

[Meisha] Oh, my gosh.

[Meisha] Oh, my--

Oh, my gosh, Nicola.

[Nicola speaking]

-Do you know
what you're doing?
-Yes.

[Nicola] I know
what I'm doing, 100%.

Oh, my...

Are you in shock?

I am in shock

-because you did it
in public.
-Yes.

And you say I'm not romantic.

How many people you know
do it in public like that?

Well,
it's almost everybody, but...

Listen.

-I am in shock.
-I love it.

-[Meisha] Oh, my gosh.
-[Nicola] Let's go, Meisha,
let's go.

My heart is beating
outside of my chest right now.

I have been praying
to God about this.

And I realized that

as quirky and odd
as he is,

yes was the right thing
to say,

because Nicola's strength
and his courage

and how he has enlightened
my life

is something that I am sure
I will never find again.

I don't have all the answers
and I never will,

but I'm going for it

and I am so excited
to do so.

[Nicola speaking
other language]

[salesman speaking
other language]

[Nicola speaking
other language]

[salesman speaking
other language]

[Nicola speaking
other language]

-[salesman speaking
other language]
-[Nicola] Let's go.

[Nicola] Let's go, Meisha,
buy you a ring, sweetie pie.

Well, the reason
I don't have a ring,

because I don't want
to buy something to Meisha
she don't like.

And if she were to say
no to me,

and I will buy the ring...

But she accept my proposal,

and for me,
it's like a dream come true.

I feel very blessed
by God.

I'm so happy.

So we always ask the customer,
what's your budget?

[Nicola]
If she likes something,
let her to take.

-We will make--
figure out the budget.
-[salesman] Okay.

[Nicola] I know
Meisha is not going to choose
a diamond ring

that costs like $100,000
or $20,000.

I hope that she wants
something simple.

But the most important
that Meisha will be happy.

[salesman]
Something like this,
for example.

[Nicola] Mmm, that's cute.

-[salesman] This is...
-[Meisha] Simple cute.

-[salesman] This is
something nice.
-Mmm-hmm, yeah.

-[salesman] You can try it on
if you like.
-Very simple.

[salesman] Just see if it's...

-[Meisha] Do you wanna see
how it would look like?
-[Nicola] Yes.

-[Meisha] Do you-- Yeah.
-[Nicola] You like it?

-[Nicola] I like it.
-[Meisha] I--
I would love to know

[Meisha] what you think.

[salesman]
I'm not allowed to put rings
after my wife,

but she allow me
for business.

-[Meisha] That's right, I'm--
-[Nicola laughs]

I'm helping you
for your wife.

-[salesman] Yeah,
this is beautiful.
-[Nicola] Okay, this...

[Meisha] Cute, simple.

-[salesman] Mmm-hmm.
-[Nicola] You think
I should talk ...

This should be
like 7100 shekels.

Oof!

That's far away
from my budget, [chuckles]

I'll be honest with you.

-Well, this is--
This is one of a kind diamond.
-Like--

-And there's no child labor
in it.
-[Nicola] I know.

[Nicola] If you can make me
this stone,

because it's my first time,

I will pay you in cash.

The more you invest in her,

-the more you get back.
-[Nicola] True, true.

[Nicola] But I really want
to make deal with you.

It's sweet that he wanted,

you know, me to weigh in
my opinion on the ring.

How much
you can give it to me?

But then on the other hand,

there's now also
we're moving into like,

discussing money.

It just feels so not hot.

Uh, I'll make it five--
5,500 shekels.

If you can give it to me
4,500 shekel,

I will close it now.

I don't want to go from here
without a ring.

If you'll give it to me 4000--
Really?

-I will make it for you.
-[Nicola] Thank you so much.

May-- Maybe she can wear it.

-You can wear it, your ring.
-[Meisha] No.

-Not until
you're on your knee again.
-[salesman] No, no. No, no.

-[Nicola] Again? Here?
-He should have to, yes.

Please come have a seat
over here.

-Oh, oh. [laughs]
-[Nicola] Oh, my God.

-[salesman] Sit on your knee.
-[chuckles]

[Nicola] Meisha,
my sweetie pie,

are you willing to marry me,

and to spend all your life
with me?

-Yes.
-I love you so much
for that.

[Meisha] Me too. [chuckles]

Aww.

[salesman] Guys,

keep the rest for later.

-[salesman speaking]
-[both laughing]

There's a lot standing
in our way right now

of taking the next step
and actually getting married.

[Nicola] The distance.

That's the biggest barrier
in this relationship.

And we also have
the church's barrier

of the annulment
in front of us.

So our hope and our prayer

is that God brought us
to this point.

And now God in His time,
in His place...

[Cleo] I'm just holding on
to the positives.

It's not like I can forget
things that happened.

[Cleo] Sometimes
you can really love somebody.

At the same time, you--

[crying] it's just knowing
that maybe you're not meant
to be together.

[bleep]

Um... Oh, this thing's dirty.

[clicks teeth]

-Okay.
-Can I keep this?

-What?
-Can I keep this?

[sighs] Babe, that's my...

like, literally, like,
my favorite hoodie.

Uh...

Yeah, you can...
You can keep that.

Next time I come
I'm taking it back.

You can...
It's a rental for you.

[Cleo laughing]
It's a rental, okay.

[Christian]
Well, today's the day

that I head back
to the United States.

I think we're pretty tired.

I still got a lot of packing
that I need to do

before I leave
for the airport.

And I'm still going to have
to pack everything

and make sure the kitties
are ready to return home.

[Christian] You gonna help me
pack my suitcase?

-[Cleo] Yes.
-[Christian] And send me off

with a kiss
and a pat on the butt.

Cleo's feeling
pretty somber and...

and sad, and I am, too.

[Cleo] Like, I thought
I'd be able

to emotionally kind of...

[sobs loudly] [bleep]

But I'm just holding
on to the positives.

[Christian] You know,
there's things that we gotta

still kinda, like, process
and decompress from.

Because some of the things
that happened are kind of

a little bit like a dent
in our relationship.

And I think that

trust is an issue
that we have to work on.

That sounds pretty sucky.

It sounds like, you know,

our relationship
is kind of scarred.

That's how relationships go.
They're like...

Like in this analogy,
they're like cars.

You know, you get in little
fender benders here and there.

But it's not like anything
that's gonna total
the relationship.

[Christian] Okay, before you
start crying,

before you start crying,
because I don't think that

the negatives
outweigh the positives at all.

But it's like, you know,

it's not necessarily like

I can forget
things that happened,

because if I forget
the things that happened

between us
that weren't as great, like,

we're not gonna be able to
learn from anything, you know?

We should be happy
that we had a great time.

And let's just focus on that.

I got it.

I'm aware that
there have been difficulties

and moments of awkwardness
and misunderstanding.

It is not easy
to find somebody

that accepts me
for simply who I am.

So I don't wanna lose that.

[Christian] Let's get moving
and get me out of here.

[Cleo] But sometimes
you can really love somebody,

at the same time, you...

You just know that
maybe you're not

meant to be together.

And I've been in that...

I've been in
that position before, and...

it's [bleep] hard. [sighs]

[Christian sighs]

[imitating Humphrey Bogart]
Well, sweetheart.

-Come on.
-This is where I...

where I get off.
Wish you were...

Wish you were coming with me.

But you better
get on that plane and...

Just kidding.
That's Casablanca.

[Cleo speaking]

[Christian] Yeah.

There's more adventures ahead.

[Cleo] I love you.

I love you, too.

Take care, okay?

All right, all right.

[Christian sighs]

[bleep]

[sobs]

♪ I want to fall asleep
in the back of a fallen star ♪

♪ Send all our dreams
into orbit around a heart ♪

[Christian] Kissing Cleo
for the last time,

it's tough.

I think I'm trying
to be strong for her.

I know that. I know that
she's kind of a mess.

You know,
I'm trying to remind her

and keep things light,
make sure that she knows,

like, hey, this ain't
the last time that
we're gonna be together.

But at the same time,

we're separated
geographically,

and there's still
a lot of unknowns.

I don't know
if my family will be able

to come to terms with
who she is.

or if, you know,
if we can overcome

all of our issues.

I just don't know.

♪ Who can save us ♪

Yeah, we're going.

[sighs deeply]

[Christian] Cleo and I do have
a lot going against us.

She's the first autistic
person that I've ever dated,

she's the first trans person
that I've ever dated.

Here we are, leaving London.

But I love Cleo
and I do care for her a lot.

I don't know, there's just
something about her.

I think
she's a very special person.

I think she's really,

really one out of a billion.

♪ Who can save us ♪

We're just about to take off.

I messaged Cleo, and, uh...

said that I already miss her.

And I really don't know
how I'm gonna feel

once I get back stateside.
But, uh...

I guess we'll see.

Do you still wanna be in this
relationship with me or not?

I love you so much...

Things will not change.

Will you miss me,
do you think?

Yeah.

Just realistically though,
like, when...

When could I see you next?

This is
our last night together,

and there's a lot
up in the air.

I don't know what our next
step in the relationship is.

I've been thinking about it
every day, like,

could I live with you?

Goodbye, Scotland.
You were good to us.

[Dempsey speaking]

[Statler speaking]

[Dempsey] It's okay.

[Statler speaking]

[Dempsey] Nobody's perfect.

I think you're pretty close
to perfect.

I'm not, babe.

But thank you.

Statler is going home
to Texas tomorrow,

and I'm gonna miss Statler
a lot.

This morning we got into
a bit of a heated discussion,

and for a moment there,

I thought that me and Statler
were gonna break up.

And that was an awful feeling
because I love Statler

and I don't wanna
be without her.

Ooh, we must have
left the light on.

Oh, let's get this fire on.

[Dempsey] Hopefully.

You wanna sit down?
Enjoy what precious moments

-we have left.
-Yeah.

[Statler] This is
our last night together,

and I'm relieved
that we could get past

this whole kids situation.

But there's a lot
up in the air,

because, you know, she's not

wanting me
to move in with her.

So I don't know what our next
step in the relationship is.

Just feels like yesterday
I got here.

It does. God, it's been
a journey. [laughs]

Yeah. Like, a lot's happened.

[Dempsey laughs]

-[sighs] Bit warm.
-Yeah.

-Sorry.
-No, that fire's really going.

Will you miss me,
do you think?

Yeah.

Just realistically though,
like, when...

When could I see you next?

'Cause I wanna
see you again, badly.

I wanna see you soon.

So I'll just be back
a week after I leave?

You can if you want.

No I can't, come on.

You were like,
"Too much too fast,"

is what you said, I think.

[chuckles] Changed my mind.

-No, you didn't.
-I did.

You can move in with me
if you want.

-What?
-I want you here with me.

-No, you're joking.
-I'm not.

You would have
me stay with you?

Live with you in England?

Yeah, it would be nice.

You're ser... Like, have you
thought about it, though?

Yeah. I've been thinking
about it every day, like,

could I live with you,

could I spend
my time with you?

And I think, yeah, I could.

When Statler first got here,

I didn't want us
to be rushing into things.

But after all these, like,
deep conversations,

I feel that we bring out
the best in each other.

This is the biggest leap
of faith I've taken,

apart from when I left home
when I was 18.

But I do just want
to be with her,

and I'm ready now

to take that next step
and start our future together.

Do you think the place is
big enough for the both of us?

What do you think?
It's your place.

Yeah.

But it's whether
you could adjust to farm life.

Well, there might be
some changes

that could be made.

But doesn't matter
where I live,

I just wanna be with you.

I feel
freaking shocked. [laughs]

I actually... I have no clue
what changed her mind,

but I'm happy it changed.

I can't believe
I'll be coming back to England

in less than a month.

I'm ready to spend
the rest of my life with her.

But I'm gonna miss my wifi,
my cell service,

my hot shower.

I won't have the convenience

of everything
that I'm used to having

in America.

I'm going to be making
huge sacrifices

to live with
the love of my life.

So I hope
she's a million per cent in.

[Dempsey] I'm really,
really, really excited.

Me too. I love you so much.

I love you, too.

Like, do you still wanna be in

this relationship
with me or not?

You know, I feel like
our relationship, it's...

I love you so much...

And...

In the end, you know,

I'm scared
things will not work

and things will not change.

[Amanda] Things will change
if we are both willing

to change them. I mean, like,

bad things that are unhealthy

that cause us to fight.

For me,
it's difficult to, like,

talk to you about how I feel,
you know?

So I got you a card.

I don't know, I just, like...

It's easier for me to, like,
write things

than, like... I don't know.

[Razvan] Okay, let's see.

"Razvan.

These past three weeks
with you have been crazy,

but also some of
the best time of my life.

You mean so much to me,

and I don't want to go one day
in this life without you.

You are my soulmate.

My protector.

My knight in shining armor.

My one true love.

I will do anything
for you and us.

And sorry
for everything I've done.

I love you. Amanda."

This is so sweet.

You can be very romantic.

-Thank you.
-You're welcome.

This is like
a fresh start for us.

What do you think?

I'm feeling that

I love you so much.

And I want
to make things work.

I want to be with you.

So, since you want
to still continue

our relationship,
and you have your visa,

I was thinking about the time

it would be good for you
to come to the US.

Uh, well, I was thinking,

you know, Thanksgiving,

because I just feel like

it would be a nice time
for you to, like,

meet the kids and then meet
my other family.

Well, I think
that would be nice.

I'm really excited.

Are you gonna miss my hugs?

[Razvan] Yes.

Are you gonna miss my kisses?

Yes.

Are you gonna miss something
else that I do to you?

-Yes.
-[chuckles]

[Amanda giggles]

[both laugh]

I didn't really know what to
expect going into this dinner,

honestly, and I feel,
like, so happy.

Like, I'm not gonna be
leaving here single.

I'm just feeling so relieved.

[speaking Romanian]

It's so sexy
when you speak Romanian.

When I speak Romanian?

Maybe everything is kind of
just now falling into place.

Like, maybe it took us
a little bit,

and we were meant to go
through these hard times

and these challenges so that
we could learn from them

and grow from them, and be
happy together in the future.

[Amanda chuckles]

Stop it. Let's go.

[Razvan] Let's go home.
We have work to do.

-We have work to do?
-Yeah.

I think that we need
to be spending time together

in the United States
waiting for the annulment.

No.

[Meisha] Nicola and I share
religious beliefs,

but we're seeing things
a little bit differently here.

How are you gonna
water this soil

from Israel when I'm not
in the same country?

-You gonna eat it?
-God!

Your suitcase
is so heavy, Meisha.

[Meisha] It'll...
It'll be fine, I think.

[Nicola] Today Meisha is
leaving Israel

and I feel very sad.

But at the same time,
I feel very happy

because now I know
she is my fiancee.

So, who's taking you
to the airport, Meisha?

[laughs]

Nicola, are you lying?

No, I'm joking with you,
sweetie pie.

Of course I will take you.

[Meisha] It's very difficult

to leave Nicola in Israel,
especially because

we don't know when we're gonna
see each other again.

[chuckles]

[Nicola] I will
miss you so much.

I know. I'll miss you too.

We wanna get married

as quickly as possible.

But the challenge

in mine and Nico's situation
right now

is that normally
we would just immediately

sign up for the K-1 visa,

and as soon as you get it,

he could come to the US
right away.

But for our situation,
I'm waiting for an annulment.

I'm divorced,
so in order to get remarried

as a Catholic, I need to get

from the church
what is called an annulment.

I've applied five months ago.

But we don't know when or if

that annulment
is going to be granted.

Bye. Bye, room.

-Oh, my God.
-Sad, Nico.

So that leaves us
in a major holding pattern

wherein I can't even apply
for the K-1 visa

for Nicola, and that sucks.

[Meisha] Wow, Nicola.
What an adventure.

Now that we're engaged,

I would like
a celebration for...

Are you smelling
your armpits again?

Stop doing that.
That's so gross.

Ew! Okay.

But when you come to the US,

I would really like
to have, like,

a proper engagement
celebration, right?

It is possible for Nico
to get a tourist visa

and come to the United States

and stay
upwards of three months there.

So in our situation,
I think the best thing to do

at some point is just for him
to come to the US

and stay with me while we wait
for the annulment.

[Nicola] It's going to be
very difficult.

Going back to the phone,
it's so, like...

So, but this is exactly why

I think that we need
to be spending time together,

physical time together,

in the United States.

You coming and staying there.

And waiting for the annulment.

No.

How are you gonna
water this soil

from Israel when I'm not
in the same country?

With praying that God will
open the door
and you get the annulment.

There's not
a solution, Meisha.

What do you prefer?
To make sin and be happy?

There's... But that's
not sinning.

We don't have the same
luxuries as other people

not in
an international situation.

Nicola and I share
religious beliefs,

but we're kind of
seeing things
a little bit differently here.

In my opinion, you just have
to make a firm boundary

in your relationship that

even though we're under
the same roof,

we'll not have premarital sex.

We've been doing that
this entire trip,

and it's not an issue.

So I would like
to hear from Nicola

a little bit more fire
in the belly

to try to hold this together,

and not just, "Well, I'll see
you when I see you.

"I'll see you
when the annulment's done

because I just don't wanna be
under the same roof as you."

It just seems so cold
and detached from

the reality of what keeps
our relationship together,

especially when you're talking
about long distance.

And that worries me a lot.

Well, it's go time, Nico.

There's no turning back now,
baby boy.

[Meisha sniffs]

[Nicola] Sweetie pie.

-[Meisha] Still sad.
-I know.

I know.

-Gonna miss you
so much, Meisha.
-Me too.

You're such an amazing woman.

[Meisha] Just don't keep us
in limbo for too long, okay?

-[Nicola laughs]
-It's not fun.

Sad.

Aww, Meisha.

My sweetheart.

Of course I'm sad.

I'm excited to go back home.

I have a lot there,
and I can't wait

to see my kids and my family,
but I'm leaving

my best friend and my heart

here as well in Israel,
so it's...

It's hard.

I know it's difficult
at the moment,

but the future is bright.

C8, think you have
to go from there.

-Thank you, sweetheart.
I love you.
-Bye.

Gonna miss you, Meisha.
Sweetie pie.

Have a nice flight.

I will.
I'll call you in New York.

Yes. I will pray for you.

Love you so much, Meisha.

-Love you. Thank you.
-Bye, my love.

Bye, Meisha.

-I love you.
-Love you, too.

[Meisha] It worries me
to think that

there's still
something out there

that is beyond our control.

But I think one of
the most important things

for Nicola and I to remember
at this point

is this Bible verse
from 1 Corinthians,

chapter 13,
verses four through seven.

"Love is patient.
Love is kind.

It is not rude. It does not
seek its own interests.

It is not quick-tempered.

It bears all things,
believes all things,

hopes all things
and endures all things."

I do miss him already.

And it's gonna be a very long
flight back to the US.

♪ Nothing can ruin us ♪

[sighs] You feel like
you're ready

for, like, me moving here
and everything?

I do want you to move here.

It's just I'm feeling
a lot of pressure.

I don't want you to feel,
like, pressured to the point

where you're just like,
"Don't come."

The night before I left,
I was in my hotel room,

minding my business,
and she came back on her own.

You know,
I did not go over there

with the intention
of having sex with her.

One thing led to another,

but I didn't think I would be

making a baby that night.

Ooh.

[sighs happily]

It has.

-I hate it.
-Yeah.

[Statler chuckles]

Mmm, I don't wanna leave!

I don't want you to leave.

I just wanna cuddle
for the rest of our lives.

Just end like this forever.

Yeah, that would be nice.

[Statler] It's our last
morning together,

and I can't believe that
today's the day

that I'm gonna part ways
with Dempsey.

One...

-Two.
-Three.

[Statler groans]

Ma'am!

[chuckling]

-No!
-You're gonna make me

drag myself out of here.

[both chuckling]

[Dempsey] No, no!

[Statler] The plan is
to move here

in less than four weeks
once my lease is up.

But even though I'm so excited

that Dempsey wants me
to move in with her,

I'm terrified to leave,

because I'm just
thinking about my ex

and how it went down with her.

I was supposed
to move in with her,

and when I left the country,

you know, I got a phone call
and I got broken up with.

So a lot could happen
in that one month.

So you want a pancake
and a slice of toast?

Yeah, please.
That'd be awesome.

Thank you.

[sighs]

I mean, do you feel like
you're ready for this?

For, like, me moving here
and everything?

I do want you to move here.
It's just...

feel like you're feeling
anxious about things

and I'm feeling
a lot of pressure.

What do you mean, pressure?

Just because, like, you know,

things like my toilet
and the cold shower,

and I just worry that
you're not gonna be

happy here for long.

I mean, I don't want you
to feel, like, pressured

to the point where
you're just like,
"Don't come, it's too much."

You know?

I've never felt this way
about anybody before.

But I do know that
Statler moving in with me

will be hard.

She's asking for
all these changes.

But I also think that

she is gonna have to adapt

to my lifestyle as well.

Hello.

I don't want Statler
to come here

and her to expect me to change
my whole life straightaway.

I don't think
I'm ready for that.

So, I hope that we are making
the right decision.

[hopeful music playing]

[sharp inhale]

[voice trembling]
I'm gonna miss you.

I'm gonna miss you.

You'll be back soon.

Hopefully. [chuckles]

If you don't decide
you can't do
caravan life [giggles]

once you get back to
all your creature comforts.

Creature comforts are nothing
if I don't have you.

My God.

[sniffles]

-[heavy sigh]
-Mmm-hmm.

[chuckles]

[shuddering sigh, sniffles]

[Statler] I've never felt
in love like this.

I feel like I got
unconditional acceptance
with Dempsey.

Like, I could be weird
and awkward

and be fully accepted
and fully loved.

Like, I could just tell.

I'm gonna miss her smile
and her like, reassuring eyes.

-You're gonna be back soon.
-I know.

Like, I just look at her
and she's just like...

It just feels better.
She makes me feel better.

-I love you.
-I love you.

See you soon.

I'm not gonna say goodbye.

I'm just gonna...
Awkwardly walk away.

See you soon. [chuckles]

[shuddering sigh]

[both laugh]

-Love you.
-[Statler exhales]

[tense music playing]

[Tiffanie] What's going on?

Come on.

So it's been about a month
since I've been home
from Vietnam.

And last week Violet texted me

and told me
that she's pregnant.

And it's mine.

I'm really struggling
on how to process this.

I'm definitely in shock.

I'm confused.

I thought it was over.
I really did.

And now, I could potentially
be a dad.

I don't know how
to navigate this at all.

So what happened?

So, she was very mean to me
during the whole trip.

She didn't even give me
a hug or anything.

But the night before I left,
she came to me.

I was in, you know,
in my hotel room,
minding my business.

And she came back on her own.

-And then, the intimacy
took place.
-Yeah.

-And it was nice.
-It was nice.

I mean, she's 5'2",
I'm 6'4". It was a lot of fun.

-[screams]
-[laughing]

You know,
I did not go over there

with the intention of having
that type of relationship

or even-- Having sex with her.

But, you know,
she came to the room

and then, one thing
led to another.

It started out as a cuddle

and then, you know,
a hand goes south

and a lip goes north.

I just... I was shocked.
I did not expect her
to show up at all.

It was nice.
It really was nice.

But I didn't think
I would be making
a baby, right.

That's nuts.

Wait a minute. Wait.

Did you use something?

No, I didn't take anything
'cause that wasn't--

I told you to take something.

-[groans]
-I said, make sure you pack

But... But because of
the medication I am on,

my... It's a one--
Less than one percent chance,

being that
I'm on this medication,

less than one percent chance
that I can conceive.

The reason why
I have doubts right now

is because Violet has lied
to me in the past.

And also, from what
my doctors have told me,

I cannot get a woman pregnant
because of the medication
that I'm on.

It's not that
it can never happen.

I would have to be
off the medication

for a certain period of time
to bring up my sperm count.

So I'm kind of like, how.

But miracles do happen
and life finds a way.

So I don't know
if she's actually pregnant

or maybe she is
and it's not mine.

Yeah, I don't put
anything past her.

But I don't want to be wrong
and be a piece of crap.

So I said, "Listen,
I'll support you.

Whatever you want to do,
let's go and confirm this.

And, you know, get the test
so I can get the results

-so I can understand
what's going on."
-Right.

I called
the international hospital

and I said I found, um,
a prenatal doctor.

-And I said, List--
And that speaks English.
-Right.

-I said I will pay
for everything for your care.
-Right, right.

-But go to this doctor.
-Right, right.

And she wouldn't do it.

-Ooh.
-She said, "No, I have
my own doctor."

So, in the midst of all this,
we're talking, right?
We're speaking.

And I'm talking like,
"Hey, can you please, um,

listen to classical music
and jazz and headphones
and put it on your belly?"

-That's me. Right?
That's me.
-[coos] Yeah.

She's like, "Oh, that first
night we were together."

-But never talking about
the pregnancy.
-Right.

And she comes out of nowhere
and is like,

"Why don't you just ask me
to marry you already?"

[gasps]

Her saying, "When are you
going to marry me,"
is kind of crazy.

She knew
she could play with him.

She also knows
he'd never had a kid,

so he doesn't even have
a blueprint to go off of.

And then, the minute
that opportunity is there,

you should marry me
because I'm pregnant?

So what does that mean?
You gonna marry me
and do what?

Come to the United States.

I hate-- I hate
to feel this way,

but is she trying to
become a citizen

or get the green card
or whatever?

You don't think
that's the situation?

I don't think it was
a green card, citizen thing

because my time there
was so difficult with her,

communications and...
I was just like, there's no--
Like, it just--

-I'm questioning everything
at this point.
-Right.

[Riley] You know, I want to be
excited about this.

But this whole baby thing
is just not adding up.

I... I don't want to get
that emotionally attached

based on the history
of my relationship
with Violet.

I don't even really
know for sure

if I was the only man
she was seeing.

How are you-- Are you okay?

Um, it sucks because I really,
really wanted this to work.

-You wanted it to work.
-I wanted it to work
and um... Right.

[sniffles]

I'm 8,000 miles away.
I cannot control anything.

All I know is I need
a DNA test to prove paternity

and if Violet is pregnant
with my child,

obviously I'm gonna do
the right thing.

You know, I'm not gonna allow
my child to grow up
without a father.

I am going to do
whatever it takes
to be in my child's life.

Right, [stammering] it's...

[sighs] I'm trying to
keep it together here.
You're not helping.

You're really not helping.

I just really hope
I'm not being played.

It just sucks.
[bleep] it sucks.

[sobbing] Baby.

They're going to
find an excuse

for us not to be
together, baby. [crying]

This is bad.
This is really bad.

[soft music playing]

[Amanda] I am so sad.

And tired.

Last night was amazing.

And I feel like...

We were connected
more than any time.

Yeah, I did.

[sighs]

-[yawns]
-Did you pack everything?

Mmm, yeah, I think so.

[Razvan]
Well, let's make sure.

[Amanda] Okay. [chuckles]

-Oh.
-[laughing]

These are yours?

[laughing]

[Amanda] My last night
with Razvan,

I feel like it was
the best night in Romania,

but also like,
the saddest night too.

[gentle music playing]

Razvan and I wasted
a lot of time
bickering and fighting

over things
that weren't that important

like, you know, looking back.

And it took me a long time
to even feel
comfortable enough

to be vulnerable
and open my heart to him.

I wish I would have spent
more time having moments
like this.

[door closes]

More intimate, close moments.

I think it'll be a nice time
for you to come to--

Like, for Thanksgiving
and stuff.

-[chuckling]
-I mean, I feel like
this is so American, you know.

-Thanksgiving. Yeah.
-It is. It's only in America.

-I know.
-[both laugh]

I am feeling really happy
that Amanda wants me
there for the Thanksgiving

and meeting her family.

And I asked that
from the first day.

And this is I was hoping.

And now she really gives me
what I want,

and makes me feel
really excited for this.

[soft romantic music playing]

[coos] I'm gonna miss you.

Don't cry.

Next time that we see
each other will probably be

-when you meet
my kids too. [chuckles]
-Yeah.

[Amanda] Yes.

I want you to know
how much I love you.

I know.

When Jason passed away,
I never thought I would find

a love this strong again ever.

But I did, and coming
to Romania kind of
like opened my eyes

to see like, it's okay
to continue on with your life,

and, you know,
I have to show my kids

that it's okay to be happy
and their dad wanted that.

You know, like,
it's okay. [sniffles]

[pinging]

[indistinct PA]

I love you.

-Okay, bye.
-Bye.

♪ All of these emotions
Had me, yeah ♪

♪ Oh you hold me
You hold me, yeah ♪

♪ You knew that I was wrong
But you hold me ♪

♪ 'Cause your love is strong ♪

[Razvan] Since the beginning
until this end of the trip,

I feel like Amanda
start to change,

and she's more open
with her feelings.

And I really feel that
she really care now.

So, I don't want her to leave.

But I know I will see
Amanda soon

and this gives me hope.

♪ I'm holding on ♪

♪ Your love is strong ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Hold me ♪

What do you mean?

I don't want to see
the Panamanian flags
in the background!

In my mind, I am like,
"Just give up."

[sobbing]
How is this possible?

How can this be like this?

[melancholy music playing]

[sniffles]

[crying] I don't know
how I'm going to tell him.

I don't know.
[shuddering breath]

[Gino on phone] Baby!
There you are!

[sobbing]

Baby, just... I just went.

I went through
all the paper [bleep]

And after making me wait
for one and a half hour,

they just said...

[shaky breaths]

[Gino] Listen.

I'm trying to understand
what happened.

-Oh my God.
-They didn't do
your visa interview today.

-Is that what you're saying?
-Yeah, they didn't.

Yeah, they did.

[Gino speaking]

No, why... Why am I
going to get for approval

when I cannot even get
a visa interview?

-[heavy sigh]
-Wait.

That was it. That was it.
I cannot explain any more.

[Jasmine speaking]

But they're going to find
any excuse

just for us not to be
together, baby. [crying]

What do you mean?

I don't want to see
the Panamanian flags
in the background!

[Gino] This is bad.
This is really bad.

You know, why didn't they
at least take her in
and interview her today?

She came all the way out
to the Embassy.

But they took her paperwork,
so it's really weird.

I spent so many hours
in putting
this package together,

to submitting our K-1 visa.

And, you know--
But in the back of my mind,
I'm trying to...

Think about
what is it that we forgot.

I don't really know
what's going on.

Right now I'm not feeling
very good about any of this.

Baby, like,
how is it possible?

Like, how can
this be like this?

Like, I... [gasps]

They didn't tell you no.
Did they tell you no?

Not yet. I don't know.

[Gino speaking]

They have every bit
of information about me
you can think of.

Everything.

And it is so
freaking depressing

because I prefer a no
as an answer

rather than no [bleep] answer.

I cannot plan anything

because, oh, everything
depends on the visa
yes or no.

Okay, we're so screwed.
Like, this is never
going to work.

We're not screwed.
We're not screwed.

I wish I were
as positive as you.

At this moment,
I honestly can't be
that positive.

So I have to go.
I don't want to talk.

-Yeah, you--
-[Jasmine] I have to go.

Okay?

-[Gino] Okay.
-We'll talk later.

-You're going to be okay.
-Bye.

[groans softly]

Not good.

Not good.

[man] What just happened?

I mean, I heard
some of it, but--

Yeah, she's panicking.

And I understand
why she's panicking

because we don't
know anything.

It doesn't make sense.

[cries]

Because like, in my heart,
I want to be with him

in the USA
because I love him, you know.

But in my mind, I am like,
"Just give up. Just give up."

Because I know,
for whatever [bleep] reason,

they consider our [bleep] love
is not good enough

for us to be
in the same [bleep] place.

[sniffles, sighs]

I'm done. I don't...
I... I give up.

Like, this is it.

[coughs]

This is it.

[bleep]

[Shaun] Next time
onBefore the 90 Days
The Couples Tell All...

For the first time ever,
we're joined
by a live studio audience.

[Meisha]
Today is the bigTell All.

It's exciting,
but at the same time,

you're walking
into a den of wolves.

Is there anybody y'all are not
looking forward to seeing?

Some of the other castmates
are toxic as [bleep]

Do you understand how fragile
she is mentally?

You better start standing
by my side.

I think it's self-explanatory.

[Razvan speaking]

I didn't feel like I was doing
anything wrong.

There was a lot of boundaries
that were crossed.

Why would I go out and try
to hook up with somebody?

[bleep] own it!

Oh my God, Christian.

We just don't want
to feel like we're kind of
trapped in our own home.

[Statler] I do feel like
he's going to come in

and judge the hell out of you.

Please, just...
There's other fish in the sea.

You talk about how bad
our sex is to your ex?
That's bull [bleep]

I needed some validation
from a male perspective.

Once and for all,
do you and Dane
have a sex video

from one month
before Gino came to see you?

Um, I know
you're going to get mad.

Tyray, I know that
you have never had a chance

to speak
to Christian directly.

But since filming,
we've been able to dig up
a new phone number for him.

I'm okay calling him.

Wow.

-[phone ringing]
-[Shaun] Here we go.

[man on phone] Hello?

Do you think that she would
be capable of lying to you

about a child
just to manipulate you?

Yes.

Violet, can you tell me
if you are pregnant
with Riley's child?

-Um...
-Oh!