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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,420 --> 00:00:03,800 I only dated men before I met you. 2 00:00:04,390 --> 00:00:06,970 - Who is it? - His name is Josh. 3 00:00:06,970 --> 00:00:09,240 Look, she didn't go after me... I went after her. 4 00:00:09,540 --> 00:00:11,760 The one thing I know, is how I feel. 5 00:00:13,290 --> 00:00:15,770 - Are you doing hormones? - Not yet. 6 00:00:16,400 --> 00:00:17,490 I can hook you up. 7 00:00:17,850 --> 00:00:20,800 - Could I...could I talk to you? Of course. 8 00:00:20,800 --> 00:00:22,400 It's never gonna happen again. 9 00:00:23,740 --> 00:00:24,980 If that's what you want... 10 00:00:28,608 --> 00:00:32,511 - We wanna publish your book. How much of the content would I have to change? 11 00:00:32,971 --> 00:00:35,979 Not all that much. I'm giving you one of our most gifted editors. 12 00:00:36,285 --> 00:00:37,700 - Are you jealous? - It just made me sad. 13 00:00:37,707 --> 00:00:43,731 You're so fucking sad that you go off and you fuck Cherry Jaffy? Shane, what kind of a psychotic response is that? 14 00:00:44,256 --> 00:00:48,110 Would you mind... disposing of this obsolete thing? 15 00:00:48,548 --> 00:00:49,560 You threw Dana out? 16 00:00:49,828 --> 00:00:51,822 Alice, Dana is sick. 17 00:00:51,837 --> 00:00:53,090 Oh my God! 18 00:00:53,496 --> 00:00:55,833 What're you doing in here, baby girl? 19 00:04:54,425 --> 00:04:55,551 How does that feel? 20 00:04:56,936 --> 00:04:58,222 It's better than the first time. 21 00:05:00,388 --> 00:05:01,392 You know what? 22 00:05:03,258 --> 00:05:06,390 It kinda turns me on that I'm helping you become more of a man. 23 00:05:06,797 --> 00:05:07,793 You are! 24 00:05:12,215 --> 00:05:14,801 Do you think I have fucked things up by giving you your dose... 25 00:05:14,905 --> 00:05:16,411 a couple days early? 26 00:05:17,176 --> 00:05:18,050 - No... - No? 27 00:05:18,108 --> 00:05:19,313 Billy said that it'd be just fine. 28 00:05:19,487 --> 00:05:22,173 Oh Yeah? Do you trust everything what Billie says to you, Max? 29 00:05:23,497 --> 00:05:25,993 Look, you're the one who wanted to shoot me up before you went to New York. 30 00:05:25,998 --> 00:05:28,180 Yeah because I give you your first dose. 31 00:05:29,485 --> 00:05:32,222 And i'm...gonna...just... give you your second does. 32 00:05:32,686 --> 00:05:35,643 And I wanna give you all of your doses coz I'm excited of what we're doing. 33 00:05:37,266 --> 00:05:38,542 That's what I'm doing. 34 00:05:39,175 --> 00:05:40,783 I'm the one who's doing this, Jenny! 35 00:05:41,095 --> 00:05:42,540 I know that you are. 36 00:05:43,265 --> 00:05:44,850 And we're gonna do it together. 37 00:05:56,598 --> 00:06:00,643 My name is Connie and I'll be taking care of you doing your treatment. 38 00:06:05,116 --> 00:06:06,491 Oh, it's really cold! 39 00:06:06,838 --> 00:06:09,381 It's really cold! Is that right? I don't think it's right.. It doesn't feel right! 40 00:06:09,388 --> 00:06:11,763 It's gonna feel that way for a few minutes, Dana. 41 00:06:12,208 --> 00:06:15,970 Then your body should adjust to the temperature and get warmer. 42 00:06:16,888 --> 00:06:23,363 But you might feel a bit cold because the fluids are running through your body for the duration of the treatment, ok? 43 00:06:23,896 --> 00:06:25,802 There are blanks over here. I'll grab you one. 44 00:06:28,407 --> 00:06:29,963 Just...see If i can find... 45 00:06:30,236 --> 00:06:32,363 There you go! That'll keep you warm for a little while. 46 00:06:34,626 --> 00:06:38,663 If either of you have any questions or concerns, just talk to me, ok? 47 00:06:39,117 --> 00:06:40,623 Thank you, Connie. 48 00:06:41,208 --> 00:06:46,523 So Dana, just sit back, try to relax, it's gonna take about 3 hours. 49 00:06:48,826 --> 00:06:51,002 Oh, and...we do have iPods... 50 00:06:51,788 --> 00:06:54,522 with lots of Toto, Survivor, WhiteSnake, you know? 51 00:06:54,527 --> 00:06:56,042 Just if you wanna feel worse. 52 00:07:01,797 --> 00:07:03,030 How does that feel now? 53 00:07:03,707 --> 00:07:05,721 How the fuck do you think it feels, Lara? 54 00:07:06,105 --> 00:07:08,952 How do you think it feels to get everything under the kitchen sink pumped into your veins? 55 00:07:08,955 --> 00:07:10,362 My skin's fucking crawling! 56 00:07:12,135 --> 00:07:13,831 Where the hell did my life go? 57 00:07:14,837 --> 00:07:16,660 Baby, your life is right here. 58 00:07:17,435 --> 00:07:21,081 I'm here, your fiends are here... your familiy, your fans... 59 00:07:21,087 --> 00:07:24,283 My fans? My fans?? 60 00:07:25,837 --> 00:07:27,751 Have you been to my website? 61 00:07:28,095 --> 00:07:30,340 Have you seen... what they're writing about me? 62 00:07:30,345 --> 00:07:33,343 One morron even wrote... that I'm faking having cancer! 63 00:07:33,347 --> 00:07:34,781 "She's faking it!" 64 00:07:35,266 --> 00:07:37,732 Because I finally won a tournament, I'm actually just retiring. 65 00:07:37,736 --> 00:07:40,203 I told you a million times not to read that crap. 66 00:07:41,255 --> 00:07:44,462 I said it before and I'm gonna keep saying it until you get it... 67 00:07:47,918 --> 00:07:50,150 I am here. 68 00:07:50,945 --> 00:07:52,453 I'm not going anywhere. 69 00:07:54,768 --> 00:07:55,900 Why? 70 00:07:58,438 --> 00:07:59,722 Why're you still here? 71 00:08:05,906 --> 00:08:07,340 Hey, it's looking good I think. 72 00:08:07,345 --> 00:08:08,622 - Yeah? - Yeah! 73 00:08:08,995 --> 00:08:10,083 How does it feel? 74 00:08:11,647 --> 00:08:13,933 Erm...It feels good! 75 00:08:14,627 --> 00:08:16,113 Ok done, Carmen. 76 00:08:17,906 --> 00:08:20,260 - Next victim! - Oh god, thank you! 77 00:08:20,448 --> 00:08:21,310 You're welcome. 78 00:08:24,505 --> 00:08:25,632 Let me see. 79 00:08:25,935 --> 00:08:26,990 Can you see it? 80 00:08:26,995 --> 00:08:29,070 - I do, i like it! - Yeah? 81 00:08:29,077 --> 00:08:30,211 Yeah, i do! 82 00:08:30,216 --> 00:08:32,480 Well, good, coz it's on for life. 83 00:08:33,578 --> 00:08:35,942 Look at you two, another couple of dykes of my tattoos! 84 00:08:36,675 --> 00:08:37,281 Yeah... 85 00:08:37,495 --> 00:08:39,871 You know what, though, it's like getting our names tattoed. 86 00:08:40,256 --> 00:08:42,172 Nobody else makes KOD... 87 00:08:42,395 --> 00:08:43,430 KOD? 88 00:08:43,478 --> 00:08:44,870 Kiss of Death! 89 00:08:59,538 --> 00:09:00,610 Thank you. 90 00:09:05,626 --> 00:09:07,990 - Welcome to British Columbia! - What? 91 00:09:08,017 --> 00:09:09,861 I said "Welcome to DC!" 92 00:09:11,915 --> 00:09:13,593 I was just saying welcome. 93 00:09:13,596 --> 00:09:15,472 Well, you got my attention. 94 00:09:16,135 --> 00:09:17,692 Take me to your leader! 95 00:09:17,695 --> 00:09:20,031 You are the leader, remember? 96 00:09:22,986 --> 00:09:24,211 Oh, it's gorgeous! 97 00:09:24,635 --> 00:09:26,990 The downtown of Vancouver is right here. 98 00:09:29,055 --> 00:09:33,591 We're doing our interior and of course the final chase scene on Vancouver Island. 99 00:09:40,367 --> 00:09:41,943 How's the crew? 100 00:09:42,877 --> 00:09:44,013 They're canadian. 101 00:09:44,895 --> 00:09:46,020 What does that mean? 102 00:09:47,088 --> 00:09:48,600 It means they work hard... 103 00:09:49,317 --> 00:09:50,661 and drink hard... 104 00:09:51,175 --> 00:09:53,772 and they all have their own personal grizzly bear stories. 105 00:09:53,877 --> 00:09:57,063 And we just broke for lunch... so it's pretty quiet here. Are you hungry? 106 00:09:57,066 --> 00:09:58,650 Oh god, no no... 107 00:09:58,655 --> 00:10:01,771 I'm still trying to get my pre-pregnant body back. 108 00:10:02,288 --> 00:10:03,273 Look good to me! 109 00:10:04,336 --> 00:10:05,830 The scientology tent. 110 00:10:06,768 --> 00:10:09,360 - What? - I'm kidding, that's crafts services. 111 00:10:10,026 --> 00:10:11,703 That's the extras holding tent. 112 00:10:12,448 --> 00:10:14,381 That's base camp right at the trailers. 113 00:10:14,808 --> 00:10:15,900 How's TJ doing? 114 00:10:16,375 --> 00:10:21,401 Besides the tiny crane cabin and a 15 years old boy teaching him how to snowboard. 115 00:10:21,818 --> 00:10:22,732 And Leslie? 116 00:10:22,948 --> 00:10:25,792 We had to call in a body double yesterday because she had sex. 117 00:10:25,857 --> 00:10:26,812 What? why? 118 00:10:27,135 --> 00:10:28,301 Bruises on her ass. 119 00:10:28,636 --> 00:10:29,870 Oh God... 120 00:10:30,297 --> 00:10:31,740 Is anything going right? 121 00:10:32,517 --> 00:10:34,203 You surprised me with the visit. 122 00:10:37,107 --> 00:10:39,133 - Bruises on her ass? - Yeah... 123 00:10:41,078 --> 00:10:43,763 Wow, that was really incredible! 124 00:10:43,766 --> 00:10:45,241 Really, I just... 125 00:10:46,086 --> 00:10:47,642 I just love listening to you. 126 00:10:47,867 --> 00:10:49,961 And your students love listening to you. It's... 127 00:10:51,526 --> 00:10:53,522 You're really an incredible teacher! 128 00:10:56,025 --> 00:10:58,072 Go and catch a falling star... 129 00:10:58,078 --> 00:11:00,161 Get with child a mandrake root... 130 00:11:01,527 --> 00:11:03,833 Tell me where all past years are 131 00:11:03,845 --> 00:11:05,580 Or who cleft the devil's foot 132 00:11:05,967 --> 00:11:08,682 Teach me to hear mermaids singing. 133 00:11:08,757 --> 00:11:10,152 Wow, it's beautiful. 134 00:11:10,636 --> 00:11:13,292 This is my favorite church in LA. 135 00:11:14,255 --> 00:11:16,322 Erm...yeah, i'm not going in there. 136 00:11:16,778 --> 00:11:19,900 One embrace doesn't make you a vampire, Alice! 137 00:11:19,907 --> 00:11:24,670 No, It's...I agree with the vampires... It's not that, it's just as far as I'm concerned, God sucks! 138 00:11:26,568 --> 00:11:27,802 God sucks? 139 00:11:28,358 --> 00:11:30,002 That's pretty atheistically dark. 140 00:11:30,325 --> 00:11:31,171 Yeah, my... 141 00:11:32,877 --> 00:11:34,033 My ex... 142 00:11:35,347 --> 00:11:37,651 and my best friend, Dana...She's erm... 143 00:11:39,147 --> 00:11:43,783 She's 32 years fucking old and she has breast cancer and today she was going in for chemo... 144 00:11:43,781 --> 00:11:46,049 And i just...I wanted to be there, so... 145 00:11:48,595 --> 00:11:50,040 You're still in love with her. 146 00:11:54,237 --> 00:11:55,321 No. 147 00:11:59,828 --> 00:12:05,021 Since I met you, and I'm not telling you this to tick you off or anything... It's just... 148 00:12:06,956 --> 00:12:08,641 I kind of had this...erm... 149 00:12:10,426 --> 00:12:11,493 shrine. 150 00:12:12,008 --> 00:12:17,650 She's a pro tennis player and she had a little poster lifesize... 151 00:12:17,667 --> 00:12:19,721 cut out of herself and I... 152 00:12:21,516 --> 00:12:24,402 - You know... - Well, we all have different rituals... 153 00:12:26,288 --> 00:12:27,890 to exercise hard break. 154 00:12:28,566 --> 00:12:30,960 - You haven't completed yours, Alice. - No, I did, I did! 155 00:12:33,208 --> 00:12:35,113 You know, I threw it away, last week... 156 00:12:35,115 --> 00:12:37,123 since she released me from my mortal... 157 00:12:37,195 --> 00:12:38,262 coils. 158 00:12:39,017 --> 00:12:42,761 - You threw it away? - Yeah, I did, it was really a big deal for me! 159 00:12:43,935 --> 00:12:45,022 Get it back, Alice! 160 00:12:45,237 --> 00:12:48,723 Why? I threw it away, it's gone...I mean, the garbage man took it away this morning. 161 00:12:48,728 --> 00:12:52,890 - It's gone! - You put a lot of mojo into this lifesize voodoo doll. 162 00:12:52,895 --> 00:12:54,753 You don't just throw it away. 163 00:12:54,755 --> 00:12:59,120 You have to properly released it... and let her go. 164 00:12:59,705 --> 00:13:00,863 I do? 165 00:13:06,538 --> 00:13:09,362 Call me when you've taken care of Dana. 166 00:13:32,325 --> 00:13:35,801 You might feel a little nauseous later on tonight and for the next few days, Dana, so... 167 00:13:35,805 --> 00:13:39,273 I'm gonna give you a prescription for Zofran. 168 00:13:39,755 --> 00:13:45,493 You take one in a body at hours if you need it and one tablet twice a day for the next two days. 169 00:13:46,635 --> 00:13:50,003 - Are there any special foods that I... - Am i gonna die? 170 00:13:52,915 --> 00:13:56,863 You are young and you've taken excellent care of yourself. 171 00:13:57,145 --> 00:14:01,123 You have a very good chance of surviving and living a full and productive life... 172 00:14:01,125 --> 00:14:03,963 and we're gonna do everything in our power to improve those chances. 173 00:14:05,985 --> 00:14:11,190 Now since chemo has the affect of breaking down the immune system, you have to be mindful about infections, so... 174 00:14:12,395 --> 00:14:16,180 Wash your hands off and keep your hot food hot, cold food cold... 175 00:14:16,187 --> 00:14:19,141 and avoid any situations where you can cut yourself. 176 00:14:19,397 --> 00:14:27,502 And unless you've had all the childhood diseases... chicken pox, German measles, mumps, try to avoid any children who might have been exposed to them. 177 00:14:27,926 --> 00:14:30,270 It's all pretty common sense stuff. 178 00:14:31,257 --> 00:14:32,451 Any questions? 179 00:14:33,016 --> 00:14:34,492 When am I gonna lose my hair? 180 00:14:43,905 --> 00:14:48,223 Ok, why don't you just put everything near the stage? 181 00:14:48,567 --> 00:14:50,641 Don't get if off together for sound check tomorrow. 182 00:14:50,825 --> 00:14:56,003 - Did you want a pick up for tomorrow night? - Yeah, late tomorrow night after the show about... 183 00:14:56,008 --> 00:14:56,833 2 AM. 184 00:14:56,838 --> 00:14:58,200 It speaks! 185 00:14:58,415 --> 00:15:01,400 That's Mister Ed to you, super fly stress. 186 00:15:02,917 --> 00:15:05,031 Look at you, when was the last time you slept? 187 00:15:05,036 --> 00:15:09,323 Don't get me any shit, Kit... I had to jack off twice just to get my heart started. 188 00:15:09,785 --> 00:15:12,610 And i couldn't sleep. I've got FMS. 189 00:15:13,517 --> 00:15:19,051 FMS? What is FMS? Is that 'Fag Munchausen Syndrome' something? 190 00:15:19,717 --> 00:15:22,233 No, 'Feel of missing something', gimme your hand, darling. 191 00:15:22,598 --> 00:15:26,553 Oh Jesus! Well, I don't care what you got... all I want you to do is get your shit together by tomorrow night because 192 00:15:26,557 --> 00:15:28,513 I don't want any fuck ups with the B-52's... 193 00:15:28,518 --> 00:15:31,541 Do not give me any attitude about this! I'm the one who brought them here. 194 00:15:31,548 --> 00:15:34,442 I know, i know! I know you booked them... 195 00:15:34,447 --> 00:15:37,721 You're the best of their friends way back in the day... I know this, i know all of this... 196 00:15:37,726 --> 00:15:41,790 Well, then you should also know that all you need to do is keep the booze fluid and keep your own vices under control. 197 00:15:41,798 --> 00:15:44,540 I mean, i don't let mine getting in the way, I'm making your business flourish! 198 00:15:45,847 --> 00:15:48,121 I didn't have to drink to get my life together. 199 00:15:55,315 --> 00:15:59,631 And you're both going to love it! It's where we make films, the place is full of surprises... 200 00:15:59,638 --> 00:16:06,493 There's lots of lorries on the lot and there are ships... and you're both going to see everyhing when you next come down to visit. 201 00:16:06,797 --> 00:16:09,810 - Mommy, can I take the costumes too? - Come in! 202 00:16:10,015 --> 00:16:13,061 Of course pumpkin... I'll take you to the wardrive department. 203 00:16:14,137 --> 00:16:17,531 Did mamma tell you about Daba-Tete's robe? 204 00:16:18,035 --> 00:16:20,741 Yes, Winnie told me all about that. 205 00:16:21,557 --> 00:16:24,361 - Oh my God, are those your children? - Yeah! 206 00:16:25,097 --> 00:16:27,632 Sweethearts, can you both just say Hi to Dylan? 207 00:16:27,635 --> 00:16:30,423 - Hi Dylan! - Hi you two! 208 00:16:30,696 --> 00:16:32,221 I can't wait to meet you. 209 00:16:33,217 --> 00:16:37,361 Sweethearts, Mommy's gonna have to go now. I'm sorry but i'll speak to you tomorrow, ok? 210 00:16:38,096 --> 00:16:39,602 Big big kiss to you! Bye bye, I love you too! Bye! 211 00:16:46,377 --> 00:16:50,113 Oh my God, that is so great that you can see them when you talk to them like that! 212 00:16:50,668 --> 00:16:53,242 Yeah...I talk to them everyday. 213 00:16:53,248 --> 00:16:54,952 Erm...I was in the neighborhood... 214 00:16:54,957 --> 00:16:57,171 And i thought i would bring you something. 215 00:16:59,727 --> 00:17:00,850 Thank you! 216 00:17:02,295 --> 00:17:03,751 I'm glad you came by. 217 00:17:07,908 --> 00:17:09,910 caprice flake... 218 00:17:12,287 --> 00:17:13,932 a bronston pickle... 219 00:17:14,576 --> 00:17:16,872 two of my absolute favourites. 220 00:17:17,606 --> 00:17:18,992 That's fantastic. 221 00:17:19,608 --> 00:17:20,942 Thank you. 222 00:17:28,856 --> 00:17:30,453 How goes edity? 223 00:17:30,897 --> 00:17:32,283 You haven't called me... 224 00:17:34,725 --> 00:17:37,372 You know, Dylan, I made a promise to myself to.. erm... 225 00:17:37,856 --> 00:17:39,782 stop sleeping with married people. 226 00:17:40,547 --> 00:17:42,031 Danny is my boyfriend. 227 00:17:43,207 --> 00:17:44,420 We're not married. 228 00:17:44,846 --> 00:17:47,252 - We live together. - Yeah, but in lesbian world... 229 00:17:47,647 --> 00:17:49,042 that is married. 230 00:17:53,816 --> 00:17:55,782 I've wanted to call you but... 231 00:17:57,055 --> 00:18:02,003 This is a really difficult situation for me, you know... you're with someone else... 232 00:18:02,665 --> 00:18:04,352 And you're straight, at least... 233 00:18:04,816 --> 00:18:06,032 that's what you told me. 234 00:18:08,248 --> 00:18:11,382 - I am straight. - But Dylan, this is a no way on my part. 235 00:18:13,315 --> 00:18:16,590 What starts in chaos, ends in chaos. 236 00:18:23,447 --> 00:18:24,541 I like you... 237 00:18:26,435 --> 00:18:27,681 a lot! 238 00:18:28,076 --> 00:18:30,083 What does that mean, Dylan? 239 00:18:44,907 --> 00:18:47,840 I dont wanna be the lie you tell to someone... 240 00:18:50,358 --> 00:18:51,782 What do you want? 241 00:18:53,446 --> 00:18:54,933 You know what I want. 242 00:18:56,815 --> 00:19:02,053 I don't want it halfway and I dont want it at someone else's expense. 243 00:19:05,126 --> 00:19:06,703 We should just be friends. 244 00:19:09,268 --> 00:19:10,642 Can we try that? 245 00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:19,540 Hey Alice! 246 00:19:19,958 --> 00:19:21,612 Alice, wake up, come on! 247 00:19:22,308 --> 00:19:23,771 Come on! Wake up! 248 00:19:24,887 --> 00:19:25,733 Come on! 249 00:19:27,268 --> 00:19:28,582 Alice, What do you think? 250 00:19:34,756 --> 00:19:36,411 I think that's really discrete. 251 00:19:36,917 --> 00:19:37,993 - You do? - Yeah! 252 00:19:38,487 --> 00:19:42,960 I had my first girlfriend's name tattooed on my ankle. I had it removed. 253 00:19:42,967 --> 00:19:45,882 Oh, why didn't you put something else on it? 254 00:19:46,227 --> 00:19:47,252 Wrong woman? 255 00:19:48,527 --> 00:19:49,670 Hello everybody. 256 00:19:51,256 --> 00:19:53,723 - Hey Jenny, hey you! - Hello. 257 00:19:53,938 --> 00:19:55,133 - Hi, how are you? - I'm very good. 258 00:19:55,238 --> 00:19:56,660 Hey, how are you? 259 00:19:57,377 --> 00:19:58,370 I...erm... 260 00:19:59,507 --> 00:20:01,920 I've picked these from my garden. 261 00:20:03,005 --> 00:20:04,003 For you. 262 00:20:04,246 --> 00:20:05,312 Thank you, they're beautiful. 263 00:20:05,317 --> 00:20:08,931 - I thought you were outta here? - I'm taking the ride to New York tonight. 264 00:20:08,938 --> 00:20:10,290 What's going on? 265 00:20:11,966 --> 00:20:15,121 I'm gonna be meeting with my book editor. 266 00:20:15,126 --> 00:20:16,622 - That's exciting - Thank you. 267 00:20:16,628 --> 00:20:17,791 Is Moira going with you? 268 00:20:18,126 --> 00:20:20,742 No, she's gonna work at the Planet tonight with Billy. 269 00:20:21,208 --> 00:20:23,890 Alright, we had to close tonight, so we could rig for tomorrow. 270 00:20:23,895 --> 00:20:28,220 That's right. The B-52's are gonna be there. That is huge. Kit, how did you get them? 271 00:20:28,416 --> 00:20:31,533 My sex and drug crazed manager, he landed them. 272 00:20:31,725 --> 00:20:33,292 Happy first chemo, baby! 273 00:20:35,477 --> 00:20:36,852 Oh my gosh! 274 00:20:41,127 --> 00:20:44,281 - Oh look at that. - Oh my god, that's a beautiful cake. 275 00:20:44,315 --> 00:20:46,210 I've never heard of a chemo cake before. 276 00:20:50,795 --> 00:20:52,373 Well, your girl made it for you. 277 00:20:53,238 --> 00:20:55,111 It's a red velvet, baby, your favorite. 278 00:20:55,338 --> 00:20:58,783 You know, I'm a little nauseous right now actually, I don't think I can have any of it, ok? 279 00:20:58,788 --> 00:21:02,103 - That's your favorite baby... - Look, I'm fucking sick Lara, ok, just take it away! 280 00:21:03,806 --> 00:21:05,102 - Be right back... - Yeah... 281 00:21:06,187 --> 00:21:08,530 - I would love a piece. - Is that wedding cake? 282 00:21:08,906 --> 00:21:10,482 No, it's not wedding cake. 283 00:21:10,736 --> 00:21:14,712 You're just jealous coz my girlfriend and I are two gold stars that have found each other. 284 00:21:14,716 --> 00:21:15,962 What's a gold star? 285 00:21:15,977 --> 00:21:19,773 Oh, It's someone who's gay who's never had sex with a person of the opposite sex. 286 00:21:19,777 --> 00:21:21,622 Yeah, people who bump uglies with uglies. 287 00:21:21,627 --> 00:21:24,363 Can i be a gold star even if I've slept with men? 288 00:21:25,787 --> 00:21:27,233 Jen, you're the Jewish star. 289 00:21:27,235 --> 00:21:30,523 Yes, and I am a Latino gold star. 290 00:21:32,277 --> 00:21:34,553 So, how many gold star do we have here? 291 00:21:35,888 --> 00:21:37,523 Oh, Helena, you're a gold star? 292 00:21:37,526 --> 00:21:41,711 Well, sort of, I mean, the english public shool boys that I shacked as a teenager... 293 00:21:41,997 --> 00:21:44,561 they were just experiments, they were so feminine, they don't really count. 294 00:21:44,567 --> 00:21:47,903 Helena, that does not count. I think you might be a spoiled star. 295 00:21:48,088 --> 00:21:48,900 Oh really? 296 00:21:50,698 --> 00:21:54,702 You know, My mom was from Texas and she always called herself a Lone Star... 297 00:21:54,707 --> 00:21:57,162 because my dad was the only guy she every slept with. 298 00:21:57,368 --> 00:21:58,263 Are you serious? 299 00:21:58,275 --> 00:21:58,911 Yeah! 300 00:21:59,976 --> 00:22:01,130 I can't imagine that. 301 00:22:02,008 --> 00:22:03,732 I can, it sounds nice. 302 00:22:03,985 --> 00:22:06,033 Tina's mom is a Lone Star too. 303 00:22:07,055 --> 00:22:08,123 Where's Tina? 304 00:22:08,195 --> 00:22:10,321 Babe, she already told us. Tins is in Vancouver. 305 00:22:10,326 --> 00:22:13,522 'She already told us'. I forgot, ok? What are you, my memory monitor now? 306 00:22:16,465 --> 00:22:17,631 I'm sorry. 307 00:22:18,047 --> 00:22:19,271 I'm sorry! 308 00:22:21,035 --> 00:22:25,450 - Look, erm...I'm gonna go...lie down, if that's ok? - Yeah, that's ok. 309 00:22:27,005 --> 00:22:28,771 - Do you want me to come with you? - No. 310 00:22:35,585 --> 00:22:36,661 Hey Max. 311 00:22:38,447 --> 00:22:39,831 You're getting muscles. 312 00:22:40,238 --> 00:22:40,631 Yeah. 313 00:22:42,577 --> 00:22:44,211 I think i'm already starting to bulk up. 314 00:22:48,026 --> 00:22:49,692 Hey, won't you get in trouble for that? 315 00:22:52,798 --> 00:22:54,923 Big sisters over a the chemo clam bag. 316 00:22:55,957 --> 00:22:58,273 I think it's really harsh what's happening with Dana. 317 00:22:58,758 --> 00:23:01,330 - And it must really be hard for Lara, too. - Yeah, it's rough. 318 00:23:04,398 --> 00:23:07,833 My lover was sick for 3 years before I lost him. 319 00:23:08,495 --> 00:23:10,291 I thought I was gonna die right along with him... 320 00:23:11,706 --> 00:23:12,913 but I didn't. 321 00:23:15,095 --> 00:23:16,941 He leaves you behind to deal and... 322 00:23:20,455 --> 00:23:21,500 you deal. 323 00:23:24,115 --> 00:23:26,520 - How long were you two together? - 12 years. 324 00:23:30,335 --> 00:23:32,801 Every night I feel his breath on me. 325 00:23:33,406 --> 00:23:35,272 I've never had anyone I loved die. 326 00:23:35,278 --> 00:23:36,442 Oh... 327 00:23:37,456 --> 00:23:38,723 You will, handsome. 328 00:23:39,178 --> 00:23:40,060 You will. 329 00:23:46,586 --> 00:23:48,340 You're a really cool guy, Billy. 330 00:23:48,926 --> 00:23:50,432 You really helped me out a lot. 331 00:23:53,166 --> 00:23:56,292 - How are you feeling? - Alright I guess, maybe a little itchy. 332 00:23:58,605 --> 00:24:00,350 You've started fucking like a rabbit yet? 333 00:24:00,688 --> 00:24:01,962 Kicks in about now... 334 00:24:02,378 --> 00:24:03,090 Hard dong... 335 00:24:04,897 --> 00:24:06,420 The only thing you can thing about is getting off. 336 00:24:10,108 --> 00:24:11,791 Yeah, it's pretty intense. 337 00:24:13,058 --> 00:24:14,261 Kiss me again! 338 00:24:24,356 --> 00:24:25,552 I like getting... 339 00:24:26,148 --> 00:24:27,692 kissed when I'm getting fucked. 340 00:25:21,408 --> 00:25:22,662 - I swear to God. - No! 341 00:25:22,668 --> 00:25:25,071 - It was a penis enlarger. - I don't believe you! 342 00:25:25,077 --> 00:25:26,363 I don't believe you! 343 00:25:27,037 --> 00:25:29,420 Oh my God! That is crazy! 344 00:25:29,438 --> 00:25:31,163 Can't wait until that hits the tabloids. 345 00:25:31,496 --> 00:25:33,621 This is juicy...I'm gonna have to leak it myself. 346 00:25:35,325 --> 00:25:36,842 Ok, so... 347 00:25:36,855 --> 00:25:39,043 Where we are with Leslie is... 348 00:25:41,298 --> 00:25:42,991 Erm...We're thinking of calling in the body double again... 349 00:25:42,996 --> 00:25:46,350 for scene 29. We're just cutting the scene... 350 00:25:46,357 --> 00:25:48,102 just easy sex anyway. 351 00:25:48,917 --> 00:25:50,953 I don't have a problem with easy sex! 352 00:25:54,705 --> 00:25:56,741 I like a woman who gets right to the point. 353 00:26:06,835 --> 00:26:08,332 Remember this aria? 354 00:26:11,296 --> 00:26:14,212 Oh, you mean our 3rd date when you finger-fucked me at the opera? 355 00:26:14,216 --> 00:26:16,272 Before the time we didn't think we're right for each other? 356 00:26:16,278 --> 00:26:19,403 Oh, and then you just met a straight girl that you thought you might fall in love with. 357 00:26:19,408 --> 00:26:21,250 No, I don't remember a thing. 358 00:26:34,306 --> 00:26:37,582 Hey Angus, could you watch Angelica just for a minute? 359 00:26:57,415 --> 00:26:59,340 I don't know how to deal with this, Alice. 360 00:27:00,316 --> 00:27:04,000 This anger in her, it's nothing that i've ever seen in her before. 361 00:27:05,437 --> 00:27:09,022 - Well, She's never had cancer before, I mean... who knows how to deal with it? - I know... 362 00:27:09,025 --> 00:27:13,752 I know! I just...I feel like everything I do or say is wrong! 363 00:27:13,757 --> 00:27:18,160 And she just...She keeps pushing me away. I mean, obviously I'm not helping her. 364 00:27:25,638 --> 00:27:27,173 Lara, Dana needs you. 365 00:27:27,305 --> 00:27:30,003 She needs you, Alice. 366 00:27:31,738 --> 00:27:33,231 You're strong. 367 00:27:36,785 --> 00:27:39,543 I just...I feel lost, I feel totally lost. 368 00:27:46,806 --> 00:27:48,160 Dana's lost too... 369 00:27:54,726 --> 00:27:56,162 and I need to find her. 370 00:27:57,708 --> 00:28:00,913 Now I feel like I'm floating outside my body. 371 00:28:01,515 --> 00:28:05,783 And I'm watching myself do these things and I can't stop myself. 372 00:28:05,786 --> 00:28:07,670 - I can't change anything. - Yeah. 373 00:28:08,235 --> 00:28:10,170 I felt like that when my dad died. 374 00:28:10,715 --> 00:28:13,250 - Like it wasn't my life or something. - Yeah. 375 00:28:14,107 --> 00:28:15,211 I know... 376 00:28:16,458 --> 00:28:18,221 I just can't relax. 377 00:28:19,427 --> 00:28:20,651 I can't sleep... 378 00:28:21,335 --> 00:28:22,651 I can't listen... 379 00:28:23,536 --> 00:28:24,831 I love Lara. 380 00:28:25,876 --> 00:28:27,342 And I can't stand her. 381 00:28:27,745 --> 00:28:29,520 And i'm terrified to be alone. 382 00:28:33,436 --> 00:28:36,813 You know, Dana... I obviously have never been in your position. 383 00:28:38,315 --> 00:28:41,980 But you know that one of the things that really helped me... 384 00:28:43,168 --> 00:28:46,562 where these relaxation exercises I did with my therapist. 385 00:28:51,005 --> 00:28:52,240 Do you wanna try? 386 00:28:53,358 --> 00:28:54,102 Yes. 387 00:28:55,645 --> 00:28:56,710 Lie down! 388 00:29:07,215 --> 00:29:08,313 Close your eyes! 389 00:29:12,978 --> 00:29:14,813 Turn out all the sound around you! 390 00:29:15,756 --> 00:29:16,930 And then let it go! 391 00:29:18,267 --> 00:29:21,673 And as you inhale feel that your body becoming... 392 00:29:22,637 --> 00:29:23,642 heavy... 393 00:29:24,248 --> 00:29:25,592 and grounded. 394 00:29:27,125 --> 00:29:28,930 Your arms go heavy... 395 00:29:30,907 --> 00:29:32,763 and relaxed into the bed. 396 00:29:35,428 --> 00:29:38,472 As you exhale, let everything go! 397 00:29:40,286 --> 00:29:43,383 Just let it float away, like a river floating away. 398 00:29:46,758 --> 00:29:48,232 You're safe. 399 00:29:50,077 --> 00:29:51,792 And you're floating away... 400 00:29:53,308 --> 00:29:54,702 to another place. 401 00:29:56,375 --> 00:29:58,142 Now I want you to picture yourself... 402 00:30:00,356 --> 00:30:03,262 in the most beautiful place that you can imagine. 403 00:30:21,595 --> 00:30:22,622 Are you there? 404 00:30:26,325 --> 00:30:27,390 I'm there. 405 00:30:33,746 --> 00:30:35,753 It's so beautiful. 406 00:30:40,498 --> 00:30:42,242 It's so alive. 407 00:30:43,578 --> 00:30:44,542 It's... 408 00:30:47,158 --> 00:30:48,841 so peaceful. 409 00:30:51,797 --> 00:30:53,233 I'm whole. 410 00:30:55,435 --> 00:30:57,443 I just wanna stay here. 411 00:31:03,145 --> 00:31:04,930 Will you stay with me? 412 00:31:06,565 --> 00:31:07,602 Yeah. 413 00:31:34,878 --> 00:31:38,111 I've wanted you since the moment that I saw you! 414 00:31:43,327 --> 00:31:46,840 You know, I've never thought that you are queer. 415 00:31:48,855 --> 00:31:50,902 Shht, don't speak! 416 00:31:51,745 --> 00:31:53,332 You're way too hot for that. 417 00:31:54,116 --> 00:31:56,351 You're so not a lesbian. 418 00:31:58,696 --> 00:31:59,252 Josh! 419 00:32:00,418 --> 00:32:03,761 Are you really that clueless? You have no idea who I am or how I feel! 420 00:32:05,686 --> 00:32:08,742 I know that you didn't feel like a lesbian just now. 421 00:32:12,025 --> 00:32:15,411 It was gonna be so easy for you: I was so ready to jump into bed with you. 422 00:32:15,578 --> 00:32:17,901 Now it turns out you're an ignorant ass. 423 00:32:18,408 --> 00:32:20,553 God, why couldn't you just shut up and fucked me? 424 00:32:21,285 --> 00:32:25,521 Why make it impossible for me to do something that I wanted to do? 425 00:32:26,646 --> 00:32:28,742 You're one fucked up woman, Tina! 426 00:32:29,436 --> 00:32:31,490 Yeah well, I'm still your fucked up boss! 427 00:32:32,385 --> 00:32:33,421 So what now? 428 00:32:34,146 --> 00:32:36,931 Nothing. You stay here, I go back to my hotel. 429 00:32:37,905 --> 00:32:40,353 Tomorrow we'll meet and we're gonna talk about production budgets. 430 00:32:42,025 --> 00:32:44,241 That's your world, Tina. I just work in it. 431 00:33:02,088 --> 00:33:04,632 I don't know. There's something about my boys that's just different. 432 00:33:04,637 --> 00:33:09,151 I don't know what it is... I don't know, but... 433 00:33:10,897 --> 00:33:12,212 Hey, Kitten... 434 00:33:12,716 --> 00:33:13,751 Mangus... 435 00:33:18,006 --> 00:33:19,542 Billy, what the fuck are you doing? 436 00:33:20,657 --> 00:33:24,503 You know... I don't care if you fuck up your own life... 437 00:33:25,097 --> 00:33:29,860 but you will not fuck up my business. This business is my life. 438 00:33:31,626 --> 00:33:34,380 The door, Billy, was unlocked... The police could've come in! 439 00:33:34,605 --> 00:33:37,011 - Calm down, Kit! - No, don't tell me to calm down! 440 00:33:39,986 --> 00:33:44,690 Billy, you're the most irresponsible fuck i've ever met in my whole life! 441 00:33:45,376 --> 00:33:48,952 You are a sad and selfish mess! 442 00:33:50,508 --> 00:33:53,543 I don't care how many people you know and how many people you bring to the club... 443 00:33:53,548 --> 00:33:55,972 I'm not gonna have it. I'm not gonna have this shit! 444 00:33:56,617 --> 00:33:58,831 I am talking to you, Billy! Listen to me! 445 00:34:00,586 --> 00:34:02,350 I think it's time for me to go. 446 00:34:05,655 --> 00:34:06,981 Good morning. 447 00:34:24,965 --> 00:34:27,013 Baby, what's going on? 448 00:34:28,348 --> 00:34:29,742 - Oh that feels good! - Yeah? 449 00:34:29,745 --> 00:34:31,360 - Yeah! - Ok. 450 00:34:31,718 --> 00:34:32,412 Hold on! 451 00:34:42,768 --> 00:34:44,050 - Wait, Wait! - What? 452 00:34:46,278 --> 00:34:47,473 - Stop! - What? 453 00:34:47,477 --> 00:34:49,431 - You don't have to... - What's wrong? 454 00:34:53,046 --> 00:34:54,940 Oh, I'm sorry, I just... 455 00:34:56,428 --> 00:34:57,212 What? 456 00:34:57,816 --> 00:34:59,430 I'm sorry, I'm just... 457 00:35:00,525 --> 00:35:01,692 I'm distracted. 458 00:35:02,255 --> 00:35:03,992 Why're you distracted? 459 00:35:07,298 --> 00:35:08,622 It's not you. 460 00:35:15,926 --> 00:35:16,951 I'm sorry! 461 00:35:27,165 --> 00:35:28,241 Dana! 462 00:35:37,597 --> 00:35:38,532 Hey, it's ok. 463 00:35:39,237 --> 00:35:39,932 It's ok. 464 00:35:43,175 --> 00:35:44,573 It's not ok! 465 00:35:53,336 --> 00:35:54,863 Come on, I'll make you some breakfast. 466 00:35:55,716 --> 00:35:57,643 Why can't you just leave me the fuck alone? 467 00:35:57,645 --> 00:35:59,201 You're not a fucking nurse! 468 00:36:00,286 --> 00:36:01,480 You're not my mother! 469 00:36:01,745 --> 00:36:04,751 - You're not anything... - I do know that, and I'm not your fucking punching bag either! 470 00:36:08,847 --> 00:36:09,961 Maybe... 471 00:36:11,706 --> 00:36:14,553 Maybe it would just be better for you if I went away for a little while. 472 00:36:14,558 --> 00:36:16,202 Why don't you just go then, huh? 473 00:36:17,028 --> 00:36:19,483 Why don't you just go? Go to Paris! 474 00:36:19,747 --> 00:36:22,391 Take that chef's course you've been talking about! 475 00:36:22,397 --> 00:36:26,031 - I mean, just coz your girlfriend's dying, doesn't mean... - You're not dying, Dana! 476 00:36:26,036 --> 00:36:27,650 You don't fucking know that! 477 00:36:27,656 --> 00:36:30,041 How the fuck do you know that? You're not God! 478 00:36:35,336 --> 00:36:39,302 What do you want? I have tried to be there for you. I have tried to do everything. 479 00:36:39,307 --> 00:36:41,913 - What do you want from me? - I want you to go! 480 00:36:41,917 --> 00:36:43,972 I want you to go! Go... 481 00:36:43,976 --> 00:36:47,422 I dont want to go anywhere without you, ok? 482 00:36:49,415 --> 00:36:52,401 - I love you, Dana! - I just want you to leave... 483 00:36:56,018 --> 00:36:57,341 Just go... 484 00:37:00,965 --> 00:37:02,313 Please go... 485 00:37:05,216 --> 00:37:06,300 Leave! 486 00:37:41,818 --> 00:37:42,891 Excuse me. 487 00:37:43,648 --> 00:37:44,561 Hi. 488 00:37:44,675 --> 00:37:45,950 Ok, i gotta pee, thanks! 489 00:37:45,957 --> 00:37:48,612 Dana Fairbanks, she's got long brown hair. Have you seen her? 490 00:37:49,387 --> 00:37:51,373 - The lesbian tennis player? - Yeah! 491 00:37:51,387 --> 00:37:53,452 - She doesn't work here, honey. Well, no shit! I... 492 00:37:55,058 --> 00:37:56,650 I know she doesn't work here... 493 00:37:57,038 --> 00:37:58,192 I threw her out. 494 00:37:58,767 --> 00:38:01,471 - Come again? It's a lifesize cardboard cutout. 495 00:38:01,487 --> 00:38:02,533 I threw her out... 496 00:38:03,105 --> 00:38:07,021 - You put it in the blue bin or black bin? - I don't know, I just...I put her up by the trash. 497 00:38:07,518 --> 00:38:09,142 Well, she can be in one of two places. 498 00:38:09,145 --> 00:38:12,161 If you put it in the blue bin, she's being recycled at the Allen company. 499 00:38:12,236 --> 00:38:12,741 - Ok - Ok? 500 00:38:13,176 --> 00:38:15,780 If you put it in the black bin, you're never gonna find her. 501 00:38:16,737 --> 00:38:18,110 Why? Where will she be? 502 00:38:18,338 --> 00:38:20,982 She'll be at the Puente Hill's land fill in Whittier. 503 00:38:20,995 --> 00:38:22,321 Whittier...Fuck! 504 00:38:23,548 --> 00:38:25,083 - Thank you! You're welcome. 505 00:38:37,447 --> 00:38:38,343 Hey Dana. 506 00:38:38,578 --> 00:38:39,580 No, I'm in Whittier. 507 00:38:40,307 --> 00:38:40,913 What? 508 00:38:41,696 --> 00:38:46,730 It's gonna be alright...I am coming... be right there. Just chill out, i'll be right there. 509 00:38:57,326 --> 00:38:58,272 Hey Moira. 510 00:39:00,236 --> 00:39:01,802 - Hey... We've got something to ask you. 511 00:39:02,696 --> 00:39:03,922 Yeah, what is this? 512 00:39:03,928 --> 00:39:05,202 What's going on with Jenny? 513 00:39:08,237 --> 00:39:09,462 You guys, Jenny is fine. 514 00:39:10,327 --> 00:39:11,343 It's mine. 515 00:39:12,875 --> 00:39:14,243 It's testosterone. 516 00:39:14,707 --> 00:39:15,921 I've started a program with it. 517 00:39:16,157 --> 00:39:17,211 What... 518 00:39:17,296 --> 00:39:18,721 kind of a program? 519 00:39:20,288 --> 00:39:20,962 You know... 520 00:39:21,618 --> 00:39:24,432 I mean...I've always felt really uncomfortable in this body. 521 00:39:25,345 --> 00:39:26,903 So I decided a transition. 522 00:39:27,258 --> 00:39:28,752 I'm changing... 523 00:39:29,466 --> 00:39:31,080 myself from female to male. 524 00:39:31,628 --> 00:39:32,842 Does Jenny know? 525 00:39:32,947 --> 00:39:33,542 Yeah... 526 00:39:33,647 --> 00:39:34,780 She's helping me. 527 00:39:34,786 --> 00:39:36,241 How is she helping you? 528 00:39:36,245 --> 00:39:37,860 She's been shooting me up with it. 529 00:39:39,025 --> 00:39:40,540 Wow! So, you... 530 00:39:40,805 --> 00:39:43,493 - you're really gonna go through the breast... - ...stop surgery? 531 00:39:43,496 --> 00:39:45,533 - ...stop surgery? - Yeah... 532 00:39:45,778 --> 00:39:47,722 Yeah, when i can afford it, I am. 533 00:39:48,346 --> 00:39:49,190 You know... 534 00:39:54,828 --> 00:39:55,532 That's strong! 535 00:39:58,636 --> 00:39:59,523 How are you? 536 00:39:59,646 --> 00:40:00,392 Good. 537 00:40:01,098 --> 00:40:03,760 Everyone is excited about the sum of your parts... 538 00:40:03,765 --> 00:40:07,541 Oh cool! Awesome! I'm really excited, I'm kinda nervous... 539 00:40:07,546 --> 00:40:09,721 - and just like... - ...except me! 540 00:40:10,265 --> 00:40:11,313 Ok... 541 00:40:12,106 --> 00:40:14,200 - We have a lot of work to do! - Ok, great. 542 00:40:14,206 --> 00:40:16,842 Oh I'm not talking about line edits, Jenny. 543 00:40:17,647 --> 00:40:19,052 It's deeper than that. 544 00:40:21,278 --> 00:40:24,820 As your editor, I have a basic problem with the journey of the book... 545 00:40:25,865 --> 00:40:27,650 or rather the lack of one. 546 00:40:28,415 --> 00:40:33,210 Uhm, but it's what happened to me so I don't know what I can do to change that. 547 00:40:33,217 --> 00:40:34,891 - Let me explain if I might. Of course. 548 00:40:36,306 --> 00:40:40,682 Each moment the blade penetrated my skin... 549 00:40:41,658 --> 00:40:44,892 I forgot what it was like to be on my face in the dirt. 550 00:40:45,515 --> 00:40:50,361 Every drop of blood was a reminder that I still belong to the earth... 551 00:40:50,638 --> 00:40:53,142 that I was flesh and blood... 552 00:40:53,146 --> 00:40:55,880 that those boys weren't everything in my body. 553 00:40:56,357 --> 00:41:00,262 Cutting myself, hurting myself, freed me from the hurt they inflicted. 554 00:41:00,267 --> 00:41:02,362 I was the one doing the damage, not them. 555 00:41:04,376 --> 00:41:07,150 - I don't see what's wrong with that. - You show yourself as a victim. 556 00:41:07,546 --> 00:41:11,590 Jenny, you're repeating the same scene over and over. It feels compulsive. 557 00:41:11,596 --> 00:41:15,240 I was a victim when that happened to me. I don't know why I can't say that. 558 00:41:16,626 --> 00:41:17,970 Jenny, you're an excellent writer. 559 00:41:17,977 --> 00:41:20,091 - Thank you. - But that worries me more because... 560 00:41:20,096 --> 00:41:23,942 I think young girls will read this, they'll think... cutting is a viable response to trauma. 561 00:41:23,945 --> 00:41:27,011 I would never suggest that anybody does that to themselves. 562 00:41:27,338 --> 00:41:33,260 But, for me, in that moment, at that time... It made me feel like I was alive... 563 00:41:33,746 --> 00:41:36,710 and it made me feel like I had some control over my life. 564 00:41:37,595 --> 00:41:40,413 - And in that moment that was empowering. - That's bullshit, Jenny! 565 00:41:40,417 --> 00:41:43,182 - I'm not... - It's not bullshit, because it's what I did! 566 00:41:43,188 --> 00:41:44,713 You can't tell me, I'm sorry... 567 00:41:44,717 --> 00:41:47,271 I'm sorry, but you can't tell me what's bullshit... 568 00:41:47,275 --> 00:41:50,130 Listen, I'm not going to publish a book... 569 00:41:50,706 --> 00:41:58,053 where I tell young woman that self-inflicted violence is going to free them from the violence they endured of the hands of other people! 570 00:41:58,056 --> 00:42:00,240 - I'm not gonna do that! - I'm not asking you to do that! 571 00:42:00,808 --> 00:42:03,692 Jenny, what's missing in the book... is your strength! 572 00:42:04,128 --> 00:42:06,300 Your resolve, your heightened awareness! 573 00:42:11,786 --> 00:42:13,463 - I've survived. - Yes! 574 00:42:13,468 --> 00:42:17,172 And I'm interested in how you thrived, not just survived. 575 00:42:17,566 --> 00:42:18,602 I'm here... 576 00:42:20,747 --> 00:42:24,153 Jenny, it's really hard to give up being a victim. 577 00:42:24,158 --> 00:42:27,130 It's safe, it's cosy, it's familiar... 578 00:42:27,136 --> 00:42:29,241 I'm interested in the other place... 579 00:42:29,687 --> 00:42:32,233 when you got out of your pain, out of yourself! 580 00:42:32,426 --> 00:42:34,463 And you were able to connect with a larger world. 581 00:42:34,467 --> 00:42:36,391 Let me ask you something. Why are you working on my book? 582 00:42:38,376 --> 00:42:39,201 Why? 583 00:42:39,615 --> 00:42:42,663 You guys asked me to change it from fiction to memoire... 584 00:42:42,666 --> 00:42:47,242 and that put me in a pretty vulnerable position and suddenly I'm too passive for you. 585 00:42:47,496 --> 00:42:50,213 I'm a victim, I'm not transformed enough? 586 00:42:50,526 --> 00:42:51,781 So, you know what I think? 587 00:42:52,427 --> 00:42:53,551 I think... 588 00:42:55,495 --> 00:42:56,511 I don't know... 589 00:42:56,825 --> 00:42:59,023 May I take...? Thank you. 590 00:42:59,027 --> 00:43:01,793 I think you should probably... 591 00:43:02,698 --> 00:43:04,722 go find yourself another hero. 592 00:43:08,426 --> 00:43:09,582 Fuck you! 593 00:43:11,495 --> 00:43:14,181 That was it. She said she was going to Paris for this class... 594 00:43:16,197 --> 00:43:19,111 She couldn't handle it anymore. That was it. And she just left me. 595 00:43:19,127 --> 00:43:21,010 I can't fucking believe she just left me! 596 00:43:21,016 --> 00:43:22,100 I can. 597 00:43:23,376 --> 00:43:24,632 What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 598 00:43:24,637 --> 00:43:26,701 That means you've been a total monster. 599 00:43:27,035 --> 00:43:30,450 And I know how much Lara loves you... and you just pressed her too much. 600 00:43:30,627 --> 00:43:32,402 I'm sick, Alice... She fucking abandoned me. 601 00:43:32,457 --> 00:43:33,821 No, you've been showing her the door. 602 00:43:35,348 --> 00:43:37,611 You did, just, self-pity and bullshit. 603 00:43:38,085 --> 00:43:40,491 - Fuck you, Al! - No, you know, Dana? Not fuck me... 604 00:43:40,497 --> 00:43:41,311 You know why? 605 00:43:41,798 --> 00:43:43,873 Coz you have to get a grip and you're not gonna have anyone left to call. 606 00:43:43,876 --> 00:43:45,111 Why're you doing this? 607 00:43:45,115 --> 00:43:46,272 Coz I'm your friend... 608 00:43:46,275 --> 00:43:48,273 And I'm not gonna let you treat me like shit too. 609 00:43:54,085 --> 00:43:55,052 You know... 610 00:43:55,265 --> 00:43:58,971 You're surrounded by love and your fucking insurance... 611 00:43:59,918 --> 00:44:02,220 and you have a family, and friends and... 612 00:44:04,127 --> 00:44:05,293 a home... 613 00:44:05,876 --> 00:44:06,911 You're young... 614 00:44:06,916 --> 00:44:08,570 and you should be out of bed. 615 00:44:09,087 --> 00:44:10,383 I'm sick, Al. 616 00:44:11,995 --> 00:44:13,433 I know you have... 617 00:44:15,947 --> 00:44:17,193 You have cancer. 618 00:44:17,365 --> 00:44:20,191 But you're nauseous from the medecine. you're not bed-ridden. 619 00:44:22,138 --> 00:44:23,372 You know what I think? 620 00:44:25,817 --> 00:44:27,560 I think you should come out with me tonight. 621 00:44:28,108 --> 00:44:30,430 I don't think the B-52's should miss you. 622 00:44:33,156 --> 00:44:34,810 I like the B-52's. 623 00:44:39,288 --> 00:44:40,791 I can't, Al. 624 00:44:41,225 --> 00:44:42,911 So what if someone's gonna bump into me... 625 00:44:43,688 --> 00:44:45,391 My bandage is not even off yet, you know... 626 00:44:47,716 --> 00:44:51,803 Alright, well, I'll call Kit and I'll have her prep a little special section for us. 627 00:44:52,227 --> 00:44:52,901 Ok? 628 00:44:53,985 --> 00:44:55,543 - Guess what? - What? 629 00:44:57,595 --> 00:44:59,161 I'm gonna take care of you. 630 00:44:59,967 --> 00:45:01,750 I'm gonna make sure that you're safe. 631 00:45:03,955 --> 00:45:05,041 I promise... 632 00:45:09,138 --> 00:45:10,180 I promise. 633 00:45:12,796 --> 00:45:13,510 Hi. 634 00:45:14,598 --> 00:45:15,483 Hi. 635 00:45:16,938 --> 00:45:19,222 Now that is our finest and most respected editor. 636 00:45:19,626 --> 00:45:20,853 She hates my book. 637 00:45:20,858 --> 00:45:22,202 How could I hate your book, Jenny? 638 00:45:23,486 --> 00:45:26,132 It's my story, darling, I'm the girl in your book. 639 00:45:26,488 --> 00:45:28,362 That's why I put the two of you together. 640 00:45:30,056 --> 00:45:31,472 But It's my story. 641 00:45:33,666 --> 00:45:37,610 - It's not hers. - I'm just asking you to come out it from a position of strength. 642 00:45:37,818 --> 00:45:40,851 And I have come out it from all the strength that I have. 643 00:45:41,598 --> 00:45:43,050 That's honest. 644 00:45:44,815 --> 00:45:47,032 If that's what Jenny is, then that's how she has to come out it. 645 00:45:48,398 --> 00:45:49,730 I'll tell you what... 646 00:45:50,468 --> 00:45:53,090 I'm not the right person to edit Jenny's story. 647 00:45:54,597 --> 00:45:55,870 I understand it. 648 00:45:56,497 --> 00:45:58,381 But I can't promote it. 649 00:46:00,718 --> 00:46:02,013 Bless you, my darling. 650 00:46:03,648 --> 00:46:04,561 Thank you. 651 00:46:39,547 --> 00:46:41,051 Yeah, so Alice said that it got ugly. 652 00:46:41,068 --> 00:46:41,852 What? 653 00:46:41,857 --> 00:46:44,152 Can I get a Dewer's on the rock on any chance? 654 00:46:44,975 --> 00:46:48,673 Lara left Dana...And she said that she couldn't take the pressure anymore. 655 00:46:49,518 --> 00:46:51,692 Yeah, and Dana kicked Lara out... 656 00:46:52,156 --> 00:46:55,263 but we shouldn't be talking about it in front of Dana coz she's really upset about it...honestly. 657 00:46:56,188 --> 00:46:57,592 Sure Lara will come back! 658 00:46:58,967 --> 00:47:00,421 - Hey Kit. - Hi. 659 00:47:02,176 --> 00:47:04,072 Drinks are on the house. 660 00:47:05,365 --> 00:47:06,381 Hey guys. 661 00:47:07,935 --> 00:47:09,133 - Hi. - How's it going? 662 00:47:09,138 --> 00:47:10,503 Oh, it's going great. 663 00:47:10,517 --> 00:47:12,522 Come on, i'll block inteference for you. 664 00:47:12,526 --> 00:47:13,812 Yeah, come on. 665 00:47:14,075 --> 00:47:15,742 - Alright, gotcha. - Ok. 666 00:47:15,745 --> 00:47:16,583 Excuse me! 667 00:47:17,177 --> 00:47:18,883 Excuse me! 668 00:47:18,886 --> 00:47:22,261 - It's packed in here, Kit! - Yeah, it's sold out for days. 669 00:47:22,266 --> 00:47:24,332 Dana! Dana! 670 00:47:25,036 --> 00:47:25,872 Hi. 671 00:47:26,998 --> 00:47:28,373 I'm so glad to see you. 672 00:47:28,666 --> 00:47:30,540 Can you sit down? 673 00:47:31,756 --> 00:47:32,680 Thank you. 674 00:47:34,598 --> 00:47:37,242 I'm the booby-guard. 675 00:47:37,786 --> 00:47:39,580 Nice. 676 00:47:39,587 --> 00:47:41,141 Hey, did you guys see Moira's arms? 677 00:47:41,947 --> 00:47:42,600 You know... 678 00:47:42,647 --> 00:47:44,392 They feel like man arms, kinda... 679 00:47:44,396 --> 00:47:46,812 But they're cute, but they're getting big. 680 00:47:46,818 --> 00:47:48,360 She's practically a man, Alice. 681 00:47:48,366 --> 00:47:49,932 That's a little harsh. 682 00:47:49,938 --> 00:47:52,410 No, I'm not being harsh, I swear to god... just being honest. 683 00:47:53,026 --> 00:47:54,560 Hm, what are you being honest about? 684 00:48:36,507 --> 00:48:38,241 Hey Shane, I don't get... what's your big problem with Moira? 685 00:48:38,255 --> 00:48:40,503 Well, she just doesn't like... trust what she's doing. 686 00:48:41,427 --> 00:48:42,450 What's she doing? 687 00:48:42,458 --> 00:48:44,150 I mean, besides looking after Danny? 688 00:48:44,646 --> 00:48:46,182 Hey where's Tina, is she coming? 689 00:48:46,185 --> 00:48:48,473 Oh she's up in Canada on a film location. 690 00:48:54,127 --> 00:48:58,261 Hey, Josh is a little overambitious... 691 00:48:58,507 --> 00:49:00,083 Josh as in Joshes Movies? 692 00:49:00,087 --> 00:49:02,551 Yeah, I mean, he's a great producer, we just had to send Tina there. 693 00:49:02,567 --> 00:49:06,010 That's great, so she went up to Canada to be with fucking Josh Becker. 694 00:49:06,288 --> 00:49:08,890 Who's fucking Josh Becker? 695 00:49:08,947 --> 00:49:09,790 Tina! 696 00:49:09,797 --> 00:49:11,723 Ladies and Gentlemen... 697 00:49:12,107 --> 00:49:16,140 Billy Blacky and the Planet proudly presents you... 698 00:49:16,755 --> 00:49:19,110 The B-52's! 699 00:50:17,727 --> 00:50:19,131 There's gonna be much change, Al. 700 00:50:19,367 --> 00:50:21,133 Yeah, Moira is becoming a man. 701 00:50:22,046 --> 00:50:23,572 Are you guys fucking kidding me? 702 00:50:24,338 --> 00:50:25,140 For real? 703 00:50:27,045 --> 00:50:27,892 Does Jenny know? 704 00:50:28,356 --> 00:50:29,213 She's helping her. 705 00:50:32,965 --> 00:50:35,731 Shane just told me that Moira is getting a sex change. 706 00:50:35,735 --> 00:50:38,832 - Wait, what are you talking about? - You know the article I wrote about... 707 00:50:38,837 --> 00:50:40,781 gender reassignment surgery. 708 00:50:40,787 --> 00:50:44,190 Oh my God! I love that article! It was all about like...women who become men. 709 00:50:44,198 --> 00:50:46,620 And they take hormones and testosterone. 710 00:50:46,628 --> 00:50:49,613 And they cut off all their hair and they cut their tits and... 711 00:50:56,805 --> 00:50:57,971 I'm gonna go. 712 00:50:57,978 --> 00:50:59,480 - No. - No, I gotta go. 713 00:50:59,485 --> 00:51:00,810 Dana, I'm so sorry! 714 00:51:00,815 --> 00:51:01,611 Shit! 715 00:51:01,616 --> 00:51:04,182 - Shane... - Why did you... 716 00:51:04,216 --> 00:51:06,311 I didn't mean to. Oh God! 717 00:51:10,315 --> 00:51:12,651 Dana, wait! you're gonna hurt yourself! 718 00:51:13,118 --> 00:51:14,890 I don't understand why? 719 00:51:15,576 --> 00:51:16,711 Alice, leave me alone! 720 00:51:17,275 --> 00:51:17,773 Leave me! 721 00:51:18,017 --> 00:51:19,251 Alice, just leave me alone! 722 00:51:21,398 --> 00:51:22,702 You're not alone! 723 00:51:25,987 --> 00:51:26,823 Fuck! 724 00:52:54,408 --> 00:52:59,292 Subbing: PerfectSam www.forom.com 725 00:52:59,342 --> 00:53:03,892 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 55669

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