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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:10,111 --> 00:00:12,796 Previously on Fellow Travelers... 2 00:00:12,880 --> 00:00:14,131 The FBI is involved now. 3 00:00:14,215 --> 00:00:15,565 He needs to get out of Baltimore. 4 00:00:15,649 --> 00:00:16,933 Nice to see you, Skippy. 5 00:00:17,017 --> 00:00:19,036 In the past, I held two truths. 6 00:00:19,120 --> 00:00:21,505 My love for you and my love for God. 7 00:00:21,589 --> 00:00:22,589 One was real 8 00:00:22,656 --> 00:00:23,673 and one was a fantasy. 9 00:00:23,757 --> 00:00:25,826 I feel the same way about my family. 10 00:00:26,427 --> 00:00:27,844 They're my truth now. 11 00:00:27,928 --> 00:00:29,046 Enough! 12 00:00:29,130 --> 00:00:32,116 Jackson, your father loves you the best way he knows how. 13 00:00:32,200 --> 00:00:33,483 He lies. 14 00:00:33,567 --> 00:00:34,684 And so does Mom. 15 00:00:34,768 --> 00:00:36,753 We all lie sometimes. 16 00:00:36,837 --> 00:00:38,422 You ever love somebody, son? 17 00:00:38,506 --> 00:00:40,757 - Yes. - She have a name? 18 00:00:40,841 --> 00:00:42,159 I'm going to San Francisco. 19 00:00:42,243 --> 00:00:43,727 I know who you are. 20 00:00:43,811 --> 00:00:45,695 Years ago, you wrote my husband a letter. 21 00:00:45,779 --> 00:00:47,631 I burned it. He never saw it. 22 00:00:47,715 --> 00:00:48,758 I don't know what Hawk has told you, 23 00:00:48,782 --> 00:00:50,034 but I want to turn myself in. 24 00:00:50,118 --> 00:00:51,801 I think there's something wrong with me. 25 00:00:51,885 --> 00:00:53,470 No. 26 00:00:53,554 --> 00:00:54,622 No. 27 00:02:10,164 --> 00:02:11,181 ♪ Post-punk music playing 28 00:02:11,265 --> 00:02:12,833 ♪ Heaven loves ya 29 00:02:14,935 --> 00:02:18,122 ♪ The clouds part for ya 30 00:02:18,206 --> 00:02:21,258 ♪ Nothing stands in your way ♪ 31 00:02:21,342 --> 00:02:22,810 ♪ When you're a boy 32 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:30,033 ♪ Clothes always fit ya 33 00:02:30,117 --> 00:02:32,902 ♪ Life is a pop of the cherry ♪ 34 00:02:32,986 --> 00:02:34,070 ♪ When you're a boy 35 00:02:35,155 --> 00:02:39,943 Both Mayor Moscone and Supervisor Harvey Milk 36 00:02:40,027 --> 00:02:42,279 have been shot and killed. 37 00:02:42,363 --> 00:02:44,581 Oh, Jesus Christ! 38 00:02:44,665 --> 00:02:47,151 The... 39 00:02:47,235 --> 00:02:49,553 - Quiet! - Quiet! Quiet! 40 00:02:49,637 --> 00:02:53,857 The suspect is Supervisor Dan White. 41 00:02:53,941 --> 00:02:55,992 That was six months ago. 42 00:02:56,076 --> 00:02:57,961 Today, the jury in the trial 43 00:02:58,045 --> 00:02:59,896 of former Supervisor Dan White 44 00:02:59,980 --> 00:03:02,232 enters their third day of deliberations, 45 00:03:02,316 --> 00:03:05,669 deciding whether to accept White's Twinkie defense, 46 00:03:05,753 --> 00:03:07,637 that at the time of the shooting 47 00:03:07,721 --> 00:03:09,639 Dan White was suffering from depression, 48 00:03:09,723 --> 00:03:11,141 aggravated by the consumption 49 00:03:11,225 --> 00:03:14,110 of sugary drinks and snacks, like Twinkies. 50 00:03:14,194 --> 00:03:15,679 White, a former 51 00:03:15,763 --> 00:03:16,946 City of San Francisco 52 00:03:17,030 --> 00:03:18,648 policeman and firefighter, 53 00:03:18,732 --> 00:03:21,185 has the support of many fellow officers. 54 00:03:21,269 --> 00:03:22,752 Would they let me kill someone 55 00:03:22,836 --> 00:03:24,305 because I ate too much sugar? 56 00:03:25,906 --> 00:03:27,741 Tim! 57 00:03:30,778 --> 00:03:32,946 You are not serious about going. 58 00:03:33,781 --> 00:03:35,064 I owe my parents a visit. 59 00:03:35,148 --> 00:03:36,866 Fire Island's a ferry ride away. 60 00:03:36,950 --> 00:03:39,769 If White gets off, this city is going to explode. 61 00:03:39,853 --> 00:03:42,105 Timothy, I need you here. 62 00:03:42,189 --> 00:03:45,709 Not chasing after your long lost whatever he is to you. 63 00:03:45,793 --> 00:03:47,110 He's been through a tragedy. 64 00:03:47,194 --> 00:03:49,579 The tragedy is you holding on to him. 65 00:03:49,663 --> 00:03:51,014 Like you hold on to Marcus? 66 00:03:51,098 --> 00:03:53,334 At least Marcus and I sleep in the same bed. 67 00:03:54,902 --> 00:03:55,903 Most of the time. 68 00:04:01,375 --> 00:04:03,893 I was sick through both my pregnancies. 69 00:04:03,977 --> 00:04:04,978 I'm fine. 70 00:04:05,846 --> 00:04:06,696 You worry too much. 71 00:04:06,780 --> 00:04:09,233 Would you prefer a parent who doesn't care? 72 00:04:09,317 --> 00:04:10,767 Both my parents care. 73 00:04:10,851 --> 00:04:12,802 But one of them is here and one is isn't. 74 00:04:12,886 --> 00:04:14,688 Drink up. You need your calcium. 75 00:04:16,357 --> 00:04:17,725 That must be Mark. 76 00:04:18,158 --> 00:04:19,158 Hello. 77 00:04:22,396 --> 00:04:24,031 Someone named Tim Laughlin. 78 00:04:27,968 --> 00:04:29,686 Tell him Hawk isn't here. 79 00:04:29,770 --> 00:04:31,004 He asked for you. 80 00:04:43,751 --> 00:04:44,752 Yes? 81 00:04:46,720 --> 00:04:49,823 This is late, but I want to say I'm sorry for your loss. 82 00:04:51,492 --> 00:04:53,810 - I sent a card. - We got it. Thank you. 83 00:04:53,894 --> 00:04:54,944 And thanks for the call. 84 00:04:55,028 --> 00:04:56,864 Hawk's been in touch. 85 00:04:58,298 --> 00:05:00,968 He calls late at night 86 00:05:01,935 --> 00:05:03,270 when he's been drinking. 87 00:05:07,174 --> 00:05:08,175 Are you there? 88 00:05:10,911 --> 00:05:12,862 Two months ago, I gave Hawk an ultimatum. 89 00:05:12,946 --> 00:05:15,883 Do something about his drinking or find somewhere else to live. 90 00:05:16,316 --> 00:05:17,316 He left. 91 00:05:18,486 --> 00:05:20,337 I don't even know where he is. 92 00:05:20,421 --> 00:05:21,705 Somewhere in New York. 93 00:05:21,789 --> 00:05:23,273 - Mr. Laughlin... - Call me Tim. 94 00:05:23,357 --> 00:05:25,842 Mr. Laughlin, I can't worry about Hawk. 95 00:05:25,926 --> 00:05:27,176 I have a pregnant daughter 96 00:05:27,260 --> 00:05:29,779 and soon a grandchild to care for. 97 00:05:29,863 --> 00:05:31,932 And I can barely... 98 00:05:38,005 --> 00:05:39,306 I think he's in trouble. 99 00:05:42,410 --> 00:05:43,860 I want to see him. 100 00:05:43,944 --> 00:05:46,029 Are you asking for my permission? 101 00:05:46,113 --> 00:05:47,715 Maybe. 102 00:05:49,349 --> 00:05:50,484 He is in trouble. 103 00:06:10,003 --> 00:06:12,155 ♪ Turn back the time to the days ♪ 104 00:06:12,239 --> 00:06:15,091 ♪ When our love was new 105 00:06:15,175 --> 00:06:17,894 ♪ Do you remember? 106 00:06:17,978 --> 00:06:20,930 ♪ No matter what was happenin' ♪ 107 00:06:21,014 --> 00:06:22,916 ♪ I was there with you 108 00:06:25,185 --> 00:06:28,822 ♪ But if we all stand up for what we believe... ♪ 109 00:06:30,323 --> 00:06:32,275 Who's making drinks? 110 00:06:41,368 --> 00:06:44,220 Someone's here. Turn down the music. 111 00:06:44,304 --> 00:06:46,440 Hawk, company. 112 00:06:51,579 --> 00:06:53,262 I'm sorry. 113 00:06:53,346 --> 00:06:55,248 Nothing happening down there anyway. 114 00:06:56,416 --> 00:06:58,034 Should I take my shoes off? 115 00:06:58,118 --> 00:07:00,236 You can take off whatever you like. 116 00:07:00,320 --> 00:07:02,506 Come on in. Dinner's almost ready. 117 00:07:02,590 --> 00:07:03,640 Would you like a drink? 118 00:07:03,724 --> 00:07:05,444 I'm stirring up a fresh pitcher of martinis. 119 00:07:05,526 --> 00:07:07,076 A beer, if you have one. 120 00:07:07,160 --> 00:07:08,304 We heard you might be coming, 121 00:07:08,328 --> 00:07:09,379 but we weren't quite sure. 122 00:07:09,463 --> 00:07:11,881 - I'm Rafael. That's Joel. - Hi. 123 00:07:11,965 --> 00:07:13,817 That's Barry working it over there. 124 00:07:13,901 --> 00:07:16,119 And that is Craig. 125 00:07:16,203 --> 00:07:18,539 - Is Hawk here? - He'll be down in a minute. 126 00:07:19,573 --> 00:07:21,057 I'll get some glasses out. 127 00:07:21,141 --> 00:07:23,860 You don't look like a priest. 128 00:07:23,944 --> 00:07:26,029 You look more like a lumberjack. 129 00:07:26,113 --> 00:07:27,130 Or a lesbian. 130 00:07:27,214 --> 00:07:28,998 A lesbian lumberjack. 131 00:07:29,082 --> 00:07:31,034 I'm not a priest. 132 00:07:31,118 --> 00:07:34,471 - I'm a clinical social worker. - Oh, really? 133 00:07:34,555 --> 00:07:37,340 Sorry I'm late. I got off the ferry at the wrong stop. 134 00:07:37,424 --> 00:07:39,242 Did you wander into The Meat Rack? 135 00:07:40,460 --> 00:07:41,978 Pay no attention to these hyenas. 136 00:07:42,062 --> 00:07:44,297 - They don't bite. - Yes, we do. 137 00:07:48,602 --> 00:07:51,087 Hi, Skippy. 138 00:07:51,171 --> 00:07:53,273 - Hi. - Caught me by surprise. 139 00:07:54,642 --> 00:07:56,243 You invited me, remember? 140 00:07:58,178 --> 00:08:01,831 I guess I wasn't sure if you'd take me up on it. 141 00:08:01,915 --> 00:08:06,302 So, how long has it been since you two have seen each other? 142 00:08:06,386 --> 00:08:08,938 A few years. 143 00:08:09,022 --> 00:08:10,023 Eleven. 144 00:08:14,194 --> 00:08:15,572 There's a general rule about the island. 145 00:08:15,596 --> 00:08:17,481 You don't ask people their last names. 146 00:08:17,565 --> 00:08:19,415 Or what they do for a living. 147 00:08:19,499 --> 00:08:21,150 Rent boy doesn't count. 148 00:08:21,234 --> 00:08:23,186 - Fuck off. - Why? Why not? 149 00:08:23,270 --> 00:08:25,448 People have lives back on the mainland they need to protect. 150 00:08:25,472 --> 00:08:28,224 And in some cases, wives and children. 151 00:08:28,308 --> 00:08:32,161 I mean, look, this is gay paradise. 152 00:08:32,245 --> 00:08:33,630 But when we leave Oz and go back 153 00:08:33,714 --> 00:08:35,465 to the good old US of A, 154 00:08:35,549 --> 00:08:38,635 - we take off our ruby slippers. - And deepen our voices. 155 00:08:38,719 --> 00:08:39,969 How about those Mets? 156 00:08:40,053 --> 00:08:42,572 Baseball players have the best asses. 157 00:08:42,656 --> 00:08:44,974 I'm so gay. 158 00:08:45,058 --> 00:08:47,127 Shh. Hawk hates the "G" word. 159 00:08:47,527 --> 00:08:48,578 Gay? 160 00:08:48,662 --> 00:08:50,163 I prefer homosexual. 161 00:08:53,000 --> 00:08:54,434 - Why? - It's more accurate. 162 00:08:55,202 --> 00:08:56,986 For me, at least. 163 00:08:57,070 --> 00:09:00,557 Homo, from the Latin for man, which I am, 164 00:09:00,641 --> 00:09:04,027 and sexual, which I am as well. 165 00:09:04,111 --> 00:09:05,328 When he can get it up. 166 00:09:05,412 --> 00:09:06,412 Ooh. 167 00:09:06,479 --> 00:09:09,065 Homosexual is a clinical term. 168 00:09:09,149 --> 00:09:10,727 It implies we're suffering from an illness 169 00:09:10,751 --> 00:09:13,102 that needs to be cured. 170 00:09:13,186 --> 00:09:14,664 I have clients who have been sent to psych wards, 171 00:09:14,688 --> 00:09:17,473 given electroshock therapy. 172 00:09:17,557 --> 00:09:19,993 At least we chose the word gay for ourselves. 173 00:09:21,461 --> 00:09:23,063 Viva la gay revolucion. 174 00:09:25,098 --> 00:09:27,984 What is for dessert, my love? 175 00:09:28,068 --> 00:09:29,285 Twinkies. 176 00:09:29,369 --> 00:09:30,704 And then we're gonna go out 177 00:09:31,739 --> 00:09:33,173 and kill some homosexuals. 178 00:09:39,112 --> 00:09:40,480 You're from San Francisco. 179 00:09:42,282 --> 00:09:43,717 Did you know Milk? 180 00:09:45,085 --> 00:09:46,553 Yeah. Everybody did. 181 00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:48,588 He was... 182 00:09:50,157 --> 00:09:51,591 He was a beacon. 183 00:09:57,297 --> 00:09:58,699 I'll be right back. Excuse me. 184 00:10:01,134 --> 00:10:03,152 He needs to see a doctor. 185 00:10:03,236 --> 00:10:04,287 You can tell him. 186 00:10:04,371 --> 00:10:08,475 Hey, enough of this senior citizen jazz shit. 187 00:10:22,289 --> 00:10:24,324 - Hawk. - I'm fine. 188 00:10:25,458 --> 00:10:26,727 - Let me... - I'm fine! 189 00:10:39,539 --> 00:10:41,541 Gastritis from alcohol. 190 00:10:44,411 --> 00:10:45,691 Does he ever talk about Jackson? 191 00:10:46,446 --> 00:10:47,580 Who? 192 00:10:48,248 --> 00:10:49,249 His son. 193 00:10:51,184 --> 00:10:53,520 Hawk doesn't talk about his family. 194 00:10:54,688 --> 00:10:57,240 I think he keeps some photos somewhere. 195 00:10:57,324 --> 00:10:59,392 Jackson died about six months ago. 196 00:11:00,694 --> 00:11:02,295 Heroin overdose. 197 00:11:02,863 --> 00:11:04,131 You didn't know? 198 00:11:06,333 --> 00:11:07,483 Of course I knew. 199 00:11:07,567 --> 00:11:09,118 ♪ Pensive music 200 00:11:09,202 --> 00:11:10,620 Hey, who changed the music? 201 00:11:10,704 --> 00:11:12,055 It was me. 202 00:11:12,139 --> 00:11:13,416 - Shut up and... - Why'd you do that? 203 00:11:13,440 --> 00:11:15,091 Because we're gonna dance. 204 00:11:15,175 --> 00:11:17,460 All right. I'm gonna need a bump or two. 205 00:11:17,544 --> 00:11:19,312 I got you. I got you. 206 00:11:21,448 --> 00:11:24,317 A lot of journalists and pundits claim to be objective. 207 00:11:25,118 --> 00:11:26,118 But are there times 208 00:11:26,153 --> 00:11:28,772 when objectivity is a way of burying the truth? 209 00:11:28,856 --> 00:11:31,074 Hmm? Anyone? 210 00:11:31,158 --> 00:11:34,477 All this attention given to Dan White is total hypocrisy. 211 00:11:34,561 --> 00:11:37,046 - Hmm. - Given the fact that 212 00:11:37,130 --> 00:11:38,815 Black folks are killed every day. 213 00:11:38,899 --> 00:11:40,549 You hardly ever hear about it. 214 00:11:40,633 --> 00:11:41,517 Agreed. 215 00:11:41,601 --> 00:11:43,820 But are you reporting on that objectively 216 00:11:43,904 --> 00:11:45,254 or giving us the truth? 217 00:11:45,338 --> 00:11:47,423 It's the truth. 218 00:11:47,507 --> 00:11:51,544 Truthfully, Dan White is a murderer and a coward. 219 00:11:52,579 --> 00:11:53,579 Harvey deserved better. 220 00:11:53,646 --> 00:11:56,332 Harvey? I guess you two were pretty close, huh? 221 00:11:56,416 --> 00:11:58,334 - Wow. - Okay. 222 00:11:58,418 --> 00:12:01,570 Seriously, Dan White was a Vietnam vet. 223 00:12:01,654 --> 00:12:04,207 Imagine serving your country as a soldier, 224 00:12:04,291 --> 00:12:06,109 a firefighter, a police officer, 225 00:12:06,193 --> 00:12:07,343 and watching your hometown 226 00:12:07,427 --> 00:12:09,545 get taken over by hippies and queers. 227 00:12:09,629 --> 00:12:11,214 - Adam... - What? 228 00:12:14,802 --> 00:12:16,703 That's where we'll leave it off. 229 00:12:17,237 --> 00:12:18,438 Have a great weekend. 230 00:12:22,275 --> 00:12:24,794 Jerome, can I talk to you? 231 00:12:30,818 --> 00:12:32,301 You've been missing classes, 232 00:12:32,385 --> 00:12:34,654 and you still haven't handed in your midterm. 233 00:12:36,289 --> 00:12:37,073 Everything okay at home? 234 00:12:37,157 --> 00:12:39,126 Why didn't you say anything just now? 235 00:12:39,726 --> 00:12:40,844 Shut Adam down? 236 00:12:40,928 --> 00:12:42,662 I need that paper on Monday. 237 00:12:44,832 --> 00:12:47,567 You're middle aged, you're unmarried 238 00:12:48,268 --> 00:12:49,268 in San Francisco. 239 00:12:49,336 --> 00:12:50,854 I'm sorry, but this conversation 240 00:12:50,938 --> 00:12:52,439 - is inappropriate. - And you... 241 00:12:56,376 --> 00:12:57,377 You looked away. 242 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:01,281 And you didn't answer my question. 243 00:13:02,549 --> 00:13:03,550 About home. 244 00:13:04,885 --> 00:13:07,270 I'm curious because you're still wearing 245 00:13:07,354 --> 00:13:08,898 the same clothes you wore on Wednesday, 246 00:13:08,922 --> 00:13:10,858 and frankly, you smell. 247 00:13:11,658 --> 00:13:12,759 You wanna talk about it? 248 00:13:14,494 --> 00:13:15,611 I'm sorry, 249 00:13:15,695 --> 00:13:17,364 but this conversation is inappropriate. 250 00:13:31,979 --> 00:13:34,347 ♪ Pensive music 251 00:14:07,014 --> 00:14:09,416 - Kimberly. - I'm in here. 252 00:14:11,351 --> 00:14:13,386 I've made something for lunch. 253 00:14:17,857 --> 00:14:19,475 Who's Tim Laughlin? 254 00:14:19,559 --> 00:14:20,944 A friend of your father's. Why? 255 00:14:21,028 --> 00:14:22,946 You've been quiet ever since he called, 256 00:14:23,030 --> 00:14:25,248 and I've never seen you drink in the daytime. 257 00:14:25,332 --> 00:14:27,750 I guess I've picked up some of your father's bad habits. 258 00:14:27,834 --> 00:14:29,819 Luckily, deserting my family isn't one of them. 259 00:14:29,903 --> 00:14:33,941 Mom, a long time ago, Jackson mentioned a man. 260 00:14:35,008 --> 00:14:37,293 Apparently he stayed at our cabin in the country. 261 00:14:37,377 --> 00:14:39,495 - Was it him? - I don't remember. 262 00:14:39,579 --> 00:14:41,364 Jackson called him Dad's special friend. 263 00:14:41,448 --> 00:14:42,832 Your father has a lot of friends. 264 00:14:42,916 --> 00:14:43,916 He's very popular. 265 00:14:43,984 --> 00:14:46,369 - Mom, please! - Please what? 266 00:14:46,453 --> 00:14:47,937 Your father's not here, Kimberly. 267 00:14:48,021 --> 00:14:49,305 I am. 268 00:14:49,389 --> 00:14:50,833 Do you have any idea what it takes for me 269 00:14:50,857 --> 00:14:53,826 to get out of bed in the morning and just walk to the shower? 270 00:14:57,364 --> 00:15:00,400 If you want to know about your father's relationship 271 00:15:01,368 --> 00:15:02,518 with Mr. Laughlin, 272 00:15:02,602 --> 00:15:03,971 you'll have to ask him about it. 273 00:15:04,938 --> 00:15:06,539 If you can find him. 274 00:15:24,457 --> 00:15:27,010 Surprised you have the energy for a swim. 275 00:15:27,094 --> 00:15:29,629 - After last night. - I swim every day. 276 00:15:30,430 --> 00:15:33,033 I run, too, as proof. 277 00:15:34,867 --> 00:15:36,069 Of what? 278 00:15:38,705 --> 00:15:40,407 That I'm still alive, I guess. 279 00:15:42,642 --> 00:15:43,876 Are you working? 280 00:15:45,112 --> 00:15:46,313 Sabbatical. 281 00:15:47,780 --> 00:15:50,900 My reward for years of faithful service 282 00:15:50,984 --> 00:15:52,719 - to the diplomatic corps. - Hmm. 283 00:15:58,591 --> 00:16:02,629 Hey, I'm really glad you're here. 284 00:16:03,830 --> 00:16:05,481 You insisted. 285 00:16:05,565 --> 00:16:07,984 - So you've said. - A few times over the phone. 286 00:16:08,068 --> 00:16:10,719 Usually drunk. 287 00:16:10,803 --> 00:16:13,373 Drunk or not, I meant it. 288 00:16:16,109 --> 00:16:17,420 And while you're here, I have a little 289 00:16:17,444 --> 00:16:19,046 business proposition for you. 290 00:16:21,581 --> 00:16:22,631 What kind of business? 291 00:16:22,715 --> 00:16:24,651 I'll tell you tonight over dinner. 292 00:16:26,453 --> 00:16:27,987 We have the place to ourselves. 293 00:16:28,955 --> 00:16:30,423 Sent the boys into town. 294 00:16:30,990 --> 00:16:32,008 I am cooking, 295 00:16:32,092 --> 00:16:34,794 believe it or not, in your honor. 296 00:16:36,763 --> 00:16:37,830 - Come on. - Hawk. 297 00:16:38,798 --> 00:16:40,133 Let's go for a run, huh? 298 00:16:41,534 --> 00:16:42,602 Show you the island. 299 00:16:43,936 --> 00:16:46,522 Parts they don't talk about in the brochures. 300 00:16:46,606 --> 00:16:48,424 I'll race you. 301 00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:50,009 Well, I warn you, I do aerobics. 302 00:16:50,877 --> 00:16:52,561 Hey! 303 00:16:52,645 --> 00:16:54,781 Whoo! Come on. 304 00:17:00,687 --> 00:17:02,071 Come on. What's wrong? You okay? 305 00:17:02,155 --> 00:17:03,973 I can't... I can't... My breath. 306 00:17:04,057 --> 00:17:05,808 What? 307 00:17:09,162 --> 00:17:10,630 Whoo! 308 00:17:13,466 --> 00:17:15,168 - Oh! - Whoo! 309 00:17:20,006 --> 00:17:22,041 ♪ Tranquil music 310 00:17:39,992 --> 00:17:41,477 Maybe... Maybe we should go. 311 00:17:41,561 --> 00:17:44,831 No, no, no. Look, no talking. 312 00:17:45,632 --> 00:17:46,833 Just like church. 313 00:18:18,165 --> 00:18:19,166 Where are you? 314 00:18:20,700 --> 00:18:21,968 Because you're not here. 315 00:18:23,236 --> 00:18:25,121 Sorry. 316 00:18:25,205 --> 00:18:26,673 Well, something's on your mind. 317 00:18:27,207 --> 00:18:28,724 Or someone. 318 00:18:28,808 --> 00:18:30,659 Am I gonna have to go through this again? 319 00:18:30,743 --> 00:18:32,945 How many times do I have to say I'm sorry, hmm? 320 00:18:35,982 --> 00:18:37,966 - You're smoking again. - Obviously. 321 00:18:38,050 --> 00:18:40,569 Oh, great. Just great. 322 00:18:40,653 --> 00:18:41,964 You know, I don't mind if you stop 323 00:18:41,988 --> 00:18:43,072 at the baths now and then, 324 00:18:43,156 --> 00:18:45,141 but you lied to me, Marcus, for months. 325 00:18:45,225 --> 00:18:47,494 - Is it happening again? - No. 326 00:18:49,662 --> 00:18:50,663 No. 327 00:18:51,864 --> 00:18:53,099 That's not why. 328 00:18:56,002 --> 00:18:57,770 I'm worried about one of my students. 329 00:18:59,272 --> 00:19:01,624 He was called out today for admiring your pal Harvey. 330 00:19:01,708 --> 00:19:03,192 Don't talk about Harvey like... 331 00:19:03,276 --> 00:19:05,645 And I didn't do anything about it. 332 00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:09,732 I let it happen, and I feel like shit. 333 00:19:09,816 --> 00:19:10,926 And that's why my dick can't get hard 334 00:19:10,950 --> 00:19:12,219 for you right now, okay? 335 00:19:15,087 --> 00:19:17,140 And I think he's homeless on top of it. 336 00:19:17,224 --> 00:19:18,224 Why didn't you help him? 337 00:19:18,291 --> 00:19:19,975 To keep my job. 338 00:19:20,059 --> 00:19:21,510 I work at a state university. 339 00:19:21,594 --> 00:19:23,579 That's so typical of you. 340 00:19:23,663 --> 00:19:24,880 Hey! 341 00:19:24,964 --> 00:19:26,604 You went from slinging drinks in gay bars 342 00:19:26,633 --> 00:19:27,976 to handing out hugs in the Castro. 343 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:29,618 I live and work in the real world. 344 00:19:29,702 --> 00:19:32,121 Do you know what I did today? 345 00:19:32,205 --> 00:19:35,558 I added four more names to our suicide watchlist 346 00:19:35,642 --> 00:19:38,093 because of all of this Dan White bullshit. 347 00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,695 That's not real enough for you? 348 00:19:39,779 --> 00:19:41,797 Two white men get shot and the whole world stops. 349 00:19:41,881 --> 00:19:44,300 Excuse me? Harvey was a friend. 350 00:19:44,384 --> 00:19:46,535 And I'm saying I have to suck it up 351 00:19:46,619 --> 00:19:48,271 and fight for respect every day. 352 00:19:48,355 --> 00:19:50,239 Like I have to fight for respect in my own home? 353 00:19:50,323 --> 00:19:52,058 Jesus Christ. 354 00:19:54,361 --> 00:19:55,795 What do you want from me? 355 00:19:56,829 --> 00:19:58,130 That's a good question. 356 00:20:02,769 --> 00:20:04,337 Let me know when you have an answer. 357 00:20:11,311 --> 00:20:15,898 When I got out of prison, after a year and a half... 358 00:20:15,982 --> 00:20:17,666 Thank you. 359 00:20:17,750 --> 00:20:21,136 I followed Frankie and Marcus to San Francisco. 360 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:23,306 Got my counseling degree 361 00:20:23,390 --> 00:20:26,025 and decided to live a completely honest life. 362 00:20:27,694 --> 00:20:29,262 - Completely? - Out of the closet. 363 00:20:30,129 --> 00:20:31,664 Even to my family. 364 00:20:34,301 --> 00:20:36,303 Did they call in an exorcist? 365 00:20:38,971 --> 00:20:41,674 I'm sure my mother prays every day for my eternal soul. 366 00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:45,244 But I'm happy. 367 00:20:46,379 --> 00:20:47,380 More or less. 368 00:20:52,919 --> 00:20:55,154 - What about you? - I'm getting by. 369 00:20:56,956 --> 00:21:01,844 As long as Craig supplies you with everything you need. 370 00:21:01,928 --> 00:21:04,247 Don't be jealous of Craig. 371 00:21:04,331 --> 00:21:05,632 Hawk. 372 00:21:08,801 --> 00:21:10,169 How is your family? 373 00:21:12,238 --> 00:21:13,906 I'm no good for them. 374 00:21:16,142 --> 00:21:19,027 I ruined Kimberly's baby shower. 375 00:21:19,111 --> 00:21:21,830 I was drunk, and I just... I knocked... 376 00:21:21,914 --> 00:21:25,318 I knocked over the goddamn gift table. 377 00:21:29,155 --> 00:21:30,923 The way she looked at me. 378 00:21:34,494 --> 00:21:36,863 I was always her hero. 379 00:21:42,001 --> 00:21:43,302 Skippy... 380 00:21:45,204 --> 00:21:47,740 we missed so much. 381 00:21:52,311 --> 00:21:54,080 We don't have to keep missing it. 382 00:22:02,422 --> 00:22:04,023 I'm seeing someone. 383 00:22:08,027 --> 00:22:09,462 Okay. 384 00:22:11,931 --> 00:22:13,199 It's new. 385 00:22:14,834 --> 00:22:16,068 His name... 386 00:22:16,836 --> 00:22:18,438 His name's Arthur. 387 00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:21,908 What does Arthur do? 388 00:22:23,309 --> 00:22:24,711 Don't laugh. 389 00:22:25,912 --> 00:22:27,079 Promise? 390 00:22:28,047 --> 00:22:29,081 He's a poet. 391 00:22:31,150 --> 00:22:32,752 - You're laughing at him. - Mmm-mmm. 392 00:22:33,853 --> 00:22:35,404 You're... You're laughing. 393 00:22:35,488 --> 00:22:37,005 No. 394 00:22:37,089 --> 00:22:38,741 All right. 395 00:22:38,825 --> 00:22:40,893 What is this business you want to talk about? 396 00:22:43,062 --> 00:22:45,280 Let's have another drink. Then I'll explain it to you. 397 00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:46,364 - No. - Yes. 398 00:22:46,433 --> 00:22:48,183 Now, Hawk. 399 00:22:48,267 --> 00:22:50,753 Hawk, I know you. Now. 400 00:22:50,837 --> 00:22:52,855 You went to a lot of trouble to get me here. 401 00:22:52,939 --> 00:22:54,040 I'm here. 402 00:22:54,474 --> 00:22:55,908 What do you want? 403 00:22:58,911 --> 00:22:59,912 Hawk. 404 00:23:04,116 --> 00:23:05,317 It's about this house. 405 00:23:06,886 --> 00:23:08,888 I want to put the deed in your name. 406 00:23:09,922 --> 00:23:11,239 You want to what? 407 00:23:11,323 --> 00:23:12,975 I'm not saying you're gonna move in, 408 00:23:13,059 --> 00:23:17,480 but we could meet up a few times a year. 409 00:23:17,564 --> 00:23:20,099 You know, make up for lost time. 410 00:23:24,336 --> 00:23:26,789 You can't just give me your house. 411 00:23:26,873 --> 00:23:28,424 Why not, Skippy? 412 00:23:28,508 --> 00:23:31,193 You're living on a social worker's salary. 413 00:23:31,277 --> 00:23:32,895 I doubt you have assets. 414 00:23:32,979 --> 00:23:35,948 So someday, this house will be yours. 415 00:23:37,550 --> 00:23:39,385 It'll get you through your old age. 416 00:23:41,954 --> 00:23:43,923 Are you planning to kill yourself? 417 00:23:44,491 --> 00:23:46,074 No. 418 00:23:46,158 --> 00:23:47,169 - That's what it sounds like. - For Christ's sake, 419 00:23:47,193 --> 00:23:48,437 - what are you... - You're settling your affairs. 420 00:23:48,461 --> 00:23:49,778 What? No. 421 00:23:49,862 --> 00:23:50,979 Don't be so dramatic. 422 00:23:51,063 --> 00:23:53,382 - I want to... - You have a family. 423 00:23:53,466 --> 00:23:55,050 They don't need this place. 424 00:23:55,134 --> 00:23:56,302 Oh, my God. 425 00:23:57,403 --> 00:24:00,255 Oh, my God, you want to hide this house from them. 426 00:24:00,339 --> 00:24:02,190 Because it's on gay Fire Island. 427 00:24:02,274 --> 00:24:04,292 Oh, my God. 428 00:24:04,376 --> 00:24:07,062 Your wife said she doesn't know where you are. 429 00:24:07,146 --> 00:24:08,857 - You talked to Lucy? - "Skippy, I need you." 430 00:24:08,881 --> 00:24:10,325 - Did you talk to my wife? - All you want is my signature 431 00:24:10,349 --> 00:24:12,468 on a piece of paper to protect your secrets. 432 00:24:12,552 --> 00:24:15,270 And you plan to keep on lying about yourself 433 00:24:15,354 --> 00:24:17,065 - even when you're dead. - For Christ's sake. 434 00:24:17,089 --> 00:24:19,041 And when are we going to talk about Jackson? 435 00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:20,893 No. You don't! 436 00:24:21,528 --> 00:24:22,829 You don't! 437 00:24:25,297 --> 00:24:27,883 Do you want to know what I see in Craig? 438 00:24:27,967 --> 00:24:29,552 - He doesn't judge me. - I don't. 439 00:24:29,636 --> 00:24:32,038 You are nothing but judgment. 440 00:24:32,672 --> 00:24:34,122 You always were. 441 00:24:34,206 --> 00:24:37,092 Saint Tim, the fucking holy. 442 00:24:37,176 --> 00:24:38,554 Where are you going now, The Meat Rack? 443 00:24:38,578 --> 00:24:40,346 We locals call it The Rack. 444 00:24:41,447 --> 00:24:44,066 Yeah, I might end up there. 445 00:24:44,150 --> 00:24:45,393 I'm sure you don't want to come, 446 00:24:45,417 --> 00:24:47,836 considering what a fucking self-righteous bore 447 00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:49,488 you've turned into. 448 00:24:53,793 --> 00:24:56,479 Tensions are running high in San Francisco 449 00:24:56,563 --> 00:25:00,483 as a verdict is expected today in the trial of Dan White. 450 00:25:00,567 --> 00:25:02,985 In the Castro, the neighborhood represented 451 00:25:03,069 --> 00:25:05,287 by slain supervisor Harvey Milk, 452 00:25:05,371 --> 00:25:07,456 members of the gay community are hoping 453 00:25:07,540 --> 00:25:10,325 that justice is served for one of their own. 454 00:25:10,409 --> 00:25:11,894 In the restaurants and bars, 455 00:25:11,978 --> 00:25:13,862 the verdict is of grave concern 456 00:25:13,946 --> 00:25:15,363 for these gay men and women... 457 00:25:15,447 --> 00:25:18,133 who say there is a level of anger and frustration 458 00:25:18,217 --> 00:25:20,002 unlike any they've ever seen. 459 00:25:30,296 --> 00:25:32,648 I brought some goodies. 460 00:25:32,732 --> 00:25:35,534 Hey. There it is. 461 00:26:06,666 --> 00:26:08,083 On my way out, I'll tell Hawk 462 00:26:08,167 --> 00:26:09,636 you're stealing from him. 463 00:26:12,404 --> 00:26:14,406 Like I need to steal from Hawk. 464 00:26:19,411 --> 00:26:20,613 Is this him? 465 00:26:22,081 --> 00:26:23,115 The son? 466 00:26:29,555 --> 00:26:30,556 Yeah. 467 00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:35,560 You didn't know about him, did you? 468 00:26:37,529 --> 00:26:39,632 His son, was he like Hawk? 469 00:26:41,233 --> 00:26:42,434 He was completely different. 470 00:26:45,171 --> 00:26:47,255 And exactly the same. 471 00:26:47,339 --> 00:26:48,675 Hiding himself. 472 00:26:51,177 --> 00:26:53,662 The drugs you give Hawk, you know you could kill him. 473 00:26:53,746 --> 00:26:55,731 If I don't give him a couple of Seconal at night, 474 00:26:55,815 --> 00:26:58,100 he takes four or five. 475 00:26:58,184 --> 00:27:00,569 It is the same with the coke. 476 00:27:00,653 --> 00:27:03,489 I control the supply so he doesn't overdo it. 477 00:27:04,623 --> 00:27:06,308 Boy toy. 478 00:27:06,392 --> 00:27:08,443 Doctor and pharmacist all in one. 479 00:27:08,527 --> 00:27:10,445 Mmm. 480 00:27:10,529 --> 00:27:12,398 And the best fuck he has ever had. 481 00:27:16,102 --> 00:27:17,185 Or so, he tells me. 482 00:27:17,269 --> 00:27:19,387 Hey, Craig. Tea Dance. 483 00:27:19,471 --> 00:27:20,471 Where are you? 484 00:27:20,506 --> 00:27:24,310 I try to take care of him. I do the best I can. 485 00:27:25,611 --> 00:27:27,446 What are you doing, asshole? 486 00:27:31,517 --> 00:27:34,269 Pablo Escobar line going on right there. 487 00:27:34,353 --> 00:27:37,039 - I want one of those. - The real thing. 488 00:27:41,460 --> 00:27:42,762 You're leaving? 489 00:27:45,497 --> 00:27:47,066 He's leaving. 490 00:28:04,316 --> 00:28:05,785 Hey, Skip... 491 00:28:09,488 --> 00:28:11,139 Whoo! He's hooked. 492 00:28:17,864 --> 00:28:19,065 Skippy. 493 00:28:34,847 --> 00:28:36,082 What? 494 00:28:42,621 --> 00:28:43,622 You're one of us now. 495 00:28:52,564 --> 00:28:55,367 ♪ Found a cure 496 00:28:58,504 --> 00:29:01,440 ♪ Ooh, for your heartache 497 00:29:02,641 --> 00:29:04,459 ♪ Before you wake 498 00:29:04,543 --> 00:29:06,494 ♪ Before you wake 499 00:29:06,578 --> 00:29:08,196 ♪ Don't take no medicine 500 00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:10,265 ♪ Take a little of this 501 00:29:10,349 --> 00:29:13,168 ♪ It worked for me and it can't miss ♪ 502 00:29:13,252 --> 00:29:17,172 ♪ Found a cure, oh, try it 503 00:29:17,256 --> 00:29:21,376 ♪ It's by far better than any kind of medicine ♪ 504 00:29:21,460 --> 00:29:23,678 ♪ 'Cause it'll take away the tears ♪ 505 00:29:23,762 --> 00:29:25,781 ♪ And that ain't all you get 506 00:29:25,865 --> 00:29:28,683 ♪ Whatever it is love will fix it ♪ 507 00:29:28,767 --> 00:29:30,736 ♪ Found a cure 508 00:29:32,771 --> 00:29:34,540 ♪ Found a cure 509 00:29:36,675 --> 00:29:37,675 ♪ Found a 510 00:29:37,743 --> 00:29:40,646 ♪ Ooh, for loneliness 511 00:29:41,948 --> 00:29:45,500 ♪ I promise this I promise this ♪ 512 00:29:45,584 --> 00:29:49,571 ♪ For all your hopes and all your empty dreams ♪ 513 00:29:49,655 --> 00:29:52,474 ♪ Comin' at you is a sure thing ♪ 514 00:29:52,558 --> 00:29:56,344 ♪ Found a cure, oh, try it 515 00:29:56,428 --> 00:29:58,781 ♪ It's by far better than 516 00:29:58,865 --> 00:30:00,582 ♪ Any kind of medicine 517 00:30:00,666 --> 00:30:02,918 ♪ 'Cause it'll take away the pain ♪ 518 00:30:03,002 --> 00:30:05,320 ♪ And here's the big surprise 519 00:30:05,404 --> 00:30:06,772 ♪ Whenever it rains 520 00:30:21,253 --> 00:30:23,589 ♪ Pensive music 521 00:31:04,796 --> 00:31:05,797 Health Center. 522 00:31:06,933 --> 00:31:08,800 He isn't here. 523 00:31:09,701 --> 00:31:10,819 Can you hold a minute? 524 00:31:10,903 --> 00:31:11,987 Can I help you? 525 00:31:12,071 --> 00:31:14,356 I, um... Can I talk to someone? 526 00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:15,457 Just a minute. 527 00:31:15,541 --> 00:31:17,659 Mr. Laughlin is in New York. 528 00:31:17,743 --> 00:31:20,362 One more question, what kind of services 529 00:31:20,446 --> 00:31:22,764 or, um, who are your clients? 530 00:31:22,848 --> 00:31:24,566 We're a non-profit agency 531 00:31:24,650 --> 00:31:26,995 providing services primarily for the gay and lesbian community. 532 00:31:27,019 --> 00:31:28,654 I'm sorry, I have to go. 533 00:31:36,495 --> 00:31:37,645 Sorry about that. 534 00:31:37,729 --> 00:31:38,806 Can I ask what this is about, 535 00:31:38,830 --> 00:31:40,815 so I can find the right person for you to talk to? 536 00:31:40,899 --> 00:31:42,550 Health Center. 537 00:31:42,634 --> 00:31:44,270 I want to talk to someone now! 538 00:31:45,071 --> 00:31:46,772 I know, I know. 539 00:31:47,806 --> 00:31:50,842 Please take a seat. I'll try. 540 00:31:52,878 --> 00:31:54,046 Health Center. 541 00:31:55,014 --> 00:31:56,965 Open till 8:00. 542 00:31:57,049 --> 00:31:59,601 ♪ Melancholy dance music playing ♪ 543 00:31:59,685 --> 00:32:04,672 ♪ Spring was never waiting for us, dear ♪ 544 00:32:04,756 --> 00:32:08,276 ♪ It ran one step ahead 545 00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:11,797 ♪ As we followed in the dance ♪ 546 00:32:21,140 --> 00:32:26,428 ♪ MacArthur's Park is melting in the dark ♪ 547 00:32:26,512 --> 00:32:32,067 ♪ All the sweet green icing flowing down ♪ 548 00:32:32,151 --> 00:32:37,872 ♪ Someone left the cake out in the rain ♪ 549 00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:42,844 ♪ I don't think that I can take it ♪ 550 00:32:42,928 --> 00:32:46,581 ♪ 'Cause it took so long to bake it ♪ 551 00:32:46,665 --> 00:32:51,470 ♪ And I'll never have that recipe again ♪ 552 00:32:53,472 --> 00:32:58,444 ♪ Oh, no! 553 00:33:04,450 --> 00:33:06,634 This verdict is a travesty. 554 00:33:06,718 --> 00:33:09,604 Dan White was convicted of manslaughter, 555 00:33:09,688 --> 00:33:12,074 what you get for a hit and run. 556 00:33:12,158 --> 00:33:14,509 I saw what Dan White's bullets did. 557 00:33:14,593 --> 00:33:17,712 It wasn't manslaughter. It was murder! 558 00:33:17,796 --> 00:33:20,415 Out of the bars and into the streets. 559 00:33:20,499 --> 00:33:23,085 Out of the bars and into the streets! 560 00:33:23,169 --> 00:33:25,820 Out of the bars and into the streets! 561 00:33:25,904 --> 00:33:28,923 Out of the bars and into the streets! 562 00:33:29,007 --> 00:33:31,960 Out of the bars and into the streets! 563 00:33:32,044 --> 00:33:34,729 Out of the bars and into the streets! 564 00:33:34,813 --> 00:33:36,731 ♪ Suspenseful music playing 565 00:33:36,815 --> 00:33:37,816 Frankie. 566 00:33:38,850 --> 00:33:41,736 - What are you doing here? - I came to walk you home. 567 00:33:41,820 --> 00:33:43,471 I'm going downtown with everybody else. 568 00:33:43,555 --> 00:33:45,473 There are cops all over the place. 569 00:33:45,557 --> 00:33:47,775 - This could get ugly. - Yeah, let it get ugly. 570 00:33:47,859 --> 00:33:50,445 Tomorrow is Harvey's birthday. 571 00:33:50,529 --> 00:33:52,514 - Happy birthday, Harvey. - Babe, babe, babe. 572 00:33:52,598 --> 00:33:55,383 Open your eyes. This fight is for whites. 573 00:33:55,467 --> 00:33:56,384 If you go out there half-cocked, 574 00:33:56,468 --> 00:33:58,080 who do you think they're gonna swing at first? 575 00:33:58,104 --> 00:33:59,771 We've been doing this too long. 576 00:34:00,539 --> 00:34:01,540 What does that mean? 577 00:34:02,474 --> 00:34:03,658 This isn't the time. 578 00:34:03,742 --> 00:34:04,752 What the fuck do you mean? 579 00:34:04,776 --> 00:34:07,029 Do you even look in the mirror when you shave? 580 00:34:07,113 --> 00:34:09,181 Because I have news for you. 581 00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:13,952 You are a big, chocolate gay man. 582 00:34:18,990 --> 00:34:22,194 Everyone is meeting up at the Elephant Walk later. 583 00:34:23,895 --> 00:34:25,831 If you can find your balls by then. 584 00:34:29,135 --> 00:34:30,852 Don't get messed up in this shit. 585 00:34:30,936 --> 00:34:32,571 They're not worth it. 586 00:34:36,041 --> 00:34:38,810 We want justice! 587 00:34:42,881 --> 00:34:43,882 Jerome. 588 00:34:47,953 --> 00:34:50,822 Justice for Harvey Milk! 589 00:34:54,860 --> 00:34:56,744 Don't drop any weed on the carpet. 590 00:34:56,828 --> 00:35:00,548 - You can lick that up. - Amateur hour. 591 00:35:06,238 --> 00:35:09,074 Skippy, there you are. 592 00:35:11,009 --> 00:35:12,010 Where were you? 593 00:35:13,879 --> 00:35:15,930 You left me in the club. 594 00:35:16,014 --> 00:35:18,550 Craig said you went home with someone. 595 00:35:20,619 --> 00:35:21,769 That's a lie. 596 00:35:21,853 --> 00:35:22,854 It's a lie. 597 00:35:25,757 --> 00:35:28,076 All right. I-I guess I made a mistake. 598 00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:29,811 Hey, hey. Hey! 599 00:35:29,895 --> 00:35:31,479 - Hey, hey! - Fucking try it! 600 00:35:31,563 --> 00:35:33,215 Guys! Hey, come on! 601 00:35:33,299 --> 00:35:35,250 Guys, stop! Stop. 602 00:35:35,334 --> 00:35:38,086 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 603 00:35:38,170 --> 00:35:40,272 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 604 00:35:41,873 --> 00:35:42,974 Yeah. 605 00:35:43,275 --> 00:35:44,543 Yeah. 606 00:35:48,814 --> 00:35:51,650 ♪ Melancholy electric guitar music ♪ 607 00:36:04,796 --> 00:36:05,797 Come on. 608 00:36:06,865 --> 00:36:07,866 Come on. 609 00:36:19,811 --> 00:36:21,247 Where are you going? 610 00:36:21,813 --> 00:36:24,950 You know where I'm going. 611 00:36:48,039 --> 00:36:49,608 Skippy. 612 00:36:50,942 --> 00:36:53,612 Please do this for me. 613 00:37:14,866 --> 00:37:15,683 Yeah. 614 00:37:15,767 --> 00:37:17,652 - I want you to fuck me. - Yeah? 615 00:37:17,736 --> 00:37:20,255 Skippy. 616 00:37:20,339 --> 00:37:22,957 Oh, come on. I just need... 617 00:37:23,041 --> 00:37:24,743 Get in there. 618 00:37:26,345 --> 00:37:29,331 Come on. Get fucking hard for me, Hawk. 619 00:37:29,415 --> 00:37:31,182 Get fucking hard for me. 620 00:37:31,883 --> 00:37:33,719 Stay with me. 621 00:37:34,453 --> 00:37:35,654 Will you stay with me? 622 00:37:36,422 --> 00:37:37,989 Stay with me. 623 00:37:41,259 --> 00:37:43,044 - I want you to get inside... - Yeah. 624 00:37:43,128 --> 00:37:44,779 And I want you to fuck me. 625 00:37:59,411 --> 00:38:01,012 Yeah! Yeah! 626 00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:23,201 What? 627 00:38:26,838 --> 00:38:28,256 What did you do? 628 00:38:28,340 --> 00:38:30,191 I wanted to see him. 629 00:38:30,275 --> 00:38:31,158 What did you do? 630 00:38:31,242 --> 00:38:33,194 I wanted to know you. I wanted to see him. 631 00:38:33,278 --> 00:38:35,263 I just wanted... I wanted to see him. 632 00:38:35,347 --> 00:38:37,098 You had no fucking right! 633 00:38:37,182 --> 00:38:39,066 I will fucking kill you! 634 00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:40,802 - Stop! Stop! - Don't touch my son! 635 00:38:40,886 --> 00:38:42,153 - Hawk. - Don't touch my son! 636 00:38:44,790 --> 00:38:46,408 Fucking asshole! 637 00:38:46,492 --> 00:38:48,259 Fuck this. 638 00:38:49,961 --> 00:38:50,962 My little boy. 639 00:38:55,767 --> 00:38:56,968 My little boy. 640 00:38:59,371 --> 00:39:01,155 He's dead. 641 00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:03,008 Shh. 642 00:39:11,383 --> 00:39:14,201 - Oh, God. Oh, fuck. - It's okay. 643 00:39:14,285 --> 00:39:17,138 Skippy, my boy's dead. 644 00:39:17,222 --> 00:39:19,206 - He's... - Shh, shh! 645 00:39:19,290 --> 00:39:20,475 Oh, God. 646 00:39:20,559 --> 00:39:22,327 Skippy, my boy's dead. 647 00:39:23,862 --> 00:39:27,749 - He's dead. - I'm sorry. I know. 648 00:39:29,134 --> 00:39:30,502 - Let me die. - No. 649 00:39:32,103 --> 00:39:35,022 - Please let me die. - No, Hawk, I can't do that. 650 00:39:35,106 --> 00:39:36,341 I can't. 651 00:39:40,446 --> 00:39:42,263 Shh! 652 00:39:48,887 --> 00:39:50,822 ♪ Melancholic music 653 00:40:04,102 --> 00:40:07,422 We want justice! We want justice! 654 00:40:07,506 --> 00:40:11,793 We want justice! We want justice! 655 00:40:25,190 --> 00:40:26,541 Cops out of the Castro! 656 00:40:26,625 --> 00:40:32,013 Cops out of the Castro! Cops out of the Castro! 657 00:40:32,097 --> 00:40:34,816 - Cops out of the Castro! - Cops out of the Castro! 658 00:40:34,900 --> 00:40:36,418 Pigs out of the Castro! 659 00:40:36,502 --> 00:40:38,185 Pigs out of the Castro! 660 00:40:38,269 --> 00:40:39,581 - Pigs... - Trying to get yourself killed? 661 00:40:39,605 --> 00:40:40,806 Come on! 662 00:40:42,273 --> 00:40:45,960 Cops out of the Castro! 663 00:40:46,044 --> 00:40:47,445 Sit your ass down. 664 00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:49,831 Whiskey, straight. 665 00:40:49,915 --> 00:40:51,232 Where's Frankie? 666 00:40:51,316 --> 00:40:52,516 We got separated at City Hall. 667 00:40:57,288 --> 00:40:58,372 That queen can scrap. 668 00:40:58,456 --> 00:40:59,534 Tell me about it. We live together. 669 00:40:59,558 --> 00:41:01,560 Hey, let me get a clean rag. 670 00:41:03,428 --> 00:41:04,429 Here. 671 00:41:05,163 --> 00:41:06,164 Hold still. 672 00:41:07,933 --> 00:41:09,000 Ow! 673 00:41:09,501 --> 00:41:10,502 Ow. 674 00:41:11,937 --> 00:41:12,938 Here. 675 00:41:13,639 --> 00:41:15,006 One swig. 676 00:41:24,082 --> 00:41:26,217 What's going on with you? Hmm? 677 00:41:27,686 --> 00:41:29,937 Living in the street. 678 00:41:30,021 --> 00:41:32,123 Better than getting my ass whooped at home. 679 00:41:35,393 --> 00:41:37,128 I couldn't take the questions. 680 00:41:38,029 --> 00:41:39,029 Watching my every move. 681 00:41:39,097 --> 00:41:44,069 So I just told them I'm gay. 682 00:41:45,671 --> 00:41:47,873 Said it right to my father's face. 683 00:41:52,510 --> 00:41:54,221 You know, if my mom hadn't stood between us, 684 00:41:54,245 --> 00:41:56,347 I think he would have killed me. 685 00:42:05,691 --> 00:42:08,393 I wanted to tell my dad before he died, but... 686 00:42:10,562 --> 00:42:12,030 I couldn't. 687 00:42:13,999 --> 00:42:16,383 Man, your generation, 688 00:42:16,467 --> 00:42:19,053 you're afraid to tell the truth. 689 00:42:19,137 --> 00:42:21,472 I just... I can't live like that. 690 00:42:22,340 --> 00:42:23,441 I won't. 691 00:42:24,409 --> 00:42:26,661 Listen. 692 00:42:26,745 --> 00:42:30,164 I wanted to write, do my part for the Black community, 693 00:42:30,248 --> 00:42:33,367 and I wanted Frankie. I wanted both. 694 00:42:33,451 --> 00:42:36,370 Maybe I wasn't marching in the streets for gay rights, 695 00:42:36,454 --> 00:42:38,973 but I've loved a man for 20 years 696 00:42:39,057 --> 00:42:41,943 and lived with the consequences. 697 00:42:42,027 --> 00:42:43,571 Do you have any idea what fucking courage that... 698 00:42:43,595 --> 00:42:45,530 Whoa! 699 00:42:51,336 --> 00:42:52,971 Come on, come on, come on. 700 00:42:56,041 --> 00:42:57,042 Hey! 701 00:42:58,043 --> 00:42:59,444 Marcus! 702 00:43:01,046 --> 00:43:02,213 Get off him! 703 00:43:51,129 --> 00:43:53,247 Kimberly, there are things about your father 704 00:43:53,331 --> 00:43:55,000 I don't understand. 705 00:43:57,468 --> 00:44:00,739 But I loved the life we made together. 706 00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:11,999 So I did what women of my generation 707 00:44:12,083 --> 00:44:13,083 were taught to do. 708 00:44:13,118 --> 00:44:16,421 I closed my eyes to things I didn't want to see. 709 00:44:25,330 --> 00:44:27,298 You and your father were so close. 710 00:44:28,633 --> 00:44:31,102 I always thought of Jackson as mine. 711 00:44:33,839 --> 00:44:35,440 My sweet boy. 712 00:44:40,111 --> 00:44:41,713 Maybe that wasn't right. 713 00:44:44,182 --> 00:44:45,583 ♪ Mellow music 714 00:45:01,466 --> 00:45:04,669 Mom, if the baby's a boy, 715 00:45:06,504 --> 00:45:08,306 I'd like to name him Jack. 716 00:45:10,742 --> 00:45:12,177 Is that all right? 717 00:45:15,213 --> 00:45:17,448 I think that would be lovely. 718 00:45:23,288 --> 00:45:25,523 I tried everything to get him clean. 719 00:45:27,425 --> 00:45:30,762 Therapy, methadone. 720 00:45:32,630 --> 00:45:34,099 AA for addicts. 721 00:45:35,100 --> 00:45:36,860 At times we thought we found the right thing. 722 00:45:36,902 --> 00:45:38,319 You know, he... 723 00:45:38,403 --> 00:45:40,321 He'd stay clean, 724 00:45:40,405 --> 00:45:44,876 get excited about his music, his writing, his future. 725 00:45:49,314 --> 00:45:51,116 And then he'd disappear again. 726 00:45:54,219 --> 00:45:55,553 And come back sick. 727 00:45:56,154 --> 00:45:59,324 Sorry, promising to stop. 728 00:46:01,893 --> 00:46:03,694 But he wouldn't touch alcohol. 729 00:46:06,798 --> 00:46:08,333 You wanna know why? 730 00:46:10,501 --> 00:46:12,820 Because that's what I did. 731 00:46:12,904 --> 00:46:15,706 And the thing he wanted most was not to be me. 732 00:46:20,278 --> 00:46:24,531 Hawk, we don't know why people become addicts. 733 00:46:24,615 --> 00:46:26,467 He knew. 734 00:46:26,551 --> 00:46:29,921 He always knew I was lying about everything. 735 00:46:34,259 --> 00:46:35,861 Okay. 736 00:46:39,597 --> 00:46:41,182 Okay, you lied. 737 00:46:41,266 --> 00:46:42,800 But you didn't lie about everything. 738 00:46:44,936 --> 00:46:46,337 Did you love him? 739 00:46:48,239 --> 00:46:50,275 - So much. - And that love was real. 740 00:46:51,776 --> 00:46:55,280 Your wife and your daughter love you. 741 00:46:56,681 --> 00:46:57,682 That is real. 742 00:46:59,951 --> 00:47:02,587 Hawk, you have to stop trying to kill yourself. 743 00:47:04,956 --> 00:47:06,624 Your family needs you. 744 00:47:09,427 --> 00:47:10,862 Don't you need me, Skippy? 745 00:47:15,901 --> 00:47:17,468 I have you. 746 00:47:32,550 --> 00:47:33,968 Dirty cops. 747 00:47:34,052 --> 00:47:35,536 Took off their badges. 748 00:47:35,620 --> 00:47:37,488 They just came to break heads. 749 00:47:38,689 --> 00:47:41,408 - Are you okay? - I'm fine. 750 00:47:41,492 --> 00:47:44,578 - Well, now they know. - Know what? 751 00:47:44,662 --> 00:47:47,365 We're not gonna lie down and take it anymore. 752 00:47:49,901 --> 00:47:50,902 You're beautiful. 753 00:48:03,381 --> 00:48:04,682 It's after midnight. 754 00:48:07,585 --> 00:48:08,886 Harvey's birthday. 755 00:48:13,491 --> 00:48:15,376 - To Harvey. - To Harvey. 756 00:48:15,460 --> 00:48:17,478 - To Harvey! - To Harvey! 757 00:48:17,562 --> 00:48:21,983 - To Harvey! - To Harvey! 758 00:48:22,067 --> 00:48:23,851 It was a night of rage. 759 00:48:23,935 --> 00:48:26,453 Angry gays attacking City Hall 760 00:48:26,537 --> 00:48:28,990 and setting police cars on fire. 761 00:48:29,074 --> 00:48:32,510 Then police getting revenge on a Castro bar. 762 00:48:33,778 --> 00:48:35,997 The violence continued for over six hours, 763 00:48:36,081 --> 00:48:37,382 stretching from City... 764 00:48:38,649 --> 00:48:41,368 We think we've won our freedom, 765 00:48:41,452 --> 00:48:43,337 that we're liberated, 766 00:48:43,421 --> 00:48:44,731 and then something like this happens, 767 00:48:44,755 --> 00:48:45,839 and you realize that 768 00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:49,394 to many people in this country, our lives are worthless. 769 00:48:51,896 --> 00:48:53,480 We're sorry to see you go. 770 00:48:53,564 --> 00:48:55,666 Well, I'm needed at home. 771 00:48:59,404 --> 00:49:01,439 I think Hawk's gonna do better. 772 00:49:02,673 --> 00:49:04,009 Or try at least. 773 00:49:05,043 --> 00:49:07,328 We'll keep an eye on him. 774 00:49:07,412 --> 00:49:08,746 Maybe I shouldn't care so much. 775 00:49:09,380 --> 00:49:10,415 My darling. 776 00:49:14,085 --> 00:49:15,485 There will be people that will say, 777 00:49:15,553 --> 00:49:18,405 "You must get over him if you want to be happy," 778 00:49:18,489 --> 00:49:20,025 and they will be right. 779 00:49:21,592 --> 00:49:22,836 But it will also be the stupidest thing 780 00:49:22,860 --> 00:49:24,895 anyone ever says to you. 781 00:49:37,042 --> 00:49:39,460 - Mmm-hmm. - Just a little bit. 782 00:49:48,653 --> 00:49:50,121 Just a little morning pick me up. 783 00:49:53,424 --> 00:49:55,676 - Where are you going? - I'll wait outside. 784 00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:57,062 Walk you to the ferry. 785 00:49:58,763 --> 00:50:00,065 It meant nothing to you. 786 00:50:03,168 --> 00:50:04,869 Everything we said last night. 787 00:50:06,137 --> 00:50:08,039 Everything we have been through. 788 00:50:08,573 --> 00:50:09,823 What is wrong with me? 789 00:50:09,907 --> 00:50:11,658 - Skippy. No. - What is wrong with me? 790 00:50:11,742 --> 00:50:12,659 This is not about you. 791 00:50:12,743 --> 00:50:17,064 Why can I not stop believing anything you say? 792 00:50:17,148 --> 00:50:19,000 If this is what you want, fine. 793 00:50:19,084 --> 00:50:21,819 If you want to die, go on, fucking die. 794 00:50:22,487 --> 00:50:23,337 Your wife and your daughter 795 00:50:23,421 --> 00:50:25,906 have already buried a son and a brother, 796 00:50:25,990 --> 00:50:27,101 and they're gonna have to bury you. 797 00:50:27,125 --> 00:50:30,161 But you don't care because you're so fucking selfish! 798 00:50:34,832 --> 00:50:36,534 I've wasted all this time. 799 00:50:39,670 --> 00:50:40,854 My life on you. 800 00:50:40,938 --> 00:50:41,938 - Don't go. - No. 801 00:50:41,972 --> 00:50:44,609 - Don't go. No, please. - Hawk, I'm done with you. 802 00:50:45,076 --> 00:50:46,077 I'm free. 803 00:50:50,481 --> 00:50:51,598 ♪ Melancholic music 804 00:50:51,682 --> 00:50:52,883 Skippy. 805 00:51:03,628 --> 00:51:04,811 Okay. 806 00:51:04,895 --> 00:51:05,896 Go. Get out here. 807 00:51:06,664 --> 00:51:07,714 Just get out, okay? 808 00:51:07,798 --> 00:51:09,434 Go! Fucking go! 809 00:51:11,136 --> 00:51:12,137 Fuck. 810 00:52:28,846 --> 00:52:29,847 Hello. 811 00:52:32,617 --> 00:52:33,618 It's Daddy. 812 00:52:37,322 --> 00:52:39,056 - Hi. - Hi. 813 00:52:42,193 --> 00:52:43,194 Are you okay? 814 00:52:45,095 --> 00:52:46,096 I'm fine. 815 00:52:47,765 --> 00:52:48,966 How are you? 816 00:52:51,101 --> 00:52:52,102 I'm fine. 817 00:52:56,140 --> 00:52:57,608 Daddy, I miss you. 818 00:52:59,744 --> 00:53:01,011 We miss you. 819 00:53:04,081 --> 00:53:05,082 Sweetheart... 820 00:53:07,385 --> 00:53:08,719 I'm coming home. 821 00:53:11,822 --> 00:53:13,858 - Okay. - Okay. 822 00:53:17,828 --> 00:53:19,163 You'll tell your mother? 823 00:53:21,799 --> 00:53:22,800 Of course. 824 00:53:26,671 --> 00:53:28,005 We have a lot to talk about. 825 00:53:37,282 --> 00:53:38,283 I know. 826 00:53:55,366 --> 00:53:57,668 ♪ Pensive music 827 00:54:52,990 --> 00:54:53,991 Mr. Fuller. 828 00:54:55,159 --> 00:54:58,178 I'm afraid Tim's had another seizure. 829 00:54:58,262 --> 00:54:59,813 What do you mean? How bad is it? 830 00:54:59,897 --> 00:55:02,349 It was severe, but they were able to pull him out of it. 831 00:55:02,433 --> 00:55:03,701 He's in his room. 832 00:55:06,371 --> 00:55:07,372 Thank you. 833 00:55:25,390 --> 00:55:28,459 ♪ Mellow music 834 00:56:14,405 --> 00:56:17,791 ♪ They are falling 835 00:56:17,875 --> 00:56:22,128 ♪ All around me 836 00:56:22,212 --> 00:56:25,766 ♪ They are falling 837 00:56:25,850 --> 00:56:29,302 ♪ All around me 838 00:56:29,386 --> 00:56:33,239 ♪ They are falling 839 00:56:33,323 --> 00:56:37,344 ♪ All around me 840 00:56:37,428 --> 00:56:42,366 ♪ The strongest leaves 841 00:56:43,901 --> 00:56:46,219 ♪ Of my tree 842 00:56:46,303 --> 00:56:51,275 ♪ Every paper brings 56729

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