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[SIGHS] 18 00:01:25,665 --> 00:01:27,768 Because of those words, 19 00:01:28,537 --> 00:01:30,563 I knew I was gonna be a doctor. 20 00:01:31,322 --> 00:01:33,024 And, um, 21 00:01:33,368 --> 00:01:36,326 well, I share this with you now not just so you can 22 00:01:36,371 --> 00:01:39,113 imagine me as an adorable little five-year-old, 23 00:01:39,156 --> 00:01:41,332 but, um, because... [LAUGHTER] 24 00:01:41,376 --> 00:01:44,248 I want you to remember what that moment was for you, 25 00:01:44,660 --> 00:01:46,424 when you knew this was gonna be your calling. 26 00:01:46,468 --> 00:01:49,732 Because this job can wear you down. 27 00:01:49,776 --> 00:01:53,127 Even on the best days, takes a toll on your heart. 28 00:01:53,954 --> 00:01:55,296 [SIGHS] 29 00:01:56,086 --> 00:01:57,784 If you find yourself in a tough moment, 30 00:01:57,827 --> 00:02:00,177 thinking that all is lost, 31 00:02:00,221 --> 00:02:02,266 feeling like what you do doesn't matter, 32 00:02:02,310 --> 00:02:06,227 I want you to remember why you became a doctor 33 00:02:06,270 --> 00:02:08,017 in the first place. 34 00:02:09,060 --> 00:02:11,020 And let that moment 35 00:02:11,493 --> 00:02:13,103 be your North Star. 36 00:02:13,147 --> 00:02:15,104 Uh, I never imagined I'd be standing here 37 00:02:15,149 --> 00:02:17,934 saying goodbye to this hospital, 38 00:02:17,978 --> 00:02:21,024 to this incredible group of people. 39 00:02:21,068 --> 00:02:25,072 But I think I did what I came here to do... 40 00:02:26,661 --> 00:02:30,686 Which is to make New Amsterdam a place of hope 41 00:02:30,729 --> 00:02:32,209 for those who need it most. 42 00:02:32,253 --> 00:02:36,213 And now the time has come for new challenges. 43 00:02:36,257 --> 00:02:39,173 As many of you know, I'll be running Global Health Policy 44 00:02:39,216 --> 00:02:41,915 at the World Health Organization in Geneva. 45 00:02:41,958 --> 00:02:43,917 Even bigger systems to break 46 00:02:43,960 --> 00:02:48,269 and hopefully put back together stronger. 47 00:02:48,312 --> 00:02:49,892 But, uh, 48 00:02:50,793 --> 00:02:52,969 I'm gonna miss each and every one of you. 49 00:02:53,013 --> 00:02:55,929 And I wish I could stay for even one more day. 50 00:02:55,972 --> 00:02:58,932 But I made a very special promise 51 00:02:58,975 --> 00:03:01,674 to a very special person. 52 00:03:02,718 --> 00:03:06,117 And, uh, I have to keep it. 53 00:03:06,722 --> 00:03:10,073 Today is the annual Manhattan Mermaid Parade, 54 00:03:10,117 --> 00:03:12,510 and this year, we are not gonna miss it. 55 00:03:12,554 --> 00:03:15,905 [LAUGHTER] 56 00:03:15,949 --> 00:03:17,124 [GRUNTS] 57 00:03:17,167 --> 00:03:19,430 So, um... 58 00:03:19,474 --> 00:03:21,607 [LAUGHTER] 59 00:03:21,650 --> 00:03:25,219 I don't know what to say other than, uh, 60 00:03:25,262 --> 00:03:26,568 thank you... 61 00:03:26,612 --> 00:03:29,310 ♪ 62 00:03:29,353 --> 00:03:31,312 For everything. 63 00:03:33,314 --> 00:03:35,011 Dr. Max Goodwin. 64 00:03:35,055 --> 00:03:37,623 [APPLAUSE] 65 00:03:37,666 --> 00:03:40,626 ♪ 66 00:03:40,669 --> 00:03:43,628 [PEOPLE CHEERING] 67 00:03:43,672 --> 00:03:50,113 ♪ 68 00:03:55,249 --> 00:03:58,165 [JAUNTY MUSIC] 69 00:03:58,208 --> 00:04:04,519 ♪ 70 00:04:04,562 --> 00:04:06,390 [EXHALES HEAVILY] When you are in the market 71 00:04:06,434 --> 00:04:09,045 for solid information, I say go to the source. 72 00:04:09,089 --> 00:04:11,003 - Sorry? - Uh, information. 73 00:04:11,047 --> 00:04:13,049 It's the information booth. 74 00:04:13,092 --> 00:04:14,094 You... 75 00:04:14,137 --> 00:04:16,226 [WHISPERING] You got what I need? 76 00:04:16,270 --> 00:04:17,938 Are you lost? 77 00:04:18,489 --> 00:04:19,621 [NORMALLY] No. Uh, no. 78 00:04:19,665 --> 00:04:21,014 I'm just looking for my assistant, 79 00:04:21,057 --> 00:04:22,271 who I was supposed to meet here, 80 00:04:22,315 --> 00:04:23,737 but I'm seeing no sign of her. 81 00:04:23,761 --> 00:04:26,106 And I am, uh, kind of sweaty from my commute, 82 00:04:26,193 --> 00:04:27,934 so I'm thinking I need to go take a cold shower 83 00:04:27,977 --> 00:04:29,326 so that I can make a good first impression 84 00:04:29,370 --> 00:04:32,373 on everybody that I meet, with the exception of... 85 00:04:32,416 --> 00:04:34,375 what's your name? 86 00:04:34,418 --> 00:04:36,203 - Bart. - With the exception of Bart, 87 00:04:36,246 --> 00:04:38,161 who has already seen me in my natural state: 88 00:04:38,205 --> 00:04:41,512 lost, harried, and slightly dewy with perspiration. 89 00:04:41,556 --> 00:04:43,558 ♪ 90 00:04:43,601 --> 00:04:45,516 Who are you again? 91 00:04:45,559 --> 00:04:48,781 I'm the new medical director of New Amsterdam. 92 00:04:48,824 --> 00:04:50,347 [TENSE MUSIC] 93 00:04:50,391 --> 00:04:53,786 Yulia Salenko, female, 32, tachy in the field. 94 00:04:53,829 --> 00:04:55,178 Casey, check her heart rate. 95 00:04:55,222 --> 00:04:57,006 Hi, Yulia. I'm Dr. Bloom. 96 00:04:57,050 --> 00:04:58,834 Uh, we're just gonna take some vitals, okay? 97 00:04:58,878 --> 00:05:00,227 I'm sorry. 98 00:05:00,270 --> 00:05:01,315 Don't be sorry. 99 00:05:01,358 --> 00:05:02,751 Much rather be taking care of you 100 00:05:02,795 --> 00:05:04,361 than listening to Dr. Walsh rant about inflation. 101 00:05:04,405 --> 00:05:05,754 The Fed's out of control, and you know it. 102 00:05:05,798 --> 00:05:07,103 Let's move. 103 00:05:07,147 --> 00:05:08,801 She's hypotensive and warm to the touch. 104 00:05:08,844 --> 00:05:10,106 Yeah, her spleen's enlarged. 105 00:05:10,150 --> 00:05:12,282 - Possible endocarditis? - I was thinking stroke. 106 00:05:12,326 --> 00:05:14,154 Maybe part of a broader infection? 107 00:05:14,197 --> 00:05:15,764 Never seen anything like this before. 108 00:05:15,808 --> 00:05:17,331 Look at her eyes. 109 00:05:17,374 --> 00:05:19,072 Uh, I'm sorry, can you go wait over there 110 00:05:19,115 --> 00:05:20,247 for me, please, by the nurses' station? 111 00:05:20,290 --> 00:05:21,901 Let him stay with me, please. 112 00:05:21,944 --> 00:05:23,032 He'll be close by, I promise. 113 00:05:23,076 --> 00:05:24,294 I just need the space to work, okay? 114 00:05:24,338 --> 00:05:25,382 Hey. Hey, bud, we're gonna hang over here. 115 00:05:25,426 --> 00:05:27,297 It's okay, Dimi. Mama's right here. 116 00:05:27,341 --> 00:05:29,038 I think she's got fluid in her lungs. 117 00:05:29,082 --> 00:05:30,561 Okay, this didn't happen overnight. 118 00:05:30,605 --> 00:05:32,563 Um, Yulia, 119 00:05:32,607 --> 00:05:35,741 how long have you been feeling sick like this for? 120 00:05:35,784 --> 00:05:37,264 Weeks. 121 00:05:37,307 --> 00:05:40,571 But we don't have any insurance. 122 00:05:40,615 --> 00:05:43,574 I kept thinking it would get better, but... 123 00:05:43,618 --> 00:05:46,861 this morning when I was brushing my teeth, 124 00:05:47,448 --> 00:05:49,572 there was all this blood. 125 00:05:50,059 --> 00:05:51,887 What's happening to me? 126 00:05:51,931 --> 00:05:53,759 ♪ 127 00:05:53,802 --> 00:05:55,703 I don't know. 128 00:05:56,587 --> 00:05:58,372 But we're gonna figure it out. 129 00:05:58,415 --> 00:05:59,852 ♪ 130 00:05:59,895 --> 00:06:01,679 Walsh, let's start fluids. 131 00:06:01,723 --> 00:06:04,117 Casey, page Wilder now. 132 00:06:04,160 --> 00:06:08,469 Your labs showed abnormally low cell counts, Ms. Salenko. 133 00:06:08,512 --> 00:06:10,427 I'm not sure what's making you so sick, 134 00:06:10,471 --> 00:06:13,343 but I would like to biopsy your bone marrow. 135 00:06:13,387 --> 00:06:15,911 That's gonna give us a few more clues. 136 00:06:15,955 --> 00:06:17,217 She's good to go. 137 00:06:17,260 --> 00:06:18,566 Okay. 138 00:06:18,609 --> 00:06:21,525 [SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC] 139 00:06:21,569 --> 00:06:26,139 ♪ 140 00:06:26,182 --> 00:06:27,618 Hey. 141 00:06:27,662 --> 00:06:29,528 We've numbed your mom's back, 142 00:06:29,969 --> 00:06:33,886 but, you know, the needles are scary. 143 00:06:33,929 --> 00:06:35,626 You want to wait outside for this part? 144 00:06:35,670 --> 00:06:41,502 ♪ 145 00:06:43,069 --> 00:06:47,377 After we came to America, my son stopped speaking. 146 00:06:47,421 --> 00:06:49,902 Before, he was such a little chatterbox. 147 00:06:49,945 --> 00:06:53,008 But I haven't heard his voice in a year. 148 00:06:53,051 --> 00:06:58,084 ♪ 149 00:06:58,127 --> 00:07:00,477 You can stay if you want. 150 00:07:00,521 --> 00:07:07,484 ♪ 151 00:07:10,052 --> 00:07:12,359 Squeeze my hand as hard as you need to, okay? 152 00:07:13,969 --> 00:07:16,537 [INHALES SHARPLY, GASPS] 153 00:07:16,580 --> 00:07:17,973 [WHISPERING] If I die, 154 00:07:18,017 --> 00:07:19,670 who will take care of my son? 155 00:07:19,714 --> 00:07:22,238 I'm all he has. 156 00:07:22,282 --> 00:07:26,590 [CRYING] 157 00:07:26,634 --> 00:07:28,114 What do you see? 158 00:07:28,157 --> 00:07:30,856 Well, her biopsy clearly shows extreme phagocytosis. 159 00:07:30,899 --> 00:07:32,085 Can you spell that? 160 00:07:32,128 --> 00:07:34,250 Um, P-H-G... 161 00:07:34,294 --> 00:07:36,905 P-H-A... no, actually, I... I can't. I'm sorry. 162 00:07:36,949 --> 00:07:38,254 Her white blood cells are eating 163 00:07:38,298 --> 00:07:39,299 - all of her other blood cells. - You're thinking 164 00:07:39,342 --> 00:07:41,779 hemophagocytic lymphohistiocytosis? 165 00:07:41,823 --> 00:07:42,998 Come on, guys. 166 00:07:43,042 --> 00:07:45,229 Just say HLH. 167 00:07:45,914 --> 00:07:47,873 Uh, HLH is extremely rare. 168 00:07:47,916 --> 00:07:49,309 I know. I mean, we barely 169 00:07:49,352 --> 00:07:50,919 even touched on it in med school. 170 00:07:50,963 --> 00:07:53,226 Yeah, but it's the only thing that explains her symptoms. 171 00:07:53,269 --> 00:07:55,141 I mean, enlarged spleen, excessive bleeding, 172 00:07:55,184 --> 00:07:57,012 abdominal pain. 173 00:07:57,056 --> 00:07:58,535 And it is almost always fatal. 174 00:07:58,579 --> 00:08:00,450 I mean, I've never even seen a case before, 175 00:08:00,494 --> 00:08:02,409 let alone treated one successfully. 176 00:08:03,932 --> 00:08:05,847 I have treated one 177 00:08:05,891 --> 00:08:06,979 but not successfully. 178 00:08:07,022 --> 00:08:08,458 Same. 179 00:08:08,502 --> 00:08:10,808 I only know of one doctor who's been successful. 180 00:08:11,171 --> 00:08:12,723 Well, that's a start. 181 00:08:12,767 --> 00:08:14,551 Well, yeah, but I don't want to call him in. 182 00:08:14,595 --> 00:08:16,640 Why? 183 00:08:16,684 --> 00:08:19,643 [JAUNTY MUSIC] 184 00:08:19,687 --> 00:08:20,993 How can I help? 185 00:08:22,881 --> 00:08:25,701 [INDISTINCT SHOUTING] 186 00:08:25,744 --> 00:08:27,312 [UPBEAT MUSIC] 187 00:08:27,355 --> 00:08:29,269 Conco's at 23! LB! 188 00:08:29,314 --> 00:08:31,403 - Buy! Buy! - Buy! 189 00:08:31,446 --> 00:08:33,144 Buy! 190 00:08:33,187 --> 00:08:35,668 [LAUGHING] Today was insane, man. 191 00:08:35,711 --> 00:08:37,496 You know, I... I thought last year was peak, 192 00:08:37,539 --> 00:08:40,455 but 2008, get ready. 193 00:08:40,499 --> 00:08:43,067 Yo, it's gonna be next level. 194 00:08:43,110 --> 00:08:44,720 [SNORTS] Ugh. 195 00:08:44,764 --> 00:08:47,332 - Yo, I... I'm gonna buy me a boat. - Ugh. 196 00:08:47,375 --> 00:08:50,291 Pete, you get motion sickness going down an escalator. 197 00:08:50,335 --> 00:08:52,163 So I'll snort Dramamine. 198 00:08:52,206 --> 00:08:54,165 Wh-what are you gonna do with all your dough? 199 00:08:54,208 --> 00:08:56,167 ♪ 200 00:08:56,210 --> 00:08:58,082 [COUGHS] 201 00:08:58,125 --> 00:08:59,474 I don't know. 202 00:08:59,518 --> 00:09:02,347 ♪ 203 00:09:02,390 --> 00:09:03,783 Spare some change? 204 00:09:03,826 --> 00:09:06,438 - Uh, yeah. - Yo, get a job, man. 205 00:09:06,481 --> 00:09:08,092 - Uh... - Gross. 206 00:09:08,135 --> 00:09:09,658 Hey, hey. 207 00:09:09,702 --> 00:09:11,182 Here. 208 00:09:11,225 --> 00:09:13,227 God bless you. 209 00:09:13,271 --> 00:09:15,229 You're just enabling him, you know. 210 00:09:15,273 --> 00:09:16,796 [CELL PHONE RINGING] 211 00:09:16,839 --> 00:09:18,928 You're a real dirtbag, you know, Pete? 212 00:09:18,972 --> 00:09:20,626 It's all part of my charm. 213 00:09:20,669 --> 00:09:22,410 - [RINGING CONTINUES] - [COUGHS] 214 00:09:22,454 --> 00:09:24,325 - You gonna get that? - No. 215 00:09:24,369 --> 00:09:25,761 It's my druggie sister. 216 00:09:25,805 --> 00:09:26,806 [DULL THUD] 217 00:09:26,849 --> 00:09:28,199 [TENSE MUSIC] 218 00:09:28,242 --> 00:09:29,200 Oh, my God. 219 00:09:29,243 --> 00:09:30,636 Call 911. 220 00:09:30,679 --> 00:09:32,942 Uh... um, uh, excuse me! 221 00:09:32,986 --> 00:09:35,031 Excuse me, can you help me? 222 00:09:35,075 --> 00:09:37,730 Someone help, please! I think he needs CPR! 223 00:09:37,773 --> 00:09:39,471 Somebody help me, please! 224 00:09:39,514 --> 00:09:41,821 [SCREAMING] Can somebody help? 225 00:09:41,864 --> 00:09:44,563 Come on. Somebody, some... 226 00:09:44,606 --> 00:09:46,652 Oh, my God. 227 00:09:46,695 --> 00:09:47,870 Oh, God. 228 00:09:47,914 --> 00:09:50,699 I don't know how to help you. 229 00:09:51,202 --> 00:09:53,572 I don't know how to help. 230 00:09:53,615 --> 00:09:55,226 I'm sorry. 231 00:09:55,269 --> 00:09:57,141 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 232 00:09:57,184 --> 00:09:59,665 ♪ 233 00:09:59,708 --> 00:10:01,212 Hey. 234 00:10:01,580 --> 00:10:02,929 Our friends down in the cafeteria tell me 235 00:10:02,972 --> 00:10:04,670 it's chocolate chip cookie day. 236 00:10:04,713 --> 00:10:06,628 And I can hook you up, brother. 237 00:10:06,672 --> 00:10:08,500 How many you want, hmm? 238 00:10:08,543 --> 00:10:10,371 Two, three? 239 00:10:10,415 --> 00:10:13,331 [SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC] 240 00:10:13,374 --> 00:10:17,944 ♪ 241 00:10:17,987 --> 00:10:19,293 I'm working my best material, 242 00:10:19,337 --> 00:10:21,426 but the kid's not giving me anything. 243 00:10:21,469 --> 00:10:24,777 ♪ 244 00:10:24,820 --> 00:10:26,561 I got this. 245 00:10:26,605 --> 00:10:28,389 ♪ 246 00:10:28,433 --> 00:10:31,392 Hi, Dimi, 247 00:10:31,436 --> 00:10:32,785 would you come with me? 248 00:10:32,827 --> 00:10:35,831 ♪ 249 00:10:35,875 --> 00:10:38,249 His mother's in critical condition? 250 00:10:38,791 --> 00:10:41,141 That's not why he won't speak. 251 00:10:41,185 --> 00:10:44,884 She said he hasn't said a word in over a year, 252 00:10:44,927 --> 00:10:48,009 ever since they fled Ukraine at the start of the war. 253 00:10:48,496 --> 00:10:50,933 Okay, well, maybe we need a translator here just in case. 254 00:10:50,977 --> 00:10:53,893 No, she assures me that he speaks English, 255 00:10:53,936 --> 00:10:55,155 when he used to speak. 256 00:10:55,199 --> 00:10:56,896 Okay, so he's choosing not to communicate. 257 00:10:56,939 --> 00:10:59,290 That's, um... that's selective mutism. 258 00:10:59,333 --> 00:11:01,422 ♪ 259 00:11:01,466 --> 00:11:03,250 Look, between you and me, 260 00:11:03,294 --> 00:11:06,297 there's a real chance that his mother's not gonna survive. 261 00:11:06,340 --> 00:11:07,907 Look, if he won't engage with anyone 262 00:11:07,950 --> 00:11:08,995 and he ends up in the foster system... 263 00:11:09,038 --> 00:11:09,996 Selective mutism is treatable. 264 00:11:10,039 --> 00:11:11,258 It's okay. It's very serious, 265 00:11:11,302 --> 00:11:12,781 and it requires immediate intervention, 266 00:11:12,825 --> 00:11:14,087 but I'm glad you brought him to me. 267 00:11:14,130 --> 00:11:15,610 I know exactly what to do. 268 00:11:15,654 --> 00:11:16,872 Okay? 269 00:11:16,916 --> 00:11:19,179 ♪ 270 00:11:19,223 --> 00:11:20,572 Hey, buddy. [CLEARS THROAT] 271 00:11:20,615 --> 00:11:22,051 So sorry, but I have a bunch 272 00:11:22,095 --> 00:11:24,489 of boring old insurance stuff to wade through here. 273 00:11:24,532 --> 00:11:27,753 Shouldn't take me more than an hour or two... three, tops. 274 00:11:27,796 --> 00:11:29,233 You cool to wait? 275 00:11:29,276 --> 00:11:30,799 ♪ 276 00:11:30,843 --> 00:11:32,845 #Adulting, am I right? 277 00:11:32,888 --> 00:11:35,064 ♪ 278 00:11:36,849 --> 00:11:39,939 [BOTH SPEAKING TAGALOG] _ 279 00:11:40,273 --> 00:11:43,196 _ 280 00:11:43,220 --> 00:11:45,857 _ 281 00:11:45,881 --> 00:11:47,881 _ 282 00:11:48,273 --> 00:11:51,464 _ 283 00:11:51,733 --> 00:11:54,867 [SPEAKING TAGALOG] _ 284 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:58,387 _ 285 00:12:00,351 --> 00:12:01,526 Oh, come on, baby. 286 00:12:01,569 --> 00:12:04,572 Okay, I am gonna be so quick, I promise. 287 00:12:04,616 --> 00:12:06,313 No, Daddy, no. 288 00:12:06,357 --> 00:12:09,011 Hey, how long can mermaids last out of water? 289 00:12:09,055 --> 00:12:11,275 - Until they dry? - That's right. 290 00:12:11,318 --> 00:12:13,189 And that's why I'm gonna be right back 291 00:12:13,233 --> 00:12:16,236 and get you back in that ocean before you dry out, okay? 292 00:12:16,280 --> 00:12:18,369 Now, I am gonna give you this. 293 00:12:18,412 --> 00:12:21,067 Why don't you draw me a mermaid, okay? 294 00:12:21,110 --> 00:12:22,677 I'll be right back. 295 00:12:22,721 --> 00:12:28,857 ♪ 296 00:12:28,901 --> 00:12:31,338 Hi, Yulia. I'm Dr. Goodwin. 297 00:12:31,382 --> 00:12:33,514 And I come bearing methotrexate. 298 00:12:33,558 --> 00:12:34,820 It's gonna make you feel a whole lot better. 299 00:12:34,863 --> 00:12:36,343 What is it? 300 00:12:36,387 --> 00:12:37,952 You know how we told you that your white blood cells 301 00:12:37,997 --> 00:12:40,086 are confused and they're attacking your own body? 302 00:12:40,129 --> 00:12:43,524 This should help, uh, calm them down. 303 00:12:43,568 --> 00:12:44,873 I'm sorry. 304 00:12:44,917 --> 00:12:46,875 It's just, 305 00:12:46,919 --> 00:12:49,400 the last few hours have just been so scary. 306 00:12:49,443 --> 00:12:52,881 And no one seems to know what's causing this. 307 00:12:52,925 --> 00:12:55,014 Well, HLH is an aggressive syndrome. 308 00:12:55,057 --> 00:12:58,104 But it's caused by an underlying condition 309 00:12:58,147 --> 00:12:59,410 that most people don't even know they have. 310 00:12:59,453 --> 00:13:02,761 So the real question is, what's underneath this? 311 00:13:02,804 --> 00:13:04,371 How do we find out? 312 00:13:04,415 --> 00:13:08,114 I get to know as much about you as I possibly can. 313 00:13:08,157 --> 00:13:10,203 Have you had COVID? That can be a trigger sometimes. 314 00:13:10,246 --> 00:13:12,553 Mm, no. Not that I know of. 315 00:13:12,597 --> 00:13:14,294 And where do you live? What do you do for work? 316 00:13:14,338 --> 00:13:16,644 Um, my son and I live in Queens. 317 00:13:16,688 --> 00:13:19,994 But we came from Ukraine last year. 318 00:13:20,995 --> 00:13:22,563 You got out? 319 00:13:22,607 --> 00:13:25,610 After the Russians bombed a school in our village, 320 00:13:25,653 --> 00:13:27,418 I took Dimi, and we fled. 321 00:13:28,439 --> 00:13:29,701 Must've been horrible. 322 00:13:30,254 --> 00:13:33,139 We hid in farms, stables, 323 00:13:33,674 --> 00:13:35,054 stowed away in train cars. 324 00:13:35,097 --> 00:13:36,882 But we made it out. 325 00:13:36,925 --> 00:13:38,362 We left our home behind, 326 00:13:38,405 --> 00:13:41,557 and I vowed to give my son a better life here, but... 327 00:13:42,409 --> 00:13:43,889 a new country, 328 00:13:43,932 --> 00:13:45,543 no family... 329 00:13:45,586 --> 00:13:47,022 it's been lonely. 330 00:13:47,066 --> 00:13:49,721 ♪ 331 00:13:49,764 --> 00:13:52,680 And now this illness, it's... 332 00:13:52,724 --> 00:13:57,381 ♪ 333 00:13:57,424 --> 00:13:58,773 Mm. 334 00:13:58,817 --> 00:14:00,166 - What's wrong? - Um... 335 00:14:00,209 --> 00:14:01,820 - What are you doing? - Well, I'm very sorry, 336 00:14:01,863 --> 00:14:03,822 but I think I made a mistake. 337 00:14:03,865 --> 00:14:05,389 This is not gonna help you. 338 00:14:05,432 --> 00:14:08,217 Hey, brucellosis! Brucellosis. 339 00:14:08,261 --> 00:14:09,697 That's Yulia Salenko's underlying condition. 340 00:14:09,741 --> 00:14:11,482 - How'd you land there? - Because when she fled 341 00:14:11,525 --> 00:14:13,005 the war in Ukraine with her son, 342 00:14:13,048 --> 00:14:15,399 they were hiding out in farms and stables. 343 00:14:15,442 --> 00:14:17,531 It... it's livestock. That's gotta be how she got it. 344 00:14:17,575 --> 00:14:19,446 So in order to treat her HLH, we have to completely 345 00:14:19,490 --> 00:14:21,361 rid her body of all traces of brucellosis. 346 00:14:21,405 --> 00:14:23,145 Yeah, I already started her on a massive regimen 347 00:14:23,189 --> 00:14:24,625 - of antibiotics. - All right, so if she fled 348 00:14:24,669 --> 00:14:27,019 Ukraine when the war began, that's a year ago. 349 00:14:27,062 --> 00:14:28,455 I mean, the bacteria would have spread 350 00:14:28,499 --> 00:14:29,891 - to every part of her body. - Yeah. 351 00:14:29,935 --> 00:14:31,197 That's untreated endocarditis. 352 00:14:31,240 --> 00:14:32,198 I didn't say it was gonna be easy. 353 00:14:32,241 --> 00:14:33,373 - Max... - Floyd, if we don't 354 00:14:33,417 --> 00:14:34,940 at least try, then she will have come 355 00:14:34,983 --> 00:14:36,463 all this way just to die here, 356 00:14:36,507 --> 00:14:38,465 and her son is gonna be orphaned in a foreign country. 357 00:14:38,509 --> 00:14:39,858 I hear you, I do. 358 00:14:39,901 --> 00:14:41,207 But what you're talking about, 359 00:14:41,250 --> 00:14:43,035 this procedure, it will literally take 360 00:14:43,077 --> 00:14:45,341 dozens of highly trained surgeons and specialists 361 00:14:45,385 --> 00:14:46,821 - to pull it off. - 53. 362 00:14:46,865 --> 00:14:48,388 ♪ 363 00:14:48,432 --> 00:14:50,434 By my count, it's gonna take 53. 364 00:14:50,500 --> 00:14:54,417 ♪ 365 00:14:55,995 --> 00:14:58,519 You know damn well that money was for Courtney's braces. 366 00:14:58,563 --> 00:14:59,477 And if my garage goes under, then what? 367 00:14:59,520 --> 00:15:00,695 Your garage is struggling 368 00:15:00,739 --> 00:15:02,088 because you ran it into the damn ground! 369 00:15:02,131 --> 00:15:03,481 You know I'm doing what's best for this family! 370 00:15:03,524 --> 00:15:06,048 No, you're doing what's best for Horace... like always! 371 00:15:06,092 --> 00:15:08,181 You never respect me! I'm the man of this house! 372 00:15:08,224 --> 00:15:09,356 Then act like one! 373 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:11,402 - [GROANS] - [DISH SHATTERS] 374 00:15:11,445 --> 00:15:14,405 [SOMBER MUSIC] 375 00:15:14,448 --> 00:15:20,889 ♪ 376 00:15:20,933 --> 00:15:23,892 [SOBBING] 377 00:15:23,935 --> 00:15:30,856 ♪ 378 00:15:39,386 --> 00:15:42,346 [HOPEFUL MUSIC] 379 00:15:42,389 --> 00:15:49,440 ♪ 380 00:16:02,975 --> 00:16:04,368 Floyd? 381 00:16:04,411 --> 00:16:07,283 ♪ 382 00:16:07,327 --> 00:16:09,851 What did you do, baby? 383 00:16:10,939 --> 00:16:14,421 I put it back together... for you. 384 00:16:14,465 --> 00:16:16,118 ♪ 385 00:16:16,162 --> 00:16:18,157 [LAUGHS] 386 00:16:19,034 --> 00:16:20,645 ♪ 387 00:16:20,688 --> 00:16:21,776 Clamp. 388 00:16:21,820 --> 00:16:23,604 [MONITOR BEEPING] 389 00:16:23,648 --> 00:16:24,605 Scalpel. 390 00:16:24,649 --> 00:16:26,781 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 391 00:16:26,825 --> 00:16:28,152 Forceps. 392 00:16:28,196 --> 00:16:31,438 [TENSE MUSIC] 393 00:16:31,482 --> 00:16:32,874 Popcorn on a stick. 394 00:16:32,918 --> 00:16:35,660 ♪ 395 00:16:35,703 --> 00:16:36,922 Okay. 396 00:16:36,965 --> 00:16:41,187 Now ready to implant porcine aortic valve. 397 00:16:41,230 --> 00:16:43,349 Dr. Wilder, uh... 398 00:16:43,798 --> 00:16:45,365 There's nowhere else that I can stand. 399 00:16:45,409 --> 00:16:47,062 Well, can you... just a little... 400 00:16:47,106 --> 00:16:48,890 No. I have to be right beside Dr. Gaffen, 401 00:16:48,934 --> 00:16:50,414 and I need to be able to see Ben. 402 00:16:50,457 --> 00:16:51,676 We got no wiggle room over here, Floyd. 403 00:16:51,719 --> 00:16:53,460 - Try over there. - Oh, God. 404 00:16:53,504 --> 00:16:54,635 Oh. [RAPID BEEPING] 405 00:16:54,679 --> 00:16:56,637 We just lost the bypass machine. 406 00:16:56,681 --> 00:16:58,509 Our patient just died. 407 00:16:58,551 --> 00:17:01,381 ♪ 408 00:17:01,425 --> 00:17:03,644 But hey, this is why we rehearse, right? 409 00:17:03,687 --> 00:17:05,211 Max, we're packed in here so tight 410 00:17:05,253 --> 00:17:07,474 that if I just breathe, I'm gonna knock something over. 411 00:17:07,518 --> 00:17:09,214 I know. We can rework the plan. 412 00:17:09,258 --> 00:17:10,999 We can do some of the surgeries individually 413 00:17:11,042 --> 00:17:12,305 - instead of simultaneously. - Anything that's gonna 414 00:17:12,348 --> 00:17:13,828 give us more space to work in here. 415 00:17:13,872 --> 00:17:16,527 But it's gonna add time that we can't afford. 416 00:17:19,399 --> 00:17:20,792 I can help. 417 00:17:21,239 --> 00:17:22,446 How? 418 00:17:22,489 --> 00:17:23,795 I can replace the aortic valve 419 00:17:23,838 --> 00:17:25,274 while her heart's still beating. 420 00:17:25,318 --> 00:17:27,494 [INTRIGUING MUSIC] 421 00:17:27,538 --> 00:17:29,496 Then we can get rid of this bypass machine 422 00:17:29,540 --> 00:17:30,844 so it doesn't take up so much space. 423 00:17:30,888 --> 00:17:32,455 Will that save time? 424 00:17:32,498 --> 00:17:33,979 Yes. 425 00:17:34,022 --> 00:17:35,415 While her heart's still beating? 426 00:17:35,459 --> 00:17:36,982 Have you ever done that before? 427 00:17:37,025 --> 00:17:39,027 ♪ 428 00:17:39,071 --> 00:17:40,376 No. 429 00:17:40,420 --> 00:17:42,378 ♪ 430 00:17:42,422 --> 00:17:43,423 Okay. 431 00:17:43,467 --> 00:17:45,284 You better start practicing. 432 00:17:45,327 --> 00:17:47,383 ♪ 433 00:17:47,427 --> 00:17:48,820 All right, what do you think, 434 00:17:48,863 --> 00:17:52,476 stripes, outrageous pattern? 435 00:17:52,519 --> 00:17:53,999 Which one? 436 00:17:54,042 --> 00:17:55,435 Neither? 437 00:17:55,479 --> 00:17:57,959 What, no tie? Huh. 438 00:17:58,003 --> 00:17:59,541 What about a bolo? 439 00:17:59,585 --> 00:18:01,528 Albert wore a turquoise one on our first date, 440 00:18:01,572 --> 00:18:03,007 and I found it quite fetching. 441 00:18:03,051 --> 00:18:05,532 Oh, yes, Albert, the new beau. 442 00:18:05,576 --> 00:18:07,055 When do I get to meet the lucky fella, huh? 443 00:18:07,099 --> 00:18:08,892 What do you think, dinner Saturday night? 444 00:18:08,936 --> 00:18:10,199 Uh, okay. 445 00:18:10,242 --> 00:18:11,495 Good. We can chat about his affinity 446 00:18:11,538 --> 00:18:13,409 for Southwestern apparel. 447 00:18:13,453 --> 00:18:14,933 [BOTH CHUCKLE] 448 00:18:16,692 --> 00:18:18,545 What are you doing? 449 00:18:18,589 --> 00:18:20,416 Oh, I'm, uh... I'm ignoring him. 450 00:18:20,460 --> 00:18:22,157 Yeah. I can see that. 451 00:18:22,201 --> 00:18:24,899 - Mm-hmm. - But why? 452 00:18:24,943 --> 00:18:27,989 Well, because with selective mutism, you do not pursue. 453 00:18:28,033 --> 00:18:30,035 You create a path and let them come to you. 454 00:18:30,078 --> 00:18:32,211 I have set the table, so to speak. 455 00:18:32,254 --> 00:18:35,294 Now all he has to do is come and feast. 456 00:18:36,086 --> 00:18:38,217 He doesn't appear to be hungry. 457 00:18:38,631 --> 00:18:40,382 Not even a little bit. 458 00:18:41,220 --> 00:18:44,266 [SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC] 459 00:18:44,310 --> 00:18:45,441 Mm. 460 00:18:45,485 --> 00:18:47,313 ♪ 461 00:18:47,356 --> 00:18:50,272 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 462 00:18:50,316 --> 00:18:52,405 ♪ 463 00:18:52,448 --> 00:18:54,015 Hey. 464 00:18:54,059 --> 00:18:56,017 Hey, Lu. 465 00:18:56,061 --> 00:18:58,454 Mermaid Parade? 466 00:18:58,498 --> 00:19:00,152 I don't think we're gonna make the Mermaid Parade 467 00:19:00,195 --> 00:19:01,457 - this year. - No. 468 00:19:01,501 --> 00:19:03,503 You said mermaids. 469 00:19:03,547 --> 00:19:05,418 I know. I know I did. 470 00:19:05,461 --> 00:19:07,594 But then someone came to our hospital, 471 00:19:07,638 --> 00:19:09,465 - and they need our help... - But you said. 472 00:19:09,509 --> 00:19:10,989 I know I did, but I... 473 00:19:11,032 --> 00:19:16,124 ♪ 474 00:19:16,168 --> 00:19:17,670 Look at me. 475 00:19:18,170 --> 00:19:21,757 This patient, she really needs our help. 476 00:19:22,391 --> 00:19:24,343 And not just me. 477 00:19:25,351 --> 00:19:27,962 This whole hospital, 478 00:19:28,006 --> 00:19:31,183 everybody here, is gonna help. 479 00:19:31,618 --> 00:19:33,644 So we gotta help her. 480 00:19:34,142 --> 00:19:36,313 And hey, you and me, 481 00:19:36,841 --> 00:19:38,669 we're gonna have so many fun things to do... 482 00:19:38,712 --> 00:19:41,149 - I hate New Amsterdam! - [PAPERCLIPS CLATTERING] 483 00:19:42,455 --> 00:19:46,546 [INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER P.A. SYSTEM] 484 00:19:48,113 --> 00:19:49,680 Drug overdose, found in the park. 485 00:19:49,723 --> 00:19:51,725 Patient's a 62-year-old male, unresponsive. 486 00:19:51,769 --> 00:19:53,455 Got this one, boss. 487 00:19:54,119 --> 00:19:55,642 Are you okay? 488 00:19:55,686 --> 00:19:57,209 Yeah. 489 00:19:57,601 --> 00:19:58,993 Yeah, I don't know, I... 490 00:19:59,037 --> 00:20:01,735 I've given up hope on Vanessa ever getting clean, 491 00:20:01,779 --> 00:20:03,519 ever seeing her again. 492 00:20:03,563 --> 00:20:04,999 But I'm in this constant state of fear 493 00:20:05,043 --> 00:20:07,523 every time someone comes crashing through that door. 494 00:20:07,567 --> 00:20:09,351 [RAPID BEEPING] 495 00:20:09,395 --> 00:20:11,702 - Oh, she's bottoming out. - Uh, we need help over here! 496 00:20:11,745 --> 00:20:13,355 Yeah, what happened? 497 00:20:13,399 --> 00:20:15,488 BP's tanking. 498 00:20:15,531 --> 00:20:18,360 Okay. We gotta do this now. Let's get her to the OR. 499 00:20:18,404 --> 00:20:20,928 [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC] 500 00:20:20,972 --> 00:20:22,190 I thought we had until tomorrow. 501 00:20:22,234 --> 00:20:23,365 So did I. 502 00:20:23,409 --> 00:20:26,847 ♪ 503 00:20:26,891 --> 00:20:30,155 I hope you used those ten minutes to work out the kinks, 504 00:20:30,213 --> 00:20:31,800 'cause rehearsal's over. 505 00:20:35,383 --> 00:20:37,428 What a waste of everything. 506 00:20:37,472 --> 00:20:39,300 I sank all our money into that thrasher. 507 00:20:39,343 --> 00:20:41,781 Brand-new, made to last, and what happens? 508 00:20:41,824 --> 00:20:44,392 Snap beans are the top cash crop 20 years running 509 00:20:44,435 --> 00:20:46,394 until yours truly starts planting 'em. 510 00:20:46,437 --> 00:20:49,440 And then it's early frost and seed-corn maggots. 511 00:20:49,484 --> 00:20:51,704 You know how screwed we are now? 512 00:20:51,747 --> 00:20:53,706 Maybe God has it out for me. 513 00:20:53,749 --> 00:20:55,969 Maybe I even deserve it. 514 00:20:56,012 --> 00:20:57,536 This'll be three Sundays in a row 515 00:20:57,579 --> 00:20:58,841 I miss church. 516 00:20:58,885 --> 00:21:01,757 People notice, start talking. 517 00:21:01,801 --> 00:21:04,194 Lina Tompkins at Rotary had to make her little comment, 518 00:21:04,238 --> 00:21:06,528 and now I can't even look at her. 519 00:21:07,067 --> 00:21:08,634 Worse is the way they look at me, 520 00:21:08,677 --> 00:21:11,724 at that pathetic woman whose husband is out catting around. 521 00:21:11,767 --> 00:21:13,508 [SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC] 522 00:21:13,552 --> 00:21:15,292 I just need to lose a few pounds. 523 00:21:15,336 --> 00:21:17,581 And then he'll see me. I know it. 524 00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:20,084 Why can't I? 525 00:21:20,950 --> 00:21:23,629 Why am I just... this? 526 00:21:24,171 --> 00:21:26,216 So Tiff Stinson put her hand on my arm, 527 00:21:26,260 --> 00:21:28,567 and she "accidentally" brushes her boobs against me. 528 00:21:28,610 --> 00:21:29,785 That's a signal, right? 529 00:21:29,829 --> 00:21:30,960 But she and Tiff are best friends, 530 00:21:31,004 --> 00:21:32,222 and I'm with Allie. 531 00:21:32,266 --> 00:21:34,573 No way Tiff keeps her mouth shut, 532 00:21:34,616 --> 00:21:37,401 but I mean, good God, she is so much hotter than Allie. 533 00:21:37,445 --> 00:21:38,402 So maybe I should just go for... 534 00:21:38,446 --> 00:21:40,688 Why are you telling me this? 535 00:21:41,667 --> 00:21:42,885 I don't know, freak. 536 00:21:42,929 --> 00:21:44,147 I'm just making conversation. 537 00:21:44,191 --> 00:21:46,047 No, it's not. 538 00:21:46,090 --> 00:21:49,283 You, Mom, Dad, everyone just talks at me. 539 00:21:49,326 --> 00:21:51,285 It's always weird, private grown-up stuff 540 00:21:51,328 --> 00:21:53,461 that they never share with anyone else. 541 00:21:53,909 --> 00:21:55,637 But why does everyone feel like they can just 542 00:21:55,681 --> 00:21:57,334 dump all their crap on me? 543 00:21:57,378 --> 00:21:59,510 They act like I'm not even here, 544 00:21:59,554 --> 00:22:01,338 like I'm invisible. 545 00:22:02,296 --> 00:22:04,559 Listen, you're the opposite of invisible, Iggy. 546 00:22:04,603 --> 00:22:07,301 You're like a rock or a mountain or something. 547 00:22:07,344 --> 00:22:10,086 You don't judge. You just listen. 548 00:22:10,870 --> 00:22:13,002 And I don't know why, but you being here, listening, 549 00:22:13,046 --> 00:22:15,788 just kind of makes things better. 550 00:22:15,831 --> 00:22:17,616 [COINS CLACKING] 551 00:22:17,659 --> 00:22:18,965 You want something? 552 00:22:19,008 --> 00:22:20,270 You don't have to talk, just, uh... 553 00:22:20,314 --> 00:22:21,337 [CLICKS TONGUE] 554 00:22:21,361 --> 00:22:22,533 Point. 555 00:22:27,277 --> 00:22:29,323 [SIGHS] Oh, Mamma mia. 556 00:22:32,369 --> 00:22:34,633 This, uh, little experiment of mine is not going 557 00:22:34,676 --> 00:22:36,547 how I thought it would. 558 00:22:36,591 --> 00:22:38,120 Can you tell? 559 00:22:38,941 --> 00:22:40,290 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 560 00:22:40,334 --> 00:22:42,902 Usually people just open right up to me, you know, 561 00:22:42,945 --> 00:22:44,468 my whole life. 562 00:22:44,512 --> 00:22:46,819 It's kind of a big part of why I became a doctor. 563 00:22:46,862 --> 00:22:50,126 But you are a tough nut to crack, my friend. 564 00:22:50,170 --> 00:22:52,128 My biggest and baddest doctor moves 565 00:22:52,172 --> 00:22:53,956 are not having any effect on you. 566 00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:55,218 [CHUCKLES] 567 00:22:55,262 --> 00:22:57,056 I don't know, maybe I need to... 568 00:22:57,481 --> 00:22:59,725 stop talking like a doctor. 569 00:23:00,484 --> 00:23:03,096 You know, we do have something in common, me and you. 570 00:23:04,706 --> 00:23:06,099 I know your secret. 571 00:23:06,515 --> 00:23:07,951 Yeah. 572 00:23:09,406 --> 00:23:11,800 Yeah, I didn't talk much as a kid either. 573 00:23:11,844 --> 00:23:14,760 People would always say I was such a good listener. 574 00:23:14,803 --> 00:23:17,719 But, uh, you and I both know that they had that backwards. 575 00:23:17,763 --> 00:23:19,242 [CHUCKLES] 576 00:23:19,286 --> 00:23:23,159 I wasn't quiet because I loved listening. 577 00:23:23,203 --> 00:23:25,292 I was quiet because I was... 578 00:23:25,858 --> 00:23:27,468 terrified of talking. 579 00:23:28,045 --> 00:23:30,863 I hated it so much, because talking... 580 00:23:30,906 --> 00:23:32,716 you know, really talking... 581 00:23:33,822 --> 00:23:35,803 means revealing who you are. 582 00:23:36,912 --> 00:23:38,740 Means being seen. 583 00:23:38,784 --> 00:23:40,873 ♪ 584 00:23:40,916 --> 00:23:43,353 I figured if I just didn't talk, 585 00:23:43,397 --> 00:23:46,939 nobody would ever see how broken I felt inside, 586 00:23:47,618 --> 00:23:49,098 how scared. 587 00:23:49,142 --> 00:23:51,231 ♪ 588 00:23:51,274 --> 00:23:53,668 And that broken, scared part inside 589 00:23:53,712 --> 00:23:56,845 that all this silence is protecting... 590 00:23:56,889 --> 00:24:01,763 ♪ 591 00:24:01,807 --> 00:24:03,983 Talking is the only way to heal that too. 592 00:24:04,026 --> 00:24:11,077 ♪ 593 00:24:13,557 --> 00:24:18,780 So listen, I am not going to ask you what you want. 594 00:24:18,824 --> 00:24:20,173 If you want something, 595 00:24:20,216 --> 00:24:22,599 you are gonna have to reach out for yourself 596 00:24:23,462 --> 00:24:24,593 and take it. 597 00:24:27,848 --> 00:24:34,768 ♪ 598 00:24:47,959 --> 00:24:50,918 [INTRIGUING MUSIC] 599 00:24:50,943 --> 00:24:57,819 ♪ 600 00:25:49,131 --> 00:25:52,004 [DRAMATIC ORCHESTRAL MUSIC] 601 00:25:52,047 --> 00:25:59,185 ♪ 602 00:27:53,523 --> 00:27:56,004 We're behind, but if anybody's gotta close, 603 00:27:56,041 --> 00:27:56,998 I'm glad it's you. 604 00:27:57,042 --> 00:27:58,565 This plan won't work. 605 00:28:03,004 --> 00:28:05,964 [JAUNTY MUSIC] 606 00:28:06,007 --> 00:28:08,053 ♪ 607 00:28:08,096 --> 00:28:10,229 Hello. 608 00:28:10,272 --> 00:28:11,708 Hello, anyone? 609 00:28:11,752 --> 00:28:14,363 Anybody from oncology around? 610 00:28:14,407 --> 00:28:17,236 ♪ 611 00:28:17,279 --> 00:28:19,064 If this is a prank, hats off. 612 00:28:19,107 --> 00:28:20,282 Oh, there you are. 613 00:28:20,326 --> 00:28:21,414 I've been looking everywhere for you. 614 00:28:21,457 --> 00:28:22,632 I'm Kate, your new assistant. 615 00:28:22,676 --> 00:28:24,112 Oh, so I am in the right hospital. 616 00:28:24,156 --> 00:28:25,331 Yeah, of course. 617 00:28:25,374 --> 00:28:26,767 Uh, do you need anything? 618 00:28:26,810 --> 00:28:28,073 Yeah. I need doctors... 619 00:28:28,116 --> 00:28:29,335 doctors to run the hospital. 620 00:28:29,378 --> 00:28:30,531 Do you know where all the doctors are? 621 00:28:30,575 --> 00:28:31,728 Yeah, well, things are always 622 00:28:31,772 --> 00:28:33,121 - a little crazy around here. - Well, spread the word. 623 00:28:33,165 --> 00:28:35,471 All department heads, auditorium, 6:00 p.m. 624 00:28:35,533 --> 00:28:37,274 It's about to get even crazier. 625 00:28:37,299 --> 00:28:38,997 ♪ 626 00:28:39,910 --> 00:28:42,043 We gotta go back to plan A, put Yulia on bypass. 627 00:28:42,087 --> 00:28:44,045 No, it's, uh... we're two hours behind, Floyd. 628 00:28:44,073 --> 00:28:45,509 That's gonna take time that we don't have. 629 00:28:45,568 --> 00:28:47,048 - What happened to your plan? - Well, I didn't exactly 630 00:28:47,092 --> 00:28:49,007 get the time I needed to perfect the technique. 631 00:28:49,050 --> 00:28:51,052 Look, stopping her heart is tried and true. 632 00:28:51,096 --> 00:28:52,532 No, her lungs can't afford the extra time. 633 00:28:52,575 --> 00:28:53,968 She's got one shot left, Floyd, 634 00:28:54,012 --> 00:28:55,752 and it's operating on her still-beating heart. 635 00:28:55,796 --> 00:28:57,624 Just because she's got one shot doesn't mean 636 00:28:57,667 --> 00:28:59,495 that it'll work or that it's even a good idea, Max. 637 00:28:59,539 --> 00:29:01,142 I know, but if I had one shot left, 638 00:29:01,186 --> 00:29:03,064 I would want you to take it. 639 00:29:03,108 --> 00:29:06,502 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 640 00:29:06,546 --> 00:29:09,462 And Yulia should get no less. 641 00:29:09,505 --> 00:29:11,333 ♪ 642 00:29:11,377 --> 00:29:13,596 Okay. 643 00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:16,991 [HEARTBEAT THUMPING] 644 00:29:17,035 --> 00:29:19,167 [CLOCK TICKING] 645 00:29:19,195 --> 00:29:26,376 ♪ 646 00:29:58,163 --> 00:29:59,599 - [ALARMS BEEPING] - Blood pressure dropping. 647 00:29:59,642 --> 00:30:01,557 Heart rate [INDISTINCT]. 648 00:30:01,601 --> 00:30:03,646 No sign of hemorrhage. 649 00:30:03,690 --> 00:30:06,214 [BEEPING CONTINUES] 650 00:30:06,273 --> 00:30:10,494 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 651 00:30:10,523 --> 00:30:13,221 80 over 40. 80 over 40. 652 00:30:13,265 --> 00:30:14,962 Up on the monitors. 653 00:30:17,350 --> 00:30:20,091 [CHEERFUL MUSIC] 654 00:30:20,769 --> 00:30:25,643 ♪ 655 00:30:25,687 --> 00:30:27,254 Who are you supposed to be? 656 00:30:27,297 --> 00:30:30,866 ♪ 657 00:30:32,215 --> 00:30:33,608 Dr. Ross. 658 00:30:33,651 --> 00:30:34,979 - Ah! - Hey, give that back. 659 00:30:35,023 --> 00:30:36,393 Says the brainless monster. 660 00:30:36,437 --> 00:30:37,960 Give that back to her now! 661 00:30:38,004 --> 00:30:39,657 Why does she need a stethoscope? 662 00:30:39,701 --> 00:30:41,058 She can't even hear. 663 00:30:41,101 --> 00:30:42,878 [SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC] 664 00:30:42,904 --> 00:30:45,764 _ 665 00:30:45,881 --> 00:30:47,187 ♪ 666 00:30:47,230 --> 00:30:50,059 She thinks you should be something else, 667 00:30:50,103 --> 00:30:52,707 something less hard for you. 668 00:30:53,323 --> 00:30:54,455 Hey, hey. 669 00:30:54,498 --> 00:30:55,760 Easy, easy. 670 00:30:55,804 --> 00:30:57,240 Forget them. 671 00:30:57,284 --> 00:30:58,720 It's just a costume. 672 00:30:58,763 --> 00:31:03,159 ♪ 673 00:31:03,441 --> 00:31:05,398 _ 674 00:31:05,422 --> 00:31:06,684 Lizzie... 675 00:31:07,082 --> 00:31:08,793 _ 676 00:31:08,817 --> 00:31:11,646 [ALARMS BEEPING] 677 00:31:11,689 --> 00:31:13,387 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 678 00:31:13,430 --> 00:31:14,518 Scalpel. 679 00:31:14,562 --> 00:31:19,219 ♪ 680 00:31:19,262 --> 00:31:20,524 Blood pressure's still dropping. 681 00:31:20,568 --> 00:31:21,786 Whoa. Whoa, whoa, whoa, what are you doing? 682 00:31:21,830 --> 00:31:23,263 - Forceps. - No. 683 00:31:23,306 --> 00:31:25,051 Hey, hey. Elizabeth, stop. 684 00:31:25,094 --> 00:31:26,791 No! 685 00:31:26,835 --> 00:31:28,619 - [SCOFFS] - Starting fluid resuscitation. 686 00:31:28,663 --> 00:31:30,447 ♪ 687 00:31:30,491 --> 00:31:32,884 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 688 00:31:32,928 --> 00:31:34,799 ♪ 689 00:31:34,843 --> 00:31:37,628 Administering [INDISTINCT]. 690 00:31:37,672 --> 00:31:40,588 Filter is in. Filter is in. 691 00:31:40,631 --> 00:31:42,546 - [GASPS] - Stable. 692 00:31:42,590 --> 00:31:44,157 [SIGHS] Thrombosis. 693 00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:46,333 Emboli are clear. Emboli are clear. 694 00:31:46,376 --> 00:31:47,943 ♪ 695 00:31:47,987 --> 00:31:49,510 - Blood pressure rising. - [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 696 00:31:49,553 --> 00:31:51,381 ♪ 697 00:31:51,425 --> 00:31:54,036 - Heart rate stabilizing. - Standing by. 698 00:31:54,080 --> 00:31:55,864 - Close her up. - Prep the tray. 699 00:31:55,907 --> 00:31:57,866 Pressure is elevated. 700 00:31:57,909 --> 00:32:00,434 And normal. 701 00:32:00,477 --> 00:32:02,436 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 702 00:32:02,479 --> 00:32:05,526 [KODALINE'S "EVERYTHING WORKS OUT IN THE END"] 703 00:32:05,569 --> 00:32:12,446 ♪ 704 00:32:18,974 --> 00:32:21,194 [CHUCKLES] 705 00:32:21,237 --> 00:32:24,414 ♪ I never seen it coming ♪ 706 00:32:24,458 --> 00:32:27,069 ♪ 707 00:32:27,113 --> 00:32:30,812 ♪ I couldn't read the signs ♪ 708 00:32:30,855 --> 00:32:32,466 ♪ 709 00:32:32,509 --> 00:32:35,860 ♪ Now I know that it means nothing ♪ 710 00:32:35,904 --> 00:32:38,254 ♪ 711 00:32:38,298 --> 00:32:41,692 ♪ But you are always on my mind ♪ 712 00:32:41,736 --> 00:32:43,607 ♪ 713 00:32:43,651 --> 00:32:46,784 [SPEAKING UKRAINIAN] _ 714 00:32:46,879 --> 00:32:48,879 _ 715 00:32:49,966 --> 00:32:51,966 _ 716 00:32:53,094 --> 00:32:55,094 _ 717 00:32:56,011 --> 00:32:58,753 ♪ But the truth can be deceiving ♪ 718 00:32:58,796 --> 00:33:01,408 ♪ 719 00:33:01,451 --> 00:33:03,845 [SPEAKING UKRAINIAN] _ 720 00:33:03,888 --> 00:33:05,499 ♪ 721 00:33:05,542 --> 00:33:10,460 ♪ They told me everything works out in the end ♪ 722 00:33:10,504 --> 00:33:12,114 ♪ 723 00:33:12,158 --> 00:33:16,597 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 724 00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:21,036 ♪ They told me everything works out in the end ♪ 725 00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,560 [SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 726 00:33:23,604 --> 00:33:27,651 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 727 00:33:27,695 --> 00:33:30,306 ♪ Oh-oh, oh, oh ♪ 728 00:33:30,350 --> 00:33:33,744 ♪ You got me treading on the water ♪ 729 00:33:33,788 --> 00:33:36,138 ♪ 730 00:33:36,182 --> 00:33:39,054 ♪ Because I never learned to swim ♪ 731 00:33:39,098 --> 00:33:41,752 ♪ 732 00:33:41,796 --> 00:33:45,408 ♪ And now I know that it's all over ♪ 733 00:33:45,452 --> 00:33:46,670 ♪ 734 00:33:46,714 --> 00:33:50,457 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 735 00:33:50,500 --> 00:33:52,328 ♪ 736 00:33:52,372 --> 00:33:57,290 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 737 00:33:57,332 --> 00:33:59,292 ♪ Ooh ♪ 738 00:33:59,334 --> 00:34:01,598 ♪ 739 00:34:01,642 --> 00:34:04,557 [NO AUDIBLE DIALOGUE] 740 00:34:04,601 --> 00:34:08,388 [VOCALIZING] 741 00:34:08,430 --> 00:34:15,133 ♪ 742 00:34:24,665 --> 00:34:27,928 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 743 00:34:27,972 --> 00:34:30,365 ♪ 744 00:34:30,410 --> 00:34:33,674 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 745 00:34:33,717 --> 00:34:35,805 ♪ 746 00:34:35,850 --> 00:34:41,595 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 747 00:34:41,638 --> 00:34:45,990 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 748 00:34:46,034 --> 00:34:47,514 ♪ 749 00:34:47,557 --> 00:34:50,691 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 750 00:34:50,734 --> 00:34:52,562 [SIGHS] 751 00:34:52,606 --> 00:34:54,173 ♪ 752 00:34:54,216 --> 00:34:57,698 ♪ Everything works out in the end ♪ 753 00:34:57,741 --> 00:34:59,917 ♪ 754 00:35:00,342 --> 00:35:04,141 _ 755 00:35:04,215 --> 00:35:07,962 _ 756 00:35:08,752 --> 00:35:10,145 No. 757 00:35:10,363 --> 00:35:12,304 _ 758 00:35:12,329 --> 00:35:13,766 [CHUCKLES] 759 00:35:18,641 --> 00:35:22,451 _ 760 00:35:23,255 --> 00:35:25,255 _ 761 00:35:26,870 --> 00:35:29,400 _ 762 00:35:31,551 --> 00:35:32,862 _ 763 00:35:37,868 --> 00:35:39,174 Mm. 764 00:35:47,143 --> 00:35:50,031 _ 765 00:35:50,055 --> 00:35:52,055 _ 766 00:35:54,052 --> 00:35:58,471 _ 767 00:35:59,324 --> 00:36:04,769 _ 768 00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:06,843 _ 769 00:36:06,867 --> 00:36:10,416 _ 770 00:36:11,886 --> 00:36:13,886 _ 771 00:36:15,138 --> 00:36:18,324 _ 772 00:36:19,802 --> 00:36:23,785 _ 773 00:36:25,026 --> 00:36:27,792 _ 774 00:36:28,484 --> 00:36:31,531 [ROSE BETTS' "SONG TO THE SIREN"] 775 00:36:31,574 --> 00:36:38,494 ♪ 776 00:36:40,348 --> 00:36:42,348 _ 777 00:36:43,505 --> 00:36:45,505 _ 778 00:36:46,149 --> 00:36:47,262 _ 779 00:36:47,286 --> 00:36:50,245 - ♪ Long afloat ♪ - _ 780 00:36:50,289 --> 00:36:54,510 - ♪ On shipless oceans ♪ - _ 781 00:36:54,554 --> 00:36:59,428 - ♪ I did all my best to smile ♪ - _ 782 00:36:59,472 --> 00:37:01,822 [BOTH LAUGH] 783 00:37:01,865 --> 00:37:03,040 ♪ 784 00:37:03,084 --> 00:37:06,883 - ♪ Till your singing eyes ♪ - _ 785 00:37:06,927 --> 00:37:09,227 ♪ And fingers ♪ 786 00:37:09,251 --> 00:37:10,372 _ 787 00:37:10,396 --> 00:37:13,330 ♪ Drew me loving to your isle ♪ 788 00:37:13,354 --> 00:37:16,233 _ 789 00:37:16,315 --> 00:37:18,229 ♪ 790 00:37:18,273 --> 00:37:21,015 ♪ And you sang ♪ 791 00:37:21,058 --> 00:37:23,633 - ♪ "Sail to me ♪ - _ 792 00:37:23,677 --> 00:37:26,909 - ♪ "Sail to me, let me enfold you ♪ - _ 793 00:37:28,130 --> 00:37:30,130 _ 794 00:37:31,199 --> 00:37:33,854 ♪ "Here I am ♪ 795 00:37:33,897 --> 00:37:38,815 ♪ "Here I am ♪ 796 00:37:38,859 --> 00:37:44,734 ♪ Waiting to hold you" ♪ 797 00:37:44,778 --> 00:37:47,171 [SIGHS] 798 00:37:47,215 --> 00:37:49,913 ♪ Did I dream ♪ 799 00:37:49,957 --> 00:37:53,395 ♪ You dreamed about me? ♪ 800 00:37:53,439 --> 00:37:59,575 ♪ Were you here when I was forced out? ♪ 801 00:37:59,619 --> 00:38:00,837 ♪ 802 00:38:00,881 --> 00:38:04,885 ♪ Now my foolish boat is leaning ♪ 803 00:38:04,928 --> 00:38:06,474 Hey, Lu. 804 00:38:07,931 --> 00:38:09,237 It's time to go. 805 00:38:09,280 --> 00:38:14,285 ♪ Lovelorn on your rocks ♪ 806 00:38:14,329 --> 00:38:15,591 ♪ 807 00:38:15,635 --> 00:38:18,072 [SIGHS] Hey, Lu, 808 00:38:18,115 --> 00:38:20,901 I know that you're sad 'cause we missed the Mermaid Parade. 809 00:38:20,944 --> 00:38:22,337 ♪ 810 00:38:22,381 --> 00:38:24,074 But guess what. 811 00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:26,202 We did it. 812 00:38:26,907 --> 00:38:28,169 It took the whole hospital, 813 00:38:28,212 --> 00:38:29,736 even you. 814 00:38:29,779 --> 00:38:31,172 ♪ 815 00:38:31,215 --> 00:38:33,876 But we saved someone's mommy. 816 00:38:34,610 --> 00:38:36,960 ♪ 817 00:38:37,004 --> 00:38:38,353 You want to go? 818 00:38:38,397 --> 00:38:41,095 ♪ 819 00:38:41,138 --> 00:38:43,750 [SIGHS] You know what? 820 00:38:43,793 --> 00:38:46,753 You're gonna have thousands of good days ahead of you. 821 00:38:46,796 --> 00:38:49,146 I promise, you won't even remember this one. 822 00:38:49,190 --> 00:38:55,936 ♪ Child, I'm as riddled as the tide ♪ 823 00:38:55,979 --> 00:38:57,285 ♪ 824 00:38:57,328 --> 00:39:00,462 ♪ Should I stand ♪ 825 00:39:00,506 --> 00:39:03,770 ♪ Amid the breakers ♪ 826 00:39:03,813 --> 00:39:07,513 ♪ Or should I lie with death ♪ 827 00:39:07,556 --> 00:39:11,734 ♪ My bride? ♪ 828 00:39:11,778 --> 00:39:13,736 ♪ 829 00:39:13,780 --> 00:39:15,999 ♪ Hear me sing ♪ 830 00:39:16,043 --> 00:39:18,785 ♪ "Swim to me ♪ 831 00:39:18,828 --> 00:39:25,400 ♪ "Swim to me, let me enfold you ♪ 832 00:39:25,444 --> 00:39:28,142 ♪ "Here I am ♪ 833 00:39:28,185 --> 00:39:33,495 ♪ "Here I am ♪ 834 00:39:33,539 --> 00:39:38,500 ♪ Waiting to hold you" ♪ 835 00:39:38,544 --> 00:39:40,154 Hi. 836 00:39:40,197 --> 00:39:42,330 I grew up at New Amsterdam. 837 00:39:42,373 --> 00:39:44,767 My mother died in this hospital. 838 00:39:44,811 --> 00:39:48,858 My father spent every waking second here, 839 00:39:48,902 --> 00:39:52,253 breaking the system so he could put it back together again, 840 00:39:52,296 --> 00:39:54,995 better and stronger than before. 841 00:39:55,038 --> 00:39:57,911 Doing whatever he could to help his patients. 842 00:39:57,954 --> 00:39:59,608 [SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC] 843 00:39:59,652 --> 00:40:03,090 I remember my father's last day as medical director. 844 00:40:03,133 --> 00:40:06,659 He was supposed to take me to this Mermaid Parade, 845 00:40:06,927 --> 00:40:09,662 just a special day with my dad. 846 00:40:09,705 --> 00:40:11,098 But then he got called in to help 847 00:40:11,141 --> 00:40:13,753 with an impossible surgery. 848 00:40:14,143 --> 00:40:15,842 And I was so mad. 849 00:40:15,885 --> 00:40:18,932 I thought, this place has taken my father 850 00:40:18,975 --> 00:40:20,890 away from me yet again. 851 00:40:20,934 --> 00:40:22,588 But then, over the course of the day, 852 00:40:22,631 --> 00:40:26,809 I saw how hard he worked to save one life 853 00:40:26,853 --> 00:40:30,509 and how hard everybody worked together. 854 00:40:30,552 --> 00:40:34,208 And that's when I realized that New Amsterdam didn't 855 00:40:34,251 --> 00:40:36,540 take my father away from me. 856 00:40:37,516 --> 00:40:39,752 This hospital gave me my father. 857 00:40:40,257 --> 00:40:42,463 Showed me who he was, 858 00:40:43,391 --> 00:40:45,174 who I could be. 859 00:40:45,915 --> 00:40:49,595 And that's the day I realized I wanted to be just like him. 860 00:40:50,616 --> 00:40:53,314 It was the day I knew I wanted to be a doctor. 861 00:40:53,357 --> 00:40:57,448 So I wanted to start by asking all of you 862 00:40:57,492 --> 00:41:00,321 the same thing my father asked his staff 863 00:41:00,364 --> 00:41:03,454 every hour of every single day. 864 00:41:03,498 --> 00:41:05,500 ♪ 865 00:41:05,544 --> 00:41:07,328 How can I help? 866 00:41:07,371 --> 00:41:14,509 ♪ 867 00:41:17,468 --> 00:41:20,907 ♪ Had a dream that we were soldiers ♪ 868 00:41:20,950 --> 00:41:22,517 ♪ 869 00:41:22,561 --> 00:41:25,781 ♪ Pillow fighting on the lawn ♪ 870 00:41:25,825 --> 00:41:27,609 ♪ 871 00:41:27,653 --> 00:41:30,481 ♪ When I woke, trial was over ♪ 872 00:41:30,525 --> 00:41:32,266 ♪ 873 00:41:32,309 --> 00:41:35,574 ♪ Sea-foam ♪ 874 00:41:35,617 --> 00:41:39,142 ♪ Sea-foam ♪ 875 00:41:39,186 --> 00:41:41,449 ♪ Sea-foam ♪ 876 00:41:41,492 --> 00:41:46,410 ♪ You are you, sea-foam ♪ 57162

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