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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,062 --> 00:00:01,540 Previously on The Fosters... 2 00:00:01,541 --> 00:00:04,096 - Everything okay? - Tess asked me for a separation. 3 00:00:04,100 --> 00:00:06,533 - Why would she do this? - What if I'm gay? 4 00:00:06,568 --> 00:00:10,170 - What is this? - It's a mild sedative, for anxiety. 5 00:00:10,205 --> 00:00:13,073 STEF: Honey, that necklace is not your mom. 6 00:00:14,676 --> 00:00:17,444 Okay, we're leaving! Don't stay up too late. 7 00:00:17,479 --> 00:00:20,047 See you in the morning. 8 00:00:24,853 --> 00:00:27,020 STEF: Lena felt terrible telling Jesus 9 00:00:27,055 --> 00:00:28,699 she couldn't be his para-professional anymore, 10 00:00:28,723 --> 00:00:30,334 but, uh, you know, the teachers were up in arms 11 00:00:30,358 --> 00:00:31,502 about her being in the classrooms, 12 00:00:31,526 --> 00:00:33,470 which I'm sure Jesus wasn't thrilled about either. 13 00:00:33,494 --> 00:00:35,472 Of course he's not thrilled about having a new para, 14 00:00:35,496 --> 00:00:37,696 but if he wants to finish his junior year 15 00:00:37,731 --> 00:00:40,332 and be a senior next year, then he... he's got to have one. 16 00:00:41,402 --> 00:00:44,002 - Anything else? - (INHALES DEEPLY) 17 00:00:44,038 --> 00:00:47,039 Um, my friend Jenna, I told you about her. 18 00:00:47,075 --> 00:00:49,808 She came by to make up, so to speak, 19 00:00:49,843 --> 00:00:52,051 and, uh, let me know that nothing was going on 20 00:00:52,052 --> 00:00:53,745 between her and, uh, Tess, 21 00:00:53,781 --> 00:00:56,615 which, uh, you know, I don't know if I exactly believe, 22 00:00:56,650 --> 00:00:58,650 but whatever, that's Jenna. 23 00:00:58,686 --> 00:00:59,984 Would it bother you 24 00:00:59,985 --> 00:01:03,121 if there was something going on between Jenna and Tess? 25 00:01:03,156 --> 00:01:05,835 Oh, what bothers me is that Tess is keeping her husband in the dark. 26 00:01:05,859 --> 00:01:08,961 You know, he has no idea what the hell is happening. 27 00:01:08,996 --> 00:01:12,863 Was Mike in the dark? About your sexuality? 28 00:01:12,899 --> 00:01:16,834 Uh, um, Mike has nothing to do with this. 29 00:01:16,869 --> 00:01:19,837 Well, it just seems that your situation 30 00:01:19,872 --> 00:01:21,806 was similar to Tess's. 31 00:01:21,841 --> 00:01:24,842 You're married to a man, questioning your sexuality. 32 00:01:26,379 --> 00:01:28,679 How did you feel about ending your marriage? 33 00:01:30,516 --> 00:01:32,883 Uh, I felt badly. 34 00:01:32,919 --> 00:01:34,752 For Mike, I certainly didn't mean to hurt him. 35 00:01:34,787 --> 00:01:36,286 And, uh, for my son. 36 00:01:37,323 --> 00:01:39,624 Uh, he was only five, 37 00:01:39,659 --> 00:01:41,158 but it's, uh... 38 00:01:42,194 --> 00:01:44,661 It's pretty hard... 39 00:01:44,696 --> 00:01:47,631 to tell your son, your little boy, that... 40 00:01:47,666 --> 00:01:49,466 you all won't be living together... 41 00:01:51,137 --> 00:01:54,638 in the same house anymore. 42 00:01:54,673 --> 00:01:56,440 Didn't have much support from my family. 43 00:01:56,475 --> 00:01:58,842 I didn't have much support from my parents. Um... 44 00:02:00,411 --> 00:02:04,114 When I came out, my father didn't speak to me for a year. 45 00:02:08,319 --> 00:02:11,054 Uh, so... 46 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:16,225 uh, when you ask me how I felt, I... 47 00:02:18,496 --> 00:02:20,329 I felt, uh... 48 00:02:22,333 --> 00:02:24,167 Ashamed? 49 00:02:27,272 --> 00:02:28,671 Unlike guilt, 50 00:02:28,706 --> 00:02:32,141 which is the feeling of doing something wrong... 51 00:02:32,177 --> 00:02:34,877 shame is the feeling of being something wrong. 52 00:02:35,913 --> 00:02:38,947 And this assault on the self... 53 00:02:38,983 --> 00:02:42,450 it can cause deep depression and severe anxiety. 54 00:02:47,291 --> 00:02:49,757 (THEME MUSIC PLAYING) 55 00:02:51,395 --> 00:02:54,796 ♪ It's not where you come from ♪ 56 00:02:54,831 --> 00:02:57,632 ♪ It's where you belong ♪ 57 00:02:57,668 --> 00:03:00,535 ♪ Nothin' I would trade ♪ 58 00:03:00,571 --> 00:03:03,805 ♪ I wouldn't have it any other way ♪ 59 00:03:03,840 --> 00:03:06,373 ♪ You're surrounded ♪ 60 00:03:06,409 --> 00:03:09,410 ♪ By love and you're wanted ♪ 61 00:03:09,445 --> 00:03:12,747 ♪ So never feel alone ♪ 62 00:03:12,782 --> 00:03:15,416 ♪ You are home with me ♪ 63 00:03:15,451 --> 00:03:18,252 ♪ Right where you belong ♪ 64 00:03:18,253 --> 00:03:23,253 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 65 00:03:28,497 --> 00:03:31,031 - LENA: She should be here any minute, Jesus. - Mm-hmm. 66 00:03:31,066 --> 00:03:34,201 I'm gonna keep a close eye on this para, honey, I promise. 67 00:03:34,237 --> 00:03:36,437 Yeah, you and everyone else, Mama. 68 00:03:36,472 --> 00:03:37,676 I mean, you have no idea what it's like 69 00:03:37,677 --> 00:03:39,250 having everyone just staring at you, 70 00:03:39,274 --> 00:03:42,809 wondering why some old fart's following you around. 71 00:03:44,346 --> 00:03:45,879 Fartess, excuse me. 72 00:03:45,914 --> 00:03:48,248 - Hi. - Sorry, I'm a bit early. 73 00:03:48,283 --> 00:03:50,717 - Would you like me to wait? - No, no, please come on in. 74 00:03:50,753 --> 00:03:52,853 Um, Priya, this is my son, Jesus. 75 00:03:52,888 --> 00:03:54,821 Jesus, this is your new para. 76 00:03:57,592 --> 00:03:59,225 - Hi. - Hi. 77 00:03:59,261 --> 00:04:00,638 It's really nice to meet you, Jesus. 78 00:04:00,662 --> 00:04:02,729 Hi, uh, me too. 79 00:04:03,765 --> 00:04:06,031 (STAMMERING) Uh, you. Nice to meet you. 80 00:04:12,306 --> 00:04:15,074 Oh, it's beautiful. 81 00:04:15,109 --> 00:04:16,575 Are you sure you like it? 82 00:04:17,812 --> 00:04:19,278 Yeah, it's... 83 00:04:19,313 --> 00:04:20,780 really beautiful. 84 00:04:20,815 --> 00:04:23,983 I just wanted to give you something special. 85 00:04:24,018 --> 00:04:26,618 You know, for everything that you've done for me and my family. 86 00:04:26,654 --> 00:04:28,220 I know it's not much, um... 87 00:04:28,256 --> 00:04:31,022 No, it's... No, it's really lovely. 88 00:04:32,125 --> 00:04:34,526 - You didn't have to. - No, I wanted to. 89 00:04:34,561 --> 00:04:37,195 Callie? Oh, sorry. 90 00:04:37,230 --> 00:04:39,898 Oh, no, that's okay. I've got to get to derby practice. 91 00:04:39,933 --> 00:04:42,267 I'll talk to you later. 92 00:04:42,303 --> 00:04:44,035 Ah, yeah, yeah. 93 00:04:44,070 --> 00:04:45,469 - Hey, thanks. - Yeah. 94 00:04:48,108 --> 00:04:49,340 What's that? 95 00:04:49,375 --> 00:04:51,409 A necklace. 96 00:04:51,444 --> 00:04:52,944 Ximena gave it to me. 97 00:04:54,114 --> 00:04:55,546 It's pretty. 98 00:04:55,581 --> 00:04:56,681 Yeah, I know. 99 00:04:56,716 --> 00:05:00,118 I just didn't have the heart to tell her 100 00:05:00,153 --> 00:05:01,919 I only wear Mom's locket. 101 00:05:04,657 --> 00:05:06,657 Um, why are you home early? 102 00:05:06,693 --> 00:05:08,258 Eighth grade teacher conferences. 103 00:05:09,462 --> 00:05:11,395 Speaking of Mom... 104 00:05:11,431 --> 00:05:12,991 can we visit her grave on Mother's Day? 105 00:05:14,266 --> 00:05:17,702 We're all making brunch for Moms and Sharon, so... 106 00:05:17,737 --> 00:05:20,037 Well, couldn't we go like before or after? 107 00:05:20,072 --> 00:05:21,872 No, I don't think we'll have time. 108 00:05:21,907 --> 00:05:23,874 We can go another day. 109 00:05:23,909 --> 00:05:25,943 (SCOFFS) What other day? 110 00:05:25,978 --> 00:05:28,745 Jude, it's not, like, she's there. 111 00:05:28,780 --> 00:05:30,647 You know, she doesn't know what day it is. 112 00:05:31,851 --> 00:05:35,552 We need to be here for our Moms that do. 113 00:05:35,587 --> 00:05:37,286 Okay? 114 00:05:41,025 --> 00:05:42,959 PRIYA: Twenty-eight, 115 00:05:42,994 --> 00:05:44,627 twenty-nine, 116 00:05:44,663 --> 00:05:45,995 thirty. 117 00:05:46,030 --> 00:05:47,797 - End time. - (BEEPING) 118 00:05:47,833 --> 00:05:50,834 So, what does this do? 119 00:05:50,869 --> 00:05:53,502 We're working on building up your ability to focus, 120 00:05:53,537 --> 00:05:57,506 by starting with short periods of time and building on that. 121 00:05:57,541 --> 00:06:00,209 Thirty seconds of complete focus 122 00:06:00,245 --> 00:06:03,946 can be far more productive than 30 minutes of struggle. 123 00:06:03,982 --> 00:06:05,114 That makes sense. 124 00:06:05,149 --> 00:06:07,027 I'm gonna go ask Craig for tomorrow's assignment. 125 00:06:07,051 --> 00:06:09,885 - That way we can plan ahead. - Okay. Thanks. 126 00:06:14,825 --> 00:06:16,458 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) 127 00:06:24,180 --> 00:06:27,810 _ 128 00:06:31,208 --> 00:06:32,840 ♪ ♪ 129 00:06:34,945 --> 00:06:36,811 - What's up, dude? - Hey. 130 00:06:36,846 --> 00:06:39,281 - Where's your hottie? - Oh, she went home for the day. 131 00:06:39,316 --> 00:06:42,383 For real, Foster. I'd take a nail in the head to nail that any day. 132 00:06:42,419 --> 00:06:45,420 But, like, how do you focus with her rack in your face all day? 133 00:06:45,455 --> 00:06:48,355 (STAMMERING) Well, I... yeah. 134 00:06:48,391 --> 00:06:50,736 I'd probably focus a little bit better if she sat on my face. 135 00:06:50,760 --> 00:06:52,593 (LAUGHING) 136 00:06:52,629 --> 00:06:53,629 Uh, see you later, dude. 137 00:06:53,663 --> 00:06:56,230 - Peace. - Seriously? 138 00:06:56,265 --> 00:06:58,399 - What? - You're disgusting. 139 00:07:03,306 --> 00:07:04,704 Hey. 140 00:07:04,740 --> 00:07:08,075 Hey, listen, I would... 141 00:07:08,110 --> 00:07:10,144 I would really like it if we did not discuss 142 00:07:10,179 --> 00:07:12,346 what's been going on with me in front of my mother. 143 00:07:12,381 --> 00:07:14,481 She'll just poo-poo it as nonsense. 144 00:07:14,516 --> 00:07:16,883 - Okay. - And speaking of the devil... 145 00:07:16,919 --> 00:07:18,652 Um, where is she? 146 00:07:18,687 --> 00:07:20,607 She's supposed to have gotten in a few hours ago. 147 00:07:21,323 --> 00:07:22,689 - (KNOCK ON DOOR) - (DOOR OPENS) 148 00:07:22,724 --> 00:07:24,925 Hello, hello! 149 00:07:24,960 --> 00:07:26,626 - LENA: Hi. - (SHARON LAUGHS) 150 00:07:26,662 --> 00:07:28,528 Hi! 151 00:07:28,564 --> 00:07:31,364 - That's a nice wig, Ma. - Oh, come on, hair! 152 00:07:31,399 --> 00:07:32,698 It's the real me! 153 00:07:32,733 --> 00:07:34,878 - Looks good, no? - Where's your, uh, where's your baggage? 154 00:07:34,902 --> 00:07:37,170 Oh, um, oh! (LAUGHS) 155 00:07:37,205 --> 00:07:38,304 I left it next door! 156 00:07:38,340 --> 00:07:40,606 Next door? What are they doing next door? 157 00:07:40,641 --> 00:07:42,842 Oh, as I was coming in from the taxi cab, 158 00:07:42,877 --> 00:07:46,045 Tess was coming in in her big, ol' fancy Tesla. 159 00:07:46,081 --> 00:07:48,380 - Tess in her Tesla. (CHUCKLES) - Ma. 160 00:07:48,415 --> 00:07:50,983 Have you seen the way that the doors go up on that? 161 00:07:51,018 --> 00:07:53,251 - It's like a crazy spaceship. - Yes. So... 162 00:07:53,287 --> 00:07:54,832 You were... Why were you at Tess's, Mom? 163 00:07:54,856 --> 00:07:57,623 Oh, well, I didn't see your car in the driveway, 164 00:07:57,658 --> 00:07:59,970 and Tess said, "Come on in and have a glass of wine," so... 165 00:07:59,994 --> 00:08:03,061 Hey, why didn't you ever tell me before she's a lesbian? 166 00:08:03,097 --> 00:08:04,796 Oh, boy. 167 00:08:04,831 --> 00:08:06,098 She told you that? 168 00:08:07,401 --> 00:08:10,568 You know, Stefanie, it might come as a surprise, 169 00:08:10,604 --> 00:08:15,140 but some people actually like to confide in me. 170 00:08:15,175 --> 00:08:19,711 And guess what? Tomorrow night, we're going to a gay bar. 171 00:08:19,746 --> 00:08:21,579 (SNAPPING FINGERS) 172 00:08:24,117 --> 00:08:27,020 - Do you need some help with your homework? - Uh, yeah. 173 00:08:27,894 --> 00:08:29,672 Do you want to write this practice college essay? 174 00:08:29,696 --> 00:08:31,263 What's the question? 175 00:08:31,298 --> 00:08:33,097 "What event or experience 176 00:08:33,133 --> 00:08:35,099 has had the greatest impact on your life?" 177 00:08:36,702 --> 00:08:37,902 I'm gonna write about my TBI. 178 00:08:37,937 --> 00:08:39,503 That's great. 179 00:08:39,538 --> 00:08:40,950 You should have plenty to say about that. 180 00:08:40,974 --> 00:08:43,975 Yeah, it's just how to say it, you know? 181 00:08:47,713 --> 00:08:50,614 "Your para's got a nice pair-a tits." 182 00:08:50,650 --> 00:08:53,016 Yeah, uh, some guy passed me that in class today. 183 00:08:54,687 --> 00:08:56,052 Well, what did you say to him? 184 00:08:56,088 --> 00:08:58,922 - Um... - He said that he wanted Priya to sit on his face. 185 00:08:58,957 --> 00:09:00,824 - Mariana! - What? 186 00:09:00,859 --> 00:09:01,859 You did, I heard you. 187 00:09:01,860 --> 00:09:03,572 Jesus, why would you say something like that? 188 00:09:03,596 --> 00:09:05,728 Mama, it's just, like, guy talk. 189 00:09:05,764 --> 00:09:07,813 - "Guy talk"? - Yeah, I mean, they started it. 190 00:09:07,814 --> 00:09:08,814 What do you want me to say? 191 00:09:08,820 --> 00:09:10,687 That it's completely inappropriate. 192 00:09:10,702 --> 00:09:14,171 - Yeah, right. I... - What is so crazy about that? 193 00:09:14,206 --> 00:09:16,739 Fine, then get me another para. 194 00:09:16,775 --> 00:09:18,574 One that's not mean or hot. 195 00:09:18,610 --> 00:09:20,811 Look, I can barely handle school as it is, 196 00:09:20,846 --> 00:09:23,212 I cannot deal with all this other stuff. 197 00:09:25,850 --> 00:09:28,718 So, what should I wear to a lesbian bar? 198 00:09:28,753 --> 00:09:31,621 Is there some kind of, you know, dress code or something? 199 00:09:31,656 --> 00:09:34,190 - You know, Mother... - You're going to a lesbian bar? 200 00:09:34,225 --> 00:09:35,525 Well, I feel like dancing, 201 00:09:35,560 --> 00:09:37,860 and I just don't want to get hit on all night. 202 00:09:37,895 --> 00:09:39,301 Well, what makes you think the ladies won't hit on you? 203 00:09:39,302 --> 00:09:41,363 Oh, good point! 204 00:09:41,398 --> 00:09:43,799 - Well, have fun. - Thanks! 205 00:09:45,069 --> 00:09:46,969 Lena, would you like to go with us tonight? 206 00:09:47,004 --> 00:09:48,637 Uh, no, thank you. 207 00:09:48,672 --> 00:09:50,239 Okay, well. 208 00:09:50,274 --> 00:09:52,308 Stef, finished? You don't have to come either. 209 00:09:52,343 --> 00:09:55,477 I mean, Tess and I'll be fine on our own. 210 00:09:55,512 --> 00:09:57,779 That's what I'm afraid of. 211 00:09:57,815 --> 00:09:59,948 So, looks like I'll have to find Jesus 212 00:09:59,983 --> 00:10:02,283 yet another para-professional. 213 00:10:02,319 --> 00:10:04,219 Why, what happened? The new one's no good? 214 00:10:04,254 --> 00:10:05,821 No, she's very good. 215 00:10:05,856 --> 00:10:07,188 The problem is, she's too hot. 216 00:10:07,224 --> 00:10:08,457 Hot? 217 00:10:09,593 --> 00:10:11,826 Yeah, Jesus's friends are teasing him. 218 00:10:11,862 --> 00:10:13,505 Which is why I didn't hire her to begin with 219 00:10:13,529 --> 00:10:15,341 because I thought she might be a distraction for him. 220 00:10:15,365 --> 00:10:17,631 Well, you're hot. Do you think you shouldn't be principal 221 00:10:17,667 --> 00:10:19,968 simply because boys won't behave? 222 00:10:20,003 --> 00:10:22,303 Yeah! I agree. 223 00:10:22,339 --> 00:10:25,806 I mean, girls should be judged on their brains, not their bod. 224 00:10:25,842 --> 00:10:28,709 That's why I raised her to be a feminist. 225 00:10:28,745 --> 00:10:30,723 Well, we shouldn't just raise our daughters to be feminists. 226 00:10:30,747 --> 00:10:32,458 We should raise our sons to be feminists too. 227 00:10:32,482 --> 00:10:34,526 And you... you really think you raised me to be a feminist, Ma? 228 00:10:34,550 --> 00:10:36,116 Of course, I do. 229 00:10:37,420 --> 00:10:38,753 (CLEARS THROAT) 230 00:10:39,955 --> 00:10:41,555 Okay. 231 00:10:45,294 --> 00:10:46,426 Erase that. 232 00:10:46,461 --> 00:10:48,428 - What? - Just do it. 233 00:10:49,698 --> 00:10:51,798 "Erase that." Okay. 234 00:10:51,833 --> 00:10:53,166 Oh, I can still see it. 235 00:10:53,202 --> 00:10:56,103 - Here, try again. - Well, I can't make it go away completely. 236 00:10:56,138 --> 00:10:57,938 Yeah, exactly. 237 00:10:57,973 --> 00:10:59,639 Piece of paper is just like your virtue. 238 00:10:59,674 --> 00:11:02,074 Once you make a mark on it, you can try and try to erase it, 239 00:11:02,110 --> 00:11:03,610 but it's never gonna go away. 240 00:11:03,645 --> 00:11:05,857 You had me do that when I was a girl, Ma, you remember that? 241 00:11:05,881 --> 00:11:08,648 Well, I'm sure I was just trying to scare you a little or something, 242 00:11:08,683 --> 00:11:10,817 so you wouldn't go out and get yourself pregnant. 243 00:11:10,852 --> 00:11:11,852 Well, I never forgot it, Ma, 244 00:11:11,860 --> 00:11:13,977 and it certainly didn't make me feel like a feminist. 245 00:11:13,988 --> 00:11:18,190 It made me feel like sex was shameful, especially for girls. 246 00:11:19,627 --> 00:11:21,405 Boys and girls are raised with double standards. 247 00:11:21,429 --> 00:11:23,963 And I don't think that we should give our sons a free pass. 248 00:11:23,998 --> 00:11:25,798 If we're complicit in this behavior, 249 00:11:25,833 --> 00:11:27,133 if just say "boys will be boys" 250 00:11:27,168 --> 00:11:29,135 then, you know, we're... we're misogynists, too. 251 00:11:31,940 --> 00:11:35,240 - She's right. - She's also very wound up. 252 00:11:35,275 --> 00:11:38,009 I mean, more than usual. 253 00:11:38,045 --> 00:11:39,778 Is anything going on with her? 254 00:11:39,814 --> 00:11:42,247 No, she's fine. 255 00:11:43,517 --> 00:11:45,762 Your fever broke, and you're not having other side effects, 256 00:11:45,786 --> 00:11:47,686 which is a good sign that the modified T-cells 257 00:11:47,722 --> 00:11:49,254 aren't attacking your immune system, 258 00:11:49,289 --> 00:11:51,756 and hopefully just the cancer cells. 259 00:11:51,791 --> 00:11:54,259 I'll check back tomorrow. 260 00:11:54,294 --> 00:11:56,694 - Actually, Doctor, do you have a sec? - Absolutely. 261 00:12:02,369 --> 00:12:05,003 It's great how quick the treatment works. 262 00:12:06,306 --> 00:12:07,705 If it works. 263 00:12:09,576 --> 00:12:10,842 It will. 264 00:12:15,482 --> 00:12:17,081 I made you my proxy. 265 00:12:18,351 --> 00:12:20,518 (STAMMERING) What... what's that? 266 00:12:21,688 --> 00:12:25,722 The person who makes all of my medical decisions 267 00:12:25,758 --> 00:12:27,524 on my behalf if I can't. 268 00:12:30,029 --> 00:12:32,429 (STAMMERING) 269 00:12:32,464 --> 00:12:34,265 Shouldn't your mother be that person? 270 00:12:34,300 --> 00:12:36,100 No, I... I don't want her being that person, 271 00:12:36,135 --> 00:12:39,003 because I don't think she'll do what I want... 272 00:12:39,038 --> 00:12:40,169 if things go bad. 273 00:12:40,205 --> 00:12:43,540 Which is why I need you to be that person. 274 00:12:48,246 --> 00:12:50,580 Everything was fine in Baltimore. 275 00:12:50,616 --> 00:12:53,617 And then we moved here, and it's like, boom. My dad's moving out. 276 00:12:53,652 --> 00:12:57,053 - Do you think the move had anything to do with it? - I don't know. 277 00:12:58,489 --> 00:13:00,089 I don't want to talk about it. 278 00:13:02,493 --> 00:13:04,827 I just wish I knew why. What happened? 279 00:13:04,862 --> 00:13:06,629 You know, no one's telling me anything, 280 00:13:06,664 --> 00:13:08,631 and my mom is acting so... 281 00:13:08,666 --> 00:13:10,300 (SIGHS) 282 00:13:11,502 --> 00:13:12,935 What are you doing tomorrow? 283 00:13:12,970 --> 00:13:14,303 For Mother's Day? 284 00:13:14,338 --> 00:13:15,516 I hadn't even thought about that. 285 00:13:15,540 --> 00:13:17,050 I guess we won't be spending it with my dad. 286 00:13:17,074 --> 00:13:18,808 Well... 287 00:13:18,843 --> 00:13:20,643 why don't you spend it with us? 288 00:13:20,678 --> 00:13:22,478 We're making brunch for my moms and grandma. 289 00:13:22,513 --> 00:13:24,313 Are you sure it's okay? 290 00:13:24,348 --> 00:13:26,482 I mean, she's out with my mom tonight. 291 00:13:26,517 --> 00:13:27,883 She might get sick of her. 292 00:13:29,086 --> 00:13:30,618 Wait. Your... 293 00:13:30,654 --> 00:13:32,887 Your mom's out with them tonight? 294 00:13:32,923 --> 00:13:35,324 - Dancing? - Yeah, I guess. 295 00:13:39,796 --> 00:13:42,597 (ELECTRONIC DANCE MUSIC PLAYING) 296 00:13:44,368 --> 00:13:46,434 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 297 00:13:49,806 --> 00:13:52,206 SHARON: Okay, now the first round is on me. 298 00:13:52,241 --> 00:13:54,681 - What do you want? - STEF: I'll have some soda water, please. 299 00:13:54,711 --> 00:13:57,078 - SHARON: Soda water? - STEF: I'm driving, Mother. 300 00:13:57,113 --> 00:13:58,913 Okay, fine. What would you like, honey? 301 00:13:58,949 --> 00:14:00,849 Uh, margarita, rocks, no salt. 302 00:14:00,884 --> 00:14:02,583 That's my girl! 303 00:14:04,020 --> 00:14:06,687 So, it's official, huh? You're a lesbian? 304 00:14:06,722 --> 00:14:09,156 I'm not... I haven't... 305 00:14:09,192 --> 00:14:11,092 I'm exploring. 306 00:14:11,127 --> 00:14:14,095 Ah, well, my mom said that you told her you're a lesbian. 307 00:14:15,164 --> 00:14:17,064 Would it bother you if I was gay? 308 00:14:17,100 --> 00:14:18,899 Or is it just that I haven't told Dean? 309 00:14:18,934 --> 00:14:20,411 Because I haven't even kissed a woman, 310 00:14:20,435 --> 00:14:22,675 so I don't even know if there's anything to tell him yet. 311 00:14:23,606 --> 00:14:26,072 Did you tell your husband before you really knew? 312 00:14:26,108 --> 00:14:28,074 Hey. Hey, hey, Tess. 313 00:14:29,745 --> 00:14:31,044 Check it out. 314 00:14:31,079 --> 00:14:34,548 The girl at my... 315 00:14:34,583 --> 00:14:37,283 Six o'clock, end of the bar. 316 00:14:37,319 --> 00:14:38,551 What do you think? 317 00:14:38,586 --> 00:14:41,654 Yeah, yeah. She's... she's attractive. 318 00:14:41,689 --> 00:14:43,956 And alone! Come on, let's go talk to her. 319 00:14:43,992 --> 00:14:45,858 - No! What, no! - Oh, come on. 320 00:14:45,894 --> 00:14:47,927 Somebody's gotta be the man here. 321 00:14:47,962 --> 00:14:49,896 Nobody has to be the man, Mother. 322 00:14:49,931 --> 00:14:51,531 You know what I'm talking about. 323 00:14:51,566 --> 00:14:52,865 - I don't! - The aggressor. 324 00:14:55,003 --> 00:14:56,836 I'm just sayin'. 325 00:14:56,871 --> 00:14:58,070 You say a lot. 326 00:15:04,412 --> 00:15:05,511 (KNOCK ON DOOR) 327 00:15:08,949 --> 00:15:10,082 How's it going? 328 00:15:10,117 --> 00:15:12,651 Um, it's slow. 329 00:15:17,425 --> 00:15:19,358 So, uh... 330 00:15:19,393 --> 00:15:21,760 I've been thinking about the Priya situation. 331 00:15:22,763 --> 00:15:24,729 And I'm really sorry. 332 00:15:26,232 --> 00:15:28,132 - It's okay. - No, it's not okay. 333 00:15:28,168 --> 00:15:31,502 Because... I hired David 334 00:15:31,538 --> 00:15:33,972 instead of Priya the first time around. 335 00:15:34,007 --> 00:15:35,451 Even though I knew she was more qualified, 336 00:15:35,475 --> 00:15:38,677 and I did that because I'm sexist. 337 00:15:38,712 --> 00:15:41,145 And I thought that she might be a distraction for you. 338 00:15:44,050 --> 00:15:46,584 - I mean, you're right. - No, I was wrong. 339 00:15:46,619 --> 00:15:49,253 To assume that you couldn't rise above locker-room talk, 340 00:15:49,289 --> 00:15:50,689 and be the man we raised you to be. 341 00:15:52,125 --> 00:15:54,625 A man who... who has the courage to... 342 00:15:54,660 --> 00:15:56,060 to stand up to his friends and say, 343 00:15:56,096 --> 00:15:58,829 "No, it's not okay to sexually harass women." 344 00:15:58,864 --> 00:16:00,130 Physically or verbally. 345 00:16:00,165 --> 00:16:02,132 To their faces or behind their backs. 346 00:16:02,167 --> 00:16:04,167 But you're a man, who not only respects his moms, 347 00:16:04,203 --> 00:16:05,703 and his sisters, and his girlfriend, 348 00:16:05,738 --> 00:16:07,537 but all women. 349 00:16:07,573 --> 00:16:09,473 That's who I believe you are. 350 00:16:10,610 --> 00:16:12,409 That's who I hope you are. 351 00:16:15,547 --> 00:16:17,147 So... 352 00:16:17,182 --> 00:16:19,549 I'm gonna tell Priya that it's not working out. 353 00:16:19,585 --> 00:16:22,185 And if you can't show her the respect she deserves, 354 00:16:22,221 --> 00:16:24,787 you can tell her that yourself. 355 00:16:24,823 --> 00:16:26,956 And you can tell her why. 356 00:16:35,003 --> 00:16:36,520 She must really trust you. 357 00:16:39,651 --> 00:16:42,619 I... I don't know if I could... if I could do it, though. 358 00:16:42,654 --> 00:16:43,819 You know? 359 00:16:43,855 --> 00:16:45,255 Like... 360 00:16:47,325 --> 00:16:48,991 pull the plug, or whatever. 361 00:16:53,865 --> 00:16:55,698 Then you should tell her that. 362 00:17:07,478 --> 00:17:09,478 MARIANA: Is Tess gay? 363 00:17:09,513 --> 00:17:11,313 Is that why she made Logan's dad move out? 364 00:17:12,349 --> 00:17:13,883 Why are you asking this? 365 00:17:13,918 --> 00:17:17,519 Because she's out with Sharon and Mom at a lesbian bar, right? 366 00:17:17,554 --> 00:17:21,690 (SIGHS) Honey, there are lots of reasons why a marriage breaks down. 367 00:17:21,725 --> 00:17:23,191 Like if one person's gay? 368 00:17:23,226 --> 00:17:25,927 Look, it all makes sense. 369 00:17:25,962 --> 00:17:28,196 She moved back here, next to Mom, 370 00:17:28,231 --> 00:17:29,660 and she realized she actually did have feelings 371 00:17:29,661 --> 00:17:31,010 for her back in high school, 372 00:17:31,034 --> 00:17:32,333 - and boom. - Look. 373 00:17:32,368 --> 00:17:34,002 We don't know anything for sure. 374 00:17:34,037 --> 00:17:36,637 Tess is just exploring her options. 375 00:17:36,673 --> 00:17:39,373 Well, I hope she's not exploring Mom. 376 00:17:39,409 --> 00:17:42,376 - Hey! - I'm just saying. 377 00:17:42,412 --> 00:17:43,978 I wouldn't let my wife 378 00:17:44,014 --> 00:17:45,746 go to a gay bar with her first love 379 00:17:45,782 --> 00:17:47,415 who's in an exploring kind of mood. 380 00:17:47,450 --> 00:17:52,219 Listen, your mother and I are very married. 381 00:17:52,254 --> 00:17:55,423 And look, I don't want you telling any of this to Logan. 382 00:17:55,458 --> 00:17:58,326 - It's none our business. - Okay, fine. 383 00:18:01,431 --> 00:18:03,431 (DANCE MUSIC PLAYING LOUDLY) 384 00:18:04,533 --> 00:18:06,466 (LAUGHING) 385 00:18:08,070 --> 00:18:11,038 I just wanted to thank you for the drink. 386 00:18:11,073 --> 00:18:12,539 Oh, um... 387 00:18:14,476 --> 00:18:16,977 You're welcome. (LAUGHS NERVOUSLY) 388 00:18:17,012 --> 00:18:18,946 I'm Lara. 389 00:18:18,981 --> 00:18:20,513 Would you like to dance? 390 00:18:21,950 --> 00:18:23,149 She'd love to! 391 00:18:26,588 --> 00:18:28,054 Um... 392 00:18:29,290 --> 00:18:30,423 Sure. 393 00:18:31,860 --> 00:18:33,092 LARA: Come on. 394 00:18:40,568 --> 00:18:42,935 Stef, look, I'm really sorry about the whole, 395 00:18:42,971 --> 00:18:45,537 uh, white paper/virtue thing. 396 00:18:45,573 --> 00:18:47,039 If I'd known you were a lesbian, 397 00:18:47,075 --> 00:18:49,075 I would never have done that. 398 00:18:49,110 --> 00:18:51,543 Why didn't you? Huh? 399 00:18:51,579 --> 00:18:53,145 I don't know. I... 400 00:18:53,181 --> 00:18:55,681 You wore dresses. I'm not omniscient. 401 00:18:55,716 --> 00:18:58,083 Hey! So, you wanna dance? 402 00:18:58,118 --> 00:19:00,018 No, thank you. 403 00:19:00,053 --> 00:19:01,854 Um, not you. 404 00:19:03,691 --> 00:19:04,890 Me? 405 00:19:04,925 --> 00:19:07,526 Well, I'd love to. 406 00:19:08,962 --> 00:19:10,661 You're not a lesbian, you know that, Mom? 407 00:19:10,697 --> 00:19:13,365 - Remember Will? - Oh, Stefanie. 408 00:19:13,400 --> 00:19:16,001 I've had experiences. 409 00:19:16,036 --> 00:19:18,503 ♪ ♪ 410 00:19:38,725 --> 00:19:40,625 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACH) 411 00:19:42,729 --> 00:19:44,161 Good morning. 412 00:19:44,196 --> 00:19:45,362 (KISS) 413 00:19:45,398 --> 00:19:48,432 - What was that for? - Just 'cause. 414 00:19:48,467 --> 00:19:50,100 Good morning. 415 00:19:50,136 --> 00:19:51,601 How'd you sleep? 416 00:19:51,637 --> 00:19:53,437 Good! 417 00:19:53,472 --> 00:19:54,972 - Who wants eggs? - JUDE: Me! 418 00:19:55,007 --> 00:19:56,573 Yes, I'll have some. 419 00:19:59,678 --> 00:20:01,144 Thanks, Mom. 420 00:20:01,179 --> 00:20:02,979 How's your portfolio coming along? 421 00:20:03,014 --> 00:20:04,213 I turned it in, 422 00:20:04,249 --> 00:20:06,382 so now I just have to wait and see. 423 00:20:06,418 --> 00:20:08,518 I'm sure you'll get in. 424 00:20:10,556 --> 00:20:13,122 Why are you wearing my necklace? 425 00:20:42,753 --> 00:20:44,790 SHARON: Thank you so much! 426 00:20:44,831 --> 00:20:47,331 My darling grandchildren! 427 00:20:47,367 --> 00:20:51,168 Yes, very sweet, my darling children. 428 00:20:51,204 --> 00:20:52,937 Where's, uh, Poppy and Ximena? 429 00:20:52,972 --> 00:20:56,040 Uh, they went to visit their parents in detention. 430 00:20:56,075 --> 00:20:57,241 LOGAN: That's gotta be tough. 431 00:20:57,277 --> 00:20:58,517 Yeah, their lawyer's working on 432 00:20:58,544 --> 00:20:59,955 getting them out before their hearing, 433 00:20:59,979 --> 00:21:02,013 so hopefully they'll be home soon. 434 00:21:02,048 --> 00:21:04,681 Well, we are especially grateful for the invitation. 435 00:21:04,717 --> 00:21:05,849 So, thank you. 436 00:21:06,852 --> 00:21:08,886 Of course. Not a problem. 437 00:21:08,921 --> 00:21:12,756 So, Tess, did you have fun last night? 438 00:21:12,792 --> 00:21:14,991 Uh, yes! I did. 439 00:21:15,027 --> 00:21:17,027 - A little too much fun! - (KICKS) 440 00:21:17,062 --> 00:21:18,595 - Ow! - MARIANA: What? 441 00:21:18,631 --> 00:21:20,964 SHARON: Oh, nothing! 442 00:21:20,999 --> 00:21:22,399 Just, you know, at my age, 443 00:21:22,435 --> 00:21:26,403 every once in a while, you just get a sharp pain in your shin. 444 00:21:28,173 --> 00:21:30,084 So, I think I know what's going on with my parents. 445 00:21:30,108 --> 00:21:31,942 Oh, really? 446 00:21:31,977 --> 00:21:34,077 Yeah, I think my dad is having an affair. 447 00:21:34,112 --> 00:21:35,678 What makes you say that? 448 00:21:35,713 --> 00:21:37,380 He's just been so cagey. 449 00:21:37,416 --> 00:21:38,748 He keeps saying it's mutual, 450 00:21:38,783 --> 00:21:40,650 but I can see how upset my mom is. 451 00:21:40,685 --> 00:21:42,162 And this morning, I heard her on the phone 452 00:21:42,186 --> 00:21:44,386 talking about some lady named Lara. 453 00:21:46,223 --> 00:21:48,143 What if that's the woman that he's cheating with? 454 00:21:49,828 --> 00:21:51,594 Hey, uh, can we do presents now? 455 00:21:52,697 --> 00:21:54,129 Uh, sure. 456 00:21:54,165 --> 00:21:57,232 - Grandma, this is from all of us. - Oh! 457 00:21:57,268 --> 00:21:59,134 Oh, what could it be? 458 00:21:59,170 --> 00:22:00,535 (SHARON CHUCKLING) 459 00:22:03,174 --> 00:22:07,642 Oh, you... you had a star named after me? 460 00:22:07,678 --> 00:22:09,345 That is so great! 461 00:22:09,380 --> 00:22:10,679 Thank you! 462 00:22:10,714 --> 00:22:12,281 - Wow! - That's appropriate. 463 00:22:12,316 --> 00:22:13,715 This is for you two. 464 00:22:13,750 --> 00:22:15,884 - Oh, wow. - It's Pomegranate Noir. 465 00:22:15,919 --> 00:22:17,886 Mama loves those! 466 00:22:17,921 --> 00:22:19,488 - Oh my gosh! - Well played! 467 00:22:19,523 --> 00:22:21,400 - Thank you so much! - She's very excited. You can tell! 468 00:22:21,424 --> 00:22:22,557 This is from me. 469 00:22:22,593 --> 00:22:25,861 Mm! Oh, that's so nice. 470 00:22:25,896 --> 00:22:28,296 - Here you go. - Oh, thank you! 471 00:22:29,967 --> 00:22:32,367 - Oh my God, Callie. - Callie! 472 00:22:32,402 --> 00:22:34,502 - That's... - It's so beautiful. 473 00:22:34,537 --> 00:22:37,105 - Callie! - Beautiful! 474 00:22:37,140 --> 00:22:39,807 - Great shot. - Stef: When'd you take this, sneak-pants? 475 00:22:39,842 --> 00:22:41,075 When you weren't looking. 476 00:22:41,111 --> 00:22:44,379 - Obviously. - Don't read the card in front of everyone. 477 00:22:44,414 --> 00:22:45,779 And this is from me. 478 00:22:45,815 --> 00:22:48,415 Two stems for my two lovely Mamas. 479 00:22:48,450 --> 00:22:51,218 Oh, thank you! They're so beautiful. 480 00:22:51,253 --> 00:22:54,421 And I got you these. 481 00:22:54,456 --> 00:22:56,189 LENA: Oh, thanks! 482 00:22:56,225 --> 00:22:58,225 (LAUGHING) 483 00:22:58,260 --> 00:23:00,093 - STEF: Oh! - With chocolate kisses. 484 00:23:00,129 --> 00:23:01,829 STEF: This has gotta be mine, right? 485 00:23:01,864 --> 00:23:03,696 'Cause that one says "Mama." 486 00:23:03,732 --> 00:23:05,143 - (JUDE LAUGHS) - MARIANA: That's cute. 487 00:23:05,167 --> 00:23:07,134 - Thank you! - Of course. 488 00:23:07,169 --> 00:23:10,470 Well, I certainly can't top any of that. 489 00:23:10,506 --> 00:23:12,705 But I got you a little something. 490 00:23:12,741 --> 00:23:14,807 - Aw, thanks, Ma. - Oh. 491 00:23:16,711 --> 00:23:19,679 "Harmony Soul Retreat." 492 00:23:19,714 --> 00:23:22,314 It's a meditation retreat. Will and I did it. 493 00:23:22,350 --> 00:23:23,816 It's fantastic. 494 00:23:23,852 --> 00:23:27,453 We decreased our emotional avoidance quotient 495 00:23:27,488 --> 00:23:32,158 from 8.5 to 1.3 in a single weekend. 496 00:23:32,193 --> 00:23:33,993 There's no excuse for not going. 497 00:23:34,029 --> 00:23:37,196 - It's great! - I can think of a hundred excuses not to go. 498 00:23:37,231 --> 00:23:39,565 - Thank you so much, Sharon. - Thank you, Mother. 499 00:23:39,600 --> 00:23:42,168 - LENA: Thank you. - So, I kinda screwed up. 500 00:23:42,203 --> 00:23:44,937 Um, I thought that the brunch was our present. 501 00:23:44,972 --> 00:23:46,383 Oh, is that why you helped out so much? 502 00:23:46,407 --> 00:23:49,408 - Yeah, I cut the kiwi! - (ALL LAUGH) 503 00:23:49,444 --> 00:23:52,611 Anyway, sorry, but I did finish writing my essay. 504 00:23:52,646 --> 00:23:54,913 And instead of writing about my TBI 505 00:23:54,949 --> 00:23:58,116 as the greatest thing that impacted my life, 506 00:23:58,151 --> 00:24:00,586 I wrote about my two moms. 507 00:24:00,621 --> 00:24:02,588 So, I'm not gonna read the whole thing. 508 00:24:03,624 --> 00:24:06,257 But I do wanna read the last paragraph. 509 00:24:08,729 --> 00:24:11,963 "So my moms saved me and my sister 510 00:24:11,998 --> 00:24:15,400 from more nights of despair and terror. 511 00:24:15,435 --> 00:24:18,336 They gave us the one thing that we dreamed of, 512 00:24:18,371 --> 00:24:21,506 but didn't dare actually hope for: 513 00:24:21,541 --> 00:24:23,141 family. 514 00:24:23,176 --> 00:24:24,709 They made us feel safe, 515 00:24:24,744 --> 00:24:27,845 and for the first time in our young lives, loved. 516 00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:30,347 So loved. 517 00:24:31,985 --> 00:24:35,519 They made us feel like we were worth something, that we mattered. 518 00:24:36,555 --> 00:24:39,556 That someone in the world wanted us. 519 00:24:39,592 --> 00:24:40,992 And I know that there's nothing 520 00:24:41,027 --> 00:24:43,527 that I could ever give back to them 521 00:24:43,562 --> 00:24:45,695 that could equal what they've given to me. 522 00:24:45,731 --> 00:24:48,132 But I want my two strong, 523 00:24:48,167 --> 00:24:51,135 beautiful, brilliant moms to know 524 00:24:51,170 --> 00:24:52,536 that they don't have to hope 525 00:24:52,571 --> 00:24:54,671 I'll be the man that they've raised me to be 526 00:24:54,706 --> 00:24:56,940 because that's the man I want to be. 527 00:24:58,210 --> 00:25:00,777 And I'll always do my best to never let them down." 528 00:25:03,015 --> 00:25:04,380 (CRIES) 529 00:25:07,519 --> 00:25:09,953 - (STEF CLEARS THROAT) - LENA: Well... 530 00:25:09,988 --> 00:25:12,221 I want you all to know that... 531 00:25:12,257 --> 00:25:14,624 the gift that you give to Mom and me... 532 00:25:14,660 --> 00:25:17,260 (CRIES) 533 00:25:17,295 --> 00:25:19,895 ... that it isn't the gift of loving us, 534 00:25:19,930 --> 00:25:23,899 it's the gift of the love that you inspire in us. 535 00:25:25,236 --> 00:25:28,371 And the way that you've opened our hearts 536 00:25:28,406 --> 00:25:30,739 bigger than we ever thought possible. 537 00:25:32,376 --> 00:25:35,110 And that feeling of loving someone so much, 538 00:25:35,146 --> 00:25:38,113 loving you guys so much, 539 00:25:38,149 --> 00:25:39,815 we can't ever repay you. 540 00:25:40,918 --> 00:25:42,117 We love you. (KISS) 541 00:25:44,588 --> 00:25:45,854 Love you, Mama. 542 00:25:50,427 --> 00:25:51,904 STEF: Is there more champagne for mimosas? 543 00:25:51,928 --> 00:25:53,995 Hey, you wanna go to the cemetery later? 544 00:25:55,232 --> 00:25:56,831 Yeah. 545 00:25:56,866 --> 00:25:58,966 (PHONE VIBRATES) 546 00:25:59,002 --> 00:26:00,802 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 547 00:26:02,606 --> 00:26:04,105 Hey, I'll be right back, okay? 548 00:26:06,976 --> 00:26:08,509 STEF: Where's he going? 549 00:26:11,781 --> 00:26:13,214 Hey, everything all right? 550 00:26:13,249 --> 00:26:15,783 Who the hell do you think you are? 551 00:26:15,819 --> 00:26:19,053 - What do you mean? - I know Grace made you her proxy. 552 00:26:19,089 --> 00:26:20,487 Whose idea was that? Yours? 553 00:26:20,523 --> 00:26:22,389 - No, of course not. - No? It wasn't yours? 554 00:26:22,425 --> 00:26:24,525 Is everything all right? 555 00:26:26,229 --> 00:26:27,595 This is Grace's mom. 556 00:26:27,630 --> 00:26:30,231 - Hi. - Hi. 557 00:26:30,266 --> 00:26:32,499 Is she okay? 558 00:26:32,535 --> 00:26:35,035 Somehow your son convinced my daughter 559 00:26:35,070 --> 00:26:38,271 to put him in charge of all decisions regarding her health. 560 00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:46,200 - Why would she do this? - I think she's afraid that... 561 00:26:46,944 --> 00:26:48,911 you won't honor her wishes. 562 00:26:50,214 --> 00:26:53,949 The only person whose choice it is here is... is Grace. 563 00:26:53,985 --> 00:26:58,099 And... if she trusts me to do what she wants, 564 00:26:58,100 --> 00:26:59,387 then maybe it's up to her. 565 00:26:59,423 --> 00:27:03,191 Brandon, what you don't know is that Grace... 566 00:27:03,227 --> 00:27:06,027 didn't want any more chemo the last time she got sick. 567 00:27:06,062 --> 00:27:07,529 She just wanted to give up. 568 00:27:07,564 --> 00:27:10,698 But she wasn't old enough to make her own decisions, 569 00:27:10,734 --> 00:27:13,067 so I made her keep fighting. 570 00:27:13,103 --> 00:27:14,568 That bought her six more years, 571 00:27:14,604 --> 00:27:17,071 and because of those six years, there are new treatments. 572 00:27:17,107 --> 00:27:19,540 Like the gene therapy she just did, 573 00:27:19,575 --> 00:27:21,509 which could very well cure her. 574 00:27:23,312 --> 00:27:26,714 So you see, what Grace wants may not be what's best for Grace. 575 00:27:28,151 --> 00:27:29,851 Don't kid yourself, honey. 576 00:27:31,120 --> 00:27:33,287 When it comes to whether my daughter lives or dies, 577 00:27:33,322 --> 00:27:35,789 you are not capable... 578 00:27:35,824 --> 00:27:37,691 of taking on a decision like that. 579 00:27:47,670 --> 00:27:50,003 (DOOR OPENS, CLOSES) 580 00:27:50,039 --> 00:27:51,437 What was that all about? 581 00:27:52,808 --> 00:27:55,742 Okay, so Logan thinks that his father is having an affair, 582 00:27:55,778 --> 00:27:58,411 and if no one's gonna tell him the truth, I will. 583 00:27:58,446 --> 00:28:00,147 SHARON: So, what is going on in here? 584 00:28:00,182 --> 00:28:02,732 It is very rude to just leave our guests 585 00:28:02,733 --> 00:28:04,133 - out there all alone. - I cannot... 586 00:28:06,454 --> 00:28:08,555 Sharon. Sharon, wait! 587 00:28:14,462 --> 00:28:15,662 What are you taking? 588 00:28:17,732 --> 00:28:19,232 It's medication. 589 00:28:19,267 --> 00:28:22,467 Yeah, I can see that. What kinda medication? 590 00:28:22,503 --> 00:28:24,070 It's none of your business, Mother. 591 00:28:25,073 --> 00:28:26,872 Okay. 592 00:28:26,908 --> 00:28:28,074 Don't talk to me. 593 00:28:28,109 --> 00:28:30,109 But don't you dare blame me 594 00:28:30,144 --> 00:28:32,444 for not knowing you were gay. 595 00:28:32,479 --> 00:28:34,213 Okay, because you never talked to me. 596 00:28:34,248 --> 00:28:35,948 You never cared what I thought. 597 00:28:35,983 --> 00:28:38,350 I mean, you know, you wanted your father's approval. 598 00:28:38,385 --> 00:28:41,152 Oh, yeah, yeah. You always went to him. 599 00:28:41,188 --> 00:28:43,154 You used to just gang up against me, you know? 600 00:28:43,190 --> 00:28:46,791 Just always the two of you. You thought I was silly. 601 00:28:46,827 --> 00:28:49,528 What about when you did know I was gay, Mom, when I told you? 602 00:28:50,731 --> 00:28:51,796 How you disapproved. 603 00:28:51,832 --> 00:28:54,265 - I did not disapprove! - Yes you did! 604 00:28:54,300 --> 00:28:55,900 You were upset because I was gonna 605 00:28:55,936 --> 00:28:57,401 break up my marriage, and my home, 606 00:28:57,437 --> 00:28:59,548 but, you know, you're fine with Tess breaking up her marriage. 607 00:28:59,572 --> 00:29:01,517 Cheering her on, taking her out to gay bars and stuff. 608 00:29:01,541 --> 00:29:03,474 Where was that support for me, huh? 609 00:29:03,509 --> 00:29:05,744 - Your own damn daughter! - That was different! 610 00:29:05,779 --> 00:29:08,880 Mike was my son-in-law, and I cared about his feelings. 611 00:29:08,915 --> 00:29:11,616 You think I... I didn't care about his feelings? 612 00:29:11,651 --> 00:29:13,917 You think it didn't hurt when I saw him hurt? 613 00:29:15,921 --> 00:29:18,556 You think I wanted Brandon, my son, 614 00:29:18,591 --> 00:29:21,792 to be a kid from a broken family? 615 00:29:21,827 --> 00:29:23,327 To have to be shuttled back and forth 616 00:29:23,363 --> 00:29:24,528 between the two of us? 617 00:29:24,564 --> 00:29:27,430 You think I wanted to disappoint you and Dad? 618 00:29:27,466 --> 00:29:30,134 I tried so hard, Mom! 619 00:29:30,169 --> 00:29:31,869 (VOICE BREAKING) I tried! 620 00:29:31,904 --> 00:29:34,604 I tried to be... 621 00:29:37,843 --> 00:29:39,342 To what? 622 00:29:39,378 --> 00:29:41,879 (STAMMERS) 623 00:29:41,914 --> 00:29:44,514 I tried to be straight, Mom. 624 00:29:44,549 --> 00:29:47,550 (CRYING) I tried. I tried to be normal. 625 00:29:47,586 --> 00:29:50,987 I tried to make Daddy proud. 626 00:29:51,022 --> 00:29:53,055 (SOBBING) I tried... 627 00:29:53,091 --> 00:29:58,662 to not be ashamed of myself. 628 00:30:01,532 --> 00:30:03,266 Hey. 629 00:30:03,301 --> 00:30:05,234 Hey, what... what's happening? 630 00:30:05,270 --> 00:30:07,236 (GASPING UNCONTROLLABLY) 631 00:30:07,272 --> 00:30:10,106 What's happening? Are you... are you having a panic attack? 632 00:30:10,141 --> 00:30:13,442 - (GASPING, STAMMERING) - Okay, okay. No, no, I need you to breathe. 633 00:30:13,477 --> 00:30:14,944 It's a stress response. 634 00:30:14,979 --> 00:30:17,846 Just breathe. Breathe from your abdomen, not your chest. 635 00:30:17,881 --> 00:30:19,815 - Just shh! - I need... Please. All right. 636 00:30:19,850 --> 00:30:21,850 Listen to me very carefully. 637 00:30:21,885 --> 00:30:24,186 I need you to touch four things. 638 00:30:24,221 --> 00:30:25,421 Just touch four things. 639 00:30:25,456 --> 00:30:26,789 Touch four things. 640 00:30:28,025 --> 00:30:29,792 - And you... - Please! 641 00:30:29,827 --> 00:30:32,060 (SOBBING) I can't... 642 00:30:32,095 --> 00:30:33,829 Chair! Pillow! 643 00:30:33,864 --> 00:30:35,931 - Thank you. - (STEF GASPING) 644 00:30:35,966 --> 00:30:38,633 Curtains! The wall! 645 00:30:38,668 --> 00:30:41,336 Okay, now three things that you hear. 646 00:30:41,371 --> 00:30:42,470 Just listen. 647 00:30:42,505 --> 00:30:44,472 Three things you hear. 648 00:30:44,507 --> 00:30:47,242 - Listen. - (STEF GASPING) 649 00:30:47,277 --> 00:30:49,577 (GASPING) I... I hear your voice. 650 00:30:49,612 --> 00:30:51,579 (PANTING) 651 00:30:51,614 --> 00:30:53,013 Hear my breathing. 652 00:30:53,049 --> 00:30:54,782 - I... - (SHARON SHUSHES) 653 00:30:54,818 --> 00:30:56,384 - Good, good. - (BIRD TWEETING) 654 00:30:56,419 --> 00:30:58,853 I hear a really annoying bird. 655 00:30:58,888 --> 00:31:00,955 Good. Okay, two things you smell. 656 00:31:00,990 --> 00:31:02,523 (GASPING) 657 00:31:02,559 --> 00:31:04,759 - Your breath. - Okay, that's uncalled for. 658 00:31:04,794 --> 00:31:06,660 I smell bacon. 659 00:31:06,695 --> 00:31:10,130 - Bacon from brunch. - Good. 660 00:31:10,166 --> 00:31:11,966 One thing you can taste. 661 00:31:12,001 --> 00:31:13,700 (GASPING) 662 00:31:13,736 --> 00:31:15,302 Fear. 663 00:31:15,338 --> 00:31:17,204 - Oh... - STEF: Fear. 664 00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:19,573 (SOBBING) 665 00:31:21,610 --> 00:31:24,511 Aw, shh shh. 666 00:31:24,546 --> 00:31:25,912 Darling girl. 667 00:31:27,282 --> 00:31:28,715 Sorry. 668 00:31:28,751 --> 00:31:29,961 It's okay. Is everything all right? 669 00:31:29,985 --> 00:31:32,151 Yeah, fine. Listen. 670 00:31:32,187 --> 00:31:34,621 Mariana knows what's going on with you. 671 00:31:35,691 --> 00:31:38,091 She knows you went to a lesbian bar last night, 672 00:31:38,126 --> 00:31:40,360 and she's kind of put it together for herself. 673 00:31:40,395 --> 00:31:43,997 So... she says she's gonna tell Logan if you don't. 674 00:31:48,703 --> 00:31:50,603 You know what? 675 00:31:50,638 --> 00:31:52,038 You're right. 676 00:31:53,808 --> 00:31:55,474 She doesn't know we're here. 677 00:31:57,077 --> 00:31:58,444 Or what day it is. 678 00:32:00,448 --> 00:32:04,283 Cemeteries are like... for the living. 679 00:32:07,955 --> 00:32:11,556 To come and... remember people they loved. 680 00:32:14,895 --> 00:32:17,729 If we, like, you know, came every day, 681 00:32:17,764 --> 00:32:19,531 that'd be weird. 682 00:32:20,667 --> 00:32:23,235 Like a constant reminder that they're gone. 683 00:32:25,505 --> 00:32:29,173 It's... kinda like wearing Mom's necklace every day. 684 00:32:36,382 --> 00:32:37,415 Jude. 685 00:32:39,052 --> 00:32:40,752 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACH) 686 00:32:46,159 --> 00:32:47,358 JUDE: Hey, Dad. 687 00:32:47,393 --> 00:32:50,094 Hi. It's good to see you. 688 00:32:50,129 --> 00:32:51,840 JUDE: It's good to see you, too, Dad. 689 00:32:59,364 --> 00:33:01,264 GRACE: The reason... 690 00:33:01,299 --> 00:33:04,434 The real reason why I can't let you be my proxy 691 00:33:04,469 --> 00:33:08,104 isn't because I don't trust that you're gonna do what I want. 692 00:33:09,707 --> 00:33:11,540 It's because I know if you do, 693 00:33:11,575 --> 00:33:14,110 you'll never forgive yourself. 694 00:33:14,145 --> 00:33:17,312 You won't see it as you respecting my wishes. 695 00:33:17,348 --> 00:33:20,449 You'll see it as you... giving up on me. 696 00:33:20,484 --> 00:33:24,319 And then you'll always question whether you should've 697 00:33:24,355 --> 00:33:26,522 made me fight, and... and you'll blame yourself, 698 00:33:26,557 --> 00:33:29,090 and I... I could never leave you with that burden, Mom. 699 00:33:31,762 --> 00:33:34,896 SUSAN (CRIES SOFTLY): Oh, honey. No. 700 00:33:44,207 --> 00:33:47,308 How do you know so much about panic attacks, Ma? 701 00:33:47,343 --> 00:33:48,743 I used to have 'em. 702 00:33:50,413 --> 00:33:51,880 I didn't know that. 703 00:33:51,915 --> 00:33:53,314 Yeah. 704 00:33:53,349 --> 00:33:54,783 When I was in my early 40s, 705 00:33:54,818 --> 00:33:56,617 around about the age you are now. 706 00:34:00,089 --> 00:34:01,989 Do you think it, uh, it... 707 00:34:02,024 --> 00:34:03,569 it might have something to do with being in... 708 00:34:03,593 --> 00:34:04,758 in perimenopause? 709 00:34:04,794 --> 00:34:06,327 Oh, I'm sure it does. 710 00:34:06,362 --> 00:34:09,897 Back then, they just thought you were nuts. 711 00:34:09,932 --> 00:34:12,333 (CHUCKLES) Your dad... 712 00:34:12,368 --> 00:34:13,867 Frank, 713 00:34:13,903 --> 00:34:15,169 thought I could control it 714 00:34:15,204 --> 00:34:18,972 if I would just think happy thoughts. 715 00:34:19,008 --> 00:34:20,373 (SCOFFS) 716 00:34:20,409 --> 00:34:22,309 (LAUGHING) Exactly. 717 00:34:22,344 --> 00:34:24,477 I mean, but you can't... you can't... 718 00:34:24,513 --> 00:34:26,714 You can't know what that experience is. 719 00:34:26,749 --> 00:34:28,849 You just can't have any idea unless... 720 00:34:31,353 --> 00:34:33,119 (SIGHS) unless you know it. 721 00:34:34,356 --> 00:34:35,655 But now you know. 722 00:34:35,691 --> 00:34:38,057 If you ever, you know, need anybody 723 00:34:38,093 --> 00:34:40,227 to talk to who... 724 00:34:40,262 --> 00:34:41,661 understands. 725 00:34:44,766 --> 00:34:47,967 I'm sorry that Dad and I ganged up on you sometimes. 726 00:34:48,002 --> 00:34:49,668 It's okay. 727 00:34:49,704 --> 00:34:51,804 Ganging up was the way you two bonded. 728 00:34:53,241 --> 00:34:55,274 I knew it. 729 00:34:55,309 --> 00:34:56,876 But... 730 00:34:56,911 --> 00:34:59,478 it didn't feel good being on the outside. 731 00:35:01,082 --> 00:35:02,514 It still doesn't. 732 00:35:04,752 --> 00:35:07,286 I'll try not to do it anymore, okay? 733 00:35:09,857 --> 00:35:11,290 Thank you for helping me. 734 00:35:13,628 --> 00:35:15,461 I love you, Mom. I hope you know that. 735 00:35:16,897 --> 00:35:19,665 And that is the very, very, 736 00:35:19,700 --> 00:35:22,834 very best Mother's Day gift ever, ever! 737 00:35:22,870 --> 00:35:25,470 Which is a good thing, because I noticed, 738 00:35:25,505 --> 00:35:27,072 you didn't get me anything. 739 00:35:27,107 --> 00:35:30,175 (BOTH LAUGHING) 740 00:35:32,479 --> 00:35:35,346 CALLIE: So, do you come here often? 741 00:35:35,382 --> 00:35:38,249 No, not much. 742 00:35:38,285 --> 00:35:40,084 How 'bout you? 743 00:35:40,119 --> 00:35:41,452 We've only been a few times. 744 00:35:42,555 --> 00:35:44,021 Yeah, it would depend on, 745 00:35:44,056 --> 00:35:46,724 like, whatever foster home we were in, if they would bring us. 746 00:35:49,262 --> 00:35:51,028 You're still wearing your mom's locket. 747 00:35:53,533 --> 00:35:54,698 What? 748 00:35:56,302 --> 00:35:58,368 Callie had a dream about Mom last night. 749 00:35:58,404 --> 00:36:01,471 She asked her why she was wearing her necklace. 750 00:36:01,507 --> 00:36:04,008 - Huh. - I didn't answer, I just, 751 00:36:04,043 --> 00:36:06,177 like, went to feel for it around my neck, 752 00:36:06,212 --> 00:36:07,577 and it was gone. 753 00:36:07,613 --> 00:36:09,180 Hmm. 754 00:36:09,215 --> 00:36:10,414 What do you think it meant? 755 00:36:11,583 --> 00:36:13,983 I don't really think dreams mean anything. 756 00:36:14,019 --> 00:36:15,419 No? 757 00:36:15,454 --> 00:36:17,788 Yeah, I didn't used to. 758 00:36:17,823 --> 00:36:19,723 But then, when I was in prison, 759 00:36:19,758 --> 00:36:21,591 I was in this, um... 760 00:36:21,627 --> 00:36:23,993 it was like a therapy, kind of, group, 761 00:36:24,029 --> 00:36:25,729 and we talked about the dreams we had. 762 00:36:25,764 --> 00:36:28,131 I think they're there 763 00:36:28,166 --> 00:36:30,366 to try to help us work through things. 764 00:36:30,401 --> 00:36:32,401 To... 765 00:36:32,437 --> 00:36:34,437 tell ourself stuff. 766 00:36:35,974 --> 00:36:38,007 So, what do you think I was trying to tell myself? 767 00:36:38,043 --> 00:36:39,642 Well, I'm not sure, 768 00:36:39,677 --> 00:36:41,878 but maybe just the fact that your mom asked you 769 00:36:41,913 --> 00:36:44,747 why you were wearing it and then it was gone, that... 770 00:36:44,782 --> 00:36:48,016 it could mean that you want permission to take it off. 771 00:36:49,086 --> 00:36:50,419 You know? 772 00:36:51,556 --> 00:36:54,189 - Oh, hey! - Sorry to interrupt. 773 00:36:54,225 --> 00:36:56,592 - It's okay. - I was just getting worried. 774 00:36:56,627 --> 00:36:58,093 (CLEARS THROAT) 775 00:36:58,128 --> 00:37:00,729 So... Callie and Jude. 776 00:37:01,966 --> 00:37:05,067 Of course. I recognize you guys from the photos. 777 00:37:05,102 --> 00:37:07,369 You were younger. 778 00:37:08,505 --> 00:37:11,373 It's really, really nice to meet you. 779 00:37:12,642 --> 00:37:14,176 I'm Natalie. 780 00:37:14,211 --> 00:37:15,777 I'm sorry, um... 781 00:37:16,813 --> 00:37:18,212 Yeah, we should go. 782 00:37:18,248 --> 00:37:20,115 - Um... - Well, I mean, 783 00:37:20,116 --> 00:37:21,193 would you guys like to come over for dinner? 784 00:37:21,217 --> 00:37:23,685 Sometime at... at my place? 785 00:37:23,720 --> 00:37:25,553 Um... 786 00:37:25,589 --> 00:37:27,522 - Sure. - NATALIE: Great. 787 00:37:28,725 --> 00:37:30,558 - How about next weekend? - (DONALD CHUCKLES) 788 00:37:34,163 --> 00:37:35,529 (DOORBELL RINGS) 789 00:37:38,234 --> 00:37:39,500 (SIGHS) 790 00:37:43,106 --> 00:37:44,272 Hi! 791 00:37:44,307 --> 00:37:46,140 - Did you forget something? - No. 792 00:37:46,175 --> 00:37:49,110 No, I was just hoping that I could speak with you alone. 793 00:37:50,212 --> 00:37:51,645 Oh, okay, sure. 794 00:37:55,984 --> 00:37:58,084 (SIGHS) Listen, I'm... 795 00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:00,521 I'm sure you know Logan's very upset 796 00:38:00,556 --> 00:38:02,389 about his father and me. 797 00:38:02,425 --> 00:38:05,392 And we're trying to make this separation 798 00:38:05,428 --> 00:38:07,027 as painless as possible on him, 799 00:38:07,062 --> 00:38:09,062 and if you hurt him 800 00:38:09,097 --> 00:38:12,865 by telling him something that you know nothing about... 801 00:38:12,901 --> 00:38:16,036 I will make sure that he doesn't want anything to do with you. 802 00:38:24,412 --> 00:38:26,879 - Hey! - How you doing? 803 00:38:27,882 --> 00:38:29,248 (SIGHS) I'm good. 804 00:38:29,283 --> 00:38:31,884 Well, it seems like it. 805 00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:34,720 - Where's your mom? - She just left to grab something to eat. 806 00:38:36,157 --> 00:38:39,191 Uh, well, there's something I... I wanted to tell you, 807 00:38:40,261 --> 00:38:44,096 about, uh, being your proxy person. 808 00:38:45,699 --> 00:38:48,334 I, uh, I thought about it, and... 809 00:38:50,004 --> 00:38:51,570 I'll do it. 810 00:38:52,639 --> 00:38:54,006 If that's what you really want. 811 00:39:02,282 --> 00:39:03,715 Thank you. 812 00:39:52,031 --> 00:39:53,497 STEF: Hey, love. 813 00:39:57,102 --> 00:39:59,102 That's very pretty. 814 00:39:59,138 --> 00:40:01,238 Ximena gave it to me. 815 00:40:02,974 --> 00:40:04,741 Jude said that you saw Donald. 816 00:40:04,776 --> 00:40:06,108 Yeah. 817 00:40:07,278 --> 00:40:09,045 He has a girlfriend. 818 00:40:09,080 --> 00:40:10,212 How do you feel about that? 819 00:40:10,248 --> 00:40:12,248 Fine. 820 00:40:13,284 --> 00:40:16,886 I think we've all been sad long enough. 821 00:40:19,057 --> 00:40:20,523 I can remember my mom 822 00:40:20,558 --> 00:40:23,992 without literally wearing my grief around my neck. 823 00:40:33,837 --> 00:40:36,471 SHARON (SHOUTING): Hey, you guys! You gotta come out here! 824 00:40:36,506 --> 00:40:38,640 We've having a dance party! 825 00:40:38,676 --> 00:40:42,778 (DANCE MUSIC PLAYING) 826 00:40:42,813 --> 00:40:44,546 Good God, what is happening? 827 00:40:44,582 --> 00:40:46,815 SHARON: We're having a family dance party! 828 00:40:46,850 --> 00:40:49,918 Come on! This family needs to have some fun! 829 00:40:49,954 --> 00:40:52,554 ♪ ♪ 830 00:40:52,589 --> 00:40:55,123 ♪ Don't care where we're going ♪ 831 00:40:55,158 --> 00:40:58,293 ♪ Anywhere you are will do ♪ 832 00:40:58,328 --> 00:41:01,396 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 833 00:41:01,431 --> 00:41:03,998 ♪ Don't need nothing else ♪ 834 00:41:04,033 --> 00:41:06,634 ♪ As long as I'm here with you ♪ 835 00:41:06,669 --> 00:41:10,537 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 836 00:41:10,573 --> 00:41:12,840 ♪ Don't care where we're going ♪ 837 00:41:12,875 --> 00:41:15,642 ♪ Anywhere you are will do ♪ 838 00:41:15,677 --> 00:41:19,178 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 839 00:41:19,214 --> 00:41:21,581 ♪ Don't need nothing else ♪ 840 00:41:21,617 --> 00:41:24,584 ♪ As long as I'm here with you ♪ 841 00:41:24,585 --> 00:41:29,585 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 60771

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