All language subtitles for Chicago.Med.S03E10.HDTV.x264-KILLERS

Hey. Remember what I told you.

Next time you are on the top of the ***

Make sure my boy ex
isn't at the bottom.

- Mm-hmm.
- Heard that.

All right, Simone here is
gonna take great care of you.

- [MUMBLES]
- Sweet kid.

Yeah.

Hey, thanks for offering to help today.

It's no problem.

Though, I confess I may have
had an ulterior motive.

Oh?

Maggie's birthday, it's
in a couple weeks,

and I'm stumped as far as gifts.

Mmm. So what are you considering?

Currently? Uh, thinking a
gold bracelet from Yurman.

Jewelry, huh? That's a big statement.

That's the thing.

I'm not sure if we should
pick up where we left off,

or play it like we're
starting from scratch.

- Hm.
- [GUNSHOT]

[GUNSHOTS, PEOPLE SCREAMING]

There's someone hit on the corner.

- Should we call it in?
- I'll administer aid.

[PANTING]

[CAR BEEPING]

My chest! Bitch shot me in my chest!

Hang on, we got you.

[TENSE MUSIC]

Gunshot wound, right
anterior lateral chest.

All right, we're gonna roll him, okay?

- Okay.
- [GRUNTS]

Bullet went through and through.

All right.

♪

Decreased breath sounds on the right.

His lung's collapsed.
Give me a needle, Barry.

Got it.

♪

Pulse is good.

♪

Breath sounds improving.
Let's get him to Med.

I'll go get the ambo.

[ENGINE REVS, TIRES SCREECH]

They're coming back. Get down!

- [GUNSHOT]
- [GRUNTS] Ow!

[GUNSHOTS]

[GLASS SHATTERS]

- [GASPS]
- Ah! [GROANS]

- [GASPS]
- [PANTING]

[PANTING]

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[DOOR BEEPS]

Are you guys all right?

Dispatch said you were in a shootout.

What the hell happened out there?

You're going to Baghdad.

Tried to help this guy,

banger circled back,
tried to finish the job.

- Barry saved my life.
- What?

Uh, 19-year-old male was
shot in the right chest.

Needle decompressed in the
field, still hypotensive.

Someone take a look at Barry's leg.

- He was hit.
- Thanks, Barry.

- Barry?
- Sorry, it's not serious.

Uh, Noah, Dr. Sexton, meet
us in Treatment Four.

On it.

Kay, let's transfer on my count.

Ready, one, two, three...

[GRUNTS]

Start on the groin line.

- Are you sure you're okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.

Open a 36 French chest tube.

Hey, you still with me?

Damn it. Hold the tube.

[SOLEMN MUSIC]

All right, just a tangential wound.

Nothing to do but dress it
and let it heal on its own.

Told you it wasn't
anything to worry about.

Okay, tough guy.

And why didn't you ever
tell me you carry a gun?

- Maggie?
- Oh, hey, Alvin.

Mr. Vaughn, I'm Detective Olinsky

with the Chicago Police Department.

Alvin, can this wait?
He's being treated.

It's okay.

Listen, we're gonna need your weapon.

[GRUNTING] Course, yes, sir.

It's locked in the glove
compartment of my rig.

Uh, it's now evidence.

Uh, you got a concealed carry permit?

Yeah.

There you go.

You always got a gun at work?

Uh, I've been carrying
for a couple years.

Necessary precaution.

And it's a good thing he does.

He saved three lives today.

For real. Barry, you the man.

[BLOOD SPUTTERS]

Big hemothorax. Lots of blood.

Are you okay, Natalie?

Yeah.

[CLEARS THROAT]

Tube's in. Securing it now.

What's his pressure?

107 over 68; heart rate of 121.

Three units of blood,
one unit of plasma in.

Okay.

Color's coming back. He looks better.

- Hey, Nat...
- Yeah?

- We'll take over.
- Okay.

♪

Just glad you're okay.

[MUMBLING] Yeah. Yeah.

Are you hurt anywhere? Let me see.

No. No, I'm fine. I just, um...

I hit my head when Barry
pushed me out of the way.

If he hadn't...

that bullet barely missed me.

Yeah, well, thank God for Barry.

But... but you, what...
what are you thinking,

putting yourself in the
line of fire like that?

Uh, I was thinking that there
was a patient in need.

[DOOR OPENS]

Dr. Manning, you feeling well enough

to answer a few questions?

Yeah, of course. [CLEARS THROAT]

[ELEVATOR DINGING]

- Right this way.
- Uh, is this really necessary?

Like I said, it's probably indigestion.

First thing they teach
you in med school:

Always take chest pain seriously.

That's what I get for hooking
up with a heart surgeon.

[CHUCKLES]

Here, why don't you pop
into this room right here,

and I'll be in as soon as I can.

Who'd you just plant in my room?

She's a friend.

Uh, she woke up this morning
with tightness in her chest.

I'd like to get an EKG and troponins.

- What's your friend's name?
- Margo...

- Uh...
- Does she have a last name?

Can you help me out here, Bea?

Thank you.

It must be hard remembering
all their names.

Now, I read that Derek Jeter

used to send his conquests
home with a gift basket,

but a full cardio workup is...
is much classier.

Jeter, huh? You... you're...
You're a baseball fan?

No. It's too boring. But I love gossip.

So you're in from Missouri?

St. Louis. Here on business.

Well, we will get you
in and out of here

as quickly as possible.

THAT'S WHAT DR. RHODES IS
RENOWNED FOR AROUND HERE:

quick in-and-outs.

I'm Dr. Bekker, by the way.

Your insurance card has you listed

as a dependent of Theodore J. Dimilio?

That would be my husband.

Would you like us to contact him?

No, thank you. Not just yet.

I'll make some copies
and be right back.

♪

So you're married?

Didn't wanna tell me?

If I had, would you have
come back to my hotel room?

No.

♪

Maybe. I don't know.

That's why I didn't tell you.

♪

[DISTANT SIREN WAILING]

Hey, there you are.

I thought you were gonna come find me

as soon as you were
done with the police.

I just needed some fresh air.

Well, I notified the ped's on-call.

He's on his way in, so you can go home.

What? Why?

Thought you should take
the rest of the day off.

Will, I'm fine.

Just... please don't do that.

Don't make unilateral
decisions on my behalf, okay?

Excuse me!

Excuse me, I need some help over here.

[GROANING, SOBBING] Ow!

She's been screaming blue
murder since Michigan City.

I... I pulled over a couple of
times, so she could throw up.

And she says it hurts too much to walk.

[SOBBING] Ow!

So you think I had a heart attack?

I'm afraid so, yeah.

Yeah, a mild one.

Yeah, it's hard to tell exactly
what's going on from the EKG,

so I wanna get you
over to the cath lab,

so we can take a closer
look at your vessels.

[CHUCKLES] I'm not gonna
catch my flight home, am I?

No.

Dr. Rhodes...

I received a call from IR.

Said you required a priority reschedule

for your patient, Margo Dimilio?

Yes. Uh, her EKG showed some PVC runs

and possible ST changes.

Ah.

I'm not sure you heard, but
her lab work came back.

They found traces of
cocaine in her urine.

- What?
- 520 nanograms per milliliter.

♪

I don't believe that's
what caused the distress.

Why not?

♪

All right, you want all the details?
Sure.

Uh, we met at a fundraiser
at the Field Museum.

Uh, we were at the roulette table.

We both liked the number 19.

She ends up inviting me
back to her hotel room,

where we...

exerted ourselves a couple of times.

I only offer that up, because I believe

it was the exertion

that exacerbated the pain that
she was already experiencing,

which is why I brought her in,

and why I believe

we need to take a closer
look at her vessels.

Did you partake in the cocaine?

No...

and I didn't know that she was either.

I can take a drug test if you'd like.

That won't be necessary.

Carry on.

Thank you.

♪

Let me know if anything makes
you feel uncomfortable, okay?

- Yes, ma'am.
- All right, Mr. Cray...

Uh, Reverend Cray, actually.

Okay. Reverend, how old is Lindsay?

14. Now, how long is this gonna take?

And I'm only asking that,

because we gotta get
down to Cedar Rapids.

I'm preaching at a revival
meeting tomorrow.

Okay, we'll just figure out
what's going on here first,

and take it from there.

Have you ever felt
pain like this before?

Her last pregnancy, she'd
get sick like this,

but n... not with all
this blood, you know.

Last pregnancy?

Lindsay, what happened
with your last pregnancy?

- Did you carry to term?
- No, ma'am.

She had what they called a
spontaneous miscarriage.

- That was four months ago.
- [GASPING]

Well, it doesn't look
like she's pregnant now.

However, I am seeing
some irregularities

in the lining of her uterus,

perhaps something that
didn't move through

when she had her miscarriage.

All right, I'm gonna
do a pelvic exam now.

Are you all right with that?

You can come outside.
There's a waiting area.

We'll give your daughter
a little more privacy.

My daughter? Lindsay's my wife.

♪

This marriage is legal?

That guy and a 14-year-old girl?

Her father gave his consent
and a judge signed off on it,

- so yeah.
- What about her mother?

Well, she died when
Lindsay was only three.

- That man should be arrested.
- Right, but on what charges?

Rape, coercion, whatever.

This girl is a kid.

She obviously had no
choice in the matter.

He barely lets her speak.

Can we call on the police?
Family services?

No, unfortunately we're required to

respect Michigan state law.

How's the girl doing?

She's undergoing a D&C

to get rid of any products
from her prior miscarriage.

Yeah, which the reverend only okayed,

because he wants Lindsay
to be able to conceive

as soon as possible.

I realize this is
distasteful for all of us,

but I implore both of
you to do your best

not to let your personal feelings

interfere with the care of
this patient or the law.

What am I supposed to do?

I'm not sure I can be in
the same room as that guy.

Then go home. I'll deal with this.

You keep trying to
push me out the door.

Yes, I'm concerned about you.

I don't know why you're
being so stubborn.

I'm gonna go see how the D&C is going.

[ELEVATOR DINGING]

Dr. Reese!

How did your rounds at
Cohn County Jail go?

Great. Actually, the patient, Michael,

who tried to kill his brother
in a bout of manic psychosis,

we had a breakthrough this morning.

He's no longer on suicide watch.

Wow. Sounds like you're
really making some progress,

not just with your patients, but, um...

with your own therapy as well.

I need to see a psychiatrist now!

Don't listen to my husband.
Ben, you're being ridiculous.

Sir, you need to wait for triage.

Uh, it's okay, Leah.

Hi, I'm Dr. Charles.
How can I help you?

Listen, I need to check
myself into the psych ward.

No, no, no, he doesn't. He's not crazy.

Ben, please. People are listening.

Do you think I care?

I need to be committed

for as long as it takes
to stop these thoughts.

Okay, I understand.

Um, how 'bout if we step
into this room over here,

- so we can discuss your situa...
- No! No more talking!

I don't need to talk. I
need to be locked up.

- Ben...
- You send me back out of here,

then I'm going to murder my wife.

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

Wait, so, you're telling
me I need surgery?

Unfortunately, yes.

Uh, now, normally, we would
have placed a stent,

but there's too much
curvature in the vessel.

So, look, I recommend doing the
bypass as soon as possible.

I can perform the operation myself.

Uh, no, I... I... I need to get home.

- Margo...
- This is all too much.

I... I'm sure that there's
someone you can refer me to

in Saint Louis.

I... I'm very sorry, but
I can't let you leave.

What?

Your condition is too unstable,

and we need to keep you under
observation until the surgery.

I'm sorry, please, just...

[SOLEMN MUSIC]

Please.

♪

What do they say?

You reap what you sow?

♪

This must be karmic retribution
for cheating on my husband.

Your coronary disease didn't
just develop overnight.

It's been building up for a long time.

I've been cheating on my
husband for a long time.

♪

Dr. Rhodes?

Yeah.

♪

I will let you know as soon as an O.R.
is open.

♪

- She's agreed to a CABG?
- Mm-hmm.

I'm confident we can do a
robotic assisted bypass.

- It'll be less invasive.
- Of course.

I'm having Dr. Bekker
perform the surgery.

What?

Uh, no, she is way less
experienced with the robotics.

Hm, what happens if
something goes wrong?

- Well, it won't.
- And if it does?

Given the circumstances,
a lawyer could make

a compelling case for negligence.

No, Dr. Latham, I...

There is too much potential
liability at stake

for both you and the hospital

to risk keeping you on the case.

They're short a trauma
surgeon in the E.D.

I volunteered you.

[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

Hi.

How are you feeling, Lindsay?

A little groggy still,
but I feel better.

- Thank you, ma'am.
- Is everything okay with her?

Well, that's what I came in
to discuss with you both.

Um...

the gynecologist found a tumor
growing within the tissue

that would've become the placenta.

- Tumor?
- Yes.

Um, she sent it to Pathology.

It is, I'm afraid, malignant.

It's called a choriocarcinoma.

I have cancer?

Thankfully, it's still
confined to your uterus.

That's what's called Stage One.

Given that we caught
it relatively early,

these tumors generally
respond favorably

to chemotherapy.

And if that doesn't work,
what happens then?

Worst-case scenario,

we would need to
consider a hysterectomy.

But we are far, far from
even discussing that.

See? First she comes
in here, talks chemo.

Next she's scheming to
remove your womb altogether.

I can assure you, there
is no scheming going on.

Chemo can lead to infertility.

Not necessarily.

Yes, there are some risk factors,

but to do nothing at all
would be far, far riskier.

No, thank you, then.

We will not be doing any chemotherapy.

Sir...

I'm gonna ask you to
step out for a moment,

so that I can discuss this
with my patient, privately.

Why?

She doesn't want me to leave.

Go on, ask her.

♪

He can stay.

Like I said, only thing we
need from you now, Doctor,

is to get Lindsay discharged.

♪

Shortly after my wife got pregnant,

I started having these thoughts.

Okay, take your time.

It's all right. No one
here's judging you.

Um, I'd imagine... killing her,

slashing her throat with
a knife, to be specific.

I can't even be around knives anymore.

Afraid of what I might do.

That must be terrifying.

Can I ask you, was this
pregnancy planned?

Yes... no... we both wanted it.

I don't... have an escape fantasy.

I'm not jealous of my unborn child.

It sounds like you've been
seeing some other therapists.

[CHUCKLES] Two.

One wouldn't even be
alone in a room with me.

Thoughts only got worse after that.

I'm really sorry you
had to go through hat.

You know, sometimes when we over-focus

on fixing problems like this,

you know, not thinking
certain thoughts,

it... it tends just to
tighten their grip.

Like, if I tell you not
to think of a brown bear,

you'd immediately picture it.

Look, I'm telling you,
I'm in real danger.

I need to be committed.

Grabbed your spare
pants from your ambo.

And found you this.

- Mmm.
- Last one.

Nearly had to wrestle Doris
to the ground for it.

Thank you, babe.

[GRUNTS]

Uh, sit here for a second, would you?

Something I've been wanting
to say since this morning.

Me too.

- But you go first.
- Okay.

Getting back together with you,

it is the happiest I've
been in a long time.

Now, I know you had your
reservations about...

Wait. [SIGHS] Wait...

♪

When that call came through today...

♪

I was so scared.

I admit it's been hard for me

accepting you back into my life,

but I realize now that...

what we have is real.

Whatever happened in the
past, it doesn't matter.

♪

I want a fresh start.

♪

[DEVICE BEEPING]

♪

[SIGHS]

Continue this later?

♪

[DOOR BEEPS]

Miguel Garcia, 55-year-old male.

Single GSW through the left clavicle.

April, Dr. Choi, you're
going to Baghdad.

- Copy.
- Hypotensive and unresponsive.

Intubated in the field.

My finger's in the bullet hole.

I move it and blood
will hit the ceiling.

- Keep pressure on it.
- All right.

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

All right, set on my count.

One, two, three...

There we go.

All right, it looks like

the distal subclavian artery
through the clavicle.

Let's take a look very carefully.

[BLOOD SPUTTERS]

Whoa! Okay, definitely the subclavian.

All right. All right, here's the plan:

April, give me the
biggest stitch needle

- you can find, all right?
- Got it!

Monique, you know where we
can find some zip ties?

- Maintenance has them.
- Go get 'em quick.

- Hey, Detective Olinsky?
- Yeah?

Miguel Garcia, that victim
that we just brought in,

shot-spotter pinpointed
the source of the gunfire

to the same time and
location of your drive-by.

♪

- Got zip ties.
- All right, good.

All right, we're gonna
jerry-rig something

to stop the bleeding.

Ethan, I've got one hand.

Get over here, grab the needle driver.

- Got it prepped right here.
- Good.

All right.

Stick the needle through the
male end of the zip tie

and tie a knot.

April, hand me a scalpel.

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

- Done. Here you go.
- All right.

♪

All right, needle's in.

Pull the stitch, and feed the zip tie

around the clavicle and the artery.

- Zip tie's in.
- All right, cinch it down.

♪

- Gently.
- Mm-hmm.

♪

All right.

Okay, it's temporized.
How's the pressure?

Holding. Heart rate's down.

All right, let's get him up to the O.R.

♪

What did they say his name was?

Miguel.

Don't go getting ahead of yourself.

What if the bullet's mine, Maggie?

What if it's not?

Look, if anyone can
get him through this,

it's Connor.

Let's just stay in the moment for now.

♪

Dr. Charles...

You see he's overreacting, right?

You're not going to commit him?

I know it may be very
difficult to understand,

but the thoughts your
husband is experiencing

are very real to him.

Look, you don't know my husband.

We've been together since college.

He's a gentle soul.

But Ms. Samuels, your
husband's suffering.

Don't we wanna try and help him
get some peace with all this?

Of course.

But if you commit him, then what?
I mean...

Our baby needs his father.
Can't you just, um...

give him some pills?

There must be something you can do.

Dr. Charles, can I speak
with you a moment?

Would you excuse us for a second?

It seems to me that Ben is suffering

from some sort of OCD.

Other than that, he has no
functional impairments.

We're not talking about
over-washing your hands here

or... or checking the front
door every two minutes.

This is OCD Harm.

His thoughts toward
his wife are violent.

Judging from Ben's history,

there's no reason to think
he would act on it.

We don't know that.

I mean, what if we send him
out here today and he does?

Uh, I really think that...
that committing him

is our best option.

You know, put him in an environment

where he feels safe from his thoughts,

help him defuse them,

or, at the very least,
coexist with them.

What if the right move

isn't to make him feel
safe from his thoughts?

What if it's to make him
confront them directly?

You mean exposure therapy?

Dr. Reese, I know that's
been very helpful to you,

but in this case, that approach
would be extremely risky

and... and way too early.

Look, we need time to fully
evaluate the patient, okay?

So let's commit him to the psych ward

and take it from there, okay?

[ELEVATOR DINGING]

- Dr. Rhodes?
- Not now.

Has to be now.

I'm ASA Ramirez, state's attorney

investigating today's shootout.

I'd appreciate if you could
retrieve the bullet,

so that we could run ballistics.

My priority is to save this man's life.

You'll get your bullet if
it's medically advisable.

Uh, I'm not sure I should
be talking to you alone.

Is that what he told you?

Listen, I'm not sure

how you feel about being married,

but the one advantage
that it does give you

is that you are considered, by law,

to be medically emancipated.

Emancipated?

It means you have the right to make

your own medical decisions.

Does chemo really make it
so I can't have a baby?

No. No.

And Lindsay, it's clearly

your best and safest
bet moving forward.

What are you doing?

It... n-nothing. No, we...

I was just conferring with my patient.

Lindsay, regardless of what
this man thinks or wants,

it is your body and your choice...

That has already been decided.

Will you step outside with me, please?

Sir, get your hands off of me!

From the start, you have been
willful and argumentative.

My patient has the right to decide

how she wants to treat her cancer.

The cancer is you.

You've been treating Lindsay

like she's a child, not a woman.

She is a child! She's 14!

Just because you had
some judge sign off

on what's obviously a case of abuse...

Excuse me... excuse me,

I need to talk to someone
who's in charge here.

And now you wanna play
games with her health?

You are a bully and a predator!

I'm the charge nurse here.
How can I help you?

Yes, I want this bitch
removed from my wife's care.

[SOLEMN MUSIC]

♪

All right, we've got proximal

and distal control of the artery.

Need to remove the bone fragments

before we can repair the vessel.

Huh...

It looks like the bullet
is kissing the vein.

It's gotta come out.

Behavior is what is outrageous.

This is why I never
go to city hospitals.

We will treat your wife...

I heard he called you a bitch.

Not really what matters here.

Just got an earful from
the good reverend.

If he takes Lindsay
out of this hospital,

she will never get the
care that she needs.

Every patient is allowed
a second opinion.

But she'll die. It's
abuse, plain and simple.

She's right.

I admire your advocacy, Dr. Manning,

but you're off the case.

Dr. Halstead will be primary

until the patient can be discharged.

♪

I swear I have a mind

to knock the hell out of
that sanctimonious...

Will, I do not need my boyfriend

to defend my honor right now, okay?

What I need is for... ow.

- [GROANS]
- Natalie, you all right?

Yeah, I just...

[GAGGING]

Natalie...

Natalie!

- [PANTS]
- Nat...

So you lost consciousness as well?

Mm.

Have you, uh, had
difficulty concentrating?

I don't know, maybe.

Have you been more
irritable than usual?

Yes.

Sorry, it's true.

Look, I gotta get out of here.

I have a patient I need to go see.

Sorry, you don't get

to go back in the game, Mitch Trubisky.

You have a concussion.

I'll need a head CT to
rule out any bleeds.

Uh, let me make a call to Imaging.

Thanks, Sam.

I need to go talk to Lindsay
before she's discharged. Ow.

- Natalie...
- What?

Goodwin removed you from her care.

- You don't remember that?
- She did?

[SIGHS] Oh, no.

[GROANS] I really messed this up, Will.

- No, you didn't.
- Yes, I did.

She was asking me about chemo.

I... I was this close

to convincing her to get treatment.

If I had just had a
little longer with her...

Well, maybe it's not too late.

9 millimeter bullet.

It was my gun.

- I shot him.
- You can't blame yourself.

You did what anyone in your
position would have done.

- Mr. Vaughn?
- Yes?

I need to ask you a few questions.

♪

[SIGHS]

- How are you holding up?
- [SIGHS]

Trying to keep it together for him.

To be honest, Ethan... I'm scared.

Even if the worst happens,

Barry's not criminally responsible.

The shooting was instigated
by someone else.

It was... it was self-defense.

I know, but...

how is Barry supposed
to carry that burden?

♪

- It's inexcusable behavior.
- No, you're absolutely right.

And again, I... I wanna apologize
for Dr. Manning's behavior.

It was entirely unprofessional.

Right, and very aggressive.
It was pushy.

Yeah, well, between you and me,

this is not the first time
we've had a problem with her.

She can get emotional. Women, right?

[PHONE CHIRPS, BUZZES]

Ah, I have to check up on
a patient in Orthopedics.

Let me... Monique, help
Reverend Cray here

with, uh, discharge
paperwork, would ya?

Patient's name is Lindsay Cray.

Monique will take great care of you.

Good luck and God bless, Reverend.

I will be praying for
you and your wife.

- Thank you.
- You're very welcome.

[ELEVATOR DINGING]

Where's the reverend?

He's filling out the paperwork needed

to take you out of here.

I can't keep you here much longer.

I know you have some
big decisions to make,

but I won't be able to get you
the medical attention you need

unless you speak up right now.

My mother died when she was 19.

She had ovarian cancer.

My great-grandmother too.

[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Guess
it's the family curse.

♪

I'm sorry to hear that.

♪

The lady doctor said something earlier

about a hysterectomy?

Dr. Manning, yes.

Now, that is only if you get sicker.

With the right medicine,

you have a great chance
of beating this.

You can live a long life,

have a family someday.

♪

Are those things I'm
supposed to look forward to?

♪

No, I want a hysterectomy.

A hysterectomy is really not
necessary at this point.

[SCOFFS] I don't care.

Some women have their breasts removed

if they have the cancer gene

just so they don't get it later, right?

But... but you are so young.

All right, hysterectomy
is irreversible.

You will not be able to become pregnant

and have children, ever.

You don't know my life, okay?

You don't understand.

[INHALES SHARPLY] I don't want
to bring a kid into this world.

♪

Dr. Manning said it was my decision.

♪

Mags, I just talked to Connor.

They controlled the bleeding
and rebuilt the artery.

We have every reason to believe
Miguel's gonna make it.

[RELIEVED SIGH]

We've gotta tell Barry.

Barry?

Barry?

Why is he in handcuffs?

The bystander made it out of surgery.

Well, that's not the issue.

There's some kinda discrepancy
with his carry permit.

Permit? Come on, Detective.

Barry, what's going on?

I'm sorry, Maggie.

♪

Have a seat, Ben.

Wait, have I been committed already?

Shouldn't I be medicated

or in a straightjacket or something?

So, the nurse is preparing
your admittance paperwork,

but in the meantime,

um, I would like to talk
to you about something.

Talk about what? I already told you,

I've done every type of
therapy in the book.

- The thoughts won't go away.
- I understand.

But what if I told you that

most of the thoughts we
have are just nonsense?

Just synapses popping off in our heads,

and that we shouldn't
take them so seriously?

If you could, just...

do me a favor for a moment...

and close your eyes.

Now, I want you

to bring up the thought that
frightens you the most.

Tell me what you see.

It's okay. You are in a safe space.

[SOFT MUSIC]

I see myself...

- I'm holding a knife.
- Okay, keep going.

[APPREHENSIVE MUSIC]

I see my wife.

She's in the kitchen, doing dishes.

♪

I'm walking up behind her.

She doesn't know I'm there.

You're doing very well.

♪

What's that?

♪

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

I paged Dr. Charles. Let me
know when he comes up here.

- Kayla...
- Oh, here he is.

- I got your page. What's up?
- It's Dr. Reese.

She's locked in with a patient.

♪

[EXHALES SOFTLY, SHAKILY]

♪

[TENSE MUSIC]

You've conquered th or shower
your fear of holding a knife...

a weapon.

Now, imagine that I'm your wife.

♪

I can't.

You can.

I trust you.

♪

- [EXHALES SHARPLY]
- Do you see her?

Yes.

Here's your opportunity.

You can slit my throat right now.

♪

No.

[SOLEMN MUSIC]

No, I don't want to.

- I don't wanna do it.
- No, you don't.

This whole time,

you've been beating yourself
up over your thoughts.

The fact that you can't dismiss them

- does not mean you're depraved.
- [SCOFFS SOMBERLY]

♪

It shows you have a conscience.

♪

[SOBBING]

Dr. Reese...

outside now.

♪

Dr. Charles, I know I didn't
take your approach today...

You didn't take my approach?

You directly defied my orders,

and put yourself and your
patient in real danger.

Ben isn't dangerous. I
think I just proved that.

The only thing you proved to me

is that you're reckless
and insubordinate,

and I have half a mind
to suspend you again.

The last few months, you've
been preaching to me

that I can either see my patients

as a threat or as an opportunity.

Was I afraid in there? Yes.

But my fear no longer controls me.

I control it, and now
Ben controls his too.

You are missing the point!

I appreciate that exposure therapy

has given you a newfound
sense of confidence,

but it does not make you
all-knowing and invincible.

What you just did in there
was unbelievably stupid.

♪

[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

Sharon? You called for me?

- Yeah.
- [DOOR CLOSES]

Sit down with me for a minute.

What is it? Do I need to get
Barry a lawyer? A bondsman?

I just spoke with my guy at the
State's Attorney's office,

the discrepancy with
Barry's carry permit.

- Yeah?
- It turns out...

he changed his identity at some point,

because of a juvenile record.

He didn't disclose it on his permit.

That's why it wasn't technically legal.

What do you mean change his identity?

You mean Barry Vaughn...

isn't his real name?

Apparently not.

♪

Why wouldn't he tell me?

♪

He had a whole other life?

♪

I'm sorry, Maggie.

The State's Attorney is gonna
file a charge against him.

♪

The whole time we were together...

♪

He was lying?

♪

Every day?

[WHIMPERING]

♪

Every day, Sharon.

♪

What is going on here?

Lindsay has decided to
have a hysterectomy.

Over my dead body.

She's my wife. I make the decisions.

Sir, please move.

You lay so much as a finger on her,

and I will sue you to kingdom come.

[TENSE MUSIC]

We have her consent.

♪

You lied to me.

She can't make that kind
of decision for herself.

She was obviously coerced.

He... he forced you to
sign this, didn't he?

No. It was my decision.

♪

You have two seconds to
step aside, Mr. Cray,

or I will have you forcibly
removed from the premises.

♪

You... you go through
with this, Lindsay,

and you will be banished by the church,

the community, everything.

You will be diminished
in the eyes of the Lord.

Do you understand?

♪

Surgery went without a hitch.

Seems your personal life
keeps working in my favor.

Excuse me, Dr. Bekker?

I'm Teddy Dimilio.

I just wanted to thank you
for saving my wife's life.

It was actually Dr. Rhodes here

who made the diagnosis.

Well, both of you then.

Yeah. [GRUNTS]

I don't know what I
would've done without her.

It was our pleasure.

Thank you.

[SOFT MUSIC]

[DOOR CLOSES]

♪

[DOOR CLOSES]

♪

[SIGHS]

♪

[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

- Hey.
- Hey.

Someone told me about a
standoff between you and Cray?

Yeah.

Were you able to talk to Lindsay?

- I was.
- Is she gonna start chemo?

She's having a hysterectomy.

I tried to talk her out
of it, believe me,

but she was adamant.

It's a drastic step to take,
but I can see why she took it.

That girl will finally have her say.

- But she's just a kid, Nat.
- She's tough.

Women are tough,

tougher than you think.

I guess I got a lot to learn
about this kinda stuff.

[CHUCKLES]

Trust me, you are way
further along than most.

♪

- Way, huh?
- Mm-hmm. [LAUGHS]

All right.

♪

Thank you.

[MUMBLES]

[SOLEMN MUSIC]

♪

Impressive save today.

Yeah, thanks.

You headed somewhere?

No, just headed home.
It's been a long day.

Shame.

Waste of a nice tux.

I know a spot over in the West Loop.

Makes the best Old Fashioned's in town.

Care to decompress over a drink?

♪

You're not married, are you?

No.

♪

In that case, I'm more of
a Manhattan kinda guy,

but I might be able to be persuaded.

♪

- Car's right here.
- All right.

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