All language subtitles for Married.At.First.Sight.S17E06.1080p.WEB.h264-EDITH[eztv.re]_track3_eng

- ♪ The way that you
pull me close ♪

♪ The way that you kiss me

♪ When I'm dancing
on the ceiling ♪

- Four newlywed couples put
their trust in the experts

to find love.

They marry as total strangers.

♪

Last time,
they began their honeymoon

in beautiful Cancún, Mexico.

♪

- [laughs]

Being out on the water
with Austin,

you get all those jitters
and those butterflies.

But then at the same time,

it also feels
like we've been together

for, like, four years.

So we're like,
yep, we got this.

[shouts]
- Ooh!

- Yeah, this feels right.
[chuckles]

♪

- What about, like, sex?

- I think we're building on it.

Like, the physical
is coming naturally,

which is really nice.

How do you feel about it?

- I am willing
to just take your lead.

♪

- I'm learning that we are
very different people.

- I think we're very similar

with very different viewpoints
and perspectives,

which I actually think
is really interesting.

- I mean, we'll figure
it out at some point.

It's just--it's a lot
to take in right now.

♪

- There is massive amount
of pride, you know,

in who I am
and where I come from.

- And I see that,
and I respect that.

- I would never want you
to feel heated

in the way that I did

because I said
something I wasn't aware of.

- Okay.

♪

[upbeat music]

♪

- And tonight
the honeymoon continues...

before they return back to
their lives in the real world.

[laughter]

- Seeing her smiling
and having fun around me

makes me think that she's
feeling more attracted to me.

- Me being an overthinker,
I'm already thinking

about the things that will go
wrong when we're back.

- Trust for me is one of
the biggest things I look for,

and I feel like you're really
starting to earn my trust.

- I'm not in the circle yet.

- If we continue
to let that happen,

it would be
a very disastrous situation.

- Yeah.

♪

- How do you feel
that I had sex two months ago?

- Being honest, uh...

it kind of took sex
off the table for me.

♪

- ♪ It's all or nothing

- This is
"Married at First Sight."

- ♪ There's no other way

♪

♪ It's all or nothing

- [vocalizing]

♪ Come on, baby,
where you going? ♪

[vocalizing]

♪ Come on, baby,
quédate conmigo ♪

- It's A and B, live
from the honeymoon.

We are sleepy.
- [mumbles]

- He is sleepy.
She is sleepy.

- [chuckles]

- Emily, do you need sunscreen?

- I'm a little concerned
about my hand.

A little, since my fingers
are so swollen.

- Our couples are midway
through their honeymoons.

- Is that your size?
Maybe a little longer--

I mean, your swim trunks
were a little short.

I'm not going to lie.

What do you think, Cameron?

- I thought that was
something you were into.

- Oh, well, that
was an assumption.

- And we hope they use
these last few days

to further get to know the
stranger they just married...

- Sir, how do you feel...
- Get closer.

- When you hear about
strangers marrying each other?

♪

Do you think we have a chance?

[indistinct chatter]

Thank you for your time.

- Because in just
over seven weeks,

they'll have to make
a decision,

whether they want to stay
married or get a divorce.

- Last night I started to sleep
separately from my husband

just to give some more space.

I'm trying to figure some
things out for myself too.

I did eventually go upstairs
and get in the bed

around 5:00 a.m.

just so that he wouldn't wake
up to me not in the bed.

- So things do feel
a bit offbeat.

But, you know, today
I am really looking forward

to opening
a narrative with Lauren.

♪

- ♪ Oh, give it to me

♪ Give it, give it to me

♪ Oh, give it to me

- On our way to go flyboarding.
I've always wanted to do this.

I've only seen videos
of people doing it,

and it looked really fun.

So it's definitely been on the
bucket list for a while now.

- Might be a little difficult,

considering I can't feel
my hand.

I walked out
of the shower, slipped,

and, like, severely sprained
my hand.

- So...
- My goal is to just not be

a flopping fish.
- Okay.

- [vocalizing]

[upbeat music]

♪

- Good luck.
[engine turning over]

♪

I feel like he's going to do
backflips and stuff.

[upbeat rock music]

♪

[music fades, stops]

This is not looking
good for me.

- Are you okay?

- Whoo!

♪

Whoo!

- Wish I could clap.

- ♪ Everybody wait
for the count ♪

♪ Takewon coming at you

- Whoo!

- ♪ Come on, you can't
argue with that ♪

- He did so well.

I'm not good when
I'm not good at things.

I wish my hand didn't hurt.

If anything, it'll be
entertaining to watch me.

That's for sure.
[chuckles]

- ♪ You're checking me out

- You're going to kill it.
- Okay.

- Was it hard?
- Um, yeah. [chuckles]

- Oh, great. Super.
- Are you ready?

- Yes.
- Have fun.

- Thanks.
- Good luck.

- That stressed me out
a little bit more.

- Just use your "leggies."
Go do it.

- I'm going to struggle.

♪

- Do it, girl.

I'm not worried.

My ring almost fell off.

I'm excited to see this.

She's probably
going to kill it.

♪

[music stops]

Come on, Em.
You got it.

[rock music]

♪

She's going to get on this one.

Yes, yes.

♪

[scattered cheers]

♪

- Yeah!
Let's go!

- Yeah!
Balance.

- ♪ Some girls know
how to have some fun ♪

- Atta girl!
Good job.

- ♪ Some girls get
anything they want ♪

- Emily is flyboarding
with, you know, a hurt wrist,

and it just shows that she's
motivated and passionate,

and I just love that.

Just nothing, you know,
knocks her down.

I think she's a catch,
and I think she's awesome.

So, yeah, I'm excited
about our life together.

Good job.
- Thanks.

- You did good.
- Did I?

- Yeah, you did.

- I got some air
at the end, right?

- Yeah, you did.

That feeling of shooting
out of the water is,

like, the coolest thing ever.
- I know. It's great.

It was kind of fun being
tossed around in the water.

- [laughs] Okay.
- Like, whoo.

- I'm proud of you.
- Thanks.

That was fun.
I'm glad we did that.

♪

[seagull cries]

- ♪ Eyes wide shut
to what's right in front ♪

♪ Where do we go from here?

♪ Where do we go from here?

♪ Lost the trust

♪ But we're still in love

♪ Where do we go from here?

♪ Where do we go from...

- Last night was--it was
difficult for both of us.

♪

Oh, it's cold.

I put him in a predicament

where he not only
felt offended,

but he also had to give
a history lesson.

And it's like, when a minority
has to do that,

it's like insult to injury.

♪

We're still getting
to know each other.

And so navigating
difficult conflict

is going to take
some time to see

what's best for both of us.

But, you know, we're trying.
[sighs]

♪

Oh, no.

So this is nice
to kind of, like, just get

out of the city a little bit
and get off the resort.

- Kind of where
the noise isn't.

- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.

- How are you feeling
since yesterday?

- Well, like, okay.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

- Just okay.
- Just okay?

- Yeah.

♪

Nothing that was said
yesterday was out of malice.

- It was a lot.

- Yeah.

- It was a lot.

There are a lot of things
I don't move on.

- Mm-hmm.

- And as you discovered
yesterday,

one of them is who I am,
where I come from, you know.

and I hold a lot of pride
in it, and I know you do too.

I did, you know, take a walk.

You know, I wasn't upset.

I just--my ducks
were not in a row.

- Yeah.

- So, with that, I wasn't
able to formulate words

where I felt like
I would be respectful to you.

- Mm-hmm.
- You know, and so with that,

you know, there's no need
for me to say anything.

- I think taking space
in that moment

was the best for both of us.
- Mm-hmm.

- Like you said, I wasn't mad
or angry in that time.

I did spend a lot of time just
reflecting on, what can we do?

What can I do to make sure
that my husband

feels safe and valued
and seen in this marriage?

Because I know that you
don't necessarily feel safe

and valued
and seen in this world,

and I want to be sure that you
feel that at home...

genuinely.

- And the same goes for you.

The same goes for you.

- As it pertains to race,

I think that
in just culture in general,

we both deal with just, like,
a lot of insincere

and ignorant comments
almost, like, every day.

And neither one
of us should have

to come back home
to that same ignorance

and ruin what we're
trying to create.

- Absolutely.

- Because I think
that we're trying

to create something beautiful.

And I still do
think we can create

something beautiful together.

- Every conversation,
every situation,

even if it's hard, you know,

I don't want us
to run away from it.

You know?

Race, religion, things that
people hold core values in,

it's always going to be
an intense conversation

because it's guaranteed

there's going to be an opposing
side about something.

- Always.
And not even just opposing,

sometimes just differing.
- Yeah.

And so I feel like...

the conversation
had to happen at some point--

I don't know, in some way.
- But--

- But if there's
any upside to this,

we have the time and the space
to do this,

like, really trying to, like,

take advantage
of this opportunity we have

on our honeymoon
to, like, dig deep.

And it's kind of hard to stay
mad in paradise, I think.

- Exactly.

- Because I could see
this going differently

if we were, like, at home, and
we also had all the other tasks

we have when we get back.
- Mm-hmm.

- So I think it's good
for us to...

learn how to navigate this

so that if something--when
something else comes up,

no matter what it is,
we'll be--

just know how to do it better.

- We got this.
- Yeah. Yeah.

- ♪ 'Cause I, I've got you

♪ I know I'm stronger

♪ I know that I've got you

[upbeat tropical music]

♪

- Ooh, look at this.
- Hola.

- Oh, we're about to have fun.

- Wow, this is
going to get messy.

- ¿Cómo están?
How are you?

- Bien, ¿y tú?
- Good.

- Excelente,
excelente, señores.

- I feel like my relationship
with Cameron

has been very, um...

serious.

[giggles] Like, I want
to see a side of him

that is more than just, like,
the serious side.

I think this is
a very, like, fun space,

and it's just going to be
a more playful experience,

so I'm excited.

Cameron, are you
a good painter?

- Yeah, I was born
with a paintbrush in my hand.

- That's news to me.
- That was--

- You're very--[laughing]
- That was not accurate either.

- I don't know if Cameron has
romantic feelings for me yet.

I think maybe
there's attraction there,

but I'm not fully sure.

He's very apprehensive,
and so am I.

Like, we're both kind of like,
are we attracted to each other?

Are we not?
Like, I don't know.

It's a very confusing point
of the relationship.

- When I count to three,

you're going to flick the first
splatter on your canvas.

One, two, three, señores.

Eso. Mero. There you go.
- Look at that.

We're having fun.
We're having fun.

You just want it all one color?
- I have a process.

Thank you very much.
- Okay.

Again, you have a logical way
of doing this, I'm sure.

♪

Okay.
[giggles]

Can I add one to yours or no?

- No.
- Okay.

- I know it needs something.

I'm just trying to
decide what it needs.

♪

Oi!

- Mine, I think--

- I would never
disrupt an artist.

- No, I'm just--

Go ahead.
- You got it.

- No, you.
This is all you.

♪

Oh.
Oh, oh!

[laughs] Are you kidding me?

[laughter, indistinct chatter]

Hold me back.
Hold me back.

[laughing]

♪

I'm getting screwed over.

- You know, I would always
be careful around me.

- [laughs]

You win.
You win.

Maybe that was
pent-up, like, energy

that I just needed to express.

And I think he is
feeling the same way.

- Paso uno, señores.
Perfecto.

Paso dos.

And paso tres!

- That's cheating!

- I like Clare.
[chuckles]

Seeing her smiling
and having fun around me

makes me think that she's
feeling more attracted to me.

- That was completely
against the rules.

- The rules of marriage?
- [laughs]

- So I hope maybe
the splattering of the paint

has allowed her and me
to come to a place

where we can find a romantic
connection between us.

- So much fun.

Wow, to the right.

Sticky, slimy situation.

I do sometimes feel like,
yeah, you're just a large kid.

♪

All right.

I feel gross.
[laughs]

- Yep.
- I need a shower.

- Not me.

- [laughs]
I could not look worse.

- Covered in goo, lovely wife.

- I'm sure I look the best
I ever have right now.

- Stunning.
- Stunning.

But, yeah, that was fun.

- Yeah.
No, I think you took my...

my aggressive play well.

- It was funny.

- Yeah, yeah.

- And that was really great to
not be so serious, you know?

- Yes, yes.

- And I think that's
important that we remember

that we can have fun.
- Yeah.

- Every activity we do,
I'm seeing a different side,

and I am grateful for that.

Cheers to new experiences
and to getting to know

different sides of each other.

- Do you think they'll let us
jump in the pool like this?

- [laughs]

- ♪ Why don't you
fly away with me? ♪

♪ Why don't we start again?

- Today was so fun.

We got to do the Jet Ski
thing--"thingamabobber."

Unfortunately,
my hair has turned

into huge dreads
coming out of that.

So now we're in a little bit
of a situation, but it's okay.

Now I get to go spend time
with the girls

and then brush out
these dreads

for probably
the rest of the time.

♪

- ♪ From here to eternity

- We haven't had time to,
like, just chill at the pool.

- Or hang out with just us.
- Right.

- Or just the girls, you know.
- So I'm excited.

- We haven't had
a proper girls' day.

- Later, boys.
We don't need you.

- Cheers, boys.
- Good seeing you guys.

- It's nice to
have a sunny day.

- I'm just saying, it's nice
to, like, bond

with you guys about this.
all: Yes.

- That's a good part
of this process, honestly.

- I think they're very
happy to be together.

- Right.
- I'm sure they are.

- Just like we're
very happy to be together.

- So being married,
how do we like that?

- It's kind of crazy, right?
- yeah.

- Like, you just meet
a stranger--

- Get along with them
so incredibly well.

both: Yeah.

- Are you guys all
getting along really well?

- I think Clare and I--
today we had a bit

of, like,
a breakthrough moment.

- Yeah?

- She's a lot more
playful than I realized.

We have a lot
of intense conversations,

and we're both
this really weird mixture

of, like, silly and serious.

We both get stuck in the same
mode at the same time.

And it actually
makes it really hard

to progress in a relationship.

But she is so good

at communicating
exactly how she feels,

but she's not great at helping
me understand what she wants.

- Cameron and I aren't
the most...

- I'm going to sit.
- Yeah, sit.

No, this is a conversation--

- This feels like
a sitting conversation.

- My ass is...
- We're getting in.

- Cameron and I, we aren't the
most physically affectionate.

And I was wondering if you
have advice for me 'cause--

- How are you typically

in, like, past romantic
relationships?

Like, are you super
physically affectionate?

- You know, I think that I have
struggled with that in the past

just because a lot
of the guys I've been with

haven't been willing to show me
off, like, in public

or not willing
to, like, hold my hand,

and so I think
that I'm used to that.

So, for me, it's not
the weirdest thing.

But when I see you guys,

I'm like, well,
it is kind of weird.

The attraction that you all
have with your partners

was immediate, and that's fair
to say, correct?

both: Yeah.
- That's where we differ.

It hasn't been
that experience for us.

- I'm really attracted
to Clare.

I think she is very attractive.

While we aren't
the most intimate people yet,

like, I'm very much looking
forward to us...

you know, getting there.

- We have not kissed
nor cuddled.

- Have you hugged?
- Yes.

- Who would be the one
to initiate it?

- If he does do
those things,

like, try to do something
back to him,

like, 'cause that's
his bit of love.

I'm putting my arm around you.

It might not be big,
but, like--

- For him, it is.
For him, it is big.

- Yeah, no, definitely.

- It might not
feel comfortable.

Like, you might just be
like, meh.

[laughter]

Let it sit for a minute, right?
Like...

- Yeah, I mean, I don't even
think he'll do that, ladies,

to be honest, but--
- He did.

He had his arm around you.
- Yes.

- I mean, I'm steady as a rock.
- Right, so...

- But I got a lot steadier
when I saw you.

- When I was looking
around everywhere.

- Okay, that's true.
- He did.

- Yeah.
- He's trying.

- His body language
was, like, towards you.

all: Yeah.

- Try your best
to look for the good,

and the more you look
for it, you'll see it.

- Yeah.

- Just literally grab his face
and make out the next time

we're all hanging out.
- Oh, yeah.

That'll be easy for us,
I think.

From zero to 100 real quick.

- Just know that
you're not the only one

going through difficult
relationship problems.

They may be different, but
we all got our own [bleep].

With Orion and I, we've dealt

with some really
uncomfortable conversations.

I mean, let's be real.
No one's blind.

We're in a whole-ass
interracial relationship.

So we're trying to understand
each other as individuals

while also understanding
each other's cultures.

And so it adds, like,
another layer of, like,

[bleep] damn, [bleep] damn,
[bleep] damn to this.

both: Yeah.

- But I think we're handling
those conversations

really well.

We had--not our first fight

but more like a very just,
like, uncomfortable discussion

yesterday, honestly.

And it made us feel very,
very separated from each other.

And that was the
first time we kind of looked

at each other, like,
wow, we are different.

- I wouldn't say
marriage is everything

I thought it would be,

you know, 'cause it is
too soon to tell.

But I would say that
Lauren is everything

that I've wanted in a partner.

- Right on. Hell, yeah.
- That's sweet.

- Yeah.
- There's something growing.

You know, there's something
there, and, yeah, it's nice.

- I don't feel like
yesterday was a loss for us.

It's just--
I got a learning curve, y'all.

- But the fact that
you're comfortable enough

to vocalize that to each other
is a very healthy--

- Yeah.
- We're going to say things.

We're going to do things.
It's a relationship.

- Absolutely.
- And it's hard,

and we're going to have
difficult conversations.

But knowing that it's
not just you invested

in having that
difficult conversation,

it makes all the difference.

- Definitely surprising
to hear

that Lauren and Orion are
maybe more distant

than I thought that they were.

I don't know what the
conversation they had was,

but it sounds like
it was something

really, really heavy.

So I feel sad.
I also feel just surprised.

I just hope that they can work
through it, yeah.

- We're both
very resolution-oriented.

So we're comfortable
with acknowledging

there's conflict.
- That's huge.

That is huge.
- And we want to navigate it.

- I love that.
- Yeah, that's amazing.

- Yeah.

- I feel like I'm just waiting
for the other shoe to drop.

- That's kind of
how I feel too.

- Like, I'm like, he's got
a wife and family back home.

[laughs]
- Because you--

So, yeah, to ask about that.

Has that happened in the past,

where things are going,
like, swimmingly,

and then, you know, all of
a sudden, it's just like, boom?

Why do you feel like that?
- I think that's hard for me

'cause I've never had
a relationship, so I'm like--

- I forget about that.
- Yeah.

Oh, my God,
let's talk about that.

- First relationship,
first marriage.

- How is it to go from
single to married for you?

- I mean, it's been, luckily--
- Does it feel normal?

- Normal, yeah,
and, like, comfortable.

- Wow.
- I'm like, is this normal?

Like, I'm trying to, like,
figure out--

I'm almost trying to seek out
an issue.

But I, like, kind of just feel
like, what is our issue?

- It's going good.

Really, what I wanted was
a best friend and a partner.

I'm just trying to learn
more and more about her.

Like, today we learned, like,

just how much fun
we can have together

when we're kind of doing the
things we're passionate about,

which is trying new things.

And it was cool to just see

how, like, she just embraced
it, like, the same way I did.

- Yeah.

- So it was just
really refreshing,

and excited
to do more firsts with her.

- I know you wanted to
have sex on your honeymoon.

You were like,
it's going to be weird

if we don't have sex
on your honeymoon.

Has that changed?

- I would say for me, like,

I'm trying to take it
differently

because this is
my first relationship.

So I've really enjoyed, like,
not jumping in it

and, like, us being on that
same page

and just really building,

like, a more stable,
emotional connection.

So it's been different.

I feel like that's
a good thing...

- Yeah, of course.
- And change for me.

- I feel like Brennan secretly
is like a snuggle bug.

- He likes to be touched.
- Yeah, that's good.

- He likes--yeah, yeah.
- Love buggies.

- And just, like, giggle-wise--

like, I catch you two just,
like, giggling together a lot.

- I thought it was just him.

- Oh, please, smiley.
- Oh, please, girl.

- Yeah, that is..
- She is a walking smiley face.

- Yes.
- We love it.

- Ahh...
- Emily has such a good spirit.

I mean, she's a champion.

This girl, like, you know,
her hand kind of got hurt.

- Oh, yeah.
- A little bit.

- I slipped and, like,
severely sprained

my hand night number one.

Yeah, and then my hair
has been in dreads

ever since this morning.

[laughter]
So...

- Her hair was
in a million different--

I said, wow.
[laughter continues]

But I love her
attitude about it.

- There are so many other women
that would have been like,

I can't go
to this thing tonight.

And, like, I can't do this.
- Right, right.

And she's like, no.

She really just walked through
50 people and did not care.

- Everything's fine.
Everything's fine.

- It's fine.
- Everything's [bleep] great.

Everything's [bleep] great.
[laughter]

- Austin, so what is
going well for you?

- I don't know.

There's not, like,
one specific thing

that I'm, like,
really attached to, so...

- You guys look like
you're literally, like,

communicating telepathically.

[laughter]
Just you guys look so close.

- Yeah. Um...

So, like, yeah, I don't know.

I just--things are going well.

♪

- We're definitely just, like,
getting into things, right?

So, like, there are topics

that, like, we haven't talked
about in depth yet,

where I'm like, this needs
to be addressed at some point.

We haven't talked
about, like, goals, religion,

politics, like, a lot of that
stuff, the heavy hitters.

- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.

Yeah, but, like, I typically
tend to, like, go

right into all of those
right away.

And so I don't think
it's a bad thing

that I'm waiting.
- Yeah.

It's really hard
for me to stay present.

Like, I've had to work
on practicing and learning

how to stay present.

I know for a lot of people,
it just comes naturally,

and it just doesn't for me.

It's something that,
in relationships,

can definitely
cause complications

and rightfully so.

I watch, like, how patient
he is with me,

because sometimes I'm like,

well, we should talk
about this right now.

And he's just like, yeah,
but what about if we talked

about chips and salsa?
[laughter]

I'm more, like, let's
figure this out now.

- He's definitely
not that person.

- [laughing] I know. I know.
- Truly.

- So, like, with that said,

just because, like,
me and Austin

are more physically
affectionate

with each other right now

does not mean that, like,
we're more likely to last.

- Right.
- Like, when you look

at, like, friends
and past relationships,

where it's like, oh, my gosh,
like, the chemistry was there,

everything was there, and then
it's like, what happened?

I don't know which side I'd
rather be on--grass is greener.

Sometimes, I, like, look
at your situation,

and I'm like, that feels better
because there's actually room

for it to go uphill...
- Sure.

versus, like, right now
it feels

like there's only room for it
to go downhill.

You know?

♪

- ♪ I think that maybe

♪ We're just getting started

♪

♪ We're just getting started

- Ca-caw!
- [chuckles] Ca-caw!

What's up, love?

- [laughing]
What are you doing?

- I don't know. I'm trapped.
- [laughs]

- Come join me.

- Where should I join you?
- Right here.

- Oh, no.
- Oh, yeah.

- Oh, no.
- There we go.

[chuckles]
- Hi.

- You're slightly lifted.

- Wait, this is comfy.

- Good night.
- Good night.

Hi.
- What's up?

- Not much.
- Oh, my butt's touching.

- Is it?
- Yep.

- Is it sandy?
- Yep.

- Did you play volleyball?
- Nope.

- What'd you do?
- We sat around and talked.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

Like, how's
your marriage going, and...

and how much do
you love your wife?

And... [laughs]
You know, man stuff.

- What can you work on, and
how good is communication?

- Literally, exactly.

I...

downplayed...
- Mm.

- Our relationship to them

because I don't want them
to feel bad...

- Mm.
- About us.

- So I'm going to be hurt
instead of them.

- Well, no, because we know
our relationship.

- Mm.
- And I don't think about--

I mean, I don't know.
Would you be hurt?

- Um...

I mean, it depends
on what you said.

[both laugh]

I don't know what you said.
- I didn't say anything bad.

Promise--all good things...
- Yeah.

- Just not
over-the-top good things.

- Oh, good.
- No, no, no.

- I talked over-the-top good
things, but that's good.

- No, no, no, no.
I meant--I just, like--

I can imagine that it's hard

for other couples

when they aren't
instantly connected

like we are.
- Mm-hmm.

- And I don't want
to discourage them

from thinking that
their relationships

are right and good just because
they don't have what we have.

- But by extinguishing
your own candle,

you don't light someone else's.
- Wait.

Wait, do you think
I'm extinguishing our candle?

- No. No, I'm saying, like,
by downplaying what you have,

you don't give something
to somebody else.

- I don't know.
I think we're good.

So do I need to rub it
in the faces of other people

that we're doing so well?
- No.

- That seems insensitive to me.
- That's not what I did.

- Okay.

- They asked if we had, like,
discussed big topics.

And I just said, not yet,
but that that's hard for me

because I like to talk
about deep things.

- [chuckles]
Yeah, I appreciate that.

Thank you.
- You're welcome.

- Yeah.

♪

- So I had a good day.

Yeah, I met up
with the guys on the beach.

- Yeah.
- We actually mostly

kind of just, like, hung out...

gossiped, you know.

- Talked about your feelings.
- Yeah, like, a bunch of hens.

- [laughs]

- Made myself a little bit
vulnerable to the guys.

I said something that I'm
noticing

about being married
specifically to you...

- Mm-hmm.

- Is that I thought I was
a great communicator,

but you're on, like,
a whole other level.

And maybe it's through
your training, you know,

or it's just who you are.
- That's so nice.

- And that
I kind of feel behind.

There are things that
I can be better at.

♪

- First of all,
thank you for that.

I think that's really sweet.

It's not saying that I'm right
and you're wrong.

They're just different,
and that's okay.

I think I need to
realize, too, that not

everyone communicates
the way that I do,

in a very open, honest way.

But I think same here.

Like, with the girls,
I think it's also

a very vulnerable position
for me to be in, too,

because it seemed like
I was comparing with them

and what they're doing
and what we're not doing.

And from their advice, it was
just, like--

they had mentioned they noticed

that you were putting
your arm around me,

and I didn't even, like,
acknowledge that.

And I feel bad in that way
because I feel like,

wow, I haven't even focused on
the amount that he is trying.

And I'm sorry that I haven't
been more, like, aware of that.

- Thank you.
I appreciate you saying that.

I think it's fair to say
we are both trying, right?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

♪

- I'm really hot.
- Yeah.

- I feel like
I'm going to pass out.

- The water is super hot.

I think today we saw
the other side of us...

- Mm-hmm.
- Where we can play

and be goofy
and have a good time.

- Right. Yeah, which we need
to do more, I feel.

- Yes, maybe we just need
to, you know, relax

and have, like, the time
like we did today...

- Right.
- And just kind of have fun.

I'm actually super optimistic
about our future.

- I agree.
I totally agree.

♪

- Hey, stranger. [giggles]
- Hey, how are you?

What are these?
- Got you some ice cream.

- Yeah, what kind?
- Favorite flavor.

- Oh, you remembered.
- I do.

I like to remember things
about my husband.

- I only brought
it up once too.

- Do you like mint chocolate?
- I do like mint chocolate.

- Me too.

I feel like people either
love it, or they hate it.

- I like mint chocolate
or strawberry ice cream.

- Strawberry ice cream, okay.

I got a good memory.

- Yeah?
- Mm-hmm.

You know, I met
with the girls.

We did, like, some pool time,
lady chitchat.

- How was that?
- It was cute.

You know, it was real cute.

Everyone's like,
you guys are so cute.

You guys are so this.

And it's like, we are, but
we are also navigating...

- Our own big things.

- And that's why I want them to
know, like, we're not perfect.

We're literally just two people
committed to the marriage.

- Yeah, yeah.

- And this is what
it looks like

when you're committed to the
person that you're married to.

- Agreed. Even with our...

conversation, you know,
on the balcony--

- I've used terms that,
when I was younger,

that I didn't even know
were derogatory.

- Redskin?
- No.

I didn't even know what
redskin means, honestly.

Oh, I do.
I just looked at your face.

♪

I didn't--I didn't--I'm sorry.
- That was a little rough.

- That was a little rough?
I'm sorry.

- I still have trust
in you, 100%.

- I'm glad, because I was
worried about that.

I was really
worried about how--

like, even
if you didn't have trust,

I was worried about how much
was gone, you know?

- Right.
- Yeah, because I know that--

you know, that could
be hard to rebuild.

It's much easier to destroy.
- Yeah. Yes.

- And so I was really hoping--

I think that was where a lot
of my emotions came from too.

Like, damn, I [bleep] this up,
you know?

So it feels really comforting.

- But you didn't.
You didn't.

- Thanks.

♪

I tend to bask
in shame and guilt

when I make mistakes a lot,

and so it feels good to get
grace from my husband.

I'm not stupid.

I know we're going to have
more conflicts in the marriage.

It feels good to
make it past one.

Like, yeah, I [bleep] up.

But if there's one feeling
and one adjective I want

my husband to feel, it's safe.

We're, like, halfway through
the honeymoon already.

I want to set that standard now
that no matter what happens

throughout the night,
in the morning,

we get those cuddles in, those
kisses in,

whatever it looks like
for what mood we're in.

And we just get to go about our
day feeling like, all right,

I'm cared by this person, and
this person feels cared by me.

- You know, I love that.

I absolutely love that.
- I'm glad you do.

- Because, you know, I've not
had anybody like that.

I have never had
consistent reciprocation.

- Me neither, so...
- Mm-hmm.

- I think we get that
about each other,

and that's why we're working...
- Yeah.

- Because we're both givers.
- Mm-hmm.

- And we deserve to be
in a relationship

where it's reciprocated.
- Yeah.

♪

- I'm happy.
- I'm very happy too.

- Let's continue that.
- Yeah.

- Because life might get crazy
after this, okay?

- Yep.

- ♪ So good, so good

♪ I want to be here
in the moment ♪

♪ 'Cause I'd really like
to get to know ya ♪

- [singing in Spanish]

♪

- Cameron, where are you?
- I'm in Cancún.

- [laughs]

Today we are meeting up
with the other couples.

And I think we're
going to go on a boat.

This is the first, like, group
activity that we've done.

Cameron...

- Do you think we're
going to see dolphins?

- Who knows if that'll happen?
But that would be pretty cool.

- The dolphins will have
to decide for us.

- Right.
Okay, let's go.

- Let's go.

- ♪ You're droppin'
down to the floor ♪

♪ You're making
me want you more ♪

- You excited to
go boating today?

- I love boats.
- Yeah.

- Later, nerds.

♪

- Yo, the vibes
today are immaculate.

I'm just saying.
- Vibin' high, baby.

- Whoo-hoo.

♪

- I feel like we're
in third grade.

- [laughs]
- Where's our field trip today?

both: A boat!

- Y'all trying shake
some ass on the boat?

- Yeah, let's shake some ass.

- We're going to shake
some ass on the boat.

- There's some dark clouds
over there.

- I know, right?

- I'm going to have
to do Em's hair.

So you scooch in this way,

and then Brennan
will sit right here.

- So you're moving?
- Yeah.

- Oh, okay.

- Hi, honey.

- Yo.
- Yo.

- How are you feeling
about your hair?

- Great.
- [laughs]

- Oh, Lord.
- Oh, my God.

- Do you want to touch it?
- Oh, my God.

Holy [bleep].

- Okay, that's going to
make her feel better.

- Not good.
- I mean--

- Let's all just scream holy
[bleep] and look at her hair.

- It's literally, like, matted.

- Are there birds in there?
- Yeah, it's a bird's nest.

- There's creatures
living in the hair.

Critters are living
in that hair.

- It's all good.
It's all good.

- It's great.

She rocks the space bun.

Imagine if she couldn't
rock a space bun.

- This is what Princess Leia
looks like

when she takes her braids out.
[laughter]

- I just keep saying, at
least her face is so pretty.

My hair is what
makes me pretty.

If I ever had to go bald,
bad news.

- No way.

- But now I'm married,
so he can't leave.

[laughter]

- What'd you say?
- Nothing.

- Who whispered something?

- It looks--it looks so
much better, so much better.

- Space buns are the move.

Brennan, you can
have your wife back.

- Look at this magic
that has been worked.

- Wow, wow.
Holy [bleep].

- She's a new girl.
- That literally looks amazing.

- Everything's fine.
- Everything's fine.

- Well done.

- They get you that
appointment, Emily?

- Yep, I'm really scared to
trust someone with my hair.

[laughing]
But desperate times...

♪

- The weather has
officially failed us.

- Not yet. It could pass.

- The weather changes
really fast here, though.

- Like, it rains,
and then it stops.

- Yeah, so...

- Hopefully there's, like,
a cover on the boat.

- Yeah, the port is over here.

[thunder rumbles]

♪

- Mm-hmm.

♪

- Now everybody's sleepy.

[peaceful music]

[light snoring]

♪

- I was just...

♪

- Hello, guys!
- Hola.

all: Hola!

- So, unfortunately,
it's raining a lot.

The boat is not
going to happen, so...

- No.
- Unfortunately.

- So now we just turn around?

♪

- Yeah, probably.
We'll see.

- Thank you.
- All right, see you.

♪

- I don't know why you moved.

I mean, you could put
your legs that way.

- Yeah, I know, but for me
to be comfortable,

I would have had
to have gone back quite a bit.

- You could've.
- Oh, okay.

- Mm-hmm.
- I'm sorry.

I just--I made
a poor assumption, then.

- You did.
That was an assumption.

- I didn't realize I had
my pillow right here.

- Mm-hmm.

- ♪ Say we can make
this work ♪

♪ We can make this work

♪ We can make this work

♪

- Wow.
- Well...

- Wow.

- Well...
- Well, well, well...

- Could you pass me
that sandwich plate?

- Oh, the bagels.

- What's that, Becca?
- A box. [laughs]

Okay, I know we're bummed
that we're not on the boat.

Waa.
- Waa.

- Waa.
- Waa.

- I have some questions
for us to answer,

if we feel interested.

They're meant mainly for more,
like, intimate conversations,

but I feel like
when you pick up a card,

you can just choose
who you want to ask it to.

- Oh, that's good.
- So, like, pick up a card.

Read the question,
and then ask whoever.

Okay, so I'll go first.

Cameron, what's your
biggest pet peeve?

- If I walk
into a grocery store

that doesn't have
self-checkout,

I literally walk
right back out.

[laughter]
- I am not standing in line.

I'd rather go hungry.

- Love that answer.

- Becca...
- Mm-hmm.

Yes?
- [chuckles]

In what areas of your life
do you feel most fulfilled?

- Mm. I feel like...

my first answer...

Is romance right now.

all: Aw.
- I feel very happy.

all: Yeah.

- Okay, I got one for Lauren.

And I think this is
a good one for you too.

Who in your life can you be
the most vulnerable with?

What about them makes you feel
the most comfortable?

- I feel like I can be
the most vulnerable

with my little sister.

Before her, it was my mom,
so I was just like...

[sighs]

But my little sister, for sure.

Like, we have a very similar
sense of humor.

She doesn't judge me.

- How old is she?
- She's 27.

Her and my husband,
the same age.

all: Wow.

- I always forget you're 27.
- Me too.

- This one's for Emily.

What are you curious about
that you haven't explored yet?

- I would say I'm most curious

about actually being in love,

which is why I'm here,

'cause I haven't
had a relationship

and I haven't had that chance.

But I feel like
so far, so good.

♪

- What am I teaching you?

- Mm-hmm.

- You're teaching me
how to talk about the future.

You know, and in doing that,

you know,
I kind of caught feelings.

- I know.
[laughter]

- Yeah, yeah.

- [clears throat]
- Okay.

- You're teaching me a lot.

What am I teaching you
in our relationship?

- I don't think I was not good
at this before,

but I think you're helping me
expand on just

what it actually looks like
to give grace in action

and to be really patient--

not that you've tested
my patience so much,

but I think you are just
very patient and kind

and gentle with me.

And because I haven't
had that so much,

it's helping me to, like, be
more of that for you.

And I really appreciate that
because it's like,

I get to be comfortable
doing that too.

I haven't been able
to be comfortable

doing that with someone,
and so it feels nice

to kind of, like,
get to do that in action.

Yeah.

Stop looking at me like that.
all: Aw.

- That's so cute.

- Clare, what's one
of the biggest life lessons

you've learned?

- I think for me,
it's to just make sure

that you show the people that
you care about you love them

because you could lose them
at any moment.

You know what I mean? And I've
lost people that are very--

I lost my brother.

Like, and so for me, it's like,

if you don't show the people
you care about

you love them, you can miss out

on a major opportunity to just
express that love.

And that's a scary feeling.

So it's like,
if you have feelings,

never hold back
because you're afraid

of how it's going to be
reciprocated or whatever.

And at the end of the day,
life is very short.

And it's like,
we all realize that,

because, I mean, here we are.

- I'm very guilty of taking
people I love for granted.

- Mm. That's a hard thing
to be self-aware of,

like, to come to terms with.
- For sure.

- Anytime I think about
a friend or a family member,

just call them and, like, tell
them I appreciate them,

because like you say,

you just never know
what's going to happen.

- Now I need to go text
all my people.

♪

- Cameron...

what is the hardest part
of yourself to accept?

♪

- It's interesting
that I don't--

- Hold on. Sorry.
He just has a little--

You just got a little--
all: Aw.

- Sorry.
Thank you.

- I wish I spent that time
thinking about my answer.

[laughter]

The hardest part of accepting,
you know, who I am

is that a lot of my memories

don't align
with who I am anymore.

- Hmm.

♪

And I have large
portions of my life

that are like watching a movie.
- Mm-hmm.

- And that feels difficult...

because they don't feel
like my memories anymore.

- Hmm.

- When I was younger,
I definitely hated school.

I was more of a troublemaker.

And then my parents
got divorced,

and it affected me a lot.

But because of that,
I just think, serendipitously,

things have aligned.

And now here we are in
paradise with my wife.

♪

- That is your journey, and,
like, you know, those are what

made you who you are today.
- Absolutely.

- You learn
from your experiences,

whether they're good or bad.
- Yeah, of course.

- And we all love you
for who you are today.

- Absolutely.
- Thank you.

- So we're thankful
for all the different parts

of you that came before...
- For sure.

- Thank you.
- Whatever that looks like.

♪

- I know that took
a lot for him to say.

That's taking a lot for him
to bring that up to the table.

And so I'm seeing
a whole new side of him.

I'm learning so many things
about him,

and I am feeling connected

through this
whole conversation to him.

- We're all so wise.
- I know.

- Yeah, what the hell?
[laughter]

- We all feel like we got
some really great husbands.

- Yeah.
- We do.

I think we lucked out.
- We're lucky.

- Yeah, very lucky.
- Very lucky.

- So don't screw it up.
[laughter]

- ♪ I really try to be
my best for you ♪

[upbeat music]

♪

- Are you going to cut
the extensions out?

- Are you okay with that?
[chuckles]

- I think it's happening.

Luckily, we did get
a professional in.

Didn't speak English,

which was another extra layer
of stress,

given everything else
that was going on.

[tense music]

♪

[ripping]

♪

I don't know exactly what's
happening behind my head.

♪

I'm scared that scissors
are being used.

♪

I'm feeling a little uneasy.

That's one thing my hair person
said to do is don't cut them.

♪

- Oh, yeah.

Progress.

- Surgery.
- Wow.

I have no idea
what I'm looking at.

I'm trying to be as supportive
as I can

and understand the severity
of the situation

and where she's coming from.

Wow.

I'm a guy, so when my hair gets
messed up, I just brush it.

Let's do it up.
- Yeah.

He's just so confused
by all of this.

♪

Wow.
[chuckles]

♪

Oh, my God, I'm bald now.

♪

I feel like I did lose hair.

[laughing]
Pretty traumatizing.

♪

[upbeat music]

♪

- We're going on a boat!

- I want to catch a shark
with my bare hands.

- He wants to
swim with a shark.

- [roars]

- He doesn't want to
hurt the shark, right?

- No, I just want to hug it.

- All right, let's go.

♪ Let's go on a boat

♪ Try number two

- Allow me.

Okay.
- Oh.

♪

- And let the adventure begin.

♪

- Oh, it's raining again.
- You're kidding.

- Oh, maybe it was
the windshield wiper.

- It was the windshield.
- Sorry to scare everyone.

- I was like, oh, no.

- Take two!
[all cheer]

- Sun's out, buns out.

- Emily's buns are gone,
which is nice.

[laughter]
No more space buns.

- And we're thankful for that.
- Mm-hmm.

- What did they do?
- Open-weave surgery.

[laughter]
- Brennan, did you go?

- I watched. I had to deliver
the anesthesia.

- He was administering
daiquiris.

- Administering daiquiris.
[laughter]

♪

- ♪ Do it, do it,
do it right ♪

♪ Get into it, let it slide

♪ No, this ain't a vacay

♪ Baby, this is just my life

♪ Get it, get it every day

♪ Work it out into the night

♪ No, this ain't a vacay

♪ Baby, this is just my life

- Yay, we're on a boat, guys!
We made it!

- Thank you.

- We made it, guys.
[scattered cheers]

It's been a long journey
to get here, but we're here.

- Hoist the mainsail!

- Don't start without us.

- Who wants it in the bow?

- Wow.
- Whoa, whoa.

- ♪ No this ain't a vacay

♪ Baby, this is just my life

- Drinks.
- Drinks!

all: Oh!
- Party time, party time.

- Here we go.

- Ooh, I want this one,
whatever this is.

Wait, what is it?

- Sex on the beach,
tequila sunrise, margaritas.

- Oh, yeah.
- Which one's a marg?

- Gracias.
- Tequila, tequila.

- This is sex on the beach?

- Sex on the boat.
[laughter]

- Cheers.

- Cheers for boat life.
- Cheers for boat life.

- Cheers!
- Boat life!

- Oh, my God, we're moving.
We're leaving the dock!

- ♪ Let's go

♪ Oh, oh, oh

♪ Wherever you want to,
I want to, I want you ♪

♪ Let's go

♪

- [giggles]
- This boat's nice.

- I know.
It is really nice.

- Yeah, so look
at the different shades

of water, you know.

- I was noticing that
as we were walking up.

- So pretty.
- I know. It is pretty.

This is fun, though.
- Yeah, yeah.

- It's fun to relax
with the other couples.

- Oh, my God. Boats bring
the best out in people.

It's just--it's an experience--
- You can't be mad on a boat.

- Yeah.

- And if you are,
that's concerning.

- Yeah.
- [chuckles]

- I love
that you've just, like,

been great
with, like, everything,

even me having dreads.

Like, it was great,

'cause, like, honestly,
it did mean a lot.

I know you probably don't get
that 'cause it's just hair,

but in this setting
specifically,

it was very stressful, but,
like, it felt, like, fine.

I can go to bed with, like,
two bird's nests in my hair.

It'll be fine.
- Didn't bother me at all.

I thought you looked
great, regardless.

I just appreciate you, like--

I obviously don't know

what it's like.
- [laughs]

- But I could tell
it was upsetting you.

And you still had a smile
on your face

and still made me
smile the whole day.

And it didn't affect
the outcome of the day.

- Yeah.
I love that I make you smile.

- You do, whenever I see you.
- Even in my darkest of times.

- Mm-hmm. Yeah.
- Which means a lot.

It's, like, a little thing

that still, I think, shows,
like, I know you're going to be

there for me, vice versa.

♪

And that's important to me.
- Especially in a marriage.

- Yes.

- ♪ I found you,
and you found me ♪

- ♪ It's all or nothing

- ♪ Thank God
for the moments like this ♪

♪ 'Cause I never
could quite fit ♪

- It is gorgeous out here.
- It is so beautiful.

This is, like--this is
why I like boats,

just kind of, like--
- Yeah, it's very relaxing.

- Vibing, like,
beautiful views.

- Yeah.

- This has been
a good honeymoon.

We've been wanting what
we have now for so long,

and so that probably is
what adds to the feeling

that we've been
together for so long.

- Yeah, it's great
to, like, have that,

'cause in my past
relationships,

it hasn't been that easy.
- Mm-hmm.

Do you think the comfort
you're finding

in your marriage is
because you have--

'Cause I feel like,
with us at least,

we have a lot of similarities.

Like, you guys have found,
like, similarities.

Do you think that is
what adds to the comfort

in your marriage,
or is it something else?

- I definitely think that's
a part of it, for sure.

- You know, the big thing
for me was just reciprocation,

because I myself am just
a giver in relationships,

friendships, whatever it is.

But a lot of the times,
it was never reciprocated.

- Yeah. You told me about this.
- You know?

And so I just kind of withered
in the wind, you know?

both: Yeah.

- Because I'm such
a giver, to have that,

even though it seems small,
it's, like...

it's not small for me.
- No.

- And I feel like that adds
to, like, the quickness

of how we're feeling.
both: Yeah.

- It definitely has.
- I--

- Yeah, it's a relief
for me, too,

'cause it's like--

Do you want to go?
- No.

[laughter]
You're good. I'll go next.

- He's going to explode.
- Wah, I got something to say!

- But it's like,
I kept asking the experts,

like, please just give me,
like, a genuinely good person.

- Yes.

- Or, like, just, like,
a normal person.

Well, he's pretty weird.

- Yeah, I don't know
about normal.

- And so, like, when we
started talking,

I was like, oh, my gosh,
thank goodness.

- Mm-hmm.
- So it also feels safe

to fall because of that.
- Yeah.

- You made me feel incredibly
safe, which isn't something

that, like, I wanted
going into this.

But, like, once we--
- Now that you have it--

- Yeah, now that I have it--
- It's comforting.

- It's so, so relieving.
- Mm-hmm.

- Like, what a weight
off my shoulders

to know that, like,
she has my back.

It's incredible.

♪

- I feel like I wouldn't want
to do this with anyone else.

I'm getting a best friend,
which is special to me,

because I have a very,
very close circle.

And, you know, I only have
a couple of friends

that I let in, you know,
my circle.

And the fact
that you're getting close

to being inside the circle,
I think, is a huge deal,

because trust, for me,
is one of the biggest things

I look for.

And I feel like
you're really starting

to earn my trust, you know,

which is not easy
for me to say.

So I just appreciate you

and just doing
all the little things

that make me trust you more
and more each and every day.

- So I'm not in the circle yet?

- We're getting there.
- We're in the outer ring.

- We're working on it.
- Okay, I'll take that.

- I'm sure you have
your own trust circle.

And...

- It doesn't seem
as hard as yours.

♪

- Sorry.
- [giggles] No, you're good.

You're good.

[laughs]
- Um...

♪

[clears throat]

Yesterday...
- Mm-hmm.

- There was this,
like, sea change between us,

where everything was going
in one direction,

but now things are going in a
completely different direction,

changing of the tides,
you know?

- Right.

- I was hesitating
a lot around you,

I think, in things
that I say...

- Right.
- And things that I do.

And it's really comfortable
for me now where I can--

I can just--
I can hold your hand.

I can put my arm around you,
and I'm not even--

I don't even have to think
about it now.

- Yeah, I think
I feel the same.

I don't feel uncomfortable.

It doesn't feel
as scary as it did.

Yeah, it just feels
a lot more organic

than I thought that it would.

- Can I say something--
Don't, like--

I'm not trying
to hurt your feelings,

but between the two of us,

I think this has been hardest
on you.

- Why would you say that?

- I think...

I'm...

I'm more willing to...

to be in an uncomfortable
situation than you.

I think I was
kind of feeding off

of just the energy
that was between us,

which was, like, just--

- Awkward.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- Right.
No, and I would agree.

If we continue to let
that happen,

it would be
a very disastrous situation.

- Yeah.

♪

♪

- I think I was
kind of feeding off

of just the energy that was
between us, which was like--

- Awkward.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- If we continue
to let that happen,

it would be
a very disastrous situation.

- Yeah, but I feel
like we've made

a really big change.
- Mm-hmm.

- And, you know, the tide
was going out,

and now the tide is coming in.

That's what it
feels like to me.

- You're on par with
the sea situation.

- Yeah.
- And I agree.

- You know, may as well
reference the background.

- [laughs]

- But it's not just
like, oh, I feel

more comfortable around you,
so I feel less hesitant.

It's actually like I feel

like we're in a completely
different relationship

than we were
when we woke up yesterday.

- And I think that's a good way
to look at it,

'cause I think for me, it's,
like, we're making small steps.

And I don't know why I keep
saying that to myself,

'cause it's like, no--
- We're making massive steps.

- Right.

- I'll say that I truly had

no idea what to expect.

I had no idea
what to expect with you.

I had no idea what to expect
on this honeymoon.

- Mm-hmm.
- Specific to you,

I'm just unbelievably
pleasantly surprised.

You know, you are truly
such an amazing person.

- Aw.

- And it doesn't help
that you're easy on the eyes.

I mean, it helps--

it helps that you're
easy on the eyes.

- [laughs]

♪

- I'm kind of excited
to, like, go into real life.

- Mm-hmm.
- Like, this is great, but--

- Next step in our journey.
- Yeah.

- I'm not worried.

I feel like it's just going
to be less palm trees.

- Yeah. Yeah, honestly.
- You know?

There's nothing I'm really,
like, concerned about

in the future.

- Like, I feel like
we're building this foundation

that's going to prepare us to
take on the rest of the world.

- The world. [chuckles]
- You know?

So...

- Power-couple vibes.
- Power couple.

- Mm-hmm.
Yeah, I'm happy.

- Me too.

- Do you guys have any fears
of what might change

when reality comes back?

- Honestly speaking,
like, I don't.

But I also...

- You're a very
"in the moment" person.

- I'm in the moment,

and I don't like to, like, set
expectations.

And I'm very much, like, a
positive-outlook type of guy.

And I honestly, like, think
we're going to do pretty well.

- Me being an overthinker,
I'm already thinking

about the things that will go
wrong when we're back.

But, like, what could go right?

- And I'm thinking
more about that.

That's where I'm at with it.

Like, I've been thinking
what could go right.

I don't think the worry has,
like, actually set in

because it's so good.

So it's even hard for me to
know what the worry could be,

especially given the topics
we've already discussed.

And I know that there's always
relationship problems, right?

- Yeah, exactly.
- But I don't think

there's going to be much that
could make us

just, like, absolutely hate
each other

to do the D word, you know?

So I'm not worried yet,
but I'm also an overthinker,

and we are in paradise
right now, so I haven't...

- Yeah, yeah, yeah, exactly.
- Had to overthink much.

- Yeah.

- And just saying, like,
this feels good.

I feel very comfortable
giving my heart to Orion.

You know, I'm still like,
I'm going to keep

a little bit for me.
- Yeah.

- But I do feel like trusting
in that he's not going

to throw it in the ocean.

And like you said,
I deserve this.

- You do.
- Yeah.

Yeah, I think we
all deserve this.

- Yeah.

♪

- ♪ We're feeling all right

- Oh!

- ♪ We're living our lives

[singing indistinctly]

♪ We're turning loose, hey-a,
hey-a, hey-a ♪

♪ We like to talk

♪ Eh, eh, eh

[singing indistinctly]

♪ Yeah, eh, eh

♪ Oh, yeah

♪ We like to talk
in the air at night ♪

♪ We like to talk

- Wait, scooch that way.

- You're so happy.
- I know.

- And we got a sunset cruise.
- Yeah.

- Look out yonder.
Isn't that amazing?

- Look at the pink!

- It's me in a sunset.
- It's you.

You're in a sunset.
- Do I blend in?

- You blend in.

- Wait, wait, where
did Becca go, guys?

Where's Becca?
- Becca's a chameleon.

- Did she fall off the boat?
[laughter]

- So I know it's, like,
kind of been, like,

a roller coaster for days.

We thought we were
going boating.

- Now it couldn't
be more perfect.

- But, honestly, it has
been a great day for me,

and I feel like I've gotten
closer to all of you,

and I love that.

- We got on a plane
with a bunch of strangers,

and now we're best friends.

It's insane.

- And married.

- Everyone just seems like
really basking in the love

that is in the air.

A lot of love being displayed

with everyone
and their partners.

I feel really blessed
to be around that

and to be also basking
in that love

that I feel
for my husband too.

- ♪ Oh, I love the way
that you are ♪

♪ I love the way
that you are, are, are ♪

♪ I love the way
that you are ♪

♪

- ♪ I want to be
your everything ♪

♪ Now, if I was everything
that you wanted ♪

♪ Every little thing
that you need ♪

♪ I want to explore
your boundaries ♪

♪ What we need to do
to get deep ♪

♪

- Ooh, this is nice.
- This is nice.

It's cute.
- Yeah.

- All the rose petals,
that's the theme.

[laughter]
- Yeah, the rose petals.

I do like the rose petals.
- Yeah.

- Oh, it feels so good
to sit down.

- Yeah.

- Did you have
a good day today?

- I had a great day.

I think today was my favorite
day out of all the days.

- Yeah?

- I just caught myself
staring at you like, wow.

- Yeah!
- That's my husband.

- Would you like
some champagne?

- Yes, please.
- Yes, please.

- What do you think
the highlight of today was?

- I had a lot of fun
dancing on the boat.

Thank you, sir.
- Thank you.

I really enjoy touching you.

I feel like we got
a little touchy-feely

with you in the van.
- Yeah.

- I like, like,
skin-to-skin contact.

- I really enjoyed that.

- Now I'm at the point where
I'm, like, just imagining

what it would be like with you.
- Yeah?

♪

How does that start?

- I feel like the foreplay
probably starts

with fellatio from you.

I could see you just
jumping right into it.

- I would say you're right.
I am a giver.

Because for me,
I think I would start...

- Where would you start?

- Head to toe--
so I like kissing, you know?

- You like kissing?
- Yeah.

I like touching
and kissing neck, yeah.

- I could see that.
- Working down.

- Working down and around?
- Mm-hmm, yeah.

- I like the, like,
down and around,

like, without going, like,
straight for it.

- Mm-hmm.
- I would like that.

- Okay.
[both giggle]

- I have a question.
- Okay.

- How do you feel
about sex toys

being involved with the sex?

- You know, I...

have a little collection
of my own.

- What are you talking about--
a collection?

That means
you've been building it.

- It's, like, less than five,
less than five.

- Okay.
- I don't have a red room.

- We could have that
in our house.

- Oh, yeah?

Okay.
- We could have a red room.

- It sounds like
you like to explore.

- I love to explore.

I like to explore
my partner's body too.

I feel like it's a map.

I really want to learn
all your erogenous zones,

and I feel like we
would do really good

at doing that for each other.

- Especially with us
getting closer together...

- Mm-hmm.
- Would be very hard to resist.

It would be very hard
for me to resist.

- I want it to be, like,
a very organic start to it.

So there's definitely
no pressure here.

- Honestly,
hearing you say that,

that actually brings
a lot of comfort for me,

because going
through this process,

when I was asked
about, do I want this,

you know, my answer was,
you know, I would love

to have sex with my wife,

but I don't expect it
to happen that quick.

- Right.

- And I guess
the reason for that

is because it's been
a bit of a time

since I last had sex.

- Like, when was the last time
you had sex?

- A little more than
a year and a half...

- Oh, wow.

- That I was intimate
with somebody.

- Okay.
- Mm-hmm.

It's definitely something more

than just the physical act
for me.

- Same.

It's definitely been
less time for me.

So it was a couple months ago--

two months probably
to the day, honestly.

[dramatic note]

- You know, right now I am
feeling a bit uncomfortable.

[dramatic music]

My mindset going into it was,

when they revealed it to me
that they found me a match...

- Mm-hmm.
- I was engaged.

- That was my mindset too.

Like, I had sex
before the reveal.

- Right.
- I didn't have sex,

like, finding out, like,
oh, I'm engaged.

Let me go have sex now.
- Right, right.

And it could just be just--

I don't know--honestly, very
different in our approach.

I'm at a point to where...

I know what I'm worth,
you know.

And so with that, I just
don't want to hand myself out.

♪

You know?

- How do you feel that
I had sex two months ago?

♪

It's not like I'm, like,
a walking horn ball.

[chuckles]
Like..

- Being honest, uh...

it kind of took sex
off the table for me.

- ♪ Everything is not okay
- ♪ Everything

♪ Everything

- All right, what's next?
Sex is done.

- ♪ Everything is not okay

♪

[upbeat music]

- Next time
on "Married at First Sight"...

♪

- Oh.
- Whoo!

- Our couples enjoy the final
days of their honeymoon.

- Aw.

♪

- Oh, thank you.

- I think something that we
haven't dove into super deep

is religion.

- We should talk about that.
- Right now?

- No, probably not now.

♪

- Do you know how to have fun?
- Do you like to have fun?

What the [bleep]?
God.

- I have to go
to the hospital in Cancún.

- Hopefully he didn't
leave and go home.

I don't know.
- It's his escape plan.

- Our honeymoon has been

a little bit
of a roller coaster, I'd say.

- She was saying
that I am lying

about how things played out.

- I just had this
huge blowup with him

in which I was yelling
and I asked for a divorce.

- Do you want a divorce?

- I have no idea
where we go from here.

- Okay.

♪