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first of all I'm not Irish it's another
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one of those stereotypes Boston Irish
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Catholic bigot living in the projects
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well that we did we did live in the
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projects my husband Bob was making $70 a
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week and half of that was going to
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support the children of his first
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marriage yeah he was divorced and he was
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15 years older than me he was my school
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bus driver when he went to high school
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asked for a bite of my Milky Way no they
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gave it back that was the start of our
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courtship you can bet my family was
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delighted to see me marry him but he was
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a good man good husband good father good
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person so yeah we were living on $35 a
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week with our two girls but remember
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this was 1961 $35 went a lot farther
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than it does now our Jack was in the
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White House looked as if our country had
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turned a corner not really political but
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I believe that and I poke that was Pope
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John the 23rd at that time he said we
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all had to learn to live together and I
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believe that too and Bob believed that
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and he was Irish
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when you get right down to it I'm
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partially Irish too mostly French but
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I'm partially Irish
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afterwards they asked what was a woman
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doing out on the streets after midnight
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they sure let me know they believe there
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was another man well there was another
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man his name was Elvis Elvis Presley and
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he had a brand new movie out and I had a
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brand new four month old baby I was
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still breastfeeding was my first time
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out
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okay choice Milky Way arouse what would
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you do um Elvis drives me wild class I
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love him a lot better now they stopped
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dancing like your uncle bunny yeah see
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ya see you next week bye bye
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so if you like to do the hula
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Jerry I was right new carry a colored
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Jesus like Mary better good idea of a
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diamond
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daddy mommy showed up in the bathroom
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not hungry I
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I'm pregnant might be mine
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what if it isn't might be we don't have
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much choice I have to wait and see
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baby I'll still be half you you'd even
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come sit up bringing it home that's what
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you want
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I wanted speed our baby hate to think
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that he's still inside me growing
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it's a baby chair that's all it is
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Louis you stay away from that side bar
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hey Dom get out of the mud the black is
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a [ __ ] now you smell like one too I bet
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we ski Matthew 5,000 relaxing at the
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arena what do they got the protest about
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that's what I want to know not like this
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is Mississippi you stay in Roxbury no
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one's gonna give him anything wanna stay
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in Roxbury don't wanna come here and do
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our girls yeah like that Sammy Davis jr.
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you imagine that Swedish girl having his
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baby magic colored inside making your
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father that's just a baby
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that's all it is
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you haven't seen a doctor at all for
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this pregnancy I have two children
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already I know how it's done I've been
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nervous this might not be my husband's
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baby oh I was raped by a negro now that
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changes things quite a bit
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well know right away won't we not likely
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to be hard to tell the race of a newborn
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especially in Malaya I'll send the
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social worker in to see you guys we're
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gonna start making plans to get the baby
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no we haven't decided I mean if it turns
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out to be covered we haven't decided and
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how are you gonna feel every time
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someone asks you about the father of
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this child all right I don't know I'll
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send the social worker in this would be
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a lot easier if you don't get attached
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doctor I tried not to believe me I tried
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not to in the beginning I prayed to God
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that one of us would die but eight
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months is too long to close your heart
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against the PC yourself living right
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inside you too late to say don't get
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attached now
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your brother jail says she's a beautiful
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child have you seen that yourself have I
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I gave him my Milky Way a first Milky
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Way and she's a-comin she really enjoyed
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it I'm just giving you the official word
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going home I like the name you pick for
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to Barbra and it's a good name Barbra
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and Cummings suits you see your knuckles
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our babies come out purple plums
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but the doctor says she's going to stay
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that way
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I think that she should be with people
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who look like her I don't want anyone
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ever to be cruel to her okay
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I told your mother we'd be coming home
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without the baby I asked her to tell the
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others you were too upset to ever haired
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mentioned again they'll think she's dead
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I suppose that's the best way to think
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about it are you ready yes Father
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what name have you chosen for this child
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Barbara sell the factory son Barbara am
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i baptize you in the name of the Father
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the Son and the Holy Ghost
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you saved the life of Christ
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philia who elected into the temple a
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mrs. Birrell yes
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her name's bad bad
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I made it
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when she's adopted will they let her
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take it with her probably I don't have
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clothes to spare
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can I call I'm pretty sure social
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services told you the rules
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I suppose you used to this food would
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she'll be fine she'll be fine here
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I have no lack of hair no bracelet no
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pictures none of the things you get even
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when your baby dies so it's hard for me
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to remember guess I wasn't supposed to
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remember but I did every single day
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you sure you want to do this
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yeah you shake guy get over that now
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zone I can't be blaming every colored
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man for what one did
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she's over 2 now 2 and 3/4 almost 3 I
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think we do go ride that after it's not
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I was just foster care she must have
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been adopted away a long time ago maybe
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they know how where she is
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yeah Bob is gone let it be
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married people have secrets Bob and I
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had one his name was Barbara we shared
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for 24 years we didn't talk about it
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much after a while when Martin Luther
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King was murdered we figured what was
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the point we were the enemy we killed
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I didn't think Barbara would ever want
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to know us quieto
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well you say ghetto to some people and
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they think well I don't have to tell you
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what you think and do i but it wasn't
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like that when you lived inside
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we had our doctors and lawyers churches
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businesses we had community a good place
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to raise up children and that's just
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what I made it my business to do first
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moan and then the abandoned ones I
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raised them up decent god-fearing and
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wanted then the world came in
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Roger Steve you get away from the window
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close the curtain Bob you okay but
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you're holding on to Scottie so tightly
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gonna cut off his circulation I'm here
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Stevie Stevie come over here and Scottie
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I want you to sit right over there good
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now you come on Barbara Ann static Elian
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you sit right here I want you to hold
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Traci right and then I'll hold on to you
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you see we have nothing to be scared of
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we're all here together what's going on
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outside of our window everyone else
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needs a TV to see I wanted to stop
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sometimes you have to mark great trouble
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with great outcry he's dead I never even
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saw him I think dr. King has found a far
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better home than he had here there's any
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better home than this no you're right
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you all right we are very blessed
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every time I feel the spirit moving in
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my heart I will pushing shoving they're
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here again my yeah I think they're gonna
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take the Larry why can't we keep them oh
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we gave him a home when he had need of
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it if he doesn't leave it then it more
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they'll be understand will now come on
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let's try out this birthday bag
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how about a race all right yeah on your
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mark get ready set go
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all right that's fine ah come back come
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back now yeah ah
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now your shorts baby took the seat for
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you he didn't have to he said my legs
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are just as long as his knees
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oh well you certainly do have long way
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did my daddy have long legs I'm sure he
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did but you don't know uh no ma'am I
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don't
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what about Seavey's daddy in Rogers well
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I was married to him of course I know
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what kind of legs he had why am i
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Cummings and you're all brows father
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who's been talking to you this boy at my
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school
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he said you couldn't be my mama cuz you
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and me don't have the same name you and
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I I am my mommy yes I'm your mommy I
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have been your whole life you didn't
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come out of my body and you don't have
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my last name but I'm still your mommy
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and you're still my baby
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am I gonna be here forever oh well you
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grow up you get married I believe you'll
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want a home of your own no I won't I
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want to stay here with you well as far
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as I'm concerned you can stay here as
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long as you like
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good do you know what my name is
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oh oh I suppose you've changed it the
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last time you promise yeah okay let me
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hear Barbara Ann Cummins Sally Ally
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Susie doozy light bulb traffic well
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that's a fine name baby and I'm not a
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baby anymore today I'm seven well that's
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seven precious years you've been mine
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Oh mrs. Birrell yes
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yeah I'm mrs. mazdan from social
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services oh come on in
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I hope you're not bringing me another
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baby well actually I have great news we
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found a home for Barbara Barbara yes uh
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Barbara and Cummings well she's been
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here a long time
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Barbara's awful oh you know I know she's
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almost eight but we were so fortunate in
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finding a family that specifically
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requested a female unadoptable
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there's nothing unadoptable about it you
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just forgot about as all you did I'm
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afraid I have to agree
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her previous worker left this case in a
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total shambles now when does the little
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one get back from school about four I
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haven't met Metco bussing program the
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buses are clear after Concord her
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teachers recommended it she's very
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bright you know I send along with my son
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Stevie I don't distinguish between
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Barbara and my own children well that's
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why you're one of our favorite homes of
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course we do pay you to take care of her
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between the babies Scotty and Tracy they
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more than eat that up look miss Marsden
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I'll give it up her share whatever just
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please don't take it from me Corinne
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we're trying to get this child out of
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Roxbury
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Roxbury is what she knows no she could
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know ah this must be Barbara now hi mom
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hi baby you know you look just like your
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picture you have a picture of me well
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not with me but I do have another
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picture it's of a family who would very
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much like you to come and see them
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everyone else comes here these people to
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get to come to my house oh well they
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live in Wisconsin that's clear across
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the country mm-hmm no this is the family
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would you like to take a look at them no
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ma'am Oh Corrine has so many children I
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mean these people have none well why
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don't you get one of those babies we
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have plenty of them they're white you're
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gonna take her from me and send a
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thousand miles away to wipe her in
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you're making this far more upsetting
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than it needs to be what if I adopt what
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about that you're a divorced woman on a
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limited income which comes I might add
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entirely from us I love her doesn't that
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mean anything they would love her too
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but I can see that you are too
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distressed to discuss this rationally
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I'll be picking up Barbara on Thursday
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please make sure that she's ready
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Thursday that's right miss Mazda
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Pung Corinne what did she say well she
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says to me you already have two children
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so why would you want another and I told
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the truth to keep Barbara in the family
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mm-hmm she says that wasn't a good
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enough reason so I asked her what would
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be a good enough reason she tells me
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somebody who would be willing to make a
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home for his child as far as I can see
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Barbara already has a good home I was
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trying to make sure she could keep it
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she jumped on that one like a shock so
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you admit it she would be staying with
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miss Morelli not in your home I'm sorry
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I Corrine I did try
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I know you did I know what if I run away
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what if I don't go I don't want to go
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[Music]
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I don't you to go either this is just an
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end of a part of story but you have a
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whole new fright beginning starting
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[Music]
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ah
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I want to be sure that I packed
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everything that you want to take
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[Music]
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I want you to
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[Music]
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where's Barbara Ann I hope she's packed
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you know what mr. Cummins said to me
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that morning they brought her here he
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said I suppose you're used to this we're
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not I'm sorry I was so cold she's
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grieving she wouldn't even go to the
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goodbye party they gave her at school
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she's a child she'll adjust you get
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snatched away from your mama when you
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were seven and a half miss Marsden
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that's irrelevant any colored woman
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marched of to your house grabbed you up
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and sent you off with some colored
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family in Memphis Milwaukee isn't Boston
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okay and you seem to forget that this
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child is half white half doesn't count
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in this world in the eyes are you people
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that is just one more little colored
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girl why don't you just let her be
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because it's my job to get her on a
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plane to Milwaukee and that's what I
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intend to do
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[Music]
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I want you to take this with you um
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I think maybe we ought to leave that
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here okay I just wanted to have
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something to remember us by this it's
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not a good idea it will make him more
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comfortable if she takes no no just give
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it to me here leave just give just here
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who are you Oprah and comments
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sadly Ali Suzy Suzy light ball traffic
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[Music]
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and I love everything you are
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[Music]
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they killed Barbara the day they took
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her from me they killed her and I warned
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her just like she died latest social
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services called me and said Barbara had
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got to where she was going and she was
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happy well she left here but I really
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think she never got anywhere else
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I was Barbara's mother that's how I saw
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it adopted child adopted mother
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black/white I didn't think it should
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make any difference my husband and I had
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already decided this wasn't a world we
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wanted to bring a baby into but I
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thought that maybe we could make a home
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for a child who was already here
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a childhood slipped through the cracks I
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guess I was wrong but at least we tried
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so we had to send all the way to
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Brooklyn for this you don't like it but
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whatever we give her it's gonna be
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better than what she had this girl spent
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more time in foster care than I did in
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grad school I just hope we're not
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getting in over our heads
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oh I've organized on skid row protested
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at the missile sites been gassed huh
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trampled okay so one of us is a tough
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broad and I want us
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yeah you have a coronary that just
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leaves me why you excited
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I don't know okay Aled I'll acknowledge
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a slight tingle but then that walk from
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the car was so long that could be frost
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by your shoes
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he's got her promise that her
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give me the doll
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hi Brett hi Barbara
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I'm Elias thank you
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I'm so happy that you came to live with
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us I brought you this M this is Paul my
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brain
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you you want to come with me and get
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your suitcase we're going home now it's
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gonna be your home forever you'll see if
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it is gonna be fine
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it didn't go so bad she seemed to like
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her presence how do you think it's gonna
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be okay
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she seemed happy enough to me she didn't
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complain that's different it is yeah oh
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how can you tell just know must be girl
448
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step you saw hey we didn't ask for a boy
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no not at all
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a girl should be easier to handle handle
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is that what you think we have to do oh
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be naive and they told us the older the
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child the more the damage being no idea
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where that girl's been here
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[Music]
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you couldn't go out barb wait
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that's okay
458
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I like it inside you have any homework
459
00:35:35,730 --> 00:35:42,309
already done still like your school okay
460
00:35:42,309 --> 00:35:47,170
oh yeah it's great you know you can
461
00:35:47,170 --> 00:35:48,910
invite your friends from school over
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here anytime you want okay probably did
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anyone ever tell you about your mother
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before me I mean Corinne know before
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Corinne she was white that's why they
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thought you'd be okay here you can play
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with anyone you're half white
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which half I think we should know I
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think we should know the Crosstown what
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for I like it here it's close to work I
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can walk to the lab the other one who
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said the schools were the best in the
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city thank Barbara should occasionally
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see people who look like her
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besides the garbageman how much it's
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true
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she's a kid we're gonna change our whole
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lives because of an eight-year-old
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for that I got to move all the way over
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to the other side of town become a
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commuter he doesn't have a single friend
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she's unhappy yeah well you know I'm not
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so happy myself I thought we had an
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arrangement
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I'm gonna build buildings you're gonna
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build the Great Society we each live our
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own lives I believe in what you do and I
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work as hard as I do so then you can do
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whatever it is you want to do this it's
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leaking taking over it's taking over
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everything she's your daughter
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you're doctored her you gave her your
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name
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yeah
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okay
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this white ass for the truck in front
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you want to get out and play
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just about done you're not staying are
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you no I asked you to make a choice and
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you did we made a commitment to her I
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don't see where I had an option yeah
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well I guess I do
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I did some figuring I can cover some of
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the expenses here but not all welcome to
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the real world
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what's an Oreo daddy it's a cookie
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it's chocolate on the outside and
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vanilla cream inside goodbye Barbara
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[Music]
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daddy's left barb but we're gonna be
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okay we're gonna be fine
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this had nothing to do with you
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it's real important to me that you
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understand that do you understand that
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rubber I'm gonna have to get a job and I
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think I'm gonna have to go to business
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school in the evening learn how to do
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what I do and still support us I won't
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be able to be with you so much but now
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you're making friends you won't even
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miss me okay Bart I've go to class
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dinners in here okay I'll be back too
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late so Lois is right next door if you
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get scared if you need anything okay
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you gonna come give me a kiss good night
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I've been glue my molecules
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don't forget to turn the lights down
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okay
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[Music]
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love you bye baby - maybe this weekend
531
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we can do something fun have a cookout
532
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or something
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[Music]
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for I'm leaving now
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see you in the morning okay don't let
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anyone in don't got a bed too late you
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need your rest okay
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[Music]
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[Music]
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but I guess
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Applause]
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[Music]
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Oh
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Barbara are you okay
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[Music]
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hi MA who was that mad man a man just
549
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jumped out your window that's my
550
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boyfriend down I don't want him in this
551
00:44:23,720 --> 00:44:27,619
house not if I'm not here okay Barbara I
552
00:44:27,619 --> 00:44:29,839
have been sitting in a hotel room going
553
00:44:29,839 --> 00:44:32,660
out of my mind you should have called me
554
00:44:32,660 --> 00:44:36,440
okay I'm trying to talk to you don't
555
00:44:36,440 --> 00:44:45,160
just say okay yes ma'am call me
556
00:44:47,349 --> 00:44:51,250
Curren used to say that
557
00:44:52,780 --> 00:44:55,570
yes ma'am you can go outside to play now
558
00:44:55,570 --> 00:45:00,970
I just remembered that starting to
559
00:45:00,970 --> 00:45:05,380
remember a lot I forgot you don't have
560
00:45:05,380 --> 00:45:09,460
to worry about dawn coming back Harbor
561
00:45:09,460 --> 00:45:23,980
gotta go mom this is Annalise your
562
00:45:23,980 --> 00:45:24,520
concern
563
00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:26,800
Barbie Evanston's mother she didn't come
564
00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:28,450
home last night and I was wondering if
565
00:45:28,450 --> 00:45:30,840
she's at school
566
00:45:34,380 --> 00:45:37,510
I want to cause her any trouble I just
567
00:45:37,510 --> 00:45:40,890
wondered if she's there
568
00:45:54,060 --> 00:45:56,840
thank you
569
00:46:03,790 --> 00:46:07,330
barbra what are we going to do I'm
570
00:46:07,330 --> 00:46:10,150
moving in with Don's sister could we
571
00:46:10,150 --> 00:46:12,750
discuss this discuss what giving it away
572
00:46:12,750 --> 00:46:14,650
what about the baby
573
00:46:14,650 --> 00:46:16,450
have you considered what's best for the
574
00:46:16,450 --> 00:46:21,030
baby never stop considering that
575
00:46:21,560 --> 00:46:31,869
[Music]
576
00:46:38,670 --> 00:46:41,240
[Music]
577
00:46:41,240 --> 00:46:44,870
I love my daughter I know she didn't
578
00:46:44,870 --> 00:46:48,310
believe that I loved her very much I
579
00:46:48,310 --> 00:46:52,610
would have done anything anything to
580
00:46:52,610 --> 00:46:57,740
make her happy until very near the end I
581
00:46:57,740 --> 00:47:01,900
thought we were doing fine
582
00:47:01,900 --> 00:47:05,990
not perfect I'd stopped expecting
583
00:47:05,990 --> 00:47:10,190
perfection a long time ago what I don't
584
00:47:10,190 --> 00:47:15,350
know yes then I stopped too late or too
585
00:47:15,350 --> 00:47:17,860
soon
586
00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:20,720
still waters run deep
587
00:47:20,720 --> 00:47:25,970
I thought Don says sometimes I feel like
588
00:47:25,970 --> 00:47:28,910
inside meets an ocean full of those
589
00:47:28,910 --> 00:47:33,830
words I never could speak so I've got to
590
00:47:33,830 --> 00:47:36,710
speak them now even if that means
591
00:47:36,710 --> 00:47:39,440
backing up a little that day she first
592
00:47:39,440 --> 00:47:42,530
dropped me off I did run out on to that
593
00:47:42,530 --> 00:47:47,600
street full of hope and excitement then
594
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:49,940
white kids called me [ __ ] I'd never
595
00:47:49,940 --> 00:47:53,540
heard that before I see in the suburbs
596
00:47:53,540 --> 00:47:56,960
I'd been a novelty I had no friends but
597
00:47:56,960 --> 00:48:00,200
people were polite to me and now I was
598
00:48:00,200 --> 00:48:05,690
just one more black kid except to the
599
00:48:05,690 --> 00:48:09,700
black kids they'd seen Anneliese
600
00:48:09,700 --> 00:48:15,220
they called me REO they ran away from me
601
00:48:15,730 --> 00:48:20,390
from the time I was seven until I was 16
602
00:48:20,390 --> 00:48:23,960
I didn't have a single playmate a single
603
00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:27,220
person to talk to you
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00:48:35,220 --> 00:48:38,340
[Music]
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00:48:46,960 --> 00:48:47,260
[Music]
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00:48:47,260 --> 00:48:49,380
[Applause]
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[Music]
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00:48:54,920 --> 00:48:58,090
[Applause]
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[Music]
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00:49:00,530 --> 00:49:03,729
[Applause]
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00:49:12,680 --> 00:49:18,749
[Music]
612
00:49:21,450 --> 00:49:25,120
[Music]
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00:49:33,640 --> 00:49:40,460
okay hold up you want to sing
614
00:49:40,460 --> 00:49:43,760
I see behind your math class down
615
00:49:43,760 --> 00:49:47,860
Williams yeah I done you like us yeah
616
00:49:47,860 --> 00:49:52,340
stick around if you want no that's okay
617
00:49:52,340 --> 00:49:54,050
no stick around I'll walk you home when
618
00:49:54,050 --> 00:50:05,240
we're finished there's one thing I can't
619
00:50:05,240 --> 00:50:10,610
stand it's a Gabby woman those magazines
620
00:50:10,610 --> 00:50:12,530
girls read they always say ask the man
621
00:50:12,530 --> 00:50:16,070
about himself how do you know that to
622
00:50:16,070 --> 00:50:21,140
start I got a bunch of sisters and a
623
00:50:21,140 --> 00:50:23,090
bunch of girlfriends too I bet
624
00:50:23,090 --> 00:50:28,220
I've had a few so why did you yell to me
625
00:50:28,220 --> 00:50:28,850
in church
626
00:50:28,850 --> 00:50:30,740
I yelled in search I don't think that's
627
00:50:30,740 --> 00:50:33,290
gonna look too good on my record we
628
00:50:33,290 --> 00:50:35,840
spoke loudly that's because you never
629
00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:43,130
speak at all mystery what do you want me
630
00:50:43,130 --> 00:50:46,640
to say well the answer to that inverse
631
00:50:46,640 --> 00:50:48,440
problem we got for homework that would
632
00:50:48,440 --> 00:50:51,110
be a big help notice to get pretty good
633
00:50:51,110 --> 00:50:56,360
grades by yourself you noticed me yeah
634
00:50:56,360 --> 00:50:59,130
what do you notice
635
00:50:59,130 --> 00:51:09,029
people like you do you yeah why big
636
00:51:09,029 --> 00:51:12,269
football star singing in church when I
637
00:51:12,269 --> 00:51:13,229
do for my father
638
00:51:13,229 --> 00:51:16,349
the other for my mother guess which you
639
00:51:16,349 --> 00:51:19,920
won't go get an ice cream what do you do
640
00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:32,849
for you what pretty girls home hey you
641
00:51:32,849 --> 00:51:34,109
gonna come watch the football game
642
00:51:34,109 --> 00:51:36,150
tonight watch me be a hero
643
00:51:36,150 --> 00:51:42,450
[Music]
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00:51:42,450 --> 00:51:44,110
[Applause]
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00:51:44,110 --> 00:51:50,340
[Music]
646
00:51:56,740 --> 00:51:57,520
[Applause]
647
00:51:57,520 --> 00:52:01,360
[Music]
648
00:52:03,650 --> 00:52:07,790
[Applause]
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00:52:07,790 --> 00:52:11,540
[Music]
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00:52:11,540 --> 00:52:18,100
[Applause]
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00:52:18,100 --> 00:52:20,150
you cold yep
652
00:52:20,150 --> 00:52:22,040
yeah you I can see the goosebumps why
653
00:52:22,040 --> 00:52:24,590
you always do that do what all right I
654
00:52:24,590 --> 00:52:25,700
see you're not gonna make this easy for
655
00:52:25,700 --> 00:52:28,000
me
656
00:52:28,570 --> 00:52:33,440
your leather jacket yeah you're gonna
657
00:52:33,440 --> 00:52:39,700
wear it that's why we came well partly
658
00:52:39,700 --> 00:52:41,480
probably because I wanted you to see
659
00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:42,140
this place
660
00:52:42,140 --> 00:52:45,980
I usually come here by myself send up
661
00:52:45,980 --> 00:52:48,140
here I feel like I could see my dreams
662
00:52:48,140 --> 00:52:49,910
just sitting out there waiting for me to
663
00:52:49,910 --> 00:52:55,790
reach him you got dreams Barbara have
664
00:52:55,790 --> 00:53:00,310
anything to do with me yeah
665
00:53:00,370 --> 00:53:02,140
till I met you I didn't believe there
666
00:53:02,140 --> 00:53:04,720
was any reason to dream I had that
667
00:53:04,720 --> 00:53:06,780
dreams were just little kid things
668
00:53:06,780 --> 00:53:09,340
I'm vanilla kid since I was seven and a
669
00:53:09,340 --> 00:53:11,670
half it could be a little kid with me
670
00:53:11,670 --> 00:53:12,880
hmm
671
00:53:12,880 --> 00:53:16,690
yeah I know you know what flashed into
672
00:53:16,690 --> 00:53:18,570
my mind that minute I saw you that day
673
00:53:18,570 --> 00:53:21,220
when you were singing in the church just
674
00:53:21,220 --> 00:53:24,160
like my mom in Boston used to think I
675
00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:25,240
don't look kind of cute if you didn't
676
00:53:25,240 --> 00:53:30,280
have those glasses on no finally I'm
677
00:53:30,280 --> 00:53:32,820
gonna get home
678
00:53:33,940 --> 00:53:43,239
[Music]
679
00:53:44,410 --> 00:53:48,710
she's not here she's coming they're my
680
00:53:48,710 --> 00:53:50,650
family now
681
00:53:50,650 --> 00:53:51,940
we got ours
682
00:53:51,940 --> 00:54:05,470
[Music]
683
00:54:05,470 --> 00:54:16,370
look what that sound like sure you can
684
00:54:16,370 --> 00:54:20,110
handle another boy sure
685
00:54:20,960 --> 00:54:23,360
listen basically you're just fine since
686
00:54:23,360 --> 00:54:25,100
I can't breathe there's no question that
687
00:54:25,100 --> 00:54:26,510
you've got a touch of asthma you ever
688
00:54:26,510 --> 00:54:27,800
had that before nope
689
00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:30,770
well how about your family Rob you got
690
00:54:30,770 --> 00:54:33,800
asthma no I mean your parents you know
691
00:54:33,800 --> 00:54:35,480
your brothers and sisters I don't know I
692
00:54:35,480 --> 00:54:37,130
was adopted well you might want to think
693
00:54:37,130 --> 00:54:38,480
about getting your medical records might
694
00:54:38,480 --> 00:54:41,930
be a good idea I can do this just right
695
00:54:41,930 --> 00:54:44,690
into the agency the place yeah look
696
00:54:44,690 --> 00:54:46,160
about the asthma I don't want to
697
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:49,910
medicate you I found a certificate in a
698
00:54:49,910 --> 00:54:52,370
drawer from second grade for it no
699
00:54:52,370 --> 00:54:56,570
spelling is something ugly as sin but
700
00:54:56,570 --> 00:54:59,230
she was so proud of it so I kept it I
701
00:54:59,230 --> 00:55:03,920
don't know why I kept lots of things
702
00:55:03,920 --> 00:55:07,430
that had to do with Barbara even with my
703
00:55:07,430 --> 00:55:11,980
own kids I sometimes didn't do that I
704
00:55:11,980 --> 00:55:16,510
guess I figured she needed somebody
705
00:55:16,510 --> 00:55:21,250
keeping hold of the old days for figured
706
00:55:21,250 --> 00:55:25,960
some day she turned and looked this way
707
00:55:27,040 --> 00:55:32,360
oh you know what I called it a lazy
708
00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:35,600
looking laying down peculiar kind of
709
00:55:35,600 --> 00:55:38,980
creation try one
710
00:55:38,980 --> 00:55:44,040
let me see careful yes sir
711
00:55:44,040 --> 00:55:53,650
now you can go and play it looks just
712
00:55:53,650 --> 00:55:55,730
like Scotty
713
00:55:55,730 --> 00:55:59,660
that's got it son I don't might you be
714
00:55:59,660 --> 00:56:02,020
miss
715
00:56:02,310 --> 00:56:10,099
[Music]
716
00:56:10,130 --> 00:56:12,160
Oh
717
00:56:12,710 --> 00:56:15,190
[Music]
718
00:56:15,190 --> 00:56:18,070
well I guess you never heard of a fella
719
00:56:18,070 --> 00:56:23,830
created the telephone look at you Oh God
720
00:56:23,830 --> 00:56:28,810
I wanted to come see you
721
00:56:28,810 --> 00:56:32,109
I wanted to sit in your kitchen
722
00:56:32,109 --> 00:56:35,480
while the kitchens not out here
723
00:56:35,480 --> 00:56:39,099
[Music]
724
00:56:39,099 --> 00:56:42,290
your school certificate for Miniver oh
725
00:56:42,290 --> 00:56:46,609
yeah Department they stop deport oh no
726
00:56:46,609 --> 00:56:48,349
no not that I can tell the way these
727
00:56:48,349 --> 00:56:53,809
kids are behaving today you were the
728
00:56:53,809 --> 00:56:54,859
happiest looker
729
00:56:54,859 --> 00:56:59,240
and you were so thoughtful - oh do you
730
00:56:59,240 --> 00:57:02,630
remember that time at I hurt my knee and
731
00:57:02,630 --> 00:57:05,450
you came running to kiss and make it
732
00:57:05,450 --> 00:57:05,960
better
733
00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:10,839
my little Florence Nightingale so cute
734
00:57:16,869 --> 00:57:18,920
he didn't get it fixed
735
00:57:18,920 --> 00:57:23,089
well it wasn't mine to fix I saved it
736
00:57:23,089 --> 00:57:27,849
for you you take it make it whole again
737
00:57:29,230 --> 00:57:33,800
what's the matter bah you don't think
738
00:57:33,800 --> 00:57:36,440
that I I wanted them to take you away do
739
00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:44,359
you no good but you know that's how kids
740
00:57:44,359 --> 00:57:48,440
are today they just think grown-ups can
741
00:57:48,440 --> 00:57:51,829
move mountains but you know sometimes
742
00:57:51,829 --> 00:57:54,290
you just have to take your mountain and
743
00:57:54,290 --> 00:57:57,950
stand on it and you'll see with two boys
744
00:57:57,950 --> 00:58:03,460
and run on the way stand up
745
00:58:07,000 --> 00:58:11,650
mm-hmm you know you carry him low I
746
00:58:11,770 --> 00:58:14,450
believe it's gonna be a girl this time a
747
00:58:14,450 --> 00:58:14,960
girl
748
00:58:14,960 --> 00:58:19,579
yeah my doctor asked me if I had asthma
749
00:58:19,579 --> 00:58:22,940
I couldn't tell him I don't know if I've
750
00:58:22,940 --> 00:58:25,130
had measles I don't know if there's
751
00:58:25,130 --> 00:58:27,140
cancer in my family I don't know
752
00:58:27,140 --> 00:58:31,700
anything well I can tell you one thing
753
00:58:31,700 --> 00:58:35,260
you are more than a bunch of diseases
754
00:58:35,260 --> 00:58:41,390
you are barber and comings Burrell no
755
00:58:41,390 --> 00:58:45,290
what's that Mary Williams Williams Sally
756
00:58:45,290 --> 00:58:48,790
le Susie
757
00:58:49,240 --> 00:58:56,260
lightbulb traffic and that's just fine
758
00:58:56,260 --> 00:59:03,320
yeah but I need to know more it's okay
759
00:59:03,320 --> 00:59:05,700
for me to know more right
760
00:59:05,700 --> 00:59:09,510
as long as no and more doesn't open a
761
00:59:09,510 --> 00:59:12,900
can of worms that hurt you later
762
00:59:12,900 --> 00:59:15,400
[Music]
763
00:59:15,400 --> 00:59:18,020
adoption filed five four five four two
764
00:59:18,020 --> 00:59:21,590
child's name Barbara in Casper surrender
765
00:59:21,590 --> 00:59:24,260
cut a child white mother the mother
766
00:59:24,260 --> 00:59:29,780
state belong to home I know things now
767
00:59:29,780 --> 00:59:33,770
that I didn't know for a long time I'm
768
00:59:33,770 --> 00:59:34,970
still not sure how they're supposed to
769
00:59:34,970 --> 00:59:43,460
make me feel my father's a rapist if I
770
00:59:43,460 --> 00:59:49,790
believe my mother if I don't my mother's
771
00:59:49,790 --> 00:59:58,630
a liar I look in the mirror who do I see
772
01:00:00,910 --> 01:00:03,170
so when the kids were grown we move down
773
01:00:03,170 --> 01:00:06,800
to Florida I make frequent visits back
774
01:00:06,800 --> 01:00:08,510
and fought to see the kids and then I'm
775
01:00:08,510 --> 01:00:12,230
one of those visits I was flying back to
776
01:00:12,230 --> 01:00:12,800
Orlando
777
01:00:12,800 --> 01:00:17,180
I was waiting at the airport for about
778
01:00:17,180 --> 01:00:19,160
to pick me up went to the baggage
779
01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:22,040
terminal waited and waited went to the
780
01:00:22,040 --> 01:00:27,440
gate he never showed up and then they
781
01:00:27,440 --> 01:00:28,730
announced my name over the loudspeaker
782
01:00:28,730 --> 01:00:30,620
you never know what's coming out of
783
01:00:30,620 --> 01:00:33,350
those darn things until they call your
784
01:00:33,350 --> 01:00:37,520
name then you know it was a policeman
785
01:00:37,520 --> 01:00:41,170
there told me Bob had had a heart attack
786
01:00:41,170 --> 01:00:46,120
crash the car died
787
01:00:47,560 --> 01:00:50,530
he had a milky way in his pocket and one
788
01:00:50,530 --> 01:00:52,240
of his silly jokes on his lips ready to
789
01:00:52,240 --> 01:00:55,320
tell me I'm sure and his secret ah
790
01:00:55,320 --> 01:00:59,730
secret in his heart
791
01:01:01,080 --> 01:01:05,430
now I had a secret all along
792
01:01:07,470 --> 01:01:15,430
Oasis are us you okay Jer yeah pantry I
793
01:01:15,430 --> 01:01:17,500
bought it for you I thought you might
794
01:01:17,500 --> 01:01:22,450
get homesick for coconuts how can I get
795
01:01:22,450 --> 01:01:24,100
homesick you right next door
796
01:01:24,100 --> 01:01:26,440
well I'm not a coconut and I'm not five
797
01:01:26,440 --> 01:01:28,030
I'm just your twin brother but I'll do
798
01:01:28,030 --> 01:01:30,100
my best yeah you already have
799
01:01:30,100 --> 01:01:31,390
I just don't want to hear what you said
800
01:01:31,390 --> 01:01:32,950
to mrs. priority to get her to move out
801
01:01:32,950 --> 01:01:33,490
of here
802
01:01:33,490 --> 01:01:35,740
uh maybe I should call and get the phone
803
01:01:35,740 --> 01:01:38,230
switched over how do you want to be
804
01:01:38,230 --> 01:01:42,790
listed Jerry Cummins or just a G there
805
01:01:42,790 --> 01:01:44,890
no use my middle name
806
01:01:44,890 --> 01:01:48,010
highly yeah Bob always told me to do
807
01:01:48,010 --> 01:01:51,910
that in case he passed away you know
808
01:01:51,910 --> 01:01:53,560
this way then I could always tell if it
809
01:01:53,560 --> 01:01:55,510
was just some weirdo was calling me out
810
01:01:55,510 --> 01:01:58,390
of the book Bob thought of that yeah he
811
01:01:58,390 --> 01:02:00,450
was worried it was so much older
812
01:02:00,450 --> 01:02:03,360
he always figured he'd passed away first
813
01:02:03,360 --> 01:02:07,180
it didn't seem that all yeah he always
814
01:02:07,180 --> 01:02:10,090
had a kind of a spring to his step if
815
01:02:10,090 --> 01:02:12,260
that expression
816
01:02:12,260 --> 01:02:20,560
[Music]
817
01:02:20,620 --> 01:02:26,980
and hoping his hat intact black family
818
01:02:26,980 --> 01:02:30,620
there are a lot of us we just don't make
819
01:02:30,620 --> 01:02:35,090
the six o'clock news Don and I have been
820
01:02:35,090 --> 01:02:41,080
married for 17 years we have five kids
821
01:02:41,080 --> 01:02:45,070
four boys one girl
822
01:02:45,070 --> 01:02:47,720
they have grandparents aunts uncles
823
01:02:47,720 --> 01:03:12,560
cousins I never had any of those are
824
01:03:12,560 --> 01:03:17,330
they perfect and some Winifred though he
825
01:03:17,330 --> 01:03:19,130
likes it wishy just me again it's all
826
01:03:19,130 --> 01:03:23,390
gonna be mushy mmm mmm watching just
827
01:03:23,390 --> 01:03:25,990
came with some 9.9 I'm going for ten
828
01:03:25,990 --> 01:03:28,370
that's somebody we know that would be
829
01:03:28,370 --> 01:03:29,930
your daughter Karen Oh as much as I'd
830
01:03:29,930 --> 01:03:31,370
like to kiss your neck I told my
831
01:03:31,370 --> 01:03:33,950
daughter with a history project she's
832
01:03:33,950 --> 01:03:35,600
gonna make some sort of family tree was
833
01:03:35,600 --> 01:03:38,240
she gonna do for my side oh she said she
834
01:03:38,240 --> 01:03:40,350
wants to make it up
835
01:03:40,350 --> 01:03:45,499
[Music]
836
01:03:47,930 --> 01:03:53,159
[Music]
837
01:03:57,670 --> 01:04:04,160
adoption file 5 4 5 4 2 R and G married
838
01:04:04,160 --> 01:04:07,819
December 1957 mother high school
839
01:04:07,819 --> 01:04:12,319
graduate has a twin brother returning
840
01:04:12,319 --> 01:04:14,420
home from the movies raped by a Negro
841
01:04:14,420 --> 01:04:16,839
man
842
01:04:21,720 --> 01:04:28,260
Barbara why did you sleep at all no
843
01:04:40,300 --> 01:04:43,390
you still got us I've got your whole
844
01:04:43,390 --> 01:04:45,750
family that should be enough for me I
845
01:04:45,750 --> 01:04:48,070
got my whole family too but I still
846
01:04:48,070 --> 01:04:50,770
needed you she threw me away she carried
847
01:04:50,770 --> 01:04:52,630
you for nine months that's gotta mean
848
01:04:52,630 --> 01:04:54,250
something she didn't have a choice she
849
01:04:54,250 --> 01:04:55,530
was Catholic
850
01:04:55,530 --> 01:04:59,010
but anyway abortion was still illegal
851
01:04:59,010 --> 01:05:01,180
the whole pregnancy must have been hell
852
01:05:01,180 --> 01:05:02,800
and then here I come looking like the
853
01:05:02,800 --> 01:05:04,240
one who raped her are you gonna look
854
01:05:04,240 --> 01:05:09,160
like her to win that adoption file said
855
01:05:09,160 --> 01:05:11,800
that she cried when she gave you up that
856
01:05:11,800 --> 01:05:13,270
she asked if she can visit you
857
01:05:13,270 --> 01:05:15,160
she wished the circumstances would have
858
01:05:15,160 --> 01:05:18,880
allowed her to keep you you think the
859
01:05:18,880 --> 01:05:21,520
circumstances have changed enough in 34
860
01:05:21,520 --> 01:05:29,280
years to make her want me sweetheart
861
01:05:29,280 --> 01:05:33,390
you won't know do you find her
862
01:05:44,240 --> 01:05:54,060
[Music]
863
01:06:00,150 --> 01:06:03,120
[Music]
864
01:06:03,120 --> 01:06:08,490
Geraldine Cummins maiden name nephew
865
01:06:11,960 --> 01:06:56,800
[Music]
866
01:07:07,650 --> 01:07:11,650
hello hello my name is Barbara Williams
867
01:07:11,650 --> 01:07:14,770
I'm calling from Milwaukee could I speak
868
01:07:14,770 --> 01:07:23,980
with Gerald please this is Joe what for
869
01:07:23,980 --> 01:07:26,260
look I'm not a bill collector or
870
01:07:26,260 --> 01:07:29,589
anything I was adopted when I was a
871
01:07:29,589 --> 01:07:36,849
child and my sister doesn't know anybody
872
01:07:36,849 --> 01:07:39,000
in Milwaukee
873
01:07:39,000 --> 01:07:44,920
yes she does what did you say your name
874
01:07:44,920 --> 01:07:49,300
was Barbara Barbara and Williams I'd
875
01:07:49,300 --> 01:07:50,770
really appreciate it if you took my
876
01:07:50,770 --> 01:07:55,740
number tell her that I called yeah okay
877
01:07:59,700 --> 01:08:11,220
okay thank you I found her I found her
878
01:08:11,220 --> 01:08:17,799
hmm I was surprisingly calm after the
879
01:08:17,799 --> 01:08:25,089
call it was like I found her I found my
880
01:08:25,089 --> 01:08:29,109
mom and if she didn't call me it was
881
01:08:29,109 --> 01:08:33,420
okay I've done all I could
882
01:08:36,830 --> 01:08:39,270
at least that's what I told myself in
883
01:08:39,270 --> 01:08:44,300
the beginning then seven days went by
884
01:08:45,500 --> 01:08:55,939
I think we got far here but there's a
885
01:08:55,939 --> 01:09:04,339
couple more in the pen max oh what's the
886
01:09:04,339 --> 01:09:05,330
word what's the word
887
01:09:05,330 --> 01:09:10,850
I love ya so when ticket back about 16
888
01:09:10,850 --> 01:09:14,089
minutes ago I was her age I didn't go to
889
01:09:14,089 --> 01:09:16,759
Hawaii I went to a what it's a lot
890
01:09:16,759 --> 01:09:21,080
warmer there one of these windy under
891
01:09:21,080 --> 01:09:25,009
there yeah oh yeah before I left I got
892
01:09:25,009 --> 01:09:27,049
this strange phone call from a woman in
893
01:09:27,049 --> 01:09:29,390
Wisconsin she said she was looking for
894
01:09:29,390 --> 01:09:32,569
you it's a cancer got a name yeah
895
01:09:32,569 --> 01:09:33,410
Williams
896
01:09:33,410 --> 01:09:36,620
Oh anybody named Williams anyway yeah
897
01:09:36,620 --> 01:09:37,720
that's what I told her
898
01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:43,009
snow she got a first name yeah barbara
899
01:09:43,009 --> 01:09:48,649
barbara ann ba Brian yeah she left a
900
01:09:48,649 --> 01:09:50,359
phone number and everything said she was
901
01:09:50,359 --> 01:09:52,460
looking for a mother okay so why don't
902
01:09:52,460 --> 01:09:53,810
you give it to me and I'll give her a
903
01:09:53,810 --> 01:09:56,090
call see what it's all about
904
01:09:56,090 --> 01:10:00,380
so I got to go by work see if they gave
905
01:10:00,380 --> 01:10:03,020
my job away give me a call after you
906
01:10:03,020 --> 01:10:04,190
talk to her I want to know what's going
907
01:10:04,190 --> 01:10:10,450
on yeah yeah sure gerald
908
01:10:12,310 --> 01:10:27,850
[Music]
909
01:10:28,690 --> 01:10:31,149
app
910
01:10:31,149 --> 01:10:34,320
barbers back
911
01:10:35,410 --> 01:10:38,939
[Music]
912
01:10:41,480 --> 01:10:56,350
[Music]
913
01:10:58,820 --> 01:11:16,770
[Music]
914
01:11:23,199 --> 01:11:25,739
doh
915
01:11:25,739 --> 01:11:31,500
I need to talk to you so what's the big
916
01:11:31,500 --> 01:11:35,070
news you get married Yeah right finally
917
01:11:35,070 --> 01:11:37,620
learn to drive or something yeah nothing
918
01:11:37,620 --> 01:11:41,250
that dangerous want some tea is this
919
01:11:41,250 --> 01:11:44,180
about that phone call
920
01:11:50,870 --> 01:11:57,150
yeah you know her yeah I know her she's
921
01:11:57,150 --> 01:12:07,739
my daughter the baby that I saw to baby
922
01:12:07,739 --> 01:12:13,730
to die but she didn't
923
01:12:17,420 --> 01:12:19,960
why
924
01:12:20,489 --> 01:12:22,949
how could you walk away from your own
925
01:12:22,949 --> 01:12:29,900
flesh and blood like that that was raped
926
01:12:30,769 --> 01:12:34,309
by black men
927
01:12:36,320 --> 01:12:39,130
you're right
928
01:12:42,760 --> 01:12:48,010
so she's a black girl yeah what are you
929
01:12:48,010 --> 01:12:50,920
gonna do she's my daughter she's looking
930
01:12:50,920 --> 01:12:55,449
for her mother I'm gonna car what about
931
01:12:55,449 --> 01:12:58,030
the kids look I think we raised them
932
01:12:58,030 --> 01:12:59,440
right anyway I hope so huh
933
01:12:59,440 --> 01:13:04,119
I'm sure they'll accept her what about
934
01:13:04,119 --> 01:13:07,900
everybody else the whole world's gonna
935
01:13:07,900 --> 01:13:09,780
know you were raped
936
01:13:09,780 --> 01:13:11,590
everybody's gonna know you were raped by
937
01:13:11,590 --> 01:13:14,159
a black man
938
01:13:18,739 --> 01:13:23,719
I don't care she's back and I'm not
939
01:13:23,719 --> 01:13:27,280
gonna say no to her again
940
01:13:35,469 --> 01:13:38,469
okay
941
01:13:42,719 --> 01:13:47,850
okay do you want me to be here while you
942
01:13:47,850 --> 01:13:59,040
make the call you call me after call me
943
01:13:59,040 --> 01:14:01,430
after
944
01:14:06,900 --> 01:14:33,199
[Music]
945
01:14:33,199 --> 01:14:39,890
hello oh yeah hold on
946
01:14:39,890 --> 01:14:43,369
Barbara yes
947
01:14:43,369 --> 01:14:45,969
but
948
01:14:48,090 --> 01:14:50,500
[Music]
949
01:14:50,500 --> 01:14:53,490
hello
950
01:14:53,490 --> 01:14:56,409
[Music]
951
01:14:56,409 --> 01:15:03,340
Barbara yeah this is Jerry I understand
952
01:15:03,340 --> 01:15:06,170
you're looking for me
953
01:15:06,170 --> 01:15:09,670
I think you're my mother
954
01:15:09,699 --> 01:15:12,750
no I don't think so
955
01:15:14,150 --> 01:15:17,200
I am your mother
956
01:15:22,449 --> 01:15:24,130
family
957
01:15:24,130 --> 01:15:30,109
[Music]
958
01:15:36,150 --> 01:15:39,220
[Music]
959
01:15:54,030 --> 01:15:57,120
[Music]
960
01:16:08,310 --> 01:16:11,010
vibrant I wanted to tell you that I
961
01:16:11,010 --> 01:16:15,470
found my mother my birth mother
962
01:16:15,470 --> 01:16:21,810
I'm glad you closure my mom her name is
963
01:16:21,810 --> 01:16:26,420
Geraldine she cried when she gave me up
964
01:16:26,420 --> 01:16:30,840
she was raped but she still loved me it
965
01:16:30,840 --> 01:16:32,550
turns out Corrine tried to adopt me too
966
01:16:32,550 --> 01:16:35,820
but she was turned down by social
967
01:16:35,820 --> 01:16:39,830
services they wanted me to come here
968
01:16:42,620 --> 01:16:45,350
guess you think they were long don't you
969
01:16:45,350 --> 01:16:47,380
I thought you hated me
970
01:16:47,380 --> 01:16:50,380
me
971
01:16:54,270 --> 01:16:56,910
what I love you you're my daughter only
972
01:16:56,910 --> 01:17:00,719
thought I've ever had I mean even after
973
01:17:00,719 --> 01:17:04,640
everything you still think about me I
974
01:17:04,640 --> 01:17:08,820
think about you constantly and you're a
975
01:17:08,820 --> 01:17:13,280
baby I have five babies now
976
01:17:13,650 --> 01:17:18,430
children four boys and a girl she can
977
01:17:18,430 --> 01:17:19,350
see them sometime
978
01:17:19,350 --> 01:17:22,529
[Music]
979
01:17:23,260 --> 01:17:26,220
I love that
980
01:17:26,569 --> 01:17:29,530
like Jim
981
01:17:37,210 --> 01:17:39,710
good thing I would hate most is for
982
01:17:39,710 --> 01:17:41,989
people to come away from this saying Wow
983
01:17:41,989 --> 01:17:45,080
black should stay with blacks whites
984
01:17:45,080 --> 01:17:48,650
with whites I still believe we have no
985
01:17:48,650 --> 01:17:51,380
hope unless we learn to talk together
986
01:17:51,380 --> 01:17:55,670
and not talk about ways but talk about
987
01:17:55,670 --> 01:17:57,909
love
988
01:18:02,100 --> 01:18:04,200
we need a flower girl chair she's
989
01:18:04,200 --> 01:18:07,110
already married mom it's gonna be fine
990
01:18:07,110 --> 01:18:09,990
do I look okay you look great
991
01:18:09,990 --> 01:18:12,990
stomachs jumping Mon you want to wait in
992
01:18:12,990 --> 01:18:14,520
the car I mean we can meet it then bring
993
01:18:14,520 --> 01:18:16,230
her back to you yeah we'll follow the
994
01:18:16,230 --> 01:18:17,910
pedals she's gonna be here when she gets
995
01:18:17,910 --> 01:18:20,300
off that plane
996
01:18:25,540 --> 01:18:28,630
[Music]
997
01:18:32,160 --> 01:19:30,800
[Music]
998
01:19:30,800 --> 01:19:32,550
you're so beautiful
999
01:19:32,550 --> 01:19:52,249
[Music]
1000
01:19:54,170 --> 01:19:59,700
goodnight Gerald hey hey hey relax your
1001
01:19:59,700 --> 01:20:04,280
guests know she's hot she's a Cummins ah
1002
01:20:04,280 --> 01:20:06,300
better watch out she's gonna have you
1003
01:20:06,300 --> 01:20:09,720
wallpaper in the bathroom I gotta get
1004
01:20:09,720 --> 01:20:15,050
home see them are you following Carol
1005
01:20:15,380 --> 01:20:29,340
I'll see you tomorrow okay so you're
1006
01:20:29,340 --> 01:20:31,070
like we were doing all the talking okay
1007
01:20:31,070 --> 01:20:35,990
I'm not to catch up on good boy yes yeah
1008
01:20:35,990 --> 01:20:39,380
my whole life
1009
01:20:43,780 --> 01:20:48,960
so how with your life
1010
01:20:48,960 --> 01:20:52,770
fine fine
1011
01:20:52,770 --> 01:20:55,590
sounds terrific the kids are terrific I
1012
01:20:55,590 --> 01:21:00,700
can't imagine living without them I do
1013
01:21:00,700 --> 01:21:06,000
this to put up photographs on the wall
1014
01:21:06,000 --> 01:21:08,560
we have four generations on our wall
1015
01:21:08,560 --> 01:21:12,930
downside my sides a little sparse you
1016
01:21:12,930 --> 01:21:16,270
can imagine you don't have plenty of
1017
01:21:16,270 --> 01:21:17,490
pictures now
1018
01:21:17,490 --> 01:21:19,900
Harold's collecting them you're gonna
1019
01:21:19,900 --> 01:21:24,160
have wall-to-wall comments my bob was
1020
01:21:24,160 --> 01:21:25,540
wonderful man I wish you could have
1021
01:21:25,540 --> 01:21:31,390
known him but he wasn't my father didn't
1022
01:21:31,390 --> 01:21:36,870
matter to him it matters to me
1023
01:21:37,170 --> 01:21:41,320
my father was black a rapist
1024
01:21:41,320 --> 01:21:46,170
I read the adoption file I hate him
1025
01:21:46,170 --> 01:21:49,170
don't
1026
01:21:50,120 --> 01:21:53,240
I forgave him the minute I saw you for
1027
01:21:53,240 --> 01:21:54,140
you for me
1028
01:21:54,140 --> 01:21:58,760
he made the black part of me ugly and I
1029
01:21:58,760 --> 01:21:59,930
haven't had a great history with white
1030
01:21:59,930 --> 01:22:03,230
people so what there's no part of me I
1031
01:22:03,230 --> 01:22:10,250
want to be I never forgot you I want you
1032
01:22:10,250 --> 01:22:13,820
to know that first I was always thinking
1033
01:22:13,820 --> 01:22:17,660
of you even though I spent a lifetime
1034
01:22:17,660 --> 01:22:19,640
trying to pretend I've never known you
1035
01:22:19,640 --> 01:22:23,930
never held you the day I gave you a way
1036
01:22:23,930 --> 01:22:25,870
to Corinne was the worst day of my life
1037
01:22:25,870 --> 01:22:33,170
cried and cried and cried why you are a
1038
01:22:33,170 --> 01:22:38,740
part of me I loved you you loved to me
1039
01:22:38,740 --> 01:22:40,390
you loved me
1040
01:22:40,390 --> 01:22:46,550
mm-hmm well you loved me when I was a
1041
01:22:46,550 --> 01:22:48,920
little pink baby and then when I started
1042
01:22:48,920 --> 01:22:51,980
to turn brown you know no said then what
1043
01:22:51,980 --> 01:22:59,170
cuz I don't understand I'm sorry
1044
01:23:01,739 --> 01:23:08,880
it's okay it's okay no it's not okay no
1045
01:23:08,880 --> 01:23:09,900
it's not okay
1046
01:23:09,900 --> 01:23:13,860
I came here to love you what does love
1047
01:23:13,860 --> 01:23:17,180
mean you loved me you gave me away I
1048
01:23:17,180 --> 01:23:19,650
thought I was doing what was best for
1049
01:23:19,650 --> 01:23:27,510
you best if my father was white would
1050
01:23:27,510 --> 01:23:29,070
you have brought me home oh darling you
1051
01:23:29,070 --> 01:23:30,480
have no idea where do dance to answer
1052
01:23:30,480 --> 01:23:35,060
the question if my father was white
1053
01:23:35,060 --> 01:23:42,380
would you have kept me I don't know
1054
01:23:46,880 --> 01:23:49,880
probably
1055
01:23:50,019 --> 01:23:52,710
yes
1056
01:23:54,870 --> 01:23:57,019
[Music]
1057
01:23:57,019 --> 01:24:02,030
but he wasn't white he was black
1058
01:24:02,030 --> 01:24:04,160
and every time I looked at you what you
1059
01:24:04,160 --> 01:24:17,450
see in him do you see him now I see you
1060
01:24:17,450 --> 01:24:22,550
I see my god I see my daughter Barbara
1061
01:24:22,550 --> 01:24:27,320
and all I ever wanted for you was what I
1062
01:24:27,320 --> 01:24:28,430
thought was best
1063
01:24:28,430 --> 01:24:32,150
I had a dream for you a dream where you
1064
01:24:32,150 --> 01:24:33,920
would be with people who could look into
1065
01:24:33,920 --> 01:24:38,300
your heart people who could show you a
1066
01:24:38,300 --> 01:24:42,380
way to walk in this world with pride and
1067
01:24:42,380 --> 01:24:45,260
courage you aren't gonna get any of that
1068
01:24:45,260 --> 01:24:50,930
for me I didn't have any courage I was
1069
01:24:50,930 --> 01:24:51,700
so afraid
1070
01:24:51,700 --> 01:24:53,400
[Music]
1071
01:24:53,400 --> 01:24:55,530
Fred what
1072
01:24:55,530 --> 01:24:58,840
[Music]
1073
01:25:00,360 --> 01:25:03,260
you
1074
01:25:05,559 --> 01:25:08,820
I was afraid you'd hate
1075
01:25:09,380 --> 01:25:13,820
Oh God forgive me I never even went
1076
01:25:13,820 --> 01:25:18,280
looking for you when you were grown
1077
01:25:21,329 --> 01:25:22,200
why
1078
01:25:22,200 --> 01:25:26,810
[Music]
1079
01:25:27,290 --> 01:25:30,070
I said
1080
01:25:30,879 --> 01:25:33,999
they'll be looking at her skin he'll be
1081
01:25:33,999 --> 01:25:35,349
looking at us kid
1082
01:25:35,349 --> 01:25:37,959
I mean looking at us kidding we look at
1083
01:25:37,959 --> 01:25:41,289
- kids and all the time it was me was
1084
01:25:41,289 --> 01:25:47,619
looking at your skin all I saw was the
1085
01:25:47,619 --> 01:25:50,669
color I never saw you
1086
01:25:52,770 --> 01:25:55,260
[Music]
1087
01:25:55,260 --> 01:26:03,170
I'm so suffering fabric but so sorry
1088
01:26:07,090 --> 01:26:09,630
[Music]
1089
01:26:09,630 --> 01:26:11,690
my
1090
01:26:11,690 --> 01:26:16,630
[Music]
1091
01:26:16,630 --> 01:26:19,760
[Applause]
1092
01:26:22,110 --> 01:26:25,560
I saved this something you made some
1093
01:26:25,560 --> 01:26:26,700
Abaddon's love
1094
01:26:26,700 --> 01:26:29,119
[Music]
1095
01:26:29,119 --> 01:26:31,280
thank you for taking such good care of
1096
01:26:31,280 --> 01:26:35,449
my daughter well you know ma see what
1097
01:26:35,449 --> 01:26:37,000
they do
1098
01:26:37,000 --> 01:26:40,210
hey mom
1099
01:26:40,490 --> 01:29:11,010
[Music]
1100
01:29:11,010 --> 01:29:13,070
you
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