All language subtitles for My Brother… Nikhil (2005)_track3_[eng]

When the moon smiles

When the wind whispers

Feel my presence

To be with you

When darkness descends

I will bring daylight to you

Let's take along, take along

A bunch of memories with us

Wherever we'll go

We will take along the sky and the earth

Mom was always anxious.

But dad would say,

"He is a boy, let him go."

He was like a dolphin.

My mom.

Anita Rozario Kapoor.

She is very proud of her
Portuguese ancestry.

You know, people used to think
she is my elder sister.

You talk to her.

I’ll be back in a minute.

I’m very hungry.

She has never changed.

If you offer her food,
she'll always refuse.

And then she hunts for leftovers
in the refrigerator and eats.

-No, Mom. Please.
-Hey.

-Please don't do this, Mom.
-This was Nikhil's room.

You need to clean up this mess.

Everything here is done by him.

He painted this when he was just eight.

He wouldn't let anyone
touch his things too.

This was his only space.

My husband, Navin

did not like me calling him that.

I can still remember
the first time I cleaned his potty.

You can't imagine how bad I felt.

Anita was out that day and I had to do it.

Then, I became an expert too.

I was a sportsman, too.

But I had to give it all up
to join my dad's business.

I didn't pressure him to do it.

Dad, now call him back.

Now, come out.

No need to show off now. I am very hungry.

Okay. I'm coming.

I wonder what went wrong.

He was brought up well.

-We were all very proud of him.
-Ashish...

I have to pick Ashish from play school.

I’ll catch up with you later.

Okay, Mom. I’ll come tomorrow.

-Bye, sweetheart.
-Bye.

And Mom, please prepare
butterscotch cake for me tomorrow.

My daughter is brave.

And pretty. Isn't she?

Now I realize how strong she is.

I didn't realize that before.

Most of my times were preoccupied
with her brother.

She is wonderful,
but what’s the occasion, Dad?

-Occasion?
-Yes.

You don't need an occasion
to celebrate certain things, son.

Just to tell a beautiful lady
how special she is for me.

Okay, stop it.

Mom, did Dad start drinking
early in the day?

Hey, what are trying to say?

Are you saying
that my wife isn't beautiful?

Tell me.

All right.

I’ll tell you.

Dad!

Who has been awarded a scholarship
by the sports ministry.

Why did you come here without informing?

You also got a UGC grant
during your Bachelor of Education.

Let's go. Uncle Gomes
and Aunt are here for dinner.

I'm seriously getting bored
of those old people.

Carry on. I’ll come in five minutes.

Five minutes only?

Then I'll wait here with you.

You don't have to.

Let me be for a while.

What is it? Would you care share with me?

It's nothing.

Can't you leave me for a while?

No, I can't.

You can't have it your way all the time.

But that's how it is in our house.

It's wrong, I don't like it either.

We'll talk to Dad and Mom.

Anu, I forgot to tell you.
I met Sam today.

Will you go or not?

No. A new lady teacher
has joined his school.

Anyway, forget it, you don't
seem to be interested.

I'm blabbering unnecessarily.

He seems old.

He isn't that old.

And his spectacles...

He seems intelligent.

Interested?

Why would I be interested in him?

I thought the same, too.

Partying? When?

Didn't Carol tell you?

No. What?

Sam, the new lady teacher

and whole lot us getting
together at Geoffrey’s.

But if you are not interested...
Forget it.

Partying!

Look at him.

Don't start again.

He will notice you. Come on.

You did make an impression in one stroke.

-What?
-Idiot!

Look, buddy. I’m not really
sure if I like the idea.

But that's how it is.

I am going to chill.

Where are you going?

You asked me to go.

As it is, he is very boring.

You'll find out about that later. Bye.

Hey, get a drink. I'll pay for it.

-Hi, Princess, how are you?
-I'm fine. How are you?

What are you doing here?
You should be in the pool.

What to do? There is no one
better than me in the entire Goa.

It gets like this every time you two meet.

Where is Anamika?

In the land of cupid.

Kelly, see how cute they look together.

So, what was your brother saying?

He is mad.

He talks a lot of nonsense.

I know that, too.

But for a change,
he seemed to be making sense.

When the moon smiles

When the wind whispers

Consider my presence

To be with you

When darkness descends

I will bring daylight to you

Let's take along, take along

Let the waves of memories flood me

Wherever we'll go

We will take along the sky and the earth

Soft drizzle of raindrops

The first day of monsoon

The afternoons of the summers

Those soft cold evenings

Whatever the season be

You'll always find me

Beside you

Let's take along, take along

We did everything together.

We also tried our first glass
of wine together.

And the first puff of cigarette too.

We coughed so hard
and almost choked to death.

Nikhil.

You almost won.

What went wrong?

I think you didn't concentrate.

No, Dad.

I don't know what happened.

I wanted to see if anyone was closing in.

That's when things went wrong.

This is why I tell you
that you should party less.

Dad, I haven't been anywhere
for the past ten days.

Just stop it.

Let bygones be bygones.

Navin, please. Let him go.

That old man is really after me.

He is concern about you.

I know, but he should understand me, too.

Even though both of you
don't understand one another,

there is no point in arguing.

Just let it go in one ear
and out the other.

Hey, guys!

Hi, handsome.

That's my luck.

-Shall we leave?
-Okay.

Hey, Nigel. Ride the bike carefully.

If Nikhil gets injured, Dad...

I know. Otherwise, he will kill me.

You know what. You are very lucky.

-Really?
-Yes.

Just imagine, if my dad
were as obsessed with me

as he is with Nikhil,
what would you have done?

What else? I would have been long dead.

By the way, how come he spared you?

That's because I'm lucky.

Nikhil was born right after me.

At least, your brother
did one right thing.

Don't you find it strange in our house?

Our constant squabbling,
teasing and shouting.

Everyone is so gentle in your house.

But I like it.

About us?

Where did you guys go?

What are you thinking?

Too many expectations
could be quite burdensome.

Why are you saying so?

What if I lose again tomorrow?

So, what? There are other championships.

I understand. But you will win tomorrow.

Sometimes I really get irritated, Anu.

I have my own life and plans, too.

What plans?

Do you swim because of him?

Don't want to do it for yourself?

It is not that, Anu.

What is it then?

Nikhil!

I will tell you later.

Hey, Mr. Kapoor.

What is it? Didn't you sleep all night?

I think you should beat me this year
and make it to the nationals.

Otherwise, your dad will be
really disappointed with you.

You don't need to worry about my dad.

Just being yourself, right? A jerk.

I’m sure you will beat me someday.

Come, if you beat me today,

I’ll personally throw a party for you.

You may come if you want to.
To celebrate my birthday.

You've done your best
and that's all that matters.

I don't know what went wrong.

I was totally focused.

-I just don't know...
-It doesn't matter.

Go ahead and change.

When you go up to receive the medal,
keep your head held up high.

And always smile. Okay?

Due to timing error
there are changes in today's result.

Kelly Menes is on second place.

And our new State Level Swimming
Champion is Nikhil Kapoor!

This was my victory too.

My dream.

That my champion has fulfilled.

Nikhil was standing on the podium.

Seeing him there...

None of us slept that night.

Guys.

What brings you back to Goa, dear?

I want to set up a store here
in Goa. In Panjim, Uncle.

Besides, I was missing home
and all of you.

You were so small, but look at you now.

Anu. Where is Sam?

He is always late.

He has coaching classes.

You always have an excuse for Sam.

He is not a loafer like you.
He's a busy man.

I've to go and fetch him in ten minutes.

And Nigel?
Wasn't he supposed to come, too?

He had to go Panjim. He will be here soon.

Nikhil, why don't you show
Leena your trophies?

Great as usual.

You haven't changed a bit.

Okay, tell me.
How does it feel to be famous?

To tell you the truth, it's very bad.

But now that it is my fate.

Now, you tell me. How was New York?

-No.
-No?

Why?

You look okay.
You are reasonably tall too.

What else could I do?

I couldn't forget you.

Do you remember?

That? It was puerility, Leena.

Not for me.

You know what.

I missed you so much.

Leena.

Sam, Nigel... Lunch...

They are all waiting.
Please come whenever you're ready.

How come your dad
invited me for lunch today?

I think he was in a good mood today.

Why not?

After all, he has found a happening
bride for his happening son.

By the way, the way she was
eying you all the time, I mean....

Come on don't tell me you don't like her.

I can't help it
if every girl falls for me.

Modesty, your name is Nikhil.

Let him be.

Dad and Uncle had decided years ago
to get them married.

Childhood sweethearts reunited!

I said I don't want to get married.

Let's change the topic or I’ll leave.

But they are discussing
the engagements date.

My engagement? Without asking me?

What's there to ask?
You like her, don't you?

I told you I don't like her.
I am not interested.

Then what I saw...

-What was that?
-Anu, don't.

Come on, tell us what did you see?

Why?

Is that late-riser still sleeping?

What happened to you?

-What?
-What's on your face?

I fell off from the bike.

I told you, that bike is a curse.

Come on, don't start your
discussions in the early morning.

What do you think about Leena?

Nothing.

What is there to think about?

Goodness.

She's so respectful towards her elders.

Both of you were looking nice together.

Can we talk about something else?

Why?

You don't have to be shy.

When I was your age,
I was already the dad of you two.

You guys can discuss his marriage.

I’m getting late.

-Bye.
-I'm like your bank.

Take this.

Don't worry. Everyone gets anxious
when they hear about weddings.

I'm not in a hurry
to be married or to be a dad.

Why? Do you have any problem?

Nikhil.

It's a call from your doctor.

Have you ever needed a blood
transfusion due to an illness?

No. In fact, I even donate blood myself.

Twice a year. Why, doctor?

Why are you asking me such questions?

Look, whatever you tell me
will remain confidential.

You can talk freely.

Think carefully.

A couple of times.

But it was always with someone I knew.

But what is the problem?

At this point,
nothing can be said for sure.

Tell me something, Nikhil.

You suffered
from food poisoning recently, then...

Nikhil?

What's the matter?

Nothing.

If you don't want to marry her...

It's fine. Just refuse.

I’m with you.

Nobody can force you.

What is the matter, Nikhil?

I love you too, brother.

Everything will be fine.

Nikhil, the past six months
have been hectic for you.

I think you should take a break.

Why take a break, sir?

Because new talents
should also get a chance.

You make it sound
like I’ve been here for ten years.

And I am performing well, sir.

Nikhil, I know
you are performing very well.

But it's my request.

Please, Nikhil.

Try to understand.

Just a minute, Nikhil.

-Sir, let me go.
-Nikhil, you can't go inside.

Come out.

So when are you leaving for Calcutta?

-I might not join this tour.
-Why?

Coach said

that the new talent should get a chance.

How can they just drop you
for the new talent?

I could use some time to rest.

You have been resting for three weeks now.

Dad, there's no point in arguing about it.

I think it is you who don't wish to go.

This is the influence
of your rebellious friends.

No one asked you to do so.

What are you doing here all alone?

Just because.

Why?

What's wrong with the handsome,
witty and charming Mr. Kapoor, today?

Nothing.

Just thinking.

Is it? Let me hear your thoughts.

Mom and Dad have been talking about us.

Yes, about our engagement.

Everything can only be done
after the monsoon.

I would like an outdoor function.

What do you think?

Nikhil.

What is it?

Do you have a problem?

Leena.

It was different before.

Leena.

Is there someone else?

I like you very much,
but only as a friend.

What do you think?

In my opinion they should
just get married.

Why are you forcing him?

Where is Leena?

She had to go back home.

-Really?
-Yes.

But she was supposed
to have dinner with us.

Nikhil, what is happening?

First you canceled your tour,
and now this...

Dad, can we talk about this tomorrow?

I want an answer, right now.

I don't want to get married.

Why?

It's up to him, Dad.
Why are you forcing him?

I’m speaking to Nikhil.

But son, Leena is such a sweet girl.

Mom, when did I say she isn't sweet?

I’ve noticed that you are
behaving strangely these days.

Are you into drugs or something?

Dad, please.

Nikhil, I want to talk to you,
let's go in.

I don't want to talk.

I’m tired of the daily taunting.

-Don't raise your voice on Dad.
-Mom, I am not a baby anymore.

I learned a lot from this diary of his.

He had started writing
it around that time.

Reading this, I understood

the reason why

he misbehaved with dad.

The reason was something else.

Dr. Mukherjee told me

that there is some problem in my blood.

He didn't say anything clearly.

I went swimming the other day.

Everyone got out of the pool
as soon as they saw me.

They also dismissed me from the team.

A problem in your blood?

What did Dr. Mukherjee say?

No one is telling me
anything clearly, Anu.

I’m very scared.

Just like every Saturday.

We went to the club that day

to have lunch.

-Hello, how are you?
-Hello.

Salim.

Then the waiter came
and asked me to leave.

Everyone, except us, seemed to know

that Nikhil had AIDS.

At the very club where I went
with my head held high.

I was asked

to leave that place.

Useless bum! Get up!

-Dad!
-Get up!

You nearly killed your mom
on the day you were born.

And now you wish to kill all of us?

Shameless!

We can't face now anyone because of you.

No, please.

Dad. Let go, please.

Please, this isn't the way.
He is your son.

Son?

He was my son, but not anymore.

He was bleeding.

Yet, I did not stop hitting him.

I chased him out of the house.

Mom.

You were born prematurely.
I wish you had died then.

At least we wouldn't have
to face all this today.

He stood there by my side.

Alone and helpless.

And I...

I myself...

How did I say that to my love?

His own mom killed him.

I just sat and watched him go.

He never walked back through the door.

Nikhil, what happened to you?

You have a cut on your lips.
Wait, I’ll get some antiseptic.

Hello?

Yes, Sam. Hi.

Yes, he's here.

Do you want to come here?

Sam. No need of it. I'll take care of it.

Ask Anu not to worry. Okay?

We'll meet tomorrow and talk. Okay. Bye.

Is it hurting?

What happened?

Did you tell them?

No.

Then what?

There are many things...

Well, you take some rest.
We'll talk about it tomorrow. Okay?

Nikhil, wake up.

What time is it?

I’ll get some medicines for you.

Have your tea.

-Listen.
-Yes.

I have to tell you something.

Okay. And I have to speak with you.

Let me get the medicine first.

Then we can sit and have a long chat.

Nikhil.

Nikhil.

What's the problem, officer?

What is this? How did you hurt yourself?

I fell down.

You aren't bleeding, are you?

Why am I brought here?

Keep your hands away.

Why have I been called here?

I heard you were
the state swimming champion?

That's right.

You must have had a lot of girlfriends.

We need a list of all the girls
you've had sex with.

-I want to make a phone call.
-Stop. No.

Didn't I tell you not to touch anything?

Anthony. Take him to the hospital.

Go and get your medical
checkup done. Now go.

We got the room washed with disinfectant
soon after he left.

You should never put your life
at risk though you're on duty.

Being cautious is a must.

Why should we suffer for his mistakes?

His own dad chased him out of the house.

What do you expect us to do?

-I sent four constables with him.
-Come on, sit down.

Just in case he escapes.

Boys these days.

You never know what they are up to.

What do you think, doctor?

Who knows?

Famous people can do anything.

Have your gloves on when handling him.

He should be sent to Bombay immediately.

Why should we risk our lives
because of him?

Sir, send him away quickly.

The other patients are scared.

This disease has never existed
in Goa before.

Take him away from here
and keep him locked in the sanatorium.

Who did you have fun with?

Was it a man or woman?

Or maybe both?

What have the times come to?

Apparently, he looks healthy.

Absolutely normal.

He should be shot to death.

You can have lots of fun then.

-Why are you wasting government funds?
-Right.

Will you please stop at a phone booth?

I want to call home.

Why?

You didn't think about them
when you were having fun.

Nikhil is HIV positive.

Sam and I are going to look for him.

I think

you should go to Bombay
and get yourself checked.

And I love you.

I fear losing him.

When I read his diary.

And I feel very angry.

They can't keep you
locked up here like this.

We are all with you.

Say something, Nigel.

Let me have my say.

Nigel should go to Bombay
to get a check done for himself.

As long he is here, I won't go anywhere.

Are we not over this?

We'll be meeting a lawyer today.

Sam is right.

-For the blood test...
-Did I ask for your opinion?

Don't tell me what I have to do. Okay?

Sam.

We'll wait outside.

I'm sorry.

I don't know how it all happened.

Anu is right.

You should get your blood tested, too.

What difference will it make?

It's too late.

You are angry with me, aren't you?

Yes, I am angry.

You hid such a big thing from me, Nikhil.

I did not wish to hide the news.

But, I myself didn't know
what was happening to me.

I suspected it.

At least you could have told me.

I was afraid, Nigel.

I was scared to face the truth.

And when the truth came forth...

I wanted to tell you.

But they arrested me.

The need for a checkup wasn't a choice.

Everyone around him had to get checked up.

We couldn't even refuse.

The whole town was getting hysterical.

They thought it was a homosexual disease.

All my tests were clear.

My son is dead.

Why do they want to shame him?

He had so many girlfriends.

He was supposed to marry Leena.

It happens if one goes against
the nature of God and nature.

Can you imagine what she had to face?

Poor girl,

She had to leave Goa.

We shifted to Bombay three
days after his arrest.

People use to stare at me in Goa.

It had become impossible
for our family to live in Goa.

According to Goa Public Health Act

any HIV positive patient
must be kept in isolation.

As if he was a criminal.

The search for a willing lawyer
to fight for Nikhil began.

Strange!

Even a murderer can find
a lawyer with ease.

This case will have a lot of publicity.

Are you ready for that?

We are ready.

But, only if we could find
a lawyer who's willing to support us.

First we need to tell people
what Nikhil had to go through.

We need public sympathy.

But the people here

-is treating him like a pervert.
-Yes, I know.

That's why it is very important
to make people understand

that anyone can catch this disease.

But before taking up this case,

let me meet Nikhil.

But not a single response.

We sent not one or two,
but several letters.

I have been rotting here for two weeks.

But I have a request.

You must take this case.

But not just for me.

For those

who are HIV positive.

Those who have the right
to freedom and happiness.

I was terrified.

I was anxious
until the blood test result came in.

Yes, we did live close by.

And sometimes we went to school together.

But it was different then.

He was not infected.

People began to avoid us.

This is where we spent the last two
and half years of Nikhil's life.

We sailed up together.

There.

We would often watch the sea
while sitting there.

How did we meet?

I used to see him at Geoffrey’s.

He was always surrounded by girls.

I felt that though he spent most
of his times with the girls,

but he wasn't really interested.

Whom do we tell

In the same way, we pray to God

-Today, I will...
-Don't waste your money.

You know, share...

-Sorry?
-Yes?

Next time we'll never invite him.

Hey Megha, where is Kelly today?

-Well, he is supposed to join us.
-Didn't he come?

I'll get something. I will get for you.

Let's go somewhere else.

Excuse me.

-Hi, I am Nigel.
-Nikhil.

I’m doing a research
in the Institute of Oceanography.

I’ve seen you here often.

Yes, me too.

You are quite popular here.

Aren't you from Goa?

Yes and no.

My folks stay in Dubai.

But we hail from Goa.

I found his double standards
so irritating.

Perhaps he did not wish
to hurt his parents.

And I guess he was right, too.

They wouldn't understand. Except for Anu.

But sometimes I felt

that there was something

only between the two of them.

I was not included.

I would always tease Nigel.

That I knew Nikhil much better
and for much longer than he did.

Anu always fought with me.

Nikhil likes this, Nikhil hates that.

Just one look was enough
to understand each other.

Sometimes, there would
be tension between us.

Especially when it comes to Leena.

I was scared that he might
succumb to social pressure.

-Anu, don't.
-Why?

-Come, Anu. Let's go now.
-Okay.

Nigel.

Nigel, listen to what I have to say.

It had become an issue.

I didn't know that the coach

had stopped him from going on tour.

Don't you want to have some?

How was your training today?

I didn't go.

And tour?
When are you leaving for the tour?

Why are you in such a bad mood today?

Did your mom invite Leena
for dinner again?

What did you mention her name for?

-I said she forcefully...
-Forcefully?

You'll probably say
that she forcibly raped you next.

My friend, it's important
to take a stand in life.

Or soon you will find that your
dad forcibly got you married.

Don't mess with my mind.

Don't you think I'm the one
who should get angry instead?

I have told her.

What?

That I am not interested in her.

It became a major issue at home.

That's why you snapped.

Tell me something.

Have you ever

been with someone besides me?

Nothing, just asking.

When my blood test result came clear,

I felt relaxed.

I remember the first time we went
to see him in the sanatorium.

It was suffocating.

No one had inhabited
that place for two years.

Anu was shocked.

But she put up a brave front.

All of us are leaving for Bombay tomorrow.

How can we live here now?

Do you want to leave him here?

I said all of us.

I’m not going anywhere.

Anu. How can you live here alone?

I’m here.

Even if Sam wasn't here,
I wouldn't have left.

Look, Anu.

After the disgrace...

He is here alone.

At this time Nikhil needs us
more than ever.

And you only care about your disgrace?

All of us will leave for Bombay tomorrow.

You may leave your son in this condition.

But I won't desert my brother at any cost.

We are leaving, dear.

Don't tell him that we have left.

Take care of your brother.

You too, take care.

You didn't come to work?
Are you all right?

Why don't you close the shop
for a few days?

No.

Come what may.

Whether anyone comes or not.

I will not close this place.

Are you all right?

And how are your parents taking this?

Eventually, they will understand.

Sam.

I don't want whatever
that is happening to me

be any problem
between you and your family.

If you wish...

I am only worried about you.

I'll be with you no matter what happens.

Those who were once their friends,

turned their back on them.

He was very depressed today.

Even the doctors there
treat him like crap.

It's going to be a month.

There has been no progress.

What do you think?

I did warn you before.

It was going to be tough.

Indian Health Organization
is willing to support us.

We need public sympathy, too.

To let people know that he is
a champion, not a criminal.

He's merely the victim of a tragedy.

If you can appeal
to public's emotional side, do it.

If your son were to meet with an accident

and God forbid, he gets
infected through blood transfusion.

Or a newborn baby
gets the HIV virus from his mom.

Would you isolate that baby too?

The issue is not how someone
got infected with this virus.

The question is,

can anyone be locked up like this?

Did you have your checkup today?

Anu won't be able to come today.

She and Anjali have
to meet some officials.

Just wait for few more days.

I've been listening to this
for the past two months.

-Anjali is sure that the ministry...
-Please.

Mom and Dad didn't even come to visit.

How are they?

-They wanted to come, but...
-But?

They didn't come.

There is one victim today.
But might be more tomorrow.

Will we be able to isolate all of them?

He is just HIV positive.

It could take years
for it to become full-blown AIDS.

Look at this picture.

He is our state swimming champion.

What has he done so wrong
that all of you deserted him?

Sam.

Sam.

They are...

Anu.

It's not safe for you to stay alone.

Yes, Anu.

You can shift with me.

I too feel quite lonely these days.

All right.

Anyways, there is nothing
left for me here.

She was very brave. She didn't get scared.

Our efforts continued.

His school principal was very supportive.

He was respected in the society.

And gradually people started to
accept his point of view.

And after three months...

Nikhil's was released.

-Happy?
-Yes. Thank you so much.

Just a minute.

Mom and Dad had to go to Bombay.

Aunty is not well, that's why.

They will be back soon.

When did they leave?

Two days after you came here.

Hey!

What are you thinking?

What?

Never request them to come here.

I won't.

-I have one more request.
-What else?

Nikhil!

What are you saying? Don't say this.

You're finally home.

When the moon smiles

When the wind whispers

Consider my presence

To be with you

When darkness descends

I will bring daylight to you

Let's take along, take along

Let the waves of memories flood me

Wherever we'll go

We will take along the sky and the earth

May the rays of sunlight

Touch you softly

Consider my presence

To be with you

When darkness descends

I will bring daylight to you

Let's take along, take along

Let the waves of memories flood me

Wherever we'll go

We will take along the sky and the earth

Let's take along, take along

I want to go back to work.

Nikhil, there is a problem.

They have appointed
someone else in your place.

I was on leave. They can't do this.

Nikhil, you are not well.

I’m just HIV positive.

I don't have AIDS, Anu.

I know but...

Enough.

I am tired of being confined in a room.

I need a court permission
to even step out of this place.

It is so easy for you to say.

I want to lead a normal life.

I want to be happy.

I know.

We will fight, Nikhil.

I'm sorry, Nikhil.

The thing is we're reducing staff.

Sir, you know that you can't do this.

As a compensation
you will be given a six months' salary.

In addition to that
are pension and other benefits.

Sir, as per our contract...

You forgot, Nikhil.
You aren't part of the team anymore.

You were given this job because
you were the state champion.

Sir, you can't do this.

I have the court orders.

If I want, I can file a case against you.

You don't be so unreasonable, Nikhil.

Nobody here wants to work with you.

They have families.

They're afraid of you.

I should be the one
to be scared of you people, sir.

Do you know that?

At this very moment,
from any of the office staff

or even from you.

I can catch any infection

which could be fatal to me.

Yet, you are afraid of me.

If you wish, we can file a case.

We will win too.

No, Anjali.

Why?

What happened?

What is the point?

In a place where people stare at me

and afraid of me.

What's the use working there?

Then what?

You wanted to work.

Why are you giving up so easily?

I’m not giving up, Anjali.

I had a very old wish.

Now is the chance to fulfill it.

Music.

Gaston Roberge said

that he will speak
to the students' parents.

So, I can teach music in the school.

There are also a couple of things

which I really want to do.

What happened?

Nothing.

It's just that...

From tomorrow...

So, what do you suggest?
I don't get married?

Stay unmarried all my life?

I’m not going far.

I’ll take your leave.

I have to take Nikhil
and Anamika for shopping.

Thank you, my dear.

When will the marriage registration
officer come?

-Five in the evening, at home.
-All right.

Anamika, oh my love

Until the time we both are alive

Anamika, oh the heart of mine

My eyes will always take care of you

Anamika, oh my heart

Until the time we both are alive

Anamika, oh my love...

Isn't it strange?

After one year, Mom and Dad met me today.

But Dad didn't even look at me once.

He didn't ask me to come home.

Good, isn't it?

You can continue to stay with me.

-Can I tell you something, Nikhil?
-What?

I’m very scared of your dad.

Really.

I know.

Doesn't the house feel so empty?

Yes.

But it's okay.

What do you mean?

You and your sister's affection.

You felt jealous.

Tell me something.

You never asked

how did I get this disease?

What difference will it make?

I will not be able to leave you.

How did Nikhil get this disease?

There could be several explanations.

But I don't want to discuss it with you.

Because the question
is not how he got the AIDS.

What important

is what he went through
after he got infected with this disease.

I can never forgive myself.

I’m his mom.

I could have done something.

I don't know what God is punishing me for.

For the first time in life
I felt distanced from my son.

Nikhil, all you need now
is a tattoo and earrings.

I’m not a fashion victim like you.

I need a trim here, too.

Nigel!

-Nikhil.
-Hey.

Please, come in.

I’ll go get some tea.

Look at me.

You shouldn't be so angry
with your mom, son.

Everything

happened so suddenly to me.

And without thinking about it
I said some awful things.

Who would have I supported?

How is Dad?

You know how much he loves you.

Come back home, Nikhil.

I’m better here, Mom.

With Nigel.

It's already 11:30 p.m.

Why don't you have dinner?

I’m not hungry.

You should eat something.

Your pills are on the table.

I’ll eat when I feel like eating.

Please, go to sleep.

Do you need anything else?

No.

Anita has stopped talking to me.

As if everyone is against me.

I am a dad, too.

I have lost my son, too.

I remember, during his childhood,

he used to get nightmares.

I used to sit by him for hours.

I never thought that in the end

he would turn out stronger than me.

We formed a small group.

People Positive.

Now, I work here full time.

We collect data and information
from all over the world.

All information related to AIDS and HIV.

Nikhil started working again.

Apart from it,

Gaston Roberge had also
convinced the parents

that their kids will have nothing
to fear from Nikhil.

Oh what a lovely hen
Was given to me by my mom

Oh what a lovely hen
Was given to me by my mom

That hen dances so well
And shakes his feathers tail too

Oh what a hen...

How are you now?

He is so tiny.

Would you like to hold him?

He is too small.

I feel scared.

It's okay.

Try holding him once.

Are you happy that your brother
has come to meet you?

Where's Sam?

He had to go to a meeting at school.

Hold him.

-Come on.
-No.

Nikhil was the happiest person
when Ashish was born.

Nikhil would play with him for hours.

And Ashish used to be the happiest
when he was with his uncle.

He was quite artistic.

Of course, we never accepted it.

He had to be a sportsman, after all.

But later he started painting, again.

Sometimes I feel
that we couldn't recognize

the most beautiful side of our son.

What is it?

This is modern art. You won't understand.

Do you remember what day it is today?

Tell me.

Give me your hand.

Why?

Simply smiling won't do.

Where is my gift?

You are still so greedy.

And you're still a miser.

Okay, I let you go this time.

But next time you will...

Where is my Rakhi?

But you are my boyfriend.

Why didn't you bring Ashish along?

That naughty boy has gone
with Sam to visit his grandparents.

If we were at home,

Mom would have made special sweets today.

Mom had come yesterday.

She said

that she misses Ashish a lot.

Go and visit our house sometimes.

I’ll only go there when you come with me.

Nikhil's condition began to deteriorate.

How are you?

Nikhil, I didn't mean that.

I know what you meant.

You always understand things.

It's me who is always unreasonable.

Nikhil, I’ll come
after meeting the doctor.

Tomorrow we will take you
for blood transfusion.

Don't treat me like a child, Nigel.

I know what's going to happen.

My health is so good

that for three days I haven't been
able to go for my music class.

You can easily walk around.

How could you understand?

You know I didn't mean that.

Nikhil, to see you in this condition

is not easy for me either.

But I’m trying.

I know.

That's why

I am so scared of leaving all of you.

You're not going anywhere.

That means I’ll have to bear
with you all my life.

The soft distant echoes

Of your voice

Little things

Playful and mischievous

The magic of those moments

Even now my heart cherishes those moments

Let's take along, take along

Let the waves of memories flood me

Wherever we'll go

We will take along the sky and the earth

Let me take you

My dear.

Would you like some cake?
It's butterscotch.

It's your favorite.

Mom, please sit down. Mom.

This is the first time
my grandson has come home.

He will have to eat something first.

And what about your son?

There was a time when in this house

when your voices echoed.

And now?

It's just filled
with silence and emptiness.

I went to see him today.

He has become

so weak and thin.

Mom.

What's the point of thinking about it now?

Mom, Nikhil has waited a long time

for you to ask him to return home.

Bring your little boy home.

Look, how he's smiling.

-Hey.
-Ashish.

Doesn't he look like Nikhil?

Which year was it?

I don't remember. Perhaps it was 84 or 85.

-Ask Anu, please.
-Okay.

For the past

two years.

I’ve been waiting for you.

Dad.

Just tell me once

like what you did when I was a kid.

Tell me that this is just a bad dream.

It will pass.

Come, let's go home.

Mom is waiting.

We will celebrate new year together.

I was happy that Nikhil
returned to his house.

But

I was also aware

that he would never be able
to come back here.

When the moon smiles

When the wind whispers

Consider my presence

To be with you

When darkness descends

I will bring daylight to you

Let's take along, take along

Let the waves of memories flood me

Wherever we'll go

We will take along the sky and the earth

Whenever life

Feels lonely

Whenever your eyes fill with tears

And your heart feels heavy

Whenever you lose hope and feel weary

You will find me next to you

Let me take you

Son, why don't you rest for a while?

I am here.

Go.

Is he asleep?

Your mom is with him.

How is he tonight?

Go and see him, he was asking for you.

I can't go in there.

I can't be stronger.

Tell him. I've left.

I can't see him in this condition.

I just can't face him.

Don't...

Don't cry so much, Princess.

I don't like it.

In your own house. It happens like this.

Please, Nikhil. Don't.

Don't exert.

So...

Take it out.

Bye, Princess.

I love you, Anu.

Take care of yourself.

Hey, curtains.

Look.

Don't ever feel like you're alone.

What is the time?

In half an hour

comes the dawn of a new day.

Every night we would wait
for the same exact moment.

After the night ended,
before the break of dawn.

He did not want to miss
that moment, that sight.

I feel lonely now.

Nikhil's school principal Gaston Roberge

has organized a prayer meeting
on his first death anniversary.

This is very big thing in Goa.

How are you?

I am fine.

My parents want me to return to Dubai.

Are you going?

I don't know.

Now I don't like being here either.

My dear.

You gave Nikhil so much love.

And...

And we kept you so distant from us.

We didn't accept you.

Now...

You are leaving, too.

Son.

Today, after one year

I saw you at the memorial service.

Then my Nikhil...

Nikhil would be very sad.

You have always been his hero.

But he has already gone.

Whether I remain weak or strong,

cry or not,

he is still gone, right?

Forever!

Nigel went to Dubai
but returned after a month.

Both of us work for People Positive.

Whose aim is to help people like Nikhil.

Now, dad calls Nigel his son.

Soft drizzle of raindrops

The first day of monsoon

The afternoons of the summers

Those soft cold evenings

Whatever the season be

Someone is standing

You'll always find me

Beside you

Let's take along, take along

Let the waves of memories flood me

Wherever we'll go

We will take along the sky and the earth

Let's take along, take along