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That woman is wild tonight.
Wild!
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- You don't need to help
- I might as well. If I'm here
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Nothing?
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He's her father. He should be here.
He should have been here hours ago
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It's not his fault
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At least for the toast. Then he could
have left. She wouldn't have minded
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Can't she have more fun
without her father being here?
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- She certainly seems to be
- I don't think that's true
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She was dancing with that bartender again
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Dragging him around the room as he was
trying to leave. It's embarrassing
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- Have you paid him?
- Yes
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Then she danced like a...
I've never seen anything like it
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- How many people are left?
- Ten. Maybe fifteen
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She's always been... Technicolour... But...
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But?
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I think the breakup's hit
her harder then she lets on
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- She doesn't exactly seem heartbroken
- She's ashamed
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- I don't believe that
- You wouldn't
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- What do you mean?
- You know exactly what I mean
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- No I don't
- You're a man
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You're saying women feel more shame
then men? That's a bold statement
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- Yes
- Why
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The world has been built that way
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I saw what happened. When they broke up
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Fine. If you don't want to know
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Tell me
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He broke it off. Not nicely.
Then she begged him to take her bad!
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Really? Poor girl
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- Where were they?
- The garden
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And you don't think she's ashamed?
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If she were ashamed she
wouldn't have begged
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Shame stops you doing things like that.
That's the point of it
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It's a bk uneven. I'll sort it out later
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- Is that so?
- That is so
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So...
What did you save for me?
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Thank you
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It's cold
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You're getting comfortable, aren't you?
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- I didn't mean it like that
- I was joking
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I love you... amorzinho
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No, no, no!
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- He won't notice
- He will notice
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Even if he does. He'll think it
was one of them. He won't. ok?
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I'm driving. I can only have one drink
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And if I can only have one drink
I want it to be a good one
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Do you know how much that costs?
He will notice
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It's beautiful. Wrong temperature though
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You're crazy
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What's that?
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- Want some?
- What is it?
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- She's trying to give Diana an abortion
- With that?
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It's some homeopathic... I don't know.
It's expensive, though. For coloured water
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Those people are taking her for a ride.
I wonder how much they sell it for
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Would you buy this from me?
Even if I looked very very serious?
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I'll buy air from you
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Poor dog. She can't just
take it to the vet?
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Not if Western medicine is
the root of all evil. And
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if it's too evil for Julie
it's too evil for Diana
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She loves her animals like babies.
That insane bird
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She doesn't take any medicine at all?
Even if she's sick?
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No, not anymore
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Although she takes a Xanax or two.
I've seen them hidden in that makeup bag
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She thinks she's being discreet.
But she forgets
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- What?
- I clean up after her. I know everything
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- Everything?
- Everything
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Do you have to do that right now?
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Yes, yes. She wants it done now
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Should I check?
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- That sounded like furniture
- So?
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The way she was dancing
I wouldn't be surprised if something got...
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- What?
- Broken
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- I like to dance. Dance with me
- I know. I remember
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- When I'm finished
- I'd love to
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I'm coming back. Stay there
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- Have you done it? How is she?
- Not yet
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- Has she done what?
- Stop it
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No peeping. Go away
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Are you afraid I'll learn your magic
spells? What are you trying to conjure?
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Another lover
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Actually, can you give it
to her in the morning?
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- Sure
- Thank you thank you thank you
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I can't bear to see it... you know, happen.
I don't think. Sorry
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I'd be lost without you.
Do you know that? So lost
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You are a star
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- Isn't she a star, Jean?
- She is
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Let me guess. Couriered from the office
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- When?
- About an hour ago
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So delicious
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Smells like... Daddy's guilt
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- Tell you what, you have them
- No
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They'll look so nice in your room
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- Jean, can you come and dance
- I think I should stay down here
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Lend me him, won't you darling?
It's like the wild west up there
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It's not up to me
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- Come on then
- I don't think I should
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Why? If I'm going bad! In I
want you to come with me
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Perhaps that's vanity. In fact I'm
sure it is. I want to look...
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- I need to look...
- What?
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Wanted
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Don't look so serious. You believed me.
You know, I was just teasing
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Come on. Come and dance
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It's my birthday, it's the solstice.
Let's get pagan
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Don't worry. I won't steal him
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She's out of control
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She's fine. Its just late
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- People are laughing at her
- Laughing?
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They're not her friends, you know.
Those people
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that are still up there
are not her friends
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What would you know?
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I see people coming and
going, I have a rough idea
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Are you angry with me?
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What a manning man you are,
abandoning your partner like that
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This is my partner
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Why are you still wearing your suit!
You look like you're going to court
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- Take that jacket off at least
- Why?
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It's my birthday. There's a theme. That
suit is spoiling the salubrious atmosphere
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I said take it off
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- Where's he going?
- To hang Mn the car
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- How are you?
- I'm fine
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- Are you really?
- Yes
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Good. Good.
You seem it. You seem so well
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- Are you having fun?
- God, it's hell
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No, Kristina, don't, honestly, please.
I'll do it before bed
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- You look happy
- Do I?
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There's a sort of low level eye twinkle.
You're shinier somehow
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So's he. I think he was miserable
before he met you, you know
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At least now he smiles.
Once or twice a month
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Brilliant! You're actually doing it
I'm so proud of you
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Looks hard. All that maths
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- Is it hard?
- For now it's ok
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- Do you like the teacher person?
- He's nice. I think
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- Is he hot?
- No. Old
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- Old can be hot. Old can be golden
- Not this guy. I don't think
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- Have you got a picture?
- That would be weird
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Not these days.
Everyone has a picture of everyone
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Just type in a name and you can
get a picture. Let's look him up
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No! You're an animal
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Fine. Spoilsport
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- I admire you, you know
- Me? Why?
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You just get on with things.
You're good at it
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- I quit
- You said that last time
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- This time I really have
- Well done
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See? You're so good
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- Have you set a date?
- No. Not yet
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You should use our country place.
There's a chapel there
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I could help you arrange it all.
I would love that
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So would Papa
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In fact, he'd love it so much
he might even turn up
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I think we want something small
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I'm sorry I was so rude to Jean just then
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I don't know what's wrong
with me at the moment
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it's as though when my mouth opens someone
else has the keys to what I'm saying
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Like I'm a sort of puppet of the worst
version of myself. Does that make sense?
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- It's as though my mouth opens and I...
- It's ok
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Do you even like me?
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- Très gentil, monsieur Jean. Très gentil
- Vous voulez plaisanter, madame
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Et vous voulez parler français.
Where did you learn that?
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My mother's from Côte d'Ivoire.
Where did you?
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She sounds excited
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- Her son started school today
- That's wonderful. In Salvador?
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- Such a beautiful place. Have you been?
- No. Not yet
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You look better without that jacket
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- You flatter me
- Flatter you?
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You ether exaggerate or you have an agenda.
Ether way, it's flattery
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You can be so formal
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It's all those long drives
with Daddy droning on in the bad! Seal
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I bet you pick up a phrase or two in
your line of work. A phrase or three
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How long have you been working here now?
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- You know how long I've been working here
- Do I?
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- Yes
- Not exactly
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- You'd just left university
- Which one?
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- Five years ago
- You're right. It was that long
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- We've known each other a long time
- In a way
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What do you mean 'in a way?
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In that we don't really
know each other at all
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Although I do remember you then.
I have a particular memory
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Of what?
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- Of what?
- I'll tell you another time
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There might not be another time
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She is so good
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Is she? Good?
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- Why don't you sh down
- Am I allowed to?
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Don't be ridiculous
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Wait.
Get me something else to drink first
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- What do you want?
- Whatever's left
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Aren't you having one?
Jean, I don't want to drink on my own
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- I'm driving
- It's one drink
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Go on. She won't mind
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Let's toast
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- To what?
- To me
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Do you think that's narcissistic?
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It is my birthday after all.
The day of my birth
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Someone should toast me
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And given the circumstances.
It might as well be me
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Don't make me beg
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- To Julie
- Thank you
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- They're not your friends. You know
- What do you mean?
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You didn't notice how some of them
were looking at you? What they were saying?
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What were they saying?
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- Tell me
- I don't want to hurt you
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If you didn't want to hurt me then
why bring it up? I said tell me
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- You need to be more aware. When
you're in a room - What do you mean?
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- You don't want people
taking advantage
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- What if I don't care if people...
take advantage
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- This doesn't look good
- What doesn't?
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- Us. Here drinking alone together
- Don't be so Victorian. Relax. It's fine
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Jean, you look worried
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Are you worried?
Your face...
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Are you waking to be summoned?
My god, you are aren't you?
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Jesus. Can't he just get a taxi for once?
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Everything gets so boring,
this whole bed! And call thing
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- This looks...
- What? What does it look like?
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Inappropriate
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Why'?
Have you made yourself believe something?
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- It's not that simple for me
- What do you mean?
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Yes. Or perhaps
I think more highly of people than you do
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- I imagine you do
- I said perhaps
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- Why are you smiling?
- Do you really want to know why?
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- I asked, didn't I?
- Because you're naive
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I know.
Do you think I don't know that?
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But that's actually not the right word.
For what I really am
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What is?
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Strange
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I feel strange
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- You're strange then
- So are you
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So is everything, I mean
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What is this, what's going on?
It's so strange, all of it
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- The more you think about it,
the stranger it gets - What?
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- Everything
- What do you mean?
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I keep having this recurring dream
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That I'm inside something. Something
warm and dark. And I can't really move
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But that's alright because it feels...
good. In this warm dark
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There's something freeing in it
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The let go
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I can't even tell where
I end or begin because
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whatever is pressing
against me also is me
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It's like I'm everything and nothing
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Atomised. This warm dark
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And then I hear this sound. It starts off
quietly. It's like a little scratching
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But then it gets louder and louder
241
00:27:26,066 --> 00:27:33,621
And it's like metal on china.
Like forks on plates
242
00:27:33,857 --> 00:27:37,327
Like hundreds of people's cutlery
scraping and banging on empty plates
243
00:27:37,653 --> 00:27:38,961
And then this light comes
244
00:27:40,844 --> 00:27:42,764
Whatever was keeping me still
isn't there anymore
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00:27:42,918 --> 00:27:52,760
My arms flail, slick with something.
Except they're not arms, they're wings
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00:27:56,269 --> 00:28:05,656
And every time I try to scream I all I
can hear is this rasping screech thing
247
00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:17,101
And just once, when I woke from this dream
there was a feather in my mouth
248
00:28:20,146 --> 00:28:21,426
It must have been from my pillow
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00:28:26,506 --> 00:28:28,106
Have you ever dreamt anything like that?
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00:28:28,841 --> 00:28:34,905
- No. I dream that I'm still moving
- What do you mean?
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00:28:36,086 --> 00:28:40,774
- That I'm going from one place to another
- I know what moving means
252
00:28:41,115 --> 00:28:42,583
- What was the dream about?
- I'm trying to explain
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00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:44,080
Sorry, go on
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00:28:44,397 --> 00:28:50,791
I dream that I'm constantly moving. That
I'm trying to get my grip, trying to grab
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00:28:51,687 --> 00:28:55,113
And every time I do, there's nothing.
I can feel
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00:28:55,125 --> 00:28:58,423
it, I can smell it, but
I can't hold on to it,
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00:29:00,461 --> 00:29:03,294
- Grab what? Hold what?
- I don't know
258
00:29:06,369 --> 00:29:07,677
Why are we talking about dreams?
259
00:29:10,304 --> 00:29:13,433
We're awake, let's be awake
260
00:29:15,457 --> 00:29:17,417
Let's go up on the roof
and watch the sun come up
261
00:29:37,411 --> 00:29:38,411
What are you doing?
262
00:29:40,514 --> 00:29:43,654
- I don't know what you mean
- Don't play the child at thirty-two
263
00:29:44,581 --> 00:29:45,787
I'm thirty actually
264
00:29:48,601 --> 00:29:49,841
Fine. Thirty-three
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00:29:51,186 --> 00:29:52,186
Like Jesus
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00:29:52,220 --> 00:29:56,145
- Stop. I mean it
- I'm almost afraid
267
00:30:02,561 --> 00:30:06,941
- Hey, how is he?
- Ok, I think
268
00:30:09,707 --> 00:30:11,675
None of his friends are in his class
269
00:30:15,451 --> 00:30:18,443
But he'll gel used to it, make new ones.
Anyway, let me...
270
00:30:18,833 --> 00:30:19,891
- No, I've goth
- Sure?
271
00:30:21,859 --> 00:30:22,883
I've trained him well
272
00:30:23,649 --> 00:30:24,809
Well, is there anything else?
273
00:30:25,234 --> 00:30:28,249
- Sure?
- No, thank you. You've been brilliant
274
00:30:29,574 --> 00:30:31,963
- I'm sorry it's gone on so late
- As long as you've had fun
275
00:30:33,596 --> 00:30:35,316
Well, Where's nothing else I'm going to bed
276
00:30:43,021 --> 00:30:44,056
Don't stay up too late
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00:30:45,922 --> 00:30:48,027
- Let me know when everyone's gone
- Sure
278
00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:08,129
- She's right. It's late
- Or early
279
00:31:08,419 --> 00:31:09,784
- Late
- Technically. It's early
280
00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:16,261
- I should eject the final guests
- Why would you do that?
281
00:31:16,631 --> 00:31:19,071
Because I don't want to leave you
with those people still here
282
00:31:19,806 --> 00:31:21,456
- My 'fiends'
- Go to bed
283
00:31:21,895 --> 00:31:24,095
- You're not my nanny
- Then don't act like you need one
284
00:31:24,331 --> 00:31:25,935
Do you want your father to see
you like this when he gets back?
285
00:31:26,315 --> 00:31:29,115
Who's to say he's coming back at all?
He was meant to be here hours ago
286
00:31:30,098 --> 00:31:34,130
Who's to say his merger
hasn't turned into a little
287
00:31:34,142 --> 00:31:38,108
celebration in his pied-à-terre
behind the office?
288
00:31:43,562 --> 00:31:45,162
You think I don't know about that place?
289
00:31:48,318 --> 00:31:56,317
My point is, who's to say we haven't
actually got all the time in the world?
290
00:32:03,193 --> 00:32:07,983
See? You can't use that excuse.
Not yet. Anyway
291
00:32:08,650 --> 00:32:10,402
- He's not a bad man
- Excuse me?
292
00:32:10,769 --> 00:32:15,149
- I said he's not a bad man - That depends
doesn't it? On your definition of bad
293
00:32:17,899 --> 00:32:23,235
I'm starting to suspect that
yours is a little... loose
294
00:32:28,146 --> 00:32:29,875
Sorry. I'm showing off now aren't I?
I'm being garrulous
295
00:32:30,307 --> 00:32:34,596
- He's working. He works hard - I sort
of prefer the alternative. To be honest
296
00:32:35,316 --> 00:32:36,676
At least then he's having some fun
297
00:32:37,862 --> 00:32:38,715
If he's not going to show up...
298
00:32:38,893 --> 00:32:47,324
...he might as well be tearing some girl
apart on those Egyptian cotton sheets
299
00:32:47,502 --> 00:32:49,302
I saw the receipt. They're
four hundred count
300
00:32:55,429 --> 00:32:57,509
People are leaving now, anyway.
There's another party
301
00:32:57,670 --> 00:33:00,549
- Now?
- East. Well, the dregs of one
302
00:33:05,463 --> 00:33:06,463
Sea?
303
00:33:07,349 --> 00:33:10,029
- I should make sure the house is secure
- That the house is secure?
304
00:33:10,145 --> 00:33:12,745
- The house is fine - It's my job
to make sure the house is secure
305
00:33:13,194 --> 00:33:16,437
Your job is to drive my father.
Why are you here tonight anyway?
306
00:33:16,846 --> 00:33:18,886
Oh that's right, I forgot.
You're stinking the maid
307
00:33:24,085 --> 00:33:27,271
Joking. I was joking
308
00:33:27,601 --> 00:33:28,801
She's not technically the maid
309
00:33:30,169 --> 00:33:33,329
I'm here because your father told me
to make sure this didn't get out of control
310
00:33:33,937 --> 00:33:36,457
- I'm here because I'm working
- You could have waled in the car
311
00:33:41,864 --> 00:33:44,704
- You're right. I should have done
- Jean, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that
312
00:33:50,880 --> 00:33:56,011
Have you never felt like this?
313
00:33:56,942 --> 00:33:59,900
- Like what?
- This
314
00:34:00,659 --> 00:34:09,784
- What?
- Alone
315
00:34:11,258 --> 00:34:14,933
- I don't understand
- No, I didn't think so
316
00:34:15,522 --> 00:34:20,369
- Why are you asking me that?
- Because you seem happy
317
00:34:21,300 --> 00:34:23,098
- Do I?
- Sort of
318
00:34:23,858 --> 00:34:25,298
What's that got to do with anything?
319
00:34:30,829 --> 00:34:32,342
Tell me that I'll feel better
320
00:34:40,500 --> 00:34:42,540
- Tell me that I'll feel better
- You'll feel better
321
00:34:44,290 --> 00:34:46,571
You don't know that, though.
No one can actually know that
322
00:34:51,064 --> 00:34:52,429
I've fell lonely from it before
323
00:34:54,297 --> 00:34:57,415
- What?
- People. Love
324
00:34:59,764 --> 00:35:01,949
- You?
- Why are you so surprised?
325
00:35:03,576 --> 00:35:05,736
You don't exactly seem like someone
who gives much away
326
00:35:06,272 --> 00:35:08,798
- Because you don't know me
- I said 'seem'
327
00:35:12,713 --> 00:35:13,713
Who was it?
328
00:35:19,369 --> 00:35:20,746
Who was she?
329
00:35:28,564 --> 00:35:30,111
- Fine
- You
330
00:35:34,555 --> 00:35:37,661
When?
When did you feel like that?
331
00:35:42,573 --> 00:35:44,373
I'd been driving your
father for a few months
332
00:35:46,581 --> 00:35:49,175
Then for the first time he
invited me into the house
333
00:35:49,641 --> 00:35:52,178
He'd never done that before.
Normally I'd just wait outside
334
00:35:52,759 --> 00:35:55,057
This time he took me into the drawing room
335
00:35:56,379 --> 00:36:00,634
From the window I could see your garden.
It seemed to stretch forever, your land
336
00:36:01,379 --> 00:36:04,619
I thought how could someone have so much
land in a city. How is that even possible
337
00:36:04,887 --> 00:36:08,087
The garden joins the Heath. It doesn't all
belong to us. That would be ridiculous
338
00:36:15,936 --> 00:36:23,684
The sunlight was so bright that day. The
colours. The garden. It looked like Eden
339
00:36:26,673 --> 00:36:30,234
Your father could see me staring. He told
me I could take a look around the garden
340
00:36:30,739 --> 00:36:34,915
I thought he was going to come with me
but the phone rang so he waved me away
341
00:36:35,761 --> 00:36:38,605
I walked out of these garden doors
and down the stone steps
342
00:36:42,151 --> 00:36:46,770
I walked down this path
and I saw the summer house
343
00:36:48,489 --> 00:36:51,857
I didn't even know what it was for.
I had never seen such a beautiful building
344
00:36:52,104 --> 00:36:53,959
A building just for pleasure
345
00:36:57,189 --> 00:37:02,901
And the door was open, so I sneaked in
and the walls were covered with photographs
346
00:37:05,891 --> 00:37:08,440
I felt strange being in there alone.
As if I was hiding
347
00:37:08,818 --> 00:37:11,082
As if the people in the
photographs were watching
348
00:37:11,790 --> 00:37:12,848
- Maybe you were
- What?
349
00:37:14,339 --> 00:37:15,339
Hiding
350
00:37:21,955 --> 00:37:23,400
I stepped outside again
351
00:37:23,715 --> 00:37:25,460
I thought I'd come to
the end of the garden.
352
00:37:25,472 --> 00:37:26,955
I was going to turn
back to the house
353
00:37:28,234 --> 00:37:31,044
Then I saw some more steps, almost hidden
354
00:37:33,294 --> 00:37:36,865
I walked down them to
see a whole second tier
355
00:37:36,877 --> 00:37:40,382
of garden more wildly
planted than the first
356
00:37:41,819 --> 00:37:50,432
And in the middle of this... secret garden.
I saw you
357
00:37:54,177 --> 00:37:56,521
The sunlight cut across your face.
You were...
358
00:37:59,907 --> 00:38:02,877
- What?
- You were half smiling
359
00:38:05,805 --> 00:38:07,512
I had never seen someone look so right
360
00:38:14,178 --> 00:38:16,886
- When was that?
- I told you. When I first started
361
00:38:19,841 --> 00:38:21,491
I wonder what I was doing there
362
00:38:22,301 --> 00:38:28,149
- There were pieces of paper haloing
your head - I was still writing
363
00:38:32,916 --> 00:38:35,499
You should have said hello.
Introduced yourself
364
00:38:35,704 --> 00:38:41,723
- No. I didn't want to spoil it
- Spoil it? That's a strange way to put it
365
00:38:45,784 --> 00:38:48,242
It must have been so hard for you,
coming over here so young
366
00:38:49,940 --> 00:38:52,320
Courage is the first of
human qualifies because
367
00:38:52,332 --> 00:38:54,525
it's the quality that
guarantees the others
368
00:38:55,003 --> 00:38:56,083
- Is that Plato?
- Aristotle
369
00:38:57,489 --> 00:38:59,378
- Oh, you're well read too
- Is that a surprise?
370
00:39:00,304 --> 00:39:01,304
- No
- It is, isn't it?
371
00:39:01,352 --> 00:39:02,456
- Yes it is
372
00:39:02,667 --> 00:39:05,409
- No it isn't - I listen too.
I learn a lot from listening
373
00:39:07,667 --> 00:39:09,787
Do you sit there in the car
listening to what we say?
374
00:39:10,064 --> 00:39:13,716
Wouldn't you?
Once I heard you and your friend...
375
00:39:14,593 --> 00:39:16,633
- Oh no! Whatn did you hear?
- That would be telling
376
00:39:17,692 --> 00:39:18,887
- My God!
- It wasn't that bad
377
00:39:19,452 --> 00:39:20,972
- Good
- Although it was a little loose
378
00:39:23,618 --> 00:39:26,132
- it made me think
- What?
379
00:39:28,043 --> 00:39:32,264
Perhaps there's not such a big difference
between people as one may think
380
00:39:37,266 --> 00:39:38,688
It's all a construct
381
00:39:52,884 --> 00:39:59,870
Let's go up onto the roof
and watch the sun come up
382
00:40:03,949 --> 00:40:09,547
- No
- Why? Why?
383
00:40:09,656 --> 00:40:14,173
- You should go to bed
- Is that an order, sir?
384
00:40:15,087 --> 00:40:17,260
- Go to bed
- Are you ordering me?
385
00:40:17,888 --> 00:40:18,888
Go
386
00:40:21,364 --> 00:40:23,025
- Hide
- I'll get rid of them
387
00:40:23,445 --> 00:40:25,605
- No. I don't want anyone to
know I'm still here - Why?
388
00:40:26,020 --> 00:40:28,420
- Because then they'll want to stay
- I'll tell them to leave
389
00:40:28,854 --> 00:40:30,814
No. They'll leave if they can't find me.
Just hide
390
00:43:35,743 --> 00:43:36,983
What are we going to do?
391
00:43:39,325 --> 00:43:43,808
Maybe we should run away.
If this was some story we'd run away
392
00:43:45,137 --> 00:43:46,923
- Where?
- Far
393
00:43:48,836 --> 00:43:51,726
- Cape Verde. Have you been there?
- No
394
00:43:53,804 --> 00:43:57,069
- Is it beautiful?
- Very. Oranges on the trees
395
00:43:58,032 --> 00:43:59,511
- Eden?
- Close enough
396
00:44:00,987 --> 00:44:02,739
And what will we do there?
397
00:44:02,751 --> 00:44:06,153
Buy some land. Build something.
A restaurant maybe
398
00:44:06,774 --> 00:44:07,980
- A restaurant?
- Why not?
399
00:44:09,325 --> 00:44:11,831
New faces all the time,
never a minute looking
400
00:44:11,843 --> 00:44:14,308
for something to do. It
would never be boring
401
00:44:15,412 --> 00:44:17,612
There's always something to do
when you run a restaurant
402
00:44:18,606 --> 00:44:21,462
- Do you say that from experience?
- I've worked in a lot of places
403
00:44:23,907 --> 00:44:30,085
- What would I do? At this restaurant?
- You'd be the face of the place
404
00:44:32,532 --> 00:44:34,182
You'd lure people in with your beauty
405
00:44:35,436 --> 00:44:38,676
You'd suggest the drinks and choose the
music. You'd never get a single song wrong
406
00:44:39,470 --> 00:44:42,121
You'd be the heart, the soul of the place
407
00:44:43,341 --> 00:44:48,006
And every morning we'd walk straight
from the kitchen and down onto the beach...
408
00:44:50,326 --> 00:44:53,087
...and onto the boats. And we'll
choose fresh fish. The most beautiful
409
00:44:53,211 --> 00:44:56,954
The biggest. The heaviest.
Pearly scaled, dripping in my arms
410
00:44:58,418 --> 00:45:05,256
Flashes of sun. Sand.
You. Barefoot. Mine
411
00:45:07,944 --> 00:45:09,504
You've thought about that, haven't you?
412
00:45:10,383 --> 00:45:13,159
We could get a plane in a few hours.
We could be there by tonight
413
00:45:16,204 --> 00:45:17,274
Do you love me?
414
00:45:18,984 --> 00:45:20,099
I want to
415
00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:24,388
What does that mean? I thought you were
sick from the heartbreak of not having me
416
00:45:24,788 --> 00:45:26,188
What does that mean, 'you want to'?
417
00:45:27,588 --> 00:45:32,867
- I can't love you in this house
- Why? Explain
418
00:45:33,450 --> 00:45:34,650
- Your father
- What about him?
419
00:45:35,210 --> 00:45:37,986
- It wouldn't work
- What do think he is? Some sort of...
420
00:45:38,100 --> 00:45:39,317
- What?
- Tory?
421
00:45:42,677 --> 00:45:45,328
- Socially he's liberal
- it just wouldn't work
422
00:45:46,474 --> 00:45:47,474
Why?
423
00:45:47,554 --> 00:45:50,034
We could all pretend it would work.
But it wouldn't. Not really
424
00:45:50,810 --> 00:45:52,930
Then I do have a better
opinion of people than you do
425
00:45:53,418 --> 00:45:54,418
Are you surprised?
426
00:45:56,355 --> 00:46:00,132
Today I'm this. But by next year we
could run a successful restaurant
427
00:46:00,863 --> 00:46:03,070
Then in ten years time
we could live off my investments
428
00:46:04,421 --> 00:46:06,389
My god, you're serious
429
00:46:07,778 --> 00:46:11,692
Do you think I'm happy just to settle
for this? This job is only a step
430
00:46:11,954 --> 00:46:15,447
I'm saving money to buy land.
Once I buy land I'm going to build
431
00:46:15,729 --> 00:46:18,278
Once I've built I'll employ people.
Once I employ people...
432
00:46:18,373 --> 00:46:20,899
- You'll be like me
- I'll never be like you
433
00:46:21,775 --> 00:46:24,893
- Why not?
- Because I would have earned it myself
434
00:46:32,931 --> 00:46:35,104
if that wasn't so utterly
true I'd be offended
435
00:46:37,178 --> 00:46:38,898
What did you think I'm saving up money for?
436
00:46:39,705 --> 00:46:45,280
Honestly. I hadn't given it much thought.
I was too busy gagging on my silver spoon
437
00:46:47,094 --> 00:46:50,337
- Tell me what you thought
- I don't know
438
00:46:50,771 --> 00:46:53,571
I thought maybe you were sending money home
to your family or something
439
00:46:57,988 --> 00:46:59,176
What?
440
00:46:59,188 --> 00:47:02,789
Flies on the face. Dust.
Is that what you imagine?
441
00:47:03,844 --> 00:47:05,061
That is not what I said
442
00:47:08,291 --> 00:47:09,411
Stop looking at me like that
443
00:47:09,467 --> 00:47:10,467
- Like what?
- Like that
444
00:47:10,758 --> 00:47:14,774
We could do something real together, you
know. Build something. Make something
445
00:47:16,781 --> 00:47:20,240
- Could you love me?
- Yes
446
00:47:22,810 --> 00:47:24,130
- So what do you think?
- Of what?
447
00:47:24,189 --> 00:47:26,950
- Of my suggestion? Of leaving tonight
- It was my suggestion actually
448
00:47:27,374 --> 00:47:30,355
- Tell me
- I like it. I like it very much
449
00:47:31,309 --> 00:47:33,585
We could go before he gets back.
Before she wakes up
450
00:47:35,048 --> 00:47:36,888
How much money do we need
to start this place?
451
00:47:37,406 --> 00:47:39,420
Not that much. Compared to here.
It's cheap there
452
00:47:40,079 --> 00:47:41,422
- Have you got any?
- Land?
453
00:47:42,650 --> 00:47:44,960
- Money
- I have other capital
454
00:47:46,202 --> 00:47:48,352
- What exactly?
- My skills, my experience
455
00:47:49,249 --> 00:47:51,009
You can't buy a plane
ticket with experience
456
00:47:51,313 --> 00:47:53,473
Which is why I seek a partner
who can advance the funds
457
00:47:54,071 --> 00:47:57,314
Where will you find one
at such short notice?
458
00:47:57,906 --> 00:48:01,058
- You must have...
- What? Have what?
459
00:48:10,570 --> 00:48:14,382
Ready cash? Connections?
460
00:48:18,962 --> 00:48:20,737
Why do you think I've moved bad! Home?
461
00:48:23,725 --> 00:48:27,250
Do you think I'm back
sleeping in my childhood
462
00:48:27,262 --> 00:48:29,971
bedroom because I'm
such a success?
463
00:48:32,394 --> 00:48:34,283
Do you think this is a choice?
Do you think if
464
00:48:34,295 --> 00:48:36,115
I had any money of my
own I'd still be here?
465
00:48:36,259 --> 00:48:37,419
You can't have nothing at all
466
00:48:37,483 --> 00:48:46,995
- Everything I've inherited from
her is in a trust - Everything?
467
00:48:50,273 --> 00:48:52,153
I can't be busted with
money, don't you get it?
468
00:48:55,973 --> 00:49:00,035
- Well then...
- Well then what?
469
00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:01,793
Well then, things stay as they are
470
00:49:05,732 --> 00:49:10,966
But we can't. This can't continue.
If we stay here 'wouldn't be...
471
00:49:11,206 --> 00:49:13,800
- What?
- Realistic
472
00:49:14,413 --> 00:49:15,590
Because...?
473
00:49:15,602 --> 00:49:19,169
Because you have a girlfriend.
Sorry, a fiancée
474
00:49:19,577 --> 00:49:20,829
- That's not what you meant
- Yes it is
475
00:49:21,085 --> 00:49:22,359
- You meant something else
- No I didn't
476
00:49:22,566 --> 00:49:24,646
- You did. What did you really want to say?
- Nothing
477
00:49:24,744 --> 00:49:26,303
- That's not true
- it fucking is
478
00:49:26,748 --> 00:49:28,614
- Be quiet
- Are you scared we'll wake her?
479
00:49:28,730 --> 00:49:33,622
Calm down. We need to be practical.
Rational. Make a plan
480
00:49:34,020 --> 00:49:36,273
Rational? You want a
rational experience do you?
481
00:49:36,639 --> 00:49:38,997
Nothing about any of
this is rational. You're
482
00:49:39,009 --> 00:49:41,224
through the looking
glass now, and so am I
483
00:49:41,761 --> 00:49:43,672
- SR down
- Don't talk to me like that
484
00:49:44,591 --> 00:49:48,141
Here, have a drink
485
00:49:51,830 --> 00:49:53,150
Where did you get that wine from?
486
00:49:58,090 --> 00:50:03,517
Is that my father's Château Latour?
Even I don't even touch that
487
00:50:04,049 --> 00:50:05,249
Which proves you have no taste
488
00:50:08,217 --> 00:50:10,606
- You thief
- If I'm a thief so are you
489
00:50:12,155 --> 00:50:14,362
- Excuse me?
- What we did to her is theft
490
00:50:16,677 --> 00:50:23,731
Do you think I don't know that?
She's my friend
491
00:50:24,324 --> 00:50:27,271
- She's not your friend
- Well no one is my friend according to you
492
00:50:27,809 --> 00:50:29,849
I don't think you know how
to read people very well
493
00:50:30,129 --> 00:50:32,329
Or maybe it's that you moose not to.
I can't work it out
494
00:50:32,769 --> 00:50:35,443
- People are people
- And staff are staff
495
00:50:36,746 --> 00:50:38,441
This is not my fault
496
00:50:42,806 --> 00:50:44,467
- Did you move those?
- Move what?
497
00:50:44,706 --> 00:50:46,946
- Those glasses, did you move them?
- I don't know. Maybe
498
00:50:47,963 --> 00:50:50,163
I moved some things around.
I was looking for cigarettes
499
00:50:51,743 --> 00:50:54,940
No. I'm sure it was me.
I'm always forgetting where I put things
500
00:50:55,052 --> 00:50:56,812
- I do it all the time
- Please. Stop talking
501
00:50:57,959 --> 00:51:00,348
- Are you sure it was you?
- Yes
502
00:51:06,089 --> 00:51:09,169
You know I wouldn't take something
someone had only a little of. I wouldn't...
503
00:51:09,754 --> 00:51:11,154
- You don't have to excuse it
- Why?
504
00:51:11,421 --> 00:51:12,707
- Because I get it
- No you don't
505
00:51:13,054 --> 00:51:16,957
Yes I do. I get doing
something you shouldn't just
506
00:51:16,969 --> 00:51:20,654
to feel a little better,
a little more yourself
507
00:51:35,824 --> 00:51:37,167
Why are you so unhappy?
508
00:51:40,612 --> 00:51:41,613
Goodness!
509
00:51:45,798 --> 00:51:51,953
Could that sentence drip with more
contempt? You didn't even try and hide it
510
00:51:52,549 --> 00:51:53,710
- I'm curious
- No you're not
511
00:51:55,750 --> 00:51:59,345
You're just looking for more reasons
to find me pathetic and ridiculous
512
00:51:59,951 --> 00:52:01,601
And therefore absolve of yourself
of any responsibility
513
00:52:01,920 --> 00:52:04,080
- Responsibility for what?
- Of fucking me for my money
514
00:52:05,685 --> 00:52:09,485
Shake me and I rattle. Is that what
you think? Go on. Try. Shake me
515
00:52:09,853 --> 00:52:10,853
- Stop
- Shake me
516
00:52:11,130 --> 00:52:12,347
- Acting like that
- Like what?
517
00:52:12,464 --> 00:52:13,944
Like there's something wrong with you
518
00:52:14,297 --> 00:52:16,044
If there's something
wrong with you it gives
519
00:52:16,056 --> 00:52:17,697
your selfish actions
some sort of meaning
520
00:52:18,754 --> 00:52:21,439
And there's nothing worse
than no meaning is there?
521
00:52:22,685 --> 00:52:27,009
And that's when the real fear starts.
Because you're pointless, aren't you
522
00:52:27,640 --> 00:52:28,640
Sort of shapeless
523
00:52:29,286 --> 00:52:30,286
And it's terrifying
524
00:52:36,112 --> 00:52:39,173
- Is that your opinion?
- Yes
525
00:52:42,345 --> 00:52:44,404
- Is that your armchair analysis?
- Yes
526
00:52:49,361 --> 00:52:53,696
Did it ever occur to you
that maybe I slept with you...
527
00:52:54,451 --> 00:52:55,714
...because I wanted to?
528
00:53:03,460 --> 00:53:10,969
I think you're afraid of me.
You're afraid of this
529
00:53:11,887 --> 00:53:15,630
You're afraid and it's so pathetic.
That's why you've got to find it so safe
530
00:53:17,794 --> 00:53:19,853
I feel sorry for you. I actually do
531
00:53:21,053 --> 00:53:23,750
- And I felt sorry for you then too
- When?
532
00:53:24,127 --> 00:53:25,447
Lying in the bottom of the garden
533
00:53:25,625 --> 00:53:27,906
You thought you were
in some sort of painting, didn't you?
534
00:53:28,646 --> 00:53:31,297
One of those oils in your father's study.
Pre-Raphaelite?
535
00:53:32,052 --> 00:53:35,670
When actually you looked like
any other lazy overgrown woman child
536
00:53:36,469 --> 00:53:41,270
Asleep with her mouth open and a cigarette
burning. Asleep on a Monday afternoon
537
00:53:45,470 --> 00:53:46,470
You're lying
538
00:53:54,213 --> 00:53:55,749
Stand up when I speak to you
539
00:53:59,293 --> 00:54:00,293
Get up
540
00:54:01,954 --> 00:54:03,035
- Get up
- Lower your voice
541
00:54:03,382 --> 00:54:06,822
- I am your employer. Stand up when I speak
to you - Your father's my employer actually
542
00:54:06,996 --> 00:54:09,294
- Either way. I could report you
- For what?
543
00:54:14,126 --> 00:54:16,046
With a name like yours,
that can make the papers
544
00:54:17,156 --> 00:54:19,739
See. We can both pull rank, darling
545
00:54:20,205 --> 00:54:21,485
- You wouldn't dare
- Wouldn't I?
546
00:54:23,592 --> 00:54:25,632
I've seen the way you've looked at me
over the years
547
00:54:25,750 --> 00:54:28,009
You look at me like I'm simple.
Like I'm an animal.
548
00:54:28,021 --> 00:54:30,074
Like you know what I want.
So you play with it
549
00:54:30,465 --> 00:54:34,163
But it's never occurred to you. Has it.
That I can play with you too?
550
00:54:36,197 --> 00:54:37,779
You act like I'm the crude one
551
00:54:38,098 --> 00:54:40,574
I've never met anyone
act the way you did
552
00:54:40,586 --> 00:54:43,252
tonight. I've seen animals
with more dignity
553
00:54:48,816 --> 00:54:53,606
Go on. Finish
554
00:54:53,764 --> 00:54:58,918
I said go on
555
00:55:05,537 --> 00:55:12,295
I think you're proud of what just happened.
You wanted 'Moo
556
00:55:16,458 --> 00:55:19,484
Although the conquest was a little too easy
to give me genuine pleasure
557
00:55:26,458 --> 00:55:30,190
You just can't see beyond
this idea of conquest can you?
558
00:55:31,717 --> 00:55:33,742
You only see it, or me,
as something to have
559
00:55:34,074 --> 00:55:36,394
You had me. That's what you think isn't it?
Which is ironic
560
00:55:36,494 --> 00:55:40,783
Because if anyone conquered anyone,
if anyone had anyone, I had you
561
00:55:44,858 --> 00:55:48,214
- What are we going to do?
- We're going to leave
562
00:55:51,231 --> 00:55:55,691
- To talk like this to each other forever?
- No. To enjoy ourselves
563
00:55:57,924 --> 00:56:00,928
As long as we can.
And then die
564
00:56:01,678 --> 00:56:05,308
Die? No. Let's just build our restaurant
565
00:56:06,865 --> 00:56:11,257
- In Cape Verde. Oranges on the trees
- We could be there so soon
566
00:56:12,732 --> 00:56:18,535
We could wake up there in one of those
beds with the netting around it
567
00:56:21,881 --> 00:56:23,019
Ocean breeze
568
00:56:25,374 --> 00:56:29,436
No things. No things around us
569
00:56:29,964 --> 00:56:35,971
No stuff. No things.
Just us. Just our bodies
570
00:56:40,344 --> 00:56:43,097
Clean sheets. Warm skin
571
00:56:45,544 --> 00:56:49,549
Do we have enough for the flight?
Just for the flight?
572
00:56:50,112 --> 00:56:52,752
- We could work it out somehow...
- Money money money
573
00:56:53,988 --> 00:56:55,916
Why is it so dirty to you?
Money? You can do
574
00:56:55,928 --> 00:56:58,084
something with what you have.
Can't you see that?
575
00:57:00,056 --> 00:57:03,037
Stop being ashamed and own it. Own this
576
00:57:03,866 --> 00:57:06,346
Use what you have to make something,
build something. Be strong
577
00:57:06,463 --> 00:57:10,946
- Money money money, then we die
- I don't want to die
578
00:57:14,491 --> 00:57:16,767
- Really?
- It scares me
579
00:57:19,707 --> 00:57:25,726
I think it's a bk like before being born
580
00:57:28,444 --> 00:57:33,848
A sort of wonderful... nothing
581
00:57:35,226 --> 00:57:36,273
I think it could be worse
582
00:57:39,897 --> 00:57:40,967
Hell?
583
00:57:44,395 --> 00:57:47,569
Oh my god, you believe in God
584
00:57:51,381 --> 00:57:53,725
You do don't you? Wow!
585
00:57:56,125 --> 00:57:57,172
Why' are you laughing?
586
00:57:57,411 --> 00:58:01,018
No, I'm sorry, it's a bk like believing
in Santa really, it's sweet
587
00:58:04,093 --> 00:58:08,348
What would your God think of tonight?
Would he be milled?
588
00:58:12,314 --> 00:58:13,874
I'm tired of this. I'm going to the car
589
00:58:14,525 --> 00:58:17,565
- You're tired now are you? You're done?
- This is stupid. We're being stupid
590
00:58:17,637 --> 00:58:20,277
You think I can be brushed off like that?
You owe me more than that
591
00:58:22,069 --> 00:58:24,229
Do you want to know
why your father really stayed away?
592
00:58:25,688 --> 00:58:27,804
It's because he hates seeing you like this
593
00:58:28,845 --> 00:58:31,155
Out of control. Slurring. Popping pills
594
00:58:33,064 --> 00:58:34,873
It reminds him of her. Before she did it
595
00:58:36,835 --> 00:58:40,089
And it's painful. And you know that.
Deep down you know that
596
00:58:45,247 --> 00:58:47,447
- You're right. It doesn't look good
- What do you mean?
597
00:58:48,776 --> 00:58:50,416
People might not believe it was my choice
598
00:59:01,414 --> 00:59:05,214
- You shouldn't get high
- Why?
599
00:59:05,509 --> 00:59:08,991
- It makes you say things you don't mean
- So?
600
00:59:09,233 --> 00:59:12,931
- It makes you talk too much - I
shouldn't talk? Is that what you'd like?
601
00:59:14,612 --> 00:59:17,206
You'd like me nice and mute?
Is that how you'd like me? Quiet?
602
00:59:20,778 --> 00:59:22,098
You actually would. Wouldn't you?
603
00:59:23,108 --> 00:59:25,028
I didn't say anything.
Repeat what you said to me
604
00:59:26,846 --> 00:59:29,395
Fine. I regret it. I regret the insinuation
605
00:59:31,386 --> 00:59:32,986
I'm completely desperate. Don't you see?
606
00:59:33,514 --> 00:59:36,893
What do you want from me?
What do you want me to do? What?
607
00:59:38,637 --> 00:59:40,157
I don't understand. I don't understand
608
00:59:41,496 --> 00:59:44,773
Do you want me to take you away? And then
kiss you and then my? And then what?
609
00:59:48,338 --> 00:59:50,591
This is getting too painful
610
00:59:50,765 --> 00:59:54,099
I can see that you're miserable. I can see
that somehow you've always been miserable
611
00:59:54,274 --> 00:59:55,469
But I don't understand you
612
00:59:57,100 --> 00:59:59,114
I don't have the luxury
to be sad like you do
613
01:00:00,437 --> 01:00:04,123
Love to me is a game that I can play
when I have a few hours off
614
01:00:04,411 --> 01:00:06,846
I don't have all day and night like you do
615
01:00:07,165 --> 01:00:09,076
It's not a blood sport. That's a luxury
616
01:00:10,144 --> 01:00:13,728
To torment yourself like this is a luxury,
to have the fucking time
617
01:00:28,399 --> 01:00:29,946
Why are you looking at me like that?
618
01:00:33,368 --> 01:00:41,298
Because I want to do this
619
01:00:43,823 --> 01:00:45,905
I really want to be with you.
So can we just go
620
01:00:46,622 --> 01:00:48,363
- I'm here
- Are you?
621
01:00:49,029 --> 01:00:53,159
- I'm here. Lets go
- Let's do it
622
01:00:55,100 --> 01:00:56,660
I just need to tell you something first
623
01:00:57,094 --> 01:00:59,722
Do you really want to go now?
Then let's go
624
01:01:00,908 --> 01:01:03,263
- Kristina will be up any minute
- Just listen
625
01:01:08,748 --> 01:01:20,808
She was a complicated woman, my mother
626
01:01:27,122 --> 01:01:33,277
You know that... I was the one to find her?
627
01:01:45,754 --> 01:01:50,146
Money isn't everything
628
01:01:53,603 --> 01:01:56,618
And love is a joke
629
01:01:58,564 --> 01:01:59,564
But you got engaged
630
01:02:00,344 --> 01:02:01,846
Exactly. Ha ha
631
01:02:02,138 --> 01:02:03,138
So what happened?
632
01:02:05,708 --> 01:02:06,708
I just got bored of him
633
01:02:07,119 --> 01:02:08,359
That's not what happened is it?
634
01:02:09,436 --> 01:02:10,996
Why, what do you mean? What did he say?
635
01:02:13,548 --> 01:02:15,428
I broke it off. Has he said it was him?
The liar
636
01:02:15,480 --> 01:02:19,872
I saw you tell him that you were too tired.
That you wanted to rest
637
01:02:20,767 --> 01:02:23,225
- God. You're cruel
- That's what I saw
638
01:02:23,592 --> 01:02:24,639
- I hate you
- Do you?
639
01:02:24,879 --> 01:02:26,028
I think I'd like to kill you.
Like an animal
640
01:02:26,273 --> 01:02:27,353
- I'm sorry
- No, you're not
641
01:02:27,898 --> 01:02:29,378
You wanted me to be ashamed of loving
642
01:02:29,638 --> 01:02:34,041
I will never be ashamed of loving.
Of wanting. Of needing. So fuck you
643
01:02:40,733 --> 01:02:42,428
- Where's her coat?
- Whose coat?
644
01:02:42,897 --> 01:02:44,897
Kristina's.
She hung it up before she went upstairs
645
01:02:45,071 --> 01:02:46,071
- Did she?
- Yes
646
01:02:46,567 --> 01:02:47,727
- Are you sure?
- Yes, she did
647
01:03:12,947 --> 01:03:15,348
- She's gone
- What do you mean gone?
648
01:03:15,712 --> 01:03:18,832
- She's not in her room and her coat is
gone - Maybe she took the dog out again
649
01:03:19,446 --> 01:03:20,595
- They're clean
- So?
650
01:03:20,975 --> 01:03:21,975
Did you wash them up?
651
01:03:23,383 --> 01:03:25,623
- You don't know that she saw
- Why else would she leave?
652
01:03:25,963 --> 01:03:27,203
- You don't know for sure
- I do
653
01:03:27,365 --> 01:03:28,965
- How?
- Because she's not fucking stupid
654
01:03:29,954 --> 01:03:31,994
If we're leaving,
then why do you care if she knows?
655
01:03:34,033 --> 01:03:35,296
Jean, what are we going to do?
656
01:03:37,505 --> 01:03:39,883
- You could leave first
- Me?
657
01:03:40,623 --> 01:03:45,572
Just go. Travel. Go anywhere.
Give us a while, enough time...
658
01:03:46,035 --> 01:03:48,413
For what?
You to patch things up with your fiancée?
659
01:03:48,589 --> 01:03:53,823
- Enough time for me to follow you - No.
I'm not going to go alone. I won't do that
660
01:03:54,158 --> 01:03:57,435
She could tell him.
She could be so angry, she could tell him
661
01:03:57,794 --> 01:04:00,252
- I'll go if you come with me
- I will follow you. I promise
662
01:04:01,065 --> 01:04:02,100
- Really?
- Really
663
01:04:04,501 --> 01:04:13,091
I'm so tired. I'm so so tired. I can't
think anymore. Just tell me what to do
664
01:04:17,626 --> 01:04:21,995
Go upstairs. Get dressed. Grab what you
need for the journey then come back down
665
01:04:34,479 --> 01:04:37,642
- Can you come with me upstairs?
- No, I've got to clean up down here
666
01:04:38,131 --> 01:04:41,419
Please go. Go quickly
667
01:05:27,676 --> 01:05:29,189
I can't leave him behind
668
01:05:29,449 --> 01:05:30,701
We can't take that
669
01:05:31,853 --> 01:05:35,847
- Jean. He won't look after him
- That's insane. Put it down
670
01:05:36,140 --> 01:05:38,017
- It's the only thing...
- Put it down
671
01:05:42,399 --> 01:05:45,425
I'd rather kill him.
I'd rather kill him than leave him
672
01:05:45,838 --> 01:05:47,203
Go on. Fucking do it
673
01:06:24,319 --> 01:06:28,153
Do you think I'm afraid?
Do you think I'm afraid of that?
674
01:06:31,475 --> 01:06:32,613
Afraid of doing that?
675
01:06:41,583 --> 01:06:43,176
The thing is...
676
01:06:46,138 --> 01:06:53,101
When you've seen the worst thing...
When you've had the worst thing happen...
677
01:06:55,452 --> 01:07:00,062
Nothing really frightens you again.
Because what
678
01:07:00,074 --> 01:07:04,224
is really frightening
is already inside you
679
01:07:09,453 --> 01:07:10,921
It is you
680
01:07:20,366 --> 01:07:21,845
It's so light
681
01:07:22,940 --> 01:07:24,339
Jean, can you come with me?
682
01:07:27,446 --> 01:07:28,845
I can't be on my own today
683
01:07:30,806 --> 01:07:35,653
A crammed plane. People staring at me. The
queues. The headache. Children screaming
684
01:07:36,096 --> 01:07:39,839
I can't. I can't
685
01:07:43,606 --> 01:07:45,506
I can't stop remembering today
686
01:07:47,983 --> 01:07:51,260
I can't stop remembering being a mild
687
01:07:51,737 --> 01:07:58,848
I keep having these flashes of summer.
Of afternoons in the garden
688
01:08:01,452 --> 01:08:09,530
Making strange things with sticks.
Talking to animals
689
01:08:12,020 --> 01:08:15,797
Bruises.
The good kind of bruises. Not the...
690
01:08:21,986 --> 01:08:27,538
Finding chocolate in my pocket
melted in the wrapper...
691
01:08:27,800 --> 01:08:36,732
...so I could push them into new shapes
and give them to her
692
01:08:48,670 --> 01:08:50,627
What's happened to me since then?
693
01:08:53,304 --> 01:08:57,787
What's happened to me? So much has
happened but also nothing at all
694
01:08:58,408 --> 01:09:05,018
Even if I run these memories come,
and with them the guilt
695
01:09:06,586 --> 01:09:09,237
The guilt and what I've become
696
01:09:21,789 --> 01:09:23,507
You're not pretending?
697
01:09:24,668 --> 01:09:31,938
No, let's do it, let's go.
Let's go, let's do it
698
01:09:32,011 --> 01:09:34,662
Let's go before she comes bad!
699
01:09:57,966 --> 01:10:00,845
You've made a mess, haven't you?
700
01:10:02,983 --> 01:10:04,087
Kristina, listen to me
701
01:10:04,573 --> 01:10:06,849
- Listen to me and I'll tell you everything
- I don't want you to tell me everything
702
01:10:07,856 --> 01:10:10,063
I can't stay here and Jean can't stay,
so we have to go
703
01:10:10,295 --> 01:10:12,081
- I see
- But I have an idea
704
01:10:12,451 --> 01:10:15,261
- And what's that?
- Why don't the three of us go together?
705
01:10:18,448 --> 01:10:21,657
To Cape Verde. To open
a restaurant together
706
01:10:22,273 --> 01:10:26,540
Together we could run it.
It could be such a our restaurant...
707
01:10:33,635 --> 01:10:34,716
Do you believe that?
708
01:10:37,951 --> 01:10:38,951
- Do I believe it?
- Yes
709
01:10:46,928 --> 01:10:48,373
No
710
01:10:50,786 --> 01:10:51,981
Are you insane?
711
01:10:55,120 --> 01:10:56,815
I don't know
712
01:11:05,138 --> 01:11:07,095
I wanted so badly for you to surprise me
713
01:11:07,322 --> 01:11:08,166
I...
714
01:11:08,178 --> 01:11:10,747
And I went to church with you.
To please you
715
01:11:11,384 --> 01:11:13,591
- it was me. It wasn't him, I'm sorry
- That's not true
716
01:11:13,761 --> 01:11:15,343
I hold your hair up when you're sick
717
01:11:15,530 --> 01:11:17,157
I pick you up after your abortion
718
01:11:17,659 --> 01:11:19,764
I wash your blood-stained underwear
719
01:11:20,418 --> 01:11:22,739
I get up most days and I serve you
720
01:11:27,081 --> 01:11:30,858
But I tell myself, it's not her fault.
She's a nice girl
721
01:11:31,761 --> 01:11:34,992
It could be the other way round. She treats
me well. She treats me like a person
722
01:11:35,341 --> 01:11:41,485
She didn't write history.
She's just snared in the story like me
723
01:11:43,634 --> 01:11:46,103
Sometimes she even makes
it possible for us both
724
01:11:46,115 --> 01:11:48,697
to pretend that we're not
hostage to our situation
725
01:11:49,061 --> 01:11:53,646
Sometimes when we're talking in the kitchen
we can both pretend that it's all pretend
726
01:11:54,037 --> 01:12:00,124
And that makes the job sort of bearable,
that we both have moments of pretending...
727
01:12:00,508 --> 01:12:03,910
...that it all isn't so fucked.
That it all isn't so fucking unfair
728
01:12:04,326 --> 01:12:05,326
Look at me!
729
01:12:11,783 --> 01:12:15,105
All I had here was a tiny bit of dignity
730
01:12:15,624 --> 01:12:20,482
And even that you've snatched,
and 'wasn't even precious to you
731
01:12:20,883 --> 01:12:24,706
I don't think you even knew I had it.
That I need it
732
01:12:25,085 --> 01:12:28,237
I don't think you know
what it's like to need something
733
01:12:28,667 --> 01:12:32,080
Just what it's like to want.
And want. And want
734
01:12:38,148 --> 01:12:49,389
What you've done. What you've just done. Is
worse than sex with someone you shouldn't
735
01:12:50,145 --> 01:12:53,185
That's child's play. Really. It's ordinary.
It's the oldest trick in the book
736
01:12:56,137 --> 01:12:58,964
What you've actually done
is you've turned the light
737
01:12:58,976 --> 01:13:01,655
on when we'd both agreed
to sometimes have it off
738
01:13:02,137 --> 01:13:05,531
In what you've done. You've
reiterated everything. In
739
01:13:05,543 --> 01:13:08,759
your action is the whole
world of taking and taken
740
01:13:09,157 --> 01:13:10,750
You are wrong. You are what's wrong
741
01:13:12,087 --> 01:13:19,107
- I...
- If I were you I would...
742
01:13:19,314 --> 01:13:22,807
Go upstairs and clean yourself up.
You look awful
743
01:13:45,060 --> 01:13:47,495
She's right. I do
744
01:14:00,763 --> 01:14:08,045
Clean sheets, empty room. Let's go
745
01:14:16,478 --> 01:14:19,072
Are you angry with me?
746
01:14:25,697 --> 01:14:26,812
I've got to go
58734
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