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DRAWERS
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INSPIRED BY TRUE EVENTS
AND CHARACTERS.
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- Mom, he's gonna cut me!
- It's only a play my child.
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CHAPTER 1-LOCKS
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There's a void inside of me
that I just don't know how to fill.
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Should I be yearning for money or for love?
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We are but actors and
the streets are our stages.
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I used to love a girl but she's now a slut.
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I used to love a girl but now she's a slut.
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One, two, three...
Happy birthday!
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Let's see what it is.
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Ayhan, let me take a
family photo of you guys.
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This dwarf will screw
it up. Ayse, you take it.
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This is not a matter for the police.
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I'm her mother. It's just
a case of the teenage blues.
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Hang on a second. Saadet, right?
The paramedics have told me it was rape.
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Don't you hear me?
I'm telling you that it was an accident.
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I have enough on my hands
My daughter's life is on the line.
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Ask her yourself when she wakes up!
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And it's Mrs. Saadet!
You are rude! Know your place!
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Mind your manners! Know your place!
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Know your place, Ayhan.
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The court gave this child's custody to me.
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I'm still looking after your ass.
How will you take care of her?
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Do you want her to become a whore?
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- Why would she become a whore?
And what would that make you?
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One word and you're fired.
You lazy ass bitch.
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You lazy ass, motherfucker.
Who's gonna fire me?
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Cut the crap short.
Who are you calling lazy?
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Do you know what people say
behind your back in the theater?
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Do you want to know? Do you?
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Say it, say it if you dare.
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Say it if you have the guts.
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I'll make a fool out of you.
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Crazy bastard.
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We're just rehearsing. Okay?
It's just a play.
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It's just a play.
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Once upon a time there was a lonely mermaid,
who came from distant lands...
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through warm, blue waters.
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Whenever we leave her alone,
she does that damned thing.
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We need to make her stop.
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The shrink said its normal for little girls
and told me not to overreact.
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- Is this normal behavior?
- That's what he said...
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She's got her mom's blanket in
between her legs and she's grinding.
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I checked her panties the other day,
they were all wet.
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Sweetheart. Why didn't you wake me up?
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- Let me see them. Where are they?
- You guys have such pretty feet.
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Yes, we have! Let me see them little feet.
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Can I have the remote control?
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Hello, Ayse? Where have you been?
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Something very bad happened.
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You cheated on me!
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You never really loved me...
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If you can measure love, lets do it
together. With a cup or a pitcher?
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Zeus built the Parthenon
in exchange for Athena's...
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virginity and you
call me flirtatious?
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- You are evil.
- Evil!
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My little mermaid, would
you like to go play?
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How dare you ask me to kneel?
All I wanted was your love and loyalty.
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Everyone is ready to die for their king.
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Zafer, stop being a dick!
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You just ask for love and loyalty?
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Just like the ones before you.
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Sure, I can fill my heart
with love for my king.
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But my body needs things other than
your old body.
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Cut it out!
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You have the body and the soul of a whore.
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I would've traded my lands for your past.
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But had I given up
whole Olympus by now...
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It would not have been
enough to purify your soul.
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From now on, your gaze is poison,
your soul is lost.
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And you are mute!
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Ayse, where's the girl?
Where's Deniz?
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She's in the room. Playing.
I locked her in.
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I told you to keep an eye on her.
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- I did. I locked her in.
- Give me the keys.
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Please calm down.
You'll wake her up.
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You're doing it again, aren't you?
You little slut. I forbid you to...
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Everything looked OK.
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I told her to wait for you so
we could celebrate all together.
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Isn't it how we do it all the time?
But she insisted. Fine.
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I went over and baked her a cake.
She didn't like it. She wanted to buy one.
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So she went out!
I was watching TV.
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That show my manager Nurhan mentioned.
I lost track of time.
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I called but she wouldn't answer.
I flipped out. She was nowhere to be found!
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So I walked back home.
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It was horrible.
Her arms and legs were all cut up.
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Anyway, I managed to call the ambulance.
My God, she was screaming so much.
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All the neighborhood. They all know me.
- Who?
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- What?
- Did she tell you who did it?
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No, I have no idea.
It's not like we know her boyfriends.
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Here, I'll take it. Thanks.
Do you have any money?
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I can think of a few names but not sure.
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- What about the police?
- Are you mad?
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We can't get the police involved.
God, we should get out of here quickly...
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before getting ripped off.
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What can we fend for ourselves as women?
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No police! You know there are other things.
We'll end up in the papers.
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OK, I get it. No police.
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- So shut up then.
- Deniz was little. Ayhan was the king...
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Don't you know what Ayhan would say
if he hears about this?
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"She's become a whore just like her mother."
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- Exactly!
- He thinks I'm a whore as well.
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Cause you left him. He
thinks you're a whore.
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Open the door, slut.
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Hope she gets well soon but
this is not something easy to get over.
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What a shock!
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You said it was an accident and
refused the rape kit.
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It was a nervous breakdown.
Thank God it's behind us.
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Why did you refuse to
talk to the police, ma'am?
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Deniz won't speak. That is normal.
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But if you don't get
the police involved...
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we can only keep her
here for a limited time.
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I want to have her in my ward
so maybe I can talk to her.
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- Unfortunately Deniz won't speak.
- But she should!
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If we can get help from
family members or friends...
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She was a lonely kid. She used to draw
faces on her fingers and name them.
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She kept diaries.
- That's it. Diaries! Scrapbooks!
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All gone! We were on the
roads touring all the time.
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Mrs. Saadet, in order
to get free treatment,...
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you need to get a police report
and get a case record.
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For God's sake. No need for
police reports or case records
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She left the house and ended up like
this in a few hours. It is so strange!
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My daughter is not insane!
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Go and find yourself crazy
people out on streets!
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What did I tell you before?
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Didn't I forbid you to do that thing?
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Didn't I?
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Why do you lie to me?
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Yeah! Bravo!
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Strip!
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- Allah!
- Go girl!
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Cut it out!
Saadet, stop.
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What else am I supposed to do?
Lift up my skirt and show my underwear?
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It is the military.
That's why they tell you to strip.
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- It's a theater here!
- You gotta show them your panties.
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And you idiots!
Tell her to shake it. Lift it up!
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Come on. Let's go!
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- Strip!
- Shake it!
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Stop! Sorry!
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Deniz, sweetheart?
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Mom, can I stay with you from now on?
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Where did that come from?
Why are you so sweaty?
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Hold on, let me get you
something to change into.
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Take off your shirt. Come on!
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What do I tell you all the time?
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Whatever happens in life,
however bad it may be...
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just tell yourself, it's just a play.
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It will pass. Okay?
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Saadet!
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- Ah here comes Erkut.
- Welcome Deniz.
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Let me get changed. We'll go out shopping.
He beat her again!
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Saadet, please.
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We'll see you at home.
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And then I asked him:
"Who the hell are you!"
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Because he talked too much.
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Check out my pilaf.
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Perfect!
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Oh my! I told you to turn that thing off.
So tired of all of that nonsense.
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We got great music here.
Guess what we bought for Deniz today?
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A red lamp. It looks so good.
- Great!
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Honey, take a picture of us.
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Yes.
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I'll get the reports from police tomorrow.
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- No. Please don't.
- Are you sure, Saadet?
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Yes. I just want to leave it behind us
and carry on.
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Do you know what we decided to do?
- To open up a tavern!
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I'll make granny's appetizers.
My sweet daughter will run the place.
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At nights, I'll be singing along the piano.
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- In a tavern?
- Yes, Sir! And why not?
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Go and tell him why...
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- Ours will be an elite tavern.
- Then lets drink to that!
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Oh my...
It was real cheap wine.
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Aw, my curly haired angel is up already.
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Good morning.
Oh! She even fixed breakfast.
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What are you writing?
Shall we make granny's omelet?
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You should visit her.
She misses you so much.
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Mom, do they serve breakfast
in a tavern?
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What tavern? Oh my...
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I'd never get up that early.
It's your duty!
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What shall we name it?
- King's Tavern.
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Right.
And I am the queen after all.
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Erkut, where is he?
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Morning!
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He's always grumpy in the mornings.
But he's a nice guy.
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Thank God we never fight.
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Sweetie, I will be rehearsing late tonight.
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You'll have dinner with Erkut, all right?
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Come on! Move!
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Before the 19th century,
only male writers' works were recognized.
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That was until letters and diaries were
accepted as literary works.
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Only then were women writers recognized too.
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Just like which mythological character,
punished into silence by Zeus?
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- Medusa! -Exactly, like Medusa
with her serpent locks.
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Women began speaking up and writing.
But it took time.
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Because they were silent for centuries.
They didn't have a language of their own.
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So what did they do?
They started imitating male writers.
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Deniz!
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- What's up?
- Fine.
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Jump in!
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How's my pretty girl doing?
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We missed you. Shall we go home?
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- Okay.
- Good girl.
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How's school?
What are you studying?
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We are studying mythology. Medusa!
She's got snakes in her hair.
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Deniz, listen! I don't want you to use that
tunnel. It's a shortcut but very dangerous.
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Day or night. With or without your friends.
Don't you ever get in. Use the main street.
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Do you understand?
So what were you saying?
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You little runaway.
Come here.
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Where have you been?
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Ayse, clear that make-up stuff.
Deniz, go get changed.
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Women are unstable. Untrustworthy!
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The chef's in a good
mood today, cooking pasta!
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Her mood constantly changes.
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Mom asked me to show my essays to you too.
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- Her rubbish ideas again!
- Come on guys, I'm starving here.
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You'll become a much better actor than me.
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I told you to read Shakespeare and Chekhov.
They wrote all that can be written.
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Forget that contemporary crap.
- Shakespeare is so last century, baby!
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Ayse, fix the table!
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You don't do it anymore, do you?
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Show it to me.
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- I got some garden tomatoes.
- Ayse!
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Good girl. Don't you ever do it.
I love you so much.
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Did you like my skirt?
Shall I get you one too?
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- Yes.
- Oh you're so beautiful.
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Come on! Before it gets cold.
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She'll become a model.
Maybe we shouldn't have cooked pasta.
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She looks like a twig.
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Aw, darling. I still didn't get to wear
the ones you got me last week.
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Please. You're embarrassing me.
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You are getting depressed.
Maybe we should take a trip together.
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A few days away would
be good for both of us.
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Can I be alone with Deniz for a while?
235
00:28:39,831 --> 00:28:47,206
Saadet, I meant to say this earlier.
When Ayhan was playing King Solomon...
236
00:28:47,664 --> 00:28:50,289
I don't give a shit
about the king right now!
237
00:28:50,622 --> 00:28:53,289
Go to Deniz's place.
Tidy it up a little.
238
00:28:53,539 --> 00:28:56,247
I left everything in a mess.
Bring some clean clothes too.
239
00:28:56,497 --> 00:28:58,914
So we can get her out soon
before they screw us totally.
240
00:28:59,372 --> 00:29:03,706
- Oh, and get me two packs of cigarettes.
- But I...
241
00:29:52,872 --> 00:29:54,872
- My beautiful girl.
- My precious.
242
00:29:58,414 --> 00:30:03,080
Mehmet, someone needs to look after Deniz.
I don't trust that bastard Cahit.
243
00:30:03,455 --> 00:30:06,289
He'd always come up with
an excuse to flunk her.
244
00:30:06,539 --> 00:30:09,789
Nobody's perfect!
Some miss an eye, others have small ears.
245
00:30:10,039 --> 00:30:11,872
Ayse would fix it with make up.
246
00:30:12,122 --> 00:30:15,289
Don't you worry.
If she can dance then she has a musical ear.
247
00:30:21,164 --> 00:30:25,205
Ayhan has always been kind to me.
I owe him a lot.
248
00:30:25,997 --> 00:30:28,914
Happy birthday Deniz.
249
00:30:29,164 --> 00:30:32,872
- Foxy fox. What time is it?
- Here, I got you stomach pills.
250
00:30:33,247 --> 00:30:36,872
Some make your head spin while
others make you outright puke.
251
00:30:37,622 --> 00:30:39,497
Foxy and Gazelle are so funny!
252
00:30:39,747 --> 00:30:44,622
Gazelle has loose pants!
She's not trustworthy!
253
00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:48,039
Probably jealous of you.
She's in love with me.
254
00:30:48,789 --> 00:30:50,955
Enough is enough. Come on!
255
00:31:02,914 --> 00:31:05,497
Why are you so grumpy, man?
It's just a joke.
256
00:31:05,789 --> 00:31:09,664
- Zafer, you dwarf!
- Dwarf but hung like a horse, baby!
257
00:31:09,914 --> 00:31:13,039
I'll crush you under my cock, you midget!
258
00:31:13,789 --> 00:31:17,414
Yeah? Thought you were gonna crush me.
259
00:31:18,164 --> 00:31:21,414
- What happened?
- Take out that trash!
260
00:31:22,372 --> 00:31:25,455
Ayse, forget about Ayhan.
Here's a real man!
261
00:31:26,539 --> 00:31:30,705
Mehmet, can I trust you?
You're an honorable man!
262
00:31:48,289 --> 00:31:49,997
Don't tell me it was your first time.
263
00:31:51,122 --> 00:31:54,372
Not at all!
I've been doing it since I was five.
264
00:31:54,830 --> 00:31:58,622
The reason I asked is because
there's nothing like the first time.
265
00:32:00,455 --> 00:32:05,414
Imagine the first time
for bugs, birds and fish...
266
00:32:06,289 --> 00:32:11,455
Seek the patronage of some great man,
And like a creeping vine on a...
267
00:32:11,705 --> 00:32:18,247
tall tree. Cyrano de Bergerac!
They were my fairy tales!
268
00:32:19,330 --> 00:32:24,122
- Don't hate literature.
- I don't. I like other stuff.
269
00:32:24,997 --> 00:32:30,164
I like Isabel Allende. Magic realism.
Here, these are mine...
270
00:32:31,247 --> 00:32:34,205
Ay-yende.
271
00:32:37,997 --> 00:32:42,872
Your essays are useless. They won't
like contemporary stuff at the exam.
272
00:32:45,455 --> 00:32:47,747
What happened after
your girlfriend left you?
273
00:32:48,164 --> 00:32:51,414
If you fail to enter the conservatory
your dad will kill us both.
274
00:32:52,705 --> 00:32:55,622
Nina works every time.
275
00:33:06,164 --> 00:33:09,997
Why would you tell me that
you kiss the ground I walk on?
276
00:33:10,455 --> 00:33:13,330
Someone should kill me. I'm so tired.
277
00:33:13,580 --> 00:33:16,205
Here. Look. Let's try this.
278
00:33:18,163 --> 00:33:20,788
Take these. Your wings.
279
00:33:25,205 --> 00:33:26,372
Look here.
280
00:33:31,497 --> 00:33:35,122
I am a seagull.
281
00:33:36,163 --> 00:33:38,205
No.
282
00:33:39,122 --> 00:33:40,747
Smile right here.
283
00:33:42,788 --> 00:33:46,247
I am an actor.
284
00:33:46,705 --> 00:33:49,122
Step back. Look to the distance.
285
00:33:50,455 --> 00:33:52,788
No. I am an actor.
286
00:33:53,497 --> 00:33:59,413
So he's here too? Did you know?
He never believed in theater.
287
00:34:00,538 --> 00:34:05,080
He mocked with my dreams.
288
00:34:05,538 --> 00:34:09,538
So I lost my confidence.
Lost all courage.
289
00:34:09,788 --> 00:34:14,372
I didn't know how to use my hands
or how to stand on stage.
290
00:34:14,622 --> 00:34:16,705
I can't not control my voice.
291
00:34:17,538 --> 00:34:24,497
Do you know how it feels to realize
you are a terrible actor?
292
00:34:24,872 --> 00:34:27,122
We know, honey. That's enough.
293
00:34:28,330 --> 00:34:33,330
She was really great, Ayhan. She did not
stumble once. It was Cihat's rudeness.
294
00:34:33,872 --> 00:34:38,038
- I don't want to be an actor, Dad.
- What do you want to do?
295
00:34:38,747 --> 00:34:40,872
We'll open up a tavern together with mom.
296
00:34:50,997 --> 00:34:52,330
Don't look.
297
00:35:37,372 --> 00:35:40,622
- You forgot your lines again!
- You have no "souplesse!"
298
00:35:40,913 --> 00:35:46,372
I got no "souplesse?" You slut!
Yes, you are a slut!
299
00:35:47,038 --> 00:35:49,455
- Yes I am!
- Yes you are. Slut!
300
00:35:50,122 --> 00:35:52,747
He never gets off the stage.
That snake!
301
00:35:53,247 --> 00:35:55,205
Aren't you tired of him yet?
302
00:35:57,538 --> 00:35:59,413
Any fuckers around?
303
00:37:07,246 --> 00:37:11,455
I was at moms.
I missed her, dad.
304
00:37:12,205 --> 00:37:16,788
What do you mean take another look?
She hasn't lost her virginity.
305
00:37:18,038 --> 00:37:22,121
You should be ashamed to bring
your daughter here.
306
00:37:23,413 --> 00:37:26,705
I know you're lying.
307
00:37:36,538 --> 00:37:39,496
Don't cry, dad.
308
00:38:15,621 --> 00:38:18,496
- You're already dressed up.
- Lock the door behind you. OK?
309
00:38:18,871 --> 00:38:20,246
Are you leaving?
310
00:38:23,496 --> 00:38:27,455
Could you not tell your mom
you're staying at a friend's?
311
00:38:28,121 --> 00:38:31,580
I can't. But I'll come back for breakfast.
312
00:38:41,038 --> 00:38:46,246
He hardly talks and never wants to
be in a photo. Something is fishy.
313
00:38:47,038 --> 00:38:51,705
Men are like lemons. They make your mouth
water but you feel sick when you eat them.
314
00:38:52,121 --> 00:38:55,746
- I think he's gay.
- Nonsense. He must be married.
315
00:38:56,163 --> 00:38:59,663
Much better!
He'll fuck off when he's done.
316
00:39:00,621 --> 00:39:05,455
Dick!
You say "I'll dick you around!"
317
00:39:05,788 --> 00:39:08,913
I think it's a newly furnished flat.
Very dusty!
318
00:39:09,413 --> 00:39:13,288
- What's wrong with your toes?
- Same as my dad's. We have wonky pinky toes!
319
00:39:14,913 --> 00:39:17,663
He already likes you guys.
Wants to meet you all.
320
00:39:17,913 --> 00:39:20,746
Well, bling bash no cash!
321
00:39:20,996 --> 00:39:23,705
The house is empty.
We need to do some shopping.
322
00:39:23,955 --> 00:39:28,455
Ayse made meatballs for you.
Come on, dear, you must eat.
323
00:39:32,538 --> 00:39:34,080
Deniz.
324
00:39:36,246 --> 00:39:38,705
Sorry, we can't accept visitors.
325
00:39:40,871 --> 00:39:44,080
I came by as soon as Ayse called.
326
00:39:44,330 --> 00:39:47,080
Silly of her! She shouldn't have called.
I'm her mother.
327
00:39:47,330 --> 00:39:51,121
Oh my... I'm Ayhan's
neighbor from Kirazlidere.
328
00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:59,705
Nothing serious. Just a minor accident.
We don't want to worry her dad.
329
00:40:00,830 --> 00:40:04,788
- I need to go back inside.
- If you ever need anything...
330
00:40:05,288 --> 00:40:11,913
Ah sure, thanks. Ayse, come on in, honey!
Have a nice day.
331
00:40:13,246 --> 00:40:15,663
Have you lost your mind?
332
00:40:16,621 --> 00:40:18,496
It's the biggest agency dad.
333
00:40:18,788 --> 00:40:22,746
They organize fashion shows
and shoot commercials. Why not?
334
00:40:23,163 --> 00:40:28,579
Yeah, Ayhan. Why not? It was my idea.
Can't you see how pretty she is?
335
00:40:30,579 --> 00:40:33,601
Never mind him. You
know what's bugging him.
336
00:40:33,621 --> 00:40:34,788
No. What's that?
337
00:40:35,121 --> 00:40:38,704
Everyone has problems.
Why make such a big deal?
338
00:40:38,954 --> 00:40:42,788
That's how all dads are.
It's men's stuff.
339
00:40:43,246 --> 00:40:45,996
Coming to the beach?
340
00:40:46,538 --> 00:40:52,246
They still give him a hard time at
the theater. We should move out here.
341
00:40:52,496 --> 00:40:55,579
- Nothing will change.
- He has already changed!
342
00:40:55,954 --> 00:40:59,746
Look! He's in such a great mood.
We are so much closer now!
343
00:40:59,996 --> 00:41:03,204
Hey, wait!
Let's swim!
344
00:41:13,996 --> 00:41:20,496
- Welcome. You must be Ayhan's daughter.
- I am. My name is Deniz.
345
00:41:20,996 --> 00:41:24,788
- My daughter is a big fan of yours.
- What's your name?
346
00:41:25,204 --> 00:41:27,746
- Asli.
- You're so pretty Asli!
347
00:41:28,038 --> 00:41:30,996
- What do you wanna be when you grow up?
- An actress.
348
00:41:31,246 --> 00:41:34,538
- Ayhan influenced her.
- Ah! Good luck!
349
00:41:34,788 --> 00:41:36,996
Mommy!
350
00:42:13,871 --> 00:42:20,538
Good morning, sir. I'd like to visit you
about a very interesting case.
351
00:42:21,246 --> 00:42:25,038
I can't seem to figure it out.
I'd like to have your opinion.
352
00:42:25,496 --> 00:42:26,829
Alright sir.
353
00:42:38,913 --> 00:42:42,954
You'll wear the wedding dress, huh?
Are you a virgin?
354
00:42:44,204 --> 00:42:47,413
Kidding! Why don't you come over sometime?
355
00:42:47,663 --> 00:42:51,371
- Sure, for dinner?
- Yeah, right, to eat you up.
356
00:42:52,496 --> 00:42:55,371
- Yunus!
- Someone has messed with my stuff.
357
00:42:55,621 --> 00:42:58,413
All my stuff was on the floor.
This place is filthy.
358
00:42:58,663 --> 00:43:00,329
No one would touch it.
359
00:43:00,579 --> 00:43:03,788
If you don't want to wear them I'll
find someone else. -Good damn you all.
360
00:43:04,038 --> 00:43:07,704
Deniz, come on!
All of you! Line up!
361
00:43:08,163 --> 00:43:09,413
Quickly!
362
00:43:11,829 --> 00:43:13,829
Watch out for him. Nut job.
363
00:43:14,454 --> 00:43:18,371
Hear the music.
Heads up. Smile!
364
00:43:57,162 --> 00:44:00,287
I looked at her scrapbook
Deniz clearly has a drawers problem.
365
00:44:00,537 --> 00:44:02,662
- What?
- Drawers.
366
00:44:02,996 --> 00:44:09,454
Well, I have plenty of drawers,
cabinets, closets and whatnot.
367
00:44:10,204 --> 00:44:17,329
In English, the word 'drawers' also means
underwear. In fact, the two are connected.
368
00:44:17,954 --> 00:44:21,912
- This part is very important.
- I didn't know you spoke English.
369
00:44:22,371 --> 00:44:26,412
- Deniz should receive EMDR treatment.
- What the heck is that?
370
00:44:26,662 --> 00:44:30,912
Let me explain.
We all have drawers in our minds.
371
00:44:31,454 --> 00:44:34,309
Some are wide, others narrow, or deep...
372
00:44:34,329 --> 00:44:38,329
Some are filled to the
brim while others are empty.
373
00:44:39,162 --> 00:44:46,204
For example, we may fill our work and
achievements into a separate drawer. Or not.
374
00:44:47,496 --> 00:44:54,579
We may call one a family drawer.
375
00:44:56,246 --> 00:45:01,496
Another may be filled with sex,
And yet another with hobbies...
376
00:45:01,996 --> 00:45:03,787
Some drawers remain empty.
377
00:45:05,412 --> 00:45:10,704
Later in life, these empty drawers
may cause disappointment and despair.
378
00:45:12,454 --> 00:45:17,037
Sometimes, we waste
time with a wrong drawer.
379
00:45:20,954 --> 00:45:24,996
Some drawers remain locked.
The answers and reasons remain hidden there.
380
00:45:26,079 --> 00:45:29,746
CHAPTER 2 - DRAWERS
381
00:45:30,204 --> 00:45:33,204
Deniz, we talked about this before.
382
00:45:33,454 --> 00:45:37,787
You want to open up a tavern with your mom.
A childish dream!
383
00:45:38,079 --> 00:45:40,996
I told you, I can give up everything.
384
00:45:41,246 --> 00:45:44,079
My parents would never accept you.
Your parents are actors.
385
00:45:44,329 --> 00:45:46,329
Do you love me?
386
00:45:46,621 --> 00:45:48,329
Just like others.
387
00:45:48,579 --> 00:45:51,704
- So?
- I sleep with all of them.
388
00:45:51,954 --> 00:45:54,996
- I'm cheating on you.
- I'm cheating on you too.
389
00:45:55,287 --> 00:45:58,496
- I'm not joking.
- Neither am I.
390
00:46:01,871 --> 00:46:06,412
My parents found me a girl to marry.
I have a wedding soon.
391
00:46:07,162 --> 00:46:10,162
This is where we're at.
Lets keep it like this..
392
00:46:11,537 --> 00:46:13,996
And don't leave these bills lying around.
393
00:46:14,662 --> 00:46:18,787
I said "get up and leave".
He says "you must hear this one thing".
394
00:46:19,079 --> 00:46:21,496
Just finished sex.
Just get up and leave, right?
395
00:46:21,746 --> 00:46:26,662
He wants to keep dating.
Hand in hand. Forever! Until we fuck!
396
00:46:26,954 --> 00:46:28,892
And then? His breath would stink.
397
00:46:28,912 --> 00:46:31,746
Or he'd come early. Or
he couldn't get it up.
398
00:46:31,996 --> 00:46:35,787
And I have been thinking that
you were the love of my life.
399
00:46:36,079 --> 00:46:39,829
Marriage talk-already!
His military service stories!
400
00:46:40,121 --> 00:46:42,537
He even asked me if I liked babies. Yuck!
401
00:46:42,787 --> 00:46:46,787
Get yourself a fresh pair of
underwear first, then you can propose.
402
00:46:47,371 --> 00:46:50,829
Anyway, I woke up the other night,
and saw three more guys in bed...
403
00:46:51,079 --> 00:46:53,204
I said: That's life!
404
00:46:53,871 --> 00:46:57,287
"Get up and leave."
405
00:46:57,621 --> 00:47:00,621
You must be firm. "Get up and leave!"
406
00:47:01,037 --> 00:47:02,496
"Get up and leave!"
407
00:47:02,746 --> 00:47:04,954
"I've got the goods, I make the rules."
408
00:47:05,662 --> 00:47:06,996
"I've got the goods..."
What?
409
00:47:07,246 --> 00:47:11,704
"I've got the goods, I make the rules."
410
00:47:15,412 --> 00:47:17,162
Who's that bitch?
411
00:47:23,287 --> 00:47:27,704
Pay your own bills.
Mahmut is not coming back.
412
00:47:30,620 --> 00:47:32,954
- It's Ayse.
- Ayse?
413
00:47:35,745 --> 00:47:37,412
They drove him mad at the theater again!
414
00:47:37,620 --> 00:47:41,329
He's been asking about you.
I told him you were at your mom's.
415
00:47:45,370 --> 00:47:46,412
Dad.
416
00:47:51,787 --> 00:47:59,370
All because of you. You're happy with
your mom. You finally became just like her.
417
00:48:00,287 --> 00:48:04,579
Look at you. You look like a whore.
You worship money.
418
00:48:04,912 --> 00:48:10,037
I make enough money by modeling.
Though, I had flu last week, I stayed in.
419
00:48:10,954 --> 00:48:14,329
A week before that I got an abortion.
Did you know about it?
420
00:48:14,662 --> 00:48:18,745
I've been to London for English classes.
Did you know that?
421
00:48:19,037 --> 00:48:22,704
Look at my clothes.
Who do you think bought them?
422
00:48:23,704 --> 00:48:25,745
- Your mom...
- My mom? How?
423
00:48:26,079 --> 00:48:29,745
She's starving. You just used her
and threw her out. Do you even care?
424
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:32,412
She made a whore of you.
Just like herself.
425
00:48:32,662 --> 00:48:36,579
- Do you sell yourself for money?
- How do I look from behind, dad?
426
00:48:36,829 --> 00:48:42,454
Can you see my boots?
Very popular, my boyfriend bought them..
427
00:48:42,954 --> 00:48:47,454
- Do you like them?
- Your mom sold you out.
428
00:48:48,079 --> 00:48:51,912
She even sold your custody to me.
That whore.
429
00:48:52,162 --> 00:48:55,912
I've plenty of lovers, dad.
They buy me panties, underwear!
430
00:48:56,162 --> 00:48:59,495
I never said, you can't have lovers.
I said, don't become a whore!
431
00:48:59,745 --> 00:49:05,870
I'm not a whore.
I give myself away for free!
432
00:50:10,495 --> 00:50:14,412
It's a nice bed. Sturdy.
Your dad knows his business!
433
00:50:14,995 --> 00:50:19,662
Guys must be disgusted by your
wonky pinky toes.
434
00:50:27,620 --> 00:50:30,204
MONEY TRANSFER TO SAADET ALGIN
435
00:50:32,370 --> 00:50:33,995
Don't rush so much.
436
00:50:34,412 --> 00:50:39,120
- Yunus, you keep calling me, all the time.
- What's up, girl?
437
00:50:39,370 --> 00:50:41,703
I'm going to see the doctor.
438
00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:47,370
Hope everything's OK.
My tongue has healing capabilities.
439
00:50:47,828 --> 00:50:50,328
Your tongue's sick.
You should also go see a doctor.
440
00:50:50,662 --> 00:50:53,453
You're the most comfortable in underwear,
why are you so stiff?
441
00:50:53,703 --> 00:50:55,870
Not stiff.
Uninterested!
442
00:50:56,120 --> 00:50:59,287
There's no cold woman,
if you know how to warm her up.
443
00:50:59,537 --> 00:51:02,870
How about some dry panties, horny girl?
444
00:51:06,412 --> 00:51:07,828
What's up, honey?
445
00:51:14,912 --> 00:51:18,037
Yes doctor. Right away.
446
00:51:20,453 --> 00:51:22,703
Dr. Moshe is waiting for you.
447
00:51:34,537 --> 00:51:36,995
The discharge and the odor
might occur for many reasons.
448
00:51:37,245 --> 00:51:39,078
I'll write you some antibiotics.
449
00:51:42,453 --> 00:51:46,495
But most importantly you should refrain
from sex for the next three weeks.
450
00:51:46,745 --> 00:51:49,787
Your partner would be turned off
by the awful smell, anyhow.
451
00:52:02,537 --> 00:52:05,620
Yunus, I'll be right over.
452
00:52:12,162 --> 00:52:16,078
Nice house.
Who does the cleaning?
453
00:52:16,578 --> 00:52:20,453
- I do.
- I can tell. It's spotless.
454
00:52:21,537 --> 00:52:23,870
- Champagne?
- Yes, I'd love some.
455
00:52:26,870 --> 00:52:30,245
- Would you like to take a shower?
- No, I took one before coming over.
456
00:52:34,370 --> 00:52:35,412
Here.
457
00:52:41,370 --> 00:52:44,578
- To health.
- No, to hygiene.
458
00:52:59,703 --> 00:53:02,995
- I wanna lick you all over.
- Yeah?
459
00:53:12,787 --> 00:53:17,537
- Your panties, are they clean?
- What?
460
00:53:18,078 --> 00:53:23,453
Oh, sure. I've been changing them
three times a day since I was a kid.
461
00:53:26,912 --> 00:53:31,537
- Hmmm love it. I'm gonna lick you so deep!
- Really?
462
00:53:31,870 --> 00:53:35,453
- I'm going to make you my bitch.
- Three weeks ha?
463
00:53:35,745 --> 00:53:40,787
I got the goods I make the rules.
Shhhh, never mind, you keep going down.
464
00:53:49,245 --> 00:53:55,620
That's how we girls fuck men!
You are officially graduated.
465
00:53:57,370 --> 00:53:59,370
There Deniz. This it how it goes.
466
00:53:59,578 --> 00:54:02,120
Don't ride the donkey,
he might start believing he is a horse.
467
00:54:02,245 --> 00:54:05,745
I'm so tired of this thing.
- I never liked that pussy boy Mahmut anyway.
468
00:54:05,995 --> 00:54:08,245
Let's not talk about that.
I'm hungry.
469
00:54:09,287 --> 00:54:13,661
In order to find true love
you need both sides with good hearts.
470
00:54:13,911 --> 00:54:18,828
Eww! I'm gonna find you loveless relations.
So tired of your love talk.
471
00:54:19,328 --> 00:54:22,286
Nonsense, people who are left behind suffer.
472
00:54:22,661 --> 00:54:24,578
Think I'm gonna throw up!
473
00:54:26,495 --> 00:54:28,203
There you go.
474
00:54:29,370 --> 00:54:33,578
Will you take these wings off my plate?
I've told you a million times!
475
00:54:34,453 --> 00:54:35,828
Fine, put them back.
476
00:54:37,661 --> 00:54:40,120
- Bring them, I'll take more..
- Coming.
477
00:54:46,620 --> 00:54:49,453
- Could you drop that phone for two minutes?
- It's not for me.
478
00:54:49,745 --> 00:54:52,745
This number used to belong to that
high society girl.
479
00:54:53,078 --> 00:54:55,620
So I keep receiving invitations to do
parties and commercials.
480
00:54:55,745 --> 00:54:58,328
- What now?
- Sush, I'm checking.
481
00:54:58,578 --> 00:55:03,161
'You're invited to rally champion
Ali's flower themed party'. Let's go!
482
00:55:03,411 --> 00:55:07,120
- We're already there!
- Don't be silly, we don't even know the guy.
483
00:55:07,370 --> 00:55:10,828
But I'm bored to tears over here, Noynoy.
484
00:55:11,245 --> 00:55:14,078
I promise, I won't leave you for a second.
Can we go, please!
485
00:55:14,453 --> 00:55:16,286
- Please let's go.
- I don't want to.
486
00:55:16,911 --> 00:55:19,786
- Please, please.
- No!
487
00:55:26,245 --> 00:55:28,911
- Foxy, what are we going to do?
- I don't know.
488
00:55:32,620 --> 00:55:35,536
I wanted the theme to be flowers
but guests turned out to be haystacks.
489
00:55:35,786 --> 00:55:36,828
Absolutely!
490
00:55:37,036 --> 00:55:41,786
So who invited you guys?
- We're Ali's friends from school.
491
00:55:42,120 --> 00:55:44,620
- Really?
- Yeah! From college.
492
00:55:45,036 --> 00:55:49,078
- Which one?
- Marmara, Fine Arts.
493
00:55:51,370 --> 00:55:55,078
I'm glad to meet you guys.
Especially you!
494
00:55:55,536 --> 00:55:59,328
Guess we have all changed.
I'm Ali.
495
00:56:02,536 --> 00:56:06,661
But you were a skinny kid back then.
No complaints now.
496
00:56:06,911 --> 00:56:08,953
Ah you covered it so smoothly!
497
00:56:09,245 --> 00:56:12,828
Well, it's better to sit on
something hard.
498
00:56:13,453 --> 00:56:17,078
- I need a drink.
- Cocktails here are crap!
499
00:56:57,328 --> 00:57:02,536
- Would you do anything for me?
- I would. Anything you ask.
500
00:58:22,994 --> 00:58:29,119
She attempted suicide a few times.
Apparently melancholia is blue happiness.
501
00:58:30,203 --> 00:58:36,494
We know none of that stuff. The only
medicine dad used to buy was aspirin.
502
00:58:36,869 --> 00:58:38,828
Did she receive any treatment?
503
00:58:39,244 --> 00:58:44,453
We often went to hospitals.
Even the day after we got married.
504
00:58:45,578 --> 00:58:50,494
People say she wasn't always like that.
Makes me sad.
505
00:58:53,328 --> 00:58:55,911
Come with me,
I want to show you something.
506
00:58:59,286 --> 00:59:00,703
Asli!
507
00:59:09,494 --> 00:59:10,953
Is this it?
508
00:59:15,161 --> 00:59:16,994
What does your wife think?
509
00:59:17,661 --> 00:59:22,328
We moved seven times
in the last eight years.
510
00:59:23,203 --> 00:59:25,494
She never was happy.
511
00:59:27,786 --> 00:59:31,286
She's not interested in material things.
512
00:59:32,078 --> 00:59:35,661
Why would you waste time in a garden
while you live by the sea?
513
00:59:35,911 --> 00:59:39,411
I've never seen you swim either!
514
00:59:40,286 --> 00:59:45,619
Don't let my appearance fool you.
I come from a farming family.
515
00:59:46,036 --> 00:59:48,411
My medicine is soil.
516
01:00:07,869 --> 01:00:12,411
The well known rally racer made an accident
on his way back from vacation,
517
01:00:12,744 --> 01:00:16,536
God bless him.
So young! It's so sad.
518
01:00:17,161 --> 01:00:20,703
He died on his way to the hospital...
519
01:00:21,286 --> 01:00:26,786
The accident was caused when an
oncoming vehicle spun out of control.
520
01:00:38,244 --> 01:00:40,536
One love is never enough for me!
521
01:00:41,036 --> 01:00:43,494
I know she can handle it.
522
01:00:43,744 --> 01:00:47,036
She's got a little confidence problem
but hey, no worries.
523
01:00:47,661 --> 01:00:51,433
We were looking for a
model who can act as well.
524
01:00:51,453 --> 01:00:54,161
Meeting you was really unexpected!
525
01:00:54,661 --> 01:00:56,724
There are plenty of scriptwriters.
526
01:00:56,744 --> 01:00:59,744
And dialogue writers
grow repetitive over time.
527
01:01:00,619 --> 01:01:06,203
I'm not creating anything special.
I just talk as if I were somebody else.
528
01:01:06,536 --> 01:01:09,744
After all Shakespeare has written
everything that can be written...
529
01:01:09,994 --> 01:01:11,452
I can't make it, sorry.
530
01:01:17,869 --> 01:01:21,577
You write stuff as if it comes out of
other people's mouths. This is important.
531
01:01:21,827 --> 01:01:27,036
- You just played an Ukrainian model.
- Impersonations, a family gift.
532
01:01:27,452 --> 01:01:30,952
Literature is my passion.
533
01:01:31,827 --> 01:01:34,266
I see lot of similarities
between you and your father!
534
01:01:34,286 --> 01:01:35,952
Watched him on stage, long time ago.
535
01:01:36,411 --> 01:01:40,452
- Do you know my father?
- Yes, he was great at impressions.
536
01:01:40,786 --> 01:01:43,202
- You remind me of him.
- Really?
537
01:01:43,452 --> 01:01:46,952
Yeah, right?
Ayhan is so talented, so sweet...
538
01:01:48,202 --> 01:01:50,411
So, Ahmet, what do you think?
539
01:01:51,327 --> 01:01:55,161
I think it's worth giving a shot.
But she has to decide first.
540
01:01:55,411 --> 01:01:57,077
Come on, give her a chance!
541
01:01:57,327 --> 01:02:01,411
I don't think I can do it.
Come on, Gazelle.
542
01:02:02,869 --> 01:02:07,119
Oh come on. One last drink.
We're celebrating.
543
01:02:07,411 --> 01:02:11,286
- I'm not waiting on this line.
- Leave it with me.
544
01:02:16,286 --> 01:02:21,494
If you turn your back then leave
If you give up then shut up
545
01:02:21,744 --> 01:02:27,119
I've hit rock bottom and I just don't care
546
01:02:30,077 --> 01:02:34,911
My head's kinda fuzzy don't know how to say.
547
01:02:35,494 --> 01:02:40,286
Not sure how many more drinks or smoke
I can take.
548
01:02:40,952 --> 01:02:45,494
Being broke is just another lame excuse.
549
01:02:45,744 --> 01:02:51,036
One more sip one more
toke and I just don't care!
550
01:02:51,952 --> 01:02:57,286
If you come at me then go right ahead
If you turn your back then leave.
551
01:02:57,994 --> 01:03:05,661
If you give up then shut up
I've hit rock bottom and I just don't care.
552
01:03:27,827 --> 01:03:30,077
The doctor is here.
553
01:03:30,327 --> 01:03:32,786
Mrs. Saadet, it's really hard
for me to keep Deniz here...
554
01:03:33,077 --> 01:03:35,369
Furthermore, she's not ready to leave.
555
01:03:35,619 --> 01:03:39,494
But she feels so much better.
She went out for a walk, ate lunch.
556
01:03:39,952 --> 01:03:45,702
- The only thing is that her scabs are itchy.
- Her real wounds are so much deeper.
557
01:03:45,952 --> 01:03:50,077
I swear she wants to leave!
I'll take really good care of her at home.
558
01:03:50,327 --> 01:03:52,119
- Saadet.
- You shut your hole!
559
01:03:52,577 --> 01:03:56,202
- Fine, I'll release her.
- Thank god. We need to celebrate this.
560
01:03:56,452 --> 01:03:58,369
What is there to celebrate?
561
01:03:58,619 --> 01:04:02,411
Do you know what kind of drugs caused
the marks on her face?
562
01:04:02,869 --> 01:04:06,119
No way!
She just has bad skin-
563
01:04:06,452 --> 01:04:10,077
Yes, she did drugs.
The most dangerous type!
564
01:04:12,286 --> 01:04:14,911
- Good going Ayse.
- Sorry but I had to admit.
565
01:04:15,161 --> 01:04:17,161
Now we'll never leave here.
566
01:05:03,285 --> 01:05:08,244
You're away all the time.
There's this void in your mind.
567
01:05:08,494 --> 01:05:10,577
Spiteful critical. Ultimately dull.
568
01:05:10,827 --> 01:05:16,994
The actor's daughter! Constantly observing.
Life is a play to you.
569
01:05:17,327 --> 01:05:22,285
- You just sit back and watch us.
- You're the king of actors, you!
570
01:05:22,869 --> 01:05:26,785
Enough, for six months!
Always your dad!
571
01:05:27,452 --> 01:05:31,244
You're doing all this shit
just because you want to do it.
572
01:05:37,952 --> 01:05:40,452
Here it comes. Here I slide in.
573
01:05:45,494 --> 01:05:48,077
What's the matter? Can't get it up?
574
01:05:50,369 --> 01:05:52,807
So what if your little toe is crooked?
575
01:05:52,827 --> 01:05:56,035
Who cares about your
similarities with your dad?
576
01:05:56,285 --> 01:06:00,285
Fuck that. If that's what you
worry about, better break it.
577
01:06:00,535 --> 01:06:02,785
Cut your ties with him and finish it.
578
01:06:03,035 --> 01:06:07,702
All losers dream about moving south
and opening a tavern. I'm not going!
579
01:06:07,952 --> 01:06:11,827
I'm not going to be another
wannabe rock singer!
580
01:06:17,577 --> 01:06:21,785
Don't wash the corpse too much, it'll fart.
Those people are all dead.
581
01:06:22,035 --> 01:06:24,244
God is not your salvation, girl.
582
01:06:24,494 --> 01:06:28,077
I have no problem with God.
His followers are dickheads.
583
01:06:29,160 --> 01:06:33,660
Why don't you guys rape me one day.
Maybe I'll find some salvation.
584
01:06:33,910 --> 01:06:39,160
I'm going south now
to piss on your dreams.
585
01:07:02,369 --> 01:07:05,244
Hard-on issues are painful.
586
01:07:09,285 --> 01:07:11,285
The needle broke on it.
587
01:07:25,369 --> 01:07:28,244
Gazelle, come on.
We're leaving.
588
01:07:54,910 --> 01:07:56,535
God damn you!
589
01:08:21,035 --> 01:08:23,618
I love you so much, sweety!
590
01:08:45,577 --> 01:08:50,285
Dad, I wrote the dialogues for this show.
591
01:08:54,952 --> 01:08:57,868
Deniz bought you a gift
with her first paycheck.
592
01:08:58,160 --> 01:09:02,785
When I call you will see my photo, dad.
593
01:09:03,952 --> 01:09:05,702
Ah, welcome!
594
01:09:05,952 --> 01:09:10,743
These are from Ayhan's seedlings.
The ones that you bought.
595
01:09:10,993 --> 01:09:14,493
Really? Look at those tomatoes.
596
01:09:15,577 --> 01:09:18,077
I didn't mean to interrupt.
597
01:09:20,202 --> 01:09:22,785
He loved the gift.
I'm sure he'll use it.
598
01:09:28,077 --> 01:09:30,368
You have no idea what happened...
599
01:09:35,910 --> 01:09:43,660
I asked her if she'd want to go.
She said "yes, but by myself, alone."
600
01:09:45,577 --> 01:09:48,993
I asked, "where, with who?"
No answer.
601
01:09:51,577 --> 01:09:54,702
She was very distant in the last days.
602
01:09:56,327 --> 01:10:03,577
She opens the drawer. Bakes a cake for Asli.
And she leaves a short note.
603
01:10:05,452 --> 01:10:09,660
Luckily, Asli was asleep.
I was in the garden, working.
604
01:10:11,868 --> 01:10:16,952
She baked a cake...
605
01:10:25,077 --> 01:10:26,910
She opens the chest...
606
01:10:42,452 --> 01:10:49,535
Happy birthday Deniz!
607
01:10:51,952 --> 01:10:54,118
Damn it.
608
01:10:55,243 --> 01:10:57,118
- Happy birthday.
- Hello?
609
01:10:57,410 --> 01:11:01,368
I can't hear you.
I'm sorry. Poor reception!
610
01:11:02,577 --> 01:11:04,952
Sorry.
But you haven't taken a shower yet.
611
01:11:05,368 --> 01:11:08,077
- I did but couldn't...
- I brought you clean clothes.
612
01:11:08,327 --> 01:11:11,577
- Darn!
- You smell clean.
613
01:11:11,910 --> 01:11:16,285
What, yes I watched it.
614
01:11:20,785 --> 01:11:22,535
Mom, it's OK.
615
01:11:22,868 --> 01:11:26,785
Yes, I can hear you.
How much do they offer?
616
01:11:27,160 --> 01:11:30,618
- Doesn't matter really.
- How much? Never in a million years.
617
01:11:31,035 --> 01:11:33,702
- Put on those nice clothes.
- It's OK really.
618
01:11:33,952 --> 01:11:36,118
Mom!
619
01:11:37,035 --> 01:11:41,201
I told you there was no hot water!
What else do you want?
620
01:11:41,535 --> 01:11:42,701
OK, fine.
621
01:11:42,993 --> 01:11:47,785
Here, look. I'm wearing fresh panties!
Would you like to check?
622
01:11:48,410 --> 01:11:52,243
- No, it's OK.
- Here's the old one!
623
01:11:53,701 --> 01:11:55,576
See?
624
01:12:01,868 --> 01:12:03,160
Enough!
625
01:12:06,785 --> 01:12:08,160
Deniz, don't!
626
01:12:10,618 --> 01:12:13,785
Get the fuck out of here!
All of you!
627
01:12:15,826 --> 01:12:18,035
- Shut up crazy!
- Mrs. Ayse please.
628
01:12:18,410 --> 01:12:21,285
Shut up crazy!
Get the fuck out!
629
01:12:21,785 --> 01:12:23,826
Fuck off!
630
01:12:27,285 --> 01:12:29,410
Mom!
631
01:12:40,951 --> 01:12:43,910
You should go.
I'll stay over tonight.
632
01:13:20,743 --> 01:13:24,243
- It's so nice.
- Yes, April showers.
633
01:13:25,201 --> 01:13:27,451
My perm has been ruined.
634
01:14:06,118 --> 01:14:09,035
You should thank Ayse.
She is Ayhan's best work.
635
01:14:09,285 --> 01:14:10,826
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENIZ
636
01:14:32,868 --> 01:14:39,035
It's my beautiful daughter's birthday today!
Happy birthday!
637
01:14:40,826 --> 01:14:44,826
- What? Did I say something wrong?
- I need to wake up early tomorrow.
638
01:14:45,326 --> 01:14:48,660
- There's the cake!
- What the heck?
639
01:14:49,035 --> 01:14:53,785
Her daddy's girl. Stubborn as a mule.
The king's daughter. Go on, run away.
640
01:14:54,035 --> 01:14:56,265
Without your queen you
wouldn't have been here.
641
01:14:56,285 --> 01:14:58,868
I worked my ass off for ten
years to give birth to you!
642
01:14:59,326 --> 01:15:01,160
She didn't run away Saadet.
643
01:15:01,576 --> 01:15:04,223
Yes she did. So many times.
Straight back to the king.
644
01:15:04,243 --> 01:15:06,451
Finally I gave her away
and found some peace.
645
01:15:06,701 --> 01:15:09,784
We have such a beautiful daughter!
646
01:15:10,284 --> 01:15:13,201
My daughter!
Isn't that so?
647
01:15:13,451 --> 01:15:16,868
One day you'll know my worth
but it will be too late.
648
01:15:17,118 --> 01:15:22,659
My dad used to provoke rivalry
between me and my brother.
649
01:15:23,076 --> 01:15:25,743
He would ask "what is eight times nine?"
How should I know?
650
01:15:25,993 --> 01:15:30,534
- 72.
- How shall I know? I'm bad at math.
651
01:15:30,909 --> 01:15:33,223
My brother would give the
correct answer immediately.
652
01:15:33,243 --> 01:15:35,326
Dad used to say 'She'll
never become anything."
653
01:15:35,701 --> 01:15:38,909
What happened? I'm the leading actress!
And your clever son?
654
01:15:39,159 --> 01:15:41,159
- Plumber!
- Exactly.
655
01:15:41,576 --> 01:15:45,201
Sells tiles.
Never goes to the theater.
656
01:15:46,451 --> 01:15:53,284
Now I want to see all hands up,
let's dance!
657
01:16:30,451 --> 01:16:35,534
- What's with the girl, Saadet?
- Ah do you believe in everything she says.
658
01:16:35,784 --> 01:16:39,993
She makes things up.
- She had so many abortions.
659
01:16:40,243 --> 01:16:43,681
Good God. Have you seen
it with your own eyes?
660
01:16:43,701 --> 01:16:45,909
She grew up alone. Who knows?
661
01:16:46,201 --> 01:16:48,243
That's what I'm saying.
Who the heck could know?
662
01:16:48,493 --> 01:16:51,909
She can't relate to anyone.
Can't keep a job.
663
01:16:53,576 --> 01:16:57,326
She keeps talking about
opening a tavern with you.
664
01:16:57,993 --> 01:17:02,534
What?
I used to say that just to amuse her.
665
01:17:02,909 --> 01:17:08,409
She took it seriously.
Why do we do this to our kids?
666
01:17:08,743 --> 01:17:12,618
- This is not good parenting.
- How the hell would you know?
667
01:17:13,118 --> 01:17:17,493
- Are you a parent?
- I was not that lucky like you Saadet.
668
01:17:17,743 --> 01:17:23,618
You should solve your issues with your dad.
Who the heck are you?
669
01:17:23,993 --> 01:17:28,784
Know your place!
You will respect me.
670
01:17:29,409 --> 01:17:35,576
You've turned Ayhan into your pet
but I'm still your superior.
671
01:17:40,993 --> 01:17:43,993
Do you dye your hair yourself?
672
01:17:45,159 --> 01:17:46,368
I like it.
673
01:17:48,826 --> 01:17:51,076
Color mine too.
674
01:19:16,117 --> 01:19:22,076
Daughter.
How come no one told me?
675
01:19:22,367 --> 01:19:23,826
I was so scared.
676
01:19:24,992 --> 01:19:26,659
We were scared too, dad.
677
01:19:30,034 --> 01:19:32,701
When you didn't pick up
your phone that day.
678
01:19:34,742 --> 01:19:36,826
Don't you know your old man?
679
01:20:20,659 --> 01:20:25,117
Girl, I've got a surprise for you.
Love you! Check out the envelope.
680
01:20:44,992 --> 01:20:47,201
Gazelle!
681
01:20:54,701 --> 01:20:57,659
Impossible to wear heels.
682
01:20:58,034 --> 01:21:00,826
At least you wear underwear.
683
01:21:01,701 --> 01:21:05,409
- How you been girl?
- I'm getting married dude.
684
01:21:05,742 --> 01:21:07,659
Where did that come from?
685
01:21:07,951 --> 01:21:13,076
Well, I've met Metin years ago.
He called and asked me out to dinner!
686
01:21:13,367 --> 01:21:20,159
Then I thought, there might still be hope
out there. And he proposed that night.
687
01:21:20,909 --> 01:21:23,326
He thinks I can make a great mom.
688
01:21:23,867 --> 01:21:27,534
Then I met his parents and
three weeks went by like a breeze.
689
01:21:29,076 --> 01:21:31,534
- So?
- So what?
690
01:21:32,826 --> 01:21:39,159
You woke up in bed with three other guys
and that was life!
691
01:21:39,409 --> 01:21:42,409
So husband's bringing
three of his friends tonight?
692
01:21:42,742 --> 01:21:48,201
Did you come to ruin everything? How
many relationships have you buried so far?
693
01:21:48,492 --> 01:21:51,034
- Aren't you ashamed?
- Excuse me?
694
01:21:51,784 --> 01:21:53,451
You have lost it, girl.
695
01:21:54,992 --> 01:21:57,617
How did you end up here from there?
696
01:21:57,951 --> 01:22:00,451
Don't mess with me.
Fuck off!
697
01:22:01,242 --> 01:22:08,076
You were gonna act and dance.
Were they so worthless?
698
01:22:18,700 --> 01:22:22,534
Worthless?
Don't use that word.
699
01:22:24,117 --> 01:22:25,617
For the 22 years that
I lived with my parents,
700
01:22:25,867 --> 01:22:31,742
I ate chicken wings while my brothers
and parents ate the breasts and the legs.
701
01:22:35,159 --> 01:22:42,659
Do you know the meaning of worthless?
I'm getting married and having my own kids.
702
01:22:45,950 --> 01:22:47,492
Gazelle, please, don't go!
703
01:22:47,742 --> 01:22:51,200
I will shred you to pieces.
Get out of here!
704
01:22:51,950 --> 01:22:53,492
Gazelle, please!
705
01:23:18,867 --> 01:23:23,159
CHAPTER 3-KEYS
706
01:23:26,909 --> 01:23:32,492
Good morning Mrs. Saadet.
We will be working for a while today.
707
01:23:47,409 --> 01:23:48,617
Let's go.
708
01:24:00,034 --> 01:24:01,492
It's okay.
709
01:24:03,325 --> 01:24:05,325
Are you cold?
710
01:24:05,575 --> 01:24:07,450
The notes become
unreadable after a while.
711
01:24:08,200 --> 01:24:10,159
Do you want to talk?
712
01:24:11,325 --> 01:24:13,325
Did you find the key?
713
01:24:15,284 --> 01:24:18,784
You mention a locked drawer in your notes.
714
01:29:29,575 --> 01:29:32,283
It's enough for the day.
Are you hungry?
715
01:29:34,575 --> 01:29:37,658
You must be tired of hospital food.
716
01:29:50,950 --> 01:29:52,366
Ayse?
717
01:30:14,575 --> 01:30:15,991
Ayse?
718
01:30:18,950 --> 01:30:24,616
It's the first time he was this rough.
Usually he would stop after a few slaps.
719
01:30:25,325 --> 01:30:28,908
It was my fault.
720
01:30:29,741 --> 01:30:33,575
I walked in when the lights were on.
721
01:30:34,158 --> 01:30:37,950
He thought I was laughing at him.
I swear, I wasn't.
722
01:30:38,408 --> 01:30:41,450
Enough! Enough!
723
01:30:41,866 --> 01:30:45,450
I used to do this with
make up, at the theater.
724
01:30:46,658 --> 01:30:49,575
Get up, dear.
Get yourself together.
725
01:30:52,325 --> 01:30:56,533
Once upon a time there was a lonely mermaid
who came from distant lands...
726
01:30:56,783 --> 01:31:00,241
through warm, blue waters.
727
01:31:13,783 --> 01:31:16,033
Dad, Ayse is leaving.
728
01:31:16,658 --> 01:31:18,741
Won't you say a thing?
729
01:31:27,116 --> 01:31:31,450
Shakespeare says
"Nothing can come of nothing."
730
01:31:33,866 --> 01:31:36,533
So you are nothing!
731
01:32:06,158 --> 01:32:07,658
Let's go Ayse.
732
01:32:41,741 --> 01:32:43,074
What's that?
733
01:32:44,824 --> 01:32:47,388
I'll sell it for the right price.
734
01:32:47,408 --> 01:32:51,116
I need to support Asli
when she starts school.
735
01:32:51,366 --> 01:32:54,908
This is not a suitable place
for a young girl.
736
01:33:03,491 --> 01:33:05,616
What are you doing?
737
01:33:09,199 --> 01:33:11,283
Deniz don't!
738
01:33:12,158 --> 01:33:14,824
Are you okay?
739
01:33:18,491 --> 01:33:20,533
Girl are you alright?
740
01:33:31,449 --> 01:33:38,741
Why is it that when we meet someone for
the first time, we think we've slept before?
741
01:33:39,116 --> 01:33:43,616
Do you forget them?
Your mom thinks those friends are imaginary.
742
01:33:45,699 --> 01:33:49,824
Ayse told me that you used to draw
gazelle and fox pictures on your fingers.
743
01:33:58,658 --> 01:34:00,033
Then what?
744
01:34:01,533 --> 01:34:03,449
I started forgetting them.
745
01:34:04,324 --> 01:34:06,116
The faces disappeared.
746
01:34:06,366 --> 01:34:12,408
What happens when people forget about
the ones that they have been with?
747
01:34:13,283 --> 01:34:15,241
It's natural that you forget.
748
01:34:18,449 --> 01:34:20,866
We become like the people around us.
749
01:34:21,199 --> 01:34:24,991
And you became many people.
Hundreds of them.
750
01:34:26,658 --> 01:34:30,991
We unconsciously feed
the obsessions of others.
751
01:34:33,158 --> 01:34:38,949
Unless of course, you imagine them
like your finger puppets.
752
01:34:39,741 --> 01:34:43,324
Fox, gazelle, mom and dad.
753
01:34:44,074 --> 01:34:46,138
There's not a single photo
of you with them, here.
754
01:34:46,158 --> 01:34:47,741
You drew some pictures but that's all.
755
01:34:48,783 --> 01:34:50,574
They are not here.
756
01:34:52,074 --> 01:34:55,449
Got it. The camera made you uncomfortable.
Are you tired?
757
01:34:55,699 --> 01:34:57,783
Not tired.
I said they are not here.
758
01:34:58,033 --> 01:35:01,783
How would Gazelle be on stage
on your 5th birthday?
759
01:35:02,033 --> 01:35:04,074
- I'm not lying.
- I didn't say that.
760
01:35:04,324 --> 01:35:09,658
Everybody dreams. And you're smart girl.
You have vivid dreams.
761
01:35:10,449 --> 01:35:14,741
- I'm not talking out of my ass here.
- But you could.
762
01:35:15,699 --> 01:35:19,699
It happens to kids with separated parents.
It's not your fault but your problem.
763
01:35:19,949 --> 01:35:21,116
Fuck off!
764
01:35:21,658 --> 01:35:25,074
You write about gazelle and
foxy in this notebook.
765
01:35:25,324 --> 01:35:29,241
You write about everything. There are dozens
of photos of other people but not of them.
766
01:35:29,491 --> 01:35:33,574
- You're in pain Deniz.
- No. I just miss them.
767
01:35:33,949 --> 01:35:37,283
To live these relationships is as painful
as imagining that they are real.
768
01:35:37,533 --> 01:35:39,054
You've been here for 26 days.
769
01:35:39,074 --> 01:35:41,658
Does it feel good to
have your parents around?
770
01:35:41,949 --> 01:35:45,199
- Yes. That's why I cut myself.
- What else did you mean then?
771
01:35:45,866 --> 01:35:49,949
So I give pussy. I'll deal with the price.
So what?
772
01:35:50,533 --> 01:35:52,533
Is that you Gazelle?
773
01:35:56,241 --> 01:36:01,283
I'm a wounded gazelle.
Do you want to touch me and see if I'm real?
774
01:36:01,741 --> 01:36:07,158
- Can't we just be friends?
- Like Foxy. Are you a faggot?
775
01:36:13,241 --> 01:36:16,824
- Did Foxy really exist?
- No, that was me as well.
776
01:36:17,657 --> 01:36:22,616
I'm a fag and a slut.
Don't you like fags?
777
01:36:23,324 --> 01:36:25,574
Was it Gazelle doing all that naughty stuff?
778
01:36:25,824 --> 01:36:28,866
Are you scared?
Don't be.
779
01:36:29,699 --> 01:36:33,741
Are you tired of all that hospital food?
780
01:36:34,991 --> 01:36:36,782
Are you a romantic?
781
01:36:37,032 --> 01:36:38,554
You wanna take me out?
782
01:36:38,574 --> 01:36:41,824
What's all that smiling
and waving hands for?
783
01:36:42,074 --> 01:36:45,407
Who gives a shit?
My dad was there.
784
01:36:46,074 --> 01:36:49,407
That little girl was there too,
across the road on the sidewalk.
785
01:36:49,657 --> 01:36:54,741
Some fucking car kept honking. If it
stopped, dad would've answered his phone.
786
01:36:56,491 --> 01:37:00,157
But my dad never blocks the traffic.
Ayhan never forgets his lines.
787
01:37:00,616 --> 01:37:05,157
There's no one like Ayhan.
My mom was there too.
788
01:37:05,991 --> 01:37:09,324
She baked a cake.
Granny was sick.
789
01:37:09,657 --> 01:37:11,907
I stopped by your granny.
She's very sick.
790
01:37:12,157 --> 01:37:14,657
- What's wrong?
- She's just old.
791
01:37:15,116 --> 01:37:21,407
Wait. This is the show
Nurhan was telling me about.
792
01:37:22,241 --> 01:37:24,574
Should I do it?
793
01:37:28,949 --> 01:37:32,241
- Shall I just go buy a cake?
- Fine, so I won't deal with this.
794
01:37:32,491 --> 01:37:37,116
- I thought you were taking me out.
- Can we stay in? Do you want booze?
795
01:37:38,616 --> 01:37:43,241
- Buy something good and I'll stay.
- What do you want?
796
01:37:44,491 --> 01:37:50,491
Whiskey!
Something good, huh?
797
01:37:54,532 --> 01:37:58,824
Mom, are you going to stay tonight?
Sure, we can watch the show.
798
01:37:59,324 --> 01:38:03,407
"I will never leave you."
Tonight at ZTV.
799
01:38:04,116 --> 01:38:08,324
I will never leave you baby.
800
01:39:16,032 --> 01:39:19,032
Hello, it's Deniz.
801
01:39:19,282 --> 01:39:21,241
Is it Deniz or Gazelle?
802
01:39:21,949 --> 01:39:26,699
- Deniz. Don't you remember me?
I'm Ahmet.
803
01:39:28,574 --> 01:39:31,949
I think you're confused.
Do we know each other?
804
01:39:33,574 --> 01:39:35,907
Deniz, it's me Ahmet.
Don't you remember?
805
01:39:36,324 --> 01:39:42,074
- Ahmet from the theater?
- What theater? From the agency. Are you OK?
806
01:39:42,657 --> 01:39:49,032
Ahmet from the agency. Lost your mind?
Your dad is the actor one. Not me!
807
01:39:49,824 --> 01:39:55,407
I came to one of your orgies.
We had great sex. Don't you remember?
808
01:39:55,824 --> 01:40:00,990
You had a blue book. You pasted my picture
in it. You wrote 486 right next to it.
809
01:40:01,240 --> 01:40:03,865
Deniz! Gazelle!
Come back!
810
01:42:56,657 --> 01:43:00,032
You're doing it again aren't you?
811
01:43:00,282 --> 01:43:02,324
I'm gonna cut you slut.
812
01:43:17,073 --> 01:43:21,740
You did it again.
I forbid you.
813
01:43:21,990 --> 01:43:25,115
I will cut you up.
814
01:43:54,282 --> 01:43:57,532
Ayhan, stop!
What are you doing?
815
01:44:18,740 --> 01:44:20,365
Mom, he's gonna cut me.
816
01:45:27,448 --> 01:45:34,032
Did you see this sweetheart?
She looks just like daddy.
817
01:45:34,490 --> 01:45:39,323
I hope she passes the exam.
Even if she does, it's never easy.
818
01:45:39,865 --> 01:45:44,907
Rehearsals, tours.
Deniz used to come and ask for a fairy tale.
819
01:45:45,157 --> 01:45:48,240
Who's got time for that?
I don't know how I raised her.
820
01:45:49,032 --> 01:45:54,698
Deniz used to tell my daughter
a fairy tale of a mermaid.
821
01:45:56,240 --> 01:46:01,823
- She said she heard it from her mom.
- No way! She must have made it up, again!
822
01:46:02,490 --> 01:46:04,823
- Mom.
- I don't know how I raised her.
823
01:46:05,157 --> 01:46:07,615
Mom?
824
01:46:10,532 --> 01:46:16,365
There's my baby.
My yellow rose.
825
01:46:17,532 --> 01:46:20,157
Good to see you well.
826
01:46:42,365 --> 01:46:45,115
- I'm expecting you next week.
- I'll be here.
827
01:46:57,948 --> 01:46:59,156
I'll see you later.
828
01:47:51,323 --> 01:47:54,156
Ayse, are you going out?
Where to?
829
01:47:54,531 --> 01:47:57,240
My friend's birthday. I told you.
830
01:47:57,740 --> 01:48:00,823
- Yes, now I remember.
- I've set the table for you two.
831
01:48:01,073 --> 01:48:02,323
Thanks.
832
01:48:03,990 --> 01:48:06,781
- Deniz?
- She's inside. Resting.
833
01:48:15,365 --> 01:48:17,240
My mermaid!
834
01:48:22,531 --> 01:48:24,865
- Food is ready.
- I don't want to...
835
01:48:25,115 --> 01:48:29,615
Ayse made some wonderful rice.
Granny's style.
836
01:48:30,698 --> 01:48:32,948
I don't want to.
I'm not hungry.
837
01:48:34,406 --> 01:48:35,448
Fine.
838
01:48:42,115 --> 01:48:45,281
- Here.
- What's this?
839
01:48:47,531 --> 01:48:49,698
The money your dad had sent me for years.
840
01:48:50,031 --> 01:48:54,073
Your grandma always grabbed it out of
my hands and went straight to the bank.
841
01:48:54,698 --> 01:48:56,156
She's gotten so old.
842
01:48:56,406 --> 01:48:58,865
She forgets where she hides it
so asked me to take it away.
843
01:48:59,448 --> 01:49:02,198
That's the key money
for the king's tavern.
844
01:49:09,698 --> 01:49:12,031
I always believed in you.
You know?
845
01:49:12,323 --> 01:49:16,031
That's because you're in the audience.
Actors can't convince each other easily.
846
01:49:16,573 --> 01:49:19,990
- Look at that. Our king.
- And you're my queen.
847
01:49:20,406 --> 01:49:24,031
We didn't act well.
We destroyed everything.
848
01:49:26,073 --> 01:49:27,406
Always in an argument...
849
01:49:29,948 --> 01:49:33,490
I remember first time I
was left alone with you.
850
01:49:33,906 --> 01:49:36,031
I didn't know what to do at all.
851
01:49:36,281 --> 01:49:43,323
I didn't feel anything.
I said "He screwed me again."
852
01:49:44,698 --> 01:49:50,281
I started watching other moms.
I imitated them.
853
01:49:51,406 --> 01:49:54,073
In other words, I acted.
854
01:49:55,031 --> 01:49:58,573
So you started loving me later on?
855
01:50:01,115 --> 01:50:04,781
When I saw you at the hospital
in blood that night.
856
01:50:07,989 --> 01:50:09,698
Never mind.
857
01:50:14,156 --> 01:50:22,489
If I were to back out of the tavern
business, would you forgive me?
858
01:50:27,614 --> 01:50:32,156
It's just a play, mom.
Just a play.
859
01:50:33,281 --> 01:50:35,406
Yes it was...
860
01:51:52,864 --> 01:51:56,239
Something about a heart attack.
Intensive care. We need to go...
861
01:51:56,489 --> 01:51:58,948
We are not going anywhere.
Calm down.
862
01:51:59,198 --> 01:52:01,531
Is he dead?
863
01:52:01,781 --> 01:52:05,698
He had a heart attack.
But they put him in intensive care.
864
01:52:06,031 --> 01:52:10,614
- Mom, tell them not to move him.
- Do what now? Hold on.
865
01:52:10,989 --> 01:52:14,781
- Mom, I need to go see him.
- Deniz, for God's sake!
866
01:52:15,239 --> 01:52:18,989
We will pack up and leave together then.
867
01:52:19,281 --> 01:52:22,573
Deniz, please calm down.
868
01:52:23,073 --> 01:52:25,823
- Where are the keys?
- Over there!
869
01:52:27,073 --> 01:52:30,531
We'll go together in the morning.
870
01:52:30,781 --> 01:52:32,531
What are you going to do?
871
01:52:33,573 --> 01:52:35,656
I need to see him.
Just one last time.
872
01:54:17,031 --> 01:54:19,114
It's not a game.
873
01:57:02,739 --> 01:57:06,322
Our condolences.
874
01:57:13,989 --> 01:57:17,155
So, we buried the king.
875
01:57:28,780 --> 01:57:33,655
FOR IN THIS SLEEP OF DEATH
WHAT DREAMS MAY COME.
876
01:58:10,322 --> 01:58:13,989
- Deniz, don't!
- Let her go.
877
01:58:44,280 --> 01:58:47,822
Do you know
what I've been thinking, Kostya?
878
01:58:48,364 --> 01:58:55,114
It doesn't matter if we act on
stage or write. What matters is...
879
01:58:58,489 --> 01:59:01,780
- I'm sorry.
- You can start over.
880
01:59:02,030 --> 01:59:05,072
Have some water.
- No, thanks.
881
01:59:09,947 --> 01:59:13,155
Do you know what I've been thinking?
882
01:59:14,322 --> 01:59:18,655
It doesn't matter if we act on
stage or write. What matters is...
883
01:59:19,864 --> 01:59:22,822
to achieve the things
I once dreamed of...
884
01:59:27,780 --> 01:59:29,780
You may leave.
885
01:59:37,072 --> 01:59:42,197
Is there a reason
why you chose that dress?
886
01:59:42,989 --> 01:59:44,364
It was my mother's...
887
01:59:44,614 --> 01:59:47,989
Did you prepare anything else?
Maybe something more contemporary.
888
01:59:48,322 --> 01:59:51,405
Could be a local writer or a poem.
889
01:59:51,947 --> 01:59:56,322
Yes something called "The Keys".
890
01:59:57,364 --> 01:59:59,405
Okay, go on, do that.
891
02:00:00,905 --> 02:00:08,322
There is a baby trapped inside a drawer.
Crying. Waiting to reveal all.
892
02:00:14,905 --> 02:00:18,947
Someone who is cursed.
Silent for thousands of years.
893
02:00:20,822 --> 02:00:26,822
Some people call me God's lamb.
Created to cover the king's shame.
894
02:00:28,655 --> 02:00:32,280
A mermaid with snakes in her hair.
895
02:00:34,655 --> 02:00:36,863
Maybe a starving stray dog.
896
02:00:37,447 --> 02:00:41,572
Maybe a wounded gazelle.
Perhaps a fox...
897
02:00:45,738 --> 02:00:48,280
These words are not mine.
898
02:00:49,155 --> 02:00:53,363
The one burned by demons, cursed by kings.
899
02:00:53,697 --> 02:00:57,697
No, no.
I'm just lying.
900
02:00:57,988 --> 02:01:00,488
I just write and play.
901
02:01:04,697 --> 02:01:06,363
Can you hear it?
902
02:01:10,988 --> 02:01:12,863
Listen closely.
903
02:01:14,738 --> 02:01:18,113
Isn't that everyone's favorite melody?
904
02:01:23,905 --> 02:01:26,280
What about that soothing smell?
905
02:02:04,280 --> 02:02:08,905
Don't you believe in the tale of the
curvy mermaid with snakes in her hair.
906
02:02:12,238 --> 02:02:16,405
I don't know what I am and
what I shall become.
907
02:02:20,405 --> 02:02:24,988
I'll tell you everything once again
when I have my own language.
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