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Previously on Black Cake...
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Ma is dead.
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You didn't even tell me she was sick.
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Read the will, please.
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Your mother left you a message.
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She wanted you
to listen to all seven recordings.
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Forgive me for keeping so many secrets.
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I must confess
that I was not raised in an orphanage.
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Eleanor is not my real name.
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Covey! Wait.
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I don't have much time left
before I'm off to London.
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Little Man and his brothers
will bleed a man dry to settle a debt.
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Stop!
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Don't do this to me.
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The only way
I can get us out of debt
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is through this marriage.
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My father sold his little girl.
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I want you to know
that when I am another man's property,
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you are dead to me.
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I didn't kill your brother.
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Then who did?
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Your pa came through.
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They'll kill him.
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You can't worry about him anymore.
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There's a ship leaving tonight.
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You can get into England
if you travel under your mother's surname.
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You'll stay at a boarding house.
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You're free.
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It would take time to get used to London.
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I'm Eleanor,
but you can call me Elly.
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I didn't realize it then.
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But to ensure my safety,
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Elly would have to die.
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B and B,
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sometimes the stories
we don't tell people about ourselves
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matter even more
than the stories we do tell.
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All your lives,
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I told you a story about a girl
with no family and no past.
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But of course,
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that's not my story.
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I'm sorry.
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Can we stop, please?
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Next chapter
of your mother's life was very difficult.
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She had so many unresolved emotions,
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so much grief about her time in London.
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She needed a break.
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I'm sorry, um,
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I've said too much.
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None of this makes sense.
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I mean, did Dad know any of this? Jesus.
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Ma didn't kill this Elly person, did she?
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Or Little Man?
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I know it's very frustrating.
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- Frustrating!
- But you have to keep listening.
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This is insane!
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Ma must've lost her mind.
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The brain tumor.
That's the only explanation.
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You were here. You would've known.
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Yeah, I didn't know about him.
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I didn't know Ma was pouring her heart out
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to one of Dad's old lawyer buddies
in a voice recorder app.
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I was here,
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and yet I still had no idea, Benny.
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By! Stop!
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Please, think about what we just learned.
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Ma wasn't an orphan. She had a family.
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She has a story, our story.
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We're Chinese, kind of.
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I mean, it's amazing!
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I'm sure it is.
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I can't go there.
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- I can't do this.
- Yes, you can.
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We just have to keep listening.
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That's what she wanted us to do.
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And to be honest,
I won't be able to go to sleep
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until I find out what happened in London.
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Look at you, getting off on this
like it's some true-crime podcast.
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Wait, I am not!
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But the truth is,
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learning that your perfect mother
went through some shit
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is kind of comforting
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when you spent your entire life
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feeling like you could
never live up to her standards.
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Oh, I see.
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Ma was messy, hmm?
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So are you, and that gives you comfort?
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Okay, now, uh...
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Why don't we take a break and regroup?
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Wait. Don't leave me with him.
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Why not?
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You two can chat
about what a beautiful mess Ma was.
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- Don't be a dick!
- I'm not.
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I have a work thing.
My boss asked me to come in.
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- For fuck's sake! Work can wait.
- No, it cannot just wait.
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They're about to fill
the new director's position.
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I've been waiting almost a decade
for this promotion,
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and I need to be there.
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Tea?
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Can I help you find something?
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Tin milk. Ma kept it up here.
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Near the end, she had trouble
reaching into the cabinets,
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so I moved some things around.
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Hmm.
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I cannot imagine
Ma needing anybody's help with anything.
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Look at this!
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Ma gave it to me
when I went off to college
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so that I'd always have
a piece of home with me wherever I went.
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And I always brought it home
for the holidays
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so that we can make
our black cake with it.
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It was our tradition.
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How did it end up back here?
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I left it.
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Eight years ago.
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On Thanksgiving.
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And that was the last time
I saw my family.
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There you go.
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Oh, thanks.
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I wanted to open my own cafรฉ,
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so I could serve tea just like this.
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I wanted to surprise Byron and Ma
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and show them
that I could do something on my own.
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Eleanor was very proud of you.
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Oh, she used to go on and on
about your music.
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Even got me
to subscribe to your YouTube channel.
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YouTube, man.
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God! I haven't posted in so long.
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Oh, you need to pick it back up.
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Don't let that voice go to waste.
People need to hear it.
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Thanks.
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I'll think about it.
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Could you tell me
something else... about Ma?
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Mm.
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Was she
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afraid to die?
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Oh, well.
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I believe she was afraid to, to die
before she finished telling her story,
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before you and your brother could hear it.
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And you know, Benny,
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watching you perform,
even on the computer,
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was like getting a peek at... your diary.
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I think you inspired her
to leave her own record.
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You are a great listener.
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I'm a lawyer.
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It's my job.
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Is that all this is to you?
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A job?
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It's getting late. I better go.
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- Are you sure?
- I mean, I've... I really don't mind.
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Look, uh,
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whenever Byron's ready to listen again,
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give me a call.
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Doesn't matter what time.
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I'll be here.
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Benedetta, please come home.
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Benedetta, please come home.
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Benedetta, please come home.
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Dale.
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Byron. I am so sorry for your loss.
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Thank you.
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And thank you for the flowers.
I appreciate it.
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Sorry, I, uh...
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I got stuck in the lab.
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Please, sit.
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Byron.
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I wanted to take this opportunity
to thank you both
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for all of your hard work.
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It's been a big year for us,
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thanks in no small part
to Byron's recruiting efforts.
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You brought a lot of attention
to our field.
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Thank you.
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You know, I have
so many ideas for outreach,
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including a scholarship program
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- that will help so many...
- Well, scholarships are great,
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but telling kids that
working in ocean sciences
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is gonna put 'em on TV is a little...
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It's a little bait and switch,
if you ask me.
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It's not bait and switch.
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It shows them what is actually possible.
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Listen, I brought you both in here
because you were the only two candidates
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we seriously considered.
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And although
the public-facing work is valuable,
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we can't overlook
the day-to-day in-house work
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that often doesn't get the same attention.
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In light of your contributions
in that regard, Marc,
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next week,
the board will formally announce you
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as the new director of the institute.
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Oh!
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Wow. It's...
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It's an honor. Thank you.
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Byron, it was a tough decision,
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but it was unanimous.
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You will be reporting to Marc
from this day forward.
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Understood.
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Congratulations, Marc.
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You earned it.
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Thanks, Byron.
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Hey.
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Oh, hey.
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I called Mr. Mitch.
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He's on his way.
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I wanna get this over with.
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Okay.
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How was your work thing?
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Should I start calling you boss?
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They haven't made a decision yet.
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I need a drink.
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Thank you for taking care
of the funeral arrangements for Ma.
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And for Dad.
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It's all good.
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Really.
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I wanna help, By.
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What can I do?
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You're here.
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That's enough.
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Here's to the past.
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May it not blow up our present.
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B and B, I'm sorry I had to take a break.
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I know this must be a shock,
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but I'm telling you this now
because this is your story too.
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And hopefully, after hearing it,
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you'll share your stories with each other
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before it's too late.
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As with many stories,
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this one revolves around luck.
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I was lucky to be settling into London.
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But I was so far
from everyone I cared about,
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I'm not sure I would ever see them again.
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Along with the forged documents
using my mum's maiden name,
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Pearl sent a note,
warning me to stay away from crowds
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or anywhere I might be recognized.
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I could no longer be Covey Lyncook,
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the girl with the chiney father
and the runaway mother.
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I was Coventina Brown,
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a blank slate.
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And I would protect my new identity
at any cost.
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Ready to go?
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You don't want to be late
on your first day.
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Almost.
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Coventina, your sneakers will fall apart
in this rain!
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You better put your wellies on.
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These are the only shoes I have.
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- You're from the mountains.
- How could you have left your boots behind?
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Oh, I guess
I must've packed in a dash, didn't I?
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Don't worry. I'll manage.
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Not without proper rain gear.
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But we'll deal with that later.
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Let's go.
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I'll walk you to the bus stop.
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From there, you'll catch
any Route 2 bus north. 2, 2A, 2B.
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Switch at Victoria Station.
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From there, you'll catch a Route 24 bus
headed north towards Hampstead.
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Your stop is Chalk Farm Road
near Primrose Hill.
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Ooh, and there's
a great sweet shop near there.
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This isn't your bus.
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You're looking
for a Route 2 bus, remember?
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You look nervous.
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Don't be nervous. You'll do great.
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Good day, ma'am. I'm Coventina Brown,
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your new nanny from the boarding house.
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I know that I'm two minutes late,
and I apologize.
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It won't happen again.
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Fresh off the boat, are you?
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They usually send us girls
who've been here a bit longer,
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but we'll see how things go.
265
00:17:43,771 --> 00:17:47,067
Well, don't just stand there.
Come inside and remove those wet garments.
266
00:17:56,617 --> 00:17:59,412
Your job is to manage
the children's affairs
267
00:17:59,413 --> 00:18:01,248
and make sure they look presentable.
268
00:18:02,583 --> 00:18:04,917
You are to be presentable as well.
269
00:18:09,964 --> 00:18:12,759
That's Jing. She's been with us for years.
270
00:18:13,844 --> 00:18:17,388
Mr. Quintrell and I
are very... forward thinkers.
271
00:18:30,109 --> 00:18:33,488
Theo, Pepper,
this is Ms. Coventina Brown.
272
00:18:34,114 --> 00:18:35,574
She is here to take care of you
273
00:18:36,325 --> 00:18:37,241
but not your toys.
274
00:18:37,242 --> 00:18:39,242
You will put them away yourselves,
won't you?
275
00:18:39,243 --> 00:18:40,243
Yes, Mummy.
276
00:18:40,244 --> 00:18:42,205
Good. Now come greet her.
277
00:18:43,039 --> 00:18:44,664
Pleased to meet you.
278
00:18:44,665 --> 00:18:46,417
Please to meet you too, Theo.
279
00:18:56,094 --> 00:18:57,095
Thank you.
280
00:18:58,012 --> 00:19:00,472
I was learning to play my new part.
281
00:19:00,473 --> 00:19:03,644
And I was lucky
to find comfort in a few places.
282
00:19:04,769 --> 00:19:07,480
Although
every time I thought I could relax,
283
00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:11,734
a new threat would turn up
where I least expected.
284
00:19:14,112 --> 00:19:17,156
New girl, come to the docks with us.
285
00:19:17,865 --> 00:19:21,702
- It's Coventina.
- And what's at the docks?
286
00:19:22,203 --> 00:19:24,997
A boat from home
arrives every Friday night, silly.
287
00:19:24,998 --> 00:19:27,500
Same boat you come on a few weeks ago.
288
00:19:27,500 --> 00:19:29,335
A new boat arrives every week?
289
00:19:29,336 --> 00:19:32,421
- Yeah, and we're the welcome party!
- Mm-hmm.
290
00:19:34,007 --> 00:19:35,008
How lovely.
291
00:19:35,759 --> 00:19:38,385
Are you expecting family, friends?
292
00:19:38,386 --> 00:19:40,763
No. That's the fun of it.
293
00:19:41,306 --> 00:19:43,057
There is no passengers list.
294
00:19:43,057 --> 00:19:45,102
You never know who's going to be there.
295
00:19:45,685 --> 00:19:46,935
Could be your soulmate.
296
00:19:46,936 --> 00:19:49,313
- Or your worst enemy.
- Mm-hmm.
297
00:19:51,732 --> 00:19:53,067
Go clean up.
298
00:19:53,067 --> 00:19:56,153
Put on something
with a little... personality.
299
00:19:56,904 --> 00:19:59,406
You look like a drowned rat.
300
00:19:59,407 --> 00:20:00,907
Thank you for inviting me,
301
00:20:00,909 --> 00:20:03,787
but... I've had a long day.
302
00:20:04,288 --> 00:20:05,288
Maybe next time.
303
00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:09,792
- I told you she weren't gonna come.
- Mm.
304
00:20:23,472 --> 00:20:25,851
I wanted to see the big city.
305
00:20:26,684 --> 00:20:29,730
I wanted to gossip about boys and clothes.
306
00:20:31,522 --> 00:20:33,150
But it was too dangerous.
307
00:20:34,483 --> 00:20:38,738
The thought of Little Man's brothers
showing up on one of those boats
308
00:20:38,739 --> 00:20:40,531
was too much for me to bear.
309
00:20:41,616 --> 00:20:42,742
Why push my luck?
310
00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:04,806
I kept my head down
311
00:21:05,723 --> 00:21:07,683
and tried to do what I was told.
312
00:21:14,441 --> 00:21:17,778
I tried to focus on each day as it came
313
00:21:18,194 --> 00:21:20,570
and not let myself dwell on the past.
314
00:21:40,092 --> 00:21:42,219
But as the months wore on,
315
00:21:43,135 --> 00:21:46,181
the loneliness became unbearable.
316
00:22:11,832 --> 00:22:15,751
It was getting harder and harder
to remain invisible.
317
00:22:16,836 --> 00:22:18,505
I needed to be seen,
318
00:22:19,256 --> 00:22:20,883
and I thought maybe,
319
00:22:22,009 --> 00:22:23,509
just maybe,
320
00:22:24,260 --> 00:22:25,386
there was a way.
321
00:22:27,096 --> 00:22:29,516
If I wanted to be seen,
322
00:22:30,183 --> 00:22:32,560
to be held, to be me,
323
00:22:33,269 --> 00:22:34,688
I could skip my stop
324
00:22:35,439 --> 00:22:37,230
and ride up to the university
325
00:22:37,231 --> 00:22:39,526
where I thought Gibbs might be studying.
326
00:22:41,111 --> 00:22:42,237
But if I saw him,
327
00:22:43,488 --> 00:22:44,698
what would I say?
328
00:22:45,990 --> 00:22:48,242
It was too dangerous.
329
00:22:48,993 --> 00:22:50,037
And yet,
330
00:22:50,621 --> 00:22:52,663
I had to do something.
331
00:22:55,334 --> 00:22:58,127
And so I remembered Bunny's advice,
332
00:22:58,628 --> 00:23:03,592
and I let my mind drift back
to the tastes and flavors of home.
333
00:23:22,068 --> 00:23:23,069
What this?
334
00:23:24,028 --> 00:23:25,946
You're supposed to make
fish and chips today.
335
00:23:25,948 --> 00:23:28,240
I thought I'd make something special.
336
00:23:28,241 --> 00:23:29,576
A recipe from home.
337
00:23:40,253 --> 00:23:41,547
This is Chinese soup.
338
00:23:42,798 --> 00:23:44,339
How did you learn to make it?
339
00:23:44,340 --> 00:23:47,301
My grandmother had a Chinese neighbor.
340
00:23:48,846 --> 00:23:50,263
I should finish cooking.
341
00:23:50,888 --> 00:23:53,432
Children will turn if they don't eat soon.
342
00:23:56,019 --> 00:24:00,065
I was determined
to keep my memories of home alive.
343
00:24:00,773 --> 00:24:04,569
And although it was a risk,
it was one I was willing to take.
344
00:24:14,663 --> 00:24:15,663
What is it?
345
00:24:16,330 --> 00:24:17,332
Fish soup.
346
00:24:17,833 --> 00:24:19,166
I know it's not fish and chips,
347
00:24:19,167 --> 00:24:22,837
but I think you're going to love
how it just melts in your mouth.
348
00:24:24,298 --> 00:24:27,508
Blegh! Yuck! Gross!
349
00:24:27,509 --> 00:24:30,469
But the truth was finally sinking in:
350
00:24:30,470 --> 00:24:32,637
I could never go back again.
351
00:24:32,638 --> 00:24:34,391
I wanted fish and chips, you know?
352
00:25:00,666 --> 00:25:01,666
Coventina.
353
00:25:02,502 --> 00:25:03,586
Are you okay?
354
00:25:04,296 --> 00:25:05,297
I'm fine.
355
00:25:06,339 --> 00:25:08,132
Just pretend I'm not here, all right?
356
00:25:08,133 --> 00:25:10,009
I will do no such thing.
357
00:25:10,009 --> 00:25:11,801
Please, I've had a bad day, is all.
358
00:25:11,803 --> 00:25:13,555
I really don't want to talk about it.
359
00:25:15,598 --> 00:25:17,182
Would it make you feel better
360
00:25:17,183 --> 00:25:19,810
if I told you
I had a pretty dreadful day myself?
361
00:25:23,731 --> 00:25:24,732
It might.
362
00:25:26,527 --> 00:25:27,527
Well...
363
00:25:28,528 --> 00:25:30,028
I hate to say it,
364
00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:33,615
but this nursing program
isn't what I had hoped.
365
00:25:33,616 --> 00:25:36,743
I'm spending my days
cleaning bedpans and commodes
366
00:25:36,744 --> 00:25:38,412
instead of treating patients.
367
00:25:38,413 --> 00:25:43,000
And I'm having a hard time seeing myself
doing that for the rest of my life.
368
00:25:43,501 --> 00:25:44,877
That's dreadful, Elly.
369
00:25:46,171 --> 00:25:47,548
You work so hard.
370
00:25:48,298 --> 00:25:51,259
If your laundry pile didn't grow,
I would've thought you never came home.
371
00:25:55,721 --> 00:26:00,394
I know how lonely it can be
when you first arrive from the islands.
372
00:26:03,188 --> 00:26:05,065
I miss the colors of the fruit trees,
373
00:26:05,773 --> 00:26:06,942
the people,
374
00:26:09,528 --> 00:26:10,528
and the sea.
375
00:26:12,823 --> 00:26:15,284
I wouldn't go a day
without swimming in it back home.
376
00:26:16,367 --> 00:26:19,704
Your grandmother would drive you
down the mountain to the beach every day?
377
00:26:20,873 --> 00:26:23,375
Yes. She knew how much it meant to me,
378
00:26:24,375 --> 00:26:26,086
especially after my mum passed.
379
00:26:27,296 --> 00:26:28,713
She sounds wonderful.
380
00:26:35,136 --> 00:26:36,471
When I'm homesick,
381
00:26:41,809 --> 00:26:43,186
I turn to these.
382
00:26:49,692 --> 00:26:51,234
Cockleshells.
383
00:26:51,236 --> 00:26:52,528
From home.
384
00:26:53,154 --> 00:26:54,697
The orphanage where I grew up.
385
00:26:54,698 --> 00:26:56,156
The orphanage?
386
00:26:56,157 --> 00:26:58,326
My parents died when I was quite young.
387
00:26:59,452 --> 00:27:02,829
Elly... I'm so sorry. I didn't know.
388
00:27:02,830 --> 00:27:04,875
It's not something I like to share.
389
00:27:05,500 --> 00:27:07,542
People hear you're an orphan,
they pity you.
390
00:27:07,544 --> 00:27:09,170
They make judgments.
391
00:27:09,171 --> 00:27:11,757
Being the new girl is hard enough
without all of that.
392
00:27:15,301 --> 00:27:18,638
It took me months
to settle into my life at the orphanage,
393
00:27:19,263 --> 00:27:21,932
and it will take you time
to settle in here.
394
00:27:21,933 --> 00:27:23,644
You have to find ways to cope.
395
00:27:24,269 --> 00:27:26,479
How did you... cope?
396
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:28,272
By distracting myself.
397
00:27:29,398 --> 00:27:31,902
I would dig in the garden for hours.
398
00:27:32,611 --> 00:27:34,487
It's where I found these shells.
399
00:27:34,488 --> 00:27:35,988
It was the most curious thing,
400
00:27:35,989 --> 00:27:38,575
because the orphanage
was nowhere near the sea,
401
00:27:39,326 --> 00:27:40,535
and yet there they were.
402
00:27:40,536 --> 00:27:42,036
How you think they got there?
403
00:27:42,037 --> 00:27:43,328
Time.
404
00:27:43,329 --> 00:27:47,290
Millions of years ago,
the island was underwater,
405
00:27:47,291 --> 00:27:49,585
and as the earth erupted and shifted,
406
00:27:49,586 --> 00:27:52,256
Jamaica rose up with the shells.
407
00:27:53,757 --> 00:27:56,509
I fell in love with geology
after reading about that,
408
00:27:56,509 --> 00:28:00,681
and the idea that everything
is connected to everything else
409
00:28:01,306 --> 00:28:03,141
if you only go back far enough.
410
00:28:05,059 --> 00:28:08,520
You lit up just now,
speaking about geology.
411
00:28:08,521 --> 00:28:11,567
If nursing doesn't excite you,
why not study that?
412
00:28:12,984 --> 00:28:14,943
They were recruiting
girls from the islands
413
00:28:14,944 --> 00:28:16,445
into this nursing program.
414
00:28:17,446 --> 00:28:18,865
It was my way out.
415
00:28:20,032 --> 00:28:21,741
And I didn't know until recently
416
00:28:21,742 --> 00:28:25,246
that there's a university in Edinburgh
that specializes in geology,
417
00:28:25,247 --> 00:28:26,957
but it's too late now.
418
00:28:28,165 --> 00:28:30,501
It's never too late
to pursue your dreams.
419
00:28:31,795 --> 00:28:32,796
So you say.
420
00:28:33,462 --> 00:28:35,214
But is nannying yours?
421
00:28:36,717 --> 00:28:37,717
No.
422
00:28:39,302 --> 00:28:40,304
Swimming was.
423
00:28:41,262 --> 00:28:42,262
Is.
424
00:28:42,263 --> 00:28:43,265
I think.
425
00:28:44,892 --> 00:28:46,268
I don't know anymore.
426
00:28:46,809 --> 00:28:47,894
Well then,
427
00:28:48,644 --> 00:28:49,645
look at us.
428
00:28:50,689 --> 00:28:51,980
Aren't we pathetic?
429
00:29:08,248 --> 00:29:09,625
My mum left this to me.
430
00:29:10,291 --> 00:29:13,419
The stone reminds me of the sea so much,
431
00:29:13,420 --> 00:29:14,961
it hurts to even look at it.
432
00:29:14,962 --> 00:29:16,298
It's beautiful.
433
00:29:17,257 --> 00:29:18,758
And rare.
434
00:29:18,759 --> 00:29:20,219
Don't hide it away.
435
00:29:20,928 --> 00:29:23,387
If it comforts you, wear it.
436
00:29:24,056 --> 00:29:25,390
Here, let me.
437
00:29:35,692 --> 00:29:39,111
See? Maybe remembering
doesn't have to hurt.
438
00:30:25,366 --> 00:30:27,243
Elly gave me hope.
439
00:30:28,036 --> 00:30:30,288
She gave me permission to be me,
440
00:30:32,164 --> 00:30:35,294
permission to find ways
to feel connected to home
441
00:30:36,711 --> 00:30:38,712
without jeopardizing my safety.
442
00:30:51,643 --> 00:30:55,021
Congratulations. You did it.
443
00:30:56,480 --> 00:30:58,275
I am officially Nurse Elly.
444
00:30:58,942 --> 00:31:01,777
Why do I feel like
I'm celebrating the death of a dream?
445
00:31:01,778 --> 00:31:02,778
Stop it.
446
00:31:02,778 --> 00:31:05,865
We're celebrating the fact
that you're done living in a library,
447
00:31:05,865 --> 00:31:07,782
and you finally have time
for a little fun.
448
00:31:07,784 --> 00:31:09,826
I can certainly drink to that.
449
00:31:09,827 --> 00:31:13,580
- Ooh, Coventina!
- I didn't know you could bake.
450
00:31:13,582 --> 00:31:17,167
Careful, she put so much rum in there,
you'll surely get drunk off the fumes.
451
00:31:17,169 --> 00:31:18,669
Ooh!
452
00:31:18,670 --> 00:31:19,796
Come, let's dance.
453
00:31:21,589 --> 00:31:22,590
Coventina!
454
00:31:25,344 --> 00:31:27,010
Here's an early Christmas gift.
455
00:31:27,011 --> 00:31:28,512
This is Delroy.
456
00:31:28,513 --> 00:31:29,763
He's from Moorton,
457
00:31:29,765 --> 00:31:31,598
right by where you're from
in the mountains.
458
00:31:31,599 --> 00:31:33,934
We probably know
some of the same people back home.
459
00:31:33,935 --> 00:31:36,020
It's a small world, isn't it?
460
00:31:36,563 --> 00:31:37,646
When did you get into town?
461
00:31:37,647 --> 00:31:39,105
Just last week.
462
00:31:39,106 --> 00:31:41,483
But I have a job
lined up already in the new year.
463
00:31:41,484 --> 00:31:43,987
So he can afford
to take a girl out on a proper date.
464
00:31:44,863 --> 00:31:47,615
Coventina,
which school did you go to in Maryville?
465
00:31:47,615 --> 00:31:49,367
My aunt's a teacher over at Stanton.
466
00:31:50,661 --> 00:31:53,372
Oh, that's where I went, Stanton.
467
00:31:54,957 --> 00:31:56,750
I didn't realize it was co-ed.
468
00:31:57,334 --> 00:31:59,876
Just since the last few years, yes.
469
00:31:59,877 --> 00:32:02,755
Oh, hm. Well, you must know my aunt.
470
00:32:02,756 --> 00:32:04,423
She goes by Mrs. B at the school.
471
00:32:05,049 --> 00:32:07,759
Sure. Of course. She was wonderful.
472
00:32:09,971 --> 00:32:11,806
I was always terrified of her.
473
00:32:11,807 --> 00:32:13,432
She was so strict with us.
474
00:32:13,432 --> 00:32:15,894
Mm. Maybe she was nice around the girls.
475
00:32:18,521 --> 00:32:21,022
You know what? I need a drink.
476
00:32:21,023 --> 00:32:22,067
Can I get you one?
477
00:32:22,526 --> 00:32:24,236
Sure. Whatever you're having.
478
00:32:29,074 --> 00:32:30,284
Why you lying?
479
00:32:31,742 --> 00:32:34,036
Uh... Um...
480
00:32:34,037 --> 00:32:35,579
And I know you don't drink.
481
00:32:35,580 --> 00:32:38,665
You're so nervous around boys.
482
00:32:38,666 --> 00:32:40,586
It's kinda cute, actually.
483
00:32:41,711 --> 00:32:44,713
- You're right.
- I just never know what to say.
484
00:32:44,714 --> 00:32:46,339
Doesn't matter what you say.
485
00:32:46,340 --> 00:32:48,425
They just wanna hear themselves talk.
486
00:32:48,426 --> 00:32:50,510
But Delroy is sweet,
487
00:32:50,511 --> 00:32:53,765
and he might make you less homesick,
if you catch my drift.
488
00:32:54,641 --> 00:32:57,935
- I don't know.
- He's not the kinda guy I usually go for.
489
00:32:58,854 --> 00:33:01,897
Well, if you don't like him,
maybe you'll like one of his friends.
490
00:33:01,898 --> 00:33:03,900
He said he knows a few boys
coming in next week,
491
00:33:03,901 --> 00:33:05,421
and they're from the same town as him.
492
00:33:09,530 --> 00:33:10,531
What is it?
493
00:33:11,407 --> 00:33:13,534
What aren't you telling us, Coventina?
494
00:33:13,535 --> 00:33:16,412
Oh, stop trying to pawn
that boy off on her, Edwina!
495
00:33:16,413 --> 00:33:17,998
You're a bad influence on us all.
496
00:33:21,210 --> 00:33:25,128
Edwina is a fast girl.
Don't let her pressure you.
497
00:33:25,130 --> 00:33:26,548
Come on, let's dance.
498
00:33:47,903 --> 00:33:50,948
My luck
was not going to hold out much longer.
499
00:33:51,781 --> 00:33:55,116
I had to take fate into my own hands.
500
00:34:18,976 --> 00:34:19,976
Oh!
501
00:34:20,434 --> 00:34:21,476
You're awake?
502
00:34:21,478 --> 00:34:22,686
I couldn't sleep.
503
00:34:22,688 --> 00:34:24,731
I've been thinking and...
504
00:34:29,820 --> 00:34:32,072
Before you're stuck in a job you hate,
505
00:34:33,699 --> 00:34:35,240
what if you rolled the dice
506
00:34:35,242 --> 00:34:38,494
and studied geology
at that university in Edinburgh?
507
00:34:38,494 --> 00:34:40,621
Oh, you can't be serious.
508
00:34:40,621 --> 00:34:42,789
I start nursing after Christmas!
509
00:34:42,791 --> 00:34:44,916
You need to follow your passion.
510
00:34:44,918 --> 00:34:47,586
And... And you won't be alone.
I'll go with you.
511
00:34:47,588 --> 00:34:49,922
Why would you want to go to Scotland?
512
00:34:49,922 --> 00:34:52,884
You'd have to find a new job,
a new place to live.
513
00:34:52,885 --> 00:34:55,469
We've saved enough money
to get by for a while.
514
00:34:57,597 --> 00:35:01,393
You owe it to that little girl
who spent hours digging in a garden.
515
00:35:03,019 --> 00:35:04,646
The girl who found those cockleshells.
516
00:35:08,233 --> 00:35:10,902
If she had the opportunity
to pursue her dreams,
517
00:35:12,862 --> 00:35:14,822
what would she do, Elly?
518
00:35:33,509 --> 00:35:34,800
Almost there.
519
00:35:35,469 --> 00:35:37,762
We'll ring in the new year
with our new lives.
520
00:35:44,186 --> 00:35:45,186
Coventina,
521
00:35:46,855 --> 00:35:49,481
when I told you about my past,
522
00:35:49,483 --> 00:35:51,443
I was afraid that you might judge me,
523
00:35:52,652 --> 00:35:53,903
but you listened.
524
00:35:55,447 --> 00:35:58,574
Thank you for making me feel
safe enough to share
525
00:35:59,409 --> 00:36:01,369
and for encouraging me to leave.
526
00:36:02,996 --> 00:36:04,414
I should be thanking you.
527
00:36:05,748 --> 00:36:07,793
When you opened up to me
about your childhood,
528
00:36:08,668 --> 00:36:10,253
I was at my lowest.
529
00:36:12,005 --> 00:36:17,425
It was my 18th birthday,
and... I'd never felt so alone.
530
00:36:17,427 --> 00:36:20,429
Coventina! If I'd known,
we would've celebrated proper!
531
00:36:21,181 --> 00:36:24,057
- Don't be sorry.
- You gave me the best gift.
532
00:36:24,059 --> 00:36:25,768
You gave me permission to be me.
533
00:36:26,353 --> 00:36:28,896
I wouldn't want you to be anything else.
534
00:36:32,775 --> 00:36:33,775
Elly...
535
00:36:35,528 --> 00:36:36,989
I'm not from the mountains.
536
00:36:37,947 --> 00:36:41,117
I grew up by the sea in Portland Parish.
537
00:36:42,661 --> 00:36:44,913
That explains the lack of rain gear.
538
00:36:47,039 --> 00:36:48,083
And the swimming.
539
00:36:49,168 --> 00:36:53,922
I swam so that one day
I could compete around the world.
540
00:36:55,923 --> 00:36:56,923
And now...
541
00:36:58,050 --> 00:37:01,762
Well, it's... it's hard to explain.
542
00:37:05,057 --> 00:37:06,059
It's okay.
543
00:37:06,601 --> 00:37:10,188
Whatever it is,
you don't need to tell me today.
544
00:37:10,898 --> 00:37:11,898
Or ever.
545
00:37:12,733 --> 00:37:14,735
But... when you're ready,
546
00:37:16,152 --> 00:37:17,277
I'll be here.
547
00:37:17,278 --> 00:37:19,405
Tea. Here we are, dear.
548
00:37:19,405 --> 00:37:20,574
Thank you.
549
00:37:30,541 --> 00:37:33,711
I wish they served tea with tin milk
like they do back home.
550
00:37:37,840 --> 00:37:40,342
Edwina and the girls will never notice.
551
00:37:57,777 --> 00:37:58,777
To Scotland.
552
00:39:03,427 --> 00:39:05,344
As I waited to die,
553
00:39:05,344 --> 00:39:09,264
I wondered what stories
Pa had been telling himself
554
00:39:09,266 --> 00:39:10,766
to get through the day
555
00:39:10,766 --> 00:39:12,561
since I died the first time,
556
00:39:13,478 --> 00:39:16,398
and what stories would he have
to tell everyone else
557
00:39:17,023 --> 00:39:20,027
when news of the train crash
reached the island,
558
00:39:20,943 --> 00:39:24,112
when my death was no longer speculation.
559
00:39:24,114 --> 00:39:27,074
We are a community in mourning,
560
00:39:28,284 --> 00:39:34,123
to have lost not one
but two of our very own this past year.
561
00:39:34,123 --> 00:39:37,876
While we may have
many unanswered questions,
562
00:39:37,878 --> 00:39:40,338
we must take comfort
563
00:39:40,338 --> 00:39:45,175
that God will see to it
that Sister Covey Lyncook
564
00:39:45,177 --> 00:39:50,056
and Brother Clarence Henry
did not die in vain.
565
00:39:50,056 --> 00:39:53,351
We must honor their legacies,
566
00:39:53,351 --> 00:39:57,063
and that is how we can honor God.
567
00:39:58,565 --> 00:39:59,733
Let us pray.
568
00:40:11,702 --> 00:40:15,414
Losing your best friend
can feel like losing a limb.
569
00:40:18,376 --> 00:40:20,628
That's how I felt when Matilda left.
570
00:40:23,548 --> 00:40:27,969
But at least we know
where Covey is now, Bunny.
571
00:40:30,847 --> 00:40:32,724
You don't have to wonder anymore.
572
00:40:36,311 --> 00:40:38,938
I'm not wondering anything, Pearl.
573
00:40:41,983 --> 00:40:42,983
It's over.
574
00:40:50,784 --> 00:40:52,659
You've been
following me around for months.
575
00:40:52,661 --> 00:40:55,496
My daughter, your prime suspect, is dead.
576
00:40:55,496 --> 00:40:56,498
Case closed.
577
00:40:57,081 --> 00:41:00,083
- That's where you're wrong.
- This case is still open.
578
00:41:00,085 --> 00:41:01,670
She was never the only suspect.
579
00:41:02,128 --> 00:41:03,128
She couldn't have acted alone,
580
00:41:03,130 --> 00:41:06,548
and the fact that she turned up overseas
using her mother's maiden name
581
00:41:06,550 --> 00:41:09,887
makes it pretty clear to me
that someone helped her escape.
582
00:41:14,974 --> 00:41:18,103
But don't worry, Lyncook.
You're not the only one we're looking at.
583
00:41:29,739 --> 00:41:30,740
You okay?
584
00:41:31,365 --> 00:41:32,367
I'm fine.
585
00:41:32,909 --> 00:41:35,590
That is what you've been saying
since we get the news about Covey.
586
00:41:36,788 --> 00:41:38,664
Your behavior says otherwise.
587
00:41:39,291 --> 00:41:43,043
I'm tired of all the questions
and the pitiful looks and the gossip.
588
00:41:43,045 --> 00:41:45,005
I said I'm fine, and I meant it!
589
00:41:46,130 --> 00:41:47,132
Leonard.
590
00:41:48,425 --> 00:41:50,927
You've not come by my ways
since the wedding.
591
00:41:50,927 --> 00:41:53,429
I'm sorry, Lin,
for your loss, for everything,
592
00:41:53,429 --> 00:41:54,679
but I need to go after Bunny.
593
00:41:54,681 --> 00:41:56,266
She's not the same without Covey.
594
00:41:58,184 --> 00:42:00,144
Yeah, I understand.
595
00:42:00,853 --> 00:42:02,771
I could've used a friend myself
these past few months.
596
00:42:02,773 --> 00:42:05,733
I wanted to reach out,
but people are so desperate for gossip.
597
00:42:06,318 --> 00:42:08,318
Quick to accuse anyone
who was close to Covey.
598
00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:09,362
Yeah, I'm well aware.
599
00:42:11,155 --> 00:42:11,989
And are you aware
600
00:42:11,990 --> 00:42:14,909
that people have been saying
Bunny was too close to Covey?
601
00:42:16,161 --> 00:42:18,704
I don't need to tell you
how dangerous that is.
602
00:42:18,704 --> 00:42:20,456
- I'm sorry, Leonard...
- You should be.
603
00:42:20,456 --> 00:42:24,085
You invited danger into all of our lives
when you married Covey off,
604
00:42:24,085 --> 00:42:26,295
but I won't let you
ruin Bunny's life too.
605
00:43:03,125 --> 00:43:04,418
Bunny, what is it?
606
00:43:10,047 --> 00:43:11,800
You can't keep it all inside.
607
00:43:15,137 --> 00:43:17,137
I haven't been able
to swim since she left.
608
00:43:17,139 --> 00:43:19,472
I need to swim in the harbor race, Daddy.
609
00:43:19,474 --> 00:43:21,059
It was our dream. I...
610
00:43:21,976 --> 00:43:23,496
I can't give up on it.
611
00:43:29,150 --> 00:43:30,152
Okay.
612
00:43:30,860 --> 00:43:31,860
Okay.
613
00:43:33,864 --> 00:43:35,239
How can I help you?
614
00:43:35,782 --> 00:43:36,782
I don't know.
615
00:43:38,159 --> 00:43:40,704
Covey pushed me. She made me better. I...
616
00:43:42,873 --> 00:43:43,873
I need her.
617
00:43:52,590 --> 00:43:54,342
Do you remember Jimmy Paterson?
618
00:43:54,760 --> 00:43:57,554
He's a coach now and a fine young man.
619
00:43:59,306 --> 00:44:01,182
He ask about you all the time.
620
00:44:02,934 --> 00:44:04,726
I think he'd be good for you.
621
00:44:04,728 --> 00:44:07,146
Are you setting me up with a coach
or on a date?
622
00:44:07,146 --> 00:44:10,567
I won't be around forever
to protect you.
623
00:44:12,235 --> 00:44:13,612
Please think about it.
624
00:44:20,202 --> 00:44:25,748
My marriage to Little Man
changed the course of all our lives.
625
00:44:27,376 --> 00:44:31,670
And although I'd always hoped
that by going along with his plan
626
00:44:31,672 --> 00:44:33,507
I was protecting Pa,
627
00:44:34,215 --> 00:44:36,384
I wonder whether it was all for nothing,
628
00:44:36,385 --> 00:44:39,387
and whether his choices
ever caught up to him.
629
00:44:51,983 --> 00:44:53,704
You dipping your cock
at the fights again?
630
00:44:54,110 --> 00:44:55,610
Business has been slow.
631
00:44:55,612 --> 00:44:57,530
Ah. You thought
you were smart sending her off
632
00:44:57,530 --> 00:44:59,239
with her runaway mother maiden name.
633
00:45:00,076 --> 00:45:02,451
But now your Black head,
chiney daughter dead.
634
00:45:02,452 --> 00:45:05,746
And we're not going to let you
run our brother's shop into the ground,
635
00:45:06,706 --> 00:45:10,210
just like how you run
all the women out your life.
636
00:45:11,460 --> 00:45:12,460
So get out.
637
00:45:12,461 --> 00:45:13,461
No.
638
00:45:14,882 --> 00:45:16,340
This is my family's shop.
639
00:45:16,340 --> 00:45:17,675
Not anymore.
640
00:45:33,442 --> 00:45:36,360
I never forgave Pa for what he'd done.
641
00:45:37,737 --> 00:45:39,447
But I was starting to understand
642
00:45:39,447 --> 00:45:44,827
how each of our choices,
not luck, leads us to the next,
643
00:45:45,746 --> 00:45:47,496
until, little by little,
644
00:45:48,623 --> 00:45:51,710
we wake up one day
wondering how we ever got here.
645
00:45:59,550 --> 00:46:02,385
Coolies, go home!
Chiney not welcome!
646
00:46:22,407 --> 00:46:23,407
Mm.
647
00:47:42,153 --> 00:47:45,407
- That'll be...
- one pound and four shillings.
648
00:47:51,704 --> 00:47:53,789
How much for the rice and peas alone?
649
00:47:54,291 --> 00:47:57,210
My mother's sick, so she can't keep down.
650
00:47:58,253 --> 00:47:59,420
Silly me.
651
00:47:59,420 --> 00:48:01,715
Everything half off today
to make room for new goods.
652
00:48:02,715 --> 00:48:03,842
Don't pity me.
653
00:48:04,342 --> 00:48:06,969
- Pity a pretty thing like you?
- No, no, no, no.
654
00:48:06,969 --> 00:48:08,764
It's just your lucky day today, is all.
655
00:48:11,141 --> 00:48:12,434
That'll be...
656
00:48:15,521 --> 00:48:16,896
12 shillings.
657
00:48:31,827 --> 00:48:33,079
You have flour in your hair.
658
00:48:34,498 --> 00:48:36,458
- Come, come.
- Hmm?
659
00:48:41,255 --> 00:48:44,465
Wow. Me never feel hair like this.
660
00:48:45,509 --> 00:48:47,217
And what kinda hair is that?
661
00:48:47,219 --> 00:48:48,637
Black and straight.
662
00:48:49,721 --> 00:48:51,806
And coarse as a brush.
663
00:49:00,606 --> 00:49:01,608
Thank you.
664
00:49:41,690 --> 00:49:43,400
For as long as I can remember,
665
00:49:43,983 --> 00:49:46,318
the story Pa told everyone was that
666
00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:49,655
he learned
how to weigh risk against reward,
667
00:49:50,282 --> 00:49:54,744
and his willingness to take a chance
put food on his parents' table
668
00:49:55,579 --> 00:49:56,579
and ours.
669
00:50:36,827 --> 00:50:40,248
But the story Pa wasn't telling anyone
670
00:50:40,248 --> 00:50:43,001
was that there's no real formula to luck.
671
00:50:44,001 --> 00:50:46,753
He just thought his would never run out.
672
00:51:09,068 --> 00:51:10,070
Where's my money?
673
00:51:10,945 --> 00:51:12,114
I'll get it to you soon.
674
00:51:12,697 --> 00:51:14,782
The business will pick up again.
I'm sure of it.
675
00:51:18,911 --> 00:51:22,623
I have a way
that you can... erase all your debts.
676
00:51:24,168 --> 00:51:25,168
Now.
677
00:51:28,672 --> 00:51:29,672
Without money.
678
00:51:35,219 --> 00:51:36,929
She only 16!
679
00:51:36,929 --> 00:51:38,556
No better age for a wife.
680
00:51:41,476 --> 00:51:43,811
Eh... Covey's got a mouth on her.
681
00:51:43,811 --> 00:51:45,652
Trust me, Clarence.
You don't want the trouble.
682
00:51:47,481 --> 00:51:50,193
Nothing worse than a girl
who doesn't know when to shut her mouth.
683
00:51:55,949 --> 00:51:58,034
You will get your money, with interest.
684
00:51:58,034 --> 00:51:59,034
I better.
685
00:51:59,036 --> 00:52:00,871
And if you try to make a fool of me,
686
00:52:04,958 --> 00:52:06,918
well, I'll arrange the marriage myself.
687
00:52:18,429 --> 00:52:19,554
To my wife!
688
00:52:45,248 --> 00:52:48,543
Here he is, the proud pa of the bride...
689
00:52:54,173 --> 00:52:56,385
Excuse me, sir, can we help you? You good?
690
00:53:11,775 --> 00:53:13,110
I thought that was you.
691
00:53:16,737 --> 00:53:18,114
What have I done, Pearl?
692
00:53:18,114 --> 00:53:19,614
How did I let this happen?
693
00:53:19,615 --> 00:53:21,492
Now you're asking this?
694
00:53:22,202 --> 00:53:24,246
All I ever wanted to do
was help my family.
695
00:53:25,246 --> 00:53:26,998
Someone needs to do something.
696
00:53:26,998 --> 00:53:28,498
Maybe it's not too late.
697
00:53:28,500 --> 00:53:29,501
Enough!
698
00:53:30,126 --> 00:53:32,170
Get back out there
before someone sees you.
699
00:53:37,967 --> 00:53:39,344
Let go of me!
700
00:53:40,429 --> 00:53:41,722
We have to stop this!
701
00:53:42,556 --> 00:53:43,806
We have to find a way.
702
00:53:44,766 --> 00:53:46,893
The last thing
that poor girl needs right now
703
00:53:46,893 --> 00:53:50,480
is for her father to make a scene
on top of everything else.
704
00:53:58,030 --> 00:53:59,030
What is it?
705
00:53:59,614 --> 00:54:01,115
That Gibbs Grant boy.
706
00:54:01,824 --> 00:54:02,826
He was here.
707
00:54:04,577 --> 00:54:05,579
You're drunk.
708
00:54:06,204 --> 00:54:08,456
That boy left for London weeks ago.
709
00:54:12,126 --> 00:54:13,128
Clarence?
710
00:54:15,255 --> 00:54:16,340
Clarence!
711
00:54:17,590 --> 00:54:19,090
Looks like someone found a way.
712
00:54:19,092 --> 00:54:20,842
Call an ambulance!
Call for somebody!
713
00:54:20,844 --> 00:54:22,137
Give me a tissue.
714
00:54:22,679 --> 00:54:24,139
Water. Water.
715
00:54:25,389 --> 00:54:28,143
My brother, he needs help.
Call an ambulance. My brother!
716
00:54:31,605 --> 00:54:34,148
When I think of my pa now,
717
00:54:34,148 --> 00:54:39,153
I imagine that hope
was really all he had left in the end.
718
00:54:40,947 --> 00:54:44,659
Hope that if he couldn't rescue me
from a marriage to Little Man,
719
00:54:45,369 --> 00:54:46,661
someone else would.
720
00:54:48,496 --> 00:54:50,706
And someone else did.
721
00:54:52,835 --> 00:54:56,672
For a while,
everyone thought it was Pa.
722
00:54:57,172 --> 00:54:59,967
Even Bunny sent me away thinking that,
723
00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:02,010
but she was wrong.
724
00:55:03,219 --> 00:55:05,597
Pa didn't come through.
725
00:55:06,806 --> 00:55:09,226
His luck had run out.
726
00:55:19,695 --> 00:55:20,695
Elly!
727
00:55:21,280 --> 00:55:22,405
Elly!
728
00:56:09,369 --> 00:56:10,369
Eleanor?
729
00:56:15,458 --> 00:56:16,793
Happy new year, Eleanor.
730
00:56:18,211 --> 00:56:19,213
Coventina.
731
00:56:19,880 --> 00:56:21,215
Coventina Brown?
732
00:56:22,507 --> 00:56:23,509
Was she your friend?
733
00:56:25,135 --> 00:56:26,302
I'm so sorry.
734
00:56:27,596 --> 00:56:28,804
She didn't make it.
735
00:56:29,931 --> 00:56:30,932
Elly?
736
00:56:32,266 --> 00:56:33,266
No.
737
00:56:33,643 --> 00:56:34,643
God.
738
00:56:34,936 --> 00:56:36,855
- Elly...
- Elly? Is that short for...
739
00:56:37,813 --> 00:56:39,815
Would you rather I called you Elly, dear?
740
00:56:39,815 --> 00:56:41,360
- No.
- Sorry?
741
00:56:43,070 --> 00:56:45,614
Pa's lucky streak may have ended.
742
00:56:46,572 --> 00:56:47,574
Not mine.
743
00:56:48,407 --> 00:56:50,661
I had been given a second chance.
744
00:56:51,411 --> 00:56:53,038
And a new story to tell.
745
00:56:54,581 --> 00:56:55,581
B and B,
746
00:56:56,291 --> 00:56:58,710
this is how I really became your ma,
747
00:57:00,295 --> 00:57:01,755
the woman you know as...
748
00:57:02,880 --> 00:57:03,882
Eleanor.
53494
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