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Selection for the SAS

is a test like no other.

There are no limits
in Special Forces selection.

We'll expose
every part of your being,

especially,
your emotions and your fears.

If there's a weak link
or if you're struggling that day,

it will be your demise.

Go! Move!

Have a bit of (BLEEP) pride
for the fact

you've been allowed to come here!

A new group of celebrity recruits

have volunteered to leave
their comfortable lives behind.

I am a competitive beast.

Fight!

I'm somebody who always
wants to do things 100% and win.

Good.

Now, you're up here.

They'll be trained...
What's happened?

We're under fire. We're under fire.
Talk to me! Talk to me!

..to survive the impossible.

I've got to carry your (BLEEP) body

back down to your (BLEEP) family!

Chief instructor Ant Middleton
and his team of directing staff...

Move!
What are you going to do?

..will make no exceptions.

(ZIMA BREATHES DEEPLY)

Oh!

(THUDS)

I was gonna do it.
Shh, shh, shh, it doesn't matter.

You matter.

(SIRENS BLARES)

Tonight...

You hang on for (BLEEP) dear life.

A hideous 100m rope hang...

Do not be the first one to drop.

Come on!

(ABBEY WHIMPERS)
Hurry up number 14!

Separates the fearless...

Obviously, I am going
to be up against young bucks.

Move!
..from the feeble.

Staff!

Keep the (BLEEP) noises down.

Staff!
Ignore the pain.

Do not let go of that rope.

(BLEEP) hell.

Then, letters from loved ones...

(MATTHEW SIGHS)

..will either
lift their spirits...

If you don't beat me,
you will never live it down.

(RECRUITS LAUGHS)

..or bring them crashing down.

And...
Let's go!

Come on!

(STAFF YELL & BANG WALLS)
Wakey, wake!

A bloodthirsty beasting...

We are gonna go all night.
..with only one way out.

We will keep going
until one of you VWs.

Which recruit won't last?

Don't be a (BLEEP) idiot.

Give me your number
and this will (BLEEP) stop!

(RECRUIT COUGHS)

(RECRUIT SIGHS)

Real cold.

After a week of relentless tasks
and meagre rations...

Who's ready for some pain?

..just six recruits
remain on the course.

(RECRUITS YAWNS & SIGHS)

Exhausted and in pain,

they prepare
for another torturous day.

On selection, pain is inevitable.

When I did my selection,

every day you would
remove your boots

and you would ring your socks out.

They were full of blood,

you had blisters all over your feet
and then the next day

when you went to do your tasks,
the first part of that day

was just living through that pain.

My motivation to do the course
is to build my self-belief.

I've-I've lost a lot of self-belief

in my physical ability.

So, finding that confidence again,
that's the challenge.

I really believe that
I'm not done yet.

As one of the oldest recruits
on the course,

number nine, Craig McLachlan...

(BLEEP) me.

..is feeling his age.

You know, when you're young

and you are fit,

and your elbows aren't shot,

and your hip isn't cactus.

It's just easy.

I'm confident
that I'll get through it.

(COUGHS)

But they're very real
concerns for me.

(SQUEAKS)

You hear that?
That's my elbow.

First and foremost,
I want to prove to myself

that I'm capable of doing this.

They're dry.

There also is a sense of me
trying to prove so many people wrong

in the past that have told me

that I'll never achieve that

or I'm not capable
of doing this and,

um, yeah, I've copped
that a hell of a lot.

You know, there's not too many women
that have completed the course

and...and...have passed
an SAS selection,

so, I hope that I can kind of follow
in their footsteps

and...and be there
on the final day as well.

Are yours dry or are they wet?

Well, I left them out here.
Oh, did you? OK.

I came out,
I actually came out at 1:58...

Yeah.

..and stoked this again...
Yeah.

Oh, there you go.
..to try them around.

Breakfast time.

What did they just say?

Breakfast.
Oh.

As duty recruit,

Craig dishes out another
unappealing breakfast.

A googi.
Two please.

Two googies.

Now, I'm afraid we're out of nutmeg.

(ABBEY CHUCKLES)

We're out of brown and raw sugar.

Sugar, damn it.

And um, some...
There's nothing better.

Someone stole the honey so...

But despite the need
for nourishment,

eating is a struggle for some.

(ABBEY LAUGHS)

(CRAIG M GAGS)

Just think it's a hash brown.
It's a hash brown.

How many eggs are there left?

You'll be thrilled to know...

(CRAIG M RETCHES)

(RECRUITS LAUGHS)

You'll one thrilled to know
there are four.

Four eggs.

(RECRUITS LAUGHS)

Just waiting...
He's gagging.

(RECRUITS LAUGH)
..for us.

What are you doing?

Nothing, I'm fine.
He's gagging. Get it down.

Swallow. (LAUGHS)

Get it down sphincter lips.

Sphincter lips!

(MATTHEW LAUGHS)

It's what he calls himself.

Is it like trying to eat a...

Swallow a, like dry weed mix?

Oh, dry weed mix easy compared

to these googi at this point
in the game.

Oh thanks for coming.
Thank you.

Thanks for breakfast.
What's your restaurant called?

Give it a name.

Call it sphincter lips.

(CRAIG M LAUGHS)

Welcome to Sphincter Lips.

(CROW CAWS)

(LANGUAGE UNKNOWN TO CAPTIONER)

As the recruits head out

for another punishing day
on the course...

Come on.

..they must dig deep
to face their first task.

Go. Get your bergens.

We're the most highly trained
at what we do in the world.

Move.

We live in chaos.

We live in the uncomfortable...

One straight line.

Hurry up.

..where courage and bravery
is forced upon us.

(BLEEP) sprint.

Go number 13, let's go, move.
Get moving.

You should all be (BLEEP)
shifting like number 13.

For the recruits,

courage is facing absolutely
anything that's in front of you.

Let's go number seven.

To comment to the mission,
to a task.

The rest of you lining up
in a straight line face me.

Believing in yourself,

that's what true courage
is all about.

As you can see, look up there...

that great big canyon.

That is a mere obstacle.

(BLEEP) patrol, we hit that.

We ain't stopping.

Mountain troop put two ropes over.

We get across it every single time.

You'll go up there in pairs.

One will go up this ridge.

The other will go up this ridge.

DS will set you off
and you will start moving...

this way into the centre,
this way into the centre.

Feet on one rope at the bottom
and your hands at the top.

Your whole body
should be working in harmony.

Hand eye coordination,
it's a simple movement.

Keep it going.

All about momentum.

Is that understood?
Yes, Staff.

There will be three words
of command from my mouth.

Stop, continue and my final word
of command for you

will be hang.

You hang on for (BLEEP) dear life.

Yes, your (BLEEP) arms
and legs are gonna burn.

Do not be the first one to drop.

To pass, the recruits
must step off the rope...

Hang!

..and outlast their opponent.

Even if your (BLEEP)
oppo drops next to you,

you keep going.

Just because they drop,
doesn't mean that you drop.

Everyone happy?

Yes, Staff.
Go.

Make that happen quick time.

The high mountain pass and hang,

this task is designed to test them
physically and mentally.

Number 13, stand up and follow me.

Their body and their shoulders
and their arms

will be screaming
with pain and fatigue.

Seven, stand up.

Follow me.

But what we're looking
for is to see who has the mental

and physical resilience
to keep pushing through.

And straight up you see the DS.

It takes courage.

Move number seven!

Block out all of the pain
when their arms and their bodies

are screaming to give in.

Come on, number 13,

you can move faster than that,
let's go.

We want to see
who can hang in the longest.

What is there breaking point?

First over the frightening drop
is Olympic diver, Matt Mitcham...

OK, 13, watch the ropes.
Don't stand on the ropes.

Two hands on there, please.

..and one of the oldest recruits
on selection...

OK.

..Thai cave rescue hero,
Craig Challen.

This is the ultimate
Gandalf and Gollum challenge.

13.

Courage.

Confidence.

Suggest you pick a point
out on the horizon,

on this mountain here.

Concentrate on that.

Don't let the fear consume
your (BLEEP) thought process.

OK?

Alright.

Step out. Let's go.

Get a nice pace.

As soon as you feel those knots,
just step through them.

OK, both feet on.

OK, keep going. Start sliding out.

That's it. Small steps.

There you go.

Breathe number 13.

Long time to hold
your (BLEEP) breathe.

There you go. Enjoy the view.

That's it, good work.

Nice.

Wide slides.

Keep your feet in contact
with the top on the bottom.

Good.

A lot of people see me

as a courageous person

and I've got a medal that I've been

given to prove that,

but I don't think how other people
see me is, is very important.

Nice work, Craig.

You know, what's important
at the end of the day

is how I see myself,
um, I don't think

that I'm a particularly remarkable
human being.

I just try and do the best
that I can do in the face of fear.

That's good,
number seven, keep going.

Courage.

Courage in your convictions.
Keep moving.

Keep moving, 13, don't stop.

When I've got a goal,

I'm good at doing

what needs to be done

to to achieve it.

Keep moving, number 13.
Keep moving.

I can't handle criticism very well
and so it's this avoidance

of being criticised or failing so,

you know, if I do something
perfect then-then

I'm protected from that.

As an athlete,
I've always kind of struggled

with that balance of, you know,

how do you push yourself
if you're too easy on yourself?

But I've never really
figured that out.

Ignore the movement in the rope
and just keep shuffling.

Keep your head and eyes forward.

Good effort, 13.

Step over, well done.
That's the first knot passed.

Well done.

Have to wait for (BLEEP)
Benjamin Button now, aren't you?

That's good,
number seven, keep going.

Number seven, let's go!

Almost there, few more feet, 13.

Keep your head and eyes forward.

Good effort.

Number 13, stop!

Number seven, stop!

Hold there, number seven.

Number seven...

Number 13...

Hang!

Hang.

Don't let go of that rope, 13.

Come on, number seven.

Show 'em who's boss.

Breathe through it,
take your mind somewhere else.

Head back.

There you go.

Good effort, 13.

(INTENSE MUSIC)

(CRAIG C BREATHES HEAVILY)

Matt's like really straight.

Keep hanging, number seven.

(CRAIG C & MATTHEW GRUNT,
STRUGGLING)

Hang in there, 13.

Come on, seven.
Pays to be a winner!

Let's go number seven!

Do not give up!

(MATTHEW GRUNTS, STRUGGLING)

Breathe.

Come on, seven.

Do not let go of that rope.

(MATTHEW YELLS)

Hanging above a horrifying 100m

drop to the canyon floor...

Keep hanging number seven!

..number seven, Craig,
and number 13, Matt,

are desperate to outlast each other.

Hang in there, 13.

(MATTHEW GRUNTS, STRUGGLING)

Come on, seven.
Pays to be a winner!

Let's go, number seven!

Do not give up!

(INTENSE MUSIC)

Breathe.

Come on, seven.

Do not let go of that rope.

(MATTHEW YELLS)

Ah, (BLEEP) hell.

Fail 13.

Yes!

Gandalf wins.

Keep hanging,
number seven, all the way.

Keep hanging, number seven.

Number 13, (BLEEP) fail.

Well done, seven, well done.

I've certainly got an instinct
to-to push through

and to keep going.

Number seven, clear!

The last thing
I want to do is walk away

and then look back later and say,

"I could have done better."

Giving up, that's
not a happy place to be.

That looks like you're the winner.

Why are your forearms so strong?

Oh, I don't know.

They aren't bigger than yours,
are they?

It's not about size,
it's about strength and endurance.

It's all up here.

Number four, number six, stand up.

Number four go to the right,
number six straight up there.

Straight up to the DS.

Number six, breach that ridge.

The next pair
over the mountain pass...

How you feeling?

Uh, bit nervous, Staff.

..AFL field commentator...

Right, turn around.
..Abbey Holmes...

Step over ropes.

Hold on two hands with this rope,
shuffle on.

Stay where you are.

..and international rugby star
Mahalia Murphy.

You don't like heights, do you?

No, Staff.

It's a good (BLEEP) test for you.

Exposure repetition, right?

Exposure repetition
every (BLEEP) time.

It's about tuning into that (BLEEP)
part of your brain

that allows you to (BLEEP)
push past that barrier.

Be confident with this, yeah?

Yes, Staff.
Own it.

(MAHALIA SIGHS)

OK. Mount the rope.

OK?

Yes, Staff.
Stay calm.

OK, start shuffling out.

Slide your feet, remember.

Keep sliding.
Don't stop, that's it.

There you go. Keep going.

Nice, wide strides.

I definitely
won't let fear stop me.

I want to be able to show that,

you know, I'm a strong person
and no matter

what fear it is,
that I'm gonna face it

and take it on and overcome it.

That's it, good.

Good pace.

Good effort number four.
Keep going.

Remember your breathing.

Moving carefully, they manoeuvre
to the centre of the ravine.

Stay up. Look up. Look up.

But remaining stable
on the ropes is taxing.

Go on, keep going.
That's good.

At the knot, Staff.

At the knot.
OK, just step over it.

Just keep moving, number four.

Don't worry about the rope moving.

Slide your feet and your hands.

(MAHALIA GROANS)

Oh, (BLEEP) hell.

Arms are burning, Staff.
Arms are burning.

(ABBEY GROANS)

That's it, number four, keep going.

(ABBEY GROANS)
Ignore the pain!

Staff.

(MAHALIA GROANS)

Push through.

Well done, number six, keep going.

Get to that next knot.

(MAHALIA GROANS)

Yes, Staff.

Get your mind away from that pain.

(MAHALIA GROANS)

Struggling to maintain grip,
both six and four...

(MAHALIA GROANS)

..are fast
running out of energy.

(MAHALIA & ABBEY GROAN, STRUGGLING)

Keep the (BLEEP) noises down
for (BLEEP) sake.

(ABBEY WHIMPERS)

Keep going, number four.

I can't, Staff.

Keep going, number four.
Staff, I can't!

Concentrate on your breathing.
Staff.

Do not let go of the rope.

Staff, I can't!
Staff, I can't!

Do not let go of that rope.

(ABBEY CRIES OUT)

Hold on, grip it.
There you go. Grip it.

(ABBEY GROANS)
Grip the rope over hand.

Number six,
get past that next knot.

Come on!

(MAHALIA GROANS)

Go on, keep going, number six.

(ABBEY WHIMPERS)

Staff!
Come on!

Staff! Staff!

Coming up...

Firstly, you know

how incredibly proud Elle

and I are of you.

We're proud of everything you do.

..a message from loved ones
will make...

Look at that. Beautiful.

..or break the recruits.

Are you OK?
Are you alright?

And...
We are gonna go all night!

Seven get a move on.
Shit.

(BLEEP) holding the team back.

..an agonising beasting...

We will keep going
until one of you VWs.

Go. Move!

..forces a voluntary withdrawal.

Move!

Why are you always
at the (BLEEP) rear?

It's not (BLEEP) good enough!

(BLEEP) hell, number nine,
you are like an empty wetsuit.

Can (BLEEP) stop
all this suffering right now.

Give me your (BLEEP) number
and they can go to bed.

(GOATS BLEATS)

(MAHALIA GROANS)

Arms are burning, Staff.

Push through.
(ABBEY WHIMPERS)

Keep going, number four.
Keep sliding your feet.

In a dangerous mountain insertion,

the recruits must negotiate
their way

to the centre of constantly
moving ropes.

(MAHALIA GROANS)
Ignore the pain.

On command, they're to stop off

and hang 100ms
above the canyon floor.

Well done, number six, keep going.

Yes, Staff.

To pass, they must outlast
their opponent.

I can't, Staff.

Keep going, number four.
Do not let go of the rope.

Exhausted, both,
number four and number six,

fight the burning arm and leg pain
to stay on the ropes.

(ABBEY CRIES OUT)

Go on, keep going, number six.

Number six,
get past that next knot.

(MAHALIA GROANS)
Come on!

I've definitely had challenges.

Growing up, mum had a car accident,

um, you know, losing my sister,

experiencing some racism
through high school.

With my family
in the back of my mind, kind of,

was the motive to push
through everything and yeah,

it's definitely made me
build resilience

and character as a person.

My go to saying
is where your mind goes,

your body follows.

I definitely feel like

when my body starts to hurt
and starts to really, you know,

want to give up,
the mindset controls everything.

(MAHALIA GROANS)

Well done, number six.
Keep going.

Staff!

(ABBEY GROANS)

Staff, I can't!
Staff, I can't.

Do not let go of that rope.

(ABBEY WHIMPERS)

Hold on, grip it.
There you go. Grip it.

Grip the rope, over
Staff!

Come on!
Staff!

Do not let go of that rope.
Staff!

(ABBEY CRIES OUT)

(MAHALIA GROANS)
Staff!

Push through!

(ABBEY CRIES OUT)

(BLEEP) hell.

Number six.
Yes, Staff?

Continue.

Eyes up.

Eyes up.

(MAHALIA GROANS)

Well done, number six, keep going.

Courage and focus.

Continue. All the way!

(MAHALIA GASPS)
(BLEEP).

Despite her determination,

number six fails
to make the hang position.

As a special forces soldier,
you're constantly working

in situations
where there is imminent failure.

Turn around.

But it's about throwing yourself

at it anyway.

Having a sense of courage

to complete regardless
of the outcome.

Number four,

(BLEEP) hell, heard you
from a mile away.

Momentum was good,
kept that momentum

but when you stopped,
what went wrong?

My... Yeah, that's when I started
to freak out and shake.

Start to shake, you start to freak,
you start to scream,

you start to give away
your location.

You're off that (BLEEP) rope
and guess where you are?

You're (BLEEP)
hitting the concrete here.

I felt...
Never stop.

I felt like my head was in
a really good space going up there.

It was just physically my hands...

Physically?
No, that's bullshit.

Physically you are (BLEEP)
strong as an ox, I've seen you.

I don't care about your hands,
I don't care about your forearms,

I don't care
about your (BLEEP) arms,

I don't care about your wrists.

It's all in your (BLEEP) head.

Yes, Staff.
You know, what you need to do.

Yes, Staff.
Go. Move.

Faster number four, faster!
Move.

Number 14 stand up, follow me.

Number nine, off you go.
Other side.

Yes, Staff.
Go.

(BLEEP) solid effort
from you, 14, yeah?

Coming in with high expectations
from the DS

is the largest recruit,
Tim Robards...

Move number 14, move.

..against 57-year-old actor,
Craig McLachlan.

Hurry up number nine!
Move!

That (BLEEP) climb was (BLEEP).

Wasn't it?
I was gassed.

(CRAIG M SIGHS)

Do not (BLEEP) walk, number nine.

As a bloke in his late 50s,

obviously,
I am going to be up against,

uh, young bucks.

(CRAIG M SIGHS)

But, um, I've stood up
to some horrendous shit.

Come on, number nine.

That required more courage
than I ever thought I possessed.

I'm gonna spew.

Hey?
You're not gonna spew?

So, would I call myself courageous?

Actually, I think I am.

I've had two wins from this side.

I wanna make that three, OK?

Yes. Yes, Staff.

So, you're gonna
(BLEEP) smash this.

(BLEEP) let's go!

Come on, 14.

You look like
the (BLEEP) walking dead.

What's wrong?

OK, you can't even answer.

I'm scared of heights,
hate heights.

If I get put in a situation
where I have to deal with heights,

I remind myself and I go, right,

you've gotta take that step,

you've gotta push yourself

through there
because on the other side of that

is a stronger you,
it's a better you.

(TIM PANTS HEAVILY)

(BLEEP) hell you're blowing.

It's usually just bicep curls?

(PANTS) Just...

I do a bit of everything, Staff.

If I want to push forward
the bigger the challenge,

the, the more reward and I feel that
doesn't get much bigger than this.

14, how are you feeling?

It feels so good,
scared, tired, sore.

But I'm, uh, you know,
try and get the job done.

I'm gonna use that fear

and just (BLEEP) ramp it up
and drive it through.

OK, start moving out.

Do not lose to the old boy.

Right.

Go out there, show him who's boss.

Breathe, 14.

There you go.

That's it. Slow down.
No need to go fast.

Get into a nice pace, nice rhythm.

That's good.

Slow it down a bit.
Save your strength.

Good effort, 14.

Don't worry about the rope moving,
just keep shuffling.

Keep sliding your feet.

Breathe, 14.

Take charge of your mind.

You're almost at the first knot.

Number nine, continue!

That's you at the first knot, 14.

Good effort. Keep moving.

Do not lose to the old boy.

So, try and save those arms,
number nine.

(CRAIG M GRUNTS)

You'll need them.

Who's got money on number nine?

No one?

Number nine, stop!

Number nine, stop!

OK, focus, number nine.

Moving rapidly, the oldest recruit

reaches the centre ahead of Tim

and must now wait
for his much younger opponent.

Courage and focus.

Focus, 14, focus! Straight legs.

Concentrate on your breathing.

Hurry up, number 14!
Move!

As Tim struggles along the rope,

Craig must use his diminishing
energy to hold his position.

(CRAIG M GRUNTS)

Number 14, stop!
Standby!

(CRAIG M GRUNTS, STRUGGLING)

Hang!

(CRAIG M BREATHES HEAVILY)

Timmy should be able to hang there
for an hour, shouldn't he?

Yeah.
Upper body.

(CRAIG M GROANS)

(TIM SIGHS RAGGEDLY)

(TIM CRIES OUT)

(BLEEP)

(BLEEP) hell, 14.

I think, that's a new record.

You have the grip of a yak.

(BLEEP) built for show, not for tow.

Unfortunately...

Strong effort from you there,
number nine.

The old man of selection
has outlasted the much stronger Tim.

You're (BLEEP) agile,
you're (BLEEP) focused.

Impressing chief instructor Ant.

Number nine, clear!

Good effort, you were
the (BLEEP) fastest up there.

You kept that momentum going.
Was I?

Well, I'm the old (BLEEP)
but I just had to prove to myself...

Yeah.
..that I could do it.

Well, you've (BLEEP)
certainly done that.

Stay in that (BLEEP) headspace
that you're in now

and you well be here
at the end of the (BLEEP) course.

Go.
Thanks, Staff.

Go, number nine.

Bergens on in the parade square.

Returning
from the harrowing task...

Hurry up.

..the DS have a timely reminder
for the tired recruits.

Keep moving!

(TIM EXHALES HEAVILY)

It's gonna get a lot more intense,

a lot harder, a lot longer,
a lot more painful.

That's why I'm inducing
as much pain as I can.

Sometimes our (BLEEP) body
just gives up on us.

This course isn't for everyone.

Know when you're an asset.

Know when you're
potential liability.

'Cause moving forward,
we'll just leave you behind.

Trust me when I say,
it's going to get harder.

The tempo is going to get ramped up.

Do not be that person
always lagging behind.

Sometimes the courageous thing
to do is to (BLEEP) let go.

Let the team carry on
and complete the mission.

On the course, family
will be in the back of my mind,

um, pushing me through.

'Cause I do wanna make them
proud and,

you know, keep putting smiles
on their faces.

But I do want to do
what's right by the team and,

yeah, not cost the team in any way.

Things are about
to get (BLEEP) ugly.

Go! Move! Move! Hurry up!

If I were dragging
the rest of the team down...

(RECRUIT GROANS)

..while it might allow me to VW,

it wouldn't make it easy.

(MATTHEW SIGHS)

Just, I'll go down the back...
Yeah, yeah, of course.

..if you can feed it
through the doorway.

Are you bleeding?

Yeah, they're actually.

In the dorm, the recruits tend
to each other's injuries.

Anybody-anybody
else bleeding?

Don't think so.

And square away the camp.

Oh, like butter.

I've got an admission to make.

I had my money on Timmy
when you went head-to-head.

Oh, did you?
Yes.

I was just determined
to get out to the middle quickly.

Yeah.

Did you look down?

Not once.
Oh, (BLEEP) I did.

Looked down and Ant
was directly below me

and I thought I could shit on him.

(LAUGHTER)

You wicked, wicked man!

Except I would
have had to let go of my hands

to pull my pants down.

And then we'd all have
to get blasted for it.

Mahls?
Mm-hmm?

What happened to your sister
if you don't mind...

Oh, she had a heart attack.

Yeah. She was only 24.

Had a heart attack at 24!

Mmm.

Oh, shit.

Yeah, she was on
like a lot of medication.

She came down to Sydney
for like a week

'cause she had to see
the liver doctor...

Mmm.

Like the liver specialist
because her liver was bleeding

and in that week she passed away
before her appointment.

At home. Yeah.

Just at home?
Yeah.

I'm so sorry. That's awful.
That's alright. Yeah.

It sucked.
So, old were you then?

She was obviously older...
13.

Yeah.
Yeah, 13.

That's-that's tragic.
Yeah.

My poor mum suffered heaps.
Yeah.

Like, she even lost
the daughter after,

like at...like at birth,
like couple of days after birth.

Did she?
Yeah.

Dominique her name was.
Yeah?

Yeah.

Oh, what a traumatic time
for your mum.

Yeah. Yeah.

Losing my sister
when I was younger,

um, really hit my family hard

and we kind of had to really,

you know, grieve our own way.

Experiencing
that kind of gave me the,

you know, the importance of,

you know, appreciating
your loved ones.

It's definitely
made me build resilience

and character as a person and then

I appreciate life so much.

Now, I think, not taking things
for granted

and you really use the opportunities

and stuff like that
are really important to me and,

you know, appreciating
the loved ones

around you and stuff like that.

I really feel like I've learned to,
yeah,

appreciate life and people
around me a lot more.

(DOOR SQUEAKS)

Still got six.

With the first task
of the day completed,

the DS meet to review
the progress of the recruits.

This morning's task,
the High Mountain Pass,

that was a good test.

Yeah, and facing their fears.

You know, with courage.
Yeah.

Who was up first?

7 and 13.

Gandalf and Gollum.

Yeah.
(ANT CHUCKLES)

Hang!

Seven really surprised me
'cause I thought number 13,

he's a young lad,
he's gonna have the strength.

Exactly, yeah.

13, as soon as that rope
cut away, dropped.

Yeah. Yeah. Exactly.

Ah, fail, 13.

And seven kept on hanging,
it was quite impressive.

Just because number 13 went...
Yeah.

..normally, they give up
the ghost don't they?

And then like, pfft.

And I was like, "Do not let go,"

and he hung on and hung on

and that's what I loved about
number seven to be fair.

Mm.
Yeah.

There he was strong.

Second pair up, um, was...

Number four
and number six were up next.

(ABBEY & MAHALIA GRUNT & GROAN)

Number six probably
did the better out of the two.

She managed to get further out.

(MAHALIA CRIES OUT)

All she lacked really was the hang

but getting to centre,
that was hard work anyway.

Mmm.
Yeah.

Number four struggled on that,
didn't she?

She's scared of heights,
what we're looking for on this task

is how do you operate
with those fears?

I could hear her echoing...
Yeah.

..through the (BLEEP) valley.

Just like that.
Yeah, screaming.

Yeah like what the (BLEEP)
is going on there?

Staff! Staff!

Yeah, and that was it, wasn't it?

It was a lack of emotional control.

Uh, 9 and 14, um,

was expecting a bit more from 14,

if I'm honest in terms
of being able to hang there.

Hurry up, number 14!
Move!

Number 14, he's jumping
in and out of excuses I think.

Agree.

I'd say number nine
had the advantage on that one.

Number nine got out there fast!

Yeah.
He was quick.

Wow, talk about someone (BLEEP)
embracing every single (BLEEP) hour

in the day of this course...

Yeah.

..and getting stronger
and stronger on that learning curve,

staying on the learning curve.

Out of them all, you know,

this is gonna be
a life changer for him.

That was a good test to see
the pressure of hanging in there,

giving us absolutely everything,
showing us

why we should take you
onto the final exercise.

So, we need to just thin
this group out,

just a little bit more.

We're gonna ramp this
(BLEEP) course up

until the (BLEEP) last day,

until the final exercise
and when I mean ramp up,

we're gonna (BLEEP)
put that pressure on.

Pressure today, we're going to hold
that pressure all through the night

and we're gonna do the beastings
of all beastings tonight.

(BLEEP) take them
to the depths of hell.

Take another soul.

Next...

What I have here
are letters from home.

..an emotional decision...

Does anyone not want
to read their letter?

..who makes
the heartbreaking choice...

No?

Are you sure?

..and...
Go!

(BLEEP) get in there!

(WATER SPLASHES)

The day intensifies...

Keep moving!
Hurry the (BLEEP) up.

Keep coming, keep coming!

..with a treacherous
water extraction.

What the (BLEEP) are you doing?

What the (BLEEP)?

With the DS
promising to ramp up the intensity,

the recruits will need to muster

all their physical strength
and courage...

(MAHALIA SIGHS HEAVILY)

Head in the game,
head in the game.

..to pass the next task.

Courage, just, uh, show a little.

Yeah. Dig deep.

Get out of the (BLEEP) vehicles,
come on, let's go.

Start switching on.

Hurry up!

Let's go, let's go! Hurry up!

(HELICOPTER WHIRS)

The selection process
is designed to build warriors.

Come on! Hurry up!

Through a series
of step-by-step tests,

it's designed to build discipline,
grit, determination and courage.

Courage is facing absolutely
anything that's in front of you,

to commit to a task, to yourself.

It's about having the courage

in your capabilities.

Listen in very,
very, very carefully.

This is a multiple asset
insertion and extraction

in and out of water,

OK?

(BLEEP) water in your (BLEEP) face.

(BLEEP) swell.

Everything comes into play.

Everything's gonna be
tested right now.

In an emergency extraction
behind enemy lines,

the recruits will be transported
at high speed

to a designated drop point,
battling intense downdraft,

they must make a perilous climb,
one at a time,

and make it to the safety
of the Blackhawk

in just three minutes.

You've seen the (BLEEP)
demonstration there.

OK, monkey see, monkey do.
Start breaking it down.

Who's the strongest swimmer?

Who are you gonna leave
in the water?

When you climb that ladder,
one at a time,

as fast and efficiently as possible.

OK, once you get up that ladder,
you're going to be (BLEEP) there,

giving your mucker
a (BLEEP) heads up.

Communicate with each other,

you (BLEEP)
get the hell out of there.

(BLEEP) start switching on,
is that understood?

Yes, Staff.
Right, good. Over to you.

(HELICOPTER WHIRS)

OK, number four and number nine.

Fast as you can with your bergens,
straight down to the DS.

AFL commentator
Abbey and actor Craig...

Faster! Come on!

..are chosen to start
the difficult exercise.

(BLEEP) get in there!

Hurry the (BLEEP) up.

Go!

(WATER SPLASHES)

Go!

(WATER SPLASHES)

Hurry up.

Come on then!

You've got limited time.
Sort you shit out you two.

Hurry up.

You have a (BLEEP)
small window of opportunity.

Go! Let's go! Come on!

Now, we have one, two commands.

Standby and then go.

Standby!

You're going first.

You're going?
You're going first.

Go!

Go!

(WATER SPLASHES)

Now, in the water,

the pair must climb

to the safety of the Blackhawk...

in only three minutes.

(HELICOPTER WHIRS)

Go! Get up there.

Go! Go!

Fucking get up there.

Move!

Hurry up!

Hurry up!

Go!

But as Abbey starts
the precarious climb...

Let's go!

..the cyclonic downdraft
of the Blackhawk

pushes Craig away
from the drop point.

Come on, let's go!

Now, come on, let's go!

Go!

Go! Go!

Yes! Right there!

I grew up on the coast.
I grew up in water.

But as a very young kid
I was caught in a rip.

And when you're going under
for that third and final time...

Move!

..not giving in to your fear

that's where courage starts.

Let's go!

Exhausted from the swim...

Faster! Faster!

..Craig starts
the hazardous climb...

One step at a time!

..as the precious seconds
tick away.

Keep coming, keep coming,

keep coming, keep coming!

Come on!

If you can
get over that initial hurdle

find the courage
and the wherewithal...

Keep going, keep going, keep going!

..all the rest
of the hurdles

you'll take in a single bound.

Yes, both hands here,
both hands here.

This is a challenge like no other
but I'm here,

I'm committed and here
I am doing it.

Keep pushing! Come on!

It's all good, Craig boy!

Get your hands up,
hands up, come on!

Both hands here, both hands here.

Come over here!

You've got to reach,
got to reach, got to reach!

Keep coming, hold on here.

Here, here, good, good!

Up!

Up!

Good! Good!

Legs, get in.

Braving the treacherous conditions

and boarding the Blackhawk
within the time limit,

Craig and Abbey
are first to pass the task.

(HELICOPTER WHIRS)

Be courageous.
Be courageous.

(MAHALIA SIGHS)

Now, attempting
the extraction mission,

number 13 Matt Mitcham...

Move up.

..and number seven, Craig Challen.

Go.

The rib to ladder extraction
is a highly courageous task.

When I give you the command,
you will prepare to jump.

You grab an important piece
of information...

Go!

..you have to get off of target
and be picked up.

It's the most extreme
and dangerous way

of getting on and off a task.

This task is a great
test of courage.

They put one foot wrong,
this could be disaster.

Go! Go! Go!

Get up there!

Courage is feeling the fear
and doing it anyway.

Hurry up!
Let's go, let's go, let's go.

Do I have the grit?

I would like to hope I do.

Come on! Let's go!

OK.

Go to the ladder!

Let's (BLEEP) go!

How you respond to fear,
that's 100% courage...

That's it!

That's what I want to see!

I don't quit even

when it's obvious that I should.

Braving the conditions
to board the Blackhawk,

numbers 7 and 13 are successful.

Felt like that ladder went forever.

Oh, I know.
(ABBEY LAUGHS)

My arms.

The final pair,

two of the strongest contenders
on the course...

You will go first.

..are number 14, Tim...
Standby.

..and number six, Mahalia.

Standby!

Go! Go!

(WATER SPLASHES)

(TIMER BEEPS)

Move! Keep moving!

That window is closing!

Move!

Making it to the ladder first
is number six.

That's it. Good.

He's (BLEEP)

hanging underneath the ladder.

But before she reaches
the safety of the cabin...

(BLEEP) it looks like
he's going to climb.

..number 14 ignores the brief
to climb one at a time.

One at a time we (BLEEP) said.

What the (BLEEP) are you doing?

Who is that?
What the (BLEEP)!

Yeah.

What the (BLEEP) are you doing?

Jeopardising
not only his own safety,

but also Mahalia's.

Number 14!

Get out.

Get away!

Get out!

Good.

Come on! Come on!

Come on! Come on board.

Pull the ladder up! Pull the ladder!

All the way!

Ignoring the safety protocol...

You have no (BLEEP) clue!

..number 14 and 6
have both failed the task.

Think about your (BLEEP) actions.

(BLEEP) fail.

Sit down there in your pairs.

In your pairs, your little gap.
Right listen in.

Remember what I said,

everything that we do
serves a purpose.

Remember that. Everything.

What were you told about the climb?

Uh, one at a time.

One at a time.

Loud and clear.

Loud and clear. One at a time.

Loud and clear, loud and clear.
Yes, Staff.

Number 14.
Yes, Staff.

You had the (BLEEP) perfect
demonstration, didn't you?

The perfect demonstration.

You saw two go before you,
didn't you?

Yes, Staff.

Do not start to crack
your own (BLEEP) detail

at this stage of the course,
you (BLEEP) understand me.

Yes, Staff.

(BLEEP). Go.

Faster, come on!

Hurry up.

(BLEEP) move! Go!

(LANGUAGE UNKNOWN TO CAPTIONER)

Well, it's day eight.

Good job.

Yeah, we've done
really well getting this far.

Is today day eight?

Yes.
Is it?

Is it?
Mmm.

Did you think it was day seven?
Yeah.

I thought so.

No, that was definitely yesterday.

I'll be (BLEEP).

Holy shit, aye?

The day is not done.
No, I know.

Everyone on the parade square.

Oh, god, here we go.

As day gives way to night,

the DS have another unexpected turn
for the drained recruits.

Just come, Matty.

Matt.

OK.

Let's go, number 13, get in there.

What I have here
are letter from home.

It's down to you

whether you want
to read them or not.

Hopefully, they give some
of you the strength

to push through.

Others, you may not
want to read them.

That's completely up to you.

When I was on operations

I wouldn't allow any distractions

to come in.

Any letters from home I would burn,

just in case an external distraction

altered my mindset.

Does anyone
not want to read their letter?

Number 13?
Yes, Staff.

Number 14?
Yes, Staff.

Number seven?
Yes, Staff.

Number nine?

Yes, Staff.

Number four?

I might read it, Staff.

Number six?
No, Staff.

No?
No, Staff.

You don't want to read yours?

No, Staff.
Come here.

Grab it.

Run around the parade square.

Burn it and go back
into the accommodation.

The reason why I'm doing SAS

is I wanna prove
to many people out there that

you can do anything you want
no matter

who you are or where you come from.

I love my family

but I'm guilty
of being distracted very easily.

(MAHALIA SIGHS)

And when you lose focus,
you can go off track

and I want to be at the end,

and I will do every
I can to be at the end.

You thought it would break you?

Yeah.
Who was it?

Probably my mum.
Yeah.

Like I know it would've,
like, hit me.

Mmm.
Yeah.

And I know
they will be thinking of me so...

Yeah.
I'm sweet.

Yeah.

Do you want to go first or shall I?

You go.

OK.

"Bub.

"Words can't describe

"how proud I am of you.

"I hope you can see now

"what I have seen
in you all these years.

"You're the most talented,

"kind and special person
I've ever known

"and the love of my life."

(MATTHEW SIGHS)
Aw.

"I have every faith
you'll get through

"this and come out
the other side a better person."

I haven't been the best husband.

You know, I've lived with anxiety
for my whole life.

He obviously knows

that I'm an Olympic champion,

I've done these amazing things.

So, it's hard for him
to see who that person was

and so, I want to bring
some of that old person

back and be a better husband.

"I love you Matthew Mitcham.

"I can't wait to give you a big kiss
and hug but until then, stay strong.

"Do it for the gays.

"Finish, finish."

(MATTHEW & CRAIG M CHUCKLES)

That's-that's cute.

I want to bring
some of that athlete back

and start tackling my life goals.

(TIM EXHALES HEAVILY)

You got this.
OK.

Already teared up before reading.
(ABBEY LAUGHS)

"To my darling husband.

"First you know how incredibly

"proud Elle and I are of you.

"The SAS course is tough.

"Bloody tough, I know.

"Take each day as they come
and focus on the task at hand.

"Remember anticipation
is worse than participation."

(RECRUITS LAUGH & EXCLAIM)

My wife is scared shitless for me.

She thinks I'm gonna fall about.

I know, when she did it last year,

I was, like,
"I'm glad you're doing it

"because there's no way
I could do it at that stage."

Mentally I could do it
but physically I couldn't.

My body is starting to let me down
in certain ways

and it can affect me as a person,

my energy with my wife, with my kid.

So, my motivation to do the course
is to prove to myself

that I'm not done yet.

"Don't worry about what's next,
you can't control it

"and if you don't beat me,
you'll never live it down."

(RECRUITS LAUGHS)

"If that's not enough motivation
for you I don't know what is.

"Love number 12."

Aw!

And Elle drew this.

Aw, that's-that's gold.

Do you want me
to read yours for you?

Nah, I'll be OK I think.

When you're away on operations
in special forces

having a letter from home

can sometimes be

a double-edged sword.

"We all know that you have been

through so much in life,

"that you can get through anything

"when you put your mind to it.

"Love you more than anything,
Keegs XOXO."

Some will draw strength.

It can raise your morale,
it can give you a sense of purpose

and understand and a connection
with your loved ones back home.

"I miss you so very much
and it's not the same here

"at home without you.

"You've always had a way
of rising to the occasion

"and taking on any new challenge

"with determination,

"perseverance and that all so cool

"and calm manner of yours."

'You have grits.
You've got this Craig.

"Love you lots, Heather."

Sometimes
I've seen the opposite effect.

If people are just a little bit
emotionally fragile,

then, it can them
into a downward spiral

and ultimately this will bleed out
onto the battlefield.

OK, well,

just go with me on this

because I didn't
pack my reading glasses.

Let's see
if your arms are long enough.

(RECRUITS LAUGHS)

"My darling Mick."
That's me.

"I'm not gonna be too soppy
or too romantic

"because we both agreed that longer

"I don't hear from you, the better.

"Because it means
you're getting through the course.

"You are amazing and I'm in awe
of what you have achieved."

After the shock of everything
that has been said about me,

I suffer extreme social anxiety.

I find it very difficult
even to go to a local cafe.

Poor old Vanessa's
had to get my coffee now

for five years.

She must...

(LAUGHS) She must hate that.

"You will come out of it a better,
stronger person.

"Just keep going, my love,
just keep going for both of us."

Hard to imagine, isn't it?

A bloke who shared jokes
with the queen mum

and performed
in front of 25,000 people

in a football stadium

and now I can't walk
to my friend's cafe.

That's profound social anxiety.

"I'll be there at the end,
I adore you.

"Yours, Messy."

The big thing that I'd love
to be able to take away

from this is being able to feel
safe again in the company of others.

Oh, what a gift!

Can I have a group cuddle?
Should we have a group cuddle?

Yes!
Yes!

Are you OK? Are you alright?

Mwah!

Bring it in.
Yeah.

Alright.
Well done, guys.

Proud of each and every
one of you for, yeah.

Same, same. Same.
Good job.

Coming up...

(DS YELL & BANG WALLS)

Know why you're (BLEEP) here.

..the beasting
to end all beastings.

We will not stop
until somebody VWs.

Who will outlast the brutality?

Think about what you're doing here!

And who will succumb to the pain?

Give us your (BLEEP)
numbers and (BLEEP) off.

Even though
I didn't get to read mind

I felt a bit of comfort
from your guys.

Aw.
Yeah, good.

Like to hear that youse got it.

Yeah.
Makes me feel good too.

Yep.

Once you set your course
you've just got to...

Go through with it, don't you?

After a psychological
and emotional test

of letter from their loved ones,
the recruits turn in for the night.

But the day is far from over
as the DS now want to see

if their connection with home
has strengthened their resolve

or broken it.

Making good on their promise
to deliver an almighty beasting.

(DS YELLS & BANG WALLS)

Let's go!

Wakey, wakey!

Come on!

Let's (BLEEP) look lively,
number nine.

Hurry the (BLEEP) up.

Determined to remove
the weakest recruit...

Come on!

..the DS will subject them
to relentless pain and suffering,

not stopping until someone

voluntarily withdraws
from the course.

Get down in the press
up position, hurry up.

Hold it.

Hurry up, number (BLEEP) seven.

Unless you want to give me
your (BLEEP) armband.

In the (BLEEP) press up position.

You know, why you're (BLEEP) here.

This will keep going
until one of you VW.

I (BLEEP) mean it.

You wanna prolong your suffering
then (BLEEP) stay here.

If not, give us your number
and (BLEEP) off.

If I was in a situation
where VW was a thought,

I would then think about the reason
why I started SAS.

The challenge,
my family, inspiring others.

I don't want to inspire people
to give up.

When I say go, you will sprint
round the parade square

and back onto your spots.

Go! Move! Hurry up!

Do not be last!
Go, go!

Hurry up!
Hurry up!

Go, keep going.

(BLEEP) catch him, number four.

Come on, you're asleep.
Catch him.

Overtake him.

Don't think about being last,
number seven.

See if you can get on pace.
Hurry up!

Number 14, you can stop
all this suffering right now.

Give me your (BLEEP) number
and they can go to bed.

It's going to be
a long night, isn't it?

We're doing the weak a favour!

Hurry up.
Catch the person in front.

Catch the person in front.

Number 14, I suggest you have
a (BLEEP) good look at yourself

and have a good look
at the (BLEEP) team

and maybe do the honourable thing.

Stop them from suffering.

It's gonna be a long night.

Now, it's going to be
a long (BLEEP) night.

Trust me.

Especially,
the speed of you (BLEEP).

Hurry up, number four.

(BLEEP) get back on your spot,
(BLEEP) start banging out press ups.

Hurry up.

Start banging them out, go.
Press ups, go.

Start banging out press ups.

They're not press ups, are they?

Get that arse down.

Get off your (BLEEP) knees,
number four!

And start banging
out proper press ups.

Hurry up number nine.

Number nine,
with this running, you're losing.

If you're (BLEEP) suffering,
I suggest you do the right thing!

At the moment
there's a lot of doubt with things.

There's a doubt in the ability
of my body now physically...

And we will not stop
until somebody VWs.

..and to know that you've given it
everything you've got.

You can't ask more of yourself
than that.

I didn't come all this way

to be taken out.

When I say go,
you will all jump into the tank.

Go!

Move!
Go!

Move!
Move!

Let's see some aggression!

(WATER SPLASHES)

Consider that a treat.

Get here
and start (BLEEP) crawling.

Go. Hurry up!

Get past the person in front of you.

Get your arse down, number four.

Come on, seven!

(BLEEP) dead, number seven.

Get in here, number seven.

You are (BLEEP) miles behind.

Number seven, (BLEEP) hell,

look at the rest
of your (BLEEP) team.

Why are you always at the rear?

It's not (BLEEP) good enough.

Yes, Staff.
Not good enough!

You is a (BLEEP) burden.

Yes, Staff.

Get your arse down
and start crawling.

Seven, get a move on!

You're holding the team back.

Beastings are an essential
part of SAS selection.

Now, number nine,
you are like an empty wetsuit.

It wears the recruits down,

it pushes them
to a state of exhaustion.

It's here that we separate the weak

from the strong.

'Cause we are gonna go all night!

Unless you're (BLEEP) dying,
number nine,

I suggest you get (BLEEP) crawling.

Do you think
it's good enough number nine?

(CRAIG M PANTS HEAVILY)

Do you think it's good enough?

No, Staff. No, Staff.

Move faster then!

Do you think
the rest of your team think

it's good enough number nine?

No, Staff.

If your body's gonna
give up on you now, tomorrow,

they will not last.

Fact!

What's up?

What's wrong?

It's my...it's my...

Stand up. Stand up.

Go there.

Go and see the chief instructor.

80% face,
20% effort right now, isn't it?

Don't think we know
you're (BLEEP) secrets.

Come here, number nine.

What do you want to do number nine?
Make a decision.

I just got to see the doctor.

What do you want to do?

Make a decision.

Make a decision.
I do not...

If you can't carry on,
you're going to let the team down

tomorrow on the ground.

I suggest you (BLEEP) hand your
number in and stop the suffering.

You're not going to be able
to (BLEEP) make it tomorrow

when you (BLEEP) do shit ten times
as hard as this.

Make a decision!

(ABBEY PANTS HEAVILY)

Give us your number
'cause it's not gonna

get any (BLEEP) easier number nine!

(TIM PANTS HEAVILY)

Don't be a (BLEEP) idiot,
give me a number

and this will (BLEEP) stop!

Feet up!
6 inches above the ground.

Make a (BLEEP) difference.

In a ferocious beasting

designed to force

a voluntary withdrawal...

Get your feet up now.

..number nine, Craig,
has a decision to make.

Withdraw and stop the suffering
for his fellow recruits...

'Cause it's not gonna
get any (BLEEP) easier, number nine!

..or continue on

until he or someone else
can go no further.

What do you want to do?

Don't be a (BLEEP) idiot!

Give me your number
and this will (BLEEP) stop.

Psychologically
I have what it takes.

I've worked too hard

and faced too many challenges

to just pack it in.

Make a decision now.

I did so well today...

(MOCK STAMMERS)
Well, make a decision.

Today, tomorrow's a different day!

(TIM PANTS HEAVILY)

(INTENSE MUSIC)

I can't let them down.

Too much pain there.

Look at me.

You've done the right thing.

'Cause tomorrow you'd have been
left on the (BLEEP) ground

like a (BLEEP) idiot by yourself
with no one to come and pick you up.

I didn't
want to let you down, Staff.

No. You haven't let us down.
(BLEEP) done amazing.

Absolutely amazing.
Your body's (BLEEP) given up on you.

That's it. Amazing.
Tomorrow, you won't last.

Fact. Fact.

It's going out doing the right thing
for yourself and for your muckers.

And going out with (BLEEP) pride
(BLEEP) having done

everything on this course.

(BLEEP) amazing effort.
Amazing effort.

Right go into the medical room
and wait out for the doctor.

Let's go! Move!

Hurry up! Hurry up!

For me to take my arm band off...

What's that number six?
What the (BLEEP) is that?

..I will have to be broken,
you know, physically.

Good effort, number nine.

If the machine breaks down,
there's nothing I can do about it.

Incredible.

Thanks, Staff.

Stand up! Hurry up!
Get up quick!

Satisfied with number nine's
withdrawal,

the DS call an end to the torture.

You're in for a (BLEEP) rude
awakening tomorrow

and the (BLEEP) next day
if you make it that (BLEEP) far.

A rude awakening.

I'm actually trying to do
some of you a (BLEEP) favour.

Rather than (BLEEP)
losing your dignity

and your pride out there.

Because some of you are just not
(BLEEP) cutting it at the moment.

When I say go,
disappear into the accommodation.

Sort your shit out.

Sort yourselves out.

And (BLEEP) stand by.

Go! Move!

Move number seven!

Don't be last!

Don't be last!

Do not be last!

Surprise, surprise, number seven.

Oh, my god.
Oh, my god.

(ABBEY PANTS HEAVILY)

Far out.

(RECRUIT COUGHS)

(BLEEP) sorry

but if we're doing another (BLEEP)
beasting I'm out.

Come out here, I'll hose you off.

(CRAIG M GROANS)

Staff, I'm just so (BLEEP) gutted.

Listen, listen, listen.

You wouldn't have been
able to tomorrow.

You've done the right thing,

you've made the right choice,
you know that?

You've done the right thing.

You'd end up (BLEEP)
seriously hurting yourself

or seriously

ruining everything you've done up
to now on this course.

I had such a great day today.

I've seen you (BLEEP)
change over (BLEEP) night.

I've seen you let down
your (BLEEP) guard overnight.

This is the reason
why I do this course.

People like you.

It's gonna (BLEEP) change you
and change your (BLEEP) life

and change your world

and I wanted you going out
on your (BLEEP) shield,

not being left out
on the (BLEEP) ground.

Very selfless (BLEEP)
decision there.

A great decision to make
for the team because...

Couldn't do it to them.
No.

It's been...

Honestly, it's been such a pleasure
having you on my course

and you'll be someone
that sticks in my head

for a (BLEEP) very long time.

Oh, same, same.

I mean that.
Muckers for life mate.

Yeah.
Thanks for having me.

(MESSAGE POPS)

(VANESSA GASPS)

(CRAIG M LAUGHS)

(ON PHONE)
I've never been so glad not to hear

from you in my entire life
for this long.

Are you OK?

Yeah. No, good.

Look I've made it all the way

can you believe to the midnight
of the eighth day?

(ON PHONE) Unbelievable.

I... I'm...I'm blown away.
I can't believe it.

Well, I've just...

(ON PHONE) Oh, my god,
you must have some stories.

I've just been dragged
straight out of the dunk pond,

the ice pond thing.

Rolling around in the dirt and then
I said, "Listen, I'm...I'm...I'm...

"My goose is cooked."

(ON PHONE)
Oh, god, I'm so proud of you.

We're all so proud of you. (LAUGHS)

It's unbelievable.

What they bring
to the table beyond pain...

(LAUGHS)

..physical pain,
has been extraordinary.

Beyond what I imagined it could be.

It's a gruelling, um,

stressful...

But profoundly powerful thing to do.

(ON PHONE) I love you.
Love you.

(ON PHONE) (BLOWS KISS) Bye.
Bye-bye.

If you can get through challenges

and you can be stronger for it,

then the challenge is worth it.

I did come into the course

with all sorts of personal issues,

having gone a number of years
of trauma really.

I really lost sight of who I was.

I'm leaving with a real sense
of who I am.

I'm leaving with trust
in people again.

Well, it's been
a life changing experience really.

I feel very privileged
to be invited along.