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is it true it's what's true don't lie to
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us what your mother and I are trying to
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say is that we want to help you because
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we love you isn't that right well of
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course I love him but but not if I'm
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straight right
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well I know who I am
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I'll gather Joseph gray and I'm a
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goddamn heterosexual
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I always have been that I always will be
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I've known I was different and not like
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other boys ever since I was little okay
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I like girls just how you like chocolate
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ice cream I kissed and vanilla and I
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know it's not normal and I know it's
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even considered a sin but it's who I am
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I like playing baseball and I like
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working on cars and if you take that
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away from me if you take away the things
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that make me me
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it'll no longer be me
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I'll no longer be Gavin
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no longer be your son
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please say something
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my name is Ricky Gray
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and it's been six months since that
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Unforgettable dinner where we learned
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that my brother Gavin was a heterosexual
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something that is not accepted in our
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world
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that same night
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Gavin attempted to take his own life
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I was the one who found him
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being back on that night
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thing I regret the most is knowing that
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the last thing I ever said to him
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I hate you
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and I'll never have the chance to take
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that back
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Ricky you need to eat faster you already
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missed the bus I have an early meeting
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and if we don't leave in like two
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minutes we're both gonna be in trouble
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I'm not hungry
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well you need to eat something or you're
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just gonna waste away to nothing what
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about you how much weight have you lost
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recently
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yeah
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you happy now
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foreign
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I'm sorry
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I didn't mean to be a
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a
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yeah I didn't mean to be a
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it's okay
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I know I haven't been the best son as of
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lately
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wow as much as I can't say I appreciate
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your newfound use for language recently
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I think considering the circumstances I
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could probably let it slide
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I think eating your cooking for the past
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few months has been sufficient
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punishment for my attitude there isn't
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there's nothing yeah all right
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clearly I'm not as good a cook as your
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other mother
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that was always her specialty
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is she ever going to come back home
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so
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I miss her
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but as long as Gavin's in the hospital
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she is not gonna leave his side
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you and I go there all the time but
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she spends every night there
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can't she come home for one night so we
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can be a family again
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so we can be normal again you know that
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on the off chance Gavin ever wakes up
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she wants to be there
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Gavin isn't going to wake up
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I'm not a doctor and I even know that
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Gavin left us
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he made his choice and I don't see why
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we have to keep paying the price for his
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actions
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when you say
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paying the price for his actions do you
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mean with Gavin being straight or
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when Gavin tried to take his own life
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both I get that Gavin wanted to date
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girls but why couldn't he have just kept
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that to himself
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why did he have to be a coward and try
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to kill himself
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didn't he understand that
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what what he did just hurt everyone
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around him hurt us
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I'm not going to tell you that
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everything is going to be okay because
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I'm not okay
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but I do know that eventually it gets
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easier
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you have to understand Gavin didn't do
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this to hurt us
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he did this because
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he felt so lost and he felt like he had
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no other way out and
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and we let him feel that way
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and that's just something that we have
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to live with
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and I think that's why your mother
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spends every minute in the hospital
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because
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in the one percent chance that Gavin
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does wake up
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she's going to want to tell him that
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she's sorry
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she needs that
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but
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what if I need that too
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we just
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have to have faith
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faith that Gavin will wake up and faith
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that our family will get a second chance
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we just
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have to believe
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seriously
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Faith sounds like a little
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right now
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I know it does but it gets me through
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the day
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foreign
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smoke detector
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I don't know how much longer I can do
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this
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don't listen to them sweetie
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they don't know what they're talking
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about
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stop it just stop it
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he's just a boy
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he's still my son there's nothing wrong
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with him
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so sorry Gavin
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please forgive me
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[Music]
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help
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is that the kid with the straight
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brother
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[Music]
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I can't believe I used to have a car
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hetero lover
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do you think it's contagious
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because his brother dead yet
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[Music]
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thank you
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hey stranger
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you were the one that stopped talking to
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me remember Derek you and the rest of
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the Bands Ricky Ricky come on you know
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that was our parents doing and not ours
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right I mean we know you're not a
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disgusting straight perv like your
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brother
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look just just
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give it some time and once this whole
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thing blows over we can go back to
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normal and you'll be right back in the
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band again
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I've already missed the band's first
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really big gig yeah but I mean there
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will be more I promise
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let's be real nobody wants to see me
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play everyone in this town hates me
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they hate my whole family and we didn't
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even do anything
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it was all Gavin and yet I'm the one
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getting the repercussions
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well I mean look we could do something
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that would change everyone's mind about
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you
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are you serious no way come on why why
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not I mean look I can help you and we
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can prove to everyone that you're you're
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normal or do you want everyone to think
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that that your brother turned you
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I I don't but I'm not gonna jump into
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the arms of the first guy that throws
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himself at me just to prove I'm still a
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homosexual I'm not that desperate geez
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that's harsh
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I'm not interested in you Derek not now
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and not any of the other six times
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you've asked me out and why is that huh
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Ricky I mean I'm the whole package I'm
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hot my family has money I'm talented and
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my hair is always perfect
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I mean what what could you not like
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about me
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I'm not gonna get with you Derek
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or maybe you're straight
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yeah yeah you're just like your brother
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aren't you you you caught it from him
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God I'm nothing like Gavin and you're an
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idiot if you think that being straight
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is something you could catch as if it
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were a cold or pink eye or something
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I don't want to go out with you because
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you're a narcissistic prick who only
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thinks of himself sure yeah yeah
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whatever makes you feel better man but
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just know that if your family really
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wanted to prove to everyone that you
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didn't support Gavin's sick heterosexual
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illness then you would have pulled the
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plug already
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yeah well I think your hair makes you
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look like a donkey
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piss off Derek oh sorry I'm really sorry
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to bug you but I was wondering if I
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could talk to you about something
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sure I guess
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what is it Tate
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it's about Gavin For the Love of Elton
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John can you people please just leave me
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alone
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I don't know why Gavin decided to be
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straight or if he was born like that but
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you know what
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I don't care because for my own personal
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sake he's already gone in my mind
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I think I'm the same
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what do you mean I think I'm just like
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your brother I think I might be straight
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what makes you say that well I
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constantly catch myself looking at girls
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in her school instead of boys even last
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night when I was you know I don't even
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know all the details okay
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I'm notice on my computer I just found
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myself looking at pictures of girls and
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it got me really excited stop it right
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there
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and I have this really big crush on
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Samantha Holland
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Samantha Holland
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from our civics class
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at Samantha Holland yeah
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she's so beautiful her skin is so soft
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and perfect and the way her butt looks
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in her football uniform okay ew stop I
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get it I get it
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but you know she has a girlfriend right
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so she's not straight
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I know I know I just don't know what to
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do not just about her but what I should
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do in general and I figured since your
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brother is well was or still is that
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maybe you could help me
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I don't know who my brother was
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he kept a secret from me for
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who knows how long and now he's laying
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in a hospital room on a ventilator for
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the choices that he made
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I'll I'll never have the chance to ask
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him why
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I'll never have the chance to tell him
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I'm sorry
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I'll never have the chance to tell him I
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love him
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I'm sorry
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you know what I I think you should do
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you want the truth
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you should take your heterosexuality and
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just bury it bury it so deep that you
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forget it ever exists and keep it there
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for the rest of your life
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you might not like it but
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it's what's best for you and for your
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family
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you'll stay safe and your family won't
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ever have to go through what we are
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going through
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the world isn't ready got it
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good now don't ever speak to me about
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this ever
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thank you
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how is he
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he's perfect
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he reminds me of when he was little
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always sleeping no matter what time of
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day
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Mia is in the waiting room again
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she really wants to see Gavin and she
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wants to talk to us absolutely not
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Mia deserves a chance to say goodbye
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what do you mean goodbye
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Olivia we need to talk
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he just needs more time
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the doctors have already told us that
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his condition is not improving
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he'll wake up you'll see
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let me uh please don't make me be the
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bad guy here then why do you want to
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throw away our son
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don't you dare
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don't you dare accuse me of throwing
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Gavin away like he doesn't mean anything
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to me why do you want to give up on him
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I love our son but I'm a realist and
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I've got the rest of our family to think
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about do you even know where Ricky's
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going through right now he'll get over
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it he's Young
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what about what this is doing to us
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you really think Calling it Quits on
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Gavin is Gonna Save Our Family no I
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don't think that
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I honestly don't know if our family can
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be saved
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but I do know
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that by letting go he could give us a
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chance to heal
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that maybe just maybe we could Salvage
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our relationship and adapt into a family
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again
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but we need you there to do it you are
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at this hospital every day and every
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night and even the staff is starting to
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make comments
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people are concerned about your physical
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and mental state from being here all the
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time
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Gavin needs me here
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to take care of him
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Gavin
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has plenty of people here to take care
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of him
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right now your family needs you
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Ricky needs you
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I need you
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the doctors have already told us that
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Gavin's chance of waking up let alone
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having any quality of life is slim to
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none
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you beg them for more time and they
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agreed to reevaluate in a month
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I'm sorry Olivia but it's been a month
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since that conversation and Gavin is not
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improving
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he's declining
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how do you know
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because I talked to the doctors
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Time to Say Goodbye
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what if I can't
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we'll do it together
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Ricky should be here for it
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I know you're fought as hard as you
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could
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win about Mia
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I already said no she abandoned him she
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doesn't deserve that chance
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and we do
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of course we do
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we're his mothers
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good morning Cliff how's everybody doing
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today
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how you doing
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put that away
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sit up straight good how we doing today
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everybody
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okay let's see who read last night's
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assigned chapter shall we oh come on
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I'll start off easy who here could tell
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me how a same-sex couple can have a
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child in today's society
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Samantha well a couple consisting of two
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men have to use an ovary simulator that
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combines one of their sperms in a device
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to acts as an incubator for nine months
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a couple consisting of two women are
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actually the same or they can carry the
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baby themselves with the sperm donation
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implantation but run more risks of
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genealogical effects wow impressive
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Samantha word for word from the textbook
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that was great
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but let me ask you this
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how can a couple consisting of one man
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and one woman how can they have a child
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in today's society
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anyone
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all right I'll tell you what I'll do
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whoever attempts to answer this
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correctly I'll give an extra credit
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point on the next test
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Jessica
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when a man and a woman conceive through
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intercourse oh God come on guys think
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about it doesn't creating having a child
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through intercourse doesn't that sound
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better more natural more pure creating
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life from love no no that's just
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disgusting I mean come on a man and a
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woman together having kids that kid
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would be an Abomination Derek Derek
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Derek I can tell from your answer that
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you did not read your chapters last
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night did you young man no no last night
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I was uh I was hooking up with Anthony
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Reynolds in my parents basement
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we were doing some uh some extra credit
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work of our own if you know what I mean
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well unfortunately I can't give you that
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extra credit point
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because apparently the work only lasted
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about eight seconds
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now if any of you actually read the
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assigned chapters last night you would
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know that our current process for
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reproduction has been around for about
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25 years
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and it's insemination with incubation
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prior to that female couples could be
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impregnated and seminated in the lab
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and then bear the child through
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insemination to birth but same-sex male
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couples
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needed a surrogate or a host to carry
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the child from incubation all the way
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through I'm sorry about last night man
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now these women were family members and
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friends I have a short temper right yeah
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I just need another another chance I
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promise I can't I know I can get you to
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fall
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I thought you were banging Anthony
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Reynolds
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no no no that was just a one-time thing
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don't worry
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and I'm a zero time
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not the government
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Ricky is everything okay um
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yes Mr haycock Ricky can you tell the
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class how a same-sex couple could have
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children before our current process was
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discovered
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um
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I don't know
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I know that there's a little trouble at
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home right now we'll give you a little
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extra time okay but I need you to show
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me something I need you to meet me
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halfway I need you to put in a little
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effort okay
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yes sir
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poor Ricky
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to grieve over the death of his straight
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brother
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or soon to be dead forever
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that's enough Derek consider that a
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warning a warning for what push my
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buttons today young man and you will
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find out
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you okay
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as I was trying to say
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our current process for reproduction is
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insemination with incubation that's been
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around for 25 years prior to that it was
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insemination with a gestational carrier
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again
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25 years prior that's the time with that
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we had for that technology but who can
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tell me how a same-sex couple can have a
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child before all of that
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anybody
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they had to have intercourse with the
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opposite sex
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sometimes
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it was strictly for procreation but
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other times it was a lifelong commitment
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you mean people actually chose to live a
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heterosexual lifestyle yes Samantha they
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did about a hundred years ago
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heterosexual and even bisexual
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relationships were common and actually
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accepted
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what happened why is heterosexuality now
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deemed immoral and illegal in some areas
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why did you want to switch teams I was
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asking on behalf of your mom
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enough settle down
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to answer your question would mean that
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you had to read the assigned chapters
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last night and seeing as how none of you
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are interested in higher education and
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you'd all rather be dumbed down by
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social media I will break it down to the
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two most basic points as to what
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happened politics and religion
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yes Tate do you think we'll ever go back
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to our heterosexualities accepted like
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an everyday thing that's your official
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coming out of speech to you God I always
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suspected you were a straighty
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leave him alone
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oh Tay look who it is it's your savior
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the hetero lover enough you two are
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gonna start a club together yeah a
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hetero Club you'll uh you'll get Gavin
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to show you guys the ropes on how the
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straight guys do it that is if he ever
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wakes up
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at least my brother had someone who
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actually loved him unlike you
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probably gonna die alone man I'll
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kill you that's enough Derek get
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yourself get down to the principal's
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office now
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now Derek moving why God I'm sick of all
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this crap about straight rates anyway
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anyone who believes in it is going to
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burn in hell with them thank you for
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that statement we'll take it under
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consideration now go
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I'm all for open discussion all of you
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know that I encourage it but if we
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cannot perform it in an open Forum with
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open minds then we can't grow as
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individuals we cannot grow as a
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community what you just saw is how
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fights start
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hate leads to war to answer your
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questions
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yes thanks for watching on the horizon
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for standing up for me but unfortunately
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stop putting a Target on my back and
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stop talking to me I have enough of my
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own issues going on without you just
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making them even worse
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hello
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yes he's here
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I'll send him right down thank you
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Ricky come on up front bring your stuff
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with you please
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why am I in trouble no it's nothing like
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that come on up
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you have an early dismissal today your
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mother is here to pick you up okay
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why did did something happen to Gavin is
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he awake no I don't know all the
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specifics but what I do know is that
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your brother loves you and you love him
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your brother needs you he needs you
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right now I need to know that you're
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there for him both here and here okay
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all right good man go ahead on out
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as I was saying we've been talking about
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our society as reproduction as it
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pertains to reproduction
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[Music]
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[Applause]
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[Music]
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oh yeah that's right
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[Music]
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oh my God
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what happened to your beautiful face
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it's no big deal he refused to tell me
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00:26:11,820 --> 00:26:14,039
on the ride here tell me who did this to
574
00:26:14,039 --> 00:26:14,820
you
575
00:26:14,820 --> 00:26:17,580
how do you know I didn't start it well
576
00:26:17,580 --> 00:26:19,380
did you
577
00:26:19,380 --> 00:26:21,900
no
578
00:26:21,900 --> 00:26:24,299
Maybe
579
00:26:24,299 --> 00:26:26,880
I know I at least deserved it how do
580
00:26:26,880 --> 00:26:28,919
this
581
00:26:28,919 --> 00:26:30,840
punishment
582
00:26:30,840 --> 00:26:33,000
for what I did to Gavin
583
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:34,200
what
584
00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:36,539
what is going on with you
585
00:26:36,539 --> 00:26:39,380
go see your brother
586
00:26:40,679 --> 00:26:42,480
this is what I'm talking about we need
587
00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:46,679
you home I'm sorry I had no idea please
588
00:26:46,679 --> 00:26:49,760
come home to us
589
00:26:50,700 --> 00:26:53,700
foreign
590
00:26:57,779 --> 00:27:01,279
I don't even know how to start
591
00:27:02,220 --> 00:27:04,200
I'm gonna go get the doctor did you tell
592
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:06,360
Ricky what's going on
593
00:27:06,360 --> 00:27:09,299
he understands every morning
594
00:27:09,299 --> 00:27:10,860
I wake up
595
00:27:10,860 --> 00:27:13,380
hoping that horrible night six months
596
00:27:13,380 --> 00:27:16,380
ago was just a nightmare and you would
597
00:27:16,380 --> 00:27:18,840
still be here with us
598
00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:20,520
I wouldn't even care if you were
599
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:21,900
straight because
600
00:27:21,900 --> 00:27:25,140
I know that doesn't matter
601
00:27:25,140 --> 00:27:27,539
you were my best friend growing up
602
00:27:27,539 --> 00:27:29,760
not just because you were my brother but
603
00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:31,919
because you were the one that was always
604
00:27:31,919 --> 00:27:33,419
there for me
605
00:27:33,419 --> 00:27:35,279
you were the one that taught me how to
606
00:27:35,279 --> 00:27:36,419
ride a bike
607
00:27:36,419 --> 00:27:39,059
and you were the first one there the
608
00:27:39,059 --> 00:27:42,799
first time a boy ever broke my heart
609
00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:46,919
I'm sorry I wasn't able to return the
610
00:27:46,919 --> 00:27:49,200
favor and be there for you when you
611
00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:51,980
needed me the most
612
00:27:52,679 --> 00:27:55,740
I know that there are people out there
613
00:27:55,740 --> 00:27:57,179
who are like you
614
00:27:57,179 --> 00:28:01,080
and I want to help them but I don't know
615
00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:06,320
if I can or even how I could do it
616
00:28:06,419 --> 00:28:09,720
I'm scared to stand up and be that
617
00:28:09,720 --> 00:28:10,679
person
618
00:28:10,679 --> 00:28:12,840
even even though I know it's the best
619
00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:15,380
thing to do
620
00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:26,940
what is she doing here
621
00:28:26,940 --> 00:28:28,919
why wouldn't she be allowed here
622
00:28:28,919 --> 00:28:31,679
she loves Gavin just as much as we did
623
00:28:31,679 --> 00:28:33,720
she is the reason Gavin's like this
624
00:28:33,720 --> 00:28:37,020
after you alienated her forcing her from
625
00:28:37,020 --> 00:28:39,539
our home and calling her parents she
626
00:28:39,539 --> 00:28:41,640
spent eight weeks in a program that
627
00:28:41,640 --> 00:28:44,520
brainwashes you she needed the help the
628
00:28:44,520 --> 00:28:46,919
same help you thought that Gavin needed
629
00:28:46,919 --> 00:28:49,140
would you still sent him if he woke up
630
00:28:49,140 --> 00:28:51,740
right this second
631
00:28:52,140 --> 00:28:54,140
that's what I thought all right enough
632
00:28:54,140 --> 00:28:56,220
both of you
633
00:28:56,220 --> 00:28:58,140
we are all guilty in one way or another
634
00:28:58,140 --> 00:29:01,760
and we all need closure
635
00:29:01,980 --> 00:29:04,380
now Mia has something that she wants to
636
00:29:04,380 --> 00:29:06,860
share with us
637
00:29:08,460 --> 00:29:11,159
I know I ran away that night
638
00:29:11,159 --> 00:29:12,960
but please just know that it wasn't
639
00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:14,580
because I was afraid what was going to
640
00:29:14,580 --> 00:29:16,140
happen to me
641
00:29:16,140 --> 00:29:17,880
I was afraid what was going to happen to
642
00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:20,220
Gavin if I stayed
643
00:29:20,220 --> 00:29:22,860
and um that night when you called my
644
00:29:22,860 --> 00:29:24,600
parents and told them everything that
645
00:29:24,600 --> 00:29:26,220
was going on
646
00:29:26,220 --> 00:29:29,039
I missed a call from Gavin because the
647
00:29:29,039 --> 00:29:30,600
next morning I was sent to a place that
648
00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:33,120
was supposed to cure me except
649
00:29:33,120 --> 00:29:35,899
so
650
00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:37,980
and when I came back and I heard what
651
00:29:37,980 --> 00:29:40,559
happened to Gavin I was just
652
00:29:40,559 --> 00:29:43,260
devastated
653
00:29:43,260 --> 00:29:46,320
I saw that Gavin sent me an email that
654
00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:50,179
very night what did it say
655
00:29:52,140 --> 00:29:55,500
Mia by the time you read this you should
656
00:29:55,500 --> 00:29:57,360
have heard the news about my death
657
00:29:57,360 --> 00:29:58,980
I'm so sorry for everything for
658
00:29:58,980 --> 00:30:00,779
everything that happened tonight
659
00:30:00,779 --> 00:30:03,059
if it wasn't for me my fathers would
660
00:30:03,059 --> 00:30:05,399
have never found out I blame myself for
661
00:30:05,399 --> 00:30:07,080
that as I'm currently blaming myself for
662
00:30:07,080 --> 00:30:08,940
a lot of things
663
00:30:08,940 --> 00:30:12,120
tonight I lost you the love of my life
664
00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:14,100
I lost the love of my mother's and I
665
00:30:14,100 --> 00:30:16,799
lost my brother and best friend Ricky
666
00:30:16,799 --> 00:30:18,539
I don't feel as if I have a place in
667
00:30:18,539 --> 00:30:19,980
this world and that's why I did what I
668
00:30:19,980 --> 00:30:21,539
had to do
669
00:30:21,539 --> 00:30:23,880
if you do get this letter and if you do
670
00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:25,799
still love me could you do me one last
671
00:30:25,799 --> 00:30:26,820
favor
672
00:30:26,820 --> 00:30:28,740
could you please tell my moms I forgive
673
00:30:28,740 --> 00:30:30,919
them
674
00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:33,240
and could you also tell Ricky that no
675
00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:37,310
matter what I will always be by his side
676
00:30:37,310 --> 00:30:40,320
[Music]
677
00:30:40,320 --> 00:30:43,740
Mia above all please know that I loved
678
00:30:43,740 --> 00:30:45,179
you more than I could ever put in the
679
00:30:45,179 --> 00:30:46,919
words and the thought of not having you
680
00:30:46,919 --> 00:30:49,080
was just too devastating
681
00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:51,600
whatever path you choose I just want you
682
00:30:51,600 --> 00:30:52,980
to be happy
683
00:30:52,980 --> 00:30:54,720
I will be able to rest better knowing
684
00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:56,700
you are in a good place
685
00:30:56,700 --> 00:30:59,899
love Gavin
686
00:31:04,620 --> 00:31:05,640
hi
687
00:31:05,640 --> 00:31:08,640
so sorry that I pushed you away
688
00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:09,840
I was
689
00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:12,600
so angry that I had to place the blame
690
00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:14,399
on someone
691
00:31:14,399 --> 00:31:16,140
but all along
692
00:31:16,140 --> 00:31:20,000
the only one I was angry with was myself
693
00:31:25,750 --> 00:31:29,049
[Music]
694
00:31:30,179 --> 00:31:33,000
we all got to say our goodbyes and yes
695
00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:35,220
we all got really emotional after every
696
00:31:35,220 --> 00:31:37,500
single one
697
00:31:37,500 --> 00:31:39,179
you thought we already lost Gavin the
698
00:31:39,179 --> 00:31:41,760
night he hung himself but we were given
699
00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:43,799
a second chance
700
00:31:43,799 --> 00:31:46,980
not a second chance for him to live but
701
00:31:46,980 --> 00:31:48,899
a second chance to tell him that we
702
00:31:48,899 --> 00:31:51,179
loved him and that nothing in this world
703
00:31:51,179 --> 00:31:53,460
including being straight would ever
704
00:31:53,460 --> 00:31:56,179
change that
705
00:31:56,399 --> 00:31:58,080
soon after
706
00:31:58,080 --> 00:31:59,760
the nurses came in to turn off the
707
00:31:59,760 --> 00:32:02,399
ventilator but the doctor assured us
708
00:32:02,399 --> 00:32:05,340
that Gavin wasn't suffering
709
00:32:05,340 --> 00:32:07,440
we stayed by his bedside
710
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:09,299
and I honestly don't know how much time
711
00:32:09,299 --> 00:32:10,559
had passed
712
00:32:10,559 --> 00:32:13,799
but once we heard his final heartbeat
713
00:32:13,799 --> 00:32:16,200
an instant bit of relief swapped over us
714
00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:17,399
because
715
00:32:17,399 --> 00:32:21,120
we knew Gavin was finally at peace
716
00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:24,779
for a brief moment I thought I saw Gavin
717
00:32:24,779 --> 00:32:26,940
but a single blink later
718
00:32:26,940 --> 00:32:29,039
he was gone
719
00:32:29,039 --> 00:32:31,559
it could have been my imagination or it
720
00:32:31,559 --> 00:32:33,360
could have been him but
721
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:35,520
whatever the case
722
00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:37,440
Gavin looked happy
723
00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:39,899
and I want to believe it was because we
724
00:32:39,899 --> 00:32:42,860
were all here together
725
00:32:45,020 --> 00:32:48,620
[Laughter]
726
00:32:57,240 --> 00:32:59,840
foreign
727
00:33:00,720 --> 00:33:03,419
things in this world had to change
728
00:33:03,419 --> 00:33:05,100
it's time everyone opened their eyes and
729
00:33:05,100 --> 00:33:08,100
started treating everybody equally
730
00:33:08,100 --> 00:33:11,299
I knew what I had to do
731
00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:39,419
well now that we're all here what do you
732
00:33:39,419 --> 00:33:41,820
say we continue today's discussion a
733
00:33:41,820 --> 00:33:43,019
little bit better place where we left
734
00:33:43,019 --> 00:33:46,140
off yesterday uh actually Mr haycock do
735
00:33:46,140 --> 00:33:47,519
you think that I could speak to the
736
00:33:47,519 --> 00:33:49,700
class
737
00:33:49,860 --> 00:33:53,059
sure come on up
738
00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:05,820
you all used to know me as Ricky
739
00:34:05,820 --> 00:34:09,000
the Class Clown the kid with the quick
740
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:10,619
comebacks and the drummer for the best
741
00:34:10,619 --> 00:34:12,239
band in town
742
00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:13,440
but
743
00:34:13,440 --> 00:34:16,199
as you know I haven't been the same
744
00:34:16,199 --> 00:34:18,300
these past few months
745
00:34:18,300 --> 00:34:19,980
I've been quiet
746
00:34:19,980 --> 00:34:23,820
I've been angry and I've been sad
747
00:34:23,820 --> 00:34:27,060
and that's because when my brother Gavin
748
00:34:27,060 --> 00:34:28,619
came out
749
00:34:28,619 --> 00:34:31,379
you all treated me differently
750
00:34:31,379 --> 00:34:33,540
I heard your Whispers up and down the
751
00:34:33,540 --> 00:34:35,399
Halls
752
00:34:35,399 --> 00:34:38,219
no one wanted to hang out with me and
753
00:34:38,219 --> 00:34:40,800
much less be seen with me
754
00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:43,260
I don't know if it's because
755
00:34:43,260 --> 00:34:45,899
you thought associating yourself with me
756
00:34:45,899 --> 00:34:48,960
meant associating yourself with Gavin
757
00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:51,239
but
758
00:34:51,239 --> 00:34:52,440
you don't have to worry about that
759
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:55,560
anymore because last night
760
00:34:55,560 --> 00:34:57,300
Gavin passed away
761
00:34:57,300 --> 00:35:01,020
and my brother is gone forever now
762
00:35:01,020 --> 00:35:03,720
you're probably all thinking you might
763
00:35:03,720 --> 00:35:06,660
maybe want to be my friend again or
764
00:35:06,660 --> 00:35:09,599
maybe I can rejoin the band and I'm open
765
00:35:09,599 --> 00:35:12,060
to that but I'm not gonna let my
766
00:35:12,060 --> 00:35:13,859
brother's memory die
767
00:35:13,859 --> 00:35:16,560
this world has a long way to go with
768
00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:19,140
acceptance and intolerance
769
00:35:19,140 --> 00:35:23,220
and that's why this morning
770
00:35:23,220 --> 00:35:25,680
I submitted to the school board about
771
00:35:25,680 --> 00:35:27,960
starting our School's first ever
772
00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:31,260
straight gay Alliance
773
00:35:31,260 --> 00:35:34,020
I want to create a safe space for
774
00:35:34,020 --> 00:35:35,760
everyone to have a voice
775
00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:38,880
no matter who you are or who you love no
776
00:35:38,880 --> 00:35:40,980
more heterophobia
777
00:35:40,980 --> 00:35:43,020
we are all humans
778
00:35:43,020 --> 00:35:46,320
we all have dreams we all have love we
779
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:47,579
all have fear
780
00:35:47,579 --> 00:35:50,579
but most importantly we all have
781
00:35:50,579 --> 00:35:52,140
compassion
782
00:35:52,140 --> 00:35:56,460
and I think that with some understanding
783
00:35:56,460 --> 00:35:59,280
all of you guys can change the world and
784
00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:03,200
that starts right here today
785
00:36:03,359 --> 00:36:06,359
so who's with me who wants to start
786
00:36:06,359 --> 00:36:08,660
change
787
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:11,700
me
788
00:36:11,700 --> 00:36:14,900
and I'm straight by the way
789
00:36:17,040 --> 00:36:19,940
all right Tate
790
00:36:23,220 --> 00:36:26,000
anybody else
791
00:36:26,099 --> 00:36:27,839
I have an uncle who's straight and I
792
00:36:27,839 --> 00:36:31,280
like to learn how to be more accepting
793
00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:42,480
foreign
794
00:36:46,940 --> 00:36:50,420
this is for you
795
00:36:54,000 --> 00:37:04,489
[Music]
796
00:37:15,740 --> 00:37:20,180
demons raise your voice
797
00:37:26,550 --> 00:37:29,780
[Music]
798
00:37:31,500 --> 00:37:34,500
alone
799
00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:49,870
[Music]
800
00:37:57,780 --> 00:38:00,119
you could do this worst thing she says
801
00:38:00,119 --> 00:38:02,420
is no
802
00:38:03,420 --> 00:38:05,940
hey what's up I was wondering if you
803
00:38:05,940 --> 00:38:07,980
wanted to go out after school and grab a
804
00:38:07,980 --> 00:38:12,260
milkshake yeah that would be awesome
805
00:38:17,220 --> 00:38:20,220
seconds
806
00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:47,110
[Applause]
807
00:38:59,359 --> 00:39:02,480
this is
808
00:39:03,740 --> 00:39:06,920
my time
809
00:39:10,619 --> 00:39:13,099
away
810
00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:23,040
hey you reached Ricky leave me a message
811
00:39:23,040 --> 00:39:25,619
at the beep and maybe just maybe I'll
812
00:39:25,619 --> 00:39:28,020
call you back
813
00:39:28,020 --> 00:39:30,780
Ricky it's Mom don't I'm sure you
814
00:39:30,780 --> 00:39:32,220
already know that
815
00:39:32,220 --> 00:39:33,900
I hope you're having a wonderful time on
816
00:39:33,900 --> 00:39:35,339
your class trip and I'm hoping you're
817
00:39:35,339 --> 00:39:37,200
staying safe
818
00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:39,839
anyway the main reason I'm calling is
819
00:39:39,839 --> 00:39:41,579
because I'm wondering if you've heard
820
00:39:41,579 --> 00:39:44,339
from your other mother at all recently
821
00:39:44,339 --> 00:39:46,140
we had a bit of a disagreement on the
822
00:39:46,140 --> 00:39:48,240
phone yesterday and well now she's not
823
00:39:48,240 --> 00:39:49,859
answering me and I don't know where
824
00:39:49,859 --> 00:39:51,180
she's at
825
00:39:51,180 --> 00:39:53,579
I'm sorry to bother you about this I'm
826
00:39:53,579 --> 00:39:57,560
just at a loss I love you
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