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MAN: Go!
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I won't say "Welcome to Hell Week",
'cause you're already in it!
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NARRATOR: 14 everyday Aussies...
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MAN: I'm a dancer.
Move!
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WOMAN: I am a youth worker.
(WOMAN GRUNTS)
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I'm a bodybuilder, and I have
the brains to match the muscles.
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Do you work out?
I do.
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Thanks for coming out
and showing me.
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(CHUCKLES)
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NARRATOR: are taking on
the most intense selection course
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ever attempted.
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What was that? This isn't
the (BLEEP) Olympic dive squad!
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(SIGHS)
As the early casualties fell...
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If you can't do it,
give me your number!
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I can't do this. Sorry.
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Off you go!
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I think I'd be able to walk away
with my head held high.
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..one recruit's mistakes...
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You, Number 1, are (BLEEP) useless.
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..landed him under fire.
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You've got a rude awakening
not only coming for you,
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but coming for the rest of your
(BLEEP) muckers in there.
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MAN: Come on.
WOMAN: That's it, boys.
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Come on!
..the punishment of Hell Week...
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Oh! (BLEEP)
..heats up.
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(INTENSE MUSIC)
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I can't breathe!
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The recruits struggle...
MAN: Don't panic! Hey!
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..to stay alive.
Look at me. Look at me.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
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Then...
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I was in the Federal Police
for 18.5 years.
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I ended up running the prime
minister's protection detail.
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..a bombshell admission...
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I (BLEEP) up a lot of my life.
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I lost my career, my reputation.
(BLEEP) me.
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..will shock the DS.
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That's (BLEEP) bullshit.
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(TENSE MUSIC)
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In the darkness before the dawn,
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the 12 remaining recruits wait
to begin day two of SAS selection.
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They're gonna be hit hard
from the beginning,
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and it's not gonna let up.
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(METAL CREAKS)
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Aches, pains.
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Living conditions are gonna be
so out of the norm for you
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that you think,
"How are we gonna survive this?"
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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For Number 3, stay-at-home mum Sandy,
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the harshness of the course
is sinking in.
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So, I woke up with a mouse
running across my face.
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WOMAN: Did you? Oh.
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So nice.
Ah! (CHUCKLES)
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I'm a stay-at-home mum.
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I support my husband,
I run the household,
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I've got two kids,
take them to school.
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It feels a bit Groundhog Day.
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After we all went to the bathroom
about 2:00 in the morning,
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that's when I got some sleep.
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It's been so long since
I've pushed my limits.
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Being able to strip back, like,
all of the normal
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and have a look inside yourself,
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I feel like there's this
huge potential in me
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that I haven't got to experience
yet,
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so with this opportunity, I'm really
looking forward to finding that.
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The rough conditions of camp
are taking their toll
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on Number 4, teacher Kellie.
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I am a teacher
in a specialist school.
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I am so invested in the students
that I work with,
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but it can definitely be
a tough job.
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WOMAN: How are you?
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Huh?
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Flat? Yep.
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That's why I want to come
on this course.
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I want to put myself first for once,
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and figure out who I am
underneath all these layers,
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both mentally and physically.
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A lack of sleep and basic rations
make it even harder to cope.
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(SCOFFS) Luxury.
MAN: Thanks, mate.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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That is the rankest porridge.
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For Number 12, influencer Lisa,
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the miserable conditions
are much tougher than expected.
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Oh, (BLEEP).
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WOMAN: Oh, no.
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I'm a fitness influencer,
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and the reason why I signed up
to this course
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is because my dad passed away
last year,
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and I always felt like
I was never good enough.
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He was on his deathbed
and he had so many opportunities
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to say to us,
"I'm so proud of you."
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But I never, ever got to hear my dad
say that to me.
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So I'm doing this course to really
make my dad and my family proud.
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(SHRIEKS) Oh! Oh, my god!
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That was a (BLEEP) mouse!
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There's a dead mouse in the water!
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(BLEEP) me. Jesus. Ahh!
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How sad.
Oh, my god!
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ANT: Right, everyone jump on
the waggons! Let's go!
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Go! Move!
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Still hungry, and running on empty,
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the recruits are coming to terms
with the grim realities
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of being an SAS soldier.
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On this course, they're going to
realise very quickly
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why it's called Hell Week.
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Come on, quick as you can.
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Because that's exactly where they're
going - into the recesses of hell.
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But this is our reality.
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And you will start to get used to
the stress, the pressure.
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Right, listen in.
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What we're about to see in a minute
is the LTE -
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Ladder Troop Extraction.
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It's basically how we,
as special forces operators,
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get on and off a lot of targets.
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Watch the demo. About-turn.
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That means turn around!
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
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Launching from a Zodiac
at high speed...
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Let's go, Ollie, go!
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..the recruits must first
brace themselves for the shock
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of the icy cold water.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
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Swimming under the intense
downdraft of the rotor blades,
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they need to reach the ladder
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before making the perilous 15m climb
to the chopper -
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all without the safety of a harness.
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The Ladder Troop Extraction will
push them to their breaking point.
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Some of them won't even make it
to the ladder.
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I've been on a training exercise
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where someone just couldn't make
the ladder climb,
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they fell off, and by the time
they dragged his body onto the boat,
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it was too late.
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That's how dangerous the
Ladder Troop Extraction can be.
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Right, about-turn.
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Looks easy, doesn't it?
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I'm gonna pair you up.
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I want to see the fastest person
up the ladder. So it's a race.
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Right, the first pair will be
Number 3 and Number 12.
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Oh, (BLEEP).
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What, did you... Were you hoping
I was just gonna stand you down?
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Sorry.
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Shut the (BLEEP) up.
Sorry!
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Right, go on, then.
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Everyone else look and learn
from other people's mistakes.
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First to undergo
the dangerous extraction
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is Number 12, influencer Lisa,
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and Number 3,
stay-at-home mum Sandy.
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What's going through your head?
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It's not a crap hat.
That's what my dad says.
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A crap hat?
Yeah.
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Is your dad a paratrooper?
He was.
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My sister and my brother and my dad
have all been in the military,
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and they've all sacrificed most of
their life for the military.
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You do him proud today, yeah?
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Yes, staff.
Yeah?
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Having all your family
in the military
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and you not being in the military,
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I guess I want to see if I've got
some of what it takes,
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or some of what they had.
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Stand by! Stand up! Hold!
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(TENSE MUSIC)
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Go!
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As the recruits take the icy plunge
and fight against the downdraft,
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Number 3 Sandy is first to start
the treacherous climb.
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Being on this course, I do feel like
I have something to prove to myself.
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We've got the kids,
my house has got a picket fence.
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It's really cliche, and I want to
step outside of that comfort zone.
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I want to be uncomfortable,
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and to show the kids who I am now,
I'm not just a stay-at-home mum.
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(DETERMINED ORCHESTRAL MUSIC)
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MAN: She's almost there.
Yeah.
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Let's go, Sandy.
Come on. Come on.
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Go!
Come on.
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Move! Hurry up! Get in there! Move!
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NARRATOR: Reaching the safety
of the chopper in good time,
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Number 3 Sandy
has passed the task.
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But as she recovers,
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Number 12 Lisa hasn't yet
reached the ladder,
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struggling to keep her head
above the waterline.
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(TENSE MUSIC)
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Get a bit closer. Get a bit closer.
She's (BLEEP).
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Go to the right there.
Go to the right. She's struggling.
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(TENSE MUSIC)
(LABOURED BREATHING)
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Five years ago,
I got stuck in a rip.
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The waves just kept coming,
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and it got stronger
and stronger and stronger.
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Since then,
I've always been afraid of water,
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I've always been scared of water.
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Go! Swim!
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Drowning is the most scariest thing.
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Don't panic! Hey!
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Unable to make it to the ladder,
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Lisa tries to get back to the Zodiac.
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Give me your hand! Give me
your hand! Give me your hand!
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Stop (BLEEP) panicking, alright?
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Sit down.
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Alright, no, calm down.
You weren't gonna...
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You weren't gonna drown!
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Alright? Calm down.
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What happened? You (BLEEP)
didn't fancy the ladder?
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(PANTING) I just thought
I was gonna drown.
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You should be crying, 'cause you
didn't get to the (BLEEP) ladder.
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You just need to (BLEEP)
sort your head out.
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Successful recruit Number 3
debriefs with DS Foxy.
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It's just so (BLEEP) hard,
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but keeping the ladder close to
my chest, it was easier, staff.
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Right,
get your Bergen and pull it back,
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and bring your Bergen here
so there's separation between
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(BLEEP) those that did
and those that didn't.
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(TENSE ORCHESTRAL MUSIC)
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Next to attempt the daunting climb
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is Number 8,
holistic health coach James,
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and Number 1, bodybuilder Bassim.
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Go!
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
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Already, James is quick to find
and scale the ladder.
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JAMES: I am a holistic health coach,
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so I am very much all about
sort of growth and development.
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I try to always keep
a positive mindset.
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I'm here because I want to grow.
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I'm here because I want to learn.
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I want to prove that I am
spiritually tougher than I think.
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Come on, buddy.
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Reaching the chopper,
he boards safely in record time.
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Failing to impress the DS on day one,
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the ladder extraction task
is make-or-break for Bassim.
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I wouldn't say I necessarily fear
heights and water.
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My biggest fear is definitely
gonna be of failing,
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and not learning from failure.
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'Cause I'm in the pursuit
of one goal,
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and that's to discipline myself
by getting outside my comfort zone
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and achieving through mastery
of the body and the mind.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
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Bassim reaches safety
much later than James.
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ANT: You're too slow!
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Having failed...
Go, go!
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..he's forced back into
the biting water...
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(BLEEP) off!
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..and faces an agonising swim
to shore.
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What happened there?
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I tried to use my legs, but he got
to the ladder quicker than me.
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(BLEEP) I was expecting
big things from you.
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I don't care about that part of it.
(BLEEP) needed to get up quicker.
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Go on, off you go.
Yes, staff.
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OLLIE: Ladder Troop Extraction
is tough.
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Go!
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The ladder is flexible.
248
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Once you're cold, you're wet,
your hands don't work properly,
249
00:13:32,240 --> 00:13:36,200
you have to wrap yourself around
and try and control the ladder.
250
00:13:36,240 --> 00:13:39,120
Every time you move your foot,
every time you move your hand,
251
00:13:39,160 --> 00:13:41,360
you've got to make sure
it's placed in the correct place.
252
00:13:41,400 --> 00:13:44,280
It takes a lot of technique
and a lot of grunt
253
00:13:44,320 --> 00:13:45,880
if they are gonna succeed.
254
00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:47,240
Rat up a drainpipe.
255
00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:53,520
And if you get it wrong,
you don't get second chances.
256
00:13:53,560 --> 00:13:55,840
You're (BLEEP) gone! Gone!
257
00:13:55,880 --> 00:13:59,480
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
258
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The dangers in this task
259
00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:04,000
are you have to try and reduce
the amount you use your arms,
260
00:14:04,040 --> 00:14:07,880
otherwise your arms will blow out
and you'll become totally exhausted.
261
00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:10,600
You could fall in the water,
you could die.
262
00:14:10,640 --> 00:14:13,080
(WOMAN GRUNTS)
All the way, come on!
263
00:14:14,440 --> 00:14:16,720
(GRUNTS, SCREAMS)
264
00:14:16,760 --> 00:14:21,000
There's a whole load of things that
could go absolutely (BLEEP) wrong.
265
00:14:21,040 --> 00:14:24,600
I can't breathe! I can't breathe!
266
00:14:24,640 --> 00:14:28,120
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
267
00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:34,160
Open your eyes! Open your eyes!
268
00:14:34,920 --> 00:14:36,200
Breathe!
269
00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:41,080
Done! Over! Get a grip of yourself!
270
00:14:50,520 --> 00:14:52,560
NARRATOR: Next to tackle
the risky mission
271
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is the youngest recruit,
Number 6, surfer Mitch,
272
00:14:56,120 --> 00:14:58,560
and the oldest, Number 7,
273
00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:01,400
disgraced ex-Federal Police officer
Gary.
274
00:15:03,240 --> 00:15:06,480
GARY: I grew up in Western Sydney.
I had a very good upbringing.
275
00:15:06,520 --> 00:15:08,000
I had a loving family.
276
00:15:08,040 --> 00:15:11,880
The apple of my parents'
and my nan's eye as well.
277
00:15:11,920 --> 00:15:14,000
OK, stand by!
278
00:15:15,560 --> 00:15:18,720
I joined the Australian
Federal Police in 1999.
279
00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:21,680
And my primary role was
to look after Kevin Rudd
280
00:15:21,720 --> 00:15:23,760
and run the protection detail
for him.
281
00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:24,880
Go!
282
00:15:29,680 --> 00:15:31,840
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
283
00:15:31,880 --> 00:15:34,320
I had everything that
everybody on the outside
284
00:15:34,360 --> 00:15:35,920
would consider a success.
285
00:15:37,800 --> 00:15:39,640
And then I went and
(BLEEP) it all up.
286
00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:46,200
I've gone through
a lot of heartache,
287
00:15:46,240 --> 00:15:48,560
a lot of trouble
that I've caused myself.
288
00:15:48,600 --> 00:15:50,720
After having a long time of struggle
289
00:15:50,760 --> 00:15:53,040
and letting people down
and letting myself down,
290
00:15:53,080 --> 00:15:57,160
I need to find who I am inside,
deep inside.
291
00:15:57,200 --> 00:16:00,600
And I've worked really hard on
trying to become a better man.
292
00:16:00,640 --> 00:16:02,480
To me, this will be the acid test.
293
00:16:02,520 --> 00:16:04,320
Hurry up! Let's go! Go!
294
00:16:04,360 --> 00:16:07,640
This is the way that I find that
out, and that's why I'm here.
295
00:16:07,680 --> 00:16:09,440
MAN: Grab it. Come on, buddy.
296
00:16:10,680 --> 00:16:13,120
What the (BLEEP) are you doing?
297
00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:15,720
Next...
298
00:16:15,760 --> 00:16:18,640
Who's the weakest
amongst the group?
299
00:16:18,680 --> 00:16:21,720
..recruits forced
to turn on each other.
300
00:16:21,760 --> 00:16:23,840
We will only take the best with us.
301
00:16:23,880 --> 00:16:26,480
And later, Gary bears all.
302
00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:29,920
I was in the Federal Police
for 18.5 years.
303
00:16:29,960 --> 00:16:31,120
I had a gambling addiction.
304
00:16:31,160 --> 00:16:32,680
You were a police officer?
Yep.
305
00:16:32,720 --> 00:16:35,320
And you've gambled away $2 million?
306
00:16:35,360 --> 00:16:37,520
Your house, your family?
Everything.
307
00:16:42,160 --> 00:16:44,920
NARRATOR: Attempting the dangerous
ladder extraction,
308
00:16:44,960 --> 00:16:49,560
Number 7 Gary pushes his ageing body
up the wavering ladder...
309
00:16:50,360 --> 00:16:53,360
but is no match for
the 22-year-old Mitch,
310
00:16:53,400 --> 00:16:55,000
who is half his age.
311
00:16:56,320 --> 00:16:58,440
Get in! Get in!
312
00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:02,360
Battling fatigue...
Hurry up!
313
00:17:02,400 --> 00:17:05,359
..Gary fails to reach the chopper
in good time.
314
00:17:06,160 --> 00:17:09,880
You were (BLEEP) last!
Jump! Move! Go!
315
00:17:16,400 --> 00:17:17,680
FOXY: Hurry up, Number 7!
316
00:17:21,160 --> 00:17:26,359
Last to face the punishing task
is Number 5, dating coach Sarah,
317
00:17:26,400 --> 00:17:29,400
and Number 9, youth worker Beck.
318
00:17:30,360 --> 00:17:34,160
BECK: I grew up on a farm, looking
after animals, building fences.
319
00:17:34,200 --> 00:17:36,960
I learned how to use a chainsaw
before I learned how to use a pen.
320
00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,960
It's very backwards. It was tough.
321
00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:42,720
So, yeah, I feel like I've got grit
and perseverance in bucketloads.
322
00:17:42,760 --> 00:17:44,160
Stand by!
323
00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:46,640
I have pretty high expectations
of myself,
324
00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:49,040
and that does put me under
a lot of pressure.
325
00:17:49,920 --> 00:17:51,440
Hold on, face forward.
326
00:17:51,480 --> 00:17:54,000
But at the end of the day,
nothing scares me.
327
00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:57,400
Go!
328
00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:01,200
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
329
00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:04,760
Number 5 Sarah moves through
the icy water,
330
00:18:04,800 --> 00:18:06,160
and is quick to the ladder...
331
00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:10,000
Get in there!
332
00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:12,800
..and passes the task.
333
00:18:12,840 --> 00:18:17,320
Below her, Number 9 Beck
struggles against the downdraft.
334
00:18:18,200 --> 00:18:20,000
Come on! Let's move it!
335
00:18:21,840 --> 00:18:23,400
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
336
00:18:23,440 --> 00:18:25,840
(GASPING FOR AIR)
337
00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:29,240
Barely afloat,
and unable to reach the ladder,
338
00:18:29,280 --> 00:18:30,800
she starts to go under.
339
00:18:30,840 --> 00:18:34,240
Get on it! There! Get on it!
340
00:18:34,280 --> 00:18:37,240
Get a bit closer. She's (BLEEP).
Go to the right there.
341
00:18:37,280 --> 00:18:39,080
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
342
00:18:39,120 --> 00:18:40,800
Get the boat in to her!
343
00:18:43,040 --> 00:18:44,360
Come to me.
344
00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:49,680
(PANTING)
345
00:18:49,720 --> 00:18:51,360
Are you OK?
I'm sorry!
346
00:18:51,400 --> 00:18:53,480
OK, calm down, calm down. You're OK.
347
00:18:53,520 --> 00:18:55,120
Hey, look at me. Open your eyes.
348
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,320
I'm OK.
You're OK.
349
00:18:57,360 --> 00:18:59,560
OK, I'm OK.
You're OK. Look at me.
350
00:18:59,600 --> 00:19:00,680
Look at me.
I'm OK.
351
00:19:00,720 --> 00:19:01,920
You're OK.
OK.
352
00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:03,440
Come on, then. Sit up.
353
00:19:03,480 --> 00:19:06,680
Very difficult today, huh?
(BLEEP) Yeah.
354
00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:08,120
(RETCHES) Ooh!
355
00:19:08,800 --> 00:19:10,960
How much did you drink?
A lot!
356
00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:12,800
Alright.
(GROANS)
357
00:19:12,840 --> 00:19:14,400
You know you're not really a fish,
right?
358
00:19:14,440 --> 00:19:17,840
Yeah, I know! (PANTING)
359
00:19:20,480 --> 00:19:23,960
Have you swam in water before?
Yes, I have, staff.
360
00:19:24,000 --> 00:19:26,320
Believe it or not,
I used to be a surf lifesaver.
361
00:19:26,360 --> 00:19:28,080
(BLEEP) hell.
(LAUGHS)
362
00:19:28,120 --> 00:19:30,760
Thank (BLEEP) I never got into
trouble on your beach.
363
00:19:30,800 --> 00:19:32,160
(GROANS)
364
00:19:32,200 --> 00:19:34,400
Don't go (BLEEP) vomiting up on me.
365
00:19:34,440 --> 00:19:35,800
Yes, staff.
Go on, off you go.
366
00:19:42,160 --> 00:19:43,840
The task is now complete.
367
00:19:43,880 --> 00:19:46,400
You two, I don't know what
the (BLEEP) you're doing here.
368
00:19:46,440 --> 00:19:49,440
And chief instructor Ant
shows his disappointment
369
00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:52,160
at the lack of effort from
some recruits.
370
00:19:52,200 --> 00:19:53,880
Didn't even (BLEEP) make it
onto the helicopter
371
00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:57,000
whilst it's (BLEEP) hovering,
whilst it's a target,
372
00:19:57,040 --> 00:19:59,880
whilst you've got people on there,
(BLEEP) lives on there,
373
00:19:59,920 --> 00:20:02,440
waiting for you two
(BLEEP) sorry arses
374
00:20:02,480 --> 00:20:05,720
to get on the (BLEEP) helicopter,
and you can't even make it there!
375
00:20:09,720 --> 00:20:12,840
Start thinking about if you
(BLEEP) deserve to be here,
376
00:20:12,880 --> 00:20:15,720
'cause most of you (BLEEP) don't!
377
00:20:18,320 --> 00:20:19,560
Move!
378
00:20:19,600 --> 00:20:21,960
(TENSE MUSIC)
379
00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:23,920
Go! Move!
380
00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:30,800
LISA: Oh, my (BLEEP) god.
That was the hardest thing for me.
381
00:20:30,840 --> 00:20:32,680
I almost thought I was gonna drown.
382
00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:35,240
Yeah, like,
from the top of the water...
383
00:20:35,280 --> 00:20:38,600
(PANTING) You can't breathe.
I couldn't breathe.
384
00:20:38,640 --> 00:20:40,160
(EXHALES) (BLEEP)
385
00:20:40,200 --> 00:20:43,600
With so many failures
in the troop extraction task,
386
00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:48,160
the DS want to expose and weed out
the weakest recruits.
387
00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:50,920
Out! Get your Bergens on your back!
388
00:20:50,960 --> 00:20:53,160
It's important that the team
is honest with each other.
389
00:20:53,200 --> 00:20:55,760
Stand there. Face this way.
390
00:20:55,800 --> 00:20:59,360
So at the end of a task,
we will call them out.
391
00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:00,640
Who's the weak link?
392
00:21:01,520 --> 00:21:04,280
And it's that brutal honesty
that makes a good team.
393
00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:07,000
Number 2, come out here.
394
00:21:09,560 --> 00:21:12,520
Who's the weakest amongst the group?
395
00:21:14,320 --> 00:21:16,440
(TENSE MUSIC)
396
00:21:16,480 --> 00:21:18,760
MAN: 12.
Number 12. In you go.
397
00:21:18,800 --> 00:21:20,800
Number 13. Let's go.
398
00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:24,360
Who doesn't deserve to be here?
399
00:21:24,400 --> 00:21:26,800
Number 12, staff.
In you go. Move!
400
00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:31,240
Who's the burden in the team?
Who's not the team player?
401
00:21:31,880 --> 00:21:33,760
Number 12, staff.
In you go.
402
00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:38,000
Who's the one that
you're dragging along?
403
00:21:38,040 --> 00:21:40,080
12, staff.
Number 12, staff.
404
00:21:40,120 --> 00:21:42,480
MAN: Number 12, staff.
MAN: Number 12, staff.
405
00:21:42,520 --> 00:21:43,760
MAN: Number 12, staff.
406
00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:46,000
And it's absolutely crucial
that you're honest.
407
00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:49,920
9.
Number 9. In you go. Move!
408
00:21:49,960 --> 00:21:52,480
Because you can't afford to
drag anyone through.
409
00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:54,360
Number 9, staff.
In you go.
410
00:21:55,920 --> 00:21:58,120
Number 4, staff.
Number 4, staff.
411
00:21:58,160 --> 00:22:00,080
Number 4. In you go.
412
00:22:00,120 --> 00:22:03,320
On the battlefield,
you need absolutely everyone
413
00:22:03,360 --> 00:22:06,560
and everything
to get the mission done.
414
00:22:06,600 --> 00:22:10,720
That's all I want,
is (BLEEP) honesty and integrity.
415
00:22:10,760 --> 00:22:13,120
We will only take the best with us.
416
00:22:15,240 --> 00:22:18,680
When I say go,
disappear into the accommodation.
417
00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:20,560
Go. Move. Disappear! Move!
418
00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:25,640
Number 1 and Number 2,
can you jump on the fires?
419
00:22:25,680 --> 00:22:28,400
(INDISTINCT MUTTERING)
420
00:22:28,440 --> 00:22:30,000
MAN: Are you right?
Yeah, I'm fine!
421
00:22:30,040 --> 00:22:31,400
I knew that was coming.
422
00:22:31,440 --> 00:22:33,160
Don't take it personally.
No, it's fine!
423
00:22:33,200 --> 00:22:36,640
NARRATOR: Despite being named
as the weakest recruit,
424
00:22:36,680 --> 00:22:40,200
Number 12 Lisa is putting on
a brave face.
425
00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:41,360
You're fine.
426
00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:43,000
'Cause you knew they were
gonna do that anyway.
427
00:22:43,040 --> 00:22:46,200
I'm sorry, mate. I'm sorry.
No, physically, I'm the weakest.
428
00:22:46,240 --> 00:22:48,320
I believe that.
Mentally, no, I don't think so.
429
00:22:48,360 --> 00:22:49,600
That's why you're gonna keep going,
430
00:22:49,640 --> 00:22:50,960
isn't it?
Yeah.
431
00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:53,400
If someone says that I'm weak,
I'm gonna say,
432
00:22:53,440 --> 00:22:55,320
"You're wrong. I'm not weak."
433
00:22:56,240 --> 00:23:00,080
That will fire me up,
and that will make me work harder.
434
00:23:00,120 --> 00:23:02,240
I'm sorry, Beck.
Oh, no!
435
00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:03,720
I feel like shit.
No, you're all good.
436
00:23:03,760 --> 00:23:05,040
Like...
You're all good.
437
00:23:05,080 --> 00:23:06,120
Oh...
438
00:23:07,360 --> 00:23:09,240
(LAUGHS)
Honestly, I don't even think
439
00:23:09,280 --> 00:23:10,760
you're weak. Like, that's the thing.
440
00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:13,640
Like, everyone's strong here.
Nah, it's all good. It's all good.
441
00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:18,120
Whilst Lisa and Beck take
the feedback in their stride,
442
00:23:18,160 --> 00:23:22,320
Number 4, teacher Kellie,
is rattled by the experience.
443
00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:27,080
If you're gonna VW,
it's in the middle of something
444
00:23:27,120 --> 00:23:29,880
that's real hard,
not standing in front of the fire.
445
00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:31,160
Get your stuff on.
446
00:23:32,120 --> 00:23:36,040
KELLIE: My biggest fear
is not being good enough.
447
00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:39,840
Not being good enough for
the students that I work with.
448
00:23:39,880 --> 00:23:42,920
Not being good enough
for my parents sometimes.
449
00:23:42,960 --> 00:23:45,280
Not being good enough
in relationships.
450
00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:49,560
I think that's why I want to
come on this course,
451
00:23:49,600 --> 00:23:52,000
because I want to reveal to myself,
452
00:23:52,040 --> 00:23:54,600
no-one else, just myself,
453
00:23:54,640 --> 00:23:57,720
that I am good enough
and I am capable.
454
00:23:57,760 --> 00:24:00,800
I broke up with my ex-girlfriend,
like, three weeks ago.
455
00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:03,080
We just weren't showing up
for each other.
456
00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:06,360
How long ago did you come out
to your parents, or to your mum?
457
00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:08,240
Um, three years ago.
OK.
458
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:11,520
So my last relationship with
the last male I was with,
459
00:24:11,560 --> 00:24:13,600
it was pretty bad, pretty toxic.
460
00:24:13,640 --> 00:24:15,280
He tried to strangle me
and all that.
461
00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:17,240
Mum had to get him off me.
462
00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:19,680
He always just, like, put me down.
463
00:24:19,720 --> 00:24:22,360
But he's not the reason why
I came out.
464
00:24:22,400 --> 00:24:25,160
And I didn't really make it
a big, like, "Hey, I'm gay!"
465
00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:26,880
I just brought a girl home one day.
Yep.
466
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:29,360
My father was really good.
It was just my mum. My mum...
467
00:24:29,400 --> 00:24:32,400
My mum struggled with it a lot, and
I think she still struggles with it.
468
00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:33,600
Yeah.
Um, yeah.
469
00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:35,400
I feel like I've kind of
disappointed her in a way,
470
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:38,400
which is hard. 'Cause I'm always,
like, trying to make her proud.
471
00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:41,280
Yeah, yeah. We all want our parents
to be proud of us, right?
472
00:24:41,320 --> 00:24:43,360
But we don't have any control over
whether they are or not.
473
00:24:43,400 --> 00:24:44,480
Yeah, that's true.
474
00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:47,200
Right? And the reason I ask is 'cause
I wanted to ask whether or not,
475
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:50,720
irrespective of that difficulty,
if you feel better.
476
00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:51,920
Oh, 100%.
Yep.
477
00:24:51,960 --> 00:24:54,520
When I'm with a girl,
I'm kind of like just really proud.
478
00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:56,040
Yep.
Be proud and let them judge.
479
00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:57,280
Well, people judge.
Yeah.
480
00:24:57,320 --> 00:24:59,560
Whether you do what you want to do
or do what they want you to do,
481
00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:01,320
they're still gonna judge you.
It's never about you.
482
00:25:01,360 --> 00:25:03,040
It's about them. Yeah, yeah!
It's always about them.
483
00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:04,680
It's like a therapy session,
these chats, isn't it?
484
00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:05,720
It's good.
I know!
485
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:07,560
This whole week is like
a therapy session.
486
00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:14,080
NARRATOR: As Kellie gets support
from her fellow recruits,
487
00:25:14,120 --> 00:25:17,960
the DS gather to assess their
performances in the task.
488
00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:21,720
So, we paired them off.
489
00:25:21,760 --> 00:25:24,720
We had Number 3 with Number 12.
490
00:25:24,760 --> 00:25:28,640
That was a clear, clear win
by Number 3. She did well.
491
00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:32,080
12 was just... kept going on about
the fact that she nearly died.
492
00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:35,120
She's, like, your typical gym bunny.
Yeah.
493
00:25:35,160 --> 00:25:37,680
You take her outside the gym
that she probably works well in,
494
00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:40,040
she just falls to pieces.
Drama queen as well.
495
00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:42,320
Um, Number 9.
496
00:25:42,360 --> 00:25:44,520
Oh, just, do you know what?
497
00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:46,360
No different to Number 12.
498
00:25:46,400 --> 00:25:48,560
She got sprayed in the face...
(IMITATES GASPING)
499
00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:50,400
..breathed it in,
turned on her back,
500
00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:53,200
and then straight away
looked for the safety boat.
501
00:25:53,240 --> 00:25:57,040
She's on borrowed time.
I can't see her lasting much longer.
502
00:25:57,080 --> 00:26:00,560
Number 13, strong up that ladder.
Whizzed up that ladder.
503
00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:02,240
He's explosive.
504
00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:04,120
He's been doing well so far.
505
00:26:04,160 --> 00:26:06,720
Probably the frontrunner
on the course at the moment.
506
00:26:06,760 --> 00:26:11,600
7 was always going to be
the last one up the ladder.
507
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:15,360
Fair dues to him, he got up there,
but (BLEEP) me, he was slow.
508
00:26:16,360 --> 00:26:18,480
He's come on the course
physically unprepared.
509
00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:21,360
He's out of his depth,
and guess what, he's drowning.
510
00:26:21,400 --> 00:26:22,800
Let's bring him in, then.
511
00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:24,320
Yeah.
Yep.
512
00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:27,280
NARRATOR: Next...
513
00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:30,640
Someone who's top-level,
looking after the prime minister...
514
00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:33,480
..Gary reveals a dark secret.
515
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:37,040
I had a corporate credit card,
and I was using it gambling.
516
00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:39,960
Got (BLEEP) up, and then
the last time was just monumental.
517
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:41,520
(BLEEP)
518
00:26:41,560 --> 00:26:42,840
And later...
519
00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:44,800
What the (BLEEP) are you doing?
520
00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:46,720
(INDISTINCT SHOUTING)
Where's your equipment?
521
00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:49,240
..a brutal endurance race...
(WOMAN GROANS)
522
00:26:49,280 --> 00:26:50,960
..reaches boiling point.
523
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:52,080
I'm gonna VW.
524
00:26:52,120 --> 00:26:53,960
What, you're gonna let your
(BLEEP) team down, are you?
525
00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:56,320
I don't even know...
Make a (BLEEP) decision!
526
00:27:04,800 --> 00:27:07,040
(TENSE MUSIC)
527
00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:09,120
WOMAN: There we go. (GROANS)
528
00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:11,600
Bloody hell!
529
00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:13,960
I think they should make three
sit-downs and one stand-up.
530
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:16,040
That would've been easier.
Oh, yeah, that's a good idea.
531
00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:18,880
'Cause even if the boys stand up
on these two, they're still gonna...
532
00:27:19,720 --> 00:27:22,040
Might just have to get the
hand sanitiser and everything.
533
00:27:22,080 --> 00:27:23,240
MAN: 7!
534
00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:26,760
NARRATOR: With a dismal performance
in the day's task...
535
00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:28,480
Right, come here.
536
00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:29,920
Put your hands up against there.
537
00:27:29,960 --> 00:27:32,080
..the DS summon the eldest recruit,
538
00:27:32,120 --> 00:27:34,880
Number 7, Gary,
in for questioning.
539
00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:41,000
(TENSE MUSIC)
540
00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:51,680
Pull your chair in.
541
00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:00,120
How old are you?
44.
542
00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:02,600
What are you doing here?
543
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:04,440
Uh, I (BLEEP) up a lot of my life,
544
00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:06,880
and the last four years,
I've been working hard on...
545
00:28:06,920 --> 00:28:09,280
This some kind of (BLEEP) rehab
for you?
546
00:28:09,320 --> 00:28:11,320
What do you mean, you (BLEEP) up?
Are you an addict? Are you...
547
00:28:11,360 --> 00:28:12,800
What do you mean, you (BLEEP) up?
548
00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:15,120
Yeah, I, um, I was...
I had a gambling addiction,
549
00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:17,360
a bad gambling addiction
for a number of years.
550
00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:21,560
I had a good job. I (BLEEP) that up.
I lost close to $2 million.
551
00:28:24,520 --> 00:28:27,920
I lost my career, my reputation.
What job did you have?
552
00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:30,520
I was in the Federal Police
for 18.5 years.
553
00:28:30,560 --> 00:28:32,120
You were a police officer?
Yes.
554
00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:34,760
18 years in the police force?
Yes, staff.
555
00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:40,320
And you (BLEEP) gambled away
$2 million?
556
00:28:40,360 --> 00:28:42,880
Pretty much, yes, staff.
What, your house, your family...
557
00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:44,240
Everything.
558
00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:46,760
Your career...
Everything, yep.
559
00:28:50,680 --> 00:28:54,240
Talk me through when you first
joined the police force.
560
00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:59,760
Um, I spent a couple of years just
doing Operations, Investigations,
561
00:28:59,800 --> 00:29:02,640
and I was fortunate enough
to go to Surveillance.
562
00:29:02,680 --> 00:29:04,400
During that time,
September 11 happened,
563
00:29:04,440 --> 00:29:07,440
and not long after that,
I joined Close Protection.
564
00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:11,440
I was looking after politicians,
ambassadors, consuls general.
565
00:29:11,480 --> 00:29:14,600
I ended up running the
prime minister's protection detail.
566
00:29:14,640 --> 00:29:16,640
Well, you must have been good
at your (BLEEP) job.
567
00:29:16,680 --> 00:29:18,440
I'd like to think so.
568
00:29:18,480 --> 00:29:20,160
So what happened?
569
00:29:20,200 --> 00:29:24,640
I... Ultimately, I was...
I was masking some insecurities.
570
00:29:24,680 --> 00:29:27,840
I was struggling. I had depression.
571
00:29:27,880 --> 00:29:32,920
And for me, gambling was an escape
that took that... that noise away.
572
00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:39,720
And so I... I kept hiding those
insecurities, and masking...
573
00:29:39,760 --> 00:29:41,360
It wasn't... Um...
574
00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:43,600
I was just...
That's (BLEEP) bullshit.
575
00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:49,240
No. Not you.
Not someone at that level.
576
00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:51,960
They're just (BLEEP) excuses.
577
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:55,520
Someone who's very capable
to get to the top level
578
00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:59,120
of looking after
the (BLEEP) prime minister.
579
00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:02,000
Because you (BLEEP) can't afford
to fail at that level.
580
00:30:03,640 --> 00:30:05,720
There's something that
(BLEEP) happened.
581
00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:08,040
Because you don't just all of
a sudden just (BLEEP) stoop
582
00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:10,480
into (BLEEP) depression
because you think you're gonna fail
583
00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:13,720
when you're a very
(BLEEP) capable person.
584
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:17,720
Was there a memorable moment,
585
00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:20,440
a trigger that happened where
you thought, you went back home,
586
00:30:20,480 --> 00:30:23,000
and you thought,
"I don't want to be here anymore"?
587
00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:26,640
"Right, I want to (BLEEP)
self-destruct.
588
00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:29,120
"Here's a button. Guess what?
Wallop."
589
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,120
I had a gambling addiction
for over ten years,
590
00:30:31,160 --> 00:30:33,760
so there was times when
it went away and come back,
591
00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:35,280
went away and come back.
592
00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:39,840
It started...
from the year my nan passed away.
593
00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:41,440
There we go.
That's...
594
00:30:41,480 --> 00:30:43,240
you know, what some have suggested
595
00:30:43,280 --> 00:30:45,160
is the start of that trigger
of the depression.
596
00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:46,960
She was my dear nan. She was...
597
00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:49,720
You know, I was the apple
of her eye. I was...
598
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:52,120
You know, I was the one. And...
599
00:30:52,160 --> 00:30:55,640
And then she... she passed.
600
00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:59,320
It still gets me. But...
But then I...
601
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:02,360
You know, I don't know. I felt weak.
I felt like I was struggling.
602
00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:04,800
But again, in that environment,
603
00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:06,840
I didn't ask the questions
of where to go.
604
00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:09,560
I just, I didn't know where to go.
I didn't want to stick my hand up
605
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,280
and say I was struggling.
No. Yep.
606
00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:13,320
I didn't want to put myself forward
for that.
607
00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:17,360
So I hid it and I masked it.
And then I got over it. And then...
608
00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:19,640
You thought you got over it.
Yeah, yeah, that's right.
609
00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:21,680
Yeah. And then it crept back in.
610
00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:24,840
And then again I thought I got over
it and then it crept back in,
611
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:27,920
and then the last time was just...
It was just monumental.
612
00:31:27,960 --> 00:31:32,360
It was (BLEEP)...
I made a lot of horrendous mistakes.
613
00:31:33,440 --> 00:31:35,600
Tell me when it got really bad,
when you thought,
614
00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:38,120
"(BLEEP),
there's no turning back now.
615
00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:39,960
"I'm on (BLEEP) self-destruct."
616
00:31:40,720 --> 00:31:42,280
I had a corporate credit card,
617
00:31:42,320 --> 00:31:46,960
and I was using it to give me money
that I lost gambling.
618
00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:51,040
I was asking, you know, friends,
family to pay for things that I...
619
00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:52,600
'cause I didn't have the money.
620
00:31:52,640 --> 00:31:55,160
So you put yourself under
that much (BLEEP) pressure.
621
00:31:55,200 --> 00:31:57,000
You kept thinking,
"Tomorrow I'll get myself out.
622
00:31:57,040 --> 00:31:58,400
"I'll have a big win. I'll do this."
623
00:31:58,440 --> 00:31:59,800
Yeah, every time. I thought I'd stop
624
00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:02,200
"after this Saturday,
after this win, after this..."
625
00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:05,720
I was... I was... I was just going
harder and harder and harder,
626
00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:07,840
and something was gonna give.
627
00:32:08,800 --> 00:32:11,320
You obviously got the (BLEEP) sack,
right? You got fired?
628
00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:12,960
Uh, I resigned. They let me resign.
629
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,720
They let you resign?
I got charged. Yep.
630
00:32:15,360 --> 00:32:17,000
And how much in debt were you?
631
00:32:17,040 --> 00:32:20,600
Uh, the... From the AFP was 45,000.
632
00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:22,920
(BLEEP) me.
633
00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:28,000
You think you've been through hell
and back.
634
00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:31,640
Trust me, the (BLEEP) hard work
starts now.
635
00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:33,240
With your experience,
636
00:32:33,280 --> 00:32:35,800
with your mindset
and with what you've been through,
637
00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:38,440
you should be leading the way
like you once did.
638
00:32:39,320 --> 00:32:41,360
So we expect a lot from you,
especially after
639
00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:44,400
this (BLEEP) interview here.
Yes, staff.
640
00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:46,240
You've just raised the bar
in my head.
641
00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:49,200
I expect a (BLEEP) hell of a lot
from you now.
642
00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:51,200
Yes, staff.
I expect you to be (BLEEP) up there.
643
00:32:51,240 --> 00:32:53,680
And the moment you're not, I'm gonna
be on you like a (BLEEP) rash.
644
00:32:53,720 --> 00:32:55,880
Do you understand me?
Yes, staff.
645
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:58,760
'Cause all that shit is in the past
now. And now you need to prove
646
00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:00,840
to yourself that it (BLEEP)
stays there.
647
00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:03,280
Guard!
648
00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:19,720
It's hard, in the position
that he was in, to talk.
649
00:33:19,760 --> 00:33:21,560
It's like with us, isn't it?
Oh, yeah. I mean...
650
00:33:21,600 --> 00:33:23,440
(BLEEP) tough men, we don't...
651
00:33:23,480 --> 00:33:26,240
We haven't got no problems.
We don't want to talk.
652
00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:29,120
Pain is always short-term.
Remember that. OK?
653
00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:30,400
Yes, staff.
654
00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:33,120
I've been to the depths of hell
in my own life.
655
00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:35,040
I let down everybody.
656
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:39,760
I want my family to know that
their faith in me wasn't misled.
657
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:49,200
(BIRD CAWS)
658
00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:53,240
MAN: Hey, Luke.
Have you got your wet undies on?
659
00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:55,560
Yes...? Yep.
Have they got...
660
00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:56,800
Are these yours?
Have mine got...
661
00:33:56,840 --> 00:33:58,880
Oh, (BLEEP). I might have yours on.
Sorry, brother.
662
00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:00,400
That's alright, mate.
We're all close here.
663
00:34:00,440 --> 00:34:01,880
Yeah.
(LAUGHS)
664
00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:04,120
GARY: It's like living in a college
share house around here, isn't it?
665
00:34:04,160 --> 00:34:06,920
Bra and undies everywhere.
(CHUCKLES)
666
00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:10,120
NARRATOR: It's day three
of SAS selection.
667
00:34:11,639 --> 00:34:14,199
OLLIE: Get on the parade square!
668
00:34:14,239 --> 00:34:15,840
Come on, move it!
669
00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:17,239
(BLEEP)
670
00:34:17,280 --> 00:34:19,239
As newly made duty recruit,
671
00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:21,199
it's up to Number 3, Sandy,
672
00:34:21,239 --> 00:34:24,199
to get her fellow recruits ready
in quick time.
673
00:34:25,120 --> 00:34:28,400
SANDY: Bass, your shit's everywhere,
mate. Your bag's not even packed!
674
00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:32,600
And Number 1, bodybuilder Bassim,
is dragging his feet.
675
00:34:32,639 --> 00:34:35,199
Right, I'm gonna serve eggs
to whoever wants it.
676
00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:37,120
WOMAN: Yep, coming.
If you're not there in a minute,
677
00:34:37,159 --> 00:34:38,920
you're not getting an egg. Come on!
678
00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:44,440
With little time to fuel themselves,
any delays will keep the DS waiting.
679
00:34:44,480 --> 00:34:47,600
(TENSE MUSIC)
680
00:34:47,639 --> 00:34:50,000
Sorry,
I was helping Bass get dressed.
681
00:34:50,040 --> 00:34:52,360
We all did.
(BLEEP) (CHUCKLES)
682
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:53,600
We're cutting it fine.
683
00:34:53,639 --> 00:34:55,440
Yeah, we need to leave, hey?
684
00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:57,960
Can you tell Bass hurry up,
'cause I can't eat until they've...
685
00:34:58,000 --> 00:34:59,440
Yeah.
..all have their (bleep) egg.
686
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:00,480
Hurry up.
687
00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:02,920
Get legging... with an egg.
688
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:09,200
Sorry, guys.
689
00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:15,200
Not allowed to eat her single egg
before all recruits are fed theirs...
690
00:35:15,240 --> 00:35:16,240
Bin.
Yeah.
691
00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:17,640
Go, go, go!
692
00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:22,000
..duty recruit Sandy can finally get
some meagre nourishment
693
00:35:22,040 --> 00:35:23,360
just in time.
694
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:24,400
(SANDY COUGHS)
695
00:35:33,360 --> 00:35:34,360
(SANDY COUGHS)
696
00:35:35,720 --> 00:35:37,360
That's what happens when you have to
chuck down an egg...
697
00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:38,400
Whole?
698
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:41,880
..because people weren't (BLEEP)
ready in time for me to (BLEEP) eat.
699
00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:44,000
(COUGHS)
700
00:35:48,600 --> 00:35:49,600
Ah!
701
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:52,280
(TENSE MUSIC)
702
00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:56,840
Let's get aggressive with
what's about to come.
703
00:35:56,880 --> 00:36:01,880
It's going to be long, it's going to
be cold, it's going to be wet.
704
00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:04,640
Let's get the (BLEEP) out of here,
stand by, go! Move!
705
00:36:04,680 --> 00:36:06,280
Go, go, go, go!
Let's go, let's go!
706
00:36:08,160 --> 00:36:09,600
Every second counts!
707
00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:10,680
Let's get in there - boom!
708
00:36:10,720 --> 00:36:11,720
(ENGINES START)
709
00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:15,320
For their second task of day two,
710
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:18,280
the recruits are taken deep
into rugged bushland...
711
00:36:22,240 --> 00:36:23,920
Oh, here she goes.
712
00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:25,640
OK, we've got a vomiter.
713
00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:30,560
..with the rough terrain and constant
movement making number 12 Lisa, sick.
714
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:36,080
But worse than that
is what awaits the recruits.
715
00:36:36,120 --> 00:36:37,560
Let's get out, move!
716
00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:38,600
Go, go, go.
Move!
717
00:36:38,640 --> 00:36:39,640
Move! Move! Move!
718
00:36:39,680 --> 00:36:41,480
Grab your bergens,
stick them on your back,
719
00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:42,880
make your way to the DS.
720
00:36:42,920 --> 00:36:43,920
Let's go!
721
00:36:43,960 --> 00:36:47,240
One straight line in front of me,
straight across the road!
722
00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:50,920
You're just about to enter
a whole world of pain!
723
00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:53,280
Move, number 4!
724
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:55,760
What we're going to do is carry out
725
00:36:55,800 --> 00:37:00,040
a specialist equipment
rapid extraction.
726
00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:04,080
Separated into three teams,
727
00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:07,560
the recruits must haul
a bulky 50 kilo tyre
728
00:37:07,600 --> 00:37:09,760
representing vital equipment
729
00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:13,520
along a rocky and unrelenting
4km bush track.
730
00:37:14,440 --> 00:37:16,520
Using maps along the way,
731
00:37:16,560 --> 00:37:21,120
they must also find, and retrieve,
two additional tyres
732
00:37:21,160 --> 00:37:23,880
in a backbreaking race
to the finish line.
733
00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:28,560
Everybody gives 100%,
everybody gets stuck in, OK?
734
00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:30,440
I'm going to put you into teams now
so listen.
735
00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:31,880
This is red team.
736
00:37:31,920 --> 00:37:34,680
Number 4, come out to front.
737
00:37:34,720 --> 00:37:37,080
Being named the three weakest
of the group...
738
00:37:37,120 --> 00:37:38,120
Number 9.
739
00:37:38,160 --> 00:37:39,640
You are the blue team.
740
00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:40,680
Yes, staff.
741
00:37:40,720 --> 00:37:43,840
..they're now given the opportunity
to prove themselves to the DS
742
00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:45,760
and their fellow recruits.
743
00:37:45,800 --> 00:37:46,800
Number 12.
744
00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:47,920
Your time to shine, number 12.
745
00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:48,960
Drop your bergens.
746
00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:50,000
Team leaders come with me.
747
00:37:50,040 --> 00:37:54,880
The idea of choosing a weaker member
to lead puts the pressure on them
748
00:37:54,920 --> 00:37:56,640
and hopefully it builds
their confidence.
749
00:37:57,240 --> 00:37:59,280
See that water edge there,
see the yellow tyre?
750
00:37:59,320 --> 00:38:00,320
Who's yellow team?
751
00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:01,960
I'm red team.
752
00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:03,000
I'm yellow.
(BLEEP) hell.
753
00:38:03,040 --> 00:38:04,040
Sorry.
754
00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:06,000
You're yellow team,
that's your equipment, OK?
755
00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:07,040
In there you'll find blue...
756
00:38:07,080 --> 00:38:11,240
Leading team yellow is number 12,
influencer Lisa.
757
00:38:11,280 --> 00:38:16,240
I can run a bootcamp with 200 to 500
people in front of me,
758
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:20,640
but when it comes to being a leader
for the SAS,
759
00:38:20,680 --> 00:38:22,600
I'm not sure how I'm gonna be.
760
00:38:22,640 --> 00:38:28,000
We sacrifice ourselves and our
team members to get the job done.
761
00:38:28,040 --> 00:38:29,040
That's what we do.
762
00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:31,040
Guys, have it like...
That's what we signed up to do.
763
00:38:31,080 --> 00:38:33,920
Number 11 shut the (BLEEP) up.
Yes, staff.
764
00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:36,880
Do not talk when I'm talking,
do you understand?
765
00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:41,400
Do you understand me?
Yes, staff.
766
00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:49,360
Don't get on the wrong side of me,
number 11 - trust me.
767
00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:50,400
(DRAMATIC STING)
768
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:54,960
As soon as you hear me say Go you
motivate your team to get moving.
769
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:57,440
STAND BY, GO! LET'S GO!
770
00:38:57,480 --> 00:38:58,680
Move it!
771
00:38:58,720 --> 00:39:03,000
It's grab, go, head down, arse
up, and go. Brute force...
772
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:04,280
Run for that water!
773
00:39:04,320 --> 00:39:06,560
It is all muscle and all endurance.
774
00:39:06,600 --> 00:39:07,840
Come on, guys, let's go!
775
00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:12,120
Nearing the first tyre,
team yellow have a narrow lead...
776
00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:13,960
Everybody, get in there!
777
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:16,880
..as number 1, Bassim,
enters the water
778
00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:21,320
without stopping to get
his team's tyre.
779
00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:25,520
Oi! What about your (BLEEP)
equipment, braindead? Oi!
780
00:39:25,560 --> 00:39:27,640
What the (BLEEP) are you doing?
781
00:39:27,680 --> 00:39:29,520
Get your equipment!
782
00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:30,840
Get the chain!
783
00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:32,400
Where's your equipment?
784
00:39:32,440 --> 00:39:33,440
LISA: Let's go.
Push it.
785
00:39:33,480 --> 00:39:35,520
Numbnuts!
786
00:39:36,360 --> 00:39:38,480
Push it! Sorry, Bass. Push it.
787
00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:41,080
Get out!
788
00:39:41,120 --> 00:39:42,120
Drag it out!
I got the chain.
789
00:39:42,160 --> 00:39:43,680
There's no silver medallist!
790
00:39:43,720 --> 00:39:44,840
Come on, boys, drag it!
791
00:39:44,880 --> 00:39:47,160
Come on, let's go! Move!
792
00:39:47,200 --> 00:39:49,840
As team red,
led by number 4 Kellie...
793
00:39:49,880 --> 00:39:52,240
Try and keep that chain
as straight as possible.
794
00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:54,400
..and team blue...
Good job, guys!
795
00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:57,320
..led by number 9, Beck,
push ahead...
796
00:39:57,360 --> 00:39:58,440
Come on, keep opening up this lead.
797
00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:03,400
Team yellow, led by number 12,
Lisa, are now lagging behind.
798
00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:06,040
Come on, team leader, motivate them,
get them going.
799
00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:10,840
Tyre pull is designed to represent
an extraction of equipment.
800
00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:12,080
(BLEEP) move.
801
00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:14,560
We were behind the enemy lines
in the mountains of Afghanistan
802
00:40:14,600 --> 00:40:17,240
and we had equipment
parachuted into us
803
00:40:17,280 --> 00:40:20,800
and it was (BLEEP) vehicle engines,
ammunition, fuel...
804
00:40:20,840 --> 00:40:21,840
Come on, red team!
805
00:40:21,880 --> 00:40:24,160
..and we literally had to
(BLEEP) donkey the whole thing
806
00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:25,200
for about 15 k's.
807
00:40:25,240 --> 00:40:27,480
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
808
00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:29,960
Imagine carrying a
Land Rover engine,
809
00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:32,920
how awkward that was
and how heavy that was.
810
00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:33,960
It's horrendous.
811
00:40:34,920 --> 00:40:36,440
Keep pushing!
812
00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:39,400
Come on, Lisa. Come on.
813
00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:43,640
Already behind the other teams,
yellow leader, number 12 Lisa,
814
00:40:43,680 --> 00:40:46,000
isn't coping with the heavy workload.
815
00:40:47,440 --> 00:40:48,440
Lisa, you gotta pull.
816
00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:51,000
I'm trying my best, guys!
817
00:40:51,680 --> 00:40:53,280
Red team, let's move!
818
00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:57,480
OLLIE: If you can't be (BLEEP),
hand in your number and (BLEEP).
819
00:40:57,520 --> 00:41:00,000
LISA: Physically, my body
might let me down,
820
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:03,080
but it will take a lot for them
to break me mentally.
821
00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:05,080
GARY: Good stuff, guys.
822
00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:06,840
OLLIE: Give everything you've got,
come on!
823
00:41:07,360 --> 00:41:08,360
(LISA CRIES OUT)
824
00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:12,200
IZZY: Put down the chain,
let's pick up our leader.
825
00:41:12,240 --> 00:41:13,560
Alright, come on.
Who's in front?
826
00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:17,720
Lisa struggles to lead her team,
and with her body failing,
827
00:41:17,760 --> 00:41:21,840
number 7, ex-federal police officer
Gary, takes over.
828
00:41:21,880 --> 00:41:22,880
Tell me when.
829
00:41:22,920 --> 00:41:24,920
Let's go! Let's go!
830
00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:28,520
I was the team leader of the
Prime Minister's protection team.
831
00:41:28,560 --> 00:41:29,560
Come on, come on.
832
00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:30,760
I still feel like a leader.
833
00:41:30,800 --> 00:41:32,000
I am still that person.
834
00:41:35,080 --> 00:41:36,440
Come on!
835
00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:38,840
BECK: Rendezvous-point,
right-hand side.
836
00:41:38,880 --> 00:41:42,880
Out in front, team blue,
led by number 9 Beck,
837
00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:47,840
reach the first RV point, locating
their second tyre from the scrub.
838
00:41:47,880 --> 00:41:49,640
Roll. Roll.
839
00:41:49,680 --> 00:41:53,240
BECK: When I'm under the pump, a
switch does get flicked in my mind
840
00:41:53,280 --> 00:41:55,200
and all of a sudden I turn into
this, you know,
841
00:41:55,240 --> 00:41:56,240
leader and person in charge...
842
00:41:56,280 --> 00:42:00,280
Yep, put it on top
and wrap the chain around it.
843
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:01,800
I go into a different zone.
844
00:42:01,840 --> 00:42:04,400
When we get up the top,
we have to turn right.
845
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:07,400
Coming second behind team blue,
846
00:42:07,440 --> 00:42:12,200
team red and leader number 4 Kellie
find their second tyre.
847
00:42:14,320 --> 00:42:15,440
Where's that map?
848
00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:17,240
Who's the team leader?
Who's the team leader?
849
00:42:17,280 --> 00:42:21,880
Coming last, team yellow is yet to
locate their next tyre.
850
00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:23,840
You're supposed to have a map
and send them to fetch it!
851
00:42:23,880 --> 00:42:27,840
While Lisa tries to work out
where she is and what to do...
852
00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:30,320
I'll come, Bass. I'm with you.
I'm with you.
853
00:42:30,360 --> 00:42:31,880
..the second tyre is found.
854
00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:35,520
I'm a team player
and I hate letting people down.
855
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:37,960
What is that?
856
00:42:38,000 --> 00:42:39,880
A map, isn't it?
857
00:42:39,920 --> 00:42:40,920
Was.
858
00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:45,440
If I think that the team is
better off without me, then yeah,
859
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:48,320
I'll put my hand up and say that
you guys are better off without me.
860
00:42:49,040 --> 00:42:50,040
I'm going to VW.
861
00:42:50,080 --> 00:42:52,360
You don't have to.
Nah, I have to.
862
00:42:52,400 --> 00:42:54,160
What, are you going to let
your (BLEEP) team down, are you?
863
00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:55,200
Let's go.
864
00:42:55,240 --> 00:42:56,240
Are you going to let your team down?
865
00:42:56,280 --> 00:42:58,520
You're better than that.
You're better than that.
866
00:42:58,560 --> 00:43:01,200
I...
Make a (BLEEP) decision!
867
00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:03,200
Make a decision!
868
00:43:03,240 --> 00:43:07,040
I'm happy to stay,
I'm just confused where we're going.
869
00:43:07,080 --> 00:43:08,640
Get out the map.
Confused?
870
00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:10,560
It's a (BLEEP) straight line!
871
00:43:14,920 --> 00:43:16,280
OK, what's the plan?
872
00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:18,520
Give that to me.
873
00:43:18,560 --> 00:43:19,560
Go on stand over there.
874
00:43:19,600 --> 00:43:20,600
You don't ha-...
875
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:23,560
Our minds will give up
way before our bodies
876
00:43:23,600 --> 00:43:27,240
and it's about being able to push
past that mindset of giving up.
877
00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:29,040
'Cause when you do go to war,
878
00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:31,640
you don't get to decide
when it's gonna stop,
879
00:43:31,680 --> 00:43:34,200
you know, you don't get to
throw in the towel,
880
00:43:34,240 --> 00:43:36,040
you have to keep on going.
881
00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:39,440
Your team leader
has decided to give up on you.
882
00:43:40,240 --> 00:43:42,320
She was doing (BLEEP) all anyway.
883
00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:50,520
Now lugging a punishing 100 kg
and one recruit short,
884
00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:53,560
DS Ollie throws team yellow
a lifeline.
885
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:56,840
Stop.
886
00:43:56,880 --> 00:43:59,000
Take this tyre off,
go back to one tyre.
887
00:43:59,040 --> 00:44:00,040
Hurry up.
888
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:02,640
Now in with a chance
to gain some ground,
889
00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:05,000
they set off on the last 2km...
890
00:44:06,720 --> 00:44:08,600
Let's go. Just keep moving.
891
00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:11,600
..as Lisa leaves the course
for good.
892
00:44:11,640 --> 00:44:13,640
(CRIES) I'm just physically done.
893
00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:16,400
Like, my body couldn't take it.
894
00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:17,440
Come on.
Come on!
895
00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:21,040
Ryan! Come on, let's (BLEEP)
open this gap up on the hill.
896
00:44:21,080 --> 00:44:22,080
(STRAINS)
897
00:44:22,960 --> 00:44:26,040
Why is that chain loose?!
(BLEEP) should be taut!
898
00:44:26,080 --> 00:44:31,800
Coming second behind team blue, team
red strain under the extra weight,
899
00:44:31,840 --> 00:44:36,320
slowing to a crawl, as leader Kellie
fights exhaustion.
900
00:44:36,360 --> 00:44:40,360
Number 4's not taking charge,
I suggest someone else takes charge.
901
00:44:40,400 --> 00:44:44,720
KELLIE: I have a lot of moments
where I doubt myself and thought,
902
00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:47,120
"Kellie, how on earth are you going
to get through this?"
903
00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:49,440
(BLEEP) you two better
sort your shit out.
904
00:44:49,480 --> 00:44:50,880
Come on, Sandy, we've got this.
905
00:44:50,920 --> 00:44:53,960
You (BLEEP) haven't, 'cause it's
(BLEEP) horrendous at the moment.
906
00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:57,320
I really do want to reveal
that side to me
907
00:44:57,360 --> 00:45:00,160
of actually truly being confident
908
00:45:00,200 --> 00:45:05,000
and I want to see how far I can push
myself to see where my limits are.
909
00:45:05,640 --> 00:45:07,360
Number 4, what are you doing?
Move!
910
00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:08,880
Keep going!
911
00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:13,560
With their one tyre advantage, team
yellow, minus their leader Lisa,
912
00:45:13,600 --> 00:45:17,360
overtakes team red
led by number 4 Kellie.
913
00:45:17,400 --> 00:45:20,280
They sacrificed a team member
to a tyre.
914
00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:22,400
You could do the same.
915
00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:27,200
Move!
916
00:45:28,920 --> 00:45:30,840
Stop (BLEEP) thinking about it.
917
00:45:32,680 --> 00:45:36,080
KELLIE: I'm not a pushover,
I'm a very strong person.
918
00:45:36,120 --> 00:45:37,800
If you don't want to be here,
(BLEEP) off!
919
00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:41,160
I definitely don't back down easy...
920
00:45:41,840 --> 00:45:42,840
Come on, red team.
921
00:45:42,880 --> 00:45:46,200
..and I do stand up
for what I believe in.
922
00:45:46,240 --> 00:45:47,960
Argh! Argh!
923
00:45:52,280 --> 00:45:54,120
Everybody lean into it!
Everybody lean into it!
924
00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:57,000
Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!
925
00:45:58,200 --> 00:46:00,160
In a brutal test of endurance...
926
00:46:00,200 --> 00:46:01,680
Do not (BLEEP) die on me.
927
00:46:02,160 --> 00:46:03,160
Argh!
928
00:46:03,200 --> 00:46:05,160
..team red are in last place...
929
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:06,760
Move. Move!
930
00:46:06,800 --> 00:46:10,720
..as their wearied leader,
number 4 Kellie,
931
00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:12,920
is forced to consider her position.
932
00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:17,280
Move!
933
00:46:19,280 --> 00:46:20,800
Stop (BLEEP) thinking about it.
934
00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:26,040
KELLIE: I am extremely competitive.
935
00:46:26,520 --> 00:46:29,760
But if I'm a weak link
and I know that I'm a weak link
936
00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:32,160
then I will push my pride aside.
937
00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:34,120
Hurry up number 4.
938
00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:37,000
Number 4, do you (BLEEP)
want to be here?
939
00:46:37,040 --> 00:46:38,240
Do you want to be here!
940
00:46:38,280 --> 00:46:39,280
Yes, sir.
941
00:46:39,320 --> 00:46:40,320
Well get that done then!
942
00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:43,800
Don't want to be here -
stop wasting my time!
943
00:46:44,760 --> 00:46:45,760
Number 4, what are you doing?
944
00:46:45,800 --> 00:46:46,800
I'm going to go.
945
00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:48,200
Go then. Go!
946
00:46:50,160 --> 00:46:51,160
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
947
00:46:51,200 --> 00:46:52,920
Right, get over there.
948
00:46:52,960 --> 00:46:55,080
Right, get rid of one of
those tyres. Move!
949
00:46:55,120 --> 00:46:57,800
Sacrificing herself
for the good of the team,
950
00:46:57,840 --> 00:47:03,120
number 4 Kellie voluntarily withdraws
from the course.
951
00:47:03,160 --> 00:47:05,720
Number 4, good effort.
952
00:47:05,760 --> 00:47:08,800
I think putting myself under these
stressful situations,
953
00:47:08,840 --> 00:47:10,840
I'm going to believe in myself more
954
00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:13,960
and I will start knocking
on all of these doors
955
00:47:14,000 --> 00:47:16,720
that I didn't really think
were possible for me.
956
00:47:20,560 --> 00:47:21,560
Let's go.
957
00:47:21,600 --> 00:47:25,680
With 1km to go, team red
make up for lost ground,
958
00:47:25,720 --> 00:47:29,320
as number 2, tradie Luke,
takes control.
959
00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:31,880
LUKE: Downhill - use it
to our advantage.
960
00:47:31,920 --> 00:47:34,520
I like to believe that
I'm a good leader.
961
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:35,640
Keep going guys, come on.
962
00:47:35,680 --> 00:47:37,880
I think it was just born into me
to be competitive
963
00:47:37,920 --> 00:47:40,040
and losing's just not on the agenda.
964
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:41,080
Dig deep!
965
00:47:41,120 --> 00:47:45,760
Drawing on their last reserves, team
red push ahead of team yellow...
966
00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:48,680
Don't let them (BLEEP) catch you,
you've worked too hard!
967
00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:51,320
Pull it like you're pulling a
(BLEEP) lover off you're missus!
968
00:47:51,360 --> 00:47:52,360
Pull it! Pull it!
969
00:47:52,400 --> 00:47:53,400
Argh!
970
00:47:54,200 --> 00:47:58,160
..carrying less weight,
team red overtake team blue...
971
00:47:59,360 --> 00:48:00,520
Come on!
Alright, we've got this.
972
00:48:00,560 --> 00:48:03,720
..stealing the lead
with just 200m to go.
973
00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:07,320
C'mon, c'mon, keep going!
974
00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:08,360
Run!
975
00:48:08,400 --> 00:48:09,400
Run!
976
00:48:09,440 --> 00:48:10,480
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
977
00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:11,520
Run!
978
00:48:11,560 --> 00:48:15,920
Digging deep, team red urge
themselves on to the finish line.
979
00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:21,080
Stop there! Drop the equipment off.
980
00:48:21,120 --> 00:48:23,400
Tyre on. Get your chain
in your tyre.
981
00:48:23,440 --> 00:48:24,440
ISABELLA: You got this Bass!
982
00:48:24,480 --> 00:48:25,640
Use your gym!
983
00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:30,000
Nearing the finish, team yellow
have overtaken team blue...
984
00:48:32,440 --> 00:48:34,040
Right to the end.
C'mon, beast mode.
985
00:48:34,080 --> 00:48:35,080
Let's go!
986
00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:37,680
..and cross the line in second place.
987
00:48:37,720 --> 00:48:38,720
(STRAINS)
988
00:48:38,760 --> 00:48:40,880
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
989
00:48:40,920 --> 00:48:42,760
BECK: That's it, go!
990
00:48:44,680 --> 00:48:48,560
Driving towards the end, and with the
weight of three prized tyres...
991
00:48:48,600 --> 00:48:50,800
Stack them up next to yellow!
992
00:48:50,840 --> 00:48:53,880
Leader Beck's team blue
finish in last place.
993
00:48:57,640 --> 00:49:00,360
Team leader dead, team leader dead.
994
00:49:00,400 --> 00:49:03,120
Two people left behind enemy
lines along with equipment.
995
00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:04,880
Well done blue team.
996
00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:05,920
Well done.
997
00:49:05,960 --> 00:49:08,840
Worked as a team, but you did have
a body to drag with you.
998
00:49:08,880 --> 00:49:11,760
This is not a (BLEEP) game as
you've been told a hundred times,
999
00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:15,680
this now ramps up harder, higher,
faster, more equipment.
1000
00:49:15,720 --> 00:49:16,720
Simple as that.
1001
00:49:16,760 --> 00:49:18,320
If you don't like it, (BLEEP) off.
1002
00:49:18,360 --> 00:49:19,360
Go home.
1003
00:49:19,400 --> 00:49:22,280
We've got here,
guess what we've got to do?
1004
00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:24,880
Get the (BLEEP) out of here.
1005
00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:27,240
Let's go, move!
1006
00:49:27,280 --> 00:49:28,720
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
1007
00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:39,360
Get out of the waggons, let's go!
1008
00:49:39,400 --> 00:49:41,520
You have two minutes to disappear,
1009
00:49:41,560 --> 00:49:44,600
otherwise, I will get you on
the parade square, move!
1010
00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:48,200
After a long and punishing day
for the recruits
1011
00:49:48,240 --> 00:49:50,120
and desperately needing rest...
1012
00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:51,360
Fill your water bottles up, guys.
1013
00:49:51,400 --> 00:49:52,400
(BLEEP)
1014
00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:56,800
..number 1 Bassim
has made a rookie error.
1015
00:49:57,360 --> 00:49:58,360
Oh, no.
1016
00:49:59,760 --> 00:50:02,600
I left my water bottle... Oh, no,
I left it in the car.
1017
00:50:03,160 --> 00:50:04,160
(BLEEP)
1018
00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:05,200
What?
1019
00:50:05,240 --> 00:50:08,440
Oh, my water... Oh, my god,
it's in the 4WD.
1020
00:50:10,560 --> 00:50:13,560
Oh, my god. Shit.
1021
00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:15,880
I knew I was missing something.
1022
00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:18,160
I've let all of you down.
1023
00:50:19,680 --> 00:50:24,720
On the course, a slip up by one
can lead to punishment for all.
1024
00:50:25,800 --> 00:50:28,120
(HEAVY SIGH) Oh, my god,
that was careless.
1025
00:50:28,160 --> 00:50:30,760
Don't think like that, mate,
it will be us that gets it,
1026
00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:32,200
so you'll be right.
1027
00:50:32,240 --> 00:50:38,040
As duty recruit, it's up to number 3
Sandy to deliver the bad news.
1028
00:50:38,080 --> 00:50:39,080
I know you don't wanna go out there,
1029
00:50:39,120 --> 00:50:40,280
but I reckon we're better off
telling them
1030
00:50:40,320 --> 00:50:42,920
that his water bottle's in there,
than have them find it.
1031
00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:44,320
I'll do it now.
1032
00:50:47,640 --> 00:50:50,440
It might not be good, but I think it
would be better if we told them
1033
00:50:50,480 --> 00:50:51,480
rather than...
1034
00:50:51,520 --> 00:50:52,520
Yeah.
1035
00:50:58,120 --> 00:50:59,120
Staff!
1036
00:51:03,200 --> 00:51:04,200
What?
1037
00:51:04,240 --> 00:51:08,320
Number 1 has left his water bottle
in the car.
1038
00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:09,360
'Cause he's a (BLEEP).
1039
00:51:10,560 --> 00:51:13,800
Chin up, something's coming.
1040
00:51:13,840 --> 00:51:17,360
For me or for all of us.
1041
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:18,480
I don't think it'll be for you.
1042
00:51:22,960 --> 00:51:23,960
How'd you go?
1043
00:51:25,920 --> 00:51:27,160
He called you a (BLEEP).
1044
00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:29,080
I am.
1045
00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:30,120
He'll get it.
1046
00:51:30,880 --> 00:51:32,840
What I'm most fearful is failing.
1047
00:51:32,880 --> 00:51:33,880
(BLEEP)
1048
00:51:33,920 --> 00:51:38,360
We're not robots, we're always going
to fail, we are imperfectly perfect.
1049
00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:39,960
Oh, my god.
1050
00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:42,680
I can't believe it.
1051
00:51:42,720 --> 00:51:44,680
But if I do fail,
1052
00:51:44,720 --> 00:51:47,480
then I want to make sure that
I can learn from those mistakes.
1053
00:51:48,520 --> 00:51:49,520
(HEAVY SIGH)
1054
00:51:51,120 --> 00:51:53,000
I'm just hungry, I don't want to
wait any longer.
1055
00:51:54,280 --> 00:51:55,840
Sit down, eat your dinner, get warm.
1056
00:51:56,520 --> 00:51:57,920
Different thoughts might come up.
1057
00:51:58,800 --> 00:51:59,920
Reckon Bass is gonna be dumped?
1058
00:51:59,960 --> 00:52:03,080
Mate, it's just the constant thing
going on.
1059
00:52:03,120 --> 00:52:07,200
Like, it's just the small (BLEEP)
ups and forgetting shit, and...
1060
00:52:08,400 --> 00:52:09,400
That's it.
1061
00:52:10,040 --> 00:52:12,160
Like, in the end it's just
gonna keep costing us.
1062
00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:14,520
Yeah.
1063
00:52:14,560 --> 00:52:16,520
Just think the pressure's
getting to him a bit too much.
1064
00:52:16,560 --> 00:52:17,560
Yeah.
1065
00:52:17,600 --> 00:52:19,160
We're just gonna suffer from it
1066
00:52:19,200 --> 00:52:21,160
and at what point do you go
enough's enough?
1067
00:52:21,200 --> 00:52:22,920
Or are you just gonna keep putting
yourself through more pain
1068
00:52:22,960 --> 00:52:24,520
than everyone else?
1069
00:52:24,560 --> 00:52:27,920
I've let this team down so
(BLEEP) many times unintentionally
1070
00:52:27,960 --> 00:52:29,640
and that's what kills me.
1071
00:52:29,680 --> 00:52:32,200
You guys are going to get
(BLEEP) punished.
1072
00:52:32,240 --> 00:52:33,240
Yeah, we will.
1073
00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:35,320
(TENSE MUSIC BUILDS)
1074
00:52:44,720 --> 00:52:46,680
(TENSE MUSIC)
1075
00:52:46,720 --> 00:52:52,720
BASS: Oh, (BLEEP) guilt can just
eat you up like a mother(BLEEP).
1076
00:52:52,760 --> 00:52:54,840
Having misplaced his water bottle...
1077
00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:56,880
You just weren't focused,
you just weren't thinking.
1078
00:52:57,600 --> 00:53:00,440
..fuelling anxiety
of an impending beasting...
1079
00:53:00,480 --> 00:53:03,280
If I carry on you guys are
gonna get (BLEEP).
1080
00:53:03,320 --> 00:53:04,320
Yeah, we will.
1081
00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:05,360
Guys...
1082
00:53:05,400 --> 00:53:09,040
number 1 Bassim considers
withdrawing from the course
1083
00:53:09,080 --> 00:53:11,240
to spare the others from punishment.
1084
00:53:11,280 --> 00:53:15,880
Yeah, but can you imagine if we do
the punish or whatever it is,
1085
00:53:15,920 --> 00:53:18,000
and then someone else VW's
on account of me.
1086
00:53:18,040 --> 00:53:21,720
Do you get me? That's... Yeah,
I don't want to live with that.
1087
00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:25,160
(TENSE MUSIC)
1088
00:53:36,600 --> 00:53:37,600
You owe me.
1089
00:53:41,320 --> 00:53:45,800
In a show of mercy, DS Foxy
gives Bassim a second chance.
1090
00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:49,560
That's good news.
1091
00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:50,600
It's all good.
1092
00:53:52,080 --> 00:53:53,200
It's alright mate,
it's alright.
1093
00:53:53,240 --> 00:53:54,240
Big day mate.
1094
00:53:54,280 --> 00:53:55,280
I promise I won't let you down.
1095
00:53:55,320 --> 00:53:57,640
Oh, mate, pleasure to be
alongside you.
1096
00:53:57,680 --> 00:53:59,280
Don't stress, man,
all good.
1097
00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:00,320
I'm glad you're still here.
1098
00:54:08,680 --> 00:54:11,400
(SOFT MUSIC)
1099
00:54:12,960 --> 00:54:14,400
How are you holding up Beck,
are you all good?
1100
00:54:14,440 --> 00:54:17,800
Yeah. Yeah, it's just all
accumulating now isn't it?
1101
00:54:17,840 --> 00:54:22,400
Yeah, it's a lot of seriously
hectic scenarios.
1102
00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:23,440
Yeah.
1103
00:54:25,400 --> 00:54:27,440
Still a bit disappointed in
not making the ladder,
1104
00:54:27,480 --> 00:54:28,480
but what do you do?
1105
00:54:30,520 --> 00:54:31,920
(MUSIC BUILDS)
1106
00:54:33,960 --> 00:54:36,200
Ollie, do the honours.
1107
00:54:36,240 --> 00:54:37,400
Number 4...
1108
00:54:37,440 --> 00:54:42,040
The DS meet to debrief
and discuss the recruits' progress.
1109
00:54:44,360 --> 00:54:46,840
Good day, the tyre pull.
1110
00:54:46,880 --> 00:54:47,880
Mm-hm.
1111
00:54:47,920 --> 00:54:50,240
You know, their first main
physical task, really.
1112
00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:53,800
Yeah, blue team, they got off to
a (BLEEP) flying start.
1113
00:54:53,840 --> 00:54:54,840
They were hoofing it.
1114
00:54:54,880 --> 00:54:57,720
Nine was probably the weakest member
of the team physically.
1115
00:54:57,760 --> 00:55:00,400
And then the ladder tube extraction.
1116
00:55:00,440 --> 00:55:03,600
Number 9. Oh, pathetic.
1117
00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:05,120
(YELLS)
1118
00:55:05,160 --> 00:55:07,200
She started floundering
1119
00:55:07,240 --> 00:55:11,120
and then eventually, you know,
they pulled her into the boat
1120
00:55:11,160 --> 00:55:12,640
coughing and spluttering.
1121
00:55:12,680 --> 00:55:13,960
Disappointing though, really.
1122
00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:17,200
Her physical attributes
are non-existent
1123
00:55:17,240 --> 00:55:18,880
and I'm surprised she's here.
1124
00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:20,720
Let's get her in.
Yeah.
1125
00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:25,000
Number 9!
1126
00:55:25,040 --> 00:55:26,040
BECK: Coming.
1127
00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:30,520
Failing the ladder extraction task
1128
00:55:30,560 --> 00:55:33,000
and chosen as one of
the weakest recruits,
1129
00:55:33,040 --> 00:55:36,600
the DS call number 9 Beck
in for questioning.
1130
00:55:37,880 --> 00:55:39,880
(TENSE MUSIC)
1131
00:55:58,080 --> 00:55:59,080
Number nine.
1132
00:56:00,400 --> 00:56:02,840
Somewhat of a (BLEEP)
shocking start,
1133
00:56:02,880 --> 00:56:03,880
wouldn't you say?
1134
00:56:03,920 --> 00:56:04,920
Yes, staff.
1135
00:56:04,960 --> 00:56:06,960
It wasn't (BLEEP) shocking,
it was shit.
1136
00:56:07,480 --> 00:56:08,480
Yes, staff.
1137
00:56:09,800 --> 00:56:10,800
What happened?
1138
00:56:10,840 --> 00:56:14,760
When I got in the water I just kept
swimming and my arms got tired
1139
00:56:14,800 --> 00:56:17,000
and took on water and I panicked.
1140
00:56:19,840 --> 00:56:21,960
Always panicked in your life?
1141
00:56:22,000 --> 00:56:23,000
No.
1142
00:56:25,400 --> 00:56:26,400
So where's it come from?
1143
00:56:26,440 --> 00:56:27,960
Um...
1144
00:56:28,680 --> 00:56:30,120
Sorry, I just need to breathe.
1145
00:56:31,440 --> 00:56:32,440
Calm down.
1146
00:56:33,400 --> 00:56:34,400
Um...
1147
00:56:36,160 --> 00:56:38,720
Right listen, listen.
Right now listen.
1148
00:56:38,760 --> 00:56:41,120
Listen. Calm yourself down.
1149
00:56:41,160 --> 00:56:42,760
This is a (BLEEP)
safe place for you,
1150
00:56:42,800 --> 00:56:44,160
we just want to know about you.
1151
00:56:44,200 --> 00:56:46,200
(TENSE MUSIC)
1152
00:56:54,680 --> 00:56:55,680
Calm yourself down.
1153
00:57:00,960 --> 00:57:02,120
Tell us about yourself.
1154
00:57:03,160 --> 00:57:08,200
I grew up on a farm,
so that was pretty tough and...
1155
00:57:08,240 --> 00:57:09,240
You grew up on a farm?
1156
00:57:09,280 --> 00:57:10,280
Yeah.
1157
00:57:10,320 --> 00:57:12,200
So you know what (BLEEP)
hard work's about.
1158
00:57:12,240 --> 00:57:13,240
I do.
1159
00:57:13,280 --> 00:57:14,880
You know what early mornings
are about.
1160
00:57:14,920 --> 00:57:15,920
Yep.
1161
00:57:15,960 --> 00:57:19,160
And I didn't go to primary school,
so that was a bit different.
1162
00:57:19,200 --> 00:57:20,760
You didn't go to primary school?
1163
00:57:20,800 --> 00:57:22,800
No. I skipped all of primary school.
1164
00:57:22,840 --> 00:57:23,840
How come?
1165
00:57:23,880 --> 00:57:24,880
Because we were on the farm.
1166
00:57:24,920 --> 00:57:26,760
Parents didn't send either of
the three kids.
1167
00:57:26,800 --> 00:57:27,800
Oh, really?
Yeah.
1168
00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:29,840
So all of you missed primary school?
1169
00:57:29,880 --> 00:57:30,880
Yeah.
1170
00:57:30,920 --> 00:57:32,680
Grade 6 was my first year
when I was 10.
1171
00:57:33,480 --> 00:57:34,920
Wow.
Yeah.
1172
00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:37,200
Talk to me about your experience.
1173
00:57:37,240 --> 00:57:39,200
I was bullied from the start.
1174
00:57:39,240 --> 00:57:41,880
I was always far behind.
1175
00:57:41,920 --> 00:57:43,520
It was really challenging.
1176
00:57:43,560 --> 00:57:46,600
Learning how to do all
the basic stuff
1177
00:57:46,640 --> 00:57:49,160
when everyone else was so far ahead.
1178
00:57:50,880 --> 00:57:51,880
(BLEEP) hell.
1179
00:57:51,920 --> 00:57:53,720
Sounds a bit like this course.
1180
00:57:54,400 --> 00:57:55,400
(LAUGHS) A little bit.
1181
00:57:55,440 --> 00:57:57,080
Is that why you're (BLEEP)
having flashbacks?
1182
00:57:57,640 --> 00:57:58,640
I don't think so.
1183
00:57:58,680 --> 00:58:03,440
I feel like I've dealt with all
the trauma in my life pretty well.
1184
00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:05,800
Right, so when did you start
coming into your own?
1185
00:58:05,840 --> 00:58:08,120
So I finished school,
did outdoor education,
1186
00:58:08,160 --> 00:58:10,240
and then transitioned to youth work.
1187
00:58:10,280 --> 00:58:13,600
You must have done well at school,
then, to transition to...
1188
00:58:13,640 --> 00:58:15,200
I passed, I was pretty proud
of that.
1189
00:58:15,240 --> 00:58:16,240
Yeah.
1190
00:58:16,280 --> 00:58:18,360
Where's this lack of self-belief
come from?
1191
00:58:19,600 --> 00:58:20,600
(DARK MUSIC)
1192
00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:22,280
I don't think it's a lack
of self-belief,
1193
00:58:22,320 --> 00:58:27,640
I think I deliberately put myself
in really challenging situations
1194
00:58:27,680 --> 00:58:29,440
because I know I can grow from them.
1195
00:58:29,480 --> 00:58:36,480
And so, I'm way out of my depth,
but there's a process in that.
1196
00:58:36,520 --> 00:58:39,720
There is a process in that, but...
T here is, it's really important.
1197
00:58:39,760 --> 00:58:43,080
..this isn't (BLEEP) society,
this isn't Civvy Street,
1198
00:58:43,120 --> 00:58:47,680
this is special forces training
that we're putting you through.
1199
00:58:47,720 --> 00:58:48,720
Yes, staff.
1200
00:58:48,760 --> 00:58:50,600
We expect a hell of a lot from you
1201
00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:54,920
and that's why we push you every
single day, every single minute,
1202
00:58:54,960 --> 00:58:59,000
every single hour to see if you
can stay on that learning curve.
1203
00:58:59,040 --> 00:59:03,640
And at the moment,
you're (BLEEP) off of it.
1204
00:59:04,160 --> 00:59:09,520
Because you're far behind, you've
only got one way to go now, OK?
1205
00:59:09,560 --> 00:59:10,680
And you're used to going there,
1206
00:59:10,720 --> 00:59:13,280
so (BLEEP) get up there
and (BLEEP) get the job done.
1207
00:59:13,320 --> 00:59:14,800
Do you understand me?
Yes, staff.
1208
00:59:14,840 --> 00:59:16,880
Because anymore failures,
you're gone.
1209
00:59:16,920 --> 00:59:17,920
Simple as that.
1210
00:59:18,480 --> 00:59:20,000
Get it (BLEEP) done.
1211
00:59:20,040 --> 00:59:21,040
Yes, staff.
Guard!
1212
00:59:21,080 --> 00:59:22,080
(DOOR OPENS)
1213
00:59:29,520 --> 00:59:30,520
Stand up.
1214
00:59:39,720 --> 00:59:41,120
It's like (BLEEP)...
1215
00:59:41,160 --> 00:59:42,160
Emotional wreck.
1216
00:59:42,200 --> 00:59:44,760
It was like her (BLEEP)
close family member had died.
1217
00:59:45,880 --> 00:59:47,000
Do you know what it is?
1218
00:59:47,040 --> 00:59:49,360
She's had to (BLEEP) fight through
hardship all her life,
1219
00:59:49,400 --> 00:59:52,360
and then she's got a point
to prove obviously
1220
00:59:52,400 --> 00:59:56,320
and she's not getting there and
she's reverting back to her days.
1221
00:59:56,360 --> 00:59:57,360
School days.
1222
00:59:57,400 --> 00:59:59,680
Yeah, where she was bottom of
the pile where she was bullied.
1223
01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:05,080
Go!
1224
01:00:05,640 --> 01:00:06,640
Get in there!
1225
01:00:06,680 --> 01:00:09,360
A physical and psychological
thrashing...
1226
01:00:09,400 --> 01:00:12,280
Cold water shock steals the air
from your lungs.
1227
01:00:12,320 --> 01:00:13,320
Move!
1228
01:00:13,360 --> 01:00:15,560
..that wreaks havoc
on some of the recruits.
1229
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:17,600
If you can't continue,
give me your number.
1230
01:00:25,480 --> 01:00:27,880
Number three! Junior recruit.
1231
01:00:28,880 --> 01:00:29,880
Let's go!
1232
01:00:29,920 --> 01:00:32,360
On a bitterly cold night,
1233
01:00:32,400 --> 01:00:36,880
the exhausted recruits receive
an unexpected detail from the DS.
1234
01:00:38,640 --> 01:00:43,840
At 2300... you be on parade square.
1235
01:00:44,360 --> 01:00:45,880
Understood?
Yes, staff.
1236
01:00:49,120 --> 01:00:50,120
(DOOR SLAMS)
1237
01:00:50,160 --> 01:00:53,840
At 11 o'clock we gotta be on
the parade square in our wet gear.
1238
01:00:54,640 --> 01:00:57,640
24 hours a day you will be
on edge...
1239
01:00:58,360 --> 01:01:00,800
..living in the uncomfortable.
1240
01:01:01,840 --> 01:01:04,520
It's realising that this isn't
going to let up.
1241
01:01:04,560 --> 01:01:08,040
When you think the job is done -
boom, we hit you with a beasting.
1242
01:01:12,040 --> 01:01:14,440
(TENSE MUSIC SWELLS)
1243
01:01:16,680 --> 01:01:19,160
Looks like we're gonna ramp it up,
let's (BLEEP) show 'em
1244
01:01:19,200 --> 01:01:20,200
we can all do this.
1245
01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:25,360
(BLEEP) I'm going to vomit.
1246
01:01:25,400 --> 01:01:26,400
Stop moving.
1247
01:01:30,000 --> 01:01:33,520
You are going to be in a whole world
of pain this evening.
1248
01:01:33,560 --> 01:01:34,560
(DRAMATIC STING)
1249
01:01:34,600 --> 01:01:38,680
You need to flip that pain
between body to mind.
1250
01:01:39,800 --> 01:01:44,040
(BLEEP) work at 110%, nothing less,
1251
01:01:44,080 --> 01:01:47,640
otherwise, we will stay out here
all night.
1252
01:01:50,160 --> 01:01:54,840
When I say go you will disappear
around the parade square
1253
01:01:54,880 --> 01:01:59,520
to the two DS stood next to
the skips, is that understood?
1254
01:01:59,560 --> 01:02:00,560
ALL: Yes, staff.
1255
01:02:00,600 --> 01:02:01,760
Is that understood?
Yes, staff.
1256
01:02:01,800 --> 01:02:05,000
Start getting you (BLEEP)
Let's go! Move! Move! Let's go!
1257
01:02:06,760 --> 01:02:09,960
First five to the DS.
First five.
1258
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:13,600
In a brutal exercise
of cold-water conditioning,
1259
01:02:13,640 --> 01:02:18,280
the recruits will submerge their
bodies in a freezing ice bath.
1260
01:02:19,320 --> 01:02:20,320
Go! Right, get in there.
1261
01:02:20,360 --> 01:02:21,360
Let's get in there!
1262
01:02:21,400 --> 01:02:23,440
Plunging into bone-chilling water,
1263
01:02:23,480 --> 01:02:27,840
they must summon all their strength
to withstand the agonising pain.
1264
01:02:29,200 --> 01:02:30,200
Right, listen in.
1265
01:02:30,240 --> 01:02:32,920
(BLEEP) cold water shock
is a massive killer
1266
01:02:32,960 --> 01:02:36,400
and the only way around it is to
(BLEEP) condition yourself to it.
1267
01:02:37,200 --> 01:02:40,880
T he ice bath
is a psychological test.
1268
01:02:40,920 --> 01:02:44,960
We condition our bodies
to the extreme cold.
1269
01:02:46,080 --> 01:02:47,280
Keep your (BLEEP) shoulders down.
1270
01:02:47,320 --> 01:02:48,440
Keep your shoulders down.
1271
01:02:48,480 --> 01:02:49,880
Down further.
1272
01:02:49,920 --> 01:02:52,160
So it doesn't become a distraction.
1273
01:02:54,040 --> 01:02:58,200
If you haven't conditioned yourself
to it, you will go down.
1274
01:02:59,760 --> 01:03:02,880
If you don't want to be here, get
out, give us your (BLEEP) numbers.
1275
01:03:02,920 --> 01:03:07,720
Right, when I say go,
I want you to run to the DS
1276
01:03:07,760 --> 01:03:08,760
inside the parade square.
1277
01:03:08,800 --> 01:03:10,960
Stand by. Go!
1278
01:03:11,640 --> 01:03:12,640
Move!
1279
01:03:12,680 --> 01:03:16,000
Let's go, let's switch to
bodies now. Let's go!
1280
01:03:16,040 --> 01:03:17,800
Let's go, let's go,
let's go, let's go!
1281
01:03:18,520 --> 01:03:19,520
Let's go.
Move!
1282
01:03:19,560 --> 01:03:20,560
Around the parade, let's go!
1283
01:03:21,240 --> 01:03:24,080
Number six - pick up number two
on your shoulders,
1284
01:03:24,120 --> 01:03:25,120
around you go.
1285
01:03:25,160 --> 01:03:27,760
Five, pick up number nine on
your shoulders, around you go.
1286
01:03:27,800 --> 01:03:30,360
Number seven, pick up number 8.
1287
01:03:30,400 --> 01:03:31,400
Let's go!
1288
01:03:31,440 --> 01:03:33,360
All the way round, let's move.
1289
01:03:33,400 --> 01:03:36,600
Let's go. That's it, swap there. Go.
1290
01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:39,960
20 press ups then I want
20 squat thrusts.
1291
01:03:40,000 --> 01:03:41,000
Let's go!
1292
01:03:41,040 --> 01:03:44,040
As the other recruits finish the lap
and start press ups...
1293
01:03:44,080 --> 01:03:46,360
Move.
Come on, number 9.
1294
01:03:46,400 --> 01:03:50,200
Number 9 Beck struggles,
well behind the pack.
1295
01:03:50,240 --> 01:03:55,000
BECK: I've run a marathon in
the Antarctic in minus 25 degrees,
1296
01:03:55,040 --> 01:03:56,040
gale force winds.
1297
01:03:57,600 --> 01:03:59,920
I feel like I have really good
mental resolve,
1298
01:03:59,960 --> 01:04:03,680
but the physical side of this course
will be really challenging.
1299
01:04:03,720 --> 01:04:05,240
All the way up,
all the way down.
1300
01:04:05,280 --> 01:04:08,240
This is absolutely going to
push me beyond anything
1301
01:04:08,280 --> 01:04:09,640
I've ever been pushed before.
1302
01:04:10,640 --> 01:04:13,720
The others are waiting for you.
Move!
1303
01:04:13,760 --> 01:04:18,280
Last again, Beck's weakening body
buckles under the strain.
1304
01:04:18,320 --> 01:04:20,120
Keep moving, number 9, let's go!
1305
01:04:20,160 --> 01:04:21,280
Hurry up, number 9!
1306
01:04:21,320 --> 01:04:23,320
Hurry up or give me your number!
1307
01:04:23,360 --> 01:04:24,360
Let's go!
Hurry up!
1308
01:04:24,400 --> 01:04:25,800
Give me your number!
1309
01:04:25,840 --> 01:04:26,840
What do you want to do?
1310
01:04:27,680 --> 01:04:28,680
Give me your number now!
1311
01:04:32,320 --> 01:04:34,320
Move! Get these moving.
1312
01:04:34,360 --> 01:04:36,160
Right, the rest of you,
get on his back.
1313
01:04:36,200 --> 01:04:38,560
Baby carry around the parade square.
1314
01:04:38,600 --> 01:04:40,000
Move! Go!
1315
01:04:40,040 --> 01:04:41,840
My body can achieve a lot,
1316
01:04:41,880 --> 01:04:45,400
but for me today was just not
my mental toughness day.
1317
01:04:47,160 --> 01:04:50,240
This is one of the hardest things
that I've ever done in my life.
1318
01:04:51,160 --> 01:04:53,840
As Beck withdraws from the course...
Get in.
1319
01:04:53,880 --> 01:04:59,040
..the remaining recruits must endure
a second excruciating ice bath.
1320
01:05:00,240 --> 01:05:03,040
OLLIE: When you are plunged into
those sub-zero temperatures...
1321
01:05:03,080 --> 01:05:04,080
Go!
1322
01:05:04,680 --> 01:05:05,680
Submerge!
1323
01:05:05,720 --> 01:05:09,240
..everything is going to support
your vital organs in that moment.
1324
01:05:09,280 --> 01:05:11,400
Suck it up, suck it up.
Pathetic.
1325
01:05:11,440 --> 01:05:14,560
Do it properly,
or we'll keep on doing it.
1326
01:05:14,600 --> 01:05:15,600
Go!
1327
01:05:15,640 --> 01:05:17,840
Your body starts closing down,
your hands don't work,
1328
01:05:17,880 --> 01:05:21,040
your feet start to become so cold
they're painful.
1329
01:05:21,840 --> 01:05:25,040
Basically then the mind starts
to go into absolute shock
1330
01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:27,440
because it's convinced
you're going to die.
1331
01:05:28,560 --> 01:05:30,440
Right everyone out, go!
1332
01:05:31,160 --> 01:05:32,160
BILLY: People fall apart
1333
01:05:32,200 --> 01:05:33,880
because they've never been to
this level before.
1334
01:05:33,920 --> 01:05:35,720
You know the drill!
1335
01:05:35,760 --> 01:05:37,440
They've never been this
uncomfortable.
1336
01:05:37,480 --> 01:05:39,800
Keep (BLEEP) knees moving.
Knees moving!
1337
01:05:39,840 --> 01:05:44,200
I've worked in minus 40 degrees,
which is ridiculous.
1338
01:05:44,240 --> 01:05:46,320
You know, I'm thinking I'm here
to fight a war
1339
01:05:46,360 --> 01:05:47,720
I can just about (BLEEP).
1340
01:05:47,760 --> 01:05:49,800
If you have a piss you have to
snap it off, it's that cold.
1341
01:05:50,440 --> 01:05:51,440
GO!
Move!
1342
01:05:51,480 --> 01:05:52,480
Let's go, come on!
1343
01:05:52,520 --> 01:05:55,400
After almost an hour
of ferocious beasting...
1344
01:05:55,440 --> 01:05:56,440
Faster!
1345
01:05:57,160 --> 01:05:58,160
Argh!
1346
01:05:58,200 --> 01:06:00,200
Get past her! Move!
1347
01:06:00,240 --> 01:06:01,680
Argh!
Move!
1348
01:06:01,720 --> 01:06:02,720
(BLEEP)
1349
01:06:02,760 --> 01:06:05,640
number 3 Sandy's body
breaks down.
1350
01:06:05,680 --> 01:06:07,360
Move or give me your number.
1351
01:06:07,400 --> 01:06:09,840
Move, or give me your
(BLEEP) number.
1352
01:06:09,880 --> 01:06:11,840
Move!
Argh!
1353
01:06:11,880 --> 01:06:13,160
Move!
Argh!
1354
01:06:13,200 --> 01:06:15,760
SANDY: I don't think I've ever hit
my breakpoint.
1355
01:06:15,800 --> 01:06:17,560
I don't think I've ever found
my break point.
1356
01:06:17,600 --> 01:06:18,600
Argh!
1357
01:06:18,640 --> 01:06:20,880
Oi, oi, stop making
this stupid noise. What's happened?
1358
01:06:20,920 --> 01:06:23,640
Argh (BLEEP).
1359
01:06:23,680 --> 01:06:25,680
I've pulled something
in my calf, Staff.
1360
01:06:25,720 --> 01:06:28,960
You what?
Something's gone in my calf.
1361
01:06:29,520 --> 01:06:32,240
What's gone?
I don't know, I'm not a medic.
1362
01:06:32,280 --> 01:06:33,280
(BLEEP)
1363
01:06:33,320 --> 01:06:36,040
Don't answer me back,
you (BLEEP) stupid little shit.
1364
01:06:36,080 --> 01:06:38,360
Sometime you're going to pick up
injuries on the battlefield
1365
01:06:38,400 --> 01:06:41,440
and you can't just walk off
and say I'm done.
1366
01:06:41,480 --> 01:06:43,160
Keep moving, number three.
1367
01:06:43,200 --> 01:06:47,800
You have to see if you're capable
of pushing beyond the injury itself
1368
01:06:47,840 --> 01:06:49,320
and how it's affecting your head.
1369
01:06:50,120 --> 01:06:53,640
If you can't continue, give me your
number, it's as simple as that.
1370
01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:56,560
I've never really failed
at anything -
1371
01:06:56,600 --> 01:06:59,800
and so when you spend your whole
life believing you're resilient,
1372
01:06:59,840 --> 01:07:04,680
And then if I don't make it,
or I get asked to leave,
1373
01:07:04,720 --> 01:07:09,000
that would cast a shadow
on the person I think I am.
1374
01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:13,160
Keep going. Keep going.
1375
01:07:13,760 --> 01:07:14,800
Walk it off.
1376
01:07:16,760 --> 01:07:18,120
(GRUNTS)
1377
01:07:18,160 --> 01:07:22,680
Despite her injury,
number 3 re-joins the beasting.
1378
01:07:22,720 --> 01:07:23,720
Keep going.
1379
01:07:23,760 --> 01:07:24,760
Quitting's not an option for me.
1380
01:07:24,800 --> 01:07:30,360
I would prefer to give everything
I've got and be asked to leave
1381
01:07:30,400 --> 01:07:34,240
because I just can't keep up anymore
then pull myself off the course.
1382
01:07:34,280 --> 01:07:35,280
Let's go.
1383
01:07:35,320 --> 01:07:36,720
Pushing them even further,
1384
01:07:36,760 --> 01:07:40,800
the recruits are forced into
the extreme cold for a third,
1385
01:07:40,840 --> 01:07:41,840
agonising time.
1386
01:07:43,440 --> 01:07:45,520
This is where the (BLEEP) counts.
1387
01:07:46,320 --> 01:07:47,320
Open your eyes.
1388
01:07:47,360 --> 01:07:50,600
We condition our bodies,
we condition our minds.
1389
01:07:51,200 --> 01:07:52,600
The fight doesn't stop.
1390
01:07:53,240 --> 01:07:56,200
The war doesn't pause.
1391
01:07:56,240 --> 01:07:57,240
Submerge!
1392
01:07:58,320 --> 01:08:00,760
But you condition yourself to
those conditions that you think,
1393
01:08:00,800 --> 01:08:03,240
"Right, I'm good to go.
I've been there before."
1394
01:08:03,720 --> 01:08:06,280
Everyone out and straight back round
into the parade square.
1395
01:08:06,320 --> 01:08:07,320
Let's move!
1396
01:08:07,360 --> 01:08:08,720
VOICEOVER: Every time you
repeat that process
1397
01:08:08,760 --> 01:08:11,480
your body gets used to it
more and more and more.
1398
01:08:11,520 --> 01:08:17,479
Then all of a sudden you start being
comfortable being uncomfortable.
1399
01:08:18,200 --> 01:08:19,520
BILLY: Flick your legs, flick,
flick, flick...
1400
01:08:19,560 --> 01:08:20,560
Keep your legs moving!
1401
01:08:20,600 --> 01:08:21,600
(BLEEP)
1402
01:08:21,640 --> 01:08:23,040
Oi! Flick!
1403
01:08:23,800 --> 01:08:24,800
All of you stand still.
1404
01:08:25,319 --> 01:08:27,000
Stand still.
1405
01:08:29,640 --> 01:08:33,800
After more than an hour
of physical and mental suffering,
1406
01:08:33,840 --> 01:08:36,080
the exercise is finally over
1407
01:08:37,080 --> 01:08:40,520
as a beaten number 9
Beck heads home.
1408
01:08:41,439 --> 01:08:43,920
BECK: I've learned that I can just
do so much more,
1409
01:08:43,960 --> 01:08:46,200
We can all do so much more
than what we think.
1410
01:08:46,240 --> 01:08:48,960
Whatever you think your limit is,
there's way more beyond that.
1411
01:08:51,600 --> 01:08:54,040
I am disappointed that
I didn't make it to the end,
1412
01:08:54,080 --> 01:08:56,040
I did think I had what it took
to get there.
1413
01:08:56,080 --> 01:08:59,000
But I am still really proud
of what I've achieved
1414
01:08:59,040 --> 01:09:02,120
and I'm holding my head high
on the way out.
1415
01:09:03,439 --> 01:09:08,040
When I say go, you will
disappear off of my parade square
1416
01:09:08,080 --> 01:09:12,720
go back to the accommodation,
(BLEEP) sort your shit out.
1417
01:09:12,760 --> 01:09:17,080
Look after each other,
get that fire going.
1418
01:09:18,000 --> 01:09:19,680
Go! Move!
1419
01:09:19,720 --> 01:09:21,520
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
1420
01:09:23,520 --> 01:09:26,279
Desperately needing
the warmth of the fire...
1421
01:09:29,439 --> 01:09:35,479
..number 13, dancer James helps an
injured Sandy back to the dorm.
1422
01:09:38,680 --> 01:09:39,680
Hurry up!
1423
01:09:39,720 --> 01:09:41,479
(SANDY GROANS)
1424
01:09:44,479 --> 01:09:45,479
That was brutal.
1425
01:09:45,520 --> 01:09:48,040
My (BLEEP) hands.
1426
01:09:48,640 --> 01:09:51,319
We're here to give them a real taste
of our world.
1427
01:09:52,600 --> 01:09:55,400
A foul taste, a disgusting taste.
1428
01:09:56,680 --> 01:10:00,400
Suffering, hardship, pain
should be the norm.
1429
01:10:00,440 --> 01:10:02,680
Three, two, one.
1430
01:10:04,960 --> 01:10:07,280
It's going to be relentless,
it's going to get harder,
1431
01:10:07,320 --> 01:10:10,160
and if you accept this
as the new norm,
1432
01:10:10,200 --> 01:10:13,160
you might make it through to
the next stage.
1433
01:10:13,200 --> 01:10:16,600
But if you don't,
it's going to simply break you.
1434
01:10:18,800 --> 01:10:20,600
(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
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