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(HEAVY BREATHING)
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(OMINOUS MUSIC BUILDS)
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NARRATOR: Selection for the SAS
is a test like no other.
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ANT: These celebrities are going
to have the shock of their lives.
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This is not a game.
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(HELICOPTER WHIRRS)
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(SHOUTING)
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17 celebrity recruits
have volunteered
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to put their glamorous lives
behind...
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Stop being selfish.
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All I've ever been is a clown, but
this is not a funny thing I'm doing.
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Go!
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SAS selection is designed
to break the most elite soldier.
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They're put through the most
gruelling stages of selection.
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Are you OK?
Yes, staff!
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Head up!
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Chief instructor Ant Middleton...
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..and his team of Directing Staff
will make no exceptions.
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Get up!
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We're going to find out
who they really are,
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and so will they.
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Go!
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
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Brace! Brace! Brace! Brace!
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Tonight...
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We want to see
how resilient you are.
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..the terrifying SAS task...
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..that no female recruit
has ever passed...
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(SCREAMING)
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Oh!
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..until now.
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Come on! Let's go!
Do not let go of that rope!
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But this unrelenting test
causes two recruits...
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We haven't even started yet!
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Move!
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..to quit...
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
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Get a grip of yourself!
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..and another to break down.
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What if you can't ever swim again?
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That's probably the hardest question
anyone could ask me.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
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We've done some pretty hectic things
so far, like...
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Yeah.
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How's everyone's body holding up,
anyway?
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It's nearly halfway through the
condensed special forces selection,
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a course designed to weed out
the weak in favour of the strong.
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I'm shit scared of what's to come.
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I reckon it's something
quite physical.
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Yeah, which scares the shit
out of me.
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If the remaining 13 recruits have
any hope of passing selection...
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Get a move on.
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..they'll need to dig deep
both physically and mentally.
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This is the course of finding out
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how resilient you are.
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Faster! Let's go! Move!
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How much grit and determination
you have,
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and to see if you are someone
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that can be psychologically
pushed to their limits,
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but still give more.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC CONTINUES)
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OLLIE: Come on, then!
Let's fucking move it!
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High above a steep ravine,
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the recruits are about to face
their toughest task yet -
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a test of courage in an extreme
and unforgiving environment.
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Hell of a view. Oh!
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Heights - I hate heights.
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I had a traumatic experience
with the ocean.
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So, that's another reason
why I wanna do this course,
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'cause it's a big challenge for me
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and it will help me
overcome my fears.
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Right, the majority of time
in the special forces
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is spent getting close to the enemy.
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It is done by approaching
from different routes
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that they're not expecting you
to come from,
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such as rocky inlets,
gorges, chasms.
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You name it, we get across it.
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What I'm gonna show you
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is how we conduct a chasm crawl
using a single rope.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
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DS Ollie demonstrates
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how they must crawl across a chasm
over 15 metres high
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with nothing but treacherous
crashing waves below.
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Fucking hell.
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Doing a cat crawl
is extremely intimidating.
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You know, you've got
the rushing water below,
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you've got the height,
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and the fear of what could happen
if you get it wrong
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is also playing on your mind.
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Once you get to a point
in that rope,
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I will then tell you
to stop and dismount.
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As a further test of resilience,
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the recruits must hang
at full extension.
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Jesus Christ.
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Then, using their
upper body strength,
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pull themselves up
and crawl to the other side.
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You have to block the fear and
concentrate 100% on your technique,
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because no amount of you panicking,
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no amount of you fearing
of what may happen
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is gonna help you
get across that rope.
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Definitely shitting myself.
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But you've got...
the ocean's below you anyway.
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Fantastic.
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So, if you fall off,
just land in the ocean.
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Uh... I'm so scared of the ocean.
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WOMAN: Really?
Yeah.
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You know, I'm a swimmer,
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but I will never go in the water
if there's a shark
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and I will not go out
if I cannot touch the floor -
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well, the bottom of the ocean.
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So... I know - it's strange.
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Come on, let's go, then!
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
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First on the rope
is former Olympic swimmer,
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number 12 - James Magnussen.
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Dismount!
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JAMES: I'm definitely more
of an individual player,
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and I don't like failure.
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So, I always loved with swimming
that I was master of my domain
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and had complete control
over the outcome.
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Change... whoa, whoa, whoa!
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Listen, listen,
you need your left leg on the rope.
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No, no. Mate, you're not gonna do it
like that. Listen!
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Left leg...
Yeah.
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..needs to be the one
that's hooked over the rope.
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Now get your armpit through.
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You're not gonna do it.
Listen to me.
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MAN: The fuck are you doing?
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Stop fucking around!
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Armpit there.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
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SHAYNA: Almost. Come on, James.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC CONTINUES)
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(RECRUITS EXCLAIM)
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Despite his obvious strength,
number 12 has failed the task.
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Ahh!
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He's fucking strong.
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It's got nothing to do with
brute strength. He thought it was.
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It's just technique.
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Also, not one woman
has got across this.
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So, today I wanna
make it that day, OK?
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Be the first, be the first.
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Next up is number 16,
Bachelorette Ali.
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ALI: In the past, I've had anxiety.
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Go, Ali! You got it!
Come on.
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You know, I had panic attacks
that would totally overwhelm me
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and there was nothing
that I could do.
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So, when I finish this course,
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I hope to achieve
a feeling of no fear.
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Come on, Ali.
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Come on, Rapunzel! Let's do this!
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A cat crawl is so tough
on your body.
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You know, you've got the whole
mental game that you're playing.
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You know, the whole fear aspect,
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and then the ropes start wobbling,
you know, if the wind comes through,
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then it just starts
to become horrendous.
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Oh, some big rollers rolling in!
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Come on, Ali!
MAN: Go, Ali!
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Dismount!
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Up! Come on!
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Go on! There we go - go on!
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Again!
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Arggh!
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Your body's giving in,
your muscles are fatiguing,
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and you have to
just give everything.
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Come on!
ANT: Get up there!
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I'm falling!
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Come on, number 16! Let's go!
Do not fall!
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(SCREAMS)
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The first two recruits
have failed the task...
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..but recruit number three,
Jackson Warne,
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is out to prove that he is more
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than just the son of cricket legend
Shane Warne.
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JACKSON: I think, being put in
the limelight from a young age,
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it stopped me from doing certain
things, saying certain things.
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Dismount.
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Because I was a bit shy, worried
about what people were thinking.
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Go, number three! Get in there!
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And so I think
this was a very good chance
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to sort of just be more mature,
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and come out of my little shell
and just prove I can do it.
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WOMAN: Come on, Jackson.
You can do it.
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Right, look up at the rope.
Look up at the rope.
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(CHEERING)
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Well done.
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Great job!
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(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)
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MAN: That was seamless! One go!
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WOMAN: That was awesome!
Bloody hell.
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Number three!
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Thank you, staff.
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Well done, mate. Well done.
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Resilience comes through
learning the hard way.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
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Come on! Get up there.
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And there's no better way
of learning than the hard way.
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Oh, he nailed it. Yep.
Ohh! Well done.
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WOMAN: Well done, Nick.
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They're being broken down
multiple times.
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Failing at something physical
multiple times.
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Steady, steady, steady!
Arggh!
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OLLIE: Right, come on, hurry up.
Stop fucking around.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
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Re-attacking the situation.
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Re-attacking it until you succeed.
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Steady there, number eight.
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WOMAN: Go, Shannan.
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Because you will learn,
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and ultimately,
you will become more resilient.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
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Oh, that's it, that's it.
Keep making them faces.
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It's my balls, staff.
It's absolutely shredded my nuts.
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Shut up, number ten!
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Do you think this is fucking a joke?
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
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With four more recruits successfully
completing the crossing...
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Mad buzz.
Sick!
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Mad buzz.
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..number 17, Eden,
is about to face his fears.
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I don't think I can do this one.
What's up with you?
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No, just... it brings back
bad memories...
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You can do this.
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Forget memories.
This is what you need to do, right?
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You need to break barriers,
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and you're going to break
this barrier, alright?
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Don't let me down.
Alright.
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I had something, years ago,
happen with the ocean.
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I was at a beach,
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and hearing these screams
from these two guys,
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and they point to the water,
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and I see this guy is going under.
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So, I grabbed my board
and I charged in the water,
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and then as I got there,
he just sunk.
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
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So, I've jumped off my board.
I'm feeling around.
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I couldn't feel him,
and then I started to drown.
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So, I'm trying to stay afloat.
I had big waves coming in.
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You know, it was like a dishwasher.
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It was just so rough and rocky.
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So, that's, you know,
why I am scared.
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Number 17, let's go!
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
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And that's all on properly, yep?
Of course it is, mate.
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OLLIE: Right! Come on, hurry up!
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Let's go!
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(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
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Get your chest on it.
Get your chest on. That's it.
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Now you're gonna put... hold on!
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Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
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Pull me back, pull me back!
Fucking hell!
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Pull me back,
pull me back, pull me back.
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Just fucking calm down.
253
00:11:10,440 --> 00:11:11,760
No, I don't wanna do it.
What?
254
00:11:11,800 --> 00:11:13,080
Please pull me back.
Please pull me back.
255
00:11:13,120 --> 00:11:14,120
MAN: Oh, no.
I can't do this.
256
00:11:14,160 --> 00:11:16,320
WOMAN: What just happened?
Sit on the rock.
257
00:11:16,360 --> 00:11:18,120
Sit on the rock.
What do you mean you can't do it?
258
00:11:18,160 --> 00:11:19,680
I'm petrified of heights.
I can't do it.
259
00:11:19,720 --> 00:11:21,440
Well, mate, this is where it counts.
260
00:11:21,480 --> 00:11:24,520
I can't do it. I'm sorry.
I know I'm letting you down.
261
00:11:24,560 --> 00:11:25,880
You're letting yourself down.
262
00:11:25,920 --> 00:11:28,000
I am, but I just can't do it.
I won't... I'll freeze.
263
00:11:28,040 --> 00:11:29,960
Can't do it, staff.
264
00:11:30,000 --> 00:11:32,160
100%?
100%.
265
00:11:32,200 --> 00:11:33,760
Give us your number, then.
Thank you, staff.
266
00:11:33,800 --> 00:11:35,200
Give me your number, then.
267
00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:37,320
Yep. Fucking can't do it.
268
00:11:37,360 --> 00:11:40,000
MAN: No! No!
WOMAN: Oh, Eden, no!
269
00:11:41,160 --> 00:11:43,440
Get back over there
and go and see the Chief Instructor.
270
00:11:43,480 --> 00:11:44,640
Yes, staff.
271
00:11:47,160 --> 00:11:48,480
(SIGHS)
272
00:11:51,600 --> 00:11:54,000
The guy that I was trying to save
was still under the water,
273
00:11:54,040 --> 00:11:56,160
and I helped them locate him,
274
00:11:56,200 --> 00:11:59,200
and they brought him in, they tried
to revive him for about 40 minutes,
275
00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:00,560
and he passed away.
276
00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:05,400
So, yeah, I felt... just a lot of
sadness after it, to be honest.
277
00:12:05,440 --> 00:12:07,640
I just always think
if he had've kept his head up,
278
00:12:07,680 --> 00:12:08,760
I could have got him.
279
00:12:08,800 --> 00:12:10,920
So, it's just very unfortunate
that I didn't get him.
280
00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:12,240
Really unfortunate.
281
00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:16,200
(STIRRING INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
282
00:12:16,240 --> 00:12:18,040
This is the hurdle
that you just couldn't get over.
283
00:12:18,080 --> 00:12:19,680
I couldn't get over...
I just... I hate heights,
284
00:12:19,720 --> 00:12:21,920
and I had an incident
in the ocean one day,
285
00:12:21,960 --> 00:12:24,040
and sometimes it's still there.
286
00:12:24,080 --> 00:12:25,800
I've given it my best shot,
287
00:12:25,840 --> 00:12:29,000
and I just want my son
to smile and be proud of me.
288
00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:30,040
Thank you, brother.
289
00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:31,560
Listen, I'll catch you
on the outside, alright?
290
00:12:31,600 --> 00:12:33,200
For sure. Alright, have a good one.
Take it easy.
291
00:12:35,080 --> 00:12:38,160
Eden Dally is the fifth recruit
to leave the course.
292
00:12:40,520 --> 00:12:41,720
Coming up...
293
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Hardship and suffering
is a big part of this course.
294
00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:49,560
..a never-ending battle
to stay afloat...
295
00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:52,080
We haven't even started yet!
Arggh!
296
00:12:52,120 --> 00:12:53,480
..exposes the vulnerable.
297
00:12:53,520 --> 00:12:54,600
MAN: Slow your breathing down.
298
00:12:54,640 --> 00:12:55,640
I'm too cold.
Breathe in.
299
00:12:59,880 --> 00:13:01,760
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
300
00:13:01,800 --> 00:13:04,600
The scariest fricking thing
I've ever done.
301
00:13:04,640 --> 00:13:07,320
NARRATOR: The recruits are attempting
a dangerous rope crossing
302
00:13:07,360 --> 00:13:10,520
15 metres above churning waves.
303
00:13:10,560 --> 00:13:12,880
ANT: Let's go!
304
00:13:12,920 --> 00:13:16,720
Next to cross is Australian swimmer
Shayna Jack.
305
00:13:16,760 --> 00:13:18,880
SHAYNA: I was accused
of being a drug cheat.
306
00:13:18,920 --> 00:13:20,280
Come on, Shayna.
307
00:13:20,320 --> 00:13:21,960
Come on, blondie! Hurry up!
308
00:13:22,000 --> 00:13:23,800
But I know I'm not a cheat,
309
00:13:23,840 --> 00:13:26,640
and it's been a long nine months
of fighting for my innocence.
310
00:13:26,680 --> 00:13:28,080
Dismount!
311
00:13:28,120 --> 00:13:31,560
You know, I don't know if I'm gonna
be allowed back to my sport,
312
00:13:32,240 --> 00:13:33,960
which has been really hard.
313
00:13:36,160 --> 00:13:37,400
Yeah.
314
00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:42,960
Let your legs go!
315
00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:45,160
OLLIE: Go on, then. Get back up!
316
00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:46,960
Get that pull up!
Arggh!
317
00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:48,080
(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
318
00:13:48,120 --> 00:13:49,200
Go! Come on!
319
00:13:49,240 --> 00:13:51,080
Go again! Let's go again!
320
00:13:51,120 --> 00:13:52,360
Do not let go of that rope!
321
00:13:52,400 --> 00:13:54,040
Arggh!
Get up there!
322
00:13:54,080 --> 00:13:55,440
I can't!
323
00:13:55,480 --> 00:13:57,200
Arggh! Oh!
324
00:13:59,240 --> 00:14:00,840
Oh!
325
00:14:00,880 --> 00:14:04,440
In the special forces, there are
no concessions for anybody.
326
00:14:04,480 --> 00:14:06,880
Go, Sabrina!
Come on, let's go, then!
327
00:14:08,600 --> 00:14:10,160
Back up! Come on!
328
00:14:10,200 --> 00:14:12,080
The course will never be made easy.
329
00:14:12,120 --> 00:14:13,720
Keep going!
330
00:14:13,760 --> 00:14:14,760
Hurry up!
331
00:14:14,800 --> 00:14:15,920
Come on!
332
00:14:17,760 --> 00:14:19,040
Oh, fuck!
333
00:14:19,080 --> 00:14:21,600
Women can do it. It's just
finding the right women to do it.
334
00:14:21,640 --> 00:14:23,560
(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
335
00:14:23,600 --> 00:14:26,040
Here we go.
Let's get that pull-up in.
336
00:14:26,080 --> 00:14:27,200
WOMAN: Come on, Erin!
337
00:14:27,240 --> 00:14:28,760
Let's go again! Let's go again!
338
00:14:28,800 --> 00:14:31,440
Up! That's it! Again! Come on!
339
00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:34,640
Nice bit of swing!
340
00:14:34,680 --> 00:14:36,360
Arggh! Oh!
341
00:14:36,400 --> 00:14:39,480
Oh! Oh, that was rough!
342
00:14:39,520 --> 00:14:40,560
Bugger.
343
00:14:41,880 --> 00:14:44,560
Three more female recruits
have failed the task.
344
00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:46,560
Oh, fuck.
345
00:14:46,600 --> 00:14:49,800
Hoping her ironwoman training
will make all the difference
346
00:14:49,840 --> 00:14:52,200
is number two, Candice Warner.
347
00:14:52,240 --> 00:14:54,440
CANDICE: I'm definitely
a resilient person.
348
00:14:54,480 --> 00:14:55,800
There's no doubt about that.
349
00:14:55,840 --> 00:14:58,400
I'm like that because
I've been hurt so much in the past,
350
00:14:58,440 --> 00:14:59,880
and I know you can get through it.
351
00:14:59,920 --> 00:15:01,200
WOMAN: Go, Candice!
352
00:15:01,240 --> 00:15:05,160
ANT: Number two, not one woman
has got across this.
353
00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:06,920
So, it's your time
to fucking step up.
354
00:15:06,960 --> 00:15:08,240
Come on, girl.
355
00:15:08,280 --> 00:15:09,840
MAN: Come on,
let's fucking see it now.
356
00:15:09,880 --> 00:15:11,640
Get up there!
357
00:15:11,680 --> 00:15:13,240
Get your legs over. Come on!
358
00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:14,960
Go on!
359
00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:16,600
Keep going, keep going!
360
00:15:16,640 --> 00:15:18,200
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
361
00:15:18,240 --> 00:15:19,360
Swing! Swing!
362
00:15:19,400 --> 00:15:22,360
(DRAMATIC MUSIC CONTINUES)
363
00:15:22,400 --> 00:15:23,800
MAN: Go, Candice!
Go!
364
00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:25,200
Swing!
365
00:15:25,240 --> 00:15:26,680
Arggh!
366
00:15:26,720 --> 00:15:28,240
(SHRIEKS)
367
00:15:28,280 --> 00:15:30,480
MAN: Oh, fucking hell!
368
00:15:30,520 --> 00:15:33,520
(TENSE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
369
00:15:34,760 --> 00:15:37,840
JACKSON: Fuck, that's disappointing.
She'll be gutted.
370
00:15:40,520 --> 00:15:42,800
You get, like, one opportunity
and then it's fucked.
371
00:15:44,840 --> 00:15:46,640
I just keep fucking failing
everything.
372
00:15:46,680 --> 00:15:48,840
Well done, Candice. You did great.
373
00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:50,320
JACKSON: Good effort, Candice.
374
00:15:50,360 --> 00:15:52,480
It wasn't a good effort, was it?
'Cause she fucking failed.
375
00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:53,720
(MURMURS)
376
00:15:55,120 --> 00:15:58,120
(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
377
00:16:01,320 --> 00:16:04,280
Last to attempt the cat crawl
is number five -
378
00:16:04,320 --> 00:16:07,280
rally car champion Molly Taylor.
379
00:16:07,320 --> 00:16:09,040
MOLLY: So, I was
the first female driver
380
00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:10,920
to win the Australian
Rally Championship,
381
00:16:10,960 --> 00:16:12,560
and at the time, the youngest.
382
00:16:13,800 --> 00:16:15,800
WOMAN: Come on.
Molly's got it for the girls.
383
00:16:15,840 --> 00:16:17,840
Come on, Molly. First girl.
384
00:16:17,880 --> 00:16:19,480
Right.
Come on!
385
00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:24,080
The woman kicking arse in
a man's world is gonna smash this.
386
00:16:24,120 --> 00:16:25,400
Yes, staff.
Isn't that correct?
387
00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:26,720
Yes.
388
00:16:26,760 --> 00:16:28,960
It's definitely
a male-dominated sport,
389
00:16:29,000 --> 00:16:33,160
and for sure, there's times where
that can be a bit of a challenge.
390
00:16:33,200 --> 00:16:34,400
Let's go!
391
00:16:34,440 --> 00:16:37,960
Come on, number five. Let's do this.
392
00:16:40,320 --> 00:16:41,520
When we were all younger,
393
00:16:41,560 --> 00:16:44,080
there's been some points
where someone might have said,
394
00:16:44,120 --> 00:16:46,960
"Oh, you don't wanna get beaten by
a girl," to another competitor,
395
00:16:47,000 --> 00:16:51,120
and I definitely use that as a bit
of fire to sit on the start line,
396
00:16:51,160 --> 00:16:55,960
and a bit of extra motivation,
a bit of grit to win.
397
00:16:57,040 --> 00:16:59,200
Come on, Molly!
398
00:16:59,240 --> 00:17:00,760
Dismount.
399
00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:03,920
Come on, girl. You've got this.
You got this.
400
00:17:03,960 --> 00:17:06,240
Make this count, number five!
401
00:17:09,720 --> 00:17:10,920
Go on!
402
00:17:13,119 --> 00:17:14,359
That's it, and up!
403
00:17:14,400 --> 00:17:15,760
Arggh!
That's it! Yes!
404
00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:17,280
(CHEERING AND WHOOPING)
Molly!
405
00:17:17,319 --> 00:17:18,880
MAN: Go, Molly!
Yes, Molly!
406
00:17:18,920 --> 00:17:20,440
Yes, Moll!
Come on, Moll!
407
00:17:20,480 --> 00:17:22,400
She can do this.
Yes, Moll!
408
00:17:22,440 --> 00:17:23,960
Come on, Molly.
Come on!
409
00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:25,240
Come on.
410
00:17:25,280 --> 00:17:27,200
Arggh!
Good job! Yes!
411
00:17:27,240 --> 00:17:28,720
Arggh!
ANT: Come on!
412
00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:30,520
OLLIE: Get up there!
413
00:17:30,560 --> 00:17:31,880
MAN: She's almost over.
SHAYNA: Yeah.
414
00:17:31,920 --> 00:17:34,440
Come on. You're so close, Molly!
415
00:17:34,480 --> 00:17:35,480
MAN: Look up at the rope.
416
00:17:35,520 --> 00:17:37,240
ANT: You wanna look to
where you're going. Look at me.
417
00:17:37,280 --> 00:17:38,480
Look up at the rope.
Look at me.
418
00:17:38,520 --> 00:17:39,880
That's it!
WOMAN: Yes!
419
00:17:41,080 --> 00:17:42,920
Yes!
Well done, Molly!
420
00:17:42,960 --> 00:17:44,520
(CHEERING AND WHOOPING)
421
00:17:44,560 --> 00:17:45,760
ANT: Keep the noise down, you lot!
422
00:17:46,920 --> 00:17:50,400
There you go! Well done!
Good effort!
423
00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:53,040
MOLLY: One of the good things
about motorsport
424
00:17:53,080 --> 00:17:57,080
is that if you prove yourself,
the stopwatch doesn't have any bias.
425
00:17:57,120 --> 00:17:58,880
OLLIE: Yes! Keep going!
426
00:17:58,920 --> 00:18:03,440
So, that's the really quick way
to eliminate any gender difference.
427
00:18:03,480 --> 00:18:05,960
(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
428
00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:07,000
Come on, then.
429
00:18:07,040 --> 00:18:09,760
Oh, don't fucking fuck it up at the
last minute, Christ!
430
00:18:09,800 --> 00:18:12,040
If you can do the job,
you can do the job,
431
00:18:12,080 --> 00:18:14,920
and then people, for the most part,
respect that.
432
00:18:14,960 --> 00:18:17,120
Outstanding effort.
Thank you, staff.
433
00:18:17,160 --> 00:18:18,480
Well done.
Thank you.
434
00:18:18,520 --> 00:18:20,760
You're the first woman that
has done this on this course, OK?
435
00:18:20,800 --> 00:18:22,240
It's something to be
extremely proud of.
436
00:18:22,280 --> 00:18:23,840
Yep.
Honestly, outstanding effort.
437
00:18:23,880 --> 00:18:24,920
Thank you, staff.
438
00:18:24,960 --> 00:18:26,800
You are now leading the pack, OK?
Yes, staff.
439
00:18:26,840 --> 00:18:28,280
You stay there.
Yes, staff.
440
00:18:28,320 --> 00:18:29,360
Excellent. Go.
441
00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:32,080
MAN: Well done, Molly!
MAN: Yeah, Molly!
442
00:18:32,120 --> 00:18:33,880
(WHOOPING)
443
00:18:35,040 --> 00:18:36,720
Oh, my god.
Good job, girl.
444
00:18:36,760 --> 00:18:37,760
So good!
445
00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:39,080
Did it for us, girl.
That was awesome.
446
00:18:39,120 --> 00:18:40,120
Saved the best till last.
447
00:18:47,680 --> 00:18:49,240
NARRATOR: Now recuperating
at base camp...
448
00:18:49,280 --> 00:18:52,600
That was so good, Molly!
You did so well.
449
00:18:52,640 --> 00:18:56,760
..the recruits debrief after today's
nerve-racking test of resilience.
450
00:18:56,800 --> 00:18:58,280
Yeah, what a freak you are!
451
00:18:58,320 --> 00:19:01,160
Well, I reckon it was from watching
everyone else do it, though,
452
00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:03,440
'cause I was able to see what works
and what doesn't, like...
453
00:19:03,480 --> 00:19:05,880
Yeah, but you still had
to execute it.
454
00:19:05,920 --> 00:19:08,080
Recruit number five, Molly Taylor,
455
00:19:08,120 --> 00:19:12,120
was one of only six recruits to
successfully complete the cat crawl,
456
00:19:12,160 --> 00:19:15,840
something that has not gone unnoticed
by the DS.
457
00:19:15,880 --> 00:19:19,000
That was an interesting one.
458
00:19:19,040 --> 00:19:21,680
Well, I tell you what,
who did impress me out of the lot,
459
00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:23,840
who smashed it, was number five.
460
00:19:25,160 --> 00:19:26,160
Brilliant effort.
461
00:19:26,200 --> 00:19:28,400
Yeah, number five smashed it.
Really happy with her.
462
00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:31,960
She's on this steady progression
in the right direction.
463
00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:33,480
Just quality.
464
00:19:33,520 --> 00:19:35,640
Doesn't sit there moaning,
doesn't sit groaning -
465
00:19:35,680 --> 00:19:36,880
not as far as I'm aware.
466
00:19:36,920 --> 00:19:39,040
Just gets on and does stuff.
467
00:19:39,080 --> 00:19:42,440
Yeah. Really over the moon
with that, really.
468
00:19:42,480 --> 00:19:45,040
And then, obviously,
the only one out of the males,
469
00:19:45,080 --> 00:19:48,800
which was a bit of a kick
in the balls for him, I think,
470
00:19:48,840 --> 00:19:50,840
was number 12.
471
00:19:50,880 --> 00:19:52,680
And he went into that thinking,
472
00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:56,080
"I'm strong. I can brute-force
my way out of this."
473
00:19:56,120 --> 00:19:57,160
And you can't.
474
00:19:57,200 --> 00:19:59,000
I think that'll do him good, though.
475
00:19:59,040 --> 00:20:01,280
You know when you're leading
the pack and you're at the top,
476
00:20:01,320 --> 00:20:03,200
and then all of a sudden,
you take a little knock,
477
00:20:03,240 --> 00:20:05,280
you know you have to up your game.
478
00:20:05,320 --> 00:20:08,080
So, if anything, I think it'll do
number 12 the world of good.
479
00:20:08,120 --> 00:20:11,800
And then 13 - I think
we all know the answer there.
480
00:20:11,840 --> 00:20:15,160
She's got too much noise
outside of this place,
481
00:20:15,200 --> 00:20:16,680
and she's looking for excuses.
482
00:20:16,720 --> 00:20:19,240
Distracted.
Yep. Shame.
483
00:20:19,280 --> 00:20:21,400
I'm surprised
she's even got through today.
484
00:20:21,440 --> 00:20:23,400
If you think that, let's get her in.
485
00:20:23,440 --> 00:20:24,800
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
486
00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:30,560
13!
Oh, that's me.
487
00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:31,720
(DRAMATIC MUSIC CONTINUES)
488
00:20:57,600 --> 00:21:00,600
So, you're a professional swimmer.
489
00:21:00,640 --> 00:21:01,920
Correct.
OK.
490
00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:03,360
How good are you?
491
00:21:05,360 --> 00:21:06,720
Um, I've...
You've won medals?
492
00:21:06,760 --> 00:21:08,400
Yes.
What have you won?
493
00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:10,480
I have a world record
and a gold medal
494
00:21:10,520 --> 00:21:12,480
for the 4x100 freestyle relay.
495
00:21:14,120 --> 00:21:15,880
Wow. How old are you now?
496
00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:16,960
I'm 21.
497
00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:18,720
Wow.
Yeah.
498
00:21:18,760 --> 00:21:20,040
That is impressive.
499
00:21:21,400 --> 00:21:24,080
What was your motive
for coming here?
500
00:21:24,120 --> 00:21:27,200
Um... so, I've swum my whole life,
501
00:21:27,240 --> 00:21:29,320
and never done anything different.
502
00:21:30,880 --> 00:21:35,000
And a year and a bit ago,
I got accused of taking drugs,
503
00:21:35,040 --> 00:21:39,200
which I'd never do ever.
504
00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:41,200
So...
505
00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:44,200
..what happened?
506
00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:46,120
(TENSE MUSIC BUILDS)
507
00:21:46,160 --> 00:21:47,840
I was just going
into a training camp
508
00:21:47,880 --> 00:21:51,480
prior to the World Championships
in 2019.
509
00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:53,760
They did just a regular drug test.
510
00:21:53,800 --> 00:21:56,200
So, you know, it was normal
for me to get drug-tested.
511
00:21:56,240 --> 00:21:57,720
So, I didn't think anything of it,
512
00:21:57,760 --> 00:22:01,960
and they called up the head coach,
and that was it.
513
00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:06,480
I got sent home and they gave me
four years ban from swimming,
514
00:22:06,520 --> 00:22:10,200
which would be the end
of my career, and...
515
00:22:10,240 --> 00:22:11,400
And you're actually
fighting that, right?
516
00:22:11,440 --> 00:22:13,280
So, I decided to fight that.
Yeah, of course.
517
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:16,440
You don't seem the type to dope,
to cheat, to...
518
00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:21,200
I am... I just... like, my whole life,
I've been an honest athlete.
519
00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:23,040
Like, the purpose of my swimming
520
00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:25,800
was the fact that I could impact
somebody else's life
521
00:22:25,840 --> 00:22:27,240
and be a role model to them,
522
00:22:27,280 --> 00:22:29,280
because that's how I fell in love
with the sport.
523
00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:31,040
I met an Olympian
that I looked up to,
524
00:22:31,080 --> 00:22:33,920
and she just was so humble
and amazing,
525
00:22:33,960 --> 00:22:35,880
and I wanted to be like that.
526
00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:39,240
You know what, you don't actually
need to tell me that,
527
00:22:39,280 --> 00:22:41,440
'cause I believe every single word
you're saying,
528
00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:43,040
and I'm not just saying that.
529
00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:48,000
So, what if you can't
ever swim again?
530
00:22:52,640 --> 00:22:54,440
I'm being serious.
531
00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:55,880
(TENSE MUSIC BUILDS)
532
00:23:02,520 --> 00:23:04,680
That's probably the hardest question
anyone could ask me.
533
00:23:08,200 --> 00:23:11,640
Because I've never thought about
anything else but swimming.
534
00:23:16,360 --> 00:23:18,760
The one thing that hurts me
more than anything to my core
535
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:20,440
is that, yes, I've had a dream
536
00:23:20,480 --> 00:23:23,040
to represent my country
at the Olympics since I was ten,
537
00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:24,720
but it's more the fact that
538
00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:28,640
I've always done the right thing
by my sport and by my country.
539
00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:30,640
I've never felt so much pain,
540
00:23:30,680 --> 00:23:32,400
and the anger that I feel
541
00:23:32,440 --> 00:23:35,280
for the fact that I don't have
control of what's happening.
542
00:23:36,520 --> 00:23:39,000
I don't know
what I did to deserve this,
543
00:23:39,040 --> 00:23:41,040
and that's a question
I've asked myself for nine months,
544
00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:44,440
is what have I done to deserve this?
545
00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:46,200
(TENSE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
546
00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:50,840
I can't go see my coach.
547
00:23:50,880 --> 00:23:54,040
I can't just go swim with my squad.
548
00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:59,440
I can't go and play another sport
just for fun, um...
549
00:23:59,480 --> 00:24:02,480
(TENSE MUSIC CONTINUES)
550
00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:09,240
I just want to be able to go back to
swimming, and love swimming again,
551
00:24:09,280 --> 00:24:14,440
and sometimes I forget,
you know, how strong I am,
552
00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:17,480
and it does get to me a fair bit.
553
00:24:17,520 --> 00:24:20,120
Don't give up on your fight.
554
00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:22,200
You know, you got plenty of it.
555
00:24:24,040 --> 00:24:25,480
These days are yours -
no-one else's.
556
00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:28,440
No outside distraction.
557
00:24:28,480 --> 00:24:31,400
It's you finding out who you are,
558
00:24:31,440 --> 00:24:33,480
finding out how strong you are,
559
00:24:33,520 --> 00:24:35,160
and pushing yourself beyond that.
560
00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:38,200
(TENSE MUSIC CONTINUES)
561
00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:39,480
Guard!
562
00:24:43,160 --> 00:24:46,160
(TENSE MUSIC CONTINUES)
563
00:24:52,840 --> 00:24:54,280
(DOOR SLAMS)
564
00:24:54,320 --> 00:24:56,720
She reminds me of my daughter.
Does she?
565
00:24:57,280 --> 00:24:59,960
Every day for the past year
has been a living nightmare...
566
00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:06,400
..but I am someone who will speak up
when it's not right,
567
00:25:06,440 --> 00:25:08,720
and that's exactly
what I plan on doing.
568
00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:10,960
I'm not gonna sit back
and let people
569
00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:13,880
try and accuse me
of something I didn't do.
570
00:25:16,800 --> 00:25:17,880
Next...
571
00:25:17,920 --> 00:25:20,440
I demand mental resilience!
572
00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:22,440
..the recruits are pushed
to the brink.
573
00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:23,480
So cold!
574
00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:25,040
Get a grip on yourself!
575
00:25:25,080 --> 00:25:26,960
Mental strength is everything...
576
00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:28,880
Your body thinks it's gonna die.
577
00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:30,560
Arggh!
Arggh!
578
00:25:30,600 --> 00:25:32,840
Move! Up, down!
579
00:25:32,880 --> 00:25:34,360
This will be relentless!
580
00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:36,000
..but for Ali...
581
00:25:36,040 --> 00:25:38,360
What? You don't wanna do what?
Give me your number.
582
00:25:38,400 --> 00:25:40,120
..a raw nerve is exposed.
583
00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:43,240
Yeah, 'cause I kind of
feel a bit empty.
584
00:25:49,080 --> 00:25:52,080
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
585
00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:56,160
NARRATOR: Life on base is tough
for the celebrity recruits.
586
00:25:56,200 --> 00:25:58,000
Alright, fellas, lunch is served.
587
00:25:58,040 --> 00:26:00,880
There are no showers, no hot water,
588
00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:03,640
and the toilets
must be emptied by hand.
589
00:26:03,680 --> 00:26:06,280
Hold it up, and then we'll grab it.
You guys hold it up.
590
00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:08,040
Yep.
OK, high.
591
00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:10,800
High. That's it.
That's it.
592
00:26:10,840 --> 00:26:12,560
Have you got it?
Yeah.
593
00:26:12,600 --> 00:26:13,840
Don't rip it!
594
00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:15,560
Ohh!
Fuck!
595
00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:16,840
Oh!
596
00:26:18,440 --> 00:26:19,720
(BIRDSONG)
597
00:26:19,760 --> 00:26:20,840
Fuck!
598
00:26:22,520 --> 00:26:24,760
ANT: Guys, you've literally
got 40 seconds!
599
00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:26,040
Get out of my sight!
600
00:26:26,080 --> 00:26:28,240
With their morning chores completed,
601
00:26:28,280 --> 00:26:32,360
the recruits are being transported
to an undisclosed coastal location...
602
00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:33,680
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
603
00:26:35,080 --> 00:26:36,280
Let's go! Come on!
604
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:41,000
..to face another punishing task
designed to test their resilience.
605
00:26:41,040 --> 00:26:44,040
Come on, move it! Get moving!
606
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:45,560
(DRAMATIC MUSIC CONTINUES)
607
00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:49,520
Hardship and suffering
is a big part of this course.
608
00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:51,560
Move it, move it! Numerical order!
609
00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:53,640
You know the fucking score.
Let's move!
610
00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:55,680
We want to see
how resilient you are,
611
00:26:55,720 --> 00:26:57,360
because in a warzone,
612
00:26:57,400 --> 00:26:58,800
you could go on to an operation
613
00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:00,440
that you think
will last two, three hours,
614
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:02,360
but you're out there
for two, three days.
615
00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:04,160
Fucking move!
616
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:08,240
And it's that resilience
that gets you through.
617
00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:10,640
Right, listen in,
shoulder to shoulder.
618
00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:12,040
Pay attention!
619
00:27:12,080 --> 00:27:14,400
This is a surf immersion drill.
620
00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:17,560
This is gonna be relentless,
I'm not fucking lying.
621
00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:21,640
So, when I say 'go',
you will turn around and link arms.
622
00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:25,400
When I say 'move',
you will move out into the ocean.
623
00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:28,520
You will suffer together.
624
00:27:28,560 --> 00:27:31,440
Does anybody not understand that?
625
00:27:31,480 --> 00:27:33,040
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
626
00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:36,000
Turn around!
627
00:27:36,040 --> 00:27:37,600
Link arms!
628
00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:41,080
Move!
629
00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:46,400
Confronted with piercing winds
and bitterly cold water...
630
00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:49,280
Don't stop! Don't stop!
631
00:27:49,320 --> 00:27:51,440
..the recruits are about to face
632
00:27:51,480 --> 00:27:53,880
a brutal mental
and physical challenge.
633
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:58,560
Turn around! Link arms!
634
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:00,400
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
635
00:28:03,920 --> 00:28:05,120
Go!
636
00:28:07,360 --> 00:28:08,400
Feet up!
637
00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:11,160
You're gonna be cold.
Get that in your heads!
638
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:15,200
No fucking around! No talking!
639
00:28:15,240 --> 00:28:17,160
(ALI CRIES OUT)
640
00:28:17,200 --> 00:28:18,400
Keep the noise down!
641
00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:21,720
Don't break this link.
642
00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:24,880
OLLIE: When your body goes
into freezing cold water,
643
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:26,120
you go into a state of shock.
644
00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:28,040
Stay where you are, number 16!
645
00:28:28,080 --> 00:28:30,280
Your breathing becomes
extremely erratic.
646
00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:32,240
The cortisol starts to increase,
647
00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:35,000
and at that stage,
you can go into shock.
648
00:28:35,040 --> 00:28:37,040
You can go into a blind panic,
649
00:28:37,080 --> 00:28:38,880
'cause your body thinks
it's gonna die.
650
00:28:40,800 --> 00:28:43,240
And it's about being able
to go beyond that point
651
00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:45,360
and understand that
it's lying to you.
652
00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:46,640
You've got so much more to give.
653
00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:48,240
(DRAMATIC MUSIC CONTINUES)
654
00:28:49,400 --> 00:28:51,080
This will be relentless!
655
00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:55,640
I demand mental resilience!
656
00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:57,440
Hold the link, hold the link!
657
00:28:57,480 --> 00:28:59,080
Suck it up!
658
00:29:00,680 --> 00:29:04,880
Get into whatever head space
you have to get in and stay there!
659
00:29:05,920 --> 00:29:07,480
MERRICK: I think I'm resilient.
660
00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:09,880
25 years of showbusiness,
25 years of being a comedian,
661
00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:10,920
that's resilient,
662
00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:13,760
and when it really, really matters,
663
00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:16,680
when I have to dig deep,
I can find it.
664
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,440
Mental resilience!
665
00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:20,640
WOMAN: Straighten up, straighten up!
666
00:29:20,680 --> 00:29:22,240
Calm down!
667
00:29:22,280 --> 00:29:26,320
The recruits have been in
the cold water for 20 long minutes,
668
00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:29,200
but the task isn't over yet.
669
00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:35,240
Stand up!
670
00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:38,240
Stand up in your line! Quick! Move!
671
00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:41,600
It's gonna be a long afternoon,
so get that in your head now.
672
00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:45,280
This is not time for fucking around.
673
00:29:45,320 --> 00:29:48,920
You are in a shit state right now.
You are going down!
674
00:29:50,360 --> 00:29:52,600
We're going to do
the surf immersion drill again.
675
00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:54,960
A second exposure.
676
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:01,080
Turn around!
677
00:30:01,120 --> 00:30:02,640
Fucking move!
678
00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:06,440
WOMAN: Stay extra tight.
Suck it up!
679
00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:09,280
Suck it up! Don't talk!
(MURMURING)
680
00:30:09,320 --> 00:30:10,920
Don't fucking stop in front of me!
681
00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:12,040
(GROANING)
682
00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:15,400
Keep the noise down! Turn around!
683
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:21,280
Back! Back!
Down, down.
684
00:30:22,760 --> 00:30:24,160
Feet up!
685
00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:26,160
(GASPS)
686
00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:27,840
You do not break that link!
687
00:30:27,880 --> 00:30:30,600
Do not break this link!
688
00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:33,640
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
689
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:40,040
MAN: It's cold and wet -
that saps your energy.
690
00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:42,520
You can't breathe 'cause water's
just smashing over your head.
691
00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:45,560
(DRAMATIC MUSIC CONTINUES)
692
00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:47,600
It really is a good test
of people's control,
693
00:30:47,640 --> 00:30:49,360
and their resolve as well,
694
00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:51,480
in a really, really
uncomfortable situation.
695
00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:54,640
That's it! Arms down!
696
00:30:56,480 --> 00:30:58,360
The recruits on either end
of the line
697
00:30:58,400 --> 00:31:00,200
are bearing the brunt of the waves,
698
00:31:00,240 --> 00:31:04,800
and number 16, Ali, is struggling
to keep her head above the swell.
699
00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:08,600
ALI: I have panic attacks.
700
00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:11,960
The feeling of a panic attack -
no control.
701
00:31:13,160 --> 00:31:14,600
Everything is overwhelming,
702
00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:16,880
and it's like your body's
going into shutdown.
703
00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:19,720
Calm down! Switch off!
704
00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:22,600
And I'm going to have
to be ignoring it somehow.
705
00:31:23,720 --> 00:31:25,560
Watch out, there's a big one coming!
706
00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:34,280
NARRATOR: The DS are testing
the group's resilience
707
00:31:34,320 --> 00:31:36,800
in an exhausting surf immersion task.
708
00:31:38,200 --> 00:31:40,280
Physically and mentally drained,
709
00:31:40,320 --> 00:31:43,360
the recruits have now been
in the water for nearly an hour.
710
00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:47,120
ANT: It's a state of mind!
That is it!
711
00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:51,120
Right, stand up! Stand up!
712
00:31:52,440 --> 00:31:54,480
Stand up! Head up!
713
00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:57,520
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
714
00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:00,800
Let's walk this way!
715
00:32:00,840 --> 00:32:02,840
Walk that way! Walk that way!
716
00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:05,160
Move! Come on!
Let's go, let's go, let's go!
717
00:32:06,520 --> 00:32:09,160
We're not even
on our third exposure yet.
718
00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:10,800
As I said, this will be relentless.
719
00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:13,680
This is where it counts!
720
00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:15,960
ALI: I don't wanna do this.
SABRINA: Come on!
721
00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:18,200
What? What's wrong, number 16?
I don't wanna...
722
00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:19,720
What? What?
Come on, Ali. Look at me!
723
00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:21,120
I've got you.
You're not gonna drown.
724
00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:23,560
You don't wanna do what?
Get a grip on yourself.
725
00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:24,600
So cold!
726
00:32:24,640 --> 00:32:26,120
Get a grip of yourself.
727
00:32:26,160 --> 00:32:28,280
Get a grip of yourself.
You're better than this.
728
00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:33,640
My biggest fear
is letting people down,
729
00:32:33,680 --> 00:32:37,760
because I would never want
to be let down.
730
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:41,480
Calm the fuck down!
I've got you.
731
00:32:41,520 --> 00:32:43,120
MAN: Slow your breathing down.
So cold!
732
00:32:43,160 --> 00:32:44,840
Breathe in.
Slow your breathing down.
733
00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:48,760
It's a scary thing, because
I can easily let someone down...
734
00:32:50,080 --> 00:32:52,480
..by not being mentally
or physically strong enough.
735
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:55,920
Mental resilience!
736
00:32:57,840 --> 00:33:00,760
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
737
00:33:00,800 --> 00:33:05,520
When I say 'go',
you will leopard crawl to the DS.
738
00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:09,120
When you get past, you will get up,
739
00:33:09,160 --> 00:33:13,520
and you will sprint all the way
to the DS there.
740
00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:19,160
When you get past the DS,
you will bear crawl back to me.
741
00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:22,440
If you do not keep your arse down,
we will get back in the water!
742
00:33:22,480 --> 00:33:23,480
Go!
743
00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:24,680
Come on, get your arses down!
744
00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:27,040
Don't make me laugh!
Get your arse down!
745
00:33:27,080 --> 00:33:29,720
Get your arse down, number ten!
Keep going! Let's go!
746
00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:32,280
Physical resilience! Let's go!
747
00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:34,000
Come on,
let's put some effort into it!
748
00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:36,640
Get your arse down!
749
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:38,000
Move!
750
00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:39,880
No-one said get up yet!
Keep crawling!
751
00:33:39,920 --> 00:33:43,920
The DS are putting the recruits
through a brutal beach beasting
752
00:33:43,960 --> 00:33:46,640
to see if any of them
will crack under pressure.
753
00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:48,360
We haven't even started yet!
754
00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:49,960
Let's go, come on!
755
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:51,600
You've let them go fucking past you!
756
00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:53,120
Get in there! Come on!
757
00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:54,360
13, come on!
758
00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:57,080
You're so far behind,
it's a fucking embarrassment!
759
00:33:57,120 --> 00:33:58,200
Move it!
760
00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:00,320
Resilience is defined
through failure.
761
00:34:00,360 --> 00:34:02,080
You can only gain resilience
762
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:04,240
through being knocked down
multiple times,
763
00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:07,120
failing, falling flat on your face,
764
00:34:07,160 --> 00:34:09,679
but getting back up,
dusting yourself off,
765
00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:12,239
and cracking on every single time.
766
00:34:12,280 --> 00:34:15,360
A bit of mental
and physical resilience!
767
00:34:15,400 --> 00:34:16,400
Back here now!
768
00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:17,560
Almost there! Come on!
769
00:34:17,600 --> 00:34:20,000
Get a move on!
You start moving! Move!
770
00:34:20,040 --> 00:34:21,719
Come on, number seven.
771
00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:23,400
Keep pushing it out. Get up here.!
772
00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:26,760
Fireman's carry, drag, baby carry!
773
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:28,159
Move! Go!
774
00:34:28,199 --> 00:34:31,199
(DRAMATIC MUSIC CONTINUES)
775
00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:35,560
The recruits must now lift and drag
each other through the wet sand,
776
00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:38,000
simulating a battlefield rescue.
777
00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:39,679
Dig deep! Move!
778
00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:41,360
Let's go! Come on!
779
00:34:41,400 --> 00:34:43,639
(DRAMATIC MUSIC CONTINUES)
780
00:34:43,679 --> 00:34:45,719
Come on, let's go!
Let's get nice and warm!
781
00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:46,800
Get in there! Come on!
782
00:34:46,840 --> 00:34:48,480
On your shoulders. Let's go!
783
00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:49,840
You're working this whole time now.
784
00:34:49,880 --> 00:34:52,400
BILLY: A beach makes things
50% harder,
785
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:54,679
the reason being
is it's soft underfoot.
786
00:34:54,719 --> 00:34:56,600
Come on!
A bit more aggression!
787
00:34:56,639 --> 00:35:00,240
Taking a casualty
off the battlefield.
788
00:35:00,280 --> 00:35:04,640
It makes running twice as hard,
dragging a person twice as hard.
789
00:35:04,680 --> 00:35:07,640
Get in there and lean backwards!
Let's go!
790
00:35:08,760 --> 00:35:10,960
It's a place where
you can really push the limits.
791
00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:13,520
Arggh!
792
00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:16,000
What are you doing back here,
number seven?
793
00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:17,640
What are you doing back here?
794
00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:20,800
Do you wanna give me your number?!
Do you?!
795
00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:22,640
No, staff.
Move, then.
796
00:35:22,680 --> 00:35:25,400
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
797
00:35:28,320 --> 00:35:31,960
Right, when I say 'go',
leopard crawl again to the DS,
798
00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:34,040
bear crawl to the other DS!
799
00:35:34,080 --> 00:35:35,760
Stand by! Go!
800
00:35:38,640 --> 00:35:42,640
After an hour of beasting,
number 13, Shayna, is struggling.
801
00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:45,120
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
802
00:35:45,160 --> 00:35:47,560
The quicker you're standing up, the
quicker you're not in this position.
803
00:35:47,600 --> 00:35:48,920
Come on.
804
00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:50,960
(GROANS)
805
00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:56,000
Let's go! Get leopard crawling now!
806
00:35:56,040 --> 00:35:57,440
What's wrong, number 13?
807
00:35:57,480 --> 00:35:59,680
What are you doing back here?
808
00:35:59,720 --> 00:36:01,520
What are you doing back here? Move!
809
00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:02,920
(GROANS)
Now!
810
00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:06,960
Get on with it, get on with it.
811
00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:08,760
Move!
812
00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:11,120
What's wrong number 13?
I'm done!
813
00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:13,280
What do you mean you...
Look at me! Look at me!
814
00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:14,840
What's wrong with you? Look at me!
815
00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:16,440
Hold your head up high.
What's wrong?
816
00:36:16,480 --> 00:36:18,280
I can't do this shit!
817
00:36:18,320 --> 00:36:20,040
What do you wanna do, then?
818
00:36:20,080 --> 00:36:23,000
I'm done! I'm sorry!
819
00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:25,480
Go up and see the medic.
820
00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:26,920
Move! Go, go, go.
821
00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:31,440
(BREATHES HEAVILY)
822
00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:39,520
I've still gotta think about the
fact I've got my swimming career,
823
00:36:39,560 --> 00:36:43,360
and I won't stop fighting,
and I will clear my name.
824
00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:46,240
(GROANS)
825
00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:49,640
That's all that matters to me.
826
00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:51,720
(HAUNTING INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
827
00:36:54,080 --> 00:36:57,480
Shayna Jack is the sixth recruit
to quit the course.
828
00:37:00,920 --> 00:37:03,640
Come on, let's not switch off now.
829
00:37:03,680 --> 00:37:07,080
You probably know right now
that this is not a joke!
830
00:37:07,120 --> 00:37:08,760
This is not a game!
831
00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:10,520
This is how serious it gets!
832
00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:14,200
Right, listen in!
833
00:37:14,240 --> 00:37:19,880
When I say 'go',
you will run to your Bergens,
834
00:37:19,920 --> 00:37:24,240
get your dry kit out,
and get changed.
835
00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:28,280
If you do not shift from here
at the speed of 1,000 gazelles,
836
00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:31,440
I promise you I will put you
back into the water.
837
00:37:31,480 --> 00:37:32,960
Is that understood?
ALL: Yes, staff.
838
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:34,480
Go!
839
00:37:34,520 --> 00:37:38,320
(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
840
00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:40,760
When you fall hard,
you have to get back up.
841
00:37:40,800 --> 00:37:44,440
You have to dust yourself off
time and time again.
842
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:46,920
There is no other option.
843
00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:52,080
The moment you acknowledge that
and you deal with it,
844
00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:53,920
you will become more resilient.
845
00:38:01,360 --> 00:38:02,760
Hard without hot water, isn't it?
846
00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:04,280
Yeah, just...
847
00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,840
Yeah, I'm just gonna
give everything a good rinse.
848
00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:13,720
Badge, you psycho!
Oh, my god!
849
00:38:13,760 --> 00:38:15,320
Oh, Jesus! (LAUGHS)
850
00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:17,560
Don't think
I'll be doing that just...
851
00:38:17,600 --> 00:38:19,160
No chance!
852
00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:25,600
NARRATOR: With two more recruits
handing in their numbers,
853
00:38:25,640 --> 00:38:29,960
the DS are meeting to discuss
the performance of those who remain.
854
00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:31,440
It's been an interesting
couple of days,
855
00:38:31,480 --> 00:38:34,880
and today has extracted
a heavy toll.
856
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:38,000
A shame, but not surprising.
857
00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:39,840
They fucking suffered today,
858
00:38:39,880 --> 00:38:43,720
and they've all had a massive
reality check of where they are,
859
00:38:43,760 --> 00:38:46,080
and how serious this course is.
860
00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:49,360
I tell you who's mega focused,
is number ten. Mega!
861
00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:51,280
Yeah, he is, yeah.
Over-focused.
862
00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:53,960
Mate, I fucking like him.
863
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:56,160
See, number 14
was strong in the water.
864
00:38:56,200 --> 00:38:57,240
Yeah.
865
00:38:57,280 --> 00:39:00,440
Yeah, she's holding her own for
sure, and very humble about it.
866
00:39:00,480 --> 00:39:04,200
I tell you what, all those lot
that have got low body fat
867
00:39:04,240 --> 00:39:05,520
were hanging out.
868
00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:06,720
Mm-hm.
Like number six.
869
00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:09,120
Hates it.
His hair was...
870
00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:10,760
(LAUGHTER)
871
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:13,640
Number 16 was also hating it.
Yep.
872
00:39:13,680 --> 00:39:16,560
If I'd have put them in the water
one more exposure...
873
00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:18,680
She'd have chinned it off.
She would have chinned it off.
874
00:39:18,720 --> 00:39:21,000
Her head is elsewhere.
875
00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:22,720
(DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS)
876
00:39:22,760 --> 00:39:24,240
(CRICKETS CHIRP)
877
00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:29,080
After almost quitting
in today's surf immersion task...
878
00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:30,880
Number 16. Let's go!
879
00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:35,360
..the DS summon number 16, Ali,
for questioning.
880
00:39:35,400 --> 00:39:36,840
(DRAMATIC MUSIC BUILDS)
881
00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:03,040
How are you finding it?
882
00:40:03,080 --> 00:40:05,280
It's really tough.
883
00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:08,080
I'll look at the other people
and I'm like,
884
00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:12,120
"They might... be better than me."
885
00:40:13,160 --> 00:40:14,280
Why are you here?
886
00:40:15,320 --> 00:40:19,320
I wanna release my fears, or release
whatever's holding me back.
887
00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:23,880
I went through a huge part of my
life being really anxious, and...
888
00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:29,360
Why... what was
the anxiousness about?
889
00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:34,640
Just being in the spotlight,
not knowing how to deal with it.
890
00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:38,080
How come you were in the spotlight?
891
00:40:38,120 --> 00:40:43,880
Oh, because I was on a show
where I'm a woman dating...
892
00:40:45,040 --> 00:40:46,680
Factual, then?
(LAUGHS) ..a few men.
893
00:40:46,720 --> 00:40:48,240
A load of blokes?
(LAUGHS) Yeah.
894
00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:49,880
Yep.
895
00:40:49,920 --> 00:40:52,280
How did that go, then?
896
00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:54,880
Yeah, it went really well.
897
00:40:56,040 --> 00:40:58,640
It was definitely worth my time,
898
00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:01,600
because of what
I learnt about myself,
899
00:41:01,640 --> 00:41:04,240
and I say... I... (CLEARS THROAT)
900
00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:09,280
..I say that,
because I met an amazing man,
901
00:41:09,320 --> 00:41:13,560
and we spent two amazing
years together, um...
902
00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:16,000
Why are you getting upset?
What happened?
903
00:41:16,040 --> 00:41:19,720
He didn't want the same things
that I wanted, and...
904
00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:21,000
What do you want?
905
00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:23,000
..we just weren't on the... he was...
906
00:41:23,040 --> 00:41:26,400
..I still think he's my soul mate,
but our timelines are different.
907
00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:30,240
You need to park that shit, 'cause
it ain't gonna help you on this,
908
00:41:30,280 --> 00:41:32,400
and it's not gonna help you, going
forward in the rest of your life.
909
00:41:32,440 --> 00:41:33,720
Yeah, well, I guess...
Don't make...
910
00:41:33,760 --> 00:41:36,160
Mmm... yeah.
911
00:41:36,200 --> 00:41:38,840
Just breathe. Just relax.
912
00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:46,520
Yeah, 'cause I kind of
feel a bit empty.
913
00:41:48,720 --> 00:41:51,720
So, is this a recent thing?
Is this recent?
914
00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:52,920
Yeah, very recent.
915
00:41:52,960 --> 00:41:54,960
So, what's the plan now for you?
916
00:41:55,000 --> 00:42:00,920
Uh, going up to my parents' to live
for a while, to find my feet.
917
00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:04,880
You might as well forget
about the distraction
918
00:42:04,920 --> 00:42:06,400
and make this your distraction,
919
00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:08,440
and then you really will
find out about yourself.
920
00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:09,760
Yeah.
921
00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:13,200
Today you were all over the place,
922
00:42:13,240 --> 00:42:15,280
and that wasn't because you're
an all-over-the-place person,
923
00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:16,680
as far as I'm concerned.
924
00:42:16,720 --> 00:42:18,320
It's because you're not
concentrating properly.
925
00:42:18,360 --> 00:42:19,640
Mmm.
926
00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:24,360
Make a concerted effort
to commit to this 100%.
927
00:42:24,400 --> 00:42:25,880
You'll feel
a lot better about yourself.
928
00:42:25,920 --> 00:42:27,920
Mm-hm.
929
00:42:27,960 --> 00:42:29,880
Guard!
930
00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:37,760
Abandonment and rejection,
that's a big thing for me.
931
00:42:37,800 --> 00:42:40,880
Like, I'm very protective of myself.
932
00:42:42,640 --> 00:42:47,880
That fear of being hurt
so deep down,
933
00:42:47,920 --> 00:42:50,360
you just have to go through it
mentally yourself.
934
00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:55,680
And that's really what
I wanna get from this.
935
00:42:55,720 --> 00:42:59,280
You know, where I can be
so drilled into the ground,
936
00:42:59,320 --> 00:43:02,000
mentally and physically,
937
00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:03,680
and then get through it.
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