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(DRAMATIC MUSIC)
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NARRATOR: Deep in remote bushland,
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17 celebrities leave behind
their comfort and security
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to embark
on a life altering experience.
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For the next 14 days,
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they'll take part
in a condensed version
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of the SAS Selection course.
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Some are here
with a point to prove.
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Some to face their inner demons.
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And some are here
to fight for redemption.
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I hope the public know me
from uh playing AFL footy
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but they might just know me
from the affair
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with the wife of my teammate
at the time.
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I'm not trying to prove
anything to the public,
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it's to myself
and that's why I'm on the course.
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Many people know me
from the song 'Read My Lips'
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from E Street
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and most recently
the 'Housewives of Sydney'.
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I'm sitting here terrified,
I'm not gonna lie to you.
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I can't say to you,
"I'm gonna be fabulous and, yeah,
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"I'll be fine, don't worry!"
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I don't know.
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I honestly don't know.
I'm terrified.
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We don't care who they are.
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We don't care where they're from
or what they've done.
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Titles, labels, brands
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means absolutely nothing
on the battlefield.
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This is a course where you will be
fully exposed for who you truly are.
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I'm known
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for going on 'The Bachelor'
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and meeting my know hubby
Tim Robards.
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I think people think
that I'm quite delicate
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and that I wouldn't like
getting bruises or scratches.
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They're gonna think
that I'm not going to give 100%
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but they are so wrong.
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I used to be
a professional swimmer.
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I won multiple Olympic medals
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and broken many world records
over my career.
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I think that being able to deal
with those pressures
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and those circumstances
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is gonna help me
get through the course.
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Move! Let's go!
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Hurry up!
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To pass selection...
Move!
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..the recruits
will need strength,
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courage and commitment.
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Hurry up!
But they'll also need each other.
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Hurry up!
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Get a move on you two.
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Urgency in everything that we do,
listen in very carefully.
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Stop moving!
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First of all, welcome.
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You should be proud
you've taken that initial step
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to where you are now.
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Whatever you've done in the past,
it doesn't count here.
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Everything is wiped clean.
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Probably would know me
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from playing rugby league
in the NRL.
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I played for 15 seasons
uh for the Broncos,
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the Dragons and the Knights.
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I'm someone that only does things
that I'm good at normally.
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I'm doing this to prove to myself
that I can do something
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that's well out of my comfort zone
and overcome those barriers.
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We're going to strip
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anything negative
that you possess...
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and help you flip them
into a positive.
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I think everyone perceives me
the way I played football,
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my physicality on the field
and some of my wrong doings.
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I'm probably totally different now
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but I haven't been
in a competitive environment for,
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you know, quite a long time
so it's going to be interesting
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to see how I go with that.
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You will need
to throw yourself in the deep end
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with everything that you do.
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It will be an experience
of a lifetime
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and it starts right now.
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I'm an NRLW player
for the Brisbane Broncos.
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And I've also represented Australia
in Rugby League and Rugby Union.
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I just don't see myself quitting.
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I'm just about to put you...
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to the recesses of hell.
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(INTENSE MUSIC)
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You're going to be set on fire.
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This isn't some yoga retreat
where you find yourself.
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It's going to be a harsh
and brutal lesson from day one.
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What doesn't kill you makes you.
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Go, let's go!
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Remain calm.
Do not panic!
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Get a fucking grip of yourself.
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Chief instructor Ant Middleton.
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You are meant to be
a fucking ox.
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And his international team
of Special Forces soldiers.
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With two new elite commanders.
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Navy Seal Clint Emerson.
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He served 20 years
in the US Unit
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that took out Osama Bin Laden.
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Nothing will get in our way.
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Special Boat Services Dean Stott.
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I served 16 years in the military.
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I trained alongside Prince Harry
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and I've been trusted
to protect his life.
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This is my new mission.
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Get a grip of your team!
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Will push them!
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(YELLS)
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What happened?
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Give me your number
and you can go!
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Why would I go, I just pulled
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that cunt off the cliff.
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You call me cunt again
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and I'll smash you
in the fucking face.
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And beyond!
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SAS is so far
out of my comfort zone.
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I will not get through this course
without self-belief.
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Yes!
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I want this to be
the hardest most brutal thing
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I can think of.
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Fail!
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You're just about to be kidnapped.
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Get in the fucking car now,
fuck.
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Look at me, look at me.
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Listen, look at me, look at me.
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Your strengths will fucking prevail.
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I slept with my teammate's wife.
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What are you fucking playing at?
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Right, get outside!
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No other test asks as much...
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Stand up, stand up number six.
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..or means as much...
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It's not being
in my girl's life every day
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is probably the biggest thing
that I'm ashamed of.
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..to the few
who make it through.
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This first task is going to see
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if you've got the survival instincts
to last fucking another day.
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If you do not move quickly enough
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you will literally fucking burn
and burst into flames.
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Recruit on fire is to see
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how they cope when their world
is falling apart around them
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and you need guts.
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Guts is something that you will have
to bring to the forefront
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of this course.
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If you don't,
you'll be gone before you know it.
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First to face
the terrifying flames
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is reality TV star Locky Gilbert.
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I've done 'Survivor'
and then done 'The Bachelor',
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two completely different shows
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but this is something new
and I'm excited for it.
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I want this course to be
the hardest thing I have ever done.
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I want this to prove to everyone
that I am this tough alpha male.
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I want it to be fucking hard.
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Light me the fuck up.
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Move faster!
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Let's go all the way in.
Do not touch me.
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See that tree in front of you,
the last tree.
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Yes, staff.
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And the log
to the right hand side.
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Between that is your point of entry
into the water.
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Do not dive
and fucking snap your neck.
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Just get in waist height,
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fucking fast as you can
and flop forward.
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Do you understand me?
Yes, staff.
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When I set you on fire
I'm gonna to step back,
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maintain eye contact
until I give you the command go.
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Yes, staff.
What do you do?
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I've been
a couple of reality TV shows, but.
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Oh, you're one of them fuckers
are you?
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Oh, I work as an adventure guide.
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Shut the fuck up,
I don't want to know anyone.
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I don't fucking want to know.
You're fucking boring me.
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Fuel!
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So, I'm an egotistical fame whore.
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I mean I've done three TV shows,
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this is my fourth TV show.
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Of course like fame and notoriety
is what some people live for.
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I don't hide it. It's fun.
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It's exciting. It's what drives me.
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This isn't a fucking reality show,
get that into your fucking head.
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Do you understand me?
Yes, staff.
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(TENSE MUSIC)
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Go!
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I think Australia
just wants to see
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a bit of humility from me,
but selfishness has got me here.
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That's what I'm pissed off about.
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They're like,
"Oh, you need to change,
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"you need to change."
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I'm like fuck.
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I've had
a pretty good fucking life
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so (LAUGHS) do I?
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Oh, my fucking god!
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Come on,
we can play mermaid later.
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Let's go, let's go.
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I can't run that fast.
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You can, you can.
Don't say you can't.
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Being set on fire right off the bat
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you get to find out who's nervous,
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who's jittery, who's scared,
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who's allowing fear
to turn into panic.
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Stand there.
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Have you ever experienced
anything like that before?
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Not quite that.
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Stand behind your Bergen,
facing out towards the water.
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So, recruit on fire
is to really test the...
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the guts of the recruits.
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Yes.
Disappear.
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A lot of people have phobias.
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You know, maybe heights,
maybe water, some will be fire.
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Oh, my god.
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I'm a world title contender,
professional boxer.
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You might know me as the girl
that weights in in lingerie.
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I'm pretty popular for that.
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Despite her tough exterior,
boxer Ebanie has one very real fear.
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Yeah, it is.
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My biggest fear
is fire and burns, um, by far.
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Move! Faster!
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It's pretty intense.
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You know, I won't sit
around bonfires with my friends.
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I mean, I like to cook
on gas stoves.
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Fuel up.
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The way that I feel around fire.
I get really anxious.
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My heart will start pounding.
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If I feel any kind of heat,
like I do panic.
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When you get in there,
you get into waist height
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and then you flop forward.
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Do not fucking dip
cause it will fucking burn
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all your fucking hair off.
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She hates fire,
she can't even stand
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being near barbecues apparently.
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I'm gonna have to find
a way to block it out
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'cause I'm not gonna let my fear
stop me from,
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you know,
getting through to selection.
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Go!
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Faster, move.
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Fast as you can!
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Faster!
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Move faster than that Doris,
let's go!
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The third recruit to be set
on fire is model Simone Holtznagel.
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Some of the girls
might know me
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from Guess campaigns
working with major lingerie brands.
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I think some guys
might recognise me
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from the cover of playboy.
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That's usually how it goes.
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You need to fucking shift,
faster than that.
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OK. Yes, staff.
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'Cause I'll just keep you here
and trust me you will move
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when I set you on fire.
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A lot of people
are used to seeing me in lingerie
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so I'm excited
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to actually be wearing clothes
for once.
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This nervous energy
right here, keep it,
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'cause you're gonna need it.
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Yeah, I'm a pyromaniac.
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I love fire. I love it!
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But prefer to not be in a situation
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where I was about to die.
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Go!
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Faster!
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I don't know
if I can do this, guys.
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If we can all do it.
You can 100% can.
259
00:13:32,560 --> 00:13:33,560
OK.
OK?
260
00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:34,600
Yep.
261
00:13:34,640 --> 00:13:35,960
It doesn't matter
if you're an athlete.
262
00:13:36,000 --> 00:13:37,880
It doesn't matter if anything.
Hurry up!
263
00:13:37,920 --> 00:13:38,920
I haven't got all day.
264
00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:45,680
AFL commentator, Wayne Carey,
is next to feel the hit.
265
00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:47,720
Fuel!
266
00:13:47,760 --> 00:13:51,120
We're applying fuel to now,
you are going to feel extreme heat.
267
00:13:51,160 --> 00:13:52,160
Yes, staff.
268
00:13:52,200 --> 00:13:55,880
The affair, it's the biggest regret
of my life as an adult.
269
00:13:55,920 --> 00:13:58,240
I've done a lot of work
of trying to overcome it.
270
00:14:02,920 --> 00:14:05,320
Go! You better move.
271
00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:06,880
You better move, big boy!
272
00:14:09,080 --> 00:14:11,520
People say people don't change.
273
00:14:11,560 --> 00:14:14,680
You haven't lived in my shoes
if you say people can't change.
274
00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:19,400
People can change. They evolve.
275
00:14:19,440 --> 00:14:22,240
And I'm a perfect example
of someone
276
00:14:22,280 --> 00:14:24,360
that's been able to evolve.
277
00:14:27,880 --> 00:14:30,520
Olympic swimming legend
Geoff Huegill
278
00:14:30,560 --> 00:14:33,000
will now be set alight.
279
00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:36,400
We finished Sydney Olympics
and I struggled really hard.
280
00:14:36,440 --> 00:14:38,920
I was definitely partying
and drinking more,
281
00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:41,320
and put on 50 kilos.
282
00:14:41,360 --> 00:14:43,400
Listen in to the details
very carefully.
283
00:14:43,440 --> 00:14:46,280
Yes, staff.
Do not fuck this up.
284
00:14:46,320 --> 00:14:47,480
Fuel up.
285
00:14:47,520 --> 00:14:49,160
When I set you on fire,
I will set you on fire.
286
00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:52,080
I will step back.
Eye contact at all times.
287
00:14:52,120 --> 00:14:53,880
When I give you the command, go!
288
00:14:53,920 --> 00:14:57,360
You will switch your eye contact
from me to your point of entry
289
00:14:57,400 --> 00:15:00,200
and you will move at a speed
of 1,000 gazelles.
290
00:15:00,240 --> 00:15:05,120
I got arrested at the races
in Sydney for cocaine possession
291
00:15:05,160 --> 00:15:08,680
and in basically the blink of an eye
my whole world had changed
292
00:15:08,720 --> 00:15:10,120
just like that.
293
00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:15,720
Look at me, eye contact.
294
00:15:20,640 --> 00:15:22,080
Go!
295
00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:24,040
Shift, big fella, shift!
296
00:15:24,080 --> 00:15:26,600
I am here because I believe
that once you take
297
00:15:26,640 --> 00:15:28,800
ownership of mistakes,
298
00:15:28,840 --> 00:15:30,720
then you can go out there
and hopefully conquer
299
00:15:30,760 --> 00:15:31,960
whatever it is that you need to do.
300
00:15:41,520 --> 00:15:43,800
Get over here now, move!
301
00:15:43,840 --> 00:15:45,960
Despite making it to safety,
302
00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:50,320
Geoff missed one critical detail
from Ant's brief.
303
00:15:50,360 --> 00:15:53,600
Come on then,
where did you fuck up?
304
00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:56,160
Entering the water?
No, eye contact!
305
00:15:56,200 --> 00:15:59,920
I want to see your eyes,
so I can tell you what to do.'
306
00:16:00,920 --> 00:16:01,960
Cause guess what?
307
00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:04,800
You've got to trust me,
'cause you're on fire.
308
00:16:06,360 --> 00:16:07,400
Attention to detail.
309
00:16:07,440 --> 00:16:09,880
It's the small things
that can get you killed.
310
00:16:11,080 --> 00:16:13,760
Do not let it happen again.
311
00:16:13,800 --> 00:16:15,800
Away you go, back over to the DS.
Move!
312
00:16:15,840 --> 00:16:20,880
Recruit on fire
is a simple test of nerve.
313
00:16:25,960 --> 00:16:27,840
Staying completely calm
314
00:16:27,880 --> 00:16:30,520
when you're in a life
or death situation.
315
00:16:30,560 --> 00:16:32,480
Go!
316
00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:35,600
And it's something
that will tell us a lot
317
00:16:35,640 --> 00:16:37,480
about the recruits from day one.
318
00:16:37,520 --> 00:16:40,880
Faster! Are they gonna stay calm?
319
00:16:40,920 --> 00:16:42,960
Are they gonna panic?
320
00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:46,240
What are they gonna do?
Where is their head going to be at?
321
00:16:46,280 --> 00:16:49,840
And can they ultimately take
that split second,
322
00:16:49,880 --> 00:16:53,160
whilst they're on fire
to look around to use
323
00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:56,960
what they have at their disposal
324
00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:58,280
to keep themselves alive?
325
00:17:05,680 --> 00:17:07,680
Hurry up, move!
326
00:17:09,200 --> 00:17:13,240
The oldest female recruit,
singer and actor Melissa Tkautz,
327
00:17:13,280 --> 00:17:17,400
will need to muster all her courage
to complete the task.
328
00:17:18,839 --> 00:17:21,359
If you move like that
you are going to burn.
329
00:17:21,400 --> 00:17:23,359
I always knew I had
low self-esteem
330
00:17:23,400 --> 00:17:25,599
from a very young age,
331
00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:30,720
so I am doing this purely
for myself
332
00:17:30,760 --> 00:17:32,760
and my inner saboteur.
333
00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:35,480
Hurry up! Get here!
334
00:17:38,840 --> 00:17:40,880
I would expect that you're gonna be
the first to go!
335
00:17:42,360 --> 00:17:44,560
Prove me wrong, OK?
336
00:17:44,600 --> 00:17:47,000
Prove me wrong.
Prove yourself wrong.
337
00:17:47,040 --> 00:17:48,200
Calm yourself down.
338
00:17:48,240 --> 00:17:52,000
This industry can make you
very self-conscious of yourself.
339
00:17:52,040 --> 00:17:54,840
So, you're constantly being told
what's wrong about you.
340
00:17:54,880 --> 00:17:56,520
I think it would give anybody,
341
00:17:56,560 --> 00:17:58,320
you know,
self-doubt about themselves.
342
00:17:58,360 --> 00:18:00,840
Calm yourself down.
343
00:18:03,040 --> 00:18:05,400
Move a lot faster
than you just moved there.
344
00:18:05,440 --> 00:18:07,280
I can't run very fast staff.
Listen, listen, listen.
345
00:18:08,680 --> 00:18:11,560
You can! And you're going to.
346
00:18:11,600 --> 00:18:14,080
This is all about seeing
347
00:18:14,120 --> 00:18:17,480
if you can survive to fight
another day.
348
00:18:17,520 --> 00:18:18,800
You understand me?
Yes, staff.
349
00:18:18,840 --> 00:18:21,160
You move! Fuel up.
350
00:18:21,200 --> 00:18:23,800
When I set you on fire,
look at me, look at me.
351
00:18:23,840 --> 00:18:25,440
Calm yourself down.
352
00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:26,920
Calm yourself down.
353
00:18:26,960 --> 00:18:28,680
When I set you on fire...
Look at me.
354
00:18:28,720 --> 00:18:32,880
I will give you the command go,
on that command you move!
355
00:18:32,920 --> 00:18:34,720
Simple as that.
That's all I want you to do.
356
00:18:35,920 --> 00:18:39,040
The worst thing a recruit could do
is completely panic.
357
00:18:40,280 --> 00:18:42,840
The mind will malfunction.
358
00:18:42,880 --> 00:18:45,680
You won't be able to see
and think clearly.
359
00:18:45,720 --> 00:18:48,360
Right get a grip of yourself.
Yep.
360
00:18:48,400 --> 00:18:49,760
Yes, staff.
Yes, staff.
361
00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:52,360
Wait for it.
362
00:18:52,400 --> 00:18:55,360
You must stay calm
and do it correctly.
363
00:18:55,400 --> 00:18:59,600
Anything else, any other mistakes,
you're gonna die.
364
00:19:00,800 --> 00:19:01,840
Go!
365
00:19:04,400 --> 00:19:06,320
That's it, quicker, move!
366
00:19:07,960 --> 00:19:09,440
Fast as you can.
367
00:19:12,280 --> 00:19:13,320
Faster!
368
00:19:16,560 --> 00:19:18,400
You better move quicker!
369
00:19:22,040 --> 00:19:23,360
I want to challenge myself.
370
00:19:23,400 --> 00:19:24,880
I want to put myself
out there again.
371
00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:29,640
If I get through one day
372
00:19:29,680 --> 00:19:31,840
that is gonna be a huge step for me.
373
00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,760
The last recruit to face
374
00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:39,000
the daunting task
is comedian Pauly Fenech.
375
00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:41,000
Hurry up!
376
00:19:41,040 --> 00:19:42,320
My private life is probably
377
00:19:42,360 --> 00:19:44,240
not as much fun as my TV life.
378
00:19:44,280 --> 00:19:46,160
On TV it's, you know,
it's wild and crazy.
379
00:19:46,200 --> 00:19:48,120
I'm, you know,
throwing thongs at police
380
00:19:48,160 --> 00:19:51,360
and, you know, having threesomes
with uh strippers
381
00:19:51,400 --> 00:19:53,040
and all the rest of it.
382
00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:54,920
At home,
there's a lot less threesomes,
383
00:19:54,960 --> 00:19:56,000
let's just say that.
384
00:19:56,040 --> 00:19:59,800
Fuel! Fucking move quick!
385
00:19:59,840 --> 00:20:02,040
I joined the Army Reserves
when I finished school.
386
00:20:02,080 --> 00:20:04,400
I thought the Army
would somehow train me
387
00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:06,040
to be like Rambo.
388
00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:08,880
What I didn't realise is that
you don't get to be Rambo
389
00:20:08,920 --> 00:20:09,960
in the first minute.
390
00:20:12,360 --> 00:20:15,040
Go!
You better move, you better move!
391
00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:18,080
You better move quicker!
392
00:20:18,120 --> 00:20:19,640
I think
that's one of the great lessons
393
00:20:19,680 --> 00:20:23,040
I got out of the Reserves,
was personal discipline.
394
00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:26,200
Part of my interest in this course
is actually testing my discipline.
395
00:20:33,120 --> 00:20:34,960
Strip everything down
to your underwear.
396
00:20:35,000 --> 00:20:36,400
You're gonna put everything
in the bin, OK,
397
00:20:36,440 --> 00:20:37,840
and then you're gonna check in
with staff.
398
00:20:37,880 --> 00:20:38,880
Go!
399
00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:40,320
You know, when you do
stand-up comedy,
400
00:20:40,360 --> 00:20:43,760
you have to have absolute
confidence or you will fail.
401
00:20:43,800 --> 00:20:48,840
So, after years and years
of all this stuff, I have no shame.
402
00:20:55,600 --> 00:20:58,880
Fuck me,
we've got a streaker.
403
00:20:58,920 --> 00:21:00,320
Right, quick as you can!
404
00:21:05,000 --> 00:21:06,800
Right, stand there.
405
00:21:06,840 --> 00:21:08,640
Clearly a confident individual.
406
00:21:08,680 --> 00:21:12,360
Must be hung
like an Afghan yak, or not.
407
00:21:12,400 --> 00:21:14,600
Happy with your experience?
100%.
408
00:21:14,640 --> 00:21:16,640
OK, disappear.
Thank you, staff.
409
00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:25,280
Holy shit.
I thought you said it wasn't cold.
410
00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:28,720
I don't feel the need
for underwear, staff.
411
00:21:28,760 --> 00:21:30,240
Clearly.
412
00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:32,600
True commando.
I see you're happy with that.
413
00:21:35,640 --> 00:21:36,800
No helmet required.
414
00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:41,120
You have five minutes
to get in your clothing,
415
00:21:41,160 --> 00:21:43,840
put your boots on
and get your bergens on your back.
416
00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:48,320
Special Forces selection
does not care who you are...
417
00:21:49,600 --> 00:21:52,400
where you are from,
what you've done,
418
00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:56,720
it is designed
to test you physically
419
00:21:56,760 --> 00:21:59,960
and psychologically
to breaking point.
420
00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,800
OK, then as a group
you're gonna follow me.
421
00:22:03,920 --> 00:22:05,880
Let's go.
422
00:22:05,920 --> 00:22:07,400
Keep it together.
423
00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:09,280
Keep up with me.
424
00:22:09,320 --> 00:22:11,680
It's designed for you to fail.
425
00:22:11,720 --> 00:22:14,760
We want to see
how reactive you are.
426
00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:17,000
How proactive you are.
427
00:22:17,040 --> 00:22:20,920
And how you can flip your mindset
to any given situation
428
00:22:20,960 --> 00:22:22,400
and make it work for you.
429
00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:28,040
Coming up...
430
00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:29,880
Clockwise you have the latrine.
431
00:22:29,920 --> 00:22:33,640
DS Clint exposes
the harsh realities of camp.
432
00:22:33,680 --> 00:22:36,520
The toilet situation
is like freaking me out.
433
00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:42,040
Geoff reveals all.
434
00:22:42,080 --> 00:22:44,440
I was arrested
for cocaine possession.
435
00:22:45,840 --> 00:22:49,480
And I had to make the call
to leave my family.
436
00:22:51,080 --> 00:22:52,920
This drill is fucking horrible.
437
00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:56,360
And DS Stotty's
terrifying new task.
438
00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:59,520
You panic,
you lose control, you die.
439
00:23:02,320 --> 00:23:03,480
I'm so scared!
440
00:23:11,080 --> 00:23:15,200
The 17 celebrity recruits
arrive at base camp,
441
00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:18,080
an abandoned outpost,
442
00:23:18,120 --> 00:23:20,560
that will act
as their basic accommodation
443
00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:22,600
while on the selection course.
444
00:23:34,840 --> 00:23:35,880
OK, keep up.
445
00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:39,840
Let's go, let's go.
446
00:23:39,880 --> 00:23:40,920
Come on then!
447
00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:52,880
Hopefully you realise
where you are right now.
448
00:23:52,920 --> 00:23:55,680
And you realise this isn't a game.
This isn't a joke for us.
449
00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:00,840
Let me introduce you
to my new team.
450
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:03,400
Clint Emerson.
451
00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:05,760
He's a former US Navy Seal.
452
00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:07,920
Seal Team Six.
453
00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:11,400
They carry out
the US's most dangerous missions.
454
00:24:11,440 --> 00:24:15,240
Seal Team Six is responsible
for taking down Bin Laden.
455
00:24:15,280 --> 00:24:16,360
Stotty.
456
00:24:17,800 --> 00:24:20,200
Served 16 years in the military.
457
00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:22,560
He served multiple tours
alongside myself.
458
00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:25,640
He finished his career
459
00:24:25,680 --> 00:24:28,400
in the United Kingdom
Special Forces.
460
00:24:28,440 --> 00:24:33,160
He also worked very closely
with the British Royal Family.
461
00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:35,400
Ollie.
462
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:37,440
The amount of knowledge
and experience
463
00:24:37,480 --> 00:24:42,080
that he has as a former
UK Special Forces operator
464
00:24:42,120 --> 00:24:43,640
is unrivalled.
465
00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:46,480
We are here to give you
466
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:52,320
an authentic Special Forces
selection process experience.
467
00:24:52,360 --> 00:24:54,560
We will invest our time,
our knowledge and experience
468
00:24:54,600 --> 00:24:56,200
into you if you want it.
469
00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:59,080
We will live and breathe
every moment with you.
470
00:24:59,120 --> 00:25:00,960
We will go on this journey
with you.
471
00:25:02,280 --> 00:25:06,800
All we want you to do
is to adapt a military mindset.
472
00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:10,720
Right listen in.
473
00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:13,040
You will now be issued
your numbers.
474
00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:15,360
I make no apologies for your names
475
00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:17,520
'cause I don't even know
who the fuck you are.
476
00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:19,080
Bridges, Ebanie.
477
00:25:21,360 --> 00:25:23,440
Huegill, Geoff.
478
00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:25,880
You have got a head
like a sniper's dream.
479
00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:28,240
Buttrose, Richard.
480
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:31,880
I'm the nephew
of Ida Buttrose.
481
00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:35,760
In February 2009 I was arrested
for cocaine supply
482
00:25:35,800 --> 00:25:39,200
and was convicted and sentenced
to prison for nine years.
483
00:25:40,560 --> 00:25:41,640
Carey, Wayne.
484
00:25:41,680 --> 00:25:44,920
At the time I had
six kilos of cocaine
485
00:25:44,960 --> 00:25:49,280
and $1.3 million cash in a box
under my bed.
486
00:25:49,320 --> 00:25:50,720
Hall, Barry.
487
00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:52,200
Melissa Wu.
488
00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:54,920
You know, in many ways
going into the SAS course
489
00:25:54,960 --> 00:25:56,600
is exactly like going into prison.
490
00:25:56,640 --> 00:25:58,120
Fenech, Paul.
491
00:25:58,160 --> 00:25:59,840
It doesn't matter
what are background is,
492
00:25:59,880 --> 00:26:00,880
it doesn't matter who we are.
493
00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:02,600
Boyd, Darius.
494
00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:06,320
Gilbert, Locky. Pledger, Orpheus.
495
00:26:06,360 --> 00:26:07,560
We're all gonna be
stripped down
496
00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:09,280
and we're all gonna be wearing
the same clothes
497
00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:11,600
and we're all gonna be sleeping
in the same type of bed.
498
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:13,360
Holtznagel, Simon.
499
00:26:13,400 --> 00:26:14,920
We're all gonna be the same.
500
00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:16,600
Alright, listen in.
501
00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:17,640
You've got numbers now.
502
00:26:17,680 --> 00:26:21,400
You will be known as that number
from this moment onwards.
503
00:26:21,440 --> 00:26:24,880
If you do not want to be here,
simply take your number off
504
00:26:24,920 --> 00:26:27,080
and hand it to one of the DS.
505
00:26:27,120 --> 00:26:28,120
VW.
506
00:26:28,160 --> 00:26:30,600
Voluntarily withdraw yourself
from the course.
507
00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:34,040
If we think
you're not up to scratch,
508
00:26:34,080 --> 00:26:36,760
we will get rid of you.
509
00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:38,560
As simple as that.
510
00:26:38,600 --> 00:26:40,440
You belong to us four DS now.
511
00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:44,240
Fucking embrace it.
512
00:26:44,280 --> 00:26:45,680
There's no other way. Turn around.
513
00:26:47,200 --> 00:26:49,360
Let's go.
514
00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:52,720
In order to acquaint
the recruits with camp life
515
00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:54,760
and the rules to go with it,
516
00:26:54,800 --> 00:26:59,600
former Navy Seal DS Clint
gives them a tour of the base.
517
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:03,480
The base certainly emulates
a prison camp.
518
00:27:03,520 --> 00:27:06,880
It's loosely connected
to plenty of places
519
00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:08,600
that I've personally stayed at.
520
00:27:08,640 --> 00:27:11,040
You know, safe sights
or safe houses
521
00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:14,240
are usually the worst place
you can think of.
522
00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:17,760
Line up right here,
shoulder to shoulder.
523
00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:21,480
This is our home. All of us right.
524
00:27:21,520 --> 00:27:23,960
We're staying just beyond
the fence line over there,
525
00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:25,680
along with medical over there.
526
00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:29,000
As you come inside the fence line
you have the recruit rock.
527
00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:32,440
OK, this rock is the only place
where you will communicate from
528
00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:34,280
and you will only use
the word 'Staff'
529
00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:36,360
to get our attention
so that we can come
530
00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:38,640
and help you with whatever it is
you think you need help with.
531
00:27:38,680 --> 00:27:39,840
Alright?
532
00:27:39,880 --> 00:27:42,680
Clockwise you have the latrines, OK.
533
00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:45,320
They have pans underneath,
pans have to be changed.
534
00:27:45,360 --> 00:27:47,240
I recommend
you change them regularly.
535
00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:52,880
The toilet situation
is like freaking me out, no, no.
536
00:27:54,800 --> 00:27:56,520
I just don't even want to talk
about it.
537
00:27:56,560 --> 00:27:57,680
To the left of that,
538
00:27:57,720 --> 00:28:00,560
right behind you guys,
is your shower OK?
539
00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:01,960
It's a pale with holes in it.
540
00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:05,960
Getting naked at base,
I don't know whether I'll be naked.
541
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:07,360
(LAUGHS)
542
00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:09,200
As long as I've got
a full brief on or a,
543
00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:12,040
you know a sports bra
I'll... I'll be OK.
544
00:28:12,080 --> 00:28:13,520
Don't be sneaking over
into the latrine
545
00:28:13,560 --> 00:28:15,560
thinking you're gonna be taking
a shower over there, alright?
546
00:28:15,600 --> 00:28:18,440
When I got naked on 'Survivor',
547
00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:20,120
after that episode aired.
548
00:28:20,160 --> 00:28:23,920
I was on about like
20 different gay Instagram sites
549
00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:25,440
and I then I was like, I made it.
550
00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:28,360
Let's follow on in here.
551
00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:32,120
The recruits are really just put in
an environment
552
00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:35,920
where they have to get comfortable
being uncomfortable.
553
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:38,600
And once you do that then it makes
getting through
554
00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:40,560
anything else in life
so much easier.
555
00:28:41,560 --> 00:28:43,720
Alright starting from the rear,
556
00:28:43,760 --> 00:28:47,000
you see drying racks right
so you're probably gonna get wet
557
00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:49,320
from time to time
that's where you'll hang your stuff.
558
00:28:49,360 --> 00:28:51,280
Once again,
the racks stay where they're at.
559
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:54,040
There's a fire,
the fire obviously keeps going
560
00:28:54,080 --> 00:28:56,000
24/7 to dry everything
you've got in here
561
00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:57,320
and to keep you warm.
562
00:28:57,360 --> 00:28:59,280
Prison,
they're really horrible memories
563
00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:01,360
but I don't think there's anything
564
00:29:01,400 --> 00:29:04,920
that can be presented to me
that I haven't seen before.
565
00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:09,480
Whatever they serve up on day one,
I'm prepared for.
566
00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:11,520
I just know
that if I'm wet and cold,
567
00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:13,680
the person next to me
is wet and cold.
568
00:29:13,720 --> 00:29:17,800
Alright,
so duty recruit falls on you.
569
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:20,560
Everyone will feed
their questions concerns,
570
00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:23,480
whatever it is you have
through her, OK?
571
00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:24,680
ALL: Yes, staff.
572
00:29:24,720 --> 00:29:26,840
OK, you have this moment
for yourselves.
573
00:29:26,880 --> 00:29:28,760
We'll be back.
574
00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:30,720
Can we go to the bathroom?
575
00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:31,800
I'll come with you.
576
00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:39,680
As the recruits settle
into their new reality,
577
00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:42,000
number 11, model Simone,
578
00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:43,400
is already struggling
with military life.
579
00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:44,440
It's...
580
00:29:44,480 --> 00:29:45,880
Everything's so confusing
as well...
581
00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:48,040
I know, but it's day one.
..like with the bags and stuff...
582
00:29:48,080 --> 00:29:49,080
..'cause you're like...
583
00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:51,360
I know, it's day one though
and I know it's hard
584
00:29:51,400 --> 00:29:56,320
cause no one's, we're all learning
together but it's day one, OK?
585
00:29:56,360 --> 00:30:00,040
But number 15,
NRLW player Millie Boyle,
586
00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:03,440
tries to lift the spirits
of her fellow recruit.
587
00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:05,760
Today is a hard day
and it's new,
588
00:30:05,800 --> 00:30:07,600
we've been up
for fucking ten hours already.
589
00:30:07,640 --> 00:30:08,680
I know.
590
00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:11,920
Like I know on our watches.
591
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:14,440
Lucky I do 24 hour time.
(LAUGHS)
592
00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:16,240
I can't even, do you know what?
(LAUGHS)
593
00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:18,880
I'll be able to tell
24 hour time by the end of this.
594
00:30:18,920 --> 00:30:23,880
You just minus,
so 13 minus two is 11
595
00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:25,040
which means one.
596
00:30:25,080 --> 00:30:27,240
So, you just get rid of that fi...
597
00:30:27,280 --> 00:30:29,920
That means nothing to me.
(LAUGHS)
598
00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:31,200
13 minus two.
599
00:30:31,240 --> 00:30:35,840
So, yeah, like if it's like
22:00 hours, minus two is what?
600
00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:39,080
Minus two, 20 hours?
601
00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:42,120
OK, I did a hard one.
21:00 hours would be ten.
602
00:30:42,160 --> 00:30:43,720
So, 20.
603
00:30:43,760 --> 00:30:45,160
20 which would be ten.
604
00:30:48,440 --> 00:30:50,240
If you think about it,
like you've got
605
00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:54,120
after 12 it goes 13, 14, 15, 16.
606
00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:56,800
So, like you just think of it
like that.
607
00:30:56,840 --> 00:31:01,120
So, if it's 14, just think minus two
off the last number
608
00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:03,120
and that's the time.
609
00:31:03,160 --> 00:31:06,320
So, minus two off the second number.
I'll just go, 12.
610
00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:09,640
No that takes ages.
13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19.
611
00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:12,040
(LAUGHS)
7:00.
612
00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:13,680
That's what I'm gonna end up doing.
613
00:31:13,720 --> 00:31:15,040
Oh, dear.
614
00:31:15,080 --> 00:31:17,960
Well, you can just ask me
and I'll just tell you.
615
00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:21,200
Coming up...
616
00:31:23,840 --> 00:31:25,800
Where you think up is,
where you think down is,
617
00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:27,160
everyone is disorientated.
618
00:31:27,200 --> 00:31:30,400
An epic task of pure panic.
619
00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:39,200
I know, can you wait for me?
620
00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:43,040
Oh, my god, this is disgusting.
621
00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:47,520
(GROANS)
622
00:31:49,280 --> 00:31:52,720
As number 11,
model Simone, adapts to base life.
623
00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:55,800
I can't wee.
624
00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:57,160
This is the worst.
625
00:32:01,720 --> 00:32:05,000
Other recruits want to gossip
on TV personality
626
00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:07,560
Anna Heinrich's time
on 'The Bachelor'.
627
00:32:07,600 --> 00:32:09,680
'Cause I was kind of always
that single girl
628
00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:13,480
amongst my friends
and my friend put me forward.
629
00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:14,640
He didn't do what Locky did
630
00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:16,200
and tell two girls
that he loved them. (LAUGHS)
631
00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:17,240
No.
632
00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:18,680
Are you still
with that chick then, Lock?
633
00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:20,520
Yeah.
634
00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:22,960
There's still another 18
to pick from right?
635
00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:24,160
Playing the numbers game.
636
00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:26,240
(LAUGHS)
637
00:32:26,280 --> 00:32:28,760
After I got divorced,
I got asked to go on 'The Bachelor',
638
00:32:28,800 --> 00:32:29,840
to be 'The Bachelor.'
639
00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:30,880
To be 'The Bachelor'.
640
00:32:30,920 --> 00:32:32,480
To be 'The Bachelor'
and I was like that...
641
00:32:32,520 --> 00:32:35,160
that is just not the right example
to set to my daughters.
642
00:32:35,200 --> 00:32:37,360
(LAUGHS)
643
00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:38,960
Outside of the pool,
644
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,160
the other proudest moments
of my life
645
00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:42,600
is actually just being a dad.
646
00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:47,160
I'm very lucky I have
two beautiful girls with my ex-wife.
647
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:49,400
I uh, I love just being a dad.
648
00:32:51,040 --> 00:32:52,120
Number five!
649
00:32:54,760 --> 00:32:56,800
Having drawn attention to himself
650
00:32:56,840 --> 00:33:00,480
for not following instructions
during the task,
651
00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:02,800
Geoff is summoned for questioning.
652
00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:09,680
The Special Forces is about
what you possess up here.
653
00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:13,200
Do not think that you can hide
what goes on in your head
654
00:33:13,240 --> 00:33:15,040
with you exterior
because what we will do,
655
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:17,240
we will chip away at all of that
656
00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:19,520
and really get inside your head
657
00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,000
and find out
what you're truly about.
658
00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:40,520
Stand right there.
659
00:33:58,520 --> 00:34:00,760
What's going through your head?
660
00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:02,600
What was going through your head
this morning
661
00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:04,560
when you just decided
to fucking not listen
662
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:06,480
to simple instruction?
663
00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:08,000
Eye fucking contact.
664
00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:09,560
Yes, staff.
Eye contact!
665
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:12,199
I want to fucking see your eyes
666
00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:13,600
so I can tell you what to do!
667
00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:16,760
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
668
00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:18,440
So, what are you doing here?
669
00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:20,600
Why are you on this course?
670
00:34:20,639 --> 00:34:21,800
To push myself.
671
00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:24,199
I haven't had the opportunity
to step out
672
00:34:24,239 --> 00:34:26,440
of this comfort zone
673
00:34:26,480 --> 00:34:29,400
since I retired from sport
over ten years over.
674
00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:30,639
Talk to me
about your sport first.
675
00:34:30,679 --> 00:34:32,440
I was a swimmer.
676
00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:33,800
So, I had two parts of my career.
677
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:35,560
I finished the first part
of my career,
678
00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:39,120
um, Olympic silver and bronze.
679
00:34:39,159 --> 00:34:41,320
Eight world records.
680
00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:44,320
Well, five Commonwealth gold,
six world championship gold.
681
00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:47,199
After 2004 I retired.
682
00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:49,080
I put on 50 kilograms.
683
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:51,560
Fucking hell, mate,
what were you doing?
684
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:53,239
Just enjoying life.
Yeah, yeah.
685
00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:54,800
Kebabs for breakfast,
pizza, alcohol.
686
00:34:54,840 --> 00:34:56,320
Yeah, yeah.
687
00:34:56,360 --> 00:34:58,320
I am an emotional eater.
688
00:34:58,360 --> 00:35:00,960
For a large part of my life,
689
00:35:01,000 --> 00:35:03,280
I had to be so strict
and regimented
690
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:06,160
and follow diets and eat healthy
691
00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:08,880
and live a strict lifestyle
that in order to deal
692
00:35:08,920 --> 00:35:10,480
with my emotions at times...
693
00:35:11,720 --> 00:35:15,200
I would find comfort
in things like food or booze.
694
00:35:15,240 --> 00:35:17,360
I lost 45 kilos. (LAUGHS)
695
00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:19,400
I got back behind the blocks again.
696
00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:22,440
I won a couple of medals
at the Commonwealth Games
697
00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:27,360
but in 2014, I was arrested
with my ex-wife
698
00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:29,400
at the races for cocaine possession.
699
00:35:32,040 --> 00:35:35,440
Yeah, we, you know,
we got pulled aside,
700
00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:36,960
we were just pulled aside
by the police
701
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:38,680
and I was searched
702
00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:41,840
and basically in the blink of an eye
703
00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:45,000
our life turned upside down.
704
00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:46,960
You know, the rest is history.
705
00:35:47,000 --> 00:35:50,440
I was carrying a lot of shame
and a lot of guilt
706
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:53,320
that I put my family
through that whole process
707
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:55,480
and it led me to get to a point
708
00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:58,880
where I had to make the call
to leave my family.
709
00:36:06,720 --> 00:36:08,440
I definitely have the regret.
710
00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:14,200
My biggest one would be
not being in my kid's lives
711
00:36:14,240 --> 00:36:16,000
on a daily basis
712
00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:17,960
because of our,
the marriage separation.
713
00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:21,840
Like that's been a big,
714
00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:24,440
that's been a big eye opener right
because life gets taken,
715
00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:27,000
as you guys know,
life gets taken away from you
716
00:36:27,040 --> 00:36:28,080
in the blink of an eye.
717
00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:35,600
It's OK. Listen, it's all good.
718
00:36:35,640 --> 00:36:37,800
Yeah, I think...
719
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:42,200
when I retired from sport
the second time around...
720
00:36:43,200 --> 00:36:44,480
.. yeah, that's it,
721
00:36:44,520 --> 00:36:46,520
the only thing I ever cared
for was family.
722
00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:50,000
(SOBS) Fuck.
723
00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:54,280
The only thing I
ever lived for after swimming
724
00:36:54,320 --> 00:36:55,880
was just be a dad,
right.
725
00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:58,960
It's something that I loved,
I wanted to be.
726
00:37:01,160 --> 00:37:06,640
It hurts me to be in a position
727
00:37:06,680 --> 00:37:08,560
where I don't get to live
with my girls
728
00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:10,000
on a day to day basis.
729
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:16,080
The last time I got to hold them
was 18 months ago.
730
00:37:16,120 --> 00:37:17,920
I lost my family basically.
731
00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:23,280
And everything just changed
in the blink of an eye.
732
00:37:26,720 --> 00:37:27,760
Yeah.
733
00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:34,040
That one night out
734
00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:36,520
fucked a lot of things up for you.
735
00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,880
You know, you are probably looking
for a little thing
736
00:37:38,920 --> 00:37:40,240
to redeem yourself.
737
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:42,360
You've still got
a whole other life to live.
738
00:37:42,400 --> 00:37:45,240
Say you lived
to you're fucking 90.
739
00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:47,320
You've got another life to live.
740
00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:50,840
Don't ever underestimate
fucking time on earth.
741
00:37:50,880 --> 00:37:53,000
And we're always learning,
we're always worrying, we're always,
742
00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:56,280
you know, and as long
as we can continue on that process
743
00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:58,280
then all of that will fucking go
744
00:37:58,320 --> 00:38:00,000
but the moment you stop
745
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:02,840
and you let that define you
or you let that take charge of you
746
00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:04,360
then you will be known
just for that.
747
00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:06,200
Yeah.
So, get back in the game.
748
00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,360
Yeah.
Fucking listen.
749
00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:09,040
The past
is the fucking past my man.
750
00:38:09,080 --> 00:38:10,640
Yeah.
Crack on.
751
00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:13,920
Guard!
752
00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:22,400
I've had times
where I sat there
753
00:38:22,440 --> 00:38:25,000
and thought there would be
an easier way out.
754
00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:28,960
But I'm very proud of the fact
that I've been able to pull myself
755
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:30,680
out of some pretty dark times.
756
00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:33,720
Step to your right.
757
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:37,880
Turn, hands out,
thumbs up, let's go.
758
00:38:41,280 --> 00:38:42,320
Stop there.
759
00:38:43,880 --> 00:38:46,320
After all he's done
and then people remember that.
760
00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:53,280
If there's ever a message
that I want to share with my kids,
761
00:38:53,320 --> 00:38:55,560
is to get them to understand
and recognise
762
00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:57,560
that life is not going to be easy.
763
00:38:59,960 --> 00:39:02,840
The most important thing
is how we pick ourselves up
764
00:39:02,880 --> 00:39:04,320
and how we dust ourselves off.
765
00:39:13,160 --> 00:39:15,560
Oh, my god,
my foot looks like a corpse.
766
00:39:16,720 --> 00:39:18,440
(GROANS)
767
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:20,880
It's only half a day
into the course
768
00:39:20,920 --> 00:39:22,400
and some of the recruits
769
00:39:22,440 --> 00:39:25,760
are already tending
to their war wounds.
770
00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:27,560
Oh, god, I did it again.
771
00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:30,520
I think the Australian public
probably perceives me
772
00:39:30,560 --> 00:39:32,000
to be a bit of an airhead.
773
00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:33,240
You can do it,
it's super easy to do
774
00:39:33,280 --> 00:39:35,120
with your fingers.
775
00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:36,160
There you go.
776
00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:39,200
You just grab it like, (MUMBLES).
777
00:39:39,240 --> 00:39:41,200
I think
I would like to prove
778
00:39:41,240 --> 00:39:44,360
to other people
that you cannot judge
779
00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:46,920
a book by its cover.
780
00:39:46,960 --> 00:39:48,360
Oh, no.
781
00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:52,600
Because I would like to think
that I'd make a great soldier.
782
00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:53,960
Don't pull it too tight,
783
00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:55,760
cause that you can move.
784
00:39:55,800 --> 00:39:57,960
Ooh, no, I can't.
Yeah.
785
00:39:58,000 --> 00:39:59,200
Fuck!
786
00:39:59,240 --> 00:40:01,560
But I don't know.
787
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:03,480
(LAUGHS)
788
00:40:03,520 --> 00:40:05,760
I don't really do anything
that warrants blisters
789
00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:08,600
anywhere else
(LAUGHS) besides high heels.
790
00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:09,880
(LAUGHS)
791
00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:11,880
Duty recruit!
792
00:40:13,040 --> 00:40:15,160
Duty recruit!
793
00:40:15,200 --> 00:40:16,560
Yeah, I reckon
we could probably get
794
00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:18,120
two scoops out everyone.
795
00:40:18,160 --> 00:40:19,160
So, yeah.
796
00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:20,720
Alright duty recruit,
do you not hear me
797
00:40:20,760 --> 00:40:22,080
shouting down there?
798
00:40:22,120 --> 00:40:23,200
No.
Right.
799
00:40:23,240 --> 00:40:24,280
Come here.
800
00:40:27,200 --> 00:40:28,720
13:50 at full kit.
801
00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:30,480
Yes.
Ready to go.
802
00:40:30,520 --> 00:40:32,120
Get in the transport.
Yes, staff.
803
00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:33,480
All clear?
Yes, staff.
804
00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:34,560
Cheers.
805
00:40:36,240 --> 00:40:38,200
Guys, just listen in
for a second please.
806
00:40:38,240 --> 00:40:40,640
So, I've just been
told that at 1:50
807
00:40:40,680 --> 00:40:43,760
we all need to be out there
without full kits.
808
00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:46,120
OK? Bags, everything.
809
00:40:47,240 --> 00:40:48,360
Go, move!
810
00:40:49,720 --> 00:40:51,240
Faster, let's go!
811
00:40:51,280 --> 00:40:53,720
Very long, long afternoon.
812
00:40:57,960 --> 00:40:59,840
With their injuries patched,
813
00:40:59,880 --> 00:41:03,600
the recruits are about to be thrown
into another brutal task.
814
00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:06,600
I don't know
what we're gonna face now.
815
00:41:09,640 --> 00:41:13,720
Designed to test their composure
under extreme pressure.
816
00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:18,240
Get out! Hurry up!
817
00:41:20,040 --> 00:41:21,280
Get your bergens.
818
00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:23,480
Let's go!
819
00:41:24,640 --> 00:41:27,200
First man on me,
let's go number two stand here.
820
00:41:27,240 --> 00:41:29,000
One line. Right up to me.
821
00:41:29,040 --> 00:41:30,640
Do not fucking walk.
822
00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:32,240
Face that way.
823
00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:33,920
Face my way.
824
00:41:33,960 --> 00:41:35,960
Let's go.
Shoulder to shoulder.
825
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:37,680
Who you fucking waiting for?
826
00:41:37,720 --> 00:41:38,880
Who you waiting for?
827
00:41:40,240 --> 00:41:41,440
Get a grip of yourself.
828
00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:46,760
Listen in.
829
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:48,440
You're going to see
a demonstration.
830
00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:52,960
You're going to conduct
this drill in pairs.
831
00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:56,520
Keeping each other alive.
832
00:41:56,560 --> 00:42:00,920
Using absolutely
every single psychological resource
833
00:42:00,960 --> 00:42:03,280
you have to stop yourselves
834
00:42:03,320 --> 00:42:05,200
and your partners
from fucking drowning.
835
00:42:10,560 --> 00:42:15,760
I'm gonna run you through the drill
once and once only.
836
00:42:15,800 --> 00:42:17,920
Take in everything you can.
837
00:42:17,960 --> 00:42:19,760
Process everything you can.
838
00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:24,040
The aeroplane down drill
is designed
839
00:42:24,080 --> 00:42:26,600
to test you psychologically
and physically
840
00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:30,080
to your limits
for when you're going down.
841
00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:36,560
Bang you hit the water,
breathe naturally.
842
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:38,760
If you start to hyperventilate
and you start to panic,
843
00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:41,320
calm down, it's coming.
844
00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:42,720
Fuck all you can do about it.
845
00:42:44,120 --> 00:42:46,320
This drill is so important
846
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:51,200
but it requires nerves of steel
to get out of there
847
00:42:51,240 --> 00:42:53,800
and live to fight another day.
848
00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:56,840
Breathe naturally
and natural fill of the lungs.
849
00:42:58,160 --> 00:43:01,200
When you start to go over
you will flip all the way over.
850
00:43:09,920 --> 00:43:12,600
You will not move out
of your seatbelts
851
00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:15,440
until the aircraft comes to a stop.
852
00:43:15,480 --> 00:43:17,960
(TENSE MUSIC)
853
00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:20,480
I'm going to endanger
the life of someone else.
854
00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:21,960
I can't do it.
855
00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:23,280
Stay there, stay there.
856
00:43:23,320 --> 00:43:24,320
Wait I will finish my brief.
857
00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:25,480
OK, sorry, staff. Sorry.
858
00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:27,040
If you can't do it,
that's absolutely fine.
859
00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:32,120
You will know
when you're upside down
860
00:43:32,160 --> 00:43:35,320
and then whoever is on the left,
861
00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:38,560
they will undo their seatbelt
and with their arm,
862
00:43:38,600 --> 00:43:43,640
they will push themselves
towards the back of the aircraft.
863
00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:47,440
Once they're free,
the right hand seat
864
00:43:47,480 --> 00:43:50,320
will undo their seatbelt
865
00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:52,520
and push off the back of the chair.
866
00:43:54,240 --> 00:43:57,000
You will make your way
out of that big fucking hole
867
00:43:57,040 --> 00:43:58,320
at the back of the aircraft.
868
00:43:59,360 --> 00:44:02,960
Do not climb through those windows
unless your life depends on it.
869
00:44:05,920 --> 00:44:07,760
If you carry out the drill correctly
870
00:44:07,800 --> 00:44:12,080
and you use each other
you will pass.
871
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:18,560
So, that's why you need each other.
872
00:44:18,600 --> 00:44:20,520
If one of you fucks up.
873
00:44:20,560 --> 00:44:23,040
Both of you fail.
It's as simple as that.
874
00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:26,280
This drill is horrible
875
00:44:26,320 --> 00:44:28,400
and you will feel like
you're drowning.
876
00:44:30,840 --> 00:44:32,960
Save those tears.
Sorry.
877
00:44:33,000 --> 00:44:34,440
Save them.
878
00:44:34,480 --> 00:44:35,960
That's energy.
879
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:39,200
That's emotion. That's fear.
880
00:44:39,240 --> 00:44:41,240
It's a driving factor right there
that you're wasting.
881
00:44:43,440 --> 00:44:45,800
Anyone not happy with this drill?
882
00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:50,680
The rest of you go
and dress behind your bergens, move!
883
00:44:52,720 --> 00:44:54,040
What's wrong number three?
884
00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:55,520
I'm just scared.
Listen.
885
00:44:55,560 --> 00:44:58,000
I'm gonna endanger
the other person
886
00:44:58,040 --> 00:45:00,360
that I'm there with them
and I can't do, I can't do that.
887
00:45:00,400 --> 00:45:02,960
I'm gonna panic. I know I am.
888
00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:04,400
It means calm yourself down.
889
00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:08,000
Can you hold your breath
for 30 seconds?
890
00:45:08,040 --> 00:45:11,360
I can't even tread water
for 16 seconds.
891
00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:12,640
I'm no good in the water?
892
00:45:13,760 --> 00:45:14,840
Are you gonna give it a go?
893
00:45:14,880 --> 00:45:17,080
I don't know I'm terrified.
894
00:45:17,120 --> 00:45:18,120
Right when I say go.
895
00:45:18,160 --> 00:45:20,040
Dress behind your Bergen,
think about it, go, move, move!
896
00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:21,200
OK. Thanks, staff.
897
00:45:25,880 --> 00:45:28,160
Left arm, right arm,
thumbs up, three things.
898
00:45:28,200 --> 00:45:31,320
Cool as a cucumber.
Simple, simple, simple is good.
899
00:45:31,360 --> 00:45:32,640
We'll see
how we go in the water.
900
00:45:32,680 --> 00:45:34,200
Yeah, yeah, it's the same thing!
901
00:45:34,240 --> 00:45:35,560
We're just under water.
We'll be fine.
902
00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:36,840
I'm just (MUMBLES). I'm a comedian.
903
00:45:36,880 --> 00:45:39,240
(LAUGHS)
I need a laugh right now.
904
00:45:39,280 --> 00:45:40,680
It's going to (MUMBLES).
905
00:45:40,720 --> 00:45:44,840
Number two Pauly Fenech
and number six, Melissa Wu
906
00:45:44,880 --> 00:45:47,880
are the first pair to attempt
the heart pounding drill.
907
00:45:54,120 --> 00:45:58,280
Monitoring their performance
inside the aircraft is DS Stotty.
908
00:45:58,320 --> 00:46:00,840
I've stared death in the face
on a number of occasions
909
00:46:00,880 --> 00:46:02,400
serving
with the special boat service.
910
00:46:02,440 --> 00:46:05,160
The aeroplane down
is testing recruits
911
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:07,080
in how they cope with fear.
912
00:46:07,120 --> 00:46:08,680
It's over to you.
913
00:46:08,720 --> 00:46:11,400
Key to success in this
is do not panic.
914
00:46:11,440 --> 00:46:15,160
If you panic,
you lose control, you die.
915
00:46:15,200 --> 00:46:17,760
While DS Clint checks
that the recruits exit
916
00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:19,520
the fuselage correctly.
917
00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:22,760
As a Seal you'll find
yourself in plenty of situations
918
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:24,520
where you think
you're just gonna drown
919
00:46:24,560 --> 00:46:25,560
right then and there.
920
00:46:25,600 --> 00:46:28,120
It's a very complicated
and dangerous world
921
00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:29,320
once you're underwater.
922
00:46:29,360 --> 00:46:30,360
You can die
923
00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:33,400
even with all of the greatest
safety gear on.
924
00:46:33,440 --> 00:46:37,160
Get the fucking job done.
You two get into position.
925
00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:38,840
I do worry
about holding my breath
926
00:46:38,880 --> 00:46:41,880
because it's something that I have
never really had experience doing.
927
00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:48,120
As a diver,
really you're just under the water
928
00:46:48,160 --> 00:46:49,240
for that split second.
929
00:46:49,280 --> 00:46:52,000
And you, you literally just take
a little dip and come back out
930
00:46:52,040 --> 00:46:54,360
so there's definitely
no breathe holding in diving.
931
00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:55,920
I'm not particularly good at that.
932
00:46:55,960 --> 00:46:57,200
I've never had to do that.
933
00:46:57,240 --> 00:46:59,200
Right here we go!
Here we go.
934
00:47:00,760 --> 00:47:05,360
I have never really even tested
how long I could swim for, how far,
935
00:47:05,400 --> 00:47:07,240
cause I generally don't go beyond
936
00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:08,720
where I can't touch the bottom
937
00:47:08,760 --> 00:47:11,040
because I do have
a bit of fear around that.
938
00:47:41,720 --> 00:47:43,600
Fuck me.
939
00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:50,040
Waiting for the plane
to come to a complete stop...
940
00:47:51,240 --> 00:47:56,000
Pauly unclips and starts to exit
as does Melissa.
941
00:47:58,760 --> 00:48:00,280
I feel like I'm gonna be sick.
942
00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:04,200
But the pair become
disorientated,
943
00:48:04,240 --> 00:48:06,760
not knowing which way to leave.
944
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:07,840
That's a while.
945
00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:13,600
And Pauly incorrectly exits
through the window.
946
00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:19,600
But Melissa is nowhere to be seen.
947
00:48:22,040 --> 00:48:24,000
Fuck where's his partner?
948
00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:25,720
Shit, shit, oh fuck.
949
00:48:27,440 --> 00:48:28,720
Oh, shit.
950
00:48:32,840 --> 00:48:34,120
She had to come out with the diver.
951
00:48:36,600 --> 00:48:37,680
There we go.
952
00:48:37,720 --> 00:48:40,960
Get here you two, move,
hurry up, hurry up.
953
00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:42,360
Come on then, fast as you can.
954
00:48:43,760 --> 00:48:45,480
Where the fuck
did you come out of?
955
00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:48,320
The window, staff.
956
00:48:48,360 --> 00:48:50,360
The fucking front window?
957
00:48:50,400 --> 00:48:52,480
Do you think
it's gonna be there on the day?
958
00:48:52,520 --> 00:48:54,440
No, staff.
959
00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:55,800
And where the fuck was you?
960
00:48:57,240 --> 00:48:59,080
I went out the window.
A different window, staff.
961
00:48:59,120 --> 00:49:00,280
You went out
a fucking different,
962
00:49:00,320 --> 00:49:01,720
so you both fucked up?
963
00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:02,760
Completely, staff.
964
00:49:02,800 --> 00:49:04,880
You're both fucking dead right now.
965
00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:07,320
Not even one of you
could drag each other through.
966
00:49:08,920 --> 00:49:11,040
Don't fucking nod
you're fucking head.
967
00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:13,480
Sorry, staff.
Don't be fucking sorry.
968
00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:15,840
You're going back
to her fucking family
969
00:49:15,880 --> 00:49:18,840
and fucking tell her that
you're a fucking useless cunt
970
00:49:18,880 --> 00:49:21,720
and you can't fucking get her out
and vice versa.
971
00:49:26,040 --> 00:49:28,440
This is how fucking serious it is.
972
00:49:28,480 --> 00:49:31,600
I expected one of you
to hold it together.
973
00:49:37,360 --> 00:49:39,480
Right, grab your bergens
and fuck off, both of you.
974
00:49:43,520 --> 00:49:45,480
I'm not gonna do it, babe.
I'm not gonna do it.
975
00:49:45,520 --> 00:49:47,200
I really don't want to do it.
976
00:49:47,240 --> 00:49:49,080
(MUMBLES)
I'm with you alright?
977
00:49:49,120 --> 00:49:50,240
I'm with you.
978
00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:55,480
Staff.
979
00:49:55,520 --> 00:49:56,600
OK, staff,
980
00:49:56,640 --> 00:49:58,440
and I'll help you get
all the way back.
981
00:49:58,480 --> 00:50:00,160
We got this, this is simple.
We got this.
982
00:50:00,200 --> 00:50:02,080
We got this.
983
00:50:02,120 --> 00:50:04,600
Focused on the task
are number ten
984
00:50:04,640 --> 00:50:06,760
reality TV star Locky
985
00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:10,320
and number fourteen
Rugby seven's player, Ellia.
986
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:11,840
Right, let's go.
987
00:50:13,040 --> 00:50:17,480
I'm known for my contribution
to Australia Rugby sevens.
988
00:50:17,520 --> 00:50:21,240
My team winning gold
at the Rio Olympics.
989
00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:22,920
Don't fuck this up, you two.
990
00:50:22,960 --> 00:50:24,360
Finding out
that I hadn't been picked
991
00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:27,480
for Tokyo Olympics,
I was completely heartbroken.
992
00:50:27,520 --> 00:50:28,520
Shattered.
993
00:50:28,560 --> 00:50:30,760
Even just thinking about it now.
994
00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:33,600
I feel so disappointed in myself.
995
00:50:33,640 --> 00:50:35,440
Nearly there.
996
00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:38,160
I'm here to prove
that I'm not a failure.
997
00:50:48,680 --> 00:50:49,880
I'm not a strong swimmer.
998
00:50:52,720 --> 00:50:54,200
I'm pretty terrified of the water.
999
00:50:55,600 --> 00:50:56,600
Ready?
1000
00:50:56,640 --> 00:50:58,120
The water scares me a lot.
1001
00:51:01,240 --> 00:51:04,600
I think with everything in my past
will make me a better person.
1002
00:51:07,000 --> 00:51:08,160
Will make me feel strong
1003
00:51:08,200 --> 00:51:10,920
to make up for the weakness
in my head.
1004
00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:22,280
Much better.
She's out.
1005
00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:28,320
With number fourteen
clear of the plane.
1006
00:51:28,360 --> 00:51:30,320
Number ten makes his escape.
1007
00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:34,640
Passing the task with ease.
1008
00:51:34,680 --> 00:51:36,600
Good. Good.
1009
00:51:36,640 --> 00:51:37,640
So, three and five.
1010
00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:39,240
You're not doing it by yourself.
Alright let's go you two.
1011
00:51:39,280 --> 00:51:40,280
Come on, let's go.
1012
00:51:40,320 --> 00:51:41,800
Get yourself down there,
get into position.
1013
00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:44,040
Let's go, let's go.
Small commitments.
1014
00:51:44,080 --> 00:51:48,000
Commit to this, commit to your seat,
commit to getting into the air.
1015
00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:49,680
The hardest thing
I will ever do
1016
00:51:49,720 --> 00:51:51,480
is going through this course.
1017
00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:53,480
A 100%. (LAUGHS)
1018
00:51:53,520 --> 00:51:55,880
It might be horrible.
1019
00:51:55,920 --> 00:51:57,680
But it might be something amazing.
1020
00:51:57,720 --> 00:51:59,720
It might do
something amazing for me.
1021
00:51:59,760 --> 00:52:01,120
See that form of communication.
1022
00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:02,400
Yes. Yes.
And that touch.
1023
00:52:02,440 --> 00:52:05,520
That's it.
OK, that squeeze on the shoulder.
1024
00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:07,440
That's the form of communication
saying do you know what?
1025
00:52:07,480 --> 00:52:10,440
No matter what happens
I'm in it with you.
1026
00:52:10,480 --> 00:52:11,960
We will go through this together.
1027
00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:13,480
It's exactly what happens
1028
00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:15,800
when we're at the fucking door
of a compound.
1029
00:52:15,840 --> 00:52:18,120
I'm just about to fucking go
raging through it.
1030
00:52:18,160 --> 00:52:20,040
My pals behind me
and he's squeezing my shoulder,
1031
00:52:20,080 --> 00:52:22,400
on the shoulder saying,
"Don't worry.
1032
00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:23,840
"And we fucking
go through this together."
1033
00:52:23,880 --> 00:52:25,160
It's exactly what needs to happen.
1034
00:52:26,760 --> 00:52:28,440
Alright in you go.
One, two, three, right.
1035
00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:29,520
One.
Let's go.
1036
00:52:30,920 --> 00:52:32,960
I just want to find
that strength again.
1037
00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:34,480
I just want to say,
"Well, look, I did it."
1038
00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:35,520
You know?
1039
00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:37,920
"OK, I sucked at it",
or, "I wasn't great",
1040
00:52:37,960 --> 00:52:39,240
or, "I was fabulous",
1041
00:52:39,280 --> 00:52:42,320
but I literally I'm in the tunnel
1042
00:52:42,360 --> 00:52:44,600
and it's...
it's... it's like I just...
1043
00:52:44,640 --> 00:52:47,400
I need to do this one thing
for myself
1044
00:52:47,440 --> 00:52:48,920
and that's what it's about.
1045
00:52:48,960 --> 00:52:50,880
Good, calm yourself down.
(LAUGHS)
1046
00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:52,440
Breathe.
Yeah.
1047
00:52:52,480 --> 00:52:54,240
You need to get a grip
of yourself
1048
00:52:54,280 --> 00:52:58,120
and prove every fucker wrong
that expects you to go on day one.
1049
00:52:58,160 --> 00:52:59,160
OK.
1050
00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:01,520
Get a fucking grip of yourself.
1051
00:53:01,560 --> 00:53:02,600
Alright, arm around me.
1052
00:53:04,200 --> 00:53:06,840
Alright. It's alright.
1053
00:53:06,880 --> 00:53:08,200
I'm so scared.
1054
00:53:08,240 --> 00:53:09,840
You're alright, breathe,
I want you to breathe.
1055
00:53:09,880 --> 00:53:10,920
OK.
1056
00:53:17,040 --> 00:53:19,320
Don't stress.
I'm with you. Breathe.
1057
00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:22,240
Look in the horizon
and stay relaxed.
1058
00:53:24,520 --> 00:53:26,520
Oh, my god, OK.
1059
00:53:26,560 --> 00:53:28,040
Yeah, look out on the horizon.
Yeah.
1060
00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:30,760
One, two, three, stay relaxed.
1061
00:53:30,800 --> 00:53:32,000
It depends on it.
1062
00:53:47,240 --> 00:53:51,360
In a task designed to test
the recruits courage and resolve.
1063
00:53:51,400 --> 00:53:53,720
Oh, my god.
I'm here, I'm here.
1064
00:53:56,360 --> 00:53:58,240
Each pair must work together
1065
00:53:58,280 --> 00:54:00,520
to escape a rapidly sinking plane.
1066
00:54:02,400 --> 00:54:03,840
Number five Geoff Huegill
1067
00:54:03,880 --> 00:54:05,680
and number three Melissa Kautz
1068
00:54:05,720 --> 00:54:08,280
are fully submerged
in the cold water.
1069
00:54:09,520 --> 00:54:10,600
I feel really sick.
1070
00:54:14,520 --> 00:54:15,720
It's fucking scary.
1071
00:54:17,240 --> 00:54:22,280
With the fuselage still rotating
both Melissa and Geoff panic,
1072
00:54:22,320 --> 00:54:26,240
ignoring instructions,
they hastily exit the aircraft.
1073
00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:40,200
Oh, she did it.
1074
00:54:42,040 --> 00:54:43,080
Good on her.
1075
00:54:43,120 --> 00:54:45,040
Nice, Mel, well done, Mel.
1076
00:54:45,080 --> 00:54:47,320
(MUMBLES)
1077
00:54:47,360 --> 00:54:49,000
That's impressive.
1078
00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:50,320
She even looks like she's smiling.
1079
00:54:51,720 --> 00:54:53,040
Number five, you stand there.
1080
00:54:54,520 --> 00:54:56,840
Right you took the lead didn't you?
1081
00:54:56,880 --> 00:54:57,920
Yes, staff.
1082
00:54:59,160 --> 00:55:01,120
I could see you panicking
from the moment
1083
00:55:01,160 --> 00:55:02,760
your fucking feet
started getting wet.
1084
00:55:02,800 --> 00:55:04,360
Yes, staff. I did.
1085
00:55:04,400 --> 00:55:08,320
OK, alright.
That's a fail but you did alright.
1086
00:55:08,360 --> 00:55:09,800
You worked well as a team.
1087
00:55:09,840 --> 00:55:10,840
It was a good effort.
1088
00:55:10,880 --> 00:55:13,480
Straight down there to your bergens.
1089
00:55:13,520 --> 00:55:14,560
Let's go.
1090
00:55:14,600 --> 00:55:16,240
Despite the fail.
1091
00:55:16,280 --> 00:55:18,720
Melissa is proud of her effort.
1092
00:55:20,800 --> 00:55:23,400
Fear is a big thing for me.
1093
00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:25,840
But I tell you what,
if you can overcome it.
1094
00:55:27,320 --> 00:55:30,400
It makes you so mentally strong.
1095
00:55:30,440 --> 00:55:33,560
It's an incredible strength
that you hold.
1096
00:55:33,600 --> 00:55:35,600
(INAUDIBLE)
1097
00:55:35,640 --> 00:55:38,240
(LAUGHTER)
1098
00:55:38,280 --> 00:55:39,600
Head up. Don't cry.
1099
00:55:40,720 --> 00:55:42,000
I just can't believe I did it.
1100
00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:44,480
They're happy tears,
they're not, they're not...
1101
00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:45,960
They're tears of joy.
1102
00:55:47,240 --> 00:55:48,480
We got out.
1103
00:55:55,960 --> 00:55:59,360
Aeroplane down drill
is designed to keep you alive.
1104
00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:04,480
You must go into your drills.
1105
00:56:04,520 --> 00:56:06,080
Army breathing, just...
1106
00:56:07,760 --> 00:56:10,320
Crashing into the water,
1107
00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:12,640
you don't know if you've got
a good breath or not.
1108
00:56:12,680 --> 00:56:14,840
You immediately start
to question yourself.
1109
00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:16,560
The water isn't exactly warm.
1110
00:56:16,600 --> 00:56:19,280
In fact, it's cold enough to take
that breath away from you
1111
00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:21,680
if you don't control yourself
1112
00:56:21,720 --> 00:56:23,840
and at the same time
you have to keep track
1113
00:56:23,880 --> 00:56:25,120
of where's that door?
1114
00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:30,480
It's fear that fuels us,
but if you let it take over.
1115
00:56:30,520 --> 00:56:34,520
If you let it turn into panic,
then it will sure as hell kill you
1116
00:56:34,560 --> 00:56:36,680
just as fast
as it can save your life.
1117
00:56:46,520 --> 00:56:47,880
Oh, my god,
I'm gonna throw up.
1118
00:56:51,520 --> 00:56:53,560
Next to face the treacherous task
1119
00:56:53,600 --> 00:56:56,600
is NRLW player number 15, Milly.
1120
00:56:56,640 --> 00:56:58,000
Our ride's here.
1121
00:56:58,040 --> 00:57:00,200
And number one, pro-boxer Ebanie.
1122
00:57:00,240 --> 00:57:01,840
Alright get in, let's go.
1123
00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:09,040
Stick to your side OK
and then go up.
1124
00:57:10,280 --> 00:57:15,080
I'm quite a competitive person
in nearly everything that I do.
1125
00:57:18,280 --> 00:57:21,840
I'm here because I want to see
how I deal with having guts,
1126
00:57:21,880 --> 00:57:24,880
giving something a go
and not to automatically go
1127
00:57:24,920 --> 00:57:27,040
into that fight or flight response,
1128
00:57:27,080 --> 00:57:31,200
to see how hard
I can really test myself.
1129
00:57:31,240 --> 00:57:34,080
When you enter the water,
there's gonna be that sudden shock.
1130
00:57:34,120 --> 00:57:35,400
Everyone's disorientated.
1131
00:57:35,440 --> 00:57:37,680
Where you think up is,
where you think down is,
1132
00:57:37,720 --> 00:57:38,720
it's, it's totally different.
1133
00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:42,440
So, just remain calm
and just don't rush, don't panic,
1134
00:57:42,480 --> 00:57:44,320
so it's crucial you are a team.
1135
00:57:46,400 --> 00:57:47,800
But desperate to get out,
1136
00:57:47,840 --> 00:57:51,720
Millie clamours
over her partner Ebanie.
1137
00:57:51,760 --> 00:57:52,880
Oh, my god.
1138
00:58:06,240 --> 00:58:07,920
So, you panicked
and you thought,
1139
00:58:07,960 --> 00:58:10,120
"Fuck it, I don't care
about anyone else.
1140
00:58:10,160 --> 00:58:11,240
"I'm gonna just dance
1141
00:58:11,280 --> 00:58:13,560
"straight across her face
and get out."
1142
00:58:13,600 --> 00:58:15,440
I'm sorry, staff.
1143
00:58:15,480 --> 00:58:16,640
Fuck off.
1144
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:17,960
Along the waterline.
1145
00:58:18,000 --> 00:58:19,560
As fast as you can.
1146
00:58:19,600 --> 00:58:22,680
Move! Shift!
1147
00:58:22,720 --> 00:58:25,560
One of you panics, guess what?
1148
00:58:25,600 --> 00:58:28,360
Fucking fail.
Fucking get out my sight.
1149
00:58:33,840 --> 00:58:35,440
Yeah, we'll be fine.
1150
00:58:35,480 --> 00:58:38,120
Yeah. I think I'll be OK.
We're gonna do well.
1151
00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:40,640
Also struggled with fear
1152
00:58:40,680 --> 00:58:43,720
is number 11 model,
Simone Holtznagel.
1153
00:58:43,760 --> 00:58:44,800
Oh, sorry, staff.
1154
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:46,400
Don't be sorry,
1155
00:58:46,440 --> 00:58:48,360
just fucking get the job done,
alright?
1156
00:58:48,400 --> 00:58:50,560
Who is partnered with number 16
1157
00:58:50,600 --> 00:58:52,640
AFL great, Barry Hall.
1158
00:58:52,680 --> 00:58:54,000
You're good a partner, Baz.
1159
00:58:54,040 --> 00:58:56,000
You're very cool,
calm and collected.
1160
00:58:56,040 --> 00:58:57,240
(LAUGHS)
1161
00:58:57,280 --> 00:58:58,760
I'm putting a brave face on, mate.
1162
00:59:00,600 --> 00:59:03,120
Right you two make your way
to the aircraft.
1163
00:59:03,160 --> 00:59:06,560
Enter
via where you're going to exit.
1164
00:59:08,320 --> 00:59:10,480
Oh, gosh.
Let's go.
1165
00:59:10,520 --> 00:59:14,320
I am most worried
about doing things with water.
1166
00:59:14,360 --> 00:59:16,240
Fucking see you
on the other side.
1167
00:59:16,280 --> 00:59:18,360
I distinctly remember
being terrified
1168
00:59:18,400 --> 00:59:22,840
when my father
took eight-year-old me
1169
00:59:22,880 --> 00:59:26,480
and put me on a boogie board
and went to like send me in
1170
00:59:26,520 --> 00:59:29,480
on this huge set and I got pumped.
1171
00:59:29,520 --> 00:59:31,360
OK?
1172
00:59:31,400 --> 00:59:33,120
And I was under the water
1173
00:59:33,160 --> 00:59:36,600
and as soon as I like scrambled up
to the top
1174
00:59:36,640 --> 00:59:39,360
and another huge wave,
came down on top of me.
1175
00:59:39,400 --> 00:59:43,360
I didn't know which way was up
and just flailing,
1176
00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:47,920
finally gasping for air just to have
another huge wave
1177
00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:49,240
land on top of me
1178
00:59:49,280 --> 00:59:52,240
and just intake heaps more water.
1179
00:59:55,080 --> 00:59:57,240
It scarred me for life.
1180
01:00:03,600 --> 01:00:07,960
But Simone immediately panics,
struggling to free herself.
1181
01:00:23,000 --> 01:00:24,480
Come on, quick as you can.
1182
01:00:25,720 --> 01:00:28,080
Right you took the lead, yeah?
1183
01:00:29,200 --> 01:00:30,560
Yes, staff.
Right.
1184
01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:31,600
What happened?
1185
01:00:31,640 --> 01:00:32,640
I panicked as soon as.
1186
01:00:32,680 --> 01:00:34,560
You panicked, you went too early.
Yeah.
1187
01:00:34,600 --> 01:00:36,840
You had no fucking guts,
did you?
1188
01:00:36,880 --> 01:00:39,920
No, staff.
No. Down there.
1189
01:00:39,960 --> 01:00:41,360
Go back to your bergens.
1190
01:00:47,360 --> 01:00:48,800
Alright, listen in to a debrief.
1191
01:00:51,120 --> 01:00:52,800
Right,
the amount of fucking panic there
1192
01:00:52,840 --> 01:00:54,840
was fucking ridiculous.
1193
01:00:54,880 --> 01:00:58,240
Panic will kill more fucking people
than anything.
1194
01:00:59,400 --> 01:01:00,880
Not just you, your mockers.
1195
01:01:02,080 --> 01:01:03,200
Unfold your arms.
1196
01:01:04,920 --> 01:01:07,240
Some people with lack of confidence,
1197
01:01:07,280 --> 01:01:09,880
you need to start thinking
about that fucking panic.
1198
01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:10,920
It's breathing.
1199
01:01:10,960 --> 01:01:13,400
As soon as you start
erratic breathing,
1200
01:01:13,440 --> 01:01:14,760
cortisol starts to increase.
1201
01:01:14,800 --> 01:01:16,520
You start fucking flapping.
1202
01:01:16,560 --> 01:01:18,480
You can't think straight.
You're like that, "fuck it.
1203
01:01:18,520 --> 01:01:19,760
"I don't care about anything else."
1204
01:01:21,400 --> 01:01:22,840
As fast as you can. Go!
1205
01:01:22,880 --> 01:01:25,480
Let's get in the transport!
Go, go, go!
1206
01:01:26,800 --> 01:01:28,320
Next...
1207
01:01:28,360 --> 01:01:30,440
You're fighting some demons
in that head of yours.
1208
01:01:30,480 --> 01:01:33,480
..Melissa digs deep for answers.
1209
01:01:33,520 --> 01:01:35,840
I was sort of thrown
into this world of acting
1210
01:01:35,880 --> 01:01:39,600
and exposed to drugs and sleazy men
1211
01:01:39,640 --> 01:01:43,600
and I just can't love myself
and I don't know why.
1212
01:01:43,640 --> 01:01:44,680
I just...
1213
01:01:49,480 --> 01:01:51,520
I am literally
never going in the water again
1214
01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:52,560
after this.
1215
01:01:52,600 --> 01:01:54,400
I'm never swimming,
never going to the beach.
1216
01:01:54,440 --> 01:01:55,600
When I got
into the water I was...
1217
01:01:55,640 --> 01:01:56,760
I stopped and I'm just like...
1218
01:01:56,800 --> 01:01:57,840
What am I doing?
1219
01:01:57,880 --> 01:02:00,320
I can't believe
I just got lubed up and burnt.
1220
01:02:00,360 --> 01:02:01,720
(LAUGHS) Yeah, I know!
1221
01:02:01,760 --> 01:02:04,760
After a punishing first day,
1222
01:02:04,800 --> 01:02:06,160
the recruits are debriefing
1223
01:02:06,200 --> 01:02:09,720
about the brutal tasks
and life on base camp.
1224
01:02:09,760 --> 01:02:11,200
How good
are our sleeps gonna be but?
1225
01:02:11,240 --> 01:02:12,360
I'm fucking dreading them,
1226
01:02:12,400 --> 01:02:13,960
'cause I'm waiting for them
just to barge in...
1227
01:02:14,000 --> 01:02:15,000
I know.
1228
01:02:15,040 --> 01:02:17,520
..just to turn on us
and get up and he was angry.
1229
01:02:17,560 --> 01:02:19,440
Huh?
He's always angry.
1230
01:02:19,480 --> 01:02:21,400
Yeah, that's good,
that's how he should be.
1231
01:02:21,440 --> 01:02:23,280
What do you want him to do?
Fucking tickle your balls?
1232
01:02:23,320 --> 01:02:24,480
Nah but (LAUGHS).
(LAUGHS)
1233
01:02:24,520 --> 01:02:25,680
Like fucking hell.
1234
01:02:25,720 --> 01:02:27,000
It's gonna be interesting on base.
1235
01:02:27,040 --> 01:02:28,440
This is where
we're really gonna see
1236
01:02:28,480 --> 01:02:29,600
the recruits come together.
1237
01:02:29,640 --> 01:02:31,000
This is where they can bond.
1238
01:02:36,200 --> 01:02:38,720
Barbed wire fence, mate,
I just (LAUGHS),
1239
01:02:38,760 --> 01:02:41,000
straight back to prison.
1240
01:02:41,040 --> 01:02:44,640
For number 13,
convicted drug dealer Richard,
1241
01:02:44,680 --> 01:02:47,920
the new surrounds
are all too familiar.
1242
01:02:47,960 --> 01:02:49,520
What's like the routine of the day?
1243
01:02:49,560 --> 01:02:50,560
Is it just?
1244
01:02:50,600 --> 01:02:54,000
Mate, I got
into physical fitness so wake up,
1245
01:02:54,040 --> 01:02:58,760
cell door opens, burpees,
sit-ups, pushups, lunges, chinups.
1246
01:03:00,480 --> 01:03:04,360
Then I'd have a shower, go to work,
'cause I work for a screw.
1247
01:03:04,400 --> 01:03:06,040
Then I do the work I had to do
for the screw
1248
01:03:06,080 --> 01:03:09,480
and then I do my uni work
and then bedtime was 3pm.
1249
01:03:09,520 --> 01:03:11,880
We get locked back in at three,
Dinnertime, dinner's at 3:00.
1250
01:03:11,920 --> 01:03:13,320
Oh, really.
Cell door locks at 3:00.
1251
01:03:13,360 --> 01:03:14,520
Fuck.
1252
01:03:14,560 --> 01:03:16,400
And then that's...
that's the end of the day
1253
01:03:16,440 --> 01:03:20,360
so, you know, I had a cell on my own
1254
01:03:20,400 --> 01:03:22,600
for about four years in a row,
1255
01:03:22,640 --> 01:03:23,640
which was good
1256
01:03:23,680 --> 01:03:27,000
because then the stress of the yard,
the minute the door locks,
1257
01:03:27,040 --> 01:03:29,280
it's like, you know.
1258
01:03:29,320 --> 01:03:32,240
You get...
you get a moment of relief.
1259
01:03:32,280 --> 01:03:35,200
You know what I went through
was really hard,
1260
01:03:35,240 --> 01:03:36,280
it was really tough.
1261
01:03:36,320 --> 01:03:40,320
It was, you know, nine years
1262
01:03:40,360 --> 01:03:43,720
which is 3195 days
1263
01:03:43,760 --> 01:03:46,520
of pretty much living
in constant fear.
1264
01:03:46,560 --> 01:03:49,480
Is it as kind of like
1265
01:03:49,520 --> 01:03:50,800
I don't know volatile and dangerous
1266
01:03:50,840 --> 01:03:51,960
as what you might, you know?
1267
01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:53,280
Is it dangerous?
Yeah.
1268
01:03:53,320 --> 01:03:55,160
Oh fuck yeah.
1269
01:03:55,200 --> 01:03:58,560
Just because the fights
are, you know,
1270
01:03:58,600 --> 01:04:00,600
the fights go all the fucking way.
1271
01:04:00,640 --> 01:04:02,520
You know, and they're brutal.
1272
01:04:02,560 --> 01:04:04,840
Yeah, people caving
peoples' heads in
1273
01:04:04,880 --> 01:04:06,480
and all that sort of shit.
1274
01:04:06,520 --> 01:04:09,120
Over nothing,
over fucking nothing.
1275
01:04:09,160 --> 01:04:11,160
It's never anything serious.
1276
01:04:11,200 --> 01:04:13,600
It was tough
and I think this is an opportunity
1277
01:04:13,640 --> 01:04:17,640
to show that I do have
the physical and mentally toughness
1278
01:04:17,680 --> 01:04:19,240
to get through
this sort of challenge.
1279
01:04:20,680 --> 01:04:22,360
Staff.
1280
01:04:22,400 --> 01:04:25,160
As the duty recruit,
number one Ebanie,
1281
01:04:25,200 --> 01:04:28,160
must act as the mouthpiece
for her fellow recruits.
1282
01:04:29,800 --> 01:04:31,880
Sorry, staff.
1283
01:04:31,920 --> 01:04:34,160
Number three thinks
she doesn't have socks.
1284
01:04:34,200 --> 01:04:35,480
She hasn't got a set of dry socks?
1285
01:04:35,520 --> 01:04:36,560
Dry socks.
1286
01:04:36,600 --> 01:04:38,400
So, have you put on there,
"Number three needs socks?"
1287
01:04:38,440 --> 01:04:40,120
Socks, yes, staff.
Alright, OK.
1288
01:04:41,520 --> 01:04:42,880
Alright lovely.
Thanks, staff.
1289
01:04:42,920 --> 01:04:45,160
How's morale?
Yeah, good, good.
1290
01:04:45,200 --> 01:04:47,320
Yeah.
Yeah, I mean, I think it's good.
1291
01:04:47,360 --> 01:04:48,720
Everyone seems to be going good
I think.
1292
01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:50,280
You know, they should be proud
of themselves.
1293
01:04:50,320 --> 01:04:51,320
Yeah, I mean.
Good.
1294
01:04:51,360 --> 01:04:52,400
Keep everyone together.
1295
01:04:52,440 --> 01:04:54,680
Don't let anyone
fucking throw their tits in.
1296
01:04:54,720 --> 01:04:56,160
No, I'm trying not to.
1297
01:04:56,200 --> 01:04:57,400
It's your responsibility.
Yeah.
1298
01:04:57,440 --> 01:04:59,320
If they go it's your fault.
Yes, yes, staff.
1299
01:04:59,360 --> 01:05:00,480
Alright?
No worries.
1300
01:05:04,600 --> 01:05:06,920
I have a pimple.
I've been here one fucking day.
1301
01:05:13,560 --> 01:05:14,560
Don't look...
1302
01:05:14,600 --> 01:05:16,080
(LAUGHS).
..don't do it.
1303
01:05:17,320 --> 01:05:19,000
(GROANS)
1304
01:05:23,920 --> 01:05:25,720
If anyone pulls out,
it's my fault.
1305
01:05:25,760 --> 01:05:26,760
Your fault?
1306
01:05:26,800 --> 01:05:28,480
Yeah, he said
if anyone quits, it's my fault.
1307
01:05:28,520 --> 01:05:29,600
Why?
1308
01:05:29,640 --> 01:05:32,240
Because I have to be the motivator.
1309
01:05:32,280 --> 01:05:33,560
Shut up.
1310
01:05:33,600 --> 01:05:35,320
I love motivating
other people
1311
01:05:35,360 --> 01:05:37,360
and I love other people
seeing their potential.
1312
01:05:38,600 --> 01:05:40,640
Guys, you got to understand
that these first few days
1313
01:05:40,680 --> 01:05:41,680
is the shock to the system.
1314
01:05:41,720 --> 01:05:42,720
Alright?
1315
01:05:42,760 --> 01:05:44,240
Because we haven't done this stuff
1316
01:05:44,280 --> 01:05:46,040
so at first it is gonna be
a big shock,
1317
01:05:46,080 --> 01:05:47,200
it's gonna be really hard,
1318
01:05:47,240 --> 01:05:48,960
and it's gonna take
a couple of days to adjust,
1319
01:05:49,000 --> 01:05:51,880
to realise that we're gonna be
working all fucking day.
1320
01:05:51,920 --> 01:05:53,480
So, if I'm in a team,
like I will sit there
1321
01:05:53,520 --> 01:05:54,640
and I motivate them, you know,
1322
01:05:54,680 --> 01:05:55,840
like a trainer almost, like,
1323
01:05:55,880 --> 01:05:57,520
"Come on, guys",
like, "You can do it", like,
1324
01:05:57,560 --> 01:05:59,440
you know, because I want everyone
to do well.
1325
01:05:59,480 --> 01:06:02,360
We're gonna get shocked,
we're gonna get surprises.
1326
01:06:02,400 --> 01:06:05,200
Everyone who's feeling like
they're not strong
1327
01:06:05,240 --> 01:06:07,200
or they're not gonna make it through
just keep pushing,
1328
01:06:07,240 --> 01:06:10,360
take every step,
literally take it step by step
1329
01:06:10,400 --> 01:06:12,600
and if anyone actually
feels like they want to pull out
1330
01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:14,480
then come and talk to me, you know.
1331
01:06:16,800 --> 01:06:18,680
My foot looks
fucking mummified
1332
01:06:18,720 --> 01:06:21,200
after one day, it's disgusting.
1333
01:06:23,800 --> 01:06:25,480
Dinner's ready, guys.
1334
01:06:25,520 --> 01:06:28,600
Dinner is ready and I just brushed
my hair with my fork.
1335
01:06:28,640 --> 01:06:30,840
What am I doing with my life?
1336
01:06:35,120 --> 01:06:37,880
Each day, the DS take
the opportunity
1337
01:06:37,920 --> 01:06:40,520
to share their thoughts
on the recruits,
1338
01:06:40,560 --> 01:06:42,600
tracking their progress,
1339
01:06:42,640 --> 01:06:44,760
assessing the strong
from the weak.
1340
01:06:49,040 --> 01:06:51,640
Right, gents, day one,
we've still got everyone,
1341
01:06:51,680 --> 01:06:55,360
which is a shock to be honest.
1342
01:06:55,400 --> 01:06:59,000
I think this morning it was the case
of a softer sort of introduction
1343
01:06:59,040 --> 01:07:02,360
to get them in,
straight into being lit on fire.
1344
01:07:02,400 --> 01:07:05,400
Great way to introduce the pressures
1345
01:07:05,440 --> 01:07:06,680
of a Special Forces operator.
1346
01:07:07,840 --> 01:07:09,440
For people
that highlighted themselves
1347
01:07:09,480 --> 01:07:10,920
when I set them on fire
was number three,
1348
01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:14,040
obviously she was worried,
she couldn't run.
1349
01:07:14,080 --> 01:07:16,520
She was concerned
that she wouldn't make it
1350
01:07:16,560 --> 01:07:21,560
to the water's edge,
she was just a bag of nerves.
1351
01:07:21,600 --> 01:07:24,000
And a couple of them
didn't hold eye contact,
1352
01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:26,600
one being number five,
the big fella.
1353
01:07:28,880 --> 01:07:31,960
I want to see your eyes,
so I can tell you what to do!
1354
01:07:33,520 --> 01:07:35,360
To aircraft down.
1355
01:07:35,400 --> 01:07:39,320
This for number three and number 11
was their ultimate fear.
1356
01:07:39,360 --> 01:07:43,960
Crashing in an aircraft in water.
1357
01:07:44,000 --> 01:07:47,800
Number three, shaking,
like violently.
1358
01:07:47,840 --> 01:07:51,520
Number 11 in tears.
1359
01:07:51,560 --> 01:07:54,960
Number three, I was shocked
that she got into the water.
1360
01:07:55,000 --> 01:07:56,720
I was shocked
she even got in the aircraft.
1361
01:07:56,760 --> 01:07:58,680
She had a go, she had a go.
1362
01:07:58,720 --> 01:08:00,600
I think we bring her in.
1363
01:08:02,000 --> 01:08:03,560
That fucking self-doubt.
1364
01:08:11,720 --> 01:08:14,560
I'm not looking forward
to being cold again.
1365
01:08:14,600 --> 01:08:16,200
Number three!
1366
01:08:16,240 --> 01:08:17,760
Number three? They want me?
1367
01:08:17,800 --> 01:08:20,520
Yes, go.
Shit, in my dry clothes?
1368
01:08:20,560 --> 01:08:22,680
Just go how you're going, it's fine.
1369
01:08:24,160 --> 01:08:25,200
Coming.
1370
01:08:26,600 --> 01:08:29,000
Although overcoming
her crippling fears
1371
01:08:29,040 --> 01:08:30,560
and surviving day one...
1372
01:08:30,600 --> 01:08:32,279
Place your hands
against the tree.
1373
01:08:32,319 --> 01:08:33,840
Yes, staff.
1374
01:08:33,880 --> 01:08:35,200
..recruit number three,
1375
01:08:35,240 --> 01:08:37,920
Melissa Kautz's lack of confidence
1376
01:08:37,960 --> 01:08:40,399
has caught the attention of the DS
1377
01:08:40,439 --> 01:08:43,160
so they call her in for questioning.
1378
01:08:43,200 --> 01:08:44,240
Thank you, staff.
1379
01:09:00,240 --> 01:09:01,279
Calm yourself down.
1380
01:09:01,319 --> 01:09:03,560
Fucking use your fucking brain.
1381
01:09:03,600 --> 01:09:05,560
Pull your chair in, number three.
1382
01:09:06,880 --> 01:09:08,600
Relax. Breath.
1383
01:09:10,000 --> 01:09:12,399
The first time you've had
a fucking black bag
1384
01:09:12,439 --> 01:09:13,439
over your head?
1385
01:09:13,479 --> 01:09:15,160
Yes, staff.
Not very nice, is it?
1386
01:09:15,200 --> 01:09:16,240
No, staff.
1387
01:09:17,600 --> 01:09:18,640
Calm down.
1388
01:09:23,319 --> 01:09:25,479
All I've seen from you today
is tears.
1389
01:09:31,040 --> 01:09:32,399
You're fighting
some fucking demons
1390
01:09:32,439 --> 01:09:33,800
in that head of yours.
1391
01:09:33,840 --> 01:09:34,880
I have many.
1392
01:09:37,479 --> 01:09:39,279
Why?
1393
01:09:39,319 --> 01:09:41,720
(SOBS)
1394
01:09:41,760 --> 01:09:44,000
Because I'm so hard on myself.
1395
01:09:44,040 --> 01:09:45,399
I'm my own worst enemy.
1396
01:09:45,439 --> 01:09:48,080
I always have been ever
since I was little.
1397
01:09:48,120 --> 01:09:50,120
Why?
I don't know.
1398
01:09:50,160 --> 01:09:53,520
I think just being in the industry
when I was young.
1399
01:09:53,560 --> 01:09:54,720
What industry?
1400
01:09:54,760 --> 01:09:56,120
Sorry,
being in the acting industry
1401
01:09:56,160 --> 01:09:57,160
when I was young.
1402
01:09:57,200 --> 01:09:58,640
So, you're an actor?
1403
01:09:58,680 --> 01:10:01,920
And a singer
and being criticised constantly.
1404
01:10:01,960 --> 01:10:03,960
Wait, wait, wait, wait...
1405
01:10:04,000 --> 01:10:05,760
Press pause for two seconds.
1406
01:10:05,800 --> 01:10:06,880
Take a deep breath.
1407
01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:11,240
You say you're an actor
and a singer?
1408
01:10:11,280 --> 01:10:13,400
Yes.
When did that start off?
1409
01:10:13,440 --> 01:10:18,160
I started acting
when I was about 12 years old.
1410
01:10:18,200 --> 01:10:20,000
12 years old
when you started out?
1411
01:10:20,040 --> 01:10:21,680
Yes.
Oh, so young.
1412
01:10:21,720 --> 01:10:23,080
Young.
You've been in it for?
1413
01:10:23,120 --> 01:10:24,720
Yes.
How old are you now?
1414
01:10:24,760 --> 01:10:25,800
47.
1415
01:10:26,800 --> 01:10:28,680
My career sort of,
1416
01:10:28,720 --> 01:10:33,160
I was really big
around the age of 18.
1417
01:10:33,200 --> 01:10:38,480
I was acting in a very high rated,
very popular show
1418
01:10:38,520 --> 01:10:40,040
and I released music, I released.
1419
01:10:40,080 --> 01:10:41,080
Cool, cool.
1420
01:10:41,120 --> 01:10:42,840
Tell me more,
I want to know about you.
1421
01:10:42,880 --> 01:10:46,040
OK, so it was called,
a show called 'E Street'
1422
01:10:46,080 --> 01:10:47,760
and it was just huge
and my character,
1423
01:10:47,800 --> 01:10:51,480
I played like
a bit of a tough sort of girl
1424
01:10:51,520 --> 01:10:55,880
with a leather jacket
and everything and Australia just,
1425
01:10:55,920 --> 01:11:00,640
all the kids just loved
this tough character.
1426
01:11:00,680 --> 01:11:02,760
And it was an amazing experience.
1427
01:11:02,800 --> 01:11:05,080
I did it for about three years
and during the show
1428
01:11:05,120 --> 01:11:08,440
I released my first single
and did very, very well.
1429
01:11:08,480 --> 01:11:09,560
Which was?
1430
01:11:09,600 --> 01:11:11,960
'Read My Lips'.
Right.
1431
01:11:12,000 --> 01:11:16,320
And I toured
all of Australia with that.
1432
01:11:16,360 --> 01:11:19,960
It was a good time
but I was sort of thrown
1433
01:11:20,000 --> 01:11:21,440
into this world of acting
1434
01:11:21,480 --> 01:11:25,840
and, you know,
night clubs and exposed to drugs
1435
01:11:25,880 --> 01:11:26,960
and, you know,
1436
01:11:27,000 --> 01:11:29,080
things that
I had to fend off constantly
1437
01:11:29,120 --> 01:11:30,680
and sleazy men and...
1438
01:11:30,720 --> 01:11:32,320
Did you indulge
in drugs and alcohol and...
1439
01:11:32,360 --> 01:11:35,680
No, I've never had
a big headline in the paper
1440
01:11:35,720 --> 01:11:39,120
that I've done anything wrong
or anything like that.
1441
01:11:40,280 --> 01:11:42,440
I'm a pretty good person.
1442
01:11:42,480 --> 01:11:44,680
I've got really good morals and I,
1443
01:11:44,720 --> 01:11:49,120
but I just,
I just constantly (SOBS) get
1444
01:11:49,160 --> 01:11:53,640
in my head and I've got
so much love for people
1445
01:11:53,680 --> 01:11:56,640
and I've got so much love
for my kids and my husband
1446
01:11:56,680 --> 01:12:00,560
and I just, I just can't love myself
and I don't know why.
1447
01:12:00,600 --> 01:12:04,360
I just, I don't know
why I constantly have to battle
1448
01:12:04,400 --> 01:12:07,680
with it and why I...
1449
01:12:07,720 --> 01:12:10,520
It's not that I hate myself
but it's just like,
1450
01:12:10,560 --> 01:12:13,840
I just can't find
any kind of love for myself.
1451
01:12:13,880 --> 01:12:14,920
I've got such...
1452
01:12:17,480 --> 01:12:18,720
low self-esteem.
1453
01:12:18,760 --> 01:12:20,240
It's just so bad.
1454
01:12:20,280 --> 01:12:22,600
If you would have told me
this morning I would've done
1455
01:12:22,640 --> 01:12:23,640
what I had done today.
1456
01:12:23,680 --> 01:12:25,440
I wouldn't of believed you.
1457
01:12:25,480 --> 01:12:27,040
Not, not in a billion years.
1458
01:12:28,400 --> 01:12:30,360
And I, I know I'm slow and...
1459
01:12:31,840 --> 01:12:33,680
I don't want to hold anyone back.
1460
01:12:33,720 --> 01:12:35,320
But you're capable.
1461
01:12:35,360 --> 01:12:36,360
I...
1462
01:12:36,400 --> 01:12:38,960
You've done everything
we've asked of you today,
1463
01:12:39,000 --> 01:12:41,240
apart from fucking your tears
1464
01:12:41,280 --> 01:12:44,120
and your constant stressing
and worrying and...
1465
01:12:45,160 --> 01:12:46,240
Do you agree?
Right.
1466
01:12:46,280 --> 01:12:48,000
You have proven
you're very capable.
1467
01:12:48,040 --> 01:12:49,040
Absolutely.
1468
01:12:49,080 --> 01:12:52,400
But you default
to this like weak shell.
1469
01:12:52,440 --> 01:12:53,440
Yeah.
1470
01:12:53,480 --> 01:12:54,480
Right.
Yeah.
1471
01:12:54,520 --> 01:12:56,320
And then once he wakes you up,
1472
01:12:56,360 --> 01:12:58,400
then all of a sudden
you're in the game.
1473
01:12:58,440 --> 01:13:01,480
But tasks today,
1474
01:13:01,520 --> 01:13:04,040
each and everyone
starts with you shaking,
1475
01:13:04,080 --> 01:13:06,240
crying and having issues.
1476
01:13:06,280 --> 01:13:08,320
Now, that's all anchored
to something.
1477
01:13:08,360 --> 01:13:09,840
What is it anchored to?
1478
01:13:11,000 --> 01:13:15,040
Just years and years
and years of being told
1479
01:13:15,080 --> 01:13:17,840
you're either too fat,
you're too skinny,
1480
01:13:17,880 --> 01:13:21,000
your hair's not right,
your face isn't right,
1481
01:13:21,040 --> 01:13:25,760
just constant, you know,
this constant putting you down.
1482
01:13:25,800 --> 01:13:28,360
"You're not a good enough singer,
you're not a good enough actress,
1483
01:13:28,400 --> 01:13:31,280
"you're just not,
never good enough."
1484
01:13:31,320 --> 01:13:33,080
What have you proven today?
1485
01:13:33,120 --> 01:13:35,200
Not to us, to yourself?
1486
01:13:35,240 --> 01:13:36,880
What have you proven
to yourself today?
1487
01:13:36,920 --> 01:13:38,240
That I'm so much stronger.
1488
01:13:38,280 --> 01:13:39,320
Fucking right you are.
1489
01:13:39,360 --> 01:13:40,560
Than what I give myself credit for.
1490
01:13:40,600 --> 01:13:43,320
I might be slow but I'm...
Fucking sort your head.
1491
01:13:43,360 --> 01:13:45,480
Sort your fucking head out.
1492
01:13:45,520 --> 01:13:47,400
You've just proven to us
that you're capable.
1493
01:13:47,440 --> 01:13:50,760
Yeah, you might be a bit slow
physically you're gonna suffer.
1494
01:13:50,800 --> 01:13:52,520
It's obvious, right?
1495
01:13:52,560 --> 01:13:54,240
It's all fucking psychological.
1496
01:13:54,280 --> 01:13:55,840
So, fucking rid of the self-doubt.
1497
01:13:55,880 --> 01:13:56,880
I know.
1498
01:13:56,920 --> 01:14:00,080
Because you've committed
to your biggest fear
1499
01:14:00,120 --> 01:14:02,120
and you took a layer off.
1500
01:14:02,160 --> 01:14:05,200
You exposed it and you went boom,
fucking done.
1501
01:14:05,240 --> 01:14:08,480
And I'm so grateful to you.
I'll never ever forget today ever.
1502
01:14:08,520 --> 01:14:10,720
It doesn't matter
what happens tomorrow.
1503
01:14:10,760 --> 01:14:12,800
But what I did today
1504
01:14:12,840 --> 01:14:16,920
will already change something
1505
01:14:16,960 --> 01:14:19,200
in that brain of mine
to do something
1506
01:14:19,240 --> 01:14:20,880
different with my thought pattern.
1507
01:14:20,920 --> 01:14:23,400
You have... You have no idea.
1508
01:14:24,440 --> 01:14:26,320
Use it to your advantage,
do you understand me?
1509
01:14:26,360 --> 01:14:27,400
Yes, staff.
1510
01:14:29,080 --> 01:14:30,120
Guard!
1511
01:14:31,640 --> 01:14:33,320
Start believing in yourself
like we believe in you.
1512
01:14:33,360 --> 01:14:35,360
Thank you. Thank you, staff.
1513
01:14:46,360 --> 01:14:49,800
Just that,
someone believing in her...
1514
01:14:51,320 --> 01:14:52,720
it's a fucking powerful thing right?
1515
01:14:52,760 --> 01:14:54,640
Right.
1516
01:14:54,680 --> 01:14:55,960
Keep fighting,
number three, yeah?
1517
01:14:57,240 --> 01:14:58,600
Now, she just needs to embrace it.
1518
01:14:58,640 --> 01:14:59,920
Yeah.
She'll be good to go.
1519
01:15:02,480 --> 01:15:04,920
Number three's efforts
have not gone unnoticed
1520
01:15:04,960 --> 01:15:08,240
by fellow recruit
and long-time friend,
1521
01:15:08,280 --> 01:15:09,360
number two, Pauly.
1522
01:15:09,400 --> 01:15:10,840
Nah,
I'm really proud of you, you know.
1523
01:15:10,880 --> 01:15:11,920
Thanks, darling.
1524
01:15:11,960 --> 01:15:13,240
As a person, as a friend, you know?
1525
01:15:13,280 --> 01:15:15,200
Like to get through that,
no really like...
1526
01:15:15,240 --> 01:15:16,640
I appreciate that.
..you blew my mind.
1527
01:15:16,680 --> 01:15:18,800
The plane, it blew my mind.
It actually blew my mind.
1528
01:15:18,840 --> 01:15:20,320
I was like, "fuck me dead
she really..."
1529
01:15:20,360 --> 01:15:22,520
Oh. Thanks, darling.
I appreciate that a lot.
1530
01:15:22,560 --> 01:15:23,800
Yeah.
I really do.
1531
01:15:23,840 --> 01:15:26,440
It's... it's great,
it's so great that you, you know,
1532
01:15:26,480 --> 01:15:28,800
you do, they say you take
something away from this,
1533
01:15:28,840 --> 01:15:32,480
you know, and it's so true.
1534
01:15:32,520 --> 01:15:34,680
Yeah. Knuckles to you, mate.
1535
01:15:34,720 --> 01:15:35,720
Thanks, baby.
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