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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:55,953 --> 00:01:58,369 Dear friend... 2 00:01:58,454 --> 00:02:02,703 I am writing to you because she said you listen and understand. 3 00:02:02,787 --> 00:02:04,930 And didn't try to sleep with that person at that party... 4 00:02:04,954 --> 00:02:06,661 even though you could have. 5 00:02:07,787 --> 00:02:10,327 Please, don't try to figure out who I am. 6 00:02:10,412 --> 00:02:12,494 I don't want you to do that. 7 00:02:12,579 --> 00:02:15,536 I just need to know that people like you exist. 8 00:02:15,620 --> 00:02:17,911 Like, if you met me you wouldn't... 9 00:02:17,996 --> 00:02:21,995 think I was the weird kid who spent time in the hospital. 10 00:02:24,746 --> 00:02:26,745 And I wouldn't make you nervous. 11 00:02:28,288 --> 00:02:31,536 I hope it's okay for me to think that. 12 00:02:31,620 --> 00:02:33,911 You see, I haven't really talked to anyone... 13 00:02:33,996 --> 00:02:36,120 outside of my family all summer. 14 00:02:36,204 --> 00:02:39,495 But tomorrow is my first day of high school ever. 15 00:02:39,579 --> 00:02:42,412 And I need to turn things around. 16 00:02:42,496 --> 00:02:45,162 So I have a plan. 17 00:02:45,246 --> 00:02:47,037 As I enter the school for the first time... 18 00:02:47,121 --> 00:02:48,870 I will visualize what it will be like... 19 00:02:48,954 --> 00:02:51,911 on the last day of my senior year. 20 00:02:51,996 --> 00:02:54,370 Unfortunately, I counted and that's... 21 00:02:55,621 --> 00:02:57,746 Hop, freshman toads! Hop! Let's move it! 22 00:02:57,829 --> 00:03:01,370 1,385 days from now. 23 00:03:01,455 --> 00:03:03,662 We worked out all summer. Rock hard. 24 00:03:03,747 --> 00:03:05,829 Hey, you know what? Why don't you guys get a room? 25 00:03:05,913 --> 00:03:10,495 Just 1,385 days. 26 00:03:10,580 --> 00:03:14,412 In the meantime, I'd hoped that my sister, Candace, and her boyfriend, Derek... 27 00:03:14,496 --> 00:03:16,495 would have let me eat lunch with their Earth Club. 28 00:03:16,580 --> 00:03:17,912 Seniors only. 29 00:03:19,621 --> 00:03:21,370 What are you doing with that plastic spork? 30 00:03:21,455 --> 00:03:23,579 I don't wanna bring back silverware. 31 00:03:23,663 --> 00:03:28,038 Derek, you're Earth Club treasurer. Come on! 32 00:03:28,122 --> 00:03:30,537 When my sister said "No," I thought... 33 00:03:30,621 --> 00:03:34,579 maybe my old friend Susan would wanna have lunch with me. 34 00:03:34,663 --> 00:03:38,662 In middle school, Susan was very fun to be around... 35 00:03:38,747 --> 00:03:41,746 but now she doesn't like to say "Hi" to me anymore. 36 00:03:41,830 --> 00:03:43,329 And then there's Brad Hays. 37 00:03:43,414 --> 00:03:46,413 Before my older brother went to play football for Penn State... 38 00:03:46,497 --> 00:03:48,121 he and Brad played together... 39 00:03:48,205 --> 00:03:50,787 so I thought maybe he'd say "Hi" to me. 40 00:03:50,872 --> 00:03:52,538 But Brad's a senior. 41 00:03:52,621 --> 00:03:55,371 And I'm me. So who am I kidding? 42 00:03:55,456 --> 00:03:57,580 On the bright side... 43 00:03:57,664 --> 00:04:01,038 one senior decided to make fun of the teacher instead of the freshmen. 44 00:04:01,122 --> 00:04:04,079 He even drew on Mr. Callahan's legendary goatee... 45 00:04:04,164 --> 00:04:05,538 with a grease pencil. 46 00:04:08,414 --> 00:04:11,038 The prick punch is not a toy. 47 00:04:11,122 --> 00:04:13,996 I learned that back in 'Nam in '68. 48 00:04:14,080 --> 00:04:15,872 "Callahan," sergeant said... 49 00:04:15,955 --> 00:04:17,056 "you put down that prick punch. 50 00:04:17,080 --> 00:04:19,038 You go kill some gooks." 51 00:04:19,122 --> 00:04:20,913 And you know what happened? 52 00:04:20,998 --> 00:04:24,538 That prick punch killed my best friend in a Saigon whorehouse. 53 00:04:24,622 --> 00:04:27,913 I heard you were gonna be in my class. 54 00:04:27,998 --> 00:04:29,288 Are you proud to be a senior... 55 00:04:29,372 --> 00:04:32,413 having to take freshman shop, Patty-Cakes? 56 00:04:32,497 --> 00:04:34,205 Look, my name is Patrick. 57 00:04:34,289 --> 00:04:36,455 Either you call me Patrick or you call me nothing. 58 00:04:36,539 --> 00:04:38,538 Okay, Nothing. 59 00:04:40,497 --> 00:04:42,455 I felt really bad for Patrick. 60 00:04:42,539 --> 00:04:46,330 He wasn't doing the impersonation to be mean or anything. 61 00:04:46,414 --> 00:04:49,289 He was just trying to make us freshmen feel better. 62 00:04:49,373 --> 00:04:52,205 Nothing, why don't you read first? 63 00:04:52,290 --> 00:04:54,913 All right. "Chapter One. 64 00:04:54,998 --> 00:04:56,997 Surviving your fascist shop teacher... 65 00:04:57,081 --> 00:04:58,788 who needs to put kids down to feel big." 66 00:04:58,873 --> 00:05:01,164 Wow, this is useful, guys. We should read on. 67 00:05:02,457 --> 00:05:05,539 My last class of the day is Advanced English... 68 00:05:05,623 --> 00:05:07,414 and I'm really excited to finally learn... 69 00:05:07,498 --> 00:05:10,122 with the smartest kids in the school. 70 00:05:10,206 --> 00:05:13,205 Nice Trapper Keeper, faggot. 71 00:05:13,290 --> 00:05:16,622 Believe it or not, she's gotten straight A's since kindergarten. 72 00:05:20,040 --> 00:05:21,497 I'm Mr. Anderson. 73 00:05:21,582 --> 00:05:23,748 I'm gonna be your teacher for freshman English. 74 00:05:23,832 --> 00:05:25,224 This semester we're gonna learn about... 75 00:05:25,248 --> 00:05:27,164 Harper Lee's To Kill a Mockingbird. 76 00:05:27,248 --> 00:05:28,664 Genius book. 77 00:05:28,749 --> 00:05:30,831 Now, who'd like to get out of the first pop quiz? 78 00:05:32,832 --> 00:05:35,706 I'm shocked. All right. Well, you can skip the quiz... 79 00:05:35,790 --> 00:05:38,164 if you tell me which author invented the paperback book. 80 00:05:39,041 --> 00:05:40,539 Anyone? 81 00:05:40,623 --> 00:05:42,289 He was British. 82 00:05:42,373 --> 00:05:44,247 He also invented the serial. 83 00:05:44,331 --> 00:05:48,748 In fact, at the end of the third chapter of his first novel... 84 00:05:48,832 --> 00:05:52,998 he had a man hanging from a cliff by his fingernails. 85 00:05:53,082 --> 00:05:54,748 Hence the term "cliff hanger." 86 00:05:55,582 --> 00:05:57,373 Anybody? 87 00:05:57,457 --> 00:05:59,415 - Yeah? - Shakespeare. 88 00:05:59,498 --> 00:06:01,165 That's a great guess, but no. 89 00:06:01,249 --> 00:06:02,956 Shakespeare didn't write novels. 90 00:06:03,665 --> 00:06:05,457 Anybody else? 91 00:06:07,374 --> 00:06:09,248 The author... 92 00:06:12,082 --> 00:06:15,457 was Charles Dickens. 93 00:06:15,541 --> 00:06:17,748 However, if you and I had gone to a Shakespeare play... 94 00:06:17,832 --> 00:06:19,665 it would have cost us four pennies. 95 00:06:19,750 --> 00:06:20,873 Can you imagine that? 96 00:06:20,957 --> 00:06:23,540 We would have put those pennies in a metal box. 97 00:06:23,624 --> 00:06:25,540 The ushers would lock it in the office. 98 00:06:25,624 --> 00:06:27,206 And that's where we get the term... 99 00:06:27,291 --> 00:06:28,707 Cash register. 100 00:06:30,416 --> 00:06:31,416 Office Max. 101 00:06:31,458 --> 00:06:33,040 I'll give you a free "A" on anything... 102 00:06:33,124 --> 00:06:35,165 except the final term paper if you get it right. 103 00:06:39,291 --> 00:06:40,623 Box office. 104 00:06:43,332 --> 00:06:45,123 You should learn to participate. 105 00:06:48,166 --> 00:06:49,665 Why didn't you raise your hand? 106 00:06:52,708 --> 00:06:54,915 They call you the "teacher's pet"? 107 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:56,290 "Freak"? That kinda thing? 108 00:06:57,125 --> 00:06:58,999 I used to get "spaz." 109 00:06:59,083 --> 00:07:00,457 I mean, come on, "spaz"? 110 00:07:04,875 --> 00:07:07,332 You know, I heard you had a tough time last year. 111 00:07:07,417 --> 00:07:10,291 But they say if you make one friend... 112 00:07:10,375 --> 00:07:12,499 on your first day, you're doing okay. 113 00:07:12,583 --> 00:07:14,458 Thank you, sir, but if my English teacher... 114 00:07:14,542 --> 00:07:16,207 is the only friend I make today... 115 00:07:16,292 --> 00:07:18,374 that would be sort of depressing. 116 00:07:18,459 --> 00:07:20,749 Yeah, I can see that. 117 00:07:20,833 --> 00:07:23,374 Don't worry, Mr. Anderson, I'm okay. 118 00:07:23,459 --> 00:07:24,459 Thanks. 119 00:07:30,500 --> 00:07:33,332 I would happily not take shop... 120 00:07:34,083 --> 00:07:35,458 Hey, freshman toad. 121 00:07:36,875 --> 00:07:41,750 Well, I have 1,384 days to go. 122 00:07:42,876 --> 00:07:45,166 Just so I say it to someone... 123 00:07:45,250 --> 00:07:48,082 high school is even worse than middle school. 124 00:07:49,876 --> 00:07:51,708 If my parents ask me about it... 125 00:07:51,792 --> 00:07:54,042 I probably won't tell them the truth... 126 00:07:54,125 --> 00:07:55,416 because I don't want them... 127 00:07:55,500 --> 00:07:58,458 to worry that I might get bad again. 128 00:07:58,542 --> 00:08:01,374 If my Aunt Helen were still here, I could talk to her... 129 00:08:01,459 --> 00:08:03,042 and I know she would understand... 130 00:08:03,126 --> 00:08:05,541 how I'm both happy and sad. 131 00:08:05,625 --> 00:08:08,916 And I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. 132 00:08:09,001 --> 00:08:11,833 I just hope I make a friend soon. 133 00:08:11,917 --> 00:08:14,583 Love always, Charlie. 134 00:08:15,625 --> 00:08:17,417 Charlie? Come on. 135 00:08:19,334 --> 00:08:21,666 This chicken paprikash is delicious. 136 00:08:21,751 --> 00:08:23,708 Thank you, Derek. It's Charlie's favorite. 137 00:08:23,792 --> 00:08:27,542 He was a little nervous about starting high school today, so I made it for him. 138 00:08:27,625 --> 00:08:29,626 Feel a little silly about being nervous now, Champ? 139 00:08:30,501 --> 00:08:32,584 Yes, sir. I sure do. 140 00:08:32,668 --> 00:08:34,875 I told you, just give 'em a smile... 141 00:08:34,959 --> 00:08:36,375 and be yourself. 142 00:08:36,460 --> 00:08:38,584 - That's how youโ€” - Make friends in the real world. 143 00:08:38,668 --> 00:08:40,208 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'. 144 00:08:40,293 --> 00:08:43,125 Freshman year is tough, but... 145 00:08:43,209 --> 00:08:45,083 you really find yourself. 146 00:08:49,877 --> 00:08:52,042 Thanks, Derek. 147 00:08:52,126 --> 00:08:54,042 You could have been a little nicer to Derek. 148 00:08:54,126 --> 00:08:57,959 I'm sorry, the kid's a pussy. I can't stand him. 149 00:08:58,044 --> 00:09:00,208 - I really hope you love the mix tape I made. - I do. 150 00:09:00,293 --> 00:09:03,292 - The cover is hand-painted. - Wow. 151 00:09:07,960 --> 00:09:09,584 Hey, Charlie, you want this? 152 00:09:10,585 --> 00:09:12,126 Are you sure? 153 00:09:12,210 --> 00:09:14,168 He gives me one every week. 154 00:09:17,835 --> 00:09:19,293 Hey, babe. 155 00:09:19,376 --> 00:09:23,834 This next one might be a little sad, but it reminded me of your eyes. 156 00:09:23,918 --> 00:09:29,625 โ™ช Sing me to sleep โ™ช 157 00:09:29,710 --> 00:09:33,043 โ™ช I'm tired and I โ™ช 158 00:09:33,127 --> 00:09:36,460 โ™ช I want to go to bed โ™ช 159 00:09:36,544 --> 00:09:42,209 โ™ช Sing me to sleep โ™ช 160 00:09:42,294 --> 00:09:44,792 Did you already do the term paper on To Kill a Mockingbird? 161 00:09:44,877 --> 00:09:46,251 No. 162 00:09:46,335 --> 00:09:48,876 Get him. 163 00:09:48,960 --> 00:09:53,376 โ™ช Don't try to wake me in the morning โ™ช 164 00:09:53,461 --> 00:09:56,959 โ™ช 'Cause I will be gone โ™ช 165 00:10:01,961 --> 00:10:05,460 โ™ช Don't feel bad for me โ™ช 166 00:10:05,544 --> 00:10:10,126 โ™ช I want you to know โ™ช 167 00:10:13,961 --> 00:10:18,002 โ™ช Deep in the cell of my heart โ™ช 168 00:10:18,086 --> 00:10:22,293 โ™ช I will feel so glad to go โ™ช โ™ช 169 00:10:53,670 --> 00:10:56,210 Let's go, Devils! 170 00:11:03,545 --> 00:11:05,294 Right. Come on, offense! 171 00:11:05,378 --> 00:11:07,169 - Hey, Nothing. - Hey, Nothing. 172 00:11:07,253 --> 00:11:08,711 Suck it, virginity pledges. 173 00:11:09,754 --> 00:11:11,669 Suck it. 174 00:11:11,754 --> 00:11:15,169 You're in trouble now, Jaguars! 175 00:11:26,837 --> 00:11:29,419 Hey, Patrick. 176 00:11:29,503 --> 00:11:32,086 Hey. You're in my shop class, right? 177 00:11:32,171 --> 00:11:33,711 How's your clock coming? 178 00:11:33,795 --> 00:11:35,295 My dad's building it for me. 179 00:11:35,378 --> 00:11:38,336 Yeah. Mine looks like a boat. 180 00:11:38,420 --> 00:11:40,646 You wanna sit over here or are you waiting for your friends? 181 00:11:40,670 --> 00:11:42,253 No, no, no, I'll sit. 182 00:11:45,171 --> 00:11:47,378 Thanks for not calling me Nothing by the way. 183 00:11:47,463 --> 00:11:49,045 It's an endless nightmare. 184 00:11:49,129 --> 00:11:51,609 And these assholes, they actually think they're being original. 185 00:11:53,379 --> 00:11:55,378 So do you like football? 186 00:11:55,463 --> 00:11:56,545 Love it. Love football. 187 00:11:56,629 --> 00:11:58,128 Maybe you know my brother then. 188 00:11:58,212 --> 00:11:59,711 Hey, Sam. 189 00:11:59,795 --> 00:12:02,878 Question. Could the bathrooms here be more disgusting? 190 00:12:02,962 --> 00:12:04,919 Yes. They call it the men's room. 191 00:12:06,212 --> 00:12:08,712 So I finally got hold of Bob. 192 00:12:08,796 --> 00:12:10,754 Party tonight? 193 00:12:10,838 --> 00:12:14,295 He's still trying to shag that waitress from the Olive Garden. 194 00:12:14,379 --> 00:12:15,795 He's never tossing that salad. 195 00:12:19,129 --> 00:12:20,670 Come on! 196 00:12:23,046 --> 00:12:24,211 Patrick. 197 00:12:24,296 --> 00:12:25,128 Yeah? 198 00:12:25,212 --> 00:12:26,628 Who's this? 199 00:12:26,713 --> 00:12:27,713 This is- 200 00:12:28,421 --> 00:12:29,503 Charlie Kelmeckis. 201 00:12:29,588 --> 00:12:30,879 Kelmeckis? 202 00:12:30,963 --> 00:12:34,087 No shit? Your sister's dating Ponytail Derek, isn't she? 203 00:12:34,172 --> 00:12:35,962 - God. - Is that what they call him? 204 00:12:36,047 --> 00:12:37,879 Would you leave Ponytail Derek alone? 205 00:12:37,963 --> 00:12:40,129 You put the "ass" in "class," Patrick. 206 00:12:40,213 --> 00:12:42,212 I try. Sam, I try. 207 00:12:42,297 --> 00:12:45,420 It's nice to meet you, Charlie. I'm Sam. 208 00:12:45,504 --> 00:12:48,337 - What's the plan? Are we going to Mary Elizabeth's tonight? - Nope. 209 00:12:48,421 --> 00:12:51,254 She got caught watering down her parents' brandy with iced tea. 210 00:12:51,338 --> 00:12:53,046 Let's just go to Kings. 211 00:12:53,130 --> 00:12:57,504 All right. We're goin' to Kings after the game if you wanna come. 212 00:13:15,672 --> 00:13:17,171 Do you have a favorite band? 213 00:13:17,255 --> 00:13:19,504 Well, I think The Smiths are my favorite. 214 00:13:19,589 --> 00:13:23,421 Are you kidding? I love The Smiths. Best breakup band ever. 215 00:13:23,505 --> 00:13:24,921 What's your favorite song? 216 00:13:25,005 --> 00:13:27,796 "Asleep." It's from Louder than Bombs. 217 00:13:27,881 --> 00:13:30,129 I heard it on Ponytail Derek's mix tape. 218 00:13:30,213 --> 00:13:31,713 That works on so many levels. 219 00:13:31,797 --> 00:13:34,171 I can make you guys a copy if you want. 220 00:13:34,255 --> 00:13:37,231 - What about Eides? You love Eides, right? - Yeah, of course. They're great. 221 00:13:37,255 --> 00:13:38,963 Not a band, Charlie. 222 00:13:39,048 --> 00:13:40,463 It's a record store downtown. 223 00:13:40,547 --> 00:13:42,588 Things sound so much better on vinyl. 224 00:13:42,672 --> 00:13:45,231 You know, I used to be popular before Sam got me some good music. 225 00:13:45,255 --> 00:13:48,130 So you be careful. She'll ruin your life forever. 226 00:13:48,214 --> 00:13:49,379 That's okay. 227 00:13:49,464 --> 00:13:51,880 - Hey, Nothing. - Hey, Nothing. 228 00:13:51,964 --> 00:13:54,255 Let it go! Jesus! 229 00:13:54,339 --> 00:13:57,005 It's an antique joke. It's over. 230 00:13:57,089 --> 00:13:59,255 So what are you gonna do when you get outta this place? 231 00:13:59,339 --> 00:14:02,380 Well, my Aunt Helen said I should be a writer... 232 00:14:02,465 --> 00:14:04,047 but I don't know what I'd write about. 233 00:14:04,131 --> 00:14:05,796 You could write about us. 234 00:14:05,881 --> 00:14:09,338 Yeah! Call it Slut and the Falcon. 235 00:14:09,423 --> 00:14:10,921 Make us solve crimes. 236 00:14:11,006 --> 00:14:13,255 You guys seem really happy together. 237 00:14:13,339 --> 00:14:15,257 How long have you been boyfriend and girlfriend? 238 00:14:17,631 --> 00:14:20,547 He's not my boyfriend. He's my stepbrother. 239 00:14:20,631 --> 00:14:22,963 My mom finally left my worthless dad... 240 00:14:23,048 --> 00:14:25,756 and married his nice dad when we moved here. 241 00:14:25,839 --> 00:14:27,800 But she's not bitter or anything. Make no mistake. 242 00:14:27,840 --> 00:14:31,756 Absolutely not. Charlie, I'm not a bulimic. 243 00:14:31,840 --> 00:14:35,047 - I'm a bulim-ist. - I'm sorry, I don't know what that is. 244 00:14:35,131 --> 00:14:37,172 She just really believes in bulimia. 245 00:14:37,256 --> 00:14:38,797 I love bulimia! 246 00:14:44,256 --> 00:14:45,964 Hey. Thanks for paying, Charlie. 247 00:14:46,049 --> 00:14:48,131 No problem. Thank you guys for the ride. 248 00:14:48,214 --> 00:14:50,464 Maybe I'll see you around in school? 249 00:14:50,548 --> 00:14:55,006 - God, would you turn it down? You're gonna make us deaf. - So be it. It's rock and roll. 250 00:14:55,882 --> 00:14:57,089 Bye, Charlie! 251 00:14:57,174 --> 00:14:59,214 - Bye, Charlie. - Okay, bye. 252 00:15:10,715 --> 00:15:13,048 Your mom says, "Don't go to Columbia with Candace, Derek." 253 00:15:13,132 --> 00:15:14,839 - Shh! Shutโ€” - "Don't go to Columbia!" 254 00:15:14,923 --> 00:15:16,922 Do you always want to be a mama's boy, Derek? 255 00:15:17,007 --> 00:15:18,298 I am not a mama's boy! 256 00:15:18,382 --> 00:15:20,316 You are, because every single time I go to your house... 257 00:15:20,340 --> 00:15:21,340 Every single time! 258 00:15:21,424 --> 00:15:23,298 Shut up, Candace! 259 00:15:23,382 --> 00:15:26,298 You just stand there like a little bitch dog. 260 00:15:26,382 --> 00:15:30,465 No. Charlieโ€” Charlie, just go. I can handle it. 261 00:15:30,549 --> 00:15:32,631 Just don't wake up Mom and Dad. 262 00:16:00,133 --> 00:16:02,339 Hey! Look who's here. 263 00:16:03,799 --> 00:16:05,548 Welcome home, Aunt Helen. 264 00:16:05,632 --> 00:16:08,631 Aw! Look at you guys. 265 00:16:08,716 --> 00:16:10,506 Dressed so nice. 266 00:16:18,924 --> 00:16:20,340 Hey, Candace. 267 00:16:22,008 --> 00:16:23,548 What are you doing? 268 00:16:25,300 --> 00:16:28,965 Look, I egged him on. You saw it. 269 00:16:29,050 --> 00:16:33,382 He's never hit me before, and I promise you, he will never hit me again. 270 00:16:33,467 --> 00:16:35,466 Like Aunt Helen's boyfriends? 271 00:16:39,841 --> 00:16:42,507 Charlie, this is Ponytail Derek. 272 00:16:43,341 --> 00:16:44,840 I can handle him. 273 00:16:47,050 --> 00:16:48,549 Do you trust me? 274 00:16:51,592 --> 00:16:53,758 Please, don't tell Mom and Dad. 275 00:17:33,967 --> 00:17:36,592 My God, they're playing good music! 276 00:17:36,675 --> 00:17:39,633 Holy shit. Holy shit! They are! They're playing good music. 277 00:17:39,717 --> 00:17:42,216 - Living room routine. - Living room routine. 278 00:17:42,301 --> 00:17:44,175 - Yes. - Yes! 279 00:17:44,259 --> 00:17:46,091 Excuse us. Excuse me. Pardon. 280 00:17:46,176 --> 00:17:47,758 Sorry. 281 00:17:47,842 --> 00:17:50,675 Get out of the way! Get out of the way! 282 00:17:53,468 --> 00:17:57,550 โ™ช Poor old Johnny Ray โ™ช 283 00:17:57,634 --> 00:18:00,050 โ™ช Sounded sad upon the radio โ™ช 284 00:18:00,134 --> 00:18:03,008 โ™ช Moved a million hearts in mono โ™ช 285 00:18:03,092 --> 00:18:06,925 โ™ช Our mothers cried โ™ช 286 00:18:07,010 --> 00:18:11,258 - โ™ช Sang along, who'd blame them? โ™ช - โ™ช Come on, Eileen โ™ช 287 00:18:11,342 --> 00:18:17,884 โ™ช Too-rye-loo-rye, Too-rye-loo-rye-ay โ™ช 288 00:18:17,968 --> 00:18:23,009 โ™ช And we can sing just like our fathers โ™ช 289 00:18:23,093 --> 00:18:25,051 โ™ช Come on, Eileen โ™ช 290 00:18:25,135 --> 00:18:27,301 - โ™ช I swear โ™ช - โ™ช What he means โ™ช 291 00:18:27,384 --> 00:18:32,425 โ™ช At this moment you mean everything โ™ช 292 00:18:32,509 --> 00:18:35,759 โ™ช You in that dress My thoughts, I confess โ™ช 293 00:18:35,843 --> 00:18:37,884 โ™ช Verge on dirty โ™ช 294 00:18:37,968 --> 00:18:41,717 โ™ช Come on, Eileen โ™ช 295 00:18:43,760 --> 00:18:46,051 โ™ช Come on, Eileen โ™ช 296 00:18:46,135 --> 00:18:48,009 โ™ช Too-loo-rye-ay โ™ช 297 00:18:48,093 --> 00:18:50,468 โ™ช Come on, Eileen โ™ช 298 00:18:50,552 --> 00:18:52,051 โ™ช Too-loo-rye-ay โ™ช 299 00:18:52,135 --> 00:18:55,967 โ™ช Now you're full grown Now you have shown โ™ช 300 00:18:56,052 --> 00:18:58,134 โ™ช Eileen โ™ช 301 00:19:00,135 --> 00:19:02,092 โ™ช Come on, Eileen โ™ช 302 00:19:02,177 --> 00:19:07,342 โ™ช These things they are real and I know how you feel โ™ช 303 00:19:07,427 --> 00:19:10,593 โ™ช Now I must say more than ever โ™ช 304 00:19:10,677 --> 00:19:12,593 โ™ช Things round here have changed โ™ช 305 00:19:12,677 --> 00:19:20,134 โ™ช I said, too-loo-rye Too-loo-rye-ay โ™ช โ™ช 306 00:19:22,135 --> 00:19:23,634 God, it's freezing! 307 00:19:23,719 --> 00:19:26,403 But you wore that toasty costume. It's not like it's cute or original. 308 00:19:26,427 --> 00:19:29,634 - You'd hope it would be warm. - Yeah, piss off, Tennessee Tuxedo. 309 00:19:29,719 --> 00:19:31,885 Are you sure it's okay that I come? 310 00:19:31,969 --> 00:19:35,010 Yeah, of course. Just remember, Charlie, Bob's not paranoid. 311 00:19:35,094 --> 00:19:36,384 He's sensitive. 312 00:19:36,469 --> 00:19:38,218 Sam! 313 00:19:38,303 --> 00:19:41,509 That waitress from the Olive Garden, she was such a tease. 314 00:19:42,552 --> 00:19:43,926 Will you marry me? 315 00:19:44,011 --> 00:19:45,593 Only with Patrick's blessing. 316 00:19:45,677 --> 00:19:47,218 Patrick? 317 00:19:47,303 --> 00:19:49,611 You are a hopeless stoner who attends the culinary institute. 318 00:19:49,635 --> 00:19:53,010 I'm gonna say "no" on that, but nice try. Charlie. 319 00:19:53,094 --> 00:19:54,718 Touchรฉ. 320 00:20:02,595 --> 00:20:06,385 So, Charlie. This is a party. 321 00:20:15,803 --> 00:20:17,635 This is what fun looks like. 322 00:20:19,386 --> 00:20:21,343 Are you ready to meet some desperate women? 323 00:20:21,428 --> 00:20:22,969 Here, have a seat. 324 00:20:23,053 --> 00:20:24,093 Hey, ladies. 325 00:20:24,887 --> 00:20:26,594 Meet Charlie. 326 00:20:28,012 --> 00:20:29,761 - Hi. - Meet ladies. 327 00:20:29,845 --> 00:20:31,135 - Hey. - Mary Elizabeth. 328 00:20:31,219 --> 00:20:32,677 - Alice. - Nice to meet you. 329 00:20:32,762 --> 00:20:34,218 This is Charlie's first party ever. 330 00:20:34,303 --> 00:20:39,302 So I expect nice, meaningful, heartfelt blowjobs from both of you. 331 00:20:39,386 --> 00:20:41,969 Patrick, you're such a dick. Where the hell did you go? 332 00:20:42,054 --> 00:20:44,654 - The dance was a little boring, don't you think? - You are so selfish. 333 00:20:44,678 --> 00:20:47,136 We looked everywhere for you. You could have told someone. 334 00:20:47,220 --> 00:20:48,594 Cry me a river. 335 00:20:48,678 --> 00:20:52,053 How is it that you've got meaner since becoming a Buddhist? 336 00:20:52,137 --> 00:20:53,386 Just lucky, I guess. 337 00:20:53,470 --> 00:20:54,821 No, you're doing something wrong, I think. 338 00:20:54,845 --> 00:20:56,344 Or something very right. 339 00:20:56,429 --> 00:20:58,428 - Yeah, wellโ€” - Hey! 340 00:20:58,512 --> 00:21:00,136 Look who's here. 341 00:21:02,179 --> 00:21:03,677 Is that Brad Hays? 342 00:21:03,762 --> 00:21:05,761 Yeah. He comes here sometimes. 343 00:21:05,845 --> 00:21:07,927 But he's a popular kid. 344 00:21:08,012 --> 00:21:10,094 Then what are we? 345 00:21:10,179 --> 00:21:13,844 Charlie! You look like you could use a brownie. 346 00:21:14,345 --> 00:21:16,011 Thank you. 347 00:21:16,095 --> 00:21:19,219 I was so hungry at the dance. I was gonna go to Kings... 348 00:21:19,304 --> 00:21:21,011 but I didn't really have any time. 349 00:21:21,596 --> 00:21:22,636 Thanks. 350 00:21:36,387 --> 00:21:38,344 Have you guys felt this carpet? 351 00:21:38,429 --> 00:21:40,762 This carpet feels so darn good. 352 00:21:46,846 --> 00:21:49,428 Charlie, Charlie, what do you think about high school? 353 00:21:49,512 --> 00:21:50,803 High school? 354 00:21:51,304 --> 00:21:53,553 Bullshit. 355 00:21:53,637 --> 00:21:55,595 The cafeteria is called the Nutrition Center. 356 00:21:55,679 --> 00:21:59,054 People wear their letter jackets even when it's 98 degrees out. 357 00:21:59,138 --> 00:22:01,928 And why do they give out letter jackets to marching band? 358 00:22:02,721 --> 00:22:04,803 It's not a sport. 359 00:22:04,888 --> 00:22:06,220 We all know it. 360 00:22:06,305 --> 00:22:08,429 This kid is crazy. 361 00:22:08,513 --> 00:22:10,793 Mary Elizabeth, I think you're really gonna regret that... 362 00:22:10,846 --> 00:22:14,636 you knowโ€” haircut when you look back at old photographs. 363 00:22:14,721 --> 00:22:16,970 My God! 364 00:22:17,055 --> 00:22:19,637 I'm really sorry. That sounded like a compliment in my head. 365 00:22:19,721 --> 00:22:20,596 My God! 366 00:22:20,680 --> 00:22:21,680 Well, it's kinda true. 367 00:22:21,763 --> 00:22:23,137 Shut up! 368 00:22:23,221 --> 00:22:25,345 I can't even be mad at him. Look at him. 369 00:22:25,430 --> 00:22:26,763 Bob, did you get him stoned? 370 00:22:26,846 --> 00:22:28,970 Come on, Sam, he likes it, just look at him. 371 00:22:30,138 --> 00:22:31,596 How do you feel, Charlie? 372 00:22:33,263 --> 00:22:34,596 I just really want a milk shake. 373 00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:45,013 Sam... 374 00:22:47,638 --> 00:22:50,721 You have such pretty brown eyes. 375 00:22:50,805 --> 00:22:52,489 The kind of pretty that deserves to make... 376 00:22:52,513 --> 00:22:54,846 a big deal about itself though, you know what I mean? 377 00:22:56,513 --> 00:23:00,554 Okay, Charlie. Let me make the milk shake. 378 00:23:00,638 --> 00:23:03,763 What a great word. Milk shake. 379 00:23:03,847 --> 00:23:07,846 It's like when you say your name over and over again in the mirror... 380 00:23:07,930 --> 00:23:10,096 and after a while it sounds crazy. 381 00:23:10,181 --> 00:23:12,512 So I'm guessing you've never been high before? 382 00:23:12,597 --> 00:23:15,096 No. No, no, no. 383 00:23:15,181 --> 00:23:17,679 My best friend, Michael, his dad was a big drinker... 384 00:23:17,764 --> 00:23:20,346 so he hated all that stuff. 385 00:23:20,431 --> 00:23:21,472 Parties too. 386 00:23:21,556 --> 00:23:23,055 Well, where is Michael tonight? 387 00:23:23,139 --> 00:23:25,597 He shot himself last May. 388 00:23:30,598 --> 00:23:33,263 I kinda wished he'd left a note. You know what I mean? 389 00:23:40,431 --> 00:23:41,971 Where's the bathroom? 390 00:23:44,097 --> 00:23:45,138 It's up the stairs. 391 00:23:45,222 --> 00:23:46,513 Thanks, Sam. 392 00:23:46,598 --> 00:23:48,305 You're so nice. 393 00:24:01,264 --> 00:24:02,597 Charlie. 394 00:24:05,806 --> 00:24:06,972 Weird. 395 00:24:14,265 --> 00:24:15,265 Charlie. 396 00:24:15,348 --> 00:24:16,722 What... 397 00:24:17,765 --> 00:24:19,181 Who was that kid? 398 00:24:19,265 --> 00:24:21,722 Relax. Relax. He's a friend of mine. 399 00:24:22,307 --> 00:24:23,555 Stay here. 400 00:24:23,639 --> 00:24:25,306 I didn't see anything. 401 00:24:25,390 --> 00:24:27,597 Yeah, I know you saw something, but it's okay. 402 00:24:28,515 --> 00:24:30,056 Okay, listen... 403 00:24:31,432 --> 00:24:33,347 Brad doesn't want anyone to know. 404 00:24:35,098 --> 00:24:36,222 Wait. 405 00:24:37,098 --> 00:24:40,139 - Are you baked? - Like a cake. 406 00:24:40,223 --> 00:24:42,222 That's what Bob said. 407 00:24:42,307 --> 00:24:44,889 And you can't have three on a match because then they'd find us. 408 00:24:44,973 --> 00:24:47,514 And everybody laughed but I don't understand what's funny. 409 00:24:48,515 --> 00:24:51,930 Okay, Charlie, listen. 410 00:24:53,432 --> 00:24:55,347 I need you to promise... 411 00:24:55,432 --> 00:24:58,806 that you're not gonna say anything to anyone about me and Brad. 412 00:25:00,016 --> 00:25:02,057 Okay? This has to be our little secret. 413 00:25:02,849 --> 00:25:06,098 Our little secret. Agreed. 414 00:25:06,974 --> 00:25:07,974 Okay. 415 00:25:08,058 --> 00:25:09,681 Thank you. 416 00:25:09,766 --> 00:25:10,890 We'll talk later. 417 00:25:13,724 --> 00:25:15,639 I look forward to that big talk. 418 00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:20,931 Can I have your cherry? 419 00:25:21,016 --> 00:25:24,639 Isn't this the best milk shake ever, Alice? 420 00:25:24,724 --> 00:25:26,307 It's even better than the first one. 421 00:25:32,141 --> 00:25:34,765 Charlie just told me that his best friend shot himself. 422 00:25:37,932 --> 00:25:40,348 I don't think he has any friends. 423 00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:49,223 Hey, everyone! 424 00:25:49,308 --> 00:25:50,557 Everybody! 425 00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:55,223 Everyone... 426 00:25:55,308 --> 00:25:57,307 raise your glasses to Charlie. 427 00:25:59,308 --> 00:26:02,182 - What did I do? - You didn't do anything. 428 00:26:02,266 --> 00:26:04,515 We just wanna toast to our new friend. 429 00:26:04,600 --> 00:26:06,182 You see things. 430 00:26:06,266 --> 00:26:07,891 And you understand. 431 00:26:09,558 --> 00:26:10,640 You're a wallflower. 432 00:26:14,433 --> 00:26:15,433 What is it? What's wrong? 433 00:26:17,059 --> 00:26:19,183 I didn't think anyone noticed me. 434 00:26:22,641 --> 00:26:25,849 Well, we didn't think there was anyone cool left to meet. 435 00:26:25,933 --> 00:26:27,974 So come on, everyone. 436 00:26:30,225 --> 00:26:31,599 To Charlie. 437 00:26:31,683 --> 00:26:33,099 To Charlie. 438 00:26:37,392 --> 00:26:39,932 Welcome to the Island of Misfit Toys. 439 00:26:50,267 --> 00:26:52,099 My God! What is this song? 440 00:26:52,184 --> 00:26:53,724 Right? I have no idea. 441 00:26:53,808 --> 00:26:55,558 Have you ever heard this before? 442 00:26:56,142 --> 00:26:57,308 Never. 443 00:26:59,017 --> 00:27:00,849 Patrick, we've gotta go through the tunnel. 444 00:27:00,933 --> 00:27:02,308 Sam, it's freezing. 445 00:27:02,392 --> 00:27:03,535 Patrick, It's the perfect song. 446 00:27:03,559 --> 00:27:05,808 No. Mama Patrick says "No." 447 00:27:05,892 --> 00:27:09,433 Patrick. It's Sam. It's Sam speaking to you right now. 448 00:27:09,517 --> 00:27:11,266 I'm begging you to do this for me. 449 00:27:11,350 --> 00:27:12,350 I concede! 450 00:27:15,100 --> 00:27:16,308 What is she doing? 451 00:27:16,392 --> 00:27:18,308 Don't worry. She does it all the time. 452 00:27:22,184 --> 00:27:24,059 Turn it up! 453 00:27:24,142 --> 00:27:25,850 You got it, your highness. 454 00:27:27,101 --> 00:27:31,433 โ™ช We can be heroes โ™ช 455 00:27:31,517 --> 00:27:33,975 โ™ช Just for one day โ™ช 456 00:27:53,976 --> 00:27:56,725 โ™ช I โ™ช 457 00:27:56,809 --> 00:27:59,808 โ™ช I will be king โ™ช 458 00:28:02,185 --> 00:28:05,225 โ™ช And you โ™ช 459 00:28:05,310 --> 00:28:06,559 What? 460 00:28:07,934 --> 00:28:09,684 I feel infinite. 461 00:28:10,810 --> 00:28:13,892 โ™ช And nothing โ™ช 462 00:28:13,976 --> 00:28:16,476 โ™ช Will drive them away โ™ช 463 00:28:18,602 --> 00:28:22,559 โ™ช We can be heroes โ™ช 464 00:28:22,643 --> 00:28:25,142 โ™ช Just for one day โ™ช โ™ช 465 00:28:26,393 --> 00:28:27,726 Dear friend... 466 00:28:29,351 --> 00:28:31,060 I'm sorry I haven't written for a while... 467 00:28:31,143 --> 00:28:33,726 but I've been trying hard not to be a loser. 468 00:28:35,226 --> 00:28:37,768 For example, I'm trying to participate... 469 00:28:37,852 --> 00:28:40,267 by listening to Sam's collection of big rock ballads... 470 00:28:40,351 --> 00:28:41,851 and thinking about love. 471 00:28:43,518 --> 00:28:46,101 Sam says they're kitschy and brilliant. 472 00:28:46,186 --> 00:28:47,642 I completely agree. 473 00:28:51,518 --> 00:28:55,726 I'm also writing essays and studying extra books outside of class. 474 00:28:55,810 --> 00:28:58,601 As it turns out, Mr. Anderson is a writer. 475 00:28:58,685 --> 00:29:00,601 He even had a play put up in New York once... 476 00:29:00,685 --> 00:29:02,684 which I think is very impressive. 477 00:29:02,769 --> 00:29:04,435 Great Gatsby? 478 00:29:04,519 --> 00:29:07,726 He and his wife might go back there after this year. 479 00:29:07,810 --> 00:29:11,101 I know this is selfish, but I really hope he doesn't. 480 00:29:12,436 --> 00:29:13,976 My favorite time, though, is lunch... 481 00:29:14,061 --> 00:29:16,602 because I get to see Sam and Patrick. 482 00:29:16,686 --> 00:29:19,393 We spend the time working on Mary Elizabeth's fanzine... 483 00:29:19,478 --> 00:29:22,185 about music and The Rocky Horror Picture Show. 484 00:29:22,269 --> 00:29:24,393 It's called Punk Rocky. 485 00:29:24,478 --> 00:29:26,435 Mary Elizabeth is really interesting... 486 00:29:26,519 --> 00:29:28,894 because she's a Buddhist and a punk. 487 00:29:28,977 --> 00:29:33,810 But somehow she always acts like my father at the end of a long day. 488 00:29:33,895 --> 00:29:35,894 Her best friend Alice loves vampires... 489 00:29:35,978 --> 00:29:37,560 and wants to go to film school. 490 00:29:37,644 --> 00:29:39,935 She also steals jeans from the mall. 491 00:29:40,020 --> 00:29:42,977 I don't know why, because her family is rich... 492 00:29:43,062 --> 00:29:44,685 but I'm trying not to be judgmental. 493 00:29:44,770 --> 00:29:48,769 Especially since I know that they were all there for Patrick last year. 494 00:29:48,853 --> 00:29:50,643 Patrick never likes to be serious... 495 00:29:50,728 --> 00:29:53,685 so it took me a while to get what happened. 496 00:29:53,770 --> 00:29:58,643 When he was a junior, Patrick started seeing Brad on the weekends in secret. 497 00:29:58,728 --> 00:30:00,435 I guess it was hard, too... 498 00:30:00,519 --> 00:30:03,935 because Brad had to get drunk every time they fooled around. 499 00:30:04,020 --> 00:30:06,019 Then Monday in school, Brad would say... 500 00:30:06,103 --> 00:30:09,769 "Man, I was so wasted I don't remember a thing." 501 00:30:09,853 --> 00:30:12,769 This went on for seven months. 502 00:30:12,853 --> 00:30:16,436 When they finally did it, Brad said he loved Patrick. 503 00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:18,561 Then he started to cry. 504 00:30:18,645 --> 00:30:20,269 No matter what Patrick did... 505 00:30:20,353 --> 00:30:23,019 Brad kept saying that his dad would kill him. 506 00:30:23,103 --> 00:30:25,894 And saying that he was going to hell. 507 00:30:25,978 --> 00:30:29,811 Patrick was eventually able to help Brad get sober. 508 00:30:29,895 --> 00:30:31,770 I asked Patrick if he felt sad... 509 00:30:31,854 --> 00:30:34,686 that he still had to keep it a secret. 510 00:30:34,771 --> 00:30:37,478 And he said "No," because at least now... 511 00:30:37,562 --> 00:30:41,269 Brad doesn't have to get drunk to love him. 512 00:30:41,353 --> 00:30:45,770 I think I understand, because I really like Sam. 513 00:30:45,854 --> 00:30:47,519 I asked my sister about her... 514 00:30:47,604 --> 00:30:49,436 and she said that when Sam was a freshman... 515 00:30:49,520 --> 00:30:52,853 the upperclassmen used to get her drunk at parties. 516 00:30:52,937 --> 00:30:55,020 I guess she had a reputation. 517 00:30:55,104 --> 00:30:56,561 But I don't care. 518 00:30:56,645 --> 00:31:01,187 I'd hate for her to judge me based on what I used to be like. 519 00:31:01,271 --> 00:31:04,228 So I've been making her a mix tape so she'll know how I feel. 520 00:31:06,313 --> 00:31:07,811 Shit! 521 00:31:07,896 --> 00:31:10,145 - C! - C! 522 00:31:10,229 --> 00:31:11,145 - Give me a K! - K! 523 00:31:11,229 --> 00:31:12,853 - Give me a Y! - Y! 524 00:31:12,937 --> 00:31:13,937 What's that spell? 525 00:31:14,021 --> 00:31:15,021 Rocky! 526 00:31:15,104 --> 00:31:16,187 I can't hear you! 527 00:31:16,271 --> 00:31:17,187 Rocky! 528 00:31:17,271 --> 00:31:18,561 One more time! 529 00:31:18,645 --> 00:31:20,603 Rocky! 530 00:31:40,855 --> 00:31:44,729 โ™ช Whatever happened to Fay Wray? โ™ช 531 00:31:44,813 --> 00:31:46,103 She went ape-shit. 532 00:31:46,188 --> 00:31:48,145 โ™ช That delicate โ™ช 533 00:31:48,229 --> 00:31:52,228 โ™ช Satin-draped frame โ™ช 534 00:31:53,813 --> 00:31:58,395 โ™ช As it clung to her thigh โ™ช 535 00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:04,896 โ™ช How I started to cry โ™ช 536 00:32:04,980 --> 00:32:11,146 โ™ช 'Cause I wanted to be dressed just the same โ™ช 537 00:32:13,521 --> 00:32:16,229 โ™ช Give yourself over โ™ช 538 00:32:16,314 --> 00:32:20,438 โ™ช To absolute pleasure โ™ช 539 00:32:20,521 --> 00:32:23,729 โ™ช Swim the warm waters โ™ช 540 00:32:23,813 --> 00:32:27,937 โ™ช Of sins of the flesh โ™ช 541 00:32:28,022 --> 00:32:30,604 โ™ช Erotic nightmares โ™ช 542 00:32:30,688 --> 00:32:34,896 โ™ช Beyond any measure โ™ช 543 00:32:34,980 --> 00:32:38,396 โ™ช And sensual daydreams โ™ช 544 00:32:38,481 --> 00:32:43,146 โ™ช To treasure forever โ™ช 545 00:32:43,230 --> 00:32:47,730 โ™ช Can't you just see it? โ™ช 546 00:32:58,272 --> 00:33:01,229 โ™ช Don't dream it โ™ช 547 00:33:02,564 --> 00:33:05,438 โ™ช Be it โ™ช โ™ช 548 00:33:08,814 --> 00:33:11,646 That picture is gorgeous, Craig. What did you use? 549 00:33:11,731 --> 00:33:13,563 I know. Thank you. 550 00:33:13,647 --> 00:33:16,730 Color film, but black and white paper for printing. 551 00:33:16,814 --> 00:33:19,064 Yeah. My professor gave me an A... 552 00:33:19,148 --> 00:33:20,772 but for all the wrong reasons. 553 00:33:20,856 --> 00:33:22,605 Most of them are idiots. 554 00:33:22,689 --> 00:33:24,772 You'll see what I mean when you get to college. 555 00:33:24,856 --> 00:33:26,480 How'd your S.A.T.'s go, by the way? 556 00:33:26,564 --> 00:33:29,730 1150. I think I'll get into NYU. 557 00:33:29,814 --> 00:33:30,814 Yeah, I hope so. 558 00:33:30,856 --> 00:33:34,147 1490. Harvard. Face. 559 00:33:36,731 --> 00:33:37,980 So- 560 00:33:38,065 --> 00:33:39,355 Are you okay? 561 00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:41,314 Yeah. Yeah. 562 00:33:42,482 --> 00:33:45,314 But I got my S.A.T. results back. 563 00:33:47,148 --> 00:33:49,938 You can take them again, you know. 564 00:33:50,023 --> 00:33:52,731 Yeah, it's just, if I'm going to Penn State main campus... 565 00:33:52,814 --> 00:33:54,689 I have to do much better. 566 00:33:54,774 --> 00:33:56,938 I wish I would have studied freshman year. 567 00:33:58,315 --> 00:34:00,481 It's a bit of a mess. 568 00:34:01,857 --> 00:34:04,272 I'll help you study for the next one. 569 00:34:04,356 --> 00:34:05,856 Will you? 570 00:34:05,940 --> 00:34:07,189 Yeah. Of course. 571 00:34:08,482 --> 00:34:10,023 Thanks, Charlie. 572 00:34:22,482 --> 00:34:23,898 What's this? 573 00:34:23,982 --> 00:34:27,564 It's just a mix tape. No big deal. 574 00:34:27,648 --> 00:34:29,606 My parents have a good stereo, so... 575 00:34:31,316 --> 00:34:33,773 It's all about that night in the tunnel. 576 00:34:33,857 --> 00:34:35,975 I couldn't find that song that we were listening to... 577 00:34:35,982 --> 00:34:38,731 but, you know, I'm still searching for it, so yeah. 578 00:34:38,815 --> 00:34:40,023 That's okay. 579 00:34:41,149 --> 00:34:42,689 These are great. 580 00:34:43,690 --> 00:34:45,398 Nick Drake. 581 00:34:45,483 --> 00:34:47,647 The Shaggs. 582 00:34:47,732 --> 00:34:50,773 You have really good taste, Charlie. 583 00:34:50,857 --> 00:34:51,939 Really? 584 00:34:52,024 --> 00:34:53,231 Yeah. 585 00:34:53,316 --> 00:34:55,482 Way better than me as a freshman. 586 00:34:55,566 --> 00:34:57,440 I used to listen to the worst Top 40. 587 00:34:57,524 --> 00:34:59,690 - No. - Yeah, I did. 588 00:35:01,149 --> 00:35:03,148 Then I heard this old song. 589 00:35:04,316 --> 00:35:06,440 "Pearly Dewdrops' Drop." 590 00:35:06,524 --> 00:35:10,231 And I thought someday I'd be at a party in college or something... 591 00:35:10,316 --> 00:35:15,482 and I'd look up and see this person across the room. 592 00:35:15,566 --> 00:35:17,732 And from that moment, I'd know... 593 00:35:17,816 --> 00:35:20,523 everything was going to be okay. 594 00:35:21,983 --> 00:35:23,315 You know what I mean? 595 00:35:25,483 --> 00:35:26,565 Yeah. 596 00:35:42,816 --> 00:35:44,482 I hope it works out. 597 00:35:44,566 --> 00:35:46,482 I don't know. 598 00:35:46,566 --> 00:35:49,066 Craig would be a big step up from her last boyfriend. 599 00:35:49,150 --> 00:35:50,232 Yeah, no shit. 600 00:35:50,317 --> 00:35:52,399 Who could forget Mr. Car Wash Loser? 601 00:35:52,484 --> 00:35:55,732 I just hope she can stop playing dumb with these guys. 602 00:35:55,816 --> 00:35:59,357 I keep telling her, "Don't make yourself small." 603 00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:02,149 Can't save anybody. 604 00:36:03,525 --> 00:36:04,982 Excuse me. 605 00:36:05,067 --> 00:36:07,608 Man, your mix is morbidly sad, kid. 606 00:36:07,692 --> 00:36:10,149 How about something a little bit more upbeat? 607 00:36:10,233 --> 00:36:11,940 Let's just see. 608 00:36:12,025 --> 00:36:14,149 So Sam tells me you wanna be a writer. 609 00:36:16,025 --> 00:36:17,274 Yeah. 610 00:36:17,358 --> 00:36:18,649 Don't you write poetry, Craig? 611 00:36:21,484 --> 00:36:25,483 Poetry writes me. You know? 612 00:36:26,859 --> 00:36:28,149 Let's get this party started. 613 00:36:52,318 --> 00:36:54,317 That was fast. 614 00:36:54,401 --> 00:36:55,483 You want another one? 615 00:36:55,567 --> 00:36:56,608 Yeah. 616 00:36:56,692 --> 00:36:57,733 All right. 617 00:37:06,776 --> 00:37:08,108 Mr. Anderson? 618 00:37:10,193 --> 00:37:11,233 Can I ask you something? 619 00:37:11,318 --> 00:37:13,400 Yeah. 620 00:37:13,485 --> 00:37:19,317 Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date? 621 00:37:20,735 --> 00:37:22,776 Are we talking about anyone specific? 622 00:37:24,234 --> 00:37:25,567 Well... 623 00:37:29,151 --> 00:37:32,567 We accept the love we think we deserve. 624 00:37:32,651 --> 00:37:35,317 Can we make them know that they deserve more? 625 00:37:35,401 --> 00:37:37,150 We can try. 626 00:37:55,152 --> 00:37:57,358 - Hey. - Hey, Sam. Didn't see you come in. 627 00:37:57,443 --> 00:37:59,068 How's it goin'? 628 00:37:59,152 --> 00:38:02,026 You wanna start work on probability and statistics? 629 00:38:02,110 --> 00:38:03,318 Yeah. Sure. 630 00:38:03,402 --> 00:38:06,692 Page 291 in your book. 631 00:38:08,152 --> 00:38:10,318 And I ordered you some breakfast. 632 00:38:10,402 --> 00:38:12,193 The country breakfast. 633 00:38:28,818 --> 00:38:30,276 Dad? 634 00:38:30,360 --> 00:38:32,485 Can I have 30 dollars? 635 00:38:32,569 --> 00:38:34,735 Twenty dollars? What do you need 10 dollars for? 636 00:38:34,819 --> 00:38:36,109 Sam's doing Secret Santa. 637 00:38:36,194 --> 00:38:38,485 It's her favorite thing in the world. Please? 638 00:38:41,444 --> 00:38:42,568 Have fun. 639 00:38:44,819 --> 00:38:45,985 Thanks. 640 00:38:58,195 --> 00:38:59,568 Charlie. 641 00:38:59,652 --> 00:39:02,401 This was my favorite book growing up. 642 00:39:02,486 --> 00:39:05,735 This is my copy, but I want you to have it. 643 00:39:07,153 --> 00:39:08,443 Thanks. 644 00:39:08,527 --> 00:39:09,902 Have a great Christmas break. 645 00:39:09,986 --> 00:39:11,735 You, too, Mr. Anderson. 646 00:39:14,736 --> 00:39:15,818 Terrible stain. 647 00:39:18,986 --> 00:39:22,818 That's pretty good, Charlie. 648 00:39:29,403 --> 00:39:30,860 You gotta be kidding me. 649 00:39:30,944 --> 00:39:33,319 If you fail me, you get me next semester. 650 00:39:41,195 --> 00:39:44,611 C minus! Ladies and gentlemen, I am below average! 651 00:39:44,695 --> 00:39:47,069 - Below average! - Below average! 652 00:39:47,153 --> 00:39:48,736 Guys, 1210. 653 00:39:48,820 --> 00:39:49,861 What? 654 00:39:51,361 --> 00:39:55,235 No more applications! No more S.A.T.'s! 655 00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:57,110 Thank you, Charlie! 656 00:39:57,195 --> 00:39:59,986 All right. All right, guys, I got... 657 00:40:00,071 --> 00:40:03,153 Multiple pairs of bluejeans. 658 00:40:03,236 --> 00:40:04,736 Wow, this is a really tough one... 659 00:40:04,820 --> 00:40:06,903 but I'm gonna have to guess Alice. 660 00:40:06,987 --> 00:40:07,987 Wait. 661 00:40:08,029 --> 00:40:11,360 Guys, a receipt! She actually paid! 662 00:40:11,445 --> 00:40:13,402 I'm so touched! 663 00:40:13,487 --> 00:40:14,569 Where's Craig? 664 00:40:14,653 --> 00:40:16,153 He went home to Connecticut. 665 00:40:16,237 --> 00:40:18,444 But he'll be back for New Year's Eve. 666 00:40:18,528 --> 00:40:21,486 Sorry we won't be seeing him tonight. 667 00:40:21,570 --> 00:40:25,445 All right, big brother by three weeks, who's your Secret Santa? 668 00:40:25,528 --> 00:40:27,111 I'll tell you, Sam. 669 00:40:27,196 --> 00:40:28,569 This one's tough. 670 00:40:28,653 --> 00:40:30,819 I have received a harmonica... 671 00:40:30,904 --> 00:40:32,903 a Magnetic Poetry set... 672 00:40:32,987 --> 00:40:34,778 a book about Harvey Milk... 673 00:40:34,862 --> 00:40:39,528 and a mix tape with the song "Asleep" on it twice. 674 00:40:39,613 --> 00:40:41,236 I mean, I have no idea. 675 00:40:41,321 --> 00:40:44,070 This collection of presents is so gay... 676 00:40:44,154 --> 00:40:46,570 that I think I must have given them to myself. 677 00:40:46,654 --> 00:40:48,986 But despite that distinct possibility... 678 00:40:49,071 --> 00:40:51,487 I'm gonna have to go with... 679 00:40:51,571 --> 00:40:52,612 Drum roll. 680 00:40:53,945 --> 00:40:56,361 Charlie. 681 00:40:56,446 --> 00:40:57,612 Obviously. 682 00:40:57,696 --> 00:40:58,820 Beautifully done. 683 00:40:58,905 --> 00:41:01,487 All right, Charlie. It's your turn. 684 00:41:02,237 --> 00:41:03,653 Okay. 685 00:41:03,738 --> 00:41:06,904 Okey dokey. 686 00:41:06,988 --> 00:41:13,487 I have received socks, pants, a shirt and a belt. 687 00:41:13,571 --> 00:41:16,196 I was ordered to wear them all tonight, so... 688 00:41:16,279 --> 00:41:20,320 Guessing my Secret Santa is Mary Elizabeth. 689 00:41:20,404 --> 00:41:22,029 Now why do you say that? 690 00:41:22,113 --> 00:41:24,487 You know, she bosses people around sometimes. 691 00:41:24,571 --> 00:41:25,737 Sorry. 692 00:41:25,821 --> 00:41:28,612 - What the hell is wrong with you? - Sorry. 693 00:41:28,696 --> 00:41:31,612 You'll be surprised to know that your Secret Santa is actually me. 694 00:41:32,488 --> 00:41:33,779 Why all the clothes? 695 00:41:33,863 --> 00:41:37,071 Well, all the great writers used to wear great suits. 696 00:41:37,155 --> 00:41:40,653 So your last present is on a towel rack in the bathroom. 697 00:41:40,738 --> 00:41:43,112 Delve into our facilities. 698 00:41:43,197 --> 00:41:45,071 Emerge a star. 699 00:41:45,155 --> 00:41:46,237 Perfect. 700 00:41:46,322 --> 00:41:47,631 Will you hand these out while I'm gone? 701 00:41:47,655 --> 00:41:48,987 Wait a second. 702 00:41:49,072 --> 00:41:51,071 There's only Secret Santa presents. There's rules. 703 00:41:51,155 --> 00:41:54,279 Mary Elizabeth, why are you trying to eat Christmas? 704 00:41:54,363 --> 00:41:55,654 Hand them out, Sam. 705 00:41:55,739 --> 00:41:58,654 All right. Mary Elizabeth. For you. 706 00:41:59,655 --> 00:42:00,655 Alice. 707 00:42:00,739 --> 00:42:01,904 Thanks. 708 00:42:02,697 --> 00:42:03,697 Bob. 709 00:42:05,988 --> 00:42:07,738 And this one's for me. 710 00:42:07,822 --> 00:42:10,488 "Alice, I know you'll get into NYU." 711 00:42:10,572 --> 00:42:14,821 Forty dollars to print Punk Rocky in color next time. 712 00:42:15,989 --> 00:42:18,154 He knows me. 713 00:42:18,238 --> 00:42:19,863 He really knows me. 714 00:42:35,198 --> 00:42:37,072 All right, Charlie. 715 00:42:37,822 --> 00:42:38,905 Come on out. 716 00:42:38,989 --> 00:42:40,113 Get out here, buddy. 717 00:42:40,198 --> 00:42:41,322 Come on, Charlie. Charlie! 718 00:42:42,489 --> 00:42:44,821 Don't be shy. 719 00:42:44,906 --> 00:42:47,613 Come out, come out, wherever... 720 00:42:55,073 --> 00:42:56,738 Yeah! 721 00:42:56,822 --> 00:43:01,155 What a display of man I have never seen! 722 00:43:02,490 --> 00:43:03,905 Where are we going? 723 00:43:03,989 --> 00:43:05,655 It's a surprise. 724 00:43:07,864 --> 00:43:09,238 Is this your room? 725 00:43:13,989 --> 00:43:15,155 So cool. 726 00:43:15,989 --> 00:43:17,030 Thanks. 727 00:43:21,698 --> 00:43:24,113 You got me a present? 728 00:43:24,198 --> 00:43:26,530 After all your help on my Penn State application? 729 00:43:27,239 --> 00:43:28,655 Of course I did. 730 00:43:30,573 --> 00:43:31,822 Open it! 731 00:43:36,865 --> 00:43:38,781 I don't know what to say. 732 00:43:38,865 --> 00:43:40,198 You don't have to say anything. 733 00:44:01,324 --> 00:44:03,906 I'm really sorry we can't be here for your birthday. 734 00:44:03,990 --> 00:44:07,239 No, that's okay. I'm just sorry you have to go back and visit your dad. 735 00:44:07,324 --> 00:44:10,073 I'm in such a good mood I don't think even he could ruin it. 736 00:44:10,157 --> 00:44:12,573 I feel like I'm finally doing good. 737 00:44:12,657 --> 00:44:13,782 You are. 738 00:44:13,865 --> 00:44:16,656 Well, what about you? 739 00:44:16,741 --> 00:44:20,490 When I met you, you were this scared freshman. 740 00:44:21,657 --> 00:44:23,156 Now look at you in that suit. 741 00:44:23,240 --> 00:44:26,573 You're like a sexy English schoolboy. 742 00:44:26,657 --> 00:44:28,133 I saw Mary Elizabeth checking you out. 743 00:44:28,157 --> 00:44:29,157 No. 744 00:44:29,824 --> 00:44:31,740 Innocent. 745 00:44:31,824 --> 00:44:33,239 Worst kinda guys. 746 00:44:33,324 --> 00:44:34,490 Never see you coming. 747 00:44:34,574 --> 00:44:36,782 And parents love you. 748 00:44:36,866 --> 00:44:39,115 That's, like... 749 00:44:39,199 --> 00:44:40,782 extra danger. 750 00:44:40,866 --> 00:44:42,907 Yeah, well, it hasn't worked so far. 751 00:44:42,991 --> 00:44:44,990 You've never had a girlfriend? 752 00:44:45,075 --> 00:44:47,157 Not even like a second grade Valentine? 753 00:44:47,241 --> 00:44:48,282 Nope. 754 00:44:48,365 --> 00:44:50,115 Have you ever kissed a girl? 755 00:44:50,200 --> 00:44:51,324 No. 756 00:44:52,532 --> 00:44:53,823 What about you? 757 00:44:57,699 --> 00:44:59,449 Have I ever kissed a girl? 758 00:44:59,532 --> 00:45:01,656 No, no. Your first kiss. 759 00:45:03,492 --> 00:45:05,407 I was 11. 760 00:45:05,492 --> 00:45:07,240 His name was Robert. 761 00:45:07,325 --> 00:45:09,616 He used to come over to the house all the time. 762 00:45:09,699 --> 00:45:11,324 Was he your first boyfriend? 763 00:45:12,658 --> 00:45:14,740 He was my... 764 00:45:14,824 --> 00:45:16,990 He was my dad's boss. 765 00:45:19,908 --> 00:45:24,574 You know, Charlie, I used to sleep with guys who treated me like shit. 766 00:45:24,658 --> 00:45:27,199 And get wasted all the time. 767 00:45:28,200 --> 00:45:29,657 But now I feel like... 768 00:45:30,575 --> 00:45:32,449 I have a chance. Like... 769 00:45:32,533 --> 00:45:34,824 I can even get into a real college. 770 00:45:34,909 --> 00:45:36,699 It's true. You can do it. 771 00:45:41,742 --> 00:45:43,449 You really think so? 772 00:45:47,700 --> 00:45:54,491 My aunt had that same thing done to her, too. 773 00:45:54,575 --> 00:45:56,991 And she turned her life around. 774 00:45:58,658 --> 00:46:01,241 She must have been great. 775 00:46:01,326 --> 00:46:04,158 She was my favorite person in the world. 776 00:46:04,242 --> 00:46:05,491 Until now. 777 00:46:13,742 --> 00:46:15,075 Charlie... 778 00:46:16,992 --> 00:46:21,991 I know that you know I like Craig. 779 00:46:22,076 --> 00:46:25,492 But I want to forget about that for a minute, okay? 780 00:46:25,576 --> 00:46:27,408 Okay. 781 00:46:27,493 --> 00:46:31,658 I just wanna make sure that the first person who kisses you... 782 00:46:32,493 --> 00:46:34,116 loves you. 783 00:46:34,201 --> 00:46:35,408 Okay? 784 00:46:39,076 --> 00:46:40,533 Okay. 785 00:46:58,993 --> 00:47:00,825 I love you, Charlie. 786 00:47:03,993 --> 00:47:05,575 I love you, too. 787 00:47:12,077 --> 00:47:14,575 I wanna do Secret Santa forever! 788 00:47:20,910 --> 00:47:22,409 Have a good time at your mom's. 789 00:47:22,494 --> 00:47:25,284 Thanks. And, listen, Charlie. 790 00:47:25,368 --> 00:47:27,493 Because your birthday's on Christmas Eve... 791 00:47:27,577 --> 00:47:29,451 I figure you don't get that many presents? 792 00:47:30,993 --> 00:47:32,784 I thought you should have my clock. 793 00:47:32,868 --> 00:47:34,076 From the heart. 794 00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:35,909 Thank you, Patrick. 795 00:47:38,077 --> 00:47:39,326 Bye. 796 00:47:40,035 --> 00:47:42,576 Have a good one, guys. 797 00:47:42,660 --> 00:47:44,992 I love you guys! 798 00:47:53,243 --> 00:47:54,243 Look who's here. 799 00:47:56,911 --> 00:48:00,035 - Come here, little sister. - Hey, Chris. 800 00:48:00,118 --> 00:48:02,409 Hey, honey. 801 00:48:02,494 --> 00:48:04,701 Ma, you look so thin. 802 00:48:04,786 --> 00:48:06,534 You. Look at you. 803 00:48:06,619 --> 00:48:07,659 Charlie. 804 00:48:10,869 --> 00:48:12,367 Come on, I got dinner ready. 805 00:48:12,452 --> 00:48:13,993 - Happy birthday. - Thanks. 806 00:48:14,078 --> 00:48:15,409 Let's eat. 807 00:48:15,494 --> 00:48:17,285 Make a wish, honey. 808 00:48:28,660 --> 00:48:31,327 Can you see it, Charlie? 809 00:48:31,411 --> 00:48:35,368 The luminaria is a landing strip for Santa Claus. 810 00:48:35,453 --> 00:48:38,826 Why don't you keep an eye out for him, and I will be right back, okay? 811 00:48:41,119 --> 00:48:43,993 Going to get your birthday present. 812 00:49:00,244 --> 00:49:02,744 God, I miss Mom's cooking. 813 00:49:02,828 --> 00:49:04,869 You have no idea how good you have it. 814 00:49:06,578 --> 00:49:08,786 I'm actually starting to hate pizza. 815 00:49:10,369 --> 00:49:11,869 So how you liking school? 816 00:49:11,953 --> 00:49:15,494 Well, I'm no braniac like you or Candace. 817 00:49:16,244 --> 00:49:17,786 I'm doing okay. 818 00:49:17,870 --> 00:49:19,869 Okay? You're playing in a bowl game. 819 00:49:28,329 --> 00:49:30,119 How are you feeling, Charlie? 820 00:49:32,453 --> 00:49:33,286 Good. 821 00:49:33,370 --> 00:49:35,244 No, you know what I mean. 822 00:49:36,037 --> 00:49:37,286 Is it bad tonight? 823 00:49:38,412 --> 00:49:41,119 No. 824 00:49:42,370 --> 00:49:45,328 I'm not picturing things anymore. 825 00:49:45,412 --> 00:49:48,536 Or if I do, I can just shut it off. 826 00:49:50,412 --> 00:49:54,078 Well, you know, Mom did say that you have good friends now. 827 00:49:54,162 --> 00:49:57,703 And maybe if it does get bad again... 828 00:49:57,788 --> 00:49:59,495 you can just talk to them. Yeah? 829 00:49:59,579 --> 00:50:01,703 Yeah. 830 00:50:01,788 --> 00:50:05,620 Especially Sam. She's great. 831 00:50:05,704 --> 00:50:08,286 I'm gonna ask her out at New Year's. 832 00:50:08,370 --> 00:50:09,994 I think the time is right now. 833 00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:21,113 - Body of Christ. - Amen. 834 00:50:44,121 --> 00:50:46,162 How long does this take to work? 835 00:51:01,330 --> 00:51:03,079 Shovelin' snow? 836 00:51:04,288 --> 00:51:06,579 I have to get this driveway clean. 837 00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:08,537 And then... 838 00:51:08,622 --> 00:51:11,953 I'm going to congratulate you on being happy. 839 00:51:12,038 --> 00:51:13,329 'Cause you deserve it. 840 00:51:14,747 --> 00:51:16,496 You said that an hour ago. 841 00:51:16,580 --> 00:51:17,788 Was that tonight? 842 00:51:21,163 --> 00:51:23,162 I just... 843 00:51:23,246 --> 00:51:25,996 saw this tree, but it was a dragon. 844 00:51:26,081 --> 00:51:28,454 Then it was a tree again and it just lied to me. 845 00:51:28,538 --> 00:51:30,829 Okay, Charlie, don't freak out. Give me this. 846 00:51:31,497 --> 00:51:32,788 Calm down. 847 00:51:36,705 --> 00:51:37,954 Look up. 848 00:51:40,622 --> 00:51:41,913 Isn't it quiet? 849 00:51:44,580 --> 00:51:47,496 Sam, do you think if people knew... 850 00:51:47,580 --> 00:51:51,080 how crazy you really were, no one would ever talk to you? 851 00:51:53,164 --> 00:51:54,871 All the time. 852 00:51:58,747 --> 00:52:01,246 So you wanna wear these glasses? 853 00:52:03,498 --> 00:52:05,246 They'll protect you. 854 00:53:26,832 --> 00:53:29,914 10, 9, 8, 7... 855 00:53:29,998 --> 00:53:32,873 6, 5, 4... 856 00:53:32,956 --> 00:53:34,873 3, 2, 1! 857 00:53:34,957 --> 00:53:36,664 It's gonna be our little secret. 858 00:54:36,792 --> 00:54:38,665 Did your older friends pressure you? 859 00:54:38,750 --> 00:54:41,540 No one pressured me, Officer. 860 00:54:41,625 --> 00:54:45,082 I would never do drugs. Never. 861 00:54:45,166 --> 00:54:48,540 Then how did you happen to be passed out on the ground at 6:00 in the morning? 862 00:54:50,249 --> 00:54:54,540 Well, I, umโ€” I-I was really tired. 863 00:54:54,625 --> 00:54:57,624 And I was feeling feverish... 864 00:54:57,708 --> 00:55:02,415 so I went outside for a walk just to get some cold air. 865 00:55:02,500 --> 00:55:04,916 I started seeing things, so I passed out. 866 00:55:05,000 --> 00:55:06,499 You're seeing things again, Charlie? 867 00:55:07,917 --> 00:55:09,791 Not really. 868 00:55:15,958 --> 00:55:17,458 Nice suit. 869 00:55:19,334 --> 00:55:21,124 It was a Christmas present. 870 00:55:25,833 --> 00:55:27,624 Did you have fun on your break? 871 00:55:27,708 --> 00:55:30,333 More fun than you're gonna have today, Sinatra. 872 00:55:33,417 --> 00:55:34,874 Nice look, jag-off. 873 00:55:38,375 --> 00:55:40,083 I've called him 30 times. 874 00:55:40,167 --> 00:55:42,446 What are we supposed to do? We're going on in 10 minutes. 875 00:55:43,751 --> 00:55:45,249 - They said in health classโ€” - Hello? 876 00:55:45,334 --> 00:55:47,416 They say that about L.S.D.just to scare you. 877 00:55:47,501 --> 00:55:50,666 - Are you sure? You know I've seenโ€” - Charlie, you're fine, man. 878 00:55:50,751 --> 00:55:53,333 Guys, we have an emergency. 879 00:55:53,417 --> 00:55:55,041 Craig has flaked out on us again. 880 00:55:55,125 --> 00:55:56,666 So I need a Rocky. 881 00:55:56,751 --> 00:55:57,792 Brad? 882 00:55:57,876 --> 00:55:59,249 No. No way. No. I'm not... 883 00:55:59,334 --> 00:56:00,875 There's people out there. No. 884 00:56:04,834 --> 00:56:07,792 Charlie, take off your clothes. 885 00:56:14,126 --> 00:56:16,333 โ™ช Then if anything grows โ™ช 886 00:56:17,210 --> 00:56:19,958 โ™ช While you pose โ™ช 887 00:56:20,043 --> 00:56:23,417 โ™ช I'll oil you up and rub you down โ™ช 888 00:56:23,501 --> 00:56:25,708 โ™ช Down, down, down โ™ช 889 00:56:25,793 --> 00:56:31,792 โ™ช And that's just one small fraction of the main attraction โ™ช 890 00:56:31,876 --> 00:56:34,459 โ™ช You need a friendly hand โ™ช 891 00:56:34,543 --> 00:56:37,042 โ™ช And I need action โ™ช 892 00:56:37,126 --> 00:56:39,875 โ™ช Toucha toucha toucha touch me โ™ช 893 00:56:39,959 --> 00:56:42,792 โ™ช I wanna be dirty โ™ช 894 00:56:42,876 --> 00:56:45,167 โ™ช Thrill me, chill me, fulfill me โ™ช 895 00:56:45,251 --> 00:56:47,833 โ™ช Creature of the night โ™ช 896 00:57:16,835 --> 00:57:19,918 Maybe I can join the cast as an alternate or something. 897 00:57:20,002 --> 00:57:22,501 Well, we're filled up now... 898 00:57:22,585 --> 00:57:24,959 but they're gonna need people when we go to college. 899 00:57:25,044 --> 00:57:28,335 We could put in a good word for you. 900 00:57:28,418 --> 00:57:30,335 That'd be great. Thanks. 901 00:57:30,418 --> 00:57:31,418 Yeah. 902 00:57:34,169 --> 00:57:36,085 Charlie... 903 00:57:36,169 --> 00:57:39,418 Have you heard of the Sadie Hawkins dance? 904 00:57:39,503 --> 00:57:41,001 The one where the girl asks the guy? 905 00:57:41,086 --> 00:57:44,126 Obviously, it is completely stupid. 906 00:57:44,211 --> 00:57:47,751 And sexist. I mean, it's like "Hey, thanks for the crumb." 907 00:57:47,835 --> 00:57:51,918 And normally, I would just blow it off, because school dances suck torture. 908 00:57:52,002 --> 00:57:55,335 But, you know, it's my last year and... 909 00:57:58,753 --> 00:58:00,752 Would you maybe wanna go with me? 910 00:58:00,835 --> 00:58:02,627 You wanna go with me? 911 00:58:02,711 --> 00:58:05,585 Yeah, I'm sick of macho guys. 912 00:58:05,669 --> 00:58:08,085 Plus you looked really cute in your costume. 913 00:58:08,169 --> 00:58:10,043 So what do you say? 914 00:58:14,503 --> 00:58:15,877 You must be Mary Elizabeth. 915 00:58:16,628 --> 00:58:17,543 Yes. 916 00:58:17,628 --> 00:58:18,919 It's so nice to meet you. 917 00:58:19,003 --> 00:58:20,710 You, too, Mrs. Kelmeckis. 918 00:58:20,795 --> 00:58:23,044 Charlie tells me you're a Buddhist. 919 00:58:23,128 --> 00:58:25,668 - Please, come in. - Okay. 920 00:58:25,753 --> 00:58:27,211 A little closer together. 921 00:58:27,294 --> 00:58:28,752 That looks nice. 922 00:58:28,836 --> 00:58:30,835 Buddhist, I need you to smile a little bit more. 923 00:58:30,920 --> 00:58:32,668 There you go. Nice. 924 00:59:06,587 --> 00:59:08,086 Are you having a good time? 925 00:59:10,587 --> 00:59:14,002 Not really. How about you? 926 00:59:14,712 --> 00:59:16,544 I mean, I don't know. 927 00:59:16,629 --> 00:59:19,086 It's my first date, I don't have much to compare it to. 928 00:59:19,712 --> 00:59:21,169 You're doing fine. 929 00:59:25,087 --> 00:59:28,252 Sorry Craig couldn't come. 930 00:59:28,337 --> 00:59:32,377 Yeah. He said he didn't want to go to some stupid high school dance. 931 00:59:32,462 --> 00:59:35,377 I can't say I blame him really. 932 00:59:35,462 --> 00:59:38,836 I don't know. If you like it, he should come. 933 00:59:44,088 --> 00:59:45,377 Thanks, Charlie. 934 00:59:48,254 --> 00:59:50,461 Have a beautiful first date. 935 00:59:50,545 --> 00:59:52,544 You deserve it. 936 00:59:52,629 --> 00:59:54,212 I'll try not to make you too jealous. 937 01:00:08,421 --> 01:00:09,920 Now just let it breathe. 938 01:00:21,962 --> 01:00:23,796 It sure is a nice house. 939 01:00:23,880 --> 01:00:25,087 Thanks. 940 01:00:30,171 --> 01:00:32,837 Don't you just love old music? 941 01:00:32,922 --> 01:00:34,295 Yeah. 942 01:00:34,379 --> 01:00:37,337 Good. 'Cause I made you a mix of it. 943 01:00:38,963 --> 01:00:42,212 I'd love to expose you to great things like... 944 01:00:42,296 --> 01:00:45,004 Billie Holiday and foreign films. 945 01:00:45,089 --> 01:00:48,295 This Merlot is really fancy. 946 01:00:48,379 --> 01:00:51,171 Yeah. My dad collects wine, but he doesn't drink. 947 01:00:51,255 --> 01:00:52,754 That's kinda weird, isn't it? 948 01:00:52,838 --> 01:00:55,921 I guess. Where are your parents? 949 01:00:56,005 --> 01:00:58,796 Their club's hosting a cotillion or something racist. 950 01:01:01,130 --> 01:01:02,670 They'll be gone all night. 951 01:01:09,089 --> 01:01:10,921 Sure is a nice fire. 952 01:01:12,464 --> 01:01:14,004 Yeah. 953 01:01:14,089 --> 01:01:15,421 When I'm done being a lobbyist... 954 01:01:15,506 --> 01:01:18,546 I wanna move to a house like this in Cape Cod. 955 01:01:18,631 --> 01:01:19,921 Sounds nice, doesn't it? 956 01:01:20,005 --> 01:01:21,005 Yeah. 957 01:01:26,714 --> 01:01:29,004 Your heart is beating really fast. 958 01:01:29,089 --> 01:01:30,421 Is it? 959 01:01:30,506 --> 01:01:32,713 Here. Feel. 960 01:01:38,172 --> 01:01:40,171 Charlie? 961 01:01:41,339 --> 01:01:42,671 Do you like me? 962 01:01:43,839 --> 01:01:44,922 You know what I mean. 963 01:01:45,006 --> 01:01:46,379 I think so. 964 01:01:47,339 --> 01:01:49,089 Don't be nervous. 965 01:02:26,548 --> 01:02:27,838 Charlie. 966 01:02:30,923 --> 01:02:33,047 I didn't know how tonight was gonna go, but... 967 01:02:34,590 --> 01:02:35,756 It's really nice, isn't it? 968 01:02:35,839 --> 01:02:37,172 Yeah. 969 01:02:39,215 --> 01:02:40,756 I just can't believe it. 970 01:02:41,923 --> 01:02:43,589 You, of all people. 971 01:02:43,673 --> 01:02:46,255 I just can't believe you're my boyfriend. 972 01:02:51,840 --> 01:02:54,006 Shit! My parents! Shit! 973 01:02:54,091 --> 01:02:56,255 - Here, zip this up. - Okay. No, I got this. 974 01:02:56,340 --> 01:02:57,781 Just zip it up like a normal zipper! 975 01:02:57,840 --> 01:02:58,964 It's stuck. It's just... 976 01:02:59,840 --> 01:03:01,464 Thank you. 977 01:03:01,548 --> 01:03:02,672 See you Monday. 978 01:03:04,007 --> 01:03:06,589 Dear friend... 979 01:03:06,673 --> 01:03:09,839 sorry I haven't written for a while... 980 01:03:09,924 --> 01:03:12,506 but things are a total disaster. 981 01:03:13,840 --> 01:03:16,464 We're literally making out and I'm in my bra... 982 01:03:16,548 --> 01:03:18,192 Hello! And the front door opens, it's my parents! 983 01:03:18,216 --> 01:03:20,423 I probably should have been honest about... 984 01:03:20,507 --> 01:03:23,589 how I didn't want to go out with Mary Elizabeth after Sadie's, but... 985 01:03:23,673 --> 01:03:25,923 I really didn't want to hurt her feelings. 986 01:03:27,174 --> 01:03:30,090 You see, Mary Elizabeth is a really nice person... 987 01:03:30,174 --> 01:03:32,465 underneath the part of her that hates everyone. 988 01:03:34,216 --> 01:03:35,941 And since I heard that having a girlfriend makes you happy... 989 01:03:35,965 --> 01:03:38,465 I tried hard to love her like I love Sam. 990 01:03:38,549 --> 01:03:40,590 Can you believe it's almost our 2-week anniversary? 991 01:03:40,674 --> 01:03:42,799 Yeah, I know. 992 01:03:42,882 --> 01:03:44,381 So I took her on double dates. 993 01:03:44,466 --> 01:03:47,465 First foreign film. 994 01:03:47,549 --> 01:03:49,757 Do you want butter on your popcorn? 995 01:03:49,841 --> 01:03:51,465 Vegans don't eat butter. 996 01:03:51,549 --> 01:03:54,173 And I tried not to mind that she loves to hold hands... 997 01:03:54,257 --> 01:03:55,799 even when her hands are sweaty. 998 01:03:59,883 --> 01:04:03,131 And I had to admit something really upsetting, but... 999 01:04:04,508 --> 01:04:08,132 I'm tired of touching her boobs. 1000 01:04:08,216 --> 01:04:11,632 I thought maybe if she would just let me pick the make-out music... 1001 01:04:11,716 --> 01:04:14,757 once in a while, we might have a chance. 1002 01:04:14,841 --> 01:04:19,216 And maybe if she didn't put down the books that Mr. Anderson gives me. 1003 01:04:20,008 --> 01:04:21,423 Walden. 1004 01:04:21,508 --> 01:04:23,715 I read this in 7th grade. 1005 01:04:23,800 --> 01:04:26,341 I would have called it On Boring Pond. 1006 01:04:26,425 --> 01:04:30,466 Or if she would stop calling me the minute I get home from school... 1007 01:04:30,549 --> 01:04:35,174 when I have absolutely nothing to talk about other than the bus ride home. 1008 01:04:36,966 --> 01:04:39,549 Somehow she finds new things to say. 1009 01:04:39,633 --> 01:04:41,132 That dairy just sits with you. 1010 01:04:41,217 --> 01:04:42,591 You know, it walks with you. 1011 01:04:42,675 --> 01:04:44,549 She's on the phone right now? 1012 01:04:44,634 --> 01:04:46,257 Charlie, you've gotta break up with her. 1013 01:04:46,342 --> 01:04:47,591 I can do that? 1014 01:04:47,675 --> 01:04:49,466 For Christ's sake, I need to use the phone. 1015 01:04:49,550 --> 01:04:51,091 I got you this book. 1016 01:04:51,175 --> 01:04:52,401 It's really how I became a vegan. 1017 01:04:52,425 --> 01:04:53,965 I know I should have been honest... 1018 01:04:54,050 --> 01:04:57,174 but I was getting so mad, it was starting to scare me. 1019 01:04:57,258 --> 01:04:58,924 I mean the way they treat those- 1020 01:04:59,008 --> 01:05:02,091 I just wish I could have found another way to break up. 1021 01:05:02,175 --> 01:05:04,424 Um, Mary Elizabeth, can I talk to you... 1022 01:05:04,509 --> 01:05:06,925 Charlie, please don't interrupt. You know I hate that. 1023 01:05:07,009 --> 01:05:08,929 In hindsight, I probably could not have picked... 1024 01:05:09,009 --> 01:05:11,591 a worse way to be honest with Mary Elizabeth. 1025 01:05:11,675 --> 01:05:12,675 Truth or dare? 1026 01:05:12,759 --> 01:05:14,174 Who are you talking to? 1027 01:05:14,258 --> 01:05:18,008 I dare you to kiss Alice. 1028 01:05:19,926 --> 01:05:23,299 Gird your loins, procreator. 1029 01:05:23,383 --> 01:05:25,841 My God. 1030 01:05:25,926 --> 01:05:29,424 Mary Elizabeth, Samantha told me that you got into Harvard. Congratulations. 1031 01:05:29,509 --> 01:05:33,841 Thank you. This one still hasn't gotten me flowers. 1032 01:05:33,926 --> 01:05:35,466 But I forgive you. 1033 01:05:37,134 --> 01:05:39,883 Hey, don't worry about Penn State. You're just wait-listed. 1034 01:05:39,967 --> 01:05:41,925 Yeah. 1035 01:05:42,009 --> 01:05:45,716 You guys are about to miss some severely hot fag-on-goth action. 1036 01:05:53,301 --> 01:05:54,301 Get a room. 1037 01:05:54,343 --> 01:05:56,050 You're a monster. 1038 01:05:56,134 --> 01:05:59,592 My turn. Let's see. 1039 01:05:59,676 --> 01:06:01,883 Let's think. Charlie. 1040 01:06:01,967 --> 01:06:02,841 Truth. 1041 01:06:02,926 --> 01:06:04,367 How's your first relationship going? 1042 01:06:05,343 --> 01:06:07,258 It's so bad... 1043 01:06:07,343 --> 01:06:11,675 that I keep fantasizing that one of us is dying of cancer. 1044 01:06:11,760 --> 01:06:14,383 So that I don't have to break up with her. 1045 01:06:16,259 --> 01:06:19,092 Charlie? Truth or dare? 1046 01:06:19,176 --> 01:06:20,383 Hello? 1047 01:06:22,134 --> 01:06:23,967 Dare. 1048 01:06:24,052 --> 01:06:27,967 Okay, I dare you to kiss the prettiest girl in the room... 1049 01:06:28,052 --> 01:06:29,425 on the lips. 1050 01:06:29,510 --> 01:06:32,176 And notice I charitably said "girl" and not "person"... 1051 01:06:32,260 --> 01:06:35,301 because, let's face it, I'd smoke all you bitches. 1052 01:06:45,094 --> 01:06:46,842 That's fucked up. 1053 01:06:51,094 --> 01:06:52,842 Mary Elizabeth. 1054 01:06:52,927 --> 01:06:54,343 I'm so sorry. 1055 01:06:56,177 --> 01:06:58,759 It was a mistake, I'm sorry. 1056 01:06:58,843 --> 01:07:00,635 Sam? Sam? 1057 01:07:00,718 --> 01:07:03,259 I really didn't mean anything by it. I'm sorry. 1058 01:07:04,385 --> 01:07:06,134 What the hell is wrong with you? 1059 01:07:08,594 --> 01:07:10,301 I should go back and apologize. 1060 01:07:10,385 --> 01:07:13,384 Charlie, trust me, you don't wanna go back in there. 1061 01:07:13,469 --> 01:07:16,593 I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to do anything. 1062 01:07:16,677 --> 01:07:18,009 I know you didn't. 1063 01:07:18,636 --> 01:07:20,468 But, look- 1064 01:07:22,969 --> 01:07:25,010 I hate to be the one to break this... 1065 01:07:25,094 --> 01:07:29,134 but there's history with Mary Elizabeth and Sam. 1066 01:07:29,219 --> 01:07:32,510 Other guys and things that have nothing to do with you. 1067 01:07:32,594 --> 01:07:36,343 It's best if you just stay away for a while. 1068 01:07:38,344 --> 01:07:39,802 Okay. 1069 01:07:44,427 --> 01:07:45,843 How long do you think? 1070 01:08:14,470 --> 01:08:16,427 Charlie. 1071 01:08:16,512 --> 01:08:18,780 Come on, get dressed. You're gonna be late for Easter Mass. 1072 01:08:18,804 --> 01:08:20,344 I'll be there in a minute. 1073 01:08:24,595 --> 01:08:28,928 Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. 1074 01:08:29,011 --> 01:08:33,511 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. 1075 01:08:33,595 --> 01:08:35,636 Give us this day our daily bread... 1076 01:08:35,720 --> 01:08:37,636 and forgive us our trespasses... 1077 01:08:37,720 --> 01:08:40,344 as we forgive those who trespass against us. 1078 01:08:44,470 --> 01:08:47,220 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us... 1079 01:08:47,303 --> 01:08:51,761 Mary Elizabeth, I've been listening to the Billie Holiday CD every night. 1080 01:08:51,845 --> 01:08:53,220 It's too late, Charlie. 1081 01:08:53,304 --> 01:08:56,427 I know. I just feel really bad about what I did. 1082 01:08:56,512 --> 01:08:59,386 I just get so messed up inside. 1083 01:08:59,470 --> 01:09:01,178 Like I'm not there or something. 1084 01:09:01,262 --> 01:09:03,636 Tell it to someone who cares. Look, I know. I'm sorry. 1085 01:09:03,720 --> 01:09:05,345 Just we've all become such good friends. 1086 01:09:05,429 --> 01:09:07,386 Good friends? 1087 01:09:07,471 --> 01:09:09,405 Do you mean the people that I've known since kindergarten... 1088 01:09:09,429 --> 01:09:11,261 and you've known for six months? 1089 01:09:11,346 --> 01:09:12,886 Those good friends? 1090 01:09:12,970 --> 01:09:15,363 Yeah, I mean, I just don't wanna do anything to ruin our relationship. 1091 01:09:15,387 --> 01:09:17,011 It's ruined. Okay? 1092 01:09:17,096 --> 01:09:20,261 So stop calling everyone. Stop embarrassing yourself. 1093 01:09:20,346 --> 01:09:23,637 Okay, I will. Good... 1094 01:09:27,929 --> 01:09:31,303 - Something's wrong with me. - Don't worry about it. 1095 01:09:33,596 --> 01:09:36,136 Hey, have you heard from Patrick? 1096 01:09:36,221 --> 01:09:38,845 No, he told me to stay away. 1097 01:09:38,930 --> 01:09:41,637 You don't know. 1098 01:09:41,721 --> 01:09:43,970 Why? Why? What happened? 1099 01:09:44,055 --> 01:09:46,345 Brad's father caught them together. 1100 01:09:50,429 --> 01:09:52,512 Some kids jumped him outside the O. 1101 01:09:52,596 --> 01:09:55,137 No, it was some kids from North Hills. 1102 01:09:55,221 --> 01:09:57,637 Did you see his face? 1103 01:09:57,721 --> 01:09:59,137 That's not what I heard. 1104 01:10:01,222 --> 01:10:02,720 Are you okay? 1105 01:10:02,805 --> 01:10:05,595 Not now, Charlie. I'm sorry. 1106 01:10:14,305 --> 01:10:15,513 Hey, Nothing. 1107 01:10:23,388 --> 01:10:26,513 Oops. Sorry, Nothing. 1108 01:10:37,764 --> 01:10:39,262 You gonna do anything? 1109 01:10:39,347 --> 01:10:40,638 What are you talking about? 1110 01:10:40,722 --> 01:10:42,846 I'm talking about your pet ape just tripped me. 1111 01:10:42,930 --> 01:10:44,012 Gonna say something? 1112 01:10:45,806 --> 01:10:47,721 - Why would I? - You know why. 1113 01:10:47,806 --> 01:10:51,596 This is pathetic, man. Your fixation on me. 1114 01:10:51,680 --> 01:10:53,823 Do you want your friends to know how you got those bruises? Really? 1115 01:10:53,847 --> 01:10:55,638 I got jumped in a parking lot. 1116 01:10:55,722 --> 01:10:57,429 Where? Schenley Park? 1117 01:10:57,514 --> 01:10:59,638 Do you guys know about Schenley Park? 1118 01:10:59,722 --> 01:11:01,615 - Do your friends knowโ€” - I don't know what kinda sick shit... 1119 01:11:01,639 --> 01:11:05,387 you're trying to pull, but you better walk away right now. 1120 01:11:06,430 --> 01:11:07,846 Nothing. 1121 01:11:07,931 --> 01:11:09,346 Fine. 1122 01:11:10,806 --> 01:11:12,679 Say hi to your dad for me. 1123 01:11:16,014 --> 01:11:18,888 Whatever, faggot. 1124 01:11:21,223 --> 01:11:23,424 - What did you just call me? - Just called you a faggot. 1125 01:11:38,014 --> 01:11:41,013 Say that shit again! Say that shit again! 1126 01:11:41,098 --> 01:11:42,347 It's Patrick! 1127 01:11:43,348 --> 01:11:44,806 Leave him alone! 1128 01:11:44,889 --> 01:11:46,180 Sam! 1129 01:11:54,181 --> 01:11:56,889 Stop! Leave him! Stop! 1130 01:11:57,681 --> 01:11:59,014 Stop! 1131 01:12:31,807 --> 01:12:34,306 Touch my friends again and I'll blind you. 1132 01:12:44,265 --> 01:12:45,764 Charlie? 1133 01:12:45,848 --> 01:12:46,931 Yeah? 1134 01:12:48,182 --> 01:12:49,515 Thanks for stopping 'em. 1135 01:12:52,057 --> 01:12:53,389 Sure, Brad. 1136 01:13:15,474 --> 01:13:16,848 How you doing, Charlie? 1137 01:13:16,933 --> 01:13:18,932 I don't know. 1138 01:13:19,016 --> 01:13:22,140 I keep trying, but I can't really remember what I did. 1139 01:13:23,225 --> 01:13:24,723 Do you want me to tell you? 1140 01:13:26,474 --> 01:13:27,807 Yeah. 1141 01:13:27,891 --> 01:13:29,765 You saved my brother. 1142 01:13:30,974 --> 01:13:32,182 That's what you did. 1143 01:13:33,266 --> 01:13:34,598 So you're not scared of me? 1144 01:13:34,682 --> 01:13:35,807 No. 1145 01:13:38,599 --> 01:13:39,765 Can we be friends again? 1146 01:13:39,849 --> 01:13:41,807 Of course. 1147 01:13:49,391 --> 01:13:50,516 Come on. 1148 01:13:53,642 --> 01:13:55,474 Let's go be psychos together. 1149 01:14:01,475 --> 01:14:02,890 I'm dating Peter now. 1150 01:14:04,517 --> 01:14:05,973 He's in college with Craig. 1151 01:14:06,058 --> 01:14:09,808 He's opinionated. We have intellectual debates. 1152 01:14:09,892 --> 01:14:13,974 You were very sweet but our relationship was too one-sided. 1153 01:14:14,058 --> 01:14:16,808 I know this is hard for you. 1154 01:14:16,892 --> 01:14:18,349 I'm just glad that you're happy. 1155 01:14:19,100 --> 01:14:20,349 Okay. 1156 01:14:25,225 --> 01:14:28,224 Hey, Craig, Sam will be down. Soon. 1157 01:14:28,308 --> 01:14:30,808 Oy vey. We're gonna miss the movie. 1158 01:14:30,892 --> 01:14:33,349 Yeah, I'll go put some pep in her step. Don't worry. 1159 01:14:33,433 --> 01:14:34,474 Hello? 1160 01:14:36,683 --> 01:14:39,682 Hey. Do you wanna get out of here? 1161 01:14:39,767 --> 01:14:41,058 Sure, Patrick. 1162 01:14:44,184 --> 01:14:45,493 I'll tell you something, Charlie... 1163 01:14:45,517 --> 01:14:47,391 I feel good. You know what I mean? 1164 01:14:47,475 --> 01:14:50,641 Maybe tomorrow I'll take you to this karaoke place downtown. 1165 01:14:50,725 --> 01:14:53,100 And this club off the Strip. They don't card. 1166 01:14:53,184 --> 01:14:55,183 And the Schenley Park scene. 1167 01:14:55,267 --> 01:14:58,350 You have to see the Fruit Loop at least one time. 1168 01:15:10,101 --> 01:15:14,266 My God. My life is officially an after-school special. 1169 01:15:14,351 --> 01:15:15,809 Son of a bitch! 1170 01:15:16,601 --> 01:15:18,266 It really is. 1171 01:15:18,351 --> 01:15:20,183 It so is. 1172 01:15:23,768 --> 01:15:26,725 So, you ever hear the one about Lily Miller? 1173 01:15:26,810 --> 01:15:28,100 I don't know. 1174 01:15:28,184 --> 01:15:29,683 Really? 1175 01:15:29,768 --> 01:15:32,225 I thought your brother would have told you. It's a classic. 1176 01:15:32,309 --> 01:15:33,975 Maybe. 1177 01:15:34,060 --> 01:15:36,892 Okay, Lily comes here one night with this guy Parker. 1178 01:15:36,976 --> 01:15:40,809 And this was to be the night that they were gonna lose their virginity. 1179 01:15:40,893 --> 01:15:43,433 So she did it really proper. She packed a picnic. 1180 01:15:43,518 --> 01:15:45,767 Stole a bottle of wine. 1181 01:15:45,851 --> 01:15:50,517 Everything was perfect and they're just about to "do it." 1182 01:15:50,601 --> 01:15:53,142 When they realize they forgot the condoms. 1183 01:15:53,227 --> 01:15:56,392 - So what do you think happened? - I don't know. 1184 01:15:56,476 --> 01:15:58,184 They did it with one of the sandwich bags. 1185 01:16:02,227 --> 01:16:03,809 That's disgusting! 1186 01:16:03,893 --> 01:16:05,434 Yes, it is. 1187 01:16:05,519 --> 01:16:07,850 Come on! Let's keep the train rolling. 1188 01:16:07,935 --> 01:16:10,184 Suburban legend, Charlie. 1189 01:16:10,268 --> 01:16:11,850 Well... 1190 01:16:11,935 --> 01:16:14,934 There's this girl named Second Base Stace. 1191 01:16:15,018 --> 01:16:18,684 And, well, she had boobs in 4th grade. 1192 01:16:18,769 --> 01:16:20,934 Mosquito bites. Promising. Go. 1193 01:16:21,018 --> 01:16:24,518 And she let some of the guys feel them. 1194 01:16:25,894 --> 01:16:28,351 - That's your suburban legend? - Yeah. 1195 01:16:28,435 --> 01:16:30,851 - Did you at least cop a feel? - No. 1196 01:16:30,936 --> 01:16:33,559 No. Of course not. You went home... 1197 01:16:33,644 --> 01:16:36,351 listened to "Asleep," wrote a poem... 1198 01:16:36,435 --> 01:16:38,476 Fine. Okay. Your turn. 1199 01:16:44,185 --> 01:16:45,392 Yeah. I've got one. 1200 01:16:47,685 --> 01:16:49,143 Well... 1201 01:16:49,228 --> 01:16:51,060 there's this one guy. 1202 01:16:51,144 --> 01:16:53,893 Queer as a 3-dollar bill. 1203 01:16:53,977 --> 01:16:57,851 The guy's father doesn't know about his son. 1204 01:16:57,936 --> 01:17:03,185 So he comes into the basement one night when he's supposed to be out of town. 1205 01:17:03,269 --> 01:17:05,393 Catches his son with another boy. 1206 01:17:06,894 --> 01:17:08,601 So he starts beating him. 1207 01:17:08,685 --> 01:17:12,684 But not like the slap kind. Like, the real kind. 1208 01:17:15,852 --> 01:17:20,519 And the boyfriend says, "Stop. You're killing him." 1209 01:17:21,811 --> 01:17:24,393 But the son just yells, "Get out." 1210 01:17:25,769 --> 01:17:28,893 And eventually... 1211 01:17:30,311 --> 01:17:33,352 the boyfriend just did. 1212 01:17:40,019 --> 01:17:42,143 Why can't you save anybody? 1213 01:17:44,436 --> 01:17:45,894 I don't know. 1214 01:17:48,228 --> 01:17:49,519 Forget it. 1215 01:17:50,561 --> 01:17:52,602 I'm free now, right? 1216 01:17:52,686 --> 01:17:56,685 I could meet the love of my life any second. 1217 01:17:56,770 --> 01:18:00,310 Things will be different now and that's good. 1218 01:18:00,394 --> 01:18:02,685 I just need to meet a good guy. 1219 01:18:03,603 --> 01:18:04,727 Yeah. 1220 01:18:18,270 --> 01:18:19,769 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 1221 01:18:21,686 --> 01:18:22,894 It's all right. 1222 01:18:27,604 --> 01:18:31,019 I've been spending a lot of time with Patrick. 1223 01:18:31,104 --> 01:18:34,394 He begins every night really excited. 1224 01:18:34,479 --> 01:18:38,478 He always says he feels free and tonight is his destiny. 1225 01:18:38,562 --> 01:18:42,228 But after a while he runs out of things to keep himself numb. 1226 01:18:44,646 --> 01:18:47,520 And Sam got her letter from Penn State. 1227 01:18:53,896 --> 01:18:56,144 "We will require you to take our summer session... 1228 01:18:56,229 --> 01:18:59,895 at the main campus immediately following your high school graduation." 1229 01:19:03,105 --> 01:19:04,353 She got in, Charlie. 1230 01:19:16,230 --> 01:19:21,104 After that, all Patrick could talk about was college and all their futures. 1231 01:19:21,188 --> 01:19:23,686 Alice did get into NYU film school. 1232 01:19:23,771 --> 01:19:25,895 Patrick is going to the University of Washington... 1233 01:19:25,979 --> 01:19:29,645 because he wants to be near the music in Seattle. 1234 01:19:29,729 --> 01:19:34,728 But he wasn't going to leave without organizing the best senior prank ever. 1235 01:19:41,271 --> 01:19:43,687 Sam is going away right after graduation. 1236 01:19:43,772 --> 01:19:45,937 It all feels very exciting. 1237 01:19:46,021 --> 01:19:48,562 I just wish it were happening to me. 1238 01:19:48,647 --> 01:19:52,771 Especially because, ever since I blacked out in the cafeteria... 1239 01:19:52,855 --> 01:19:54,437 it's been getting worse. 1240 01:19:54,522 --> 01:19:57,604 And I can't turn it off this time. 1241 01:19:57,688 --> 01:20:01,729 All right, guys, you wanna pass your copies of Gatsby up to the front, please. 1242 01:20:01,814 --> 01:20:03,729 And I know it's the last day... 1243 01:20:03,814 --> 01:20:07,562 but if we could keep it to a dull roar, I'd appreciate it. 1244 01:20:07,647 --> 01:20:08,647 Thank you. 1245 01:20:08,730 --> 01:20:12,229 Guy. Guys. Thank you for such a great year. 1246 01:20:12,313 --> 01:20:14,188 I had a blast. I hope you did, too. 1247 01:20:14,271 --> 01:20:17,146 And I hope you have a great time this summer on your vacations. 1248 01:20:17,231 --> 01:20:19,521 Now who here is gonna read for pleasure this summer? 1249 01:20:25,064 --> 01:20:26,313 Charlie. 1250 01:20:26,396 --> 01:20:27,396 Very good. 1251 01:20:31,439 --> 01:20:32,771 Have a good summer. 1252 01:20:37,481 --> 01:20:39,063 Last day. 1253 01:20:39,147 --> 01:20:41,063 Yeah. 1254 01:20:41,147 --> 01:20:45,021 So I know it's none of my business, but have you decided? 1255 01:20:45,939 --> 01:20:48,021 Are you going to New York? 1256 01:20:49,064 --> 01:20:50,146 Well... 1257 01:20:51,231 --> 01:20:54,063 My wife and I like it here. 1258 01:20:54,147 --> 01:20:56,396 And I think I might be better at teaching than writing. 1259 01:20:57,689 --> 01:21:00,271 You know, Charlie, I was thinking that... 1260 01:21:01,815 --> 01:21:03,730 maybe I could still give you books next year. 1261 01:21:03,815 --> 01:21:06,313 Yeah. Yeah. 1262 01:21:06,397 --> 01:21:08,730 I think you could write one of them one day. 1263 01:21:09,940 --> 01:21:12,480 - Really? - I do. 1264 01:21:15,272 --> 01:21:17,022 You're the best teacher I've ever had. 1265 01:21:17,940 --> 01:21:19,355 Thank you. 1266 01:21:29,023 --> 01:21:31,605 10, nine, eight... 1267 01:21:31,689 --> 01:21:33,814 seven, six, five... 1268 01:21:33,898 --> 01:21:36,480 four, three, two, one. 1269 01:21:44,524 --> 01:21:46,064 Dear friend... 1270 01:21:46,148 --> 01:21:48,688 I wanted to tell you about us running. 1271 01:21:48,773 --> 01:21:50,564 There was this beautiful sunset. 1272 01:21:50,648 --> 01:21:52,980 And just a few hours before, everyone I love... 1273 01:21:53,065 --> 01:21:55,689 had their last day of high school ever. 1274 01:21:55,773 --> 01:21:57,730 I was happy because they were happy... 1275 01:21:57,815 --> 01:22:00,147 even though I counted and I have... 1276 01:22:00,232 --> 01:22:04,439 1,095 days to go. 1277 01:22:04,524 --> 01:22:06,939 I kept imagining what school would be like without them... 1278 01:22:07,023 --> 01:22:09,689 as they were all getting ready for their prom. 1279 01:22:09,774 --> 01:22:13,147 My sister finally decided to break up with Derek... 1280 01:22:13,232 --> 01:22:15,648 and go stag with her girlfriends instead. 1281 01:22:17,899 --> 01:22:20,147 And then there was Sam. 1282 01:22:20,232 --> 01:22:23,564 I've looked at her picture since that night. 1283 01:22:23,649 --> 01:22:26,981 I like to see how happy she was before she knew. 1284 01:22:27,066 --> 01:22:30,940 They were in a hotel suite after prom and the truth came out. 1285 01:22:31,024 --> 01:22:34,940 Basically Craig has been cheating on Sam the whole time. 1286 01:22:35,024 --> 01:22:36,773 When I heard that... 1287 01:22:36,857 --> 01:22:39,439 I kept thinking about the happy girl in these pictures. 1288 01:22:39,524 --> 01:22:43,315 'Cause she doesn't have 1,095 days to go. 1289 01:22:43,398 --> 01:22:45,315 She made it. 1290 01:22:45,399 --> 01:22:47,606 This is her time. 1291 01:22:47,690 --> 01:22:50,482 And no one should be able to take that away. 1292 01:22:52,732 --> 01:22:54,232 Congratulations. 1293 01:22:54,316 --> 01:22:56,232 Charlie. Charlie's here. Guys, group photo. 1294 01:22:56,316 --> 01:22:57,773 We should all take a group photo. 1295 01:22:57,857 --> 01:22:59,857 Ooh! Get against the railing and try to look suave. 1296 01:22:59,941 --> 01:23:02,398 Yep, this is the one. That's gonna be a great angle. 1297 01:23:10,399 --> 01:23:12,273 At her going away party... 1298 01:23:12,358 --> 01:23:15,607 I wanted her to know about that night we went through the tunnel. 1299 01:23:15,691 --> 01:23:17,607 And how for the first time... 1300 01:23:17,691 --> 01:23:19,732 I felt like I belonged somewhere. 1301 01:23:21,399 --> 01:23:24,065 And tomorrow, she's leaving. 1302 01:23:24,149 --> 01:23:26,857 So I wanted to give her a part of me. 1303 01:23:29,191 --> 01:23:31,649 Are these all your books, Charlie? 1304 01:23:41,025 --> 01:23:42,440 Thanks for staying up with me. 1305 01:23:42,525 --> 01:23:45,149 Sure. 1306 01:23:45,234 --> 01:23:50,191 My brother said Penn State has this restaurant called Ye Olde College Diner. 1307 01:23:50,275 --> 01:23:52,482 You have to get a grilled sticky on your first night. 1308 01:23:52,566 --> 01:23:54,899 It's a tradition. 1309 01:23:55,691 --> 01:23:57,024 That sounds like fun. 1310 01:23:57,109 --> 01:23:58,191 Yeah. 1311 01:24:00,858 --> 01:24:03,565 Pretty soon, you'll have a whole new group of friends, you know. 1312 01:24:04,900 --> 01:24:07,191 You won't even think about this place anymore. 1313 01:24:09,733 --> 01:24:11,066 Yes, I will. 1314 01:24:24,526 --> 01:24:26,191 Had lunch with Craig today. 1315 01:24:28,192 --> 01:24:29,941 Yeah? 1316 01:24:30,025 --> 01:24:33,024 He said he was sorry and that I was right to break up with him. 1317 01:24:35,275 --> 01:24:40,108 I'm driving away and was feeling so small. 1318 01:24:40,192 --> 01:24:46,109 Just asking myself, "Why do I and everyone I love... 1319 01:24:46,192 --> 01:24:49,316 pick people who treat us like we're nothing?" 1320 01:24:54,068 --> 01:24:56,858 We accept the love we think we deserve. 1321 01:25:03,360 --> 01:25:05,691 Then why didn't you ever ask me out? 1322 01:25:14,318 --> 01:25:16,691 I just didn't think that you wanted that. 1323 01:25:17,443 --> 01:25:19,526 Well, what did you want? 1324 01:25:20,859 --> 01:25:23,192 I just want you to be happy. 1325 01:25:24,193 --> 01:25:26,109 Don't you get it, Charlie? 1326 01:25:27,151 --> 01:25:29,692 I can't feel that. 1327 01:25:29,777 --> 01:25:32,942 It's really sweet and everything, but... 1328 01:25:33,026 --> 01:25:35,776 You can't just sit there and put everybody's lives ahead of yours... 1329 01:25:35,860 --> 01:25:37,526 and think that counts as love. 1330 01:25:37,610 --> 01:25:40,651 I don't want to be somebody's crush. 1331 01:25:40,735 --> 01:25:44,609 I want people to like the real me. 1332 01:25:47,777 --> 01:25:50,150 I know who you are, Sam. 1333 01:25:55,693 --> 01:25:57,526 I know I'm quiet. 1334 01:25:58,777 --> 01:26:01,651 And I know I should speak more. 1335 01:26:01,735 --> 01:26:05,609 But if you knew the things that were in my head most of the time... 1336 01:26:05,693 --> 01:26:08,901 you'd know what it really meant. 1337 01:26:10,777 --> 01:26:13,692 How much we're alike... 1338 01:26:13,777 --> 01:26:16,235 and how we've been through the same things. 1339 01:26:17,860 --> 01:26:20,110 And you're not small. 1340 01:26:20,194 --> 01:26:21,527 You're beautiful. 1341 01:26:48,236 --> 01:26:49,360 What's wrong, Charlie? 1342 01:26:49,903 --> 01:26:51,193 Nothing. 1343 01:27:19,903 --> 01:27:21,420 You know I'm gonna call you all the time. 1344 01:27:21,444 --> 01:27:23,819 - We're gonna see each other in New York. - All the time. 1345 01:27:26,778 --> 01:27:28,027 Come on, Sam. 1346 01:28:10,362 --> 01:28:11,903 What's wrong, Charlie? 1347 01:28:15,362 --> 01:28:16,820 Put your seat belt on. 1348 01:28:16,904 --> 01:28:18,028 We'll meet you there. 1349 01:28:41,737 --> 01:28:43,362 Don't wake your sister. 1350 01:28:56,113 --> 01:28:57,861 It'll be our little secret, okay? 1351 01:29:00,279 --> 01:29:03,737 Look, Charlie, she's fast asleep. 1352 01:29:05,655 --> 01:29:06,737 Don't wake your sister. 1353 01:29:14,071 --> 01:29:18,445 My fault. 1354 01:29:19,114 --> 01:29:20,695 It's all my fault. 1355 01:29:20,780 --> 01:29:22,612 It'll be our little secret. Okay? 1356 01:29:22,696 --> 01:29:23,862 Stop it. 1357 01:29:25,030 --> 01:29:26,196 Stop. 1358 01:29:30,280 --> 01:29:34,403 Stop crying. 1359 01:29:41,447 --> 01:29:42,862 This'll be our little secret. 1360 01:29:49,613 --> 01:29:51,737 Candace. Your brother's on the phone. 1361 01:29:54,364 --> 01:29:55,613 Hello? 1362 01:29:55,696 --> 01:29:57,946 - Hey, Candace. - Charlie? 1363 01:29:58,030 --> 01:30:02,613 Sam and Patrick left, and I can't stop thinking about something. 1364 01:30:02,697 --> 01:30:03,862 Shh. What? 1365 01:30:03,947 --> 01:30:05,196 Candace... 1366 01:30:06,239 --> 01:30:08,822 I killed Aunt Helen, didn't I? 1367 01:30:08,905 --> 01:30:10,655 She died getting my birthday present... 1368 01:30:10,739 --> 01:30:13,780 so I guess I killed her, right? 1369 01:30:13,864 --> 01:30:15,947 I've tried to stop thinking that, but I can't. 1370 01:30:16,030 --> 01:30:17,696 She keeps driving away and dying. 1371 01:30:17,781 --> 01:30:19,381 Call the police and send them to my house. 1372 01:30:19,405 --> 01:30:21,154 I can't stop her. I'm crazy again. 1373 01:30:21,239 --> 01:30:22,822 No. Charlie, listen to me. 1374 01:30:22,906 --> 01:30:24,947 Mom and Dad are gonna be home with Chris any second. 1375 01:30:25,031 --> 01:30:27,321 I'm just thinking... 1376 01:30:27,405 --> 01:30:29,613 what if I wanted her to die, Candace? 1377 01:30:29,697 --> 01:30:31,863 What? Charlie? 1378 01:30:31,948 --> 01:30:33,072 Charlie! 1379 01:31:08,115 --> 01:31:09,405 Charlie? 1380 01:31:10,490 --> 01:31:12,030 I'm Dr. Burton. 1381 01:31:16,740 --> 01:31:18,239 Where am I? 1382 01:31:18,323 --> 01:31:20,489 Mayview Hospital. 1383 01:31:22,448 --> 01:31:27,030 You, โ€” You have to let me go. My dad can't afford it. 1384 01:31:27,115 --> 01:31:29,114 Don't worry about that. 1385 01:31:29,198 --> 01:31:34,114 No. I saw them when I was little... 1386 01:31:34,198 --> 01:31:36,447 and I don't want to be a Mayview kid. 1387 01:31:36,532 --> 01:31:38,322 Just tell me how to stop it. 1388 01:31:38,406 --> 01:31:39,739 Stop what? 1389 01:31:40,532 --> 01:31:42,405 Seeing it. 1390 01:31:44,949 --> 01:31:49,031 All their lives all the time. 1391 01:31:50,074 --> 01:31:52,031 How do you stop seeing it? 1392 01:31:52,116 --> 01:31:53,989 Seeing what, Charlie? 1393 01:31:54,074 --> 01:31:59,656 There is so much pain. 1394 01:31:59,740 --> 01:32:04,365 And I don't know how to not notice it. 1395 01:32:04,449 --> 01:32:06,281 What's hurting you? 1396 01:32:06,366 --> 01:32:07,656 No, not me. 1397 01:32:07,740 --> 01:32:12,281 It's them. It's everyone. It never stops. 1398 01:32:13,407 --> 01:32:14,573 Do you understand? 1399 01:32:21,533 --> 01:32:23,573 What about your Aunt Helen? 1400 01:32:27,533 --> 01:32:29,865 What about her? 1401 01:32:29,949 --> 01:32:31,490 Do you see her? 1402 01:32:34,741 --> 01:32:36,865 Yes. 1403 01:32:36,950 --> 01:32:38,949 She had a terrible life. 1404 01:32:41,866 --> 01:32:43,025 God, what am I supposed to... 1405 01:32:43,033 --> 01:32:46,198 You said some things about her in your sleep. 1406 01:32:46,282 --> 01:32:48,116 I don't care. 1407 01:32:48,199 --> 01:32:49,698 If you want to get better... 1408 01:32:50,866 --> 01:32:52,532 you have to. 1409 01:32:59,283 --> 01:33:00,283 She... 1410 01:33:01,783 --> 01:33:04,199 She was insane. 1411 01:33:05,033 --> 01:33:06,407 I'm just sayin'. 1412 01:33:07,408 --> 01:33:08,698 She... 1413 01:33:10,200 --> 01:33:11,615 Charlie? 1414 01:33:11,699 --> 01:33:14,032 You gonna let me help you here? 1415 01:33:17,075 --> 01:33:18,282 Okay. 1416 01:33:19,575 --> 01:33:22,366 Do you remember anything before you blacked out? 1417 01:33:25,033 --> 01:33:27,824 I remember leaving Sam's house. 1418 01:33:28,617 --> 01:33:31,699 I was walking home. And... 1419 01:33:33,283 --> 01:33:35,449 I was in the hospital for a while. 1420 01:33:37,242 --> 01:33:40,491 I won't go into detail about all of it. 1421 01:33:40,575 --> 01:33:44,783 But I will say there were some very bad days. 1422 01:33:44,867 --> 01:33:47,533 And some unexpected beautiful days. 1423 01:33:50,534 --> 01:33:54,199 The worst day was the time my doctor told my mom and dad... 1424 01:33:54,283 --> 01:33:56,199 what Aunt Helen did to me. 1425 01:34:03,034 --> 01:34:04,075 Honey? 1426 01:34:06,867 --> 01:34:08,533 I'm so sorry. 1427 01:34:22,700 --> 01:34:25,616 The best days were those when I could have visitors. 1428 01:34:25,700 --> 01:34:28,158 My brother and sister always came for those... 1429 01:34:28,243 --> 01:34:31,325 until Chris had to go to training camp. 1430 01:34:31,409 --> 01:34:33,534 He's going to be first string this year. 1431 01:34:35,660 --> 01:34:39,575 My sister told me she met a nice guy at her summer job. 1432 01:34:43,576 --> 01:34:46,033 Here he is. 1433 01:34:46,118 --> 01:34:49,950 So I'll see you Thursday at 6:00, right? 1434 01:34:50,034 --> 01:34:52,033 - Okay. - You gonna hang in there? 1435 01:34:52,118 --> 01:34:54,951 My doctor said we can't choose where we come from... 1436 01:34:55,034 --> 01:34:57,534 but we can choose where we go from there. 1437 01:34:58,743 --> 01:35:00,325 I know it's not all the answers... 1438 01:35:00,409 --> 01:35:04,118 but it was enough to start putting these pieces together. 1439 01:35:05,368 --> 01:35:07,127 God bless this food we are about to receive. 1440 01:35:07,201 --> 01:35:08,617 We thank you for this bounty... 1441 01:35:08,701 --> 01:35:10,992 in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, Amen. 1442 01:35:11,077 --> 01:35:13,076 - Amen. - Amen. 1443 01:35:21,285 --> 01:35:23,909 How do you think the Penguins are gonna do this year, Dad? 1444 01:35:26,285 --> 01:35:27,951 Goddamn Penguins. 1445 01:35:28,035 --> 01:35:30,243 Think they're allergic to goddamn defense. 1446 01:35:33,701 --> 01:35:35,909 What do the players call a puck again? 1447 01:35:36,577 --> 01:35:38,201 A biscuit. 1448 01:35:38,285 --> 01:35:40,284 Are you sure it's not a "goddamn biscuit"? 1449 01:35:40,369 --> 01:35:41,826 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'. 1450 01:35:41,910 --> 01:35:43,701 Honey, I think we're gonna have to do... 1451 01:35:43,785 --> 01:35:45,512 a little shopping for you before you take off? 1452 01:35:45,536 --> 01:35:48,284 - Yeah, I need some books. - Clothes, too. 1453 01:35:48,369 --> 01:35:49,535 Yeah. 1454 01:35:55,119 --> 01:35:56,868 Can Charlie come out and play? 1455 01:36:02,911 --> 01:36:05,284 The first night, we had grilled stickies. 1456 01:36:05,369 --> 01:36:06,743 So good. 1457 01:36:06,828 --> 01:36:08,678 You have to visit in the fall. We'll have some, okay? 1458 01:36:08,702 --> 01:36:09,785 Definitely. 1459 01:36:09,869 --> 01:36:11,326 Sorry... 1460 01:36:11,410 --> 01:36:13,910 Charlie has a breakdown scheduled for October. 1461 01:36:15,327 --> 01:36:17,368 Well, can I tell you something? 1462 01:36:17,452 --> 01:36:19,701 I've been away for two months. 1463 01:36:20,410 --> 01:36:21,868 It's another world. 1464 01:36:21,953 --> 01:36:23,952 And it gets better. 1465 01:36:24,036 --> 01:36:27,119 And my roommate Katie has the best taste in music. 1466 01:36:33,577 --> 01:36:35,369 I found the tunnel song. 1467 01:36:38,702 --> 01:36:39,702 Let's drive. 1468 01:36:44,453 --> 01:36:47,160 I don't know if I will have the time to write any more letters... 1469 01:36:47,245 --> 01:36:50,369 because I might be too busy trying to participate. 1470 01:36:53,745 --> 01:36:56,119 So, if this does end up being the last letter... 1471 01:36:56,203 --> 01:37:00,285 I want you to know that I was in a bad place before I started high school. 1472 01:37:00,370 --> 01:37:02,786 And you helped me. 1473 01:37:02,870 --> 01:37:05,119 Even if you didn't know what I was talking about... 1474 01:37:05,203 --> 01:37:07,452 or know someone who's gone through it. 1475 01:37:07,537 --> 01:37:09,369 You made me not feel alone. 1476 01:37:12,036 --> 01:37:16,452 Because I know there are people who say all these things don't happen. 1477 01:37:16,537 --> 01:37:22,120 There are people who forget what it's like to be 16 when they turn 17. 1478 01:37:22,203 --> 01:37:24,828 I know these will all be stories someday. 1479 01:37:24,912 --> 01:37:27,869 And our pictures will become old photographs. 1480 01:37:27,954 --> 01:37:30,452 And we'll all become somebody's mom or dad. 1481 01:37:32,204 --> 01:37:35,994 But right now these moments are not stories. 1482 01:37:36,079 --> 01:37:37,452 This is happening. 1483 01:37:38,453 --> 01:37:39,953 I am here. 1484 01:37:40,037 --> 01:37:41,619 And I am looking at her. 1485 01:37:42,537 --> 01:37:44,869 And she is so beautiful. 1486 01:37:54,870 --> 01:37:56,620 I can see it. 1487 01:37:56,703 --> 01:38:00,203 This one moment when you know you're not a sad story. 1488 01:38:01,121 --> 01:38:03,703 You are alive. 1489 01:38:03,787 --> 01:38:06,453 You stand up and see the lights on the buildings... 1490 01:38:06,538 --> 01:38:09,662 and everything that makes you wonder. 1491 01:38:09,746 --> 01:38:11,994 And you're listening to that song on that drive... 1492 01:38:12,079 --> 01:38:15,120 with the people you love most in this world. 1493 01:38:17,913 --> 01:38:20,662 And in this moment, I swear... 1494 01:38:22,538 --> 01:38:24,328 we are infinite. 107247

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