All language subtitles for The.Secret.Life.of.Couples.S01E11

Keep this safe
and don't tell anyone.

What was the burglar
looking for in your house?

- I am not a little girl.
- I like that.

A girl that has kids
is no longer a girl.

Get off of her, scumbag!

You'll rot in jail.

It's over. It won't hurt anymore.

Guilt is of no use.
It just makes us feel worse.

I can't stand sex.

Giordana, you came to me
to enhance your sex drive.

Something inside you is hurting you.

- I'm disgusted by myself.
- Why?

But it's my calling, my mission.

As far as I know,

God is everywhere,
not just in a church.

I am Ezé.

- Did you know Daniel Galviano?
- I have nothing to say to you.

Daniel's friend followed me.

- We need to get rid of her.
- No, it's Hermes decision.

Who is Hermes? Your boss?
Daniel was part of this group.

Man! What a problem!

The info we need
is in one place only.

In Edgar's PC.

- You need to plug this in it.
- But how?

That's your job.
Aren't you close to the family?

Is this a political interview?
Isn't it about Giordana?

Do you know Zairo,
the Vice President?

Edgar! Edgar!

EPISODE 11
THERE'S NO SAFE PLACE IN TOWN

They're almost here, Edgar.
Take it easy, breathe.

Breathe. They're almost here, okay?

Giordana,
your dad had a heart attack.

I'm taking him to the hospital.
Call me please.

Hey Giordana.

It's Vicente. Call me back.
It's urgent.

Are these yours?

Is something specific worrying you?

Good question.

These are overpowering sketches
and many take up a whole page.

There are no blank spaces.
Any other compulsive symptoms?

- No.
- You're obviously not taking your meds.

I'm totally in control.

Miranda, I could be charged
with Daniel's death.

Are you out of your mind?

He had to rob the bank
to give me the money.

Sofia, that's ridiculous!

Cut it out, you're hurting yourself.

They closed the case.

Luis told me they're done.
They closed the case.

They closed the investigation?

For lack of evidence.

That's wonderful news! Dear God!

You need to close it too.
Enough is enough.

He died and all of this
died with him.

Let's not talk about it again.

Look at me. You promise?

I promise.

For the first time in my life

I had an orgasm...

peacefully.

How can I explain it?

Without all the pain.

Sex should always be like that.

Intimate, with mutual understanding.

I don't if it was, but...

I know he's the love of my life.

All I need to do now is change.

I want a normal relationship.

To be a decent woman
for a decent guy.

- I just don't know how.
- Have you told him this?

No, no way. I'm not telling him.

I did that once. Never again.

Once I fell in love
and I was totally honest.

I was such a fool
because to men, theoretically,

a sex addicted woman
is a dream come true, right?

Until she becomes his wife.
It was awful. You have no idea.

He was... He was disgusted by me.

He treated me
like the worst slut out there.

It was awful.

Can you keep it from him?

I don't know.

I don't know.

I'm trying.
Trying to control myself.

But it's very distressing,
very stressful.

Verónica, your therapist...

- Dr. Orestes? I don't like him.
- Why not?

Because he's so annoying.
We don't get along.

But he was medicating you
and I can't.

And you need your meds.

Sofia, for God's sake.

Those pills
are like having a lobotomy.

You don't know
what being medicated is like.

- I do.
- No, you don't. It's awful, awful.

I don't feel anything.
I have no reactions.

Sex is like inexistent.
I can't live like this.

Were you in
Dr. Orestes' group sessions?

Yes but they're all nuts.
They're even crazier than I am.

One of them liked to sit on...

On her washer's blade head
to masturbate.

Can you imagine?

The stories I heard!

So you're not taking any meds?

No, I'm not doing that.
It eliminates my sex-drive.

Does it have to be always
everything or nothing?

Isn't there a half-way point?

Can't I have a normal life
like everybody?

Who says everybody has normal lives?

My God!

Don't I have a right
to have a sex life like...

Like couples do?

To have sex and be satisfied
and happy?

Do I have to suffer like this
all my life?

Verónica.

Your compulsive behavior is a way

to overcompensate
something deep inside you.

Thinking about it
might be unbearable,

but we need to discover
what it is together.

And you need to help me help you.

President José Ornellas Silveira
has left the ER,

the Emergency Room
but he is still hospitalized.

He requires special treatments,
but his condition isn't serious.

But he won't be discharged yet
according to the latest report.

I am so worried, my God!

Just imagine, Edgar could've died.

He was doing so well, Celeste,
then all of a sudden...

He has stents, right?

Five, but it's a very safe,
common procedure.

Yes, so he won't need surgery.

Ornellas will recover quickly.
You'll see.

The doctor says in two weeks
he'll be talking.

God willing!

I've prayed so much.
I'm worried sick about Edgar.

I wish I didn't have
to tell you this now,

at a time like this
when you're recovering,

but you need to know.

I'm fine, Otero.

Neither Erick
or any of his dirty tricks

can knock me out.

He's in prison
and the young lady is a minor.

I wanted to check with you
before doing anything.

- No, don't do anything.
- What?

We're not helping him this time.

- It's no big...
- No, Otero, no.

No, I don't have a son anymore.

I'm not handing over
my life's work to that moron.

That free-loader! That little wuss!

Calm down. Calm down.
You can't exert yourself.

I shouldn't have told you.

Just keep the media out of it.

Don't let anybody talk about it,
much less in public. None of that.

I took care of it.

The girl's family
isn't talking either.

They don't want anybody to know.
Nobody wants this to go public.

Don't tell Elisa either.

She's worried. Erick's missing.

Tell her he's in Europe.

Make up any story.
Say anything you want.

And anyway,
doing time will be good for him.

It will teach him
what I haven't been able to.

I'll be on top of it.

Otero.

Keep me updated
about that reporter Vicente.

He came to me to talk about Zairo.

I need to know what he knows.

- I'm on it.
- And that Luis guy too.

Luis.

Yes, he's a trouble-maker.
I don't want any more problems.

Find out exactly who he is,

what he wants and who's backing him.

I'll take care of it.

- He's in prison?
- Yes.

Couldn't they...

No, no, that's it.
Nobody's doing anything else.

We're not implicating Lorena
in the case either.

Figueira is taking care of it.

The media's quiet about it.
Nobody's talking, not even us.

In a way
I feel guilty about all this,

because I was right beside him
and I didn't see it coming.

Don't you always say

it's useless to feel guilty
about anything?

Saying so is one thing.
Applying it is quite another.

The theory is for us.
Putting it in practice is for others.

So I'm good theoretically,
but in practice...

You're even better in practice.

Luis.

- I'm serious.
- Me too.

You're the best mom there ever was.

You're the best woman
I could have ever found.

I never even dreamed
of having so much.

Lorena is fine.

She's just a guileless girl
that had a slip-up, that's all..

You're trying to tone it down,
but that's not how you felt.

No, no, it was tough. It was tough.

But I think we need to minimize
what happened

for her sake and ours.

Sure it was...

a terrible thing.

But we don't want that
to traumatize anybody.

And if there's anybody here
who can feel guilty about it,

it should be me,

because it all happened
because of me.

Okay then, let's...

start with a clean slate.

Yank out the guilt,

and throw it away.

We're so vulnerable in this world

that the only solution
is praying for protection.

I do that every day.

And it worked. You saw that, right?

It could've been much worse.

Don't you think

it might be a good idea
for her to have therapy?

To get help,
to talk to someone who...

I'll talk to her.

But I don't think
we should force her.

It has to happen very naturally.

Only if she wants to.

But I think we need to downplay
the whole thing.

That was just one day.
One day that's in the past.

She'll have millions of days
to forget about it.

Sometimes it just takes
a single day.

I'm grateful for the day
you showed up in my life.

Don't. I'm not done yet.

Sorry.

You did all this?
I'd never have the patience.

We all have toys, don't we?

I'm sure you have
better things to do.

Look at that.

I thought you only took pictures
of hams.

But you've got a fun side.

Yes, that's how I get my kicks.

So, are we playing
how to catch a thief?

Sure.

Let's catch that
Edgar Eleno Andreazza guy.

Renata.

Can you make Edgar's files
more readable?

It's all encrypted, coded.

I need to find the password
to decode it.

How long does that take?

Stop asking the same questions.
Will you?

- Renata.
- What?

Wanderlei Costa Neto was arrested.

He's accused of corruption,

embezzlement, money laundering
and racketeering.

And the scandal hasn't even started.

Review these cases.
We're backlogged.

I have a lot clients waiting.
I need those reports fast.

I already reviewed those two.

- Give Adelaide whatever's done.
- Hi, Luis.

I got Lorena's favorite chocolates,

the CDs she wants and some DVDs

for you to enjoy this weekend.

- Comedies, fun stuff.
- Thanks.

- I can call to remind you.
- That won't be necessary.

Gosh! What time is it?

I need to leave early.
I have something to do.

You guys can close
the office, right?

No problem.

And switch off the lights
when you leave.

No problem.

My God!
I forgot something important.

Leon, I have to get going
right now, kid.

How could I forget?
I'd better get going now.

I did all that already,
all the reports.

You do one more.
I'll do the rest tomorrow.

Man! I need to get going now.

It's me again.

You know, Adelaide?

There's something
I'd never want to tell you,

but because of our character,

of our good intentions,

of the integrity
we conduct ourselves with,

I think we...

Go ahead.

I think we should resist temptation

in the name of the Father,
and of the Son...

Pleasure helps us release the soul.

Oftentimes in a relationship
there's a fear of intimacy,

fear of exposing oneself,
of embarrassment.

But these feelings

aren't related with the body,
with the physical body.

Generally speaking,
they're linked to unsolved issues

that we carry inside us

which we fear could be discovered.

That deep, real intimacy

turns into a threat

that whatever you're hiding
could be revealed.

Issues you didn't have
the courage to deal with,

became a shadow inside you.

And it's hard to relax
and give in to love

carrying all that tension,
that burden.

To have pleasure,

you need to get rid
of everything that upsets you.

Everything that causes
discomfort and uneasiness.

And what you most need to do
is to get rid of the guilt.

Guilt impedes the flow
of the body's vital energy.

Everything that's trapped
in the subconscious mind

could be from your childhood.

From some repression.

A situation that marked you,

that makes you feel ashamed
of your own body,

of having sex and pleasure.

The lack of pleasure
of the body and the soul

may trigger a series of consequences

in the way you live your life.

In your relationship with others

and above all with yourself.

Tantra is like a temple.

We're so glad you can feel
that atmosphere of trust

to be able to experience the rituals

in which all our senses
are stimulated

and you understand
the meaning of true love.

Here you'll understand
that tantric sex

is above all,
an expansion of the conscience.

Sexual awakening
is so natural in kids.

Sex starts as a game,
it's fun and exciting.

We play with a cousin,
a friend, a neighbor.

It's spontaneous and it's good.

Until we become aware
of certain social realities

and a notion of the forbidden
starts appearing.

These social rules
aren't a part of you.

They're not part of who you are,
they're implants, external.

They're established by families,
religion, social medias.

Ideas of repression and sin.

So what seemed to be so good,

can now be punished.
Worse yet, be morally punished.

Yes and our job
is to try to overcome

all those layers
that were placed on top of us

and which we ourselves
accumulated in time

and which separate us
from ourselves.

They prevent us from experiencing

all our feelings,

feelings in a complete way,
to the max.

What we want here, what we desire,

is for you to achieve a...

a state that is deeper,

and more intense
in your sexual relations.

An orgasm is an art.

Having more orgasms,
more intense ones,

orgasms that last longer,

coming with every single cell
in your body,

and being able to transmit
that energy to your companion,

that is definitely
a transcendental experience.

And the path towards
that amazing pleasure

will allow you
to open up the channel

that will take you to pure ecstasy.

I hate your pressuring me,
I hate your demands.

I really can't take it.

And the result will be
the opposite of what you want.

And what's the result I want?

You want me to give you
some freaking answer

so I can fit in your theories.

You want to stick my life
in your files

with all your labels,
compartmentalized, catalogued,

by other whackos with so many issues

they preferred to hide
behind what you do.

What about you, Giordana?
Where do you want to hide?

Who, me? I don't need to hide.

And what's the answer
you think I want you to give me?

Something that proves
there's a huge issue.

Some crap from my past
I carry around

which explains everything,
isn't that it?

- Is that it?
- What do you want?

And you, Giordana?

What is it you want?

It was a real mess-up.

There's no turning back.

Is that what's bugging you?
Messing up real bad?

Who, me?

Not me.

You think...?

You think I wanted to be part of that?

- I don't think anything.
- Yes, you do! You think I did.

You could accuse me, right?

You think I did it.

You could even think I enjoyed it.

Go to hell.

I couldn't care less what you think.

Good evening, Sofia.

Aren't you answering me?

I thought you wanted to talk.

Who are you?

How did you do that?
What do you want?

Like I said,
you went looking for me.

You are Hermes.

Don't think about me as a person.

Hermes isn't a person.

He's an idea, an act.

A manifestation.

You have no right.
You're trespassing!

No, trespassing would be editing
the chapters of your new book.

You got me curious.

People like us love secrets.

You opened my personal files.

That is irrelevant, Sofia.
I didn't find what I wanted.

What do you want from me?

It's very simple.

I think you have some data
that belong to me.

I want you to know
I'm not afraid of you.

Better. Much better.

You won't try to hide.

Unlike you, I'm not a coward.
I don't hide.

You actually can't hide.
There's no safe place in town.

You know that, right?

You spoke about a cyberattack.

What do you know about that?

Even if you murdered Daniel,
I'm not afraid of you.

The choices you make
are interesting.

If you're so powerful
why do you need to hide

from someone as insignificant as I?

The power isn't mine, Sofia.
It comes from an idea.

And there's nothing more powerful

than an idea whose time has come.

Luis.

It's Sofia.

I'm calling because

when you talked about
that cyberattack...

I'm listening. Continue.

We need to talk. Where can we meet?

What do you know
about the cyberattack?

Nothing, I only heard about it
from you.

And Daniel? Was he involved?

I don't know.

I don't know.

- Why are you so tense?
- I'm not tense.

You made me rush over here
to not tell me anything?

Now there's more people involved
and they're following me around.

What people?
Why are they following you?

You said you're working
on that investigation.

We can help each other,

but if you tell me
everything you know.

Did you tell me everything you know?

I don't know who they are,

but they can take us
to Daniel's killer.

I can't tell you anything yet.
You need to trust me.

You've only lied to me
from day one, Sofia.

- This was a bad idea.
- Sofia.

The reporter covering the case
was murdered.

They ran over him and made it
look like an accident.

It could be the same guys
that killed Daniel.

You still want to walk away?
Are you quitting?

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Are you okay?

You need to tell me
who's following you and why.

The night Daniel was killed,

he gave me a pen drive
to keep for him.

- I couldn't open it.
- Do you have the pen drive?

I know who can open it.

I trust him totally. Is it with you?

- It's in a safe place.
- We can go there now.

It might be the key to everything.

- I need more time.
- We don't have more time.

We'll do it tomorrow.

- Hello.
- I'm starting to trust you.

You didn't say a word about me.

How did you hear me?

My cellphone?

Listen to me.

You can't give anybody
that pen drive.

Wait for further instructions.

I'm making this video

because I think
the decision I made today

can help other priests
and other people

who for some reason

cannot come clean
about their feelings

and thus live
in a permanent conflict.

I'm a priest.

I took the vow of chastity
and I was honest about it.

I want to continue being honest.

It got to the point where
my internal conflict was unbearable.

And today I chose
to leave the Church.

Take off my frock.

And admit to my congregation

that I've fallen in love
with someone.

I beg your forgiveness if...
If by doing so...

I've offended anyone.

This pain I feel

makes me as human and fragile
as any of the people who...

Who came to me searching for help.

I prayed to God to assist me.

I'm gay.

And I know the prejudice
there is about it...

which has made so many
youngsters commit suicide.

It's cruel for a true, sincere love

to be the victim of ignorance,
of the shadows of intolerance.

Embrace with understanding

your friends or relatives
who need your support.

Amen.

Always in the afternoon.

What do you tell your husband?

I tell him anything.
He doesn't even ask.

I don't care if he does.

I say I went to the gym,
to the masseur, to the mall.

Or I came here. Lots of things.

Can't you tell him the truth?

What for?
To discuss another compulsion?

He wouldn't like that at all.
He'll want a divorce.

No, I want to be with him
no matter what.

Bia, what's the sex like
with your husband?

Very sporadic, very rare.
We hardly do it.

And with the others?

Once a week, sometimes twice.

Every Wednesday, sometimes Thursday.

Always in the afternoon.

And during sex, can you...?

No I can't. I can't stop thinking.

I see those numbers
and I start scoring them.

One shows up and I think
"five-and-a-half."

Then it gets better, he moves better
and I say, "Okay, six."

Then another guy kisses me
and I say, "Seven!"

A seven is rare.
I'm very strict about that.

I think seven is my highest score.

I never got an eight.
Can you believe it?

But whatever starts at seven
starts improving,

then decreasing.

I end up scoring them 4, 4.5.
It's awful.

Bia.

During your orgasms,
do you still score them?

An orgasm from whom, Sofia?
No man can make me cum.

You will never have an orgasm

if you're busy scoring people,
with all your labels.

You're either criticizing them,
rating the guy's performance,

or enjoying the sex, participating.

Do you realize
what your criticism can do?

For rating them?

Is that clear to you?

No, but it's only natural.

I feel a rough tongue
in my mouth like a saw,

and I think "It's a 3.5 guy."

I should dump the guy.
Better yet, not get involved.

But then it's Monday,
and next thing I know I'm back at it.

Bia, do you enjoy sex?

If I found a seven,

not a nine, nine and a half,
I'm being modest here.

For example,
a 6.5 would be excellent.

While you're having sex,
do you only think about numbers?

No, no, sometimes I get distracted.

I think about other things,
several things.

- What things?
- I don't know.

I think about the errands
I need to run all week,

the nice outfits I want to buy,
a pair of pretty shoes.

Things that give me pleasure.
I love shoes. Just love them.

Thinking about shoes during sex
gives you pleasure?

Yes but not necessarily
while having sex.

But why think about shoes
while having sex?

Because it distracts me.

A 3.5 shows up
and I'm distracted, okay?

A 3.5 shows up and I think,
"A 3.5? That's awful!"

How much longer?
Then I start counting

I count the minutes, the seconds,

then think about shoes
and I get distracted, okay?

I think I'm obsessed with shoes.

Can I have this?

- Nothing yet?
- Almost there.

It's taking so long!

You're getting me nervous.

I'm going as fast as I can.
This is tough.

Tough was sticking that thing
in his computer.

I thought everything
was in those files.

The system is locked.

It's encrypted.

He set up huge firewalls
with lots of security levels.

Nobody enters easily.

I'll order pizza then.

- Damn!
- What?

I'm inside. I'm inside!

I'm in. That was tough. Look!

Everything you wanted to know
but lacked the courage to ask.

Man!

This is awesome!

But I need to read this.
I don't get a thing.

That will take ten years.

We need to create a system,
study all this carefully.

We need to be very specific
or we'll get lost.

- I'm ordering pizza.
- Okay.

Order two. This will take some time.

So? Nothing yet?

I'm on it.

I think I'm close.

I know a computer whiz

who'd spend all night
and all day at it.

Pass me your plate.

Your glass.

I've had enough of this.
I'm exhausted, pooped.

My eyes feel full of sand.

Let's continue tomorrow.

I'm exhausted. And so are you.

No shoes on the bed!

Vicente. That's enough for today.

- Hello.
- Sofia, open your computer.

COME ALONE

Good evening, Sofia.