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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:04,300 --> 00:00:06,900 If you're watching this right now, 2 00:00:08,400 --> 00:00:10,130 it's because you've forgotten, 3 00:00:10,240 --> 00:00:13,770 why you've locked yourself in your apartment. 4 00:00:14,480 --> 00:00:17,500 You've given yourself 30 days, 5 00:00:17,610 --> 00:00:21,340 to figure out why you're so messed up. 6 00:00:24,850 --> 00:00:27,380 Your phone's been turned off. 7 00:00:29,430 --> 00:00:30,860 You don't have shit. 8 00:00:30,960 --> 00:00:33,890 You don't have friends. You don't have a job. 9 00:00:36,570 --> 00:00:39,130 This is your last chance. 10 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:42,570 'Cause I swear to God, 11 00:00:42,670 --> 00:00:47,970 if things don't change in these next 30 days... 12 00:00:52,180 --> 00:00:53,980 ...I will kill myself. 13 00:01:12,970 --> 00:01:21,270 ♪ I don't need a laser beam ♪ 14 00:01:21,380 --> 00:01:28,680 ♪ I don't need the time ♪ 15 00:01:29,690 --> 00:01:37,390 ♪ Leave me in the car tonight ♪ 16 00:01:38,190 --> 00:01:42,360 ♪ Rest your drunken mind ♪ 17 00:01:43,930 --> 00:01:51,530 ♪ I need your grace ♪ 18 00:01:54,380 --> 00:02:01,480 ♪ Alone ♪ 19 00:03:44,490 --> 00:03:46,480 Madison. 20 00:03:49,890 --> 00:03:52,900 Madison, wake up. 21 00:03:57,830 --> 00:04:00,630 Madison, can you hear me? 22 00:04:02,270 --> 00:04:04,530 I'm Dr. Barnes. 23 00:04:08,580 --> 00:04:10,670 Can I have some water? 24 00:04:13,350 --> 00:04:15,840 Can you tell me your full name? 25 00:04:17,290 --> 00:04:20,350 Madison Walker. 26 00:04:22,620 --> 00:04:24,720 Do you know what month it is? 27 00:04:29,300 --> 00:04:31,390 June? 28 00:04:36,740 --> 00:04:38,730 July? 29 00:04:40,910 --> 00:04:44,710 Have you ever been treated for any type for of mental illness? 30 00:04:45,450 --> 00:04:47,110 I take medication. 31 00:04:47,220 --> 00:04:49,910 And what do you take medication for? 32 00:04:52,590 --> 00:04:54,280 I don't know. 33 00:04:54,390 --> 00:04:56,360 You don't know what you take medication for, 34 00:04:56,460 --> 00:04:59,760 or you were never told what the medication was for? 35 00:05:02,330 --> 00:05:04,630 I don't understand the question. 36 00:05:09,240 --> 00:05:11,230 When can I go home? 37 00:05:12,100 --> 00:05:15,100 Are you having any suicidal thoughts now? 38 00:05:15,540 --> 00:05:16,530 No. 39 00:05:16,650 --> 00:05:19,640 Can you tell me what happened last night? 40 00:05:24,990 --> 00:05:26,320 I don't remember. 41 00:05:27,690 --> 00:05:28,750 Well, if you don't remember, 42 00:05:28,860 --> 00:05:31,190 then how do you know that you didn't try to take your life? 43 00:05:32,760 --> 00:05:35,230 Because I know I wouldn't do that. 44 00:05:42,240 --> 00:05:45,260 Have you ever spent any time in a psychiatric hospital? 45 00:05:46,880 --> 00:05:48,400 No. 46 00:05:48,510 --> 00:05:51,970 Would you ever consider checking yourself in to one? 47 00:05:52,150 --> 00:05:54,500 No. 48 00:06:02,690 --> 00:06:04,280 I have that book. 49 00:06:05,330 --> 00:06:07,320 Excuse me? 50 00:06:09,400 --> 00:06:10,860 I'm gonna give you my number, 51 00:06:10,970 --> 00:06:13,370 and, uh, I want you to call me if you need anything. 52 00:06:13,470 --> 00:06:15,900 My mom burned them all. 53 00:06:16,540 --> 00:06:18,370 Burned what? 54 00:06:19,110 --> 00:06:21,230 My notebooks. 55 00:06:21,340 --> 00:06:23,470 But I hid one so she couldn't find it. 56 00:06:23,650 --> 00:06:26,500 Why did you hide that one and not the others? 57 00:06:27,500 --> 00:06:29,710 Because I needed you to find it. 58 00:09:01,170 --> 00:09:04,260 Uh, I was sitting up front in his station wagon, 59 00:09:04,370 --> 00:09:08,810 and he had these, um, red plastic seat covers. 60 00:09:08,910 --> 00:09:11,400 It made a noise when he moved. 61 00:09:11,150 --> 00:09:14,980 And there was, like, um, a plastic... 62 00:09:15,800 --> 00:09:17,420 Jesus figurine on the dashboard. 63 00:09:18,520 --> 00:09:22,290 Why were you alone in the car with him? 64 00:09:22,960 --> 00:09:27,290 Uh, well, it was like, um... like a field trip to the... to the zoo, 65 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:30,300 and, uh... and the bus was all filled up, 66 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:33,370 so, um, I rode with him in the car. 67 00:09:34,200 --> 00:09:38,000 What happened... in the car? 68 00:09:43,450 --> 00:09:45,140 It's okay. You can tell me. 69 00:09:45,250 --> 00:09:46,940 It's okay. 70 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:48,950 Um... 71 00:09:49,500 --> 00:09:51,810 He kissed me. 72 00:09:53,920 --> 00:09:56,360 Did he try to... 73 00:09:56,460 --> 00:09:58,320 touch you, or... 74 00:10:02,630 --> 00:10:05,660 Why didn't you tell your parents what happened? 75 00:10:05,770 --> 00:10:07,360 Um... 76 00:10:07,470 --> 00:10:09,460 I told my mom. 77 00:10:09,570 --> 00:10:12,600 And what did she say? 78 00:10:12,870 --> 00:10:16,610 Um... She didn't believe me. 79 00:10:18,250 --> 00:10:20,710 How could she not believe you? 80 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:25,750 She said that, uh, a man of God would never do something like that. 81 00:10:27,120 --> 00:10:29,820 What do you mean, "a man of God"? 82 00:10:30,830 --> 00:10:33,320 Um, he was our priest. 83 00:11:07,330 --> 00:11:10,200 Okay, so, I guess you just fell on that razor. 84 00:11:10,200 --> 00:11:11,360 Uh-huh. 85 00:11:11,470 --> 00:11:13,660 You know what your problem is? 86 00:11:13,770 --> 00:11:17,700 You're too fucking white. 87 00:11:17,170 --> 00:11:19,940 You see, Black people... we don't let shit get to us. 88 00:11:20,400 --> 00:11:21,300 I mean, seriously, 89 00:11:21,210 --> 00:11:23,910 that's why you don't see Black girls up in the loony bin. 90 00:11:24,100 --> 00:11:25,950 Because we don't let shit bother us. 91 00:11:26,500 --> 00:11:27,950 We don't give a fuck. 92 00:11:29,150 --> 00:11:31,640 What are you waving at with that tired-ass... 93 00:11:31,750 --> 00:11:34,950 - I'm not interested. - I'm not selling. 94 00:11:35,600 --> 00:11:36,920 Glad we got that straight. 95 00:11:39,890 --> 00:11:43,390 You know, tell me something, beautiful. 96 00:11:43,570 --> 00:11:48,200 I bet you like to get fucked really hard, hmm? 97 00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:55,880 Tell Daddy what you like. 98 00:12:01,150 --> 00:12:04,450 Uh, since when do you smoke? 99 00:12:04,550 --> 00:12:07,450 What... what the hell is your problem? 100 00:12:08,820 --> 00:12:10,880 Hello? 101 00:12:12,160 --> 00:12:14,220 Mm. 102 00:12:15,500 --> 00:12:17,290 Where were we? 103 00:12:20,170 --> 00:12:22,140 Put your hands around my throat. 104 00:12:22,240 --> 00:12:22,970 What? 105 00:12:23,700 --> 00:12:24,600 Oh. 106 00:12:24,710 --> 00:12:26,700 Harder. 107 00:12:27,310 --> 00:12:28,830 Yeah. Yeah, you like that? 108 00:12:28,940 --> 00:12:29,770 Choke me. 109 00:12:29,880 --> 00:12:32,540 Choke me. Choke me. 110 00:12:35,180 --> 00:12:36,480 Please stop. 111 00:12:36,580 --> 00:12:37,740 You like getting fucked. 112 00:12:37,850 --> 00:12:40,380 Please stop. Please. 113 00:12:57,710 --> 00:12:59,800 I know what you want me to say. 114 00:13:00,810 --> 00:13:03,300 What do you think I want you to say? 115 00:13:03,480 --> 00:13:07,540 That they took advantage of me because I was only 13. 116 00:13:08,620 --> 00:13:10,680 Well, do you think they took advantage of you? 117 00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:12,690 No. 118 00:13:14,620 --> 00:13:18,110 They got you drunk with the intention of having sex with you. 119 00:13:18,230 --> 00:13:20,660 Look, they've been married for, like, 100 years. 120 00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:23,530 They needed something to spice it up. 121 00:13:24,700 --> 00:13:28,200 Did you have any feelings for... either one of them? 122 00:13:31,100 --> 00:13:33,240 I liked him better. 123 00:13:34,840 --> 00:13:37,400 And where is he now? 124 00:13:40,550 --> 00:13:43,180 He killed himself. 125 00:14:05,400 --> 00:14:06,200 What do you want? 126 00:14:06,370 --> 00:14:08,240 Your rent. You're like a week late. 127 00:14:08,410 --> 00:14:10,310 It's due on the 1st. 128 00:14:10,480 --> 00:14:12,540 Today is the 9th, sweetheart. 129 00:14:14,480 --> 00:14:15,710 I'll have it tomorrow. 130 00:14:16,580 --> 00:14:18,380 No, you... 131 00:14:18,490 --> 00:14:23,480 Tomorrow's too late, sweetheart. Open the door. 132 00:14:24,230 --> 00:14:27,130 Tomorrow's too late. 133 00:14:27,230 --> 00:14:30,300 But, now, if you wanted to do some trading 134 00:14:30,130 --> 00:14:31,890 like we did back in March... 135 00:14:32,430 --> 00:14:34,900 I'll work with you. 136 00:14:37,400 --> 00:14:39,130 I don't know what you're talking about. 137 00:14:43,910 --> 00:14:47,750 You have my money by tomorrow morning or you're out of here. 138 00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:14,770 Margaret, we can't keep doing this. 139 00:15:16,400 --> 00:15:17,480 I can. 140 00:15:17,650 --> 00:15:19,170 Why do you want to? 141 00:15:19,280 --> 00:15:21,340 'Cause. 142 00:15:21,950 --> 00:15:23,880 'Cause why? 143 00:15:24,650 --> 00:15:27,590 Because I'd rather slit my wrist 144 00:15:27,690 --> 00:15:31,130 or be fucking hung upside down and beaten to a pulp 145 00:15:31,230 --> 00:15:33,600 than have to talk to you. 146 00:15:36,200 --> 00:15:38,190 You're angry. 147 00:15:40,300 --> 00:15:42,600 No. 148 00:15:42,170 --> 00:15:44,900 Don't start that psychological shit. 149 00:15:46,340 --> 00:15:48,400 You really don't like me, do you? 150 00:15:51,510 --> 00:15:54,170 Beth, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 151 00:15:54,880 --> 00:15:57,870 It's not that... that I don't like you. 152 00:15:59,220 --> 00:16:00,740 I fucking hate you. 153 00:16:03,260 --> 00:16:05,200 Why? 154 00:16:05,130 --> 00:16:08,490 "Why?" "Why?" 155 00:16:08,600 --> 00:16:12,760 Because people that are scared make me sick. 156 00:16:12,930 --> 00:16:14,900 You think that I'm scared? 157 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:17,630 I don't know, Beth. Are you scared? 158 00:16:17,740 --> 00:16:19,600 Hmm? What happened to you? 159 00:16:19,710 --> 00:16:21,610 Tell me. 160 00:16:24,500 --> 00:16:25,840 You gonna say any-fucking-thing? No? 161 00:16:25,950 --> 00:16:27,350 No, I can play that game, too. 162 00:16:28,320 --> 00:16:29,410 Cool. 163 00:16:29,520 --> 00:16:31,780 I'll go back to bed. 164 00:16:52,470 --> 00:16:58,240 ♪ Before each other's face ♪ 165 00:17:02,750 --> 00:17:07,450 ♪ Look into my eyes ♪ 166 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:17,330 ♪ Is it still there? ♪ 167 00:17:24,870 --> 00:17:32,100 ♪ All that time ♪ 168 00:18:14,360 --> 00:18:15,980 Maddie? 169 00:18:16,290 --> 00:18:18,620 Hi, Dad. 170 00:18:32,470 --> 00:18:35,170 A friend of yours, Greg Hicks, got married last week. 171 00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:36,000 Did you hear? 172 00:18:36,180 --> 00:18:37,370 No. 173 00:18:37,480 --> 00:18:38,780 Yeah. 174 00:18:38,880 --> 00:18:41,640 They had the wedding over at the Episcopal church 175 00:18:41,750 --> 00:18:43,880 on, uh, Fitz Morris street. 176 00:18:44,200 --> 00:18:47,110 Hurricane knocked down everything on that street except that church. 177 00:18:52,300 --> 00:18:54,290 Is everything all right with you? 178 00:18:55,360 --> 00:18:56,690 Yeah, same as usual. 179 00:18:56,800 --> 00:18:59,320 That's good. That's good. 180 00:19:01,500 --> 00:19:03,330 You need money? 181 00:19:03,910 --> 00:19:06,770 Dad, I didn't come here to ask you for money. 182 00:19:06,940 --> 00:19:08,700 Well, I know you didn't. 183 00:19:08,180 --> 00:19:10,840 I just... but it's okay if you... if you need it. 184 00:19:10,950 --> 00:19:14,610 I don't know how much I can give, 185 00:19:14,720 --> 00:19:17,380 'cause your mother's insurance got pulled again. 186 00:19:17,550 --> 00:19:19,920 Who's there, Steven? 187 00:19:21,520 --> 00:19:23,620 Tell me I'm not dreaming. 188 00:19:23,790 --> 00:19:24,920 Hi, Mom. 189 00:19:25,300 --> 00:19:27,290 My angel's come home! 190 00:19:28,460 --> 00:19:31,160 Look at you! Look how long your hair is! 191 00:19:31,270 --> 00:19:34,170 Steven, why didn't you come and tell me my little angel was here? 192 00:19:34,270 --> 00:19:35,960 Well, I thought you were sleeping. 193 00:19:36,700 --> 00:19:38,000 Sleep? Who has time for sleep? 194 00:19:39,410 --> 00:19:41,570 Steven, did you get her some food? 195 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:45,510 Well, I... I didn't think that she wanted any. 196 00:19:45,610 --> 00:19:47,310 Yeah, no, I'm... I'm not hungry. 197 00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:48,310 Oh, nonsense. 198 00:19:48,420 --> 00:19:50,380 You sit right here, and daddy will get you some food. 199 00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:52,820 You are skinny as a scarecrow! 200 00:19:57,560 --> 00:20:00,250 Daddy said you're doing some telemarketing. 201 00:20:00,430 --> 00:20:02,400 How is that going? 202 00:20:02,500 --> 00:20:05,190 Uh, it's fine. 203 00:20:05,300 --> 00:20:06,990 Oh, Maddie, please tell me 204 00:20:07,100 --> 00:20:09,700 you're not still living in that awful French Quarter. 205 00:20:10,370 --> 00:20:13,700 I am still living in that awful French Quarter. 206 00:20:13,240 --> 00:20:16,180 Someone like you should not be living in a place like that. 207 00:20:16,280 --> 00:20:18,440 It's enough to tempt anyone. 208 00:20:18,580 --> 00:20:20,100 - Is that meat? - Uh-huh. 209 00:20:20,110 --> 00:20:21,380 I don't feel like red meat. 210 00:20:21,480 --> 00:20:23,780 My blood is thick today. It needs poultry. 211 00:20:25,690 --> 00:20:27,120 Want me to make you some chicken? 212 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:30,120 It's not very attractive being so skinny, Maddie. 213 00:20:30,220 --> 00:20:31,590 It makes your face sink in. 214 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:35,920 A woman should be soft and round, the way God made her. 215 00:20:38,470 --> 00:20:40,300 Mmm! 216 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:42,670 Mmm, mmm, mmm. 217 00:20:44,100 --> 00:20:46,530 Mmm. Meat, yes. 218 00:20:49,680 --> 00:20:52,480 Tell him everyone that you love. 219 00:20:52,650 --> 00:20:56,910 Dear God, I love my mama, my daddy, my uncle Pete. 220 00:20:57,200 --> 00:21:00,610 Tell God you love His only son, our Lord Jesus Christ. 221 00:21:00,720 --> 00:21:03,450 Dear God, I love your only son, Jesus Christ. 222 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:05,550 Our Lord Jesus Christ. 223 00:21:05,660 --> 00:21:07,860 Our Lord Jesus Christ. 224 00:21:07,960 --> 00:21:10,690 Tell Him to forgive you for the sins you have committed. 225 00:21:10,870 --> 00:21:12,130 What sins, Mama? 226 00:21:12,230 --> 00:21:13,790 Tell Him your sins. 227 00:21:13,900 --> 00:21:15,870 But I haven't sinned. 228 00:21:15,970 --> 00:21:18,940 In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. 229 00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:23,140 Watch over my daughter, and cleanse her of her wrong doings. 230 00:22:13,690 --> 00:22:15,130 Put your hand on the Bible 231 00:22:15,230 --> 00:22:17,790 and swear your life over to Jesus Christ. 232 00:22:17,900 --> 00:22:20,700 - I don't want to. - Do it. 233 00:22:21,570 --> 00:22:25,270 I swear my life over to Jesus Christ. 234 00:22:41,160 --> 00:22:42,920 I would have put fresh sheets on the bed 235 00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:44,580 had I known you were coming. 236 00:22:46,390 --> 00:22:47,830 It's okay. I'm not staying. 237 00:22:48,330 --> 00:22:50,350 Why not? 238 00:22:50,460 --> 00:22:52,430 Because I have my own place. 239 00:22:52,530 --> 00:22:56,300 You're being tempted living in that awful French Quarter. 240 00:22:56,140 --> 00:22:57,760 Oh, God, Mother, don't start. 241 00:22:57,940 --> 00:23:00,340 You want to spend your days in eternal hell? 242 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:02,570 As long as you're not there. 243 00:23:02,740 --> 00:23:05,440 Listen to the filth coming out of your mouth. 244 00:23:05,550 --> 00:23:07,450 What has happened to you? 245 00:23:07,950 --> 00:23:09,210 I wonder. 246 00:23:09,320 --> 00:23:11,980 You're a heathen! Look at you! 247 00:23:12,900 --> 00:23:16,420 I can see it in your eyes. He's robbed your soul! 248 00:23:16,990 --> 00:23:19,260 Dolly, come to bed now. 249 00:23:19,360 --> 00:23:23,130 I can see it in her eyes, Steven! She's got him crawling all over her! 250 00:23:23,230 --> 00:23:24,790 Listen to how she speaks to me! 251 00:23:24,900 --> 00:23:26,730 It's all right. You just go on to bed. 252 00:23:26,830 --> 00:23:30,700 Go on to bed. It's all right. It's all right. 253 00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:38,770 She's sick, honey. She doesn't mean it. 254 00:23:39,650 --> 00:23:41,210 You're still making excuses for her? 255 00:23:41,380 --> 00:23:42,820 I'm not making excuses. 256 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:44,320 You're defending her. 257 00:23:44,420 --> 00:23:47,100 Well, she loves you. 258 00:23:48,320 --> 00:23:49,690 She thinks I'm Satan. 259 00:23:49,820 --> 00:23:51,850 Oh, that's just... that's just her sickness talking. 260 00:23:51,960 --> 00:23:53,220 She doesn't really think that. 261 00:23:53,390 --> 00:23:55,360 Well, she needs medication! 262 00:23:55,460 --> 00:23:56,430 Just look... just... 263 00:23:56,530 --> 00:23:58,200 Sweetheart, just... 264 00:23:58,130 --> 00:24:00,330 Hey, keep your voice down. 265 00:24:00,500 --> 00:24:02,730 Dad, why are you still protecting her? 266 00:24:02,900 --> 00:24:05,340 Well, I'm not protecting her, I... 267 00:24:06,670 --> 00:24:08,140 Yeah. 268 00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:09,570 Whatever. 269 00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:11,140 Please, sweetheart... 270 00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:14,180 Just, Maddie, please stay the night. 271 00:24:15,120 --> 00:24:17,550 We never get to see you. 272 00:24:23,600 --> 00:24:25,550 I have work tomorrow. 273 00:24:43,740 --> 00:24:45,680 Mama?! 274 00:24:46,810 --> 00:24:48,980 Mama?! 275 00:24:50,380 --> 00:24:53,410 Mama! Please! 276 00:24:53,520 --> 00:24:55,720 I didn't do anything wrong! 277 00:24:56,820 --> 00:24:59,690 Please don't leave me in here! 278 00:25:00,160 --> 00:25:02,960 I didn't do anything wrong! 279 00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:26,240 Okay, and here, we'll just, once again, 280 00:25:26,350 --> 00:25:28,290 use the little crisscross strokes. 281 00:25:28,460 --> 00:25:30,650 That's a nice little gray sky there. 282 00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:33,160 So, tell you what... let's take some of that same color... 283 00:25:34,230 --> 00:25:35,890 Just the black and the blue. That's all we need. 284 00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:37,620 Come on. You know you want it. 285 00:25:38,470 --> 00:25:39,400 You can add more of the black. 286 00:25:39,500 --> 00:25:42,300 You can gray it down or leave it brighter. 287 00:25:42,170 --> 00:25:44,660 Dang! 89! 288 00:25:45,670 --> 00:25:46,470 Lexy, shut up! 289 00:25:46,570 --> 00:25:48,560 - Grace Matthews. - Margaret. 290 00:25:48,680 --> 00:25:49,340 Be right back. 291 00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:52,610 Margaret, don't... don't give me evil stares. 292 00:25:52,780 --> 00:25:54,810 Margaret Jones. 293 00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:57,980 Alexis, Grace, Margaret, 294 00:25:58,900 --> 00:26:01,490 I have a very exciting project I want to talk to you about. 295 00:26:01,590 --> 00:26:03,350 Can you please all come to the meeting area? 296 00:26:03,460 --> 00:26:04,720 Alexis, shut up! 297 00:26:04,830 --> 00:26:06,120 Just for about 10 minutes. 298 00:26:06,230 --> 00:26:08,350 Um, I was watching that. 299 00:26:08,460 --> 00:26:09,660 Sorry. 300 00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:11,630 Grace, could you please come over here? 301 00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:13,890 Elizabeth! I was watching that. 302 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:15,900 Alexis! 303 00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:17,670 Elizabeth, I'm... I'm playing a game. 304 00:26:17,840 --> 00:26:19,570 1, 2, 3, 4... 305 00:26:19,670 --> 00:26:20,660 Alexis! 306 00:26:25,810 --> 00:26:28,110 Okay. 307 00:26:28,220 --> 00:26:30,650 I have three video cameras. 308 00:26:30,820 --> 00:26:34,520 I want you to use these to express yourselves... 309 00:26:34,620 --> 00:26:36,710 any thoughts or feelings that you may have. 310 00:26:36,820 --> 00:26:37,880 Like a... like a diary? 311 00:26:37,990 --> 00:26:40,590 Yes, like a diary. Could you please cross your legs? 312 00:26:40,690 --> 00:26:43,460 Thank you. Here's your camera. 313 00:26:43,560 --> 00:26:45,930 Here you go. 314 00:26:46,300 --> 00:26:48,660 I don't have any thoughts. 315 00:26:50,470 --> 00:26:53,270 I don't have any thoughts. I don't have any memories. 316 00:26:53,370 --> 00:26:55,140 I was watching the fucking TV. 317 00:26:55,240 --> 00:26:57,700 I'm sure you'll think of something. 318 00:26:57,180 --> 00:26:59,800 That is not okay. That's inappropriate. 319 00:26:59,180 --> 00:27:00,170 Pick that up, Margaret, now. 320 00:27:00,280 --> 00:27:03,100 Margaret, pick it up, 'cause that's very inappropriate. 321 00:27:03,120 --> 00:27:04,710 Pick it up. Margaret, pick it up. 322 00:27:04,820 --> 00:27:05,840 Pick it up. Pick it up. 323 00:27:05,950 --> 00:27:07,250 Take the camera, Margaret. 324 00:27:07,350 --> 00:27:09,820 I don't want to do this project with any of you guys! 325 00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:12,290 All right, that is not okay. That is not okay. Sit down! 326 00:27:12,390 --> 00:27:14,690 It is okay, okay?! Get out of my seat! 327 00:27:18,470 --> 00:27:20,760 It's not necessary, really. She's fine. 328 00:27:20,870 --> 00:27:22,170 Sit down. 329 00:27:22,270 --> 00:27:24,130 I'll be waiting for you, sweetheart. 330 00:27:24,240 --> 00:27:25,100 Shh. Shh. 331 00:27:26,610 --> 00:27:28,400 Shh. It's okay. It's okay. 332 00:27:41,900 --> 00:27:43,800 Ow. 333 00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:14,610 30 tapes, 30 days. 334 00:30:15,540 --> 00:30:18,300 How long have you been having these blackouts 335 00:30:18,150 --> 00:30:19,670 that you keep talking about? 336 00:30:22,450 --> 00:30:26,410 Since I was 12... or 13. 337 00:30:26,550 --> 00:30:29,220 And what's the longest you've ever blacked out? 338 00:30:29,320 --> 00:30:30,620 Two months. 339 00:30:30,790 --> 00:30:32,490 Two months? 340 00:30:34,660 --> 00:30:36,890 What happened? 341 00:30:38,330 --> 00:30:41,670 I... woke up... 342 00:30:42,440 --> 00:30:45,170 In New York on a subway. 343 00:30:46,310 --> 00:30:49,100 And do you know how you got there? 344 00:30:51,810 --> 00:30:53,710 No, I don't remember anything. 345 00:30:55,480 --> 00:30:59,540 And how do you know that you were in New York for two months? 346 00:31:00,850 --> 00:31:05,380 Um, because I found a bus ticket in my bag 347 00:31:05,490 --> 00:31:08,790 that said it was from New Orleans to New York. 348 00:31:10,100 --> 00:31:14,560 It must be really scary to not be able to remember. 349 00:31:21,510 --> 00:31:23,980 I can deal with it. 350 00:31:24,910 --> 00:31:28,970 Why do you think you have to deal with everything all by yourself? 351 00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:42,960 Do you think I'm crazy? 352 00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:48,230 I think you should check yourself in to the hospital. 353 00:33:08,480 --> 00:33:12,780 This is the first time in 13 years... 354 00:33:12,890 --> 00:33:16,620 that I haven't taken medication. 355 00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:23,960 I don't know... 356 00:33:25,500 --> 00:33:28,630 I don't know what's really happening. Uh... 357 00:33:35,740 --> 00:33:38,210 I don't know what I'm gonna do. 358 00:33:39,250 --> 00:33:41,110 I know that... 359 00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:45,610 I know that you can hear me. 360 00:33:48,560 --> 00:33:51,290 I'm in my apartment right now... 361 00:33:51,790 --> 00:33:54,850 And, uh... and... 362 00:33:59,270 --> 00:34:01,390 I don't... 363 00:34:02,470 --> 00:34:05,230 I don't really remember... 364 00:34:05,340 --> 00:34:06,670 much of, like, where I've... 365 00:34:06,770 --> 00:34:09,140 where I've been and what I've been doing, 366 00:34:09,240 --> 00:34:11,770 and, uh... 367 00:34:14,150 --> 00:34:16,480 It's kind of a scary feeling. 368 00:34:16,650 --> 00:34:21,710 The first time I tried to kill myself, I was, uh, 13, 369 00:34:21,820 --> 00:34:25,850 and my mom had these crowns of thorns. 370 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:31,190 Um, and she had this particular one that was really special to her. 371 00:34:31,300 --> 00:34:34,320 And... and so I put that one on my head. 372 00:34:34,430 --> 00:34:39,530 And I cut my wrists and my ankles, and I laid down on the floor 373 00:34:39,640 --> 00:34:43,200 so that I was beautiful and peaceful, just like Jesus. 374 00:34:43,310 --> 00:34:46,340 And, um... and I thought when she found me, 375 00:34:46,450 --> 00:34:49,400 she'd be really happy, because she loves Him so much. 376 00:34:49,180 --> 00:34:52,200 Um, and then she... 377 00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:55,750 she came into the room and she saw me lying there. 378 00:34:55,860 --> 00:34:58,480 And, um... 379 00:34:58,590 --> 00:35:01,430 And she was really mad. 380 00:35:01,530 --> 00:35:05,430 And... and that's when I knew that she'd never... 381 00:35:05,530 --> 00:35:08,870 never love me as much as she loves Jesus. 382 00:35:16,340 --> 00:35:18,810 The first time I tried to commit suicide, 383 00:35:18,910 --> 00:35:22,180 I was 16. 384 00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:26,710 I got pregnant and had to have an abortion. 385 00:35:28,660 --> 00:35:32,460 I didn't have any money, and I couldn't tell my parents, 386 00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:38,660 so I had to have it done by this guy who said he could do it real cheap. 387 00:35:38,770 --> 00:35:42,700 But he messed up, and now I can't have kids. 388 00:35:45,940 --> 00:35:48,970 So, uh, here, Elizabeth. Here's a little thought for you. 389 00:35:50,440 --> 00:35:53,000 Every time you walk into the room... 390 00:35:53,110 --> 00:35:55,600 I want to take your fucking face 391 00:35:55,720 --> 00:35:57,950 and smash it against the ground. 392 00:35:59,450 --> 00:36:00,940 Margaret, what are you doing? 393 00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:02,780 - What are you doing? That is... - Ahh! 394 00:36:02,890 --> 00:36:05,200 This is not funny. 395 00:36:08,330 --> 00:36:10,350 Fucker! Why don't you let me do it?! 396 00:36:25,850 --> 00:36:30,440 I have no... no concept of... of time or what time is. 397 00:36:30,550 --> 00:36:32,750 I don't understand it. 398 00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:37,180 I mean, is it even real? Because I don't remember... 399 00:36:37,820 --> 00:36:40,380 I don't remember so many things. 400 00:36:47,500 --> 00:36:49,260 What's your magical power going to be? 401 00:36:49,370 --> 00:36:50,860 I don't want one. 402 00:36:50,970 --> 00:36:53,340 But you have to. Come on, just pick one. 403 00:36:54,640 --> 00:36:56,670 I want to be invisible. 404 00:36:56,780 --> 00:36:59,300 But if you're invisible, then I can't see you. 405 00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:01,970 And if I can't see you, we can't be friends. 406 00:37:02,120 --> 00:37:03,340 We're friends? 407 00:37:03,450 --> 00:37:06,150 Madison! Madison, where are you?! 408 00:37:06,250 --> 00:37:07,310 I have to go. 409 00:37:07,490 --> 00:37:08,980 You don't have to go. We can hide here. 410 00:37:09,900 --> 00:37:10,280 She won't find us. 411 00:37:10,390 --> 00:37:14,500 Madison Ann Walker, I'm going to count to three! 412 00:37:17,200 --> 00:37:19,100 Madison? 413 00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:21,260 Huh? 414 00:37:21,430 --> 00:37:23,490 Where were you just now? 415 00:37:26,310 --> 00:37:27,300 Madison. 416 00:37:27,670 --> 00:37:29,200 What? 417 00:37:29,980 --> 00:37:31,270 Come sit down. 418 00:37:45,230 --> 00:37:47,130 Why can't you look at me? 419 00:37:48,160 --> 00:37:50,300 I don't know. 420 00:37:50,860 --> 00:37:53,130 Well, if you ever feel uncomfortable, 421 00:37:53,230 --> 00:37:55,460 you tell me, and we'll fix it. 422 00:38:01,710 --> 00:38:04,200 Why are you being so nice to me? 423 00:38:05,510 --> 00:38:08,680 Hasn't anyone ever been nice to you? 424 00:38:14,850 --> 00:38:17,760 We'll just, once again, use the little crisscross strokes. 425 00:38:19,390 --> 00:38:21,200 You can add more of the black. 426 00:38:21,130 --> 00:38:24,430 You can gray it down or leave it brighter. 427 00:38:25,270 --> 00:38:26,660 It all depends on you. 428 00:38:27,870 --> 00:38:29,490 You want to paint my nails for me? 429 00:38:29,670 --> 00:38:32,640 Is it... is it at all possible 430 00:38:32,740 --> 00:38:34,730 that you can not be a skank for one second 431 00:38:34,840 --> 00:38:36,470 when I'm watching my show? 432 00:38:37,740 --> 00:38:38,970 No. 433 00:38:39,800 --> 00:38:41,600 Get off my fucking couch. 434 00:38:41,720 --> 00:38:43,270 Make me. 435 00:38:43,450 --> 00:38:44,440 Yeah? 436 00:38:44,550 --> 00:38:46,610 Margaret, come get your meds. 437 00:38:46,720 --> 00:38:49,500 Just, once again, use a little crisscross stroke. 438 00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:50,520 - Bitch. - Mm-hmm. 439 00:38:51,620 --> 00:38:53,650 Checkmate. 440 00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:55,900 Checkmate. 441 00:38:55,260 --> 00:38:57,700 Checkmate. Checkmate. 442 00:39:04,470 --> 00:39:07,670 Checkmate, checkmate, checkmate! Aaaaaah! 443 00:39:07,770 --> 00:39:09,260 Aah! Aaaaaah! 444 00:39:09,380 --> 00:39:10,810 Checkmate. 445 00:39:18,650 --> 00:39:20,450 Psst! 446 00:39:21,820 --> 00:39:24,290 She can't help you. 447 00:39:27,490 --> 00:39:29,490 Your precious doctor... 448 00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:32,260 That isn't even a doctor. 449 00:39:32,370 --> 00:39:35,330 She's just gonna make you worse. 450 00:39:36,700 --> 00:39:38,260 And what makes you the expert? 451 00:39:39,470 --> 00:39:42,700 Well, I've been here the longest. 452 00:39:43,140 --> 00:39:45,480 I can see why. 453 00:39:46,710 --> 00:39:49,380 You're gonna need me. 454 00:39:49,480 --> 00:39:50,780 How's that? 455 00:39:50,950 --> 00:39:54,440 - Leave her alone, Margaret. - Shut up! You'll be the first to go. 456 00:39:54,620 --> 00:39:56,320 You don't scare me. 457 00:39:56,490 --> 00:39:58,120 I bet I can. 458 00:39:58,220 --> 00:39:59,450 Aaaaaaaaaahh! 459 00:39:59,560 --> 00:40:01,530 Aah! Stop it, Margaret! Leave me alone! 460 00:40:01,630 --> 00:40:03,530 Please leave me alone! Let me go! 461 00:40:05,170 --> 00:40:08,190 No! No! No! Aah! 462 00:40:08,370 --> 00:40:09,530 Margaret, give it back! 463 00:40:09,640 --> 00:40:11,470 Margaret, give it back! Stop it! 464 00:40:58,800 --> 00:40:59,640 I don't think anybody knows me anymore. 465 00:40:59,750 --> 00:41:01,280 I'm... I'm a stranger... 466 00:41:01,390 --> 00:41:03,250 I'm a stranger to everyone, and I'm... 467 00:41:03,360 --> 00:41:06,900 I'm a stranger to myself. 468 00:41:23,910 --> 00:41:25,710 Margaret, you're not meant to be in my room. 469 00:41:25,810 --> 00:41:28,870 Go now. You're not meant to be in here. 470 00:41:28,980 --> 00:41:31,310 You know that she's gonna... 471 00:41:31,420 --> 00:41:35,410 watch those tapes and use them to keep you locked in here, right? 472 00:41:35,520 --> 00:41:37,150 Margaret, can you... can you go now? 473 00:41:37,260 --> 00:41:39,120 What? You think she cares? 474 00:41:39,290 --> 00:41:42,280 Can you please stop this and leave me alone? 475 00:41:42,460 --> 00:41:44,490 Can you... can you go now, please, Margaret? 476 00:41:44,600 --> 00:41:46,900 Margaret, please, can you go now? 477 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,970 Please leave me alone. Otherwise, I'm gonna tell. 478 00:41:50,700 --> 00:41:52,230 I'll tell. I will. You know I will. 479 00:41:52,340 --> 00:41:53,970 If you tell, then... 480 00:41:54,700 --> 00:41:56,600 Then you're gonna go where all the bad girls go. 481 00:41:56,710 --> 00:41:58,800 No. No. Because I'm not bad, Margaret. 482 00:41:58,910 --> 00:41:59,900 You are very bad. 483 00:42:00,100 --> 00:42:01,210 No, I'm not. I'm not bad. 484 00:42:01,310 --> 00:42:02,370 - You're bad. - Shh. Shh. 485 00:42:02,480 --> 00:42:05,110 You're the one who's bad, Margaret, not me. 486 00:42:05,290 --> 00:42:06,720 I'm not... I'm not bad. 487 00:42:06,820 --> 00:42:07,840 I want to talk. 488 00:42:07,950 --> 00:42:09,980 No, please, I'm... 489 00:42:10,900 --> 00:42:11,420 Just leave me alone, please. 490 00:42:11,590 --> 00:42:13,530 Hey... 491 00:42:13,630 --> 00:42:17,320 Tell me what that holy man did to you in the car. 492 00:42:17,500 --> 00:42:18,930 Margaret, please leave me alone now. 493 00:42:19,300 --> 00:42:20,190 Did he make you feel good? 494 00:42:20,300 --> 00:42:21,930 - No. Please. - Come on. Show me. 495 00:42:22,400 --> 00:42:23,870 - No, please. I don't want to. - Show me what he did. 496 00:42:23,970 --> 00:42:25,200 Please, can you leave me alone now? 497 00:42:25,310 --> 00:42:27,330 - Did he make you feel good? - Please, no, leave me alone. 498 00:42:27,510 --> 00:42:29,130 - No, no, no. - Yeah, yeah, yeah, he did. 499 00:42:29,240 --> 00:42:30,730 No! No! 500 00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:32,640 - Margaret, no! - Shh! 501 00:42:39,990 --> 00:42:41,950 Please get rid of her. She's ruining everything. 502 00:42:42,120 --> 00:42:43,750 Stop freaking out. She's just crying, all right? 503 00:42:43,860 --> 00:42:45,410 All right, all right. I'll go, I'll go. 504 00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:51,660 Whoo! 505 00:43:03,380 --> 00:43:05,240 Uh... 506 00:43:06,610 --> 00:43:09,140 Everything's really blurry. 507 00:43:11,750 --> 00:43:14,850 Time's blurry. My vision's blurry. 508 00:43:29,100 --> 00:43:32,800 Alexis, you want to play unicorns?! 509 00:43:32,910 --> 00:43:36,810 I'll play unicorns with you! 510 00:43:36,910 --> 00:43:39,000 Elizabeth! 511 00:43:39,110 --> 00:43:43,610 The sun turned black from the face of the Lord, 512 00:43:43,720 --> 00:43:46,500 and it turned black! 513 00:43:46,220 --> 00:43:48,850 It turned black, the sun. 514 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:51,100 How can the sun turn black?! 515 00:43:52,460 --> 00:43:53,690 The sun! 516 00:43:53,790 --> 00:43:57,190 Yes, Mom! 517 00:43:57,300 --> 00:43:59,700 I never do anything right. 518 00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:02,390 I thought that you liked that. 519 00:44:02,570 --> 00:44:05,440 ♪ Can anybody hear me? ♪ 520 00:44:05,540 --> 00:44:10,500 Alexis, want to come play now, you stupid ass?! 521 00:44:10,610 --> 00:44:12,170 Come play in here! 522 00:44:20,950 --> 00:44:24,350 You really enjoy this circus act, don't you? 523 00:44:25,190 --> 00:44:26,720 Why don't you just die? 524 00:44:26,890 --> 00:44:28,790 I asked you not to go into Alexis' room. 525 00:44:28,900 --> 00:44:33,600 And I watched as the sixth seal, 526 00:44:33,170 --> 00:44:35,500 and there was a great, big earthquake, 527 00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:38,570 and the sun turned to black, 528 00:44:38,740 --> 00:44:41,500 like sackcloth made of goat hair. 529 00:44:41,610 --> 00:44:43,470 Is that Revelation? 530 00:44:45,180 --> 00:44:48,800 Did I ever tell you how my mom used to put me in the closet 531 00:44:48,180 --> 00:44:54,450 with the Bible every night and make me memorize verses? 532 00:44:55,920 --> 00:45:00,190 And you want to know what would happen if I didn't? 533 00:45:02,100 --> 00:45:03,760 Well? 534 00:45:04,630 --> 00:45:06,930 This is what you want, right, Elizabeth? 535 00:45:07,300 --> 00:45:09,970 You want me to tell you all of my problems... 536 00:45:10,740 --> 00:45:16,400 so we don't have to talk about what happened in your closet. 537 00:45:17,940 --> 00:45:20,640 You know I know. 538 00:45:20,750 --> 00:45:23,580 And that's why you hate me. 539 00:45:24,220 --> 00:45:25,450 I don't hate you. 540 00:45:38,130 --> 00:45:38,960 I don't even remember... 541 00:45:39,700 --> 00:45:41,900 I don't even remember what I was like on medication. 542 00:45:41,200 --> 00:45:44,640 So, I mean, was I even a person? Maybe I wasn't even real. 543 00:45:44,740 --> 00:45:47,730 I mean, if you... if you don't... if you're not yourself, right, 544 00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:49,700 I mean, then what... what's the point? 545 00:45:49,180 --> 00:45:50,940 Like, I mean, what... 546 00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:54,950 If you don't remember, I mean, you're not really real. 547 00:46:16,800 --> 00:46:17,700 Hey. 548 00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:20,400 Can I come in? 549 00:46:24,100 --> 00:46:25,500 Do you want a cigarette? 550 00:46:25,610 --> 00:46:26,870 I don't smoke. 551 00:46:26,980 --> 00:46:29,000 Well, you might as well. 552 00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:31,850 There's nothing else to do around here. 553 00:46:36,200 --> 00:46:38,250 You know, I can get you whatever you want. 554 00:46:45,230 --> 00:46:46,700 What do you think I want? 555 00:46:46,870 --> 00:46:48,800 Money... 556 00:46:48,900 --> 00:46:50,300 Sex... 557 00:46:51,300 --> 00:46:52,430 Fun... 558 00:46:53,170 --> 00:46:55,300 You want to get high? 559 00:46:59,210 --> 00:47:00,540 Are you insane? 560 00:47:02,220 --> 00:47:05,510 You know Mike, Mr. Nurse man? 561 00:47:06,250 --> 00:47:08,480 See, I blow him... 562 00:47:08,590 --> 00:47:11,520 And he gives me whatever I want. 563 00:47:15,190 --> 00:47:16,530 Trust me. 564 00:47:22,370 --> 00:47:24,730 I'm on your side. 565 00:47:26,410 --> 00:47:27,500 What? 566 00:47:27,610 --> 00:47:29,270 I said... 567 00:47:29,380 --> 00:47:32,140 I'm the one that's on your side. 568 00:47:33,880 --> 00:47:36,580 The others don't give a shit about you. 569 00:47:37,920 --> 00:47:39,890 The others? 570 00:47:40,790 --> 00:47:43,190 They're the ones that aren't real. 571 00:47:48,630 --> 00:47:49,460 I... 572 00:47:51,300 --> 00:47:53,590 How do I know you're real? 573 00:47:54,570 --> 00:47:56,800 I'm here, aren't I? 574 00:50:00,600 --> 00:50:01,920 Everything okay? 575 00:50:03,130 --> 00:50:04,890 It's finished if you want to buy it. 576 00:50:06,730 --> 00:50:08,130 Amazing, isn't it? 577 00:50:08,230 --> 00:50:10,430 When you start to see yourself in everything? 578 00:50:10,600 --> 00:50:12,400 Huh? 579 00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:14,800 I said are you sure you're okay? 580 00:50:14,910 --> 00:50:17,430 Uh, yeah, I'm okay. 581 00:50:18,740 --> 00:50:21,340 It'll come around for you soon, Madison. 582 00:50:32,320 --> 00:50:33,150 Madison. 583 00:50:44,340 --> 00:50:45,960 Madison. 584 00:51:47,900 --> 00:51:49,830 Hello? 585 00:51:52,870 --> 00:51:55,310 Hello?! 586 00:51:56,100 --> 00:51:58,200 Let me go! 587 00:52:29,640 --> 00:52:31,370 Please stop. 588 00:52:31,610 --> 00:52:33,100 Please. 589 00:52:33,110 --> 00:52:35,480 Make it stop! 590 00:52:35,580 --> 00:52:39,280 Please make it stop! 591 00:52:41,900 --> 00:52:42,780 It's for your own good. 592 00:52:42,890 --> 00:52:45,150 But, Mama, I didn't do anything wrong. 593 00:52:45,260 --> 00:52:47,190 You're talking to people who aren't there. 594 00:52:47,290 --> 00:52:48,590 It's the work of Satan. 595 00:52:48,760 --> 00:52:50,290 But no one's there, Mama. 596 00:52:50,460 --> 00:52:52,560 Come put your hands over the sink. 597 00:52:52,730 --> 00:52:53,720 No, Mama. 598 00:52:53,900 --> 00:52:55,590 Come put your hands over the sink. 599 00:52:55,770 --> 00:52:57,240 Please, Mama. 600 00:52:57,400 --> 00:52:59,890 Put your hands over the sink! 601 00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:15,790 What happened? 602 00:53:15,890 --> 00:53:17,360 It hurts. 603 00:53:17,460 --> 00:53:18,450 What hurts? 604 00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:20,920 - Please, it really burns. - What? 605 00:53:21,300 --> 00:53:23,220 It hurts. The water... it's so hot. 606 00:53:23,330 --> 00:53:24,560 There's no water. 607 00:53:24,660 --> 00:53:27,330 - There is. Please make it stop. - No, there's no water. 608 00:53:27,430 --> 00:53:29,490 - Please make it stop. - What's wrong? 609 00:53:29,600 --> 00:53:32,730 I have to burn. I have to burn because I'm bad. 610 00:53:32,840 --> 00:53:34,670 - Who said that? - I have to burn. 611 00:53:34,770 --> 00:53:36,330 - Who said that? - I'm going to hell. 612 00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:37,530 You're not going to hell. 613 00:53:37,640 --> 00:53:38,740 - I am. - No, you're not. No. 614 00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:40,470 I am. I'm going to hell. 615 00:53:40,580 --> 00:53:42,500 No, you're not going to hell. 616 00:53:42,150 --> 00:53:43,670 - I am. - No. 617 00:53:43,780 --> 00:53:45,910 Good people do not go to hell. 618 00:53:46,900 --> 00:53:48,550 Do you know what I do when I have scary thoughts? 619 00:53:48,650 --> 00:53:49,810 What? 620 00:53:49,920 --> 00:53:52,200 I close my eyes... 621 00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:55,720 and I think of the happiest place I know. 622 00:53:56,860 --> 00:54:00,860 But... but I don't have any happy places. 623 00:54:05,440 --> 00:54:07,500 Everything's crashing on me... 624 00:54:07,610 --> 00:54:10,270 Like waves. It's like tidal waves. 625 00:54:12,210 --> 00:54:14,680 I feel like I'm drowning. 626 00:54:28,530 --> 00:54:29,960 Our Father... 627 00:54:30,600 --> 00:54:31,390 Who art in heaven... 628 00:54:32,430 --> 00:54:34,760 Hallowed be Thy name. 629 00:54:34,870 --> 00:54:37,200 Thy kingdom come... 630 00:54:37,300 --> 00:54:39,860 Madison, Madison, come and play with me. 631 00:54:39,970 --> 00:54:41,600 I can't. 632 00:54:41,170 --> 00:54:43,840 See, you're talking again to imaginary people. 633 00:54:43,940 --> 00:54:46,710 But, Mama, she's right there. 634 00:54:48,810 --> 00:54:50,710 Madison, come on. 635 00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:52,400 Let's play. 636 00:55:08,670 --> 00:55:11,970 Will you tell me more about the little girl? 637 00:55:12,700 --> 00:55:14,600 No. 638 00:55:15,870 --> 00:55:18,400 Why don't you want to talk about her? 639 00:55:18,210 --> 00:55:21,100 I just... I just... 640 00:55:22,110 --> 00:55:25,980 I, uh... can... can we talk about something else? 641 00:55:26,900 --> 00:55:29,500 What is it about her that makes you feel so uncomfortable? 642 00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:35,290 I'm not supposed to talk about the little girl. 643 00:55:35,390 --> 00:55:38,450 Why? Why aren't you supposed to talk about the little girl? 644 00:55:42,570 --> 00:55:45,230 'Cause she'll get mad at me. 645 00:55:46,710 --> 00:55:49,370 Who? Who's gonna get mad at you? 646 00:55:51,280 --> 00:55:54,400 Please don't make me talk about it. 647 00:55:54,910 --> 00:55:56,940 Madison. 648 00:55:58,280 --> 00:55:59,940 Madison. 649 00:56:03,590 --> 00:56:04,420 Madison. 650 00:56:04,520 --> 00:56:08,890 My name isn't Madison, you fucking bitch. 651 00:56:10,460 --> 00:56:14,630 You push too hard with your stupid little questions. 652 00:56:20,700 --> 00:56:23,300 You're trying to break her. I can feel it. 653 00:56:23,480 --> 00:56:26,100 I'm trying to help you. 654 00:56:26,210 --> 00:56:27,640 You're trying to help me? 655 00:56:27,810 --> 00:56:30,100 I don't need help. You need help. 656 00:56:31,850 --> 00:56:33,780 Aah! 657 00:56:34,790 --> 00:56:38,620 Oh, my God. No, no, no, no. 658 00:56:38,790 --> 00:56:40,990 What's wrong? What's going on? 659 00:56:41,160 --> 00:56:42,750 - Stop it. - What? 660 00:56:42,860 --> 00:56:44,760 I can't talk to you. 661 00:56:44,930 --> 00:56:46,660 Why? 662 00:56:46,770 --> 00:56:48,670 Because she's gonna get mad at me. 663 00:56:48,770 --> 00:56:50,260 Who's gonna get mad at you? 664 00:56:50,440 --> 00:56:52,840 She's gonna hurt me if I tell. 665 00:56:53,100 --> 00:56:54,370 Nobody's gonna get mad at you. 666 00:56:54,540 --> 00:56:57,130 Madison, it's all right. 667 00:56:57,840 --> 00:56:59,780 What are you doing? 668 00:57:02,450 --> 00:57:04,310 What just happened? 669 00:57:05,780 --> 00:57:07,620 It's okay. You're gonna be okay. 670 00:57:07,720 --> 00:57:09,800 - No, I'm not gonna be okay. - Yes, you are. 671 00:57:09,190 --> 00:57:11,420 This is not okay, because you're making me worse, 672 00:57:11,520 --> 00:57:13,150 - And I really don't want to... - You're gonna be okay. 673 00:57:13,260 --> 00:57:14,850 It's not okay. You're making me worse. 674 00:57:15,300 --> 00:57:16,820 I know this is really hard. 675 00:57:17,000 --> 00:57:19,260 You know what's fucking hard? You know what's hard, Beth? 676 00:57:19,360 --> 00:57:21,460 Is that I don't know what you're talking about. 677 00:57:21,600 --> 00:57:23,230 That's good. That's good. You're getting angry. 678 00:57:23,340 --> 00:57:24,360 That's really good. 679 00:57:24,540 --> 00:57:27,970 When is the last time you remember getting angry? 680 00:57:31,110 --> 00:57:33,400 You never needed to get angry before 681 00:57:33,150 --> 00:57:34,610 because there was somebody else 682 00:57:34,710 --> 00:57:36,310 who was always getting angry for you. 683 00:57:36,480 --> 00:57:38,970 - What are you saying? - Somebody was protecting you. 684 00:57:39,800 --> 00:57:42,110 - God, I knew this would happen. - What would happen? 685 00:57:44,220 --> 00:57:47,390 That I would trust you, and you would screw me over. 686 00:57:47,560 --> 00:57:49,250 Madison, look at me. No, I can help you. 687 00:57:49,360 --> 00:57:50,790 Don't say my name. Don't say my name. 688 00:57:50,900 --> 00:57:52,330 Look at me! Madison! 689 00:57:52,430 --> 00:57:55,730 Are you deaf, you bitch?! I said, "Don't say my name. " 690 00:57:58,240 --> 00:58:01,540 Why can't you just leave it alone, Beth? 691 00:58:01,640 --> 00:58:03,340 What? Do you think I'm deaf? 692 00:58:03,440 --> 00:58:05,740 You think I don't hear what you say about me? 693 00:58:05,840 --> 00:58:07,000 I'm trying to help you. 694 00:58:08,280 --> 00:58:08,940 Shut up. 695 00:58:09,500 --> 00:58:11,740 You called me, and I came here to help you. 696 00:58:13,190 --> 00:58:15,550 I didn't call you. 697 00:58:15,650 --> 00:58:17,200 I... 698 00:58:17,120 --> 00:58:19,680 I hate you. 699 00:58:19,790 --> 00:58:21,690 She called you. 700 00:58:21,790 --> 00:58:25,250 She's gonna die. She is gonna die. 701 00:58:25,930 --> 00:58:27,760 You're gonna die. 702 00:58:27,870 --> 00:58:29,200 Stop. 703 00:58:29,300 --> 00:58:32,740 She isn't real. She isn't real. 704 00:58:33,840 --> 00:58:35,570 I'm real. 705 00:58:35,910 --> 00:58:37,570 She isn't real. 706 00:58:37,680 --> 00:58:39,700 Real. 707 00:58:39,880 --> 00:58:41,780 It's okay. 708 00:58:43,580 --> 00:58:46,500 Just fucking stop. 709 00:58:46,750 --> 00:58:48,880 Madison, let me be there for you. 710 00:58:48,990 --> 00:58:51,420 Just let me be here. 711 00:58:57,660 --> 00:58:59,260 Come here. 712 00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:03,800 It's okay. 713 00:59:05,600 --> 00:59:07,000 It's okay. 714 00:59:08,110 --> 00:59:11,100 It's okay. It's okay. 715 00:59:11,710 --> 00:59:13,800 It's okay. 716 00:59:16,320 --> 00:59:18,280 It's okay. 717 00:59:18,820 --> 00:59:21,340 - It's okay. - I don't... 718 00:59:21,450 --> 00:59:23,680 It's okay. 719 00:59:25,120 --> 00:59:28,350 "What is real?", asked the rabbit. 720 00:59:28,460 --> 00:59:31,120 "Real isn't how you're made," said the skin horse. 721 00:59:31,300 --> 00:59:34,820 "It's a thing that happens to you. " 722 00:59:34,930 --> 00:59:37,730 - My turn? - Go ahead. 723 00:59:37,840 --> 00:59:38,830 "Does it hurt?" 724 00:59:38,940 --> 00:59:40,730 "Sometimes. 725 00:59:40,840 --> 00:59:44,710 When you are real, you don't mind being hurt. " 726 00:59:44,810 --> 00:59:46,440 "Does it happen all at once?" 727 00:59:46,550 --> 00:59:48,780 "It doesn't happen all at once. 728 00:59:48,880 --> 00:59:52,650 You become. It takes a long time. 729 00:59:52,750 --> 00:59:55,910 That's why it doesn't often happen to people who break easily, 730 00:59:56,200 --> 00:59:58,110 or who have sharp edges, 731 00:59:58,220 --> 01:00:01,600 or who have to be carefully kept. 732 01:00:01,160 --> 01:00:03,250 Generally... 733 01:00:04,260 --> 01:00:06,290 By the time you are real, 734 01:00:06,400 --> 01:00:08,660 most of your hair has been loved off, 735 01:00:08,770 --> 01:00:10,700 and your eyes drop out, 736 01:00:10,800 --> 01:00:14,600 and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. 737 01:00:14,710 --> 01:00:17,330 But these things don't matter at all, 738 01:00:17,440 --> 01:00:20,410 because once you are real, you can't be ugly, 739 01:00:20,510 --> 01:00:23,950 except to people who don't understand. " 740 01:00:25,980 --> 01:00:28,480 - Mama? - Yes, Maddie? 741 01:00:28,590 --> 01:00:30,520 Am I real? 742 01:01:00,200 --> 01:01:02,920 I get a lot of requests from people wanting to do... 743 01:01:03,900 --> 01:01:05,110 Checkmate. 744 01:01:05,220 --> 01:01:06,620 So I thought today... 745 01:01:06,730 --> 01:01:08,850 Hey, Madison. 746 01:01:08,960 --> 01:01:11,120 Madison? 747 01:01:11,230 --> 01:01:12,920 Madison, what's wrong? 748 01:01:13,300 --> 01:01:14,400 What do you want, Alexis? 749 01:01:14,500 --> 01:01:15,930 You want to come play with me? 750 01:01:16,300 --> 01:01:17,600 Nope. 751 01:01:17,170 --> 01:01:19,190 Why? What's wrong? 752 01:01:19,300 --> 01:01:21,970 Nothing's wrong. 753 01:01:22,140 --> 01:01:25,200 You always say nothing's wrong when something is always wrong. 754 01:01:25,380 --> 01:01:26,970 Why don't you come play with me? Come on. 755 01:01:27,800 --> 01:01:27,940 Just one game. 756 01:01:28,500 --> 01:01:29,540 - Do you see those people right there? - Yeah. 757 01:01:30,580 --> 01:01:32,200 They look like they're having a lot of fun. 758 01:01:32,120 --> 01:01:33,210 I think you should go play with them. 759 01:01:33,390 --> 01:01:34,980 No, I want to play with you. 760 01:01:35,900 --> 02:03:11,720 Checkmate! 761 01:01:35,920 --> 01:01:38,450 Okay, okay. Well, um, uh, we can play... 762 01:01:38,560 --> 01:01:39,520 Yeah? 763 01:01:39,620 --> 01:01:40,720 - Hide and go seek. - Okay. 764 01:01:40,830 --> 01:01:41,990 All right, so you're gonna go hide. 765 01:01:42,900 --> 01:01:44,690 No, we did that the other day, and you didn't come and find me. 766 01:01:44,800 --> 01:01:46,350 Madison, you didn't come. 767 01:01:46,470 --> 01:01:48,460 I've got a better idea. Why don't we go play horses? 768 01:01:48,570 --> 01:01:51,900 Come on. We can ride horses, like we always used to ride horses. 769 01:01:52,000 --> 01:01:54,600 - We can ride horses. - No, there's no horses here. 770 01:01:54,170 --> 01:01:56,000 What are you talking about? We used to always ride horses. 771 01:01:56,110 --> 01:01:57,580 Yeah, well, we're in a hospital right now, 772 01:01:57,680 --> 01:02:00,100 and I've never been on a horse in my entire life. 773 01:02:00,180 --> 01:02:01,400 Do you not remember? 774 01:02:01,150 --> 01:02:03,240 Do you not remember all those times we played horses? 775 01:02:03,350 --> 01:02:04,910 - Please stop. - Why are you being so weird? 776 01:02:05,800 --> 01:02:06,980 - Please stop. Please stop. - Come on, one game, Madison. 777 01:02:07,900 --> 01:02:08,950 Why are you being so weird? You don't remember anything? 778 01:02:09,500 --> 01:02:10,750 What do you mean you don't remember?! You do remember! 779 01:02:10,860 --> 01:02:12,150 We used to always play horses together! 780 01:02:12,260 --> 01:02:13,660 - Please stop. - You do remember! 781 01:02:13,760 --> 01:02:14,780 - Stop it. - You do! You do! 782 01:02:14,890 --> 01:02:16,200 Shut the fuck up, 783 01:02:16,190 --> 01:02:18,750 or I'm gonna smash your head against that wall, okay?! 784 01:02:18,930 --> 01:02:20,900 - You say the F-word all the time. - Fuck, fuck, fuck! 785 01:02:21,000 --> 01:02:22,430 Stop saying the F-word the whole time! 786 01:02:22,530 --> 01:02:24,260 Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! 787 01:02:24,370 --> 01:02:26,130 Go back to your couch! 788 01:02:26,300 --> 01:02:28,170 Do... do I see a little bit of personality in you? 789 01:02:28,340 --> 01:02:30,400 Oh, yeah? A little personality right there? 790 01:02:30,140 --> 01:02:31,270 Yeah, yeah. Fine. 791 01:02:31,440 --> 01:02:34,000 Come on, tough girl. Come on, tough girl! 792 01:02:34,180 --> 01:02:35,940 - Shut the fuck up! - Oh, yeah. 793 01:02:36,110 --> 01:02:37,840 Come on! Come on! Come on! Come on! Come on! 794 01:02:38,200 --> 01:02:38,740 Fuck you! 795 01:02:40,790 --> 01:02:42,310 Good job. 796 01:02:46,530 --> 01:02:47,690 Bitches. 797 01:02:47,790 --> 01:02:49,620 Madison, you did it. 798 01:02:49,730 --> 01:02:51,900 You did it. 799 01:02:51,200 --> 01:02:52,490 Don't tell Margaret. 800 01:02:59,140 --> 01:03:01,110 Madison! 801 01:03:01,210 --> 01:03:03,800 Madison, where are you?! 802 01:03:58,300 --> 01:03:58,590 Madison! 803 01:03:58,760 --> 01:04:00,460 You want to spend your days in eternal hell? 804 01:04:04,140 --> 01:04:07,000 Make it stop! 805 01:04:07,110 --> 01:04:09,200 Make it stop! 806 01:04:10,280 --> 01:04:13,940 Well, I was sitting in the front in his station wagon, 807 01:04:14,500 --> 01:04:19,380 and he had, like, um, these red plastic seat covers. 808 01:04:19,480 --> 01:04:21,320 And it made a noise when he moved. 809 01:04:21,420 --> 01:04:27,500 Um, and there was a plastic Jesus figurine on the dashboard. 810 01:04:28,290 --> 01:04:30,390 I know what you want me to say. 811 01:04:30,500 --> 01:04:33,490 What is it that you think I want you to say? 812 01:04:35,970 --> 01:04:39,990 That they took advantage of me because I was only 13. 813 01:04:46,710 --> 01:04:49,680 I would rather slit my wrist... 814 01:04:49,780 --> 01:04:54,480 or be fucking hung upside down and beaten to a pulp 815 01:04:54,590 --> 01:04:56,880 than have to talk to you. 816 01:04:56,990 --> 01:04:59,250 Madison. 817 01:05:00,430 --> 01:05:02,260 You are Grace... 818 01:05:02,430 --> 01:05:04,690 and you are Margaret... 819 01:05:04,800 --> 01:05:06,920 and you are Alexis. 820 01:05:07,100 --> 01:05:09,590 They're all you. 821 01:05:12,940 --> 01:05:15,910 No, because I didn't... 822 01:05:16,100 --> 01:05:17,910 I didn't say these things. 823 01:05:18,100 --> 01:05:19,940 Um... 824 01:05:20,680 --> 01:05:21,740 And I know that they're real, 825 01:05:21,850 --> 01:05:23,510 because I've... I've talked to them and... 826 01:05:23,620 --> 01:05:26,200 and I've talked to you about them. 827 01:05:27,550 --> 01:05:32,110 And... you've talked to them... 828 01:05:32,220 --> 01:05:33,690 Right? 829 01:05:34,730 --> 01:05:37,850 I've only talked to you. 830 01:05:44,700 --> 01:05:47,400 I've only talked to you. 831 01:05:52,140 --> 01:05:54,200 I don't know what's going on. 832 01:06:01,350 --> 01:06:03,100 Where are you going? 833 01:06:04,160 --> 01:06:05,820 Can you take me with you? 834 01:06:05,920 --> 01:06:07,620 Nope. 835 01:06:07,730 --> 01:06:08,560 Why? 836 01:06:08,730 --> 01:06:10,850 Because you... 837 01:06:11,830 --> 01:06:13,160 Are gonna stay here. 838 01:06:13,330 --> 01:06:15,130 But I want to be with you. 839 01:06:15,700 --> 01:06:18,500 Well, you know, that's too bad, because you're not coming. 840 01:06:18,640 --> 01:06:19,900 But I want to stay with you. 841 01:06:20,000 --> 01:06:21,440 Alexis, don't cry. 842 01:06:21,540 --> 01:06:22,840 Please, please don't cry. 843 01:06:22,940 --> 01:06:24,500 But... but why can't I come? 844 01:06:24,680 --> 01:06:25,340 Why? 845 01:06:25,440 --> 01:06:26,910 - Because I said so. - But why? 846 01:06:27,100 --> 01:06:28,440 Shh! 847 01:06:28,550 --> 01:06:29,640 Why? 848 01:06:29,750 --> 01:06:32,220 Because you're not real. 849 01:09:25,900 --> 01:09:27,920 If you're watching this right now... 850 01:09:29,190 --> 01:09:31,220 it's because you've forgotten 851 01:09:31,330 --> 01:09:34,900 why you've locked yourself in your apartment. 852 01:09:35,370 --> 01:09:38,300 You've given yourself 30 days 853 01:09:38,400 --> 01:09:42,600 to figure out why you're so messed up. 854 01:09:45,840 --> 01:09:47,940 Your phone's been turned off. 855 01:09:50,450 --> 01:09:51,780 You don't have shit. 856 01:09:51,880 --> 01:09:54,880 You don't have friends. You don't have a job. 857 01:09:57,590 --> 01:10:00,110 This is your last chance. 858 01:10:01,190 --> 01:10:03,520 'Cause I swear to God, 859 01:10:03,630 --> 01:10:08,400 if things don't change in these next 30 days... 860 01:10:09,730 --> 01:10:12,230 I will kill myself. 861 01:10:22,650 --> 01:10:23,810 Hello? 862 01:10:23,920 --> 01:10:25,940 Dr. Barnes? 863 01:10:26,500 --> 01:10:27,280 Yes? 864 01:10:27,390 --> 01:10:30,550 Madison is gonna die tonight. 865 01:10:30,660 --> 01:10:32,560 Who is this? 866 01:10:32,660 --> 01:10:34,630 Her friend. 867 01:10:34,730 --> 01:10:36,490 Where's Madison? 868 01:12:20,430 --> 01:12:22,560 Mama?! 869 01:12:24,170 --> 01:12:26,300 Mama?! 870 01:12:32,180 --> 01:12:34,240 Mama! 871 01:13:23,300 --> 01:13:25,760 Are you Mr. Walker? 872 01:13:28,700 --> 01:13:29,120 Yeah. 873 01:13:29,300 --> 01:13:31,960 I'm a friend of Madison's. 874 01:13:33,170 --> 01:13:35,500 Please come inside. 875 01:13:48,490 --> 01:13:50,390 She ain't no doctor. 876 01:13:50,560 --> 01:13:53,550 Can't you see she's got the devil all over her? 877 01:13:53,660 --> 01:13:56,220 She's got him coming out of her mouth, Steven. 878 01:13:56,390 --> 01:13:59,120 Look at how she's looking at me. 879 01:14:00,730 --> 01:14:02,700 The Lord gives me His eyes, 880 01:14:02,870 --> 01:14:05,600 and I see through your wicked games. 881 01:14:05,240 --> 01:14:06,100 Dolly... 882 01:14:06,200 --> 01:14:08,800 Dolly, go on to your room. Let me talk to her. 883 01:14:08,970 --> 01:14:10,800 I'll take care of it. 884 01:14:10,980 --> 01:14:12,970 I pray for your soul. 885 01:14:16,510 --> 01:14:18,140 I'm sorry about that. 886 01:14:18,320 --> 01:14:20,940 Some days are worse than others. 887 01:14:21,500 --> 01:14:23,150 Are you sure you don't want anything to eat? 888 01:14:23,320 --> 01:14:24,910 I'm not hungry. 889 01:14:25,900 --> 01:14:26,920 Well, why don't you have a seat? 890 01:14:27,830 --> 01:14:29,190 Now... 891 01:14:29,290 --> 01:14:32,690 What was it that you were saying about Madison? 892 01:14:33,560 --> 01:14:36,530 Madison checked herself out of the hospital, 893 01:14:36,630 --> 01:14:39,900 and, um, I'm really worried that she might hurt herself. 894 01:14:41,100 --> 01:14:42,670 Do you know where she is? 895 01:14:42,770 --> 01:14:45,670 No, but, uh, you... you... 896 01:14:45,780 --> 01:14:48,400 I think that you should just stay right here until... 897 01:14:48,510 --> 01:14:50,340 Until she comes around. 898 01:14:59,660 --> 01:15:02,850 Do you mind if I ask you a-a few questions? 899 01:15:03,300 --> 01:15:05,520 Please, yes, do. 900 01:15:05,830 --> 01:15:10,670 Did you know what was going on... 901 01:15:10,770 --> 01:15:13,600 between Madison and her mother 902 01:15:13,700 --> 01:15:16,470 when Madison was young? 903 01:15:17,880 --> 01:15:19,240 Well, now... 904 01:15:19,340 --> 01:15:21,640 I don't know what you, uh... 905 01:15:21,750 --> 01:15:23,980 I don't know what you mean... what you mean. 906 01:15:24,800 --> 01:15:28,140 Did you travel a lot when she was young? 907 01:15:29,490 --> 01:15:31,150 Yeah, I did, I did. 908 01:15:31,260 --> 01:15:32,850 Quite a bit. 909 01:15:32,960 --> 01:15:36,190 And you weren't curious... 910 01:15:36,290 --> 01:15:40,290 about all the trips to the hospital... 911 01:15:41,370 --> 01:15:43,420 while you were gone? 912 01:15:44,640 --> 01:15:45,400 Um... 913 01:15:47,700 --> 01:15:49,600 Hospital... hospital trips. 914 01:15:49,710 --> 01:15:50,830 That's, um... 915 01:15:51,840 --> 01:15:54,000 Well, if you're gonna pretend that you don't know what happened, 916 01:15:54,110 --> 01:15:56,410 then it's not gonna help her. 917 01:15:56,980 --> 01:16:00,880 And I think that you should... tell her. 918 01:16:03,960 --> 01:16:06,150 What should I say? 919 01:16:10,360 --> 01:16:12,690 That you're sorry. 920 01:16:38,960 --> 01:16:40,860 Can we read that part again? 921 01:16:40,960 --> 01:16:42,500 Which part? 922 01:16:42,160 --> 01:16:43,680 The part about being real. 923 01:16:43,860 --> 01:16:46,630 "What is real?", asked the rabbit. 924 01:16:47,470 --> 01:16:50,990 "Real isn't how you're made," said the skin horse. 925 01:16:51,100 --> 01:16:53,700 "It's a thing that happens to you. " 926 01:16:54,170 --> 01:16:56,400 - My turn? - Go ahead. 927 01:16:56,510 --> 01:16:57,670 "Does it hurt?" 928 01:16:57,780 --> 01:16:59,140 "Sometimes. 929 01:16:59,240 --> 01:17:02,400 When you are real, you don't mind being hurt. " 930 01:17:05,920 --> 01:17:08,350 I love my daughter. 931 01:17:09,620 --> 01:17:11,490 I love her very much. 932 01:17:23,830 --> 01:17:25,560 I know. 933 01:17:34,450 --> 01:17:37,780 It's not worth playing into her games like that. 934 01:17:37,880 --> 01:17:39,280 What about it? 935 01:17:39,380 --> 01:17:41,370 I have enabled her. 936 01:17:42,490 --> 01:17:45,650 We know better. We know better, Steven. 937 01:17:45,760 --> 01:17:47,920 I just... it's just... it's so hard for me, okay? 938 01:17:48,300 --> 01:17:50,460 This is a dangerous situation, Steven. 939 01:17:51,300 --> 01:17:53,760 I can't talk about it anymore, darling. 940 01:17:53,930 --> 01:17:55,870 I just can't talk about it anymore. 941 01:18:06,980 --> 01:18:12,970 I-I know how difficult this has been for all of us. 942 01:18:15,450 --> 01:18:18,450 And your daughter is... is... 943 01:18:19,720 --> 01:18:22,900 is, uh... 944 01:18:23,460 --> 01:18:25,490 is... 945 01:18:25,660 --> 01:18:28,260 Sweetheart, sweetheart... 946 01:18:29,370 --> 01:18:31,630 You... 947 01:18:31,740 --> 01:18:33,360 are... 948 01:18:33,470 --> 01:18:35,460 our daughter. 949 01:18:37,340 --> 01:18:38,710 I'm... 950 01:18:38,810 --> 01:18:39,900 You understand? 951 01:18:40,100 --> 01:18:41,840 - No. - You understand? 952 01:18:41,950 --> 01:18:43,310 You are. 953 01:18:43,410 --> 01:18:45,640 You are. 954 01:18:52,160 --> 01:18:54,350 Oh. 955 01:19:14,250 --> 01:19:17,980 It's a little hard for us to understand... 956 01:19:18,150 --> 01:19:19,740 but... 957 01:19:20,920 --> 01:19:24,480 Maddie, we'd like to help you if we can. 958 01:19:28,860 --> 01:19:30,450 Madison? 959 01:19:30,560 --> 01:19:32,430 Yeah? 960 01:19:32,530 --> 01:19:35,900 Hey. Hey. 961 01:19:37,270 --> 01:19:39,430 Hey. 962 01:19:59,160 --> 01:20:01,320 You should have told me. 963 01:20:04,500 --> 01:20:07,190 I should have told you what? 964 01:20:07,300 --> 01:20:09,700 That you weren't real. 965 01:20:11,740 --> 01:20:14,570 I'm as real as you are. 966 01:20:16,870 --> 01:20:19,700 And the others? 967 01:20:19,180 --> 01:20:20,670 They real? 968 01:20:20,780 --> 01:20:22,770 I don't care about the others. 969 01:20:22,950 --> 01:20:25,110 I've only cared about you. 970 01:20:35,900 --> 01:20:37,120 So, what happens now? 971 01:20:38,360 --> 01:20:41,200 We say good-bye. 972 01:20:45,700 --> 01:20:47,590 No. No good-byes, no good-byes. 973 01:20:47,770 --> 01:20:49,430 Yeah. 974 01:20:51,440 --> 01:20:52,640 It's time. 975 01:21:01,320 --> 01:21:03,950 You're gonna be okay on your own. 976 01:21:08,230 --> 01:21:10,130 You will. 977 01:21:10,230 --> 01:21:12,220 You will. 978 01:23:03,400 --> 01:23:05,170 ♪ Wipe those tears ♪ 979 01:23:05,280 --> 01:23:08,180 ♪ Away from your eyes ♪ 980 01:23:08,280 --> 01:23:10,210 ♪ Just take my hand ♪ 981 01:23:10,310 --> 01:23:12,310 ♪ You don't have to cry ♪ 982 01:23:12,420 --> 01:23:15,250 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 983 01:23:15,350 --> 01:23:17,800 ♪ Baby ♪ 984 01:23:17,190 --> 01:23:20,780 ♪ I'll make it all right ♪ 985 01:23:23,530 --> 01:23:26,500 ♪ Don't let the world ♪ 986 01:23:26,160 --> 01:23:28,530 ♪ Get you down ♪ 987 01:23:28,630 --> 01:23:32,730 ♪ Reach for the love that's all around ♪ 988 01:23:32,840 --> 01:23:35,670 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 989 01:23:35,770 --> 01:23:37,540 ♪ Baby ♪ 990 01:23:37,640 --> 01:23:41,100 ♪ We'll make it all right ♪ 991 01:23:43,850 --> 01:23:49,100 ♪ I'll pick you up when you're feeling down ♪ 992 01:23:49,120 --> 01:23:54,150 ♪ I'll put your feet back on solid ground ♪ 993 01:23:54,260 --> 01:23:59,290 ♪ I'll pick you up, and I'll make you strong ♪ 994 01:23:59,400 --> 01:24:03,230 ♪ I'll make you feel like you still belong ♪ 995 01:24:03,330 --> 01:24:06,670 ♪ 'Cause it's all right ♪ 996 01:24:07,810 --> 01:24:11,830 ♪ Let me make it all right ♪ 997 01:24:13,240 --> 01:24:17,800 ♪ Stay with me tonight ♪ 998 01:24:18,320 --> 01:24:22,250 ♪ Stay with me tonight ♪ 999 01:24:24,460 --> 01:24:30,500 ♪ Sometimes the words, well, they're just not enough ♪ 1000 01:24:30,160 --> 01:24:33,720 ♪ Afraid of feeling and in need of love ♪ 1001 01:24:33,830 --> 01:24:36,890 ♪ To make it all right ♪ 1002 01:24:37,000 --> 01:24:38,870 ♪ Baby ♪ 1003 01:24:38,970 --> 01:24:42,430 ♪ I'll make it all right ♪ 1004 01:24:45,180 --> 01:24:50,140 ♪ Where will you run to, and where will you hide? ♪ 1005 01:24:50,310 --> 01:24:53,980 ♪ I know the pain comes from deep down inside ♪ 1006 01:24:54,180 --> 01:24:57,380 ♪ But it'll be all right ♪ 1007 01:24:57,490 --> 01:24:59,350 ♪ Baby ♪ 1008 01:24:59,460 --> 01:25:02,150 ♪ I'll make it all right ♪ 1009 01:25:03,690 --> 01:25:06,860 ♪ Let me make it all right ♪ 1010 01:25:06,960 --> 01:25:09,900 ♪ Make it all right ♪ 1011 01:25:09,200 --> 01:25:12,300 ♪ Let me make it all right ♪ 1012 01:25:12,140 --> 01:25:14,570 ♪ Make it all right ♪ 1013 01:25:14,670 --> 01:25:18,000 ♪ Stay with me tonight ♪ 1014 01:25:19,310 --> 01:25:22,770 ♪ Stay with me tonight ♪ 1015 01:25:24,920 --> 01:25:27,380 ♪ It's all right ♪ 1016 01:25:27,480 --> 01:25:29,950 ♪ Yeah, it's all right ♪ 1017 01:25:30,500 --> 01:25:32,450 ♪ It's all right ♪ 1018 01:25:32,560 --> 01:25:35,180 ♪ Yeah, it's all right ♪ 1019 01:25:35,290 --> 01:25:38,560 ♪ It's all right ♪ 1020 01:25:39,430 --> 01:25:42,920 ♪ Stay with me tonight ♪ 1021 01:25:46,600 --> 01:25:51,540 ♪ I'll pick you up when you're feeling down ♪ 1022 01:25:51,640 --> 01:25:56,740 ♪ I'll put your feet back on solid ground ♪ 1023 01:25:56,850 --> 01:26:01,610 ♪ I'll pick you up, and I'll make you strong ♪ 1024 01:26:01,720 --> 01:26:06,990 ♪ Make you feel like you still belong ♪ 1025 01:26:08,390 --> 01:26:10,830 ♪ And it's all right ♪ 1026 01:26:10,930 --> 01:26:12,950 ♪ Yeah, it's all right ♪ 1027 01:26:13,600 --> 01:26:15,930 ♪ Let me make it all right ♪ 1028 01:26:16,300 --> 01:26:18,370 ♪ Make it all right ♪ 1029 01:26:18,470 --> 01:26:22,230 ♪ Stay with me tonight ♪ 1030 01:26:23,610 --> 01:26:27,340 ♪ Stay with me tonight ♪ 1031 01:26:30,150 --> 01:26:32,450 ♪ Don't let the world ♪ 1032 01:26:32,550 --> 01:26:34,950 ♪ Get you down ♪ 1033 01:26:35,500 --> 01:26:38,850 ♪ Reach for the love that's all around ♪ 1034 01:26:38,960 --> 01:26:42,500 ♪ It's gonna be all right ♪ 1035 01:26:42,160 --> 01:26:43,990 ♪ Baby ♪ 1036 01:26:44,900 --> 01:26:47,600 ♪ It's gonna be all right ♪ 1037 01:26:50,470 --> 01:26:52,330 ♪ Wipe those tears ♪ 1038 01:26:52,440 --> 01:26:55,460 ♪ Away from your eyes ♪ 1039 01:26:55,570 --> 01:26:57,440 ♪ Just take my hand ♪ 1040 01:26:57,540 --> 01:26:59,910 ♪ You don't have to cry ♪ 1041 01:27:01,310 --> 01:27:04,510 ♪ It's all right ♪ 1042 01:27:09,620 --> 01:27:12,900 ♪ It's all right ♪ 1043 01:27:12,190 --> 01:27:14,680 ♪ Yeah, it's all right ♪ 1044 01:27:14,790 --> 01:27:17,160 ♪ It's all right ♪ 1045 01:27:17,260 --> 01:27:20,160 ♪ Yeah, it's all right ♪ 1046 01:27:24,400 --> 01:27:27,730 ♪ Gonna make it all right ♪ 1047 01:27:35,410 --> 01:27:38,140 ♪ Mm-mm ♪ 1048 01:27:39,420 --> 01:27:43,940 ♪ Stay with me tonight ♪ 67604

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