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...a new staggering report
from the CDC.
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Partial overdose deaths
have tripled amongst teens
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over the last two years.
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...who lost their
lives to overdose...
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...leading cause of
death among 18-to-25-year-olds,
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even surpassing suicide.
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♪ I wish I knew ♪
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♪ Romeo and Juliet ♪
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♪ I wish I was
my very best friend ♪
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♪ I wish I had a star
on my head ♪
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♪ Oh, Mamma ♪
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♪ Can you hear me now? ♪
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♪ I wish I knew
how we'd get through ♪
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♪ Back and forth
no matter what they say ♪
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♪ Back when they told us
what to do, oh, Mamma ♪
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2016 elections coming up soon.
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♪ Can you hear me now? ♪
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♪ Come on, Mom,
can you hear me now? ♪
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♪ Mom, can you hear me now? ♪
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♪ I hear Daddy
on the other side... ♪
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Barry. Barry.
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One second.
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- Sheep and Wool.
- Yeah.
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It's on my desk?
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Sheep and Wool?
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Yeah. I need it today.
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Oh, yeah. I have that. Um...
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Sorry. You know, I've got
an insane number of hits
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on those Democratic Donkey
videos I posted last week,
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so I've been trying to crank
those out, but I have it.
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Great. That's great, Barry.
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Sure is, Miss Mariss.
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♪ I wish I had a big blue sky ♪
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♪ I wish I knew how
to change... ♪
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Listen, Thomas,
what you're proposing,
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however clickable,
doesn't really feel like news,
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and that remains
our first obligation.
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Now, we understand
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we're getting clobbered
on physical,
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but we need to use the election
as a barometer.
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If paper doesn't start moving
in six months,
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then we'll know the jig is up.
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But we have to follow
the rules now.
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It's a new age and that's not
what I'm fighting here.
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I've been around long enough
to recognize a sea change
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but we have to be able
to do our job.
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Okay, so let's please move on
so we can get to
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the very important work
I know you all have.
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Gil.
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- You say it was a heavy
night...
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Sorry to interrupt.
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Toby.
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I need to talk to Marissa.
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Something, uh...
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-What's going on?
-Something's, uh...
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Something's come up.
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Okay, um, back to business.
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Gil, what you got?
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Homicide in Arbor Hill.
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A young kid gunned down
in the middle of the road.
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The name of the victim
not released yet.
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The neighbor said they saw
the perp run away after.
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You can't blame yourself
for this, Mom.
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Hmm.
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We're gathered here
to mourn such a sudden loss.
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We pray that this family
might find peace
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in the promise of God's
almighty kingdom.
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And while there are no words
which can undo
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the anger and the despair
of such a tragedy,
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we pray that
those who have gathered
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show this grieving family
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that they are not alone
in their sorrow,
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that the son we have lost
is surrounded by love.
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Now, in such tragic
circumstances,
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we are sometimes
tempted by rage
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to dismiss God's plan,
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to lose our own place
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-within his mercy.
-It's not worth it.
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But we must remember
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- that death...
- You knew she'd be here.
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is but another step
closer to God.
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Hey, thanks.
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Yeah.
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Thank you.
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Thanks so much for coming.
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Thank you.
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Mrs. Bennings.
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I'm pregnant.
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Mom. What the fuck
are you doing?
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I'm sorry I hit you.
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I wouldn't if I'd known.
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Yeah. I know.
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Just because of your condition,
doesn't mean...
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Look, you don't need
to like me.
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Just this weird,
shriveled little person.
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You sure it's his?
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Yeah, unless someone snuck into
my pussy and forgot it there.
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You know I didn't
make him a junkie.
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No, I don't know that.
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I know you made him a thief.
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He'd never stolen anything
from me in his life before you.
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Is this really
about the Vitamix?
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No, it's about the lying,
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stealing money, jewelry,
and then the Vitamix.
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He gave that to me
for my 40th birthday.
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You never used it.
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And you did?
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How was he living?
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We got our own place
to get clean.
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He'd been having
these freak-outs
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and getting really sick.
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And he was scared.
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Was he still dealing?
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Well, that's the thing.
He had stopped.
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When all that tainted shit
came through here,
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he decided it was time
to get away.
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He was looking to buy
this place near Chatham.
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He was excited
to start a family.
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To buy a place?
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How was he gonna afford
to buy a place?
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Well, he said Ducky and him
had it all figured out.
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He was still hanging out
with Ducky?
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Oh, yeah. He's like a brother.
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To both of us.
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Look, I didn't come here
to argue or beg or wh-whatever.
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I'm here because
I loved Michael
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and I'm sad he's gone,
and I know that you are, too.
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Even if you're only capable
of being mad right now,
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I know that really
you're just sad.
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♪ Let... ♪
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♪ Me know ♪
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-Yeah, I miss him, too.
-♪ When ♪
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♪ You go ♪
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♪ Let... ♪
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♪ Me know ♪
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♪ When you go ♪
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♪ Let... ♪
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♪ Me know ♪
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♪ When... ♪
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Whoo!
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Great pitch, Mike!
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Three more strikes,
that's all you need.
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You got it, Mike.
One ball at a time.
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Aw.
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That's okay, kiddo.
That was a good pitch.
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Who do you think did it?
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Well...
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we got a lead,
but I don't think
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that's what you should be
thinking about right now.
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Ugh.
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Okay.
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You remember
Mike's friend Ducky?
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Everett Duchowski?
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Yeah, of course.
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Well, at this point,
we're pretty certain
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Everett's responsible
for bringing fentanyl
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to the South End.
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That shit is brutal.
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Junkies who get tied up in it
don't last long,
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one way or another.
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So...
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Michael was tied up in it?
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We think him and Ducky might
have been in business together,
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selling this
Mother's Milk shit,
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heroin cut with fentanyl.
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Maybe there was a fight
between them
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or a deal gone wrong.
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What makes you think that?
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Mike was killed up the block
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from one of Ducky's
stash houses,
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and he matches the description
from a neighbor.
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When was the last time
you saw him?
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Mike.
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I don't know.
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Three, four months ago, maybe.
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Well, you got me beat.
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Jesus, you still haven't
thrown that thing out yet?
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It helps.
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I figured it'd make it harder.
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Not if you don't carry a light.
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All right,
give me a fucking drag.
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Mmm.
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Wow.
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Pretending kind of does help.
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I'll get Ducky.
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I promise.
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Come in.
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Marissa.
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What are you doing here?
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Just wanted to make sure you
weren't too buried without me.
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Yeah, um...
everything's going okay.
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That's great.
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Uh...
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We weren't expecting you back
for a month at least.
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How are you holding up?
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I want to come back to work.
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You took three months off
for Frank.
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Yeah, that was different.
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I need to come back.
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And tell me what that
looks like to you.
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Same thing as it did before.
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You hate editing.
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Walk out there right now,
and look at the ship
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that Barry's been running
since you've been gone.
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Fucking Barry?
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What, you turn the A&C section
into a donkey show?
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Okay, let's take a sec here.
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You hate Barry
and all those guys out there.
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Why?
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Because they aren't writers.
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They're all about numbers
and formatting
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and words per click
or whatever.
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Hell, you barely know
what the Internet does.
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Marissa, you are
my best writer,
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but for some reason,
you refuse to write.
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Take your time...
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but write.
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All right.
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Clean.
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Bullshit.
It's touching my ball.
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Watch and learn, sucker.
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Lucky.
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I learned from the best.
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Another.
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All right, your shot.
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Gina didn't want to join?
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She didn't want to intrude.
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Said we should have
some alone time together...
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to just grieve.
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Is that what we're doing?
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You gonna be okay, Mom?
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One ball at a time.
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Okay.
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Upstairs to the left.
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Let's make this quick.
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Leather case.
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It's got to be here somewhere.
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Check the back room.
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Fuck.
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There.
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What are you doing?
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I always wanted to do that.
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Seems weird, doesn't it?
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What's that?
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Paige said that Michael,
Ducky and her
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were moving into a farm...
house or something in Chatham.
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Mike?
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A farmer?
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I know. It doesn't make sense.
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Listen, you got to be
careful with that girl.
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What the fuck
are you doing here?
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Fuck, fuck, fuck.
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Sorry. I meant to stay awake.
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What are you doing here?
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Someone broke into my house,
and-and I couldn't...
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I-I just didn't have
anywhere else to go.
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Were you hurt?
Did you see who it was?
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No, but I found...
I found this.
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Um, I think that's what
they were looking for.
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I-I found it
right before they came in.
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What is that?
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That's about $50,000 worth
of dirty heroin.
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I like the other way better.
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Me, too.
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This baby business is tough,
266
00:23:47,895 --> 00:23:49,830
-but whatever works, right?
-Right.
267
00:23:57,838 --> 00:24:00,174
How was she tonight?
268
00:24:00,207 --> 00:24:02,143
Drunk.
269
00:24:02,944 --> 00:24:04,645
Did she cry?
270
00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:08,983
She said she'd already
cried for him.
271
00:24:09,083 --> 00:24:10,551
The drinking isn't gonna help.
272
00:24:12,420 --> 00:24:14,188
Remember how bad it got
after Frank?
273
00:24:14,221 --> 00:24:16,991
Yeah. I definitely remember.
274
00:24:18,426 --> 00:24:20,861
Hey, Mom. What's going on?
275
00:24:21,896 --> 00:24:24,464
Yeah, I recognize the logo.
276
00:24:25,766 --> 00:24:27,535
This is the shit
I was telling you about.
277
00:24:27,568 --> 00:24:29,469
You're not gonna charge her,
right?
278
00:24:31,005 --> 00:24:32,073
No.
279
00:24:33,607 --> 00:24:35,242
You did the right thing.
280
00:24:35,309 --> 00:24:38,112
-Is this everything?
-Everything?
281
00:24:39,613 --> 00:24:41,582
Any chance you saw
the person who broke in?
282
00:24:41,849 --> 00:24:43,884
No, I-I...
I got out pretty quick.
283
00:24:47,021 --> 00:24:48,189
So, what does this mean?
284
00:24:48,222 --> 00:24:50,490
-I'm gonna take this...
-This means shit just got real.
285
00:24:50,891 --> 00:24:52,626
Somebody called him that night.
286
00:24:52,660 --> 00:24:53,961
He left all freaked out.
287
00:24:53,995 --> 00:24:55,930
I had no idea what
was going on, and then bam.
288
00:24:56,130 --> 00:24:58,265
You know who called him, Paige?
289
00:24:59,100 --> 00:25:00,601
It was Ducky.
290
00:25:05,006 --> 00:25:06,207
All right?
291
00:25:07,108 --> 00:25:08,976
We checked his phone.
292
00:25:10,811 --> 00:25:14,015
Thank you, Paige. I'm gonna
take this to the station.
293
00:25:14,215 --> 00:25:15,149
Okay?
294
00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:27,762
I'll get you a blanket
for the couch.
295
00:25:28,562 --> 00:25:30,564
Thank you.
296
00:25:51,520 --> 00:25:53,087
Did my puking wake you up?
297
00:25:54,121 --> 00:25:55,056
No.
298
00:25:55,256 --> 00:25:57,258
You feeling any better?
299
00:25:57,391 --> 00:25:59,160
Not at all.
300
00:26:01,762 --> 00:26:03,664
Did you ever have
any weird cravings
301
00:26:03,697 --> 00:26:05,099
when you were pregnant?
302
00:26:07,568 --> 00:26:09,170
Necco Wafers.
303
00:26:09,203 --> 00:26:10,738
The hell is a Necco Wafer?
304
00:26:10,771 --> 00:26:13,240
It's, like, this little
disc-shaped candy.
305
00:26:13,274 --> 00:26:16,610
You know? It has a...
It kind of tastes like chalk.
306
00:26:16,644 --> 00:26:18,846
Must have eaten my body weight
in them.
307
00:26:19,380 --> 00:26:21,082
I really want Play-Doh.
308
00:26:21,415 --> 00:26:22,716
Play-Doh?
309
00:26:23,084 --> 00:26:24,952
That can't be good
for the baby.
310
00:26:24,985 --> 00:26:26,754
Kids eat it all the time,
and they're fine.
311
00:26:27,788 --> 00:26:30,057
You should ask your doctor
about that.
312
00:26:34,161 --> 00:26:35,029
Yeah.
313
00:26:36,297 --> 00:26:37,798
You have a doctor, right?
314
00:26:38,533 --> 00:26:41,102
Yeah, well, we went once
right when we found out,
315
00:26:41,135 --> 00:26:43,471
but the budget
was pretty tight, so...
316
00:26:44,071 --> 00:26:46,674
We were... we were saving up
to go again.
317
00:26:46,707 --> 00:26:49,810
Come on.
You need to see a doctor.
318
00:26:49,844 --> 00:26:51,580
-What, right now?
-No.
319
00:26:51,612 --> 00:26:52,880
Like a month ago.
320
00:26:52,913 --> 00:26:55,316
But yeah, now is better
than later.
321
00:26:58,486 --> 00:27:01,689
Uh, I have to stop by
work, but it won't take long.
322
00:27:02,089 --> 00:27:05,359
I'll give you a ride home
when I'm done.
323
00:27:05,527 --> 00:27:07,928
Depends on what you mean
by "home."
324
00:27:11,332 --> 00:27:13,801
-I'll see you soon.
-See you.
325
00:27:14,603 --> 00:27:16,804
Friday, 10:12 a.m.
326
00:27:16,837 --> 00:27:19,306
Pick up the phone.
327
00:27:19,340 --> 00:27:20,708
Come on.
328
00:27:20,741 --> 00:27:24,311
I-I just wanted to say
that I figured some things out
329
00:27:24,345 --> 00:27:26,714
and, um, I-I have a plan.
330
00:27:26,747 --> 00:27:29,483
- Mmm.
- You know?
331
00:27:29,518 --> 00:27:33,020
The things you said, they
made, they made sense. I...
332
00:27:34,955 --> 00:27:38,926
I know that you were right
to kick me out of the house.
333
00:27:40,529 --> 00:27:43,632
But, you know, a little bit
of fucking cash right now
334
00:27:43,664 --> 00:27:45,666
would really go a long way
to getting...
335
00:27:47,268 --> 00:27:48,936
I know you're in the house.
336
00:27:48,969 --> 00:27:51,372
I can see you moving
in the house.
337
00:27:52,239 --> 00:27:54,543
Let me in. It's my shit.
338
00:27:54,576 --> 00:27:56,911
You changed
the fucking locks, Mom.
339
00:27:56,944 --> 00:27:59,180
What the... Mom!
340
00:27:59,213 --> 00:28:02,116
Hey, Mom, I don't expect you
to pick up this time.
341
00:28:02,149 --> 00:28:05,654
I just wanted to say
♪ Happy birthday. ♪
342
00:28:05,686 --> 00:28:07,054
Sorry, that's Paige.
343
00:28:07,087 --> 00:28:11,091
Um, I want you to know
that we're doing a lot better.
344
00:28:11,125 --> 00:28:14,929
Uh, there is something
I want to tell you in person.
345
00:28:15,796 --> 00:28:17,932
I love you so much.
346
00:28:17,965 --> 00:28:20,034
Bye.
347
00:28:38,252 --> 00:28:40,054
You fucking serious?
348
00:28:44,024 --> 00:28:45,192
Paige?
349
00:28:45,793 --> 00:28:47,061
It's Gina.
350
00:28:47,094 --> 00:28:48,095
Hey.
351
00:28:48,697 --> 00:28:50,397
What are you doing here?
352
00:28:50,864 --> 00:28:53,067
Um, same as me, I guess.
353
00:28:53,167 --> 00:28:55,202
Marissa's supposed to be
picking me up.
354
00:28:55,469 --> 00:28:56,270
Oh.
355
00:28:56,971 --> 00:28:59,340
Do you mind if I join you?
356
00:29:00,441 --> 00:29:01,442
Sure.
357
00:29:10,484 --> 00:29:12,019
I like your necklace.
358
00:29:13,887 --> 00:29:15,557
Stole it from Target.
359
00:29:16,957 --> 00:29:19,493
Well, it suits you, I guess.
360
00:29:19,527 --> 00:29:20,828
Thanks.
361
00:29:23,163 --> 00:29:24,832
-I-I just mean...
-No, you're good.
362
00:29:24,865 --> 00:29:26,601
I know what you meant.
363
00:29:26,635 --> 00:29:28,603
I'm sorry.
364
00:29:30,705 --> 00:29:33,073
Can I ask you a question?
365
00:29:33,107 --> 00:29:35,943
What's it like
being married to a cop?
366
00:29:37,278 --> 00:29:40,347
Uh, it's not so different
from anything else.
367
00:29:41,982 --> 00:29:43,652
There's just a part of you
that accepts
368
00:29:43,685 --> 00:29:45,786
he might not come home one day.
369
00:29:47,988 --> 00:29:51,091
Sounds a lot like
dating an junkie.
370
00:29:55,029 --> 00:29:57,699
She's not fucking coming.
371
00:29:57,831 --> 00:29:59,567
I can give you a ride.
372
00:30:00,702 --> 00:30:02,436
-You sure?
-Yeah, of course.
373
00:30:27,161 --> 00:30:29,330
Didn't go so well at work, huh?
374
00:30:29,363 --> 00:30:31,332
Sorry I forgot.
375
00:30:31,865 --> 00:30:33,834
You had important things to do.
376
00:30:33,867 --> 00:30:35,603
Stop it.
377
00:30:35,637 --> 00:30:37,304
No, you fucking stop it.
378
00:30:37,338 --> 00:30:38,305
Excuse me?
379
00:30:38,439 --> 00:30:40,441
You just keep hiding
from everything, and it's
380
00:30:40,474 --> 00:30:42,577
really fucking hard to look at.
It's shitty for all of us.
381
00:30:42,610 --> 00:30:44,445
Just stop pretending
you're alone.
382
00:30:52,252 --> 00:30:54,556
Well, I'm gonna go back
to Nar-Anon.
383
00:30:55,089 --> 00:30:56,558
Well, that's a good start.
384
00:30:57,091 --> 00:30:58,325
I'll come with you.
385
00:30:58,660 --> 00:31:00,494
Make sure it's not
a drunk promise.
386
00:31:00,662 --> 00:31:02,930
Mm.
387
00:31:17,478 --> 00:31:19,647
For what it's worth,
Michael used to say
388
00:31:19,681 --> 00:31:21,915
you were a really good writer.
389
00:31:22,883 --> 00:31:25,319
Oh, yeah?
390
00:31:27,522 --> 00:31:29,323
What else did he say?
391
00:31:33,260 --> 00:31:37,030
He said that before Frank died
he remembers you were happy.
392
00:31:42,704 --> 00:31:44,204
When did he say that?
393
00:31:44,338 --> 00:31:45,607
All the time.
394
00:31:46,039 --> 00:31:47,975
I wish I got to meet him.
395
00:31:48,843 --> 00:31:51,478
No... no, you don't.
396
00:31:51,912 --> 00:31:53,981
'Cause then you'd know
what an asshole he was.
397
00:31:54,783 --> 00:31:56,383
Even when he got sick?
398
00:31:56,551 --> 00:31:58,919
Especially when he got sick.
399
00:32:00,522 --> 00:32:02,389
Yeah, but...
400
00:32:04,826 --> 00:32:06,960
...did you ever stop
missing him?
401
00:32:10,865 --> 00:32:12,099
Never.
402
00:32:16,270 --> 00:32:18,939
Well, that's a drag.
403
00:32:21,576 --> 00:32:23,645
Mm, God.
404
00:32:25,412 --> 00:32:27,715
That's, uh... that's Toby.
405
00:32:27,749 --> 00:32:29,918
-Oh, man.
-Look at his hair.
406
00:32:29,950 --> 00:32:32,419
-Sweet.
-We should get you
one of these.
407
00:32:32,453 --> 00:32:35,389
- Makes nursing easier.
- Yeah.
408
00:32:46,568 --> 00:32:48,670
I'm going to bed.
409
00:32:48,703 --> 00:32:50,572
Okay.
410
00:32:50,605 --> 00:32:53,106
-Good night.
-Good night.
411
00:33:07,087 --> 00:33:08,923
I think
I still have one of these
412
00:33:08,957 --> 00:33:11,024
at the house,
believe it or not.
413
00:33:11,058 --> 00:33:12,760
Mm-hmm.
414
00:33:13,761 --> 00:33:15,295
Oh, hey. We could use these.
415
00:33:15,329 --> 00:33:17,998
Especially if we
go with the pump.
416
00:33:18,833 --> 00:33:20,501
Yeah.
417
00:33:20,535 --> 00:33:21,970
Nothing?
418
00:33:22,269 --> 00:33:25,272
Okay, well, I'm glad it's
my baby we're shopping for.
419
00:33:25,305 --> 00:33:26,908
Oh, fuck yes!
420
00:33:26,941 --> 00:33:28,910
Excuse me?
421
00:33:28,943 --> 00:33:30,912
-We got a lead.
-A what?
422
00:33:30,945 --> 00:33:32,780
We got a lead.
423
00:33:34,983 --> 00:33:37,084
Let them do their investigation
424
00:33:37,117 --> 00:33:38,553
but, in the meantime,
425
00:33:38,586 --> 00:33:40,788
what could it hurt to hear
the story ourselves, you know?
426
00:33:40,822 --> 00:33:42,857
I mean, maybe it will be the
same thing they told the cops,
427
00:33:42,891 --> 00:33:44,559
but I want to hear it myself.
428
00:33:44,592 --> 00:33:46,226
Listen, it's something
we can actually do
429
00:33:46,260 --> 00:33:48,830
instead of sitting
around moping.
430
00:33:48,863 --> 00:33:50,130
It's a lead.
431
00:33:50,163 --> 00:33:51,866
You know,
this isn't ethical or legal.
432
00:33:51,900 --> 00:33:53,635
Sure, it is.
433
00:34:11,084 --> 00:34:12,587
- Hey.
- Jeremy?
434
00:34:12,620 --> 00:34:13,721
Come on in.
435
00:34:13,755 --> 00:34:17,190
I heard the shots but Jack
was the one who saw it.
436
00:34:17,224 --> 00:34:20,160
He's a little out of it
from his meds, but...
437
00:34:20,193 --> 00:34:22,162
Grandpa's up a lot
because of his hip.
438
00:34:22,195 --> 00:34:23,631
He was sitting right there
when it happened.
439
00:34:23,665 --> 00:34:27,167
Hi, Jack. Yeah, nice
to meet you. I'm-I'm Marissa.
440
00:34:27,200 --> 00:34:29,303
I work for the "Times Union."
441
00:34:30,237 --> 00:34:32,439
So you... so you saw
what happened?
442
00:34:32,574 --> 00:34:36,276
Grandpa, you remember
what happened the other night?
443
00:34:37,712 --> 00:34:39,212
Marissa's son was shot.
444
00:34:39,246 --> 00:34:41,549
He was killed. Remember?
445
00:34:41,583 --> 00:34:43,685
He was the one you saw die
in front of the house.
446
00:34:43,718 --> 00:34:45,653
That's too bad.
447
00:34:45,687 --> 00:34:46,854
I'm sorry.
448
00:34:46,888 --> 00:34:49,356
I thought you said he saw
what happened that night.
449
00:34:49,389 --> 00:34:51,659
-Come on. Nothing?
-Paige, hey.
450
00:34:51,693 --> 00:34:53,628
Jack, just-just think.
Please, just think.
451
00:34:53,661 --> 00:34:55,563
-Let's not be rude.
-I'm not being rude.
452
00:34:55,597 --> 00:34:58,933
Grandpa, you said there
was someone outside yelling
453
00:34:58,967 --> 00:35:00,400
-and then...
-With the truck?
454
00:35:00,434 --> 00:35:02,870
Yeah, with the truck.
455
00:35:06,173 --> 00:35:08,275
The boy was standing
in the street
456
00:35:08,308 --> 00:35:09,978
yelling his head off.
457
00:35:10,011 --> 00:35:12,580
Then I heard the truck.
458
00:35:13,548 --> 00:35:16,283
I think the kid he was
calling for lives there
459
00:35:16,316 --> 00:35:17,952
'cause I seen him there before.
460
00:35:17,986 --> 00:35:20,420
Ducky!
461
00:35:32,332 --> 00:35:33,835
I hope that was helpful.
462
00:36:16,010 --> 00:36:17,578
Hey, Laurie.
463
00:36:17,612 --> 00:36:19,080
Hey.
464
00:36:19,113 --> 00:36:21,214
How you been?
465
00:36:21,248 --> 00:36:22,617
Just getting by.
466
00:36:22,650 --> 00:36:25,987
Thank you
for being here, everyone.
467
00:36:26,020 --> 00:36:27,922
Come.
468
00:36:27,955 --> 00:36:29,524
Come into the circle.
469
00:36:29,557 --> 00:36:30,625
Have a seat.
470
00:36:30,725 --> 00:36:32,660
It's a sunny day,
and we're all in a basement,
471
00:36:32,694 --> 00:36:37,297
but we're gonna get to know
each other and talk.
472
00:36:37,330 --> 00:36:40,001
I see some new faces.
473
00:36:40,034 --> 00:36:41,201
Welcome.
474
00:36:41,234 --> 00:36:45,205
And some who we haven't seen
for a while.
475
00:36:45,238 --> 00:36:47,274
It's good to have you back.
476
00:36:48,142 --> 00:36:49,644
Our, uh...
477
00:36:50,410 --> 00:36:52,412
We had you in our prayers.
478
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:55,116
Uh, okay.
479
00:36:55,149 --> 00:36:58,452
So, who wants
to start us off today?
480
00:37:01,122 --> 00:37:03,024
Any thoughts? Any...
481
00:37:03,057 --> 00:37:05,893
Oh. Laurie.
482
00:37:08,462 --> 00:37:10,297
I lost my daughter...
483
00:37:11,498 --> 00:37:15,402
Jessica, about, uh,
three months ago now.
484
00:37:18,371 --> 00:37:19,674
Haven't...
485
00:37:20,508 --> 00:37:22,543
Haven't really felt capable
of sharing
486
00:37:22,577 --> 00:37:24,779
too much about it until now.
487
00:37:25,513 --> 00:37:27,982
Sure a lot of you
know the feeling.
488
00:37:29,483 --> 00:37:30,518
Mm...
489
00:37:31,686 --> 00:37:34,956
Jessica was
a hard kid to raise.
490
00:37:36,224 --> 00:37:40,962
I think sometimes
we paint our kids as saints.
491
00:37:44,832 --> 00:37:47,001
Jessica was not a saint.
492
00:37:47,300 --> 00:37:48,569
The opposite. She was...
493
00:37:48,603 --> 00:37:51,739
She was kind of
a pain in the ass.
494
00:37:53,741 --> 00:37:56,577
So, anyway, uh,
the morning I found her,
495
00:37:56,611 --> 00:37:58,278
I was about to go to work,
496
00:37:58,311 --> 00:38:01,015
so I went to her room
to wake her up.
497
00:38:15,963 --> 00:38:17,598
You don't...
498
00:38:17,632 --> 00:38:21,334
You don't realize it
at the time,
499
00:38:21,368 --> 00:38:24,639
but that walk to the door
is the last time
500
00:38:24,672 --> 00:38:28,341
you are who you think you are.
501
00:38:31,112 --> 00:38:32,947
But you don't know.
502
00:38:33,781 --> 00:38:35,348
I didn't know.
503
00:38:36,684 --> 00:38:40,955
So I open the door,
and there she is,
504
00:38:41,388 --> 00:38:44,091
laying on the bed,
fully clothed,
505
00:38:44,491 --> 00:38:46,794
candles lit around her.
506
00:38:48,663 --> 00:38:51,999
At first, I was furious,
you know?
507
00:38:52,033 --> 00:38:56,571
I mean, she had fallen asleep
with candles burning,
508
00:38:56,604 --> 00:38:58,873
and I start screaming at her.
509
00:38:58,906 --> 00:39:00,473
"Are you crazy?
510
00:39:01,108 --> 00:39:03,110
You're going to burn
the house down."
511
00:39:11,418 --> 00:39:13,221
And then I see it:
512
00:39:13,353 --> 00:39:17,457
it's a tiny little bag
on the carpet.
513
00:39:17,490 --> 00:39:21,428
And I... I just look at it.
514
00:39:24,031 --> 00:39:26,133
I remember the logo on the bag.
515
00:39:26,167 --> 00:39:29,704
It's seared into my head,
you know?
516
00:39:30,838 --> 00:39:33,574
"MM."
517
00:39:34,508 --> 00:39:37,111
When you see
something like that,
518
00:39:37,144 --> 00:39:40,114
you know, everything cracks.
519
00:39:40,147 --> 00:39:43,618
The stories you made crack.
520
00:39:43,651 --> 00:39:47,154
Who you thought your kid was
cracks.
521
00:39:47,188 --> 00:39:50,124
Who you thought you were...
522
00:39:50,157 --> 00:39:52,492
cracks.
523
00:39:52,526 --> 00:39:55,162
You're that family now.
524
00:39:56,764 --> 00:40:00,534
You never realized
you were that family.
525
00:40:20,087 --> 00:40:22,790
Hey. I'm gonna walk back.
526
00:40:23,791 --> 00:40:25,826
You should offer Laurie a ride.
527
00:40:25,860 --> 00:40:28,529
Oh. Pretty sure
she wants to be left alone.
528
00:40:28,562 --> 00:40:30,564
No, that's what you want.
529
00:40:31,365 --> 00:40:33,801
I'm gonna check
some of Ducky's spots.
530
00:40:47,348 --> 00:40:49,250
Hey, Laurie. Hey.
531
00:40:49,283 --> 00:40:50,518
Marissa.
532
00:40:50,551 --> 00:40:52,586
Uh, do you want a ride?
533
00:41:24,852 --> 00:41:27,221
Can't believe I'm actually
gonna ask this, but...
534
00:41:29,290 --> 00:41:30,858
...could I interview you?
535
00:41:31,459 --> 00:41:32,693
Interview me?
536
00:41:32,994 --> 00:41:36,097
You, uh, put some things
into words
537
00:41:36,130 --> 00:41:38,165
I haven't been able to yet.
538
00:41:38,199 --> 00:41:41,268
You know all that stuff
is confidential, right?
539
00:41:41,535 --> 00:41:43,304
Yeah, o-of course.
540
00:41:43,337 --> 00:41:44,472
Uh, that's the point.
541
00:41:44,505 --> 00:41:46,307
I want you to talk to me
on the record.
542
00:41:46,340 --> 00:41:47,775
You know, mom to mom.
543
00:41:48,109 --> 00:41:49,276
For what?
544
00:41:51,312 --> 00:41:53,781
Uh, well, I don't know yet,
545
00:41:53,814 --> 00:41:58,052
but maybe if I write it,
I'll know?
546
00:42:00,154 --> 00:42:01,622
Thanks again.
547
00:42:01,655 --> 00:42:03,891
Hey, uh, what's going on here?
548
00:42:03,924 --> 00:42:09,630
This is a safe injection site
and needle exchange for users.
549
00:42:10,031 --> 00:42:11,065
What?
550
00:42:11,399 --> 00:42:14,168
Maybe if my baby had gone
to one of these
551
00:42:14,268 --> 00:42:18,539
instead of hiding in her room,
she wouldn't have died.
552
00:42:19,508 --> 00:42:22,209
This at least takes
that danger away.
553
00:42:26,247 --> 00:42:28,115
You should come check it out.
554
00:42:29,016 --> 00:42:32,853
If helping and healing
is actually what you want,
555
00:42:32,887 --> 00:42:36,190
you really need to see it
for what it is.
556
00:43:04,685 --> 00:43:07,188
- All right, ready?
- Yeah.
557
00:43:16,730 --> 00:43:19,333
Hey, John. Hey, Diane.
558
00:43:19,366 --> 00:43:22,403
Marissa, this is Diane.
559
00:43:22,436 --> 00:43:24,573
She, uh, coordinates
the distribution
560
00:43:24,605 --> 00:43:27,775
of fentanyl test strips.
561
00:43:27,842 --> 00:43:31,580
Tells me where to go,
how to help,
562
00:43:31,712 --> 00:43:33,814
how to stay out of the...
563
00:43:33,848 --> 00:43:35,416
Wait, are you okay?
564
00:43:35,449 --> 00:43:36,551
Marissa?
565
00:43:36,585 --> 00:43:39,186
Uh, excuse me.
566
00:43:48,329 --> 00:43:50,698
If you're
looking for Toby Bennings,
567
00:43:50,731 --> 00:43:52,466
leave a message.
568
00:43:52,500 --> 00:43:54,268
Ducky! Ducky!
569
00:43:54,301 --> 00:43:56,170
I just want to talk to you!
570
00:44:12,253 --> 00:44:14,421
Ducky!
571
00:45:59,293 --> 00:46:01,228
-Paige.
-Hey.
572
00:46:02,229 --> 00:46:04,064
-Is everything all right?
-Yeah.
573
00:46:04,098 --> 00:46:05,899
Yeah, everything's cool. Sorry.
574
00:46:05,933 --> 00:46:08,769
I just came by
to talk to Gina, actually.
575
00:46:08,836 --> 00:46:12,840
Uh... she went out
with some friends after work,
576
00:46:13,040 --> 00:46:15,209
so she's not gonna be back
till later.
577
00:46:15,242 --> 00:46:16,678
Oh, okay. Word.
578
00:46:16,711 --> 00:46:18,479
Sorry for being creepy.
579
00:46:18,513 --> 00:46:20,682
I just thought it might be nice
to talk to someone
580
00:46:20,715 --> 00:46:22,717
who doesn't actually
feel like a parent
581
00:46:22,751 --> 00:46:24,619
and, like,
has their shit together.
582
00:46:24,653 --> 00:46:26,020
Yeah, I get you.
583
00:46:26,053 --> 00:46:27,121
I'll tell her you stopped by.
584
00:46:27,154 --> 00:46:29,890
-Okay. See you.
-Have a good night.
585
00:46:32,993 --> 00:46:36,397
Uh, Paige, if you want,
you can come in.
586
00:46:36,430 --> 00:46:38,265
-Yeah?
-In a way,
587
00:46:38,932 --> 00:46:40,934
we're kind of family now.
588
00:46:41,703 --> 00:46:44,004
So... come on.
589
00:47:14,803 --> 00:47:17,237
Fuck. You're alive.
590
00:47:17,505 --> 00:47:19,840
I thought I killed you.
591
00:47:20,941 --> 00:47:23,545
What the fuck are you doing
following me?
592
00:47:25,312 --> 00:47:26,614
You killed my son.
593
00:47:26,648 --> 00:47:28,550
No, I fucking didn't.
594
00:47:28,583 --> 00:47:31,051
You fucking believe that shit?
595
00:47:34,088 --> 00:47:36,290
So what happened, then?
596
00:47:37,925 --> 00:47:40,327
What happened, Ducky?
597
00:47:40,829 --> 00:47:42,963
Look, all I know is
somebody called me
598
00:47:42,996 --> 00:47:44,733
and told me
Mike was in trouble.
599
00:47:44,766 --> 00:47:47,167
That he needed to get
out of his house.
600
00:47:47,201 --> 00:47:49,169
So I called him and I told him
601
00:47:49,203 --> 00:47:51,472
to meet me at the squat house
right away.
602
00:47:51,506 --> 00:47:53,173
I thought I was protecting him.
603
00:47:53,207 --> 00:47:54,942
What the fuck would you do?
604
00:47:54,975 --> 00:47:56,644
I didn't know they were
gonna fucking kill him.
605
00:47:56,678 --> 00:47:57,846
That's convenient.
606
00:47:57,878 --> 00:48:00,147
No, it sucks, Mrs. Bennings.
607
00:48:01,616 --> 00:48:03,651
Fucking best friend.
608
00:48:03,685 --> 00:48:05,486
Then who killed him?
609
00:48:08,422 --> 00:48:09,791
I never met the guy,
610
00:48:09,824 --> 00:48:11,559
but he drives around
in his white truck
611
00:48:11,593 --> 00:48:15,195
and has some fucking
stupid tattoo on his hand.
612
00:48:15,496 --> 00:48:16,664
That's all I know.
613
00:48:20,100 --> 00:48:21,935
Nobody fucking believes me.
614
00:48:21,969 --> 00:48:23,904
Who's in there?
615
00:48:23,937 --> 00:48:26,006
- Ducky!
- Hey, you!
616
00:48:26,039 --> 00:48:28,242
What are you doing in there?!
617
00:48:36,283 --> 00:48:37,585
Holy shit, Mom.
618
00:48:37,619 --> 00:48:39,086
-Are you okay?
-Yeah, I'm fine.
619
00:48:39,119 --> 00:48:40,954
- I just need to talk to you.
- Fuck.
620
00:48:40,988 --> 00:48:42,356
Marissa, what happened?
621
00:48:44,826 --> 00:48:46,960
I, uh...
622
00:48:46,994 --> 00:48:48,962
found your friend Ducky.
623
00:48:48,996 --> 00:48:51,131
- What?
- Yeah.
624
00:48:52,232 --> 00:48:54,368
Yeah, he was at the food bank.
625
00:48:54,401 --> 00:48:56,704
I, uh, followed him
to the train yard
626
00:48:56,738 --> 00:48:58,439
down on Church Street.
627
00:48:58,472 --> 00:48:59,373
You followed him?
628
00:48:59,406 --> 00:49:02,142
And he snuck up,
hit me with something.
629
00:49:02,176 --> 00:49:03,611
He could've killed you, Mom.
630
00:49:03,745 --> 00:49:04,913
I hoped he'd talk to me.
631
00:49:05,212 --> 00:49:06,681
Talk to you?
632
00:49:08,982 --> 00:49:10,451
You got any whiskey?
633
00:49:10,484 --> 00:49:11,985
I'm gonna go out
and look for him.
634
00:49:12,019 --> 00:49:13,521
He can't have gotten far.
635
00:49:17,057 --> 00:49:18,626
You sure it was him?
636
00:49:19,026 --> 00:49:20,360
I'm sure.
637
00:49:20,494 --> 00:49:22,029
Did he say anything?
638
00:49:22,062 --> 00:49:25,132
He said it was a guy
with a tattoo on his hand,
639
00:49:25,165 --> 00:49:26,568
that he didn't do it.
640
00:49:26,601 --> 00:49:28,837
No shit, he didn't do it.
He's not a fucking murderer.
641
00:49:28,870 --> 00:49:30,638
You expect me to believe
that the man
642
00:49:30,672 --> 00:49:33,675
who just knocked me unconscious
isn't a violent person?
643
00:49:33,708 --> 00:49:35,677
What would you do if someone
followed you like that?
644
00:49:35,710 --> 00:49:37,244
You really don't understand.
645
00:49:37,277 --> 00:49:38,746
He told Mike to meet him there.
646
00:49:38,913 --> 00:49:40,748
He set him up, Paige.
647
00:51:15,009 --> 00:51:16,611
Ducky!
648
00:51:23,651 --> 00:51:24,652
Ducky!
649
00:51:36,064 --> 00:51:37,799
Hello?
650
00:52:02,489 --> 00:52:04,324
Ducky!
651
00:52:19,974 --> 00:52:21,776
Ducky?
652
00:54:23,598 --> 00:54:25,099
Hey. Sorry, I was downstairs.
653
00:54:25,133 --> 00:54:26,299
Can I come inside?
654
00:54:26,333 --> 00:54:28,770
Uh, yeah. Okay.
655
00:54:31,539 --> 00:54:33,608
What's happening?
You all right?
656
00:54:33,641 --> 00:54:35,009
Ducky's dead.
657
00:54:36,110 --> 00:54:37,779
Uh...
658
00:54:38,378 --> 00:54:40,248
how do you know?
659
00:54:40,280 --> 00:54:43,251
'Cause I-I went to their
old house and I found him.
660
00:54:43,283 --> 00:54:45,052
He killed himself.
661
00:54:45,887 --> 00:54:47,889
Fuck.
662
00:54:47,922 --> 00:54:49,924
Okay. Uh...
663
00:54:49,957 --> 00:54:51,993
Oh, God.
664
00:54:53,426 --> 00:54:55,530
All right, uh, look.
Just sit down.
665
00:54:55,563 --> 00:54:57,698
I'll get you some water.
Are you okay?
666
00:54:57,732 --> 00:54:59,366
Yeah.
667
00:55:02,970 --> 00:55:06,373
Look, just have a drink,
take a few deep breaths.
668
00:55:10,812 --> 00:55:12,513
Fuck.
669
00:55:13,514 --> 00:55:15,283
Was anyone else there?
670
00:55:15,382 --> 00:55:18,186
No, it was just me
and-and, um...
671
00:55:18,719 --> 00:55:22,723
Yeah, I-I saw his body,
and th-then I left.
672
00:55:22,790 --> 00:55:24,357
Got it. Okay.
673
00:55:24,457 --> 00:55:26,961
Uh, why didn't you call 911?
674
00:55:26,994 --> 00:55:29,462
Because I knew I wasn't
supposed to be there.
675
00:55:29,496 --> 00:55:30,798
I mean, yeah,
that's why I'm-I'm here.
676
00:55:30,832 --> 00:55:32,567
-I knew that you could help.
-Sure.
677
00:55:32,600 --> 00:55:36,003
I'm sorry. I'm really...
I'm sorry for your loss.
678
00:55:36,537 --> 00:55:38,873
I'll get someone
to go around there right away.
679
00:55:38,906 --> 00:55:43,376
You just take it easy and, uh,
make yourself at home.
680
00:55:43,410 --> 00:55:45,213
-I'm just gonna be two minutes.
-Okay.
681
00:55:45,246 --> 00:55:46,747
All right?
682
00:57:33,654 --> 00:57:34,989
...10-56.
683
00:57:35,022 --> 00:57:37,224
And I need someone to go
to the address
684
00:57:37,258 --> 00:57:39,760
and just check it out.
685
00:57:39,794 --> 00:57:41,829
Right away.
686
00:57:43,097 --> 00:57:44,899
Yeah, it's a real mess...
687
00:57:44,932 --> 00:57:46,667
I need someone to go
688
00:57:46,701 --> 00:57:49,870
to 125 Eagle
to check a possible 10-56.
689
00:57:49,904 --> 00:57:52,239
I want to be kept in the loop.
690
00:57:52,340 --> 00:57:54,976
Get put on the team, Mitch.
691
00:57:55,009 --> 00:57:57,078
This one's personal.
692
00:58:14,395 --> 00:58:16,664
All right, thanks a lot.
693
00:59:23,998 --> 00:59:25,099
Paige?
694
01:00:02,236 --> 01:00:04,405
-Paige, give me the phone.
-No. Get back.
695
01:00:04,438 --> 01:00:05,873
-Just give me the phone.
-No. Back...
696
01:00:05,906 --> 01:00:07,341
-Give me the phone.
-Back the fuck up.
697
01:00:07,374 --> 01:00:08,409
-Paige.
-No.
698
01:00:16,518 --> 01:00:17,785
Listen to me.
699
01:00:17,818 --> 01:00:19,653
You don't understand
what's going on here.
700
01:00:19,687 --> 01:00:21,956
-Toby. No, just back up.
-Please.
701
01:00:21,989 --> 01:00:22,857
I can explain.
702
01:00:22,890 --> 01:00:25,025
-Back the fuck up.
-Listen to me.
703
01:00:25,059 --> 01:00:26,494
-Just give me the phone.
-Back the fuck away.
704
01:00:26,528 --> 01:00:27,695
-I'm telling you.
-Back the fuck up.
705
01:00:27,728 --> 01:00:28,829
I can explain.
I can explain this.
706
01:00:28,863 --> 01:00:30,965
Paige, just calm down.
707
01:00:30,998 --> 01:00:33,134
-Just stop, okay?
-Get the fuck away from me.
708
01:00:33,167 --> 01:00:35,035
-Calm down. Give me the phone.
-The fuck...
709
01:00:35,069 --> 01:00:36,837
-Fuck you. Get the fuck away
from me.
-Wait. Paige...
710
01:00:36,871 --> 01:00:38,439
-Just back the fuck up!
-Give me the phone.
711
01:00:38,472 --> 01:00:40,509
Get out of my way!
Don't touch me.
712
01:00:40,542 --> 01:00:41,876
-Get the fuck away! Don't...
-Just give me...
713
01:00:41,909 --> 01:00:43,244
-Give me the fucking phone.
-Get the fuck off me!
714
01:00:43,277 --> 01:00:45,679
-Give me the phone! Paige.
-Get the fuck...
715
01:01:04,431 --> 01:01:06,834
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
716
01:01:06,867 --> 01:01:09,737
Paige. Paige. Hey.
717
01:01:09,837 --> 01:01:11,939
Hey.
718
01:01:11,972 --> 01:01:14,008
Oh, fuck.
719
01:01:15,376 --> 01:01:17,011
Oh, fuck.
720
01:01:54,415 --> 01:01:56,317
Fuck.
721
01:03:03,951 --> 01:03:06,755
Hey, I'm home.
722
01:03:06,787 --> 01:03:09,356
Gina! Call an ambulance quick!
723
01:03:09,390 --> 01:03:10,991
- What? What happened?
- Gina, it's Paige!
724
01:03:11,025 --> 01:03:12,527
-Call an ambulance!
-What?
725
01:03:12,560 --> 01:03:13,762
She fell in the bathroom.
726
01:03:13,794 --> 01:03:16,096
I think she OD'd.
She's bleeding.
727
01:03:16,864 --> 01:03:18,533
Just get an ambulance
right now!
728
01:03:18,566 --> 01:03:20,868
Okay. Okay, okay, okay.
729
01:03:21,969 --> 01:03:25,039
Hi, um...
730
01:03:25,072 --> 01:03:27,241
Fuck. Fuck!
731
01:03:31,713 --> 01:03:32,880
Toby.
732
01:03:32,913 --> 01:03:34,649
I think Paige
is hiding something.
733
01:03:34,683 --> 01:03:36,317
Yeah. You're right.
734
01:03:36,618 --> 01:03:38,085
She's using again,
735
01:03:38,118 --> 01:03:39,887
-and she overdosed.
-What?
736
01:03:39,920 --> 01:03:42,489
She's on her way
to the hospital right now.
737
01:03:43,658 --> 01:03:45,359
Meet us at St. Peter's.
738
01:04:31,138 --> 01:04:34,274
Bring the forceps, please.
739
01:04:44,853 --> 01:04:47,655
Very nice. Here she is.
740
01:04:50,190 --> 01:04:52,126
We have a flatline.
We need a crash cart.
741
01:06:41,870 --> 01:06:45,773
♪ Back in the sand ♪
742
01:06:45,807 --> 01:06:51,211
♪ I had a snake in my hand ♪
743
01:06:51,245 --> 01:06:56,918
♪ Curling like smoke
in the pan ♪
744
01:06:56,951 --> 01:07:01,455
♪ World in its jaw ♪
745
01:07:03,858 --> 01:07:08,128
♪ I was a man ♪
746
01:07:08,161 --> 01:07:13,735
♪ Now I don't know what I am ♪
747
01:07:13,768 --> 01:07:19,172
♪ Am I a shadow again? ♪
748
01:07:19,206 --> 01:07:23,343
♪ Am I the law? ♪
749
01:07:23,377 --> 01:07:28,850
♪ Down, down, burning down ♪
750
01:07:28,883 --> 01:07:31,084
♪ Down, down, burning ♪
751
01:07:31,118 --> 01:07:34,054
♪ If it calls you, it calls ♪
752
01:07:34,087 --> 01:07:39,393
♪ You don't get any
answer at all ♪
753
01:07:39,426 --> 01:07:42,396
♪ If it calls you, it calls ♪
754
01:07:42,429 --> 01:07:48,636
♪ You don't get any
answer at all ♪
755
01:08:31,278 --> 01:08:34,082
Hi, cat. This is a baby.
756
01:08:34,114 --> 01:08:36,183
Baby, this is a cat.
757
01:09:30,303 --> 01:09:32,840
Jesus Christ, you scared me.
758
01:09:32,874 --> 01:09:34,474
Sorry. I let myself in.
759
01:09:35,475 --> 01:09:36,811
You okay?
760
01:09:37,145 --> 01:09:38,680
It's a nice room.
761
01:09:40,480 --> 01:09:42,382
Perfect for the little angel.
762
01:09:44,819 --> 01:09:46,319
Got to get her her bottle.
763
01:09:46,954 --> 01:09:47,855
Here, come on.
764
01:09:48,355 --> 01:09:51,191
Okay.
765
01:09:55,328 --> 01:09:57,297
There you go.
766
01:09:59,767 --> 01:10:00,835
Yeah.
767
01:10:04,906 --> 01:10:06,373
What's going on?
768
01:10:09,177 --> 01:10:10,945
I found something.
769
01:10:22,355 --> 01:10:26,194
Marissa, I found it under
the stairs in the basement.
770
01:10:26,527 --> 01:10:29,329
I thought it was
some kind of miracle.
771
01:10:30,131 --> 01:10:33,366
Like a gift left as a reminder.
772
01:10:33,835 --> 01:10:35,136
But then I saw the blood.
773
01:10:35,368 --> 01:10:37,237
How... how d...
774
01:10:37,270 --> 01:10:38,706
I don't know.
775
01:10:39,807 --> 01:10:42,810
I've been trying to think
of every possible reason,
776
01:10:42,844 --> 01:10:44,344
and I...
777
01:11:00,194 --> 01:11:01,763
Have you asked him about it?
778
01:11:01,796 --> 01:11:02,830
No.
779
01:11:04,297 --> 01:11:06,366
I can't find the words.
780
01:11:12,472 --> 01:11:14,407
So what are you gonna do?
781
01:11:21,348 --> 01:11:23,483
I don't know
what the right thing to do is.
782
01:11:24,852 --> 01:11:27,588
I don't know
if I could do it anyways.
783
01:11:36,363 --> 01:11:38,365
I know. I feel guilty, too.
784
01:11:38,398 --> 01:11:40,067
We got a lead,
but I don't think
785
01:11:40,101 --> 01:11:42,435
that's what you should be
thinking about right now.
786
01:11:42,469 --> 01:11:44,404
Everett's responsible
for bringing fentanyl
787
01:11:44,437 --> 01:11:45,673
to the South End.
788
01:11:45,706 --> 01:11:48,176
Mom, pick up the phone.
789
01:11:48,209 --> 01:11:49,442
Come on.
790
01:11:49,476 --> 01:11:51,813
Ducky's not getting away
with this shit.
791
01:11:51,846 --> 01:11:55,415
We think him and Michael might
have been in business together.
792
01:11:55,448 --> 01:11:57,952
Maybe there was
a dispute or something.
793
01:11:57,985 --> 01:12:00,855
I don't expect you
to pick up this time.
794
01:12:00,888 --> 01:12:03,658
There is something
I want to tell you in person.
795
01:12:04,692 --> 01:12:05,893
Okay, Mom.
796
01:12:05,927 --> 01:12:08,296
Listen, you got to be
careful with that girl.
797
01:12:08,328 --> 01:12:10,097
I love you so much.
798
01:12:10,131 --> 01:12:11,265
Bye.
799
01:12:11,299 --> 01:12:13,835
You know who called him, Paige?
800
01:12:13,868 --> 01:12:15,335
It was Ducky.
801
01:12:15,368 --> 01:12:17,138
We checked his phone.
802
01:12:48,769 --> 01:12:51,873
- Hi.
- She's sleeping.
803
01:12:54,374 --> 01:12:56,443
You feeling okay, Mom?
804
01:12:58,478 --> 01:13:00,882
No. Not really.
805
01:13:04,484 --> 01:13:06,153
Wow.
806
01:13:06,187 --> 01:13:08,388
Haven't seen this thing
in years.
807
01:13:09,422 --> 01:13:12,425
This was Dad's nicest suitcase.
808
01:13:13,460 --> 01:13:15,263
And he covered it
in fucking stickers.
809
01:13:21,369 --> 01:13:22,904
The stuff's in there.
810
01:13:30,443 --> 01:13:32,713
You think
that's what killed her?
811
01:13:39,954 --> 01:13:41,789
Yeah, it seems like it.
812
01:13:45,559 --> 01:13:47,528
They both had fentanyl in them.
813
01:13:51,799 --> 01:13:55,536
Seriously, Mom,
you should go see a doctor.
814
01:13:58,572 --> 01:14:00,975
Yeah, I will.
815
01:14:03,476 --> 01:14:06,479
Okay. I tried.
816
01:17:27,481 --> 01:17:29,650
Thank you.
817
01:17:29,683 --> 01:17:31,152
I told you.
818
01:17:48,669 --> 01:17:50,639
This is the Empire Line
819
01:17:50,671 --> 01:17:52,406
running express
to Penn Station, New York City
820
01:17:52,439 --> 01:17:55,510
with stops in Hudson,
Rhinecliff, Poughkeepsie,
821
01:17:55,544 --> 01:17:56,977
Croton-Harmon, Yonkers
822
01:17:57,011 --> 01:18:00,881
with final stop New York City
Penn Station.
823
01:18:02,049 --> 01:18:03,817
Please have your tickets ready
for the conductor
824
01:18:03,851 --> 01:18:05,587
when he comes through.
825
01:20:53,954 --> 01:20:59,326
You remember when
Mike threw that perfect game
826
01:20:59,360 --> 01:21:01,895
until the final inning,
827
01:21:01,929 --> 01:21:04,431
and then he gave it up
to a homer?
828
01:21:08,869 --> 01:21:11,472
That was just his luck.
829
01:21:14,475 --> 01:21:17,244
I didn't mean
for any of this to happen.
830
01:21:19,179 --> 01:21:21,583
It was supposed to be simple.
831
01:21:23,350 --> 01:21:25,986
When Mike found out
what was in it,
832
01:21:26,019 --> 01:21:29,056
he wouldn't sell it
or give it back.
833
01:21:29,089 --> 01:21:32,025
What did he think
they were gonna do?
834
01:21:32,059 --> 01:21:34,395
I guess that's my luck.
835
01:21:35,162 --> 01:21:38,098
This doesn't have anything
to do with luck.
836
01:21:39,500 --> 01:21:41,368
I'm scared, Mom.
837
01:21:48,843 --> 01:21:50,310
Me, too.
838
01:22:47,301 --> 01:22:48,770
My youngest son was born
839
01:22:48,803 --> 01:22:50,170
to be an athlete.
840
01:22:50,204 --> 01:22:52,874
His older brother Toby started
hitting him ground balls
841
01:22:52,907 --> 01:22:54,642
when he was two or three.
842
01:22:54,676 --> 01:22:56,911
The kid was good. So was Toby.
843
01:22:56,945 --> 01:22:58,913
But Michael had
something different.
844
01:22:58,947 --> 01:23:00,582
He had an arm.
845
01:23:00,615 --> 01:23:02,550
Oh, uh, just water and lime.
846
01:23:02,584 --> 01:23:05,620
He threw
70 miles per hour by 14,
847
01:23:05,653 --> 01:23:09,156
and scouts started telling us
he had a real shot.
848
01:23:09,189 --> 01:23:11,325
We had no idea what kind
of damage he was doing
849
01:23:11,358 --> 01:23:14,328
to the shoulder
of his throwing arm.
850
01:23:14,361 --> 01:23:17,431
Maybe we should've
made him stop.
851
01:23:17,464 --> 01:23:20,735
But by 15, he was being
medicated for pain management.
852
01:23:21,769 --> 01:23:24,939
To say I didn't know any better
wouldn't be totally true.
853
01:23:24,973 --> 01:23:26,206
Thanks.
854
01:23:26,240 --> 01:23:27,642
But I knew a kid shouldn't be
855
01:23:27,675 --> 01:23:29,443
in that much pain.
856
01:23:31,713 --> 01:23:34,549
Then I started seeing
his behavior changing.
857
01:23:36,350 --> 01:23:38,318
Toby was a different story.
858
01:23:38,352 --> 01:23:41,589
He was the one
we didn't have to worry about.
859
01:23:41,890 --> 01:23:45,092
The civil servant,
the ambitious one.
860
01:23:45,125 --> 01:23:48,061
That might be the only thing
I still recognize in him.
861
01:23:48,161 --> 01:23:50,698
That toxic ambition.
862
01:23:52,099 --> 01:23:54,301
As different as
Mike and Toby were,
863
01:23:54,669 --> 01:23:56,336
their lives stayed intertwined
864
01:23:56,370 --> 01:23:59,239
more than they could ever
let me know.
865
01:24:09,383 --> 01:24:13,186
I assume you know
the implications of this.
866
01:24:15,289 --> 01:24:17,391
I know more than anyone.
867
01:24:19,861 --> 01:24:21,896
Take a couple of days.
868
01:24:21,930 --> 01:24:24,197
A week, whatever.
869
01:24:27,167 --> 01:24:29,136
Take that time,
870
01:24:29,537 --> 01:24:34,141
and if then you still
want to publish it,
871
01:24:34,876 --> 01:24:36,611
I'll have your back.
872
01:24:52,527 --> 01:24:53,761
It's good.
873
01:25:26,193 --> 01:25:28,896
Thanks for letting us
have her for the day.
874
01:25:28,930 --> 01:25:30,832
Can I take her?
875
01:25:32,600 --> 01:25:34,501
Hello, baby.
876
01:25:35,103 --> 01:25:37,005
Hello, baby.
877
01:25:37,404 --> 01:25:39,674
Are we gonna have
some fun today?
878
01:25:39,974 --> 01:25:41,843
Oh, yeah.
879
01:25:41,909 --> 01:25:43,711
Thanks, Mom. See you later.
880
01:25:46,213 --> 01:25:47,882
Baby.
881
01:25:49,517 --> 01:25:52,687
Let's do it.
Let's go have fun tonight.
882
01:26:04,264 --> 01:26:06,734
Yeah. Wow.
883
01:26:55,149 --> 01:26:58,385
♪ Surround a group
of brand-new friends ♪
884
01:27:00,454 --> 01:27:03,423
♪ Who hold their tragedies
in tight ♪
885
01:27:05,660 --> 01:27:08,328
♪ Who can't admit
they get ashamed ♪
886
01:27:08,361 --> 01:27:11,132
♪ Though it happens
all the time ♪
887
01:27:16,104 --> 01:27:19,239
♪ I wonder,
what do I deserve? ♪
888
01:27:21,374 --> 01:27:24,545
♪ It couldn't be
something this nice ♪
889
01:27:26,581 --> 01:27:29,449
♪ We took every mattress
in this house ♪
890
01:27:29,483 --> 01:27:32,385
♪ Cautiously
stacked them high ♪
891
01:27:35,923 --> 01:27:39,761
♪ Wandered around the city
like a maniac ♪
892
01:27:39,794 --> 01:27:41,729
♪ I wanted you to ch-- ♪
893
01:27:49,570 --> 01:27:52,707
♪ I saw the truth
and I opened my eyes ♪
894
01:27:53,908 --> 01:27:56,177
♪ Complications rise ♪
895
01:27:56,210 --> 01:27:59,312
♪ I saw the truth
and I opened my eyes ♪
896
01:28:23,871 --> 01:28:27,608
♪ Wandered around the city
like a maniac ♪
897
01:28:27,642 --> 01:28:30,678
♪ I wanted you to save me ♪
898
01:28:34,381 --> 01:28:38,920
♪ All the time,
I've been some kind of maniac ♪
899
01:28:39,687 --> 01:28:44,424
♪ All the time,
I've been some kind of maniac ♪
900
01:28:44,457 --> 01:28:47,929
♪ They saw the truth
and they called me a liar ♪
901
01:28:48,963 --> 01:28:50,898
♪ Set my world on fire ♪
902
01:28:50,932 --> 01:28:54,802
♪ They saw the truth
and they called me a liar ♪
903
01:28:56,037 --> 01:28:59,140
♪ They saw the truth
and they called me a liar ♪
904
01:29:00,141 --> 01:29:03,144
♪ They saw the truth
and they called me a liar ♪
905
01:29:03,945 --> 01:29:08,516
♪ They saw the truth
and they called me a liar ♪
906
01:29:08,549 --> 01:29:11,118
♪ Set my world on fire ♪
907
01:29:11,152 --> 01:29:13,453
♪ Set my world on. ♪
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