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Lost You Forever S1

Episode 37

You can't reach, right?

Give it to me.

Xuan,

I just have something to say to you.

You must be hiding evil intentions.

Xuan, my injury has healed.

I want to go to the Xiyan Mountain
to see my grandfather.

If you're worried, Nian will accompany me.

Are you going to plead with him for my sake?

That's partly true.

I'll go see Grandfather
and say a few words by the way.

We can't let your uncles say everything,

and we don't even have a chance to rebut.

I'll go with her,

and we'll try to persuade him
not to revoke your position.

I have something to say to you.

Xuan,

what do you want to say?

I'm going to get married.

I've already written to Grandfather,

asking for his approval.

You two don't need to go to Xi...

Are you marrying Chenrong Xinyue?

No.

No?

I'm marrying Shen Shuhui.

Her family's the strongest of the six
major families in the Central Plains.

Even the Chenrong royal family

had to marry them in the past.

The chief of the Shen family...

has a very good impression of me,

so he's willing to take a risk to support me.

I don't care what method you use

or what you want to do.

I just want you to live well.

I told you

I'd make Poinciana flowers bloom

all over the Chenrong Mountain.

This is my plan for the
reconstruction of the Daming Hall.

Please review it, Lord Chenrong
and all the chiefs here.

(Zijin Palace, Daming Hall)

Your Highness, your plan is very detailed

with everything taken into account.

The official sent by Grandfather
to take over is almost here.

This draft could be shown to him.

The envoy from Xiyan has arrived.

Xiyan Cang Xuan, please accept the decree.

Xiyan Cang Xuan was careless

and neglected supervision,

leading to the collapse of the Daming Hall.

He should have been dismissed for negligence.

However, considering his sincere repentance,

he is specially allowed
to atone for his mistake

by rebuilding the Daming Hall.

If such negligence happens again,

he will be severely punished.

Shen Shuhui from the Shen family
is gentle, kind and beautiful.

She is specially granted to the prince,

Xiyan Cang Xuan, as a secondary wife.

Thank you for your grace, Your Majesty.

Thank you for your holy grace,
Your Majesty.

He made a mistake himself,
but without being punished,

why is he even granted a marriage?

Prince Xiyan Yueliang,
please accept the decree.

Xiyan Yueliang acted recklessly.

He trespassed the royal tomb,
disturbed the sacrifice

and disrespected his brother and his ancestors.

He is lacking in virtue.

You are ordered to apologize
to the Chenrong family

and the families of the Central Plains

and return to Xiyan Town right now.

I obey the decree.

I have offended you all.

Please

forgive me.

Lord Chenrong,

His Majesty knows
Mr. Fenglong's filial piety,

and Prince Cang Xuan
also wrote to plead for him.

His Majesty said

since the descendants' relationship
is harmonious

and grievances have passed,

there is no need to argue right or wrong.

So Chenrong Yanzhuan is allowed

to enter the royal tomb, enjoy the sacrifice
and rank as a famous general.

The matter of building the tomb

is handed over to Prince Cang Xuan

and Mr. Fenglong to
be jointly responsible.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

The envoy of Haoling has arrived.

By the verbal decree of the King of Haoling,

to express gratitude

for Xiyan Cang Xuan's care
for the two princesses,

he specially gifts one piece of Jianmu,

and 100,000 boxes of Guixu Crystals

to assist Xiyan Cang Xuan

in repairing the Zijin Palace and the tomb.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

His Majesty wants you

to return to Xiyan Town immediately.

Your Highness, please come back with me.

This time, it was a close call,

but we passed safely.

If you marry Miss Shen, it also means

officially declaring war on your uncles.

Grandfather is always suspicious
of the families in the Central Plains.

When he used Chenrong Yi back then,

he also held the eldest daughter
of the Chishui Clan

and his daughter in Xiyan Town.

I know.

Although she is not your main wife,

she is, after all, the first woman

you officially marry.

I'm worried

that your uncles
will make a big fuss about this,

and the old families of Xiyan
will also be dissatisfied.

What if Grandfather becomes suspicious of you?

I know,

but I have to take this step.

I must form an official alliance
with the Shen family.

I know.

Xiaoyao,

don't congratulate me

at the wedding.

Okay.

(Chenrong Mansion)

Greetings, Your Highness.

Nian.

Your Highness.

Xiang Liu,

why does the poisonous bug
suddenly strike?

Xiaoyao, are you okay?

What's wrong?

I'm fine,

I'll just go sit over there for a while.

Please help her sit over there.

My family know some minor healing spells

to help relieve the pain.

Thank you, Chief Tushan.

Let's go, Xiaoyao.

Thanks, Chief Tushan.

It's much better now.

The auspicious time has arrived.

They say Xinyue likes Xuan.

It must be false.

If she does, how can she still smile?

Xinyue's feelings are real.

But you are heartfelt are pure,

while Xinyue is always
considering the situation.

Now Cang Xuan is marrying Miss Shen.

From a larger perspective,

it is beneficial to her.

Put down the fan.

♫ You are in my mind but not hold my hand ♫

♫ You were here yesterday,
but you are not here tomorrow ♫

♫ You appear in the rain
but disappear in the water ♫

(Shen Shuhui)

♫ You have tears in your eyes ♫

♫ You have dark hair ♫

♫ You appear at the foot
of the mountain, not on a cloud ♫

♫ You appear at the end of the river ♫

The magpie brings good news,

and flowers bloom together.

May your marriage be filled with love,

and may you be blessed
with many children.

Congratulations.

♫ Looking up, I saw you ♫

♫ You appear in the snow ♫

Xiaoyao,

do not congratulate me

at the wedding.

As long as I am your cousin,

we'll never be apart from each other.

Alright, you will always be my cousin.

And I will always be your family.

No matter what,

we'll be together forever.

Deal.

Together forever.

We'll never separate.

Deal.

Cang Xuan got married

before he found the woman
who can have his Ruomu flower.

I have found the right man,

but that person married
someone else and had a child.

Today is your cousin's wedding day.

You don't go to congratulate him

but stand here, sighing.

How do you know what I'm thinking?

Other than Tushan Jing, who else could it be?

I'm upset.

You can feel it?

If you're afraid of me feeling it,

don't torment yourself.

If your heart doesn't ache,

I can feel better.

So

when I was feeling bad just now,

you were feeling so too?

That's why you controlled the bug
to make my heart ache.

You have nine heads,

but you only have one heart.

If my body is in pain,
you can only feel

one ninth of the pain,

but if my heart is in pain,

you'll feel the same pain, won't you?

Yes,

I feel just as hurt

as you do.

But what about that?

Do you want to use this against me?

The physical pain can
come from stabbing yourself,

but the inner emotions,
whether happy or sad,

cannot be faked or even
controlled by yourself.

Don't have heartaches anymore.

If you give me more trouble, maybe

I'll decide to kill you

once and for all.

I didn't force you to give
me the bug back then.

I knew you were useless
and would often get hurt,

but I didn't expect you
to be too useless

to keep your heart.

Did you attend Jing...?

Did you attend Tushan Jing's wedding?

Even though I'm a free spirit,

I wouldn't miss the wedding
of my sister and Chief Tushan.

Come with me.

With you?

Anyway, you're not happy here.

Why not leave everything behind

and follow me to have fun?

Are you scared?

Why not? Let's go.

You have graced us with your presence.

I'm very grateful.

Prince Yuyang is here.

How can we not come?

Have some more drinks.

Where's Jing?

Where were you? I was looking for you.

Where is Xiaoyao?

She went to let off
some steam with Fangfeng Bei.

You just watched her be
deceived by that playboy

and didn't stop her?

As a married person,

what right do I have to stop her?

Why don't you change your hair back?

The color is dyed with herbs.

It's not an illusion.

Why did you choose such
a troublesome method?

The first time I impersonated Fangfeng Bei,

I was worried, so I dyed it.

Afterward, I just got used to it.

All villains

start out like ordinary young men.

You

are not a villain.

(What about now?)

(Am I a villain?)

♫ Seaside moonlight shines on my clothes ♫

♫ You laugh eyes like stars ♫

♫ Yearning between you and me ♫

♫ Having got the love poisonous bug ♫

You want to die?

♫ Carved in my bones and heart ♫

♫ Waiting for snow ♫

What am I insisting on?

Now I have no one

to hold on to with my life.

♫ Waiting for you a lifetime ♫

♫ Yearning surpasses time ♫

♫ Waiting brings no bloom ♫

♫ You never show up ♫

♫ In every corner of this earthly realm ♫

♫ It's longing. It's self-pity ♫

♫ The tones of tenderness ♫

Do you think I...?

♫ It's muteness. It's imprisonment ♫

♫ Scenes unfurl within myself ♫

♫ It's the way back. It's the way home ♫

Don't suffocate yourself.

Try breathing.

I didn't let you go up not to force you to...

- kiss me.
- Shut up.

Don't you dare!

I was just talking,

but I didn't choke.

I can breathe freely and talk in the sea.

Xiang Liu, you did it on purpose.

Why are you doing this to me?
I hate you.

♫ You laugh eyes like stars ♫

This is the price you pay to survive,

♫ Lost you forever ♫

becoming a monster.

♫ Having got the love poisonous bug ♫

♫ Carved in my bones and heart ♫

Xiang Liu, Xiang Liu, I didn't mean that.

My body is different from others,

but I don't think I am a monster.

I also don't feel that I
have paid a huge price.

I have gained a huge benefit.

I'm more than happy.

I was just mad at you for playing me again.

Xiang Liu.

♫ Yearning surpasses time ♫

Are you okay?

♫ Waiting brings no bloom ♫

I didn't feel any pain.

You have nine lives.

You saved me once,
and I became like you,

free to go anywhere.

If I die and you save me again,

then do I become like you...?

If you die again, I'll
chop you into nine pieces,

just enough for one bite per head.

Be gentle.

You've worked hard to save me.

What if I really get killed by you?

Would you bear it?

♫ Life is like dancing in the snow ♫

I mean, what if you consume
too much heart blood?

Would you bear it?

Do you want me to prove it to you now?

I know you can afford it.

No matter how much heart blood you consume,

you can always replenish it, right?

♫ It's muteness. It's imprisonment ♫

♫ Scenes unfurl within myself ♫

♫ It's the way back. It's the way home ♫

♫ Life is like dancing in the snow ♫

♫ It's the end ♫

The song of the merfolk.

How do you know?

What a lovely sound.

Let's move closer and listen.

I want to hear what it is.

It seems the merfolk are in heat.

That's their courtship song.

I'm guessing.

According to rumors,
their voice is like heavenly music.

In the sea, with such a wonderful voice,

it must be them.

Merfolk only sing when they are courting.

It's rare to hear it.

You are so lucky to...

to encounter them this time.

Why are they singing in duets?

It means they're together.

I can actually hear the
love duet of the merfolk.

- Let's go.
- It's not easy to encounter the merfolk.

I may not have another chance again.
I want to go and see them.

Are you sure?

What did you see?

I didn't expect you
to have this kind of foible,

like to spy on couples' private matters.

Xiang Liu, it was intentional!

Am I a villain now?

This is the poison I prepared for you.

It has a strong bouquet

and goes well with seafood.

Yuhong grass.

It can't be called poison.

It's not very poisonous, but it tastes good.

You like drinking, don't you?

Put this in wine.

Even if it's bad wine, it will taste good.

I made it especially for you.

Do you remember?

This is the second time
I've grilled fish for you.

Last time I did it, I was still Wen Xiaoliu.

At that time, I felt the world was so big,

but I was alone

with nowhere to go.

But now, I do have a home

and have someone waiting for me.

But I want to just wander for a lifetime.

Just Tushan Jing alone
could make you so disheartened.

Sometimes I can be a killer.

As long as you pay me,

I can help you kill Fangfeng
Yiying and her child.

What a bad idea.

Do you have any other good ideas?

Xiang Liu, what do you think is over there?

The vast sea.

Is there no land?

Only scattered islands.

What kind of islands are they?

Some islands are barren.

Some are as beautiful as a dreamland.

I really want to go to visit.

Go get someone else.

I will not accompany you.

I don't think about going there for fun

with someone annoying.

Xiang Liu,

do you ever feel

like these times are borrowed

and feel uncertain of tomorrow?

You've been

working so hard to arrange
their wedding these days.

The Shen family sent

this generous gift to thank you.

- You can go now.
- Yes.

Why bother?

You agreed to their marriage back then.

I did agree,

but I'm upset.

You are a descendant
of the Chenrong royal family.

You have no title, but you are a
real princess in the Central Plains.

With our father and me,

you can have anything you want.

Why should you be miserable for a man?

Forget about Cang Xuan.

There are plenty of good men to choose from.

There are many good men,

but they're not from the Xiyan family.

It was you who refused to marry him,

and now it's still you who refuse to let go.

Chenrong Xinyue,

why are you being so hard on yourself?

- Xuan.
- Xuan.

Sit down for dinner.

Okay.

Princess.

You don't need to be so formal.

We are all family now.
Please, sit.

Nian.

Please don't take offense.

Nian was spoiled by my father.

She'll throw a tantrum
if the food is not to her taste.

I'll go check on her.

It's okay. Nian's such a girl.

It'll pass. Don't mind it.

Sit down and eat.

Nian,

what you did today was inappropriate.

It was disrespectful to Shuhui.

As a princess of Haoling, should I
care about saving her face?

Is she even worth it?

Shuhui is Cang Xuan's legal wife.

If you don't respect her, others seeing it
will think you are belittling Cang Xuan.

Not only can the Fifth and Seventh Kings
of Xiyan give him a hard time,

but even a princess of Haoling
can slap him in the face?

You think his situation isn't difficult enough?

Have you ever thought

how much effort he has to put in

to make up for it
every time you lose your temper?

I didn't mean that.

I know you didn't mean that,

but once you've done it,
that's how others see it.

Nian,

in the current situation,

we should do everything
we can to help Cang Xuan

but not give him trouble.

Respecting Shuhui

is respecting him.

- I understand.
- You really do?

Even if I don't understand, you do.

I'll follow you, okay?

It's all about being respectful to her,

letting her have her way in everything

and giving her face, right?

Xiaoyao,

why can Xinyue restrain
her temper, but I can't?

What can I do to be liked
by others like Xinyue?

Nian,

I want to ask you again.

Do you still want to stay with Cang Xuan?

If so,

then listen to me.

No matter who the woman by his side is,

whether it's Xinyue or anyone else,

you don't need to care.

What... What if he's enchanted by others
and forgets about me?

As long as you're still Nian,

he'll never forget you.

He's always trying to drive you away.

He's not so kind to other women.

Nian, trust me.

You don't need to learn from Xinyue,

and you can't.

He already knows what kind of person you are.

Besides, he's a man

who was indulgent to you
even when he had nothing.

So when he has power in the future,

he will still indulge you too.

The only thing you need to do

is to control your temper
and not vent your anger

at his women.

As for the rest,

leave it to me and Father.

Xiaoyao,

am I very stupid?

You guys always have to worry about me.

Being too smart is not a good thing.

Dullness can bring luck.

So, for the sake of good luck,

should I continue to be dull?

Yes,

keep being dull.

I hope you can be the
luckiest girl in the world.

I know I was wrong, I'm here to apologize.

I hope Your Highness can forgive me.

Xuan.

Okay.

If you don't want to talk to me,

then I won't bother you.

I'm leaving.

Come back.

Sang has opened a new jar of mulberry wine.

Yes. The wine you brewed.

Today, I won't return until I'm drunk.

I know

why you're angry with me.

Because I sneaked away from your wedding.

I just didn't want to see you forcing a smile.

And Tushan Jing.

I didn't want to see him.

Especially at a wedding.

You still can't forget him.

I thought everything was under my control.

But I didn't expect

that human emotions

can't be controlled at all.

Well said,

one can't control one's feelings.

You treated Tushan Jing differently,

but he let you down.

He will definitely regret it in the future.

What's the use of his regret?

Since we can't be together,

it's better to forget each other completely.

Let's just act as strangers.

You're the best.

You're the most reliable,

and you will never abandon me.

Rest assured.

No matter what happens in the future,

I will always stay by your side.

(Tushan Mansion)

I never thought that in my lifetime,

I could see my great-grandson.

I can die without regrets.

Look,

who does he look like?

Besides Jing, who else could he look like?

(Lan Mei)

I think he looks more like the former master.

Right, he looks more like Jing's grandfather.

Grandmother, this is your first great-grandson.

What do you think would
be a good name for him?

Let's call him "Tian".

Thank you for the name, Grandma.

People say

the greatest happiness for the elderly

is to have grandchildren around

and a prosperous family.

You are all so filial,

and I have a great-grandson.

It is the happiest...

Grandmother.

Grand Madam.

- Grand Madam.
- She passed away.

Jing,

have some tea.

I have something to say to you privately.

Lan Mei,

bring me a cup of tea too.

I'm going right now.

Where are you going

in the middle of the night?

Aren't you keeping vigil for Grandma?

I... I was just about to see you.

Really?

Princess,

the Grand Madam of the Tushan Family
passed away a few days ago.

All their shops in Dahuang

have hung mourning couplets for her

and will be mourning for a month.

It is said that this is the first time
in tens of thousands of years

that their family
has held such a grand funeral

for a woman who is not their chief.

Prepare a condolence gift

and a pair of mourning
couplets to express

our condolences.

Yes.

And...

Is there anything else?

On the day of the Grand Madam's death,

the wife of Chief Tushan

gave birth to a boy.

Chief Tushan has a new son

as their future chief.

We should send a gift to celebrate it too.

You handle

these two matters together.

Yes.

This road is winding and twisting,

long as if it has no end,

just like life itself.

As a deity,

I am still very young.

But I always feel like

I'm already someone
nearing the end of her life.

Xiaoyao!

I don't want to be Tushan Jing anymore.

Whether I can be with you
openly and honorably is not important.

Even if I don't get recognition for a lifetime,

even if I'm your servant for a lifetime,
it doesn't matter.

♫ I offered up my prayers in this life ♫

♫ For forever accompanying you ♫

♫ I brewed eternal yearning in wines ♫

♫ Walking in the mortal with you ♫

♫ I offered up my prayers
in the next life ♫

♫ For our permanent love to continue ♫

♫ Let momentary sorrow and joy fly ♫

♫ Till the end of the world,
I'll hold you ♫

♫ The fate brought us to here ♫

♫ I almost forgot about
the first time I met you ♫

♫ The destiny brought us together ♫

♫ I would drink with you
in our limited life ♫

♫ Under a crescent moon,
I felt empty and emotional ♫

♫ Afraid I would lost you forever
with mixed feelings ♫

♫ Hope your eyes remain pure and warm
and our country splendid ♫

♫ I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms ♫

♫ Under a crescent moon,
I felt empty and emotional ♫

♫ Afraid I would lost you forever
with mixed feelings ♫

♫ Hope your eyes remain pure and warm
and our country splendid ♫

♫ I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms ♫