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When you see a nice girl
on the terrace of a store,

and you tell her I am
Pierre Woodman, porn director,

she won't even speak to you.

The unfair side is that sometimes
you cannot tell them in the street

that you are a porn director.

You have to invite them
to your hotel room,

as that is the only way
to speak to them

in a normal atmosphere
and try to get them.

How old are you, Bea?

I'm 18.

- What do your prefer in sex?
- Everything.

- Everything?
- Yes.

Have you tried with more guys
at the same time?

- No.
- Never?

Ask her to show me
her body please.

Will you undress and show your body?

- Please show me.
- Okay.

You're very tall.

THE PIERRE WOODMAN STORY

What a beautiful girl you are!

- You are beautiful.
- Thank you.

With his Castings,

Pierre has created a genre
in the series of adult movies.

Let's speak a bit about sex.

Why do we have to speak about it?

To do this, to bring new girls
in the industry

in the form of castings,
it was a funny idea, a good thing.

How old were you
when you had sex first time?

15.

- Was it good, or bad?
- Good.

You enjoyed it?

In the early days,
castings were a success

due to his braveness and pioneering,
but today it is experience.

When someone has been documented
talking to thousands of women,

even had sex with them,
it's such a huge sample

that if a girl enters he can tell
what her illness is,

when she was born,
if she likes boys or girls,

and at what age
she lost her virginity.

With this routine,
even subliminally,

he can play with them
as a cat with a mouse.

Let's not lose time,
please show me your body.

At the beginning
it was noncommercial,

it was just for protection,

but step by step I found
that people loved it,

as it's a true interview,
a true attitude of the people.

In 1997 we put it on the Internet,

and bingo, I don't know why
but people loved it so much,

this series became number one
in the world.

Today Casting series
is the first sell on the planet.

Many girls in the industry
who haven't known Pierre asked me

how they could get in.
I helped several of them:

I'll introduce you
and perhaps you'll get in."

And they did several times
so I thought

I behave as if I were his agent
people call me

as if I were Pierre Woodman's agent.

So I decided to be one.
I won't do it for free.

And I started to work for him.

I am really excited
because of Pierre.

Because I haven't met him.

I have both stage fever
and excitement.

I don't know what he is like,
but I'd like to know him.

The girls who go on a casting,
they've already started, tasted it,

they have passed a threshold of
not wanting to places like that,

not wanting to meet a foreigner
who could provide a future for them,

these girls characteristically
want to change their lives.

I would like to work as a model,

I'm looking forward to getting
into a magazine,

to doing it for a living.

If we're going to work
together or not,

I cannot answer that yet.

What lures me to porn films
is that I can be free,

as wild as I want to,
I can do what I want,

and no one can stop me from that.
This is why I'd like to try it.

The truth is that all I hear is
"for the money."

As if it sounds better.
So that they won't look bad.

Sometimes they mention
fame and enjoyment,

but mostly it is the money.

They tell you it is the money.

I talked to several porn actresses
who hadn't wanted to be one,

but a model or a photo model,

but they were advised that
the road might be long and bumpy,

it is better to get undressed.

I also talked to some who'd worked
10-11 hours as secretaries,

for 60 or 70000 forints a month,
and could not make ends meet.

So we should not deny
that also economic pressure

played a part in forcing so many
pretty, smart and sensitive women

to lie on the silver screen.

Sometimes I see girls and I ask
why you're doing this job

during a scene that is not going well,
and she says I like the money.

I say "Yeah, the money is good,
but you need to love what you do.

If you don't, don't do it
or else you cause problems to me,

and also to the production."

And costumers don't like it either,
they don't like to see girls like

Okay, two pieces of bread,
two cokes tomorrow

I was born in central France,
in the volcano area,

because France has a nice place
called Auvergne.

This is called Percée du Roque,
as there is a big hole in the hill.

The city of Clermont-Ferrand is
behind us, and this big valley,

and the city is where I grew up.

My father bought a piece of the wood
and built up a small house,

a wooden house,
and started the big one in concrete,

but it took lots of years
as he built it himself.

This is the house my father built,
it took ten years to do it,

he did it himself you know,
it's a very huge one.

I was born in this one here,
that was a wooden house,

he himself built it for my birth.

I was able to climb trees,
run in the woods,

I was free, it was something
very important in my life.

It gave me the feeling that
there were no walls around me,

something very nice.
When you see

where so many children live,
you always have the feeling

they have walls around them.
I never had this feeling in my life.

With teachers it was very bad
because he was a bad guy at school.

I remember when I went to school
after one week I did something bad,

I was also a bad guy.

And one of the headmasters
saw my name:

"You are not from the family
of that crazy guy?"

"Maybe it's my brother."

And she started to shout
and gave a big punishment.

Earlier I think like most of the boys
I always focused on the girls.

And at four I was fired already.

I dropped my eraser
on the ground

to go under the table
and look at the girls,

I tried to see their pussy.

Imagine my mother was called
to the school:

"Keep your child at home,
teach him a serious way of life,

because otherwise we cannot
keep him here."

That was my beginning.

Since then I've known
I am focused on girls.

When I was 15 I started
a relationship with a girl,

I had problem with the parents.

They wanted their daughter to marry
an engineer, a rich guy,

and I was very poor, I had nothing.

We were not the kind of boys
her family wished for their daughter.

A romantic story.

So I decided to prove myself,

I left school the next day,
and very soon I became a barman.

This is where I was a barman in 1979,
exactly 30 yeas ago,

I was in the place
at the green cross to the right.

I was a barman there,
can you believe that?

Long trip.

13 hours day by day
not possible to sit down,

crazy boss, very rude with me,
treating me like a slave.

But that was the beginning of my life

so I learned very early
the way of business.

Hi, I'm happy you've come.

I'll only take some photos of you
to send them to Pierre,

to show him what you look like.

I've been living alone for 3 years
building my own life.

Super tits! Fantastic!

My parents divorced when I was 15,
I'd lived with mum until I was 18,

but we didn't get on well,
so I left her.

And I have lived alone since then.

Most of those who come
are dissatisfied with their life.

Why are they dissatisfied?
It's not easy to define.

They are dissatisfied
with their future,

they can't see it clearly.

And if one shows them a future,
they're ready to like him.

It is a decisive part
of our personality,

that we want our parents to love us.
That is the origo of everything.

We'll have a healthy soul when
mother and father love us.

If mother and father don't love us,

or if rewards and punishments are
not based on unconditional love,

the soul might find strange paths.

When people start
their active sexual life,

it is decided if they can do it
in an emotional

or emotionless environment.

If they get their first experiences
without emotions,

like parties, one night stands,
initiation ceremonies,

or from paid prostitutes,

that is going to be the environment
where they feel safe.

But when they have a serious
relationship with emotions,

they might not function
normally in sex.

The moving force of porn
is definitely money.

For us the best are those
who can be motivated with money.

It is important if you can
talk money with someone,

and say I'll give you more
if you do this or that.

That's OK, we're only
discussing the price.

That is ideal for us.

In this industry there's a lot
of money, that's the easiest.

If you have to beseech someone
that's a bigger problem.

There are people
whose exhibitionism is

Exhibitionism makes a person desire

to elicit approval or
sexual excitement.

It brings them great enjoyment.

If someone did this in earlier times

she was drowned or
burned as a witch.

Now it is easier for a witch
to join porn industry.

I worked at a restaurant
in Budapest,

and a colleague of Robert Gabor

was at one of the tables
where we were working.

There were two other girls, models,
and stars, who also do this.

He asked me if I had the mind
to talk about this business,

and I said
"All right, we can talk about it."

We met a week ago,
and now we've got to this point.

I've taken it on.

He makes interviews only with girls
who've never been in adult films.

He needs real innocence,
girls who are pure

to go through the process
as that is the challenge,

it proves him for the viewers
in front of the camera.

It was, and it is today,
very difficult

to go to a girl who hates
what you do,

who thinks she'll never do
what you propose to her,

and to convince her
to come on your side.

This is a sport, a challenge,

and you feel a lot better
if you have sex with her,

because finally
it was a hard job of psychology.

Better than a girl jumping on you
as she thinks

you can show her Madonna
tomorrow.

You don't know anything about me.

You don't know anything about her.

What I know that you sit down here.

And the difference
from most of the girls here

is that you're very beautiful.

And I feel very sad for you,
seeing that you are here.

Because I tell you one thing:

to be ugly is better
than to be beautiful.

Because it lasts forever.

That was good!

But it means that for you

one day

the flower

If you don't use your credit
that life gave you at this moment,

when you wake up
it will be finished.

If a girl says no, it's not for me,

I love that because I know
she's pure, she's clean.

But when a girl decides
to go to an agency,

she has already decided
to use her body to get money.

So she comes with an attitude
of prostitution in her mind.

And I don't like it.

So one of the first steps
in my work is to say to the girl:

"You're here for the money,
but I hope

you'll come back in the morning
because you enjoy it."

Because your sex is not a little pig
you put the money in.

There the line is like this,

but this line is not for putting
the money in, that's what I say.

This is the place I stole
my first porn magazine

when I was 13 years old.

I don't think we can go in,
but it's here. Funny.

It was not like this,
it had a sign: Sex Shop.

But this was the place.

And at 13 I stole a porn magazine

with Brigitte Lahaie in it,
who is now a big star in France.

And a guy called Stanislas Pjotr.

And the first day I arrived
in Paris, at 18,

and got out of the train,

the first guy I saw
was Stanislas Pjotr.

Something very strange like destiny.

And I went up to him saying:

"I know you, you're the guy
in porn biz, I saw your films."

I found the guy was gay
and I didn't know that.

So we went to his place.
"You like porn!"

And he called some girl,

a girl I saw in the magazine
and in movies.

Cool, this is Paris! Very good!

Then I feel a hand on my ass.

And of course I became
very nervous

because when I was 7 a guy tried
to rape me in the wood. In my wood!

And I had big luck I escaped
because I had my knife.

And the guy tried to kiss me,
his sweat was running on my face.

So I became a homophobe,
I hated gays.

I took my clothes, was running out,
my hand on the door.

Stop, you know if you go out
your life will not be the same.

Be sure what you are doing.

If you go out all your destiny
will be different."

I don't know, I asked:

"Why? Do you think I need to stay
in a place with someone like you?"

"Yes, you do. So keep cool, we stop
everything, the girl will go home,

I'll speak to you. I'll help you."

First I didn't want to.
I don't know why I stayed.

And we went out, had a drink,
and we talked,

and we became best friends.

We never had sex together.

But I stayed for 9 months
in his place.

And Stan took me to a place
where they were shooting porn.

"Why don't you try to do porn?
You'll get money."

And of course I tried, but

It was not for me.

I tried two, three times.
Catastrophe. It was very difficult.

But the fifth time I got in.
It's a question of mentality.

And for a few months
I became an actor in porn.

- So you're leaving on Tuesday?
- I am.

- You've never been to Paris
- No.

- It's a great place.
- I wanted to go anyhow.

I'm happy for the Paris trip,

I'm excited that I can travel
so suddenly.

I've never been to France
but it was my dream.

I'll have a good time,
and get to know Pierre.

We won't talk much
as I don't speak the language.

So I was over 16 and 17
and couldn't do lots of things.

I couldn't put on tops that
showed any of my curves.

So that is why you're so restrained.

They forced me to.

But you want to change that.

I don't know what my family
would say

Mother is very

She wants to protect me
from everything.

She is very youngish, not yet 40,

but she wants to protect me
from things.

And she wouldn't want me to do this.

With my dad it's more difficult,
he is more conservative.

They'd kill me if they knew,
they'd react very badly.

I'll write to him that
you have an apricot pussy.

He'll love it.

As you prefer.

Do you have a message?

I'm looking forward to the meeting.

What else is in today's program?

You're going to meet Pierre.

At half past 12 or one.
When he has time.

We'll go to the hotel
and I'll introduce you.

And after that?

I don't know everything.
It depends on you too.

What's up? Who's next?

Now we'll have Zunga,
and this one, she

I know she already did porn
with other people.

I am not interested any more.

Many times I am also present
at the shootings.

It happens with girls who work for him
longer that we become friends,

but it's very rare.

We'll start with the blond one?
Or the black one?

I don't know which one is first.
I think the blond one.

Now I'll pick up a girl who is
sent by Jennifer Anniston.

In the photo she was very pretty,
black hair, blue eyes.

I hope she'll be like in the photo.

You speak of the Devil...

We'll see this arrangement...

I think it is you Robin sent. Hi.

You're Zunga?

- You speak English?
- A little.

Have a seat please.

I'll ask a few questions.

- What shall I do?
- Answer the truth.

The casting-series came by accident.

In 1991 I had my first problem in Paris.

Stupid problems.

An Asian girl shot porn for me, photos.

In the morning I get a phone call.
All my team was at the police,

the girl said that
she'd been group raped.

She was raped, I also tried
to rape her...

So I have to go to the police,
to develop the photos.

I had to have them
developed urgently.

And show them to the police:

She was all smiles, it was fine,
there was no rape.

Later the girl said the truth crying,
it hadn't happened.

Finally it was OK,
but that was my first big scare.

One girl had the power to put
15 people in jail in a second.

I decided that I'd have always
a camera behind me,

shooting everything.

How did you get here,
to do this job as a star?

I started with Pierre,
I got to him through an agency.

I did my first job with him,

and since then I've been called
to do other jobs by other directors.

You look like in the photo.
Amazing eyes!

- How old are you, Zunga?
- 18.

What do you do?

She studies.

What?

Gastronomy.

I show the mag to the girls, and it
starts the sport, the fight.

Sometimes 5 minutes are enough,
sometimes 3 hours.

We have all kinds of stories.

You can take the book from the table.

Can you tell me what you feel?

- Porn.
- Of course it's porn.

I believe sex has to do with
the nose, is olfactory.

This I understood long time ago

as it is strange you can have a girl
that you like so much,

and you have a desire for her
from 5 meters distance.

And if it's a situation of sex,
at 3 centimeters,

the desire disappears.

And sometimes it's the opposite.
The girl is completely insignificant,

so you decide you will use her
for the job,

but you don't like her.

And for a reason impossible
to explain, when you get near,

boom, you get a fantastic erection
and you don't know why.

Turn around one more time.

Yeah, great.

You like sex?

Yes, why?

Have you had many men in your life?

Why is it important to know?

For me it is. Just because
I'd like to know you better.

Do you touch yourself?

When did you start it?

- At 14.
- 14 years old? Great!

Behind me is the place
where I was a policeman.

From 84 to 86.

At that time it was
completely different.

There was a lot of activity,
the central station was very active.

And different, of course.

I was supposed to spend 5 years
in the army but I didn't.

It was not too legal
but I fought with the captain

to be able to escape.

It was very interesting business
to be a policeman.

What you see in real life
is completely different.

In the police you're inside a world,
you normally don't accept, of course.

So you learn so many things
you never learned.

For me it was a fantastic experience.

One morning, in the subway in Paris,
I was looking at the people.

Thousands of people walking together.

And I think you know this movie
from Pink Floyd, the Wall.

When you see the hammers walking
together, red and black.

And I had this flash in my head,

that all the people
were like the hammers in the movie.

All of us, as I was one of them,
we were just puppets

who wake up every day
at the same time,

doing normal jobs like normal people,
and I was thinking:

"When I was doing porn,
it was difficult, and I was free.

When I was in my wood I was free,
but here I am just a puppet,

obliged to do what I am told,
and take away my power.

I'll find a solution to escape from
this chain, I want to be free."

Of course it's easy to say
but not easy to do.

Then Madonna came to Paris...
Thank you, Madonna.

She had a big concert
with 130 000 people

in the Parque de Sceaux.

And she would not let photographers
near her. There was a special box.

She was angry with them,
I don't remember why.

By luck I was at the hotel,
and she thought I was just a fan,

as I met her there,
and she gave me a special access.

It was just in front of the place
she was singing,

and I hid my camera in a cake box,

and stood there 12 hours
with my foot in the water.

Soon my foot became

I didn't care to wait 12 hours.

She sang 5 or 10 meters from me.

And I was shooting

After that I ran to CIPA Press,

and in one minute I got what
I'd earned in one year at police,

62 thousand French francs.

So you can understand that my life
in my head started to change,

and it was my beginning
as an official photographer.

When did it happen?

A little over a year, in summer.

It started in summer,

and I also talked to a lot of people
who worked in this field.

How they take it, how is work,

and after all Pierre had
a rather convincing personality.

But I only do soft

- She's doing only soft.
- Only soft?

What kind of soft?

There is a difference, some girls
put dildos in their ass,

and say they do soft.

- Just Playboy style.
- Playboy style?

I only did soft pics,
I didn't want this,

I said no one was to touch me
nothing was to get into me,

if I can say so.

But then Pierre convinced me.

To be honest, I don't exactly do
Playboy style pictures.

Then what?

I think you know I do porn.

No, she only came for soft.

Very sad.

Why soft?

Those are my principles.

A woman is not someone normally
thinking straight in my mind,

it is a person with weakness,
not sure of herself.

But I often wish to find the point
where there's a kind of break.

I don't know why but it's like that.

Men are different.
But until you know the point

or get to this point,
which need not be sexual

just in term of the mind,

but you can touch inside her
and make her change.

It is possible,
but it's not manipulation

because they can always
stand up and go.

And you? How did you get here?

I worked at a restaurant,

and I met one of the managers
who asked me if I liked to do photos.

And I said I'd try it, and we had
the first session on Monday,

the conversation took place
40 days ago,

and I plunged into it.

I'm going to meet Pierre
and I'll see.

Is it a problem to do a blowjob?

- To do
- Blowjob.

Yes, I like it
but I must know the people

I must talk to him

It's not at the first date.

You know what I mean?

I know what you mean but
you mean when you come

in a place like now,

it means if you come
to take this job

if you do porn business you'll have
to do blowjobs to people

that you met 10-15 minutes ago.

I know.

Is it something you can carry on
or is it difficult?

It's a little difficult.

OK, we'll see.

Here are some of my hobbies.

I always bring something
from the place I visit.

Why? I come from a poor family,
and my dream was always to travel,

and until almost 18 years old
I didn't go more than 300 km

from my place, can you believe that?

So for many years I was working
at Private,

as a photographer, film director,
it was very cool.

But my boss,
who was so cool in the beginning,

became very aggressive,
changed completely,

and we started big fights.

Some of them are not here
because there's no room.

In the beginning it was important,
it was an example for me

what it means to do this business.

But today I see that these pieces
of metal are just junk.

They give it to you for many pages
of publicity you buy from them,

all is fake.

At that time, in '98, I was
approached by people of Larry Flint,

and in '99 he invited me
to LA to see him.

And he didn't hesitate,
5 million for 5 years...

That story made me know
American porn industry very well,

spend time in LA,
understand American life,

with the good and the bad parts,

to be connected to Hollywood,
to meet very import people,

lots of interesting things.

I had almost the same here,
with smaller body but bigger legs,

very good muster.

But I've always had
the passion for spiders.

This is the animal I like so much.

In the fourth year we had
difficulties with the money,

the business, I was paid too late.

At the end my fifth year
was not paid.

I tried to sue him but of course you
cannot sue an American in America,

it is very difficult. OK, I quit.

I went back to Private
because 3 day after

I finished my Hustler contract,
the boss of Private called me:

"Are you ready to come back
to the house. Your house?"

I said OK, I'll do.

I did Sex City, which was remake
of Sin City, in black and white.

That was the biggest success
in the history of Private.

It was a risk to make it
in black and white. Bingo.

It was fantastic, I was so happy.

I'm back in Private, the rest is

No, the boss and me
began to fight again.

So I banged the door again,

I tried to find some people,
to start my own company.

I went to England to find
some investors,

and I found some people ready
to give me 5 million euros,

7 million officially, and began
my own company with them.

The problem was they were rich,
it was a game for them,

they were not serious.
For them 5 million was nothing,

they expected to have a good time,
enjoy the girls,

and I tried to explain
I was not a proxenet,

my business was very serious,
I was to build a company,

a big entity, to fight Hustler
and Private,

to make a mammoth on the market
and not just to have parties.

It was good,
we had parties at the Cannes festival,

with 50 girls, lot of friends,
the stars, it was very nice.

But that was not on my mind.

I wanted to build something serious.

And of course, after two years
we began to fight,

and I decided to stop also that,

and to begin on the Internet.

And for 3 years now I've been
my own boss in the business.

I finance all myself,
and I work on my own now.

And the only boss I have is me.

There's no big trick here.
Pierre just tells them a real story,

shows a real image of the future
with these elements:

if she wants to be a porn star
he can make it happen,

he has his name,
connections, everything.

But the question is why she should
accept to be a porn star.

He shows them the possibilities
in this social structure.

She is 18, goes to school
or works this or that.

And at 40 she can be a puppet
of different economic interests.

And what do you have? Where is
freedom, self-realization?

You depend on men, etc.

So she's back?

- One three, four times?
- Three times.

Women can be persuaded to do
anything but men don't know that.

They should know that about women:
they can make them do anything.

I'll put my finger in your mouth.

And I want two and a half times
your tongue around my finger.

Two and a half.

What is it good for?

- It's a test.
- It's stupid.

Now you do two and a half.

It was important: my grandfather
lived in China for 15 years.

He learned a lot because
it was very strange

that 2000 years ago people
concentrated on sexuality.

They were not talking about sex,
but completely focused on sex.

In books, daily life, sex was
one of the major things.

Today everyone speaks about sex
but nobody knows what it is.

Thank you very much.

This finger was in the ass
of another girl 5 minutes ago.

There was a little caca
under my nail.

Wait.

Keep cool.

It is washed. He was just joking.

It can happen like that.

I think our father taught us a lot
when we were children.

E.g. our father built a house.

And he said: "When I began it
everybody said I was crazy

and I wouldn't be able to finish it.
Now it's finished."

He said "If you want to do
something in life, you do it.

Even if people say don't do it,
just do it."

Pierre understood that perfectly.

Do what you want and
he worked like a machine.

In order to succeed,
do what you want to do.

This is like when you play sport.

When anyone is fighting someone

he tries to find out if its
on the left or on the right,

what is the weakness,
and then push and push on that one.

What kind of boy do you like?
Sweet or bad boys?

Bad boys.

Like to be slapped?

- What you mean slapped?
- If somebody spanks you?

- Little aggressive type?
- Yes.

Why don't you wish to do porn?

She thinks it's not her world,
she prefers only photos.

It's nobody's world until
you're on the inside.

Are you in love with me?

Does she want some help
about her virginity?

Would she like me to take it?

I had to learn when I was
very young how to touch the body.

How to touch the nerves.

Because that's the point in orgasm.

That is first of all.

It's difficult to convince her
to let me touch her, first step,

but when I do that, bingo.

It's a strong shock
it gives to the body,

to her mind because she is
surprised, she might cry.

Nervous, they love someone,
and don't love me,

even hate me, and I can
give them something stronger

than the person they love.

Do you know that anal, you reject,
is the best in sex?

I think anal...

Anal sex is bullshit.

That hole is not for that.

I get successful in this industry
because all of them did anal sex.

No one of my competitors get it,

because the girls sometimes do it
with me, with the actor, for my work,

but they refuse
to do it with other people.

Jealousy for me
is something terrible

because I tried to kill myself twice
when I was 16 and 17

because I was in love with a girl,
who was finally my first wife.

I don't remember many things about
my childhood but this moment I do.

Because he came to see me
early in the morning,

it was a hard moment.

And I didn't know what to do
as he told me not to tell anybody.

When I was 16 I made this mistake.

I climbed on top of this tree
for a girl, can you imagine?

The knife I showed you
I wanted to die.

And, I don't know what's the name
of this in English, caught...

I suppose because my head banged
and I don't remember exactly.

It was broken,
because one of them caught this,

and stopped me from falling
to the ground.

My father found me in the wood,
took me to hospital.

The second time I opened
I have this mark here,

and the plop-plop of my blood
woke up my father.

I didn't want to dirty the room,
I took a big salad dish,

I calculated it held 5 liters,

and I cut it, I put it on
the armchair, and plop-plop.

My father thought it was
a water problem in the house,

and he woke up, saw it was coming
from my room, and broke the door.

My father put me in the room
and told me not to move.

But I heard them talking
for a lot of time,

my mother crying, things like that.

That time he spanked me,
I was 17 but he spanked me.

First he closed it, and when
I woke up he slapped my face,

and said: "Listen son, the world
is full of girls. Full of girls.

"One million times more interesting
and beautiful

"than the one you have this moment.

"You want this one, take this one,
but trust me

"you are the stupidest guy
if you want to die for one girl.

"Never do it again."

And from that day on
I've never been jealous.

So in fact it's here,
when Sophie came to meet me in Paris,

I brought her from the airport,

and we stopped and it was beautiful,
it was during the day,

a good view and I took a photo
with her at the back of the car.

It was the first kiss...

At the Eiffel Tower.

It was the Eiffel Tower for sure.
In life...

One photo series of mine got
into Pierre's hands somehow,

he liked my photos very much
and told his assistant to reach me

and invite me to a casting.

I knew about him, what he was doing,
and was not interested in porn.

For me Pierre was something
like a monster.

Jealousy is a great weakness
because today with Sophie we are one.

We are not two, we are one.

We are one because she understands
that my life is a job,

in my heart it's only her,
nobody else.

But also if some day
she wants to go with a boy,

I will not tell her anything.

Because I feel...

I don't tell you something normal,
it may be too much to say,

but something I should accept
without any discussion.

Because if you have sex
with so many girls,

you cannot tell
your girlfriend not to.

I divorced because Pierre spent
a lot of time away,

he was already into photography,

and since very young age
he's been attracted to women,

very young age.

And it went on
in spite of our marriage.

I think I was as great
a dope as can be,

dope as they say.

I was faithful to him but he wasn't,
he very often cheated me.

My parents knew that I was a model,
had photo sessions,

and that he was also in the business,
and we told them what he was doing

and they were not interested
in the details.

Rather the male members
of the family.

There was no revelation,
no big moment,

as I can't remember
when he told me,

I have a feeling I grew up
knowing it.

So maybe that's why
I'm fine with his job.

Because I always knew and
there was no big shock:

"My God, he is doing this job."

I knew what he was doing

so I was able to choose
if I accept him with his job.

And look for a boy
who has an average job.

But that was no problem for me.

Love is also a question of time.

For me love is going up.

For most of the other people
love is going down.

This is very strange, because

at the beginning of a relationship
I don't care so much.

Because she is one
among the other ones.

As mostly I get her because of my work,
so I cannot trust her.

And as time goes on,
my trust is going up.

And of course,
every year I pass with Sophie,

love is stronger for me,
and I suppose for her too,

because every year is a proof
that we are meant for each other.

Yes, he's our protector like
every father is like this.

And it's a good thing I think

because a father
who doesn't care about his child...

It's better to have protection
than total indifference.

Mum is the same. So it's not
the job that makes father like that.

Notre Dame is one of
my favorite churches,

the other is St. Stephen's Basilica
in Budapest.

We'd like to have our wedding
in one of them.

Each one has to be the dog
of the other one.

It's some hope.

A good dog is a dog
without a collar,

and you don't need the collar.
You know what I mean?

If you need to put a collar
on your dog,

it's not a good one.

So I don't need a collar to stay,

she doesn't need a collar
to stay with me.

We are like that.

And of course she's beautiful,
and has lots of possibilities,

and even if I am not beautiful,
I have lots of possibilities,

and I don't do the mistake
to trust someone

until she is perfect for me.

If she has ten orgasms
in ten minutes?

She'll do it?

- What? Porn?
- Make a film.

No.

I said no to this job as
this cannot be part of my life,

doing porn. It is better
to live in poverty

than showing the whole world
how I am being fucked.

I value my family more.

How do you see your future,
what do you want?

I said I'd like to be popular
I'd like to be a porn star.

You have to be yourself.

It means if you have to scream
you scream don't be shy.

But the same way if you have
a problem don't be shy to say stop.

For any reason

if you cannot take more or any kind of
problem, you say stop.

If I listen to her
I should be quick,

but I want to make
everything stable, stop this job,

and for sure I will make...

In a few years it will pass.

I will not do it forever.
I am too old.

So I hope before 50
we'll have time to stop it.

It'll be the best.

THE END