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- (CAR DRIVES BY)
- (CRASH)
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(VEHICLE APPROACHES)
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(WHOOSH)
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(SEAGULL SQUAWKS)
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- SAMIRA: How d'you know all of this?
- HOLLY: I asked Gary.
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SAMIRA: Gary? So none of this
has come from Robert then?
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KELLY:
You've never even talked to him, have you?
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HOLLY: Um...
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No...
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but, like, Gary said he's like
proper fucked up his arm.
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- Like ripped the skin right off.
- Holly, I don't wanna know.
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I'd love it if my boyfriend tried
to kill himself 'cause I died.
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But he didn't kill himself, did he?
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He's back here, stacking shelves
on minimum wage.
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All right, but...
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imagine being fucked
by someone that intense.
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Has anyone ever told you
you're a really weird little girl?
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KELLY: Anyway don't kid yourself.
You don't wanna fuck him.
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You wanna be the one that IDs the body
when he finally gets it right.
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Nah. She wants to save him.
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Don't ya?
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You won't be able to fix him, Holly.
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If she ever speaks to him, that is.
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DAVID: You've been like my angel.
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Like everything with Mum and Dad
and crap and all that shit with Steve.
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I don't know. I just don't think that...
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Look, it's not been working
for a while, has it?
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I'm sorry about the bear.
I just wanted to, you know.
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- Can we be friends?
- Oh...
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Yeah. No, that would be cool.
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Of course we can be friends.
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So you're not...
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You're okay?
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Yeah.
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I just think I'm a bit...
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a bit dark for you.
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Dark?
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I mean... I mean...
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You're a bit vanilla.
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- What?
- I mean, you're just so nice.
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Not that that's... I mean, it's great.
You're a lovely person and...
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Fuck off, David.
You know nothing about me.
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Whoa! Whoa! Easy!
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You okay?
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Samira, get a mop, clean this up, yeah?
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Let me have a look.
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I'm a paramedic.
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I'm a paramedic...
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trainee.
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I'm a student when I'm not here
at the supermarket.
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Can I?
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I heard you came off your bike.
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I'm gonna sell it.
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I thought it'd be better in the open air.
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At least you're not in a box.
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You know, you should have kept
this moist. It might scar now.
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I know. They told me.
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What you listening to?
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What are you listening to?
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♪ My friend is dead, he lay in a bed ♪
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♪ His sister put flowers beside his head ♪
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♪ His mother, she cried
and cried and cried ♪
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♪ And the doctor came
and waved a magic wand ♪
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♪ And he was alive again ♪
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♪ He was alive again ♪
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♪ He was alive again ♪
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♪ My friend had life again ♪♪
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What do you think?
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- You don't like it, do you?
- Yeah, I do.
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No, you don't.
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Orange?
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That's a pomegranate.
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Whatever. It's free.
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What made you talk to me?
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No one else in that place does.
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They stare at me and treat me
like I'm gonna kill myself.
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Well, you do a pretty good impression.
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(DIESEL HORN HONKS)
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Come on!
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It's the short cut!
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Cinema's over there!
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You're too good for me,
and I don't want to hurt you.
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HOLLY: You're not going to.
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Now, the eagle-eyed amongst you will notice
I'm wearing a funny costume today.
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But the thing is that's
out of respect for the uniform.
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You don't go shopping in it.
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You don't go down to the pub in it,
even though you think you might pull in it.
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It's not just a uniform for me.
It tells the whole world who I am.
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Even though we're all here,
none of us are wearing green.
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But don't forget.
You are different from the others here.
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You're not a media student,
not a sports science student.
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You're training to be a paramedic.
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And training doesn't begin when you
put on the uniform. It starts up here.
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(ROCK MUSIC)
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BEN: Three Ds. Discipline.
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You're not just wearing
the uniform to look good.
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Determination. To live up
to what the uniform means.
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And finally, most importantly of all...
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distance.
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When you put on that uniform,
it sets you apart from others.
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Doesn't make you superhuman.
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Some people you will not save.
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(ROCK MUSIC)
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Oh, shit! Rob, I'm so sorry.
I'm so, so sorry.
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You're so sweet.
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(GIGGLES)
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(LAUGHING)
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Oh, my God.
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Fuck me.
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(ROCK MUSIC)
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(MOANING CONTINUES)
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Oh, fuck yeah.
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Oh, fuck. Yeah, grab my feet.
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Oh, my God, that's amazing.
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I'm not holding your feet.
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Oh, God, not again.
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What the...
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Where...
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Rob?
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Are you there?
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What's going on?
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Nina?
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Rob.
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It is you.
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HOLLY: Rob.
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What is happening?
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Who's this?
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You're dead.
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You're... you're dead.
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Who the fuck is this girl?
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Rob, who is this?
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Come on, Rob, introduce us.
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Nina...
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this is Holly, who...
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works in the supermarket with me.
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Holly...
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this is Nina...
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- my...
- Girlfriend.
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Dead...
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Girlfriend.
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(LAUGHING) This isn't...
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This isn't happening!
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How could you, Rob?
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Rob, she isn't real.
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She... isn't!
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(LAUGHS)
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NINA: How old is she?
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No, you can't...
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You're dead!
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Sure, but I've kept my standards.
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I mean...
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supermarket?
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ROB: Holly, just go. You...
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This... this is my...
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Uh, you should just go.
You can. You should just leave me.
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HOLLY: This has to be a dream.
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Oh, fuck!
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Can't be real.
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I can't believe this.
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You're my boyfriend's dead ex-girlfriend.
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You think I'm his ex ex? I'm not.
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And don't even think about calling me
his late ex-girlfriend
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because that gives completely
the wrong impression.
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I'm not an ex.
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You're dead!
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That doesn't mean
we're on a break though, does it?
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Get the fuck out of my bedroom.
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NINA: You have to help me, my love.
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ROB: I can't. I can't. Please.
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NINA:
I think I remember six or seven seconds.
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My mouth filled with my own blood.
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- And then no change.
- Rob.
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Just the mortuary slab...
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with you and Dad
bonding over my naked body.
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I don't want this.
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And then the funeral.
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Then you... and her.
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I don't want this.
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Rob, just move.
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Kiss me, Rob.
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Kiss me, beautiful.
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(SOBS)
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Kissing you isn't how it used to be.
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Ow!
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- Holly!
- Ow, fuck!
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Fuck's sake.
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Wait here for a minute.
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Holly!
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Holly, wait.
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Fuck.
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(BEN LECTURING)
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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(PHONE VIBRATING)
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Oh, you'll check your phone
whilst giving mouth-to-mouth, will you?
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Hello? Yeah, uh... Ah, we lost him.
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Shame, I know, but I did get
a text from my boyfriend.
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Oh, sorry, I don't mean boyfriend.
I mean supermarket fuck buddy.
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Keep pumping the chest.
You don't want to lose him.
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- The doll, I mean, not the...
- Fuck off, Josh.
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- (INDISTINCT CHATTER)
- (LOUD MUSIC PLAYING)
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You all right?
Look like you've seen a ghost.
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How are things going
with your sexy suicidal guy?
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Has he mentioned her yet,
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dead girlfriend?
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It came up, yeah.
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(UPBEAT MUSIC)
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♪ What now, now that you gone
and left me ♪
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♪ What now, now that I'm sad and lonely ♪
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♪ No arms to hold me tightly
No touch to touch-a me lightly ♪
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♪ Uh-oh, what shall I do
What now, now, now, now ♪
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♪ What now, what if they ask about you ♪
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♪ What now, where can I go without you ♪
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♪ Too scared to go out walking
I know why he isn't talking ♪
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♪ Uh-oh, what shall I do
What now, now, now, now ♪
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♪ My poor heart has gone to pieces
Since you're not around ♪
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♪ What am I supposed to do ♪
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♪ With all the little things we found ♪
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♪ Uh-oh, what now,
what if I never find you ♪
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♪ I've got something you left behind you ♪
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♪ One heart that's truly broken
All the words that we have spoken ♪
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♪ Uh-oh, what shall I do,
What now, now, now, now ♪
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♪ My poor heart has gone to pieces ♪
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♪ Since you're not around ♪
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♪ What am I supposed to do
with all the little things we found ♪
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♪ Oh, what now, what if I never find you ♪
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♪ I've got something
you left behind you ♪♪
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I don't quite know how to say this, so...
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I'm just going to go ahead and say it.
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Have you met someone?
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Sorry.
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That sounds so...
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I just mean...
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I mean you can.
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I haven't.
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But you can.
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You should know that you can move on...
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if you want to.
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It's okay.
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We all need to move on.
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SALLY:
God, the bulbs are out, did you see?
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First sign of spring.
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ROB: Yeah.
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Spring would be nice.
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DAN: Is Rob here yet?
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SALLY:
Yes, he's in the front room. He's...
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- I think he's come off his bike again.
- DAN: Oh, God, is he still doing that?
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- SALLY: Don't mention it.
- Of course I won't.
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Hey, Rob.
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Good to see you.
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- How's things?
- Yeah. You know.
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Yeah.
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Yep.
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Drink before the performance.
I've certainly earned it.
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- Have you been writing?
- Well, I call it that.
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Did you get to read
that chapter I sent you?
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SALLY:
That's how Martin Amis does it, Rob.
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Gets all his feedback
from reluctant dinner guests.
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Rob's not reluctant, is he?
259
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:04,942
- Why does he come here every week?
- SALLY: Well, not to read your book.
260
00:31:05,042 --> 00:31:07,633
- You don't mind, do you, Rob?
- How's he going to answer that?
261
00:31:07,733 --> 00:31:09,902
He's a free man.
He can say whatever he wants.
262
00:31:10,002 --> 00:31:12,771
When did she do the painting
in the front room?
263
00:31:12,871 --> 00:31:16,275
It was her A-level piece.
264
00:31:16,375 --> 00:31:18,510
Very strong.
265
00:31:18,610 --> 00:31:20,845
- Best one there.
- (PHONE VIBRATING)
266
00:31:22,981 --> 00:31:24,947
Just gonna use the loo.
267
00:31:32,658 --> 00:31:34,729
(SCRAPING PLATE)
268
00:31:37,629 --> 00:31:40,499
SALLY: Have you thought any more about...
269
00:31:40,599 --> 00:31:42,985
starting up your studies again?
270
00:31:44,269 --> 00:31:46,506
I'm not sure.
271
00:31:47,806 --> 00:31:50,509
Feel like my maths brain has dried up.
272
00:31:50,609 --> 00:31:53,479
- Seems a bit pointless.
- And working in a supermarket isn't...
273
00:31:53,579 --> 00:31:57,216
You're sounding like
a nagging grandmother, Sal.
274
00:31:57,716 --> 00:32:01,812
So... how's that motorbike of yours, Rob?
275
00:32:02,854 --> 00:32:05,571
Quite a mean machine you've got there.
276
00:32:06,291 --> 00:32:09,495
Yeah. It's fine.
277
00:32:09,895 --> 00:32:13,056
I used to have a Moto Guzzi myself once.
278
00:32:14,333 --> 00:32:16,585
This is ridiculous.
279
00:32:22,174 --> 00:32:24,426
Fine machine.
280
00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:34,019
Come on, while we have a moment.
281
00:32:37,022 --> 00:32:40,041
Shall we adjourn to the parlor?
282
00:32:49,167 --> 00:32:51,052
DAN: Here.
283
00:32:54,940 --> 00:32:57,509
- (MUSIC BLARES)
- Oh, sorry! Um...
284
00:32:57,609 --> 00:32:59,428
(VOLUME DECREASES)
285
00:33:01,613 --> 00:33:04,766
- Cheers.
- Cheers.
286
00:33:11,123 --> 00:33:13,359
Do you mind?
287
00:33:13,759 --> 00:33:16,086
No. Of course.
288
00:33:17,896 --> 00:33:20,581
Oh, you don't have to read it now.
289
00:33:23,268 --> 00:33:25,771
I just really like this bit.
290
00:33:26,071 --> 00:33:28,373
"Silvio Bulge pissed.
291
00:33:28,473 --> 00:33:31,639
Reaching inside himself,
he ejaculated piss
292
00:33:31,739 --> 00:33:33,679
in the urinal before him.
293
00:33:33,779 --> 00:33:35,514
Reaching inside himself,
294
00:33:35,614 --> 00:33:39,752
he pissed in the way only men can,
295
00:33:40,252 --> 00:33:42,004
with his hands."
296
00:33:44,589 --> 00:33:47,620
You know what I mean? That just came out!
297
00:33:48,860 --> 00:33:52,380
"With his hands." You know.
298
00:33:53,665 --> 00:33:57,139
I will. I'll... definitely
read the rest of this.
299
00:33:57,239 --> 00:34:00,038
This is all a new thing for me.
300
00:34:00,138 --> 00:34:04,943
But that... that's why
it's so good, you know?
301
00:34:05,143 --> 00:34:09,715
Scary, but exciting, you know? (CHUCKLES)
302
00:34:09,815 --> 00:34:12,124
It'd be good for you to...
303
00:34:13,324 --> 00:34:17,923
I mean, uh...
Not that it has to be that PhD.
304
00:34:18,423 --> 00:34:20,642
You could do anything, Rob.
305
00:34:21,860 --> 00:34:24,812
Don't let her put you off.
306
00:34:26,465 --> 00:34:28,749
Take care, won't you?
307
00:34:29,368 --> 00:34:32,186
- I'll see you next week.
- Okay.
308
00:36:35,527 --> 00:36:37,578
(KNOCKS)
309
00:36:53,128 --> 00:36:54,609
Is she...
310
00:36:57,315 --> 00:36:59,048
Do you want her to be?
311
00:37:00,319 --> 00:37:02,137
No.
312
00:37:04,589 --> 00:37:08,210
- I thought you'd gone.
- You stopped texting.
313
00:37:09,661 --> 00:37:11,813
There you go.
314
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:17,919
Jesus, you're freezing.
315
00:37:35,487 --> 00:37:37,589
She'll be there.
316
00:37:37,689 --> 00:37:39,941
We can cope.
317
00:37:52,804 --> 00:37:54,522
What?
318
00:38:39,517 --> 00:38:41,797
Are you okay?
319
00:38:55,400 --> 00:38:57,051
Okay.
320
00:39:08,346 --> 00:39:11,366
Kiss me. Kiss me.
321
00:40:03,735 --> 00:40:06,320
You're so warm.
322
00:40:57,255 --> 00:40:59,539
Thank you, Holly.
323
00:41:21,146 --> 00:41:23,198
(GRUNTING)
324
00:41:27,919 --> 00:41:30,010
(MOANING)
325
00:42:10,095 --> 00:42:12,980
NINA: It's not gonna work.
326
00:42:16,935 --> 00:42:19,270
I have tinnitus.
327
00:42:19,370 --> 00:42:22,441
And these lights zigzagging in my eyes.
328
00:42:23,341 --> 00:42:25,428
(NINA LAUGHING)
329
00:42:26,878 --> 00:42:30,709
I have a shard of glass
in the back of my throat...
330
00:42:30,815 --> 00:42:33,768
and that's about all I can feel.
331
00:42:35,053 --> 00:42:37,288
You might as well stop.
332
00:42:37,988 --> 00:42:41,244
- I wanna make you happy.
- Stop.
333
00:42:57,442 --> 00:42:59,860
He's using you.
334
00:43:05,216 --> 00:43:07,252
God, Rob, she is young.
335
00:43:07,352 --> 00:43:10,253
Naked, you could pass for 16.
336
00:43:10,822 --> 00:43:13,692
- You're not old.
- No.
337
00:43:13,792 --> 00:43:16,111
I'm dead.
338
00:43:16,961 --> 00:43:18,496
If I was just his old girlfriend,
339
00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:22,907
then I could see why you'd get
your frothy little hopes up, but...
340
00:43:23,568 --> 00:43:25,220
come on.
341
00:43:26,028 --> 00:43:31,184
That first morning when I was naked
in the sunshine by the window...
342
00:43:32,944 --> 00:43:38,108
pushing his hands into the sand
as we fucked on the beach in Cornwall.
343
00:43:38,917 --> 00:43:42,387
Or the time I went down on him
on the sofa in my parents' front room,
344
00:43:42,487 --> 00:43:45,340
just before he met them
for the first time.
345
00:43:48,026 --> 00:43:49,825
(SOBS)
346
00:43:55,466 --> 00:43:57,769
These things will stay in his head
347
00:43:57,869 --> 00:44:01,113
precisely because I am dead.
348
00:44:02,290 --> 00:44:04,466
You're an oil painting that's still wet.
349
00:44:04,876 --> 00:44:09,893
Any good memories you slather out will
just get mushed in by what happens next.
350
00:44:12,350 --> 00:44:14,813
I have no next.
351
00:44:18,923 --> 00:44:20,708
Nina.
352
00:44:22,994 --> 00:44:24,796
Holly is my girlfriend now.
353
00:44:26,296 --> 00:44:30,171
I don't know how we're gonna deal with
this... situation, but that's just how it is.
354
00:44:30,401 --> 00:44:33,371
No, it isn't. We never broke up.
355
00:44:33,471 --> 00:44:35,940
- You died. I couldn't.
- Did you want to?
356
00:44:36,040 --> 00:44:38,626
- No.
- Well, then.
357
00:44:41,412 --> 00:44:43,414
- I'm breaking up with you now.
- You can't.
358
00:44:43,514 --> 00:44:46,450
- What do you mean? Why not?
- Because I'm dead.
359
00:44:46,550 --> 00:44:50,288
- Didn't change you very much, did it?
- Well, that's sort of the point.
360
00:44:50,388 --> 00:44:52,423
Why do you always have
to be like this when we row?
361
00:44:52,523 --> 00:44:55,694
I'm not being like anything. I'm dead.
362
00:44:55,794 --> 00:44:58,730
I'm very literally not being
like anything at all.
363
00:44:59,430 --> 00:45:02,400
Holly is my girlfriend, and you are dead,
364
00:45:02,500 --> 00:45:05,420
and that means
that we can't be together anymore.
365
00:45:05,520 --> 00:45:08,823
You can't expect me to be
on my own for the rest of my life.
366
00:45:09,373 --> 00:45:11,391
You're not.
367
00:45:17,315 --> 00:45:20,067
This doesn't mean I'm gonna forget you.
368
00:45:24,522 --> 00:45:29,043
What the fuck do you think
you mean by that?
369
00:45:31,379 --> 00:45:33,397
You're impossible.
370
00:45:39,838 --> 00:45:42,206
ROB: I never know what you want.
371
00:45:42,306 --> 00:45:46,194
NINA: I don't want anything.
372
00:47:43,528 --> 00:47:44,991
(ROCK MUSIC)
373
00:47:47,265 --> 00:47:49,281
(MUSIC CONTINUES)
374
00:48:08,920 --> 00:48:12,991
HOLLY:
I think that I should give her a memorial.
375
00:48:13,091 --> 00:48:17,797
I know there's a grave
but she's not there, is she?
376
00:48:18,963 --> 00:48:22,066
Besides, I want to show her how I feel.
377
00:48:29,207 --> 00:48:31,876
ROB:
You know, you were right about her grave.
378
00:48:31,976 --> 00:48:35,981
She's not there.
She's not anyplace, is she?
379
00:48:36,981 --> 00:48:40,685
I used to take flowers to the road
where she died, but...
380
00:48:41,185 --> 00:48:43,554
it's just a field with a broken fence.
381
00:48:43,654 --> 00:48:45,836
You know, what matters...
382
00:48:45,936 --> 00:48:48,799
all that matters is us.
383
00:48:48,899 --> 00:48:51,262
You, me...
384
00:48:51,662 --> 00:48:54,198
Sally and Dan,
385
00:48:54,298 --> 00:48:56,534
what we carry with us.
386
00:48:56,634 --> 00:49:00,238
Like when I came off my bike
the first time, I...
387
00:49:01,138 --> 00:49:03,474
I wanted a lorry to come.
388
00:49:03,574 --> 00:49:07,679
I wanted to be crushed. Lose my legs or...
389
00:49:08,579 --> 00:49:12,337
I wanted scars, so she'd always be there.
390
00:49:15,319 --> 00:49:20,107
But you're right. This is better.
391
00:49:21,626 --> 00:49:25,774
She drew it on my T-shirt one night
when we were out to wind me up.
392
00:49:25,874 --> 00:49:29,965
She'd... she'd decided I'd die first.
393
00:49:30,868 --> 00:49:34,605
Put a picture of me being eaten by sharks.
Put my name and a date.
394
00:49:35,205 --> 00:49:38,610
So I said, "What about you?"
She said she'd never die...
395
00:49:38,710 --> 00:49:40,650
and wrote it underneath.
396
00:49:40,750 --> 00:49:44,382
So was it after her crash
that you had it done?
397
00:49:44,782 --> 00:49:46,951
Nope. That night.
398
00:49:47,051 --> 00:49:50,688
Neither of us felt permanent marker
was permanent enough.
399
00:49:50,988 --> 00:49:54,258
Her art was all about leaving a mark,
400
00:49:54,358 --> 00:49:56,676
like a needle in a record.
401
00:50:02,967 --> 00:50:05,288
She loved letterpress.
402
00:50:05,936 --> 00:50:08,255
Old printing.
403
00:50:13,344 --> 00:50:16,564
Seeing the indentation.
404
00:50:18,416 --> 00:50:20,735
The impression stuff made always...
405
00:50:24,889 --> 00:50:27,340
Are you sure you wanna hear all this shit?
406
00:50:27,725 --> 00:50:30,911
Yeah, of course.
407
00:50:34,065 --> 00:50:36,145
(ROCK MUSIC)
408
00:50:39,403 --> 00:50:41,406
(MOANING)
409
00:51:02,091 --> 00:51:04,577
Don't know why you bought white.
410
00:51:14,004 --> 00:51:19,310
What the hell, Rob?
You're branding them now?
411
00:51:19,410 --> 00:51:21,372
It was her idea.
412
00:51:22,312 --> 00:51:24,849
I know what this is about.
413
00:51:25,349 --> 00:51:27,819
You're scared you'll be forgotten.
414
00:51:28,519 --> 00:51:32,772
You don't want me
to take your place. I won't.
415
00:51:33,891 --> 00:51:36,110
I never will.
416
00:51:41,498 --> 00:51:44,672
You can go now. I'm honoring you.
417
00:51:45,402 --> 00:51:47,206
Jesus wept.
418
00:51:48,406 --> 00:51:53,911
You're a very silly little girl,
aren't you, Holly?
419
00:51:54,011 --> 00:51:56,447
This has nothing to do with me.
420
00:51:57,247 --> 00:51:59,266
It's him.
421
00:52:03,321 --> 00:52:05,373
Oblivion would beat this.
422
00:52:05,723 --> 00:52:08,859
Would beat lying next
to the heat of your heart
423
00:52:08,959 --> 00:52:13,031
beating in your little living chest.
424
00:52:13,831 --> 00:52:19,103
The smell of your sweet stink
rising between your legs
425
00:52:19,203 --> 00:52:23,258
as my boy puts his hand inside your pussy.
426
00:52:24,308 --> 00:52:28,069
Nina, don't do this. I'm just...
427
00:52:28,169 --> 00:52:31,449
- I'm trying to help. I'm sorry.
- No, you're not.
428
00:52:32,249 --> 00:52:35,870
You didn't even notice
I didn't do anything this time.
429
00:52:35,970 --> 00:52:40,875
You just rode him
like a little toy rocking horse.
430
00:52:41,325 --> 00:52:43,761
No. Last time you said...
431
00:52:43,861 --> 00:52:46,431
I'm not doing this to get off.
432
00:52:46,631 --> 00:52:49,021
I don't want this.
433
00:52:50,468 --> 00:52:53,954
I don't... want.
434
00:53:00,544 --> 00:53:02,396
Fine.
435
00:53:04,782 --> 00:53:08,319
Far as I'm concerned, the least you
could have done was leave me a book.
436
00:53:08,419 --> 00:53:10,488
Right now that'll be my pleasure.
437
00:53:10,588 --> 00:53:14,124
You know, I'll fuck him
all day and all night
438
00:53:14,224 --> 00:53:16,527
and leave a fucking library for you.
439
00:53:16,627 --> 00:53:19,680
You won't drive me away.
440
00:53:22,132 --> 00:53:26,186
Trust me. I don't intend to drive again.
441
00:53:27,772 --> 00:53:30,324
I've had a bad experience.
442
00:53:31,876 --> 00:53:35,029
Rob, are you...
are you going to say anything?
443
00:53:37,181 --> 00:53:39,633
What can I say?
444
00:53:42,653 --> 00:53:44,944
- I love you.
- (NINA GIGGLES)
445
00:53:47,124 --> 00:53:49,927
But it's me he can't forget.
446
00:53:50,827 --> 00:53:52,930
I'm honoring you.
447
00:53:53,380 --> 00:53:55,182
You won't be forgotten.
448
00:53:55,282 --> 00:53:58,919
Don't you see? That is the problem.
449
00:53:59,569 --> 00:54:04,779
And you've certainly made that one worse.
450
00:54:12,216 --> 00:54:15,335
- HOLLY: Do you want her to come back?
- ROB: No.
451
00:54:16,820 --> 00:54:19,635
But I don't know how to make her stop.
452
00:54:20,891 --> 00:54:22,921
(SIREN BLARING)
453
00:54:29,700 --> 00:54:33,319
Would you meet Nina's parents,
Sally and Dan?
454
00:54:34,338 --> 00:54:36,941
O... okay, but I...
455
00:54:37,741 --> 00:54:40,411
- How's that gonna...
- I think I need you to.
456
00:54:40,911 --> 00:54:45,850
You know, to... show them I'm moving on.
457
00:54:45,950 --> 00:54:47,996
With you.
458
00:54:48,752 --> 00:54:51,030
Perhaps she'll accept it too.
459
00:55:32,580 --> 00:55:35,015
HOLLY: So what the hell was that, Rob?
460
00:55:35,465 --> 00:55:36,862
SALLY: I'm sorry I forgot to ask.
461
00:55:36,962 --> 00:55:40,571
Is there anything you don't eat, Holly?
We're having a roast.
462
00:55:41,171 --> 00:55:42,983
Um...
463
00:55:43,083 --> 00:55:45,534
I'm a vegetarian.
464
00:55:46,577 --> 00:55:47,968
Oh. Um...
465
00:55:48,068 --> 00:55:52,056
well, there's potatoes and peas.
466
00:55:54,685 --> 00:55:59,539
It's no bother.
I'll, um... I can do omelet.
467
00:55:59,857 --> 00:56:01,976
I didn't think it would go like that.
468
00:56:08,498 --> 00:56:11,969
- Dan's writing a novel.
- Oh, cool. Is that what you do?
469
00:56:12,069 --> 00:56:13,654
- Uh...
- (LOUD STIRRING)
470
00:56:15,706 --> 00:56:18,142
No. It's a...
471
00:56:18,742 --> 00:56:19,875
It's a new thing.
472
00:56:19,975 --> 00:56:24,615
Our friend the maths PhD over there
helped me set up my writing den.
473
00:56:24,715 --> 00:56:26,684
SALLY: And every Sunday poor old Rob
474
00:56:26,784 --> 00:56:29,653
has to come over and give his opinion
on the latest chapters.
475
00:56:29,753 --> 00:56:31,590
Every Sunday?
476
00:56:35,025 --> 00:56:37,860
Why don't I know about your PhD, Rob?
477
00:56:37,960 --> 00:56:40,998
- Why don't I know anything about you?
- What?
478
00:56:41,098 --> 00:56:44,183
Should I be writing equations
on the fucking windows?
479
00:56:50,407 --> 00:56:52,825
HOLLY: Are you all right?
480
00:56:58,649 --> 00:57:00,685
I'm sorry.
481
00:57:01,885 --> 00:57:04,137
It's just...
482
00:57:06,524 --> 00:57:08,108
It's just...
483
00:57:15,365 --> 00:57:17,415
HOLLY: What just happened?
484
00:57:17,515 --> 00:57:20,708
- SALLY: You're sitting in Nina's chair.
- Oh, my God.
485
00:57:22,306 --> 00:57:25,343
What was with the mum, Rob? What was that?
486
00:57:26,043 --> 00:57:29,213
- If I can help in any way...
- No, just leave him to it.
487
00:57:29,313 --> 00:57:31,558
If there's anything I can do...
488
00:57:33,150 --> 00:57:37,160
It's just something we all
have to live with, isn't it?
489
00:57:37,560 --> 00:57:40,621
We just have to keep on living.
490
00:57:41,992 --> 00:57:44,074
Don't we, Rob?
491
00:57:49,767 --> 00:57:52,202
So, Holly, what books do you like?
492
00:57:52,302 --> 00:57:54,296
I don't really... textbooks.
493
00:57:54,396 --> 00:57:59,128
But I mean I don't really
enjoy reading those.
494
00:57:59,442 --> 00:58:03,481
So do you really have to go to university
to be an ambulance driver?
495
00:58:03,981 --> 00:58:05,632
Paramedic.
496
00:58:05,732 --> 00:58:09,480
So first time away from home.
497
00:58:09,583 --> 00:58:12,723
I bet your mother misses you.
What are you, 20?
498
00:58:12,823 --> 00:58:15,542
Uh, no, I'm 19.
499
00:58:19,929 --> 00:58:24,618
I guess Rob is your first
proper boyfriend.
500
00:58:34,978 --> 00:58:37,197
They need me.
501
00:58:38,782 --> 00:58:42,319
Fine. Whatever.
502
00:58:43,520 --> 00:58:45,405
Holly!
503
00:58:47,591 --> 00:58:50,844
Excuse me, I'm just... thank you.
504
00:59:14,384 --> 00:59:16,536
I'm sorry.
505
00:59:17,955 --> 00:59:19,706
Holly!
506
00:59:21,592 --> 00:59:24,177
Come on, look, I'm sorry.
507
00:59:25,228 --> 00:59:27,513
Don't ignore me.
508
00:59:30,500 --> 00:59:33,203
Oh, come on, Holly,
stop being so fucking childish.
509
00:59:33,303 --> 00:59:35,906
What's there to talk about?
You wanna fuck your ex-girlfriend's mum.
510
00:59:36,006 --> 00:59:40,628
Fuck off, Holly! Just 'cause I hold her
hand doesn't mean I want to actually...
511
00:59:42,145 --> 00:59:43,847
Can we talk about this somewhere else?
512
00:59:43,947 --> 00:59:46,784
- Do you wanna sit here?
- No, you're fine.
513
00:59:47,384 --> 00:59:50,080
It just felt like I mean nothing to you.
514
00:59:54,424 --> 00:59:56,126
I'm sorry.
515
00:59:57,176 --> 00:59:59,617
I'm all she's got left.
516
01:00:00,530 --> 01:00:03,333
And I wanted her to meet you because...
517
01:00:03,433 --> 01:00:05,691
I love you.
518
01:00:06,069 --> 01:00:08,858
- Do you?
- Yes...
519
01:00:08,958 --> 01:00:10,959
- I love you.
- (DING)
520
01:00:12,259 --> 01:00:13,711
Prove it.
521
01:00:23,203 --> 01:00:26,540
God, you are dark.
522
01:00:26,640 --> 01:00:29,542
- Finally, he realizes!
- (ROB LAUGHS)
523
01:00:37,326 --> 01:00:40,037
- Oh, Jesus, it's fucking cold!
- Shh! Someone will hear us.
524
01:00:40,137 --> 01:00:43,124
- I really don't fucking care!
- (ROB LAUGHS)
525
01:00:55,118 --> 01:00:57,703
I'm sorry. Oh, fuck yeah.
526
01:01:03,210 --> 01:01:05,185
Say goodbye to her.
527
01:01:06,163 --> 01:01:08,541
- Don't you think that's a bit rude?
- (GASPS)
528
01:01:10,784 --> 01:01:12,803
Ugh! Fuck!
529
01:01:12,903 --> 01:01:16,306
- What the fuck are you doing here?
- Where else would I be?
530
01:01:16,406 --> 01:01:19,409
I'm not gonna apologize if that's what
you want. We make each other happy!
531
01:01:19,509 --> 01:01:23,814
You don't make happiness. It blooms
on anything you don't scrub too hard.
532
01:01:23,914 --> 01:01:26,165
Nina, stop!
533
01:01:30,987 --> 01:01:33,557
You don't think this is love,
do you, Holly?
534
01:01:33,657 --> 01:01:37,044
I mean, sure, he's made you feel useful.
535
01:01:37,144 --> 01:01:40,230
Every drop of semen
that has trickled down your belly
536
01:01:40,330 --> 01:01:44,935
has been a splash of sunshine
on his grief-stricken brow.
537
01:01:45,035 --> 01:01:49,173
But basically you're Florence Nightingale
job-sharing with Linda Lovelace.
538
01:01:49,273 --> 01:01:52,726
Jesus, Nina! This is fucking ridiculous.
539
01:01:57,414 --> 01:02:00,550
Nina, come on. Is this really
how you want to say goodbye?
540
01:02:00,650 --> 01:02:04,655
No, but neither was going through
the windscreen of a Triumph Spitfire,
541
01:02:04,755 --> 01:02:07,457
but sometimes
you don't get a choice, honey.
542
01:02:07,557 --> 01:02:11,511
Besides... you never can say goodbye.
543
01:02:13,596 --> 01:02:15,098
Ever.
544
01:02:15,198 --> 01:02:16,827
What?
545
01:02:17,767 --> 01:02:20,254
What are you doing here?
546
01:02:20,904 --> 01:02:23,706
Don't even mention the word "closure."
547
01:02:26,109 --> 01:02:28,011
Face it, Holly.
548
01:02:28,111 --> 01:02:32,349
You've been swaddled and carried
your whole life through.
549
01:02:32,949 --> 01:02:35,285
All these fucking lectures?
550
01:02:35,385 --> 01:02:37,387
You know nothing.
551
01:02:37,487 --> 01:02:39,456
You mean nothing.
552
01:02:39,556 --> 01:02:42,859
To him or me.
553
01:02:44,261 --> 01:02:48,514
- You can't even put your own trousers on.
- Would you just stop?
554
01:02:55,672 --> 01:02:57,457
Nina.
555
01:03:01,445 --> 01:03:04,464
This is the end, Nina.
556
01:03:08,652 --> 01:03:11,538
I'm saying goodbye to you now.
557
01:03:15,158 --> 01:03:17,661
I'm never gonna see you again.
558
01:03:18,261 --> 01:03:20,647
Poor Rob.
559
01:03:25,235 --> 01:03:28,179
I'm clearing everything out of the flat.
560
01:03:30,374 --> 01:03:33,644
There's not going to be
a single trace of you left.
561
01:03:40,277 --> 01:03:42,807
I think he's going to ask you
to move in with him.
562
01:03:44,321 --> 01:03:47,357
Do you think you can manage that, Holly?
563
01:03:47,957 --> 01:03:50,528
Living in my house?
564
01:03:51,128 --> 01:03:56,093
Do you really think you can eradicate
every last trace of me?
565
01:03:57,868 --> 01:03:59,686
Yes.
566
01:04:02,939 --> 01:04:05,441
I love you, Holly.
567
01:04:08,345 --> 01:04:10,263
Yes.
568
01:04:31,535 --> 01:04:33,553
(DOOR KNOB TURNING)
569
01:04:35,205 --> 01:04:37,156
After you.
570
01:04:58,545 --> 01:05:02,252
You know you won't be able to see
her parents anymore, right?
571
01:05:03,500 --> 01:05:06,604
I mean, if this is gonna work.
572
01:05:07,804 --> 01:05:10,693
Yeah, no, yeah.
573
01:05:11,408 --> 01:05:13,492
I figured.
574
01:05:23,587 --> 01:05:25,640
(ROCK MUSIC)
575
01:05:40,437 --> 01:05:43,289
♪ Can you hear me ♪
576
01:05:43,773 --> 01:05:45,509
♪ It's like I'm coming undone ♪♪
577
01:05:45,609 --> 01:05:47,861
ROB: Would a car be useful?
578
01:05:48,912 --> 01:05:50,981
HOLLY: What d'you mean?
579
01:05:51,081 --> 01:05:52,716
For you.
580
01:05:52,816 --> 01:05:58,005
Now that you're here,
rather than on campus.
581
01:05:58,105 --> 01:06:00,381
Yeah, all right. (GIGGLES)
582
01:06:02,592 --> 01:06:04,811
What if I sold the bike?
583
01:06:09,132 --> 01:06:12,602
- Rob, you can't do that.
- What?
584
01:06:12,702 --> 01:06:15,955
I don't ride it. It's a waste.
585
01:06:17,808 --> 01:06:20,894
I think walking
is all I'm about ready for.
586
01:06:33,657 --> 01:06:37,561
♪ Yeah, oh, it's not just in your head ♪
587
01:06:37,661 --> 01:06:40,764
♪ My whole body is your home ♪
588
01:06:40,964 --> 01:06:46,369
♪ I will keep you as the world
goes on and on around us ♪
589
01:06:46,469 --> 01:06:50,524
♪ Yeah, oh, it's not just in your head ♪
590
01:06:50,624 --> 01:06:53,760
♪ My whole body is your home ♪
591
01:06:53,860 --> 01:06:59,899
♪ I will keep you as the world
goes on and on around us ♪♪
592
01:08:51,928 --> 01:08:54,581
Yup. That's where mine used to go.
593
01:09:01,070 --> 01:09:04,341
Can't believe you threw all my shit away.
594
01:09:04,441 --> 01:09:07,577
The least you could've done
was gone to Oxfam.
595
01:09:07,677 --> 01:09:10,530
Yup. There too.
596
01:09:38,575 --> 01:09:42,395
Well, this is weird.
Why do you think I'm still here?
597
01:09:43,947 --> 01:09:45,849
Okay, ignore it.
598
01:09:46,249 --> 01:09:49,959
Good idea, sugar lump.
You can finish reading it for me.
599
01:09:50,519 --> 01:09:53,139
Fuck you, Nina.
600
01:09:59,195 --> 01:10:01,598
You already tried that.
601
01:10:01,698 --> 01:10:04,143
- Rob is never gonna see you again.
- (CHUCKLES)
602
01:10:22,018 --> 01:10:24,137
(TRASH CAN LID SLAMS)
603
01:10:55,985 --> 01:10:58,037
(ALARM CHIMING)
604
01:11:38,428 --> 01:11:40,546
NINA: You missed a bit.
605
01:11:52,675 --> 01:11:55,645
ROB: Hiya! Did you see
the letterpress sold on eBay?
606
01:11:55,745 --> 01:11:59,999
I said we'd deliver it, could be
your first trip in your new car.
607
01:12:08,791 --> 01:12:12,311
Holly, what the fuck?
Why is this all white?
608
01:12:53,670 --> 01:12:54,704
(DOOR CLOSES)
609
01:12:55,004 --> 01:12:57,890
Is that... a new top?
610
01:13:08,685 --> 01:13:12,783
SALLY: If I was her, I'd want you
for myself for the whole weekend!
611
01:13:12,883 --> 01:13:16,982
You know what I mean. You deserve it.
612
01:13:19,862 --> 01:13:21,614
Thanks.
613
01:13:26,169 --> 01:13:28,621
I don't just mean, um...
614
01:13:29,672 --> 01:13:32,925
I couldn't get through without you.
615
01:13:34,176 --> 01:13:36,162
Sorry.
616
01:13:40,482 --> 01:13:42,752
I don't mean to offload on you.
617
01:13:42,852 --> 01:13:45,871
No, it's... it's okay.
618
01:13:49,092 --> 01:13:52,093
I can't even walk out on him, can I?
619
01:14:01,638 --> 01:14:03,673
I mean, I could...
620
01:14:04,123 --> 01:14:06,242
walk out of here.
621
01:14:08,377 --> 01:14:11,206
But it's all the other stuff, you know.
622
01:14:14,083 --> 01:14:17,922
How can you take 30 years of hang-ups
into a new relationship?
623
01:14:19,222 --> 01:14:21,841
Wouldn't stand a chance, would it?
624
01:14:28,030 --> 01:14:30,400
Oh, you won't leave us, will you?
625
01:14:30,500 --> 01:14:32,058
No.
626
01:14:32,158 --> 01:14:34,443
No, of course not.
627
01:14:36,505 --> 01:14:40,507
This'll be good though, won't it?
Get to see the sea.
628
01:14:41,410 --> 01:14:45,687
Drop this off to them in the morning.
Make a weekend of it.
629
01:14:46,182 --> 01:14:49,635
Go to the beach. We could do anything.
630
01:14:54,707 --> 01:14:56,843
What are you doing?
631
01:14:57,493 --> 01:15:00,780
- I dropped my phone.
- Come on. Let's go.
632
01:15:02,932 --> 01:15:05,902
Getting out of here
will do us both a world of good.
633
01:15:06,702 --> 01:15:08,720
HOLLY: You're driving.
634
01:15:09,505 --> 01:15:12,591
ROB: Yup. Sure.
635
01:16:50,306 --> 01:16:52,591
All right, mate?
636
01:16:57,947 --> 01:17:00,349
After all that, I bet they don't want it.
637
01:17:00,449 --> 01:17:03,019
"It didn't look that heavy on eBay."
638
01:17:03,119 --> 01:17:06,873
Don't mess me about, old man.
I'm a motherfucking Power Seller.
639
01:17:14,463 --> 01:17:17,834
So what d'you want to do now?
Fancy that chip shop we passed?
640
01:17:17,934 --> 01:17:21,104
Ah! Oh! What are you doing?
641
01:17:21,554 --> 01:17:23,222
- Printing.
- (EXCLAIMING)
642
01:17:23,672 --> 01:17:25,338
- Stay still!
- (EXCLAIMING)
643
01:17:25,508 --> 01:17:27,384
Oh, shit.
644
01:17:27,484 --> 01:17:28,934
(LAUGHS)
645
01:17:29,334 --> 01:17:32,515
So... what's happening
about fish and chips then?
646
01:17:32,615 --> 01:17:34,717
(LAUGHS)
647
01:17:34,817 --> 01:17:36,903
- (CHOKES)
- (HOLLY GIGGLES)
648
01:19:00,436 --> 01:19:02,466
- Oh, my God.
- (CHUCKLES)
649
01:19:15,918 --> 01:19:18,487
- Scratch me.
- Hmm?
650
01:19:18,587 --> 01:19:20,572
Scratch me.
651
01:19:21,057 --> 01:19:22,992
Make me bleed.
652
01:19:23,192 --> 01:19:26,111
(STAMMERING) I don't want to.
653
01:19:35,271 --> 01:19:37,089
Wuss.
654
01:19:42,178 --> 01:19:45,348
Whoa, whoa, whoa! Come on.
You'll break your arm.
655
01:19:45,448 --> 01:19:47,766
You are such a pussy.
656
01:19:54,824 --> 01:19:57,226
- Ow!
- Nina! Please! Stop!
657
01:19:57,326 --> 01:20:00,046
Shut up, Rob. This is what she wanted.
658
01:20:02,899 --> 01:20:05,368
This is what darkness is, Holly.
659
01:20:05,468 --> 01:20:07,924
Flesh trapped between metal.
660
01:20:08,134 --> 01:20:10,272
Metal on bone.
661
01:20:10,372 --> 01:20:13,109
Almost makes me nostalgic.
662
01:20:13,559 --> 01:20:15,655
Oh, I can almost taste the petrol.
663
01:20:17,246 --> 01:20:21,350
- Please, I don't want this.
- Tough... shit.
664
01:20:22,117 --> 01:20:25,136
You won. You fixed him.
665
01:20:25,788 --> 01:20:28,858
Shame you don't want him anymore.
666
01:20:28,958 --> 01:20:31,179
What do you want, Nina?
667
01:20:31,660 --> 01:20:33,362
Nothing.
668
01:20:33,462 --> 01:20:37,180
Honey, you know it's not me
bringing me back.
669
01:20:38,833 --> 01:20:43,358
Even if he's not here,
you've let me under your skin.
670
01:20:44,874 --> 01:20:47,459
This is what you've won.
671
01:20:49,745 --> 01:20:52,298
I'll always be here.
672
01:20:52,398 --> 01:20:56,452
It's not true. It's my fault.
It's all my fault.
673
01:20:56,552 --> 01:20:58,604
Get off!
674
01:20:59,989 --> 01:21:01,732
You should thank me, really.
675
01:21:01,832 --> 01:21:04,943
Now is definitely
the right time to end it.
676
01:21:05,895 --> 01:21:09,398
You're not ready for someone
who doesn't need fixing, Holly.
677
01:21:09,498 --> 01:21:13,235
A quiet job, pint on the weekends,
678
01:21:13,335 --> 01:21:17,497
it's rushing towards you,
coming to crush you.
679
01:21:19,308 --> 01:21:21,510
Oh, fuck! Are you okay?
680
01:21:21,610 --> 01:21:24,864
I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry.
681
01:21:24,964 --> 01:21:26,022
(WHIMPERING)
682
01:21:26,122 --> 01:21:28,901
NINA:
It's got nothing to do with you, Rob.
683
01:21:33,789 --> 01:21:35,709
I can't.
684
01:21:36,059 --> 01:21:38,717
I can't do this anymore.
685
01:21:39,595 --> 01:21:42,880
I can't look at you without seeing her.
686
01:21:50,573 --> 01:21:53,383
It's never going to work out, is it?
687
01:21:53,876 --> 01:21:55,895
(KNOCKING)
688
01:21:59,815 --> 01:22:04,020
If you don't mind me saying...
689
01:22:04,120 --> 01:22:08,617
that's a very living way
of looking at the situation.
690
01:22:09,358 --> 01:22:14,164
I mean, from my perspective,
it already hasn't...
691
01:22:15,164 --> 01:22:17,382
worked out.
692
01:22:18,701 --> 01:22:20,686
Right?
693
01:23:12,971 --> 01:23:16,525
♪ My friend is dead, he lay in a bed ♪
694
01:23:16,625 --> 01:23:21,096
♪ His sister put flowers
beside his head ♪♪
695
01:23:26,335 --> 01:23:28,399
(POLICE RADIO CHATTER)
696
01:23:57,099 --> 01:23:59,017
WOMAN: What's happening?
697
01:23:59,435 --> 01:24:01,186
Hello?
698
01:24:01,904 --> 01:24:02,905
(GROANS)
699
01:24:03,005 --> 01:24:04,623
Please?
700
01:24:05,407 --> 01:24:07,625
Uh...
701
01:24:44,346 --> 01:24:45,948
Am I hurt?
702
01:24:46,748 --> 01:24:50,086
Yes, but you're gonna be all right.
703
01:24:50,186 --> 01:24:52,821
I need you to just keep talking to me.
704
01:24:52,921 --> 01:24:55,057
Just keep talking to me, okay?
Now, what's your name?
705
01:24:55,157 --> 01:24:58,894
- Cassie.
- Okay, Cassie, my name's Holly.
706
01:24:58,994 --> 01:25:01,114
You're gonna be okay.
707
01:25:01,214 --> 01:25:03,932
You're gonna be okay.
Everything's going to be all right.
708
01:25:04,032 --> 01:25:06,935
Just hold my hand, squeeze my hand.
709
01:25:07,035 --> 01:25:08,604
You're gonna be all right.
710
01:25:08,904 --> 01:25:11,307
It's gonna be all right.
711
01:25:11,707 --> 01:25:14,525
Everything is gonna be all right.
712
01:25:15,677 --> 01:25:17,680
Everything's gonna be all right.
713
01:25:17,780 --> 01:25:19,632
This is amazing!
714
01:25:19,732 --> 01:25:21,742
(SOPRANO)
715
01:26:10,899 --> 01:26:15,380
JOSH: I mean, not... I mean everyone.
But we saved someone's life tonight!
716
01:26:17,306 --> 01:26:20,976
Look, take this. You're gonna freeze.
717
01:26:21,076 --> 01:26:23,645
I mean, did you see her fucking leg?
718
01:26:23,745 --> 01:26:25,714
I don't know how you kept
your shit together.
719
01:26:25,814 --> 01:26:29,551
Don't know how I kept my shit together!
But I mean that's just it, isn't it?
720
01:26:29,651 --> 01:26:32,588
After that, I'm a fundamentally
changed person, you know?
721
01:26:32,688 --> 01:26:36,987
- From now on, everything is different!
- (SIREN BLARING)
722
01:26:37,560 --> 01:26:38,655
(SIGHS)
723
01:26:38,755 --> 01:26:40,603
Fuck me!
724
01:26:40,703 --> 01:26:45,473
Helping people is like...
the baddest drug on Earth, you know?
725
01:26:45,968 --> 01:26:47,986
Whew!
726
01:27:45,260 --> 01:27:47,362
Who's Nina?
727
01:27:47,462 --> 01:27:50,581
Is she an ex? Holly, are you bi?
728
01:27:51,467 --> 01:27:53,669
It wasn't...
729
01:27:53,769 --> 01:27:56,122
It wasn't anything.
730
01:27:58,240 --> 01:28:00,025
Okay.
731
01:28:01,143 --> 01:28:05,280
It's not a problem.
I mean, I'm cool with it. I mean...
732
01:28:05,380 --> 01:28:07,866
I mean, I'm gonna stop talking.
733
01:28:15,223 --> 01:28:16,525
- Not on the bed.
- Huh?
734
01:28:16,625 --> 01:28:18,026
- Not on the bed!
- Are you okay?
735
01:28:18,126 --> 01:28:20,345
- Just don't let me think.
- Okay.
736
01:28:25,200 --> 01:28:29,554
So then, Rob, old son,
what's the celebration?
737
01:28:30,939 --> 01:28:33,942
I got a job as a data analyst.
738
01:28:34,042 --> 01:28:37,946
Brilliant! Oh, well done, mate!
That's brilliant news!
739
01:28:38,046 --> 01:28:41,016
- Yeah, well done.
- Thanks.
740
01:28:41,116 --> 01:28:43,151
Yeah, and, well...
741
01:28:43,451 --> 01:28:45,337
thanks.
742
01:28:47,055 --> 01:28:49,541
You know, that's why...
743
01:28:50,525 --> 01:28:54,091
Just... to say thanks.
744
01:29:00,335 --> 01:29:02,353
I see.
745
01:29:03,639 --> 01:29:06,164
I just mean that...
746
01:29:06,264 --> 01:29:08,010
this isn't...
747
01:29:08,110 --> 01:29:11,447
This isn't actually helping
any of us. I mean...
748
01:29:12,947 --> 01:29:15,367
I mean me being...
749
01:29:15,467 --> 01:29:20,527
the one person you can both
bear to be with isn't exactly...
750
01:29:20,627 --> 01:29:26,169
- No. That's not fair.
- ...isn't actually helping anyone, is it?
751
01:29:28,864 --> 01:29:30,866
Well, that's funny.
752
01:29:30,966 --> 01:29:33,335
Because I'd say we've been
helping you massively.
753
01:29:33,435 --> 01:29:34,870
That's not what I'm saying.
754
01:29:34,970 --> 01:29:38,192
You think you've been doing
all of it on your own?
755
01:29:41,543 --> 01:29:44,980
You think it's been easy for us,
seeing you?
756
01:29:45,080 --> 01:29:46,682
Supporting you all through it?
757
01:29:46,782 --> 01:29:50,152
Helping you get back on your feet,
find a new job,
758
01:29:50,252 --> 01:29:52,955
shaking you out of the lows,
759
01:29:53,055 --> 01:29:55,157
all the while...
760
01:29:55,257 --> 01:30:00,596
having you as a constant reminder
that our daughter is dead
761
01:30:00,696 --> 01:30:02,798
and you're not?
762
01:30:02,898 --> 01:30:04,726
And I do mean that!
763
01:30:06,419 --> 01:30:08,182
I'm sorry,
764
01:30:08,282 --> 01:30:11,979
but you can't help but think...
765
01:30:12,540 --> 01:30:14,910
You can't help...
766
01:30:15,610 --> 01:30:18,313
but look at kids,
767
01:30:18,413 --> 01:30:22,251
I mean, people your age, and not think...
768
01:30:23,051 --> 01:30:28,297
why are they still there, and she isn't?
769
01:30:36,464 --> 01:30:40,302
Like that bloody child you paraded at us
770
01:30:40,402 --> 01:30:43,435
like some fucking ghost of our girl.
771
01:30:45,473 --> 01:30:47,719
Well, you can do that, Rob.
772
01:30:47,819 --> 01:30:50,195
You can find someone else. We can't.
773
01:30:52,548 --> 01:30:55,250
So don't sit there...
774
01:30:55,350 --> 01:31:00,155
thinking that we've not been
doing anything for you...
775
01:31:00,455 --> 01:31:02,897
because we bloody have.
776
01:31:05,460 --> 01:31:07,345
I'm sorry.
777
01:31:21,943 --> 01:31:23,995
(PANTING)
778
01:31:28,316 --> 01:31:30,485
Hold on, Josh, one sec.
779
01:31:30,585 --> 01:31:33,111
What, did I do something wrong?
780
01:31:33,989 --> 01:31:36,008
(ROCK MUSIC)
781
01:31:42,364 --> 01:31:44,900
You are so kinky!
782
01:31:45,100 --> 01:31:46,507
Holly...
783
01:31:46,607 --> 01:31:48,825
I think that...
784
01:31:49,237 --> 01:31:51,489
Just fuck me.
785
01:32:00,582 --> 01:32:02,600
(GRUNTS)
786
01:32:11,359 --> 01:32:14,254
Please! No!
787
01:32:15,097 --> 01:32:18,371
Oh, God, Holly, you're amazing!
788
01:32:19,367 --> 01:32:21,319
Please, no.
789
01:32:28,143 --> 01:32:30,358
JOSH: Are you coming? I'm gonna come!
790
01:32:30,458 --> 01:32:32,461
Typical.
791
01:32:32,561 --> 01:32:35,165
JOSH: Jesus Christ!
792
01:32:42,924 --> 01:32:44,626
Ah!
793
01:32:44,726 --> 01:32:46,845
God, I love this song!
794
01:32:47,028 --> 01:32:49,846
I'm gonna love it forever now.
795
01:32:52,768 --> 01:32:56,306
This is not what I want.
796
01:32:57,706 --> 01:33:00,028
Join the club.
797
01:33:45,887 --> 01:33:47,522
(KNOCKING)
798
01:33:47,622 --> 01:33:49,674
Who is it?
799
01:34:01,670 --> 01:34:03,338
Hi.
800
01:34:03,438 --> 01:34:05,256
Hi.
801
01:34:08,276 --> 01:34:10,128
You didn't answer my texts.
802
01:34:14,783 --> 01:34:17,779
Holly, this is stupid. I'm...
803
01:34:18,286 --> 01:34:20,538
I love you.
804
01:34:21,890 --> 01:34:23,959
I'm sorry, Rob.
805
01:34:24,359 --> 01:34:27,700
- You know this won't work out.
- That's a...
806
01:34:27,800 --> 01:34:30,999
- I don't know why you say that.
- Yes, you do.
807
01:34:31,099 --> 01:34:33,168
I had to come here. I had to speak to you.
808
01:34:33,818 --> 01:34:36,421
I know I didn't do everything I should've,
809
01:34:36,521 --> 01:34:39,441
but I'm a different person.
810
01:34:39,541 --> 01:34:42,235
Believe it or not, I'm happy now.
811
01:35:09,637 --> 01:35:12,808
- I'm sorry.
- It wasn't you, Rob.
812
01:35:13,308 --> 01:35:15,793
It was never you.
813
01:35:32,794 --> 01:35:34,726
ROB: Are you gonna be okay?
814
01:35:36,231 --> 01:35:38,016
Yeah.
815
01:36:51,806 --> 01:36:54,609
♪ I'm letting in the sunshine ♪
816
01:36:54,709 --> 01:36:57,679
♪ It's shining everywhere ♪
817
01:36:57,779 --> 01:37:00,749
♪ I'm letting in the sunshine ♪
818
01:37:00,849 --> 01:37:04,169
♪ For both of us to share ♪
819
01:37:04,269 --> 01:37:07,038
♪ I'm opening the window ♪
820
01:37:07,138 --> 01:37:10,108
♪ For summer's in the air ♪
821
01:37:10,208 --> 01:37:13,178
♪ I'm letting in the sunshine ♪
822
01:37:13,278 --> 01:37:16,314
♪ For both of us to share ♪
823
01:37:16,414 --> 01:37:22,554
♪ Can't you see that all the dull days
and gray skies are over ♪
824
01:37:22,654 --> 01:37:28,977
♪ Can't you see that we'll be living
from now on in clover ♪
825
01:37:29,077 --> 01:37:31,813
♪ The lovely little sunbeams ♪
826
01:37:31,913 --> 01:37:34,916
♪ Are dancing everywhere ♪
827
01:37:35,016 --> 01:37:38,036
♪ I'm letting in the sunshine ♪
828
01:37:38,136 --> 01:37:41,222
♪ For both of us to share ♪
829
01:37:41,473 --> 01:37:43,559
(GUITAR)
830
01:37:53,585 --> 01:37:56,554
♪ I'm letting in the sunshine ♪
831
01:37:56,654 --> 01:37:59,591
♪ It's shining everywhere ♪
832
01:37:59,691 --> 01:38:02,660
♪ I'm letting in the sunshine ♪
833
01:38:02,760 --> 01:38:06,031
♪ For both of us to share ♪
834
01:38:06,131 --> 01:38:08,800
♪ I'm opening the window ♪
835
01:38:08,900 --> 01:38:11,870
♪ For summer's in the air ♪
836
01:38:11,970 --> 01:38:15,040
♪ I'm letting in the sunshine ♪
837
01:38:15,140 --> 01:38:18,026
♪ For both of us to share ♪
838
01:38:18,126 --> 01:38:24,332
♪ Can't you see that all the dull days
and gray skies are over ♪
839
01:38:24,432 --> 01:38:30,755
♪ Can't you see that we'll be living
from now on in clover ♪
840
01:38:30,855 --> 01:38:33,541
♪ The lovely little sunbeams ♪
841
01:38:33,641 --> 01:38:36,694
♪ Are dancing everywhere ♪
842
01:38:36,794 --> 01:38:39,714
♪ I'm letting in the sunshine ♪
843
01:38:39,814 --> 01:38:43,000
♪ For both of us to share ♪
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