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MEREDITH: Surgeons have a saying...
"All bleeding must stop."
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It's sort of our version of
"This, too, shall pass."
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Every crisis will
eventually come to an end.
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You'll either save your
patient, or you won't.
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Are they gonna ask me about...
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- BAILEY: Ben.
- (ELEVATOR BELL DINGING)
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Right. You can't tell me.
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How's Omar doing?
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I can't...
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Can't tell me that, either.
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- (SIGHS)
- Just doing my job.
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Thank you... Chief.
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(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
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Ah. It's a good thing I'm
not trying to save lives
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so I can see that the
elevator doors are open.
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- So...
- (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
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...one way or the other,
the bleeding will stop.
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(EXHALES SHARPLY)
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Actually, as far as sayings go,
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this one's really not
all that comforting.
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- (HEART MONITOR BEEPING)
- STEPHANIE: Omar Singh, post-op day one,
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following abdominal and chest surgery
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to repair injuries sustained
during a car accident.
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DeLuca?
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Shortly after surgery, Omar
went into cardiac arrest.
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Dr. Shepherd placed him on
therapeutic hypothermia
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as part of a new resuscitation protocol.
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- Tell me why.
- We hoped that cooling the patient...
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He's regaining consciousness.
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And he's breathing spontaneously,
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so they'll extubate soon.
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Thank God.
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Uh, Grey, you should go.
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- They're waiting for you.
- Okay.
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Oh, I put together an advisory panel...
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Grey, Hunt, Pierce.
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They're going to review
the Warren situation.
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- Bailey, we talked about this.
- (BREATHES DEEPLY)
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As the leader of this surgical staff,
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you need to take charge of it.
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As the leader of this surgical staff,
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I need to know my limitations.
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And I know I cannot be
impartial about my husband
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and the future of his career.
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As a leader, I am taking charge
of my lack of impartiality
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by convening an advisory
panel to review the matter.
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Once they give me their recommendation
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for how to proceed,
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as a leader,
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I will make a final decision on
what happens with my husband.
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As a human being, I'll stand
here and thank the Lord
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that my husband isn't responsible
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for leaving three children
without any parents at all.
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(BREATHES DEEPLY)
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- Warren, have a seat.
- (DOOR CLOSES)
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When Miranda told me that there
was an advisory committee,
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I pictured a bunch of
lawyers and hospital suits.
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Okay. I'm, uh... I'm glad it's you guys.
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(TELEPHONE RINGS)
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Let's do it.
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MAGGIE: Dr. Warren, be apprised
that the purpose of this committee
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is to understand the incident
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and to make recommendations
for disciplinary action,
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should it be called for.
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A lack of full cooperation with
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or withholding of information
from this committee
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will result in your immediate dismissal
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from the residency program.
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Okay.
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You accept these conditions?
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Yes.
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Okay. Let's begin then.
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Wait. So, she's still
accusing me of harassment?
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I mean, I tried to
meet her halfway here.
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I tried to take the high road. This...
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Apparently, the high road is
paved with restraining orders.
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I'm sorry. I'll be quiet.
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The restraining order
actually works for us.
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When we take her to court
to have it lifted,
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she won't be able to prove
any of these allegations,
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and her character will
be called into question,
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which is exactly where we want to be.
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- Because?
- Because once that baby is born,
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you will have a very good shot
at obtaining full custody.
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Full custody? (SCOFFS)
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No. He would never.
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He would.
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Look, I know that I'm
just here for support,
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but why would Jackson do that?
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Because it's exactly what
I would advise her to do.
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Whether you meant it or not, April,
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this restraining order
started an arms race.
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The restraining order was a mistake.
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Can't we just take it back?
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I'm serious here. Do not
try to talk to him.
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The restraining order needs to stand.
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We have to do this together, okay?
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(SCOFFS)
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This is exactly what I
was trying to avoid.
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After everything that happened
with Samuel, I just...
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I just want to keep this baby safe.
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Good. See? You... You felt
your baby was in danger.
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That's great. That we can use.
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(SIGHS)
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(INDISTINCT SPEAKING OVER P.A.)
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Wow.
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Fractured pelvis?
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Stepped on by a horse.
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So, tomorrow's the day.
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Preminger Grant... yes
or no, stay or go.
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Oh, you haven't given
them an answer yet?
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You thought I would have
given them an answer
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and not talked to you about it?
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No.
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No. I'm just saying,
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the Preminger Grant's a
once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
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If I say yes,
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I will be moving to New
York for at least a year.
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Right.
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And you're fine with that?
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Are you fine with that?
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Well, like you said, it's...
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once in a lifetime.
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Yep. Well, I got to get
this pelvis into the O.R.
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(CLEARS THROAT)
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(SIGHS)
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(TELEPHONE RINGING,
INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
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Reggie Dalton?
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I'm Dr. Jo Wilson.
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Your chart says that you have a hernia.
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Yeah. It's the worst.
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Okay, well, let's take a look.
Just lay back.
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I'm gonna lift up your shirt.
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Okay, so, how long has
this been going on for?
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Uh, I had surgery like,
uh, six months ago,
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and after a while, this little guy
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just started popping out of there.
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Six months ago?
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Yeah. I had it looked at once before,
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and they said they could operate,
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but that it wasn't urgent,
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so I put it off and...
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Oh, God.
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Oh, no. Oh, no.
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Reggie, are you okay?
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Yes.
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Uh, this is the thing...
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it's allergy season, and
every time I sneeze...
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The little guy pops out.
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Yeah. I think maybe I waited a
little too long to get surgery
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because...
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- Oh! Oh, no!
- Okay, Reggie, don't fight it.
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It's only gonna make it worse.
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(SNEEZES)
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- Worse than this?
- (STOMACH RUMBLING)
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(REMOTE CLICKS)
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Is my baby gonna die?
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No.
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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MAGGIE: It's open before
you even touch her.
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I know that's what it looks like.
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That's what it is, Warren, right there.
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You said you didn't see the doors open.
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Yes. I mean, no.
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Well, which is it... did
you, or didn't you?
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I didn't see them open.
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It is right there in front of you.
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I know, but I didn't see it.
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It didn't register.
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- Okay. Help me here.
- (REMOTE THUMPS LIGHTLY)
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Was it... (SIGHS)
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- Had you already decided to cut?
- No.
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Or did you decide
getting in the elevator
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and up to the O.R. was
just gonna take too long?
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No.
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Ben, lying right now is going
to make this end very quickly.
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I didn't see them open.
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(REMOTE CLICKS)
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I spoke with your grandma,
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and she'll be here in a couple of hours.
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Your dad still has a long
recovery ahead of him,
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but the fact that he's waking
up is a really good sign.
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You said I could see
him when he wakes up.
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I did.
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And you will.
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- When?
- How about now?
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Yeah? Come on.
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Now, before we go in,
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your dad's connected to some tubes,
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- but that's normal...
- Coming through!
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...so don't be scared when you...
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Wait, Jasmine!
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- Daddy?
- DeLuca, get the suction...
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- Okay, got it.
- Daddy?
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- Push more lorazepam.
- What's wrong with him?!
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AMELIA: We're gonna need to put
him back on the ventilator.
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Prep for RSI.
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Jasmine, they need to help him.
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You said he was awake.
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You said he was okay!
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I know. I know, honey.
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Come on.
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They were done with me for the day.
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Okay.
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They needed to talk to the
other doctors involved.
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- I see.
- I wanted to check on my post-ops,
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but they told me I
couldn't go back to work
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- until all this was...
- Yeah, it's best that you
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not have contact with any patients.
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Okay, then, um... (SNIFFLES)
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Well, I-I guess I'll just pick
up Tuck early from school.
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You know, he's been begging
me to go to this new arcade.
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Did he clean his room?
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I-I don't know.
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Well, he can't go to the arcade
unless he's cleaned his room.
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- You know that, Ben.
- I'm a grown-ass man,
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and I was there when we made the rule.
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I don't need you to tell me...
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Well, apparently you
do because you're...
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Okay, stop. Stop. Just stop.
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Miranda...
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look at me.
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Miranda, I...
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You were mean.
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This morning, you were mean.
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I'm sorry, okay?
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But th-this is just... this is
running me over like a truck.
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- I feel...
- I know.
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Me too.
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Okay, so, we... we need to
separate this out, um...
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the chief and Dr. Warren over here
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and Ben and Miranda over here.
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Church and state, okay?
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Church and state.
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(KNOCK ON DOOR)
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Dr. Bailey, Omar Singh's mother is here.
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Tell her I'll be right there.
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- Ben...
- I'll see you at home.
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Is home church or state?
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Church, I think.
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- sync and corrections by Caio -
- www.addic7ed.com -
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Post-surgical hernias are not
actually all that uncommon,
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but given its size, we're gonna
need to do a special procedure
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to close the gap without
tension on the...
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What are you... What are you doing?
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Uh, I've gotten in the habit
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of just sort of shoving
it all back in there.
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Is that not okay?
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Um...
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Hey.
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Um, Wilson, we will be right back.
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Come on.
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(SIGHS) What are you doing?
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Wilson called for a plastics
consult for your CSR,
258
00:09:47,093 --> 00:09:49,514
which I obviously can't do
with you standing here,
259
00:09:49,561 --> 00:09:50,793
unless you want to violate the terms
260
00:09:50,829 --> 00:09:51,861
of your own restraining order.
261
00:09:51,896 --> 00:09:54,230
I'm not... I'm not violating anything
262
00:09:54,265 --> 00:09:55,731
because you're gonna go, okay?
263
00:09:55,767 --> 00:09:57,433
- Just send someone else, please.
- Why don't we ask the patient?
264
00:09:57,468 --> 00:09:58,534
He'd want a consult from
265
00:09:58,570 --> 00:09:59,936
the best plastic surgeon
in this hospital.
266
00:09:59,971 --> 00:10:01,304
You know that this is just as much
267
00:10:01,339 --> 00:10:03,105
a general-surgery case
as it is a plastics.
268
00:10:03,141 --> 00:10:04,907
Right, and there are
plenty of general surgeons
269
00:10:04,943 --> 00:10:05,975
and only one of me.
270
00:10:06,010 --> 00:10:07,143
I was here first.
271
00:10:07,178 --> 00:10:08,711
REGGIE: Oh! Oh, no! (SNEEZES)
272
00:10:08,746 --> 00:10:10,446
- JO: Holy crap!
- (REGGIE'S STOMACH RUMBLES)
273
00:10:13,418 --> 00:10:15,885
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
274
00:10:19,157 --> 00:10:20,990
(DOOR SLAMS)
275
00:10:21,025 --> 00:10:23,292
You ignored the moment completely.
276
00:10:23,328 --> 00:10:24,460
What moment?
277
00:10:24,495 --> 00:10:27,063
The moment where I
say, "Go to New York,"
278
00:10:27,098 --> 00:10:29,532
and then you ask me to come
to New York with you...
279
00:10:29,567 --> 00:10:30,533
the moment.
280
00:10:30,568 --> 00:10:32,235
What? Wait.
281
00:10:32,270 --> 00:10:35,538
You didn't even want
me to meet your kid.
282
00:10:35,573 --> 00:10:37,006
No... You met my kid.
283
00:10:37,041 --> 00:10:38,241
My kid loves you. It's fine.
284
00:10:38,276 --> 00:10:40,576
Callie, you live here in Seattle.
285
00:10:40,612 --> 00:10:42,011
You... You have family.
286
00:10:42,046 --> 00:10:43,212
You have a job.
287
00:10:43,248 --> 00:10:45,414
You can't just drop everything
and move to New York.
288
00:10:45,450 --> 00:10:46,983
I know, but still.
289
00:10:47,018 --> 00:10:48,251
Still what?
290
00:10:48,286 --> 00:10:50,720
I-It would have been
nice to have been asked.
291
00:10:50,788 --> 00:10:53,289
(SIGHS)
292
00:10:53,324 --> 00:10:55,458
(CHUCKLES)
293
00:10:55,493 --> 00:10:57,360
What?
294
00:10:57,395 --> 00:11:00,029
You are the...
295
00:11:00,064 --> 00:11:02,965
most adorable woman I've
ever seen right now.
296
00:11:03,001 --> 00:11:04,066
Really?
297
00:11:06,004 --> 00:11:10,273
And of course I want you to
come to New York with me,
298
00:11:10,308 --> 00:11:12,174
but it's impossible.
299
00:11:14,178 --> 00:11:19,048
There is always... long distance.
300
00:11:19,083 --> 00:11:21,450
Well, that's true.
301
00:11:21,486 --> 00:11:24,186
Weekend trips.
302
00:11:25,490 --> 00:11:26,989
(SIGHS)
303
00:11:27,025 --> 00:11:28,524
Dirty phone calls.
304
00:11:28,559 --> 00:11:30,660
- Mmm.
- Mm.
305
00:11:30,695 --> 00:11:32,094
Exactly how dirty?
306
00:11:32,130 --> 00:11:34,196
(LAUGHS)
307
00:11:35,433 --> 00:11:37,300
Mmm.
308
00:11:37,335 --> 00:11:38,134
- Ahh.
- Uh-huh.
309
00:11:38,169 --> 00:11:39,502
Oh, my God.
310
00:11:42,140 --> 00:11:43,372
Oh, God!
311
00:11:43,408 --> 00:11:45,808
Um, uh, I need a suture kit.
312
00:11:45,843 --> 00:11:48,277
No. You know, I actually...
I don't need it. Bye.
313
00:11:48,313 --> 00:11:49,578
(DOOR CLOSES)
314
00:11:49,614 --> 00:11:50,646
(LAUGHS)
315
00:11:50,682 --> 00:11:52,114
Guys, we can't go back in time here.
316
00:11:52,150 --> 00:11:53,816
I mean, there's no way to know
how it would have turned out.
317
00:11:53,851 --> 00:11:55,484
I mean, I sure wouldn't have
opened her up in a hallway
318
00:11:55,520 --> 00:11:56,652
if I didn't have to,
319
00:11:56,688 --> 00:11:58,621
but Warren's saying that
he didn't have a choice.
320
00:11:58,656 --> 00:12:00,656
Except for those doors... I mean...
321
00:12:00,692 --> 00:12:02,491
Yeah. The doors were open.
322
00:12:02,527 --> 00:12:03,960
How do you not see those doors?
323
00:12:03,995 --> 00:12:05,094
And as for the baby?
324
00:12:05,129 --> 00:12:07,797
He was acidotic, not oxygenating.
325
00:12:07,832 --> 00:12:09,565
- We had to put him on ECMO.
- Which was unsuccessful.
326
00:12:09,600 --> 00:12:12,234
That kind of perfusion can be
too much for smaller babies.
327
00:12:12,270 --> 00:12:14,036
Riggs suggested ECMO. We all agreed.
328
00:12:14,072 --> 00:12:15,304
Wait. So, Riggs suggested it?
329
00:12:15,340 --> 00:12:16,839
Yeah.
330
00:12:16,874 --> 00:12:18,107
And you agreed with that?
331
00:12:18,142 --> 00:12:21,010
Well, I was worried, but
we were out of options.
332
00:12:21,045 --> 00:12:23,212
So, the ECMO that Riggs suggested...
333
00:12:23,247 --> 00:12:25,348
it exacerbated the problem?
334
00:12:25,383 --> 00:12:27,883
Like I said, we were out of options.
335
00:12:27,919 --> 00:12:29,685
Okay.
336
00:12:29,721 --> 00:12:31,120
Well, I think that's all
we need from you guys.
337
00:12:31,155 --> 00:12:32,922
- Thank you.
- Yeah. Sure thing.
338
00:12:32,957 --> 00:12:34,857
- Thanks.
- Good luck.
339
00:12:36,260 --> 00:12:37,259
- (DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
- (MUG THUDS)
340
00:12:37,295 --> 00:12:38,627
Listen, we should meet again tomorrow.
341
00:12:38,663 --> 00:12:39,795
With whom?
342
00:12:39,831 --> 00:12:40,896
We've heard from everyone.
343
00:12:40,932 --> 00:12:42,365
We haven't met with Riggs.
344
00:12:44,235 --> 00:12:46,135
- Oh, my God.
- What?
345
00:12:46,170 --> 00:12:47,269
- Nothing.
- (CELLPHONE CHIMING)
346
00:12:47,305 --> 00:12:48,637
What do you think will happen to Warren?
347
00:12:48,673 --> 00:12:49,805
Ohh. (SIGHS) I don't know.
348
00:12:49,841 --> 00:12:51,007
You're already leaving.
349
00:12:51,042 --> 00:12:53,009
If he goes, too, they're
gonna work us to death.
350
00:12:53,044 --> 00:12:55,211
Mm. We're gonna get all the surgeries.
351
00:12:55,246 --> 00:12:58,080
I mean, I feel bad, but
we gonna run this place.
352
00:12:58,116 --> 00:12:59,882
- (CELLPHONE CHIMING)
- Holy... (CHUCKLES)
353
00:12:59,917 --> 00:13:01,951
- What is going on with your phone?
- What are... Hey, stop!
354
00:13:01,986 --> 00:13:03,386
- Stop! No, no, no!
- What?
355
00:13:03,421 --> 00:13:04,887
- Please give it back.
- Who's Kyle?
356
00:13:04,922 --> 00:13:06,622
And why does he want to do
things with his tongue...
357
00:13:06,657 --> 00:13:08,691
- Shh, shh.
- Answer the question.
358
00:13:09,894 --> 00:13:11,360
Okay, come here.
359
00:13:11,396 --> 00:13:12,995
Please. Shut up.
360
00:13:13,031 --> 00:13:15,264
Okay, do you know Shepherd's M.S.
patient?
361
00:13:15,299 --> 00:13:17,767
- (CHUCKLING) Oh...
- "Guitar Hero"?
362
00:13:17,802 --> 00:13:19,635
You are doing tongue
things with Guitar Hero?
363
00:13:19,670 --> 00:13:22,171
No. Not yet.
364
00:13:22,206 --> 00:13:25,908
I told him maybe we would go out
when he got back from touring,
365
00:13:25,943 --> 00:13:28,978
and so we've been texting, and
now he's melting my phone.
366
00:13:29,013 --> 00:13:31,947
- That's kind of hot and really dirty.
- (CELLPHONE CHIMING)
367
00:13:31,983 --> 00:13:33,115
Yeah. I call my mother with this thing.
368
00:13:33,151 --> 00:13:34,917
- (CHUCKLES)
- Oh, God. Wow.
369
00:13:34,952 --> 00:13:36,152
Like this.
370
00:13:36,187 --> 00:13:37,920
How am I supposed to respond to this?
371
00:13:37,955 --> 00:13:39,955
Oh, like this.
372
00:13:41,459 --> 00:13:43,292
Oh, my God!
373
00:13:43,327 --> 00:13:45,094
Mm.
374
00:13:45,129 --> 00:13:46,195
Thank you.
375
00:13:46,230 --> 00:13:47,930
- Mm.
- (CELLPHONE CHIMING)
376
00:13:47,965 --> 00:13:49,999
Do you think you can teach me that?
377
00:13:50,068 --> 00:13:51,567
Yeah.
378
00:13:53,071 --> 00:13:54,970
Your suture kit. I'm so sorry.
379
00:13:55,006 --> 00:13:57,206
(LAUGHING) It's fine.
380
00:13:57,241 --> 00:13:59,642
Um, I should have knocked, I guess.
381
00:13:59,677 --> 00:14:01,410
- She's leaving.
- Huh?
382
00:14:01,479 --> 00:14:03,646
New York.
383
00:14:03,681 --> 00:14:06,048
The Preminger Grant.
384
00:14:06,084 --> 00:14:07,616
(SIGHS)
385
00:14:07,652 --> 00:14:10,152
I'm so sorry. But, uh,
you know, I don't know.
386
00:14:10,188 --> 00:14:12,188
I mean, that doesn't mean
that it has to be over.
387
00:14:12,223 --> 00:14:14,423
Long-distance relationships
aren't impossible.
388
00:14:14,459 --> 00:14:16,492
Yeah, I don't know if we
can survive long distance.
389
00:14:16,527 --> 00:14:19,128
I'm so afraid that it'll all fall apart.
390
00:14:19,163 --> 00:14:20,830
Then don't let it.
391
00:14:20,865 --> 00:14:24,133
I mean, decide you want it
to work and make it happen.
392
00:14:24,168 --> 00:14:25,201
It's New York.
393
00:14:25,236 --> 00:14:26,335
It's a six-hour flight.
394
00:14:26,370 --> 00:14:27,870
It's weekends and phone calls.
395
00:14:27,905 --> 00:14:30,005
You can figure it out. You will.
You... You should.
396
00:14:32,376 --> 00:14:34,577
- Thanks.
- Mm.
397
00:14:34,612 --> 00:14:35,711
- Hey, Callie.
- Yeah?
398
00:14:35,746 --> 00:14:37,079
(CLEARS THROAT) Maybe next time, like,
399
00:14:37,115 --> 00:14:38,581
an on-call room, something with,
like, a lock on the door.
400
00:14:38,616 --> 00:14:40,516
- (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
- (BOTH LAUGH)
401
00:14:40,551 --> 00:14:42,518
You stole my patient?
402
00:14:42,553 --> 00:14:43,953
He's my patient, all right?
403
00:14:43,988 --> 00:14:45,254
And you should probably
step back about...
404
00:14:45,289 --> 00:14:46,255
I don't know... 100 feet.
405
00:14:46,290 --> 00:14:47,623
(STAMMERS) All right, now.
406
00:14:47,658 --> 00:14:49,191
This man needs a plastic surgeon.
407
00:14:49,227 --> 00:14:50,359
And a general surgeon.
408
00:14:50,394 --> 00:14:51,627
Which is why Dr. Webber
409
00:14:51,662 --> 00:14:53,262
is going to be scrubbing
in with me, all right?
410
00:14:53,297 --> 00:14:54,763
I'm the head of plastics.
I have seniority here.
411
00:14:54,799 --> 00:14:56,065
So I'm not gonna step down
412
00:14:56,100 --> 00:14:58,134
just because you decided to
file a restraining order.
413
00:14:58,169 --> 00:14:59,368
This... Th-This is not...
414
00:14:59,403 --> 00:15:00,402
Okay, you know... Okay.
415
00:15:00,438 --> 00:15:02,438
- (SIGHS)
- Now, that's enough.
416
00:15:02,473 --> 00:15:04,740
Now, this patient isn't gonna
get less than our best
417
00:15:04,775 --> 00:15:07,476
because the two of you are not
allowed to be in the same room.
418
00:15:07,512 --> 00:15:09,178
I'm scrubbing in with Avery.
419
00:15:09,213 --> 00:15:10,479
End of discussion.
420
00:15:12,049 --> 00:15:13,282
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
421
00:15:13,317 --> 00:15:16,719
I'm free tomorrow after 4:00.
422
00:15:16,754 --> 00:15:20,222
423
00:15:20,258 --> 00:15:21,524
(HEART MONITOR BEEPING)
424
00:15:21,559 --> 00:15:25,261
So, he may never wake up again?
425
00:15:25,296 --> 00:15:26,896
He did wake up,
426
00:15:26,931 --> 00:15:28,797
but then he suffered
a prolonged seizure.
427
00:15:28,833 --> 00:15:31,000
He may have been oxygen-deprived.
428
00:15:31,035 --> 00:15:32,768
We're still trying to figure out why.
429
00:15:32,803 --> 00:15:33,869
But you should know,
430
00:15:33,905 --> 00:15:35,437
reviewing his most current scans,
431
00:15:35,473 --> 00:15:37,072
there's not much activity.
432
00:15:37,108 --> 00:15:40,142
They suggest he may have
suffered severe damage.
433
00:15:40,178 --> 00:15:43,712
So, even if he did wake up now,
we're not sure what's left.
434
00:15:43,748 --> 00:15:46,315
BAILEY: Your son didn't
have a directive.
435
00:15:46,350 --> 00:15:48,751
These forms will determine
436
00:15:48,786 --> 00:15:51,453
whether you want us to
try and resuscitate Omar
437
00:15:51,489 --> 00:15:53,589
if his heart fails.
438
00:15:55,092 --> 00:15:56,725
(BREATHES DEEPLY)
439
00:15:56,761 --> 00:15:58,360
(VOICE BREAKING) I
don't know what to do.
440
00:15:58,396 --> 00:16:00,796
It's a very difficult decision.
441
00:16:00,831 --> 00:16:03,632
(CRYING) No, he's my baby.
442
00:16:03,668 --> 00:16:06,569
I can still remember how
it felt to hold him.
443
00:16:06,604 --> 00:16:08,704
I can't just...
444
00:16:08,739 --> 00:16:10,339
I don't know what to do.
445
00:16:10,374 --> 00:16:13,075
What do I do?
446
00:16:14,545 --> 00:16:17,446
You should sign the papers.
447
00:16:17,481 --> 00:16:19,782
Daddy wouldn't want to live in a bed
448
00:16:19,817 --> 00:16:21,817
connected to machines
449
00:16:21,852 --> 00:16:24,687
with his eyes closed all the time.
450
00:16:24,722 --> 00:16:26,288
He would hate it.
451
00:16:26,324 --> 00:16:28,757
And he would...
452
00:16:32,430 --> 00:16:34,897
He would want to be with Mommy.
453
00:16:34,932 --> 00:16:37,933
454
00:16:44,442 --> 00:16:47,042
(SNIFFLES)
455
00:16:51,782 --> 00:16:53,048
I need a pen.
456
00:16:53,084 --> 00:16:55,451
(SNIFFLES)
457
00:16:55,486 --> 00:16:58,487
458
00:17:01,525 --> 00:17:03,859
We love you, Daddy.
459
00:17:11,486 --> 00:17:12,252
(SIREN WAILING)
460
00:17:12,548 --> 00:17:13,953
- Any change?
- No.
461
00:17:14,673 --> 00:17:15,884
How'd the Warren thing go?
462
00:17:15,939 --> 00:17:17,172
- It's still going.
- It shouldn't be.
463
00:17:17,207 --> 00:17:19,407
This is just Owen being pissed at Riggs.
464
00:17:19,443 --> 00:17:21,242
I mean, I get that there's
bad blood there, but...
465
00:17:21,278 --> 00:17:23,156
Well, it's really bad blood.
466
00:17:23,181 --> 00:17:24,947
Owen only ever told me headlines,
467
00:17:24,982 --> 00:17:26,849
and I had to drag it out of him.
468
00:17:26,884 --> 00:17:28,150
It was impossible to get him to talk.
469
00:17:28,186 --> 00:17:29,885
It's probably because you were talking.
470
00:17:29,921 --> 00:17:30,886
Uncool.
471
00:17:30,922 --> 00:17:33,189
- Be nice.
- (CHUCKLES)
472
00:17:33,224 --> 00:17:35,991
Yeah, and you know Riggs
cheated on Owen's sister.
473
00:17:36,027 --> 00:17:37,326
- What?
- What?
474
00:17:37,361 --> 00:17:40,663
That's why she got on the
helicopter and disappeared...
475
00:17:40,698 --> 00:17:42,364
because she was leaving him.
476
00:17:42,433 --> 00:17:44,467
Still, it's old business.
477
00:17:44,502 --> 00:17:46,435
And he lied about it right to my face.
478
00:17:46,471 --> 00:17:48,037
He made up some sad story about
479
00:17:48,072 --> 00:17:51,006
how he tried to stop her from
getting on the helicopter,
480
00:17:51,042 --> 00:17:54,743
but she had to save a patient
and he had no choice.
481
00:17:54,779 --> 00:17:56,378
He made himself look pretty good.
482
00:17:56,414 --> 00:17:58,747
Wow. That's...
483
00:17:58,783 --> 00:18:00,716
Psychotic. I agree.
484
00:18:00,751 --> 00:18:03,853
So, Owen does not trust him, and
I'm not inclined to, either.
485
00:18:03,888 --> 00:18:05,354
(HEART MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
486
00:18:05,389 --> 00:18:06,388
Heart rate's dropping.
487
00:18:06,424 --> 00:18:07,690
I'll get a crash cart.
488
00:18:07,725 --> 00:18:09,925
No, no, wait. He's DNR.
489
00:18:09,961 --> 00:18:12,895
(VENTILATOR HISSING,
HEART MONITOR BEEPING)
490
00:18:16,067 --> 00:18:19,034
(AQUILO'S "WAITING" PLAYS)
491
00:18:30,448 --> 00:18:32,348
I hate this part.
492
00:18:32,383 --> 00:18:35,384
493
00:18:38,756 --> 00:18:41,023
-
I'll leave it alone
- Mer?
494
00:18:41,058 --> 00:18:44,193
Bailey will want to know.
495
00:18:44,228 --> 00:18:48,063
Back off if you want
496
00:18:49,567 --> 00:18:54,036
-
I know that it's wrong
- (WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY)
497
00:18:54,071 --> 00:18:56,105
But you know where you belong
498
00:18:56,140 --> 00:18:58,774
- You didn't wake me.
- Where are my keys?
499
00:18:58,809 --> 00:19:00,543
- Why didn't you wake me?
- Have you seen my keys?
500
00:19:00,578 --> 00:19:02,745
- They... I got called in.
-
It's easy to see
501
00:19:02,780 --> 00:19:05,047
Yeah, which is why I want to
know why you didn't wake me.
502
00:19:05,082 --> 00:19:07,416
I had them in my hand when
I walked in the door.
503
00:19:07,451 --> 00:19:09,785
I wake you. You wake me. That's...
That's the rule.
504
00:19:09,820 --> 00:19:11,587
Y-You get paged in the
middle of the night,
505
00:19:11,622 --> 00:19:14,056
- you wake the other person.
-
This light that you need
506
00:19:14,091 --> 00:19:18,127
You wake me so I-I know
to listen for Tuck...
507
00:19:18,162 --> 00:19:19,828
...so I know not to rush out
of here for the hospital
508
00:19:19,864 --> 00:19:22,064
in the morning thinking
you did the morning thing
509
00:19:22,099 --> 00:19:23,899
- and just had an early surgery...
-
I'm waiting for you, darling
510
00:19:23,935 --> 00:19:27,002
...so I don't leave our child
in the house asleep in his bed
511
00:19:27,038 --> 00:19:28,871
when I should be waking him,
making him breakfast...
512
00:19:28,906 --> 00:19:30,172
-
I'm waiting for the one
- ...and taking him to school
513
00:19:30,207 --> 00:19:31,774
because that's my job,
514
00:19:31,809 --> 00:19:34,710
because that's the rule because
that's what happens...
515
00:19:34,745 --> 00:19:36,078
I'm waiting for you, darling
516
00:19:36,113 --> 00:19:38,147
...because wh-when you
get paged, you wake me.
517
00:19:38,182 --> 00:19:39,815
W-Would you stop looking
for the damn keys
518
00:19:39,850 --> 00:19:41,550
and tell me why you
didn't wake me, Miranda?
519
00:19:41,586 --> 00:19:43,319
Omar is dying,
520
00:19:43,354 --> 00:19:45,421
and while you stand
there and yell at me,
521
00:19:45,456 --> 00:19:47,189
three children are becoming orphans.
522
00:19:47,224 --> 00:19:48,757
-
I'll leave you alone
- I did not wake you
523
00:19:48,793 --> 00:19:51,827
because I didn't want to
talk to you right now.
524
00:19:51,862 --> 00:19:54,964
Pack my bags and go home
525
00:19:56,467 --> 00:19:57,533
Keys.
526
00:19:57,568 --> 00:20:00,936
There's something you should know
527
00:20:00,972 --> 00:20:02,204
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
528
00:20:02,239 --> 00:20:06,642
I won't stop till you
know that I mean it
529
00:20:08,446 --> 00:20:09,678
- PENNY: That was...
-
I'm waiting for you, darling
530
00:20:09,714 --> 00:20:11,780
Seriously, you have skills.
531
00:20:11,816 --> 00:20:13,148
(CHUCKLING) I don't work alone.
532
00:20:13,184 --> 00:20:14,750
- (LAUGHS)
- Teamwork.
533
00:20:14,785 --> 00:20:18,220
- (BOTH LAUGH)
-
I'm waiting for the one
534
00:20:18,255 --> 00:20:20,456
- I don't, though, work alone.
-
I'm waiting for you, darling
535
00:20:20,491 --> 00:20:22,758
I'm gonna be miserable without you.
536
00:20:24,862 --> 00:20:27,896
Just say it and nothing
will stand in my way
537
00:20:27,932 --> 00:20:30,532
You never asked me to stay.
538
00:20:30,568 --> 00:20:33,335
I'm waiting for you, darling
539
00:20:33,371 --> 00:20:36,205
I can't.
540
00:20:36,240 --> 00:20:38,474
I'm waiting for the one
541
00:20:38,509 --> 00:20:39,642
Oh.
542
00:20:39,677 --> 00:20:41,944
Penny...
543
00:20:41,979 --> 00:20:43,579
I'm waiting for you, darling
544
00:20:43,614 --> 00:20:45,147
Penny, I want you to stay.
545
00:20:45,182 --> 00:20:47,750
I would... I would give
anything for you to stay.
546
00:20:47,785 --> 00:20:49,284
Just say it and nothing
will stand in your way
547
00:20:49,320 --> 00:20:50,552
But I-I know better than to ask.
548
00:20:50,588 --> 00:20:52,588
I have been here before.
549
00:20:52,623 --> 00:20:54,823
This is the beginning of a
whole new adventure for you.
550
00:20:54,859 --> 00:20:56,025
Nothing will stand in your way
551
00:20:56,093 --> 00:20:58,160
I could never ask you to give that up.
552
00:20:58,195 --> 00:21:00,162
I love you too much.
553
00:21:01,499 --> 00:21:02,831
You...
554
00:21:02,867 --> 00:21:03,999
I love you.
555
00:21:04,035 --> 00:21:08,804
-
Stand in your way
- (LAUGHS)
556
00:21:08,839 --> 00:21:10,673
Hey.
557
00:21:10,708 --> 00:21:14,443
No, no, don't cry.
558
00:21:14,478 --> 00:21:16,745
Waiting for you, darling
559
00:21:16,781 --> 00:21:18,514
I love you.
560
00:21:18,549 --> 00:21:19,848
(SIGHS)
561
00:21:19,884 --> 00:21:21,417
- And you love me.
-
Waiting for the one
562
00:21:21,452 --> 00:21:22,584
(BOTH LAUGH)
563
00:21:22,620 --> 00:21:24,820
And now I have to go all
the way across the country
564
00:21:24,855 --> 00:21:26,655
- to save lives...
-
Waiting for you, darling
565
00:21:26,691 --> 00:21:30,793
...which sounds really noble,
like in some movie but...
566
00:21:30,828 --> 00:21:32,828
Just say it and nothing
will stand in your way
567
00:21:32,863 --> 00:21:36,231
...actually it just really sucks.
568
00:21:36,267 --> 00:21:41,704
Waiting for you, darling
569
00:21:41,739 --> 00:21:46,075
Waiting for the one
570
00:21:46,110 --> 00:21:47,342
(SNIFFLES)
571
00:21:47,378 --> 00:21:49,278
Waiting for you, darling
572
00:21:49,313 --> 00:21:52,081
Penny...
573
00:21:52,116 --> 00:21:53,449
it's the moment again.
574
00:21:53,484 --> 00:21:56,685
Just say it and nothing
will stand in my way
575
00:21:56,721 --> 00:21:57,820
The moment.
576
00:21:57,855 --> 00:22:00,956
Waiting for you, darling
577
00:22:00,991 --> 00:22:03,358
Ask me.
578
00:22:03,394 --> 00:22:05,961
- Go ahead.
-
Waiting for you, darling
579
00:22:05,996 --> 00:22:08,664
Ask me.
580
00:22:08,699 --> 00:22:11,166
-
Just say it
- (BOTH CHUCKLE)
581
00:22:11,202 --> 00:22:13,335
And nothing will stand in my way
582
00:22:13,370 --> 00:22:14,436
(DOORBELL RINGS)
583
00:22:14,472 --> 00:22:16,138
Sofia, get those teeth brushed, missy!
584
00:22:16,173 --> 00:22:17,706
I want to hit the road
in about 10 minutes!
585
00:22:17,742 --> 00:22:19,074
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
586
00:22:19,110 --> 00:22:21,176
- Hi.
- Something is wrong with the baby...
587
00:22:21,212 --> 00:22:22,945
really, horribly wrong.
588
00:22:22,980 --> 00:22:24,480
Wrong? Wrong how?
589
00:22:24,515 --> 00:22:26,348
I was driving to the hospital,
590
00:22:26,383 --> 00:22:29,551
and, um, I got so scared
that I couldn't breathe,
591
00:22:29,587 --> 00:22:31,820
and your place is c-closer, so I just...
592
00:22:31,856 --> 00:22:33,222
What... Hold on, April. Slow down.
593
00:22:33,257 --> 00:22:34,223
Just... Tell me what's going on.
594
00:22:34,258 --> 00:22:35,491
Jackson was right, wasn't he,
595
00:22:35,526 --> 00:22:37,159
that I was wrong to not ch-check?
596
00:22:37,194 --> 00:22:39,094
(HYPERVENTILATING)
597
00:22:39,130 --> 00:22:40,229
Okay, hey... I can't!
598
00:22:40,264 --> 00:22:42,464
Arizona, I cannot do this again.
599
00:22:42,533 --> 00:22:44,433
I can't.
600
00:22:47,304 --> 00:22:49,068
Ooh, you are being such
a good little helper.
601
00:22:49,093 --> 00:22:50,615
Let's walk a little
faster, though, okay?
602
00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:52,006
Oh, Andrew. Um, Andrew's gonna show you
603
00:22:52,041 --> 00:22:54,076
where all the best
coloring books are, okay?
604
00:22:54,101 --> 00:22:54,967
- I am?
- Yeah.
605
00:22:55,002 --> 00:22:55,734
Okay.
606
00:22:55,770 --> 00:22:56,969
Come on.
607
00:22:57,004 --> 00:22:59,004
(EXHALES SHARPLY) I
refused the ultrasound.
608
00:22:59,040 --> 00:23:00,973
I needed this baby to
be healthy so badly,
609
00:23:01,008 --> 00:23:02,074
and now, if I caused this...
610
00:23:02,109 --> 00:23:03,909
Okay, okay. Shh, shh, shh, shh.
It's okay.
611
00:23:03,944 --> 00:23:05,010
- If we could have prevented this...
- All right, let's just take a look.
612
00:23:05,046 --> 00:23:07,246
- Let's take a look, okay?
- Okay, okay, okay.
613
00:23:07,281 --> 00:23:09,448
(BREATHING DEEPLY)
614
00:23:09,483 --> 00:23:10,516
There.
615
00:23:10,551 --> 00:23:11,950
There's the little one.
616
00:23:11,986 --> 00:23:13,118
Oh!
617
00:23:13,154 --> 00:23:15,954
That's... That's it.
Th-Th-That's the feeling.
618
00:23:15,990 --> 00:23:17,056
What is that? What is that?
619
00:23:17,124 --> 00:23:19,391
That's your baby moving.
620
00:23:19,427 --> 00:23:21,226
Look.
621
00:23:21,262 --> 00:23:23,462
Very strong fetal heartbeat.
622
00:23:23,497 --> 00:23:25,531
(CHUCKLES)
623
00:23:25,566 --> 00:23:26,965
(CHUCKLES)
624
00:23:27,001 --> 00:23:30,769
That's the baby moving?
625
00:23:30,805 --> 00:23:32,171
Samuel never...
626
00:23:32,206 --> 00:23:34,473
I know. You've never felt this before.
627
00:23:34,508 --> 00:23:36,575
I'm gonna check the cervical length
628
00:23:36,610 --> 00:23:37,810
just because of the cramping,
629
00:23:37,845 --> 00:23:40,479
but I am confident that this is just
630
00:23:40,514 --> 00:23:42,748
what a healthy baby feels like.
631
00:23:42,783 --> 00:23:45,117
(LAUGHS)
632
00:23:45,152 --> 00:23:46,185
CATHERINE: Advisory panel?
633
00:23:46,220 --> 00:23:48,153
The situation seemed fairly clear.
634
00:23:48,189 --> 00:23:51,490
Well, that doesn't make deciding
disciplinary action any easier.
635
00:23:51,525 --> 00:23:54,159
I suppose.
636
00:23:54,195 --> 00:23:57,229
What if it were you and me?
637
00:23:57,264 --> 00:23:59,965
Would it be so easy for you
to make that decision?
638
00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,234
You and I would never
be in this situation.
639
00:24:02,269 --> 00:24:03,969
Well, you never know.
640
00:24:04,004 --> 00:24:06,205
Yes, I do 'cause if you
did something like this,
641
00:24:06,240 --> 00:24:08,905
I'd just strangle you
with my bare hands.
642
00:24:08,930 --> 00:24:09,261
(DOOR OPENS)
643
00:24:09,286 --> 00:24:11,243
(CHUCKLES) I wouldn't
be the one to do this.
644
00:24:11,278 --> 00:24:12,878
- I'm talking about you.
- Oh, please, please.
645
00:24:12,913 --> 00:24:13,946
(BOTH LAUGH)
646
00:24:13,981 --> 00:24:16,849
This is all of it, I think.
647
00:24:16,884 --> 00:24:18,050
All of what?
648
00:24:18,085 --> 00:24:19,318
Well, I got joint purchases,
649
00:24:19,353 --> 00:24:22,955
marriage license,
post-nup, divorce decree.
650
00:24:22,990 --> 00:24:25,491
Our attorneys asked Jackson to
put together whatever he could
651
00:24:25,526 --> 00:24:28,961
to help create a
timeline, a paper trail.
652
00:24:28,996 --> 00:24:30,429
Do we have to do this now?
653
00:24:30,464 --> 00:24:32,831
Uh, yeah, I got to get it back
to him by the end of the week.
654
00:24:32,867 --> 00:24:34,199
(SIGHS)
655
00:24:34,235 --> 00:24:36,368
Well, I'll leave you to it, then.
656
00:24:36,403 --> 00:24:39,104
Oh, and thanks again, sir, for, uh...
for yesterday.
657
00:24:39,140 --> 00:24:40,305
Appreciate you backing me up.
658
00:24:40,341 --> 00:24:41,640
I didn't back you up.
659
00:24:41,675 --> 00:24:43,642
I backed up a patient
whose doctors couldn't
660
00:24:43,677 --> 00:24:46,178
get it together long enough
to do their damn job.
661
00:24:47,982 --> 00:24:50,048
The baby was in respiratory failure
662
00:24:50,084 --> 00:24:52,184
despite maximal ventilatory support.
663
00:24:52,219 --> 00:24:55,120
He fit the criteria, so
ECMO was the only option.
664
00:24:55,156 --> 00:24:56,421
I agree.
665
00:24:56,457 --> 00:24:57,489
All right?
666
00:24:57,525 --> 00:24:58,924
OWEN: What was his oxygenation index?
667
00:24:58,959 --> 00:25:01,827
Around 45 for at least 20 minutes.
668
00:25:01,862 --> 00:25:02,861
Okay.
669
00:25:02,897 --> 00:25:05,764
And you used aggressive resuscitation?
670
00:25:05,800 --> 00:25:07,166
Yeah, of course.
671
00:25:07,201 --> 00:25:09,835
They tried to clear his
metabolic acidosis with fluids,
672
00:25:09,870 --> 00:25:13,872
but he had a pH of... I
mean, I can pull the chart.
673
00:25:13,908 --> 00:25:15,207
We have the chart.
674
00:25:15,242 --> 00:25:17,042
So, what is this about?
675
00:25:17,077 --> 00:25:19,278
This is about Dr. Warren.
676
00:25:19,313 --> 00:25:21,346
Thank you, Dr. Riggs. You can go.
677
00:25:21,382 --> 00:25:22,848
Sure.
678
00:25:22,883 --> 00:25:24,516
This was fun.
679
00:25:24,552 --> 00:25:26,084
(SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE,
DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
680
00:25:26,120 --> 00:25:28,687
So, if Riggs' recommendation
killed the baby,
681
00:25:28,722 --> 00:25:31,356
- then we should...
- I would have made the same call.
682
00:25:31,392 --> 00:25:33,725
- There was nothing else left to do.
- We don't know that.
683
00:25:33,761 --> 00:25:35,928
Okay, we need to bring
this back to the point
684
00:25:35,963 --> 00:25:38,463
because you have frankly
been wasting my time
685
00:25:38,499 --> 00:25:39,965
on a needless witch hunt.
686
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,701
This is not about Dr. Riggs,
and it is not about you.
687
00:25:42,736 --> 00:25:45,704
The point here is to
answer one question...
688
00:25:45,739 --> 00:25:50,008
Do we think Ben Warren
is telling us the truth?
689
00:25:50,044 --> 00:25:51,977
So let's answer it.
690
00:25:52,012 --> 00:25:53,946
MIRA: His blood pressure keeps dropping,
691
00:25:53,981 --> 00:25:56,615
and his heart rate is
all over the place.
692
00:25:56,650 --> 00:25:59,451
Well, it's been hours.
693
00:25:59,486 --> 00:26:02,321
And he hasn't had any
further seizure activity.
694
00:26:02,356 --> 00:26:05,557
We could give him medication
to control his heart
695
00:26:05,593 --> 00:26:07,459
and fluid to boost his pressure.
696
00:26:07,494 --> 00:26:08,660
No.
697
00:26:08,696 --> 00:26:10,028
Mrs. Singh?
698
00:26:10,064 --> 00:26:13,065
699
00:26:13,868 --> 00:26:15,500
(SMOOCHES)
700
00:26:15,536 --> 00:26:18,904
He's gone.
701
00:26:18,939 --> 00:26:21,773
My son is gone.
702
00:26:22,810 --> 00:26:25,043
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
703
00:26:25,079 --> 00:26:27,646
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
704
00:26:31,986 --> 00:26:34,953
(ELEVATOR DOORS CLOSE)
705
00:26:34,989 --> 00:26:36,488
I-Is Omar...
706
00:26:38,425 --> 00:26:40,259
Is he gone?
707
00:26:40,294 --> 00:26:44,162
You... You can tell me that.
708
00:26:48,535 --> 00:26:50,369
We're still waiting.
709
00:26:53,207 --> 00:26:56,108
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
710
00:26:56,143 --> 00:26:58,310
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
711
00:26:58,345 --> 00:26:59,912
Church?
712
00:26:59,947 --> 00:27:02,948
713
00:27:11,292 --> 00:27:14,359
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
714
00:27:14,395 --> 00:27:17,930
(ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN)
715
00:27:17,965 --> 00:27:21,166
State.
716
00:27:21,201 --> 00:27:24,202
717
00:27:28,142 --> 00:27:32,377
(SIGHS) So, did you find
something new or...
718
00:27:32,413 --> 00:27:34,846
Warren, we need you to tell us why.
719
00:27:34,882 --> 00:27:36,448
Why what?
720
00:27:36,483 --> 00:27:39,051
Why, when the elevator doors opened,
721
00:27:39,086 --> 00:27:41,086
you chose to ignore it...
722
00:27:41,121 --> 00:27:42,421
I have told you and told you...
723
00:27:42,456 --> 00:27:44,489
...and cut open Gretchen McKay anyway.
724
00:27:44,525 --> 00:27:45,857
...that I did not make a choice.
725
00:27:45,893 --> 00:27:47,259
I wasn't given one.
726
00:27:47,294 --> 00:27:50,862
I-I was forced to use the
knowledge and resources I had
727
00:27:50,898 --> 00:27:53,398
to fulfill the oath I
took to save her life...
728
00:27:53,434 --> 00:27:54,967
Because the door didn't open.
729
00:27:55,002 --> 00:27:56,435
No, it did. It clearly did.
730
00:27:56,470 --> 00:27:58,971
I'm saying I didn't see it happen.
731
00:28:01,775 --> 00:28:03,709
I just don't understand how
you didn't see it happen.
732
00:28:03,744 --> 00:28:06,011
You do. You know. Y-You should know.
733
00:28:06,046 --> 00:28:08,413
Y-You're surgeons.
734
00:28:08,449 --> 00:28:11,049
You know what it's like.
735
00:28:11,085 --> 00:28:12,985
You... When you operate,
736
00:28:13,020 --> 00:28:16,288
when you control if a person
breathes another breath,
737
00:28:16,323 --> 00:28:19,091
when... when you hold their
beating heart in your hand,
738
00:28:19,126 --> 00:28:22,294
when you are responsible for that life,
739
00:28:22,329 --> 00:28:29,101
you don't see or hear
or feel anything else.
740
00:28:32,373 --> 00:28:35,874
The rest of the world just disappears.
741
00:28:37,778 --> 00:28:40,846
You know that.
742
00:28:40,881 --> 00:28:43,648
You all do.
743
00:28:43,684 --> 00:28:48,020
You can't tell me you don't.
744
00:28:48,055 --> 00:28:50,822
(HEART MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
745
00:28:52,292 --> 00:28:54,192
What's happening?
746
00:28:54,228 --> 00:28:56,461
He's having runs of V-tach.
I think he's going.
747
00:28:56,497 --> 00:28:59,264
His mom just took the kids
down for lunch, too. I...
748
00:28:59,299 --> 00:29:01,733
Should I bring her back up here?
749
00:29:03,670 --> 00:29:04,636
Chief?
750
00:29:04,671 --> 00:29:05,637
Crash cart.
751
00:29:05,672 --> 00:29:06,671
What?
752
00:29:06,707 --> 00:29:08,240
Yeah. I need a crash cart in here now!
753
00:29:08,275 --> 00:29:09,508
Start CPR.
754
00:29:09,543 --> 00:29:12,477
Oh, Dr. Bailey, I don't
think we're supposed to.
755
00:29:12,513 --> 00:29:14,413
Push an amp of epi.
756
00:29:14,448 --> 00:29:16,081
- What is this?
- Uh, Dr. Shepherd, I... I...
757
00:29:16,116 --> 00:29:17,849
- Bailey, what are we doing?
- Okay.
758
00:29:17,885 --> 00:29:19,084
Good. Charge to 100.
759
00:29:19,119 --> 00:29:20,952
Mnh-mnh. Uh, isn't he
supposed to be DNR?
760
00:29:20,988 --> 00:29:22,254
- Yes. His mother agreed.
- (DEFIBRILLATORS CHARGING)
761
00:29:22,289 --> 00:29:24,089
Clear! (THUMPS)
762
00:29:24,158 --> 00:29:26,558
(BEEPING CONTINUES)
763
00:29:26,593 --> 00:29:28,160
Okay, charge to 150.
764
00:29:28,195 --> 00:29:29,795
Get that epi on board.
765
00:29:29,830 --> 00:29:31,863
Bailey, we told his mother
we would not resuscitate.
766
00:29:31,899 --> 00:29:33,965
(BEEPS, DEFIBRILLATORS CHARGING)
767
00:29:34,001 --> 00:29:35,367
Clear!
768
00:29:35,402 --> 00:29:37,469
(BEEPING CONTINUES)
769
00:29:37,504 --> 00:29:39,805
- 200!
- Bailey!
770
00:29:39,840 --> 00:29:41,406
(BEEPING SLOWS)
771
00:29:55,207 --> 00:29:56,473
(MONITOR BEEPING)
772
00:29:56,567 --> 00:29:59,167
His heart stopped?
773
00:29:59,551 --> 00:30:02,985
Yes, it did, but only just
for a second, and then...
774
00:30:03,021 --> 00:30:05,321
You decided to resuscitate.
775
00:30:05,356 --> 00:30:07,623
But I signed those papers.
776
00:30:07,692 --> 00:30:10,493
Jasmine and I... We made a decision.
777
00:30:10,528 --> 00:30:12,094
Yes, I know.
778
00:30:12,130 --> 00:30:15,164
I wanted to give him one more chance.
779
00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:18,301
So you think there's still hope?
780
00:30:18,336 --> 00:30:19,702
I don't understand.
781
00:30:19,737 --> 00:30:22,805
Just yesterday, we were
discussing brain damage.
782
00:30:22,841 --> 00:30:25,007
Chief, a word.
783
00:30:30,248 --> 00:30:32,248
(INDISTINCT SPEAKING OVER P.A.)
784
00:30:34,452 --> 00:30:38,287
Bailey, just explain
what you are thinking.
785
00:30:38,323 --> 00:30:40,490
My patient has a signed DNR.
786
00:30:40,525 --> 00:30:44,594
The patient deserves a chance.
787
00:30:46,831 --> 00:30:48,764
His family deserves
788
00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:51,234
for this hospital to
respect their wishes.
789
00:30:51,269 --> 00:30:52,502
Shepherd...
790
00:30:52,537 --> 00:30:53,870
It is not fair
791
00:30:53,905 --> 00:30:56,072
to make a patient suffer so
that Warren doesn't have to.
792
00:30:56,107 --> 00:30:58,641
- You know that.
- Dr. Shepherd, watch yourself.
793
00:31:06,784 --> 00:31:08,484
794
00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:09,752
(KEYS CLACKING)
795
00:31:12,557 --> 00:31:14,223
You were right, and thank you.
796
00:31:14,259 --> 00:31:16,859
I love being right.
What was I right about?
797
00:31:16,895 --> 00:31:18,594
Penny. We figured it out.
798
00:31:18,630 --> 00:31:20,029
- Oh, yay!
- Yeah.
799
00:31:20,064 --> 00:31:22,431
- Yeah, no, Sofia was saying...
- I can totally go with her.
800
00:31:22,467 --> 00:31:24,333
- What?
- No. It seemed impossible
801
00:31:24,369 --> 00:31:26,502
until I really, really looked
at it, but it's not impossible.
802
00:31:26,538 --> 00:31:28,237
It's an adventure.
803
00:31:28,273 --> 00:31:29,405
You're kidding.
804
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:31,340
- Are you kidding?
- I know. It's crazy, right?
805
00:31:31,376 --> 00:31:32,808
But I can get a job anywhere out there,
806
00:31:32,844 --> 00:31:34,176
and probably with new research money,
807
00:31:34,212 --> 00:31:35,845
and I have colleagues out there
who can help me get a place...
808
00:31:35,880 --> 00:31:37,046
Um, wait. Yeah, no, but you... you...
809
00:31:37,081 --> 00:31:38,481
- Well, you have a daughter.
- Yeah. No. I know.
810
00:31:38,516 --> 00:31:39,715
It's a lot to figure out, I know,
811
00:31:39,751 --> 00:31:41,050
but you were right...
it can be figured out.
812
00:31:41,085 --> 00:31:42,285
It's a six-hour flight,
813
00:31:42,320 --> 00:31:44,420
and you'll be able to see
Sofia whenever you want.
814
00:31:44,455 --> 00:31:45,621
- And we'll figure it out, right?
- (EXHALES SHARPLY)
815
00:31:45,657 --> 00:31:49,191
Oh, crap. Um, so, we will
talk about it, okay?
816
00:31:49,227 --> 00:31:51,561
But just [SIGHS] thank you.
817
00:31:51,596 --> 00:31:54,230
818
00:31:54,265 --> 00:31:57,300
Every surgeon who worked on Mrs.
McKay and the baby
819
00:31:57,335 --> 00:31:59,602
said the same thing, including Dr.
Warren.
820
00:31:59,637 --> 00:32:01,037
MEREDITH: That they were
backed into a corner
821
00:32:01,072 --> 00:32:02,138
and they didn't have a choice.
822
00:32:02,173 --> 00:32:03,606
The only difference with Warren
823
00:32:03,641 --> 00:32:05,141
is whether or not you think he's lying,
824
00:32:05,176 --> 00:32:07,443
whether you believe he
didn't see that door open.
825
00:32:07,478 --> 00:32:09,478
And do you think he was lying?
826
00:32:09,514 --> 00:32:12,615
- No.
- We don't.
827
00:32:12,650 --> 00:32:14,684
OWEN: We believe Warren missed the door.
828
00:32:14,719 --> 00:32:16,619
We believe he was completely focused
829
00:32:16,654 --> 00:32:19,055
on his responsibility to the patient.
830
00:32:19,090 --> 00:32:21,757
831
00:32:23,962 --> 00:32:25,962
Well, thank you all.
832
00:32:25,997 --> 00:32:28,230
Mm-hmm.
833
00:32:28,733 --> 00:32:30,633
(SIGHS)
834
00:32:31,536 --> 00:32:34,637
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
835
00:32:34,672 --> 00:32:37,306
Sounds like they feel he tried.
836
00:32:37,342 --> 00:32:39,275
And yet two people are still dead.
837
00:32:39,310 --> 00:32:41,811
(SIGHS HEAVILY)
838
00:32:41,846 --> 00:32:44,580
What are you gonna do?
839
00:32:46,985 --> 00:32:49,318
S-Six months?
840
00:32:49,354 --> 00:32:51,621
No surgery for six months?
841
00:32:51,656 --> 00:32:53,856
Uh, to be clear, it's a
six-month suspension
842
00:32:53,891 --> 00:32:55,424
from the Residency Program.
843
00:32:55,460 --> 00:32:57,159
I'm suspended from the hospital?!
844
00:32:57,195 --> 00:32:58,227
Yes.
845
00:32:58,262 --> 00:32:59,428
How do you...
846
00:32:59,464 --> 00:33:02,865
D-Do you have any idea how
far behind I'll fall?
847
00:33:02,900 --> 00:33:04,200
I'll never get caught up.
848
00:33:04,235 --> 00:33:05,735
What am I supposed to learn from this?
849
00:33:05,770 --> 00:33:10,573
Do you feel even the slightest remorse?
850
00:33:10,608 --> 00:33:12,642
Yes. Yes!
851
00:33:12,677 --> 00:33:15,077
H-How can you ask me that?
Of course I do!
852
00:33:15,113 --> 00:33:18,014
All I do is play it
over again in my mind,
853
00:33:18,049 --> 00:33:19,749
trying to figure out
how I could change it.
854
00:33:19,784 --> 00:33:22,385
Of course I do.
855
00:33:22,420 --> 00:33:25,021
But six months... it's...
it's not discipline.
856
00:33:25,056 --> 00:33:26,789
For a surgeon, that's a death sentence.
857
00:33:26,824 --> 00:33:28,858
I might as well drop out now.
858
00:33:31,763 --> 00:33:34,363
That's all, Dr. Warren.
859
00:33:36,434 --> 00:33:39,035
I tried to save her the
only way I know how.
860
00:33:39,070 --> 00:33:40,569
You... They know that, right?
861
00:33:40,605 --> 00:33:43,572
You know that.
862
00:33:43,608 --> 00:33:46,509
863
00:33:55,421 --> 00:33:58,188
(INDISTINCT SPEAKING OVER P.A.)
864
00:33:58,224 --> 00:34:01,225
865
00:34:08,609 --> 00:34:10,576
(TELEPHONE RINGING)
866
00:34:11,386 --> 00:34:12,596
PENNY: Sofia!
867
00:34:12,831 --> 00:34:14,630
(GASPS) Hi!
868
00:34:14,666 --> 00:34:16,338
(CHUCKLES)
869
00:34:16,409 --> 00:34:18,943
(SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
870
00:34:18,979 --> 00:34:20,011
Hi.
871
00:34:20,046 --> 00:34:21,045
- You ready?
- You ready?
872
00:34:21,081 --> 00:34:22,180
Let's go.
873
00:34:22,215 --> 00:34:23,581
(CHUCKLES)
874
00:34:23,617 --> 00:34:25,049
(DOOR OPENS)
875
00:34:25,085 --> 00:34:26,451
Oh, thank you!
876
00:34:26,486 --> 00:34:28,586
- (SIGHS)
- (DOOR CLOSES)
877
00:34:28,622 --> 00:34:31,522
- (SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE)
- WOMAN: Get inside!
878
00:34:31,558 --> 00:34:33,625
Pierce, before you go,
879
00:34:33,660 --> 00:34:35,893
Tacoma wants to send a patient
with failed stenting...
880
00:34:35,929 --> 00:34:37,829
emergency four-vessel bypass.
881
00:34:37,864 --> 00:34:38,863
I didn't want to authorize it
882
00:34:38,898 --> 00:34:40,398
until I'd checked it with you, but...
883
00:34:40,433 --> 00:34:42,800
Uh, well, is the patient
stable enough to transfer?
884
00:34:42,836 --> 00:34:44,268
As far I'm concerned, yes.
885
00:34:44,304 --> 00:34:45,403
Okay, yeah.
886
00:34:45,472 --> 00:34:47,972
Go ahead.
887
00:34:48,008 --> 00:34:49,374
What?
888
00:34:49,409 --> 00:34:51,943
Nothing. Nothing.
889
00:34:51,978 --> 00:34:54,612
What did Owen tell you about me?
890
00:34:54,648 --> 00:34:58,216
Meredith... She said, um,
891
00:34:58,251 --> 00:35:00,718
she's my sister, and she told me...
892
00:35:00,754 --> 00:35:02,754
She told you about Megan.
893
00:35:02,789 --> 00:35:05,523
Why would you lie about
something like that?
894
00:35:05,558 --> 00:35:07,592
You know, I shouldn't have asked.
895
00:35:07,627 --> 00:35:09,360
This isn't any of my business.
896
00:35:09,396 --> 00:35:12,230
And I-I'm not usually
a person who, uh...
897
00:35:12,265 --> 00:35:15,199
You don't owe me an
explanation, obviously,
898
00:35:15,235 --> 00:35:18,069
but you're a good guy
899
00:35:18,138 --> 00:35:20,872
and a great surgeon, and I just...
900
00:35:23,243 --> 00:35:25,109
Why?
901
00:35:25,145 --> 00:35:27,245
I didn't lie to Meredith.
902
00:35:28,548 --> 00:35:30,715
It's fine. Forget it.
903
00:35:30,750 --> 00:35:34,118
Look, everything I told her was true.
904
00:35:34,154 --> 00:35:36,054
There was a patient.
905
00:35:37,157 --> 00:35:38,823
There was a helicopter.
906
00:35:41,261 --> 00:35:44,062
I just left some parts out...
907
00:35:44,097 --> 00:35:46,330
the part where we fought...
908
00:35:46,366 --> 00:35:49,934
where I cheated...
909
00:35:49,969 --> 00:35:52,470
where I failed the best
person I've ever met,
910
00:35:52,505 --> 00:35:54,839
the only woman I've ever loved.
911
00:35:54,874 --> 00:35:57,809
And those parts are for me and Megan.
912
00:35:57,844 --> 00:35:59,944
You're right. I don't owe anyone that.
913
00:35:59,979 --> 00:36:02,346
914
00:36:02,382 --> 00:36:08,252
I made a mistake...
915
00:36:08,288 --> 00:36:11,089
a big one.
916
00:36:11,124 --> 00:36:15,893
And I've paid for it ever since.
917
00:36:17,597 --> 00:36:19,597
Okay?
918
00:36:19,632 --> 00:36:21,666
Okay.
919
00:36:21,701 --> 00:36:24,702
920
00:36:34,414 --> 00:36:35,446
(SIREN WAILING)
921
00:36:35,482 --> 00:36:38,049
I'm glad you're being strong about this.
922
00:36:38,084 --> 00:36:40,251
I know how hard this is.
923
00:36:40,286 --> 00:36:42,553
I know how bad you feel.
924
00:36:42,589 --> 00:36:44,322
You loved this person once.
925
00:36:44,357 --> 00:36:46,524
- There's a child involved.
- (THUNDER RUMBLING)
926
00:36:46,559 --> 00:36:49,260
But I'm gonna tell you...
927
00:36:49,295 --> 00:36:52,563
the one thing that all
custody cases have in common
928
00:36:52,599 --> 00:36:55,600
is that they are always a battle.
929
00:36:55,635 --> 00:36:58,669
And no matter what, even if you win,
930
00:36:58,705 --> 00:37:01,572
you will still feel like
you lost something.
931
00:37:01,608 --> 00:37:05,009
So, are you sure this is a
battle you want to fight?
932
00:37:05,044 --> 00:37:07,945
My ex-wife wants to
move across the country
933
00:37:07,981 --> 00:37:12,216
and take our daughter, so... yeah.
934
00:37:12,252 --> 00:37:14,652
935
00:37:14,721 --> 00:37:16,454
(SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE)
936
00:37:16,489 --> 00:37:17,588
Hey.
937
00:37:17,624 --> 00:37:18,623
Stop.
938
00:37:18,658 --> 00:37:20,258
No. No more, okay?
939
00:37:20,293 --> 00:37:22,126
I'm done. Just stay away from me.
940
00:37:22,162 --> 00:37:23,594
All right, look, I'm not
gonna come any closer, okay?
941
00:37:23,630 --> 00:37:24,929
I just need to talk to you.
I need to say something.
942
00:37:24,964 --> 00:37:26,063
I need you to hear me.
943
00:37:26,099 --> 00:37:27,832
Please?
944
00:37:27,867 --> 00:37:30,101
Fine.
945
00:37:30,136 --> 00:37:32,436
All right, I have been
going over the paperwork,
946
00:37:32,472 --> 00:37:33,504
you know, for the lawyer...
947
00:37:33,540 --> 00:37:35,173
the prenup, post-nup, whatever.
948
00:37:35,208 --> 00:37:36,607
You know, I just... I don't need this.
949
00:37:36,643 --> 00:37:39,677
At first glance, it was
actually really frustrating,
950
00:37:39,712 --> 00:37:41,412
you know, 'cause I
wasn't finding anything
951
00:37:41,447 --> 00:37:42,613
that was actually gonna help my case.
952
00:37:42,649 --> 00:37:44,382
It was just so fair.
953
00:37:44,417 --> 00:37:46,350
Um, and I realized that was
because it was written
954
00:37:46,386 --> 00:37:51,589
by two people who really
loved each other...
955
00:37:51,624 --> 00:37:53,724
two people who really wanted
to protect each other,
956
00:37:53,760 --> 00:37:56,093
who really wanted what
was best for each other.
957
00:37:56,162 --> 00:37:58,462
And, April, I, uh...
958
00:37:58,498 --> 00:38:00,665
I don't know where those people went.
959
00:38:01,935 --> 00:38:04,335
I don't know if we can fix us, April.
960
00:38:04,370 --> 00:38:05,903
I don't know if we should.
961
00:38:05,939 --> 00:38:09,874
But I know I don't like
who I am turning into.
962
00:38:11,678 --> 00:38:13,711
I don't want to treat you...
963
00:38:13,746 --> 00:38:16,981
(SIGHS, SNIFFLES)
964
00:38:17,016 --> 00:38:21,018
This person who wrote
this, who signed this...
965
00:38:21,054 --> 00:38:24,422
was your best friend.
966
00:38:24,457 --> 00:38:28,226
You were my best friend, April...
967
00:38:28,261 --> 00:38:31,629
my favorite person.
968
00:38:32,999 --> 00:38:38,135
And I realized that that's who
I should be dealing with.
969
00:38:38,171 --> 00:38:42,974
We should treat each other the
way we did on this paper.
970
00:38:47,580 --> 00:38:48,846
(RIHANNA'S "CLOSE TO YOU" PLAYS)
971
00:38:48,882 --> 00:38:50,915
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
972
00:38:50,950 --> 00:38:53,951
973
00:38:56,956 --> 00:38:59,924
You want to feel something
unbelievably awesome?
974
00:38:59,959 --> 00:39:02,960
Nothing but a tear,
that's all for breakfast
975
00:39:02,996 --> 00:39:04,395
Oh. Was that a kick?
976
00:39:04,430 --> 00:39:06,030
Yeah.
977
00:39:06,065 --> 00:39:07,899
-
Watching you pretend you're unaffected
- He's kicking?
978
00:39:07,934 --> 00:39:09,567
(CHUCKLES) Or she's kicking.
979
00:39:09,636 --> 00:39:11,769
This baby can kick?
980
00:39:11,804 --> 00:39:14,105
You're pulling our connections
981
00:39:14,140 --> 00:39:16,274
- Our baby can kick.
-
Expecting me to let you go
982
00:39:16,309 --> 00:39:17,708
(CHUCKLES) Oh, he did it again.
983
00:39:17,744 --> 00:39:20,378
(LAUGHS)
984
00:39:20,413 --> 00:39:24,282
But I won't
985
00:39:24,317 --> 00:39:25,549
-
No, you don't need my protection
- Why are you still here?
986
00:39:25,585 --> 00:39:26,851
You have to go back to them.
You have to...
987
00:39:26,886 --> 00:39:27,919
Hunt and this committee.
988
00:39:27,954 --> 00:39:29,320
You have to get them to reconsider.
989
00:39:29,355 --> 00:39:31,522
There's n... They have
nothing to reconsider.
990
00:39:31,557 --> 00:39:32,823
But I'm in love, can't
blame me for checking
991
00:39:32,859 --> 00:39:34,625
They made a recommendation.
I made a call.
992
00:39:34,661 --> 00:39:36,961
It's very simple, and I'm done
talking about this here...
993
00:39:36,996 --> 00:39:38,129
- church and state.
-
I love in your direction
994
00:39:38,164 --> 00:39:39,563
There's a reason that it's separated.
995
00:39:39,599 --> 00:39:40,765
- Oh, to hell with state!
-
Hoping that the message goes
996
00:39:40,800 --> 00:39:41,899
You're really gonna
come back at me with...
997
00:39:41,935 --> 00:39:43,768
with "no special treatment"?
Six months is...
998
00:39:43,803 --> 00:39:46,304
Six months is special treatment!
999
00:39:46,339 --> 00:39:48,539
- What?
-
Somewhere close to you
1000
00:39:48,574 --> 00:39:51,275
If you had been anyone else, you
wouldn't have been suspended.
1001
00:39:51,311 --> 00:39:52,576
You would have been fired.
1002
00:39:52,612 --> 00:39:54,245
-
Close to you
- They told you to fire me?
1003
00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:56,280
No. I wanted to fire you.
1004
00:39:56,349 --> 00:39:58,783
I was talked down.
1005
00:39:58,818 --> 00:40:00,584
Like so close if they hurt
you, you wouldn't find out
1006
00:40:00,620 --> 00:40:03,154
Do you have an idea what you are doing?
1007
00:40:03,189 --> 00:40:05,656
Do you have any idea what you've done?
1008
00:40:05,692 --> 00:40:08,326
I made a mistake, Miranda.
People make mistakes.
1009
00:40:08,361 --> 00:40:10,394
-
Just say now, I'm coming right now
- Surgeons make mistakes.
1010
00:40:10,430 --> 00:40:12,129
- I don't, not like that.
-
To be close to you
1011
00:40:12,165 --> 00:40:13,931
You made an astonishing
error in judgment...
1012
00:40:13,967 --> 00:40:15,800
Said you let it go, you kept it
1013
00:40:15,835 --> 00:40:19,437
...that I'm trying to
accept and forgive.
1014
00:40:19,472 --> 00:40:21,572
Working hard to perfect it
1015
00:40:21,607 --> 00:40:24,875
And it's gonna take me a lot
longer than six months.
1016
00:40:24,911 --> 00:40:27,278
Now your fear is reckless,
and it's out of your control
1017
00:40:27,313 --> 00:40:29,280
All bleeding must stop.
1018
00:40:29,315 --> 00:40:32,650
Well, I am sorry I disappoint you.
1019
00:40:32,685 --> 00:40:34,585
Would you let it go?
1020
00:40:34,620 --> 00:40:36,854
Sometimes it does so at a cost.
1021
00:40:36,889 --> 00:40:39,457
- So am I.
-
No, you don't need my protection
1022
00:40:39,492 --> 00:40:41,859
You lose the arm, remove the organ.
1023
00:40:41,894 --> 00:40:45,896
But I'm in love, can't
blame me for checking
1024
00:40:45,932 --> 00:40:47,531
You choose to live with the loss...
1025
00:40:47,567 --> 00:40:49,233
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
- Chief?
1026
00:40:49,268 --> 00:40:53,804
I love in your direction,
hoping that the message goes
1027
00:40:53,840 --> 00:40:55,539
...because at the end of the day,
1028
00:40:55,575 --> 00:40:58,142
you'll do whatever you
can to stay alive.
1029
00:40:58,177 --> 00:41:02,747
Somewhere close to you
1030
00:41:02,782 --> 00:41:04,448
In the last hour, he started moving,
1031
00:41:04,484 --> 00:41:06,517
- responding to verbal stimuli.
-
Close to you
1032
00:41:06,552 --> 00:41:08,252
And now vitals are stable.
1033
00:41:08,287 --> 00:41:09,887
He is re-oriented.
1034
00:41:09,922 --> 00:41:11,255
What...
1035
00:41:11,290 --> 00:41:14,425
This is one in a million.
It shouldn't have happened.
1036
00:41:14,460 --> 00:41:16,360
Like so close if they hurt
you, you wouldn't find out
1037
00:41:16,396 --> 00:41:18,429
And sometimes, by some
miracle, it works.
1038
00:41:18,464 --> 00:41:20,031
- The bleeding stops.
-
If you let me, I'd be there by now
1039
00:41:20,066 --> 00:41:22,666
Well, does he know yet,
about his wife and baby?
1040
00:41:22,702 --> 00:41:26,337
-
Close to you
- No. Not yet.
1041
00:41:26,372 --> 00:41:27,338
He's asking.
1042
00:41:27,373 --> 00:41:29,407
1043
00:41:29,442 --> 00:41:32,710
(BREATHES DEEPLY)
1044
00:41:32,745 --> 00:41:36,313
I was wrong, Bailey.
1045
00:41:36,349 --> 00:41:38,649
You saved his life.
1046
00:41:42,155 --> 00:41:44,800
And now I have to go
in there and ruin it.
1047
00:41:44,910 --> 00:41:49,079
But sometimes, no matter
how hard you try...
1048
00:41:51,316 --> 00:41:55,986
(DOOR SLIDES OPEN, CLOSED)
1049
00:41:56,021 --> 00:41:59,022
1050
00:42:00,559 --> 00:42:03,193
...it's still not enough.
1051
00:42:03,228 --> 00:42:06,229
1052
00:42:14,978 --> 00:42:19,111
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