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We need four units of o-neg.
Bring that bench over here.
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They went to cut off the door,
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and all I could think
was he's gonna bleed out.
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We need more time.
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I was pissed, but then I thought,
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"no, we need less distance
to the O.R., so...
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So, you brought... the whole damn car.
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- How is he?
- He's hanging on, barely.
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Meredith: I remember in schoolsomeone telling me
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I came from a broken home.
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That's what they used to call it
when your parents got divorced.
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This isn't the way
we usually do that.
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I had to do it this way.
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No, no, no, we see why you did it.
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Okay. Look, I just wanted to give him...
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A second chance.
We got a second chance.
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Even though getting divorced
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was the least broken thing they ever did.
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Hey, Keith, it's Meredith.
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Thanks for having me over.
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How's Joan?
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What's the word on my baby?
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We'll find out for you. We got you.
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[Siren wails]
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When I heard that as a kid,
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I wondered if broken homes werewhere the broken people lived.
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Callie: Still feeling those toes, Joan?
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- Yeah.
- Good.
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Um, you guys, let's just stop.
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Let's stop for a sec. What's happening?
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There's just a little bleeding,
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which is normal after a delivery,
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but we're gonna get you checked out
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before you have
your spinal surgery, okay?
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It was silly. I mean,
I was just a little kid.
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- Gonna take her.
- No, no, what are you doing?
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- What are you doing with my baby?
- Just for a while.
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No, please! We were crushed in a car!
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My fianc?'s dead!
You're not taking my baby!
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- Please no!
- Joan, your baby's doing fine, okay?
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- Please!
- We just need to check you out.
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Okay, you need to take him
to the NICU and page Karev.
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But to this day, I still wonder.
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[Crying] No!
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It looks like uterine atony.
We need to move fast.
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We move fast, we paralyze her.
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We move too slow
and she bleeds to death.
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Okay.
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Yeah, I already spoke to Mom.
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Amelia.
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I don't know how fast
you're moving on the house.
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I haven't even accepted
an offer yet, so...
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I can have my stuff out next week.
Is that soon enough?
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Dad, I don't care
whose side of the story.
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- I'm not sure I can make it any sooner.
- You don't have to.
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I should've been out
a while ago.
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Derek is the one who invited me,
and he's gone, so...
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[cellphone rings, beeps]
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Yes, I am listening.
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Dad...
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I have to go.
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Is Alex in the NICU?
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Don't know and don't care,
'cause apparently,
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he thinks I'm some sort
of '50s housewife
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who he can tell where to be
and what to do
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and when to bake a pot roast.
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I'm holding a baby.
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- Who's this?
- Come on, here.
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[Sighs]
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There's been a lot of talking, but not
a lot of getting me out of the car.
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That's still the plan, right...
get Keith out of the car?
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That's the plan.
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When Joanie called
and told me she was pregnant,
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you know what my first thought was?
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Run like hell.
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We'd only had the one date.
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And she agrees, it kind of sucked.
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I think we had sex just
to stop the awkward silence.
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[Inhales sharply]
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And then boom... insta-family,
like sea monkeys.
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It was scary.
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Now I can't believe
I ever felt like that.
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Now all I want to do is see them.
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Owen: Grey, we're ready to cut the roof.
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Okay, Keith,
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it's gonna get real loud
and then it's gonna get scary,
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and then we're gonna
get you out, okay?
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Loud, scary, free.
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[Saw buzzing]
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Okay.
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[Indistinct shouting]
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Okay.
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[Saws buzzing]
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Arizona's having trouble
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controlling
the postpartum hemorrhage.
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- This just keeps getting...
- Edwards.
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What are you doing?
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- I'm scrubbing in.
- [Scoffs] No, you're not.
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I gave you one job...
to keep her in the collar
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until trauma cleared her.
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It was the interns who...
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And you left her in the care
of first-day interns.
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They should've known better.
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No, you should've known better.
You can go now.
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You are no longer going anywhere
near this patient, got it?
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Go.
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Man: Roof coming off!
Okay, guys, you're clear.
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April: We need a trauma panel
and type and cross for eight.
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Owen: Got it. Drawing labs.
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No blood in the pericardium.
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Penetrating
thoraco-abdominal injury.
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Ultrasound, please.
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Keith, talk to me.
How do you feel?
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Uh... popular.
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Funny. That's funny.
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Okay, guys, when you clear,
we're gonna cut away
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the piece of the door here
that's impaling him,
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then you can
get him inside, okay?
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All right.
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[Saw buzzing]
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Dr. Grey.
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I have an update on his fianc?e.
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April certainly thought
outside the box.
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I like this Kepner.
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I never thought
I would like Kepner.
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You know, old Kepner was...
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there was pigtails
and bunny rabbits and smiling.
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Lots of smiling,
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but Kepner the reboot,
Kepner 2.0, she's crazy!
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She's fierce.
She's womaned up.
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Thank you, United States army.
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Bailey, Hunt has this.
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I need you to handle
everything else in the E.R.
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You are in charge.
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- Get used to it.
- Yes, sir!
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[Chuckles]
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I thought I made myself perfectly clear.
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You can't just appoint a new chief.
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There are rules and
recommendations to be made,
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and then the board votes.
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Just because something's
been done one way forever
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doesn't mean it shouldn't change.
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- It's called evolution.
- No.
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What you're talking about
is called dictatorship,
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and I did not sign up for
a dictatorship, Catherine Avery.
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No one asked you to, Richard Webber.
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That's the problem...
you never ask, you only tell.
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Well, let me tell you
how this is gonna...
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Look, I don't want to listen to
another word about it!
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[Saw stops]
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Man: Let's get back to it!
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[Saw resumes]
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Excuse me.
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I-I can't. I'm...
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Hey, Keith. Stay with me.
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I have some news for you.
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Joan's okay.
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She's headed into surgery,
and you have a baby boy.
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A...boy?
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A boy?
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I have a son.
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Okay, Joan, I'm gonna put you
out now, okay?
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Uterus is flaccid. She's hemorrhaging.
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Okay, we got to put her under.
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- You got to get this under control now.
- I know that.
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I need a balloon catheter.
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- Jo: Is she out?
- Not yet, why?
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Joan, Keith is here.
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- He's here. He's alive.
- Keith's here?
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They're working on him now.
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[Laughs]
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[Monitor beeping]
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Wilson, go.
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Pressure's at 70. We're losing her.
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[Keith whimpering]
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Keith, hang in there. Hang in there.
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[Screaming]
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Okay, stop!
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- Hey, stop! Stop! Stop!
- Okay, hold up.
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- What is it, Grey?
- We can't do this. Not like this.
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[Whimpers]
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It's gonna tear him apart.
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S11E24
You're My Home
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We're gonna open him up out here?
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It's the only way. We start an ex-lap.
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Clamp everything we can.
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It'll buy us time
till we get him upstairs.
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Only five or six minutes
till he bleeds out.
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- That's plenty of time.
- Guys, guys, all O.R.s are full.
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- Owen: All of them?
- Tunnel collapse victims.
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No, no, we have
a plastics O.R. available.
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Meredith: That's all the way at
the other end of the building.
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- That's impossible.
- Nothing's impossible.
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We just... all right, we clear
a path to the east elevator.
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Move everything out of the way,
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stop all foot traffic,
lock down the elevator.
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Can he make it that far?
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No, but he will.
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He doesn't have a choice, right?
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So, we run.
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All out like olympians.
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It's plenty of time.
It's plenty of time.
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Let's prep him
for an ex-lap out here.
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- Jackson: Okay.
- Okay.
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I am not crying wolf.
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Sir?
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I do not make decisions lightly,
and I don't bow to dictators.
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Miranda Bailey, you will be
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Grey Sloan memorial's
next chief of surgery!
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Congratulations!
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Thank you.
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Catheter is working,
and the bleeding has stopped.
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No tear in the dura, amazingly.
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[Chuckles]
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So, an intern opened her collar?
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Oh, stupid.
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Wait, was that the intern that
we thought was an attending?
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You mistook an intern
for an attending?
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Yeah, he was pretty much
running the trauma.
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Like a boss. Like a hot, hot boss.
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Somebody should get into that.
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[Chuckles]
Maybe you should get into that.
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You know what?
You should get into that.
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[Laughs] I don't think so.
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I have started a strict
no workplace dating policy.
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[Sighs] I hear you. [Laughs]
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It's all too... You know?
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They see you, all of you.
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Then they come to work
and they see you here, too,
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and you try to keep it professional
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and get things done,
but suddenly you're thinking,
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"I was naked on you before."
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[Chuckles] Or "I wish
you were naked now."
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"Hey, remember when you were
there at my very rock bottom
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and I went down the rabbit hole
and dragged you in with me
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and bared the darkest parts of my
soul to you in the midnight hours?
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So, now let's have
a budget meeting."
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It's a solid policy.
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Trust me.
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I can't find the 8 E.T. tubes.
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[Sighs]
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Yeah, but I need more.
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Webber is making me
chief of surgery.
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That's great, but I got
to get these... wait, what?
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Chief?
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- Wait, chief of surgery?
- Ooh, say it again.
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[Chuckles]
Hey, how you doing, man?
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This is my wife,
Dr. Miranda Bailey,
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chief of surgery.
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No, chief of all these damn surgeries.
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[Laughs]
253
00:09:47,358 --> 00:09:49,084
Oh, I got to get these, uh, in.
254
00:09:49,118 --> 00:09:51,093
Oh, yeah, go, go, go.
255
00:09:51,528 --> 00:09:52,854
[Sighs]
256
00:09:52,888 --> 00:09:54,689
Who is the chief?
257
00:09:54,724 --> 00:09:56,424
I am the chief.
258
00:09:56,459 --> 00:09:57,559
Owen: Warren, you'll intubate.
259
00:09:57,579 --> 00:09:59,160
Kepner, you and I will do the ex-lap.
260
00:09:59,180 --> 00:10:00,600
Get control of whatever's bleeding.
261
00:10:00,724 --> 00:10:02,631
Grey, I need you and Pierce
scrubbed and ready
262
00:10:02,665 --> 00:10:04,099
in the O.R. when we
get there, we got it?
263
00:10:04,133 --> 00:10:05,100
Okay.
264
00:10:05,134 --> 00:10:06,868
Meredith, do me a favor.
265
00:10:06,902 --> 00:10:09,039
Tell Joanie that I loved her
and that I...
266
00:10:09,059 --> 00:10:11,206
No. No, no, no.
267
00:10:11,240 --> 00:10:12,874
No messages from
beyond the grave, Keith.
268
00:10:12,908 --> 00:10:14,409
We're not doing that.
269
00:10:14,443 --> 00:10:15,977
It's okay.
270
00:10:16,192 --> 00:10:17,475
You guys have been great.
271
00:10:17,495 --> 00:10:19,783
You went way above and beyond.
272
00:10:19,803 --> 00:10:21,776
Keith, yes, a lot of people here
273
00:10:21,796 --> 00:10:23,918
are working very hard
to pull this off,
274
00:10:23,953 --> 00:10:25,987
and you have to work, too, okay?
275
00:10:26,022 --> 00:10:29,477
I've seen the looks
on these people's faces.
276
00:10:29,639 --> 00:10:31,726
This is not gonna work.
277
00:10:35,128 --> 00:10:37,437
Hunt, I'm gonna need a minute.
278
00:10:37,821 --> 00:10:39,037
Okay.
279
00:10:40,899 --> 00:10:43,672
I'm serious... one minute,
that's all I'm allowing.
280
00:10:43,706 --> 00:10:45,835
- It's too soon.
- Fine, fine.
281
00:10:46,182 --> 00:10:49,669
You talk to Wilson yet about
me and the kids moving in?
282
00:10:49,689 --> 00:10:53,314
No. I was a jackass, and now
she's not even talking to me.
283
00:10:54,015 --> 00:10:56,484
- I can't even...
- Is she moving out?
284
00:10:56,519 --> 00:10:57,651
Is there room for Amelia,
285
00:10:57,671 --> 00:10:59,102
because you could take
your old room,
286
00:10:59,122 --> 00:11:00,696
I could take my old room back,
287
00:11:00,716 --> 00:11:02,457
and then Amelia could move
into Cristina's room.
288
00:11:02,491 --> 00:11:03,739
God, Mer, what the hell?
289
00:11:03,759 --> 00:11:04,533
I know, I know,
290
00:11:04,553 --> 00:11:06,995
but I hurt her feelings,
and she's mad at me.
291
00:11:07,029 --> 00:11:08,863
I forgot I'm supposed to be her sister.
292
00:11:08,898 --> 00:11:10,832
You're a complete tool sometimes.
293
00:11:11,395 --> 00:11:12,909
I've heard.
294
00:11:13,869 --> 00:11:16,795
[Indistinct conversations]
295
00:11:17,056 --> 00:11:18,793
April: All right, everybody
stop what you're doing.
296
00:11:18,813 --> 00:11:21,810
Quiet, please. Make a hole.
Make a hole.
297
00:11:22,057 --> 00:11:24,145
Man: Let them through, guys.
298
00:11:35,004 --> 00:11:38,574
The light come in
299
00:11:38,594 --> 00:11:41,896
we take it
300
00:11:42,356 --> 00:11:45,783
let the light come in
301
00:11:45,803 --> 00:11:50,071
embrace it
302
00:11:50,106 --> 00:11:52,236
I have something for you.
303
00:11:58,013 --> 00:11:59,347
Oh.
[Chuckles]
304
00:11:59,381 --> 00:12:01,149
Hey, big man.
305
00:12:02,098 --> 00:12:04,152
[Crying] Aww.
306
00:12:04,418 --> 00:12:06,588
Look at you.
307
00:12:07,452 --> 00:12:09,824
I'm sorry for all this crap.
308
00:12:09,859 --> 00:12:13,495
Sorry, I just... wish I...
309
00:12:18,134 --> 00:12:21,269
I'm gonna see you
when I get out of here, okay?
310
00:12:21,444 --> 00:12:22,821
You and your mom, yeah?
311
00:12:22,841 --> 00:12:26,954
I'm gonna be there and we're
gonna be together, okay?
312
00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:29,444
Oh, I love you. Daddy loves you.
313
00:12:29,478 --> 00:12:31,012
Kiss.
314
00:12:31,046 --> 00:12:33,192
Okay, okay.
315
00:12:33,482 --> 00:12:36,182
[Crying continues]
316
00:12:37,086 --> 00:12:38,520
All right, let's bag him.
317
00:12:38,554 --> 00:12:40,786
Push 200 of ketamine.
318
00:12:43,492 --> 00:12:44,762
Don't go.
319
00:12:44,782 --> 00:12:46,461
No.
320
00:12:46,495 --> 00:12:47,962
I'm right here.
321
00:12:48,344 --> 00:12:51,366
That was a bad idea
bringing him out here like that.
322
00:12:51,400 --> 00:12:52,559
Why?
323
00:12:52,783 --> 00:12:55,603
Because I'm gonna be really pissed...
324
00:12:56,158 --> 00:12:58,652
If you don't pull this off.
325
00:12:58,672 --> 00:13:00,048
Me too.
326
00:13:13,334 --> 00:13:14,568
[baby crying]
327
00:13:14,602 --> 00:13:16,336
That was a really nice idea.
328
00:13:16,371 --> 00:13:19,106
Oh, well, it wasn't mine,
but I'll take credit.
329
00:13:19,547 --> 00:13:21,608
Look, I was being a jerk.
330
00:13:22,008 --> 00:13:22,910
[Sighs] Shut up.
331
00:13:22,944 --> 00:13:24,778
I know. We were both jerks.
332
00:13:25,247 --> 00:13:26,747
Can we just move on?
333
00:13:26,781 --> 00:13:28,315
Please.
334
00:13:28,349 --> 00:13:29,816
Good.
335
00:13:29,851 --> 00:13:31,758
- So, I have to ask you something.
- Okay.
336
00:13:31,778 --> 00:13:33,292
Meredith asked me
if she could move in.
337
00:13:33,312 --> 00:13:35,178
She's selling her house
and she wants to move in.
338
00:13:35,198 --> 00:13:37,151
- What do you think?
- With the kids?
339
00:13:37,171 --> 00:13:38,859
No, she's selling the kids
with the house.
340
00:13:38,893 --> 00:13:40,531
Yes, with the kids.
341
00:13:40,551 --> 00:13:41,828
And I get a vote on this?
342
00:13:41,863 --> 00:13:42,863
I didn't think that we did that.
343
00:13:42,897 --> 00:13:43,921
I thought we were at this place
344
00:13:43,941 --> 00:13:45,949
where you just told me
what was gonna happen.
345
00:13:45,969 --> 00:13:46,999
I'm asking you.
346
00:13:47,019 --> 00:13:49,183
Yeah, and I can say no
to the sad widow
347
00:13:49,203 --> 00:13:51,496
with the three kids
tapping on the window?
348
00:13:51,516 --> 00:13:53,392
You said you were
putting down roots here.
349
00:13:53,412 --> 00:13:54,691
Congrats.
350
00:13:54,711 --> 00:13:57,577
Now you got a house and a family.
351
00:13:58,476 --> 00:14:00,014
So, I guess the wedding is off.
352
00:14:00,034 --> 00:14:01,409
Yeah, what happened?
353
00:14:01,429 --> 00:14:03,717
- Did Richard talk to you?
- No.
354
00:14:03,751 --> 00:14:05,886
Was a complete surprise.
355
00:14:06,375 --> 00:14:08,224
Complete surprise.
356
00:14:09,552 --> 00:14:10,868
[Crying]
357
00:14:13,895 --> 00:14:15,139
Are you okay?
358
00:14:15,159 --> 00:14:17,331
I'm fine. I'm fine.
359
00:14:17,365 --> 00:14:18,725
[Sniffles]
360
00:14:21,369 --> 00:14:23,704
[Indistinct conversations]
361
00:14:25,926 --> 00:14:27,040
Owen: Feels familiar, huh?
362
00:14:27,075 --> 00:14:29,493
- Feels great, actually.
- You miss it?
363
00:14:29,513 --> 00:14:30,844
Being in the field?
364
00:14:30,878 --> 00:14:32,746
It's the only thing I ever think about.
365
00:14:32,780 --> 00:14:35,082
Sats and B.P. are stable. Good to go.
366
00:14:36,610 --> 00:14:37,551
Here we go.
367
00:14:37,585 --> 00:14:38,885
Okay.
368
00:14:40,296 --> 00:14:43,577
- All right, laps. More laps.
- Scissors. Kelly. Kelly.
369
00:14:43,597 --> 00:14:45,225
Looks like it's going
straight into his renal vessels.
370
00:14:45,259 --> 00:14:46,493
Clamp.
371
00:14:46,527 --> 00:14:47,728
I can't reach. Can you get it?
372
00:14:47,762 --> 00:14:49,609
Uh, I got it. I got it. Crap! Crap!
373
00:14:49,629 --> 00:14:51,706
- No, I-I see it. I see it.
- Okay, all right.
374
00:14:51,726 --> 00:14:52,799
Damn it. Laps.
375
00:14:52,834 --> 00:14:54,835
Okay. Gonna need
a whole lot more laps!
376
00:14:54,869 --> 00:14:56,770
Jackson: Doctors Hunt and Kepner
start Keith's surgery
377
00:14:56,804 --> 00:14:57,904
outside in the car.
378
00:14:57,939 --> 00:14:59,793
Doctors Grey and Pierce
are standing by in the O.R.
379
00:14:59,813 --> 00:15:01,257
waiting to finish that surgery.
380
00:15:01,277 --> 00:15:03,590
You need to help get Keith
from the car to the O.R.
381
00:15:03,610 --> 00:15:05,166
We estimate we have less
than three minutes
382
00:15:05,186 --> 00:15:06,546
to get him from car to O.R.
383
00:15:06,581 --> 00:15:08,782
Any more than that, he dies.
You make a mistake, he dies.
384
00:15:08,816 --> 00:15:10,898
This has to be perfect.
We have one chance.
385
00:15:10,918 --> 00:15:12,350
There are no do-overs.
386
00:15:12,370 --> 00:15:14,043
His life and death depends
387
00:15:14,063 --> 00:15:15,956
on how you handle
the next few minutes.
388
00:15:15,990 --> 00:15:17,891
Do not mess this up.
389
00:15:17,925 --> 00:15:20,027
Come on, come on, come on.
390
00:15:20,061 --> 00:15:21,546
His chest wall is hashed.
391
00:15:21,566 --> 00:15:24,499
- Now, can you get that last clamp?
- I got it. I got it. I got it.
392
00:15:25,641 --> 00:15:27,734
You, keep these doors open.
393
00:15:27,769 --> 00:15:29,870
You stay on this corner here.
394
00:15:30,107 --> 00:15:31,905
- All right, what's your name?
- Uh, Deluca.
395
00:15:31,939 --> 00:15:33,507
All right, Deluca, right here.
396
00:15:33,527 --> 00:15:34,989
You got it.
397
00:15:35,356 --> 00:15:36,403
Owen: That's it. Let's go.
398
00:15:36,423 --> 00:15:38,879
Warren, watch the clamps when
they pull the piece out of him.
399
00:15:38,913 --> 00:15:40,747
Kepner, be ready to pack.
Are we ready?
400
00:15:40,782 --> 00:15:42,582
- Ready.
- I'm good.
401
00:15:43,142 --> 00:15:44,867
If this guy's not
on the table in five minutes,
402
00:15:44,887 --> 00:15:46,877
this was all for nothing.
403
00:15:48,589 --> 00:15:50,077
I'm starting the clock.
404
00:15:50,097 --> 00:15:51,740
Let's all be careful, okay?
405
00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:53,560
And go.
406
00:15:55,930 --> 00:15:57,597
- All right. What is your name?
- Shaw.
407
00:15:57,632 --> 00:15:59,349
Shaw, this elevator does not move
408
00:15:59,369 --> 00:16:01,471
until our patient is inside. Got it?
409
00:16:01,836 --> 00:16:03,970
- [Elevator bell dings]
- [Grunts]
410
00:16:22,515 --> 00:16:24,124
Easy, easy.
411
00:16:24,158 --> 00:16:26,626
[Indistinct conversation]
412
00:16:27,007 --> 00:16:28,464
All right, give them room.
413
00:16:28,484 --> 00:16:30,130
Let's go.
414
00:16:32,498 --> 00:16:34,334
Incoming!
415
00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:41,007
Out of here! Clear the hall!
416
00:16:41,042 --> 00:16:42,142
- [Elevator bell dings]
- Go!
417
00:16:43,077 --> 00:16:45,979
No! No! No!
418
00:16:46,013 --> 00:16:48,815
Owen: Sorry. Sorry. Move, move.
419
00:16:51,052 --> 00:16:52,786
- [Elevator bell dings]
- Move!
420
00:16:52,820 --> 00:16:54,154
[People muttering]
421
00:16:54,188 --> 00:16:55,989
Get out! Get out! Get out!
422
00:16:56,023 --> 00:16:57,390
[Pressing button rapidly]
423
00:16:57,425 --> 00:16:58,725
[Elevator bell dings]
424
00:16:59,049 --> 00:17:00,393
Owen: Incoming! Move!
425
00:17:00,428 --> 00:17:02,809
Stephanie: Just wait. Wait.
Wait, wait.
426
00:17:03,665 --> 00:17:05,834
Come on! Come on! Come on! Come
on! Come on! Come on! Come on!
427
00:17:05,854 --> 00:17:07,819
Move!
428
00:17:10,905 --> 00:17:12,139
Who's on the elevator?
429
00:17:12,173 --> 00:17:13,874
Why is it closed?! Get it open!
430
00:17:17,243 --> 00:17:18,311
[Elevator bell dings]
Owen: Move!
431
00:17:18,346 --> 00:17:20,347
Out! Out! Out! Out!
432
00:17:23,522 --> 00:17:25,585
[Elevator bell dings]
433
00:17:25,620 --> 00:17:28,355
[Panting]
434
00:17:30,298 --> 00:17:32,643
What happened?
He coded in the elevator!
435
00:17:32,663 --> 00:17:34,914
Come on.
436
00:17:34,934 --> 00:17:37,934
Ready? One, two, three.
437
00:17:38,443 --> 00:17:39,771
All right. Let's get him back.
438
00:17:39,791 --> 00:17:41,582
Maggie: Hang some more blood.
Paddles.
439
00:17:41,602 --> 00:17:44,002
Push an amp of bicarb. Clear.
440
00:17:44,258 --> 00:17:45,554
[Paddles thump]
[Monitor beeping]
441
00:17:45,574 --> 00:17:46,953
We have sinus.
442
00:17:46,973 --> 00:17:49,080
- Okay, we got this?
- Yeah, we got it. Go.
443
00:17:49,100 --> 00:17:50,676
Maggie: Gonna have to open up his chest.
444
00:17:50,696 --> 00:17:53,060
Get me a thoracotomy tray and scalpel.
445
00:17:53,080 --> 00:17:53,914
Jackson: Oh.
446
00:17:53,934 --> 00:17:55,689
Got a pumper here, Jackson.
447
00:17:55,709 --> 00:17:57,684
Right angle...
448
00:17:57,718 --> 00:17:59,419
Come on, Keith. Come on.
449
00:17:59,453 --> 00:18:01,121
[Monitor beeping rapidly]
450
00:18:05,145 --> 00:18:07,313
[Telephone ringing]
451
00:18:10,551 --> 00:18:12,318
Here you go, Doctor.
452
00:18:12,352 --> 00:18:13,789
- He's still alive?
- For now.
453
00:18:13,809 --> 00:18:15,558
- And the girlfriend?
- Out of surgery.
454
00:18:15,578 --> 00:18:17,490
Awake. Not paralyzed.
455
00:18:17,524 --> 00:18:19,492
Excellent work.
456
00:18:22,691 --> 00:18:24,730
Meredith told you
she's selling the house?
457
00:18:24,750 --> 00:18:26,699
- What, her house?
- Yeah.
458
00:18:26,902 --> 00:18:28,236
It was news to me, too.
459
00:18:28,256 --> 00:18:29,554
Where are you gonna go?
460
00:18:29,574 --> 00:18:31,037
I'll find something.
461
00:18:31,369 --> 00:18:32,538
Maybe she'll let you keep the trailer.
462
00:18:32,573 --> 00:18:34,095
Well, maybe I should just get a house
463
00:18:34,115 --> 00:18:35,141
that doesn't get parking tickets.
464
00:18:35,175 --> 00:18:36,475
[Chuckles] Come on.
465
00:18:36,510 --> 00:18:39,921
You won't miss being able to reach
your toaster from your toilet?
466
00:18:39,941 --> 00:18:41,663
[Laughs] I might.
467
00:18:43,943 --> 00:18:46,223
I really want this to work.
468
00:18:47,688 --> 00:18:48,786
Yeah?
469
00:18:51,110 --> 00:18:52,058
This family.
470
00:18:52,092 --> 00:18:54,138
Uh, all three of them.
471
00:18:54,158 --> 00:18:55,528
Right. Right.
472
00:18:55,562 --> 00:18:57,004
[Clears throat]
473
00:18:57,024 --> 00:18:59,164
- What did you think I meant?
- Oh, nothing, no. That.
474
00:18:59,184 --> 00:19:00,600
Yeah.
475
00:19:00,634 --> 00:19:02,406
Me too.
476
00:19:05,111 --> 00:19:06,315
Jo!
477
00:19:06,563 --> 00:19:08,325
Jo, come here.
478
00:19:12,889 --> 00:19:16,463
The sad widow is my friend...
my best friend.
479
00:19:16,736 --> 00:19:18,351
And I-I don't want to piss you off
480
00:19:18,385 --> 00:19:19,607
and I don't want you
running off somewhere,
481
00:19:19,627 --> 00:19:21,766
but I-I can't say no to her.
482
00:19:21,786 --> 00:19:24,608
So, you're saying no to me. Okay.
483
00:19:24,628 --> 00:19:26,320
No.
484
00:19:26,340 --> 00:19:29,460
Look, all that crap I said
about building a life here
485
00:19:29,480 --> 00:19:32,732
and about putting down roots...
look, I meant with you.
486
00:19:32,766 --> 00:19:36,233
I want a house with you,
my career with you.
487
00:19:36,253 --> 00:19:39,605
Uh, maybe someday a dog, maybe.
488
00:19:40,154 --> 00:19:41,184
[Sighs]
489
00:19:41,204 --> 00:19:43,876
It's all supposed to be with you.
490
00:19:44,203 --> 00:19:45,983
I th... I thought you got that.
491
00:19:46,003 --> 00:19:47,790
I didn't think I needed to say it.
492
00:19:47,810 --> 00:19:49,403
So, when I say that I can't say
no to my friend,
493
00:19:49,423 --> 00:19:51,078
it doesn't mean I'm saying no to you.
494
00:19:51,098 --> 00:19:54,422
I want you and all of it with you.
495
00:19:55,898 --> 00:19:57,323
Okay.
496
00:19:57,760 --> 00:19:58,852
Where are you going?
497
00:19:58,872 --> 00:20:00,688
I just...
498
00:20:01,161 --> 00:20:03,727
I have to think about what I want.
499
00:20:06,804 --> 00:20:07,996
Meredith: Vitals are steady.
500
00:20:08,016 --> 00:20:09,568
We may actually pull this out.
501
00:20:09,603 --> 00:20:11,830
Jackson: This will make a hell
of a wedding story.
502
00:20:11,850 --> 00:20:14,573
Hey, what is going on
with your mom and Richard?
503
00:20:14,608 --> 00:20:17,109
Ah, same old crap.
504
00:20:17,144 --> 00:20:18,701
Clash of the titans.
505
00:20:18,721 --> 00:20:19,979
What?
506
00:20:19,999 --> 00:20:21,647
They both want to be boss.
507
00:20:21,682 --> 00:20:22,682
Both want to dig in,
508
00:20:22,716 --> 00:20:24,408
and my mom is the smartest
person in the room.
509
00:20:24,428 --> 00:20:26,443
She's used to it. She's
used to everybody knowing
510
00:20:26,463 --> 00:20:28,218
that she's the smartest
person in the room.
511
00:20:28,238 --> 00:20:30,756
So, when you challenge her,
it's World War III.
512
00:20:30,791 --> 00:20:33,693
And Richard is the same.
513
00:20:34,472 --> 00:20:38,217
Well, that is just ridiculous
and pathetic.
514
00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:41,034
I mean, you don't just shrug your
shoulders and call it quits.
515
00:20:41,054 --> 00:20:42,501
You find a way
to work through it.
516
00:20:42,536 --> 00:20:44,273
You don't just...
517
00:20:44,671 --> 00:20:46,383
[Voice breaking] Give up
and throw it all away
518
00:20:46,403 --> 00:20:47,835
like it was nothing.
519
00:20:47,855 --> 00:20:50,689
Oh, oh. Wow. Uh, I'm sorry.
520
00:20:50,709 --> 00:20:53,345
It's something else. She doesn't
want to talk about it.
521
00:20:53,380 --> 00:20:55,214
Don't look at me. Ignore me.
522
00:20:55,248 --> 00:20:56,148
Oh.
523
00:20:56,183 --> 00:20:57,485
Welcome to the family.
524
00:20:57,505 --> 00:20:59,518
[Crying]
525
00:21:01,357 --> 00:21:02,788
Thank you, Doctor.
526
00:21:03,901 --> 00:21:06,328
I have something for you.
527
00:21:08,226 --> 00:21:09,554
It's my old cellphone.
528
00:21:09,574 --> 00:21:11,503
There's one voice-mail on it.
529
00:21:11,523 --> 00:21:14,200
Password is 1515.
530
00:21:16,269 --> 00:21:18,862
And make sure you're alone
when you listen to it.
531
00:21:31,895 --> 00:21:34,067
- Who does the postanesthesia checks?
- Shut up.
532
00:21:34,087 --> 00:21:36,809
Isaac: Isn't rounds when
we're supposed to ask questions?
533
00:21:37,306 --> 00:21:39,229
I thought you weren't allowed
to go near that patient.
534
00:21:39,249 --> 00:21:41,927
Did I not just say shut up?
535
00:21:42,468 --> 00:21:43,762
Hi, Joan.
536
00:21:43,782 --> 00:21:45,498
It's Dr. Edwards.
537
00:21:45,532 --> 00:21:47,399
Give my hands a squeeze?
538
00:21:47,571 --> 00:21:48,750
They fixed me up.
539
00:21:48,770 --> 00:21:51,034
Can you squeeze a little harder
for me on your right?
540
00:21:51,054 --> 00:21:53,839
I am as hard as I can.
541
00:21:54,429 --> 00:21:56,275
[Wheezes] I can't really breathe.
542
00:21:56,309 --> 00:21:57,283
[Monitor beeping rapidly]
543
00:21:57,303 --> 00:21:59,095
Her sats are dropping pretty fast.
544
00:21:59,115 --> 00:22:00,497
What's happening?
545
00:22:00,517 --> 00:22:02,016
Shaw, bag her.
546
00:22:02,036 --> 00:22:04,408
Get a crash cart and an
intubation tray in here now.
547
00:22:04,428 --> 00:22:06,840
Don't take that off. I did that.
You don't want to... oh.
548
00:22:06,860 --> 00:22:08,689
- She's hemorrhaging.
- Blood's compressing her trachea.
549
00:22:08,709 --> 00:22:09,980
Gloves! Gloves!
550
00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:12,151
She's losing her airway.
551
00:22:12,171 --> 00:22:13,559
Scalpel.
552
00:22:13,579 --> 00:22:15,097
Page Shepherd and Torres.
553
00:22:15,117 --> 00:22:16,574
Betadine.
554
00:22:16,594 --> 00:22:17,989
Scalpel now.
555
00:22:36,077 --> 00:22:38,799
Callie: Sats back up to 93, 95.
556
00:22:38,819 --> 00:22:39,743
What happened?
557
00:22:39,763 --> 00:22:41,741
Looks like a leaking
carotid pseudoaneurysm.
558
00:22:41,761 --> 00:22:42,899
What about her right side?
559
00:22:42,919 --> 00:22:44,098
Will she get her motor function back?
560
00:22:44,118 --> 00:22:45,804
I'm more worried about
brain death at this point.
561
00:22:45,824 --> 00:22:47,088
She can easily throw a clot
562
00:22:47,123 --> 00:22:49,209
and have a massive hemispheric stroke.
563
00:22:49,229 --> 00:22:50,592
[Sighs] Well, it's a good
thing that you caught it.
564
00:22:50,626 --> 00:22:53,299
No, Edwards. Edwards did.
565
00:22:55,446 --> 00:22:57,013
Isaac: Dr. Edwards, is there any chance
566
00:22:57,033 --> 00:22:59,974
- the leak could cause permanent da...
- Will you hush?
567
00:23:00,433 --> 00:23:02,361
Just sit back there and stay silent.
568
00:23:02,381 --> 00:23:04,384
- Edwards!
- What?
569
00:23:04,404 --> 00:23:05,761
These are your ducklings.
570
00:23:05,781 --> 00:23:07,091
I'm sor... what?
571
00:23:07,438 --> 00:23:08,920
Today is the first day
of your new job,
572
00:23:08,940 --> 00:23:10,893
and you have failed gloriously.
573
00:23:10,913 --> 00:23:13,647
You are a teacher.
Now, these interns are yours.
574
00:23:13,682 --> 00:23:16,117
They're your ducklings,
and you're letting them drown!
575
00:23:16,137 --> 00:23:17,952
Well, I want them to drown.
576
00:23:17,986 --> 00:23:19,711
- I want to watch it.
- Well, you can't.
577
00:23:19,731 --> 00:23:23,124
You have to teach them how
to paddle their stupid feet
578
00:23:23,158 --> 00:23:24,476
and stay above the water.
579
00:23:24,496 --> 00:23:26,752
They're going to screw up.
580
00:23:26,772 --> 00:23:28,596
And it will never be
their fault.
581
00:23:28,630 --> 00:23:30,664
It will always be your fault.
582
00:23:30,699 --> 00:23:32,947
But how you teach them
will determine
583
00:23:32,967 --> 00:23:35,236
how they treat patients
for years to come.
584
00:23:35,270 --> 00:23:39,073
They're your web-footed legacy,
and they're brilliant students.
585
00:23:39,107 --> 00:23:42,576
Hand-selected for this program
by doctors wiser than you,
586
00:23:42,611 --> 00:23:44,947
and they're your responsibility.
587
00:23:45,580 --> 00:23:47,416
Raise your ducklings.
588
00:24:23,242 --> 00:24:26,153
What is the matter with you two?
589
00:24:28,528 --> 00:24:30,196
My husband is dead.
590
00:24:30,216 --> 00:24:32,954
Yeah, I'm gonna play that card.
591
00:24:34,468 --> 00:24:35,908
You.
592
00:24:38,315 --> 00:24:40,968
You walked away from Ellis,
never got to be with her,
593
00:24:41,002 --> 00:24:42,636
and now she's dead.
594
00:24:42,671 --> 00:24:45,206
Adele is dead.
595
00:24:47,077 --> 00:24:48,742
And you... I don't
know who's dead for you.
596
00:24:48,777 --> 00:24:51,736
But the both of you
are very, very much alive
597
00:24:51,756 --> 00:24:54,181
and breathing and
driving each other crazy.
598
00:24:54,216 --> 00:24:57,516
And you yell and argue and fight,
599
00:24:57,536 --> 00:25:02,484
and you both should be thrilled
to be able to do those things.
600
00:25:03,179 --> 00:25:07,428
I would give anything
to be able to do those things.
601
00:25:07,462 --> 00:25:10,331
And none of those things
are reason enough
602
00:25:10,365 --> 00:25:13,901
to not be with the person
that you love,
603
00:25:14,196 --> 00:25:16,237
especially when there just isn't enough.
604
00:25:16,271 --> 00:25:19,440
There will never be enough time.
605
00:25:20,401 --> 00:25:22,304
And you both know that.
606
00:25:22,324 --> 00:25:25,279
So whatever it is that
that's coming between you two,
607
00:25:25,313 --> 00:25:28,415
will you just please figure it out?
608
00:25:29,661 --> 00:25:31,485
Figure it out.
609
00:25:42,216 --> 00:25:44,965
Jackson: It's amazing
anyone survived this.
610
00:25:46,065 --> 00:25:48,249
You should be proud of yourself.
611
00:25:49,081 --> 00:25:50,624
It was a little ballsy, huh?
612
00:25:50,644 --> 00:25:53,274
It was, actually, and you loved it.
613
00:25:57,025 --> 00:26:00,314
And I don't know why you're upset.
614
00:26:01,456 --> 00:26:04,881
Because I need to say something,
and I don't know how to say it.
615
00:26:05,402 --> 00:26:07,154
I don't even want to say it.
616
00:26:07,188 --> 00:26:09,456
You want to go back.
617
00:26:09,491 --> 00:26:11,818
There's another plane going
to Jordan in a couple weeks,
618
00:26:11,838 --> 00:26:13,977
and you...
619
00:26:15,330 --> 00:26:17,631
And you want to be on it.
620
00:26:18,393 --> 00:26:19,633
[Sighs]
621
00:26:20,726 --> 00:26:22,649
The way I felt today,
622
00:26:23,009 --> 00:26:25,839
every day is like it out there.
623
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:28,509
I thought it was just readjustment,
624
00:26:28,543 --> 00:26:30,678
and then I thought it was, like,
625
00:26:30,712 --> 00:26:32,808
an adrenaline addiction or something,
626
00:26:32,828 --> 00:26:35,482
but it feels like...
627
00:26:35,980 --> 00:26:37,785
I don't know, I...
628
00:26:37,819 --> 00:26:40,521
I feel like I've been called, Jackson.
629
00:26:41,985 --> 00:26:44,876
Well, maybe you should go back.
630
00:26:46,551 --> 00:26:47,668
Really?
631
00:26:49,062 --> 00:26:51,131
When we lost Samuel,
632
00:26:51,618 --> 00:26:56,003
a light went out in you, and I miss it.
633
00:26:56,544 --> 00:26:59,006
I miss it so much.
634
00:26:59,669 --> 00:27:02,349
And whatever it was over there,
635
00:27:02,369 --> 00:27:06,283
you know, whatever it is, it got relit.
636
00:27:07,300 --> 00:27:08,482
[Siren wails in distance]
637
00:27:08,516 --> 00:27:10,184
Thank you.
638
00:27:10,342 --> 00:27:11,318
Mm.
639
00:27:11,353 --> 00:27:13,667
Wait. Wait.
640
00:27:14,077 --> 00:27:17,825
April, I love you so much.
641
00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:23,631
But I don't think I can be here
when you come back.
642
00:27:23,787 --> 00:27:26,207
You understand?
643
00:27:26,777 --> 00:27:28,353
What?
644
00:27:29,098 --> 00:27:30,471
What? Why?
645
00:27:30,505 --> 00:27:31,497
No.
646
00:27:31,517 --> 00:27:33,507
It's only gonna be a couple of months.
It's not gonna be a year.
647
00:27:33,541 --> 00:27:34,140
No.
648
00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:36,064
- I-I promise I'll d...
- No.
649
00:27:36,084 --> 00:27:38,893
You don't know what I've been
through this last year.
650
00:27:39,117 --> 00:27:41,688
This last year,
what it was like...
651
00:27:41,708 --> 00:27:42,979
I... I know.
652
00:27:42,999 --> 00:27:45,586
I... it was... it was hard. I know.
653
00:27:45,620 --> 00:27:48,188
What do you mean you know?
You don't know.
654
00:27:48,352 --> 00:27:50,391
You never asked.
655
00:27:50,846 --> 00:27:52,660
Not once, in fact.
656
00:27:52,680 --> 00:27:53,994
How was I doing?
657
00:27:54,029 --> 00:27:56,263
How was I coping?
658
00:27:56,297 --> 00:27:58,499
You didn't even ask.
659
00:27:58,533 --> 00:27:59,933
I'm sorry.
660
00:28:00,849 --> 00:28:02,202
S... God, I'm sorry.
661
00:28:02,237 --> 00:28:03,092
I'm sorry.
662
00:28:03,112 --> 00:28:04,035
- You know...
- But we talked.
663
00:28:04,055 --> 00:28:05,839
- Yeah, you know what? You've got...
- And...
664
00:28:05,859 --> 00:28:08,346
to have your
life-altering journey, okay?
665
00:28:08,366 --> 00:28:09,930
And I stayed behind.
666
00:28:10,227 --> 00:28:11,412
And I held stuff down.
667
00:28:11,446 --> 00:28:13,784
And I silenced myself
so that you could grieve.
668
00:28:13,804 --> 00:28:15,931
If you need to grieve, we can...
669
00:28:15,951 --> 00:28:17,768
I did! I did need to grieve.
670
00:28:17,788 --> 00:28:21,021
I needed to... needed to with you.
671
00:28:22,099 --> 00:28:25,156
That's what marriage is to me, April.
672
00:28:26,062 --> 00:28:28,072
So, um...
673
00:28:28,730 --> 00:28:30,504
Okay, so you're saying that if I go...
674
00:28:30,524 --> 00:28:33,534
if I go again, then we're done?
675
00:28:34,004 --> 00:28:36,403
You're just calling it?
676
00:28:36,438 --> 00:28:40,040
Those tears there in your eyes
677
00:28:40,060 --> 00:28:42,476
took you by surprise
678
00:28:42,510 --> 00:28:44,211
Squeeze my fingers.
679
00:28:44,245 --> 00:28:46,580
Nothing I could say
680
00:28:46,858 --> 00:28:48,545
Good. Very good.
681
00:28:48,565 --> 00:28:50,651
My baby... is my baby okay?
682
00:28:50,685 --> 00:28:52,827
He's doing just fine.
683
00:28:54,708 --> 00:28:57,491
And Keith? Is he...
684
00:28:57,525 --> 00:28:59,226
I'm right here.
685
00:29:00,495 --> 00:29:02,896
You're here?
686
00:29:02,931 --> 00:29:03,879
I'm here.
687
00:29:03,899 --> 00:29:04,770
[Laughs]
688
00:29:04,790 --> 00:29:07,637
I'm looking right at you.
689
00:29:07,657 --> 00:29:10,019
I saw our baby.
690
00:29:10,516 --> 00:29:13,047
He's beautiful.
He's so beautiful.
691
00:29:13,067 --> 00:29:15,476
He looks exactly like me.
692
00:29:15,510 --> 00:29:17,178
[Laughs]
693
00:29:17,198 --> 00:29:19,635
Don't make me laugh.
694
00:29:19,655 --> 00:29:21,315
It hurts.
695
00:29:21,349 --> 00:29:22,683
[Laughs]
696
00:29:22,717 --> 00:29:24,351
Okay, but research budgets
697
00:29:24,371 --> 00:29:26,466
are approved
by one department head,
698
00:29:26,486 --> 00:29:28,749
- not a committee.
- Agreed. Next point.
699
00:29:28,769 --> 00:29:31,144
I have a say in all
the residency candidates.
700
00:29:31,164 --> 00:29:32,298
Rejected. Never gonna happen.
701
00:29:32,318 --> 00:29:34,048
I gave you Valentine's Day!
702
00:29:34,068 --> 00:29:36,181
If I have to celebrate Valentine's Day,
703
00:29:36,201 --> 00:29:38,712
I get to review
the prospective residents.
704
00:29:38,732 --> 00:29:41,107
And give a recommendation.
705
00:29:41,127 --> 00:29:42,745
Nothing more.
[Sighs]
706
00:29:42,765 --> 00:29:44,247
I have final say.
707
00:29:44,267 --> 00:29:45,277
That's fair.
708
00:29:45,297 --> 00:29:46,940
Next point.
709
00:29:46,975 --> 00:29:49,710
[Breathes deeply]
710
00:29:49,744 --> 00:29:52,112
Miranda Bailey is
the next chief of surgery.
711
00:29:53,322 --> 00:29:54,431
Miranda Bailey
712
00:29:54,451 --> 00:29:57,849
is judged against an outside
candidate of my choosing.
713
00:29:57,869 --> 00:30:00,952
Then the board votes based on merit.
714
00:30:02,757 --> 00:30:04,550
[Sighs]
715
00:30:04,997 --> 00:30:06,374
That's...
716
00:30:06,921 --> 00:30:08,594
That's fair.
717
00:30:08,614 --> 00:30:11,131
Agreed. Next point.
718
00:30:12,143 --> 00:30:12,962
Now...
719
00:30:12,982 --> 00:30:15,444
When we're at home,
we are not at work.
720
00:30:15,464 --> 00:30:17,231
We leave work at the hospital.
721
00:30:17,251 --> 00:30:18,920
Rejected. Totally unrealistic.
722
00:30:18,940 --> 00:30:20,310
Richard, our schedules... come on!
723
00:30:20,330 --> 00:30:21,290
Hey, I understand,
724
00:30:21,310 --> 00:30:23,971
- but we need some time for each o...
- The bedroom.
725
00:30:25,435 --> 00:30:27,681
No work in the bedroom.
726
00:30:27,954 --> 00:30:30,007
[Chuckles]
727
00:30:30,541 --> 00:30:31,985
Next point.
728
00:30:32,154 --> 00:30:35,923
I'll never go away, never go away
729
00:30:36,125 --> 00:30:39,760
I will provide a safe harbor.
730
00:30:40,359 --> 00:30:42,271
What does that mean?
731
00:30:42,841 --> 00:30:45,274
You need a place
to not be Catherine Avery...
732
00:30:45,294 --> 00:30:50,160
To not be decisive and set agendas
733
00:30:50,780 --> 00:30:52,691
and rise to the level of accomplishments
of accomplishments
734
00:30:52,711 --> 00:30:56,414
that the world has
come to expect of you.
735
00:30:56,774 --> 00:30:59,566
You need a place to fall apart.
736
00:31:00,162 --> 00:31:03,617
I will be that place...
737
00:31:03,651 --> 00:31:05,786
I'll never go away
738
00:31:06,583 --> 00:31:09,723
should you require it...
739
00:31:10,124 --> 00:31:11,859
I got your love
740
00:31:11,893 --> 00:31:13,751
I'll never go away
741
00:31:13,771 --> 00:31:14,930
never go away
742
00:31:14,950 --> 00:31:17,231
in perpetuity.
743
00:31:23,518 --> 00:31:27,030
Ooooooh
744
00:31:31,783 --> 00:31:35,449
even when it's dark
745
00:31:35,483 --> 00:31:38,619
we're gonna shine,
we're gonna shine
746
00:31:38,653 --> 00:31:41,662
Richard, do you take Catherine
to be your wife
747
00:31:41,682 --> 00:31:43,212
for as long as you both shall live?
748
00:31:43,232 --> 00:31:44,813
- I do.
- And, Catherine?
749
00:31:44,833 --> 00:31:47,059
I do. I do, forever.
750
00:31:47,079 --> 00:31:49,938
Then by the power vested in me
by the state of Washington,
751
00:31:49,958 --> 00:31:52,666
I now pronounce you
husband and wife.
752
00:31:52,700 --> 00:31:54,635
Whoo!
[Applause]
753
00:31:55,486 --> 00:31:59,306
Even when it's dark
754
00:31:59,340 --> 00:32:02,943
I'll never go away
755
00:32:02,977 --> 00:32:07,447
never go away
756
00:32:11,345 --> 00:32:13,413
[indistinct conversations]
757
00:32:13,447 --> 00:32:15,815
[Mid-tempo music playing]
758
00:32:22,489 --> 00:32:24,190
Hey, bottoms up, plastics pos...
759
00:32:24,224 --> 00:32:25,825
Let's just enjoy the party, huh?
760
00:32:25,859 --> 00:32:27,726
Where's Kepner?
761
00:32:29,016 --> 00:32:30,909
I don't know.
762
00:32:32,907 --> 00:32:33,689
Hey.
763
00:32:33,709 --> 00:32:35,147
Where have you been?
764
00:32:35,167 --> 00:32:37,846
Come with me. I want
to show you something.
765
00:32:39,118 --> 00:32:40,873
Oh, congratulations, Chief!
766
00:32:40,908 --> 00:32:42,475
Thank you, thank you.
767
00:32:42,509 --> 00:32:44,758
Uh, and speaking of chief, um...
768
00:32:44,778 --> 00:32:47,447
I, uh, had
a talk with Catherine,
769
00:32:47,481 --> 00:32:50,083
and there is going to be, um...
770
00:32:53,321 --> 00:32:54,220
I don't know
how to say this, but...
771
00:32:54,254 --> 00:32:56,172
You have got to be kidding me.
772
00:32:56,192 --> 00:32:58,333
You're running just against
one other candidate,
773
00:32:58,488 --> 00:32:59,574
but you're gonna have it.
774
00:32:59,594 --> 00:33:03,496
Ju... sir, I understand,
but it's just not fair.
775
00:33:03,530 --> 00:33:05,960
Well, actually,
it's the only fair way...
776
00:33:05,980 --> 00:33:07,877
No, no, no... to this other candidate,
777
00:33:07,897 --> 00:33:11,073
because I am going to wipe
the floor with her... or him.
778
00:33:11,093 --> 00:33:13,339
It's gonna hurt.
Getting trounced hurts,
779
00:33:13,373 --> 00:33:16,487
and it'll be embarrassing,
publicly and professionally,
780
00:33:16,507 --> 00:33:18,643
losing by that wide a margin,
781
00:33:18,663 --> 00:33:21,995
because I am primed for this job, sir.
782
00:33:22,015 --> 00:33:23,516
I deserve this job.
783
00:33:23,550 --> 00:33:25,237
There isn't a single person in this room
784
00:33:25,257 --> 00:33:26,959
- who would d-d...
- Disagree.
785
00:33:26,979 --> 00:33:30,423
Disagree that I am not
so ready for this job.
786
00:33:30,457 --> 00:33:32,269
It's already mine.
787
00:33:32,657 --> 00:33:34,658
- Damn right it is.
- Mm-hmm.
788
00:33:34,678 --> 00:33:36,085
Pardon me, dear, but Dr. Webber
789
00:33:36,105 --> 00:33:39,296
has a couple of moves
I haven't seen yet.
790
00:33:40,661 --> 00:33:42,305
I love you.
791
00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:48,541
[Sighs]
792
00:33:48,575 --> 00:33:50,743
Why are we here?
793
00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:52,445
It's a loft space.
794
00:33:52,479 --> 00:33:53,679
Jo, it's a crime scene.
795
00:33:53,714 --> 00:33:55,994
Jo: Stop! Stop it. You're ruining it.
796
00:33:56,014 --> 00:33:58,011
- Someone beat me to that.
- Oh, shut up!
797
00:33:58,031 --> 00:34:00,419
It's all I can afford.
798
00:34:00,617 --> 00:34:02,649
[Sighs]
799
00:34:03,549 --> 00:34:06,155
I took everything...
800
00:34:06,175 --> 00:34:08,544
all my savings,
everything that I had...
801
00:34:08,564 --> 00:34:12,698
and it was almost enough
to cover the whole thing.
802
00:34:12,733 --> 00:34:14,793
Wait. [Sighs]
You're buying this?
803
00:34:14,813 --> 00:34:16,995
Well, um...
804
00:34:17,015 --> 00:34:20,239
We are, if you want to pitch in.
805
00:34:20,274 --> 00:34:22,580
I put in an offer.
806
00:34:24,658 --> 00:34:27,880
Sell Meredith her house back...
807
00:34:27,915 --> 00:34:31,750
Because this is what I want...
808
00:34:32,433 --> 00:34:35,655
Our own place, for us.
809
00:34:35,689 --> 00:34:37,931
And [Chuckles] and, um, I just...
810
00:34:37,951 --> 00:34:38,954
I saw this place,
811
00:34:38,974 --> 00:34:42,562
and I thought that we could
make it anything...
812
00:34:42,755 --> 00:34:45,498
whatever we want...
813
00:34:46,819 --> 00:34:48,960
Because I love you.
814
00:34:49,534 --> 00:34:51,904
and I love living with you.
815
00:34:51,939 --> 00:34:54,146
but we should just...
816
00:34:54,166 --> 00:34:56,690
We should have our own place.
817
00:34:56,977 --> 00:34:58,678
Just us.
818
00:34:58,712 --> 00:35:00,479
Ooh-ooh-ooh
819
00:35:00,514 --> 00:35:02,755
If you want that.
820
00:35:02,775 --> 00:35:05,251
If that's...if that's what you want, too.
821
00:35:05,285 --> 00:35:06,485
Some sort of window to your right
822
00:35:06,520 --> 00:35:08,807
You've never said that.
823
00:35:09,660 --> 00:35:11,161
Said what?
824
00:35:11,181 --> 00:35:13,259
"I love you."
825
00:35:13,293 --> 00:35:15,043
[Chuckles]
826
00:35:15,063 --> 00:35:17,930
I didn't think that I had to.
827
00:35:18,506 --> 00:35:20,299
Mm.
828
00:35:20,319 --> 00:35:25,638
You begin to wonder why you came
829
00:35:25,672 --> 00:35:28,584
Patient presented in labor
with a fracture at c5-6.
830
00:35:28,604 --> 00:35:30,561
Radioulnar fracture
was reduced in the field.
831
00:35:30,581 --> 00:35:33,063
Post-op, she bled from a carotid
pseudoaneurysm...
832
00:35:33,083 --> 00:35:35,897
Which was repaired
with an arteriotomy and a patch.
833
00:35:35,917 --> 00:35:37,685
Patient now shows no neuro deficits
834
00:35:37,705 --> 00:35:39,685
and is expected to make a full recovery.
835
00:35:39,720 --> 00:35:41,053
[Sighs]
836
00:35:41,088 --> 00:35:42,458
Questions.
837
00:35:42,478 --> 00:35:44,357
Would the chance for recovery
have been different...
838
00:35:44,391 --> 00:35:45,258
Andrew: Are high-dose steroids
839
00:35:45,292 --> 00:35:47,193
still indicated for immediate treatment?
840
00:35:47,227 --> 00:35:52,042
-
Had I known how to save a life
- [Crying]
841
00:35:53,732 --> 00:35:55,735
I know.
842
00:35:55,769 --> 00:35:56,956
Let him know that you know best
843
00:35:56,976 --> 00:35:58,306
I know. I do.
844
00:35:58,326 --> 00:35:59,505
[Sobs]
845
00:35:59,539 --> 00:36:04,278
'Cause, after all, you do know best
846
00:36:04,836 --> 00:36:08,544
Try to slip past his defense
847
00:36:08,885 --> 00:36:12,395
without granting innocence
848
00:36:12,686 --> 00:36:14,754
Oh. Sorry. I was just...
849
00:36:14,788 --> 00:36:16,689
Lay down a list
850
00:36:16,723 --> 00:36:19,096
You all right?
851
00:36:19,825 --> 00:36:22,647
I was just about to listen to a message.
852
00:36:23,764 --> 00:36:26,571
-
Pray to God he hears you
- But I can't...
853
00:36:27,083 --> 00:36:30,369
seem to bring myself to hit play.
854
00:36:30,404 --> 00:36:32,505
He hears you
855
00:36:32,539 --> 00:36:34,731
where did I go wrong?
856
00:36:35,275 --> 00:36:37,224
I lost a friend
857
00:36:37,244 --> 00:36:41,211
somewhere along in the bitterness
858
00:36:41,231 --> 00:36:46,454
And I would have stayed up
with you all night
859
00:36:46,474 --> 00:36:51,090
Had I known how to save a life
860
00:36:51,124 --> 00:36:53,225
[Cellphone beeps]
861
00:36:53,260 --> 00:36:54,971
Derek: Hey, it's me. [Gasps]
862
00:36:54,991 --> 00:36:58,612
I'm on the ferry.I-I just wanted to say that, um...
863
00:36:58,897 --> 00:37:00,733
God, I wish you could see this.
864
00:37:00,767 --> 00:37:01,466
As he begins to raise his voice
865
00:37:01,486 --> 00:37:04,018
Weather's classic Seattle.
866
00:37:04,038 --> 00:37:05,430
You lower yours
867
00:37:05,450 --> 00:37:07,239
Oh, the water is so blue.
868
00:37:07,274 --> 00:37:09,241
And grant him one last choice
869
00:37:09,276 --> 00:37:11,060
It may be the most perfect ferryboat ride
870
00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:13,527
I've ever had in my life.
871
00:37:13,547 --> 00:37:15,078
We're gonna do this a lot more
when I get home,
872
00:37:15,098 --> 00:37:16,373
by the way...you, me, and the family.
873
00:37:16,393 --> 00:37:18,999
We're just gonna take a day and...
874
00:37:19,569 --> 00:37:23,322
ride the ferryboat... all day if we want.
875
00:37:23,742 --> 00:37:25,758
I love you, Meredith.
876
00:37:25,792 --> 00:37:28,473
I know I just left, and I'm
not even at the airport yet,
877
00:37:28,493 --> 00:37:30,830
but I just wanted to say...
878
00:37:30,864 --> 00:37:32,732
I love you.
879
00:37:32,766 --> 00:37:34,916
I love our family.
880
00:37:36,498 --> 00:37:39,772
And we're gonna keep doing this.
881
00:37:39,806 --> 00:37:42,141
I lost a friend
882
00:37:42,584 --> 00:37:45,423
I'll see you when I get home.
883
00:37:45,733 --> 00:37:46,979
I love you.
884
00:37:47,014 --> 00:37:50,483
And I would have stayed up
with you all night
885
00:37:50,517 --> 00:37:51,851
[Sobs, sniffles]
886
00:37:51,885 --> 00:37:53,085
Had I known how to save a life
887
00:37:53,120 --> 00:37:54,286
[Breathes deeply, sniffles]
888
00:37:54,321 --> 00:37:57,078
Hm.
889
00:37:57,098 --> 00:37:59,606
You okay?
[Exhales sharply]
890
00:38:01,406 --> 00:38:02,828
[Sniffles] Yeah.
891
00:38:02,863 --> 00:38:05,131
How to save a life
892
00:38:05,165 --> 00:38:07,145
Yeah.
893
00:38:08,559 --> 00:38:10,436
I am.
894
00:38:10,761 --> 00:38:14,887
How to save a life
895
00:38:16,671 --> 00:38:17,861
[sighs]
896
00:38:17,881 --> 00:38:19,478
[Laughter]
897
00:38:20,410 --> 00:38:21,690
What is wrong?
898
00:38:21,710 --> 00:38:24,881
- And don't say you're fine.
- Nothing. I'm fine.
899
00:38:24,901 --> 00:38:26,638
- [Sobs]
- What... did somebody die?
900
00:38:26,658 --> 00:38:28,454
Oh.
901
00:38:28,488 --> 00:38:31,190
[Sighing] Pbht.
902
00:38:32,828 --> 00:38:35,122
My parents are getting a divorce.
903
00:38:35,142 --> 00:38:38,497
My mom called and told me today.
904
00:38:38,532 --> 00:38:40,101
[Breathes deeply]
905
00:38:40,121 --> 00:38:42,257
She's been having an affair
906
00:38:42,277 --> 00:38:46,011
with the man
that services their cars...
907
00:38:46,352 --> 00:38:48,441
[Voice breaking] For 11 years.
908
00:38:49,543 --> 00:38:53,879
[Chuckles] He's been servicing
their cars and my mom.
909
00:38:55,193 --> 00:38:59,195
And my dad found out about it
years ago, and he was enraged,
910
00:38:59,215 --> 00:39:03,722
and he stuck with it for me,
because I was...
911
00:39:04,367 --> 00:39:07,660
[Sighs] I was still in town.
I was always around.
912
00:39:07,943 --> 00:39:11,897
You know, so they held it
together for the kid.
913
00:39:11,932 --> 00:39:15,550
Classic. Except the kid's a grown woman.
914
00:39:15,788 --> 00:39:16,931
[Chuckles]
915
00:39:16,951 --> 00:39:20,297
They wanted to preserve my...
916
00:39:20,317 --> 00:39:22,908
happy, idyllic...
917
00:39:25,183 --> 00:39:28,483
pathetic, crap-filled lie
of a childhood!
918
00:39:28,503 --> 00:39:30,816
[Sobs]
919
00:39:33,230 --> 00:39:35,912
- Why didn't you tell me?
- I...
920
00:39:38,313 --> 00:39:40,640
Your husband died,
921
00:39:40,660 --> 00:39:43,024
and I am crying like a 7-year-old
922
00:39:43,044 --> 00:39:46,198
over mommy and daddy. I...
923
00:39:47,507 --> 00:39:49,710
I didn't grow up like you. I...
924
00:39:49,730 --> 00:39:52,052
I've never lost anyone.
925
00:39:52,072 --> 00:39:53,539
I never even had a cat die.
926
00:39:53,573 --> 00:39:55,972
I still have all my grandparents.
927
00:39:56,298 --> 00:39:59,028
There's no darkness in my life.
928
00:39:59,048 --> 00:40:00,734
Just, I've never had it.
929
00:40:00,754 --> 00:40:04,256
So I-I'm not gonna come talk
to you about it.
930
00:40:04,276 --> 00:40:06,970
Well, you should
always come talk to me...
931
00:40:06,990 --> 00:40:09,910
Because whatever it is,
chances are, I've seen worse,
932
00:40:09,930 --> 00:40:14,579
and I am qualified
to tell you how you'll survive.
933
00:40:14,599 --> 00:40:17,604
You should always come
and talk to me.
934
00:40:21,748 --> 00:40:23,951
[Sighing] Pbht.
935
00:40:32,451 --> 00:40:34,142
What are you crying about?
936
00:40:34,162 --> 00:40:35,994
What are you crying about?
937
00:40:37,717 --> 00:40:40,920
-
God knows you just made my day
- [Sighs]
938
00:40:42,137 --> 00:40:43,756
[Breathes deeply]
939
00:40:43,790 --> 00:40:45,518
Since you came around
940
00:40:45,538 --> 00:40:46,868
Derek would have loved this.
941
00:40:46,888 --> 00:40:49,995
He came from this big, noisy family.
942
00:40:50,015 --> 00:40:51,141
I wanna see you walkin' my way, yeah
943
00:40:51,161 --> 00:40:54,538
I want this to be
my last memory of this house.
944
00:40:55,004 --> 00:40:58,037
that's what he wanted...
to fill it with noise and people.
945
00:40:58,757 --> 00:41:01,270
Meredith:
You can build a house out of anything,
946
00:41:01,290 --> 00:41:03,642
make it as strong as you want.
947
00:41:03,677 --> 00:41:05,841
Maybe two people stop and stare
948
00:41:05,861 --> 00:41:09,048
Okay. We have to dance it out.
949
00:41:09,082 --> 00:41:10,297
What?
950
00:41:10,317 --> 00:41:12,722
- What does that mean?
- Let's go.
951
00:41:12,742 --> 00:41:14,087
But a home...
952
00:41:14,107 --> 00:41:17,908
a home is more fragile than that.
953
00:41:19,112 --> 00:41:20,659
[Laughter]
954
00:41:20,694 --> 00:41:24,833
Ain't no clouds getting in my way, no
955
00:41:25,875 --> 00:41:28,298
I must be running on sunshine
956
00:41:28,318 --> 00:41:31,172
A home is made
of the people you fill it with.
957
00:41:31,192 --> 00:41:34,659
Ain't no rain getting in my way
958
00:41:34,679 --> 00:41:37,091
No, no, no, no, no
959
00:41:37,252 --> 00:41:38,548
I must be running on sunshine
960
00:41:38,568 --> 00:41:41,824
And people can be broken, sure.
961
00:41:42,333 --> 00:41:43,682
But any surgeon knows...
962
00:41:43,702 --> 00:41:46,218
Ain't no rain getting in my way
963
00:41:46,253 --> 00:41:49,888
What's broken can be mended.
964
00:41:51,224 --> 00:41:54,079
No doubt
965
00:41:54,099 --> 00:41:56,660
no doubt about it
966
00:41:56,680 --> 00:42:01,306
...what's hurt can be healed.
967
00:42:02,559 --> 00:42:05,476
That no matter how dark it gets...
968
00:42:05,496 --> 00:42:08,274
the sun's gonna rise again.
969
00:42:08,308 --> 00:42:11,844
And there ain't no clouds in my sky
970
00:42:12,142 --> 00:42:16,063
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00:42:16,113 --> 00:42:20,663
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